I'm gonna be reuploading some posts I made and then deleted over the last month or so going into more detail about this, but just to give a quick summarization:
I think Leo trademarked his name and image for the release of the Patient Demos at the start of 2014. I think he fucked up somehow and ended up losing the trademark to his name and image, and that's why he's performing without them.
I think he got them back at the beginning of this year, and I think this tour is about the symbolic death of Vessel and Leo's freedom to drop the persona and be himself again.
My name's Matty and I'm a 29 year old currently in Colorado.
I hope to find someone that wants a monogamous LTR. A relationship where we build each other up , are supportive of each other and go through the good and the bad times together.
About me... I grew up in the Caribbean and the midwest, have lived kind of everywhere. I live in Colorado for the time being. I was studying German and Chinese before I dropped out to work on oil rigs. Then I started driving trucks :D now I own my own semi and a small trucking company. I am more than happy to relocate, when I work again I'll be going all over the U.S. but can be in any place I want to really.
I like taking walks outside and just observing the beauty in little things all around the world.
I like working with my hands and repairing cars and building things. I'm obsessed with playing chess and reading about boats. I'd really like to go on a charter boat or cruise. I love the ocean, but haven't got to see much of it. I'd want someone who wants to go on these sort of adventures and random others.
Oh, if you care, I'm 6'0 , 180 ish white, bad tan lines, brown eyes, willing to send pictures.
I tend to joke about everything and not take things too seriously.
Always up for random chats.
Fun facts about me:
A shark once waved back to me at the aquarium
I have a pet fish named Sally and she's sassy
I have perfected the grilled cheese recipe
I once swallowed a quarter
I worked with Chris watts for a while lmao.
Is there any validity to exotrauma, which seems to be related to psudomemories? As someone struggling to make sense f using my DBT, CBT, RLT lessons, and seeing people say their trauma from something that happened from a fictional source…..because they identify as those beings , they say it is real and valid. And it is kind, humane and such to believe and honor those experiences, it s real to them, their feelings are real. But I can’t. And sometimes those people are nice to me and a few times might of even had my back when in was doing drama and or expected absurd feelings.
It seems a few people realize their experience ance is mangled memories with symbolic filler. But for the most part, I just see people make the claims of past lives.
Should this fringe thing be known to more people, and honored in therapy ? Or like an unsupportive and dismissive person telling someone “ big deal get over it” because they had a disturbing dream after binging on horror movies
I should possibly go easier on the people, seeing how horrible DID is. But I will often run into people on line who claim they do not have it, they just share a brain with others. ( and then there is a factor of respecting spiritual beliefs)
But if I have to fact check feelings, and I see that I need to validate a fantasy . I just can’t. And it is good that I am not a therapist or do psychiatric work. And sometimes people tell me those folk are not delusional ( and even if they are, it is barbaric to want to cure them)
I have a hard time compiling these thoughts
I'm writing this because in another thread someone said something about just making music because you feel like it and then deciding whether to post it online or not. That got me thinking.
I know there are people saying things like "I just make music because it's fun and I don't care about money, fame etc", but I always felt like this was some kind of virtue signal and/or a cope. It always seemed strange that people would make music that they never had any intention of showing off to other people.
Now I know for myself I'm one of those people "who have to" make music, but then I started to wonder is there a big blurred line between doing it because you need to do it for yourself and because you have some external goal you want to attain? If you removed that goal whether it be money, recognition, "passive" streaming income a.k.a an easy life etc, would your life actually just be happier overall?
Being someone in his mid thirties and having started music production around the time just a bit before myspace came around (a lot of us were on soundclick before then from what I remember), it just seems like it was a given you would make your track and upload it online for recognition or critique etc, but if you think about it, that was probably quite a new phenomenon in general for young people who were just getting into what was still only in the early stages of becoming an ever more accessible art form. We didn't know of the struggles the generation which proceeded us had to deal with, e.g. having to go through the gate keepers and various processes just to have a record released. So in a way, we were trained from young just to make music, release, make music, release like it was completely normal - and it's almost like it's had some sort of neurological imprint / effect on us.
Now, they say that the root of suffering is desire, but if you have no desire to "make it" or make anything for that matter in the world of music, would your existence just be generally happier and more peaceful? Would you even make that much music? You hear about people who just play the piano for themselves, so why don't producers do that?
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Sorry for disturbing you with this but it's urgent and can you please help me if you are able.
My sister went to Germany 2 days ago to some Shaolin temple in Otterberg, Germany and we haven't heard from her ever since. We try to call her on whatsapp and on the normal line but we can't get her. She is a mother of 2. Please if someone is from that area if you can go and check if she is there (I will give the address below). We tried calling the temple from the number provided on their page but it doesn't work. Please if you can someone go and check if she is there and if she's ok.
Her name is: Maria Nikolovska - Vlatkovic, age 34, light brown hair, blue eyes, thin phisique and 1,60 meters tall.
The temple address is:
Weinbrunnerhof 4 – 6 67697 Otterberg Rheinland-Pfalz Deutschland
Please let me know as soon as possible here or text me on whatsapp. My number is +389 078 432 065 and my Name is Marko.
In the name of our family we are begging you!
On Mothers Day joined the waitlist on the app and was told 20-25 minutes. Arrived 15 minutes later. Checked in in person and was again told 20-25 minutes.
15 minutes later Was told by hostess three on the waitlist in front of us had been called but not seated and that CB policy is to give them 10-15 minutes. Why? When we are here and ready to be seated. Especially after it has been well over 30 minutes since we were put on the waitlist and were told only 20-25 minutes.
15 minutes later went to check in again after hearing way more than three groups had been called only to find out they no longer had our name on the list at all.
The line to eat on busy days appears to be the result of CBs inefficient seating procedures.
Why should I make the effort to come back?
I work at a local spa outside of my home country. It is especially popular with tourists and I work most days of the week just for extra income. I moved here from Russia last year, having received this offer after reaching out to the boss/manager of the establishment. The exact work I do is risqué so I won’t go into much detail here, but I think you get the idea.
I have been working here since I turned 18, so for about one year now, almost two. When I reached out to the manager online she seemed very friendly and kind. Offering me a place to stay if I could make enough money. The spa also takes portions of your earnings. I agreed because this is a new place for me and I don’t know anyone here. When I first arrived from Russia and came to meet my new manager I felt like I wasn’t really welcome. She did a small interview with me, asking if I had done this kind of work before and if I had any experience, how I would interact with clients, and she also asked me where I arrived from. I told her I arrived from Russia and her demeanor changed. She was cold and said ‘oh, I didn’t realize you came from there’ which confused me. I had told her I was specifically coming from Russia beforehand but I don’t know if she forgot, and she had issues with this because of the current climate. However, she still hired me and I needed the job so figured it will be fine.
Fast forward to 2024 and the entire time I have been working at this spa, I have not been treated fairly. Most of my pay has been taken compared to the other girls, the other working girls don’t interact with me unless it’s to specifically insult me for where I’m from. I have been called countless insults specifically related to being from Russia. One of my coworkers is also Ukrainian. I tried being friendly with her when I first got this position but she told me to never speak with her because she doesn’t associate with ‘Russian war criminal scum.’ I have been getting really tired of being punching bag for everyone. I understand emotions are strong but I don’t think I ever did anything to personally hurt someone. However literally no one at my position likes me and even some people outside of work won’t talk to be when they find out I’m Russian. So the lines are blurred between me being horrible for just being Russian and me not deserving this treatment. My boss has also called me names and called my hometown (Chelyabinsk) a Siberian sh*thole that of course I wanted to flee. She has also said that she has no idea why I was let into Budapest.
Where I might be TA is getting my coworker and manager fired. This happened when I met the owner of the establishment, who I actually never spoke to before. He came in for a random check-in to see how the business was doing. My manager was taking care of scheduling in her office so I greeted him. He welcomed me and said he wasn’t told I was working there and asked how I was finding my time working at the spa. I told him everything, from my pay being cut to how my manager and the one specific coworker had been treating me. I felt like I was venting because I’m alone in a foreign country and didn’t have anyone to discuss this with before. He had a serious look on his face and told me he would look into the issues I was having. This leads to me just finding out that both my coworker and manager were fired. I’m shocked by this because I honestly didn’t expect them to get fired. I thought maybe he would speak with them and tell them to stop treating me poorly, but no. He just fired them both. He told me he would be coming in to manage the business until he finds a new manager. I feel guilty because I don’t want them to lose their livelihood, but the entire time working with them was complete torment. I don’t know if I could have clarified that I didn’t want them to lose their work, but I honestly didn’t know this would happen. Am I TA?