Teacher ke saath

I try revising but end up not revising, meri 11vi achi hai except for chemistry, not like others who keep crying on this subreddit, especially maths, jisme number aajate hain. Can someone explain to me dheere dheere kaise revise Karu? asked a teacher he said try notes and then solve either pyqs or vg sir ki book. Similarly physics ke pyqs are like very ghise pite, they kill our intuition I believe. Toh bc kaise revise Karu. Also I need reach on this post toh Bhai log dekhlo.

continued day 28 by pulling an all nighter and was able to finish the lec (although galvanometer ammeter etc ghanta smhj aya)
day 29 slept at around 3 45 - 4 am...woke up at 11....AUR BHAI 6 tak time waste karliya...then i started writing some schoolwork (eng classwork internal ke liye) aur fir raat so gaya toh padhai nahi hui....
day 30;....took a decision to change my silly ways and poora ragad ne shuru kiya...then teacher drops a bomb ki i needed to finish 21 record writing works in chem...mushkil se raat bhar 12 record likh liya......also started registration process for nda...slept at 4
day 31 woke up at 10....12 tak..khana aur break ho gaya started w my studies at 12 30...did organic chem revision... uske baad started writing physics ka record work and am done w 40% of it
phir current ka revision karne laga at around 5 .... 10 45 tak hcv...aur dcp se notes karliye aur thoda questions laga liye....beech mein had a 1 hour nap...done w 50% of chapter
now writing my physics record...
goals for day 32 finish module of ald ketones and start msc....complete notes of carboxy and start revision learn current and practice record work
bohot time lagega...atleast im more productive than before

I worshipped Lord Hermes this morning! I offered him some liqueur, almonds, & lavender incense :) he’s an amazing guide & has such a fun sense of humor! Praise be to you, Lord Hermes! 🪽 I wanted to make this appreciation post to him today :) he said he was cool with me posting a pic of his altar space! 🩵

Main bohot jyada negative sochta hu bc har chiz main kuch na kuch negative dhund he leta hu is sab ke chalte main padhai nhi kr para mere life main sab koi bohot positive aur supportive hai like main esa bolun ki jaisa relationship with parents, girlfriend, relative (dost nhi hai) ke sath chhate hai waisa hai mera fir bhi meri negative overthinking ke wajah se main padhai pe focus he nhi krra paraha hu 11th acchi nhi thi meri aur test main marks nhi aare uske wajah se yaar main 2 weeks se sir class pe jo teacher padhate usko bhi catch nhi krra paraha aur iss sab ke karun aur nhi padh pa rha main kya karu? please help me (I'm not joking 🙏 serious comments Krna please)

I opened the portal at 10:03 and 2 bed ac were already booked? but one guy got it 20 min later, and another got it at 10:15? exam ke saath hostel booking me bhi lafda?

Bruh toh mere saath ek comedy hogyi like 4 days after board exams came i got 75% not that good nor that bad but i knew chemistry me kuch na kuch gadbad hai
I had to send it for re verification but then after 4 days i got really busy like ghar me kuch acha nahi hora tha and i was exploring universities one by one usme itna busy hogya ki 4 days aram se beet gaye
My fault is that I had a wrong idea ki CBSE revaluation process will start on in june 🤡 I completely dimissed the reverification process tho and nobody told me I was too busy in college ke admission wagera that i forgot about that and now i am looking like a clown here and i** dont have any IRL friends too to tell me about this** The servers fault is that nobody posted anything about reverification when they were going on i check JEENEETards and CBSE just for regular updates on studies i dont go to any stupid subs unless they are political and that too i check for any new info on the country
tab sab yahape apni gaadi laptop bike PS5 lund loda dikha rahe the aur jo verification news ke post honge vo chup gaye honge i didnt find any such posts mods ne bhi koi server announcement nahi kia
on 26 I saw a guy post something about CBSE reverification stuff and i was like NO WAY NO WAY and then i started searching and i got to know 21 tak khatam hogya mamla and i cant even apply for revaluation now , I was so shocked i couldnt even do anything for 5 days unless write un replied mails
and now ab I see guys posting 20 marks increase 5 marks increase now there is no way of me fixing my chem marks unless improvement exam Is there anyway i am ready to pay whatever money RN but seriously guys ye sab June me kara karo and jab important cheeze chalri ho toh please ye sab backchodi mat kara karo yaakr due to those shitposts on this server i couldnt see any news about re verification and stuff
Honestly this shit is so bad like CBSE should give papers in offline mode in their HQ or via mail when i order them too its my right to see my question papers after all with some money and ik dhundne me mushkil hoga but thats what serial numbers are for

It’s been a while Aap waqt ke nahi qail Dil ki dewaaro ko deemak ki tarah fikar aapki khaye There was a goodbye, phir ham lautke nahi aaye Qalam uthayi phir mein ne likhi jo maine bitaai
Aapse pehle bhi tha kuch, Aapke baad bhi hu Aapke saath tha jo wo dafan kar chuka apni zaat bhi hu Aik laash hai bas, thodi si yaad hai bas Aik adha qissa hai, jis mein dete hai aapki misaalein bas Malaal hai bas, aap aaye kyun nahi Mein tou aya sun’ne wo geet, aap ne gaya kyun nahi?
Aasman me sitara bano bas, door se bhi dekh paenge Bulandiyo pe parwaz karo, faqr bhi kar paenge Jo roshni qarz li thi, qarz nahi hoti khud ki shai Noor basta hai hamne dekha hai, tum me noor hai
Sab tou luta aaya, yaad hi aapki, mera saaman raha Sadiya’n guzari ke nahi, aapki intizaar me aap ye bataein...

Actually ma 1 yr dropper ho.maile 12 ma science bio padheko xu.. Aba mbbs paying ma padhnu xaina. So aru kunai field sochdai xu.. Ekxin ko lagi csit garxu vaney socheko xu. But yo field ma kei tha na vayeko ra katai interest pani xaina .. Sochiraxu teacher bandim. Tara gaun ma sable ramro students chu ma vaney thaneko xu. Ra maile sachi mai aile sama ramrai garexu academic ma.. Rahyo kura teacher banu ta man xa but samaj ko herai nai farak xa teacher ko lagi..tei vayera paxadi hatiraxu.. Ra ke bachelor garera abroad jada hunxa yo field ma.. Do comment ur opinion senoiors.. Aba yo saal ni kei join garina vaney depression ma janxu 🥲

I'm doing btech in data science and artificial intelligence (AI&DS). Just gave my 6th sem exams ab koi training hogi college m 1 month ki jis m soft skill, quant etc kr waege maine python choose Kiya but uss m teacher kuch karwate bhi h bas questions dete h solve krne ko joki mujhe nhi ate iss liye daar lagta h plus samjh m bhi nhi ata bache pta nhi kaise leetcode ke questions kr lete h Maine DSA python oops baki subjects ke basic padhe h lekin code m kaise use kre yeh nhi pta.
Plus abhi kafi bacho ki placements lagri h and mujhe toh code Krna bhi nhi ata kuch ek bhi project nhi bana pa rhi hu online bhi samjh nhi ara kaha se padhun. Backs bhi h kuch 🥹.
Resume bhi nhi bana abhi tak dhang se kyuki kuch add krne ko hi nhi h na internship na projects. Ek hi training ki thi 1 month ki bas. Koi company shortlist nhi kregi.
Please guide me so that I can develop a skill atleast.

Mujhe VIT AP me Computer Science and Business System Category 1 me mil rha hai, ab mujhe kuch doubts aarhe hai. 1) Kya opportunity hai cs-bs ka? 2) Placement time pe baithne dete cse core ke saath ya nahi. 3) Agar maine cs-bs liya toh package me kuch difference hoga ya fir sabko same opportunity milegi placement ke time?

I generally haven't posted much on this sub but I realized idhr ke log sabse best relate kar payenge. No, this is not a rant about how jee crushed my dreams and I'm tired of everything and want to end my life but rather about a reflection of myself, my past and how my life changed 4 years ago.
In 9th grade I qualified PRMO (known as IOQM nowadays) and this was the beginning of the end. If you guys know about this exam, you've probably heard that it's extremely difficult and really something to be proud of especially as a 9th grader and I agree with you, I was proud of myself, infact back then IOQM was the only thing I wanted in my life. I grinded for hours and hours (don't get me wrong, I love math, hence this wasn't "forced") and finally I was happy that I got what I wanted. Little did I know that all of my happiness was going to turn into a nightmare for the next four years of my life.
I had this teacher (he's involved in top batches of an online institute, let's call him X sir). He was extremely supportive. I had a girlfriend, she was extremely supportive as well and I had a lot of friends in discord and telegram who were there with me throughout my highschool journey. Everyone had expected so much from me but in reality none of them really knew what I wanted in life. Infact I did not know that myself. Was it that I wanted to crack really difficult exams, olympiads and stay in limelight or was it that I wanted to follow my passion i.e. math?
I got really cocky. I thought I had everything under my control. In 10th grade I missed the indian imo training camp by 2/3 marks. I was devastated. I got scared. Should I continue with olympiads or should I join the JEE ratrace? I realized math was the only thing I am good at, but not so good that I can qualify INMO (indian national math olympiad) and reach IMOTC. In 11th grade I started doing jee but soon enough I realized that I don't have so much patience to do homework and analyse tests. It felt so cringe. But still I did it anyways. In 11th grade I failed INMO again.
I got burnt out. I had failed for 3 years now wanting something so bad. I did not have the energy to continue anything. Fast forward to 12th grade. I gave NSEP and NSEC. I was destroyed but since physics and chemistry weren't my main interests I didn't really care so much. But the thing I realized was that the difficulty doesn't lie in the paper but rather I make too many silly mistakes and my patience is low. On dec 31st my gf broke up with me.
I talked with X sir. It made me cry. I forgot to tell but I stopped attending live classes and stopped giving tests but my sir still remembered me. It was none of his business that I chose to fail at everything in my life but still he used to message me and look after me. Fast forward to mains, I got 99.07 percentile. I wasn't happy. I knew I could have done more so I was ashamed to tell X but he told me to chill. I told him I'm done with JEE. I failed olympiads as well.
Fast forward to today, adv ka response sheet nikal gaya. I'm getting 125. I didn't prepare at all. I still realize that I could have done better If I gave some tests because I had studied everything but since revise nhi kiya so I forgot certain things.
My sir msged me asking how much I got and I told him my marks. I know he wasn't happy but after all these it made me remember that he never gave up hopes on me. Heck I don't even know why he's the one messaging me. I had literally achieved nothing in my life ever since 9th grade. How tf does he even remember me? Not like we talk every day and all, I didn't even attend his classes for so many years. I want to cry so bad but tears won't come out. I even let down my parents. They told me I'm doing good but I'm not happy with myself. Every time I look back I see failures and heart beaks. Where did I go wrong? Was it the fact I was trying to achieve 2 things at once? Kya mujhe kabhi JEE karna hi nhi chaiye tha? Ya fir I should have left olympiads and stuck to JEE?
I really am so fucking lost right now. I don't even want to do engineering. I'm not good enough to do what I want. Sometimes I wonder if I should have never qualified for that one exam back in 9th grade my life wouldn't have been so difficult. Maybe being normal isn't so bad after all. I tried to achieve too much and got nothing in return. I'm sorry to all the people I have let down and I want to thank you all for being with this stupid fucker despite all his failures.
Edit- Some people are taking the wrong message from this post. Most people are saying I'm crying even after getting 99 in mains. My point was that when you put yourself up in such a situation and make people have faith in you, it hurts a lot to let them down. That's what I felt I've been doing for the last couple of years. I just needed to get my heart out somewhere. Also thanks to all the positive comments and dms.

Workaholic baker looking for a place to showcase his skills. Can bake anything from meat pies to cupcakes and biscuits. Chai ke saath badhiya accompaniment rahenge.
Time se job pe aata hu, poore time rukta hu. Faaltu bak bak nahi karta par non-paying only timepass karne wale customer ko bhagane me expert hu.
Ye tapri pe kaam karna mere liye garv ki baat hogi.
Fluent in English, Hindi, and beverages.

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

11vi ka syllabus revise krke saath mei soch raha ki aakash ke fts dedu ... Iska level more or less neet ke level ka hi hota hai na ? Aur ncert ke bahar se bio aati hai kya?

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

Main Assam se hoon, maine 1.5 saal JEE ke liye padha tha, but somehow first bura gaya.
Second attempt toh demotivation and boards ke chakkar main chala gaya.
JEE thik nhi ho saka, but somehow boards acche karke aye the.
BC jab results aya, I was shocked, mere 75 bhi nhi aya the, only 70, college didn't give free ke practical marks to me. (Btw I'm from state board)
Maine 90+ kara tha maths, even my good subject, but don't know how but bohot he kam aa gaye.
Mains jindegi main, aisa bura bakt nhi dekha.
Boards gaya, JEE gaya, even my friend who from CBSE got 90+ percentage and got a good percentile, even he got a very low percentile in first attempt infact lower then me.
Mere parents itne supportive nhi hain in sizo main, maine bola tha, 11 main coaching dalne ko, but tab Assam main yeh craze nhi tha, infact I'm from a village.
Toh sawal he paida nhi hota ke samjhenge. Jab mera jee kharab hua first attempt tb unlogone kaha koi baat nhi college ek jaise hote hain.
Aab kaise samjhao unhe.
Uske baat CUET, mere boards ke result ke 4 din baad.
Mera dil baith suka tha, main roo nhi paya, kisiko kuch share nhi kar saka.
Parents toh soch rahe hain, isne padhai nhi kee. But sachi main yaar, padha tha maine, mera coaching test main bhi acche marks aate the, mera ek personal mentor bhi tha.
Aaj tak GF nhi hain, dosto ke saath aaj tak masti nhi kee, koi social life nhi hain.
Pehle 2020 ke class 9 main marketing sikhta tha, coding ati thi mujhe, no one can imagine, from a little village from Assam, koi aisa soch bhi sakta hain.
After jab maine jee mains dia tha, tab se he, ek news sharing brand hain, millions main views aate hain.
Acche connections bhi hain, personal brand bhi hain, but somehow kuch kar nhi paa raha.
Class 11 ke pehle main, clients ke saath kam bhi kara tha.
Phir parents ne jabardasti bandh kada diya,, cuz here in Assam, isme koi future nhi hain, yeh unka manna hain,, aor usko support karne ke liye h Bhi hain log
Kuch supportive environment nhi hai.
Abhi socha raha hoon, yanha se chala jao, but again wob relatives and jo so called gyaani parents ko gyaan de rahe hain, college same hote hain.
Aare inko main kaise bataao,,, ke mujhe kuch alag field main jana hain, mujhe AI & ML sikhna hain (ho sake toh online he sikh lunga).
Koi meri baat soon he nhi raha.
Parso, papa ne ek local college main admission de diya,, woh bhi B.Sc main....aab kya batao main 😭
But mujhe cuet aor jee mains se, seat mil sakte hain....acche college main.
But wohi,, yanha logo ke pass itna market aor reality kaa gyaan nhi hain toh....jo dusre kar rahe hain woh hee karte hain.
Aab firse woh log,,,mera kaam main dakhil ho rahe hain, bata rahe hain,, yeh jo kar raha hain,,faltu ke hain saab...
Soch raha hoon, yadi college mil gayi, toh bhaag jao,, yanha se....
Literally rona aata hain,, but kisiko bol bhi nhi sakta...😭

I will be visiting Pune(Pimpri )around 12th or 13 and will be staying there only but due to some problems plans have been changed so in short saari booking ho gayi bas koi saath ghumne ke liye nhi hai (jisko aur jaanna hai dm karo ) agar koi 1-2 din ke liye bhi hangout karne ke liye ready hai dm karo

Mei iss saal 12th mei aaya hu apni prep online krr raha hu ..... Abhi summer vacation chal rahe hai to saath mei 11th bhi revise krr raha .... soch raha hu aakash ke tests bhi du 11th ke taaki acche se topics ho jaaye .....
Lekin dikkat ye hai ki mei aakash ka nahi hu to mujhe lgta hai ki test series ke mamle mei aakash waale bacche kuch alag hi code word mei baat krte hai fst , cst, Nbts aur pta ni kya kya .....
To aap log plz bata do ki kon se test ka kya mtlb hai aur konsa ncert based hai neet ke level ka ..... aur ho sake to channel bhi bta dena ( jaha se pirate krr saku )