Car customising games

Car Games

2014.10.28 10:50 CaksLP Car Games

A subreddit dedicated to those who enjoy car games. These games include: - Need for Speed - The Crew - Forza - Driveclub - F1
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2020.04.19 13:13 agreatbecoming CarCombatGamesCulture

A subreddit for all aspects of Car Combat games (digital & physical), books, films. So Dark Future, Gaslands, Max Max, Twisted Metal, Convoy, Road Rash, Route 666 and more. (Run by a dev from the Dark Future video game)
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2014.04.16 19:42 SouthPeter98 Car Mechanic Simulator

A Sub dedicated to Car Mechanic Simulator's fans. Please flair any questions with your system. Memes will be allowed as long as they are game related, and is subject to change if enough backlash comes in. Please tag all memes with the appropriate flair.
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2024.05.19 14:40 ThatOneEvilTwin What would you advice me for quitting something for the second time, because i'm losing fun and it is messing with my personal interests?

Hey guys!
Disclaimer 1: I originally wrote a post which I just scrapped, because it would have been not quite fitting, because my story was very long and it involves depression and i don't want to post a sob story as it is not allowed - I am here to look for advice, so i'll cut it down to whats really necessary. If something is missing or you would like to know something feel free to ask me under this post.
Disclaimer 2: Please excuse me if my english is not perfect, I'm a foreigner. If there are any questions coming up due to a language barrier feel free to ask them under this post.
Disclaimer 3: I know making a decision like this is not always easy. I don't want any of you to take that decision for me, I'm generally looking for advice to my situation.
About me:
I'm a 27 year old male, currently studying Media Engineering at my local university, i am about 6 semesters in, tho not even close to that with the classes I took and the classes i should have taken. My biggest hobbies are video games, wrenching and informing myself about cars and predator fishing.
Highschool:
I got my highschool degree at a local highschool, which focuses on design and media engineering. After graduating I wanted to start an apprenticeship in media, as messing around with cameras, editing and design software aswell as programming have been a big part of me during my teenage years. Fast forward: Even with sending out a ton of applications within one and a half year I failed to get the apprenticeship I wanted.
In the meantime I worked gastation jobs for a bit until I got a fulltime job in a car factory of a big manufacturer - partially in production, partially assissting mechanics in QA and repair. This was a student-job (eventhough fulltime), so they sadly could only give me a timed contract, which I was able to extend twice until they had to cut down student jobs. This job is gonna have an important role later on. During this job i had the time of my life.
Apprenticeship:
After failing to get the apprenticeship I wanted and the next starting time for apprenticeships coming closer I decided i have to take an apprenticeship which was more or less an emergency solution. Once again fast forward: I quit that apprenticeship because I hated the job and part of the company, which was foreseeable as it was just an emergency solution.
University:
While working some part time jobs again I saw a university course my local university had to offer, which was media engineering and basically what i wanted to do as an apprenticeship before. This was right about when covid hit the world, just for reference.
In the first 2 semester I really enjoyed everything. I got more involved with programming, 3D but also 2D art and started getting closer toward game development - because you know, i love video games, but i also started to notice that I generally lost almost all interest I had in videogames, even playing them so also university started to become more and more a chore for me. I started only taking one class over the course of 2 semesters and started to lack motivation. I started hating everything about working on it, especially the more and more it would come to a professional level it just wasn't what I imagined and had fun with anymore.
After taking less classes and even one semester off i started to notice i had fun with videogames as a freetime activity again.
Now:
Over the course of the past months I still continued wrenching whenever there was something to do on my car or my family members cars that I could fix on my own. I also love to teach myself about it. Thats where the job at the car factory comes in. I never had the feeling that while I was working with cars that I couldn't do it in my freetime, i still enjoyed it in my freetime. Even family members told me that they could really see me in that field while i was working on cars and that they saw that i really enjoyed it.
Two weeks ago i spoke about random stuff with my neighbor, who is about same age as me, and working for a car shop as a mechanic in my area. He told me that they were having trouble finding apprentices for this year and offered me a job aswell. (Struggleing to find apprentices or skilled workers over here this is really a sad normal case nowadays in trade jobs)
I kind of started thinking more about it and could also really see me working in that trade and also talked to one of my sisters about it, who wasn't opposed to it.
What would you guys advice me to do? I'm just really unsure about quitting something for the second time. Theres always coming a lot of judgement with it, especially from those people around who got to do what they love after just getting it first try. In general I think I'm really not too old yet with only 27 years of age, but also not the youngest anymore, as I graduated highschool already 7 years ago. I'm not really close to a university degree that I would say i have to finish it, i would say i'm about halfway done only.
I generally am a big fan of doing what you love to do and not doing something you don't love, since it accompanies you for a big chunk of your lifetime.
I may be naive, but well this is how I feel about this situation.
Thanks ahead for all the comments already!
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2024.05.19 14:38 qiumo_talk 「苦难诗社:灰熊2024赛季总结」Grizzlies 2023-24 Season Summary: The Tortured Poets Department

「苦难诗社:灰熊2024赛季总结」Grizzlies 2023-24 Season Summary: The Tortured Poets Department
写在最前:这是我在2024年4月19日写的文章。那天我最爱的艺术家霉霉发表了专辑TTPD,其中文译名为”苦难诗社“,我认为非常契合灰熊本赛季的主题。
Written first: This is an article I wrote on April 19, 2024. That day, my favorite artist Taylor Swift released the album TTPD. I think it fits the Grizzlies' theme of this season very well.
考虑到原文篇幅较长,所以我只会在这里发布英文版。如果你感兴趣,可以去我的微博看中文版:
Considering the length of the original article, I will only post the English version here. If you are interested, you can go to my Weibo to see the Chinese version.
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Remember the names of these 33 warriors.

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After three hard-fought quarters against the Nuggets, the Grizzlies eventually lost.
Much like most of the season’s games, they displayed convincing moments. Whenever the opponent attempted to push the game into a decisive depth, TJ would call a timely timeout to catch a breath and then immediately launch a counterattack. If you were an unfamiliar fan tuning in during the final moments of many games, you’d be puzzled: who are these guys? How are they tying the score against Joker, JT, Bron, and AD? But most of the time, effort couldn’t beat talent.
No worries, I was just as surprised as you. But after watching the Grizzlies' final game of the season in the early morning, I took a deep breath as the fleeting memories of the past six months flashed before my eyes like a slideshow, and I understood them.
This is the Grizzlies' second-lowest win rate season in the past 15 years. They had 33 players wear the jersey, missed 578 games due to injury, and used 51 different starting lineups (all NBA records). Even one of the league’s loudest home courts, FedEx Forum, often had many empty seats for most of the season.
"For just $2, you can see Timmy Allen, Jack White, and Zavier Simpson play live!"
This isn’t a joke. On April 9, facing the Spurs at home, all three played at least 25 minutes. They limited Rookie of the Year Wemby to 18 points on 19 shots but were still dominated on the boards by Sandro Mamukelashvili and lost the game.
Despite several key players coming and going, last season the Grizzlies boasted the league's best home record (35-6), but this season they only won nine games at home. After back-to-back home losses to the Blazers (who finished last in the West with 21 wins but beat the Grizzlies three times) on March 2, GG Jackson admitted postgame:
"You see your fans leaving with like 8 minutes left in the game, that really sticks us as players. They want to come see us play. And that's kind of like them slapping us in our faces like, 'We don't want to see you play.' We've got to change that."
I understand these people. This has been a season full of hardship for players, coaches, management, the team, fans, and the city. From before the season, we were devastated by unprecedented injuries. Anyone still paying attention to this team is a true Grizzlies fan. Special credit to the players and coaching staff—by January, the season had already lost its meaning. The basketball gods didn’t favor them despite Ja’s season-ending injury but instead brought more injuries. Yet, even so, they fought on and never gave up. I don’t recall any game being "surrendered"—no matter how few players were left, they gave it their all on the floor.
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My favorite artist Taylor Swift released her 11th album, "The Tortured Poets Department," today, and I’m willing to call the 2024 Grizzlies "The Tortured Players Department"—injured, pained, struggling, liberated, relieved, and then filled with hope.
I don’t know how fans will remember and evaluate this most painful season in NBA history ten years from now—but while the memories are still fresh, I’ll do it now.

Two Black Swans


If we set the start of a season as the day after playoff elimination, then as early as last May, shadows had already enveloped the team. Like me, Morant wasn’t good at live streaming, and for the second time, he brandished a gun in a car. When I got the news, I was packing for a trip to Guangzhou the next day and nearly tore a basketball sock in half.
Opinions on the Smart trade were generally positive, and Raymon and I were full of praise for GG and Slaw Dawg’s Summer League performances on the Chinese Grizzlies podcast. Missing Morant for 25 games meant we couldn’t secure home-court advantage like the past two years, but securing a play-in spot seemed reasonable. In an open Western Conference, all it took was a lucky playoff matchup, and a full-strength team could still achieve something.
Then Stevo was out for the season.
Unlike Morant's short-term impact on the record, this was a heavy blow to all remaining hope. I dejectedly said:
"No matter what, they can’t play like last year or even the year before, and they can’t find another Adams through trade or signing. The Grizzlies’ new season hasn’t even started, but it might already be over."
At this point, it was just three days before the season opener. The appearance of two black swans cast a shadow over the season before it even began.

Finding Joy in Suffering


The Grizzlies' first 25 games were like me trying to stand on a balance ball in the gym for the first time—standing seemed not too difficult, but whenever I tried to squat, my legs started shaking uncontrollably, and most of the time, I fell off.
After five straight losses, the Grizzlies quickly signed the overlooked Biyombo and then played some decent games, but the injury wave followed one after another. At the most extreme, the Grizzlies had to use their paper-thin fourth point guard—Jacob Gilyard, who should have shined in the G League—a player about my height and weight because Ja, Smart, and Rose were all injured.
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To be fair, the Grizzlies showed resilience at that time. Facing the "BIG4 Clippers," the Grizzlies won their second game of the season on the road. Gilyard (6+5+3+3) held his own against Harden (11+4+3); against a full-strength Celtics, Aldama put up 28+12+6 and almost pulled off an upset; Bane dropped 49 points to lead a comeback win over the Pistons, scoring in the fourth quarter as much as Cunningham, Bojan, Duren, and Ivey combined.
The Grizzlies could keep up with most paper-strong teams and even come back from 15-20 points down but usually lost in the final moments. Bane took on an overwhelming offensive load, being the only consistent scorer, three-point shooter, and transition player, but he mostly held up; JJJ was often forced to play the five, which he disliked, making both offense and defense awkward and inefficient. As for the untested young players, they rarely held the ball securely in the fourth quarter.
With a 6-19 record, second-to-last in the West, trailing the play-in zone by more than five games; Bane’s performance was the team’s lone standout, determining both the floor and ceiling; aside from JJJ, Aldama, and Roddy, almost no one was healthy. The Grizzlies’ net rating still ranked higher than their record, their defensive efficiency remained in the top ten, but they couldn’t score.

A Brief Spring


December 20—just an ordinary game day, but Grizzlies fans had been waiting almost four months. The Pelicans, with their formidable build, weren’t an ideal opponent after a long layoff, but Morant loved such games. He probed in the first two quarters and then started showcasing his signature gliding layups and near-basket floaters in the third. He almost blew past every defender, gesturing "too small" to Alvarado, laying it up over defensive player Herbert Jones. On the final play, he drove from the backcourt, bypassed the screen, and floated a shot over Jones, Murphy, and Daniels—off the backboard, into the basket, buzzer beater.
This was Morant’s first career buzzer-beater. Interestingly, after the shot, even the Grizzlies players on the court paused for a second before realizing they had won, with Bane even freezing at the three-point line.
I understand Bane. In the first 25 games, the Grizzlies didn’t have such clutch play; this was a moment where a superstar wielded his superpower.
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Morant posted the highest points for a player returning after missing more than 25 games in history, but more thrilling for fans was that the Grizzlies truly became competitive. They quickly won four in a row, beating the hot Haliburton, Trae, and Wemby, and winning twice against the Pelicans on the road. Bane and JJJ were in great form, and Smart’s fourth-quarter lockdown on Ingram was impressive.
With the return of injured players, we began to calculate and discuss the Grizzlies' playoff prospects. Morant caught the flu and missed one game, played poorly in the next two—nothing to say as I was also down with the flu—recovered, and then convincingly defeated Bron and AD’s Lakers on the road. Smart scored 29 points (including a ton of threes), Morant’s scattered scoring and assists, JJJ turned into Curry, and Bane turned the arena into a library with a series of off-the-dribble threes in the fourth quarter. After the game, Nemo and JJJ sat on the scorer’s table for an ESPN interview: "You’re making a playoff push, what’s your plan?"
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Jaren smiled lightly, and Nemo said, "Keep playing like this, 48 minutes of relentless effort every night, execute our signature defense, move the ball, and everyone being on point. Tonight, we had many guys scoring 20+, like Z. Keep this up, and we’ll be dangerous."
We didn’t see Nemo play again; a few days later, he was diagnosed with a torn labrum and was out for the season; two games later, Smart dislocated his finger and was out for the season; another two games, Bane went down, and the season was over.

The Dawn


Just two weeks after hope reignited, it was extinguished. What was left to see this season? I believe every Grizzlies fan asked themselves this question. At this point, you have to appreciate the basketball gods; when they close one door, they really do open another.
——Back on December 1, with no one available, TJ put Vince Williams into the rotation. As last year’s 47th pick, his rookie year saw no meaningful time, mainly playing in the G League. In the limited effective game sample, we considered him a wing “shooter” who couldn’t handle the ball or defend well—he hadn’t even shot well in Summer League.
In his first effective NBA game, Vince scored 15 points on 6-of-9 shooting, adding nine rebounds. He stayed on in the fourth quarter, impressively defending Irving. The Grizzlies secured their fifth win of the season.
Ten days later, facing the Mavericks again, this time he had to guard Luka, averaging 34 points. No one expected him to complete the task, nor should he, but he did great—the Grizzlies almost erased a 17-point deficit, forcing Luka to 4-of-12 shooting in the second half. They even exchanged trash talk during the game, but after the game, Luka said:
"I think he’s a great defender."
When Luka Doncic calls you a "great" defender, you must be a "very, very, very great" defender.
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Vince started the next game. Although he had some ups and downs briefly after Morant’s return, he quickly adjusted. He scored 19+9 against the Suns’ big three, limiting Durant; next time facing Luka, he won again (Luka 9-of-21); he scored 24+7 against the Warriors, winning, and in the win over the Heat, he outperformed Butler (25 points, JB 15 points).
Just as we were marveling at his offensive and defensive performances, his pre-All-Star break streak showed us even more potential.
Starting from February 8 against the Bulls, he averaged 14+7+8+2 steals over five consecutive games, including an 18+12+7 performance against Lillard/Giannis’ Bucks. He limited Lillard to 7-of-21 shooting and helped disrupt Lillard’s three-point attempt in the final moments.
What, Vince can also moonlight as a point guard?
The Grizzlies converted his contract in January to a three-year, $7.9 million deal with an option. Considering his versatility and level of play, this contract is so low it’s almost insulting. But if you think that’s exaggerated, wait, there’s more.
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——When GG Jackson was drafted, few Grizzlies fans who knew about him were optimistic. Their reasons were solid: GG wasn’t even 19 when drafted, too young; he skipped a grade to play a dismal season at South Carolina, shooting 38%, looking like a chucker; he had publicly criticized teammates, posing a locker room cancer risk.
These might be true, but I only learned about him after he was drafted—watching him tearfully talk to ZK on a call, watching his college highlight reels showcasing his versatile offensive skills and confidence, his enviable physique, these on-court aspects captivated me. I followed his performance throughout Summer League, and his smooth catch-and-shoot and diligent defensive footwork made me even more optimistic about his future.
At the time, I was probably the only one publicly praising him. I voiced my support in every platform I had—podcasts, Weibo, even the comment section of the pay raise public account: Check out GG! He has a chance to enter the rotation!
For the first half of the season, he barely played, putting up numbers in the G League. On January 13, 2024, with Nemo, Bane, and Smart all out, TJ had no choice but to put GG into the rotation, giving him 27 minutes.
In his first effective NBA game, GG scored 20 points on 9-of-14 shooting; the next game against the Warriors, 23 points. He became the second-youngest in history to score 20+ in consecutive games, only behind Bron—TNT’s crew warmly greeted him on national television:
Shaq: "I have nothing to say; I just want to congratulate you: now people know who you are."
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GG looked both excited and nervous, reminding me of my freshman year. This is the genuine reaction of a kid this age when they’ve done something remarkable and are publicly praised for it.
This wasn’t the last time. With Vince injured, GG became my sole motivation to watch the last third of the season. In 42 effective games, he averaged 16.4 points and 4.5 rebounds, hitting 36% of his shots, averaging 2.4 three-pointers per game. He scored 20+ in 12 games, 30+ in three, and posted 44+12 against a full-strength Nuggets in the final game.
If GG had entered the rotation earlier, could he have made the All-Rookie First Team? Quite possibly, as he’s a natural scorer who excels in big moments and national broadcasts (how rare is this for the youngest player in the league?). His other contributions in games were limited, but considering the Grizzlies’ environment, their league-worst offense, the pressure he faced, and the difficulty of his scoring might have been greatly underestimated.
GG dropped 31 points against a full-strength Lakers, almost the only player able to initiate scoring, making a top-five play dunk over Rui Hachimura. How many All-Rookie votes will he get?
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Two experts stood with me: ESPN’s Bobby Marks placed GG in his All-Rookie Second Team a week ago, and The Ringer’s Bill Simmons said he would vote GG for Rookie of the Year in a podcast two days ago. Regardless, GG has earned respect.
And for Grizzlies fans, even better news is that the team converted his contract to a four-year, $8.5 million deal with a fourth-year team option in February. As a Reddit Grizzlies fan put it, "This is Pippen contract level theft."
Vince and GG, two second-round picks, played convincingly in ways no one expected. The Grizzlies have locked them in on affordable long-term contracts for at least three years, and they will undoubtedly be key rotation or even starting players for the Grizzlies next season—what did the Grizzlies trade to acquire them? Zero.

Praying to the Basketball Gods


Though Grizzlies fans' moods might be 1,000 times better than three months ago, this remains a completely wasted season. For a young team that matched up against the champions two years ago, this isn’t good. The Grizzlies still have plenty of draft picks, but their salary cap is tight. Their core 3 is still young and talented, but two other young core teams—at least the Timberwolves and Thunder—are ready. The Grizzlies are nowhere near their position two years ago.
But this "wasted" season allowed them to eliminate many wrong options and secure several key players. Even if the offseason only brings an average starting center, their roster strength is very, very solid (I don’t think any current team could consistently beat a healthy 2024 Grizzlies). They maintained high defensive levels, forced turnovers, and blocks with many non-NBA players, and they possess better three-point shooting than the past two years. They can replicate the 2022 season's performance, and that’s a conservative estimate.
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But can they stay healthy? In 2022, Dillon played only 32 games and was out of sorts in the playoffs, with Morant also injured midway; in 2023, key players were in and out, losing inside reserves to the Lakers in a seven-game upset; this year, the entire team suffered the worst injury wave in NBA history. Like the Clippers in recent years, injuries are the easiest topic to discuss without being wrong because no one can control them, and they always happen.
So, I can only pray to the basketball gods: it can’t get worse than this. I desperately want to see a fully healthy Morant-Bane-Jaren Grizzlies team play a playoff series, even if they are easily beaten by a better team. I don’t want to look back years later and be left with a pile of "what ifs."
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2024.05.19 14:35 endbuster (35) [M4F] VA/WV/online - it’s scary to put yourself out there

I feel like it’s cliche to say something like “I’m looking for my ride or die” but maybe it’s a cliche because it’s honestly what a lot of us want.
It’s kind of literally what I’m into—I have a problem…
I love cars and bikes. So I’m sort of actually looking for someone that likes to ride/be a passenger princess/or maybe has their own cool ride. Safety first of course: there will be no actual dying haha.🤣
So if that resonates with you at all, read on! Thankfully my personality isn’t based on vehicles lol.
Me: Single, divorced even. No kids. Trying to date with intent.
I’ve been living in the Winchester, VA area for about 10 years, I really like it here. I have a great career and because I am not stuck to an office, I somehow really got into homemaking. Bizarre, I know, but cleaning, cooking, laundry, and mowing became fun somehow. Is this what peak dad energy feels like?
Other than the aforementioned; I enjoy lifting 4ish times a week and swimming, gardening, biking. I don’t game much anymore but when I do I prefer co-op stuff. I read fantasy and sci-fi novels and prefer that sort of stuff for movies and TV too. Very excited about new Mad Max movie. Rom coms are great.
Music is life, I listen to a ton of stuff. I will go to any show as long as the energy is there.
Feel free to message and ask me about anything. Maybe put a lil ✨ in your first message. I figure most people will read everything I just think emoji is cool. 🙃
I want to know how you spend your free time, what you’re into on the weekends, etc :-)
Here’s a selfie I took within the last month, right before I went to a metal show. It was awesome! https://imgur.com/a/Ghrx9Xz
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2024.05.19 14:32 ironuzi9600 23/M seeking friends worldwide (:

Hello my name is Omar and I'm from New Jersey ,USA. I am a 23 year old and I'm looking to make some foreign friends (: I love making friends from different countries and getting to know their way of life and culture.
I love wrestling, soccer (yes I know it's called football lol), swimming, weightlifting and video games. I also am learning how to cook more often and I like to bake too. I also like to work on my own car that I call Blue Bonita
Usually I'm watching WWE and maybe some AEW, and with football usually premier league or MLS. (Manchester City fan ;) )
I have a PS5 and mainly just play WWE, FIFA, Call of duty and hitman (:
I am Hispanic, with a Mexican heritage although I was born in the US. I am usually shy but I can talk a lot sometimes. I am very introverted and like to have minimal friends as possible. I speak English fluently and Spanish almost fluently.
I love to listen to Reggaeton, Bachata, Salsa, a little bit of rap and r&b. Maybe a tiny bit of pop ;D
I'm a chatterbox and I love to talk a lot and about anything.
I love cats and I have 3 of them. Though I'm fond of every type of pet.
If you'd like to chat or possibly become my friend, don't hesitate to message me (:
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2024.05.19 14:29 DeerFlyHater Nice update out of Carroll County--Mia has been found and is safe.

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2024.05.19 14:20 Free_Part_2066 Decorative Technic Sets

Hey Guys,
I am very new to the building block game. My Mom gifted me a small Lego Tractor Set (Xerion 42102) for christmas because I was a huge farming fan as a child. Last Week I finally got to built it with my GF and it was really fun. Especially the technical part (gears and stuff :D) was fun to put together. So now we're in search for some sets with technical aspects that also look decorative, because most of the time they gonna stand on some shelf. We both aren't really into cars/ships/etc which sadly are most of the technic sets I found. I already stumbled upon the Modbrix bee (9014) which I wil definitely buy as my gf really likes all kind of animals :D I would really appreciate some more suggestions on sets that go in the same direction (doesn't have to be animals, could also be plants, buildings, whatever).
Thanks already ans best regards :)
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2024.05.19 14:19 shmajent 2024 Three Days at the Fair 50K - my first Ultra!

Race information

Goals

Goal Description Completed?
A 4:30:00 No
B < 5 hours Yes

Splits

Mile Time
1 0:39 *
2 7:33
3 7:31
4 8:01
5 7:45
6 7:56
7 8:08
8 8:00
9 8:00
10 8:27
11 8:04
12 8:11
13 8:08
14 8:10
15 8:06
16 8:10
17 8:43
18 8:09
19 8:40
20 8:21
21 8:38
22 8:39
23 9:06
24 9:05
25 9:56
26 9:45
27 9:40
28 10:16
29 11:07
30 10:20
31 11:46
32 11:00
33 6:30 **

Training

This was a spring full of sharp turns and hard knocks. The original training went towards the Cheap Marathon in Derry, NH. (That race was reported upon by flocculus here.) Training then consisted of maintaining 30-40 weekly miles, with a weekly long run adding two miles from the prior week, with some fluctuation. My hometown is quite hilly, so I foregone specific hill training as all of my runs were not near flat. My final long run was 21.5 miles March 6 before tapering down my weekly long runs.
A freak snowstorm delayed the Cheap Marathon from 4/6 to 4/20, however on 4/9 I fell in my gym shower. Either a rib contusion or hairline fracture paused any running or training for nearly two weeks. Scrambling for some sort of race to scratch the itch and not toss away months of prior training, I found 3 Days at the Fair online – a six day affair featuring ultramarathon categories from 50K to 144H races. They offered a marathon category, with an alluring 50K at similar start times. Naturally, I signed up for shy of 5 more miles than a marathon. One of my running mates gave me the best advice that "ultra running is more of an eating contest than anything else." Considering that during prior marathons I had salt tabs and 3 or 4 GU packets, I thought more about this statement. Hoping my ribs and legs would stand up, I went for the race.
Note: If registering for this race, you can choose the specific date and time you wish to start it. Just stick to that time. I would end up toeing the line with three other 50K runners who opted for the Saturday 9AM start. One could have theoretically started their run any day between Monday and Saturday, at 9AM or 6PM.

Pre-race

The Sussex County NJ fairgrounds were easy enough for me to get to. Those who were not running longer ultra races had plenty of parking mere steps from the registration/food/starting line. (Those running longer races have opportunities to park campers, tents, and so forth.) Weather was gray and cool, at 58˚F/14˚C -ish. I ended up playing with how I'd pack for the run, before noticing racks set up after the start line into which you could place your water bottle so as to not hold it the entire time.

Race

For check-in, I picked up my swag (a plush bathrobe) and timing ankle chip. No bibs here! At 8:50, marathoners and 50K'ers were brought to the respective start lines, 0.1 and 0.2 miles after the timing mat. At 9AM, we would run against the sea of all other runners back to the starting mat, turn around, and continue in the anti-clockwise 1 mile loop course. This is why marathons are 27 laps and 50K is 32 laps – that quarter lap registered as "lap 1 completed," so 31.1 miles registers as 32 at the end. I'm getting ahead of myself!
I found the course compelling enough to follow. After the timing mat, there is a short uphill that weaves past the toilet and shower area, and toward a hairpin. While the 'pin itself was set wide, most of the time I would walk it because of traffic or weakening knees. This continued straight past a Camper's Row of sorts with mild downhill. The second half runs a long arch around the grounds, with a gradual gentle uphill. The course is paved except for a 200m segment of packed gravel – if it had rained, this part could've been muddy. The course completed after a shot down a causeway, and left turning back to the mat. It's this area where registration, fuel/food/catering, and timing is displayed. Overall, no real potholes to be concerned about, just 31 total laps of this!
Hydration and food – tons of everything including Impossible Burgers, PB&J, cola, and sports vitamins – was supplied after the timing mat. I kept track of which lap I was on with a big-screen projection. My name, lap number, prior lap time, and total time appeared. Every 30 minutes or so I decided to take in calories. This included GU Rocktane, GU Vanilla (sooooo good), two stroopwaffels, two ice pops, and a few salt tabs. It was roughly 400 or so more calories than I would have consumed during a race. Hydration was also a factor, that the course was completely uncovered made me feel hotter and "drier" than normal. I might have taken on about 50 fl oz / 1.5 liters of water. My stomach tolerated this!
The main causeway/timing mat area is where I stopped for water and stowed my foods so I didn't have to carry it around. Early on, I didn't understand where the timing screen was, so took minor detours in the registration area. These factors are why my paces seem inconsistent by 30-odd seconds per mile at points.
The people here are amazing! Other runners were highly supportive, chatty, upbeat. One person was dressed up like a chicken (the race logo featured one), and another person blasted some pretty appropriate and popular tunes. It would be a game for me to guess the artist or song on every lap – we had a great banter going! Another group had a dry-erase board and changed it every few minutes or so with a new dad joke. Naturally, I had to stop to retort with another. For example, they wrote, "3.14% of sailors are pi-rates!" I replied, "if it's $4.50 in Jamaica for a beef patty, $3.50 in DR, and $2 in Trinidad, are those the pie rates of the Caribbean?" Sorry, not sorry.
The lack of proper training began to present itself around mile 22. Pacing was targeted at 8:00-8:15 per mile, with goal half-marathon splits at 1h45m or so. After mile 26, I was 3h40m44s, ten minutes off goal pace. Around that point I slowed, taking more walk breaks but promising myself to run at least half every lap. Landmarks were mentally set to designate where walking and running would occur. When I crossed the line I was done.

Post-race

From a mental standpoint, the concept of so many laps did not bother me. My daily runs more often than not are laps in my parking lot, and I've completed a few half marathons on traditional 400m tracks a few times prior – especially during the Global Pandemilovato of '20. Physically, my legs did not feel any worse than they would have after 26.2 miles. My stomach was actually doing quite alright – nausea and headache would set in within a few minutes of finishing other marathons, but not today. My buddy's advice is making me rethink my marathon strategy.
As the event is ultra-marathon focused, finishers of marathon and 50K received a coin. The longer the distance, the larger the coin, with special awards for those who have invested 100+ miles with the organization. (A paver brick [!] stamped with the runner's name is awarded after 1,500 miles with the organization.) Either way, I circled back to the registration area to press my luck at burger availability. Unfortunately they were out, yet making more. While at the beginning of the race the smell of bacon and pancakes wafted onto the line, the sweet smell of success – naturally, manifest as deliciously greasy burgers – greeted us at the end.
Post-race nutriton in my car included Gatorlyte electrolytes, SiS Rego Rapid recovery, and 1.5 liters of water. I opted against the on-site showers and made the long ride home for one which was far more satisfying.
EDIT: Added info about registration. EDIT 2: Grammar.
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2024.05.19 14:12 GeneralAsparagus8578 Car Skins Not Loading In

I can equip skins and have no issue doing so (rn all of my cars have the glow skin equipped) but when I load into the actual game, the skins are never on my cars. Is there something I need to do in order to get the skins to load in? I use mobile, iPad to be specific. Could that possibly be the reason they don’t load? Or is it just a game bug that the devs have yet to patch? I really want to use my skins so I hope my issue is figured out soon.
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2024.05.19 14:01 Pacific--Wolf US PC BLACK SIERRA - DEER ISLE RP DEER ISLE RP AIRDROPS SAFEZONE TOWN TRADER HELIS BOATS NEW PLAYER FRIENDLY

US PC BLACK SIERRA - DEER ISLE RP DEER ISLE RP AIRDROPS SAFEZONE TOWN TRADER HELIS BOATS NEW PLAYER FRIENDLY
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FRESH WIPED - MAY 18TH!!! NO WIPING WHEN 1.25 RELEASED!

Calling all Role Play (RP) players, come check out Black Sierra - Deer Isle! We are a growing server that is taking up the RP mantle. Come join us and get in on the ground level. We are new player friendly and welcome experienced hands as well!
We strive to keep the server as realistic as possible, without being uber hardcore, for the casual player.
you will find realistic pricing on items, and a multitude of ways to make money in your journey, depending no the type of player you are.
Raiding is limited to do weekends only and only through doors/hatchways. So you don't have to worry about getting offline raided during the week when you are at work!
Come check us out, we are always open to suggestions!

Discord: https://discord.gg/VdMPzKBT9S
Features:

🗺️ Playing on the Deer Isle map
💰 Fully stocked custom trader with real world pricing for all your buying and selling needs. For those of a Bandit heart, there is also a bandit camp for you.
📣 Automated Airdrop Events with a variety of different loot.
📣 Random patrolling AI, that may or may not engage you. And a Z virus that is spread by the infected!
🧱 Safezone towns if you choose to take up a craft.
🔐 Bank with individual and clan accounts.
💵 Events, a Bunker, Temple, and toxic crater.
📜 Additional Discord Features (More coming).
🚶 Friendly and fair admin staff (no toxic or cheating admin).
⚔️ Weekend Raiding only (No wall raiding) and Breaching Charges.
🔫 Boosted loot, along with modded gear and guns (FOG, MMG, SNAFU, TF, and CPB Mods).
🚙 Extra cars, boats, and helis available, along with Dodge Rams, Land Rovers, Baja Buggies, and Oshkosh Trucks, and Red Falcon Watercraft.
📷 First Person and 3rd person views.
🌙 Minor Quality of Life Improvements to make the game more.
🧱 For those with RP in mind, we have Metallurgy, ammo making and leather working mods, along with moonshine and a Pizzeria.

Find us in the community tab by searching "Black Sierra - Deer Isle RP".
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2024.05.19 14:01 CordouroyStilts PC US Deer Isle THE REVIVAL PD, Medic, and Human Trader factions Lore Custom Areas Keycards

The Revival is a PC server that provides an organic DayZ experience. Our rules are designed to discourage KOS and toxicity. Our mission is to provide an immersive experience that stays true to what makes DayZ a great game.
Please check out our trailer. It's worth a watch even if you don't plan on playing our server.

FACTIONS RECRUITING

Deer Isle Police Department - Active Police Force
Federation of Medical Experts - Active Medical Team
Revival Trade Collective - Active Trading Group
Disciples of The Hammered Faith - Devoted followers of Homerius Depotus. Trailer here.
Dexter's Munchies - Providing what we can to increase the quality of your survival on Deer-isle! We do our best to keep our food crates filled up for the public so you can sit back and relax for a bit!
The Fish and Game Specialists - A group of friendly hunters, survivalists, and scavengers with a love for diplomacy and emphasis on teamwork.
Or start your own

FEATURES

• Custom Safe Zone
• Custom POIs
• Custom Dark Zone with Leaderboard & real $$$ Rewards
• Business Licenses for Mechanics, Tailors, Gunsmith, and Carpenters!
• Server Lore Dating Back to 2018 & Experienced Core of Roleplayers
• Base Building with deed system for offline raiding protection
• Mods: Dogtags, Passports, Drugs, Boats, New Zombie Types, Many More!
• People actually use radios. (Long range, no battery drain)
• KOS Discouraged, Interaction Encouraged
• Healthy PvP & Base Raiding - Deed your base with PD to receive a DM when you're being raided.
• Loot is Close to Vanilla, Added Modded Clothing, Guns, Cars, Boats & RP Items
• Customs Mods and Experienced Modders
• All Mods Thoroughly Tested & Configured for Balancing

SERVER INFO

• Dedicated Server in Eastern USA
• 4.5GHz Baseline CPU, High FPS
• Active & Mature Admins and Moderators
• Whitelist and Application Process
• Active Player Bans & Cheater Monitoring
• Clear Rules & Organized Discord
https://discord.gg/therevival
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2024.05.19 14:00 jol315 Citifield was not prepared yesterday

Listen, I get the reality. A normal NYCFC match attendance is half the turnout of a sold out Mets game(do they sell out?). At any rate, they didn't seem ready. I admittedly got to the game too late , right at game start actually. For a non Red Bull game, they can expect 20k. Yesterday, they had 30k. For a normal game , I am out of the car and in the Jackie Robinson Rotunda in less than 15 minutes, maybe 10. Yesterday , soooooooooo many people waited in the rain and I got in at the 30th minute. People at the gates looked confused.
I normally expect the closed eateries at both places, but it didn't seem like yesterday was the day for that. I get that the fourth level isn't gonna be open, but there were long lines for food.
And yes, it was the first Red Bull game there. I understand. But ticket sales are the metric to use.
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2024.05.19 13:58 Miku_Kit Unveiling R Games: A New Era in AI and Gaming

Introduction to R Games:
Welcome to the world of R Games, where cutting-edge technology meets adrenaline-pumping racing experiences. R Games isn't just another racing game; it's the world's first-ever Interoperable Blockchain Racing Game, setting a new standard for immersive gameplay and user-generated content. By harnessing the power of AI technology and fully customizable interoperable NFTs, R Games offers a gaming experience like no other, tailored to automotive enthusiasts and gamers alike.
Exploring the Features:
  1. Demolishing Mode: Strap in for heart-pounding races through challenging terrains, where players must navigate rough obstacles and utilize power-ups strategically to gain an edge over their competitors. With vehicles categorized by performance, Demolishing Mode promises adrenaline-fueled action and intense competition.
  2. Street Mode: Experience the thrill of street racing as you navigate bustling urban landscapes, competing in a variety of challenges that include both PVE and PVP elements. Whether you're racing against AI opponents or challenging other players in multiplayer showdowns, Street Mode offers endless opportunities for excitement and skillful driving.
  3. Formula R: For those craving a taste of professional racing, Formula R delivers an authentic and challenging experience inspired by real-life Formula One races. From purchasing F1 vehicles from the marketplace to competing in high-stakes races, Formula R immerses players in the world of professional motorsport, complete with rules and regulations that test their racing prowess.
  4. Story Mode: Embark on an epic journey in the game's story mode, where players take on the role of skilled drivers tasked with overcoming various challenges and missions. From defeating rivals to dodging obstacles and completing missions to unlock valuable upgrades, Story Mode offers a rich narrative experience that keeps players engaged from start to finish.
  5. Variety of Vehicles: With a diverse selection of vehicle NFTs to choose from, including Sports Cars, Motorcycles, Off-Road Trucks, Off-Road Buggies, and even Weaponized Vehicles, players can customize their racing experience to suit their preferences. Each vehicle offers unique gameplay mechanics and advantages, ensuring that every race is a fresh and exhilarating experience.
  6. Black Market NFT Marketplace: Dive into the virtual marketplace to buy, sell, and trade unique and rare virtual items, including cars, skins, and other in-game collectibles. The Black Market NFT Marketplace provides players with the opportunity to enhance their gaming experience and acquire exclusive items that set them apart on the racetrack.
  7. Unique Rental System: R Games introduces an innovative NFT rental system that offers players customizable options, various rental durations, a rent-to-own option, insurance coverage, partnership programs, and incentives for both NFT owners and players. This unique system not only provides players with accessibility but also offers passive income opportunities for NFT owners, further enriching the gaming ecosystem.

Countdown to Alpha Launch: Just 4 Days Away!

With the Alpha launch of R Games just around the corner, anticipation is at an all-time high. As players gear up to dive into the world of high-speed racing and immersive gameplay, the excitement is palpable. Get ready to experience the thrill of the race like never before, with R Games leading the charge into a new era of gaming innovation. Mark your calendars and prepare to join the race of a lifetime – the countdown to the Alpha launch of R Games begins now! Stay tuned for updates and be part of gaming history in the making.
https://r-games.tech.
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2024.05.19 13:57 Southern-Regret2465 please help, all my tunes are gone...

Hi! I just wanted to drive one of my cars in single player, then my game was stuck on the loading screen. I pressed alt + F4, then launched the game again from steam. When it loaded, all my tunes were gone, but it kept my liveries and progress. I already searched the web for a possible fix, someone recommended to "verify integrity of game files" in steam, but it didn't help me. There must be a solution, I hope someone knows a way to fix this problem.
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2024.05.19 13:55 laitonboi 19, Male, Australia, looking for marriage.

19, Male, Australia, looking for marriage.
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Hey, I'm Laiton, I live in regional Western Australia and I have been working as a Traffic Controller since I graduated High School about 18ish months ago. I am 188cm tall, around 65kg, and I have a slim athletic build.
My hobbies and interests include:
  • Listening to music, playing instruments, and composing music
  • Driving cars, off-roading, and working on cars
  • Working on computers and playing games
  • Looking after and playing with my cats
  • Helping out at my church and debating theology
  • Camping, bike riding, bush walks, and exploring
  • Working out, boxing, and lifting weights
My Christian journey has been a relatively long one. I was born into a Cultural Christian home where we rarely attended church. I started school at a Christian school, but finished school at a public school and eventually the Lord brought me to Himself through my old charismatic church youth group. After a few years attending youth group, I got serious about my faith and moved churches to attend a Reformed Baptist church. I have been saved since the start of last year, and Praise the Lord he chose me to be one of His children at such a young age. The Lord is my number 1 and of central importance in my life.
I am looking for a woman who is serious about her faith, who will always put the Lord first, and who is looking to get married. I would prefer a woman who is at least 175cm tall, but that's not really that important so besides that, so long as you also live a healthy lifestyle, I don't really have any preferences.
I would prefer 18-21, but realistically if you're serious about your faith, serious about marriage, and don't mind my age, I would go up to 25ish or older.
I am more than willing to do long distance and eventually relocate. I would prefer someone in Australia, NZ, or the USA, but I really don't mind at all.
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2024.05.19 13:52 billybob100m What is the best car game to play offline and chill and listen to music

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2024.05.19 13:48 itsmorphintime123 2011 game has better car and damage models aswell as better lighting than 2023 game

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2024.05.19 13:48 itsmorphintime123 2011 game has better car and damage models aswell as better lighting than 2023 game

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2024.05.19 13:42 Sockoou F1 2016,2017,2018 help?

I've downloaded some of the f1 mods by SuzQ but for some reason the game crashes when i try to take the cars for a spin. Does anyone know how to fix this? I've downloaded other cars before these ones and they all worked fine. Any help?
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2024.05.19 13:42 WatermanAus 19/05/24 Being a big kid again

One thing my therapist said really stuck out to me - the best form of therapy for me is to play like a little kid again. Someone on the CPTSD sub told me the same thing, that they found healing by just going wild with playtime.
So far I've added regular play time at a local park after dark, bought a plush cat, remote control car, pencils and crayons, started playing UNO and Monopoly card games with my family. I kinda feel like I'm being a big kid every time I get into my car because its the type I always loved as a kid - big, loud and fast.
I took this Friday off from work and decided to make a kids day of it just for me. Roller skating is something I loved to do as a kid, so I found the closest skating rink and made the drive down. I felt a bit nervous going in - hmm, should a man in his 40's really be doing this? Screw it, I thought, and I walked up to the counter. I paid for use of the rink and skate hire. The woman at the counter was really nice about it and instructed me it's a lot like riding a bike, you never forget. Since most people are at school or work during the day, I had the rink to myself. She asked what type of music I wanted and I said 90's music - I thought it appropriate since most of my adolescence and teen years were during the 90s.
At first it felt awkward as I awkwardly crept around the rink holding onto the sides. After awhile I gained confidence and the skill to glide, circling at pace and feeling the cool air against my skin while the music and action took me back in time. It felt liberating to see and feel what I felt back then through the prism of an older and wiser head.
After that, I was a little exhausted. I'm used to exercise but not of that type. My body hurt in ways it doesn't usually! My day was just getting started though, and I decided part 2 of my day out involved bowling. Being a big kid, I felt confident I could knock a few pins over! My first effort went straight into the gutter, then the next 4 all shared the same fate. Hmm, how do I do this again? I laughed it off, even just enjoying the freedom to fail. After 5 gutter balls in a row, I finally scored - 3 pins went down! I eventually scored 68 for the first game and 111 for my second.
Pizza time for lunch. I stopped off for takeaway and bought a cheese crust pizza, took it home and nearly finished it all.
Once home, I asked my adult daughter if she wanted to watch a movie with me. She can be a big kid at times too! We bought chips, drinks, popcorn, donuts, and muffins then ventured into the cinema to watch IFS, a movie about childhood imaginary friends. It was a great movie with a good message.
What a great way to spend my Friday. I had so much fun.
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2024.05.19 13:39 taketheRedPill7 Can't get my Logitech G923 wheel to work in FH5. The car fishtails and spins out endlessly the second I turn the wheel.

This game was the single reason I bought a racing wheel. I checked on logitech's webiste and saw that it was compatible, but the way it's tuned for the game is entirely unacceptable and unusable. I have WRC and it "feels" like driving a real car. It's what I imagined Forza would also feel like. WTF is going on here? Is one of the most popular driving games on PC and Xbox not compatible with a driving setup? I'm bummed. Anyone know anything? Thank you!
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2024.05.19 13:36 Jenny_O_theWoods Spoiler talk. Turn back if you’ve not finished the game.

I think I echo a lot of people in that the game was hugely enjoyable and something different. A bit more randomness in the placement of materials could have kept looting more interesting as from mid game onwards I was ignoring a lot of buildings, cars and containers that I knew would only have low level materials. I would have liked to have got out of the exclusion zone at the end, I don’t like that I’m supposedly stuck there now. That said, excellent game… especially for £25. If they follow this up with a second game, perhaps open world it would be amazing.
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2024.05.19 13:33 Aguilar8 I’ve lost all empathy, feelings and emotion. I feel nothing…

I've lost all feelings, empathy, pain. I don't feel anything anymore
I don't even know why I'm not even posting this on a fake account or whatever but I don't care. I just wanted to write this out and maybe someone can relate with me because frankly, I am just alone.
Long story short, my youth was amazing. I had friends, loved my school, loved life, and was happy. I don't ever remember not smiling. Then at 13, my parents moved countries, and my life came crumbling down. From the age of 13 onwards, I was bullied. People picked on me, threw stuff at me—you name it. I was just a sweet kid who loved nature and was kind. My parents loved me, I was happy, and the world ruined me. I was bullied, harassed, beat up. I was a poor innocent 13-year-old who came to a "new world" of bullies. It ruined me. From 13-15, I hated every second of my life, lost my smile, lost weight, lost everything. I became angry, distant, and lost myself in video games to ease the pain and suffering.
I may delete this post; I don't know why I'm typing this, but it feels good for someone to read this if anyone reads this. I was broken, hurt, and hated everything and everyone. Then, at 15, I decided enough was enough. I went all in on learning how to fight—boxing, Muay Thai, anything that could hurt people back. At 16, I became really good without being arrogant. I decided to move schools to try to finish my remaining three years of high school comfortably without hating every second. New school, same story—got picked on, fights, etc. Long story short, everyone that tried to fight me regretted that decision. I know this sounds cringe, but I'm being honest. People stopped fighting me, people stopped annoying me. Everyone stopped. I was finally at peace, you could say. I was never a bad person, never the demon I have now become. I was a sweet kid who loved life and the world hurt me. I spent those three years of high school quite comfortably; not a single person dared to annoy me. I never annoyed or bullied anyone, by the way. I only defended myself from being attacked.
I fixed my skin, fixed my hair, got a killer body, made some good money, started becoming nicer again, more myself, tried to find a girlfriend, friends, tried new activities and groups, yet no one wanted to socialize with me. The only people that ever talked to me wanted something (I come from a good family). I don't really know the flow of this message; it's just coming out of my brain, and I'm typing. I finished high school, and to this day (I'm in my 20s), I have massive problems socializing and talking to people. I'm nice, not rude, not arrogant—nothing. Girls ignore me and date the bad boys who later abuse them.
I am now in my 20s, and ever since I was 17, I've realized I feel nothing anymore. I always get into arguments with my family as they think it's fine—they say they've been bullied before, but there is only so much words can describe. I am very easily annoyed and feel terrible. Sometimes I get angry over stupid stuff like if the food cold or like someone drives too slow. Only one person in my life has ever believed my story and felt empathy for me, and that person lived a similar story to me.
I also lost most of my family. I found out they were talking behind my back, saying rude things about me and my parent and they didn't really like me and were very jealous. When I confronted them, they stopped talking to me. My parents don't understand the years of suffering I endured and the things I did to myself. I used to train and fight shadows for hours. I would punch bags so hard my skin would rip off. I'd scream so hard my throat hurt. I now feel nothing. No pain, no happiness, no empathy, nothing.
I was in a car accident recently—a drunk driver drove into me. I broke both arms and felt nothing. I felt pain, but no anger, no guilt, nothing. I've seen horrible things and felt nothing. The world has turned me cold and broken. I crave a social life, a girlfriend, someone, you know? I want someone to fix me, love me, lift me up. I want someone...
I am a good person, not a sociopath. If I ever find a girlfriend or a wife, I'd give her the world and love her to death. I would never cheat on her or anything. I know so many people who get infinite girlfriends that are stunning and treat them like shit, and the girls still love them. I am a good person deep down, but right now I am experiencing severe social rejection, and my past follows me. I now prefer to go out a night to avoid people. Seeing happy couples and friend groups makes me angry and sad. The only time I feel anything is when I drive insanely fast at night with my bike. Stupid I know. But I feel nothing. I also don’t put other people in dangers as I do it on remote roads.
I don't want this post to sound cringe or for people to make fun of me because I "bragged" about being able to fight. If you do, I'll probably delete it and this account. Admins, delete this if it's not allowed, but perhaps someone has experienced something similar to me and can help me?
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