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TIN YEARS OF TROLLX!!!

2011.03.31 06:09 sodypop TIN YEARS OF TROLLX!!!

A subreddit for rage comics and other memes with a girly slant.
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2012.11.25 09:57 Tanis_Nikana Femboys are not for objectification or fetishizing >:(

A SFW text-based community to discuss the Femboy experience
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2012.06.16 22:19 A Safe Haven for Trans Feminine People

A subreddit devoted to transgender issues pertaining to male-to-female or trans feminine people. If you have an article you like, or a worry to talk about, or you just want to vent a bit about trans life, then we're here!
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2024.05.17 12:55 Review01999 I know he loves me. But his betrayal when drunk leaves me in with doubt. I need help.

We’ve been together for 10 months and he’s been perfect, more than what I expected. He’s logical, he knows a lot and taught me about a lot of things. He opens doors for me, He gives me first bites of everything, he prioritises what I want to eat, where I want to go, how we spend our time, he holds me close whenever wherever, in front of his family, his friends, anyone. He craves quality time with me. He’s ALWAYS available whenever I need him. He stays with me until our problem is solved, in fact he’s the one that always wants to resolve conflict before the day ends. He’s got friends, but he always prioritise me over them. He’s willing to convert to my religion for me. His routine consist of work, home, me.
I’m aware he’s a gem, he’s a rare old soul and I love him with all my heart and soul. Like he does, I also give my all for him. He’s becoming my lifestyle and I prioritise him over everything. I find myself changing for the better with him. I make sure he knows my love through words and actions. I don’t care what people see, I make statement that he’s mine whenever we go out, proudly.
I thought my life has been too good to be true. I thought I hit the jackpot in life. I’ve imagined our future together when we get married. We talk about our future often, we talk about marriage and we both agree we want it soon. I thought I’d be in a new chapter next year, so did he. He’s my first, and I am his. At our age it’s not easy to be someone’s first.
But he betrayed me when he was drunk. I’ve told him I wanted to wait for marriage, but he betrayed me.
Before getting into this, I need to point out that during our early stage, we were physical but not too much. I was only comfortable with touch outside of clothes. I made that clear to him although when we get physical he does play around to reach inside, which I’d playfully stop him. But whenever we fall asleep together, I find him reaching inside my clothes and pants. I pretended to be asleep and multiple times this happens. Until one day I hear a camera sound. Then I woke up and I called him out. I left him to cool myself down. When we face each other again, he cried. He said he’s truly sorry and would never do it again. At the same time I felt bad because it’s such a normal thing that people his age would have access to and I’m limiting him of it. So I accepted his apology and at the time I was ready to move to next stage, so I let him do what he wants except one, penetration before marriage. I feel like I’ve never gotten closure on whether or not its something that he’d repeat again, because I lift the restriction for him forever.
Back to current event, we recently got drunk and I was unconscious. He was also drunk but pulled himself together to direct us to our hotel. When I woke up, my clothes were off, but panties. And I felt him pulling it off, and I was petrified. Long story short, he tried penetrating me with what I believe was his finger, though he failed multiple times. He tried to stroke in twice with his penis, but it failed to go in and slid up instead. I do know he was trying to lubricate me using his ways, and finally when I feel like he’s about to succeed, I pushed him away. He stops and fell straight to sleep, till the morning.
I broke up with him on the day. He’s been apologising, and he was drunk and doesn’t know why he couldn’t keep himself together, he told me tried so hard but he kept coming back. He said he really wants me. He said it might’ve been the whole vibe that we were in. He owns up to all his faults, even through text message. He’s willing to quit alcohol once and for all, he’s been begging me ever since.
I love him so much. But I’m afraid of his conscience that seems to be low. I know he’s sorry and remorseful, but this is something that should have never happened in the first place. I’m thinking if he could do this to me, during our best relationship phase. What could he do, during our stagnant phase if it were to ever come?
I want to break up with him for good out of fear. But at the same time, I’m starting to think that he has some sexual control issue. I know our sexual chemistry match really well. Our drive is very much similar. We both love it. It’s just that I seem to have more ability to wait until marriage than him. What if this issue is not because he doesn’t respect me, but he’s actually struggling to control it and needs my help?
He’s someone who’s happy to compromise, he loves vaping, but I told him of my worry with the dangers it comes with. He’s willing to tone it down slowly and working on stopping. The point that he completely stopped was due to the price increase, which he can afford, but he thinks it’s ridiculous. So in my eyes, if it’s something like that, he’s able to compromise. He’s also fasted for a whole month for me, he didn’t have to but to get along with my religion, he did. I know it’s not something easy. No water, no food, especially when he works in carpentry which is physical work. So I know he’s got the ability to compromise. He’s been trying to compromise with my wants regarding sex. What if he’s really got some mental issue about control with sex? What do I do? One of the thing that he said to me, was I don’t know how he felt at the time, which to me means it was crazily uncontrollable. That’s why I’m having benefit of the doubt for him.
If anyone had similar experience, please do tell me. I really need help.
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2024.05.17 12:45 Shitposter-02 Knee Length Baby Doll Lingerie - ₹250 + s

Knee Length Baby Doll Lingerie - ₹250 + s
Size : Free Size for Small & Medium( can fit bust upto 36 inches)
Package includes: 1 x Women Babydoll Nightwear Lingerie top, 1 x G string panty
PS - Everything is intact and never used.
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2024.05.17 12:32 Intrepid-Machine-225 47male

I have tried to figure out my sexuality my hole life. I loved women panties as long as I can remember I would try them on and wear them all day. Not till recently I have discovered I really like anal but the thought of a man having sex with me it doesn't turn me on but a sissy or trans or woman taking me from behind does. I also would enjoy being dressed up girly. Now I just go with my feelings I don't try to put a name on what my sexuality is but if I had to I be a bisexual sissy crossdresser correct,?
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2024.05.17 12:01 Massive_Recording171 Can't get enough of these panties, I need them in every color

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2024.05.17 11:57 Ok-Paint-7296 LOTS of very watery discharge?

So, I bedrotted most of today I won’t lie.. but I got up to take a shower and when I took my panties off a whole waterfall of discharge dripped down my leg and onto the bathroom floor. It was the consistency of water but it was cleawhiteish so it was a healthy color, there was so much of it! It’s like I was peeing!
I am on antibiotics for a kidney infection due to a UTI if that could have anything to do with it. My period is also 3 days late but I’m assuming that’s from the stress of the kidney infection. Is this normal or should I be concerned?
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2024.05.17 11:50 xyzqwerty500 Confessed to my mom

I am an Indian boy aged 25. I love wearing panties when I am alone at home.
Today I told my mom when only me and mom were there at home, that "I love to wear your panties ... they look cool and comfortable. Can I wear them at home inside my own underwear?"
She agreed that its soft but told that father will catch me wearing those ... (by panty lines) and will make an issue... So she said that those clothes are not to be wore and told me to buy a new boy underwear if I want.
I told her not to mention it to my brother and father as I will feel ashamed... will she tell it to father? What do I do if she tells to father and my brother?
I ran thorugh a relief as I told her.
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2024.05.17 10:19 Jan23Jan TIRED!

Hi! Redditors I want to rant this kind of attitude what my gf gives me. First time mka encounter na very spoiled and tamad na girl. Imagine mo yung grabe nyang mag paganda sa self nya, from eye lashes, nails and make up plus OOTD pa but inside? She's one hell of Tamad kalat dito kalat doon everytime she put her lashes on mga ibang lashes na tinanggal nya dinidikit nya pa sa pader like girl nandyan lang sa tabi mo ung basurahan, plus yung mga nails nya dahil gumagawa sya ng nail extensions yung mga ibang nails na kina-cut nya plus mga bottles ng nail polish nya kumakalat lng din plus mga damit nya shoes,socks, pants, bra and panty nya sa'an-saan na lang. E ako na di sanay sa ganyan eto naman na uto-uto nag liligpit ng gamit nya, yung tired kna gling work may extension pa pala..plus dakilang labandero pa ako, tga ligpit ng mga plato na ginamit nya tga kuskus ng mga kalderong nilapag nya lang sa hulugasin. Ng talk na kmi ng mama nya sabi nya daw spoiled ng lola nya kaya higa kain ligo lang daw sya. Pero too late ko na nalaman a month after naging kmi, kaya naman pala ganun sya..meron naman syang work ang pera nya is sa kanya lang pero ni bra at panty nya di sya makabili..priorities pa kasi ni ate gorl ung lashes, nail polish and make-up kaysa sa mga ganyan. sinabihan ko na kahit kaunti try mo naman mag bago, pero sinabi nya lang sorry ganyan ako pinalaki..sabi ko naman matured naman yung isip mo galing mo nga mag advice sa mga ibang tao pero sa self mo di mo kayang gawin like ganyan lang nangako kpang ikaw yung mag tumpi ng mga gamit mo pero 2days na wala parin so obviously ako naman gagawa..laki kasi sya sa this era social media laging tutuk sa cp laging post sa tiktok, laging thirstrap pa. Social butterfly pa daw. Ewan basta..ewan kakapagod lang.
Sorry redditors if ganito po ako mag rant. Yes po! Naging Bulag ako at Bobo sa ganitong sitwasyon. Pinalaki akong yung mga bagay sa bahay wag mong ipasa sa iba di kmi sinanay na meron yayang susunod na lang sa mga bagay na pinabay'an or tinapon lng dyan. Again sorry if ganito po ako mag rant. Need ko lang po to for the sake of anxiety. Thank you!
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2024.05.17 10:07 smoochlover Sexy Dance of Hot Desi Bhabhi in Bra & Panty

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2024.05.17 10:00 Annoying_Turnip Brown discharge at 6w and outcome?

I’m 6w today. Two days ago, in the afternoon, I started cramping (period like cramps, quite strong) and when I went to insert the pessary there was a light brown / beige discharge. It’s still there this morning, it’s not enough to even stain the panty liner, but noticeable every now and then when I wipe. The cramps have gone.
I was hoping it would be gone overnight but it was still there this morning and now I’m terrified and spiralling because I had a molar pregnancy two years ago that started with brown discharge at 5+5. The difference is that that time it had the consistency of ground coffee. My scan is in four days.
Have you had brownish discharge for several days around 6 weeks and what was the outcome?
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2024.05.17 09:57 wear-me Selling my used dirty panties. From Quezon City, Philippines

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2024.05.17 09:55 NightSavings7331 Cum addicted

So my wife has been hooking up with her ex after work, or on her days off. When she gets home she knows to strip naked and let me clean her up while I wear the cum soaked panties she wore home. I really enjoy the taste of her exs cum and how much he leaves in her🤤
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2024.05.17 09:15 Cream-Sun-Girl I was a college slut at 19 [F]

I moved to a new city and a new college. The college students were out of control. I wore a very short skirt with tiny thongs that left nothing to the imagination, and no bra. I went to class with a vibrating dildo in my pussy and left my seat wet. I bounced on it to excite myself and when I couldn't take it anymore, I went to the toilet and cum. I was always aroused and brought myself to the brink. I stopped wearing panties to school so I could massage myself with my fingers and feel the cold seat rubbing against my clit. My friends found out and played with my pussy whenever they had the chance. When I was in the girl's toilet, we ate each other's pussies. And every Friday, I skipped class and hid in the boy's toilet so they could use my body. I sucked on every cock and went home with someone else's cum dripping down my legs. I loved it, I loved being a slut.
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2024.05.17 09:14 Cream-Sun-Girl I was a college slut at 19 [F]

I moved to a new city and a new college. The college students were out of control. I wore a very short skirt with tiny thongs that left nothing to the imagination, and no bra. I went to class with a vibrating dildo in my pussy and left my seat wet. I bounced on it to excite myself and when I couldn't take it anymore, I went to the toilet and cum. I was always aroused and brought myself to the brink. I stopped wearing panties to school so I could massage myself with my fingers and feel the cold seat rubbing against my clit. My friends found out and played with my pussy whenever they had the chance. When I was in the girl's toilet, we ate each other's pussies. And every Friday, I skipped class and hid in the boy's toilet so they could use my body. I sucked on every cock and went home with someone else's cum dripping down my legs. I loved it, I loved being a slut.
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2024.05.17 09:14 Cream-Sun-Girl I was a college slut at 19 [F]

I moved to a new city and a new college. The college students were out of control. I wore a very short skirt with tiny thongs that left nothing to the imagination, and no bra. I went to class with a vibrating dildo in my pussy and left my seat wet. I bounced on it to excite myself and when I couldn't take it anymore, I went to the toilet and cum. I was always aroused and brought myself to the brink. I stopped wearing panties to school so I could massage myself with my fingers and feel the cold seat rubbing against my clit. My friends found out and played with my pussy whenever they had the chance. When I was in the girl's toilet, we ate each other's pussies. And every Friday, I skipped class and hid in the boy's toilet so they could use my body. I sucked on every cock and went home with someone else's cum dripping down my legs. I loved it, I loved being a slut.
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2024.05.17 09:05 881528 How do I tell HP?

I’m nearing my end at this family and I always failed to bring up serious issues that were bugging me. Throughout the months I noticed that all my t-shirts had little holes at the same spot, at first I didnt think about moths but as time passed I realized that it was indeed moths living in my closet (and in their closet and kitchen pantry too (they have a ‘cleaner’)). When I reused the issue they said they have the same problem with their t-shirts, I bought a moth repellent for my closet but I still have 8-9 brand new t-shirts that I cant wear now bc they look ugly with those holes. When I proposed my idea that their cleanehousekeeper should sew them she denied and said she cant repair them. Then who should repair those?
Was it my fault that I didnt know in the past they have moths living in their closet? Should I spend my little money on fixing these t-shirts? Am I right that this isnt my responsibility? How do I tell them, that if they fail to repair the t-shirts I want to have a compensation bc they each cost between 7 and 15€?
Same with my pyjama set, I left it on my bed and by the time I returned home the dogs chewed on my panty, pants and t-shirt, completely ruining it. I showed it to them as well and they told me I shouldnt have left it there (like what?)
Thanks 🫶🏻
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2024.05.17 08:41 Tiny_Programmer_9990 Itchiness outside vagina

I feel itchy especially when I don’t wear panties or after a shower right before bed. I don’t believe I have a yeast infection because I don’t have the other symptoms. I stopped taking antibiotics about a month ago. When I’m on my period it doesn’t itch, but when I’m off it will occasionally itch. Any tips? Also, been using condoms since antibiotics.
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2024.05.17 08:26 tanya_rp F4M: Shy and coward Tanya's life after moving out to different city.

Tanya was a very shy and coward girl. She always used to hide behind her parents. Her parents raised her with utmost care and love. This made her very timid. She couldn't say no to anyone if they ask anything from her. She has given so much money to scammers, just because she was afraid to argue with them. But, life wasn't difficult for her, as her parents used to do everything for her.
Tanya being bright student, went on to clear the engineering entrance exam very easily and got into a reputed college easily. But, unfortunately it was in a different city. Her parents thought, it would be good for her to be independent and more brave. So they get her admitted to the college and drop off her at hostel.
--few weeks later ---
The rainy friday evening of the city has made the mood extremely romantic. The scene shifts from the rainy mountains to the farm house in that area. As the scene zooms in, a loud yet pleasing moaning sound is heard from the farm house. The scene shits to the inside of farm house and it pans on the stairs and the upstairs is in focus. The scene then begins at the beginning of the bedroom door where the moaning sound is becoming more prominent. As the scene begins inside the room the t shirt of the guy is lying. The yellow thin transparent saree of a girl is lying spread across the room. The pant of guy is lying on the saree , with blouse which is torn is lying across the pant. Her bra is found to be hanging on the bed side lamp. Her petticoat which is at the bed stand is the final piece of her clothing on the ground. Her torn panty is no where to be found.
On top of bed, lies the shy Tanya with her legs spread as much as possible to accomodate her dusky senior who is sweating heavily pounding the Virgin beauty. Her soft palms with fingers is gripping his muscular back....
Discord: tanyarp
Hmu if you like to play the dusky guy with the below details.
1) your links 2) asl 3) reference pic for my character as described in the plot 4) I am looking for roleplaying. So, I expect atleast little bit of buildup and not directly into sexting. So, if you are looking for quick ending, this might not be for you
Have a great day everyone!
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2024.05.17 07:55 nowaswan started bleeding after a week of taking plan b, still currently bleeding for almost 2 weeks

like the title says, i’ve been bleeding for almost 2 weeks now and i’m kinda panicking. i’m experiencing light cramps now but the bleed is not that heavy. there are little clots, this started as a dark brown bleeding, and it’s not bleeding enough to fill my panty liner. the cramps go away for some days and i dont really wanna think that i’m having an ectopic pregnancy. can anyone that experience this help me? i’m still planning to go to the doctor because i’m under my parents’ insurance and i don’t want them to know.
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2024.05.17 06:19 HoldItMore Need to speak

I'm a 32 mâle hairy and bearded but I feel like girl. I love skirt, dress, pantie and the most I feel like girl but I think I can never be the girl I want.
Mother nature give me a strong body with massive "virility"...
I'm sad because I tell to my GF what I feel and she just say "oh, you're gay ?" I love her, I love the girl body and I'm not gay but she don't even understand my feminity side bécasse I'm "strings bearded male" ans I don't know how to deal with this.
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2024.05.17 06:06 Commercial-Win-6664 ice packs for vaginal pain

wanted to leave a tip for vulvodunia warriors. (lol) a good way to manage pain is to buy ice packs meant for eyes and skin care, like the small circle ones, you can order them on amazon. When i have flares i just take one and slip it into the gusset of my panties. it only lasts for about 15 minutes but i have about 10 so i just rotate them. hope this helps someone
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2024.05.17 05:35 Strawberry_n_cream1 bakit ang libog ko ngayon?

Now ko lang narealize na ang fucked-up pala ng childhood ko tipo na kahit gaano pa kasaya, icoconsider ko sya as fucked-up since di ko deserve ma-sexually assault at the very young age.
bagong lipat kami sa lugar na yon, 5 years old pa lang ako non and i'm a type of tomboy girl na mahilig makipaglaro sa mga batang lalake, mahilig sa larong panlalake kaya mostly ng mga kaibigan ko, ay mga lalake din.
Hindi naman kasi kami well-off kaya wala ako masyadong gadgets that time. Until dumating sa point na tinatake advantage na nila ako para makalaro ako. gusto nila hawakan nila private parts ko. Akala ko normal yon. akala ko okay yung ganon na trade kasi sabi nila, ganon din ginawa nila sa iba kaya pumayag ako.
Grabe, ayoko alalahanin pero clear and vivid pa rin yung scene na yon. Imagine ang liit ko pa tas yung mga kalaro ko nasa 12 yrs old ata pinakamatanda tas the rest nasa 8-10 yrs old na. Sobrang dami nila non siguro yung circle nila around 8 na tao?
I remembered dinala pa nila ako sa abandoned clubhouse ng village na yon para don gawin kababuyan nila. pinahawak, pinasubo, at lahat yon pumatong sakin. Naalala ko yung pag sabi ko ng ayoko na. Naalala ko yung sinabi ko na gusto ko na umuwi. Naalala ko yung sinabi ni stephen na bawal ako magsumbong, bawal ko sabihin yung nangyari. naalala ko yung pag-assure nila na normal lang yon. TANGINA NYO! NAGSUSUFFER SANA KAYO NGAYON!
Well, nakarating naman yung chismis na yan sa family ko since sinabi ni stephen sa pinsan ko na ka-age nya that time at kalaro na "nakntt nila ako." grabe trauma non sa akin. imagine ako na yung victim, sakin pa sila nagalit. Ako na yung nawalan ng innocence, ako pa yung nagkaroon ng punishment. after non, never na akong pinalabas sa bahay.
Naalala ko din na napag-usapan to kasama yung barangay pero hindi naging success dahil nung iniinterview ako, wala akong naibigay na statement. Pinakwento sakin ano nangyari, hindi ko naikwento dahil nauna yung hiya ko.
Matagal ko binaon sa limot to pero nag relapse na naman dahil may nabasa ako about s.a.
anw, hindi pa dyan natapos yung kalbaryo ko. at the age of 11 or 12, kamag-anak ko naman mismo ang gumawa sa akin.
Pinsan ng tatay ko. Nakikitira lang sya sa amin that time dahil may part time work sya within the city. para makatipid, samin na lang muna sya pinatira. Ang kasama ko lang that time sa bahay ay mga pinsan ko at lola dahil bakasyon ito. ang parents ko ay nag-out of town. dahil may kalawakan ang bahay namin, 2 ang salas, 3 ang kwarto, magkakahiwalay pa rin kami.
sinamahan ako ng tito ko na yon sa kwarto na walang pinto at tanging kurtina lang yung harang at niyakap. akala ko normal na paglalambing lang dahil mag tiyuhin kami pero hindi pala.
Sinumulan nya ako halikan sa leeg, at pumiglas ako. humigpit ang yakap sabay sabing wag ako aalis. Hindi ako umalis, pero patuloy ko syang pinipigilan sa ginagawa nya. Kinocomplement nya na ang ganda kong bata. tinanong nya kung ano kulay ng panty ko di ko sinabi kaya binuksan nya shorts ko tinanong ko sya kung ano ginagawa nya hindi sya sumagot. Tinaas nya yung damit ko at hinawakan nya yon kahit na sabi ko ayoko.
Nagpumiglas ako don, pero tuloy pa rin sya. Niyakap nya ulit ako sabay umikot sya para nakapatong na sya. Ramdam ko yon. ramdam ko yung gusto nya iparamdam. Alam ko kung ano yung dumidikit na yon. habang nakapatong sya, binibigyan nya ako ng sunod-sunod na kiss. Nagdahilan ako na naiihi ako kaya pinaalis nya ako pero sinundan nya ako hanggang banyo. buti na lang, naisara ko. Paglabas ko ng banyo, naalala ko na binuhat nya ako papunta sa isang kwarto. kwarto ng parents ko.
Buti nalang. buti naka lock. sa isip ko ngayon, kung nagkataon na bukas yon, narape na ako.
after ng unsuccessful attempt nya, umalis na sya. ako? napaiyak. natakot. at nagsumbong pero sa online friend ko. naalala ko, umiyak ako sa likod bahay non kasi takot ako na makita sya. pero sya? acting cool as if walang ginawang kagaguhan.
hindi halata na nangyari sakin to at ginawa nya kasi after non, kinakausap ko pa rin sya. hindi ko pinahalata na may ilang dahil natakot ako malaman ng iba. natakot at nahiya na naman ako magsalita. feel ko isa sa factor na natakot ako na makita yung vulnerability ko dahil nga tomboy ako. takot ako makita yung weakness ko. gusto ko makita nila yung masculinity ko.
ilan taon rin yung lumipas na di kami nagsama sa iisang bubong pero this time, at one occasion, napagsamantalahan na naman ako. 14 or 15 yrs old ako non. mabilis lang yung pangyayari, niyakap nya ako sabay hawak sa tyan at tumaas papunta sa boobs ko sabay hinawakan at pinisil. Nagulat ako sa bilis ng pangyayari, buti na lang, nakita ng lola ko yung nangyari.
Tinanong nya ako, ni-confront nya ako. tinaning nya ako kung hinawakan ba yung dd ko.
Sorry.
Napangunahan na naman ako ng takot at hiya. gusto ko na sana magsalita kaso ayoko masira yung gabi na yon dahil sa akin. for the 3rd time around, natakot at nahiya na naman ako. kaya sinabi ko na, "hindi. tiyan ko lang yon".
Hindi ko alam sa sarili ko bakit hinayaan ko na naman na palagpasin yung ganon pagkakataon. sorry.
ang tagal na taon na hindi ko na ulit sya nakita. 2 years? 3 years? tapos ito na naman. Nawalan sya ng trabaho kaya bilang tulong sa kanya, samin na naman sya pinatira.
anw, nasa legal age na ako that time. so, ito na nga hindi ko matiis na araw-araw ko nakikita sa bahay yung abuser ko. araw-araw ako wala sa sarili non. kinakausap ko sya casually kasi kailangan ko ng tulong nya. Pero hindi ako nag-stay ng matagal sa lugar na nasan din sya. Ilap ako, kung tutuusin. kung maiiwan ako kasama sya, magkukulong ako sa kwarto.
until one time na sobrang uncomfortable na talaga ako sa presence nya kasi iba na sya makatingin, nag burst out na ako. nag sumbong na ako. finally, yung bigat na nakapagsabi ka sa parents mo, nawala yung bigat. hahahaha
akala ko mawawala yung bigat pero hindi pala. lalo lang nadagdagan. TANGINANG BUHAY TO! Tagal ko kinimkim, tapos hindi ako paniniwalaan.
grabe lugmok ko non. pinaalis ako. oo. ako yung pinaalis. grabe yung gulo na inabot nito sa pamilya namin. nagsumbong ako sa sa nakatatanda kong pinsan. grabe. iba sa feeling na meron naniniwala sayo. grabe yung revelation that night. puro iyak at galit. that night ko nalaman na even my dad was his victim too. and this made me wonder, bakit hindi ako pinaniwalaan? don ko nalaman na sa family talaga namin may mga manyakis, my lolo, my uncle, tanginang pamilya to.
kung tatanungin nyo, kamusta ako ngayon. okay na ako pero nandon pa rin yung trauma. hindi na mawawala to. okay na kami ng family ko. natutunan ko na lang tanggapin na hayaan nalang yung nangyari pero di ko kakalimutan. ganon naman talaga filipino mentality e mas katanggap-tanggap pa maging manyakis at rapist kaysa maging bading sa pamilya.
alam nyo ba ngayon, sobrang libog kong tao. grabe yung mga words na lumalabas sa bibig ko walang filter. sobrang hilig ko sa sex pero hindi naman ako sex addict. mahilig manood ng porn but wala naman ako porn addiction. i just found out na naging comfortable ako sa usaping sex and kabastusan dahil naging coping mechanism ko to sa trauma ko.
ps. i filtered some roles para di malaman sino ako just in case, lumabas to sa ibang platform.
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2024.05.17 05:13 livvvjh Why did my testosterone go up on Spironolactone?

Dutch Test
Female 27 aprox 125lbs 5'2, Medications: 15mg adderall, 1.5mg naltrexone (for pain), conditions: Ehlers-Danlos hypermobility type, PCOS, POTs, and Craniocervical Instability
I have been struggling with my PCOS for the past 3 years. My PCOS symptoms include polycystic ovaries, hair loss, Acne (face and body), weight gain, a little more than normal body hair, rapid body hair growth, brain fog, fatigue, and severe depression. Might be worth it to mention that I had none of these symptoms, apart from depression, before 3 years ago, I never even got a single zit before the age of 21. I had a progesterone IUD from 20-25 if that helps. I have been treated with Spironolactone in the past. It was honestly life changing. My depression vanished, I lost 30lbs in 2 months, and all of my symptoms either went away or got significantly better. Only down side was that I was constantly bleeding on Spironolactone, nothing too major but I need a panty liner everyday.
After 3 months on 100mg of Spironolactone, I noticed my fatigue started coming back and my mood started getting a little worse. My dose was increased to 200mg and immediately felt better.
Another 3 months and the same thing started. They tested my free testosterone and it had literally doubled while taking it.
Cut to January of this year, my doctor wants to discontinue the Spironolactone because of the chronic bleeding. She wants to use this opportunity to get a clearer picture of my hormones and their metabolites. So I wait an excruciating 4 months and take the Dutch hormone test. I am a little confused by my results.
My 5a-Reductase Activity is pretty low, but all research I've looked into shows that it is usually high in PCOS patients. My DHEA-S is actually on the low end and my testosterone is high. I'm having trouble interpreting these results. I'm wondering if this is an expected result for someone with PCOS and hyperandrogenism. Should I be asking my doctors to look into anything else? Does anything here explain why my Spironolactone would stop working/not lower my testosterone? Dutch Test
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