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ladki ka chakkar maut se takkar (Long Read)
2024.05.17 08:43 DumbJEEtard ladki ka chakkar maut se takkar (Long Read)
Sorry for posting this I know this is not the right time or the right place to post this but pls yaar bohot dino se vent karna tha. It starts in 2020 I met this girl on discord hum dono bohot acche dost bann Gaye and vo mujhse ek saal choti thi tab mai chutiya tha Sigma ka 14 Banta tha and misogyny bhi karta tha taaki cool lagu but still vo mujhse acche se baat karti thi hum voice calls pe bhi baat karte the. She even used to share her pics (not those ones) but I never did since I was never comfortable sharing pics with someone whom I met online , mujhe bharosa nai tha.
In 2021-22 I left discord. 1-1.5 saal usse baat nahi Hui thi and mujhe uski yaad bhi nahi aati thi uss time because I used to spend most of my time playing cricket with my friends and studying so kaafi acchi thi life.
2023 mai boards dediye and installed Instagram in my summer vacations she was in my friend list and she again stated talking to me kaafi wholesome moment tha for me since after lockdown meri female interaction zero hogayi thi and she was the only one female friend of mine. We used to do voice calls daily even zoom calls sometimes (yeah she once saw my pic from my highlights mai vo pic remove karna bhul gya tha) so isliye ab I was comfortable with her. By every passing day we got more and more close. She even started flirting with me and later she used to share everything with me like she even used to discuss about how much pain she has to bear when she's on periods and other things.
She is SoBo/South Delhi type of girl and lives on a 3hr driving distance from my place. She is loaded as fuck but still she used to talk to me. I never had guts to confess my love for her which I had from the last 4 years because she was way out of my league. Long Hairs , fair skin color , chubby, and mesmerizing eyes. Some days came where she was busy so I couldn't talk to her literally mujhe raat ko neend nahi aati thi.
And finally it happened, she stopped responding to my messages and just used to give short replies like ok , emoji etc. I knew it was over for me ,she completely stopped talking to me and so I did and many days later she unfollowed my ig but didn't removed me from her followers but due to ego issues I unfollowed her. And I was like fuck that shit I'll study hard land at a good college and will make gf but guess what I studied well for few months but later I started stalking her ig again her account was public so I used to watch her stories from a website.
She seemed to be happy in her life chilling with her irl friends and going on vacations with her parents ( her parents are too cool ) , while I just used to watch those stories and think about it the whole day. I stopped doing that but even now when I study or when I try to sleep I get thoughts about her and think that where did I go wrong
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In 2021-22 I left discord. 1-1.5 saal usse baat nahi Hui thi and mujhe uski yaad bhi nahi aati thi uss time because I used to spend most of my time playing cricket with my friends and studying so kaafi acchi thi life.
2023 mai boards dediye and installed Instagram in my summer vacations she was in my friend list and she again stated talking to me kaafi wholesome moment tha for me since after lockdown meri female interaction zero hogayi thi and she was the only one female friend of mine. We used to do voice calls daily even zoom calls sometimes (yeah she once saw my pic from my highlights mai vo pic remove karna bhul gya tha) so isliye ab I was comfortable with her. By every passing day we got more and more close. She even started flirting with me and later she used to share everything with me like she even used to discuss about how much pain she has to bear when she's on periods and other things.
She is SoBo/South Delhi type of girl and lives on a 3hr driving distance from my place. She is loaded as fuck but still she used to talk to me. I never had guts to confess my love for her which I had from the last 4 years because she was way out of my league. Long Hairs , fair skin color , chubby, and mesmerizing eyes. Some days came where she was busy so I couldn't talk to her literally mujhe raat ko neend nahi aati thi.
And finally it happened, she stopped responding to my messages and just used to give short replies like ok , emoji etc. I knew it was over for me ,she completely stopped talking to me and so I did and many days later she unfollowed my ig but didn't removed me from her followers but due to ego issues I unfollowed her. And I was like fuck that shit I'll study hard land at a good college and will make gf but guess what I studied well for few months but later I started stalking her ig again her account was public so I used to watch her stories from a website.
She seemed to be happy in her life chilling with her irl friends and going on vacations with her parents ( her parents are too cool ) , while I just used to watch those stories and think about it the whole day. I stopped doing that but even now when I study or when I try to sleep I get thoughts about her and think that where did I go wrong
2024.05.17 06:03 senju__0 My biggest flex at the age of 19
 | -Me 19m -12 pass but join garya xaina (first choti ma physic ma lagya theo 2nd choti ma pass) -Started around almost 2 yr maybe -1million ma ni 518$ kina vani (video+short ho short lay paisa Kam dinxa + ma 1 min vanda Kam ko content halxu long ma "40, 30 ,50 etc.." second ko.. π submitted by senju__0 to NepalSocial [link] [comments] |
2024.05.16 11:24 ooohhhmmmcccaaarrr recent vibe of jeeneetards
bhai dekho ill try to be as nice and to the point to be possible
when i came to this subreddit for the time it was the first time me using reddit coz a friend of mine used to share posts of this subreddit and i genuinely enjoyed scrolling jeeneetards but bhai abhi itni negative vibe hogyi h iss sub ki har koi bas dukh ki baate karta h lets come to the first point cheating bhai kitna roge bhai ? cheating karli wow karliya bash usko dedi gaali beetgaya ek hafta ab aage bado na ? kitna rona dhona karoge about ruining jee han i understand jee kharab hojaata h har jagah mehnat kaam nahi karti bhagwan kismat ek chees hoti h i understand but bhai hafto hafto tak bas rote rhoge ki nta esa h wesa h ? kuch kar skte ho to karo nahi to chup betho lekin tmuhe post karna h padayi k ilava dusre exams ki tayyari ko chordkar reddit scroll karna aur post karna h aur jo log khete h saare exams gande gaye bhai tum chutiya ho jo saare exams gande kardiye jee 1st gaya 2nd gaya advanced maanlo cuet gaya vitee bhi gaya? bitsat bhi gaya ? be mtlab rr karna hota h genuine posts karliya karo bhai kabhi to rr k ilava jitna scroll karo all you do IS CRY i guess our youth has to come up with a strong mental state and thoda positive mindset ham bhot jyada hi rr karte hai aur bhot jyada hi negativity se surrounded hote h hobbies ko side rkh dete ho jocheeso ko enjoy karte ho side rkh dete ho bhai maa chudaye jee 2 ghante to kuch esa karo jisme sukoon milta ho maja aata ho thike bhai nahi jayenge iit nahi jaayenge nit make it clear to parents
JEE IS ONLY TO GIVE A BOOST TO YOUR CAREER INSTEAD OF A 6LPA ull get 10-14LPA thats fucking it THHE END FULL STOP thats the only thing of jee to meet good people and give a boost to your career yall have made it your entire fucking life han maine bhi holi chordkar jee ki padayi kari diwali side rkhke padayi kari COZ I LVOED TO STUDY I KNEW MAI ABHI CHOTI UMARMAI MEHNAT KARUNGA TO AAGE JAKAR UTNA PEACEFUL LIFE HOGA i study coz i want to study and i like studying i like solving questions the sense of achivement i get after solving a uqestion aur mock mai 25 mai se 20 sawal ya maths ka tough question hona tests mai questions hona i get the sense of achivement isliye padta hu kisike pressure mai nahi padta hu kisi KE LIYE NAHI PADTAH U APNE LIYE PADTA HU
reservation ke liye bhi rote h ye bache are jee ki padayi karte wakt nahi pata tha kya ki kitne percentile laani h ? tab nahi rona aya ki obc sc st le jaata h seat tumhari ?
are le jaata h to le jaata constitution badlega ? dusre exam ki tayyari karle lagrta h 99% nahi aayegi to loan leke padliyo bitsat clear karle just stop with rr thing
bhot time se mann tha ye vent out karne ka kyuki ccuties se ghirkar tang aagya hu
anyways keep studying work hard bhagwan ki pooja karo mann ko shaant rakho upar wala jo akrega acha karega have a good day
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when i came to this subreddit for the time it was the first time me using reddit coz a friend of mine used to share posts of this subreddit and i genuinely enjoyed scrolling jeeneetards but bhai abhi itni negative vibe hogyi h iss sub ki har koi bas dukh ki baate karta h lets come to the first point cheating bhai kitna roge bhai ? cheating karli wow karliya bash usko dedi gaali beetgaya ek hafta ab aage bado na ? kitna rona dhona karoge about ruining jee han i understand jee kharab hojaata h har jagah mehnat kaam nahi karti bhagwan kismat ek chees hoti h i understand but bhai hafto hafto tak bas rote rhoge ki nta esa h wesa h ? kuch kar skte ho to karo nahi to chup betho lekin tmuhe post karna h padayi k ilava dusre exams ki tayyari ko chordkar reddit scroll karna aur post karna h aur jo log khete h saare exams gande gaye bhai tum chutiya ho jo saare exams gande kardiye jee 1st gaya 2nd gaya advanced maanlo cuet gaya vitee bhi gaya? bitsat bhi gaya ? be mtlab rr karna hota h genuine posts karliya karo bhai kabhi to rr k ilava jitna scroll karo all you do IS CRY i guess our youth has to come up with a strong mental state and thoda positive mindset ham bhot jyada hi rr karte hai aur bhot jyada hi negativity se surrounded hote h hobbies ko side rkh dete ho jocheeso ko enjoy karte ho side rkh dete ho bhai maa chudaye jee 2 ghante to kuch esa karo jisme sukoon milta ho maja aata ho thike bhai nahi jayenge iit nahi jaayenge nit make it clear to parents
JEE IS ONLY TO GIVE A BOOST TO YOUR CAREER INSTEAD OF A 6LPA ull get 10-14LPA thats fucking it THHE END FULL STOP thats the only thing of jee to meet good people and give a boost to your career yall have made it your entire fucking life han maine bhi holi chordkar jee ki padayi kari diwali side rkhke padayi kari COZ I LVOED TO STUDY I KNEW MAI ABHI CHOTI UMARMAI MEHNAT KARUNGA TO AAGE JAKAR UTNA PEACEFUL LIFE HOGA i study coz i want to study and i like studying i like solving questions the sense of achivement i get after solving a uqestion aur mock mai 25 mai se 20 sawal ya maths ka tough question hona tests mai questions hona i get the sense of achivement isliye padta hu kisike pressure mai nahi padta hu kisi KE LIYE NAHI PADTAH U APNE LIYE PADTA HU
reservation ke liye bhi rote h ye bache are jee ki padayi karte wakt nahi pata tha kya ki kitne percentile laani h ? tab nahi rona aya ki obc sc st le jaata h seat tumhari ?
are le jaata h to le jaata constitution badlega ? dusre exam ki tayyari karle lagrta h 99% nahi aayegi to loan leke padliyo bitsat clear karle just stop with rr thing
bhot time se mann tha ye vent out karne ka kyuki ccuties se ghirkar tang aagya hu
anyways keep studying work hard bhagwan ki pooja karo mann ko shaant rakho upar wala jo akrega acha karega have a good day
2024.05.15 11:44 youhu69 Mullahs are everywhere now what should we do?
Jb fb,insta or tiktok kholta hu koi aik mullah ki video a jati hai ajeeb in logo na koi jgha nai chori or hur chutiyapa ki video ka nicha masala insala likha hota hai mera dimag ghumta hai. Kl mera pas meri choti cousin ayi us na koi tiktok daikhi thi ka dubai na hinduo ka mandir bnaya hai is liya allah ka azab aya and literally she was saying Allah kare aag lg jaye us mandir ko and she is 9 years old imagine there influence i believed that one day pak will become secular but now the hope is lost we can't stop these mullahs forces i think. What are your opinions on this should we do something or just stand and watch this.
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2024.05.14 09:49 Physical-Sound-763 rant hi hai vaise toh!(thoda guide krdo)
so i was feeling a bit low (suicidal hi) but last time suicidal bola tha toh sab kehre thee choti choti baat pe suicidal ho jaate hai toh ab nahi bolungi..anyways i m considering bds but agr khuda na khaasta nhi mila toh bsc nursing b ho skta hai govt college se toh i want a suggestion that ki bds/bvsc/bams ya bsc nursing from a good govt college which is more preferred??...
also my reason for not taking a drop is basically mental stress... jitna 2 saal mei hua hai i dont wanna risk it one more time plus i dont think so i can increase my marks to that much level i mean mai thoda sa unsure hu toh mai kisi ko disappoint nhi krna chahti dubara(parents ko toh lgta hai sab bahane hai anyways)
also i am also looking for some online mental health counselling or something like that because i think i really need to talk to somebody varna mai aise hi toxicity mei reh reh kar mar jaungi...i m open to paid ones as well!
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also my reason for not taking a drop is basically mental stress... jitna 2 saal mei hua hai i dont wanna risk it one more time plus i dont think so i can increase my marks to that much level i mean mai thoda sa unsure hu toh mai kisi ko disappoint nhi krna chahti dubara(parents ko toh lgta hai sab bahane hai anyways)
also i am also looking for some online mental health counselling or something like that because i think i really need to talk to somebody varna mai aise hi toxicity mei reh reh kar mar jaungi...i m open to paid ones as well!
2024.05.14 05:12 Ill_Macaroon9435 Feeling very lost in life
Maile chai last year boards deko ho ani baira apply garne bhanera last ma kei ni ramro bhayena ani time ekdamai dherai waste bhaisakyo. Maile ielts pani disake ani overall ramrai aayo (7.5) ani ielts deko ni 1 year huna lagisakyo. So the thing is nothing is going according to my plan ani I'm feeling very lost like k garne k nagarne bhairako chha. Ani main kura is malai baira jane bhanda ni cabin crew ma ekdamai dherai interest chha. 7 8 padhda dekhi nai ekdamai icchya thiyo tara mero ghar ko kasaile ni malai support nagarne bhayeko le I chose to try for abroad studies ani aaile mero condition dekhera I don't think ma baira jana sakchu plus I get homesick really easily. Malai aaile feri air hostess tira ekdamai interest bhairako chaa I mean already nai thiyo tara was just suppressing it for the sake of my family. My mom is the only one who supports me yo cabin crew wala line ma and my father is absolutely against this field. Aaile dekhi haina school padhda dekhi nai maile dherai choti manauna try garey tara nothing is working. I'm deciding to go against his will ani training lera air hostess ko lagi apply garne sochirako chhu ani padhai pani sangai garne sochirako chhu even though ma sanga lifetime nabolnu hola. Yei barey sochera ekdamai dherai roisake ani yo type garda gardai ni ma roirako chu LOL. I don't know k garum should I go against him and chase my dreams or should I give up everything and do as he says.. (They're calling me downstairs for discussion gtg I'll update later please pray for me)
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2024.05.13 19:50 Nighthawk80085 Lajja, Sharam, Peedha.
 | Aj cbse ka result aya hai, bohot kharab lag raha hai mujhe. Mere parents ne mujhe bilkul nahi daanta, mere father ulta aj restuarant se khaana pack karake laye thay. Mere kuch relatives ko lagta hai ki main retarted hoon, poore saal padha hai acche se tab jaake main pass hua hoon aur mere 72% aye hai ( no offense), sach baat bolu to fir main Indian economics poori chodh ke gaya tha, bst ke 4 chapter chode hai, accounts mein partnership ka 1st chapter choda tha aur financial to almost poori chodh ke gaya tha except cash flow wo baat alag hai ki zyada kch aya nahi tha financial statements se, aur to aur mera accounts mein 68 marks ka attempt hua tha similar case tha Mera baaki subjects mein bhi except for English. Parso mera CUET hai kuch khaas taiyaari nahi hai. 10th mein bhi mera Aisa hi scene tha, same score tha 10th mein, maine socha tha ki 12th mein acche se padhai karunga, 90% ke aas paas launga par main chutiya moj masti karne laga. Ab mera MBA ka bhi plan bekar ho gaya, pata nahi apni life mein kya karunga main ab gharwale bhi shayad ummed harr gaye hai. Mujhe kisi ne nahi daanta ulta appreciate kiya, bhot ajeeb laga hai mujhe aur bohot boora bhi. Kaash main marr hi jata par suicide karne ki himmat nahi hai mujhme. submitted by Nighthawk80085 to CBSE [link] [comments] |
2024.05.13 13:56 Witty-Fondant-7354 Maydumb ka first mother' day as fuhaan ki ammi
Dabba ne sabko shopping karwai ammi, dono khala and amma; but jaise ye log faltu ka content or thumbnail banate thy fuhaan ki ammi fuhaan ki ammi toh wahi fuhaan ki ammi ka phela mother's day tha kuch special effort nhi ???? Dabba itna sukha sukha sab kuch ??? Abhi tumhare he bhai bhabhi ne tumko woh challenge karwaya jisme tumne woh saman liya h jo sayad Zindagii me nhi dekha hoga ya khareeda hoga even tumko use he nhi karna ayega jiss level ka professional saman layi ho or suit bhi le aayi thi.... Toh vlog ke liye he sahi ek bag ya suit bhabhi ke liye bhi le leti. Downvotes hoga but I really don't care maydumb koi dudh ki dhulli nhi h lekin is this right ?? Not pampering her in pregnancy days , postpartum pregnancy days and even when you are saying everything on vlog and like taunting toh kya ek suit ya kuch bhi bhabhi ke liye bol deti toh kya choti ho jati challu ?? Challu your bhabhi did really good with you if it's on camera then also kam se kam show to karti thi na she groomed her, shadi , shopping, such gifts every thing thoda toh insaan ko ehsaan faramosh hona chahiye.
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2024.05.12 06:30 Murssteve What do you think about this
 | Esko purpose k ho guys malai ta yo fittikai man pardaina yo khali paisa sakne kaam ho jasto lagxa footpath ni block hunxa ramro nii dekhidaina purai rust vako pins niskeko hunxa ek choti hinda hindai ghopera tetanus ko syring nii lako ( educate me if i am wrong and this serves good purpose) sayed yo ramrai kura ho but poorly done matra hola submitted by Murssteve to NepalSocial [link] [comments] |
2024.05.11 20:53 HiHeyItsSKAY I pity you messy madam
 | Cringika ka bachpan se dream tha homewife bane ka but this vile shameless woman apne khud kay kaam bhi nahi karskti. Iβm furious right now. Yeh ibrahims ko bilkul sharam nahi ati kiya? Agar yeh kisi ki financial help krty hain tw unko naukaron ki tarha kyun treat krty hain? Hazaron servant hain inkay madam kay kapray woh iron nahi krskty? Ya yeh chomu krde iron isko krna kiya hota hai? I donβt like riza at all but just look at her, kitna happily apna meal enjoy kr rahi thi aur yeh chomu akar usko order de raha hai. Apni behan ko bol nah bhai jo khud ko maudaha ki Princess samajti hai aur bethi bhi farigh thi. Kesi aurat hai yeh cringika apni maa ko bachy ki nanny bnaya hua hai,Bachon se yeh alag kaam leti hain. Aisi konsi housewife hoti hai jiskay naam dusre krein. Apne sasural upper rakha hua hai lekin khana tk tw unka bna kr nai deskti.Bechre bachon ki chuttiyon mai bhi chutti nahi hoti. Yeh madam peechy pta nahi kiya kiya krwati hogi bachon se, jbhi sare bachon ki cringika aur chomu se koi attachment nahi dikhti kyunkay yeh bachon ko naukar bana kr laty hain mumbai. submitted by HiHeyItsSKAY to JanabMadamIbrahim [link] [comments] |
2024.05.11 19:40 OrdinaryMix4532 RabβοΈ Reddit βοΈne banadi jodi
Rant about green flag kt.
Green forest kt
Also Noone has proposed to one another yet We just in dating phase, not in relationship π€·πΌββοΈ
Continuation...
So as usual hami tya bhaktapur bata wednesday farkyem ghar. Then we chatted for a while and she continuously requested me to rant about her and so whats I did. But she was expecting a roast lol Haha. Thursday, i was busy with college assignments so we didnt talk that much haiii but she called me on my mobile and we talked for a lil bit and we came up with a plan to go to pulchowki this saturday. Friday mero international student eligibility scholarship ko lagi naxal ma interview thiyo so tya gako they. Thikai vayo interview ani ma ghar ayera sute.
Ani tespaxi baneshwor ghumna niske ma college mates vetna like bato ma she called me and we were on phone the whole time in bus, bla bla kura vo ani i found it funny when she asked aru kt lai vetna ta gairachainau ni and eben apologised to me if she was sounding desperate for attention, anyways ma khayera farke around 7. So, friday is club night for me and bois. So as usual my best friend said club jam vanera but i denied yesterday because club gaye vane hiking jana mildaina vanera, sathi pheri risayo ma sanga, hike ma tyo ni auna wala plan thiyo but ma club jana namanera risayo u ani audina vanyo. So at last, we decided, she and i will go alone.
Tara u sanga kunai ramro luga thena hike ma lagaune vanthyo soo i said chinta naliga, i will bring one t-shirt for you merai lagau. And she agreed. Teii 7 baje samma Sato bato pugam vanera plan banaye ani halka chat garera sutyem. Uslai pheri nidra lagenaxa 12 baje and she had had messaged me lol but ma nidayi sakera herina. Mero ni ankha 4:56 ma khulyo ani ma fresh vayera ani uslai uthauna call gare(personal alarm things) ani tespaci Dubai jana ready vayera 6 baje tira afno afno ghar bata niskem.
Ma chadai pugeko they so,tya i bought some bananas and snacks to munch on because why not. π€·πΌββοΈ Ani tespaxi tyo ni ayoo, saw her from distance, waved hi andbwe hugged and i was standing there like a stud holding ek darjan kera.π and she was like kasle khanxa yetro thulo thulo kera which i found funny. Anyways she complimented that i looked cute today banera Soo hamii micro chadyem
ani me being chalak as i am, bought earphone instead of air pods so that we can share it in a romantic way. Ek earphone do atma moment vayo for next 30min or so. Hahaha aba hera mero mobile ma matra dik chik song (the script, post molane, drake, lil baby, rammstein, pink flyod shits) haru matra thiyo so she wasn't really impressed with my music taste balla talla photograph vane euta romantic song vetyo tyo sunyo majale othrr than that i felt she tolerated listening to my favourite songs. I really glad that I didn't play Travis Scott songs to her though. (By the Travis Scott is fucking legend)
Tespaxi, pugem, we bought snacks and some drinks and around 8 pm hidyem mathi. Uslai pheri yad ayo she has to take her medicines, so we stopped at nearby bhati looking hotel for chiya and sel. She ordered black tea and I ordered milk tea. She wanted to dip her sel in my jutho chiya ani she asked if she can try. And she drank my jutho chiya brooooo whatππ mero siblings ra cousins le ni das choti socha houuu. Teii aba khayera hidyem. Then i remembered that i bought her t-shirt and i showed her that, she was looking fine af already but she still wanted to wear mine. Najik ko hotel ma gayera change garyo and it was suiting her well.
Anii teii Guff gardai hidira them. Ekdam jiskera. Also she wore my jacket lol. Bichma basera couple wala photography ni garem also ek arka ko roast pani hanira them. Vro laughed at my dumbest jokes yrrr. Lolol lamest jokes possible. J hos ramailo nai vaira thiyo. We were listening to romantic songsz talking about past experiences, and sharing opinions. Just idk i wanted to prank my ex gf which she somehow agreed for, but network nai milena lol. Tespaxi we sat and ate chips tyo ni tesle malai afnai hath le khuwayo, so cuteeeeeee haha. Jhan afai euta khane, malai 3-4 wota ekchoti khuwaune like a child. Haha. It was cute though. We then again clicked pictures, rested. Ani teii jiskera basira them. About nonsense stuffs literally. Bato ma she was like playing with my hair ani maile ni usko tanira they kapal. Harek kura ma rich kid Rich kid Banera malai jiskaira thiyo tho which was halka annoying.
Literally hath ma hath samayera hidira them haha. Looked cute haha. Asked one uncle to click our couple pictures and it came out cute. Ma chor jasto dekhira chu vanira they, to Which she said, that i look good and i have good or say decent fashion sense Alsoo teii usko crush ko nam ni samw merai ho which i found halka weird but it's true. Tespaxi weather suddenly change vayo, ani pani parna thalyo.
Do jaan, ek umbrella moment vayo hamro. Cuddle garyem anii listened to romantic songs like mila ho tumse, aye ho zindagi me, rabata bala bala. Nachdai rain ma gayira them alsoo singing with our chateko bora voice We still continued the journey despite rain. Anii like ma bato ma thadai hidxu soo she wss like tmi side laga chup chap and scolded me lol ki tmlai kei vayo vane, ma k garne (flirting way ma) haha which I found cute. Tespaxi vir chada ni u agadi hidne ani malai paxadi bata tanera lagnii it was cute. Alsooo like ma bolna like chup chap basyo vane ni like sodhni where are u lost, k sochira testo testo, basically attention chaira thiyo lol. Alsooo like mero lagi chata ni samatyo and like maile eta aau uta auu Vanda ni testai manii. Teii ek arka ko pura billa udaira them belabela ma.
Tespaxi like 1 bajna lako thiyo so ajai 2hrs journey baki thiyo so we decided to return without reaching mathi samma. Bato ma testaii, hath ma hath samayera hidira them alsoo like maile chorna bitikai tesle kehi minutes pachi afai tyo hath samauthiyo which I found so cuteee. More couple pictures lim testai testai. Khadai ramaudaii ghumyem. Alsoo we talked about dark secrets also.. by the way, like she was so considerate k. Tyo jacket layera ako thena, so i gave her mine but bela bela ma she gave me to wear it chiso lagxa tmlai Banera lagau. Alsooo saman haru ni samaidira thiyo. Alsooo bela bela gentleman gentleman Banera malai jiskaira thiyo lol.
Coincidentally pulchowki hiking bato ma tesko school friends le dekhyo hamlai cuddle gardai also hath samaudai ani uslai jiskiyo halka so for sometimes she became sad jasto but pachi pheri mood fresh vayo anii teii pheri ramrari bolna thalem. Halka gham lageko thiyo tyo bela, soo we clicked more pics anii teii Guff gardai hidira thiyem. Ek arka lai herdai smile gardai, dank jokes crack gardai tala jharyam. Alsoo like i said tmi tmlaima dependent ma lagxu bahira chinta naleuu jiskeea. To which she was like yes yes malai laga lol
(Kunai kunai incident yad airaxaina) Tara it was cute moments together. Literally i couldn't believe we were meeting for the second time.
Tespaci gadi chadyem ani lagankhel gayem. Gadi ma she was sleeping on my shoulders. Cuteeeee haha. Lagankhel to durbar square, jada i bought her two jhumkas. Tespaxii patan ma rooftop lasa something something ma basem anii enjoyed momo pizza testai ani pay garne bela she didn't let me pay even if i was insisting i will pay. Literally 1000+ ko bill thiyo and she paid. Ani tespaxi i wanted to buy a ring lkina vane i lost my ring mathi hike Garda kheri anii instead she bought us matching bracelets which was cute but 300 houuu, costly lol.
Tespaci we went to have coffee in Himalayan java coffee for which i paid Clicked cute little mirror selfies. Drank coffees. Teslai mero coffee khanu man thiyo soo she again drank my jutho by asking if i can try. Enjoyed the view ani teii Guff gaff garem. Ramailo vayo ta ekchin basera. Was finally like we are back to real world after getting lost in the woods.
Tespaxi hamii farkida coincidentally lalitpur ma jatra raixa soo tyo heryam buttt literally it was so crowded lol. Uslai bacha jasto samatera anii protect garera literally tanira they from crowd like escaping game jasto. By the way, i love newari culture and cuisine. Anii testaii lagankhel pugem. Uslai bus ma chadaye ani we hugged for the last time and departed. By the way, she took my shirt and new jacket again. Mero wardrobe chorxa ki kya ho.
Bato bhari i was thinking about today memories. It was soooo fun houuuu. Literally hardly 18 hrs time spend garyo hola asti ani ajako milayera but i feeel like i have known her from so many years.
Maile ajako kati payw kura ani incidents haru chutaira xu buttt seriously kati wota cute cute moments thiyo ajaa ta hahaha sochda kheri ni blush garxu hahaha.
Are we stuck in rom com movie?
Excited for the next meet. What future holds for us?
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Green forest kt
Also Noone has proposed to one another yet We just in dating phase, not in relationship π€·πΌββοΈ
Continuation...
So as usual hami tya bhaktapur bata wednesday farkyem ghar. Then we chatted for a while and she continuously requested me to rant about her and so whats I did. But she was expecting a roast lol Haha. Thursday, i was busy with college assignments so we didnt talk that much haiii but she called me on my mobile and we talked for a lil bit and we came up with a plan to go to pulchowki this saturday. Friday mero international student eligibility scholarship ko lagi naxal ma interview thiyo so tya gako they. Thikai vayo interview ani ma ghar ayera sute.
Ani tespaxi baneshwor ghumna niske ma college mates vetna like bato ma she called me and we were on phone the whole time in bus, bla bla kura vo ani i found it funny when she asked aru kt lai vetna ta gairachainau ni and eben apologised to me if she was sounding desperate for attention, anyways ma khayera farke around 7. So, friday is club night for me and bois. So as usual my best friend said club jam vanera but i denied yesterday because club gaye vane hiking jana mildaina vanera, sathi pheri risayo ma sanga, hike ma tyo ni auna wala plan thiyo but ma club jana namanera risayo u ani audina vanyo. So at last, we decided, she and i will go alone.
Tara u sanga kunai ramro luga thena hike ma lagaune vanthyo soo i said chinta naliga, i will bring one t-shirt for you merai lagau. And she agreed. Teii 7 baje samma Sato bato pugam vanera plan banaye ani halka chat garera sutyem. Uslai pheri nidra lagenaxa 12 baje and she had had messaged me lol but ma nidayi sakera herina. Mero ni ankha 4:56 ma khulyo ani ma fresh vayera ani uslai uthauna call gare(personal alarm things) ani tespaci Dubai jana ready vayera 6 baje tira afno afno ghar bata niskem.
Ma chadai pugeko they so,tya i bought some bananas and snacks to munch on because why not. π€·πΌββοΈ Ani tespaxi tyo ni ayoo, saw her from distance, waved hi andbwe hugged and i was standing there like a stud holding ek darjan kera.π and she was like kasle khanxa yetro thulo thulo kera which i found funny. Anyways she complimented that i looked cute today banera Soo hamii micro chadyem
ani me being chalak as i am, bought earphone instead of air pods so that we can share it in a romantic way. Ek earphone do atma moment vayo for next 30min or so. Hahaha aba hera mero mobile ma matra dik chik song (the script, post molane, drake, lil baby, rammstein, pink flyod shits) haru matra thiyo so she wasn't really impressed with my music taste balla talla photograph vane euta romantic song vetyo tyo sunyo majale othrr than that i felt she tolerated listening to my favourite songs. I really glad that I didn't play Travis Scott songs to her though. (By the Travis Scott is fucking legend)
Tespaxi, pugem, we bought snacks and some drinks and around 8 pm hidyem mathi. Uslai pheri yad ayo she has to take her medicines, so we stopped at nearby bhati looking hotel for chiya and sel. She ordered black tea and I ordered milk tea. She wanted to dip her sel in my jutho chiya ani she asked if she can try. And she drank my jutho chiya brooooo whatππ mero siblings ra cousins le ni das choti socha houuu. Teii aba khayera hidyem. Then i remembered that i bought her t-shirt and i showed her that, she was looking fine af already but she still wanted to wear mine. Najik ko hotel ma gayera change garyo and it was suiting her well.
Anii teii Guff gardai hidira them. Ekdam jiskera. Also she wore my jacket lol. Bichma basera couple wala photography ni garem also ek arka ko roast pani hanira them. Vro laughed at my dumbest jokes yrrr. Lolol lamest jokes possible. J hos ramailo nai vaira thiyo. We were listening to romantic songsz talking about past experiences, and sharing opinions. Just idk i wanted to prank my ex gf which she somehow agreed for, but network nai milena lol. Tespaxi we sat and ate chips tyo ni tesle malai afnai hath le khuwayo, so cuteeeeeee haha. Jhan afai euta khane, malai 3-4 wota ekchoti khuwaune like a child. Haha. It was cute though. We then again clicked pictures, rested. Ani teii jiskera basira them. About nonsense stuffs literally. Bato ma she was like playing with my hair ani maile ni usko tanira they kapal. Harek kura ma rich kid Rich kid Banera malai jiskaira thiyo tho which was halka annoying.
Literally hath ma hath samayera hidira them haha. Looked cute haha. Asked one uncle to click our couple pictures and it came out cute. Ma chor jasto dekhira chu vanira they, to Which she said, that i look good and i have good or say decent fashion sense Alsoo teii usko crush ko nam ni samw merai ho which i found halka weird but it's true. Tespaxi weather suddenly change vayo, ani pani parna thalyo.
Do jaan, ek umbrella moment vayo hamro. Cuddle garyem anii listened to romantic songs like mila ho tumse, aye ho zindagi me, rabata bala bala. Nachdai rain ma gayira them alsoo singing with our chateko bora voice We still continued the journey despite rain. Anii like ma bato ma thadai hidxu soo she wss like tmi side laga chup chap and scolded me lol ki tmlai kei vayo vane, ma k garne (flirting way ma) haha which I found cute. Tespaxi vir chada ni u agadi hidne ani malai paxadi bata tanera lagnii it was cute. Alsooo like ma bolna like chup chap basyo vane ni like sodhni where are u lost, k sochira testo testo, basically attention chaira thiyo lol. Alsooo like mero lagi chata ni samatyo and like maile eta aau uta auu Vanda ni testai manii. Teii ek arka ko pura billa udaira them belabela ma.
Tespaxi like 1 bajna lako thiyo so ajai 2hrs journey baki thiyo so we decided to return without reaching mathi samma. Bato ma testaii, hath ma hath samayera hidira them alsoo like maile chorna bitikai tesle kehi minutes pachi afai tyo hath samauthiyo which I found so cuteee. More couple pictures lim testai testai. Khadai ramaudaii ghumyem. Alsoo we talked about dark secrets also.. by the way, like she was so considerate k. Tyo jacket layera ako thena, so i gave her mine but bela bela ma she gave me to wear it chiso lagxa tmlai Banera lagau. Alsooo saman haru ni samaidira thiyo. Alsooo bela bela gentleman gentleman Banera malai jiskaira thiyo lol.
Coincidentally pulchowki hiking bato ma tesko school friends le dekhyo hamlai cuddle gardai also hath samaudai ani uslai jiskiyo halka so for sometimes she became sad jasto but pachi pheri mood fresh vayo anii teii pheri ramrari bolna thalem. Halka gham lageko thiyo tyo bela, soo we clicked more pics anii teii Guff gardai hidira thiyem. Ek arka lai herdai smile gardai, dank jokes crack gardai tala jharyam. Alsoo like i said tmi tmlaima dependent ma lagxu bahira chinta naleuu jiskeea. To which she was like yes yes malai laga lol
(Kunai kunai incident yad airaxaina) Tara it was cute moments together. Literally i couldn't believe we were meeting for the second time.
Tespaci gadi chadyem ani lagankhel gayem. Gadi ma she was sleeping on my shoulders. Cuteeeee haha. Lagankhel to durbar square, jada i bought her two jhumkas. Tespaxii patan ma rooftop lasa something something ma basem anii enjoyed momo pizza testai ani pay garne bela she didn't let me pay even if i was insisting i will pay. Literally 1000+ ko bill thiyo and she paid. Ani tespaxi i wanted to buy a ring lkina vane i lost my ring mathi hike Garda kheri anii instead she bought us matching bracelets which was cute but 300 houuu, costly lol.
Tespaci we went to have coffee in Himalayan java coffee for which i paid Clicked cute little mirror selfies. Drank coffees. Teslai mero coffee khanu man thiyo soo she again drank my jutho by asking if i can try. Enjoyed the view ani teii Guff gaff garem. Ramailo vayo ta ekchin basera. Was finally like we are back to real world after getting lost in the woods.
Tespaxi hamii farkida coincidentally lalitpur ma jatra raixa soo tyo heryam buttt literally it was so crowded lol. Uslai bacha jasto samatera anii protect garera literally tanira they from crowd like escaping game jasto. By the way, i love newari culture and cuisine. Anii testaii lagankhel pugem. Uslai bus ma chadaye ani we hugged for the last time and departed. By the way, she took my shirt and new jacket again. Mero wardrobe chorxa ki kya ho.
Bato bhari i was thinking about today memories. It was soooo fun houuuu. Literally hardly 18 hrs time spend garyo hola asti ani ajako milayera but i feeel like i have known her from so many years.
Maile ajako kati payw kura ani incidents haru chutaira xu buttt seriously kati wota cute cute moments thiyo ajaa ta hahaha sochda kheri ni blush garxu hahaha.
Are we stuck in rom com movie?
Excited for the next meet. What future holds for us?
2024.05.11 08:51 Various_Cell139 when was the last time you cried openly
March me mummy Milne aai thi, kuch din ruki bhi thi ek raat ko aaise hi kisi choti se baat pe mujhe Rona aaya tabhi mummy ne dekh liya
Vo puchne lagi kya hua,ye sunkar Mai apne aansu roka nahi paya aur,aur jyada rone laga
Mai 1 ghanta Mummy ke pallu me sar chupa ke roya,mummy pooch Rahi thi ki kya hua Mai kuch nahi bola bas rota gaya aur rota gaya
Rone ke baad duniya fir se rangeen dikne lagi thi
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Vo puchne lagi kya hua,ye sunkar Mai apne aansu roka nahi paya aur,aur jyada rone laga
Mai 1 ghanta Mummy ke pallu me sar chupa ke roya,mummy pooch Rahi thi ki kya hua Mai kuch nahi bola bas rota gaya aur rota gaya
Rone ke baad duniya fir se rangeen dikne lagi thi
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2024.05.10 19:19 nomnom1512 mum just slapped me
we've been having alotttt of flights in these recent days. we had few today too. iss baar she slapped me lol
apparently i was being disrespectful. i mean yes i was at the wrong for raising my voice but like i dont think it was my fault this time.
so we fought shaam ko and then as usual i just went for a walk and then gurudwara. got prshad hrr roz ki trah, ate half and brought the other half for mum. she said side mein rkh de (she was still angry at me) so i did place it on the shelf.
now i went to the kitchen and saw ki prshad was still there and there were ants all over it. i told her about it, she didn't reply. so mai waha se chli gyi and baaton baaton mein i told papa about this. like casually btaaya.
had to get dinner so went to kitchen again, she said ki maine unki shikaayt lgaai papa se and she doesn't care about it. i said ki maine shikaayt nahi lgaai bss casually btaaya hai. she kept shouting about this "shikaayt" thing. i too got frustrated and raised my voice saying ki maine shikaayt nahi lgaai. then she slapped me because obviously π€‘. i didn't react, i just stood there.
papa aagye tb tk and started fighting with her ki she shouldn't have slapped me and all. i did feel bad ki they were fighting because of me. nvm
idk she's just turned into this "short tempered, chidchidi" type person. she throws tantrums choti choti baaton pe. and i know for a fact ki she aint gonna talk to me for atleast 15 days or even more ab. idek what to do now. she's just made this perspective in her head ki its only my brother who cares for her and like she's made these "teams" of me-papa and mumma- bhai. Bhai doesn't live with us now, he's moved out but she was exact same with him too back then. i dont wanna pick sides man. i need papa as well as equally mumma. anyways idk kaise mnaau unko ab. and kaise pareshaan na kru. choti choti baaton pe annoy ho jaati hain ab.
I'll join college and hostel soon but usme bhi 2-3 mhine hai. ik things gonna get worse in kuch mahino mein. but yeah I'll make thru it and I'll try ki unko bhi kamm se kamm tang kru. i really love her yaar
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apparently i was being disrespectful. i mean yes i was at the wrong for raising my voice but like i dont think it was my fault this time.
so we fought shaam ko and then as usual i just went for a walk and then gurudwara. got prshad hrr roz ki trah, ate half and brought the other half for mum. she said side mein rkh de (she was still angry at me) so i did place it on the shelf.
now i went to the kitchen and saw ki prshad was still there and there were ants all over it. i told her about it, she didn't reply. so mai waha se chli gyi and baaton baaton mein i told papa about this. like casually btaaya.
had to get dinner so went to kitchen again, she said ki maine unki shikaayt lgaai papa se and she doesn't care about it. i said ki maine shikaayt nahi lgaai bss casually btaaya hai. she kept shouting about this "shikaayt" thing. i too got frustrated and raised my voice saying ki maine shikaayt nahi lgaai. then she slapped me because obviously π€‘. i didn't react, i just stood there.
papa aagye tb tk and started fighting with her ki she shouldn't have slapped me and all. i did feel bad ki they were fighting because of me. nvm
idk she's just turned into this "short tempered, chidchidi" type person. she throws tantrums choti choti baaton pe. and i know for a fact ki she aint gonna talk to me for atleast 15 days or even more ab. idek what to do now. she's just made this perspective in her head ki its only my brother who cares for her and like she's made these "teams" of me-papa and mumma- bhai. Bhai doesn't live with us now, he's moved out but she was exact same with him too back then. i dont wanna pick sides man. i need papa as well as equally mumma. anyways idk kaise mnaau unko ab. and kaise pareshaan na kru. choti choti baaton pe annoy ho jaati hain ab.
I'll join college and hostel soon but usme bhi 2-3 mhine hai. ik things gonna get worse in kuch mahino mein. but yeah I'll make thru it and I'll try ki unko bhi kamm se kamm tang kru. i really love her yaar
2024.05.09 21:28 jwalamukhi- a rant about a fckboi trying to pressure me into having s3x with him on the first date ~ 6 months ago
TLDR: I went on a blind date with a fuckboi I met on bumble and he tried to pressure me into having sex with him despite me saying I wasn't interested in hook ups before the date and saying no multiple times during.
I'm usually picky about who I meet/go on dates with, so most of my date experiences have been alright but there are times when I lose my ability to think, become impulsive and put myself in dangerous situations and this is one of those times.
I matched with him on bumble, he had a fake profile which I clocked immediately and swiped right on him to let him know about it. but after talking to him, he sounded fun so I kept texting and after texting for like 3 days, he asked me out. now, this is where I would've asked him to add me on socials first or atleast talk for a few more weeks before meeting if I were in my right mind but I was feeling "adventurous" and for some reason I thought, "you know what would be fun when you're not doing mentally okay? going on a blind date with a guy you've barely texted for 3 days". so I said yes but I did let him know that I wasn't interested in hooking up and not to waste his time if that's what he's looking for since his profile said "looking for something casual". he responded with, "yeah, it's okay. let's see where it goes." so i thought he got the hint and wouldn't bring up anything sexual on the date and I was gonna have so much fun meeting a stranger but boi was I very wrong and in for a huge disappointment.
so the date. we hadn't even exchanged phone numbers or our names for that matter so I texted him on bumble when I arrived at the place. I thought he ghosted me after waiting for 15 minute(when I was 15 minutes late myself lmao) and he was nowhere to be found but then he arrived. he looked decent, dressed well and smelled really nice so I briefly found him attractive but soon as he opened his mouth, I lost all the attraction. ekdam forced English accent. ma tyo accent sunna nasakera nepali ma reply dinchu, usle feri English ma jawaf dincha. maile use gareko English words feri kei pani bujhdaina clearly nepali accent ma bhanda pani. text garda ta thikai bolya jasto lagthyo k ho yesto bhairathe.
la jj bhayeni suru ko 30 minutes ta thikai thyo, ek arka ko introduction, interests and stuff. tespachi keto le true colors dekhauna thalyo. he brought up my body count first which I was obviously not comfortable sharing with him so told him that. tespachi ekchin topic change ani feri estai sexual question. ani maile dodge garna khoje pani ghumai firai tetai jaane. ma uncomfortable ani ali ali scared bhaisakya thye and I just wanted to get out of there. bathroom jaanchu bhanera ghost hannu parne tara mero people pleasing habit le diyena. so I just started giving him one word answers ekdam unenthusiastically. tei pani testai kura garna khojiracha ajhai. ani maile "maile timilai bhetnu agadi nai hook up ma interested chaina bhaneko thye, kina tei kura lyaira ghari ghari" bhane and bro literally went, "but I thought I could convince you".
consent ko lagi ajhai pani "convince" garchan ra bhanne sochera what the fuck bhaye ekchhin. ani jigyasa laagera sodhey pani "hook up ma interested nabhako manche lai lyayera yesari nagging garera convince ni hunchan ra?" bhanera ani he responded with "koi hunchan, koi hudainan". kasto keti haru le sex garchan hau esto keta haru lai bhanera ekchin danga nai parey. aafai boast ni garirathyo body count bare 30+ bhandai. testo charismatic sarismatic KEI thiyena feri.
maile remind garayepachi ekchin topic change garyo ani feri ghumai firai tetai tira jaana thalyo. 2-3 choti yesto garepachi sarhai bhayo bhanera "NO! stop it!" bhane. aba chai masanga kei hudaina bhanne confirm bhayesi chai mobile chalayera basna thalyo lmao. bich bich ma ali ali conversation gare jasto ni garthyo. malai insta magirathyo, ma bhutro ni dinna bhanera insta nai chaina bhandiye. tespachi food aayo, malai bhok lagirathyo. khayera jasari ni taap hanchu bhanne sochey. "yaha ko food ramro cha hai" bhandai kura nikalna thalyo ani maile "ahh" bhane and he goes "yaha tala hotel pani cha, hamro hook up huncha ki bhanera yaha bolako" re. "muji" bhanirathe man manai tara bahira bhanna sakina. ma uncomfortable bhako bhayera pani khako khai thiye so he asked why I was drinking so much. "ahh pani dherai nai khanchu ma. timilai khana man lagdaina especially w food?" bhanera sodhey and he responded with "nope. you know malai k khana man lagiracha? kiss. can we atleast kiss" bhanera feri kura nikalna thalyo. aba chai atti bho bhanera thulai swor ma "STOP, NOTHING IS HAPPENING" bhandiye ani balla chup lagyo muji. ani chito chito khayera niski haale ma. bill split garne bhanera paisa nikale, mandai manena. thikai ho tara atleast paisa ta waste bhayena mero.π
I haven't gone on any dates after that lmao. ajhai time lagcha hola recover huna. ajha without consent chhoko bhaye ta k haal hunthyo hola mero. so girlies, don't be like me. be really picky about who you meet/go on dates with AT ALL TIMES and don't hesitate to leave abruptly if you're feeling uncomfortable because esari coerce garna khojne le without your consent chhuna pani sakchha/could do worse things to you.
be safe!
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I'm usually picky about who I meet/go on dates with, so most of my date experiences have been alright but there are times when I lose my ability to think, become impulsive and put myself in dangerous situations and this is one of those times.
I matched with him on bumble, he had a fake profile which I clocked immediately and swiped right on him to let him know about it. but after talking to him, he sounded fun so I kept texting and after texting for like 3 days, he asked me out. now, this is where I would've asked him to add me on socials first or atleast talk for a few more weeks before meeting if I were in my right mind but I was feeling "adventurous" and for some reason I thought, "you know what would be fun when you're not doing mentally okay? going on a blind date with a guy you've barely texted for 3 days". so I said yes but I did let him know that I wasn't interested in hooking up and not to waste his time if that's what he's looking for since his profile said "looking for something casual". he responded with, "yeah, it's okay. let's see where it goes." so i thought he got the hint and wouldn't bring up anything sexual on the date and I was gonna have so much fun meeting a stranger but boi was I very wrong and in for a huge disappointment.
so the date. we hadn't even exchanged phone numbers or our names for that matter so I texted him on bumble when I arrived at the place. I thought he ghosted me after waiting for 15 minute(when I was 15 minutes late myself lmao) and he was nowhere to be found but then he arrived. he looked decent, dressed well and smelled really nice so I briefly found him attractive but soon as he opened his mouth, I lost all the attraction. ekdam forced English accent. ma tyo accent sunna nasakera nepali ma reply dinchu, usle feri English ma jawaf dincha. maile use gareko English words feri kei pani bujhdaina clearly nepali accent ma bhanda pani. text garda ta thikai bolya jasto lagthyo k ho yesto bhairathe.
la jj bhayeni suru ko 30 minutes ta thikai thyo, ek arka ko introduction, interests and stuff. tespachi keto le true colors dekhauna thalyo. he brought up my body count first which I was obviously not comfortable sharing with him so told him that. tespachi ekchin topic change ani feri estai sexual question. ani maile dodge garna khoje pani ghumai firai tetai jaane. ma uncomfortable ani ali ali scared bhaisakya thye and I just wanted to get out of there. bathroom jaanchu bhanera ghost hannu parne tara mero people pleasing habit le diyena. so I just started giving him one word answers ekdam unenthusiastically. tei pani testai kura garna khojiracha ajhai. ani maile "maile timilai bhetnu agadi nai hook up ma interested chaina bhaneko thye, kina tei kura lyaira ghari ghari" bhane and bro literally went, "but I thought I could convince you".
consent ko lagi ajhai pani "convince" garchan ra bhanne sochera what the fuck bhaye ekchhin. ani jigyasa laagera sodhey pani "hook up ma interested nabhako manche lai lyayera yesari nagging garera convince ni hunchan ra?" bhanera ani he responded with "koi hunchan, koi hudainan". kasto keti haru le sex garchan hau esto keta haru lai bhanera ekchin danga nai parey. aafai boast ni garirathyo body count bare 30+ bhandai. testo charismatic sarismatic KEI thiyena feri.
maile remind garayepachi ekchin topic change garyo ani feri ghumai firai tetai tira jaana thalyo. 2-3 choti yesto garepachi sarhai bhayo bhanera "NO! stop it!" bhane. aba chai masanga kei hudaina bhanne confirm bhayesi chai mobile chalayera basna thalyo lmao. bich bich ma ali ali conversation gare jasto ni garthyo. malai insta magirathyo, ma bhutro ni dinna bhanera insta nai chaina bhandiye. tespachi food aayo, malai bhok lagirathyo. khayera jasari ni taap hanchu bhanne sochey. "yaha ko food ramro cha hai" bhandai kura nikalna thalyo ani maile "ahh" bhane and he goes "yaha tala hotel pani cha, hamro hook up huncha ki bhanera yaha bolako" re. "muji" bhanirathe man manai tara bahira bhanna sakina. ma uncomfortable bhako bhayera pani khako khai thiye so he asked why I was drinking so much. "ahh pani dherai nai khanchu ma. timilai khana man lagdaina especially w food?" bhanera sodhey and he responded with "nope. you know malai k khana man lagiracha? kiss. can we atleast kiss" bhanera feri kura nikalna thalyo. aba chai atti bho bhanera thulai swor ma "STOP, NOTHING IS HAPPENING" bhandiye ani balla chup lagyo muji. ani chito chito khayera niski haale ma. bill split garne bhanera paisa nikale, mandai manena. thikai ho tara atleast paisa ta waste bhayena mero.π
I haven't gone on any dates after that lmao. ajhai time lagcha hola recover huna. ajha without consent chhoko bhaye ta k haal hunthyo hola mero. so girlies, don't be like me. be really picky about who you meet/go on dates with AT ALL TIMES and don't hesitate to leave abruptly if you're feeling uncomfortable because esari coerce garna khojne le without your consent chhuna pani sakchha/could do worse things to you.
be safe!
2024.05.08 23:27 Hot_Palpitation5514 Taking a drop was literally my worst decision!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just realised lamba chavda likh diya- Jinka exam hai kripaya kripaya karke na padhe apni padhai par dhyan de. unless break liya ho.
raat ke 2:15 baj rahe hai. and this thing is stuck in my mind since morning. mene series of bad decisions liye hai. like offcourse not resisting like mujhe engineering nahi karni , iske upar kuch karano wajah se drop lena aur bhi bahot hai, saare padhai related bhi nahi hai lekin sabse ganda drop wala tha. mujhe vet banna tha ik its yuck for some people lekin, dheere dheere i understood its the same shit as JEE tough ahhh competition everywhere. not for me. mein drawing mein bhi kaafi accha hu, mujhe banna tha ek architect, gharwalon ko lagta hai architecture is useless bruh like actual architect banne ka sapna hai mera, chalo sahi yeh nahi toh nahi commerce? NEIN Lmao
Drop year ke shuruvaat mein he mujhe malum tha nahi hone wala mujhse yeh :) jihne real interest hai IIT NIT's mein jaane ka woh tak reh jaate hai peeche. mene toh sapne bhi nahi dekhe inke lmao kyuki karni he nahi thi eng.
ab anyways drop lene ko keh diya, PCM mein daal diya, Coaching mein daal diya. itna sab kara toh karna padega hem mujhse hua nahi kuch :) 70 percentile aayi last year iss baar 70 aur second pucho na toh sahi. Though mene try kara JEE maths accha karne ka kyuki B.arch ka paper bhi dene wala tha diya bhi. Did good in drawing but idk I fucked up maths sincerely.
mere parents mujhe kitna bhi ganda score aa jaaye kuch na kehte literally. Reason is they tried for few exams and failed back in their times. and yeh jo kuch nahi kehne wala part hai it hurts more then anything. Gaali dedo toh bhi chal jayega, silence is really loud ff's
Ab mujhe really nahi pata mujhe kya karna chahiye like koi carrier switch bhi possible nahi hai. Engineering is the way now, mera cet 11 ko hai. I don't know mein kya he karunga. Pura burn out ho chukaa hu. upar se mental health ke jo actual dragonized lode lage pade hai woh different. Pata nahi kitne number aayenge ya kya, I gave mocks scored decentish or even bad for few but its relative (90-110 never more then this and less then 90). mene mera part kara sahi se sahi - Chem and maths ke 22,23 pyqs kare saare ke saare physics reh gaya though lekin koi ni gand maraye. even if i fail to score good i won't feel shit bas decent sa score aa jaye bas like 90-94 ke beech mein khushhh aaye aaye nahi aaye nahi aaye. mujhe cse bhi nahi chahiye- abhi ke liye only mechanical interest me a little kyuki mene curriculum dekha uska (mere ke cousin se pata chala sab kuch) and this is the only thing that interests me.
But life is straight up fucked. nahi mila accha percentile toh yaha local mein CSE ya entc se kaam chalana padega since there is no point in spening ONE SEXTILLION DOLLARS on a tier 55 college. Abhi ke liye i will have to stick to engineeing kyuki yahi plate pe khana dalega aage masters wagera bhi karunga since abhi toh chud gaya huuu :).
Drop na liya hota* toh aaj dost jo yahi local college mein hai unke saath admission le leta, toh i would have been much more happier atleast. khudke interest explore karta, drawing banani aati i would have worked on acrylic painting, portraits yeh woh. yeh saal jo mental health ko chot pahuchi hai that is ahhhhhhhh i don't even know what to say. Interest nahi bacha kisi mein, chalta firta laash hu bas lol.
Laptop leke balcony mein baitha hu garmi ki wajah se, planes revise kar raha tha, suddenly yeh dimag mein explodeee jaisa kar gaya ab type kar raha, Subah se su!cdeee contemplate kar raha, ro raha hu literally idk what have i even become its not academic thing lmao, gand maraye result gand maraye sab kuch 50 percentile bhi aa jaye toh i will not feel sad, kyuki kari hai mene mehnat. maths pura ragad diya chem pura ragad diya with pyqs, lack of revision is gonna fuck me prolly lekin abhi ke liye fuck it. lekin depression kaccha chaba jaa raha. na kisi mein interest hai na kuch. my mind is playing both teams- ek kehta hai pagal hai kya bsdk ? jindagi bahot choti hai, yeh sab mat soch ek kehta hai mar ja bhai life toh waise bhi suffering hai. I am damn sure i will not KMS lmao, because i am a pussy to do so and i have constant hope of things will get better. bahot dino se i didn't see anything get better isi wajah se thoda kam ho raha ispe bhi bharosa lekin again i hope things will get better :))))))
am not bluffing on depression part- actually diagnosed hu moderately depressed, many personal reasons led to this.
JO BHI DROP LENE KA SOCH RAHE HAI PLEASE I REQUEST YOU- PEHLE KHUDKO PARKHO, TUMHARI MENTAL HEALTH KAISI HAI YEH DEKHO DON'T BE STUPID AND TAKE DROP AGAR TUM ALREADY DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS HO. IT'S A FRESH START FROM BASICS- LEKIN JUST LOOK BACK AT YOURSELF 2 YEARS AGO AND SOCHO KAHA GALAT GAYA MEIN ? MUJHE SAMAJH MEIN TOH SAB AATA THA GALAT KAHA GAYA? IT MIGHT BE LIKE PROBLEM SOLVING KAM KARI YEH WOH. LEKIN AGAR LAGE- YOU TRIED YOUR BESTT I MEAN BESST AND STILL FAILED, YOU CAN GO FOR DROP THOUGH, KEH RAHA TRIED YOUR BEST. (mIGHT KEH RAHA). SOCH SAMAJH KE LIYO DROP PLEASEEE AUR LIYA TOH KOI KASAR NA CHHODO WARNA, EK SAAL BAAD JAB TUMHARA EXAM HOTA JEE NEET CET KOI BHI USKE 3 DIN PEHLE TUM AISA RANT TYPE KAROGE π
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raat ke 2:15 baj rahe hai. and this thing is stuck in my mind since morning. mene series of bad decisions liye hai. like offcourse not resisting like mujhe engineering nahi karni , iske upar kuch karano wajah se drop lena aur bhi bahot hai, saare padhai related bhi nahi hai lekin sabse ganda drop wala tha. mujhe vet banna tha ik its yuck for some people lekin, dheere dheere i understood its the same shit as JEE tough ahhh competition everywhere. not for me. mein drawing mein bhi kaafi accha hu, mujhe banna tha ek architect, gharwalon ko lagta hai architecture is useless bruh like actual architect banne ka sapna hai mera, chalo sahi yeh nahi toh nahi commerce? NEIN Lmao
Drop year ke shuruvaat mein he mujhe malum tha nahi hone wala mujhse yeh :) jihne real interest hai IIT NIT's mein jaane ka woh tak reh jaate hai peeche. mene toh sapne bhi nahi dekhe inke lmao kyuki karni he nahi thi eng.
ab anyways drop lene ko keh diya, PCM mein daal diya, Coaching mein daal diya. itna sab kara toh karna padega hem mujhse hua nahi kuch :) 70 percentile aayi last year iss baar 70 aur second pucho na toh sahi. Though mene try kara JEE maths accha karne ka kyuki B.arch ka paper bhi dene wala tha diya bhi. Did good in drawing but idk I fucked up maths sincerely.
mere parents mujhe kitna bhi ganda score aa jaaye kuch na kehte literally. Reason is they tried for few exams and failed back in their times. and yeh jo kuch nahi kehne wala part hai it hurts more then anything. Gaali dedo toh bhi chal jayega, silence is really loud ff's
Ab mujhe really nahi pata mujhe kya karna chahiye like koi carrier switch bhi possible nahi hai. Engineering is the way now, mera cet 11 ko hai. I don't know mein kya he karunga. Pura burn out ho chukaa hu. upar se mental health ke jo actual dragonized lode lage pade hai woh different. Pata nahi kitne number aayenge ya kya, I gave mocks scored decentish or even bad for few but its relative (90-110 never more then this and less then 90). mene mera part kara sahi se sahi - Chem and maths ke 22,23 pyqs kare saare ke saare physics reh gaya though lekin koi ni gand maraye. even if i fail to score good i won't feel shit bas decent sa score aa jaye bas like 90-94 ke beech mein khushhh aaye aaye nahi aaye nahi aaye. mujhe cse bhi nahi chahiye- abhi ke liye only mechanical interest me a little kyuki mene curriculum dekha uska (mere ke cousin se pata chala sab kuch) and this is the only thing that interests me.
But life is straight up fucked. nahi mila accha percentile toh yaha local mein CSE ya entc se kaam chalana padega since there is no point in spening ONE SEXTILLION DOLLARS on a tier 55 college. Abhi ke liye i will have to stick to engineeing kyuki yahi plate pe khana dalega aage masters wagera bhi karunga since abhi toh chud gaya huuu :).
Drop na liya hota* toh aaj dost jo yahi local college mein hai unke saath admission le leta, toh i would have been much more happier atleast. khudke interest explore karta, drawing banani aati i would have worked on acrylic painting, portraits yeh woh. yeh saal jo mental health ko chot pahuchi hai that is ahhhhhhhh i don't even know what to say. Interest nahi bacha kisi mein, chalta firta laash hu bas lol.
Laptop leke balcony mein baitha hu garmi ki wajah se, planes revise kar raha tha, suddenly yeh dimag mein explodeee jaisa kar gaya ab type kar raha, Subah se su!cdeee contemplate kar raha, ro raha hu literally idk what have i even become its not academic thing lmao, gand maraye result gand maraye sab kuch 50 percentile bhi aa jaye toh i will not feel sad, kyuki kari hai mene mehnat. maths pura ragad diya chem pura ragad diya with pyqs, lack of revision is gonna fuck me prolly lekin abhi ke liye fuck it. lekin depression kaccha chaba jaa raha. na kisi mein interest hai na kuch. my mind is playing both teams- ek kehta hai pagal hai kya bsdk ? jindagi bahot choti hai, yeh sab mat soch ek kehta hai mar ja bhai life toh waise bhi suffering hai. I am damn sure i will not KMS lmao, because i am a pussy to do so and i have constant hope of things will get better. bahot dino se i didn't see anything get better isi wajah se thoda kam ho raha ispe bhi bharosa lekin again i hope things will get better :))))))
am not bluffing on depression part- actually diagnosed hu moderately depressed, many personal reasons led to this.
JO BHI DROP LENE KA SOCH RAHE HAI PLEASE I REQUEST YOU- PEHLE KHUDKO PARKHO, TUMHARI MENTAL HEALTH KAISI HAI YEH DEKHO DON'T BE STUPID AND TAKE DROP AGAR TUM ALREADY DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS HO. IT'S A FRESH START FROM BASICS- LEKIN JUST LOOK BACK AT YOURSELF 2 YEARS AGO AND SOCHO KAHA GALAT GAYA MEIN ? MUJHE SAMAJH MEIN TOH SAB AATA THA GALAT KAHA GAYA? IT MIGHT BE LIKE PROBLEM SOLVING KAM KARI YEH WOH. LEKIN AGAR LAGE- YOU TRIED YOUR BESTT I MEAN BESST AND STILL FAILED, YOU CAN GO FOR DROP THOUGH, KEH RAHA TRIED YOUR BEST. (mIGHT KEH RAHA). SOCH SAMAJH KE LIYO DROP PLEASEEE AUR LIYA TOH KOI KASAR NA CHHODO WARNA, EK SAAL BAAD JAB TUMHARA EXAM HOTA JEE NEET CET KOI BHI USKE 3 DIN PEHLE TUM AISA RANT TYPE KAROGE π
2024.05.07 19:03 bla-bla-gigygi does anyone belive in jhar fuk ? how and why? where do these jhakri learn jhar fuk ? can we learn them too? if so how?
Ma aasti bharkhar 10,12 barsa paxi gau jadai thiye aahile samma 2 choti matra gau gako xu . bato mai gadi bigriyo ani maile gau ko relative lai lina bolaye ani uhale aali oora samma hiidai aaija ma yeta bata lina aauxu vannu vayo.Ma hiidai gaye sunsan bato thiyo jungle thiyo eekxin paxi lina aaunu vayo , gau pugne bittikai malai eekasi joro aayo testo joro keile aako thiyena j khada pani teti belai vomit hune pani khada pani vomit hune vairathyo ani ma eekdamai aatiye ra health post laijanus vaney ( gau ma hospital xaina ) eekjana aarko relative le talai masan lagyo hola ma jhar fuk gardinxu sancho hunxa vannu vayo. suru ma ta maile manina tara teini sancho vayena vaney laijanxu vannu vayo teti bela samma mero situation serious vaisakya thiyo and then he starts citing some mantra ani nidhar ma kharani lagaidinu vayo anii fuuu garnu vayo . uuhale fuu garne bittikai malai mero joro sancho vayk vomit ni sancho vayo 1 second mai sab thik vaihalyo ma aachama parey ma sanga keile yesto vako thiyena . maile yo sab kasari garxan vanera sodhha ta paadh khurukhuru yesto kura sikne hoina vannu hunxa . yedi kasailai yo bhoot preth k ho kasari yo possible xa thaxa vaney please enlight me.
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2024.05.07 14:18 John_d_don Nepal driving License new system!!!!
So ali pahile trail fail vaya paxi 3 choti samma dina painthyo within 90 days but aajkal 18 months samma paine raixa According to new rule system
Ani ekchoti trail fail vaya 15 days paxi retrail apply garna pauthyo
Anybody knows?? Aajkal Trail fail vako kati din paxi milxa Retrail ko lagi apply garna??? IF someone has any idea tell me
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Ani ekchoti trail fail vaya 15 days paxi retrail apply garna pauthyo
Anybody knows?? Aajkal Trail fail vako kati din paxi milxa Retrail ko lagi apply garna??? IF someone has any idea tell me
2024.05.07 08:51 Mudi_Xi Aaj story ni sunaunga, Aaj tehelka story sunaunga (img change krdi mods)
 | To all my regarded aspirants have some popcorn and sitback. Y ek aisi kahani h jiske baare m sirf main ar Mera dost jaanta h. The first time he heard this he was flabbergasted. submitted by Mudi_Xi to JEENEETards [link] [comments] To mods π₯Ί: delete mt Krna yaar I'm trying to cope a bit, also science h daba k story m to it's legal :) ~Love, TARS, love. It's just like Brand said. My connection with M*rs, it is quantifiable. I was 11-12 yr old. Ar jawani aane s pehle mene kudh ko applied science k torch-bearer ki mehtvapoorna zimmedari saunp di thi. Ab marte jeete mera ek hi kaam tha; motor khojke manuj-peedhi k liye zaruri avishkaar krna. Mere Ghar s kabadi wala kabhi ek tukde m saman ni le jata tha, kyuki jb bhi koi electronic appliance kharab hota tha to ghar ka ek zimmedar beta hone k naate, m uska purn roop s vishleshan krne k baad bolta tha ki Naya lelo ye to ni bnne wala. Ar ab vo lawaris device mere mazboot haatho m aa jati thi. Ar jb kisi ka dhyaan ni hota tha to pechkas, machis, hathodi, bhala-talvaar leke m usko shundar-shundar kr deta tha. Ek din aise hi purani tv m se ek bhi motor na Milne k baad, main apne agle sikhaar k talash m tha. Ghar p majoor lge the Jo Ghar m kuch fix krre the ar mauka sahi tha. Poore Ghar ka ghanto tk chkkr lgane k baad mujhe kuch kabaad ni mila.. Apun ko lga, aaj science ki haar hogyi h ar duniya ko apne avishkaaro s jagmagane ka sapna, sapna hi reh jayega... Har k seedhi p baithe baithe mujhe Curie ar Archimedes ki yaad aai. Ar mene khudko saameta ar paripakvata ka ek paath pdhaya. βNi mere jeete-ji, science ni haarega. Ye kaam asan ni h, iss lone torch-bearer of science ki haar aisi choti rukavato s ni hogi.β Aisa smjane k baad ek baad firse mene Ghar scan mara ar apne beeshma pratigya ko safal krne m mujhe sirf maut dikh ri thi. Mujhe kuch aisa mil gya tha jisme sucess rate to find motor ar death rate maximum the. Mere haath peeche hore the tb firse mene khudko smjhaya ki brother soch agar Madam Curie bhi maut s dar gyi hoti to aaj hum manushya kitne peeche hote... Apne bahubali haatho ka prayog mene uss vish ko uthane m kiya jo meri maut ka karan bnne wala tha. Ar science ka naam leke mene bahar nikala vo kaala, bhaari, dhul m sana hua magar sbse sundar electric appliance: vo DVD player π. Hn vahi DVD player π jo didi hath bhi lgane s mana ki thi. Mummy ne bola tha isko chuoge to taang tod denge. Maut ka dar ar jeevan ka moh chorke mene pechkas nikala ar fata fat us DVD player π ko dekhte hi dekhte shundar-shundar kr diya. Ar usko kholne k baad smjho kayanaat palat gyi. 1 nahi 2 nahi balki 3 motors. Ab mujse control ni hora tha mene pechkas ki kabiliyat p zyada bharosa kr liya tha (fuck you do muh wale pechkas). Vo chote wale screw apne pe ad gye the, mene pyaar s unhe manane ki koshish ki magar vo mere ar mere namakool pechkas k incompetence p hasse jaa rhe the. βBhaya binu hogi na preetiβ, madam Curie lgataar mere dimag m ye chaupaai bole jaa rhi thi. Naa chahte huye mujhe vo kadam uthana pda jo m ni krna chahta tha. Mera plan tha: chup chaap kholo. Dheeme s motor nikaalo, motor kabze m aate hi chup chaap dhkaan lga k vapis aa jao jaise kuch hua hi ni tha. Magar un choote screws ne apni shudra-vyaktitva ko zaahir kr diya tha. Mene apne namakool pechkas ko choda ar apne har dukh k saathi; hathodi ko uthaya. Those screw saw the wrath of lone torch-bearer of Science that day. Trr trrr khatt-khattt. Aakhirkaar universe k is mushkil kasauti ko m paar kr gya. Ar ab vo teen motors sirf ar sirf mere the. Mene nazar-chakshu bagal m ghumaye to DVD player π ka haal dekha ni jaara tha. Isse pehle koi ye murder dekhe, mujhe iss laash ko thikane lgana tha. Maine saare tukdo ko sametna shuru kiya. Ar DVD player π ko antim vidaai di. Plastic k jhole m uss DVD player π ki atim yatra hui ar boht door jaane k baad mene ek sahi location paai; ek koode ka spot jaha kisi ki nazar ni pdegi. Mitti khod k uss DVD player π ki laash ko mene apne Bahubali haathon s thikane lga diya ar vapas Ghar aa gya. Ghar to aa gya tha but ldai khtm ni hui thi. Chup chap gate bnd krke m didi no 2 k pass gya ar ek plan sochne lga. Didi no 2 tv dekhne m mashroof thi ar bahar s majooron ki awaz aari thi. Mere shatir dimag m neurons shoot hue ar ek nayab plan soojha. Mene didi ko bola: πΎ ooye paagal! Kyaa krri h?? Ghar m majdoor lge h ar andr aise baithi h! Hosh khabar rkha kriye thoda! Abhi kuch utha k nikl jayenge sb to pta bhi ni chlega! Abhi hm ek bnde ko kal s dekh rhe h us βTV AR DVD PLAYER πβ k bgl m khada hoke kuch dekhra tha! Sochiye abhi hum ni hote to utha k nikal jata vo βDVD PLAYER πβ! πΎ The idea was incepted. All I needed was it to ripe. Kuch mahine beete mummy diwali ki safai krri thi ar didi no 1 chilla k bulai. BAABUUU... m iss situation k liye m poorna roop s taiyaar tha. M saamne gya ar bola kya hua. Didi no 1 was on fire. KAHA H VO DVD PLAYER π??? I said: ni milra na! Hum bhi khoojre itne din s humko lga aap log chupa k rkhi h. Jeshtha purna roop s vismrit thi. Vo kuch ar kehti usse pehle bagal se didi no 2 aai ar boli hn hum bhi dekhre h itne din s. Humko lgra h vo last time kaam lga tha tbhi s gaayab hua h. Vo sb the bhi chor type k. Mauke ka faida utha k maine bola: hn hn aap to bolri thi na ki dekhi thi kisi ko tv bgl m kuch dekhra tha. And she thought and said: hn hn pta ni kaise kb utha k le gye... Itne m mummy aai ar boli: jaane do kon ab usme dekh bhi rha h movie voovie. And I ended the conversation: jaane dijiye tsk tsk le Jana hi tha to kamse kam humko bta diya hota hum us DVD player π m s motor to nikal liye hote |
2024.05.06 14:10 placiotocix i am an ADDICT, i just cant handle my situation ahilay...vent,rant, j bhane ni huncha, just want to let it all out,,,,chotkari ma life story nai lekhdinchu...
i passed my +2 2012 ma...sarai psychology padhna maan thiyo, sanai dekhi it was my dream...but family and friends suggested(compelled) me...na padh,scope chaina...ani i just went with the flow just like a dead fish....joined IT...was doing well, testo ramro ni haina ma padhai ma..average thiye, still chu....11 class ma ma rusticated bhako thiye, dherai kura haru le garda..tara i passed akkai choti... 8 class ma i smoked a joint for the first time, this was back in 2008.. tara not for long..2 3 months ig....tara from 2011 i've been smoking more than a pack of cigarettes every day.....ma trekking dherai janchu,,,like 3 times a year minimum...ahilay samma testo health problem kehi ako chaina;luckily....tara i was diagnosed with bipolar when i was 15 years old and been taking mood stabilizers since...doc says i've to take it life bhari...fast forward few years 2012 bata...IT join gare pachi, 2 sem dekhi i stared doing a job...garnu parne thena tara khai i just needed extra money to do drugs so my main motive for earning was to do drugs...ani auta point ma atti bhayo ani finals aunu bhanda 6 mahina agadi i admitted myself into a rehab...kasailay jabarjasti ja bhaneko thena malai..i just wanted to change..so i did...i still dont have a bachelors degree...2015 to 2021 i was sober...never took a drop of alcohol or any other substances...i had a girlffriend when i was 17 years old..it lasted for 6 years..ghar ma aune jane sabbai hunthiyo teti khera dekhi nai...tara testai k k bhayo...hami chutiyem...uu bidesh gayo without even telling me,...break up bhako 1 mahina ma bihe garera...now she is divorced with a kid...karma hola sala...tespachi i never fell for anyone...tara i was and still addicted to sex...sex and drugs...6 barsa i was sober..tara sex ma chai i was addicted..still am...2021 ma i lost my sister whom i cared and had deep regards and always put above me..uslai kehi bhayoo bhane malai pain hune jastai thiyo...i could not cope that...we were inseparable,family never wanted us to be together..yini haru sngai bhayo bhane na sutchan na khanchan guff nai matra garera baschan....j hoss..i was a father figure to her, an idol as one may say...tara i lost her...then i started using again 2021 ma....yetti dhereai khaye ki i lost all my savings and earnings...i earn good enough;still..enough to sustain me and my family....tara tyo period ma i was earning even more, kina ki i needed drugs...and the price was high...alik besi nai high..i started working day and night...khane high hune ani kaam garne just for the money to drugs...i just wanted to numb myself anytime..could not cope that my sister was gone forever...after 2 years hoss ayo...i forgot about her...hoss nai thena 2 barsa yaad ta kaha bata aoos....ani to quit drugs i could not do it myself ani no one knew ki i was using again...everyone sees me as a cheerful guy, but only i know ki how bad of a guy i am....its kind of impossible to quit after 2 years of continuous abusing that thing...so i went for methadone treatment...tapered it quite fast...like 6 months mandatory khanu parthiyo tara i have this strong will, which i feel lucky to have...mailay less than 5 months ma tapper garera methadone ni chode...ani being sober for almost 6 months hola..i had this nightmare about my sister...feri reality hit hard...i promised myslef.. last aak choti khanchu ani i'll never do it again.. tara being an addict sanai dekhi ani on top of that being mentally unstable...again tehi phase start bhayo...drugs and meaningless sex....just to cope with..which is an excuse; i can rationalize that part... ani about a month ago.. auta kt ko abortion garnu paryo, worst part i dont know mero ho ki haina...kina ki she has a boyfriend too...ani being a rich spoiled girl..24 ki 25 age ho...she asked me for money natra ghar ayera tamasa gardinchu bhanna thalyo...mailay abort ni garidiye ani paisa ni magyo as a compensation re...tyo ni diye....i dont even remember having sex with her ma tetti high thiye,,later found out ki even she did not know usko bf ko baccha thiyo ki mero ani sala shyal kt, testo dhani bhayera...bf sanga ni paisa magecha,,,ma sanga ni..ani usko 2nd abortion raicha tyo...stri charitra daiba na jane...testai testai life chalirako cha, i really have a nice happy life/family.. tara ma chai atti naramro bhaye.. saabb lai khusi parna khojchu, chahine bhanda dherai responsibility linchu and i am quite good at it too..tara addiction is killing me....last 8 days malai 2 din biteko jasto lageko cha..tara 8 din bitecha...i even dont know k k khaye ko ko sanga gaye, k k gare....katti lai jepayo tehi bhane... i lost my friends, brother yo 8 din ma ani i dont know the reason...mailay k k bhane hola jhagada paryo hola..i just have these txts that i dont recall typing...lost as in the sense..relationship bigyo...now i have literally no one to share my feelings with..i am empty..ani going through withdrawals;severe withdrawals....yesterday, i tried to hang myself, tara my dog saved me...khai kasari tha bhayo teslai...mero dhoka agadi ayera bhukeko bhukai garyo, scratch gareko garai garyo..ani baba mamu curious bhayera dhoka dhyan dhyang hanna thalnu bhayo khol khol bhanera...i hid the rope but could not hide my tears...they did not suspect i was literally about to hang myslef...tara they cried ani i realized ki i was doing a bad thing,...not only i was about to kill myslef ki i was about to emotionally murder my parents.......aba i dont know what to do...k garne kaso garne...kaslai bhanne.......i feel nothing..i cut different part of my leg yo sochera ki physical pain bhayo bhane mental pain jancha bhanera, tara jadaina raicha,,,...ma pagal huna atisake...so this is it.....i have nothing more to say...thank you for reading, kasailay padhyo bhane,, yetro lamo post ma padhdina thiye hola...tara kasailay padhyo bhane thank you for you time...be well...have a happy life...thank you
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2024.05.05 23:55 Intelligent-Part-885 Child abuse emotional harassment, infringement on right to privacy (article 21 of indian constitution) that too of a MINOR . Such a shame What saba did today is really wrong the wrongest of the wrong.
As a child we always think that everyone in the family loves us. Childhood is all about love and happiness. A child even thinks that any stranger who is behaving good who is playing loves us . Phir in sab main saba ne ek choti si bacchi ko yeh realise karwaya ki woh shayad unwanted thi maine achese pura dekha nahi qki mujhe woh sahi nahi lgga. Usse yeh yaad dilaya gyaa ki jo uske saath hua hai woh galat hai n shayad as a child woh n number if emotion se guzre jo hum nahi dekh paaynge bt unfortunately hum kuch nahi karskate. Her father can speak bt at the max unhe bhi paise de diye jaynge n matter khatam hojaega bt shayad meher k mind main yeh puri life rahega . Money is the driving force these days this this influencer culture is the biggest doom for the teenager . Sad reality. Saba tumhe na jannat na jehannum kahin jagah nahi milegi π
P.s i did my part despite not on any social media including youtube due to upcoming exam i reported the vlog and also commented on instagram creating an ID asap. The least and the most that i can do is done by me.
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P.s i did my part despite not on any social media including youtube due to upcoming exam i reported the vlog and also commented on instagram creating an ID asap. The least and the most that i can do is done by me.
2024.05.05 19:31 ShaheerMeowchanic 21M (Yes, 21) based in Isb
Hi!
In case you're wondering, yes, I'm 21. I know you probably have TONS of questions, and I'll address them end mein. But for now, here's a not-so-little bit about me (get some popcorn, one heck of a post).
Gender: Male
Age: 21
Height & Weight: 5'10" & 54 kg
Marital status: Single (21 mein toh divorced hone se raha π)
Education: Pursuing mechanical engineering in a renowned university
Profession: Started a marketing agency recently so I can fund my startup In sha Allah
Hobbies: Haye, aik ho toh bataun. I've picked up almost everything under the Sun - Rubik's cube, skating, sketching, poetry, piano, consuming self-help + business stuff. But one thing that's been permanent is Bollywood rom-com (Dilwaale, Humpty Sharma ki Dulhania, uffff SIMP for these)
Do you want kids? Not in the next 5 years. After that, In sha Allah
Religion: This is a tough one. Alhamdulillah, I fast poora but I struggle with praying. As of now, I don't pray (which is something I need to work on). Other than that, I'm FAIRLY religious.
When it comes to matters dealing with people, I am extremely cautious - kisi ko hurt na karun. I refuse to take interest (and In sha Allah, never will). Although I myself listen to songs, but I don't put them on my publich social media posts (work related, more on that later).
I was recently working with a client (from Australia) and I was ultimately getting people to buy homes (which is done on interest over there), so I quit that (despite that being my only source of income). Allah had better plans (I kept on working with that agency on other clients though, so win-win).
Deal breakers:
1. Doesn't care about halal/haram income: I am obsessed with this. I would rather die hungry than feed myself and my family from haram earnings.
2. Emotional and can't hold discussions: I'm someone who's very calm when solving problems. I see it as "as vs. the problem" instead of "you vs. I", and I expect my wife to do the same. To communicate what bothered her, what problems she's facing so we can solve that instead of being emotional, taane maarna, behas karna.
3. Can't change her opinions on something: If you believe a Sun is a star, and I give you evidence to support that it isn't, and you still don't change your mind, can't happen. I'm always ready to learn new things and change my opinion on something (if I'm given the facts, evidence and logic) and expect my wife to to the same.
4. Is a "feminist": I cannot stress this enough. Although I crack a LOT of sexist jokes, I am a feminist, but not in the way you'd expect. I want to make my wife financially independent, so if we seperate or I die, she doesn't have to struggle. I also want to teach her how to do everything without me (for the said reason). I am NOT a fan of "mera jism, mera marzi" and pseudo-feminism.
5. A medical professional who plans on working: Doctors spend a lot of time hospitals aur patents ke saath, and I want a partner who's there for me. Not someone who works 12 hours a day and comes home too tired to do ANYTHING (not talking about chores).
6. Doesn't dress modestly: Definition - revealing clothes, no dupatta, jeans. You don't necessarily have to do hijab or niqab but still modest dressing.
Interesting facts about you:
Remember how I wrote I'm just 21? I'm a big advocate of early marriages. Why?
Not only do you stay away from haram relationships and zina, but your focus is just on one place - your person. You can really get ahead in life when you have that one person's support. I want to build my life with that person. I have big dreams. Shayad ho jayen, shayad nahi. Allah ki marzi. But mein ne apni taraf se efforts daalni hain, and I want my wife to support me throughout that.
And an interesting story
My aapi was a kid when she brought an eraser home. Apparently, her friend gifted her that. My mother got suspicious and thought aapi ne chori ki hai. She wrote a letter to her teacher asking her to make sure yeh gift hi tha.
She did that to make sure keh itni choti si bachi bhi chori na kar rahi ho.
That's the kind of family my family is. Hamari family mein people don't lie. We don't steal. Even taking a fruit from someone's tree without asking them is considered stealing.
Itna trust hai keh even if I get "caught" in a hotel room with a girl and I say keh I don't know the girl, toh my parents WILL believe me. Of course, I honour that just as much and would never do that.
City: Islamabad
Residence (Own/Rented): Government
Family details: Father is a civil servant, mother is a housewife, one married sister. Upper middle class
Requirements:
1. Supports me emotionally: I would say I'm an entrepreneur, and the stress in my life is fucking crazy. All I want from my wife is to hold my hand and tell me she's there for me and always will be by my side.
2. Values align karti hon: Honest, respectful (I greet even sweepers, kaam wali auntie and everyone bara, and I respect my teachers so much I don't talk about them naam le kar even behind their back), doesn't hurt others (would rather hurt herself).
3. Humour: Bohat lame dad jokes maarta hun. Bas don't say "lame" or "hasna tha" at my jokes and we're good to go ;)
4: Accountability: You can accept when you're wrong and don't let your ego get in the way
Upar upar se, that's mainly it.
Expectations from the partner:
Someone who's my safe place. The last thing I want is when I'm home, I have one more thing to worry about.
Timeframe in which you want to marry: 6-12 months
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In case you're wondering, yes, I'm 21. I know you probably have TONS of questions, and I'll address them end mein. But for now, here's a not-so-little bit about me (get some popcorn, one heck of a post).
Gender: Male
Age: 21
Height & Weight: 5'10" & 54 kg
Marital status: Single (21 mein toh divorced hone se raha π)
Education: Pursuing mechanical engineering in a renowned university
Profession: Started a marketing agency recently so I can fund my startup In sha Allah
Hobbies: Haye, aik ho toh bataun. I've picked up almost everything under the Sun - Rubik's cube, skating, sketching, poetry, piano, consuming self-help + business stuff. But one thing that's been permanent is Bollywood rom-com (Dilwaale, Humpty Sharma ki Dulhania, uffff SIMP for these)
Do you want kids? Not in the next 5 years. After that, In sha Allah
Religion: This is a tough one. Alhamdulillah, I fast poora but I struggle with praying. As of now, I don't pray (which is something I need to work on). Other than that, I'm FAIRLY religious.
When it comes to matters dealing with people, I am extremely cautious - kisi ko hurt na karun. I refuse to take interest (and In sha Allah, never will). Although I myself listen to songs, but I don't put them on my publich social media posts (work related, more on that later).
I was recently working with a client (from Australia) and I was ultimately getting people to buy homes (which is done on interest over there), so I quit that (despite that being my only source of income). Allah had better plans (I kept on working with that agency on other clients though, so win-win).
Deal breakers:
1. Doesn't care about halal/haram income: I am obsessed with this. I would rather die hungry than feed myself and my family from haram earnings.
2. Emotional and can't hold discussions: I'm someone who's very calm when solving problems. I see it as "as vs. the problem" instead of "you vs. I", and I expect my wife to do the same. To communicate what bothered her, what problems she's facing so we can solve that instead of being emotional, taane maarna, behas karna.
3. Can't change her opinions on something: If you believe a Sun is a star, and I give you evidence to support that it isn't, and you still don't change your mind, can't happen. I'm always ready to learn new things and change my opinion on something (if I'm given the facts, evidence and logic) and expect my wife to to the same.
4. Is a "feminist": I cannot stress this enough. Although I crack a LOT of sexist jokes, I am a feminist, but not in the way you'd expect. I want to make my wife financially independent, so if we seperate or I die, she doesn't have to struggle. I also want to teach her how to do everything without me (for the said reason). I am NOT a fan of "mera jism, mera marzi" and pseudo-feminism.
5. A medical professional who plans on working: Doctors spend a lot of time hospitals aur patents ke saath, and I want a partner who's there for me. Not someone who works 12 hours a day and comes home too tired to do ANYTHING (not talking about chores).
6. Doesn't dress modestly: Definition - revealing clothes, no dupatta, jeans. You don't necessarily have to do hijab or niqab but still modest dressing.
Interesting facts about you:
Remember how I wrote I'm just 21? I'm a big advocate of early marriages. Why?
Not only do you stay away from haram relationships and zina, but your focus is just on one place - your person. You can really get ahead in life when you have that one person's support. I want to build my life with that person. I have big dreams. Shayad ho jayen, shayad nahi. Allah ki marzi. But mein ne apni taraf se efforts daalni hain, and I want my wife to support me throughout that.
And an interesting story
My aapi was a kid when she brought an eraser home. Apparently, her friend gifted her that. My mother got suspicious and thought aapi ne chori ki hai. She wrote a letter to her teacher asking her to make sure yeh gift hi tha.
She did that to make sure keh itni choti si bachi bhi chori na kar rahi ho.
That's the kind of family my family is. Hamari family mein people don't lie. We don't steal. Even taking a fruit from someone's tree without asking them is considered stealing.
Itna trust hai keh even if I get "caught" in a hotel room with a girl and I say keh I don't know the girl, toh my parents WILL believe me. Of course, I honour that just as much and would never do that.
City: Islamabad
Residence (Own/Rented): Government
Family details: Father is a civil servant, mother is a housewife, one married sister. Upper middle class
Requirements:
1. Supports me emotionally: I would say I'm an entrepreneur, and the stress in my life is fucking crazy. All I want from my wife is to hold my hand and tell me she's there for me and always will be by my side.
2. Values align karti hon: Honest, respectful (I greet even sweepers, kaam wali auntie and everyone bara, and I respect my teachers so much I don't talk about them naam le kar even behind their back), doesn't hurt others (would rather hurt herself).
3. Humour: Bohat lame dad jokes maarta hun. Bas don't say "lame" or "hasna tha" at my jokes and we're good to go ;)
4: Accountability: You can accept when you're wrong and don't let your ego get in the way
Upar upar se, that's mainly it.
Expectations from the partner:
Someone who's my safe place. The last thing I want is when I'm home, I have one more thing to worry about.
Timeframe in which you want to marry: 6-12 months