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The Dickpill is about accepting the FACT that dick size DOES matter.
Here's some essential Dickpill facts:
1: The "average dick size" isn't enough to satisfy most women with just intercourse. Skill with sex is a largely a fallacy, there's a reason why most dlidos are so big, and there's a reason why our culture is so full of dick size jokes, insults, and puns, big dick energy good, smol dick energy bad. And there's a reason for the massive overrepresentation of big dicks in porn, and no it isn't just because it's easier to see a big dick, it's because seeing guy fucking with an average sized dick brakes the immersion that the women is actually enjoying it. Try and find even an amiture porn video with a guy with a qoute "average dick" , you'll have a hard time finding anything below 6.5 inches.
2: Skill with penetrative sex is a fallacy, it is all just about length and girth, there's no special thrusting motion or rhythm that can make up for you not being able to put pressure on the vaginal channel due to insufficient girth and fill the the women up and reach areas like the cervix due to insufficient length. Look up cervical orgasms. They are real and not uncomfortable to women providing their aroused during the intercourse. If you here people talk about how cervical stimulation is this thing that all women hate they are simply trying to gaslight you.
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles /321574
https://www.womenshealthmag.com/sex-and-love /a19898911/how-to-have-a-cervical-orgasm/
https://www.allohealth.care/healthfeed/sex -education/cervix-orgasm
3: Our media and general culture puts great emphasis on a mans dick size being indicator of hie masculinity and sexual prowess. If dick size did matter then such an importance wouldn't be placed on dick size.
4: The average pp size for younger guys is a lot bigger than 5.5. The average pp size statistics take into account all the adult males within the population, older guys are significantly shorter than younger guys, and there's usually a connection between height and the size of body parts like fingers and of course pp size. So the average for guys between the ages of 18 to 30 is probably 6.5 inches. But wight it gets worse, the average size of the average reguler sex haver is probably a lot bigger. Around 30% of guys report not having sex in over a year, and the rest that do can be divided into the guys who have a relstonship but they aren't pleasing their partner, a very common occurrence. And the guys who are having lots of sex and plea women with intercourse. So the average dick si the average sex haver could well be about 7 inch well above cope statistic of 5.5
https://www.everydayhealth.com/sexual-health /penises-have-gotten-surprisingly-longer-over-past -29-years-study-finds/#:~:text=The%20results%2C %20published%20February%2014,an%20average %20of%206%20inches.
https://scopeblog.stanford.edu/2023/02/14/is-an -increase-in-penile-length-cause-for-concern/
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/body/health /a43211439/average-penis-size/
5: Girth and length are almost always connected, so don't give me this oh girth is more important nonsense, because saying girth is impotent might as well be a synonym for saying having a big dick is Impotent.
6: Oral cannot compensate fully for not being able to preform with intercourse. While it is good advice to say do oral if you're not well endowed, it isn't going to compensate for for your lack of endowedment. You see most women do actually want penetrative sex and to feel something when it's happening. Best advice for non well endowed guys is to man yo bitch ass up and fuck your potential girlfriend with a strap on now and then.
7: Your dick size EFFECTS YOUR ENJOYMENT OF SEX. Just think about it, a small dick means less girth and length, less grith means less pressure will be applied to your dick during sex, which will mean that you won't feel as much, and a shorter dick will mean that there's less area to be effected, meaning that you won't feel much. Also a women's lack of enjoyment during sex, even if she's putting on an act fake moaning etc etc, will effect the energy that's released meaning that something will feel off and you won't enjoy it like you would if you were actually satisfying her.

So I've been with my Fiance for 5 years engaged for 4 and a half years.. We have a 4 year old together and live together with his parents 🙃 its kind of a rough living situation. His parents are nice people but there have been a lot of problems with them not respecting boundaries and trying to parent our child for us. Like grandma tries to take my spot.
Anyways, the start of our relationship was rocky I had just got out of a relationship and lost a child. I was really messed up mentally and honestly shouldn't have gotten in to a relationship so soon after my last. But it happened.
The beginning was really rough and i had gotten pregnant so soon after meeting my fiance which was really a hard time for me since i had just lost a child a few months prior. Our relationship was really bad during my pregnancy i mean he showed another side of him. he would throw things, break things, punch walls, grab me, pin me down. It was bad. That time passed and he still has anger issues but it hasnt been that bad since then.
Well anyways a little over a year ago i broke up with him because of his anger and he was extremely distant wanted nothing to do with me and i was working full time to pay for his bill and everything while he stayed at home and played video games. It sucked. So i left and he seemed really heartbroken he would message me daily, try to come visit me and wrote me a letter telling me how much he loved me. I ended up getting back together with him and all was well for a few months but now its back to him being distant.. i feel like things are worse than before.
Iv been talking about getting married lately but I'm unsure if id be making the right decision. See, i love him but i do not think he loves me anymore. He comes home from a 4 hour shift and wants 0 to do with me. Doesnt speak with me, ignores me and our child.. just watches stuff on his pc or plays video games ALL day. Or he just takes a nap for 4 hours. I havent been able to work due to health issues so i just watch our child all day and he works part time.
Anyways iv just been struggling with him not wanting to talk with me.. if i talk with him its like I'm bothering him, I'm interrupting his video or whatever. He never spends time with me unless i do what he wants(play a video game) and i did that for months just to spend time with him but it just seemed to not help with our relationship really. Hes not really affectionate sometimes he will come up and kiss me or hug me but its rare. We never have sex he just jacks off and watches p*rn instead. He doesn't even make eye contact with me anymore.. it iust seems all really off.
i don't really understand why he wants to get married and the only thing i could think of is how when we broke up his parents got angry at him for not marrying me due to our child(i could leave with her and theres not much he could do about it)..
Now i could leave him but id have to move to another state and his parents have a lot of money so I'm not sure if they would take me to court or something over it if i decided to leave. I definitely think they would fight me. I do love him but i do not know if he loves me anymore. i told him how i feel about all of this that i want more affection and want him to spend more time with me and it all seems temporary for a day or two until he goes back to his usual ways.
He seems pretty irritable and gets angry and defensive with me prettty quick. I just don't know what to do.. he doesn't seem attracted to me(iv gained some weight that may be why? but he says im beautiful no matter what so im confused) he doesn't spend time with me, not affectionate.. nothing. He says hes emotionally exhausted and thats why hes been this way but i just don't understand its been this way for months and I'm unsure of what to do.
We plan on moving to be with my parents in a few months(out of state) and he is really pushing me to get married before we go up becuase i think hes worried i may abandon him there(i would never do that).. i just need help what do i do? Does it seem he has checked out or is he really just going through stuff mentally for months now??
I just feel like he says one thing like for instance that hes attracted to me but he acts differently like not being affectionate or intimate with me.. He says he wants to get married to me but doesn't seem to put in any effort into our relationship. Its confusing me. I don't want to marry him and be in a loveless marriage and iv told him this and he just says it wont be that way but i don't believe him really. He says he wants to marry me because he loves me and wants to spend his life with me but he also told me probably 5 months ago that he wants to get married so my family is his family when we move up.. seems like a weird reason to get married. I'm just confused as to whats going on here..
tl;dr Fiance of 5 years has been uninterested in me, doesn't spend time with me, no sex, doesnt spend quality time with our child, he just sits on his computer all day but he is pushing for marriage.. i don't know if he loves me or not and i don't know if i should get married

The Dickpill is about accepting the FACT that dick size DOES matter.
Here's some essential Dickpill facts:
1: The "average dick size" isn't enough to satisfy most women with just intercourse. Skill with sex is a largely a fallacy, there's a reason why most dlidos are so big, and there's a reason why our culture is so full of dick size jokes, insults, and puns, big dick energy good, smol dick energy bad. And there's a reason for the massive overrepresentation of big dicks in porn, and no it isn't just because it's easier to see a big dick, it's because seeing guy fucking with an average sized dick brakes the immersion that the women is actually enjoying it. Try and find even an amiture porn video with a guy with a qoute "average dick" , you'll have a hard time finding anything below 6.5 inches.
2: Skill with penetrative sex is a fallacy, it is all just about length and girth, there's no special thrusting motion or rhythm that can make up for you not being able to put pressure on the vaginal channel due to insufficient girth and fill the the women up and reach areas like the cervix due to insufficient length. Look up cervical orgasms. They are real and not uncomfortable to women providing their aroused during the intercourse. If you here people talk about how cervical stimulation is this thing that all women hate they are simply trying to gaslight you.
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles /321574
https://www.womenshealthmag.com/sex-and-love /a19898911/how-to-have-a-cervical-orgasm/
https://www.allohealth.care/healthfeed/sex -education/cervix-orgasm
3: Our media and general culture puts great emphasis on a mans dick size being indicator of hie masculinity and sexual prowess. If dick size did matter then such an importance wouldn't be placed on dick size.
4: The average pp size for younger guys is a lot bigger than 5.5. The average pp size statistics take into account all the adult males within the population, older guys are significantly shorter than younger guys, and there's usually a connection between height and the size of body parts like fingers and of course pp size. So the average for guys between the ages of 18 to 30 is probably 6.5 inches. But wight it gets worse, the average size of the average reguler sex haver is probably a lot bigger. Around 30% of guys report not having sex in over a year, and the rest that do can be divided into the guys who have a relstonship but they aren't pleasing their partner, a very common occurrence. And the guys who are having lots of sex and plea women with intercourse. So the average dick si the average sex haver could well be about 7 inch well above cope statistic of 5.5
https://www.everydayhealth.com/sexual-health /penises-have-gotten-surprisingly-longer-over-past -29-years-study-finds/#:~:text=The%20results%2C %20published%20February%2014,an%20average %20of%206%20inches.
https://scopeblog.stanford.edu/2023/02/14/is-an -increase-in-penile-length-cause-for-concern/
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/body/health /a43211439/average-penis-size/
5: Girth and length are almost always connected, so don't give me this oh girth is more important nonsense, because saying girth is impotent might as well be a synonym for saying having a big dick is Impotent.
6: Oral cannot compensate fully for not being able to preform with intercourse. While it is good advice to say do oral if you're not well endowed, it isn't going to compensate for for your lack of endowedment. You see most women do actually want penetrative sex and to feel something when it's happening. Best advice for non well endowed guys is to man yo bitch ass up and fuck your potential girlfriend with a strap on now and then.
7: Your dick size EFFECTS YOUR ENJOYMENT OF SEX. Just think about it, a small dick means less girth and length, less grith means less pressure will be applied to your dick during sex, which will mean that you won't feel as much, and a shorter dick will mean that there's less area to be effected, meaning that you won't feel much. Also a women's lack of enjoyment during sex, even if she's putting on an act fake moaning etc etc, will effect the energy that's released meaning that something will feel off and you won't enjoy it like you would if you were actually satisfying her.

im pretty sure it was but i think it was a mix of both sexual and emotional incest abuse. i'm female (nonbinary but my mom thought demons were controlling me when she found out) and i grew up fundie and being taught that being gay is a sin, but my mom displayed some weird behaviors with me that i guess could be considered "gay" in some way.
my mother would walk in on me showering or changing all the time. she has never knocked before entering once in my life, and i always felt very uncomfortable when she did.
im not sure when this started but she would come up behind me and randomly grab my ass and after years i just got sick of it and snapped and told her to stop. she got angry and told me that i'm her daughter and that she can touch me where she wants to. (she has also gotten pissed the one time i brought this up during a conversation where i wanted to be vulnerable with her about past sexual abuse from other people. she was annoyed the entire time i was talking and when i brought her grabbing my ass up she said that i was being dramatic and that it didn't mean anything.)
she has also came up behind me a couple times and grabbed and squeezed my breasts while saying i had squishy boobs or something like that (my memory is a bit foggy because i try to block it out).
she was the one who introducted me to porn, i remember around 9 she found russian porn downloaded on the family computer, and my mother was accusing me of being the one who downloaded it. i did not know how to download videos when i was 9 and i had never heard of porn before that. she was yelling at me as images of people having sex were frightening me and making me make have weird facial expressions, which my mom several years later told me it was proof i did it. my dad told her he didn't do it, i can't remember what my older brothers said, but my mom believed all of them over me and made me watch porn for the first time because of it. i had completely forgotten about this for so long until one day my mom reminded me of it for no reason as she was yelling at me about me hanging out with men when i was 20.
i remember one time my mom took me to roses and made me try on a clasp bra because she didnt like me wearing simple sports bras all the time for some reason, and because i never wear those kinds of bras it was very difficult for me to put it on in the dressing room and she told me that we weren't leaving until i "put the bra on right". we were in the dressing room for about 20 minutes while she silently stared at me struggling and my boobs the entire time i was trying ti put the bra on. i felt very stupid and ashamed and uncomfortable and i hated looking in the dressing room mirror as this happened.
i remember when i was around 15 or 16 or so i grew tired of my pubic hair because it was irritating my autism sensory issues, my mom noticed that i had shaved one day when she walked in on me showering and she got angry and asked me why i was shaving there. she would then proceed to walk in on me showering or changing to see if i was shaven or not a good while after that. she would also sometimes ask me to get something for her while she was showering and when i got it and came back she would open the shower curtain to where i could see her naked and this continued until i moved out.
sometimes she would ask me to sleep with her in her bed when my dad was gone for whatever reason and she would spoon me like how a couple spoons and she would sometimes stroke my waist and hips and thighs and sometimes lightly touched the side of my breast.
when i was 18 i was not allowed to speak to anyone outside of my family, i did not have friends and i was not allowed to walk past the mailbox to do anything even as normal and mundane as going to the grocery store by myself. so when my mom found me texting men on my phone because i was immensely lonely and desperate to interact with anyone except my mom 24/7, she was obviously extremely pissed and took my phone away for quite a while. but i noticed after she ungrounded me when i was almost 19 and gave me my phone back, she had looked through several of the chats where i had sent nudes and sexual videos to men. i don't know why she looked at so many of the chats and my nudes because they were all basically the same and she should have gotten the idea by the second or third chat she looked at. i thank fucking god that i had not accepted by this time i was bisexual and sexting women because i have no idea what my mom wouldve done if she saw me doing a big of a "sin" as that. ironically ive seen her texts with her female best friend and it could very easily be interpreted as homoerotic flirtatious texts.
as for the emotional stuff, my mom would unload her emotional baggage onto me and be very jealous when i displayed behaviors that could be even just slightly indicative that i preferred my dad over her since i was very young, but her emotional dependance on me got bad around 16 or 17. my mom and my dad were fighting a lot at that point in my life, and by the time i was 18 they were not speaking to each other and my mom would constantly come to me for comfort for her broken marriage and other middle aged adult stuff i did not understand. i also think on new years when i was 17 she wanted me to drink a bottle of wine with her to cheer her up. i was constantly being the recipient of information that should be communicated with an adult closer to her age (ie her husband) and expected to handle her emotional distress in an adult almost partneresque way to validate her and her feelings, and she would get angry when i wouldn't know what to say or wouldn't constantly be on her side emotionally backing her up when she was against my dad.
i have since then moved out and i now live on my own, but since im financially dependant on my mom when it comes to insurance and healthcare i can't cut her off, and she still gets angry when she finds out ive been interested in men/a man when its very much appropriate for my age (21) to be so, she tells me i still can't understand romantic and sexual relationships and that i need to listen and come to her when it comes to romantic and sexual guidance. by the way she still wants to control me and see me pure to the point where she wants me to save my first kiss for marriage (that ship sailed a very long time ago).
oh, im just now remembering how one time she found out i had sex with a boy my age when i was 17, and her first response was "well i hope when i kiss you on your mouth you didn't suck dick that same day too!" or something like that.
i have been suspecting that my mom is secretly bisexual and hates herself for it, but is her behavior with me (homo) sexual abuse or is it just sexual abuse from a mother to her daughter and her supposed straight sexuality doesn't really matter because child abuse isn't bounded by sexuality? ive been wondering if an abusive parent is closeted and hates themselves for it can it be a factor in when they choose to sexually abuse their same-sex child as not just a way to abuse and belittle them but as a way of "exploring" their homosexuality without as much guilt, so to speak? that's the best way i can explain it. im not saying closeted abusers are evil because their sexuality drives them to sexually abuse, im bisexual myself and i have no desire to abuse anyone, abusers will abuse in whatever manner they want, but im specifically asking when it comes to nonstraight sexualities because society hasn't discriminated against straight people, so im asking can maybe a parent choose to sexually abuse their same-sex child but not their opposite-sex children because theyre closeted and want the "im your parent i can do what i want" excuse as a way to secretly explore their gay curiousities without as much guilt as say going to a hotel for outright lesbian hookup sex and make their child carry the burden for their guilt? for context i have two older brothers and while my mom did also abuse them she did not sexually abuse them, the sexual abuse and emotional incest was only on me, her daughtesame-sex child.
so i guess i have two questions:

1. was that actually sexual abuse and emotional incest? or was it something else under a different term?
   
2. can being closeted/internalized homophobia be a possible factor in why a parent would choose to sexually abuse their same-sex child instead of their opposite-sex children? just to again clarify, the interalized homophobia and sexual abuse would be the problem, not being queer. i'm very proud to be bisexual and nonbinary and i will not take you seriously at all if you think just being gay makes you predatory. if this question is not the case then i respect that, i just want answers and to try to make sense of what my mom did.
   

im into women but I’m not so judgmental about them. My father does this all of the time. He hates women who are hairy, so he’ll judge any woman he sees who chooses to have any body hair at all. We will be driving on campus and he will spot a hairy woman, letting the entire world know that he finds her unattractive. There will be young college students dressing slightly revealingly and he will have to point it out immediately . It’s just creepy.
women don’t live for your attraction.
I recently saw a video of a woman who had just given birth “eating for two.” It was full of people saying she was disgusting and whining that they didn’t find that hot at all. Like, who cares? She just gave birth. I’ve also seen comment sections of people getting mad that a once sexy woman got pregnant “she looks deplorable”
i saw another video where a woman was just minding her own business and the comments were full of men saying “you’ve put on some pounds. I like skinny wasted women you know!”
Remember that picture of Jenna Ortega smoking? And all of the people who threw a hissy fit because it made her look unattractive to them? As if her existence revolves around whether or not she looks hot?
Finally, there are female video game characters. People absolutely rage when female video characters don’t have any sex appeal to them. I remember all of the people who squirmed and cried when they saw Abby’s from TLoU2. They went absolutely feral. It’s just cringe.
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Hi There 🌸
first post
I’ve been with my partner (PA) for almost 6 years with a 5 month break last spring.
DDay was Christmas 2022, ( I found out he chose to explore his sexuality online and offline for close to 6-8 months, by looking over and seeing him respond to a snap video he received from a Transwoman)- He told me he was confused, felt unloved and that he didn’t want to explore his sexuality. That he’d stop. Things never changed and I left February of 2023 (went home to my parents).
This last July, my partner reached out saying they got help, they’d stopped, wanted to try again and all around were doing better. We began living together in October 2023.
Here i am, and nothing has truly changed. I found out 3 weeks ago that he was still keeping everything right at his fingertips, still no license or car. He tells me I’m insecure and that it’s normal and plenty of women don’t care. That he can’t keep hearing me ask him to please not follow those accounts, message or watch porn, especially when we’re not doing well. I’ve tried to communicate, he tells me I misunderstand everything and that everyone makes him out to be the bad guy.
I started therapy 2 weeks ago, bless this woman. I’m grateful, she told me these things aren’t normal. I’ve been fed these statements for the whole damn relationship. I’m 100% convinced I’m just an insecure woman who is jealous 24/7.
I explained my concerns last week (yet again) I tried to phrase them in a light but serious manner. I felt like my values weren’t being met (trust, communication, vulnerability ) which in turn made his not met (physical affection, appreciation and sex). I explained how I felt it was unfair that we both weren’t having our needs met and that to continue we need to try to figure out how we can.
His response, “I can’t keep talking about this, it’s so normal that I do this especially when we’re mad at one another. You just need to realize that it’s nothing to be upset about.” ….
My heart is broken. I’m confused. We sleep in different rooms, he doesn’t work and I have four jobs. I take our dogs out more often now and also spend each day practically by myself. He plays Fortnite, smokes weed/drinks daily and workouts 4-6 hours of the day. Is on his phone whenever we are together and we don’t really talk. He tells me he doesn’t have anything to talk about since he doesn’t work etc. any conversation normally leads to a “debate”. He’s completely unphased while I’m unearthed over here. I’m told I’m mean 40% of the time, emotionless, cold and that I should drink more to loosen up.
I’m sure I can be apathetic… I try not to be.
I never check his phone, don’t ask him many questions about it. I just openly see it because he will be looking at it when I walk by or sit down. I’ve deleted all socials since December to avoid the heartbreak.
What is wrong with me? I feel no resolution, like an object (he shows me love by smacking my butt or groping my lady business really hard)… and at the end of the day…. I’m not sure why he even has me here. He talks of our future and I can only think about how I don’t see a positive one. I’m so sorry for the vent but just truly feel lost in my emotions and wish that I could just be un phased like him. It sucks feeling like you’re the reason someone can never be better. I don’t know what’s wrong about me that allows that to happen.
Sending caring thoughts to others in similar situations. 🌿🌸

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As someone who is attracted to women, this pisses me off beyond belief. I’ll see a completely innocuous video of a woman hit the front page, and BOOM, creepy comments. I get it, expressing your sexuality can feel fun or empowering, but do you have to do it every time a woman grazes your screen.
A woman at the beach? Slut who wants attention, cue creepy comments. A woman painting? A slew of creepy comments completely ignoring the art. A woman doing acrobatics? Sex joke about agility. A woman being a contortionist? 1000 comments about how she’s so ‘flexible 😏’ a woman working out at the gym? you don’t even want to see the comment section.
it’s particularly egregious when I see a video of a slightly attractive woman in an extremely compromising situation, I scroll to the comments, and to my absolute horror, there’s a swathe of comments sexualizing the shit out of her. It’s genuinely disgusting.
Also I hate people who judge women purely based on looks alone. I saw this vid of an acid attack survivor who used to look beautiful, and the comments were full of people saying “now she’ll finally know what it’s like to be a man!” Like, what?

So I'm in Bye Bye Birdie for the first time. There are SO many references that I feel like I had to do research to figure out. I can't believe how much I miss of the references and context. The only place I found these compiled was this text-based personal website last dated 16 years ago, and even then it's only a few (though really key ones!) and some of them don't show up in my 2024 copy - I wonder if they were pared down. Regardless, figured I'd make a context and reference list based on the copy I have!
I can't fit it all in one post, I exceed the text limit, so we'll start with Act 1 with general context stuff and the second post will be Act 2 only :)

Context

How Dated Was the Musical When Released?
Bye Bye Birdie is famously a direct reference to Elvis Presley getting drafted in 1957 and the stir it caused. But note the musical was written and published in 1958, and went on Broadway in 1960. It's like if a musical went on Broadway this year (2024) about a blonde-haired pop star named Tay-lee Quick (instead of Taylor Swift) who performed a world tour, but didn't initially book any dates in Canada, causing a massive outcry, leading to several Canadian officials and the president "Justice Troodoo" to beg her to stop there and... something else silly happens involving her, then she gets punched by a jealous girlfriend, and silliness ensues.
That is how on-the-nose this musical really is. There are many references to what would have been VERY modern events in this musical. For that reason, I'll try to give some equivalences of how the references in the musical would sound if it was written today.
Elvis' Perception in America
This extensive Wikipedia article does a great job of saying in many words that Elvis was insanely influential and deeply controversial. 1956 was a major year of stardom for Elvis -
Phone Calls
Phones are obviously a huge part of this musical! Wanted to combine all the phone references here.
Kim's Phone Number: Kim's number is, according to Rosie in Act 1, Scene 1, "Capitol 7 - 8820". In the 50s, the previous system which used 6-digit phone numbers started to be replaced by one that used an "exchange prefix" and 5 digits after. (Source) (Source) At the time, phone numbers that didn't connect to anyone were given out for shows like I Love Lucy, so that may be what happened here as well, though I don't know.
One Phone Line to Share: Kim's mother asks her to get off the phone early in the play so she can take a phone call. For a long time before cell phones, each home had a "home number" and you couldn't use it at the same time. This is why Kim's mother is asking her to finish up her call so she can call someone and eventually get a phone call as well.
Picking Kim's Number: Rosie uses a rolodex she randomly flips through to pick Kim - which would have been very standard in the 1950s.
The Operator Trying to Get Through: Calls were pushed through using real people, usually women, plugging lines into a "switchboard" to connect them manually. So when Kim's mom says the operator has been trying to get through for nearly three quarters of an hour, she's been trying to not get a busy signal when manually connecting the lines for 45 minutes! That's dedication!
Mr. MacAfee Frustrated with Long Distance Calls: Cost of international calls at this time was per-minute - so calls to New York, Chicago, Fairbanks, Alaska, and Hong Kong would have cost a pretty penny - over $100 for the first 3 minutes in a similar estimation! It sounds like Conrad and Albert didn't really offer to cover this cost, so you can see why Mr. MacAfee is so cross.
Getting Pinned/Going Steady
"Going steady" referred to, in short, being exclusive with someone. "As Time reported in 1957, "Boys and girls who go steady dance together exclusively (cutting in is frowned upon), sip their sodas, absorb their double features and spin their platters in each other's company or not at all. Steady-going girls indicate their unavailability in various ways, [like] the old-fashioned fraternity pins." (Source) It's mentioned in other sources that this could also be school pins, or rings. Something to show your commitment. One of the heads of my production described it like a "promise ring". It's definitely a firmer promise and commitment then just going out with someone, but not quite an engagement.
However, why, if this is such a sweet gesture of romantic love and commitment, would everyone be freaking out about it, and Kim's parents potentially not reacting well to "getting pinned" or "going steady"? (Kim has a line where she exclaims to her mother that she thinks her dad took the announcement "awfully well"). Truth be told, going steady in high school was actually highly discouraged by adults and especially church at the time. This article/Reddit thread sheds some light. I'll copy the first comment here by u/Gfrisse1. "It was felt that going steady would encourage the relationship to develop into one of physical intimacy, something parents wished to avoid. On the other hand, dating a wider, more diverse number of individuals would give them the experience of being exposed to a greater number of character and personality types, thereby helping to hone their mate-selection skills for later on. In the meantime, the short-term relationships were not expected to get much beyond the first- or second-date stage of intimacy. (One-night-stands, or casual hook-ups were not as common-place as they are today.)"
Cigarettes/Age
There are many references to smoking, cigarettes, and how old you should be in this play. It's complicated, but just know that in the 1950s, EVERYONE smoked. Everywhere. In the early 1950s, though, the first studies were coming out with the link to lung cancer, and tobacco companies used every trick in the book to try to squash that. It's genuinely fascinating (and terrifying) how much money and strategy was poured into this misinformation campaign. Read about it here. Anyway, what this means is in the late 1950s, it's not like most were giving up smoking, but because tobacco companies had started more explicitly advertising to minors, several states were in debate about the smoking age. It varied from 21 to 16, but just know that Kim was not considered old enough to be doing it. (Source.)) However, MANY minors did. Think of it like underaged drinking today as the best analogy. There's some specific cigarette references that will pop up in specific scenes, but just know that's the standard.
Patriotism
Fresh(ish) off of the victory of World War II, which was filled with MASSIVE pushes for increased American patriotism (to the degree that Disney even got in on it!), love for the USA was very culturally acceptable and a way to show you were a good person! It was easy to rally around (especially if you ignored the growing civil rights movement of Black people trying to achieve equality, which many white people at the time were very happy to do until they could no longer ignore it - obviously, not touched on in this musical, but significant. Several racist references have been either removed or are requested to be removed by current versions.) But that's why we hear so many classic American anthems in this play!

References by Order of Appearance (Act 1)

Almaelou Music Corporation

This is the end of Almaelou Music Corporation!

Almaelou may very well be a parody of Aldon Music, which would fit due to its major success being in the late 50s, and it's influence in music written for teen girls at the time.
Arpege

Rosie: A five-dollar raise in 1954 and a bottle of Arpege last Christmas.

Arpege is a perfume that was released in 1927 and remained the best-selling perfume of well-loved fashion line Levine for decades. (Source) Albert is quoting a commercial tagline tied to the perfume that was very well-known at the time. It continued to be used in commercials for many years. (Commercial example). It was possible to see 1/2 oz bottles at the time (Source), but Albert gave her a laughably small amount at 1/16 of an ounce. You can still buy this perfume today!
A five-dollar raise in 1954. Secretaries in metropolitan areas could earn around $75 a week. (Source) A five-dollar raise bringing that to $80 a week would, ironically, be about a 1/16 increase in earnings. Also, Rosie is pointing out in an earlier line she has put in 90 hour weeks and hasn't gotten a raise in four years.
Modern example:

Rosie: My last raise was four years ago and you got me that jewelry from Kay Jewelers once
Albert: "Every Kiss Begins with Kay", Rosie. Rosie: Not when that "Kay" is a .25 karat discontinued friendship ring!

Music Business Bum Vs. English Teacher
This is related to the prestige of being an English teacher who is helping people learn a scholarly subject vs. the "seedy" music industry.
Ugga Bugga Boo

"When you wrote Conrad's last hit 'Ugga Bugga Boo' then I knew this was it/You were thru with English forever."

Ugga Bugga Boo is a real song released 1947. It's a comedy song, written by voice acting legend and radio host Mel Blanc (voice of Bugs Bunny, Porky Pig, and many others) for his comedy radio show. I do wonder if Elvis had a song in this vein, as the Jetsons did a similar parody with an Elvis expy a few years later, but I couldn't find one.
Geoffrey ChauceWilliam Morris

"It was goodbye, Geoffrey ChauceHello, William Morris"

Geoffrey Chaucer is considered one of the greatest English writers, specifically poets, of all time. Born in the 1400s.
As for William Morris, this could be two references, possibly combining.
William Morris Agency was an incredibly famous music talent agency that would have likely been known by some audience members in the 1950s. They've represented tons of major talent. This is what I believe is the most likely reference given the song context.
However William Morris was a man also considered a legendary poet during his life, born in the 1830s. However, he also made wallpapers and textiles. After his passing, he became infinitely more famous in the public eye for his wallpaper designs than he did for his poetry. This is could be a dig at that Alfred could be great in the English world, but like Morris, his legacy will be for something "silly" instead. (Important to note that his works, both art and poetry, had great impact - and this may just be a coincidence reference, I don't know)
Bliss! Kiss! That rhymes! I wonder if anyone's ever used it before?
Many people had and have, this is a joke of him being unaware of current trends. Dean Martin had a #1 song in 1955 with this very rhyme for instance that audiences may have remembered at the time.
Dentifrice

Albert: Oh one last kiss; it gives so much bliss... what is your dentifrice! No, that's too clinical...

Basically, toothpaste. Which is, kind of, related to kissing? It could actually be a paste or powder for cleaning the teeth, though in the 50s it wouldn't have been the default way to refer to what you used it seems from my research, like in this commercial. May be a way to show off that Albert really does have an excellent English teacher level vocabulary!
A modern example may be "do you use fluoride? No, that's too clinical..."
"What's the story? Morning glory?"
This is most likely a reference to the song "What's Your Story, Morning Glory?" by jazz legend Ella Fitzgerald released in 1958, another topical reference. It's very possible Helen, the teen who says this line, would be aware of the song because Ella Fitzgerald in 1956 had released her "Ella Fitzgerald Sings the Cole Porter Song Book" album, her attempt to pull in a non-jazz audience. (Source on Ella's Discography)
"What's the tale, nightingale" is most likely an original line to match the "Morning glory" one, same with the hummingbird line.
"Go to a fancy night club and stay out after ten!"
A nightclub was different from what we think of today. Think tables and chairs, late night musical performances (not the NSFW kind), and in some of the most famous like the Copacabana night club, rubbing elbows with the rich and famous. And drinking, of course! Source on Nightclub Definition
18 in World War II

Mr. MacAfee: I am not an old man! I was 18 in World War II.

This is one that may get a bit better with time. WWII ended in 1945, but the play is in 1958 at the earliest. It's better to demonstrate with a modern example written for 2024. "I am not an old man! I was 18 when Facebook first launched." Not quite the same impact as WWII, but the timeline is similar. Essentially this is not a flex and just shows he definitely is old to a teenager.
No Smoking 'Till You're 14

Albert: Remember the Conrad Birdie Creed dear. No smoking till you're fourteen.

As mentioned in my blurb above, 14 was too young to smoke. A modern version may say "No drinking 'till you're 16" or something. Similar to the line "and stay out of the bar!" later on.
"Go down to Track 12"

Albert: Why don't you girls go down to Track 12 and I'll talk to her.

This is one of the many train tracks that must have run through this station. This station is located in New York, so it would make sense for there to be at least 12.
Wear your rubbers

"Keep your money in your inside pocket. Wear your rubbers. And eat a hot lunch..."

While "rubber" as slang for a condom definitely did exist in the 1950s, I believe it's far more likely Mae is referring to overshoes due to the context, though to be fair, I can't find a source to this being "official slang" besides casual mention in posts like these. Something tells me Mae is not randomly mentioning condoms lol.
A Plain G.I.

Albert: Proud to be a plain G.I.!

Mentioning this because it's faded away from current use and surged in usage most recently at WWII, this is just referring to being a soldier. (Source) Hence, G.I. Joe, if you're old enough to remember that.
Appealing for the Draft

Albert: And that's why he volunteered for...

Men were drafted to join the US armed forces until 1973. (Source)
Jerries

Albert: "Say Mr. Peterson," he cried eagerly, "Do you suppose I can get assigned to the front-line trenches? That way I'll be sure to get one of those dirty jerries..."

"Jerries" is slang for German soldiers and was most popular during WWII. The joke here is that WWII is over at this point - the enemies Conrad would be facing at this time would be the Vietnamese, not the Germans. When Rosie tries to correct him, he just says "whoever's dirty this time!".
2024 equivalent: "Conrad said 'Is there any way I could be placed on Seal Team 6? That way I'll be sure to get that Osama Bin Laden for sure!'" "Albert!" "...Or whoever the terrorist is this time!"
Rosie + Albert's "Origin Stories" for Conrad
Just a few references from Rosie's and Albert's stories in "Healthy Normal American Boy" that may be interesting.
Old Virginie - This may be known as a historical fact for people in Virginia, but Carry Me Back to Old Virginny was popular enough in the state of Virginia that it was the state song starting in 1940. In 1940, the version that became the state song had "Virginia" instead of "Virginny", but people watching the musical would definitely be familiar with the original version as this play was only 20 years later.
Indo-China - An eastern territory that got independence from France claim in 1954, and comprised Cambodia, Laos, and parts of Vietnam. Audiences would have been very aware of what Indochina was - according to Wikipedia, "The events of [Indochina getting independence in 1954 through the Geneva Convention and the political tensions of that between S/N Vietnam and other countries] marked the beginnings of serious United States involvement in Vietnam and the ensuing Vietnam War." (Source) Remember, that's the current war during the events of the play!
Dirty Hong Kong moon - We had a complicated relationship with Hong Kong in the 1950s-60s. Read more here. Though I'm not sure if this is meant to be a mis-insult like when Albert said "dirty Jerries".
A wire to New York

Another Reporter: I'll make sure we've got a wire to New York.

This is almost certainly setting up a telegraph communication to New York, which was still happening (though declining in popularity) by 1960. (Source)
I mean I really feel that girl

Conrad: When I sing about a tree/I really feel that tree!/When I sing about a girl,/I really feel that girl,/I mean I really feel sincere!

This isn't necessarily specific to the 50s or 60s but I think this joke gets missed because it seems so tame today. A huge part of Elvis' appeal was his explicit sex appeal at the time (in the form of - gasp! - hip thrusts!) so he's slipping in accidentally a reference to "feeling up" a girl%20for%20sexual%20pleasure) here. Yeah, that slang started in the 1930s!
Mr. MacAfee's Speech
Just know that this is a lot of great historical references, nothing specific to 1950 - 60.
Ed Sullivan
Ed Sullivan was the nationwide sensation that lead The Ed Sullivan Show, a TV program considered one of the most iconic of all time in US television history. You have to understand just how influential and huge the Ed Sullivan Show was at this time. It's genuinely difficult to think of an equivalent in 2024 - today, people get entertainment from tons of sources on the internet, TV, etc. but in 1960 there were THREE television channels. That was it. THREE. To be fair, there were many, many more radio stations that could deliver information and entertainment, but by 1960 it was a TV nation - as the Library of Congress says, "In 1950 only 9 percent of American households had a television set, but by 1960 the figure had reached 90 percent." The Ed Sullivan Show was well watched and well loved by all of the United States. (And Albert saying that they would appear on Sunday at 8:05 was right, as that's when it aired in real life!)
One reason Ed Sullivan is specifically picked is the absolute bombshell of a privilege to be a normal family on this show beamed in practically every household in the United States. But another is Elvis' relationship with the show. When Elvis finally appeared on the show in 1956, it set a record of the most-viewed TV program ever in the US. In fact, it still holds the record TODAY of having the highest share of TV viewers in all of television history in the US. No other TV program has ever had a higher percentage of people tune in vs. other stations. (I mean, that's helped by the fact that there were only 3 choices, but still!) So yeah - this was a cultural phenomenon that was easy to reference in this show!
Margo out of Shangri-La

Mrs. Peterson: She looks like Margo when they took her out of Shangri-La.

Going to take this one right from that personal website I referenced above!

In the 1937 [movie] "Lost Horizon)" [...] a group of travelers are stuck in a utopia called Shangri-La, somewhere in the Himalayas. One of the residents of Shangri-La is Maria, played by Margo), a Mexican dancer and actress. When the travelers finally escape, Maria insists on going with them. But outside the realm of Shangri-La, her youthful beauty can no longer be maintained and she reverts to her true age, causing her to die and her appearance to transform to the hideously withered, wrinkled features of someone who has lived way beyond a normal life span.

You can watch the movie free with ads here, if you're curious! Also, according to the synopsis, Maria never actually escapes Shangri-La. She just dies and "reverts to her true age". AKA looks very very very decrepit. I'm guessing this is more of an easy thing to misremember and better shorthand, though. See the face at 2 hr 3 minutes in abouts!
Suwannee River

Gloria: Mae, can you hum Suwannee River?

While this is a nice convenient copyright-free tune, it would definitely have been publicly known at the time. It had been sung at least partially by Bing Crosby, on the Honeymooners, etc. in recent years before the musical premiered. Unsure if this is what they were going for, but the original lyrics are racist - no wonder it was Mae's "favorite selection".
Ruby Keeler

(Stage direction) Gloria tap dances as Mrs. Peterson hums gaily. Sort of Ruby Keeler-ish steps with a lot of feet-slapping.

Ruby was a well known actress and dancer in the 1920s-30s (and then later after a break). Here's some footage of her dancing! Interestingly, in her early career she was cast in a musical called Bye, Bye, Bonnie. In a newspaper article review, it seems the plot wasn't very similar to Bye Bye Birdie, though it did involve someone going to jail. (Source)
The Touch System

Mrs. Peterson: I'll find you a typewriter (Exits) Albert: [TO GLORIA] Do you use the touch system? Gloria: Whenever possible.

Albert is just referring to the touch system of typing - basically, not looking at the keyboard while you type. Still relevant today, though not with typewriters, which were standard until the 1980s, so that fits here. Of course, Gloria is of course referring to, uh, something a bit more sensual. (Read: She wants to touch him and not like a friend.)
Kodak Ad

Sullivan: So remember: your surest way to the best in color slides is to insist on the new Kodak! And now, the young man you've all been waiting to see.

Just like media today, the Ed Sullivan Show certainly included ads. This included ad deals where Ed himself would promote a product, kind of like YouTubers do with "This video is sponsored by...". And, as you can guess, one of those products was Kodak cameras and camera related products. Kodak was still a huge brand at the time (there were not cell phone cameras as competition, so it was way more likely your home owned a camera or two), Kodak absolutely was sponsoring the Ed Sullivan show and had been for a few years (Source). Here's an example from the time period. What you may miss about this ad in the musical is that it's not actually advertising a camera! Cameras at the time required physical film be loaded into them, and wouldn't you know it, Kodak released a new high-speed color film in 1959! (I think this may be a coincidence, as Kodak had been selling color film for quite a bit before this) Yet another reference that's right on the nose of the current times (of the time)!
Wear it in good health

Albert: Who let that kid in here? Rosie: I did Albert. Albert: Rosie! Rosie: It's a sort of farewell present to you and Miss Rasputin. Wear it in good health.

Not invented in the 50s by any means, but this phrase really isn't used as much today I think. There's not really a deeper meaning here besides sarcasm that I can find - it's just wishing someone well. Obviously, the sarcasm is dripping here lol.
Dinah Shore

STAGE DIRECTION: ...as Mr. MacAfee throws a tremendous Dinah Shore kiss to the audience.

Dinah Shore was an actress and entertainer that had been popular for years at that point. Super interesting career if you want to give it a read. This is referencing her famous "Dinah Shore kiss" that she would give at the end of her show broadcasts and was a huge part of her brand. Here's an example!
Stay tuned for Part 2! :)

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I own a home with an integrated security system. There is a tracking camera in each room of my home. Some even have multiple cameras like my bedroom. Everyone that I invite over understand that they are being filmed. I have had a female friend for a little over two years and she fully knows that everything that takes place in my home is filmed and vaulted. We had sex a month ago and she is now telling me that it is illegal to have that recorded and stored on the cloud. She is threatening me with a lawsuit if I don't delete the video files. Does she have any grounds here?

Tl;dr at the bottom
My wife(24 f) and I(25 m) opened our relationship mid last year. We had always had a healthy open relationship with each other, but dating outside of one another was typically a challenge. There was a lot of trial and error.
Over the course of us discovering what polyamory looked like for us, there were a lot of changes that happened. At first, we weren't allowed feelings outside of us two. Looking back, I realize this isn't the healthy way of having a happy polyamorous relationship, but we didn't know any better, and we figured it out together.
Around December , I began talking to this guy(25m) I was interested in. Not only did we kick it off in terms of hobbies (we're both huge nerds), we were also looking for the same thing outside of our primary relationships. I later discovered his partner(23 f) was looking for very similar things my wife was looking for. We had joked about how everything seemed perfect, like missing puzzle pieces.
Fast forward about a month, and we're meeting for dinner and introducing our partners.
Everything. Went. So. Perfectly.
We had already been talking with each other for a month, and even gamed together a handful of times. So him and I had built up a good rapport with one another, but our partners hadn't interacted much outside a few texts. So, we both were worried they might not hit it off as well. We were so wrong.
We had gone back to their place after dinner, and the guy and I went into their room, and our partners chilled in the living room. The sex was immaculate and incredibly passionate. It's not something I was used to outside of my primary relationship. We decided to check on our partners to see how they were fairing.
As we walked into the living room, they were also midway fooling around with each other . I looked at the guy, and we both just kind of had a face of "nice" on. We let them have the room, and then had a very intimate cuddling session, and he showed me one of his favorite shows. After all this, every party agreed we were gonna see each other again.
I began phasing other side partners out of my life. Not so much because anyone asked me to, but this guy was just so much more interesting than any other potential partner, and my time was limited. Shortly after, we agreed to be boyfriends. This sparked our partners to become girlfriends, following suit.
Over the course of three months, we had made it a habit of spending the night at their place once or twice a week. I'd make breakfasts and dinners for them, or we'd make fun plans to go somewhere (the 4 of us). Everything by this point is just going so magically. We even told each other that we loved one another pretty early on. Honestly, that was really scary for just a second.
We just celebrated our three months. My boyfriend and I went to a cool sushi place, and the girls went thrifting with eachother. That show he introduced me to is now one of my favorite shows. We've met eachothers friends and some family, everyone has been so supportive of our polycule. Everything in general just feels so perfect. It almost makes me wonder when the ball is gonna drop, you know? Like I'm suspicious of the lack of downsides.
We even got eachother gifts for our 3 month. I wrote him a poem, and burned the edges of the pages and tied it in a ribbon. He had recreated broaches from one of our favorite set of video game characters(Xayah and Rakan, for those who know), one for each of us. As I write this, he's sleeping next to me, and our partners are in the other room
Anyway, sorry for the word vomit. I'm just overwhelmed with joy and love and wanted a space to share it in. If you made it this far, thanks for reading 💕 I'm an open book, so I'll answer most questions.
Tl;dr: My wife and I have become 1 half to a polycule, and we're so incredibly happy with them and each other, and are very much in love. We recently even celebrated our 3 months with them.

7 year relationship, we have been living together for 4 years.
To give you some perspective, my bf 30M and me 27F had a lovely relationship. Very healthy in many aspects. We communicated on a very profound level. He seems like a very gentle person, very mannered and kind. We split chores equally and he is the kind of partner that does everything without needing to be asked for. He is the only person I wanted to have a child with because he would be an amazing dad, he is great with pets and his siblings (more maternal than me lol).
After 3 years of relationship, I found out my bf was sexting anonymously. Random people on Omegle, Skype, online chats etc. I dug deep and saw that it kept happening throughout our relationship: some chats were while I was in the next room, sleeping. Some were while I was at home and away.
As usual, we talked about this very profoundly, he explained he views it as porn and does not interact with 'actual people'. It shook me to my core anyway and I considered it cheating. He cried and promised never to do it again and begged me not to leave. I gave him another chance. 6 months later, I had a 'hunch' and bluffed by saying I know everything and its better to come clean. He actually admitted and showed me everything right away. I don't know what was wrong with me and why I did not left there and then since he did not stop after being caught initially. He was aware this was hurting me.
After another session of crying and begging and promising whatnot, he was determined to have me 'have access and monitor all his activity online' in order to gain trust. After a few months, he had a trip to visit family abroad and I stayed at his apartment meanwhile. The first night, I tried opening the messaging app on his computer, it was mysteriously malfunctioning. I never found any proof he was sexting again but several years later he admitted he also did this on his trip.
We moved in together some time after that and my insecurities never ceased. I keep acting insecure and psychotic at times because I do not trust him. Recently I opened his App Store and saw dating apps recommendations which he swears never used. I do not like the person I've become. I do not trust him to stay home alone, stay in the toilet for more than a few minutes, let alone stay up all night gaming while I am asleep. This is not healthy for either of us. As a result, I have ruined my sleep schedule, staying up longer than I should. I became a very negative person that starts fights all the time. I am not fun to be with anymore. I hate myself and people will soon start hating me too.
He has been very patient at my questions and accusations the past 4 years. He gets annoyed but is very patient to talk to me and explain that part of his life is over and he is extremely ashamed of what he has done. He explains he viewed it as just porn and does not want to do it again. He says it was like an addiction and I have seen him at his worst.
Meanwhile, he got a pretty serious health scare and IBD diagnosis which took a toll on his health resulting in several issues, including low libido. We have sex about 3 times a week but it is a plunge in comparison to what we used to. It feels like I initiate every time. I obsess over whether he masturbated and look more into his privacy than I should etc. I have to say we talk about this very openly and I cannot blame him for a health issue but it messes with my head due to our history.
I had a full blown existential crisis just seeing he was watching a girl gamer stream some video games on Twitch.
He is also a daily weed user and functions high all the time. This also bothers me a lot. I cannot say it affects our daily life too much but I would definitely want a partner that is not addicted to weed on a daily basis as it leads to ED in men and more.
This all being said, I am having second thoughts about this relationship and I need to make a decision and come to terms with it because he will propose soon. I do not want to regret my decision. When I think back, I wish I left him the first time he did this. I DO NOT want to feel that way in the future, after we get married.
He thinks I have a trust issue and was supposed to get over it soon because 'it has been 4 years' but I feel like my whole relationship is a lie. He accepts me the way I am and does not ask me to change. I cannot decide ifit is okay for me to be so critical about all these things (past infidelity, weed, intimacy, habits) and still get so insecure. I am sick of going to bed alone while he is playing games and doing whatever all night.
Objectively speaking, he is the most amazing person I have met, unlike other people in terms of communication, way of thinking and decision-making. I find him brilliant in many aspects and I feel like I am more attracted and in love with him every day.
I either want this to stop and start a new life or finally break out of shackles of insecurity and doubt so I can love and let him love me fully.
I do intend to talk to a therapist, but I am in such emotional turmoil that I cannot handle my day-to-day life lately.
Thank you for reading such a long post. I would really like some input. You can probably sense by my erratic sense of writing I am in distress.
TLDR : My otherwise lovely bf(30M) sexted on random chat websites the first 3 years of our relationship, has not done it since, but I still have severe trust issues. Cannot go on like this, I either want to break up or come to terms with it before he proposes.

Day 104
History/Background: I'm 29 years old and next month I will be 30. I started porn from the age of 14 and I did try to leave it for 2 months in 2022 but I fail after 60 days by relapsing. Last year on June 1st 2023 after I masturbated to a erotic manhwa or you can say comic after that my dick loses the erection otherwise normally the erection still remains for a while and next morning I do get M.W.
After checking online I get to know about PIED and within a week I visited the urologist and said to him do I have PIED? And I told him that I watched a lot of porn and other porn substitute but even though he doesn't know what PIED is, he said yes. He said to live the same way I'm living including watching porn if I want to and prescribe me medicine. The medicine didn't help as expected except it helps in my M.W but for 6 months till December I was playing video games, sleeping late and eating junk food sometimes and to cope with withdrawal because there are times when I crave for porn I go to read erotic novel but I don't masturbate and I think I was edging. In between I did relapse one time in September.
Present state: On January 17 of this year I decided to start my nofap streak in the way it should be. On January 19 I joined a gym and start working out. Today is 103rd day from January 19 of nofap. On day 1 or 2 I experienced a flatline and I'm still in flatline but this flatline was different than the last time which happen in June 2023 because at that time I was complete indifferent to opposite sex. But this time I do feel attracted to them in flatline.
In the start my dick was shrivel and in the skin and small but after 1.5 months or 2 it is still down but now it is not small or in the skin all time and a bit alive or a bit of growth like reaching 1st finger size while down. I don't know how to explain but those who has experience will know I can only say this. I'm on hardmode ( I don't do PMO). If I want to masturbate my dick won't get hard by myself still now. Should I stop using my mobile phone completely to heal my flatline and my PIED? Now I'm on third day of not using it. If I were to say I only use it to watch reaction videos or comedy videos or religious videos within 2 hours timeframe.
I do need everyone's help and advice to get out of flatline and recover. Sorry for the English. Sorry for the long post.

Day 104
History/Background: I'm 29 years old and next month I will be 30. I started porn from the age of 14 and I did try to leave it for 2 months in 2022 but I fail after 60 days by relapsing. Last year on June 1st 2023 after I masturbated to a erotic manhwa or you can say comic after that my dick loses the erection otherwise normally the erection still remains for a while and next morning I do get M.W.
After checking online I get to know about PIED and within a week I visited the urologist and said to him do I have PIED? And I told him that I watched a lot of porn and other porn substitute but even though he doesn't know what PIED is, he said yes. He said to live the same way I'm living including watching porn if I want to and prescribe me medicine. The medicine didn't help as expected except it helps in my M.W but for 6 months till December I was playing video games, sleeping late and eating junk food sometimes and to cope with withdrawal because there are times when I crave for porn I go to read erotic novel but I don't masturbate and I think I was edging. In between I did relapse one time in September.
Present state: On January 17 of this year I decided to start my nofap streak in the way it should be. On January 19 I joined a gym and start working out. Today is 103rd day from January 19 of nofap. On day 1 or 2 I experienced a flatline and I'm still in flatline but this flatline was different than the last time which happen in June 2023 because at that time I was complete indifferent to opposite sex. But this time I do feel attracted to them in flatline.
In the start my dick was shrivel and in the skin and small but after 1.5 months or 2 it is still down but now it is not small or in the skin all time and a bit alive or a bit of growth like reaching 1st finger size while down. I don't know how to explain but those who has experience will know I can only say this. I'm on hardmode ( I don't do PMO). If I want to masturbate my dick won't get hard by myself still now. Should I stop using my mobile phone completely to heal my flatline and my PIED? Now I'm on third day of not using it. If I were to say I only use it to watch reaction videos or comedy videos or religious videos within 2 hours timeframe.
I do need everyone's help and advice to get out of flatline and recover. Sorry for the English. Sorry for the long post. This is my first time posting.

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In August 2021 heard my spouse having sex with a man for 45 minutes in porn theater (he left his phone on). Told me he loved me and was stopping at Lowe’s.
I asked him to move out 1 day later. Two months later he had a heart procedure and needed someone to care for him. Big mistake to take him back home. He has lied to me, manipulated me, gaslighted me his whole life!
Over the next 19 months he worked through 12 steps as I did too. In my heart I knew things were not right. I convinced him to go to an impatient treatment program 90 days. Before leaving he said I knew everything.
At his program they do a full disclosure. The day he left I got his STD results which he denied having but told him I would not wait for 90 days to find out.
Six weeks into his program I started to see some changes. About 70 days in we had a full disclosure and I didn’t know 95% of the things he confessed to. ( was 5 1/2 hours long of hearing of his betrayal through out our marriage. It just about killed me.
Before marrying he promised if he wanted to be with someone he would end the relationship. The trust violation was worse than I experienced as a child seeing my father cheat on my mother for years. He is a million times worse!
I have gone to counseling for many years to get over childhood traumas and now worked with several therapist since his addiction came out.
At first it was one man one time but that blew up to 100’s of times. He lied to me and our 4 children, his siblings, and his mother.
He thought he would never have to tell me the whole truth and could stop.
He was sexually abused as a child by many people. Didn’t learn any of this to recent. Doesn’t excuse what choices he made!
I’m having a hard time as one moral and value was faithfulness. I just don’t know if I can trust him again. He has destroyed me in every way possible!
He has had many online emotional affairs with women through out our marriage. (Emotional connections with them, sex on camera with them, thought about leaving us to meet up with them several times).
He has had sex with men over 25+ years. He has acted out every where imaginable-even in our bed when our 4 children were sleeping. I was away at training for work.
When I went away for work he cheated on me. When he traveled he had men in his hotel rooms setting up dating profiles.
He even took dick pictures and his computer was hacked and he paid a blackmailer for 2 years out of our retirement savings.
I have caught him with porn videos over years but he always minimized this. I have caught him in lies.
Honestly I feel he was an abusive husband emotionally, mentally and physically! He has always criticized me, never was there for health issues, didn’t support my tennis, didn’t support my career, acknowledged awards won, and he always put his family of origin first.
Visits to his family house (parents and siblings) never accepted me. I would discuss this and he felt I was making a mountain out of a molehill.
I know with everything that has gone down none of my memories with him are happy now.
We went to two marriage retreats. 2015 and 2021. Didn’t help as he wasn’t willing to change. As years of counseling never worked either! Most of our marriage!
He was condescending, rude, arrogant, selfish, self-centered in every aspect! Typical addict traits!
He wrote 14 pages of smut after leaving in 2021 blaming me for everything as he was in denial about his addiction. The things he wrote were all about my physical appearance. Obese without boobs, not good at oral sex, not passionate, terrible in bed, nipples in wrong place, etc…-I could go on and on as it was so damaging)!!!!
During our relationship in 2015 he said he was not sure he was in love with me. He wanted a divorce but wanted our 4 children to blame me.
He has taken women to dinner with hopes of having sex.
He joined 3 dating sites to find other women. He googled how to have an affair on your wife & come on lines to use. I found 13 years of his google history.
He acted out with women in porn theaters no penetration of intercourse but hands and fingers were everywhere.
He said looked at porn sites downloaded 100,000 pictures and 1,000 of videos. Saw child porn and got scared and deleted but followed people being arrested. Very sick mind!
He got out of my bed to act out with men in our neighborhood etc.
He did Russian roulette online many times.
When taking kids to activities he would drop them off and go to porn theaters and act out.
Lived apart in FL and NC where he acted out with men when apart. Driving up to see me stop at porn places in GA. When working up in NC stop on way home and act out. (2006-2011). He wasn’t intimate with me as you can imagine he was getting his fixed elsewhere!
He made me feel unworthy, unloveable, and not enough my entire marriage! Today so don’t feel that way!
I know he has been a true addict but I also know he made these choices and jeopardize my health and safety most of our relationship!
Our 4 kids worship him adults 31-36. He is their hero and they are so forgiving but they don’t know whole truth.
We haven’t had sexual intercourse or much intimacy. In 2011 was diagnosed with MS. Had ED problems & told me they gave him headaches and his heart raced. Couldn’t have sex!
Next 12 years continued to use several ED drugs to get it up to act out with men. He has kissed men a few times, tried anal sex 4 times but says couldn’t get it up.
In 2015 had unprotected sex and got a STD. I was tested early after finding out about his betrayals and was negative because we hadn’t been intimate due to his MS diagnosis.
Early in recovery as he was in denial still - He deflected a lot, justifying himself.
About six months ago I started to see changes as he got a new sponsor (4th one)…one he is really working the 12 steps with. He has found a great new therapist dealing with his childhood traumas but still has a long way to go. We attend marriage counseling again. I am attending counseling too and finally working on me (past CSAT always made it about him)!
I just don’t know if I can restore this relationship. There is many years of lying, abuse, and betrayal.
We recently went on a trip as I wanted to see if I felt a connection. I still trigger as he has objectified women for years in front of me.
His ability to help me heal is limited! He still has a lot work to do on himself and he may not be ready. How much time do I give him?
He has tried to respond to my impact statement. What he said was sincere but I felt he didn’t acknowledge all of my feelings!
I still think he is having a hard time…but for a man with no emotions I am starting to see some empathy. He has been emotionally dead.
We did a postnuptial and he left me everything to provide me financial security ( he doesn’t want me to end up like my mom). Plus he believes he can be the man he should have been and restore or rebuild a better and new relationship than we ever have had!
We use accountability software. He takes pictures of when he’s goes somewhere when he gets there and leaves! This was his choice not a boundary I set.
We moved to a new area where there are no porn places near.
We found a small community to get involved with through church and volunteer to give back! Positive changes. He is a lot more attentive than ever.
He wants to sexually intimate using protection as we talked to doctors about his STD. I’m not ready to engage in intercourse and he is willing to be patient. He knows it may take years! I am also afraid as we have not had intercourse decades!
I don’t know if I should stay or ask him to leave. Our adult children want us to stay together. I know it is not about them.
I am 62 years old and I gave him my virginity. He is 68 years old.
He claims in the past to fantasize about other women - what it would be like to be married to them or have sex with them. Now he says he only wants one women for the rest of his life and he never wants to go back to his old life
His therapist says acted out with men because of childhood trauma’s and lack of attention from his parents. This all makes sense.
With the women he was looking feel love and excitement of being wanted. He was engaged twice prior to me and both called off the relationship.
He wasn’t sexually active with women until college as he was nerdy, had a facial scar down side of his face which was devastating - he was picked on his whole life!
I am sure there is more I could write but you get just of his betrayal and his recovery where he is at now. Making amends . He goes to meetings daily and works his program.
I work my recovery as well and I am getting stronger but feel numb and question whether I can do this! I’m practicing self care more than ever as I used to put others needs before myself. Am a people pleaser and had a lot of self pity. No more as I have a great relationship with my higher power who loves and accepts me unconditionally!
Advice? Support? suggestions? ! Lock

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My girlfriend (30F) and I (28M) have been in love for over 2 years, and we love each other deeply. We always trust each other and promise to always share our feeling in anything.
Unfortunately, due to work conditions, I had to go abroad for work and my contract lasted for 2 years. Therefore, we have been having long distance relationship , which led to many difficulties. Nevertheless, we believe that our love and trust will make this relationship work.
In the beginning, we could mostly only talk through video calls and messages. I also spent all my vacation days I could during my work to return home to see her and take care of her every few months. However, for any couples who have been and are in a long-distance relationship, you must also understand the feeling of having a lover but always feeling lonely because your partner is not there for you, and that is really the hardest thing, especially for my girlfriend.
Before getting into the situation, I want to share a bit about the background of both of us. I have been through a few relationships and have been cheated on many times, so I have quite a lot of experience. On the other hand, although my girlfriend is 2 years older than me, she does not have much experience in love. I am her only serious official boyfriend. So this also leads to some problems in recognizing the way how the opposite sex treats us in our daily lives.
My girlfriend is the youngest daughter in a family of five siblings. Unfortunately ever since she was young, she has been abused by her family. Emotionally by her mother , physically by her sisters and even sexually by her eldest brother.
So it wasn't until she was nearly 30 years old and had my encouragement that she had the determination to escape from her family, and she really has no attachment to her family anymore.
In addition, her peers at her age are also busy with other concerns such as family, children, work. So outside of work hours, when she returns home, she almost has no other friends. So the fact that we are in a long-distance relationship and I am thousands of kilometers away from her does not make this situation any better, but only makes her feel lonelier. Realizing that loneliness, I also often advise her to try to go out, socialize, meet new people and make friends to be happier and have more relationships. And I really sincerely wish for that. And this is when the problem occurs. After she escaped from her family, my girlfriend rented a small apartment and lived in an area like student dormitory. And there she met a guy that she felt very compatible with in terms of interests as well as having many common hobbies to talk and confide in each other. My girlfriend is a dancer and the guy is a music producer, so as soon as the two met, they had a lot in common such as music,singing, dancing, even family matters.
She tells me everything related to her daily life and of course about that guy as well, and I know she is very happy to finally find a friend with the same interests and can talk to in her new residence. I am also very happy about that and I also support her spending a lot of time to befriend new people and if she wants to go out with them, I fully support it. So my girlfriend and that guy went out together in their free time. They went for coffee, movies , music, or went to club together. I have no problem with that at all. Normally my girlfriend and I work office hours, which means from morning to evening. Then before going to sleep, we will call each other and talk. However, that man works from the evening until late at night, which means when he returns to his apartment it is already midnight, or sometimes 1 am, and that is the only time my girlfriend and he can meet and talk to each other. So after she ends the video call with me, she usually goes to that guy's room to talk, sometimes to listen to music, watch movies, etc. She is also quite worried that I would be jealous, so I often joke with her, as long as you don't sleep over in someone else's room, I have nothing to worry about because I trust you.
But then that day came.
One day she told me that when she went to that guy's room to talk and listen to music, they ended up watching a movie in his room from 12:00 midnight until 4:00 am the next morning. During that time, they sat at opposite ends of the sofa, not on the bed, and they just talked without any physical contact or doing anything else. From the way she told me the story, I realized that she sees staying overnight in another man's room as completely normal. Like something that two friends could do with each other, however, this made me extremely uncomfortable and felt insulted. Because in a romantic relationship, there are boundaries that you hope your lover will not cross and respect . And one of those is spending the night in the bedroom of another man when you already have a partner.
After hearing about that story, I was not angry, nor did I blame her. Because I understand how lonely she is right now, and with the family not being a spiritual support, having a friend to confide in and talk to like that guy is extremely valuable to her at the moment. However, I also made it clear to her that: "I fully support you meeting more people, having more friends, and going out more to have more joy in life. But I will never be able to accept my girlfriend spending the night in the bedroom of another man, even if the two did nothing to each other.
So I made it clear to her that I want her to make sure this will not happen again.
However, a few weeks later, it happened again. Unlike the previous time when she told me, this time I was the one who found out. After talking to her via video call as usual, we usually go to sleep or she will do her own work. However, on that day, my guts told me something was not right, so around 2:00 am I called her but she immediately turned off the call. This made me feel strange so I called back several more times until she picked up and I realized she had not gone to sleep. After talking, I asked clearly whether she was in the bedroom of that man or not and she did not deny it. She said she was very sorry. She knew how angry I would be if I found out so she didn't dare tell me. After that, we had a heated argument and her argument was:" I misjudged that guy. That guy and my girlfriend have no feelings for each other and they are just innocent friends. So the fact that I ask her not to spend time with her "friend" is very unfair while I am not there to be able to love and care for her because we are in a long-distance relationship.
After that, she sent me all the messages they exchanged with each other to prove that they are just friends and nothing more. However, from the perspective of a man who has a lot of experience in love and has been cheated on before, I immediately realized that this guy has intentions with my girlfriend, not just a nice friend as she thinks.
No matter how much I try to convince her, she still firmly believes that the guy is just like a big brother and a dear friend to her, and he definitely has no romantic intentions towards my girlfriend, and my girlfriend loves only me and has no feelings for him whatsoever. In the end, I decided to give my girlfriend an ultimatum. That is, if she continues to do what she knows will make me sad, it means she does not respect me or love me enough. And I asked her to choose one of the two. We haven't had a final answer yet. Am I a jerk in this case for asking my girlfriend not to spend the night in another man's room?

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