Bleeding 5 days before period

I just added 10mg of buspirone to my 15mg of Lexapro last night. I had gotten off my period the day before. Now, I’ve started again. I’m usually very regular. Just curious if buspirone has messed with anyone else’s cycle?

I’m pregnant for the first time at 42. In addition to age, I have some health issues and medications that put me in a higher risk category. My husband and I tried for over a year with a reproductive endocrinologist, but that ended after several not great experiences and bad communication (and the closest alternative is at least a 2 hour drive away). This was over a year ago, and we had mostly reconciled ourselves to not having children. And now we found out I’m pregnant.
My cycle is regular, only 24 days, and ovulation happens ~day 10/11. 2 days after my period was due (16DPO), my at home pregnancy test was negative. 2 days later (18DPO), they performed another urine test in a clinic which was also negative. But I had a lot of symptoms. And my period is never late.
At 6 days past my expected period (20DPO), I asked my PCP to order a serum test and my hCG was 354.
Does it seem odd that the urine test was negative just 2 days before my serum level was 354? And isn’t a urine test almost completely accurate nearly a week after a missed period??
I’m now presumably 4w5d along. When I called my OB early this week, they scheduled a scan at 8-10 weeks where they would “confirm I’m pregnant” (which is a longer wait than I expected for my first appointment, especially considering risk factors).
In the meantime, my PCP is helping me monitor since she knows we’ve been trying for so long. At 22DPO, my hCG was up to 920 (from the 354 at 20DPO).
I wasn’t worried about these numbers until coming to this subreddit. My numbers seem to be more than doubling, which I thought was good, but they also seem much lower than others at the same stage who are worried their numbers are “too low”? It seems the normal range is so vast.
Can someone help me make sense of this? I’m nervous, and since it sounds like I won’t be able to see an OB for at least another month, is there anything else my PCP can do in the meantime? Is a first scan at 8-10 weeks standard, even for higher risk pregnancies?
Thanks!

I’m a SW OH native and I’ve been to the Cleveland area once before. Loved Holden Arboretum, West Side Market, but was a little disappointed with CVNP, I think the GPS didn’t find trailheads besides for Brandywine Falls, but I was underwhelmed overall.
But I’m looking at staying 5-ish days maybe near Eastlake. I was looking for nice little towns I should check out while I’m up there. Definitely along the lake but also are Akron and Youngstown worth checking out? They’re definitely further though; but to help, my interests are mostly nature/parks, cute Main Streets with nice shops, and of course food. I love Thai and Hispanic food- specifically from El Salvador (pupusas) and Mexican such as huitlacoche, huarache, quesadillas (especially with corn tortillas), etc.
Depending on weather, a beach day would be nice. I’ve stopped at one before I think it was Headlands Beach (This would be 2nd-ish week in June so probably too cold to swim).
Thanks in advance!!

So on April 19th me and my gf were going through a really tough time and we had broke up for maybe a week (3-5 days) then started talking more and more again, our living situation at her dad's wasn't the best for either of us and affected us as a whole, it was more realized on May 8th when her dad kicked her and her brother out of his house. I provided alot of support, paid 200 to get her to her aunt's and during this time I left to a different part of the country May 1st so I offered for her to come here to where I am now as we were back on very good terms, talking to the point where we distracted eachother constantly. She then got to her aunt's on the 14th, that night we still talked like normal.
May 15th, she immediately said she had a headache so we didn't talk much for the first but which was fine but again slightly off as that never stopped a conversation before, but then the very next day she was drinking and having quote to much fun and isn't on her phone much so much so she can't even text, I tried to call when I was going to bed like we normally do and she got mad at me and sounded wasted, leaving me on read and just not the same anymore. Yesterday there was a 12hr power outage which is true but then I only heard from her when it turned back on, she was apparently feeling sick again and as soon as a girl that had a crush on her in the past came over she jumped to hangout but again barely has time for me now and she said today that everyone knows she's leaving the 1st of June and nothing's changed but she was again short and now it's back to she keeps looking at my messages and just going back offline or online but not looking period. She also said she had a headache today and it was calm at the house but I've barely heard from her yet again but it's just all off.
So basically it went from her messaging every 5 mins for weeks to nothing but short answers if I get one and not being able to call constantly cause there's to many people at her aunt's. To be frank she was obsessed and was her main support after I left, she got me to buy a plane ticket, pay for her weed and smokes and now I question what's actually happening. What would you be thinking in my shoes, I'll note I know 90% of the people at the house but there's more people against me there then actually like me so that's something I think about as well, plus her aunt is someone whoes very love hate and would support her not being upfront with me rn as she'd probably want her to stay there on the couch then come here to our own apartment just to fuck with me. Not to mention as I've said there are people there that would wanna sleep with her so again it's just off, she's distant and can I get some advice please lol?

My LO just turned 5 months old and is all of a sudden fighting every nap and bedtime. A couple of weeks before he turned 4 months old he started a sleep regression so we made some changes and helped introduce some self soothing techniques. The regression was over in about a week and he started sleeping amazing. Day time sleep was averaging 3-4 hours and nighttime sleep averaged 10-12 hours. When we would lay him down he would babble and coo until he eventually fell asleep- no tears whatsoever except for minimal fussing at times. He seemed well rested and always happy to go to sleep when it was time. He recently turned 5 months old and this last week all of a sudden, he cries and cries and cries and fights sleep so hard. During the day it takes up to 30 mins to get him down and at night up to 2 hours of crying and trying to help calm him down enough to sleep. We keep picking him up because it is soooo hard to hear him so upset like this. We know that he was previously capable of self soothing and connecting sleep cycles so we’re confused why all of a sudden it seems like all of this has been thrown out of the window. Almost every nap has had to turn into a contact nap and my husband and I dread the thought of bedtime. We don’t want to go backward because we had all just started to feel more well rested and are confused why our LO is so upset when it comes to sleeping now. Any ideas or advice would be sooo appreciated!!!

I'm 28, 5'10, 307lbs. For the past month I've been fasting those 3 days a week, for 4 weeks and I've lost nothing. The 2 weekdays I eat, I'm VERY careful about calories and even make sure I get most of them from protein. Weekends I am much more laxed but the thing is, before I started this, I've been at this weight for almost a year. During this fasting regimen I've been eating the same amount on weekends that I've always been, not more. But I also used to eat a lot the rest of the days of the week as well. I feel I should have lost at LEAST 10lbs. Having 0 calories 3 days a week is the hardest thing I've done but I kept telling myself, it would pay off. Now finding out it did nothing was devastating. I honestly don't know what to do anymore.

I was not looking for love and then I met my ex.
She swooped in during my dad just getting in remission from cancer.
Previously prior to my BPD ex I had been in some bad situations in relationships.
One night she called me crying hysterically and said that she had been physically attacked by her roommate who I later found out this was her husband way later on in the relationship.
At four months of knowing her I asked her to move in with me. We agreed on 200 in rent. She never paid a single dime to me.
Said she was depressed, I waited gave her time and she took several trips to yoga retreats. She would come home be happy. I encouraged her if she loved yoga to do it. She failed doing coursework due to not showing up. I found out later this was not her first time failing. She failed once before when she was with her husband.
Then I found out later that two months into our relationship she divorced him. She said she loved me and bought me a ring. We were engaged at one point.
Then one day I asked her for money for the rent etc. She came home packed up her things and left to go back to her ex husband.
I was bawling and didn’t understand what the hell was happening. It’s been 5 months and I feel lost. I could relate to someone so much and then she’s gone.

With changes to CSR taking away priority pass restaurants and lack of a lounge at my standard airports (SNA and LAX) that I would use regularly, I'm starting to feel like the Chase trifecta is making less sense for me these days.
I have two options I'm considering right now, basically Chase Trifecta vs going back to WF cards and getting the new Autograph Journey. I don't really care so much about the negative reputation of WF, they have never really pissed me off.
A little about my points/rewards habits:

• I don't mind portals, but the Chase portal doesn't let you book the basic economy flights usually which I find myself using regularly
• I hate trying to snatch business flight upgrades and things w/ points, it seems like a lot of work for a luxury for a one day flight
• I do like transferring to hyatt, but my most recent experiences (2 of 3) I have only been able to find redemptions at a 1.6cpp which is barely better than just using points.
• I don't care for lounges that much, I don't drink so free alcohol means nothing to me and I generally get to the airport 1-2 hours before departure so I don't get that much time in the lounge if I happen to have one anyways.
• I am not a card churner.
  
• Current cards:
  
  • CSR (3% food/travel - redeems all chase points at 1.5x multiplier), $250 effective annual fee
  • CFF (random flex categories that I don't pay enough attention to)
  • CFU (3% food/travel, 1.5% on all, transferable to points)
  • 2x WF Active Cash (2% all) (I have two because they changed my old WF Propel card into active cash)
  • WF Autograph (3% restaurants/streaming/travel)
  • WF Visa Signature (redeems all WF points at 1.5x multiplier)
  • \**Considering WF Autograph Journey (5% hotels, 4% airlines, 3% restaurants), $45 effective annual fee (would upgrade one of my active cash cards into this)*
• FICO Score: 800
  
• Annual card spend and categories (2023):
  
  • dining $12.5k
  • groceries: $1.6k
  • gas: N/A (ev)
  • travel: $8.3k
  • other: $21k
• Open to Business Cards: No
  
• What's the purpose of your next card? Travel/cashback/points
  
• Are you OK with category spending or do you want a general spending card?
  
  • I like category spending but not overly complex, I like to only have to carry/think about 2 cards usually, one typically for travel/hotels and another for the rest.

I did the math and raw points/cash back it makes more sense to go w/ the WF cards, especially if I'm not really getting THAT much benefit out of transferring to partners and business upgrades. I am open to other card suggestions though...
I liked the Chase cards since I really just used the CFU except when booking travel.
But I also like the WF cards since I would primarily use the autograph journey and active cash on the day to day and theres nothing to really think about.

Hey everyone, so I applied for SP03 for CRA in december had an Interview, cleared it, got a form in candidate profile to provide information about my last employers, last week I got an email that stated “Good day,
Your applications are being considered for pool placement for the external SP03 staffing process – (requisition number). Please provide a copy of your valid residency proof to my email address so your candidate profile can be validated for future potential offers of employment. Let me know if you have any questions. Thank you,”
Then, I checked my candidate profile and it says
“We are pleased to inform you that you have met the following staffing requirement: Dependability Check. Your name has been put in the pool which may be used for future staffing of this position and similar positions. The pool duration period is valid from May 3, 2024 to November 29, 2024. Upon your acceptance of a permanent offer of employment from this pool you will no longer be eligible for subsequent positions to be staffed from this staffing process.”
I heard many people have to go through multiple interviews and test before being placed in pool but I got placed in pool and what is the process after being in pool?
Thank you

Over two hundred years after The War of Arcane Sundering had destroyed the greatest kingdoms of Arches, anyone who is found with the ability to weave magic is taken and trained under the watchful eye of The Mage’s Circle. Sources that survive the training with their minds in tact are assigned to one of the five noble houses to serve as court mages. One of these sources, taken when she was little, has escaped The Circle with the help of an unknown entity. Through dreams she has seen visions of a past’s past. A man, the first one to weave magic and change his reality. But with only blurred glimpses into another’s past, will she be able to find what she seeks before The Circle’s Magehunters find her? Will she be able to free herself from their endless watch?
After twenty years of tacking and hunting for the Ironthorn Syndicate, Ezura has started to forget his past life. Growing up as a half-elf in an elven clan, Ezura did not have the luxury of time to learn the skills of hunting and tracking before he reached adulthood. He began his training earlier than any other child in the clan and despite the little time he had compared to others, he became one of their most skilled Eladan, or ranger in common language. After an incident involving a knight from a nearby kingdom, the ranger became a criminal, exiled from his clan and hunted by the kingdom. Joining the Ironthorns was the only way he could live without constantly running from soldiers and bounty hunters. But years of hunting for the syndicate have worn on the half-elf. He wants out, but after burning into the family, the only way to leave is to bleed out. After finding an old book during one of his hunts however, he thinks that its contents may be the key to finding his way out of a life of crime. If he could find someone who could decipher the diagrams and glyphs that fill the pages, he could change the past and stay in his clan. But who would be able to comprehend such things?
Hi there! I’m Keith, a 25 year old in CST. If you read through all that, you might be interested in rebooting an old roleplay that I have been itching to write again. I’m looking for a semi-lit to literate partner over the age of 20 to write as a sorceress on the run. If you would like some information on the characterization of this sorceress from the prior story, I would be more than willing to provide some info. If not, I’d be really excited to see your completely new take on this character. I usually write anywhere from two to three paragraphs in my responses and would like my partner to do about the same, giving some leeway for shorter responses during back and forth dialogue. I do work full time and have a baby so I may not always respond right away but I try to write a response two days after my partner posts or less. Of course I would communicate with you if that should change. I’ve found that Discord has been the best platform to keep the story together so I prefer to use that.
If you are interested in restarting this journey with me, I would love to hear from you! If you could send a small snippet of any past writing you’ve done, that would be much appreciated. I look forward to seeing how the stories of these two characters end.

my dad, 51M, was playing music in the living room this morning while he was cleaning out the fish tanks. he was playing 70s music and prior to today, i, 17F, had just finished a long week of school. i work my butt off at school and when i get home, i like to do my homework and then relax, play a game, ect. i had just recently gotten sick with a bad cold, so i wanted to just watch youtube on my computer to relax. my dad plays his song in the living room and he puts it at a volume where you can hear it throughout the entire house. my head starts to hurt so i ask my dad politely, “can you please keep the music down?” he goes “no” in a stern voice, i ask him “why?” and he goes “because i said no,” with the same stern tone. at this point, my head is hurting more and my dad being stern with me is making me emotional so i get up and go into my room (me and my dad do not have a good relationship). after 10 minutes, my dad opens my door and tells me that he turned it down. and 5 minutes before, i started crying. 30 minutes later, i come out and i sit next to my mom, she asks me why i’m sniffing so i tell her what happened. my mom then looks at my dad and asks him what happened. my dad then explodes and says that i was giving him instructions in his own house and that he said i was telling him that he couldn’t play his music. when really, i was upset with the way he was speaking to me. (prior to all of this, my dad asked my mom to get up and clean the house, but she said no because she got her period recently. so he was already upset to begin with). my dad keeps going and argues with my mom, saying that my generation (gen z) won’t make it in life and that i was an entitled child. at this point, i’m crying my eyes out and my mom continues to say that this is all his problem and that all i asked was for the volume to be lowered. am i in the wrong?

I just finished Oathbringer and am fully invested in figuring out all of the intricate details of this series that has quickly become my new obsession. I’ve loved diving into the lore and seeing how our characters have been handling growing through their serious brokenness. Just wanted to post a lot of my thoughts, ideas, and questions here. Please let me know if any of these can be answered with information through OB. Otherwise, I’m sure most of this is RAFO and I’ll see as I jump right into Dawnshard and RoW!
Radiance

• Will Kaladin even say more of the Windrunner Ideals? There is something weird going on with the Radiants and why they decided to break their oaths at the Recreance and I don’t think we have the full story yet. Perhaps we don’t need our main characters to finish all of the Ideals? Not sure.
• I’m thinking that the 4th Windrunner Ideal might be something along the lines of “I accept that I can not protect everyone” and Kal must learn to live with the fact that sometimes he will fail and it will be very hard for him.
• What is our count on number of Ideals sworn by Shallan? Shallan’s are, of course, the truths that she tells to Pattern and those include the murders of each of her parents as we found in WoR. But what more could she say? There is still a lot of mystery with her family and their ties to the Ghostbloods, especially the mother and Helaran.
• Let’s get Shallan soulcasting more! She’s been way out of practice on that end.
• What about Dalinar’s Ideals? Dalinar becoming Unity seemed to be the second of his Ideals as the Stormfather accepted his words during the Battle for Thaylen City. I’m interested to see more of his development as a Radiant. It seems that the Bondsmiths are particularly important and I want to know more about each of the three of them and what their specific roles are. Will we see the other two appear as the series goes on?
• I’m glad Dalinar learns to read and write, it’s about time we give up some of those old-fashioned Vorin ideas. I was kinda hoping his Bondsmith powers would let him learn immediately in the same way he learns other languages by touching someone who speaks it, but oh well.
• I do not think we’ve seen much of the Surges of Cohesion and Tension (Stoneward territory) and I’d love to learn more about what they are, how they work, how different Radiants manifest powers through them. The Ars Arcanum descriptions of them are vague and mysterious. Dalinar can gain the power of Tension through being a Bondsmith, but I’m not sure if we’ve seen that explicitly yet?
• Just how powerful was Dalinar’s Unity stand? Odium retreated immediately after the conjunction of the three realms. Was Odium’s claim of (paraphrase) “I though we killed you” referring to Honor, or perhaps something different? Is this one of Dalinar’s powers now, i.e., will he be able to regenerate Stormlight at his will? It seems so since he reloaded Kaladin before he flew off to recover Skar, Drehy, and co., but it seemed to be quite taxing on him.
• Man I just want to know all about the different powers that Surgebinders carry. There are 10 surges total, and if each Order of the KR can access 2, then there are 10!/(8!2!) = 45 unique combinations of two surges… too bad there are only 10 orders instead of 45 to match all combinations :( Might have been an undertaking for Brandon to create all of these orders.
• It’s been hinted that upper-level Ideals must be sworn for Radiants to get Shardplate? Maybe we’ll see that happen in RoW.
• Of course Malata is siding with some antagonists. Fits the trope that fire/destruction powers = evil. Bummer. Maybe someone else will come up who can use this power for good.
• Renarin’s bond is interesting to me. His spren is either corrupted or simply one of the Voidspren, but he still seems to maintain good intentions as a character. I’m interested to see what happens with him. Maybe not all Voidspren have to side with Odium/the Fused. He is also mentioned (secretly to Odium) in the Diagram, so he’ll obviously play an important role.
• Similarly, I’m interested in Venli’s role. Seems like she recognizes that things are off with the Voidspren and Odium. Is her spren Timbre a lightspren? Willshaper Venli? Her ties to Odium, the Listeners, the Fused, etc. will be interesting after having said the First Ideal. Especially with the Voidspren that is in her gemheart.
• Jasnah clearly is very powerful (as shown at the Battle for Thaylen City) and it was an interesting choice to make her queen. I’d have figured she would want to devote her time to her scholarly work rather than dealing in politics, but we’ll see how it goes I guess. Might be hard to find time to mentor Shallan on Soulcasting too.
• Man we gotta find a way for Lift to either take in Stormlight in the normal way or to just get her a huge duffel bag full of food all the time, especially during battles.

Gods, Heralds, all things of power:

• What are the different “levels” of power that each of the gods possess? Honor has obviously been killed, but I get the sense that he might still be able to “come back” through DalinaStormfather? I don’t know. These gods can be killed I guess, so not quite true God-gods, just some supremely powerful beings.
• What are the motivations of these different gods (Odium, Cultivation, pre-death Honor, others)? It’s hard to get a reading on why Odium wants to be so involved with the Singers’/Listeners’ return instead of just existing as a god somewhere. I know he’s trapped somehow, hence the barter with Dalinar, but like why does he cause so much mischief in the first place? Just his nature I guess?
• Wit has got to be up here with this crew of gods, no?
• Who is Rayse? We hear about him through the letters exchanged with Wit in the epigraphs, but still so mysterious. Again, what are these higher-beings’ motivations? Perhaps his role is clearer by reading some of BS’s other books prior to the SA?
• I do believe that Adonalsium is the true OG God, and he somehow split into “Shards” that might be these other gods known as Honor, Odium, Cultivation, etc., but that is surmised through some reading online. Not sure exactly where that information has come out and what I need to read for better background on this. How did the Shattering occur? Why did the Shards gain sentience? Why do they have different personalities and motivations?
• This Voidlight is mysterious still. How is it different in nature to normal Stormlight? Can Knights Radiant take it in the same way? Can the Fused take in regular Stormlight? I don’t think it’s been explicitly stated, but this must be what was in the sphere that Gavilar gave the Szeth on the night of the assassination. Also is that sphere the same thing Navani hinted at when Dalinar showed her the Nergaoul-infused King’s Drop?
• I’m interested to find out why are Honorspren looked down upon in Shadesmar at the moment.
• Szeth’s blade Nightblood is very different — talks to him, needs to be sheathed instead of vanishing, has a very skewed sense of time, drains color. People on Reddit have recalled this blade from Warbreaker, which I have not read yet, and thus already know about it, Vivenna/Azure, and Zahel, among others.
• I am hoping that the Heralds are able to make somewhat of a recovery from their insanity and we can see them in power. Too bad Jezrien has been killed. I was looking forward to his return in particular. Nale is… coming around? We got a few glimpses of Ash in Oathbringer, and I realized she is the same character as the woman destroying paintings in the WoK interlude. Taln is so noble… was not even mad about holding the gates for 4.5 thousand years, just happy to have given humans the time to develop. Taravangian hinted that Dova in Kharbranth is Battar. Seems like Ishar will come into play given all his mentions in Oathbringer. Haven’t heard much (or don’t remember) much of the others (Kalak, Pailiah, Vedel, and Chanarach), but hopefully they show themselves soon!
• Ok, so the secret came out that the humans are the Voidbringers and came from another planet that they destroyed and caused a lot of problems here on Roshar. The timeline for this is confusing to me. If the humans are the invasive species, then why were the Heralds created in the first place? It’s my understanding that the Heralds (or all of the ones we’ve seen so far) are human. The old story says (or implies) that the Heralds were created to bring an end to the Desolations. So does that mean that the humans invaded, then Honor gave a handful of them additional powers (Surges) to help exterminate the Singers and the other Rosharan inhabitants? And then, of course, the formation of the Knights Radiant. When did they come about? Did the Heralds fight for a few hundreds/thousands of years before the KR were formed or were they around earlier? I’m missing the motivations of the gods here… why would Honor create these powerful beings to help invade a new planet? Not very honorable if you ask me. What kinds of powers did the early Listeners have that required the use of Surgebinding to defeat? How do the Voidspren and Fused play into this? Are they native Roshar spren that are just angry at being taken over by humans with their bonds to other higher spren? Something is fishy with the relationship between the Listeners and the Voidspren — they banished them at risk of being enslaved for thousands of years. Most of the Listeners are rightfully angry at the humans for millennia of enslavement, but very few actually want to kill the humans. Rather, they seem content to just cohabit Roshar. I am hoping for further clarification in RoW.
• The Unmade are so fascinating to me. They are described as being of Odium, but do not necessarily want to remain tied to him, some of them having minds of their own, fueled by the specific Passions relevant to them. Interesting how these powerful spren will continue to influence Roshar. Also being made, then unmade?? What’s that all about?
• Cultivation is being foreshadowed a lot and I am wondering what her influence will be in the coming books. She had the interaction with Dalinar in his flashback, but they talk about her so much more than just referring to this one instance. The Nightwatcher’s powers (with the boons/curses) are still so interesting to me too.
• Have we seen Odium’s analog to the NightwatcheStormfather? I’m assuming that if Cultivation and Honor have these more-powerful spren, then so will he. Maybe you could consider the Unmade to satisfy this role?

Secret Organizations:

• Ghostbloods — I feel like we’ll get a lot of info. on these guys soon. We know somewhat little about them. Members include Mraize and Iyatil, both mysterious, and members of House Davar. They are good at finding Honorblades and Heralds. Lots and lots of secrets. They’re gonna keep on manipulating Shallan it seems… hopefully she can maintain an upper edge.
• The Diagram — I am inclined to think that the Diagram may be right, but I am hoping that it’s flawed. Interesting that there were parts of the Diagram that even Odium couldn’t see (Renarin’s name). Seems they have good intentions, but are ultimately perilous to our protagonists through their means to save Roshar and, thus, are “bad guys”. I seems to me that Taravangian just wants what’s best for Roshar, and it’s too bad his one day of genius has painted all of our main characters as roadblocks/liabilities/etc. Always so sneaky, Taravangian, but also very interesting. I hope he has another day of brilliance, I loved reading the day on Urithiru where he was quite intelligent (still not the same as the Diagram day, of course).
• Sons of Honor — my least favorite of the secrete organizations tbh. Glad Amaram is dead after being infused by the Unmade (can’t remember which one. Yelig-Nar maybe?). Amaram seemed to have met with Odium prior to the battle for Thaylen City though… is that consistent with the SoH or did he break off from the group to do this? Other members of SoH that we know of so far?

Bridge Four:

• The connection between squires and radiants is still kinda vague to me. What are the requirements for these squires to become full Radiants, if at all?
• I think Rock may be my favorite B4 member, so earnest and kind, doesn’t want to hurt anyone. And a good cook. I’d like to know more about his past, his family, really all about the Horneaters. I could tell right away that he’d be pretty distraught over having to take the Amaram kill shot.
• Love Skar and Drehy’s connection with Adolin.
• Teft has gotta figure out his firemoss shit
• How can you not love the Lopen?

Other mysteries and thoughts:

• Aimia — what happened here? What caused its destruction? It’s hinted in Mythica that one of the Unmade, the mysterious Dai-Gonarthis, may have caused the destruction of this country. There are still secrets lying in Akinah as suggested by the Oathbringer interludes that I’d love to discover more about.
• What of the Aimian people? Reading online hints that there are two types, iirc. The only things I remember are of Axies the collector and the Sleepless that Lift encounters in Edgedancer. I remember being thoroughly spooked by him, hordelings crawling around all the time. Perhaps as intended, every time there is mention of cremlings in the main SA series, I think it’s one of the Sleepless keeping an eye on things (Taln’s kidnapping at the end of WoR, e.g.).
• Zahel has a lot to yet reveal in these books. I feel like he’s pretty dang powerful and should have a bigger role in all of this.
• The country of Natanan is somewhat interesting right now too. Still surviving as a city-state over so close to the Origin. How are they doing? I want more on them too.
• There’s some sketchy stuff going on at the Origin too. We’ve got information about that story (from Wit’s story in WoK if I remember correctly) that people may live there and have their own kingdom and whatnot. This place gets hinted at from time to time. Was the Oathbringer interlude about the lighthouse taking place here?
• There’s something going on in the Horneater Peaks. There is a Perpendicularity there, but I feel that can’t be all.
• What’s the deal with the Greatshells? They seem important and… wise? Perhaps some relation to the Chasmfiends (unless they’re classified as Greatshells too? I’m mostly thinking of those that live in/near the Reshi Isles).
• So much of the Cognitive realm/Shadesmar still needs to be explored and understood from our perspective.
• Will the assassin hired by Jasnah on the night of Gavilar’s assassination come into play again? Can’t remember her name rn.
• Speaking of that day… why were the Heralds (Nale and Ash? Any more?) at the party?
• Who is Restares and why did Gavilar think he may have been involved with his murder? Is there some deeper involvement by House Sadeas in the assassination of Gavilar as well?
• We still don’t know the full details of Gavilar’s plan. What was he up to? The Listeners killed him for the desire to bring back their gods (which has proved disastrous), but what else was he getting into? He had clear ties to the Sons of Honor I think.
• Will Adolin be able to revive Maya and perhaps gain some Radiant powers?? I’m rooting for it to happen.
• Man, what’s going on over in the West? Iri and Rira just decided to submit to the Voidspren/Listeners immediately? And Shinovar is going to have an interesting story with it being the first-landing of humans and the storage space for most of the Honorblades for thousands of years.
• Wit found a Pattern at the end of part 5 and mentioned some of the First Ideal (interesting…). He’s always going to be a mystery to me, I fear. But also easily one of the, if not the, best character in the series.

I'm writing this in a fog; I've been crying almost non-stop all day. Still, I had to tag this "humor", just because of how utterly ridiculous it is from start to finish.
I work at an urban Title 1 middle school, and there are some positives but in all honesty the bad outweighs the good. I've been on the recieving end of physical aggression on many occasions, and I deal daily with the usual disrespect, eloping, work avoidance, theft, fights, and admin indifference. But, some of the kids are awesome and I really like most of my coworkers. So I grin and bear it, even though I'm exhausted and depressed a great deal of the time.
Last fall, I happened to run into a former student's mom, who worked as an admin assistant at one of the highest performing high schools in our city (and the state). She mentioned there was going to be a job opening up for next year, and asked if I was interested. This school is known to be one of the most coveted for teachers in our area, and it's hard to get into because there's barely any turnover. So of course I said yes, and started dreaming of how great it'd be to work at a place with a happy staff and respectful hard-working kids.
But right from the start, there were issues. I applied in January-- but HR literally lost my application. Wasn't in the system anywhere. I tried applying several times, and got the same issue. The principal said she couldn't interview me if I wasn't in the system, so naturally I tried to contact HR. I called the # on the website, but an answering machine directed me to send an email instead. So I sent an email, but it bounced back with instructions to open a Zendesk ticket. Tried that, no response. Etc etc etc.
Now it's February, and I guess the principal got tired of the hold-ups so she passed me off onto the dept. head to sort it out. Now I'm trying to coordinate with this guy, but he's flaky as all hell. For every email I send him, it's at least 2 weeks and a follow up email before he responds. Eventually he brings me in for an informal interview, with my application still missing-- in mid-March. During the interview I'm told for the 1st time that it's only a part-time position, with the possibility of leading to full-time if all goes well. Me and my bank account aren't thrilled about this, so I go to my current employer and propose dropping to part-time next year in order to free me up to work part-time at the other school. Surprisingly, they agree to it-- even they recognize what an amazing opportunity this is, and how it benefits them to have a member of that school's staff working for them.
Interview goes well. Dept Head says he'll make sure my missing application is found and processed ASAP, which seems like a good sign they want to hire me-- but, unsurprisingly, that doesn't happen. It's crickets from everyone. I'm now resorting to having the mom track people down for me to get answers, but even she's getting nowhere. Then about 3 weeks after my interview, I get a rushed email from Dept Head saying he still can't find my application but offering me the job anyway. I readily accept, and he says to expect HR to contact me within a couple of days to begin onboarding. Bet you can guess how that went...crickets, again.
In the middle of all this, my current employer is preparing next year's contracts. I try to hold them off, but they need to know my plans. They've offered to work around my new schedule, but nobody, including myself, knows what my new schedule even IS.
April passes, and then the 1st week of May, all the while I'm desperately trying to get answers from ANYONE about my onboarding, to no avail. I have no proof of a job other than one informal email from Dept Head that he never followed up on, and not a peep from HR. My current job can't wait any longer and they take the part-time offer off the table. They tell me I have to sign a full-time contract or nothing at all, and with nothing from the new job, I feel I have no other choice but to do it.
2 days after I sign my new contract, 5 months after I initially applied, and 2 months after I interviewed, both Dept Head and HR reach out. Miraculously, they've found my missing application, and they're ready to onboard me. I have to respond and tell them I'm no longer available. That the delays left me with no choice but to stay where I was, and it's just not feasible to quit a full-time job to work part-time. They apologize, kind of, and encourage me to try again in 2025. IF there's an opening.
So, I just signed up for another year of abuse. Another year of kids who can barely function and indifferent parents and admin. Another year in a crumbling building. Another year of exhaustion. I feel like an escape hatch opened up and right as I was about to step in, it closed. And the worst part is, absolutely none of it was my fault.
I'm worried I'm going to spend the next year resenting the hell out of every single person I see, feeling constantly upset that I have to be HERE instead of THERE where I belong. I'm also experiencing a burning rage toward HR and the Dept Head (who, to twist the knife a bit more, just announced that he's LEAVING at the end of the year! ) for creating this mess.
If you've read this far, thanks. May your HR people be more on top of their shit than these ones were.

To whom it may concern,
Shalom. Introductions aside, just know that I am a hardcore gamer who has pristine observation skills. I wanted to take it upon myself to give a comprehensive Tier List of the entirety of Chapter 5, Season 2 weapons.
This is not a spreadsheet, no specific mathematical mumbo jumbo needed.
In other words, take my word for it and debate me if you disagree with my tier list for this season.
Additionally, mythic boss weapons are excluded because I judge the weapon classes they belong to holistically. Although mythic weapons do more damage than legendary variants, they are restricted from being customized to preference, thus making the legendary variant of each mythic far superior.
Lastly, there are two honorable mention tiers and this is far from the typical tier list.
Chonk_Lord48's Observations:
Atrocity - Waterbending
S Tier - Thunder Burst SMG, Gatekeeper Shotgun, Ranger Pistol, Cluster Clingers
A Tier - Nemesis AR, Huntress DMR, Hand Cannon, Chain of Hades
B Tier - Warforged AR, Drum Gun, Earthbending
C Tier - Hammer Pump Shotgun, Tactical AR, Airbending, Reaper Sniper Rifle
D Tier - Thunderbolt of Zeus, Firebending
F Tier - Frenzy Auto Shotgun, Chewie's Bowcaster, Darth Vader's Lightsaber
Absurdity - Harbinger SMG, E-11
Reasoning Section
Atrocity - Waterbending is an all encompassing infinite range (it travels past render range) infinite ammo, instant reload super power that will drop any enemy of most skill ranges in exactly two shots. This two shot kill problem is especially a factor when your enemy is using an untraceable form of Zen or Aimbot. Gamers who rely on this atrocious thing to kill or get wins are either inept at the game OR fighting water with water. Thought I would NEVER hear that phrase... Yet it is LITERAL. This weapon should have started and ended with the Avatar: The Last Airbender mini event. This is the second worst decision Epic has ever made, right next to... Well, that's a banned name isn't it... that pleb pleaser from Season X. Waterbending is so broken that it just removes the enjoyment from the game entirely. Even though it is labeled as a mythic rarity item it is far more common than bandages and perhaps more common than most common rarity weapons. Horrendous, absolutely horrendous decision.
S Tier - The Thunder Burst SMG is a phenomenal skill-based weapon that requires precision accuracy to observe the sheer powerhouse of a weapon it is. It has one of the lowest Time To Kill (TTK) in the game due to It's powerful damage output, accuracy, and headshot multiplier (1.76x). It can be used for mid-range combat as well with a modest damage reduction.
The Gatekeeper Shotgun is by far the BEST shotgun ever released in Fortnite History, surpassing the Charge Shotgun class except its Mythic variant. This shotgun excels in point blank range and the TTK is less than two seconds. It has a great spread which provides the opportunity for some guaranteed hits when firing from the hip. When it is aimed down, the spread becomes more precise. Most shotguns do this, yet the Gatekeeper stands out because the choke is not pinpoint accurate (like other failures of a shotgun) and its crosshair fits so nicely around an enemy's head.
The Ranger Pistol has a fast TTK and is damn near the perfection of the Thunder Burst SMG. The two are so similar in damage output, firerate, reload time and range that honestly a player can use either and perform well. When compared to the Warforged AR, it is more accurate, has a higher headshot multiplier, and reloads much faster.
Cluster Clingers were literally the only throwable explosives that did enough damage required to kill. A lethal weapon in the hands of a skilled player. This specific item will forever hold its place as the 'only' explosive throwable item. Be honest, the rest were just gimmicks that were terrible and practically useless. This was the ONLY grenade that actually put enemies back to the lobby. Why it was removed is beyond nonsensical. Anyone who could dare complain about the first (only) grenade that did grenading is... I will say it, part of the Little Timmy community (plebs) that Epic LOVES to humor (I remember Season X well).
Each of these weapons are truly a masterpiece in their class and stand out as among the greatest weapons to ever touch the surface of the game. They do not require attachments to be good. These weapons can be deadly in the hands of players from all skill ranges. From common to legendary or mythic these weapons take the cake as this season's best.
A Tier - The Huntress DMR is the BEST DMR to date. All other DMRs pale in comparison to this one (Looking at you Cobra) because it actually hits targets when you aim and shoot directly at them. This would have been S-Tier but since it requires a specific set of attachments each game to be superior, it cannot be placed there. This weapon shoots the farthest and has little to no bullet drop whatsoever. It is superior to the once great Reaper Sniper rifle and takes the cake as the best long-range choice this season.
Note: Perhaps with the fresh new ballistics system, the Cobra DMR can make a return and actually function properly instead of being exclusive to function on PC.
The Hand Cannon is a re-imagining of one of Chapter 1's best weapons. It is superior to other slow firing, semi-automatic weapons due to its damage output and buffed headshot multiplier. This weapon is exclusive for highly accurate and skilled players which is precisely why it remains in A Tier. It is not universally great (S-Tier), yet it still rewards those with precise aim. The fun with this weapon is that it doubles as a close range defender or a sniper rifle depending on attachment preference. When modded to be a long-range weapon it should be noted that it has less bullet drop than the Reaper Sniper Rifle. The other optimization is the classic one which can be done with an optic attached or not. When used in this classic form, it outclasses the Hammer Pump Shotgun entirely. It does more headshot damage and less body shot damage, sure, but at least significant damage is guaranteed since spread is not a factor.
The Nemesis AR is a powerhouse of a weapon as well which is surprisingly accurate for its high damage output and adequate headshot multiplier. It has a fast TTK and requires little investment to be superior to other weapons in its class.
The Chain of Hades is not an an atrocity. It is very much required to counter and punish enemies who think they are tough guys fleeing from a fight using shockwaves or the wings of Icarus, or even a motorbike. It is fun to use, when it works. This item is prevented from being S-Tier due to the FACT it does not work properly. This weapon has a sweeping animation and must be paired with area of effect damage. The center of the crosshair is NOT the only area of damage. This can be tested and proven by opening a door, aiming in the middle of the doorway, and swinging. You will notice the it does indeed deal damage to the left and right of the crosshair. Sadly, and unsurprisingly, this AOE melee weapon seems to exclusively function properly on PC. When used on PC, this chain causes a stagger that prevents a weapon from firing in a minute instances. That is, each hit when swung, causes an interruption of a weapon firing. This feature is nonexistent on consoles and seems intentional. As for the chain pull, that attack causes stagger universally, which is good.
B Tier - The Warforged AR is decent at best. Even with a legendary properly modded variant, it pales in comparison to the Nemesis AR, which requires little investment to no investment. This weapon had much potential but Epic clealry refuses to allow an S-Tier assault rifle to exist again.
The Drum Gun is yet another re-imagining of one of the greatest weapons to enter the META first debuted in Chapter 1. This version, regardless of attachments, fails to be what it once was. It is about as accurate as the Warforged and also lacks recoil control even with the attachments meant to reduce it.
Earthbending was a failed opportunity for Epic to allow players to have fun with the game. I would have preferred summoning armor on my character (like Toph does in the show) paired with the ability to bull charge into an enemy which would deal an atrocious amount of damage to be equally unfair as Waterbending. Maybe 150 damage or simply an instant KO. Heck if I care you cannot shoot the armor off quick enough to cancel the attack. As for Earthbebding as it was made, the cover provided was stronger than metal, and more reliable than porta bunkers. Long before the time it would take to break the cover, the ability to form another wall is primed and ready. Hurling large, fine cut rock slabs at enemies should have caused a KO in two hits to counter that atrocity not worth my breath anymore.
C Tier - The Hammer Pump Shotgun is just a joke but can still be deadly when paired with an appropriate backup weapon. This weapon could be A-Tier at best when paired with a Thunder Burst SMG or F-Tier at worst when used alone. By that logic, it averages to the middle of the tier list. Oh I miss the days when it just took one skilled shot to send them back to the lobby with the original Pump Shotgun re-imagined in Chapter 1 Season 5. This was arguably the most balanced period in Fortnite's history especially for both SMGs and ARs.
The Tactical AR is yet another re-imagining of one of the greatest weapons. This too pales in comparison to it's predecessor. Even with all necessary attachments on it, it is not the same as before. Period. It does not do enough damage and high a slow TTK. It pales in comparison to both the Thunder Burst SMG and other assault rifles. It fails to be both SMG and AR when it is meant to be a combination of both.
The Reaper Sniper has once graced players inventories as the BEST sniper rifle in Fortnite's history. Once an S-Tier weapon, this powerful sniper rifle has fallen from that status due to Epic's tendency to humor plebeians in the community. It has caused this weapon to become absolutey useless for what it was made for. It does not make any sense at all for this weapon's bullets to have bullet drop before 20m. The projectory of the bullet is flaccid, like to an ED extent. Absolutely an ABSURD choice for long range encounters, period. However, this weapon can surpass even the Hand Cannon as a replacement for a shot gun, slap the proper attachments on play pretend that it is the KSG-12 or a slug round shotgun, then you got yourself an S-Tier shotgun that drops players in ONE shot.
Airbending is not a weapon per se, however it can be used as one to cause a death due to gravity or to prevent vehicles from traveling. It was amazing. I miss it. It was the best movement option that was ever released in the game.
D Tier - Thunderbolt of Zeus had potential to be amazing. It was pathetic compared to cluster clingers and its splash damage seems to be so random that it is unreliable. It is supposed to hit for 40, 40, then 140. Yet my final hit is hitting for 80. I do not understand. Prep time alone makes this weapon a death wish.
Firebending also lack a passive ability and Epic has failed to make this combat-based bending effective. Unless you are staying perfectly still, you will jump around like a maniac and miss all projectiles. Period. Upon release, it dealt barely any damage and Epic did not bother buffing the damage until near the event's conclusion. I should, according to the same broken logic, be able to bend lightning with extreme precision to deal 300+ damage, thus instantly knocking out anyone.
F Tier - The Frenzy Auto Shotgun was once an atrocity and at first got respectfully nerfed. Then Epic nerfed it again to be effective exclusively at less than point-blank range. Any further than 10 meters then you are surely dealing between 10-20 damage IF you are lucky.
The Bowcaster is a failure of what could have been a fun limited time weapon to use. Firstly it animates an AoE per shot regardless of charge and does NOT do splash damage when shot. When charged fully it deals decent damage but then the splash damage is negligible. I am a first hand witness to this bs weapon having splash damage be effective exclusively on PC. I was damaged from about a tile and a half away from the point of impact when at the Dumpen Haussen reboot van. I find it unnerving that some weapons have no polish on console. The Bowcaster when shot semiautomatic is not only supposed to have splash damage but it also fails to deal damage in general. This weapon suffers the Cobra DMR curse where if you aim directly at an enemy and HIT them, it does no damage or just goes right through them or it is just rubber bullets or blanks. As for the bowcaster, it is as if the laser goes directly through the enemy causing no damage whatsoever. This does not happen on PC. To my knowledge, Epic intentionally caters to this SMALL percentage of the community.
Darth Vader's lightsaber is just bad compared to the chain. The chain is in an entirely different class. The lightsaber lacks damage output and is trash at blocking waterbending. The guard is easily broken. Without a pool of lightsabers to choose from that have powers per color. The other powers would have been perfect counters to the chain of hades. Push em off or pull them down or towards. Amazing, is what it would have been.
Absurdity Tier - The E-11 is canonically accurate, how ironic. Nuff said. No wonder the Storm Troopers could never hit their shots.
The Harbinger SMG was supposed to fix Epic's failure last season, the Hyper SMG. Both are absurdities and should NEVER be picked up in any circumstance. You would fair better throwing grass at your enemies. The Harbinger SMG is outclassed in DPS by EVERY other light ammo weapon option, EVER, not just this season. It is BEYOND a failure which is why it takes its rightful place here. It is to NEVER be relied on. You will surely die faster by any other weapon in the game. Even at legendary rarity optimized for hipfire or ADS the gun is inaccurate regardless of the player using it. Both the E-11 and the Harbinger SMG are universally repulsive and fail to be a weapon (by definition) in the hands of any player.
Conclusion
These are my expert observations on what is, can be, and is not effective in the current META. Please feel free to debate these claims, if you can.
Thanks and God bless you all,
Chonk_Lord48

Last week I reached out on here hoping to find community and to share my experience with suddenly quitting my Effexor. I got a few really intense comments that were overwhelming so I deleted.
I can't tell anyone else to do it, but I wanted to share my expeirence so some one who really wanted off this stuff could get input from someone who did it.
I am not a doctor . I am not your doctor. I am not my doctor. I had researched cold turkey stopping before I even started it, and knew the risks. I decided it was worth it because I was pretty certain the Effexor was beginning to worsen my suicidal ideation and self harm desires.
I took my last 225 mg pill a week ago today.
It has been rough, but also not as rough as others have had it . I decided to opt to stop cold turkey because I don't have the capacity to drag out withdrawal symptoms. What I would say for a more responsible approach if I can suggest anything, is perhaps tapering down to a lower dose and then going cold turkey off a smaller dose, IE 75 mgs or 37.5. I will say tho, just from my reading, it almost seems like the slow taper can exasperate withdrawal symptoms .
Benadryl was a huge help with the brain zaps. A week later I am still feeling them, but they have gotten milder. The first 72 hrs was the most intense.
My head is still a good bit foggy, and on top of Effexor withdrawls I have been in a custody battle, I have a daughter who needs extra support due to her behavior at school, a 6 month old baby, a brother in rehab across the country. I have been searching for a new job endlessly, had lab work done and found out my Graves' disease has returned. Tbh I have no clue how I managed to get through the week I had + withdrawing from Effexor. Brain zaps in the carpool line was not fun.
But for all those reasons exactly, I needed to get through the sick asap. I needed the extra spicy self harm thoughts gone.
Again, my head is foggy. I will try to list the good and bad below. If anyone has questions I can answer I will try my best.
I am not a doc, I am not your doc, I am not my doc. I am not recommending you do what I did.
The bad - Brain zaps, mental fogginess , depersonalization . In simple terms I have felt like I was stuck in a pretty bad hang over. Irritability , headaches, nausea, stomach pain , general unease. I feeel physically sick, a level 7-9/10 depending on what's going on. I can tell the symptoms are trying to dissipate but I don't think I'm out the woods yet.
The good- noticeable reduction in the bad thoughts. My appetite is coming back . My energy is coming back ( although I am Still very much feeling out of it and in withdrawal, I can tell I am able to get less sleepy somehow through the day. It feels like while on it for over a year, I needed more like 10-12 hours of sleep to be okay, and now 7-9 and I'm okay minus the zaps that are exhausting)
Things that seem to help- BENADRYL. I don't have the capacity to explain the science but look it up, it is shown to help.
Marijuana took the edge off , although I'm aware some ppl have said it didn't help them.
Staying hydrated and eating what I could. I have been on ozempic and I stopped it because I had no appetite prior to the ozempic, and once that was added in I lost a crazy amount of weight for me personally, a little too fast. Even between the vertigo and zaps, I have been HUNGRY. Which is good.
I'll try to touch base again in a week to update. I did follow up with my primary care doc, and I have a pysch appointment in early July to see if I want to try a different med. rn I am proud I challenged myself because it was causing more harm than good for me.
If you are planning to cold turkey, I would say try to prep to be intensely under the weather for at least the first 10-14 days. Something else was, I told myself if it got too bad I would take a dose. But somehow, I'm a week off.

my bf and i have been together since 3 years now We’ll be going long distance in a few months since I’m going to another city for college (4-5 hours away). I’m still going to be visiting home once or twice every month I imagine but ofc it’s not the same as us going to the same university or being in the same city even. I’ve just always been very good at school and have had high aims and goals for my future and uni, I’ve worked for it all my life so ofc I want to go and I’m not going to not go. I’m also going to go bcz we broke up in the middle for a year bcz he rlly messed up and idk if he’ll mess up again I can’t j give up my dreams and things I’ve worked for on the hope that everything will be okay and we will still be together a year from now.
I love my bf so much but he is becoming insufferable about it and I’m not just saying that it’s been happening for 6 months on end, we spent all of January with him barely talking to me and me begging him to communicate or even just be on call together. I understand that it’s difficult for him but I swear I have never ever ever given him any reason to feel insecure and I’m so open to doing anything and everything he wants for reassurance I’ll send him pictures of everything and I’ll work my schedule around him not have any male friends or go to parties and places he doesn’t want me to etc etc, but it just keeps getting worse and worse.
He keeps calling me “selfish” and can’t see life beyond the next four years for wanting to go to my dream school (please keep in mind that this isn’t new news, he’s always known I’ve wanted to go somewhere else for uni and although he’s never really been okay with it he also hasn’t broken up w me over it and to me since I love him and I’m not the one with a problem w long distance I’m not rlly the one who needs to initiate any sort of breakup) and ghosts me for days, it keeps happening every few weeks and I’m getting exhausted I’ve rlly j been living on the hope that once uni starts and we settle into a routine it’ll all be okay and he’ll understand (he is a nice caring person and I love him so much) but irdk what to do atp, any advice would be appreciated and if anyone knows what I can do to make him feel better at all idk.
He keeps saying I’m the most selfish person alive and that I don’t love him and I’m making our relationship go through hell and I can easily go to a good uni for my masters and j stay here w him right now, he says he will not put in any effort once I go to uni bcz he’s not the one putting us through this (which I get and I told him he doesn’t have to but he did admit on one occasion and ik that he eventually will when he has to bcz he doesn’t want to lose me) I’m not prioritising him and our relationship etc but I think this is a fair place to prioritise myself and my goals in. He recently told me that he hopes he dies before I make it to uni and I feel like enough is enough bcz that’s so scary and why would he say that it’s j so messed up and I don’t mean to make him feel like that im literally j going to the uni want to go to..
Also his fear of long distance stems from his older siblings moving abroad and slowly growing distant and losing close contact w him, I told him I’m his gf not his sibling and I don’t have an entire external new family to raise and look after it will not be the same ever I love him and I can never forget him but that’s j not good enough for him. What do I do?

spoiler 99% of these memes are fucking scams. i've lost on almost all of them. there are few that are the real deal and i'm going to tell you $HEGE is one. i have been in hege since before 1 million mc and was buying up through 7.5 million mc. i still believe tha all those buys were good. floors have been tested and jetters jeet and whales are playing thier games but the diamond hand hegends arnt going anywhere. it been mostly organic growth since day one and continues to gain followers and holders.
i feel bad for all the people floating around in the sea of shit coins when hege can be the life raft to pull them out, i hess some people like to be in the shit. i have dabbled in other shit coins and got burned every time. that said i am convinced now that hege is the way. i will continue to dca every week because it isn't a matter if it moons it's only when. and i have no fear that i will wake up one day and see it at zero and that is everything.

as i’ve mentioned in previous posts i’ve had GAD for about 5 months. i never really had panic or dpdr but i’ve had physical symptoms of anxiety sometimes for prolonged periods. and a lot of overthinking. i’m on day 13 5mg lexapro, so can this bring on NEW anxiety symtpoms like the dpdr? or because i’m “treating” my anxiety, it’ll be less of a chance?