Statistics of miscarriage week by week

Need help with some terms people are using please! I have ADHD and everytime I try to watch a video of people explaining one or two they ramble on making no sense and I feel like tearing my hair out.
I'm on Xbox btw. Not asking for someone to answer every single one of my questions but be great if you could answer ones you know if you have time :) thanks!
Pvp (player v player?) Sessions (like what constitutes as a session) Jump lobby (what is it, how do you do it) Lobby in general (what does it refer to I've seen people refer to it in so many contexts) Appearing offline (how do you do it, do you not get logged out?) Defensive (understand it now but how do you do it?) Also how can you check if someone is honourable? I always get shot by blue dots then they turn red.
Extra if interested - I've had the game for a while but only started REALLY playing 2 weeks ago-ish as I have time these days. Now rank 34 and maxed collector role now doing trader role. I'm 30 y/o female if anyone wants to team up etc. Even though I don't even know how that works lmao. Like do we do missions together, share money etc? I'm honourable and only had fights with other players one on one who started it and were just trying to be annoying but I think I'm pretty good in missions etc.

I've heard from a youtuber that if you have nothing going on in your life, your priority shouldn't be about 'making friends', it should be about improving yourselves
If you have no hobbies, maybe goes to the gym 2-3 times a week but doesn't take it seriously, has negative thoughts, and by the end of the day goes to sleep without achieving anything, why would anyone wanna bring you to be part of their life? Even if they decide to keep you around, nobody would respect you.
If you've built yourself somewhat that you can be your own entity, then you can meanigful and effetively interact with other people
What do you guys think?

I always see people here ranting about yrkkh/anupamaa so I thought I'd rant about another show lol.. I started watching Jhanak about 2 months ago bc I saw some edits of the lead couple and they looked cute together. The show is genuinely so bad though. If you're not watching it, you're not missing out on anything lol. I just like having something trashy to watch at the end of the day, plus now I'm invested in seeing how the love story plays out. If I tried talking about all the things wrong with this show this would turn into an entire essay so I'll just list some general thoughts I've been having while watching. Please chime in with yours!!

• The story is moving at a snail's pace. It's almost at 200 eps but there's been barely any progression in the love story. Every day is just living room panchayat and the FL being verbally abused. The writing is sloppy too, which isn't surprising given the writers have to churn out ~29 min episodes 7 days a week
• When I first started watching I thought Ani was among the better current MLs.. lol I was so wrong. He behaves just like every other ML these days - calling Jhanak a gold-digger and slutshaming her, cheating on Arshi while giving both women mixed signals. The recent sequence of events was disgusting: he got caught sneaking into J's room in the middle of the night to bandage her foot, Arshi found out and wanted to cancel the wedding, Ani tearfully apologized and told Arshi he loves her, and just HOURS LATER he's asking J to dress up and go on a secret dinner date with him ?!?!
• I feel bad for Arshi. She's very layered and her character arc is brilliantly written. She's been raised her whole life by a controlling narcissistic mother, so now she mistakes toxicity for love, and readily believes Ani every time he betrays her and then gaslights her into thinking his fondness for J is just due to 'insaaniyat' and 'zimmedari.' It was obvious that she would eventually become a villain (bc how else would itv writers whitewash the main couple's immoral behavior lol), but it makes sense. She's not just some boy-crazy SFL, she's a successful career woman with loads of hidden childhood trauma who's lost her longtime fiance to her villager sister
• Krushal's an ok actor. Some of his dialogues feel forced but his facial expressions and body language are good. Not a fan of Hiba's acting though, especially in emotional scenes. I feel like she's better suited to lighthearted/comedic roles
• I was hoping we'd get a separation track but it looks like J will get kidnapped within .5 seconds of arriving in Kashmir and Ani will go running after her smh
• Two things I like - the costume design is very good, for example Jhanak is a maid in their house so she's actually dressed in simple clothes with really soft delicate makeup. Low key I'm excited for the upcoming wedding track bc I know Arshi's bridal looks are going to be fire. The other bright spot is Chotton and Minu's love story, they're hilarious together.

this is gonna be kind of a long post so bear with me, but i’m looking for advice or words of wisdom.
i’m currently 17, a junior in high school, though the year is ending in a few weeks. i’ve known i was trans since i was like 13. i know that all my friends and (hopefully) my family will be supportive and i feel like most of my school will be too. i go to a public school in california with about 1500 students.
i originally wanted to come out during the summer and start the next school year socially transitioned. however, i am a 2 sport athlete and don’t feel comfortable being out during my sports. they will be finished around march, so i was planning on coming out then. however im not sure if this is a good plan or not because the school year will be almost over by then, but i want to transition before college starts so i can hopefully start t before then.
i currently dress masc, have short hair, the whole nine yards. i would probably fully pass if it weren’t for my voice. people don’t have anything to say about the way i dress and some of my classmates even thought i was a cis guy before people corrected them. 🤣🤣
so basically i’m wondering if it’s a bad idea to come out in the middle of senior year or if i should just wait, but i want to start t before college. if anyone could give me any advice or share their experiences it would be greatly appreciated.

Long story short, after a pretty tumultuous year dealing with a 27 year old department chair I was not renewed for next year because I failed to live up to the expectations of the performance improvement plan that I was put on (one of the biggest things I was called out for was my “professional and boundaries with students” which turns out they didn’t like that kids called me by just my last name). I have consulted lawyers about the whole situation and they advised me that I do have standing to bring up a case against the school and I would probably win. This is not my first course of action and I’m trying to focus on getting a new job for next school year
I have my exit interview this week and I don’t know whether to take the high road or the low road. I have some dirt on said department chair and I have no plans on returning to this school either. Additionally, it’s an independent school so I don’t have to worry about word getting around a district. But at the same time I know it’s good practice to never burn any bridges
What are your guys takes on the situation?

My best friend and I had a massive argument on the last day of school a few days ago. While I do recognize that part of the problem was me, there were some things I felt hurt by from what she did.
We are currently not talking to each other, and out of anger I blocked her on everything I could think of, but I recently unblocked her out of deep regret and sadness.
I think if I reacted more calmly and with less of a bad attitude we wouldn't be so distant as we are right now. Anyway, her birthday is coming up in a month or so and I was wondering if I should apologize and try to rekindle before or after it, or before the next school year at all. it's going to be our senior year in August, and I don't want our precious soulmate-like friendship to have ended like this. I miss all the times we had together (2 years -sophomore through junior year)and I feel so stupid for reacting so passive aggressively and causing her to get so upset.
She said she needed lots of space from me but in the past week since the last day of school, my mind has just been filled with nothing but regret and how I should apologize to her. Will she even want to be my friend again at all if I do apologize in the next month or so?

I'll start by saying about 2 years ago my wife up and left me with the kids and disappeared for months with no contact to drink, do drugs and sleep around. She came back, whole lot of other stuff, but we decided to try it again. This time around our relationship was actually pretty great, we communicated good, we were open with each other. It was going really good until a week ago. We got into a argument and in my opinion, it wasn't even that big of an argument. But she flipped, she started trying to blame me for things that clearly wasn't my fault and I pointed that out, when I told he that wasn't my fault, she moved on to saying that I wouldn't leave her because of my abandonment issues, to which I defended myself by stating I would leave that I don't stay around with her because of my abandonment issues but because I choose and want to be with her, that I'm just expressing some of my concerns to which she then stated that I was being a B and whining and "why are you telling me this?" I responded with "because you're my wife" then she threw something that I was ashamed and embarrassed about in my face, something that we had talked about and I told her in confidence. That actually hurt my feelings. She then said she needed space and took off walking. She had left everything, her phone, her iPad, her wallet. After about 6 hours she still didn't come home, I called her family to ask if they heard from her and they said no they haven't. After an hour or so her family then informed me that "yes they found her and are going to pick her up" which irritated me because "how did they just find her?" She left all her belongings at home. Anyways, I asked her family to have her give me a call when she's there and they responded with "she doesn't want to talk right now" I just said "okay" and decided to give her space. After 5 days of no contact I decided to ask when she plans on coming home and she responded with "I'll be home tomorrow around 12" so I said "okay, so you tomorrow" well tomorrow came around and at 9 am she had asked me for some money for food and I said yeah no problem and sent her money on CA, well 5PM hits and she's still not home, so I text her family again and ask if she's there and they say "sure is" so I ask for her to call me and they responded with "she wants to know why?" And I don't know why but that hurt me even more. So I texted back and said I'm done. That her telling me she'd be home, then asking for money, then not coming home made me feel used and to be honest, made me feel like complete sh*t and that everything she has done has made me feel like she doesn't care about me or any of my boundaries. Well here we are some time later and I obviously feel bad and miss her and I'm starting to think maybe I overreacted about the situation.
TL;DR my wife disappeared for hours, then turned into days, then said she's be home, asked for money and didn't come home so I ended it. Did I overreact?

I'm a straight 25M (average looks, decently big from daily gym, closet geek, mixed Caucasian/Latino/Indian) who is essentially completely new to OLD.
I had a single, on-and-off toxic/immature relationship from 18 to 22, before fortunately breaking up. Downloaded Hinge at that time, matched and organized a date within two days (first one in my life) with someone I should have known I wouldn't vibe with. It went fine, but without chemistry. I deleted the app the same day to commit to being single for a while, and focus on univerisity.
3 years later, I've become an MD -- I know what to do if a patient's heart stops, but my own heart feels like it's going to blow while working up the courage to ask for a first date. I've downloaded Hinge again. I'm 1 week in and feel the early burn-out coming again.
So far, I've reviewed 1000 profiles in 1 week. All I have to show for it is what I'm dreading will be a rejected first date request. If you think that reviewing 1000 profiles in 1 week is a sure-fire way to burn out early, you may be right. Some questions I have that might help me:

1. Should I relax my apparently strict criteria and like a greater percentage of profiles? I like only 10-15% right now.
2. If I don't, does this mean I have to review tens of thousands of profiles to go on a few dates??? I'm going to have to swipe through the entirety of 20-30-year-old Quebecers at this rate.
3. How often do guys use the app? How often do women use the app? My impression is that all my matches have notifications turned off and are sane enough to check the app only sporadically. Should I do this as well?
4. True or false -- guys need to send Likes to have a chance of being seen because women are already flooded by the number of Likes that pile up for them, and therefore many women have no need of sending Likes themselves?

Hi,
I just wanted to ask a query about points on an EOI.
I inadvertently claimed 5 points for work overseas by saying I've done 3 years. However, I'm not sure the 3rd year will count. It was in medicine, as a locum doctor. It's not contracted and you only work when you want to, at the cost of no annual leave etc. It's still within my profession however. I still did in average 20hrs/week over 52 weeks, but with periods of no work for up to 2 months (some months I worked 140+ hence the average). Would this count?
And if it wouldn't, can I submit a 1023 form for my 190 to raise my inadvertently overclaimed points and still apply for the visa with the deducted points (would still be 80, down from 85).
I tried going through a migration agent but they really weren't that helpful at all regarding this issue

Just had my bilateral salpingectomy today! I saw Dr. Charlotte Pickens in La Jolla, CA btw. It was an amazing experience y'all! Much easier than I anticipated! Buckle up, it's a long one, and very detailed! But all positive for the most part LOL
I'm 34 and have never EVER had surgery aside from getting my wisdom teeth out at 16, and a colonoscopy at 24. Never even broken a bone or gotten stitches, nothing. I have a lot of medical anxiety, I was tripping out the most over sleep paralysis despite anesthesia LOL Wasn't even nervous about the actual surgery, just didn't wanna wake up during it and be mentally scarred for life 🤣 Saw a few scary stories on TV once about that phenomenon.
The office gave me Hibiclens at my consult appt to take home & scrub my abdomen with the last 3 showers leading up surgery. Yesterday morning, yesterday evening, and this morning. No deodorant, lotions, perfumes, nail polish or jewelry after my shower this morning.
I was NPO after midnight last night. They instructed me to drink an ensure between 9pm-11pm last night since my surgery was in the afternoon. I also took half an Ativan last night at 9pm to make sure I slept and didn't have anxiety insomnia lol They also instructed me to take my heart arrythmia pill this morning right upon wakening with a tiny sip of water. I had an echocardiogram a week ago, so yes, I got cardiac clearance lol I also had a pre-op transvaginal ultrasound and blood work 2 weeks ago.
When I got there, they called me back to the pre-op room. I got weighed, asked for my height, and had to pee in a cup first thing. They then had me change into my gown, skiddy socks & hair net. They gave me 2 Tylenol 500mg & a Celebrex (200mg - for preventative nerve pain) with a tiny sip of water. Then they took my BP/pulse ox, and started my IV in my left hand, and started fluids and some Ativan. They also put on the leg compression things, man they feel great lol They got me heated blankets, and even had a lil pack of lavender smelly stuff they taped to the top left of my paper gown for relaxation 😊
All the staff came in and introduced themselves while in pre-op, from the surgeon herself, to the anesthesia team, to the OR scrub nurses, to the surgical resident that'd be observing (with my permission of course.) They also asked if they had permission to let the surgical resident practice a pelvic exam on me while under anesthesia, I agreed. I've been employed in healthcare myself for 17 years, so anything to help with someone's education! I could've refused if I wanted, but I really appreciated them asking beforehand.
They then wheeled me back to the OR, and I was feeling goooood with the Ativan lol They also pushed a lil GI cocktail too before they gave me the gas. I had to scoot myself from my original pre-op bed to the OR table, which was easy, they leveled the beds together and helped me. They then masked me with the gas, and I was outttt like a light after about 4-5 deeeeep inhales!!!
I woke up in post-op an hour and a half later. Went in at 12 noon, woke up at 1:30pm, all done! They intubated me after falling asleep, and pulled it out before waking up, it's like nothing ever happened! No soreness, hoarseness or coughing. I'm clearing my throat occasionally here and there 7 hours later, just kinda feels like when you get "bubbles" (post-nadal drip basically lol) in your throat with seasonal allergies. Not often enough to cause soreness which is great, waaaay better then what I anticipated after reading about other people's experiences on here. They cathed me too since they gave me fluids, thankfully after I was out, and removed it before I woke up, so it hurts to pee just a little bit, not even as bad a UTI 🤣 Like, a 4 on a scale of 1-10.
They gave me ice chips & apple juice straight upon awakening too, which was great! I had no nausea at all, still don't hours later. I rested for about 30 mins, then they brought back my ride to hang out with me and go over discharge instructions. I got up to go pee, and then they wheeled me outside to the car, and even opened the door & helped me get in!! They have $5 valet services for 0-3 hours parking, so the car was pulled right up to the curb right outside the front doors!
We drove straight to IHOP afterwards. I took it easy with some Belgian waffles & a few strips of bacon, and a mango iced tea, and a few sips of my ride's cinnamon milkshake lol I then stopped by Walgreens to grab a few house things I forgot to pick up last night, my ride helped & carried everything 😊
The ride home was smooth, I didn't have any discomfort from the shitty ass bumpy roads on our 30 min drive home lol I did bring a squishmallow to put between my belly and the seat belt, which was a genius idea I picked up on here!
BTW, I'm an occasional recreational cannabis user. I was honest and disclosed my use to my anesthesiologist only (VERY IMPORTANT), I didn't want that ICD-10 diagnosis use code going to Tricare from my consult appt ahead of surgery & prior authorization for obvious reasons lol. I quit edibles 2 months ago, and vaping 1 month ago. My anesthesiologist said I would've been fine discontinuing use just 5-7 days prior to surgery (no ibuprofen 7 days before either lol), but I did a month + to be safe, I'm a bit on the heavier side, and I've heard edibles stick around in your system (fat lol) much longer than just smoking/vaping, so I wanted to be super certain that I'd be clear and not fuck up anesthesia for myself. For reference, I'm 5'6", 180lbs. I took 3-4 puffs of a vape 4-5 days a week, and 10mg worth of edibles once almost every weekend for a few months straight, so not a super heavy user.
I hope my experience can help others make the decision to take the plunge too before election day lol I called to set up the consult appt back in December, had the actual consult appt in February, and first available surgery was today, late May.
I am a generally super anxious person by nature, and had my bestie/coworker take me to my very first surgery. My family is 3k miles away on the east Coast and couldn't be here, so if my anxious ass can do it, literally anybody can do it! I literally have nobody out here but my bestie, no family, no nothing. My soon to be ex husband is on deployment right now out in the Pacific, and is unreachable at the moment, and frankly doesn't give a shit. He knows I had surgery today too, and I KNOW he won't call or email out of common human decency to at least ask how it went when he does get back in service/port. He asked for a divorce a week after my consult appt, which happened to be 2 weeks before deployment, how convenient, after saying straight to my face before & after the appt that he totally supported my choice, and was looking forward to the DINK lifestyle with me. Oh well.
Y'all are 💯 when you say men aren't ~truly~ childfree unless they've had a vasectomy, or atleast got one scheduled on the books soon lol My conservative family back on the east coast are losing their shit over this, they're all christofacist trump bootlickers, I'm so glad I got to move away from all that and experience personal freedom/a different & better way of life out here. I'm so thankful to be in a position financially & geographically to have been able to take care of this. My GYN back home wouldn't even put an IUD in me at 29yrs old cause I never had kid before, so my cervix wasn't soft enough 🙄 Whatever bitch, I left and got spayed in Cali at 34 with no pushback from my Drs out here, kiss my grits lol
Thanks for coming to my hippie TED talk, hope this helps others! ♥️

Hey, I wanted to make this post somewhere because I wanted to get this out there so others could read this. I believe this research is useless just sitting around on my hard drive.
First off, here's the result of my 7+ years of working with Brighid https://docs.google.com/document/d/1nBNPFHPanL8feZTCiYgUC57qMCmlU1OP/edit#heading=h.grerh4meas08
There should be a table of contents with "personal experiences" and a journal
Second, I believe Brighid and Brigantia are the same, but also Sulis, etc. That document should provide the evidence of my claim, as does this article https://clannbhride.org/2015/06/07/the-exalted-ones/
Brigid came to Leinster due to migration by the Brigantes, as detailed in this article
https://steemit.com/ireland/@harlotscurse/brigantes
I believe this is all but confirmation that St. Brigid's Cross has pre-Christian roots, as it is found in Brigantia. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swastika_Stone
The Lady of the Lake may have been a reference to the goddess of the Afon Braint, and I shouldn't have to tell you why that is significant
http://mistshadows.blogspot.com/2017/08/revisiting-fathers-of-three-guineveres.html
I came here in a rush to share this because this week I came by this book on Amazon 'Brigantia' by Guy Ragland Phillips, and it was heavily discounted due to "excessive writing in the margins" and notes throughout. On its own, it isn't worth that much with what we know now about the goddess and archaeology. Miranda Green tends to treat with the subject a good deal better.
Well, there are the notes of 2+ people before me (think more like four tbh) and almost 50 years of scholarship, updates, and notes on the subject of the goddess Brigantia and the significant geography of the region of Brigantia contained within it, and literally confirms something I only started to touch on in my document.
Brigantia-worshippers possibly originated in Austria (Bregenz) and Portugal (Braganca) and possibly earlier in northern Italy regions due to the presence of the Camunion Rose. They migrated to Brigantium (tower of Hercules was once called Tower of Brigantia), then Yorkshire area (hence its title Brigantia) and then Leinster where she became Brigid. Afon Braint on the druidic isle of Anglesley is likely where the "lady of the lake" idea originated. Brigantia is theorized as above to be the Lady of the Lake in Arthurian lore, where Camelot would be the Roman fort of Camulodunum. Arthur could've been Artorius, a Roman general who settled in the region after Rome pulled out and helped try to repel the Saxon invasion.
Of course, this could also be due to the Indo-European root for high or exalted, but the evidence as presented above makes a damn good case for these all being interlinked.

We had a meeting to discuss placing a gtube today and I’m feeling so conflicted.
My lo was born at 35w1d and is corrected to 40w2d. He was severe IUGR born at 2lbs 10oz and currently weighs in at 4lbs 8 oz. He only consistently takes 18-30% of his bottles daily, and has shown no signs of progressing with feeding. In every other regard, he is ready to come home. The hospital won’t send home with an ng tube unless baby is taking 50% of his feed orally.
On one hand I like the idea of getting the tube placed and getting on with our life outside the hospital. Also like the idea of getting rid of the ng tube as he hates it. Is always pulling it out and it’s so terrible placing it back in. But on the other hand, I’m soooo scared. I worry about anesthesia. He’s so little. I worry about agreeing to a surgery too soon. I keep hearing it eventually just “clicks”. I’m just praying this happens before we get anything scheduled. I believe in him, and that he will get feeding down eventually, but fear if we sit waiting for it to click in the next few weeks that it won’t, he’ll need the tube anyway and we just prolonged everything. I worry about feeding tube dependence.
Ugh
I don’t really know what I’m looking for. Just feeling fearful and intimidated by our next steps. I’m so proud of my little guy and just want to do right by him.

Hi there,
I think I'm an empath. I have been painfully shy as a kid, growing up I struggle with anxiety and depression. I've always been able to take on the emotions (usually sad or negative) of other people, used to be unknowingly, but now I am a lot more aware and try to distance myself or do lots of grounding/meditation.
I'm writing here to ask for help.
I'm in a place far away from my homecountry for work, for around 3 months and I'm having it rough regarding missing my family. The first stage was wave upon wave of loneliness and sadness, kept crying. And then my brain tried to numb the pain as it became too much, I started shutting down emotion center and focus on non-emotional (the technical part of my work).
Next, started to distance myself and shut down connection, first to coworkers, and then even to family. My brain tried to convince me they don't need me, it seemed this way, my spouse was so busy he couldn't talk to me, and my kid had her own busy schedule. My soul pined for them to call, but they didn't, and I was too numb to reach out. (Btw, I do call them every few days, but apparently it is just just just not enough, and my family are coping in their own way by pulling back too)
I didn't realise all these was happening until now. Because these few days, I started to develop anxiety. I am not new to it but I do know that anxiety is a sign that something's wrong to the empath. Mind racing, uncontrollable fear and anxiety. Physical signs of stomachache too. That's when I look back and I realise that something is wrong.
I have two more weeks to go before I can see my family. I am reaching out to this community, please help me, thank you :)
PS: i am strongly introverted. I have thought about connecting with my coworkers, but I cannot bring myself to make the first move (so scared of rejection), and also they can feel my anxiety.

Hi all! Fairly new drummer here, I did lessons for a short while as a kid and just now I'm getting back into it. I have about 3 months of summer break ahead of me and I want to set some goals to achieve either by the end of or throughout the summer. First, I want to have a practice goal, like a certain amount of hours per week, or a certain amount of specific exercises per week. For this part, I was thinking some practice from stick control, some practice from ted reed's syncopation, and some rudiments each day (plus practicing and playing songs, and maybe some kick pedal practice because my foot is kind of slow right now). Help with picking which rudiments and how much to practice each would be appreciated. I also want to pick some difficult song to learn by the end of the summer, something hard enough to take all summer to learn/gain the speed and coordination to play, but not something too complicated and that can be played on a 5 piece kit with the standard 3 piece cymbal layout. for that, I was thinking maybe fire by jimi hendrix (might be too easy, its mostly snare speed) pot by tool(might be hard, plus I have no idea if it can be played on my style of kit) or the wizard by BS, though any other song recommendations(that aren't LZ) are welcome. I have a kit and a lot of free time, so I want to be sort of ambitious with my goals.

Friday sprawled on the couch, remote in hand, click to True Crime Weekly, where killers have fan clubs.
Cereal killers got nothing on these crime connoisseurs; they eat bloody details with a side of sass.
Popcorn pops, beer cans hiss, narrators deadpan while bodies stack like grim Legos.
Memes wait in the wings, Twitter feeds buzzing, casting couch critics solving crimes by snack light.
The horror’s half the fun, the snark, the safety net, laughing at madness with crumbs on our chins.

When I was about to turn 3 years old my father committed suicide two days before his birthday. This took a huge toll on me when I found out how he had died (my mother waited til I was old enough to tell me). Having is birthday and the day of his death in the same week is an emotional roller coaster.
Recently the day of his death came around. My mother seemed fine all day and even invited her boyfriend and his kids around to hang out and watch movies. I still live with my mom and little sister due to the fact that I’m currently in college and can’t afford living.
That night my mother made no attempts to comfort me besides the occasional side-hugs when I asked for one. After dinner I went out onto my houses porch and watched a show on my phone when I got a text from my friend. I had also recently been Sexually assaulted by my ex. And my friend texted me to let me know they wanted to talk to me.
That didn’t end well and I went into my room and had a panic attack. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn’t stop crying over everything that had happened. While I’m crying I hear my little sister, my mom, her boyfriend and his kids all laughing and having a good time a couple feet away from me. Which only made it worse.
I thought about going out into the living room and asking my mom to comfort me and help me through this. But I didn’t want to cry in front of everyone in the house. So I sent my mom a text begging her to come to my room and comfort me while I tried to deal with everything.
For those of you wondering “why would you send a text” my mom is always on her phone. She always has it on her and is never on DND.
10 minutes go by and my whole body is shaking from how bad I’ve been sobbing. 20 minutes go by with no reply. So I called my grandma sobbing crying and asked her to pick me up.
I packed a bag and walked out into the living room to grab my shoes. I wiped my face and put my shoes on as my mom came out of the kitchen with the biggest grin on her face and a bowl of popcorn.
I quickly told her that grandma was picking me up and I was going to stay with her for the night. My mom saw my face and her smile faded slightly. She pulled me into a hug and I broke down crying and she held me for a second.
I let go and walked out onto the porch and sat on the steps when I heard my mom coming. She sat down next to me. She asked me why I didn’t just go out and talk to her about what I was feeling and I just snapped and told her that it was my dads death day and I told her multiple times I wasn’t okay and the one time I needed her she was with some other family, laughing and having a good time.
She waited with me for my grandma and I immediately got into my grandmas truck as she got out of it to talk to my mom. My mom told her I was being dramatic and that all I did to signal I needed help was texting her. (My mom is a licensed therapist)
My grandma took me to her house and let me sleep in her bed for the night as we watched Medea movies.
It’s been a few weeks sense then and my mom still hasn’t forgiven me for snapping at her. She refuses to be in the same room as me and is making me pay more for the rent I pay sense then.
So AITAH?

I'm a Valiant with a paragon junior. My friend is paragon as well. We aren't dedicated players, so any alliance that demands an active presence is not a good fit.
However, I max out arenas twice a week. I also do map4 by myself 4x/wk or with the help of my junior if I need energy and there's no help. Also I do wars.
I'll use loyalty points to buy war revives, but I won't use units to pay for potions to win wars. I rarely die, but it happens. War isn't my thing, it's just something I'm willing to participate in.