Shirley manson alcohol

I was so nervous for this weekend. I can’t remember the last Friday where I wouldn’t start drinking at 1pm, having a shower beer and getting into party mode. By the time my boyfriend would come pick me up I was starting to avoid kissing him because I didn’t want him to know I’d already been drinking, let alone for hours beforehand. Last night he picked me up and we went out to a bowling alley attached to a bar. We went to the barestaurant area first and got some food. I ordered a virgin Shirley temple and some water. He got a beer. We went bowling after and he got one more beer, I got one more virgin Shirley temple. We had a blast. We went back to his place and I smoked a little bit of weed, drank chocolate milk, ate snacks and watched a movie. This is the first time I’m PROUD of my relationship with drinking because I took my power back. I have no desire to drink tonight either and it’s like a light switch finally went off. I want to be sober and I want it to be a part of my identity. I don’t want to live with shame, guilt and overwhelming anxiety anymore. Day 5. IWNDWYT.
Edit to update: I made it through THE WHOLE WEEKEND! Saturday night there was a “pickle festival” going on, I went thinking I’d get to try a bunch of different local pickles and was unpleasantly surprised to see there was one vendor with samples selling actual pickles and the rest were basically all selling pickle beer, margaritas, caesars etc. I found a place selling pickle pizza, grabbed a slice with some water and walked around for a bit. I didn’t drink one drop of any of the alcohol they had and honestly I amazed myself by how much willpower I can have if I set my mindset to “I’m not a drinker. I don’t drink. I’m recovering.” For Mother’s Day today I’m making ham with my son, watching some movies and drinking some juice. I love this life and I never want it to change. IWNDWYT!

Because it starts too loud and yeah she is trying to be Shirley Manson

~First~
HHH/Herbert’s Hundred Harem
(I apologize for the late chapter. I struggled to focus.)
“Oh this is going to end well.” Herbert notes in a tone drenched in so much sarcasm that it rings through even his high pitched and innocent sounding voice. He and the other commanders of this joint endevour have relocated to an observing ship with extremely powerful sensors. It watches the whole of Centris along with another three such vessels. Each one observing an enormous area and overlapping. All ready for the big show.
“Your concerns are already well recorded. However the warning has gone up and we can not only not back out now, but if we don’t do this soon there will be too much of a chance for them to hide.” Investigator Snow says and he sighs.
“I know, it’s just fracking an entire planet on the Axiom Angle is a hell of a thing.”
“A potential threat like this is not one to take lightly.” Jahlassi states.
“I fully understand that. I also understand that this is basically kicking over every animal nest there is. I’ve called everyone back into The Dauntless and put everyone on high alert. No way we don’t shake out some kind of madness in this. We’re also using our infiltrators to warn the friendlier conspiracies.”
“About that...”
“Long story short we have several categorizations for the conspiracies we find. Most are just social clubs or political activists that have a secret handshake or pass code. Nothing to be concerned about, so we note it down and move on. Some however make a point of recording others, we make sure we have people in those when we can because it’s too useful not to. Then we also run into the benevolent ones and we try to support them however we can. Neighbourhood watches and the such often find donations of high end and very robust communicators that make their jobs easier.”
“And other types?”
“Criminal organizations we sabotage, subvert or reveal to the local police. The really dangerous stuff... well this here is a fine case of it. We take it very seriously and if what we find is dangerous enough, we get more people to help.” Herbert says simply.
“And sabotage entails?”
“Turning them against other nearby criminals, having their weapons fail, misplacing shipments and the like. Subversion has us pull the people that were forced or fell into crime but want out out. Often recruiting them, but nearly half decide to simply go into witness protection. Most leave Centris peacefully with their families and friends. Of course revealing them to the police is obvious, but on the more exciting cases we also volunteer backup to keep things... peaceful.” Herbert states.
“Peaceful as in...”
“As in having armed backup clearly wearing power armour and with a gunship nearby tends to dissuade criminals from being violent to begin with.” Herbert says and Miya snorts in amusement.
“Well, whatever is happening we’re a minute at most out from the disruptions being set off across all of Centris. Even if there isn’t immediate retaliation from the innumerable criminal elements, this is going to send the suspicious minded into an absolute frenzy.” Miya says.
“No doubt.” Herbert agrees before his communicator goes off. He checks it and then checks it again. “Of course. It’s all going to happen at once isn’t it?”
“What’s happening?”
“The Inevitable is roughly Twenty Four hours away from the edge of Cruel Space. The Second Wave is coming.”
“Out of Cruel Space and Into a Wider Galaxy you mean? Sure, humanity’s territory may be enormous for a single species to fill up, but the galaxy beyond it is much larger.”
“True.” Herbert says as he mentally goes over things. Yes, he’s been preparing for this, as has everyone else, but it’s still a little nerve wracking.
“It begins.” Jahlassi says and Herbert looks out the window to see Centris SHIFT. The disruption waves cause the lights on Centris to blink in expanding waves. Like waves of darkness that are resisted and swept aside in moments. It lasts for only a few seconds but the readouts on the side monitors lets Herbert know they found A LOT. Literally billions of different areas where the Axiom was twisted just so in order to hide things.
“We have our target. Time to start investigating.”
“And brace for the retaliation.” Herbert says as he receives his first message that notes that an observed area has started showing weapons. It’s just the first pass the line though, more are coming, and more still. “There’s about to be more hot zones than Undaunted even with our recruiting.”
Before anyone can say more Herbert receives a priority notice. He nods.
“Ladies, I’m afraid I have to depart from your company for a short while. There are several zones far too close to The Dauntless and other priority Undaunted Assets. Your pardon.” He says before activating a recall.
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There is a panicked flurry as they smash hard drives and destroy data chits to try and cover their tracks. No one had fully believed that the authorities would actually send out disruption waves on such an enormous scale. There were so many Gravia on Centris that attempting it would count as genocide. Then they came out at a frequency that barely ruffled the Gravia and still exposed them like...
The door implodes inwards. A tiny figure in a dark outfit somewhere between blue and black rushes in. There is no visible skin, there are however clearly defined muscles on their figure and numerous weapons and devices strapped to them.
She raises a rifle and finds herself suddenly flying backwards as things go numb and as she hits the wall the remains of her weapon are wrapped around her wrists like cuffs and sending out disruptive pulses into her to stop her from using Axiom. The remains of the hard drives and data chits, as well as the still undamaged hard drives and chits are all swept up into a pouch and the remaining members of the Shadows Surveyors are disarmed, tied up and left on their knees before the figure vanishes. A small drone then floats into the room followed by a large one with numerous weapons that point at each of them.
The smaller drone slowly floats around, scanning everything. Scanning all their faces and doing nothing else.
“What the hell just happened?” One of her sisters in arms asks in a stunned tone.
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There’s suddenly another among them and they’re slammed into the walls. Before any of them can hit the ground the metal is shifted and they’re trapped to the spot before a flicker of pain causes their Axiom to scramble. They can only watch in mute horror as a tiny figure in a dark armoured suit flits through the area bringing together all their documents, munitions and equipment and then shoving it all into a single small pouch before scanning the area. To her horror he pauses at the wall and taps on it.
There is an audible hollow sound and he taps to the area’s side to hear the wall be solid right next to it. He then taps along a lined nad quickly figures out the dimensions of the small hollow. A bit of banging and he finds how to open it and is exposed to the keypad. He presses a few buttons and there’s a denial. Three times more and he gets nothing. Then on his fifth attempt it gives a chime and the floor next to him sinks down and then withdraws to the side to reveal the passage beyond.
He walks up to it and pulls out a small device off his belt, activates it and then tosses it into the hole before nodding. He then taps the side of his dark grey visor and then nods before tilting forward at the edge of the pit and falling through.
It took twenty seconds.
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Back in orbit the team is shocked when not even ten minutes later and a tiny figure in dark blue to black bodysuit walks in. He’s heavily armed, there are several small rips and stains on his outfit and it’s clear he’s been through it. He then pulls out a full sized coat from a pouch much too small to fit it and he sweeps it around himself to slip it on as Herbert in a Private Stream uniform.
“Sorry about that. We found a lot of spots far too close to The Dauntless to leave them alone and it was an all hands on deck situation. But the immediate problem is currently handled.” He says as he buttons up his coat and then pulls out his hat and puts it on. He looks like he’s never so much as seen combat, let alone just came from it.
“What happened?” Jahlassi asked.
“As you know all Embassies on Centris have a five hundred metre radius where all activities surrounding them are legally the business of the embassy. There were no less than six different groups hiding in Axiom Eddies maintained around expanded spaces. I personally hit two of them and the second one had a much, much larger area than initially perceived and took me a bit more.”
“You were gone ten minutes and hit two hostile targets in the middle of actively defending themselves.”
“Well, they didn’t have much in the way of actual resistance. The other ones are more entertaining.” Herbert replies.
“In what way?”
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The woman is abjectly larger, stronger and has been trained far longer than either man. But between Omega locking her into position with Alpha as they both casually go over the documents the organization has gathered.
In the end it’s determined to be unimportant so even through her power armour the woman is knocked out and left for sorting. The two men look over the small battalion of armoured women who had been hiding out three hundred and fifty metres away from The Dauntless. Their reports weren’t suggesting hostility. But when you find someone hiding in your backyard you don’t ignore it.
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“In a very fast paced kind of way. We have more than just spies and soldiers after all...” Herbert notes.
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Modan catches the trytite coins in a single motion. The flight of unconscious Metak were scattered around the room and he casually walks over to a nearby computer. He starts breaking down all the possibilities and slaps the keyboard before pressing confirm.
It accepts the password and he starts whistling as he downloads a copy of all their files into a burner drive. The odds shift and probability moves around before he gives it a nudge. The woman who had faked going down rises up behind him, then trips on one of her fellows and lands hard on her head. Out cold. He glances back and grins. When the world bends to your favour, your enemies are already defeated.
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“...needless to say, we’re just reacting the same way the rest of the planet is when they suddenly realize that they have not only more neighbours than expected, but more unpleasant neighbours than expected.” Herbert says before he pulls out his communicator and sees it lighting up with numerous areas being hit all over the place. Many are reports of different events happening on all the spires and plates. He then pockets it and turns off the vibrate as he pulls out his secondary and much more specific communicator. It only has one command.
Be Ready.
“All of us are going to be here for a while as the people on the ground sort out what’s what. I have some training in mixing drinks, does anyone want a drink? I want a drink.” Herbert offers. More to kill time and make some friends than anything else.
“Doesn’t human alcohol impede development at your physical stage?” Jahlassi asks.
“That’s why I’m having a non-alcoholic drink called a Shirley Temple. It’s high in sugar and has caffeine, but is fairly safe for your races. Who else wants one?” Herbert asks as he heads to a desk and stars pulling out bottles of ingredients and a pitcher he starts filling with the contents of the bottles. A bit of mixing and he nods before pulling out some glasses.
“You have... you have the ingredients to mix drinks and serve them. Just... casually on you?”
“Yes.” Herbert agrees as he pours out some of the drink in each glass and invites them to each have some with a wave of his hand.
“Why?”
“The techniques that calm people down and get them talking generally work to also kill time in legal manners.”
“Get them talking. Is this an interrogation technique?”
“Interrogation isn’t usually tying someone down and hitting them until they talk. Proper interrogation is getting them calm, comfortable, and get them to lower their guard and trust you. Or in other words, be calm, be kind and be accommodating. Reach understanding.”
“You wear many faces Mister Jameson.” Jahlassi says and he nods.
“I have to. If the universe were so simple as to require only one then that’s all I’d have. But it’s not. So I wear as many as I need.” He says simply.
~First~ Last Next

Hey, going to a concert tomorrow night. First one in a looong time. Looking for ideas for non-alcoholic drinks I can order from the bar that aren’t water, coke, or a Shirley Temple. I’m at the age where partying all night isn’t fun anymore and I have to work the next day after driving home late. I would like to up my virgin cocktail game anyway, trying to be healthier as I get older. Let me know what you like!

 It's Friday, April 19th in New York City. Donald Trump is on trial for one of the many crimes he is accused of. Around 1:39 that afternoon, a man walks up to police barricades and the crowd of onlookers and media. He throws pamphlets on the ground before taking out a bottle of liquid and pouring it over his head and body. At 1:39 PM, the man lit himself on fire collapsing onto a police barricade. Police and bystanders attempted to extinguish the flames but their efforts failed to save the life of Max Azzarello. 

What would posses a man to do something like this? Well if you read all the news reports, it's because he was a crazy conspiracy theorist that lost his mind. That's where most of us left it. As with any story, there is usually more to it that we don't know. I don't like not knowing and this was a drastic and insane act that I had to better understand. Who is Max Azzarello and what was on the pamphlets he threw down before his horrible act? I started by looking into who Max was. He was some what of an activist, a researcher and investigator (in his own right) and a genuinely good person according to friends and family. Those close to him were devastated by the news and the actions that Max took on this April afternoon. The media has highlighted any flaw or error Max had during his life as they usually do when they want you to feel a certain way about someone. Outside of the act of setting himself on fire very publicly, why do they want you to dismiss him as a nut job? I had to find out what this was all about, what drove a seemingly normal man to do something this drastic. This final. With the help of a friend, I was able to find Max's final words online. I'll include a copy of Max's unabridged words below as I feel it is important that we all read it. After reading it, I understood what Max was trying to do. He wasn't a crazy man, he was a martyr. Max chose this fate not at random, but after much thought and analysis. He chose to travel from Florida to New York to enact his plan outside the trump trial because he knew that every media outlet in the “free” world would be outside covering the trial. They would not be able to ignore him now. He planned his actions with the mindset of getting the most coverage of it possible. The media mentioned it, then it went away like everything does in our society. Max was dead and nothing else has happened. I refuse to let Max be forgotten. Max had struggled deeply trying to get people to pay attention to his message. I can relate to that struggle as I've tried to spread his words since his death with virtually no response from anyone. The short of Max's claim is that our government here in America and others around the world working with them are planning something big. They plan a complete flip from democracy to fascism. That's crazy talk right? Well ask yourself this, is their any evidence of something like this happening? Would it even be possible? Let's look into that. In order for a government to overthrow the will and rights of its people requires many things and most of them have already been done. I'm not an expert on government and politics but I am a student of history and I have enough common sense to draw lines between things. I also have pretty good self-awareness that allows me to be critical of my conclusions and not grasp at straws. Let's go over some simple facts that we should all be aware of. Please remember, these are not conspiracies, these are hard proven facts. 1. Our government is corrupt. We all see the corruption and deceit no matter our political leanings or beliefs. We know they are robbing us blind and cheating and lying. They openly commit crimes and violate our civil rights. Let's look into the crimes we know of first before digging into our crumbling rights. 2. Crimes have included but are not limited to: Bribery, fraud, insider trading, sexual assault, theft, war crimes, extortion, and election fraud. I won't go into all the specifics on these, but I think the majority of people can agree that we have witnessed these crimes happen over and over and they go unpunished or get off with a slap on the wrist. We can argue who is guilty and who isn't of what crimes, but that is an argument distraction. They love that we argue and disagree so much. 3. Rights Violations. We are all generally aware of rights violations by police officers and law enforcement in general. We are less aware of the stripping of our rights by the government. This has been happening for a long time in America, but we only need to go back to the attacks on 9/11. After those attacks, a bill was passed illegally called the Patriot Act. We were sold a fake story with a fake premise of safety. They like to scare you so you want their protection. After we were lied to about Iraq having weapons of mass destruction resulting in another war, we were told the Patriot Act was a simple bill to protect us from terrorist. The truth was, that it was the first step in revoking our 4th amendment. With the revelations of Edward Snowden, we were informed of just how far our government went. Illegal spying, data collection, and rights violations under the name of national security. They don't need a warrant anymore and you have no defense from prosecution. They collect all of your data, all the time on all devices. Your entire life and everything you say or do is recorded by our handy cell phones and home assistants as well as a massive surveillance network. It's stored on NSA servers for anyone who gets out of line or stands up for their rights. Your fourth amendment died when those towers came down and a lot of you celebrated it. Censorship is putting the last nail in the coffin of our first amendment. We lost part of it long ago when the CIA enacted operation Mockingbird and infiltrated all of our media. We no longer have a free media. No matter what your favorite news channel, it and all of it's employees are government assets regardless of their personal knowledge of it. You only see what they want you to see. This is the main reason they have to kill tiktok. They always kill what they can't control.
I could go on with this for days, but hopefully you get the point that they are infringing or out right ended our rights. Maybe you are one of those people who is stars and bars American and believe in our system and country. You are probably insulting me as a conspiracy theorist or whatever the opposite of your political agenda is. Racist, communist, liberal, leftist, right wing, republican, democrat, whatever. I ask you only do one thing. Ask yourself if this is the country that we wanted for our selves and our children. Is this the nation and society our parents or grandparents wanted for us? Look around you. Don't add blame or feelings to things, just look at what they are. We are being destroyed by drugs and addiction. We have homeless encampments flooding our major cities. Crime is insane. Racial tension is higher than it's been since the civil rights movement despite the majority of American's being more accepting and less racist than our ancestors. We are being dumb-ed down with poor education and lies. Our economy is not good and we suffer from the pains of inflation. We have people starving to death in the worlds richest country. The cost of living is soaring past our income levels. 1% of our population owns more than the other 99%. You have virtually no workers rights in most states and are controlled by the corporations that own us all. Our food is poisoned and killing us. Just look at the report from an independent group on the amount of lead in Lunchables. Why didn't the FDA find that? It's what we pay them for after all. We are constantly inundated with propaganda designed to cause discourse, distraction and ignorance. The single most important document in American history has been labeled as bad and racist. Why would anyone want to make people turn against our constitution? They know most of you have never read the constitution let alone understand your rights. It's easy to manipulate those who are unaware of the facts. The constitution is not racist or evil. The men who wrote it might have been, that's an argument for another time. The document itself is amazing and critical. Stop reading it with negative thoughts about its writers and read it for what it says. We have the freedom of speech, freedom of press, and freedom of religion. It's the first right in the Bill of Rights for a reason. Our freedom of speech is required for us to speak out about injustices and have our concerns and complaints heard. It's singly the most important thing we have and yet many of your actively work to curtail that right for others. Be assured, it won't stop with the ones you don't want to hear. We need that freedom of speech to avoid having to enact other rights, but we will get back to that later. Freedom of religion doesn't feel that important to me because I'm not very religious. For those of us who are religious this is a major one. For those of us who are non religious, this right is for us as well. While it protects their right to practice their religion, it protects us from having to practice it with them. We all know that has been violated in both ways. Freedom of the press is very under appreciated. Having an open and honest news media allows the average American to know what is happening in our society and world. It use to be a very important tool for us to suss out corruption and crimes. It's now a weapon used against us and against political rivals. It shuts down open debate and promotes division and hate. It has been the single worst change for America. Many of you call for the removal of the second amendment and most with good reasoning and cause. Gun violence is ridiculous in the United States, but we have to understand the problem and not try to put a bandage on it. The criminals will still have guns even if you outlaw them. They might have less and be harder to get, but they will still commit crimes and own guns. We have to look at the reasons that so much gun crime happens. Is it culture, greed, hate, mental illness, or poverty? It's probably all of those and more but those pale in comparison to what could happen to an America without guns. We all want to live in a safe world where guns are effectively useless outside of hunting or sport, but that is a fantasy land currently. What the pro second amendment people fail to explain properly and often fail to understand themselves is that gun rights are required. You don't get to remove someone else's right. Sure we feel we need guns for protection in some cases, but the idea behind the second amendment is protection from the government. This is the point where someone comments about how stupid we are to think our little guns can defeat the American government or its forces. You are correct, that would be stupid to think that we can grab an AR-15 and defeat a group of FBI agents or military. After all, what can my little AR do to a tank or drone right? That's not the meaning behind the second amendment. The authors of the constitution were very aware of a governments ability to separate itself from its people and control them. We aren't supposed to start a fight or try some kind of war, they are a deterrent. It's our responsibility to hold our government accountable and when our branches are no longer separate and they are all corrupt, then we must act to arrest and prosecute the criminals on our own. Our government is so corrupt, so aligned, and so controlled by corporations and money that we will have to stand up, united and armed, and demand that they be handed to us for arrest and trial. We have to find honest judges and lawyers and we have to make sure that our laws are obeyed and we don't violate their rights while trying to retake ours. We must practice what we preach. Why the guns, because if you think they are going to stand there while thousands of unarmed citizens make demands you are crazy. We need to have massive numbers of people, all armed, to deter any action against us. We do not want a fight, we do not want war, but we will not be denied our rights and we will not allow the criminals to run this prison that use to be America. It's the second amendment because its the most important after our first amendment freedoms. They knew once you lost the first amendment, then the second is your only remaining option. We are nearly there and that's scary for most of us. We need to do this together because we can't fix any of our other problems while a bunch of elites who live in a different world from the rest of us are in control of everything.
You might be asking what can we do? Well, to start, go read the constitution or at least the Bill of Rights. Understand them and their value to you. Once you know your rights, its easier to see how often and horribly they are violated daily. Also, go read the words of Max Azzerrelo. Regardless of your feelings about him, have the respect to read the words that he died to share with the world. THE FOLLOWING ARE THE LAST WORDS OF MAX AZZARELLO
My name is Max Azzarello, and I am an investigative researcher who has set himself on fire outside of the Trump trial in Manhattan. This extreme act of protest is to draw attention to an urgent and important discovery: We are victims of a totalitarian con, and our own government (along with many of their allies) is about to hit us with an apocalyptic fascist world coup. These claims sound like fantastical conspiracy theory, but they are not. They are proof of conspiracy. If you investigate this mountain of research, you will prove them too. If you learn a great deal about Ponzi schemes, you will discover that our life is a lie. If you follow this story and the links below, you will discover the rotten truth of ‘post-truth America’. You will learn the scariest and stupidest story in world history. And you will realize that we are all in a desperate state of emergency that requires your action. To my friends and family, witnesses and first responders, I deeply apologize for inflicting this pain upon you. But I assure you it is a drop in the bucket compared to what our government intends to inflict.

Because these words are true, this is an act of revolution.

Last March, a billionaire named Peter Thiel started a bank run on Silicon Valley Bank. I knew enough about Thiel that I found this incredibly suspicious: My hunch was that this was intentional, though I couldn’t fathom why. I began investigating online, and quickly found cryptocurrency’s fingerprints all over it. The bank run occurred just days after Silvergate Bank – which catered almost exclusively to crypto companies – collapsed. Meanwhile, several crypto cheerleaders were all over financial media warning of a regional banking crisis, and nobody in media was addressing the clear crypto connections. I dug deep into the financials of Thiel’s venture capital firm Founders Fund and eventually uncovered the following, all proven many times over. Cryptocurrency is our first planetary multi-trillion-dollar Ponzi scheme. It was expressly created for this purpose by a laundry list of rich and powerful people out of Stanford/Silicon Valley and Harvard/Facebook. The March 2023 bank failures were all intentional: the banks were used to move out stolen Ponzi money. This signals that they’re no longer dumping cash in to keep the cryptocurrency Ponzi afloat, and that it will soon go insolvent, as all Ponzis must. When the Ponzi scheme goes insolvent, it will take down half the stock market with it: The perpetrators used their major companies to pipe into the blockchain so they could funnel money out from the crypto exchanges. This includes Google, Tesla, Apple, PayPal, Facebook, Disney, Walmart, Target, InBev, Zoom, and countless others. It is a Ponzi scheme so large that it created global inflation, which is why the price of Bitcoin has been a remarkable leading indicator for inflation rates. Victims who bought crypto don’t realize their money has already been stolen, so the money gets double-counted by the victims and the criminals who stole it. As it turns out, our elites are awash in Ponzi schemes. Stanford’s StartX.com investment fund and Jeffrey Epstein’s ‘Program for Evolutionary Dynamics’ he ran at Harvard are both fake-science Ponzi factories that these schools have invested billions in: They are filled with fraudulent companies that use smoke and mirrors to promise miraculous new technology, but always collapse while the perpetrators only get richer.

Funneling trillions of dollars in stolen cash through the stock market created the largest stock-market anomaly in history. The stock chart signature of a Ponzi scheme is a massive increase (while they stack up cash) and then a massive fall (as they funnel out the stolen cash). This chart shape appeared in all the companies listed above. In order to explain the massive anomaly, our criminal government unleashed COVID on the world and told us these were the “stay at home stocks.”

Ponzi schemes are vicious beasts, and cryptocurrency is history’s largest Ponzi by orders of magnitude. It could best be described as an economic doomsday device, intentionally made to shatter the world economy. The U.S. government is fully involved in this totalitarian con: To illustrate its bipartisan support, I’ll note that nearly every participant of the Clinton Global Initiative has ties to cryptocurrency, while two of the biggest tech VCs who participated are Trump associates Josh Kushner and Anthony Scaramucci. To better understand our form of government, I will point you to one of the most astonishing pieces of stand-alone evidence I’ve found: Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton’s 1988 DNC speech where he nominated Mike Dukakis for president against George H.W. Bush. The speech is a vile, mean-spirited roast of Dukakis that makes no sense whatsoever: For Clinton to ruthlessly attack a member of his own party should have been political suicide, and he repeatedly mocks Dukakis’ noble and earnest qualities. Notably, actor Rob Lowe, who was supporting Dukakis, was victim of a teen sex blackmail operation at the DNC that year. Since we know Clinton is a close associate with teen sex blackmail artist Jeffrey Epstein, we can suddenly make perfect sense of the nonsensical speech by applying this lens: Bill Clinton is a cocky mob boss who blackmailed Mike Dukakis because Dukakis thought his job was to help the public. He teases out the future public revelation that Kitty Dukakis drank rubbing alcohol, and offers a strange anecdote about the crack epidemic that reveals he is an exceedingly proud drug runner. What does this revelation tell us? That our government is conning us completely. That Bill Clinton was secretly on (former CIA Director) George H.W. Bush’s side, and that the Democrat vs. Republican division has been entirely manufactured ever since: Clinton is with Bush; Gore is with Bush; Trump is with Hillary, and so on. When they present themselves in public, they are acting as characters that are against one another, practicing kayfabe as wrestlers do. As it turns out, we have a secret kleptocracy: Both parties are run by financial criminals whose only goals are to divide, deceive, and bleed us dry. They divide the public against itself and blame the other party while everything gets worse and more expensive and handful of people take all the money.

Since it is fully parasitic, a secret kleptocracy is an incredibly unstable form of government – left to its own devices, it can only lead to fascism or failed state.

One of the key findings of this research is that Harvard University is one of the largest organized crime fronts in history, which is how they churn out billionaires – it’s a major hub of this sprawling criminal network. As it turns out, dozens of the writers of The Simpsons went to Harvard. So I asked myself the question: If The Simpsons served the interests of organized crime, how would it do so? Well, it offers a dysfunctional family suffering from moral decay, a community incapable of solving its problems, a worker drone who slaves away for an evil billionaire, and cathartic laughs for our poor collective circumstances. There are some notable specifics as it relates to this research, too: In Marge vs. The Monorail, the townsfolk are too oafish and divided to invest in the town’s needs (fix Main Street) and fall for the charms of a dazzling showman with a bogus monorail Ponzi scheme. When we know that the show is closely linked to an organization that invests billions of dollars in Ponzi factories, this becomes quite damning. In Lisa the Iconoclast, Lisa discovers that town founder Jebediah Springfield was a secret criminal con artist, and that the townsfolk’s lives are a lie. Realizing this is an important discovery, she desperately tries to get the townsfolk to listen to her. But they meet her with hostility, apathy, disbelief, and partisanship and she fails to get through to them. Ultimately, she realizes the town is so far gone that perhaps it’s better for them to be lied to by con artists, and she keeps the secret to herself. And here I’ve been, like Lisa Simpson, desperately trying to get friends, family, and the public to believe the proof of a totalitarian con I’m trying to show them, and they’ve turned away with hostility, apathy, disbelief, and partisanship. And so, we realize the criminal truth of The Simpsons: Our elites are telling us that our eroding collective circumstances are our own fault, and we can’t do anything about it, while they steal the American Dream from us. It is, for lack of a more elegant word, brainwashing. — Lastly, we string these major discoveries together: Cryptocurrency is an economic doomsday device; our government is a secret kleptocracy; The Simpsons exists to brainwash us. From there, the only research we need is critical thinking and we’re able to piece together the true story of our circumstances. Consider America since 1988: Institutions like healthcare and universities have become parasitic in their skyrocketing prices. News media tells us to be angry and tribalized. Daytime television warns us of moral decay. Local news tell us to fear our neighbors. The Simpsons tells us we’re too oafish and divided to save the American Dream. Seinfeld tells us to celebrate the assholes and be irritated by all the normal people around us. “Reality” TV tells us that real life is filled with hedonism and strife. Social media, owned by crypto criminals like Mark Zuckerberg and Elon Musk, is flooded with nonsense conspiracy theories and memes reminding us that we are hopeless, helpless, anxious, depressed, ironic, scared, apathetic, escapist, lonely, misguided, and jaded, telling us we can’t do anything but have a laugh at our circumstances. Liberals mock the hypocrisy of conservatives; conservatives mock the hypocrisy of liberals, and our collective circumstances erode. The left shouts “All Cops Are Bastards,” which ensures they’ll be hated by the police and the public (and flies in the face of leftist theory). The public’s distrust of the government is at an all-time high, but so is the belief that we are helpless to do anything about it. And with all this, a sharp rise in apocalyptic messaging: Climate change will kill us all; COVID will kill us all; vaccines will kill us all; AI will kill us all – no matter the bubbles we ascribe to, we’re bombarded with existential crises with no solutions. We’ve seen a surge in apocalyptic film, literature, and video games that tell us there is no way out of our poor circumstances but total societal breakdown. Zombies tell us that the public is our enemy. If you go to your nearest convenience store, you can buy a can of water called “Liquid Death.” This is our rotten farce: For our entire lives, we have been flooded with media designed to slowly steer us into a world where the American Dream was dead, where the public was fully divided against itself, where everybody believed we were powerless to do anything about our worsening circumstances. It is all so they can organize an unprecedented, apocalyptic rug pull on the entire populace as they pivot to fascism, which is perhaps best understood as kleptocracy at the barrel of a gun. When we piece it all together, we understand the truth: We are in a totalitarian doomsday cult. Why on earth would our elites do this? There are many reasons, but the simplest is because capitalism is unsustainable, and they knew it: Climate change and resource extraction would catch up eventually. So, they never intended to sustain it. They knew all along that they would gobble up all the wealth they could, and then yank the rug out from under us so they could pivot to a hellish fascist dystopia. — Things escalated wildly in 1988 when former CIA Director George H.W. Bush got the White House, but this plan had been in action long prior: Why is Stanley Kubrick’s comedy about mutually assured destruction called Dr. Strangelove: Or, How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb? Because he was a cocky secret fascist who was getting us to stop worrying and love the bomb. Why did he make A Clockwork Orange? So we’d rejoice at ultra-violence designed to desensitize us to the horrors of the world. Why were the Manson Family murders crawling with cover-ups and intelligence agents? Because our government wanted to make us fear for our lives and believe that hippies are deranged psychopaths. Why did Walt Disney produce a fraudulent documentary that told us Lemmings follow each other off cliffs? So we would believe it. Why did The Beatles tell us to fear the taxman, to scoff at revolution, chase nonsense conspiracy theories, and that happiness is a warm gun? So we would believe it. Why did Easy Rider tell us that the hippie movement was dead? So we would believe it. Why did Chinatown end with defeatism in the face of massive corruption? So we would believe it. Why did George Orwell tell us of a hellish future of totalitarian control that we are powerless to stop? So we would believe it. Why did Wall Street tell us “greed is good”? So we would believe it. Why did Do The Right Thing tell us we’re all racially tribalized? So we would believe it. Why did Simpsons creator Matt Groening make a comic strip called Life in Hell? So we would believe it. And on, and on, and on, and on. When it comes to any popular media, if you ask yourself the question, “Why would secret doomsday cult kleptocrats want the public to consume this?”, you will find your answers. — This is obviously very bad news, but the biggest lie we’ve been told is that we are powerless. We’ve got one way out of hellworld, and that’s for the public to realize that we’ve been conned completely so we can build a united movement that shatters every lie they’ve told us, mocks this rotten farce as loudly as it deserves, and aims at nothing short of abolishing our criminal government so we can build one that serves the public. To understand this story is to see right through the con, to become immune to the endless sea of criminal propaganda, and to feel the great joy and power that comes with freedom. If a small number of people quickly put on these truth-colored glasses, we are in for an unimaginably bright future. If not, we get an apocalypse. For more information, I’ve put together this booklet that includes other major findings and a map to a sea of proof, along with all the other essays on this site. For the true history of America since the end of World War II, see here. To see this discovery unfold in real-time, along with further explanations, hundreds of pieces of evidence not covered here, advice, inspiration, political theory, and the heart and soul of a man escaping history’s largest doomsday cult, see my Instagram story highlights. I apologize for leaving things so scattered, but this has been an exhausting affair. So long as you understand this (true) ideology, you will be able to learn the whole story. Here is a federal lawsuit I filed against dozens of perpetrators of the cryptocurrency Ponzi – not for litigation, but just to preserve the information and attach my name to it. I was terrified and hadn’t slept in days and it shows, but it served its purpose of keeping myself alive long enough to keep learning and telling this story. I no longer have my original research files from the crypto rabbit hole. If you want to see them, you’ll have to get my laptop back from the government. Ask them how they got it - it’s a very fun story. I hope you know how powerful you are. I wish you a hell of a lot more than luck. Max Azzarello

OK... besides alllll the boozehound jokes... In all seriousness, I only recently found out from the VA I have moderate cirrhosis. I was in the Infantry (11H), and got out in 1999. Waaay back in the Stone Age, I was, due to two 'alcohol related incidents' (two bar brawls, a LOT of us got hemmed up on those) we had to attend what was called 'AADDC' which stood for alcohol and drug dependence counseling. Think '12 step program' for grunts... IRL it put ALL the hardest partiers in one room for 3 hours during the duty day to talk about the best places to party in Clarksville...we called it A-Dap-Cee... I think they call it Army Substance Abuse Program (ASAP) Counseling now...
Add on a shitpot worth of small injuries where I was popping ranger candy (800mg motrins) by the bucket full, I'm pretty sure I can try to make a case for the liver damage being from that? Or would the fact that I didn't find out about it until recently queer the deal as I still drank on the reg up until someone -finally- pointed it out to me...
Note: Up until that test that came back, I never had any tests on the liver done. Like NEVER until I had a slight infection where ALL my internals got scanned/poked/prodded, so I have no idea when this actually 'started' or became an issue per se. Anyone have any idea?
I'd take a Rum and Coke... but the Doc sez I need to cut down, so make mine a Shirley Temple.

I'll go first. In no particular order:
Shirley Manson (poor your misery down on me 🎵)
Winona Ryder (A girl interpreted kinda hit home nervous haha, also dancing in the air!)
Natalie Portman (Specifically in Garden State, cute af, but rly do I need an explanation?)
Emma Bunton (Girl power ✊)
to name a few.