Idc anymore bhai maa chudae padhai mrse nahi ho raha ekdm bhynkr burnout hogyi hu. 3 din se 13 ghante so rahi hu HATT, revision ke naam pe revise nahi ho raha, kitaab dekhte dekhte zone out ho jaa rahi hu, mock dena bhul jaa rahi hu, dinbhar bhookh lagti hai, 24 mei se 20 ghante sir dard rehta hai.
maa chudwaane gaye saare entrance (bache hi kitne hain) after BITSAT-1 I'll chop my 492753inch hair short, dye them red (abba nahi maanenge), and go somewhere ghumne pahaado pe ekdmm bhynkr emobaazi krungi. Baaki baad mei man kiya toh BITSAT2 dedungi warna idk bhai roungi bhai mai boht 😭 HATT.

Ye iit or nits K baad sare clg k review itne chude hue kyu h I have seen so many negative reviews of clgs ki yaha to sab chuda hua h
Matlb sari chiz k conclusion ek he ata h agar iit nit ma nahi hua to baki khai mat jao / drop lelo ( either year or chath se )
Are bc chl kya raha h worth it hi nhi lag re koo sa bhi clg
Kya ma chodh do ye clg life or clg se studies wali chiz
Its seems better ki mai Clg na kar ke apne kuch ideas pr he time spent kr lu 4 saal
Kyuki jasa chl raha h clgs ka Waha bhi kuch hone ni wala
Low clg ma na crowed milega na wo exposer oppur. Ka

They killed my dog that I had raised and made me sign the papers. I don't particularly hate my father because even he did not have a say but it was my mother's doing. She is in her school doing whatever the fuck she does and made me kill what I could call my child. 9 days to jee. Drop year. Already depressed as fuck. Everything is falling apart. I force myself to live and study everyday. Now she does that. Aaj ke din na padhai hui na hone vali hai. Emotional bakchodi on top. Kyun karra hun jee. Kiske liye kar raha hun. Melatonin ke gummies pade hain mere pass sleeping problems hain. Kya hi karna hai behen ki chut 20 gummies kha lunga apne aap full apne kutte ki tarah hi mar jaunga. Voh bhi neend ki tarah site hue mara hoga main bhi mar jata hu. Kutte ki ma ka bhosda baki sab bhi chuda hi hua hai. Bas one more reason to hate life. Aur voh behen ka loda nadi mein doob gaya tha fir bhi madarchod bach gaya. Uske severe physical trauma hua mental fits ki vajah se fir bhi bhagwan ne bacha liya. Ek mahine tak dhudhte rage fir bhi ni mila fir bhi bhagwan ne bacha liya. Aur in behen ke Lodon ne mar diya. I could basically not do much for him because mujhe jee pe focus karna hai. There were ways to save him but they instead chose to "euthanize" him. Pretty sure that's what awaits me if I am in a similar condition. Conditional love hai bhai. Kai bar kaha hai mujhse chor denge terko ek do bar ghar ke bahar rat mein bhi nikala hai. There is literally no hope. Let's see how my mind pulls me out this time. Agar kisi ko background pata hoga to he must know main vaise bhi mentally chuda hi hua hun it's the final straw. Like the official mini form of tragedy. Let's observe how my mind pulls me out of this vortex. Let's see how I save myself. Let's sit and watch.

Context:- Mera mains chuda (32k rank) Adv k liye non serious hu, kyuki cse milne ki aukaat ni
Lekin maa k chehre pr khushi dikhi jb mere board k result ki wajah se mera naam local newspaper mai aya
Proud bete waali feeling acchi to h bc no doubt

Har subject me ache marks agaaye siwaaye maths ke mujhe pata tha maths me kam ayega but itna kam socha nahi tha i had thought ki at least 60 aajayenge utna bhi aajata to bhi thik hojata , maths me saala ganda kaate he maths me mujhe lagta he iss saal mera hi sabse bura chuda he maths,me kyunki mere dosto ka maths me boht ache marks aaye he Mere 75/100 aye he maths aur baaki sab me 90+ he boht ache bas maths ki waje se pura percentage chudgyaa 89.2% agaya main subjects ko agar consider kru abb bologe best 5 lene but best 5 leke kya faida maths to ek main subject he usko to consider krna padega na best 5 me AI ayega usko jaga Par AI Ki Konsi respect he phir bolenge " ye maths me chudgaya he isliye AI leke percentage badhake bolrha" Jab dost ke khudse zaada aajaye na boht dukh hota wo bhi uska jo tumhare level ka hi he jiska padhne ka level tumhari tarha he me uska ni bolrha jo ki hamesha se acha tha Mere saare dosto ka maths acha gaya kyunki tha hi wesa but mera bura chuda. Kher chodo jo hogaya so hogaya abb 11 12 vi ki chudaap chalegi but ye mere liye ek daag zarur hogaya result pe
Iam sorry for the big paragraph but i needed to vent out because this is bugging me very much

kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja

Guys,last 2 years i didnt study anything also same story hai jo kaafi log pehle bhi bta rakhe hai focus chuda hai kuch nhi padhta aaj tak hazaro baar start kia or haal ye hai 3 4 ch se zyada kuch nhi pdha 12vi last me 1 month padha hu tum log believe kro ya nhi usse zyada bilkul nhi sch bol rha hu math me 5 day k gap me 10 ch kia hu yt se ncert nyi ki nyi padi hai jo bhi hai 0 pecrent aa gye Bahut chutiya hu manta hu but Ek cheez pakka socha hu krunga to btech cse (i know beggars cant be chosers but i want to change my life upside down) Jo hua hua ab i know kuch saalo ki galti se zindagi kharab nhi hone dunga Dekho scratch se padhna hai mughko aise krna hai ki agle saal atleast ek ache pvt me cse mil jaye ki naami college thoda ho ya koi thik thak gvt mil jaye cse is baar toh jee 60 percentile hai kuch kaha milega aisa kya kru aap btao ki cse nikaal lu next year delhi ke koi thik gvt college me ya koi ek thik pvt me hi (delhi ka candidate hu toh kuch state quotra bhi lag sakta hai shayad) Dekho Resources Socha hu maths -gb sir apni kaksha Phy fastlane Chem ioc and pc fastlane alk sir and oc ka abhi socha nhi kya ye thik rhegaga ? Mains ka kr rha hu isliye kuch kuch me normal lane k jagah faastlane se krunga practice ko time dene k liye ....kya ye thik rhega ?? Kuch or ho sakta hai to btaye sochta hu 98 plus percentile ka aim rakhu but hota thodi hai aim se kuch itna kam time hai agar ana oga toh momentum ban jayega khud kuch mahine me samjh jaunga kitna ban sakte hai Meri ek bahud badi problem hai ki hamesha 20 days max padhke burnout fir 20 din yt wagera me waste matlab hamesha yeh hota hai kya kru aap btao ab nhi kr sakta ye mai soch rha hu youtube ko apne dincharya se eliminate krne k liye koi substitution bta sakte ho jo thoda entertaining ho ? also resource k liye socha hai comeptishun ex 1 and jee main ex sab pls help kro please bhut dukhi hun...........

Ma Kasam chuda diya hai jindagi ko padhai nahi kar pa raha hu bc

Haar saal mere 3 dost mujhe wish karte hai rozz par ajj kisine nhi kiya lol 12.38 ho gye hai sabse connection haat gya...
Bhai my story..
11th me papa ne koyi local coaching bj di web Hyderabad mein.. me that mo me hu
Wapas aa gya kyuki nhi kr aa rha tha.. ucad liya par no guidance ke karn chud gya.. dec ate tak burnout ho gya...
12th mei fitjee gya to slaa aurous walo ne teachers le liye ...
Chud gya pr kucd se kiya achi jaa rhi thi tabhi...
Diwali pe Ghar chala gya to chuda orr. For fever aa gay... Fir dec me again burnout ho gya.
Papa me khaa ki pre boards bhi dhyan de kyuki boards dena hai ...papa ko lagta nhi ki mai pass bhi ho paunga...
Fir use 1st attempt was gay. Boards pass ho an 80% SE .orr s2 bhi nickel gay 93 %ile se.
Adv ka pata nhi socha hai each score lake scholarship le lunga.. Allen ketamine.
Papa ko karke dikhana hai ... Papa mujhe human jaisa bhi treat nhi karte ... Mai hassi ka yatra hu bss apne relatives ke beech mein
Slaa mujhe to demoralise kardte the.. Iss insaan ko mai prove kar dunag ki mai bhi ek human hu..
Ajtk ek gift nhi mila .. or abhi just duty se aye to hbd bhi aasa mila ki... Birthday aa gya tera ajj
Mmy ko wish kiya to ... Pata mhi haar mmy todhsi hal chal me daar jati hai..
Birthday pe. Kya mangu?
Kuch nhi bss validation seek kar raha hu.. socha sab likhte hai mai bhi like.
Sala meri zindagi kharab hai paide hote se hi... To birthday manane me bhi sochta hu apne hi dukh dard ki khushi manata hu..
Sala haar shizz me below avg hu... Appearance se leke dimag tak...
Mere smane itne bade ki meri height se bhi bade 👽...
Ho gya bye...

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Fuck LIFE I HATE LIFE AM A NEET ASPIRANT WITH BARELY ANY TIME TO DO ANYTHING YET I DECIDED TO CLEAN MY ROOM TODAY MORNING ALMOST AFTER 1-2 months IT TOOK ME 2 fucking HOURS TO CLEAN OFF EVERYTHING (i have a huge laptop enfortainment setup etc too much wiring) AND FUCK
I HAD THE WORST DAY TODAY YET I CAME HOME, DROPPED DEAD TO SLEEP, SO HAPPY WITH MY CLEAN ROOM. Then I randomly wake up 1 hour later, HUGE STORM, i was like maa chuda and went back yo sleep THEN I WAKE UP AT 11:30 IN MAJOR DISCOMFORT. ATLEAST 19-20 mosquitoe BITES SOEMHOW???? MY ROOM HAD NONE BEFORE SLEEPING.

AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT

MY. WHOLE. ROOM. COVERED. DUST EVERYWHERE MY CLOTHES MY BEDSHEET MY SETUP MY SUBWOOFERS KE INSIDES MY FLOOR MY HAIR MY CLOTHES IN MY ASS AND THE FUCKING MOSQUTOES
AAAAAAAAAA
I KNOW I MIGHT SO PAMPERED AND PRIVELEGED HERE BUT JUST LEMME RANT. I CLEANED WITH MY BLOOD AND SWEAT TODAY WHYYYYYY

WDYM BROWSER DOESNT SUPPORT ENCRYPTION BRO TEEN BROSWER USE KARLIYE PHONE AUR LAPTOP BHI USE KARLIYA MA CHUDA WTF?? BACKUP COLLEGE HAI BC HAATH SE CHALA JAYEGA

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai yar ye branch kyu leli. Courses tough, shit professors. I don't think research me bhi scope hai idhar, most profs have h-indices < 5, jinke acche hai vo saare profs bhi Statistics (SDS) waale hai. Template chuda hua upar se, electives regular courses se clash karte. Kaash IITD me EE (Automation) le leta life sahi rehti.
Intern ka scene bhi zyada kuch khaas dikh nahi raha. Kuch exceptional logo ki acchi lag jayegi, overall to scene bekar hi hai (even comparing with EE I think).
Kya branch change to EE sahi decision hai? Considering sirf placement ka nahi soch raha, I may want to study more after my UG degree, cause itna jaldi kaise decide karlu.