from 93.63 in 2023 jan(could have get 97+ in April but got exhausted.. my friends improved from same %ile 97+) without any offline and online coaching(read theory by book and then solve quesn) to 90.62 in April 2024(didn't even qualify for advance) with online coaching, modules and everything.. had the potential to get under 8k rank in adv if I would have gave my 100% in this year
Poins to remember
Since I have already exhausted my self by reading and studying hours and hours in the first 2 years.. i should not have taken a full drop.. maybe a partial drop
Make a list after jee advance based on the chapters try to do your least fav chapters first by fastlane or full length lecture then master it till you can't make a mistake..chapter which u know on moderate level try to revise with one shot, then practice quesn of that .. for your fav and strong chapters try to revise it with quesn maybe using the 2024 Varun batch
Make short notes for everychapter .. after solving pyq and completing chapter since a lot of information can be added to short notes from pyq
(For droppers focusing on adv)try to complete the playlist of [pwag](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb2lQ33Kj042WlCmc1dkEIYeF2B8Fl5LB) insp and apna physics by rkh sir adv problems.. [mathesmerizing problem solving](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoetsRqdeRZn6L3xwISutIvOixGv66Vvz) .. [for chemistry](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMAc6Ye5aNvvOhfRce21TIJTtgHJod66H)
5.focus on completion of chapter also .. don't go too much depth..

1. Biggest mistake is not giving mocks specially when you are in online coaching.. try to give it even syllabus is not complete

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Here's the List of all the Books Written By Deep Trivedi.

1. I Am The Mind
2. I Am Krishna – Vol 1, 2, 3,4, 5,6
3. Main Samay Hoon
4. The Secrets of Destiny
5. 101 Sadabahar Kahaniyan
6. Edison Ka Natkhat Aur Unke Mahaan Banne Ki Kahani
7. Steve Jobs Ka Shaitaani Bachpan Aur Unke Steve Jobs Banne Ki Kahani
8. The Story Of A Lion’s Cub – Haughty To Daunty
9. The Pulse Of Wisdom
10. Dont Teach Me Tolerance
11. 200+ Shocking Truths About Krishna
12. The Black Book Of Soul
13. 3 Easy Steps To Win At Life
14. I Am Gita
15. Everything Is Psychology
16. Money And Its Smart Psychology
17. Laaotse Budhimatta ke Sutra (very old book)

In case I miss one, please comment down below & I will update them.

from 93.63 in 2023 jan(could have get 97+ in April but got exhausted.. my friends improved from same %ile 97+) without any offline and online coaching(read theory by book and then solve quesn) to 90.62 in April 2024(didn't even qualify for advance) with online coaching, modules and everything.. had the potential to get under 8k rank in adv if I would have gave my 100% in this year
Poins to remember

1. Since I have already exhausted my self by reading and studying hours and hours in the first 2 years.. i should not have taken a full drop.. maybe a partial drop
2. Make a list after jee advance based on the chapters try to do your least fav chapters first by fastlane or full length lecture then master it till you can't make a mistake..chapter which u know on moderate level try to revise with one shot, then practice quesn of that .. for your fav and strong chapters try to revise it with quesn maybe using the 2024 Varun batch
3. Make short notes for everychapter .. after solving pyq and completing chapter since a lot of information can be added to short notes from pyq
4. (For droppers focusing on adv)try to complete the playlist of [pwag](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb2lQ33Kj042WlCmc1dkEIYeF2B8Fl5LB) insp and apna physics by rkh sir adv problems.. [mathesmerizing problem solving](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoetsRqdeRZn6L3xwISutIvOixGv66Vvz) .. [for chemistry](https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMAc6Ye5aNvvOhfRce21TIJTtgHJod66H)

5.focus on completion of chapter also .. don't go too much depth..

1. Biggest mistake is not giving mocks specially when you are in online coaching.. try to give it even syllabus is not complete

Writing this post today, cuz yesterday kuch kehne layak nahi tha mai
Yesterday had my Phy and Gadit ka exam, literally papa ne ek ghante bike chalai to drop me to centre and he waited there for me about 5hrs. Papa recommended me ki metro se chalte hai traffic nahi rahega but I insisted ki bike se challo fir traffic me overtake karlenge(google maps par metro was showing twice as time from bike), within 10min mujhe samajh aagya Papa ne metro se jaane ko kyo kaha, the fucking heatwave of Delhi oml bhai
Toh main baat yahan se start: As soon as we reached at front of our centre gate, Papa ne jaise hi bike roki to park it somewhere, the first thing I saw was a girl talking to a boy(shayad bhai tha uska) and suddenly she started falling and that boy tried holding her by placing his both hands at back of her neck, but grip choot gayi and right in front of my eyes I saw that girl falling and tabhi zor se *clack* sound hui and her head literally bounced like a feet obove ground. Tabhi sab logo ne dekha, I just went numb(bhai its srsly my first time seeing it, and mai kuch soch hi nahi paya), everyone rushed towards her. She was unconscious, then people started to pour cold water on her head(garmi was next level). Then mai bata nahi sakta bhai... ahh bas 10min baad cheeze theek hogayi. I didn't saw where the girl went as it was sooo crowded.
And agar baat ho mere centre ki, toh they didn't gave a fuck, meri toh frisking vagera kuch nahi hui, bas biometrics and khatam. Phy and Maths ke beech me mile break me they gave us basketball to play... paani bohot kharab tha bhai, literally it was yellow
Just a request: bhai paani ki thandi bottle leke jaaya karo apne saath, mai bhi stud banda hu(self claimed) par exam time me no lavdebaazi
I just can't tell it in words what I saw... like jo chaos vagera hua tha and all.
Tl;dr: OP saw a girl fall literally perpendicular to ground and it haunted the noob OP

I didn't knew anything about CUET like I thought it's just a single paper but I was wrong, Today Physics and Mathematics paper took place but I missed those, aaj aake jab papa ne bataya ki cuet ka admit card aa gaya I opened and saw, First I thought something is wrong ki dates aaj ki de rakhi hai, meri fatt chuki hai delhi mei rehta hu toh English, Chemistry and biology ka 29 ko hai aur kal 17 ka hai papa ne bahut daanta ki kal tera P.ed ka exam hai tujhe kuch hosh nahi par mene papa ko ab tak nahi bataya ki mera Physics and maths aaj choot gaya, mere JEE mei itne hai ki IPU ka college mil jayega par ab mujhe batado ki cuet ke subject test me college kese kese milte hai plz

inviligators took my omr 5 mins before because they mistook the "5 mins left warning bell" as the final one. they collected our sheets and when i told them ki bhai bahar dekho baki sab toh likh re hai (centre was small so i could see the different rooms) they said nahi nahi and THEN the final bell rang. mere 4 questions choot gye. 20 marks gone. chemistry bhi ganda gya and now english. my only 2 subjects that im confident in. physics and maths already weak so i think its safe to say i wont be getting du

so , 10th pass kari thi maine , and me covid batch se tha , 10th me utne acche khaase friends the nhi , then uske baad , gaav gaya and announce hua ki sab paas hogaye , july me wapis bangalore aaya , teachers ne result pucha and i was like xx , then unhone pucha "which college beta " , maine kaha mam me issi school me continue karunga , mam ne bola "what tumne abhi tak college join nhi kari ? maine bola no mam . As maine socha ki jaisa chal raha hai chalta rahega , uske baad admission ke time mam ne pucha neet ya jee maine tukka maara neet , (not having the knowlegde about it )and 7 din tak bio padha and uske baad mam se bolke cs me shift hogaya like pcmc . sab kuch accha chal raha tha and din aata hai xx august 20xx , jis din meri crush ne mujhe propose kara (maine bina hich kichaye accept karliya , me jo kisi cheez ke laaayak nhi hu, if usse crush propose kare to socho meri khushi kya hogi ) uske baad 12th boards hogaye and mere xx kuch aaye , uske baad gaav chala gaya and colleges ka koi plan nhi kiya , kcet ka application form aise hi bhardiya and then maze kar raha tha and uss time meri gf bolti hai ki wo drop le rahi hai and mere gaaav ke ek dost ne bhi drop liya tha , so me aise hi influence hoke drop leliya bina kuch soche samjhe bus aise hi maze keliye but june tak time pass kiya and bangalore aake bhi aise hi baitha raha kabhi socha ki business karunga ya kabhi socha ki jee karunga , uske chalte august aagaya and me padh raha tha atleast 6 hours a day accha khasa chal raha tha , then aata hai november jisme meri gf karti hai mujhse break up , uske baad me gaya pooore depression me , lekin kuch din baad approz 10 days baad wapis ek hojate hai and uske baad se mera padhai se mannn uth gaya tha , gym chod di thi aise hi scroll karta tha , then wapis aata feb jisme humaara hota hai break up cuz usse abroad move hona tha , (just ek question hai ki if usse pata tha ki wo jaane waali hai then kyu relationship me aayi ? ) and at last jab maine ye question usse 4-5 baar pucha usne mujhe toxic boldiya , jisne usko support kiya 1.5 years , uski koi importance nhi thi ??? , bola karti thi , "hubby u are like my new home " but then last me boht bura bola , dk meri kya galti thi , and then maine jee attempt 1 and 2 dono diya and okay okay percentile aayi thi 87 something , ab jee advanced ka preparation chalu hai jisme mujhe lagta hai ki acche marks nhi aayenge , plus kcet me 20 marks choot gaye so ab bus 50 marks aayenge out of 141 , and boards ke result ka consideration nhi Hoga as me dropper hu , (kcet results are calculated on the basis of 50%boards and 50 %kcet ) , no state college no iit no nit no vit , ab kya karu , according to me me itna hoshiyar hu ki like me easily 95 score kar sakta tha bus mann nhi tha isliye padha nhi , so please batao ki kya karu , drop lu for nit ? ya koi ghatiya si college me admission lu? and then ?
ps : ( mujhe pata hai meri carelessness thi , but atleast ab batado kya karu ?) -"-"-

Hello ladies and gentleman, this is going to be a long post. I need to get this off my chest and I prefer using a throwaway (I hope the mods approve this)
Jo kahani mein bayan kerne jaa raha hun uss se shayad sab relate na ker sakein lekin apko aek naya perspective zaroor mile ga ke ese log bhi hote hain jo ese bhi sochte hain.
For the past 2 years, I lived a very weird life, I use the word weird because the more I think about it the more it doesnt make sense. Basically, I was living in the delusion that I had found happiness. Being a very emotionally stunted person meant I was taking everything at face value, never was too happy never was too sad, always expected a fluctuation in the the straight line that is life and treated every event as such. So when all of this started, I was stupid enough to let my guard down. Bohot bachaa ke rakha tha apne aap ko, aek dafa ki thi ye ghalti pehle aur socha tha ke ab phirse nahi kerni, lekin;

‎بہک کر باغِ جنت سے چلا آیا تھا دنیا میں، سنا ہے بعد مہشر پھر اُسی جنت میں جانا ہے، چلا تو جاؤں جنت میں مگر یہ سوچ کر چُپ ہوں، میں آدمذات ہوں مجھ کو بہک جانے کی عادت ہے

Coming back to my delusion, I found a girl 😂 How I found her is not relevant, but what is relevant is what I did after finding her. Initially, it was the same old story, boy meets girl, boy likes girl, boy has red flags, girl has red flags, but the chemistry is there and they choose to work through them and make it work. Sounds nice right? Mujhe bhi soch ke kuch aesa hi laga tha 😂 Reality was different, tab socha nahi ke kitne barre imtehan mein apne aap ko daal raha hun.
Thinking back to it, I had to fight for my place. I had to fight other potential candidates, which at the time, felt like the right thing to do. Infatuation, it its most embryonic stage, has a way of blinding you with false hope. Wearing those blinds I fell into what broke me so much more as a human being that all of what I had built myself to become, I found in pieces. It was surprising to see how I had let something take so much control. I wont lie, in the moment, it was perfect, I had everything I wanted.

زلف بردوش کون آیا یہ کس کی آہٹ سے گل کھلے ہیں
مہک رہی ہے فضائے ہستی تمام عالم بہار سا ہے

A big mistake I would say would be that I trusted her with myself. When I say myself, I mean all my weaknesses that I had been hiding from the world to be this person that everyone around me depended on. I know what you must be thinking, a child is typing this and acting as if he has the burden of the world on his shoulders 😂 Unfortunately, Im an adult who is mourning what I believed to be maybe my happy ending after the endless suffering I had been through.
Another mistake from the list of many was that I made earning my forgiveness very easy. Its very normal to mess up, but messing up to a certain point is acceptable, past that point you have to set your limits, which I didnt. Sometimes its surprising to look back at how much I let someone walk over me, thinking that I am conducting constructive dialogue which will prevent this from happening again.

کوشش بھی کر امید بھی رکھ راستہ بھی چن پھر اس کے بعد تھوڑا مقدر تلاش کر

By the end of all of it I had woken up, I knew I was destroying myself. As I type this, Im not sure how to describe it, it was the best nightmare anyone could ask for, being awake I feel like I have been put back in the jail of my own thoughts. I live in isolation, I dont talk to anyone anymore, its like Im back to being myself after learning how to be so much more. I did not get closure, for a number of reasons, which Im okay with, one of us had to live like this, Im just glad it could be me.
I think my brain, due to its limited capacity to process a range of emotions, hid a lot of bad memories so I dont completely shut down. I am very thankful for that, I didnt shut down, and went through all of this to the point where the deep ache in my chest has slowly begun to disappear. It hasnt fully gone away, it has its moments.

میں تو منیرؔ آئینے میں خود کو تک کر حیران ہوا
یہ چہرہ کچھ اور طرح تھا پہلے کسی زمانے میں

The opening scene introducing Yumna’s character was such a rip off of the introduction scene for Alia in Rocky aur Rani ki prem Kahani.
Come on, they could have done better. The scene with had the host passionately speaking about a social issue while getting hair and makeup done in a studio. There are so many ways you could have introduced a journalist, why copy and cheat in the first episode? The show on its own has so much promise but that scene watered its punch. Whyyyyy

College pe gaming karne ka shok hai title ko