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The #1 social media platform for MCAT advice. The MCAT (Medical College Admission Test) is offered by the AAMC and is a required exam for admission to medical schools in the USA and Canada. /MCAT is a place for MCAT practice, questions, discussion, advice, social networking, news, study tips and more. Check out the sidebar for useful resources & intro guides. Post questions, jokes, memes, and discussions.
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2010.03.23 18:11 The University of Western Ontario

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2011.03.01 01:47 flipmosquad r/23andMe

Talk about your genes and their possible implications! Discord: https://discord.gg/3Jjc3GdmtB
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2024.06.08 22:11 Competitive-Green-58 TikTok Free Sample Request

TikTok Free Sample Request
Can anyone tell me what this means? It pops up when I try to request free samples. I recieved samples before, is it something I did?
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2024.06.08 22:09 Mountain-Leg-1050 Any free resources?

Does anyone have access to any free resources, study material, or old test. FEEL FREE TO LMK, DMs OPEN.
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2024.06.08 22:03 Garagedooroc Reliable 24/7 Garage Door Repair in Orange County: Always There When You Need Them!

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2024.06.08 22:03 pigsicle update on my dropcam replacement

RIP Dropcams. angry squinty stare at the google. Ive been looking for a replacement server system for my 9 dropcams and came across Anycam.IO for a self hosted camera server. It seems to check all the boxes: free full functional trial, it does recording to the server, one-time payment $49-$65 bucks (no monthly charges), up to 32 ip cams and it livestreams a camera feed to a website/phone, livestreams to youtube/facebook/etc. Runs on windows (yeah, windows, i know. desperate times.) The cameras I chose to test are the SV3c 5mpixel wireless ip motion detect sd card cams. They're about 50 bucks on the zon. And it works really really well as far as I can tell. The user reviews are stellar. They've been around for a long time. Developers in poland and germany but servers in the US. Has anyone used this software? What's the bad news?
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2024.06.08 22:03 lifekindasuckz [1X1][Discord/Google Docs][Cyberpunk] Cyberpunk Red: Forgotten Dreams, A Glimpse of the Edge

Forgotten Dreams

Some people call Night City the City of Dreams. But to those of us living in it in 2044, itā€™s the City of Nightmares. Twenty years after Johnny Silverhand detonated a thermonuclear device at the Arasaka Tower and ended the Third Corporate War, the city is only just now leaving its post-apocalyptic state. The Nighters that call it home are either too stubborn to leave or have nowhere else to go. In the remnants of the American third world, that isnā€™t too unusual. The sky is still red with the particulates left over from the Fourth Corporate War, casting a dark bloody glow over the world. Underneath this crimson sky Night City is a battleground where every man woman and child is locked in a never ending war for survival. As hard as what remains of the Night City government and relevant neocorps try to maintain order and rebuild infrastructure, most of the city is still in ruins or utter poverty, usually both.
Electricity is unreliable, the water is tainted, and the animals have long since died out or been driven from the city leaving artificial meat and plantlife the only food sources and ration chips a universal currency only eclipsed by cold hard Eurodollars. Overall, Night City is a pretty fucking miserable place to live.
But that just means those of us left are more determined to keep fighting. The corpos at the top want to squeeze the corpse of the City of Nightmares dry of any and all eddies it might have left, the politicians want to hold on to their power, the gangers want to cling onto the highs of designer drugs and spent bullets, the civies want to keep the lights on and rations on the table, and us Edgerunners want to make our mark on the world before we get snuffed out. Thatā€™s how it works. We burn bright and we burn hot but we just donā€™t burn long. Not in this city.
For us, it isnā€™t about just surviving. Itā€™s living on the Edge. The fine line between life and death, the new frontiers of technology, fashion, night life. We have the most ā€˜inā€™ clothes, we have the baddest guns, we have the shiniest chrome. We see this city for the living nightmare it truly is and we laugh in its face and dare it to try and take us early. And when it does, we get the greatest honor an Edgerunner can achieve: a drink named after us on the menu at the Afterlife, the bar where we all raise toasts to the legends whose lights went dark at last.
We come from all walks of life, all kinds of backgrounds with all kinds of goals and hopes and ambitions and dreams. Solos, Techs, Medias, Fixers, Netrunners, Rockerboys, Medtechs, Lawmen, whatever. But wading through the mud and muck of this city for so long can mean we get caught up in it. Stuck in the endless river of shit with no way of getting out of the nightmare. We lose sight of what matters, lose sight of the Edge. Get caught up in gang wars, corporate contracts, hunting criminals, pulling off heists and staving off cyberpsychosis. We forget the dream. We forget what makes us Edgerunners.
But Iā€™ve been watching you for a while now, and you havenā€™t forgotten. You keep the dream alive. Youā€™re living it. Youā€™ve reminded me what it means to be an Edgerunner, which is more than I can say for any of the other new talent trying to make a name for themselves in Night City. Thatā€™s why Iā€™m reaching out to you. The names Checkmate, and Iā€™m looking to put together a crew for a job. A big job. The kind thatā€™ll set you up with the street cred and the eddies to jumpstart your career by a decade, at least. Find me at the Afterlife, and letā€™s have a chat.
Drinks are on me.

Background Lore

The world of Cyberpunk is a dystopia that focuses on individual stories of strife, hope, and personal growth. Itā€™s a hellscape world that isnā€™t due to change anytime soon, and instead you learn how to survive and become the best version of yourself within it, holding on to your humanity as best you can in a world that is determined to take it from you. Sure, corpos and gangers and mercs and cops are probably going to feature as the enemies you fight mostly, but it isnā€™t the true enemy. The true enemy is Night City itself. The city is a metaphor for the society and very world, an abyss thatā€™s just waiting for the chance to swallow you whole at the first opportunity. Night City is the pit where humanity goes to die, and itā€™s also your only true salvation because itā€™s where itā€™s at. There is no Cyberpunk without Night City, there is no humanity without Night City, there is no you without Night City. The only way to beat it is to leave it, and even those that have the opportunity often canā€™t bring themselves to do it.
No one ever wrote a legend about the one that walked away, after all.
The timeline of the Cyberpunk series diverges dramatically from our own around roughly the 1990sā€”although other divergences do occur well before then, albeit smaller in size and scopeā€”where the fall of the Soviet Union at the end of the Cold War leads to a dissemination of nuclear weapons on the black market. Coupled with a US government "deep state" called the Gang of Four, the world soon finds itself in the midst of an economic crisis and the Collapse. Proxy wars, trade wars, and a resurgent Europe butt against the prevailing US world order. Eventually, brief nuclear exchanges and biological warfare around the globe cause the gradual decline of Western civilization. Societies collapse and many governments either dissolve or are reduced to reactionary, petty authoritarian states.
In the chaos, corporations fill the vacuum of power amidst a collapsing social order. Technological advances, unbridled from government oversight or ethical limitations, lead to hundreds of new inventions. As time wears on, some corporations become as powerful as the countries they are housed in. Ultimately, four corporate wars have occurred by 2023, each one becoming more overt and deadly than the last. The infamous Fourth Corporate War was brought to an end by the detonation of a nuclear bomb in the heart of Night City. The years that followed until 2045, the Time of the Red, were a period of global reconstruction as corporations and governments alike tried to recover from unparalleled economic and environmental damage. Lawlessness, chaos and technology. This is the world of Cyberpunk.

What is Forgotten Dreams?

This roleplay is all about the Edge. The Edge is the idea that Cyberpunks/Edgerunners live and die by, which is always going forward. Never compromising yourself, never bowing down, never allowing the authority and the corpos and the world to step on you. It means the fastest cars, the most in clothes, the best cyberware, the most deadly guns, and being cool and reputable. It means living your life by the idea that you are going to be a legend, a Street Samurai that lives on forever by the badass deeds they accomplish and the people they touch.
But as the saying goes, no battle plan survives contact with the enemy, and living life on the Edge comes with its risks for you and those around you. Night City is a violent place, even before it got nuked. Life is expensive and death is cheap, and the eddies donā€™t trickle down unless you take them. It's easy to lose sight of the dream, lose sight of the Edge.
You will be taken on a journey that will test you physically, emotionally, and psychologically. You will see the best and worst Night City has to offer in a time when chaos is the rule of day and stability is a long forgotten memory. You will experience action, intrigue, mysteries, romance, betrayal, and more. But be warned because once you start straddling the Edge, there's no getting off again.

How Do I Apply?

If you are interested in going on this adventure with me, then what you have to do is the following:
  1. Send me a PM with 'Forgotten Dreams' in the subject line. I will not respond to any chats sent my way unless they are requests for a PM first for whatever reason as I just don't like the chat system here.
  2. Tell me what I should call you, a fun fact about yourself, and your likes and dislikes in storytelling, especially your hard limits. I am a writer interested in very dark themes and smut, and part of that means knowing where I need to stop for you.
  3. Give me a basic character idea and a writing sample. It doesn't have to be very long, but the more complex and detailed the better chance of securing the writing spot. The writing sample should be a short narrative about your character receiving Checkmate's message and how they react to it.
  4. Finally, really sell yourself as a partner to me. I'm only looking for a single partner on this idea, and I'm going to be very picky about it.
I look forward to hearing from you!
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2024.06.08 22:03 Skank_cunt_42 The Daily Taco (June 8th 2024/Day 167)

Hey Tacos,

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Previous Daily Taco
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As always, discussion is open to anything and everything Taco related!
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2024.06.08 22:03 Skank_cunt_42 The Daily Plunge (June 8th 2024/Day 336)

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2024.06.08 22:01 Data_Daniel Schematic Review Request - TL494 flyback converter design with cockroft-walton voltage multiplier

Schematic Review Request - TL494 flyback converter design with cockroft-walton voltage multiplier
Schematic of flyback converter with cockroft-walton voltage multiplier
This is my first attempt at a high voltage power supply. I do not have any constraints when it comes to power delivery. I am using 12V VCC, a TL494 PWM generator, no feedback, just manual voltage dividers to adjust the duty cycle. Some free spots for resistors to adjust the frequency. I want to generate my AC using a npn mosfet. To trigger the mosfet I am using a suitable mosfet gate driver. The values for bootstrap resistor and on-time resistor are rough estimates. I am not expecting to go above 100 kHz. All of this is new to me. I've read a couple application notes for the mosfet gate driver and for flyback converters or in particular TL494. I've tried to follow the examples as good as possible. The cockroft-walton multiplier is wired in a way that I should be able to get +HV and -HV depending how I connect my voltage divider and it should also be possible to get floating output when the voltage divider is not connected and instead out+ and out- are connected directly. All parts are SMD. For the diodes I am using Vishay BYG23M-E3/TR3 in series since they are only rated for 1kV, 1.5A and I want some safety margin. The capacitors are Wurth Elektronik 885342210004 (3kV, 1nF). I am expecting the transformer to output roughly 300-500V, I've got one that I tested on a breadboard with TL494 and a TIP41. The cascade should not exceed 10kV. The resistors are Bourns CHV2512-FX-1005EST, 10M 2512 footprint high voltage resistors rated for 3kV. Everything else is fairly standard and 1206 footprint. At some point I want to add some feedback and connect my voltage divider to the TL494.
This is how I imagined this to work. Please bear with me if there are some blatant mistakes or I've decribed something wrong. English is not my native language and I am not an electronics engineer.
Any critique would be greatly appreciated!
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2024.06.08 22:00 HipHopMakers 450 FREE Drum & Bass Samples by Producers Buzz

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2024.06.08 21:55 AnonAustria13 Is it possible to get rid of stringing on the Autodesk FDM test

Hi,
I'm currently dialling in a new PLA using the built-in calibration prints from Orcaslicer. The retraction test shows basically no stringing even at 230C for PLA at reasonable retraction. However, when printing the Autodesk FDM test (standard model in Orca), there is severe stringing on the spikes. I cut the spike section out (as to not waste plastic) and played around with temps and retractions, going down to 215C.
Now the results do get better, but before wasting a bunch of time: Do you expect a string-free FDM test from a good filament profile, or is that an unrealistic expectation anyway (since the feature is the worst possible case for stringing).
I don't really wanna reduce my temps too much as I'm going for strength, so I'm not looking for a "barely melting sales demo" profile.
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2024.06.08 21:55 EatinSLOCal House of Bagels Central Coast - Review

Background:
New Yorkers have this notion about how the water used to make their bread products. Usually itā€™s all about their pizza dough and how itā€™s the water that makes it the best. But just as often, you hear the same thing about their bagels, and you canā€™t beat a New York bagel because itā€™s not the same water. Well guess what? Causal revelations that you spent time in New York isnā€™t going to change the fact that we make bagels out here in California. And we have a brick-and-mortar spot in town called House of Bagels Central Coast.
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Setting:
šŸ“158 A Higuera St, San Luis Obispo, CA 93401
House of Bagels Central Coast is located in the shopping center between South St and Madonna Rd next to Taco King. Inside are a handful of tables and a big service counter, as well as outside seating. House of Bagels Central Coast is open Monday ā€“ Friday 6:30 AM ā€“ 2 PM, Saturday & Sunday 7 AM ā€“ 2 PM. Order ahead is available via email.
Menu/Selection:
Regular Bagels ā€“ Blueberry, Chocolate Chip, Egg, Everything, Garlic, Jalapeno, Onion, Plain, Gluten Free Plain, Poppy Seed, Pumpernickel, Sea Salt, Sesame Seed, Sourdough, Sun-Dried Tomato, Whole Wheat, Whole Wheat Everything, or Whole Wheat Sesame. Cheese Bagels ā€“ Asiago Cheddar, or Jalapeno Cheddar. Specialty Bagels ā€“ Ghost-Pepper Jack or Tomato Provolone. The Schmear ā€“ Plain, Chive, Garlic Herb, Jalapeno, Sun-dried Tomato, Veggie, Strawberry, or Honey Walnut. Breakfast ā€“ Eggwiches on choice of toasted bagel with butter, salt & pepper ā€“ Eggless Cheese (Cheddar, Pepper Jack, Provolone, Swiss, or Ghost Pepper Jack) & Meat (Bacon, Ham, Sausage, or Turkey), Eggwich, Eggs & Cheese, Eggs Cheese & Meat, Eggs Lox & Schmear, Veggie My Eggs, Eggies & Hotties, or Meat Eater. Lunch served with house pasta salad and pickle spear ā€“ BBQ Chicken, BLT, Californian Turkey Panini, Classic Club, Chicken Caprese, Mediterranean, Rustic Roast Beef, Traditional Veggie, or Ultimate Turkey. Bagels with ā€“ Plain Schmear, Flavored Schmear, Honey Walnut Schmear, or Other Spreads. Topped (Bagels) ā€“ Red Hat, Fascinator Hat, Green Hat, Top Hat, Salsa Hat, Avocado Toast, or Nova Lox & Schmear. Salads ā€“ Cobb, Caesar, Garden, or Orange Spinach. Coffee Drinks and Pastries also available, and a build your own traditional sandwich.
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What I Had:
I had a Plain Green Hat and Everything Meat Eater Eggwich. The Green Hat is a toasted bagel with plain schmear and avocado seasoned with lemon pepper. Call me basic, but I like me an avocado toast, so naturally an avocado topped bagel with schmear piqued my interest. I like that they kept it simple, seasoning the avocado with lemon pepper is a great choice, the lemon zest brings some acidity to the equation to counter balance the double fat (avocado and cream cheese) and the pepper and salt make the avocado sing. The plain bagel was decent, good chew to it. The Meat Eater Eggwich on an Everything Bagel is eggs, cheddar cheese, bacon, ham, and sausage. Okay I may be basic, but you all know I also like a manly, meat-eater dish too. Unfortunately, the meats were a little under seasoned for my liking. But the Everything Bagel tied everything together well, again, coming back to the salt aspect from the previous dish, it left me wanting more with each bite.
Would I Have It Again:
Sure. The bagels had a decent chew and the two I had tasted good topped with everything. I am interested in trying the Honey Walnut Schmear in the future. At the same time, everything I had, I can make at home with their bagels and schmear. So with all of that in mind, House of Bagels Central Coast gets an Eatinā€™ SLOCal Rating of ā€“ Give it a Try!
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2024.06.08 21:53 dashboardcomics Metroid RPG: IMPORTANT UPDATE + DEV DIARY

Metroid RPG: IMPORTANT UPDATE + DEV DIARY
TLDR: Game is done. All that's left is to rebuild my website as a place to host it (since I don't trust Google docs) but my broke ass can't afford a yearly squarespace subscription, and my dumbass doesn't know how to code html. So I'm open to suggestions on what to do. I'm also open to suggestions on how to announce this since I don't like being on social media, but I want a place that people can have easy access to for updates.
Full: Iā€™m not sure where else to post something like this. I donā€™t like to be on social media, & I still havenā€™t rebuilt my website. Reddit seems to be the place where most of you even discovered this project, so for now Iā€™m going to post this announcement here, and Iā€™m open to suggestions on ways to announce the release date of the final build. (Let me know what ya'll use: Tiktok, Instagram, smoke signals etc.)
Iā€™ve just finished the last of the Illustrations for the Metroid RPG, which means the bulk of the development is done. All thatā€™s left is to compile all the pages together into a single document and figure out how to rebuild my website to host it, as I intend on it being free for all to play.
Most of you may only know about the Metroid RPG for a few months now, but in reality this has been a project I've been working on & off since 2022. This final leg of development has been the most grueling and agonizing part of this passion project. The finish line is always the least fun part of any artistic endeavor.
The fun part is always the beginning stages: the conceptualization, the blue sky phase, the part where you get to daydream all day and everything just works exactly the way you think it will. But the closer you bring that dream to physical reality, the part where you realize not everything you imagined worked as well as you thought it would, the constant cuts and compromises, and the tedium of polishing the presentation until youā€™re sick of looking and thinking about it, itā€™s those things that make your once burning passion fizzle into exhausted embers.
For many artists thereā€™s an inherent fear of finishing a product. When itā€™s complete and out there, itā€™s no longer in this safe bubble free from scrutiny. Once itā€™s out in the public, itā€™s vulnerable to criticism, and because so many artists inevitably put a lot of themselves into their work, any points of critique are felt as attacks on their character (Even when they know itā€™s not)
This is why a majority of fanworks or creative products in general never see the light of day. Thatā€™s become less of a problem for me over the years as I have 20 things I wanna work on at a time, and no time to do even 1 at a time. So itā€™s always a relief to finally finish something so I can move on to the next shiny thing. For me the frustrating part of finishing something is the sensation of being at the finish line, and constantly feeling like the ribbon is being moved out of reach cuz thereā€™s 20 small imperfections that need to be ironed out. Itā€™s a cruel battle between my impatience to finish something, and my obsessive perfectionism.
This feeling gets compounded the longer Iā€™ve been working on something, and this thing has been cooking longer than I expected. This whole thing started after I played the original Metroid gamebook, Zebes Invasion Order, back in November 2022. I fucking hated it. I thought It was a very boring and poorly designed game, and when I see something obviously broken, my brain hyper-fixated on figuring out why it's broken and ways to fix it. (So ya know, it's been great living in a country with a fucked economy and even more busted power structure)
I thought of ways to improve the gameplay, add actual depth to it and add conventions from the modern games. I wouldn't do anything with these ideas until January, when the Metroid Prime remaster came out. That re-ignited my passion for the metroid series which made me want to make this idea a reality.
I ended up designing the entire game, creating the map, conceptualizing the world, and completing all the writing, all in 2 months. I even got play testing done during this time. At this point I was still working as a janitor at a hospital. We donā€™t have break rooms so I would take my breaks in the utility closet, this was where I got the bulk of my play testing done.
Shortly afterwards, I compiled everything into the beta build and did the open beta test later that year. I was gonna resume work on it after getting enough feedback from the playtesters, but got wrapped up in my other projects.
I wouldnā€™t resume it again until April of this year after I completed the latest chapter of my webcomic. My webcomic once again failed to take off no matter how hard I tried to promote it. It feels like no matter what I do, no one seems to care about my original work and I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong. (Cuz the people who do read it say it's good, apparently...)
The Metroid RPG is the first thing Iā€™ve ever created that a large number of people have shown interest in. So begrudgingly I decided to finish this project once and for all, and then commit the rest of the year to other fan projects as an avenue for people to see my original body of work. I also hope to use this gamebook as a proof of concept to reach out to other creative people and do more gamebook collaborations.
Given the total hours I spent on this, if this was my full time job (which I still hope to achieve someday) I couldā€™ve gotten this entire thing done from start to finish in 3 months. But between having to work a day job & raising a family, all my ambitions have halted to a snailā€™s pace, and I wanna be spriniting like a cheetah.
Thereā€™s so much more I want to do, some of it Metroid related, some of it Nintendo related, most of it are original ideas I want to share with the world. If you end up playing the Metroid RPG and enjoyed yourself, I hope youā€™ll follow me on the rest of my journey to share my stories and worlds.
~Eli
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2024.06.08 21:52 ApocalypseSpoon QAnon Judge lets Diagolon JMack and his Nazi GF go after deliberately dragging her feet to make sure the time limits would run out. -Cue Church Lady voice- "How Conveeeeeenient!"

BACKGROUNDER: So Jeremy Mackenzie, or as I like to refer to the Nazi bastard, "Diagolon JMack" was arrested, in Saskatchewan, in connection with the Coutts murder conspiracy (more here https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/calgary/coutts-arrests-charges-border-protest-1.6354587 ), that happened during the 2022 military coup attempt in Canada, wherein Diagolon JMack was part of one of the militia groups in Coutts, but this is the one that was going to assassinate...somebody...the general citizenry still doesn't know who it was the Qanadian Atomwaffen QCumbers wanted to kill, because of course we'll never find that out. Maybe in a hundred years or so it'll be a footnote in a history textbook, who knows. Here's the article about Diagolon JMack's arrest for that:
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/saskatchewan/jeremy-mackenzie-leader-of-the-controversial-diagolon-movement-arrested-on-canada-wide-warrant-1.6599930
Read the whole article - about halfway down, CBC starts to leak information about said military coup, way too long after the fact, that they should have been reporting during the coup, about the murder conspiracy at the Coutts blockade, and Diagolon, and the other blockades across the country (never mind the fact CBC, and the other news outlets, concentrated only on the non-military Qonvoyers in Ottawa, when the CAF, or as I like to refer to them as, the Qanadian Armed Forces and/or QAnon Armed Forces (pick your poison), because these goons had the entire freakin border closed (ironically enough, they were "protesting" border closures, or so they claimed - hint: this was a lie - see also https://journals.lib.sfu.ca/index.php/jicw/article/view/5101 ), as well as other revelations that, of course, never came out during the weeks-long coup.
Oh, and they just "casually" slip in, about 3/4 of the way through the article, burying the lede, that Diagolon JMack was also (quelle surprise) QAF. "Temporarily released" during the coup. (Yeah. So the QAF members could do the coup, see.)
Which brings us to today's article. It seems Diagolon JMack and his ugly-souled Nazi GF are free as birds right now beeeecause...the clearly QAnonsense-addled judge deliberately dragged her feet so she could let them go. And she admitted it. In court.
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/harassment-charges-robert-strang-stayed-1.7225904
One particular issue, she said, was a decision not to hold the trial alongside a series of Charter hearings earlier this year, which would have allowed the trial to wrap up in early May and within the 18-month threshold.
She noted MacKenzie's lawyer, Sherif Foda, had warned last year he would seek to have the charges stayed if a "blended" approach was not taken and it led to trial delays.
Hartlen said the prosecution had wanted to separate the two, but it was her decision to do so, and she acknowledged the way she approached it was "less than ideal."
So of course Diagolon JMack and his Nazi GF cleaned up real nice for this little outing (compare the pics in this one to their "normal" pictures in the previous article about Diagolon JMack's arrest in SK) - thus proving CBC's CPC-riddled (and CPC-addled) Board of Directors is now officially on its mission to clear the dirty reps of aaaallllll the QCumbers, but most especially the military ones. "Please don't coup us again sir we'll rehabilitate your reputation sir!"
This is also coming on the heels of lots and lots of, "Let's be kiiiiiiiind to themmmm!" rhetoric, being pushed, by the very science communicators that these Nazi bastards targeted, hard-core, for years.
This is not about "being the better person," science communicators, this went beyond the "let's be the better people" after the fkn murder conspiracy during the fkn military coup attempt and the straight-up Nazi militia training encampment that is in MB right now okay.
Yes, "let's be kind to them." To the literal Nazis who caused thousands of Canadian deaths (2,800, to be precise https://www.cca-reports.ca/wp-content/uploads/2023/01/Report-Fault-Lines-digital.pdf ). Yes, let's "be kiiiiind" to the literal Nazis who literally tried to unseat a democractically-elected government (and a couple provincial ones, tho the attempted putsch in NL was by Russia-controlled UNIFOR).
Sure. "Let's be kiiiiiiind" to the Nazis involved in a murder conspiracy, who closed the Canadian border for weeks with their Russia-backed coup attempt. Again, see here, if you think I'm being hyperbolic: https://journals.lib.sfu.ca/index.php/jicw/article/view/5101
"Let's be kiiiiiiiiind to themmm!" I guess this judge was taking notes, eh.
"Kind to them"?! Absolutely not! When people tell you who they are, believe them! As Diagolon JMack and his Nazi GF fly free.
But bird flu is gonna kill us all, anyway, so. IDK. I go between "This disgusts me." and "IDGAF" throughout the day, these days. Sometimes several times a day.
Just a heads-up, Q_H; in some jurisdictions, the QCumbers are the winners. And the winners are already beginning to (re)write the history.
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2024.06.08 21:51 Excellent-Target-847 One-Minute Daily AI News 6/8/2024

  1. DuckDuckGo will now allow you to anonymously use ChatGPT, Claude and Meta AI for free.[1]
  2. Later this month, people in Berlin will be able to book an hour with an AI sex doll as the worldā€™s first cyber brothel rolls out the service following a test phase.[2]
  3. Tomato ai launches zero-shot accent softening model to revolutionize call center industry.[3]
  4. AI Systems Are Learning to Lie and Deceive, Scientists Find.[4]
Sources included at: https://bushaicave.com/2024/06/08/6-8-2024/
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2024.06.08 21:50 Excellent-Target-847 One-Minute Daily AI News 6/8/2024

  1. DuckDuckGo will now allow you to anonymously use ChatGPT, Claude and Meta AI for free.[1]
  2. Later this month, people in Berlin will be able to book an hour with an AI sex doll as the worldā€™s first cyber brothel rolls out the service following a test phase.[2]
  3. Tomato ai launches zero-shot accent softening model to revolutionize call center industry.[3]
  4. AI Systems Are Learning to Lie and Deceive, Scientists Find.[4]
Sources:
[1] https://www.livemint.com/technology/tech-news/duckduckgo-will-now-allow-you-to-anonymously-use-chatgpt-claude-and-meta-ai-for-free-heres-how-it-works-11717724929539.html
[2] https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c2qqxqgp9yno
[3] https://venturebeat.com/ai/tomato-ai-launches-zero-shot-accent-softening-model-to-revolutionize-call-center-industry/
[4] https://futurism.com/ai-systems-lie-deceive
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2024.06.08 21:50 Educational-Tea-6572 About Omega's m-count...

There was a lot of chatter during season 3 about whether Omega is actually Force sensitive or not, and the theory was floated that the reason why Omega's blood was successful in the experiments was because she had a high m-count herself that, in essence, boosted the numbers during the experiments.
As I'm coming close to finishing my latest full rewatch, I'm inclined to believe Omega is indeed Force sensitive, BUT not "enough" to be of particular interest to the Empire for that factor alone.
We see that the Empire has the means to run rapid tests on m-count (like the Jedi did), and I would think someone in the Advanced Science Division would think to rule out variables such as baseline high m-count in the blood being tested for transference (though that, of course, is just speculation on my part, and perhaps I'm giving the scientists too much credit). Of note, Hemlock says "We tried various methods, mixing samples from our other test subjects, yet nothing worked until we combined your sample with one of our m-count specimens," which makes me wonder if they already tried boosting the numbers by mixing high m-count samples. So perhaps Omega has a decent midichlorian level - enough to pique Ventress's interest, and perhaps enough that she could have been trained to wield the Force - but it isn't high enough to attract Hemlock's attention on its own.
So ultimately I think Omega is important to Project Necromancer for exactly the reason Hemlock states: her blood serves as a binding agent that allows for successful m-count replication during transference. Whether she is Force sensitive enough to be trained as a Force wielder is irrelevant - she is important to the project because her blood is unique well beyond having (or not having) a certain m-count.
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2024.06.08 21:45 hpottsy My husband got himself a girlfriend while I was on holidays

I've been perusing these cheating subreddit groups for months now and have been wanting to write this on Reddit since this has happened to me but I don't know how to make this into something shorter than a novel. But here's my story.
I'm in my 40s, my common law husband is early 50s. We are fit, and take good physical care of ourselves. We've been together for 9 years and have lived in many different countries around the world. We met in a foreign country where we lived as well. 2 years ago we had an unplanned child that has changed everything as they do. (We both love our toddler very much)
Soon, I realized that hubby wasn't responsible enough with money, to be able to provide for us where we weren't living check to check. And yes he makes more than enough. There were some times where we might have needed to cut some spending down for a slow month, but it's only me who made those sacrifices. As a full-time stay-at-home mom, I soon would start to feel like a fool having to ask for every dollar and having to explain where it all went. Sometimes he was happy to give me the money to get the basic needs for me and his daughter, but most times he would make a cruel joke thinking it was funny. In fact a friend recently commented on it and asked if he was always like this? I said "wow I didn't think anyone noticed, I thought it was just me!" so it did validate my feelings. I'm a very frugal person I don't buy anything for myself, everything is just food and gas. (Albeit expensive)
In 2020, I had saved up some cash from my bartending job and I made the decision to invest in nearly a whole Bitcoin for our child's future. I begged him not to touch it. But every time he brought it up to someone, he bragged about trading it. He was the only one with the access to it. He promised me repeatedly that he wouldn't touch or trade that money. And within less than a year all of it was gone. If my almost Bitcoin hadn't been "traded" by him, well you do the math.
Soon I found myself raising two children. Not good for the sex life, not good for anything. don't want to say I didn't have a share in the disintegration of our relationship, because obviously that's 50/50, but I began to hate and resent him. He lied to me several times about the smallest stupidest stuff. Including that money and well, if he can lie so easily about that stuff what else?
As time went on I would get more and more angry with the dynamics of our life taking out my anger on him and vice versa. Not a good look. I soon went from this happy and free go lucky girl, to an angry negative person. But not once throughout this all, did I ever feel he stepped out, He always made me feel loved and desired. I never would cheat on him or even entertain it.
This year has been particularly rough as we currently live in a country where drugs are cheap, really good and easy to get. He didn't come home for a few days over New years and explained it like "what!? I just want to party?" Like it was ridiculous that I would even ask him where he was, or how perfectly normal to leave your wife and child and go party for a few nights and not come home. I would have left at this point, but I was financially dependent on this human in a foreign country (which I'm a resident of). We have a kid and sometimes you just beat a dead horse and try and work on stuff you know?
We'd often go on trips, apart from each other and it has always been a dynamic of our relationship from the start. This year alone I have gone to my home country twice, and recently, another country that we used to live in, to attend two of our friend's weddings.
One night during one of the weddings After talking to him all day and evening,he went AWOL. I didn't think anything of it because I thought he was jealous that I was at the wedding of our friends... But no that wasn't the case. Turns out he met a new girl at his job that night and was funking her a few hours later, in my car in the parking lot, All while my good friend was babysitting our child. (She apparently didn't know anything, but I don't believe her)
Fast forward a week later, still on my trip, and hubby sends me a nude for the first time... ever!! When I asked him about it, he immediately unsent it and said oh I'm embarrassed. I then asked him who the lucky girl was, (jokingly!!?) not knowing that he actually did take it for someone else.
I flew home a few days later. We had our usual fight, on the way home. During this argument, we broke up like we ALWAYS do. We arrived home and continued living life like we did before I left, in our house together. We cooked meals together and had sex once without protection. It was the same like every other day. He kept hugging me, being affectionate every day. Does this sound like we're broken up to you? Sure didn't to me.
During this time he also told me about this house sitting job he was offered from his married "clients" and it came with a car. I thought this is really strange because who loans their house and car to people they hardly know? A few days later, my friend asked me how I was doing with the breakup! I'm like what? Breakup? What? This was how I found out we actually broke up! The kicker was the response from my husband. I messaged him and said we're broken up?? He kind of laughed and said how could you not know? Like in complete disbelief! Like I would continue to sleep with him if I knew we were broke up? Hardly! And stay and cook in my house? Hell no. He completely took advantage of me, used me and disrespected me. Trying to have the best of both worlds. Just utter disgust.
So at this point he started exclusively sleeping at this house sit and had been driving around this car for a few days. I just knew that something was off about this house and the car but I couldn't find any more information.
It was his birthday during this time and we had some plans for a cake and a small family celebration. I was getting our kid excited about the celebration because who doesn't love making a cake.
I'm out for coffee with the same friend who asked me about the breakup, and she asks if my husband was leaving the next day to go to work? I said no, it was next week. She said oh that's not what he said. The next day my husband told me he was leaving the following morning to go work out of town 2 hours from here. And that it was an emergency that he had to be there the next day.
This wasn't unusual because he worked there before, but the timing was a bit off. For him to need to go right away, bad how he kept saying he needed "space" which he just had 4 weeks of, as I was away. I'm like what about"the cake? the little party we had planned" ? He said no I don't want to celebrate my birthday this year. I thought that was really strange because he loves to be admired and to be the center of attention. I also told him giving me 12 hours notice before leaving town for a week was disrespectful and he needed to be more conscious of my time.
He literally almost left without giving us any money to live for the week. My car was empty of gas and we needed groceries. He made me beg and cry for 60 dollars which would have only filled up my tank. It wasn't until I threatened to go into town and ask to borrow money from his friends, that he whipped around and graciously gave me another $40. ( I do want to add I live in one of the most expensive countries in the world. I don't need to be slagged about it, as it wasn't like this when I moved here 5 years ago). $100 does not go far filling up a car with gas and groceries for the week for two. Never mind if there was an emergency. So I budgeted my $100 put $10 in the car didn't drive anywhere I didn't have to for the week, got the bare minimum for groceries and saved the rest in case there was an emergency.
After he left that night, I found out, rather luckily and accidentally, that he's not actually in the town where he says he's working, but in the big city where the airport is. When I ask him where he is, he doesn't answer me till the next day and replies with 'in bed' which in all actuality was true. But he was really in bed with his new girlfriend, who had just flown back in to see him for the week. (She lives in a different country and owns the house here where hubby is staying at) This girl is also married with three children and two different baby daddies. But I have no ill will towards her, she only believes what my convincing husband told her. So he keeps up his little facade to me, pretending he's working when he's just wining and dining with her, eating out, staying at air bnbs. Meanwhile I had to beg for $100?!
He pretends that the place he's staying at has terrible Wi-Fi and he can't video call (uh huh). We've never not video called no matter how shitty it's been, especially now that we have a kid.
After a week of limited communication probably the least we've ever had, he suddenly decides to come home, at night which was strange. (Turns out he dropped his new girlfriend off at the airport and drove home)
When he gets back, he wants to see the child but it is too late they in bed. So we decide that he would see the child the next night.
Next evening he spends at my (our) house. Meanwhile I still don't know anything other than that we are broken up. I went to bed early that night, and woke up before midnight for a bathroom break. I went to see if he was in the bedroom with the child and there he was sleeping. Then I noticed his phone sitting there. Just staring at me. The voice said look at me. I tried several times to tell the voice to shut up, because why wouldn't I believe everything hubbys telling me? But the voice kept insisting. So I grabbed the phone. (I do want to say that this is the first time in our entire relationship that I felt inclined to pick up his phone and actually snoop.) I got about 20 minutes into it before he woke up and realized that I had it.
The pictures and messages I found in those 20 minutes have completely altered my life. Not only was it his new "girlfriend", it was several women on the go and he was texting them the same exact messages just copying and pasting and on top of that he was sending them pictures of him with our kid, listening to them all tell them what a good daddy he was. He also admitted to sleeping with someone else before his new girlfriend too. I got to read all the dirty nasty messages they were exchanging for the past month, pictures included.
The thing is, I felt absolutely nothing seeing him kiss and hug another girl, which really made this a whole lot easier in that aspect of I don't have to worry about my feelings. I also found out he cheated on me quite early on in our relationship when it was really good, and I think that's probably what hurt the most.
After he busted me with his phone (wish I thought to change his passcode on him cause that would have really messed him up! ) He tried to get mad at me for having the audacity to go through it. Like I violated him or something LOL. Is that your defense? he just kept repeating over and over " but I didn't cheat" ! but I didn't cheat! Like dude I just read your phone. Come on. The most satisfying part was emptying his drawer of clothes and throwing it at him like they do in the movies. Now at my age I have to go in for an STD test and I live in a really small town. But you know what ? I just don't give a f*+k because I'm not the cheater. I was a great wife and I'm a great mother and I can hold my head up high and know that I did the best possibly could. Yes I know I have a lot to work on for myself and my future partner but I know I did my best.
Fast forward to now we haven't talked about a thing, he's hardly had any remorse at all and is only admitted to what I know. Here's the problem. I'm literally financially dependent on him because I quit my job and sold my house to continue to be a full-time stay at home mom, which is something we agreed on when we had the child. I have no money to go anywhere or move or start new in a different part of our country because as I said we are in a small town.
So every day I have to see or hear about him and it's not helping the healing process. His girlfriend's house is 5 minutes from our house and he comes and goes as he pleases to mine, completely ignoring my boundaries and disrespecting me. He is completely absolved himself from all responsibilities leaving me with the house and the dogs and everything that comes with taking care of that on top of being a full-time mom. I don't have money for daycare or babysitters either so I don't get a spare moment unless he has her. I'm trying to start working again but I'm finding a lot of obstacles and one of them is babysitting. I don't have a lot of friends here and everyone who lives here it's quite busy and has their own children or are working full time so friends and family taking my child is not an option. I don't really have support here. I don't actually have support in my home country either. The only support I have is probably in the country I was just in at, but seeing as I just came back from there, I don't have Any $$$.
Not really sure what I'm looking for here but I really needed to get the story off of my chest. I've left out so many details and so many shitty things he's done. I'm tired of dwelling on what he's done I want to be able to move forward now. Because I'm financially dependent on him my options are limited. I was able to go away for 4 days and gain some clarity. But as soon as I came back to this house, to this environment, I'm in the same spot I was before; lost and unsure. I'm a very strong independent woman, but I'm weak right now. I'm scared to raise my child alone. I'm finding it really hard to balance everything and be stable for her. I never wanted to do this alone, I honestly don't think I'm capable of doing this alone it makes me question everything.
I don't believe anything he says, I also don't believe he's capable enough to make responsible decisions. He has been clean from drugs 2 months now maybe 3. I am staying here to allow him to try and be a good father. If I don't try, I will never be able to look my daughter in the eye and say I tried everything. But if history repeats itself as it already has started to do, he will not be a present father, nor will he be supporting us for very much longer.
The irony of this all is that he did the exact same thing to his ex-wife when we met. I'm inclined to believe that hubby and his ex wife weren't broken up when we met like he said.
I know there's been a lot of support for survivors of a$$hole$ here and I'm hoping some of you can share your experience and give me some advice. Especially with sharing the child. I currently will not allow the child on any overnights with him until he gets a decent place or unless I leave my house and he stays here.
I've literally spent two weeks trying to compose this thing and I hope I can get something from it. I'm having trouble co-parenting with him because I feel like I haven't had a moment to heal from this. I start work again in a few weeks, I'm just praying that this will give me the time the space and the money I need to get ahead.
As of right now he is still supporting us still paying for the house that we live in. I'm pretty sure he's contacted his lawyer who is a loose friend as well and has revoked a permission slip to allow me to take our child out of the country thinking that I might take her and leave. which couldn't be further from the truth I want my child to have a father but this scares me. We already have a permission slip there is no need for him to go to revoke this. He doesn't know that I know this either. If I had some money I would be getting a lawyer. The more I write this out, the more I realize what a shitty position I'm in. He does the shitty thing and breaks up our family but gets to go out and be irrresponsible until he feels like he wants to be a parent and sees his kid. Meanwhile I'm not even getting a moment away or a moment to myself. I told everyone I possibly could tell. I want them to know what he's done and I'm tired of covering up for his bullshit and I'm not embarrassed to say it either.
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