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I(19M) have been a NEET for the last two years. I am trying to change. I am finally applying to college (majority of them rejecting me), making a YouTube channel, and learning programming.
But my addictions don't let me make any progress. I still end up spending most of my day watching porn, Reddit and YouTube. I also have maladaptive daydreaming, I daydream almost all the time.
I try to sit and work/study, either half-ass it for an hour or get up in 20 minutes.
I'm also a former gifted kid, so I tend to give up as soon as I face a challenge
How do I improve? I have watched Dr. K's videos on this topic and have tried to work on them but I end up giving up in half a day. I agree with him but am unable to internalize his teachings.
I also think I'm depressed but I live in India and can't afford therapy (there's no free mental health here, I tried to call multiple non-profits but none of them picked up).
What do I do?

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Okay, so I've seen a lot of talk regarding Josh's prank and how practical it was or questions regarding what he had planned for the others (before the Wendigos got involved).
The main questions were surrounding Jess and Mike since the prank that ultimately resulted in Hannah and Beth's death was Jess' idea and Mike who was arguably the biggest culprit. We can make an educated guess that Josh had planned revenge porn given the clues we can find, but a lot of ppl agree that that and a couple of pre-made jumpscares before arriving at the guest cabin would be pretty mundane compared to what he did to Chris and Ashley or Sam (who was also filmed nude despite not being involved in the prank). As for Chris and Ashley, it's obvious by Josh's words and foreshadowing that he planned to give them a "traumatic event to bond over" and get Chris to confess his love to Ashley since Josh believed Chris would need a "gun held to his head" in order do so. As for Sam, I am unsure. My guess, because I personally believe Josh had romantic feelings for Sam (and vise-versa IMO), is that this was his attempt to bring them closer and have her think of him as some genius, since he seemed to genuinely believe he was a "healer" that organized a "cool event" that would result in the group "bonding", having a "good time", and ultimately becoming "internet sensations". This is not to take up for Josh because what he did was wrong but it's painfully obvious he was not aware of the extent of harm that he we causing. It's also implied Josh has a lot of guilt and incorrect memories regarding the event a year prior and is confused/worried about how/what to feel towards his friends. And as for Emily and Matt... I have no idea what he had planned for them.
TL;DR-- Do you guys think they will better explain Josh's prank for each character, what his intentions were towards each character (mainly the ones that were not explained previously), and how he executed parts of the prank to make it more practical in the remaster?
Some may argue that part of the fun is analyzing the clues, which I also agree with, but it would also be nice to have answers that are clearer and not left up to the imagination.

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TL;DR: PLEASE READ THE LN!!!
I've always had an obsession over manhwa and manga (especially OI), and I was especially intrigued because how polarizing people's opinions were on it. I love my fair share of angst and trauma porn and toxicity, and although I dig through all the webtoon and manga trash out there, even I have lines I don't cross/tolerate, and series I drop. Especially with abusive/toxic couples, shit story, lack of development, lack of realism, lack of respect, misogyny, repetitive tropes, etc. But I always give everything a try (even trashy sexist smuts or Chinese manhuas)
But please I IMPLORE you: give the light novel of [My Beloved Oppressor] a read. The manhwa is great and beautiful, but doesn't do the story as much justice with how many details and emotional nuances that are left out. It's so rushed too.
I just finished and I am clutching my pears, biting my fist, sobbing my eyes out, and screaming.
I came for toxic hot trash and irredeemable black haired MLs and timid FLs to rag on, but actually got pretty hooked and teary from these 20 manhwa chapters. I saw on this reddit a great free place to read quality translations at: https://www.patreon.com/collection/188783?view=expanded
I do not ever read LNs for even my top-tier SSS class manhwas, but I had an unusual pull into these characters' lives and story. And thus I began to spiral with these characters.
To avoid spoilers, I wasn't expecting the development of the story, and I truly felt like I was going through the same life-changing rollercoaster as the characters. Not just the FL and ML but the world, setting, side characters, etc. the story is well thought out, detailed, BEAUTIFULLY written and expressed, and I literally felt like I was being sucker punched at some parts I was almost nauseous and disoriented. I could clearly picture scenes with such an artistic vivid imagination and suffered to many emotions throughout the reading.
My tissues are soaked with hot tears, and yet at the end I feel so unbelievably hurt and yet whole from the entire LN. The side stories and ending seriously felt so complete, and I felt there weren't any loose ends besides maybe some parts of the MLs past and whatnot, but I never said this series was perfect. I am very satisfied after, although I feel so impacted.
But they felt like fleshed out characters that I can't bring myself to love or hate, and I just want them find peace and happiness. I love how the FLs draws her line and doesn't just come running back to the ML when he's all ghastly and begging forgiveness. And he honestly doesn't do too much annoying begging and obsessing. He does try his best to separate them and to just love her from the shadows and be respectful of her wishes, although he's horrified of the thought of her killing herself while out. Even if not perfectly or at first. He also doesn't just leave his duties to some poor assistant side character, or completely neglect his role as the commander. In fact, he drowns in it since he feels it's the best thing he can do for her (bring peace and end the war and make a better place for her to live). It's my pet peeve when MLs abandon their jobs/duties over their loss of the FL and the company/empire/whatever they're running suffers from his emotional outbursts and grief over her while he's got bags under his eyes and has sexy shot of him with alcohol and cigarettes lmao.
The MLs development is truly such a breath of fresh air. I can understand his fucked up mentality and obsession, his self-deprication, self-destructive nature, and inferiority, and so on. And the FL isn't some pushover smiley happy Mary Sue. She has her flaws and confronts them throughout the story, and she's not some completely innocent perfect victim either. She really grows so much and I love how she interacts with Heiner. She really recognizes how unhealthy his 'love' is until he fully recognizes his feelings and perspective.
They get dirty and scarred, fight and argue, have unbearably sweet moments that made me want to burst, and gut wrenching parts that made me have to set me phone down. The insight the LN gives to Annette and Heiner's thoughts and feelings is on a whole different level.
For the homies who already read all of the LN too: First of all, Catherine supremacy for life. They were a fleshed out family with feelings, and not some tool or stepping stone for Annette like other runaway FLs after escaping or divorce.
Can't stress enough how the story doesn't just tunnel vision on the main couple too. Side characters are part of the story and make big impacts. Even the sniper at the church who got his face mauled is who saved her life in the fire. And even Catherine (in the side stories) would give it to Heiner over the phone and he'd reflect on himself. Even the guy who ratted Annette out while she was staying with them post-divorce showed up again when he lost his legs in battle and they had a moment together.
Annette's descent into depression was depicted so realistically it hit too close to home. The memory loss, handwriting and dexterity degradation, and her reaction to the miscarriage felt too real. So often depictions can feel too cheap or shallow. I was horrified by her suicide attempts but could completely put myself in her shoes. But it just doesn't go away quickly either, she does struggle with it and taking care of herself, or having the motivation to recover or do therapy to improve her ruined left hand after the church collapse
>!But seriously, the war church fire incident and the piano was seriously immaculate. The references to the Saint mural and glimpses to the past that reminds me of how far we've come and how much of her life has changed, Joseph, and the piano-playing scene. The shaken feelings of the enemy troops and battle with morality, that moment of pure serenity, I was so absorbed. I mean the play that the piano and music had in her journey and the story too was so tasteful.
And oh my God the ending with the title meaning reveal- I seriously thought it was another shitty toxic title but it was actually the name of the song Heiner fell in love with before he met her... and the one she played that lured him in. And what a switch around because I always assumed the ML was the oppressor in question, but really it was the FL to him because how much she engulfed his life. They even address in the story how her love is spread between so many things (piano) and people, and Heiner has nothing but her.!<
It's really such a tragedy that his innocent youthful crush became such a a double edged serrated knife. So obsessive and convoluted, and he created a cult-like worship of a fictional version of her in his head >! through extreme torture... I mean that kind of disassociation was literally the only way he could survive. Plus how could someone raised the way he was understand love and how to give/receive it? !<
I'll stop rambling here for now but guys please comment or something, I have so many feelings after reading the LN I NEED to talk more about it with someone 😭

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People will have opinions, people will be attached to things and be disappointed when there are changes, bit this game is the perfect instance of a live service, because everything is in flux, even the community. It's highly dynamic and if you take a step back for a moment to just appreciate this community being dynamic, then perhaps some people can look on this whole thing a bit more positively.
You know the saying, people criticise what they love. And sometimes people will be emotional and use rhetoric which others feel may go to far.
What people need to realise is that the reason why the Helldivers 2 community loves to complain after the controversy is because so many members of the community have been taught by this a lesson in collective power. Hence people believe that they can complain into making the game better and they will continue to do so.
If you want a case study in social science, this is a great great example to explore, and I bet some researchers have already have their eyes peeling over the Helldivers 2 controversy and the aftermath. I said this in the post I made here before on the last day before Sony conceded to the main demand but not the secondary demand.
People feel emboldened and the honeymoon has officially ended at the same time. The result this has on the community is the illusion is shattered by some of the worst of human instincts, but combated by some of the best.
Because of the secondary demand not being met, many in the community who believed it the more important issue (PSN access in the global south) are being forced to confront their own perceptions and seeing how these tendencies may run deeper than this game's community itself.
I would like to see more community social commentary posts like my own, and I would love to see more people understand the depth of this games social commentary itself. Feel free to insert accusations of me being a bug or robot sympathiser.
Cyberstan was literally minding it's own business, and it got taken over and the cyberstan people were forced to submit to the demands of Super Earth. This is a reference to the banana republics, unequal treaties, and colonialism. Meanwhile the bugs were peaceful until Super Earth took over their worlds and stwrted farming them for oil, I imagine this is more a commentary on the way the west has treated the middle east.
Now let me ask you this... What if you line up the PSN access map with the Human development index, and then line it up with the scramble for Africa map, and also the partition of the Ottoman Empire after WW1. You notice anything interesting? The reason PSN doesn't exist in these countries is an indirect result of what Super Earth did to Cyberstan. Well not exactly it was not Super Earth but the whole point is Cyberstan is a metaphor, so are the bugs.
We can all be annoyed at Sony, and that's totally okay, but the reason Sony doesn't provide PSN access in these countries is due to the historical and infrastructural legacy of colonialism and imperialism. The Automaton's are merely a reaction to the former, like the anti-apartied and anti-colonial movements. Super Earth sanitises it's role much like how the British, French, Dutch, Portuguese, Spanish, and Americans have in the past and do today to a lesser extent. If you don't believe that Super Earth's behaviour would be allowed to happen in our world you are already wrong. See Operation Legacy for instance, a program initiated by the British in order to preserve or secure their legacy as a "progressive" colonial power, this included the mass burning of documents which documented various crimes against humanity such as concentration camps, massacres, and well... It goes on.
It's not an easy subject to approach and the reality of the modern world is already highly confrontational to all of us, it's not pretty and the satire of Helldivers 2 potrays what it's like to live on the beneficiary side of the equation. Should you feel guilty for your role in history? Only if you directly participate in injustice, and that's why the propaganda of our societies does so very much to try and protect these direct contributors because these direct contributors are indeed keeping our global economy the way it is. But we are all involved, and ultimately the direct contributors are fooled into this as well. This is a global problem, and because of years of direct contributors we in the global north indirectly benefit from what happens in the global south. This doesn't mean we should guilt ourselves for this, because after all you are a citizen of this Super Earth, it's not your fault that you didn't know any better, your agency is also impaired by the fact that ethical consumerism is itself propaganda.
The question we should be asking ourselves, is what we should do with our agency with the agency we have to affect the outcomes of this. Ask not what Earth can do for you, ask what you can do for Earth. If you want to see a brighter future for our Earth, what will you do with your agency to help those less fortunate than you?
I am not going to tell you how, because there are thousands of beliefs and thousands of ways you can make the world a better place, you aren't needed in the Congo, you are needed in your community, in your environment, in your country. People in other countries have agency over their actions within the limitations of their circumstances, yoy cannot judge them for being unable to solve a problem which has persisted for centuries, neither should you. But the most important question to ask is... Are you doing your part?
Helldivers, you know that change comes from numbers, not from single actions, but without single actions there would be no masses.
For our own sanity in this increasingly confusing, alienating world with sharpening contradicting social forces... You can either choose to isolate yourself from it, or make the world a better place. I have tried to do this in my own life, and this gives me meaning and has helped me achieve self-actualisation. I ak proud of my effort, even if it's only a small part of a bigger whole.
Cleansing the world of the legacy of colonialism and imperialism... WILL make PSN available everywhere. Direct actions have indirect consequences.
I will show my personal bias in my final sentance but it holds true regardless of time.
Educate, Agitate, Organise. Be the change you wish to see, and you will inspire others to follow.

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DISCLAIMER: This is definitely a long read & I’ll be surprised but hopefully blessed if anyone comments
For years, the husband has traveled extensively for his line of work. Now he owns his own business (& has to travel even more often to stay afloat). Wife is home-bound b/c of children, land & livestock responsibilities.
He & his wife are typically both hopeless romantics & two peas in a pod who rarely butt heads; but he suddenly tells you he’s deeply put-out that she won’t send him nude pics nor vids “anymore”. You’ve long known for a fact he’s a rare one who isn’t tempted to look at porn (unique aspect of his otherwise “colourful” testimony), so this isn’t a potential “deterrent” situation. He just really digs his wife who he doesn’t often have time to be intimate with.
Wife says she never wanted to send nudes. In fact, he originally understood & accepted her firm position “for years”. Over time, however, he emotionally & scripturally pressured her to the point she believed the Christian, wifely thing must be to lay aside her own desires & comfort zone & go the second mile & beyond - even though it pained her & “went against every grain of [her] being” (which he was well-aware of).
Husband was thrilled but began to insist on more & when she wouldn’t oblige, he claimed he felt unloved, disrespected, & undervalued because “I sacrifice everything to provide for her & this is the one & only thing I need & ask of her. One thing!”
Before long, one of wife’s nagging fears was realized: Husband’s phone was “lost”; worse, yet, at a church they were visiting for the first time. For days, they could remotely see someone was “active” in some of their apps in which the footage was saved.
When what turned out to be a thief was discovered, he lied about how he found the phone in his car; he then gave it to the church secretary, who gave it to the pastor who returned it to the husband. The phone was on & frequently active throughout this time.
The wife - who also had a history of having been raped & it videotaped during her teens - was completely mortified. The husband tried to calm her nerves by acting borderline amused. He also suggested she get past her feelings, sort of laugh it off in her breezy way, & go back to this church they’d enjoyed so much. He even went so far as to stress that she was “supposed to be 100% freed & healed by Jesus from any negative ‘associations’ about her former sexual assaults, so why would it suddenly be affecting her if she’s set free like she claims she was?”
He is currently sulky & cold towards her & still says “i love her more than life & slave my life away & I enjoy that she enjoys the fruits of my labor even though I hardly can, but she won’t love & appreciate me enough to do this one, simple thing for me”; & she says “I literally feel sick & alienated, violated & that he doesn’t love me enough to care how I went out of my way to sacrifice my sense of security & dignity & my personal desires - out of sacrificial love - to please him & send the pics & vids more than a few times & it ‘wasn’t enough’… now, all this happens & he still insists!”
On a last note: She tells him to keep enjoying those; he says “that’s just like telling me I should be satisfied to have a few photos of her face from yrs ago & i’m not supposed to want more!”
So, anyone still reading? What say you guys? How to respond to these two?

I, 26f am dating my boyfriend Stan (fake name) 37m, for 2 years and 3 months. I live with him and have for 7 months now.
When I first moved in I noticed sexualised images of women like, Chi chi, Ren, And a bunch of others most of which I am unaware of their names. I was uncomfortable with this but it hadn't fully bothered me, as our sex life was absolutely perfect. We have no children, and we were free. 3 months into us living together, I noticed the sex slow down. I have a skin issue, which I've had for a few years where it comes up in rashes then will disappear then come back ect. I first thought this was the issue but, we where still having sex, so it clearly wasn't. It began to get worse until recently when we haven't had sex in months.
This brings us to my issue. I started to become paranoid that he was cheating on me so, while he slept.. I went through his phone. I know I am an ass for that, but I couldn't take it anymore. I opened his Gallery first. It was COVERED in hentai and porn pictures and videos, all of which where slim large breasts, large bottom, ect. I, am no such woman. I am overweight due to my disability. I have sagging breasts due to how large they are and my butt is nothing magical. So, This hurt. I continued though his phone. Messages, games. Everything. Then I came across "Replika" where he had a "Ai Wife" based off of Ren. Blue short hair. Large breasts. Wearing a bikini. This, Broke me. Wife?... He needed it that badly?... I teared up and once he was awake, I walked to the dining room, slamming the phone on the table in front of him yelling "Is this why we aren't having sex?" And he went silent. Guilt filling his face.
This caused a fight. A huge one. Where he basically tried defending it. I told him I hate it because I am not that body type and he's always seemingly found more attraction to those types, even when I'm the opposite. He yelled about how he has stuff on his mind, mostly about work and said that these pictures and bots help him. I asked if I did and he screamed at me that I'm over reacting and the argument got heated. I asked if he even liked me. This was a mistake. He screamed that right now no, and basically went on to tell me he'd rather have the hentai and porn, and the ai bots, than me. Because they wouldn't nag him so much or complain so much... This killed me. I drove to my aunts and I've been staying here for a week. What do I do?! Do I go back?... or is it over..? I need help... I apologise for the length of this... I couldn't leave a single thing out

I'm going to try keep this short and sweet, I appreciate anyone who reads and responds.
Being bought up a JW I always felt like a fraud of a human, that I am guilty without any cause and am eternally in a state of fear. Even when thinking of doing kind things I would paralyse myself through fear that it just could possibly be a grave sin. Being the youngest of four boys I just followed in my brothers footsteps, never questioned what my parents taught and thought that simply I had gotten it wrong and I should just take other peoples word for the way I had ought to act, leading to a very impressionable existence.
Through my teenage years I felt powerless. The natural change of having sexual desires made me feel like a disgusting and unworthy being, and that I should be ashamed of myself at all times. These natural feelings made me feel like I am unworthy of anything from the world and that I am, and always will be, a sinner who deserves nothing. As you can probably guess, my self worth has never been very high and I have struggled internally.
I went to uni and thought this would be the end of my worries and that I would then become like the other normal kids who find it easy to have fun and do not live in constant fear and guilt. Looking back I realise that the beliefs I formed growing up take time and work to change and simply moving away from my family will not do the trick.
Currently I am 23 years old and just feel like I am managing to escape the gravity of the cult I have been bought up in. It has taken till now to build up the self confidence to even research and ask questions about my parents religion without feeling an overwhelming feeling of guilt, fear and judgment.
The reason for writing this post is to ask anyone who relates to this experience for any advice they have for me at this point. I long to break completely free of the shackles of this cult and live the life I have always desired without feeling guilt or fear. I am optimistic and excited for my future and if anyone can give any help it would mean a huge amount to me.
Any and all advice is welcome and if you've read this far, thank you, I appreciate your time

Me F(22) and my ex husband (23) were married when we were married at (19) and (20). We got married so young. He was in the military and he was during basic training. I believe that we had the best relationship before the army. We were both heavily in love with each other. But then the army happened and got married. My parents never really liked the ideas of getting married and we did it anyways without them knowing. It created a hard time for us. He was stationed in the Texas. Hundreds of miles away from where we lived. We did long distance until I got out of our lease and moved with him. I was constantly told by my parents that he is using me for the bah money, or not to feel lonely. I never did I feel that way until we got divorced but I don’t know what to feel about that anymore. I’ll explain more after I add more information to our story. He got into a car accident and the car totaled so he need a new car. Which added to debts and with the debts came the problems. We had so many debts and the army pressure never helped us. I worked for a few months but i quit my job cause it wasn’t good for my mental health. I can attribute some of the blame. I could have continued to work and paid off our debts but i couldn’t. I went into a heavy depression state that I didn’t realize I was in. I did do things around the house like cook dinner (not all the time cause I didn’t have any motivation to do it so we order DoorDash), I used to do laundry in the bathtub because he was so busy and tired to go to laundry may, I constantly picked up and cleaned the house. I could have done more. I know I’m partially to blame for a lot of things. I had trust issues but those added to our problems. One day I was gone for a month, I went to spend time at a youth group trip with his mom and then I went to see my parents after that. When I got to Texas his best friend told me that he was trying to sleep with another woman while I was gone. Which killed me. I asked him when he got home and he told me that he was trying to but he didn’t do anything with her and was trying to seem like it cause his friend was pushing it on him. I forgave him and push past it. I fucked up too. I did something that i regretted and still regret till this day. I loved him and I still do. I don’t think I will ever stop loving him. We were had our fights like always. It was always about money and how I wasn’t valuing him and he wasn’t valuing me. I think the only time that we didn’t fight was the last month we had before he deployed. We were so happy. We spent our time together watching movies, playing card games, playing video games, just being the same kids we were before we got married. I miss those days sometimes. I wish I could turn back time and do things differently. Now the hard part. The divorce. I never wanted to be divorced. He was/still is my person. The person who understands you to the core. The person that you can be yourself without shame or guilt. The person that your heart beats from no matter how much it hurts when they break it or damage it. The person that you picked in a room filled with people who you have loved in the past/future. He is that person. My ex deployed and was gone for six months. Three months into the deployment he stopped calling me, he stopped snapping me, he stopped talking to me. It felt like he shut down on me. I begged him to call me or anything. We went through a dark phase. Then he got back to the states and we were good for a while. He came to visit his mom for Christmas through new years. Our anniversary was the 30th of December. His mother lives 4 hours away from my parents house where I was staying while he was away. He didn’t bother to spend our anniversary together or even bother to say happy anniversary. Which killed me inside. On New Year’s Day I sent him a message that it seemed that he didn’t want me in his life anymore so I was setting him free. But on his way back to Texas he and I talked and we were going to make it work but 8 days later. He met a girl. He hide our marriage status, archived post that he made of me, and hid our pictures. Which made me think he did the same thing he did when I was away. I decided that I wasn’t going to stand for it so I asked him to file for divorce. He agreed. It was a little messy. I found pictures of him and this girl on a romantic date, he got dressed up in a suit, had a picture of her on his lap. So much which set me off and I became petty and tried to fuck him over with the army for it. This is where things get complicated. This week I had to go to separate our things because he had everything in a storage unit. When I got there we were polite to each other and we talked to each other. He explained to me that nothing happened with that girl. They went with a group but only made a reservation for two, she was awake for the picture of her hand on his lap, she was wearing the same clothes from that night in the morning cause she slept in them but she didn’t sleep at his apartment, and that she knew what was going on. Which I don’t know what to believe. I want to believe him and I kinda do believe him but I don’t know. I love him but everyone around me telling me to not believe him. I was a mess for months when things were going wrong between us. I didn’t want to lose him but I feel like I lost him. He said we can be friends. I want him in my life but I always want to be us again. I know in my heart that I can never really move on from him. I always want him in my life but I don’t know what to do or what to believe. My parents hate him because they believe he is a liar and will constantly hurt me but they say a tons of things that weren’t true. I just want an unbiased opinion from people who don’t know the shit I said while I was mad or sad. There’s a lot that happened this week with him but it’s been long story already I can explain more in the comments

This might be weird or not even related to my ocd, but I'm posting this out of curiosity. I have had terrible body dysmorphia my whole life and today I decided I'm serious, I'm not going to give up and work toward my health and body goals. I (F20) am currently 250. I plan on startinga calorie deficit and exercise 4 times a week.
I have started over at least 10 times in the past year. I have no motivation because if isn't consistently perfect then I struggle. How can I keep on track? And how can I catch up from a setback guilt free?

I got sick & tired of relapsing and feeling like shit after. I struggled for many years with Apple’s Screen Time “Limit Adult Content” feature and porn blocker apps because it was so easy to turn those off or uninstall whenever the urge came.
Enough is enough.
I did some research and found a tutorial that helped me lock my Screen Time with an app, and I set the Lock Duration to 365 days (which is the max). It’s officially impossible for me to access adult content on my iPhone and laptop now, nor can I disable it when the urge sneaks in.
At first, I panicked a bit during the first few hours, but now I already feel great about myself. I feel free. It had to be done.
Goodbye porn, I hate you.

Help! Shame and guilt from last mistake
After years of therapy for surviving CPTSD, something came up in therapy that I forgot that I was holding onto. My therapist asked why I am so hard on myself and unforgiving to myself.
I’m 32 yo and remembered that when I was 11, I was playing with my little brothers and I sat on his lap (he was 4) and grinded on him for about .02 seconds and asked him if it felt good, to which he replied ‘yea’. I feel like a disgusting animal anytime I think about it! Why would I do that. I feel like I don’t deserve pleasure in my life or any good things because of that.
My mom died so I have no one to tell to feel relief. My brother was too little to remember. I’m scared to tell my therapist. But it’s eating me alive. I want to be free and feel like if deserve love and joy.

I think I've finally gotten over this whole thing. I spent almost 2 years antagonising over my partners porn use and I got to the point where I prepared my splitting up conversation with him and planned a date. I spent every day hysterically crying leading up to it. I was splitting with him. Then one morning I had an epiphany moment where I actually just stopped giving a fuck about his porn use... It's weird to say because it's something that almost broke me so many times but I just suddenly don't care. I think i finally came to the realisation that when im pressuring him to do something he's not ready fodoesn't actually want to do, he feels like he has to lie because he feels trapped. And I hate that I created a situation and relationship where he felt like he had to lie to me. I will never trust him blindly like I used to, I'm now very aware he's capable of lying to me, but that also means I'm not naive anymore. You can't make someone do something they don't want to do. I've accepted that he sometimes can't choose the truth, but I'm choosing him over giving a fuck about this whole thing. And tbh this whole month and a bit since this brain switch has been so freeing. I've been waiting for the wave of anxiousness and desperation to come again and there has been maybe 2 days where I've felt those thoughts rearing their head, but I think of the state we were in compared to where we are now, and I go back to not caring about porn again. We've been the happiest we've been in over a year , we talk about how we feel all the time and our sex is so great- which I used to have to dissociate from and frequently cried during/after. Honesty and being truthful to each other is my priority and if that means he's watching porn then that's ok.
I don't really know what advice to give, but I guess if you're not happy with how things are with your partner, thinking about your priorities really might help, or it did for me anyway. If he's lying then he will continue to if things go on as they are, so how are things going to change?? Who will compromise?? Do you split up over this? Really try and sit down and have a brutally honest conversation- does he really REALLY want to stop watching porn for himself or is he just trying in order to appease you? If the latter, then he won't be successful and your relationship WILL breed dishonesty and bitterness. If that's the case- do you go your separate ways, or do you re-evaluate your stance on porn? There's no correct answer, I can just say that letting go seems to have worked out for me
I'm sending you all of the love and I hope you figure this all out soon, we all just deserve to be happy

Hello, just wanna share a story. I'm a VA in agency, been working with them for 6months already. Since I am just working part-time with them only, what I usually do is work early or whenever I have freetime saka ko ginagawa yung tasks then sa gabi naman ni-rrun ko nalang yung timer kasi may app sila na ginagamit to log in and log out. So one time, nagulat ako nagchat sa akin yung manager ko na bakit daw ganun yung screenshots na nakita niya, then sinend niya yung mga nakita niya. Puro Facebook, Gaming, and ang nakakahiya may porn. I have no idea na may screenshot every after x minutes or baka nakalimutan ko lang. Isipin niyo 6 months na ako with them, dun ko lang nalaman na may pa-screenshot. So nung nabasa ko yung message, kinabahan ako and nahiya as well. Parang gusto kong magpakain sa lupa lol. Anyways ayun, the next day, we had a call and tinanong niya bakit daw ganun screenshots ko, am I not working daw, then I explained my side na ginagawa ko siya earlier and whenever I have free time, then run nalang yung timer later on. My manager surprisingly understood me, she requested an explanation in words para isend sa HR and also nanghingi siya ng feedback sa client ko. Fortunately, nagbigay naman ng good feedback si client. To cut the long story, I am now working in the right time and running the timer na rin while working. Thankful din ako sa manager ko na understanding and mabait, and kay client na mabait din :)

You walk alone through this world, though everyone around you pretends to be with someone, mimicking each other’s emptiness that they learned from their rotten culture. Your steps are heavy because with every step, you must hold your ground. Your body is getting closer to the earth, where eventually it will find peace that you can’t find while being alive. You smile with your lips while your eyes hide pain. Some run from those with pain. Real pain kills illusions, and some love their illusions about themselves. Some like to parasitize on that pain, making it public, turning someone else’s struggle into a public toilet. You conceal your real self behind layers of armor, hoping that the armor is not just a bunch of lies of a coward.
But pain still finds its way through that armor. Love, unfortunately, does too. The wrong kind of love... You eagerly shed your armor, letting her in while she sinks her hand with its sharp nails and tears your chest apart. You watch her wash her hands enjoyably in your blood. She paints with your blood the horror stories of her past. She creates imagery you’re unable to forget. She takes your throbbing heart in the end and laughs at it contemptuously. She laughs at your love through the tears of many regrets in her own eyes. Then she digs her little piercing teeth into it, sucking everything good out of it. She needs to turn you bad to justify her own badness. But you don’t turn bad. You wait patiently while she tortures you. If she’s unable to love you, at least she’s able to pain you, and she does. Her love was fake; her revenge, at least, genuine. And you smile while your eyes hide the pain.
No one will give you a hand. True pain makes you lonely. You’re on your own and you will never be a part of any mob. Why would you be? The mob is so boring with its eager compliance to vices. They see freedom in spreading their legs easily and a lack of discipline. They see success in lies and nutrition in fast food. They see art in vulgarity and beauty in ugliness. A bunch of cowards clinging desperately to each other, imitating bravery. They lost the definition of a woman and the courage of a man. They lost freedom because weakness, by definition, cannot be free. Love turned into porn and a heart turned into a blood-pumping organ. Poetry turned into vulgar, incoherent rap. Music turned into a sound that makes you feel numb and useless.
But you still walk. You still search for the answers. Among dirt, you’re trying hard to preserve your love—love for something beautiful. You won’t let your love die. If you stop having faith in love, everything is hopeless. Everything is filth. She’s just a body if you have no love in your heart. She’s only a goddess when you are able to love her. Without love, she’s decadence, a pitiful vice you like to brag about online. You treasure your love secretly inside your complete solitude. If you let it die, there’s nothing to live for.
You’re embracing your masculinity through physical pain, through emotional devastation. Better to have real pain than fake happiness. Better to be alone than with a fake friend. Better to be silent than to utter words with no meaning. You won’t bend the knee before comfort. You will stay true to yourself. At least you try.
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Universal healthcare consistently polls around 60% support in the US.
2/3 of Americans support decriminalizing all drugs.
4 out of 5 want tuition-free public college and higher taxes on corporations and the wealthy.
There is overwhelming support for improving mass transit and ending our involvement in foreign wars (except whichever one the media has whipped up, lately; Ukraine is out of style, but Israel is still getting good ratings, although it is trending down).
The only issues that poll higher than these are rights to equal protection under the law, speech, religion, assembly, vote, and privacy; freedom of the press actually polls lower than free college tuition, higher taxes on the rich, or improving mass transit.
So, where are the politicians that support any of this?
We can't even get a vote on Medicare For All; rescheduling Marijuana to class 3 is the biggest drug law reform in 30 years and only benefits dispensaries; college tuition is increasing exponentially, while billionaires and corporations pay less taxes than ever; mass transit isn't even up for discussion; and if you don't support war, you will be compared to Hitler, Stalin, or Mao, depending on which war is under discussion.
Meanwhile, Equal Protection has become a sick joke; Free Speech is under attack from all sides; religious freedom is being used like a weapon; assembly is being responded to with state-endorsed violence; voting rights are regularly abused, both ways; and privacy is an illusion in the face of relentless government surveillance.
We're in a presidential election year, and the biggest issue of the campaign appears to be whether or not Donald Trump's accountant mislabeled a hush money payment to a porn star as legal fees as part of some larger crime (which has not been specified). I wasn't going to vote for him, anyway, but then, I can't bring myself to vote for Biden, either, and the third-party candidates are all moonbat-lunatics.
If no one else is willing to take this seriously, why should I?