Diapered bakugan

let me introduce myself first
when i first heard of reality shifting i was amazed by it,
ever since i was a kid i was fascinated by time travel and alternate history
and even though my dr is not based on some world from a licenced property, i have everything set for my dr,
the history (which is an alternate history similar to fringe with no 9/11, jfk had lived, zeppelins ruling the skies, etc)
its own culture (nintendo and sony being on the same team and sega still making consoles ala ohga shrugs, universal letting disney keep oswald the lucky rabbit under universal)
its own technology which is futuristic technology inspired by technology from between the 70s-2000ish such as 70s style pull tab cans, plastic backed diapers, steel transformers, bakugan and tonka trucks, mlp and barbie figurines with the hair actually made out of human hair as well as sci fi and fantasy technology inspired by series like rick and morty, sonic and dragon ball such as moon colonies, lizard like aliens, laser guns, tents that are actually like mini houses, space stations with cannons etc)
its own races (furries/beastkin, asian and jester style elves similar to jak and daxter if they were more like a klonoa character, fairies made out of the souls of haifur folicles and other forms of ewaste, almost like the chao garden robots with crt heads with a backstory (ala megaman and astro boy),
its own use of magic similar to harry potter, psychonauts, fictional animals such as protogens, unicorns, sergals, dragons, skilltaires, dutch angel dragons etc,
my own friends which were inspired by the older kids i would see and look up to when i would first start the first year of school as a kid/teen and the kind of friends i wanted as a kid (friends that i could play games like melee, klonoa and sonic adventure and watch anime with in peace
instead of playing gta and call of duty and being forced to read homestuck instead of playing undertale or mother 3) (you know the kind of characters you would see in a game like undertale, sonic, ddr or fighting vipers),
because as a kid i always wanted parents that were a bit younger (around 20-30 when i was 5 while my real parents is that my mom is in her 60s and my dad died in 2009)
like i said i even wanted friends that understood the things i liked instead of pretending they know what i was talking about,
my dr self is also a girl with buck teeth, a squeaky voice (like a chipmunk) and a fluffy tail as i my mom was used to raising girls in the form of my sister and also she almost had a miscarriage many times as i was being conceived due to her age at the time (which is also the theory of why i have autism)
and the buck teeth are based on a desire i had ever since i got surgery done on my baby teeth when i was 6 and wanted buck teeth because when i still had my baby teeth my moms friends would jokingly say i was storing food for the winter hence why i wanted buck teeth and a squeaky voice and also it looks so cute
my dr even goes as far as even the neighborhood my dr self grew up in which is inspired by what my hometown was like in the 90s before covid, 9/11 and the refugee crisis made it somewhat dangerous, things that i want in a town like a ny style pizza shop, an old school arcade, a dave and busters, a music shop that sells both instruments and albums and also plays mtv on their tvs, a golden corral, an exotic pet shelter, an anime store, a clothing store that sells obscure things like petticoats and soap shoes, a deli, a bodega that sells ramune and where my friends in my dr get mrs freshleys reese cookies and have a beer with the steampunk/y2k guy fiery looking dude who works their, a dairy queen with a propeller arena cabinet, a futuristic looking park, cable cars like you would find on a mountain etc)
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now for the symptoms im getting
i remember before reality shifting was a thing (around 2019 or so before reality shifting was even discovered) i was sleeping and wanted to get a sonic ice cream bar but i was in sleep paralysis so i asked someone in what you would call a dr if they could either release sonic adventure 3 or a sonic adventure remake and if that doesn't happen they should leak dinosaur planet and release deltarune chapter 2
after that freaky stuff started to happen
first i found a leap pad at a thrift store like the one i had as a child but it was the original 2000 version as opposed to the 2003 version i had as a kid
then dinosaur planet was leaked and we all celebrated
then it got even weirder
one time i was sleeping and i had a dream of a sashley video where sashley breaks her collar in a similar way to rusty/firestar getting his collar broken in the first book in the warrior cats series and then when i woke up i searched on youtube to be curious and the result was me clicking on the crash meme and just like in my dream it showed sashley ripping apart her collar just like in my dream which freaked me out (normally in more recent sashley videos the collar is a symbol of innocence even in her early videos but in her early videos they were also shock collars as well that would shock the oc if the soul symbol is filled up),
my dr mutuals or even my dr self must have injected the animation meme into my dream through their computer or phone/pda
then after that i wrote a message to my dr asking them to get me an amiga 500 but they got me something weirder
i was walking home one time back in august and found a rusty coke can from the 70s that was just sitting there on the path where i walk home to it was crushed up and rusty from years of rain and once i brought it home a few weeks later it was gone
the last symptom i have right now is hearing an alarm clock even though im awake once and a while alongside having dreams of my dr only to wake up and forget about it as well as deltarune chapter 2 now being released like my dr mutuals fortold when i first started to do spiritual things like shifting, astral projection and tulpas back in 2019
now i keep hearing eurodance songs in my mind that may or may not exist in either my cr or drand im also starting to have dreams of my dr but when i really feel cozy even so their still not vivid yet
think their trying to wake me up to go home but i havent shifted yet
what do you guys think