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2024.05.19 11:24 Sad_Invite5203 19 [M4F] #Italy #Europe #Online Romantic and Passionate Seeking my Soulmate for Genuine Relationship
Hi there, I'm Lore, a 19yo male from Italy, monogamous and currently single, looking for a partner.
I'm primarily seeking an online connection for now (at first) but I want to transition to an in-person relationship/meet ups if the right person comes along. I value loyalty, honesty, and having a genuine interest in building a strong and long term thing. Trust, mutual respect, communication, maturity are all very important to me.
I'm happy to verify, trade pics/vids, voice messages and do calls once we vibe and feel comfortable with each other.
I’m an healthy hopeless romantic and caring person, confident and adventurous, a mix of passion, support, and the right amount of fun!
Physically I'm athletic/slim, I’m about 170 cm with brown eyes and brown hair.
I have a wide and colorful range of interests, starting from being a competitive table tennis player to spending time with loved ones relaxing together, and self care. I also love to read books, study, exercise, cook, enjoy art, play games (video, tabletop, trivia), watch films/series (recently I saw Inception and Euphoria) and music (I’m an huge addicted, you’ve been warned!), I love nature hikes and outside activities. I have a weakness for animals!
Currently in my final year of school, with plans to attend medicine university and pursue a career as a doctor but I’m also thinking about psychology, I love to help and take care of people! I’m goal-oriented and passionate about what I do. Sometimes I can have a bit busy schedule but I’m ready and willing to dedicate my time knowing each other creating something special. :)
The person that I’m looking for is someone who shares my values and mentality, my hearth needs someone with whom I can develop a deep emotional and intellectual connection! Distance (would be better in Europe but it’s not a strict requirement), age (it’s just a number c’mon) and physical appearance are not barriers for me, personality is key! I'm seeking someone special to spend with time with, growing and experiencing new things together.
If this sounds like what you’re looking for feel free to reach out with a message telling me something about you! No Hi/Hey messages please, I have put effort in this, making a similar effort in your response would be appreciated.
I understand reaching out can feel intimidating, but please know your message is always welcomed and valued. <3
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I'm primarily seeking an online connection for now (at first) but I want to transition to an in-person relationship/meet ups if the right person comes along. I value loyalty, honesty, and having a genuine interest in building a strong and long term thing. Trust, mutual respect, communication, maturity are all very important to me.
I'm happy to verify, trade pics/vids, voice messages and do calls once we vibe and feel comfortable with each other.
I’m an healthy hopeless romantic and caring person, confident and adventurous, a mix of passion, support, and the right amount of fun!
Physically I'm athletic/slim, I’m about 170 cm with brown eyes and brown hair.
I have a wide and colorful range of interests, starting from being a competitive table tennis player to spending time with loved ones relaxing together, and self care. I also love to read books, study, exercise, cook, enjoy art, play games (video, tabletop, trivia), watch films/series (recently I saw Inception and Euphoria) and music (I’m an huge addicted, you’ve been warned!), I love nature hikes and outside activities. I have a weakness for animals!
Currently in my final year of school, with plans to attend medicine university and pursue a career as a doctor but I’m also thinking about psychology, I love to help and take care of people! I’m goal-oriented and passionate about what I do. Sometimes I can have a bit busy schedule but I’m ready and willing to dedicate my time knowing each other creating something special. :)
The person that I’m looking for is someone who shares my values and mentality, my hearth needs someone with whom I can develop a deep emotional and intellectual connection! Distance (would be better in Europe but it’s not a strict requirement), age (it’s just a number c’mon) and physical appearance are not barriers for me, personality is key! I'm seeking someone special to spend with time with, growing and experiencing new things together.
If this sounds like what you’re looking for feel free to reach out with a message telling me something about you! No Hi/Hey messages please, I have put effort in this, making a similar effort in your response would be appreciated.
I understand reaching out can feel intimidating, but please know your message is always welcomed and valued. <3
2024.05.19 11:23 benherebefore2 Raden clip channel/ English translation recommendations?
I tend to watch a lot of hololive content as I’m sure many of you do. I especially try to go out of my way to watch a lot of Japanese members and I’ll admit I’ve been kind of behind on regloss streams and have been trying to watch more of them lately. However I’ve noticed I have not been able to see many Raden clips or long form translated videos. Not sure if it’s an algorithm thing or I’m not finding the right channels so I humbly come here to ask for any recommendations you may have. I’d love to see more of her (especially since she has been streaming this current Minecraft arc) in translated content.
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2024.05.19 11:23 MiserableMode4233 what do I do + weird memories from when I was little
I'm so damn jealous because I just know I'd have friends if I went to school. I know it. I'm so social with people even outside of my house when i get the rare chance and get comfortable. I'm tired of feeling so WEIRD and DIFFERENT. I also feel like my young years (0-9) had some weird stuff happening.
There is no way possible for me to go to school. My mom said she'd rather die before I go to public school, and my dad agrees. I have no family members I can live with. I have no options at all. I just have to sit and watch my fucking childhood wither away and lose the chance to EVER be in school. I already missed Kindergarten, Elementary, Middle, and now I'm missing high-school. And you know what makes it worse? The fucking "Congrats, Graduates!" sign on the front of my neighborhood entrance. Sure I'm happy for them, but I'm so fucking jealous. I HATE when people say they hate school, or wish they were homeschooled. BITCH, you have no IDEA how much despair this makes you feel. Especially when you're extroverted and will never have that kind of easy environment to make friends in.
I wish my mom wasn't so religiously crazy and conspiracy believing and anti-vaxx. I wish I had a loving, caring mom who sent me to SCHOOL and talked about NORMAL stuff and not what FUCKING BILL GATES is doing or how ALIENS are FALLEN ANGELS. I can't even watch people at school, it makes me wanna fucking cry. I'm only 14 I SHOULD BE LIVING A LIFE AT SCHOOL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. BUT I NEVER HAVE. I SHOULD BE HAVING A NORMAL LIFE. I'M SICK OF THIS FUCKING LIFE IT FEELS ABUSIVE AT THIS POINT. IT'S NOT MY FAULT AT ALL THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY FEELING MISERABLE AS FUCK AND TIRED SINCE I GET NO STIMULATION. IM SICK OF LIVING IN FUCKING PRISON WITH NO CHANCE TO TRY AGAIN AFTER IM OUT. I truly hope reincarnation is real so I can hopefully go to a family that will let me live life normally. I'm so FUCKING sick of being homeschooled and not like any other kid.
I would honestly trade ANYTHING REASONABLE to go to school at this point. My mom and dad BOTH got to go to fucking school and they claimed it wasn't much fun, even though my mom used to literally do shit with friends and experiecned prom and everything.
THEN SHE TRIES TO RELATE TO MY LEVEL OF DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. TELLING ME MY ANXIETY IS JUST OCD AND MY DEPRESSION IS FROM HORMONES AND LACK OF SLEEP. THE FUCK?? BITCH NO IT IS NOT FROM LACK OF SLEEP AND HORMONES THAT IS THE DUMBEST THING. I'VE FELT THIS WAY SINCE I WAS FUCKING EIGHT YEARS OLD THAT IS NOT HORMONES. MAYBE THEY MADE IT WORSE, BUT IT AINT HORMONES.
The reason why sometimes I feel like commiting suicide is because school is litearlly the only thing I've wanted so fucking badly for so long, and even after I turn 18 and get out it'd just be getting a job. There is not way for me to relive a childhood and go to school or anything because it's not fucking allowed. It would be weird anyways if it was.
Fuck this shit I'm just so despaired. Like why does my mom gotta make me feel so morose with her decisions? Couldn't she of just given me a normal life and put me in school and vaxxed me and shit?
She claims I'm a liberal communist and I'm "asleep" just because I want to go to FUCKING school. She also just treats me like I'm a friend or something sometimes and she just feels so CHILDISH. She is the worst at making insults. One time she was mad at me and said she'd change me and my bro's contacts to "Loser" and "Loser #2" like bitch the fuck? She had like 14 miscarriages. So she basically just held me up when I wasn't born dead and claimed she'd "raise me in the ways of Jesus" which apparentely consists of keeping your child at home for decades and teaching them only Christian curriculum. I can't fucking take it anymore. No one will ever understand my kind of situation because it's so fucking surreal. And most people don't understand how bad it is because going to school is such a normal part of life for them, that homeschooling seems like choosing to not breathe air. I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I'm so sick of waking up to the same day and having to speak bullshit and put on a show for my mom so I don't have to deal with arguments. She argued with me for FOUR FUCKING HOURS one time when I tried to gray-rock her, so that doesn't work. She doesn't let me go anywhere to do with a school, and it pisses me off. All I have is fucking LIFEPAC, SLEEP, AND SOMETIMES OUTSIDE AND THATS MY WHOLE FUCKING CHILDHOOD. AND I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT WATCH IT PASS BY KNOWING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO BECAUSE I CANT ATLEAST HAVE BLISSFUL IGNORANCE. I'M SO FUCKING JEALOUS I CANT EVEN GET HAPPY FOR PEOPLE WHO GO TO SCHOOL. I WANT IT SO BAD EVEN IF I DIDNT LIKE IT IT'D BE BETTER TO NOT LIKE SCHOOL AND GO THERE SINCE IT'S FUCKING NORMAL AND MUCH EASIER TO SET UP YOUR LIFE THAT WAY.
My dad is also so fucking cold. He just acts so rough and dead emotionally. The other week he gave me an hour long panic attack because he kept yelling at me loudly, you can see my post titled "I'm confused on what just happened to me for that." I eventually ran into the closet full of adrenaline and cried while hugging a fucking HOODIE for a few hours.
My parents SURE DO SOMETIMES DO NICE THINGS FOR ME. BUT IT DOESNT MAKE UP FOR SHIT. LIKE YEAH YOU GIVE ME ITEMS AND STUFF BUT I CAN **NEVER** LIVE THESE YEARS THAT YOU'RE STEALING FROM ME AGAIN!
My mom was also more harsh when I was a little kid I feel. I don't remember anything from before 12 years old, basically, probably because she did some fucked up shit back then that my brain is suppressing mentally. I have this one memory of her running up to me over and over and putting my head under her shirt and pressing it against her belly multiple times when I was a little kid, probably like 5 or close to 6, and for some reason I feel sexual energy around it a bit. That freaks me out, because I know it happened but I'm not sure at all about what was going on. I just remember the bedroom was pretty dark and I was laughing maybe, but like I said it feels like there was sexual energy around that. I dont know though, I barely remember it.
Other times, I've seen videos from when I was like 6 of her just talking to me in a really angry tone even when I was silent just for something my brother did. She also used to read a history book to us for hours, without even giving a pen or paper and we'd be given mats. About 6 x 4in big and my brother got a blue one, I got a green one, and she'd sit on the table in the middle, and we'd sit on the mats which were only big enough to lay down on (for a 6 year old). So we'd have to sit there and not talk, and if we did then she'd stop and glare until we stopped. Of course, me being like 5 and my brother 6.5, we'd make faces and stuff but then she'd glare. Like we had to SIT there for hours just listening to a biblical chronological history book. WHY WHY WHY
I'm so sick of myself now. I'm such a pathetic bitch who pretends to be something. I just fucking talk to AI's and listen to rock and other music. I'm literally so fucking pathetic and I'll never have a social life. I'll never talk to someone without getting attached or fucking scared. I swear I can't just be NORMAL. WHY DO I HAVE TO LOOK SO WEIRD TOO. I DONT LOOK GOOD IN ANYTHING. I can't keep going. I just can't. Not on my own. There's like no reason for me to since I feel like right now, as an adult, if I ever had a kid I'd just be jealous of him going to school and that'd make me a bad father. I wish I wasn't born, or was born to a different family. I wish I had friends that I could just talk to. Even just being around kids in a school setting would be great. I'm tired of feeling so FUCKED. UP. MENTALLY. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND MY MOM, AND ESPECIALLY MY DAD. THEY DO NICE THINGS FOR ME SOMETIMES BUT I STILL FEEL AS IF SOMETHING IS HORRIBLY WRONG THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT. I DON'T FEEL SAFE IN MY OWN SKIN I FEEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRAWL OUT OF MYSELF.
But of course on the outside I just look like the most BASIC BITCH ON THE BLOCK. I have no facial expressin, and I look weird when I smile. I don't get why I have such a stone cold face and the DRIEST personality. BITCH MY personality is drier than CORNSTARCH. I'm so sick of all this. I still feel like a little kid since I do the same SHIT that I did when I was FUCKING SIX YEARS OLD EVERYDAY ANYWAYS. NO CHANGE OF ENVIRONMENT, OR HABITS. JUST SLIGHT KNOWLEDGE. EVERYONE ELSE GETS TO LIVE LIFE AND SEE PEOPLE EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. AND GUESS WHAT??? I COULD! I REALLY FUCKING COULD! HAHAAHAHAHH I COULD IF MY MOM WASN'T SO SELFISH. IF SHE WASN'T SO SELF-ABSORBED THAT SHE'S DOING THE RIGHT THING FOR HER KIDS. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO HER MANY TIMES I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND SHE FUCKING SAYS CO-OP OR SOME DUMB SHIT WHERE PEOPLE ARENT QUALIFIED TO TEACH OR THERES LIKE 5 KIDS. BRO, JUST PUT ME IN FUCKING SCHOOL. SERIOUSLY. THERE IS A HIGH SCHOOL EIGHT MINUTES AWAY FROM ME. JUST EIGHT. ITS ALSO HUGE! LIKE IT'D BE FUCKING PERFECT BUT OF COURSE I HAVE WASTED POTENTIAL BECAUSE MY FUCKING PARENTS DO SHIT LIKE THIS. I ALSO CANT CALL THE SCHOOL OR ANYTHING BECAUSE THEY NEED PARENTAL APPROVAL AND SHIT. I FUCKING HATE THIS SO MUCH.
I feel like there was something seriously, seriously fucked up about my really early childhood years that I just can't remember. When I think of it, I feel really uncomfortable and just a feeling of weirdness.
One thing I do know that my dad and mom tell me that think is funny, is that when I used to be like three or four years old, I'd get on all fours and spread my buttcheeks apart, saying something like "Idea!". It's fucking stupid and I was a little ass kid, but I don't think it's funny at all. Wouldn't parents usually tell their kid to not do that or something and not look? Also, my mom used to still dress me when I was like 6 years old or something. My dad also has a memory of me running naked into a room with my aunts and uncles and him and stuff when I was a toddler, and apprently he says they all laughed when I did. He also commented on how when I ran in there my little pp was clearly visible. That just felt weird to me. I don't get how it's funny, but like I said I just feel disgusting and kinda violated when I think about my years from 0-9 and I don't know why. I'm 14 now, obviously, almost 15. I'm so upset from life. I hate it. I don't know if any of you have anything to say about this but that's basically it. If you read it all, THANK you for ACKNOWLEDGING I EXIST.
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There is no way possible for me to go to school. My mom said she'd rather die before I go to public school, and my dad agrees. I have no family members I can live with. I have no options at all. I just have to sit and watch my fucking childhood wither away and lose the chance to EVER be in school. I already missed Kindergarten, Elementary, Middle, and now I'm missing high-school. And you know what makes it worse? The fucking "Congrats, Graduates!" sign on the front of my neighborhood entrance. Sure I'm happy for them, but I'm so fucking jealous. I HATE when people say they hate school, or wish they were homeschooled. BITCH, you have no IDEA how much despair this makes you feel. Especially when you're extroverted and will never have that kind of easy environment to make friends in.
I wish my mom wasn't so religiously crazy and conspiracy believing and anti-vaxx. I wish I had a loving, caring mom who sent me to SCHOOL and talked about NORMAL stuff and not what FUCKING BILL GATES is doing or how ALIENS are FALLEN ANGELS. I can't even watch people at school, it makes me wanna fucking cry. I'm only 14 I SHOULD BE LIVING A LIFE AT SCHOOL LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. BUT I NEVER HAVE. I SHOULD BE HAVING A NORMAL LIFE. I'M SICK OF THIS FUCKING LIFE IT FEELS ABUSIVE AT THIS POINT. IT'S NOT MY FAULT AT ALL THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY FEELING MISERABLE AS FUCK AND TIRED SINCE I GET NO STIMULATION. IM SICK OF LIVING IN FUCKING PRISON WITH NO CHANCE TO TRY AGAIN AFTER IM OUT. I truly hope reincarnation is real so I can hopefully go to a family that will let me live life normally. I'm so FUCKING sick of being homeschooled and not like any other kid.
I would honestly trade ANYTHING REASONABLE to go to school at this point. My mom and dad BOTH got to go to fucking school and they claimed it wasn't much fun, even though my mom used to literally do shit with friends and experiecned prom and everything.
THEN SHE TRIES TO RELATE TO MY LEVEL OF DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. TELLING ME MY ANXIETY IS JUST OCD AND MY DEPRESSION IS FROM HORMONES AND LACK OF SLEEP. THE FUCK?? BITCH NO IT IS NOT FROM LACK OF SLEEP AND HORMONES THAT IS THE DUMBEST THING. I'VE FELT THIS WAY SINCE I WAS FUCKING EIGHT YEARS OLD THAT IS NOT HORMONES. MAYBE THEY MADE IT WORSE, BUT IT AINT HORMONES.
The reason why sometimes I feel like commiting suicide is because school is litearlly the only thing I've wanted so fucking badly for so long, and even after I turn 18 and get out it'd just be getting a job. There is not way for me to relive a childhood and go to school or anything because it's not fucking allowed. It would be weird anyways if it was.
Fuck this shit I'm just so despaired. Like why does my mom gotta make me feel so morose with her decisions? Couldn't she of just given me a normal life and put me in school and vaxxed me and shit?
She claims I'm a liberal communist and I'm "asleep" just because I want to go to FUCKING school. She also just treats me like I'm a friend or something sometimes and she just feels so CHILDISH. She is the worst at making insults. One time she was mad at me and said she'd change me and my bro's contacts to "Loser" and "Loser #2" like bitch the fuck? She had like 14 miscarriages. So she basically just held me up when I wasn't born dead and claimed she'd "raise me in the ways of Jesus" which apparentely consists of keeping your child at home for decades and teaching them only Christian curriculum. I can't fucking take it anymore. No one will ever understand my kind of situation because it's so fucking surreal. And most people don't understand how bad it is because going to school is such a normal part of life for them, that homeschooling seems like choosing to not breathe air. I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I can't take it I'm so sick of waking up to the same day and having to speak bullshit and put on a show for my mom so I don't have to deal with arguments. She argued with me for FOUR FUCKING HOURS one time when I tried to gray-rock her, so that doesn't work. She doesn't let me go anywhere to do with a school, and it pisses me off. All I have is fucking LIFEPAC, SLEEP, AND SOMETIMES OUTSIDE AND THATS MY WHOLE FUCKING CHILDHOOD. AND I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT WATCH IT PASS BY KNOWING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO BECAUSE I CANT ATLEAST HAVE BLISSFUL IGNORANCE. I'M SO FUCKING JEALOUS I CANT EVEN GET HAPPY FOR PEOPLE WHO GO TO SCHOOL. I WANT IT SO BAD EVEN IF I DIDNT LIKE IT IT'D BE BETTER TO NOT LIKE SCHOOL AND GO THERE SINCE IT'S FUCKING NORMAL AND MUCH EASIER TO SET UP YOUR LIFE THAT WAY.
My dad is also so fucking cold. He just acts so rough and dead emotionally. The other week he gave me an hour long panic attack because he kept yelling at me loudly, you can see my post titled "I'm confused on what just happened to me for that." I eventually ran into the closet full of adrenaline and cried while hugging a fucking HOODIE for a few hours.
My parents SURE DO SOMETIMES DO NICE THINGS FOR ME. BUT IT DOESNT MAKE UP FOR SHIT. LIKE YEAH YOU GIVE ME ITEMS AND STUFF BUT I CAN **NEVER** LIVE THESE YEARS THAT YOU'RE STEALING FROM ME AGAIN!
My mom was also more harsh when I was a little kid I feel. I don't remember anything from before 12 years old, basically, probably because she did some fucked up shit back then that my brain is suppressing mentally. I have this one memory of her running up to me over and over and putting my head under her shirt and pressing it against her belly multiple times when I was a little kid, probably like 5 or close to 6, and for some reason I feel sexual energy around it a bit. That freaks me out, because I know it happened but I'm not sure at all about what was going on. I just remember the bedroom was pretty dark and I was laughing maybe, but like I said it feels like there was sexual energy around that. I dont know though, I barely remember it.
Other times, I've seen videos from when I was like 6 of her just talking to me in a really angry tone even when I was silent just for something my brother did. She also used to read a history book to us for hours, without even giving a pen or paper and we'd be given mats. About 6 x 4in big and my brother got a blue one, I got a green one, and she'd sit on the table in the middle, and we'd sit on the mats which were only big enough to lay down on (for a 6 year old). So we'd have to sit there and not talk, and if we did then she'd stop and glare until we stopped. Of course, me being like 5 and my brother 6.5, we'd make faces and stuff but then she'd glare. Like we had to SIT there for hours just listening to a biblical chronological history book. WHY WHY WHY
I'm so sick of myself now. I'm such a pathetic bitch who pretends to be something. I just fucking talk to AI's and listen to rock and other music. I'm literally so fucking pathetic and I'll never have a social life. I'll never talk to someone without getting attached or fucking scared. I swear I can't just be NORMAL. WHY DO I HAVE TO LOOK SO WEIRD TOO. I DONT LOOK GOOD IN ANYTHING. I can't keep going. I just can't. Not on my own. There's like no reason for me to since I feel like right now, as an adult, if I ever had a kid I'd just be jealous of him going to school and that'd make me a bad father. I wish I wasn't born, or was born to a different family. I wish I had friends that I could just talk to. Even just being around kids in a school setting would be great. I'm tired of feeling so FUCKED. UP. MENTALLY. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND MY MOM, AND ESPECIALLY MY DAD. THEY DO NICE THINGS FOR ME SOMETIMES BUT I STILL FEEL AS IF SOMETHING IS HORRIBLY WRONG THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT. I DON'T FEEL SAFE IN MY OWN SKIN I FEEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRAWL OUT OF MYSELF.
But of course on the outside I just look like the most BASIC BITCH ON THE BLOCK. I have no facial expressin, and I look weird when I smile. I don't get why I have such a stone cold face and the DRIEST personality. BITCH MY personality is drier than CORNSTARCH. I'm so sick of all this. I still feel like a little kid since I do the same SHIT that I did when I was FUCKING SIX YEARS OLD EVERYDAY ANYWAYS. NO CHANGE OF ENVIRONMENT, OR HABITS. JUST SLIGHT KNOWLEDGE. EVERYONE ELSE GETS TO LIVE LIFE AND SEE PEOPLE EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. AND GUESS WHAT??? I COULD! I REALLY FUCKING COULD! HAHAAHAHAHH I COULD IF MY MOM WASN'T SO SELFISH. IF SHE WASN'T SO SELF-ABSORBED THAT SHE'S DOING THE RIGHT THING FOR HER KIDS. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO HER MANY TIMES I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND SHE FUCKING SAYS CO-OP OR SOME DUMB SHIT WHERE PEOPLE ARENT QUALIFIED TO TEACH OR THERES LIKE 5 KIDS. BRO, JUST PUT ME IN FUCKING SCHOOL. SERIOUSLY. THERE IS A HIGH SCHOOL EIGHT MINUTES AWAY FROM ME. JUST EIGHT. ITS ALSO HUGE! LIKE IT'D BE FUCKING PERFECT BUT OF COURSE I HAVE WASTED POTENTIAL BECAUSE MY FUCKING PARENTS DO SHIT LIKE THIS. I ALSO CANT CALL THE SCHOOL OR ANYTHING BECAUSE THEY NEED PARENTAL APPROVAL AND SHIT. I FUCKING HATE THIS SO MUCH.
I feel like there was something seriously, seriously fucked up about my really early childhood years that I just can't remember. When I think of it, I feel really uncomfortable and just a feeling of weirdness.
One thing I do know that my dad and mom tell me that think is funny, is that when I used to be like three or four years old, I'd get on all fours and spread my buttcheeks apart, saying something like "Idea!". It's fucking stupid and I was a little ass kid, but I don't think it's funny at all. Wouldn't parents usually tell their kid to not do that or something and not look? Also, my mom used to still dress me when I was like 6 years old or something. My dad also has a memory of me running naked into a room with my aunts and uncles and him and stuff when I was a toddler, and apprently he says they all laughed when I did. He also commented on how when I ran in there my little pp was clearly visible. That just felt weird to me. I don't get how it's funny, but like I said I just feel disgusting and kinda violated when I think about my years from 0-9 and I don't know why. I'm 14 now, obviously, almost 15. I'm so upset from life. I hate it. I don't know if any of you have anything to say about this but that's basically it. If you read it all, THANK you for ACKNOWLEDGING I EXIST.
2024.05.19 11:21 Burdennn So one of my m12 6Ah batteries is showing the Christmas lights on the charger... What size would you recommend replacement with? More info bellow...
So my m12 6Ah is basically dead, and I'm ready to recycle it but seen this video... https://youtu.be/1imRsQ5R5xk?si=UsCxInE9ecCY6GYX Seems legit but wanted others thoughts before I get rid or try it. More learning towards new batteries though.
But what should I replace it with 4Ah, 5Ah or try another 6Ah? Or the 2.5Ah? I've currently got three 2Ah, one 5ah and one 6Ah (still good).
Tools I've got are, combi drill, impact driver, sds, 1/2" right angle impact, cut off tool, multi tool and hoover.
I'll also probably wait until they're on sale as well or a deal with multiple batteries! (You can never have too many batteries...)
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But what should I replace it with 4Ah, 5Ah or try another 6Ah? Or the 2.5Ah? I've currently got three 2Ah, one 5ah and one 6Ah (still good).
Tools I've got are, combi drill, impact driver, sds, 1/2" right angle impact, cut off tool, multi tool and hoover.
I'll also probably wait until they're on sale as well or a deal with multiple batteries! (You can never have too many batteries...)
2024.05.19 11:21 Cheese_man258 Danny should watch this shit movie
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2024.05.19 11:21 vivapabloescobar Don't over complicate this stuff
I've seen all sort of strange ideas, starting from getting spine surgery to fix your dick.
TL;DR: Fixed HF by developing muscle and strength in all the right places.
Symptoms:
Took about 3 months.
I am now in almost as big flaccid as I am erect. Always been a grower before.
By far the most important out of all of those were fixing hip flexors, getting out of APT and heavy squats.
Make of this post what you wish, it's your life and your decision.
But even contemplating on the concept of getting spine surgery, or any other woo-woo crap that I've seen posted here is just crazy.
If you're already hitting the gym heavy, then look into your hip flexors. A lot of people don't think they have APT because that's how they lived for their entire life.
If looking into a mirror on your side, and squeeze your glutes as hard as possible, if the pelvis move into a neutral position, you have APT. Hip flexors and quads pull it forward, abs can't pull it back, glutes as well because of your body position.
Good luck guys.
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TL;DR: Fixed HF by developing muscle and strength in all the right places.
Symptoms:
- retracted penis
- gold ball feeling in the perineum
- penis always in a purple state
- extreme penis coldness
- numbness
- premature ejaculation
- pain in the glans that also radiated in my left toe
- absolutely no blood in the CC, veins always proeminent
- fixed extremely tight hip flexors
- very important as the hip flexors (yes, psoas included) have direct control over your sphincters (bladder included) and those actually cut blood flow as well
- heavy squats
- i mean heavy, not bodyweigth squats, the kind of heavy where you can only do 6-8 reps per set at the gym
- this helped after the first 5 days of tightness, as a new pool of blood now rushed around my pelvic floor
- dedicated glute day at the gym
- not leg day, but glute day, one whole day for the glutes
- lunges, kickbacks, hamstring curls (helps indirectly)
- not leg day, but glute day, one whole day for the glutes
- calves raises with a lot of weights
- indirectly, if enough weights are used, you will feel a burn between the glutes and hamstrings
- that is called pudendal nerve flushing
- helps a great deal
- indirectly, if enough weights are used, you will feel a burn between the glutes and hamstrings
- kegels
- a lot of them, 2 dedicated days a week, not on the same day with squats
- erect, in a deep squat position
- none of the reverse kegel crap
- stretched for 3 years, they never did anything for me
- a lot of them, 2 dedicated days a week, not on the same day with squats
- started eating carbs again 30 minutes after I woke up
- the days I don't do this, i can feel my cardiovascular system not working properly
- stopped coffee, sodas, chocolate, anything that might have any trace amounts of caffeine
- abs workout, every day
- really important as that reflex of pulling the core inside which were contracting my PF went away
- started with athlean-x videos
- could barely do one 5 minute workout when I started
- fixed rounded sholders
- this was keeping my back muscles unused
- created tension in the upper abs
- helped a lot with relaxing thoughout the day
Took about 3 months.
I am now in almost as big flaccid as I am erect. Always been a grower before.
By far the most important out of all of those were fixing hip flexors, getting out of APT and heavy squats.
Make of this post what you wish, it's your life and your decision.
But even contemplating on the concept of getting spine surgery, or any other woo-woo crap that I've seen posted here is just crazy.
If you're already hitting the gym heavy, then look into your hip flexors. A lot of people don't think they have APT because that's how they lived for their entire life.
If looking into a mirror on your side, and squeeze your glutes as hard as possible, if the pelvis move into a neutral position, you have APT. Hip flexors and quads pull it forward, abs can't pull it back, glutes as well because of your body position.
Good luck guys.
2024.05.19 11:19 sadghostiechan This app actually makes me so happy
I’ve had finch for a few months now and honestly when i first got it i was a little embarrassed to even say i downloaded it. (I’m working through a lot of mental stuff okay? lol. Hopefully soon I’ll be seeing a mental health specialist 🤣)
I’ve told a few of my close people about it though because you guys this app has been so helpful! One time i was besting myself up over my dentist being closed when they shouldn’t have been so i went to the app to try to feel better. I ended up BAWLING MY EYES OUT but it was in a good way if ya know what i mean 🥹 i needed to let that cry out and the app really made me think about why i was even so upset in the first place.
I sent my fiancé an invite and asked him to download the app so i could get rainbow stones and other goodies. Told him he didn’t have to actually use it, i just wanted the free stuff. Well guess what yall? I created a finchy monster!! Again in a good way 🤣 he is so into it and i think it’s gonna help him a lot too. It’s also so fun seeing him be so into it and being able to talk to him about it. He gets super excited about all the little things the app has to offer and it might actually be the cutest thing ever 🥹🥰 i think it could even help our relationship become even more wonderful than it already is.
Anyways yeah, i just wanted to talk about how much i freaking love this app. Shout out to the people behind it because i feel like it’s almost a lil video game that is actually productive and i don’t have to feel guilty for being so into it!! Keep finchin yall!
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I’ve told a few of my close people about it though because you guys this app has been so helpful! One time i was besting myself up over my dentist being closed when they shouldn’t have been so i went to the app to try to feel better. I ended up BAWLING MY EYES OUT but it was in a good way if ya know what i mean 🥹 i needed to let that cry out and the app really made me think about why i was even so upset in the first place.
I sent my fiancé an invite and asked him to download the app so i could get rainbow stones and other goodies. Told him he didn’t have to actually use it, i just wanted the free stuff. Well guess what yall? I created a finchy monster!! Again in a good way 🤣 he is so into it and i think it’s gonna help him a lot too. It’s also so fun seeing him be so into it and being able to talk to him about it. He gets super excited about all the little things the app has to offer and it might actually be the cutest thing ever 🥹🥰 i think it could even help our relationship become even more wonderful than it already is.
Anyways yeah, i just wanted to talk about how much i freaking love this app. Shout out to the people behind it because i feel like it’s almost a lil video game that is actually productive and i don’t have to feel guilty for being so into it!! Keep finchin yall!
2024.05.19 11:19 lionknightcid The real hero of Dragon Quest 2
 | I finished playing the NES version of Dragon Quest 2 all the way through for the first time (had previously only played the GBC version many years back and with a guide because I was finding it hard at the time) and now I’m watching DQ videos of the classics because of a serious DQ kick I’m on, in part to honor Toriyama, and I was just thinking how the soldier who escapes the siege of Moonbrooke should have been the real hero of the game. submitted by lionknightcid to dragonquest [link] [comments] He escapes, wounded, dragging a leg and makes this tremendous trip from Moonbrooke to Midenhall, through plains, valleys, forests, caves, undoubtedly encountering many, many monsters, passing by Cannock and Leftwyne since it’s so urgent he has to tell the Midenhallan king of Hargon’s attack, with little in the way of provisions since he’s running from an attack by a powerful dark sorcerer, only to finally collapse, needing assistance to deliver the dire news to the king, and he finally expires. Considering that even the most serious of wounds can be healed by resting at inns in Dragon Quest games, and people can even be revived, which is strange that the heroes get these benefits but no one else does (I understand it’s all story-gameplay segregation but I wonder if it’s a circumvention of the laws of life by Rubiss so that the heroes of the time can have more chances to defeat whatever evil is plaguing the world at the moment), he should’ve just rested, shaken it off, and then go on a quest himself to avenge his fallen kingdom himself. |
2024.05.19 11:18 Maxime97438 Bad surprise on Reverb ! Should I refound this guitar ?
Hello Guitarists of Reddit :)
I'm posting to have some advices please,
I've had a Gibson Flying V 67' reissue (2009) from Reverb with a little surprise !
-> Videos of the left side of the neck: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xvq9QcRHblk
right side: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/K81wapxqUt0
-> some photos: https://imgur.com/a/e3WkViw / https://imgur.com/a/xs1qqk7
On the announce the seller didn't mentionned there are crackles all along the neck. My theory is that something happened to this neck and someone stick and fixed it. Plus, the edges of the frets are in bad condition (but i'm not an expert). I couldn't see it on Reverb because there was no photos of the V from aside, only from above.
I have DM the seller about this and told him he could at least warned me he answered " There is nothing to worry about she was in that condition when i bought her"
I'm scared because if i have to re sell it one day, that kind of thing will lower her price, maybe i should refund it now ?
What should I do ? i'm not very experienced on Reverb, first time i use it !
PS: Bought this guitar 3000 dollars (years of saving and sacrificing other stuffs to get it)
Thanks for reading me !
submitted by Maxime97438 to Guitar [link] [comments]
I'm posting to have some advices please,
I've had a Gibson Flying V 67' reissue (2009) from Reverb with a little surprise !
-> Videos of the left side of the neck: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xvq9QcRHblk
right side: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/K81wapxqUt0
-> some photos: https://imgur.com/a/e3WkViw / https://imgur.com/a/xs1qqk7
On the announce the seller didn't mentionned there are crackles all along the neck. My theory is that something happened to this neck and someone stick and fixed it. Plus, the edges of the frets are in bad condition (but i'm not an expert). I couldn't see it on Reverb because there was no photos of the V from aside, only from above.
I have DM the seller about this and told him he could at least warned me he answered " There is nothing to worry about she was in that condition when i bought her"
I'm scared because if i have to re sell it one day, that kind of thing will lower her price, maybe i should refund it now ?
What should I do ? i'm not very experienced on Reverb, first time i use it !
PS: Bought this guitar 3000 dollars (years of saving and sacrificing other stuffs to get it)
Thanks for reading me !
2024.05.19 11:17 GuiltlessMaple Best Cardioid Microphones
 | submitted by GuiltlessMaple to u/GuiltlessMaple [link] [comments] https://preview.redd.it/8nkfks0ooc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=98151f985b2bdc3afd312e488992c3c98dcea249 Welcome to our comprehensive guide to cardioid microphones! Perfect for capturing clear and accurate audio, these microphones have become a go-to choice for many professionals and hobbyists alike. In this article, we'll be exploring the unique features and applications of cardioid microphones, as well as presenting our top product picks to help you make an informed choice. Stay tuned for all the details you need to know about these essential tools! So, whether you're a musician, podcaster, or just an audiophile looking to enhance your listening experience, our roundup of the best cardioid microphones on the market has you covered. Dive in to learn more about these reliable, versatile microphones, and discover the perfect option to suit your needs. The Top 7 Best Cardioid Microphones
Reviews🔗Insignia Wired Cardioid Omnidirectional USB Microphone with LED Indicatorhttps://preview.redd.it/e6w89f9poc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=e52536d49670b6150bf957755f81409512d64754 The Insignia NS-LCBM22 Wired Cardioid & Omnidirectional USB Microphone is perfect for recording that vlog or podcast you've always wanted to start. With the user-friendly LED lights indicating power and muting, setting up is a breeze. The adjustable desk stand and knob make finding your perfect recording angle hassle-free. Featuring a cardioid and omnidirectional mode, this microphone captures your sound accurately and minimizes background noise. The included headphone jack lets you monitor your recordings in real-time for top-notch results. Although there have been some issues reported by users about the microphone suddenly stopping to work, overall, it's a highly recommended product within a reasonable price range. For those looking for a reliable and budget-friendly device, the Insignia NS-LCBM22 Wired Cardioid & Omnidirectional USB Microphone is an excellent choice! 🔗Nady CM 90: High-Sensitivity Cardioid Condenser Mic with Shockmounthttps://preview.redd.it/lekd5i4qoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c07cf81b9c01b2650f9f991192465c017c9a5016 The Nady CM 90 Cardioid Condenser Mic has been a game-changer in my recording studio. I've been using it for capturing the nuances of my acoustic guitar, snare drum, and piano, and it never fails to impress me with its high sensitivity and extended smooth response. The microphone's sturdy turned-brass housing and internal shockmount ensure that it can withstand even the toughest recording sessions. I also appreciate the fact that it comes with a microphone clip, foam windscreen, and a zipper pouch, making it easy to transport safely. One of the standout features of this microphone is its transformerless design, which minimizes self-noise. This has allowed me to capture even the subtlest details of my performances without any unwanted background noise. Additionally, the microphone requires 48V phantom power, so it's compatible with most professional mixing boards. However, there have been a few downsides to using this microphone. For instance, I found that it can sometimes be overly sensitive to certain sound sources, making it difficult to achieve the perfect balance in my recordings. Additionally, the microphone's construction, while sturdy, may not be able to withstand the rigors of constant touring or frequent use in a live environment. Overall, I would highly recommend the Nady CM 90 Cardioid Condenser Mic to anyone looking to capture high-quality audio recordings. Its versatile design, rugged construction, and impressive performance make it a great addition to any recording studio or live sound setup. While it may have a few shortcomings, the benefits far outweigh any drawbacks, making it a top choice for any serious musician or audio enthusiast. 🔗FDUCE SL40X XLR Dynamic Microphone for Vocal Recordinghttps://preview.redd.it/0n1er5bqoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f1d15f830e3d115673e9eb6d887d49ff6dd929c2 The FDUCE Sl40x XLR Dynamic Microphone has been a game-changer in my daily life. As a podcast enthusiast, I was on the hunt for a quality microphone that wouldn't break the bank. This microphone has exceeded my expectations by far! The voice isolation technology is the standout feature for me - it makes my voice sound so clear and pure, perfect for my podcasting needs. Setting it up was a breeze thanks to the plug and play compatibility, working seamlessly with my audio interface and mixer. The build quality is premium, giving me confidence that this microphone will last me for a long time. However, I would've liked if it included some free lessons or software, but that's a minor inconvenience. All in all, this microphone has enhanced my voice and has given my podcasting career a much-needed boost. I highly recommend it to anyone looking for a reliable XLR dynamic microphone. 🔗Unidirectional Condenser Microphone Bundles for Studio Recording and Podcastinghttps://preview.redd.it/65j6e8pqoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4f0d24417d875b670a641689654d855d4a3d8f6c I recently purchased the Zingyou Condenser Microphone Bundle for my home studio setup, and I must say it has truly exceeded my expectations. I was initially drawn to its user-friendly design, which includes an informative assembly video and easy-to-follow instructions. In terms of performance, this microphone delivers excellent sound quality, capturing even the most subtle nuances of my vocals. The build quality is impressive as well, with a sturdy body that feels like it can withstand daily use without issue. One of the standout features of this microphone is its ease of use. Within minutes of unboxing, I had the entire bundle assembled and ready to go. Furthermore, the size and flexibility of the stand make it easy to position the microphone wherever needed, making it perfect for various recording scenarios. Overall, I believe the Zingyou Condenser Microphone Bundle offers exceptional value for its price, providing professional-grade sound quality and durability without breaking the bank. However, there are a few minor drawbacks worth mentioning. Firstly, some users have reported issues with the sound card not working properly, though I personally have not experienced this issue. Additionally, the microphone requires phantom power to function, which may not be ideal for those who prefer USB-powered options. In conclusion, the Zingyou Condenser Microphone Bundle is a fantastic choice for amateur and professional recording enthusiasts alike. With its affordable price point, top-notch sound quality, and user-friendly design, this product offers incredible value for its cost. So why not give it a shot and see how it can elevate your recording projects? 🔗AKG C414 XLII/ST Stereo Matched Pair Microphoneshttps://preview.redd.it/sc9u184roc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4e344495379a587088ceb09d35c96c15a1e63908 I've been using the AKG C414 XLII/ST Stereo Matched Pair for a while now, and I must say, it's a game-changer in my home studio. This pair of condenser microphones has a knack for capturing high-fidelity audio, making my recordings sound much more dynamic. One of the standout features of these microphones is their ability to switch between nine polar patterns. This flexibility allows me to tailor the sound capture for different applications, ranging from vocals to acoustic instruments like guitars or even percussion. The peak hold LED display is also incredibly useful, helping me avoid nasty overload peaks during live performances. The C414 XLII version stands out from its sibling, the C414 XLS, mainly because of its unique capsule design. This design gives the mic a slightly brighter sound compared to the XLS, while also offering impressive spatial reproduction that's reminiscent of the legendary AKG C12 microphone from 1953. On the downside, I've noticed that the C414 XLII can be quite sensitive to noise from surrounding sources, such as air conditioning systems. However, the built-in filter helps mitigate this issue, ensuring that my recordings remain clean and free of unwanted interference. Overall, I've been extremely impressed with the AKG C414 XLII/ST Stereo Matched Pair. It's a versatile, high-quality microphone that has made a significant difference in the quality of my recordings. While it may be a bit pricey, I believe it's a worthwhile investment for anyone serious about capturing professional-sounding audio. 🔗PreSonus PM-2 Matched Pair Cardioid Condenser Microphoneshttps://preview.redd.it/qpxp7gfroc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c6278ddb6105dfc0b988ac6239c627666c67775f As a reviewer who's been using the PreSonus PM-2 microphones in my little home studio, I can't help but rave about them. These cardioid condenser mics are a gem, offering a surprising level of clarity and versatility for a budget-friendly price. One of the things that stood out to me was their ability to capture even the most subtle nuances of the acoustic guitar. The cardioid pattern helps deliver an amplified input audio, making it perfect for recording a range of instruments and ensembles. The golden touch doesn't stop there. The gold-sputtered capsule ensures enhanced conductivity, enabling efficient signal transmission. And did I mention how light they are? The ultra-light chassis makes them incredibly easy to handle and convenient to use. However, as with any product, there are some cons. Some users have reported issues of durability, with one microphone stopping working after just six hours of use. While this is a concern, it's important to note that these are budget-friendly mics and may not withstand the same level of abuse as higher-priced models. Overall, I'd say the PreSonus PM-2 microphones are a fantastic choice for anyone looking to create detailed recordings in a studio setting. They offer great sound quality, especially when used in stereo mode. The build quality might not be top-notch, but the value they provide more than makes up for it. So, if you're on the hunt for affordable, high-quality mics, give these a try. 🔗Top-Ranking Karaoke Dynamic Mic with Shielded Cablehttps://preview.redd.it/yggyjzsroc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5b765ec15f5f3acc76725d974a3f559d2c708f40 I recently purchased the 5 Core Karaoke Singing Wired Mic, and I must say, I am thoroughly impressed! As a frequent performer at weddings and conferences, I needed a reliable microphone that captured my voice perfectly without any background noise interference. The unidirectional Cardioid Pickup Pattern on this microphone did just that, enhancing my performances and keeping the focus on my voice. One of the highlights of this microphone is its sturdy build. The steel mesh windscreen and anti-dent ring make it incredibly durable, while its professional XLR connector ensures seamless compatibility with all PA systems. I also appreciated the brilliant and transparent sound quality it delivers, thanks to its ultra-wide frequency response and built-in Pop filter & windscreen. On the flip side, the 5 Core Karaoke Singing Wired Mic might not be the best option for those who prefer a wireless microphone. Additionally, the lack of an on/off switch may be inconvenient for some users. Overall, I am extremely satisfied with the 5 Core Karaoke Singing Wired Mic. Its combination of performance, durability, and versatility make it an excellent choice for any singer or performer looking to enhance their live performances. If you're in the market for a reliable microphone that won't let you down, I highly recommend giving this one a try! https://preview.redd.it/4300n0esoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2a3b4c5a8c34e693cde2efcc520e29b14602f005 Buyer's Guidehttps://preview.redd.it/kzn2o1lsoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d73abb828c4fe25c4284c48ac4824f9f22b23f02 Important Features of Cardioid MicrophonesCardioid microphones are an essential tool for any recording setup, both in professional and home-studio environments. These microphones offer a directional pickup pattern, primarily capturing sound waves originating directly in front of the microphone while minimizing off-axis sound. This feature makes cardioid microphones particularly useful for reducing unwanted noise and echoes. Here are some important features to consider when looking for a cardioid microphone:
https://preview.redd.it/g3uj7i6toc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=99b03e03cc88b1b58fdcd4cf46a5f13316c60784 Considerations for Choosing a Cardioid MicrophoneWhen selecting a cardioid microphone, there are several factors you should consider to ensure that you get a microphone that meets your needs. These include:
https://preview.redd.it/sj9wdlitoc1d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4a75e0b020f01dad21b5a5f66caa72a74836a0de General Advice for Using Cardioid MicrophonesTo make the most of your cardioid microphone, consider the following advice:
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2024.05.19 11:15 Either_Instance9869 Boyfriend ditched me for an OF girl
hey guys im a [F22] and im feeling really lost right now so i thought i’d share my experience here in hopes of finding some support or at least understanding. i’ve been with my boyfriend [M24] for about a year now and everything seemed to be going great until a few weeks ago.
he started acting distant and i couldn’t figure out why. i tried talking to him about it but he just brushed it off saying he was stressed with work. i trusted him so i didn’t push further. but then, out of the blue, he broke up with me. i was devastated and demanded to know the real reason. after a lot of pushing, he finally admitted he had been following this girl on OF and had gotten really into her content.
i was shocked. like how can you throw away a real relationship for someone you don’t even know personally just because of some photos and videos. it hurt so much because i felt like i wasn’t enough for him. i even asked if there was something i could do to make things better but he said it wasn’t about me, it was about him and his needs.
i feel so confused and betrayed. how can someone prefer a virtual connection over a real one. am i really that replaceable. and how do i move on from this. has anyone else gone through something similar. how did you cope.
thanks for reading. i really needed to get this off my chest.
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he started acting distant and i couldn’t figure out why. i tried talking to him about it but he just brushed it off saying he was stressed with work. i trusted him so i didn’t push further. but then, out of the blue, he broke up with me. i was devastated and demanded to know the real reason. after a lot of pushing, he finally admitted he had been following this girl on OF and had gotten really into her content.
i was shocked. like how can you throw away a real relationship for someone you don’t even know personally just because of some photos and videos. it hurt so much because i felt like i wasn’t enough for him. i even asked if there was something i could do to make things better but he said it wasn’t about me, it was about him and his needs.
i feel so confused and betrayed. how can someone prefer a virtual connection over a real one. am i really that replaceable. and how do i move on from this. has anyone else gone through something similar. how did you cope.
thanks for reading. i really needed to get this off my chest.
2024.05.19 11:15 Idiots-R-Invincible Can I improve the power consumption of this system using different hardware?
Hi all,
My current system consists of:
The machine only works as a NAS (shares for the home computers) and runs the ARRs suite (with Jellyfin, not Plex) in Docker. No VMs. All video content plays from a Nvidia Shield 2019 to a 4k TV. No external access at all, everything is accessed in LAN only.
I am wondering if I can make some hardware changes to the above to drop consumption. I am seeing here that people with 5 HDDs or more manage to get lower consumption, but there are too many options and I am a bit lost as to what to do.
Prerequisites:
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My current system consists of:
- CPU AMD Ryzen 3200G
- Motherboard Asrock Fatal1ty B450 Gaming-ITX/ac
- RAM Crucial Ballistix BL2K16G32C16U4B 3200 MHz, DDR4, 32GB (16GB x2)
- Seagate IronWolf NAS 4 TB 3.5" 5900RPM Internal Hard Drive x 2
- Samsung 970 EVO Plus 1 TB PCIe 3 x4 NVMe M.2 (2280) MZ-V7S1T0 (cache)
- WD BLUE SN570 2TB M.2 2280 PCIe Gen 3x4 NVMe (ARRs cache)
- Crucial CT512MX100 500GB SSD (unassigned device)
- Another SATA SSD 240GB (unassigned device)
- PSU Be Quiet ! 400W System Power 9 ATX 80 Plus Bronze
The machine only works as a NAS (shares for the home computers) and runs the ARRs suite (with Jellyfin, not Plex) in Docker. No VMs. All video content plays from a Nvidia Shield 2019 to a 4k TV. No external access at all, everything is accessed in LAN only.
I am wondering if I can make some hardware changes to the above to drop consumption. I am seeing here that people with 5 HDDs or more manage to get lower consumption, but there are too many options and I am a bit lost as to what to do.
Prerequisites:
- The ARRs suite must run as is, from within this system
- Mini-ITX motherboard, as the current Case I have fits the space it's supposed to be in perfectly
- I'd like to keep and reuse the IronWolf drives, one of the two NVMe drives, the RAM and the PSU
- The aim is to get lower consumption but with an upgrade that makes financial sense. Electricity is expensive where I live and I'd like to make use of any new technology to mitigate that.
2024.05.19 11:14 Used_Glass2767 change the thermal pads to acer nitro 5
I have acer nitro 5 2022 ryzen 5 5600h rtx 3060 and I want to change the thermal pads to it and I see the pink material on the Vram it is called thermal putty and I wantched some youtube videos they use K5pro which not available in my country to buy it and I sent an emali to the support and they replied to me about this pink material Thank you for contacting Acer support.
Please find below information.
Color Pink
Type Putty
Vendor Material vendor : Fujipolye
Commercial agent : APUS
Product name SPG-30B
Conductive level 2
Dimension 12.0 x 14 x 1.2mm x 4pcs
available in my country is thermal pads so can I use a one with thickness 1.5 ? or I can't
can any one guide me
submitted by Used_Glass2767 to AcerNitro [link] [comments]
Please find below information.
Color Pink
Type Putty
Vendor Material vendor : Fujipolye
Commercial agent : APUS
Product name SPG-30B
Conductive level 2
Dimension 12.0 x 14 x 1.2mm x 4pcs
available in my country is thermal pads so can I use a one with thickness 1.5 ? or I can't
can any one guide me
2024.05.19 11:14 HealthyYard6559 Revelation 1:12-17
"And I looked back to see the voice that spoke to me; and looking around I saw seven golden candlesticks, And in the midst of the seven candlesticks the likeness of the Son of man, clothed in a long robe, and girt about his chest with a golden belt. And His head and hair were white like white wool, like snow; and His eyes like a flame of fire; And His feet are like bronze when melted in a furnace; and His voice like the roar of many waters; And He held in His right hand seven stars, and from His mouth issued a sword sharp on both sides, and His face was like the sun shining in its power. And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as if dead, and He laid His right hand on saying to me: Fear not, I am the First and the Last."
Rev. 1:12-17
John heard a voice behind him and when he turned around he saw a vision of the glorified Lord Jesus Christ who is the Lord and head of the church.
"... Christ is the head of the church,"
Eph. 5:23
However, let's go in order. When John turned around, he first saw seven candlesticks, "and looking around I saw seven golden candlesticks". First, let's see why "seven candlesticks". verse.
"and the seven candlesticks which you saw are seven churches."
Rev. 1:20
So John sees a vision of the church which is represented as a candlestick. These candlesticks were made of gold and could be transferred from one place to another olive oil was put in them and they served to light. The fact that they are made of gold speaks of indestructibility and the same John writes, "seven golden candlesticks" and the Lord said that the church is indestructible, so the symbolism is clear.
"And I also say to you: you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of hell will not prevail against it."
Matt. 16:18
We saw that the candlesticks were used to give light and here the symbolism is very clear, in this corrupt and dark world the church should shine because it has knowledge that is from the Lord that shines compared to what Satan and the world offer. In Matthew we can read about these topics:
"You are a vision to the world; a city cannot be hidden when it stands on a mountain. Nor is a candle lit and put under a judge, but on a candlestick, and it gives light to all who are in the house. So that your light shines before people, so that they can see your good deeds and glorify your Father who is in heaven."
Mt. 5:14-16
And now John says, "And amid the seven lampstands as the Son of Man" Since John last saw the Lord Jesus, many years have passed, even about 60, and now he sees a glorified Jesus in the middle of the church, as he had not seen him before. John saw Him as a man. while he was on earth and now he is both man and God, the God-man, and in the middle of the church because he promised it.
"I will not leave you destitute; I will come to you"
John 14:18
,, and here I am with you all the days until the end of the century. Amen."
Matt. 28:20
Here is what else was said about the relationship between God the Father, Jesus and the church:
"Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he is the one who loves me; and whoever has love for me, my Father will have love for him; and I will have love for him, and I will speak to him myself"
John 14:21
"Whoever loves me will keep my word; and my Father will have love for him; and we will come to him, and we will dwell in him."
John 14:23
Although they killed Jesus, He is alive in the midst of His church and gives it the power to shine in the darkness, and this is possible because every member of the church can say:
"And I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. And now that I live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, whom I loved, and who gave himself for me."
Gal. 2:20
,, dressed in a long robe, and girded across the chest with a golden belt." Long robes were worn by kings, prophets and high priests in the Old Testament. Here Jesus is probably represented in the high priest's robe, and we conclude that based on the verses:
"Having, therefore, a great High Priest, who has passed through the heavens, Jesus the son of God, let us hold on to confession. Because we do not have a High Priest who cannot suffer with our weaknesses, but who has been tempted in everything like us, except for sin."
Hebrews 4:14-15
Jesus went through suffering and was tempted far more than we are and then he triumphantly took his high priestly robe and now we see that he is among the church he loves because he offered his blood for her.
"who loves us and washes us from our sins with his blood"
Rev. 1:5
We further see that he has a gold belt on his chest, the belt is a symbol of the winner and gold also symbolizes victory and the winner, we know that today the winners in various sports receive gold medals and in some also belts that are proof that they are winners and we do not have athletes here but the Lord Jesus Christ who defeated sin and death and who redeemed his church and with them can "celebrate the victory" in sports jargon.
"And His head and hair were white like white wool, like snow." Here John describes Christ's holiness and purity, which is "white".
this is used here so that we can understand at least a little part of the fullness, part of the holiness of God which is not soiled or stained by anything, and "white" is the best description. In support of this is a part of the verses that talk about the blinding light which again is "white" " so we see that this is a symbolic representation of God's eternal holiness. This is what happened to Paul as a result of God's holiness.
"At noon, king, I saw on the way from the sky a light greater than the brightness of the sun, which illuminated me and those who were going with me."
Acts 26:13
"And when I became blind from the strong light of it, those who were with me led me by the hand, and I came to Damascus."
Acts 22:11
"and His eyes are like a flame of fire" The Lord is with the church, but He watches and sees everything that happens in the church:
"whose eyes are like a flame of fire"
Rev. 2:18
"And there is no substance unknown before Him, but everything is naked and exposed before the eyes of the One to whom we speak."
Hebrews 4:13
and is ready to burn everything impure in the church. We know from experience that during burning, all objects that are not, say, metal or stone, are burned and only they "survive" the flame, while something that is paper, cloth, grass or something else with a low at the point of ignition they are turned into ashes, that's how all the impurities must be burned here and the church must be as clean as "metal" that passed through the flame where only the corrosion was burned, which means that the metal has become cleaner.
The church should be clean, and it is written about that:
"Because I am jealous for you with God's zeal, because I vowed you to one husband, to bring a pure girl before Christ."
2 Cor.11:2
,,...Christ loves the church, and gave himself up for her, to avenge her by cleansing her by bathing in the word; To put it in a glorious church, which has no blemish or wrinkle, or anything like that, but that it should be holy and without blemish."
Eph. 5:25-27
"And His feet are like bronze when melted in a furnace;" This refers to God's chastisement for sin. We have probably all had the opportunity to see what molten metal looks like, either in a factory or we have watched videos of lava burning from a volcano and moving on he burns and burns all sides and everything in front of him so that nothing remains. Something similar is also here, Lord Jesus is very merciful and full of grace, but he is also a flame that can trample and burn everything in front of him.
"and He treads on the cauldron of wine and hearts and the wrath of God Almighty"
Rev. 19:15
,, and His voice is like the roar of many waters; "This is the voice of authority, the voice of God who is speaking and you can only hear him because when you are next to a big water or a waterfall of roaring water you cannot hear anything else. Here it is the voice of Jesus speaking to the church and to all of us through his word and revelation by the Holy Spirit .
"And he held in his right hand seven stars," We have an explanation of what these stars are in the following verse:
"seven stars are the angels of the seven churches"
Rev. 1:20
These seven "stars" are the preachers of the seven churches and this testifies that the churches and the preachers are under the control of the Lord Jesus and He holds them in his right hand. This does not apply to angels because nowhere are angels leaders in churches, angels have other tasks while they are leaders in the churches of the people.
"Thus says He who holds seven stars in His right hand"
Rev. 2:1
"And out of His mouth came a sword sharp on both sides," and here we have verses that refer to chastisement and judgment because Jesus defends His church and opposes the Gentiles who tried and will try as long as they can to destroy the Church and the work God's. They are followed by a warning:
"And out of His mouth came a sharp sword, to slay the Gentiles with it;"
Rev. 19:15
..And to the angel of the church of Pergamum write: Thus says He who has a two-edged sword:"
Rev. 2:12
but there is not only judgment but before that mercy, the last warning:
"Repent therefore; if not, I will come to you soon, and I will fight with them with the sword of my mouth."
Rev. 2:16
"and His face was like the sun shining in its power" This is a complete continuation of the description that was earlier and it referred to the hair and eyes. If the hair and eyes were as in the description earlier, it is logical that the face should be like that, that the face shines. The face of Jesus as the head of the church shines in the church, but Jesus also wants to shine through the church that is in the world and in that way so that the Gentiles see the power of God and come to repentance. The Lord is patiently waiting.
"The Lord is not late with His promise, as some think He is late, but He is patient with us, because He will not let anyone perish, but all come to repentance"
2 Peter 3:9
"And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as if dead..." John, at this announcement of the Lord Jesus, "was shocked, speechless" maybe he was so scared that he simply fell as if dead when he saw part of the astonishing glory of the Lord Jesus Christ.
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Rev. 1:12-17
John heard a voice behind him and when he turned around he saw a vision of the glorified Lord Jesus Christ who is the Lord and head of the church.
"... Christ is the head of the church,"
Eph. 5:23
However, let's go in order. When John turned around, he first saw seven candlesticks, "and looking around I saw seven golden candlesticks". First, let's see why "seven candlesticks". verse.
"and the seven candlesticks which you saw are seven churches."
Rev. 1:20
So John sees a vision of the church which is represented as a candlestick. These candlesticks were made of gold and could be transferred from one place to another olive oil was put in them and they served to light. The fact that they are made of gold speaks of indestructibility and the same John writes, "seven golden candlesticks" and the Lord said that the church is indestructible, so the symbolism is clear.
"And I also say to you: you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of hell will not prevail against it."
Matt. 16:18
We saw that the candlesticks were used to give light and here the symbolism is very clear, in this corrupt and dark world the church should shine because it has knowledge that is from the Lord that shines compared to what Satan and the world offer. In Matthew we can read about these topics:
"You are a vision to the world; a city cannot be hidden when it stands on a mountain. Nor is a candle lit and put under a judge, but on a candlestick, and it gives light to all who are in the house. So that your light shines before people, so that they can see your good deeds and glorify your Father who is in heaven."
Mt. 5:14-16
And now John says, "And amid the seven lampstands as the Son of Man" Since John last saw the Lord Jesus, many years have passed, even about 60, and now he sees a glorified Jesus in the middle of the church, as he had not seen him before. John saw Him as a man. while he was on earth and now he is both man and God, the God-man, and in the middle of the church because he promised it.
"I will not leave you destitute; I will come to you"
John 14:18
,, and here I am with you all the days until the end of the century. Amen."
Matt. 28:20
Here is what else was said about the relationship between God the Father, Jesus and the church:
"Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he is the one who loves me; and whoever has love for me, my Father will have love for him; and I will have love for him, and I will speak to him myself"
John 14:21
"Whoever loves me will keep my word; and my Father will have love for him; and we will come to him, and we will dwell in him."
John 14:23
Although they killed Jesus, He is alive in the midst of His church and gives it the power to shine in the darkness, and this is possible because every member of the church can say:
"And I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. And now that I live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, whom I loved, and who gave himself for me."
Gal. 2:20
,, dressed in a long robe, and girded across the chest with a golden belt." Long robes were worn by kings, prophets and high priests in the Old Testament. Here Jesus is probably represented in the high priest's robe, and we conclude that based on the verses:
"Having, therefore, a great High Priest, who has passed through the heavens, Jesus the son of God, let us hold on to confession. Because we do not have a High Priest who cannot suffer with our weaknesses, but who has been tempted in everything like us, except for sin."
Hebrews 4:14-15
Jesus went through suffering and was tempted far more than we are and then he triumphantly took his high priestly robe and now we see that he is among the church he loves because he offered his blood for her.
"who loves us and washes us from our sins with his blood"
Rev. 1:5
We further see that he has a gold belt on his chest, the belt is a symbol of the winner and gold also symbolizes victory and the winner, we know that today the winners in various sports receive gold medals and in some also belts that are proof that they are winners and we do not have athletes here but the Lord Jesus Christ who defeated sin and death and who redeemed his church and with them can "celebrate the victory" in sports jargon.
"And His head and hair were white like white wool, like snow." Here John describes Christ's holiness and purity, which is "white".
this is used here so that we can understand at least a little part of the fullness, part of the holiness of God which is not soiled or stained by anything, and "white" is the best description. In support of this is a part of the verses that talk about the blinding light which again is "white" " so we see that this is a symbolic representation of God's eternal holiness. This is what happened to Paul as a result of God's holiness.
"At noon, king, I saw on the way from the sky a light greater than the brightness of the sun, which illuminated me and those who were going with me."
Acts 26:13
"And when I became blind from the strong light of it, those who were with me led me by the hand, and I came to Damascus."
Acts 22:11
"and His eyes are like a flame of fire" The Lord is with the church, but He watches and sees everything that happens in the church:
"whose eyes are like a flame of fire"
Rev. 2:18
"And there is no substance unknown before Him, but everything is naked and exposed before the eyes of the One to whom we speak."
Hebrews 4:13
and is ready to burn everything impure in the church. We know from experience that during burning, all objects that are not, say, metal or stone, are burned and only they "survive" the flame, while something that is paper, cloth, grass or something else with a low at the point of ignition they are turned into ashes, that's how all the impurities must be burned here and the church must be as clean as "metal" that passed through the flame where only the corrosion was burned, which means that the metal has become cleaner.
The church should be clean, and it is written about that:
"Because I am jealous for you with God's zeal, because I vowed you to one husband, to bring a pure girl before Christ."
2 Cor.11:2
,,...Christ loves the church, and gave himself up for her, to avenge her by cleansing her by bathing in the word; To put it in a glorious church, which has no blemish or wrinkle, or anything like that, but that it should be holy and without blemish."
Eph. 5:25-27
"And His feet are like bronze when melted in a furnace;" This refers to God's chastisement for sin. We have probably all had the opportunity to see what molten metal looks like, either in a factory or we have watched videos of lava burning from a volcano and moving on he burns and burns all sides and everything in front of him so that nothing remains. Something similar is also here, Lord Jesus is very merciful and full of grace, but he is also a flame that can trample and burn everything in front of him.
"and He treads on the cauldron of wine and hearts and the wrath of God Almighty"
Rev. 19:15
,, and His voice is like the roar of many waters; "This is the voice of authority, the voice of God who is speaking and you can only hear him because when you are next to a big water or a waterfall of roaring water you cannot hear anything else. Here it is the voice of Jesus speaking to the church and to all of us through his word and revelation by the Holy Spirit .
"And he held in his right hand seven stars," We have an explanation of what these stars are in the following verse:
"seven stars are the angels of the seven churches"
Rev. 1:20
These seven "stars" are the preachers of the seven churches and this testifies that the churches and the preachers are under the control of the Lord Jesus and He holds them in his right hand. This does not apply to angels because nowhere are angels leaders in churches, angels have other tasks while they are leaders in the churches of the people.
"Thus says He who holds seven stars in His right hand"
Rev. 2:1
"And out of His mouth came a sword sharp on both sides," and here we have verses that refer to chastisement and judgment because Jesus defends His church and opposes the Gentiles who tried and will try as long as they can to destroy the Church and the work God's. They are followed by a warning:
"And out of His mouth came a sharp sword, to slay the Gentiles with it;"
Rev. 19:15
..And to the angel of the church of Pergamum write: Thus says He who has a two-edged sword:"
Rev. 2:12
but there is not only judgment but before that mercy, the last warning:
"Repent therefore; if not, I will come to you soon, and I will fight with them with the sword of my mouth."
Rev. 2:16
"and His face was like the sun shining in its power" This is a complete continuation of the description that was earlier and it referred to the hair and eyes. If the hair and eyes were as in the description earlier, it is logical that the face should be like that, that the face shines. The face of Jesus as the head of the church shines in the church, but Jesus also wants to shine through the church that is in the world and in that way so that the Gentiles see the power of God and come to repentance. The Lord is patiently waiting.
"The Lord is not late with His promise, as some think He is late, but He is patient with us, because He will not let anyone perish, but all come to repentance"
2 Peter 3:9
"And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as if dead..." John, at this announcement of the Lord Jesus, "was shocked, speechless" maybe he was so scared that he simply fell as if dead when he saw part of the astonishing glory of the Lord Jesus Christ.
2024.05.19 11:12 SKcocrab New Issues Found
 | So, in addition to the fact that only the last 50 Spotify playlists I created being shown in the Sonos App and the fact that it keeps changing the room back to a seemingly default room rather than the groups I have selected, last night I experienced some new problems after decking it might be worth rebooting all 14 of my Sonos pieces of kit: submitted by SKcocrab to sonos [link] [comments] 1) It wouldn’t recognise that I had selected rooms and kept asking me to select them (see photo) 2) For the first time ever I experienced what I can only assume was a music decoding issue once I finally managed to get music playing, which I ended up videoing, just for the hell of it (will see if I can link that later) 3) When watching TV (latest Top Gun movie) I thought I’d tap in to see what it was broadcasting in - selected the room on the App and all sound decided to disappear???!!! |
2024.05.19 11:10 MacyCakes00 It seems to be a strange time in Bananaland. Her content, while repetitive in many ways, is also very aimless lately. She’s all over the place, with no true brand or focus.
Some observations & questions: 1. She seems very fixated on herself, more than usual. Even when she is traveling, her content is shots of herself, the dog, and Swann if he tags along. She chooses to highlight herself over the destination. The travel content has become less about the travel, and more about making her life seem perfect on social media. 2. Lots of content trying on clothes or in various stages of undress. She comes across as very thirsty. And Swann seems over her. Even in the videos of her getting ready for the opera/ballet/who cares as long as I look fancy, he can’t get out of the room fast enough. 3. Friends. Where are they? Did I miss something, or have Emily and Flower Shop mom-to-be not been around? It’s never seemed as though she had a lot of friends, and apparently zero back home, but where’s the usual cast of characters? 4. At least she has taken a break from her failed cooking content. The salad dressing is due for a reappearance soon, however… 5. What happened to all the activities she was doing? No more ballet or fencing? No more Sunday church service? Does she ever follow through with anything, other than buying followers? Well, there is the book… 6. Her book just will not die. It’s really the only thing she has accomplished, somehow getting it published, and she will not let it go. Planning more book events? Stop! Your book is so last year and your separation is so last decade. 7. The poor dog seems to be a bandaid for everything missing in her life. I would argue that this was the absolute worst time for her to bring a pet into her world. She’s seemingly been in a spiral since MexicA, and you can’t properly care for a pet (or another person) if you aren’t taking care of yourself. She’s so out of touch that she’s letting him sit in white tablecloth restaurants AT THE TABLE. 8. What happened between Banana and Scamanda? When she was home for the recent visit, their dynamic seemed off. It’s been off since MexicA as well. No sisterly bonding content over Christmas, no travel together to fabulous destinations since. Just a weird thrift store fashion show, trying to outdo one another.
She needs a reboot and a purpose. Over 100K recent followers when all she does is sling whitening strips, let her dog lick tables, and try on clothes? It’s all very transparent, and as the tag says: tragic, not magic 🪄
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She needs a reboot and a purpose. Over 100K recent followers when all she does is sling whitening strips, let her dog lick tables, and try on clothes? It’s all very transparent, and as the tag says: tragic, not magic 🪄
2024.05.19 11:09 KR2901 CENGAGE USERS- Did you use the videos provided along with the books??
I hope your BITSAT prep is going well... Please continue reading if you've solved cengage in our two years...
I'm talking about the adv. series of books with which, they provide theory videos on the cengage digital app for a few selected 'difficult' topics... I've watched the sample ones on their app but couldn't make out much from it...
So here's my question- if you've used those videos, how are they, compared to the standard JEE lectures available online- are they reliable, and what's your opinion?
context- I'm taking a drop year- conceptual understanding is mid but not nill- wanna follow cengage books and do self-study entirely (mainly to practice more qs). Wanted to know if those videos are enough (as a backup) if I don't understand a particular topic after reading the theory...
Also, it'd be great if you could share your experience of solving cengage and provide me with a few insights/things to know before getting started
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I'm talking about the adv. series of books with which, they provide theory videos on the cengage digital app for a few selected 'difficult' topics... I've watched the sample ones on their app but couldn't make out much from it...
So here's my question- if you've used those videos, how are they, compared to the standard JEE lectures available online- are they reliable, and what's your opinion?
context- I'm taking a drop year- conceptual understanding is mid but not nill- wanna follow cengage books and do self-study entirely (mainly to practice more qs). Wanted to know if those videos are enough (as a backup) if I don't understand a particular topic after reading the theory...
Also, it'd be great if you could share your experience of solving cengage and provide me with a few insights/things to know before getting started
2024.05.19 11:08 MonstersInTokyo Core Armor Sets
Just recently got into KDM by buying a used core box. Really enjoying this game a lot. One of my fears was building the miniatures; I am very bad at this kind of fiddling. But somehow fell in love with it too (yes, even Young Rachel).
After finishing the narrative figures of the core box I am now planning to build the armor sets. But this is where the confusion begins. I watched a video by Bra Mithra and read an article by Fen. They are from 2021 and 2020 respectively.
First important info for me: some of the Wave 2 Expansions only have additional weapons and no dedicated armor sprues. Second: Gambler's Chest and Wave 4 Expansions are using narrative miniatures exclusively. Parting with the custom armor set sprues.
I plan to fetch the GC next and probably the "old" expansions in case BF has a good deal.
Now, my first approach was to glue some of the recommendations from Fen and Bra Mithra. But with the Gambler's Chest and the new expansions (e.g. Black Knight coming with new narrative minis) I will probably end up building a lot of "meta" duplicates.
I am still very early into the campaign and have no real clue about good loadouts - finding out is probably a big part of the fun. But I'd love to give my dear fellow players more options at the table than the starting survivors and the four narrative miniatures.
I could just build some core minis that I find cool or having equipment that we are currently using in our campaigns. But maybe I'll regret that soon, because those make no sense once we get a better grip of better builds.
I could build some of the recommended ones. Probably creating a lot of duplicates in regards to the new and future content based on narrative miniatures.
Or I could just leave them on the sprues, feeling overwhelmed.
What would you do with the core minis if you just started in 2024?
Thanks!
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After finishing the narrative figures of the core box I am now planning to build the armor sets. But this is where the confusion begins. I watched a video by Bra Mithra and read an article by Fen. They are from 2021 and 2020 respectively.
First important info for me: some of the Wave 2 Expansions only have additional weapons and no dedicated armor sprues. Second: Gambler's Chest and Wave 4 Expansions are using narrative miniatures exclusively. Parting with the custom armor set sprues.
I plan to fetch the GC next and probably the "old" expansions in case BF has a good deal.
Now, my first approach was to glue some of the recommendations from Fen and Bra Mithra. But with the Gambler's Chest and the new expansions (e.g. Black Knight coming with new narrative minis) I will probably end up building a lot of "meta" duplicates.
I am still very early into the campaign and have no real clue about good loadouts - finding out is probably a big part of the fun. But I'd love to give my dear fellow players more options at the table than the starting survivors and the four narrative miniatures.
I could just build some core minis that I find cool or having equipment that we are currently using in our campaigns. But maybe I'll regret that soon, because those make no sense once we get a better grip of better builds.
I could build some of the recommended ones. Probably creating a lot of duplicates in regards to the new and future content based on narrative miniatures.
Or I could just leave them on the sprues, feeling overwhelmed.
What would you do with the core minis if you just started in 2024?
Thanks!
2024.05.19 11:07 ChemicalLavishness65 Who needs a seatbelt anyway?
 | I mean good drivers definitely don't. And the first thing they teach in driving school is that good drivers always drive with their phone in one hand and a cigarette in the other... submitted by ChemicalLavishness65 to MildlyBadDrivers [link] [comments] |
2024.05.19 11:06 Tough_Nose2206 Some Thoughts on Knife of Dreams after finishing it (WoT book 11)
I finished this book in around 5/6 days.
RJ went out with a high!
Wow. So many great moments and storylines in this book, storylines being resolved even! All great except a few chapters of Elayne in the middle of the book. RJ is back to his old form, with great characterisation and stuff happens for once!?! Unbelievable.
You can really feel the story torpedoing to Tarmon Gai’don, I can’t wait.
Here are some thoughts on this book:
Nynaeve
Nynaeve loves, trusts, and feels for Lan so much; I can’t help but tear when she rallies for Malkier. Favourite scene of the whole series personally, involving my favourite characters.
“My husband rides from World’s End to Tarwin’s Gap, toward Tarmon Gai’don. Will he ride alone?
CHILLS!!!
Also, give me more Nynaeve, she needs more page time.
Perrin
Great ending to a sometimes lacking storyline (just Faile’s PoV), and it has ended with Perrin ready for the time ahead with his beloved and the shaido finally disappeared, forever hopefully.
Perrin was so blind to everything but Faile this book. Ignoring the signs of Tarmon Gai’don for the one he loves. This obviously isn’t healthy, but I understand him; his whole family died and she is the one who filled the gaps in his heart, if she died I doubt Perrin would ever recover from it.
I guess Aram isn’t a darkfriend as I previously speculated, just a man who is very susceptible to being manipulated. An abrupt ending to someone who got introduced in the first book, and later become a reoccurring character. His descent was quite tragic though; died trying to kill the man who helped him get back on his feet many times over just because of one man’s manipulation. Fuck Masema.
Rolan and the other two brotherless’ death was unjustified but I can’t blame Perrin for killing him. Adrenaline pumping through his veins and he sees 3 men standing between him and his wife. It was bound to end in blood. However, while Rolan was a bit of a creep at times he didn’t deserve to die like that after helping Faile. Now that I think about it though, he was sort of trying to steal her from Perrin, Rolan’s death was inevitable.
Tam finally learned that Rand is the dragon reborn, after I think around 3 years. I would have expected he would know by now, but I guess the two rivers is notorious for being secluded and only getting information from peddlers.
Perrin and seanchan captain has a quite nice mutual respect for each other, another bridge to seanchan relations has been built.
After all these deaths, failures, and triumphs, Perrin and Faile are finally reunited! I am interested to see where the story goes with them, maybe they will go after Masema?
Mat
Mat is always an enjoyable read, and now he has accepted that he can’t escape his luck and the battlefield, Mat now just tries to work out a way to make as little people die as possible.
I have to talk about Moiraine first of course. She is confirmed to be alive, which I hoped for and expected. However, didn’t expect it to take this many books. I have been waiting to long for this, I missed her so much and I am excited for her to be back hopefully soon.
Mat and Tuon are my second favourite couple so far, after Nynaeve and Lan, they have a great dynamic!
From the start Mat knew that he would marry Tuon, but she was slowly deciphering whether this man was truly who she would marry. She did ask many seemingly random questions which was a big giveaway. The build up was worth it though, she completely confuses Mat by doing it out of the blue and revealing her prophecies from her damane. Hilarious moment!
I feel Tuon growing on me but then I remember that she agrees with slavery and leashing those who can channel. I am conflicted on her, but maybe she will change. We have a love-hate relationship.
Mat, please just go free Moiraine already. Please.
Rand
While he hasn’t had the spotlight for a few books, his chapters are always full of major plot points and revelations which are always great.
Lews Therin is creeping in like a parasite, taking control of the power and Rand even confuses his thoughts with Lews Therin. One lack of control and that could be it for Min or others around him. Disturbing thoughts.
One minute I was watching a lovely wedding between Loial and Erith, the next there is thousands of trollocs outside the window. The juxtaposition is crazy.
The new weaves are really powerful, it can’t be nice for random dead trollocs to appear outside your house though.
Did Semirhage expect to defeat Rand? I think there is some other plot she has. Semirhage went down too easy for that to be her only plan. Potentially trying she is trying manipulate his allies to go to the shadow. Or like many of the forsaken are just arrogant.
Hoping that Rand gets his hand back, I loved Rands swordplay and It will absolutely cause issues. Surely he can use the power to create a fake hand.
Breaks my heart, to see Rand so calm after all he goes through. Poor guy. Cadsuane needs to teach Rand to feel again and quickly!
Seanchan truce incoming. Rand will now see what Mat has been up to while he has been battling the forsaken.
Egwene
Thoroughly enjoyed her political manoeuvrings around the white tower, slowly planting seeds of dissent between the different layers of aes sedai. Egwene is great at scheming and manipulation; she is a genius. Not the best person though.
I have a lot of respect for Egwene. Multiple strappings a day, and she carries on twisting the aes sedai, what a powerhouse!
Egwene is consistently interesting to me, I think she will play a big part over the next few books.
Elayne
Elayne was great late in the book, while lacking a bit at the start.
She was overconfident this book, just because she won’t die any time soon (min’s viewing) doesn’t mean she can’t be captured. It was very reckless to just burst into the BA’s house and expect to live.
I loved Vandene getting her revenge on Careane, what a way to go, her short storyline was amazing. Amazing but tragic.
I found it weird how an aes sedai sent by Elaida just stormed in, said Elayne would regret sending her away and ran off. There had to be something larger going on with her.
Problem after problem kept pilling up, but she dealt with them with resilience and it somewhat worked out. A true queen if I ever saw one.
Other
Rand has caused a whole civilisation to kill themselves. Let’s hope he never finds that out. This was a really horrifying moment, left my mouth open for a while.
Taim is not a forsaken, but just a very high ranking dark friend it seems. He must be very high ranking to know about the lord of chaos. What if he is a newly raised forsaken? Only the forsaken know about the lord of chaos, not regular dark friends. I don’t know how one would raise a darkfriend though, does it come with new abilities or just being closer to the dark one?
RJ is great at the small details however he doesn’t touch upon the slavery stuff, which I find weird. Could just be me though.
Overall
This book ends so many dragging storylines, I can’t wait for the next!
I’m sad this is the last Robert Jordan book, but I’ve heard that Brandon ended it well, I watched a few videos on him and read his eulogy on RJ and he seems very kind and admires RJ a lot. I don’t know how his writing style is though, maybe someone can give me an idea of how it compares to RJ?
It is tragic RJ couldn’t finish his series by himself though, but glad someone was found to finish it.
just don’t mess up Nynaeve Brandon!
I probably missed a lot of plot points but I didn’t want this to be too long, and I want to read the next book already.
Book ranking so far - very susceptible to changing:
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RJ went out with a high!
Wow. So many great moments and storylines in this book, storylines being resolved even! All great except a few chapters of Elayne in the middle of the book. RJ is back to his old form, with great characterisation and stuff happens for once!?! Unbelievable.
You can really feel the story torpedoing to Tarmon Gai’don, I can’t wait.
Here are some thoughts on this book:
Nynaeve
Nynaeve loves, trusts, and feels for Lan so much; I can’t help but tear when she rallies for Malkier. Favourite scene of the whole series personally, involving my favourite characters.
“My husband rides from World’s End to Tarwin’s Gap, toward Tarmon Gai’don. Will he ride alone?
CHILLS!!!
Also, give me more Nynaeve, she needs more page time.
Perrin
Great ending to a sometimes lacking storyline (just Faile’s PoV), and it has ended with Perrin ready for the time ahead with his beloved and the shaido finally disappeared, forever hopefully.
Perrin was so blind to everything but Faile this book. Ignoring the signs of Tarmon Gai’don for the one he loves. This obviously isn’t healthy, but I understand him; his whole family died and she is the one who filled the gaps in his heart, if she died I doubt Perrin would ever recover from it.
I guess Aram isn’t a darkfriend as I previously speculated, just a man who is very susceptible to being manipulated. An abrupt ending to someone who got introduced in the first book, and later become a reoccurring character. His descent was quite tragic though; died trying to kill the man who helped him get back on his feet many times over just because of one man’s manipulation. Fuck Masema.
Rolan and the other two brotherless’ death was unjustified but I can’t blame Perrin for killing him. Adrenaline pumping through his veins and he sees 3 men standing between him and his wife. It was bound to end in blood. However, while Rolan was a bit of a creep at times he didn’t deserve to die like that after helping Faile. Now that I think about it though, he was sort of trying to steal her from Perrin, Rolan’s death was inevitable.
Tam finally learned that Rand is the dragon reborn, after I think around 3 years. I would have expected he would know by now, but I guess the two rivers is notorious for being secluded and only getting information from peddlers.
Perrin and seanchan captain has a quite nice mutual respect for each other, another bridge to seanchan relations has been built.
After all these deaths, failures, and triumphs, Perrin and Faile are finally reunited! I am interested to see where the story goes with them, maybe they will go after Masema?
Mat
Mat is always an enjoyable read, and now he has accepted that he can’t escape his luck and the battlefield, Mat now just tries to work out a way to make as little people die as possible.
I have to talk about Moiraine first of course. She is confirmed to be alive, which I hoped for and expected. However, didn’t expect it to take this many books. I have been waiting to long for this, I missed her so much and I am excited for her to be back hopefully soon.
Mat and Tuon are my second favourite couple so far, after Nynaeve and Lan, they have a great dynamic!
From the start Mat knew that he would marry Tuon, but she was slowly deciphering whether this man was truly who she would marry. She did ask many seemingly random questions which was a big giveaway. The build up was worth it though, she completely confuses Mat by doing it out of the blue and revealing her prophecies from her damane. Hilarious moment!
I feel Tuon growing on me but then I remember that she agrees with slavery and leashing those who can channel. I am conflicted on her, but maybe she will change. We have a love-hate relationship.
Mat, please just go free Moiraine already. Please.
Rand
While he hasn’t had the spotlight for a few books, his chapters are always full of major plot points and revelations which are always great.
Lews Therin is creeping in like a parasite, taking control of the power and Rand even confuses his thoughts with Lews Therin. One lack of control and that could be it for Min or others around him. Disturbing thoughts.
One minute I was watching a lovely wedding between Loial and Erith, the next there is thousands of trollocs outside the window. The juxtaposition is crazy.
The new weaves are really powerful, it can’t be nice for random dead trollocs to appear outside your house though.
Did Semirhage expect to defeat Rand? I think there is some other plot she has. Semirhage went down too easy for that to be her only plan. Potentially trying she is trying manipulate his allies to go to the shadow. Or like many of the forsaken are just arrogant.
Hoping that Rand gets his hand back, I loved Rands swordplay and It will absolutely cause issues. Surely he can use the power to create a fake hand.
Breaks my heart, to see Rand so calm after all he goes through. Poor guy. Cadsuane needs to teach Rand to feel again and quickly!
Seanchan truce incoming. Rand will now see what Mat has been up to while he has been battling the forsaken.
Egwene
Thoroughly enjoyed her political manoeuvrings around the white tower, slowly planting seeds of dissent between the different layers of aes sedai. Egwene is great at scheming and manipulation; she is a genius. Not the best person though.
I have a lot of respect for Egwene. Multiple strappings a day, and she carries on twisting the aes sedai, what a powerhouse!
Egwene is consistently interesting to me, I think she will play a big part over the next few books.
Elayne
Elayne was great late in the book, while lacking a bit at the start.
She was overconfident this book, just because she won’t die any time soon (min’s viewing) doesn’t mean she can’t be captured. It was very reckless to just burst into the BA’s house and expect to live.
I loved Vandene getting her revenge on Careane, what a way to go, her short storyline was amazing. Amazing but tragic.
I found it weird how an aes sedai sent by Elaida just stormed in, said Elayne would regret sending her away and ran off. There had to be something larger going on with her.
Problem after problem kept pilling up, but she dealt with them with resilience and it somewhat worked out. A true queen if I ever saw one.
Other
Rand has caused a whole civilisation to kill themselves. Let’s hope he never finds that out. This was a really horrifying moment, left my mouth open for a while.
Taim is not a forsaken, but just a very high ranking dark friend it seems. He must be very high ranking to know about the lord of chaos. What if he is a newly raised forsaken? Only the forsaken know about the lord of chaos, not regular dark friends. I don’t know how one would raise a darkfriend though, does it come with new abilities or just being closer to the dark one?
RJ is great at the small details however he doesn’t touch upon the slavery stuff, which I find weird. Could just be me though.
Overall
This book ends so many dragging storylines, I can’t wait for the next!
I’m sad this is the last Robert Jordan book, but I’ve heard that Brandon ended it well, I watched a few videos on him and read his eulogy on RJ and he seems very kind and admires RJ a lot. I don’t know how his writing style is though, maybe someone can give me an idea of how it compares to RJ?
It is tragic RJ couldn’t finish his series by himself though, but glad someone was found to finish it.
just don’t mess up Nynaeve Brandon!
I probably missed a lot of plot points but I didn’t want this to be too long, and I want to read the next book already.
Book ranking so far - very susceptible to changing:
- The Shadow Rising
- The Fires of Heaven
- The Lord of Chaos
- The Dragon Reborn
- Knife of Dreams
- The Great Hunt
- The Eye of the World
- New Spring
- A Crown of Swords
- Winter’s Heart
- The Path of Daggers
- Crossroads of Twilight
2024.05.19 11:06 D_Dying_Light Why do so many people, especially reviewers and " critics" hate the show?
Like, initially I thought it was one of the only good things Marvel have done in the last few years. Its the only Marvel show I watched, and it was good, not perfect or stellar, but pretty damn good. And I thought the consensus was that, from my friends, to online threads and reaction channels. But then I started seeing the review videos, and it is a complete 180. There are dozens of videos about how it is " boring, badly written" all that, and some things I agree, like the character being underpowered when compared to the comics, not using magic and all that.
Thing is, this is the only Marvel show I have seen where there is this much a divide between fans and so called experts. Generally, audience and fans fall on same side, especially in the past few years. But this time, you either love it or hate it, there's hardly anyone in between
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Thing is, this is the only Marvel show I have seen where there is this much a divide between fans and so called experts. Generally, audience and fans fall on same side, especially in the past few years. But this time, you either love it or hate it, there's hardly anyone in between