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2008.08.19 17:54 That witchy feeling

An advertising-free zone for any and all things that awaken that witchy feeling in you! Be that a special tree, your altar, a bonfire, a song, some flowers or candles, or anything else, it's all welcome here! Share that witchy feeling in a friendly and supportive atmosphere.
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2012.10.18 23:17 BranCerddorion /r/PaganMusic

A place to share, discover, and discuss all types of Pagan music.
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2014.02.01 02:23 tthordarson Cooperative Mutiny

The subreddit for the Xbox 360 GTA Online crew Cooperative Mutiny. Our Social Club site is at http://socialclub.rockstargames.com/crew/cooperative_mutiny. If you like playing cooperative GTA Online, feel free to request a invite.
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2024.05.17 11:22 Bane_LoToR Star Wars: Legacy of the Old Republic Dev Diary 16 - 2nd Anniversary

Star Wars: Legacy of the Old Republic Dev Diary 16 - 2nd Anniversary
NOTE: All images are from a test build of the mod and do not represent the final product. Text and other visual aspects are subject to change. Most of the images including event text are deliberately cut off to avoid full spoilers.
Star Wars Legacy of the Old Republic, a total conversion set in the Old Republic Era.

Introduction:

Greetings fellow Old Republic enthusiasts, it's been more or less a year since our last dev diary. In general, this year has been full of surprises, reworks and fun little modding shenanigans. First the 1.3.5 Update will drop in a couple of hours, we originally wanted to drop this update on the actual anniversary of lotor but the Stellaris Update and the Machine Age DLC threw us back a bit.
Nevertheless, we have many things planned for the future which benefit a lot from Machine Age changes, like potential Kilostructures (which fit Star Wars way better than Megastructures) or Crisis Paths for the Sith and Mandalorian Crusades. But before we lose ourselves in future content, what can you expect later today? For this, we split this Dev Diary into two sections, the initial one will focus on Technologies and Tech Tree alignment.

Technologies and the Tech Tree:

Hello everyone, allow me to introduce myself: I'm Sola. I've been working behind the scenes, handling internal testing, balancing tasks, and whatever else Bane decides to throw my way. For this LotOR update, I wanted to comb through the technology tree and revamp it. The aim? To ensure that, with the plethora of techs we've added, everything felt cohesive and choices felt meaningful.
Changing Progression Paths: One of the biggest changes we've made was to incorporate the bonus modifier technologies into the progression paths, instead of being an optional side-choice. This change helps with similar technology effects not clogging the limited technology choices, but also doesn't remove anything that would speed up tech progression. We've expanded upon the built-in 'gateway' system (the lock icon located at the bottom right of a tech choice). It should help indicate if a technology is a prerequisite for more than just the immediate following tech in the tree.
One example of the expanded gateway system, various technologies now show what kind of fields they advance, like the new Droids field which also has a unique research category on later technologies
A simple example of this new progression is: Thrusters 1 -> Thruster Improvement 1 -> Thrusters 2 -> Thruster Improvement 2, etc A more complex example is how laser weapons progress (image below): One of either Turbolasers 1 or Laser Cannons 1 needs to be researched to access the Laser Weapon Improvement 1 technology, and then for Turbolaser 2 or Laser Cannons 2 you need both the previous weapon level researched and the previous improvement technology researched. (You can completely skip researching either Laser Cannons or Turbolasers and still progress the other one to max tier.)
Technological Progress Example
Additional Starting Components: One significant change involved introducing a "level zero" version for components with multiple research direction choices. Currently, these include Missiles, Torpedoes, and Shield Types. This adjustment ensures that concussion missiles, proton torpedoes, and deflector shields are not a level ahead of other choices within the same tech tier.
Aligning Tech Tiers: We also addressed inconsistencies in the placement of technologies on the tree. The tier spacing between direct improvements along any given 'tech-progression-line' is now much more consistent. For instance, fuel extraction bonuses were all in the first few tiers, they are now spread out and you should no longer see a million of them early-game. Also, components like armor or weapons now feature all their normal (non-rare) upgrades on the same tier. This also included filling in missing technology or adding more component levels to ensure a smoother progression.
I don't want to talk about the Droids, but I have to talk about the Droids: They follow canon classes now. Changing them all around gave me a headache. Lore-heads, you're welcome Super-secret message just for those that read these: Tech tree coming soonTM
Some of the Droid Technologies, essentially they follow a formula of advancements in Droid Brains unlocking various subtypes which give minor bonuses
Beyond those methodical changes various technologies got new Icons, names and descriptions in our ongoing effort to adapt them closer to the Star Wars Universe.

Map Changes and Replayability:

Back to me, my major focus for this update was replayability and the sense of actually finding something out there. Lotor (which as you can see everyone spells differently) has a inherent problem, it's a mix between the full randomness of vanilla and the entirely static galaxy of total conversions like SW: New Dawn or the late Fallen Republic. While this is a change made by design after years of working on the previously mentioned mods, we were still somewhat limited by the clusterfuck which is the Star Wars Galaxy (various authors just adding things they find cool without thinking about what actually makes sense).
To this end, we essentially changed a bunch of minor things which might make Lotor closer to lore-inspired than fully lore accurate, which at least from our perspective makes more sense for a game like Stellaris. In general systems are still where they are supposed to be but might be a bit of miss aligned compared to the Star Wars map to allow for more natural choke points, exploration and better visual consistency. Beyond that we also placed some systems strategically over the galaxy which are never mentioned but are there, like pulsars and black holes which rarely if at all get mentioned in Star Wars media.
But what does that have to do with replayability? We essentially want you to have a playthrough where the most important systems are where you expect them think Coruscant, Kuat, Mandalore, but systems between them are somewhat randomized with a set cannon name. This means minor systems can be different sometimes it's a pirate base, sometimes it's an asteroid belt etc., yet it still uses the canonical position and name it's supposed to have. To this extent, we also created a dynamic spawning system for pirates (which now use Star Wars ships & components) as well as the space critters (which are usually renamed to more lore accurate versions).
Mandalorian Raiders hiding in a nebula in your neighborhood
With this we essentially checked all the boxes we set ourselves for replayability, expect one. What can we actually discover out there? For this, one of the major features included in this version is a new rare resource system. Essentially it's 40ish deposits of rare Star Wars substances which can be found on planets through the galaxy. This initial version mostly focuses on rare metals, gemstones, medical supplies, but the system can be expanded in the future.
All rare substances have unique deposits with special icons and effects, which vary depending on the category. Some of them even have further uses
One further use is for example the reworked Isotope-5 which can be applied to various ship systems or the rare Oridium which has beneficial effects on ship armor
While no where being close to the full update, those previews show some of the new and reworked features in Lotor, we hope you will enjoy them and want to thank you folks for sticking around for two years!
If you’d like to know more, feel free to head over to our discord or check out the mod page on the Steam workshop! And as usual a small shoutout to the two other RMG Total Conversions: - SW: New Dawn: Which should be updated soon - Star Trek: New Civilisations: Which recently added a Borg Crisis Path, resistance may indeed be futile!
As usual, you can join our Discord here to see some last-minute teasers and further announcements: RMG Community Discord Server
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2024.05.17 11:22 Leading_Act_5341 Killer and Survivor Idea?

Just sharing my idea for a future Chapter. I dunno, I got some free time I guess 🤣
Killer: The Watcher
A guardian of the Forest. It was once thought of to be a God of Nature, tending to the fields and guarding the natural resources. However, the over expanding of human settlements made it more violent to outsiders.
Movement Speed: 4.4 m/s Terror Radius: 36 metres Height: Tall
Power: "Terra Form" The Watcher influences the trial, morphing the terrain as they please. They start with 2 tokens. The Watcher can place miniature walls, that can block or wall the survivor in. Placing it near a window, seals it.
When a wall breaks, nearby survivor would get dirt in their eyes for a brief second, blurring their vision.
If you walk away within a certain radius from your wall, and have no tokens, you enter the fatigue state, then regain your tokens. If you are stunned, your placed walls automatically collapse.
If you down a survivor you instantly get the tokens. Hitting a walk breaks it, you quickly regain a token. The wall breaks after a few seconds away from The Watcher.
Counter Play: The Watcher can seal windows, and block potential escape. When they block a window, take this time to go to another loop.
When looping the Watcher with a nearby Pallet, it's best to Predrop it as The Watcher can place a wall near it making the drop impossible.
You can also bait them to destroying their wall. The Watcher pauses for a brief moment after using their power. You can utilize this to get ahead.
Mori: The Watcher slams the survivor to the ground, placing walls on top of them, piling them, until they're mush.
It's Perks are: "Hex: Seething Fury". The thought of prey escaping you fuels your anger.
After being stunned, the next time a survivor vaults while in your terror radius, reveal them, and they are exposed until the Hex is cleanse or if the survivor is placed in the dying state.
"Guardian of the Forest" You guard what is yours, and you don't take kindly to those who do your environment harm.
Once a totem has been cleanse or bless, block all generators near that totem for 30s. Generators being worked on at the time are turned white.
"Trickled Hope" You ensure that everyone who dares to violate your land suffers.
Upon a survivor blessing or cleansing a totem, they'll received a difficult skill check at the end. If they fail, the totem is blocked for 60s. The aura of the survivor is revealed to you. They become the obsession.
This perk only activates once per totem.
New Survivors: Brief Story: Aras Cabbott was a park ranger, patrolling one night when he heard screams. He immediately went out to investigate. He saw Jonas being dragged by the Watcher and in his effort to rescue him a thick fog suddenly enveloped the three of them.
Aras Cabbott
Aras is a dependable park ranger. He was always drawn to the animals at a young age, and always preferred the great outdoors than the city.
His Perks are: "Team Work: Enduring Spirit" Your caring attitude is felt by others and inspires others.
After healing a survivor, you and the healed survivor gains a 40 percent healing speed for 30 sec.
"Team Work: Environmental Awareness" You always try to be prepared for any situation, and make sure that your friend is too.
After healing or being healed, you both see the killers aura as long as you stick together. The killer will be revealed when they're in close proximity of either of you.
"We Got This" Escape is just within your grasp.
After completing a generator, you and your allies working on that generator gain a burst of speed for 3s, 4s for repairing the last generator.
Jonas Maleck The son of the leader of the Black Vale. Despite being groomed to serve the Entity, Jonas has always been hesitant into their teachings, but never the less participated in their dark deeds.
His Perks are: "Dark Loyalty" The Entity has noticed your devotion.
Nearby hooks are revealed to you. You can tamper a hook, blocking it for 60s. This perk only works once per hook.
You can only tamper one of the hook in the basement per trial.
"Sensing Darkness" You are more at home in dark places.
When you are in the basement, you can see every, survivor, generators, chest and exit gates.
"Invocation: Dark Favor" Your dark deeds bear fruit.
After channelling the invocation time, stun and blind the killer for 3s. This can only work once per trial.
Invocation Perks stacks and will activate similar Perks upon the completion of the Invocation.
You are placed in the Broken Status effect for the duration of the trial.
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2024.05.17 11:18 Leather_Fig1840 My friend has cut me off because he has a crush on me and I can’t get him out of my head

My (19M) friend (19M) texted me 3 months ago to tell me that he could no longer speak to me because he is in a committed relationship and he was starting to develop a crush on me. In order to prioritise his boyfriend, whom he loves very much, he had to cut contact with me, for a non-specific amount of time. In his words, it is “dangerous” for us to speak.
This all starts when we were 16- 3 years ago. Something important to know: this did not start platonically. We were two 16 year old boys who had similar interests and who could sustain one another intellectually, and thence began a romantic long-distance summer fling. He is a classical musician and actually composed me some pieces. After a while, it died out because of the distance. We remained friends after the fact, but I most certainly did not forget him. He told me at 16 that I was one of those people you’re told your whole life that you’ll meet. Those words have stuck with me.
For the next two years that followed, contact remained spotty. Any conversation we had revolved around music (mostly), philosophy, life, anything. Usually long conversations, but very infrequent.
Then August 2023 rolls around. I’m 18 and I’m about to begin uni on the other side of the country. In a new city….. in his city. Yes, I moved to his city. Not on purpose. I post my arrival on my Instagram story, and he replies that we must get coffee together sometime soon. Basically, I was head over heels. I had a crush on this guy. He’s a local, so he ended up picking a pizza restaurant. I arrive first and I’m waiting in front of the restaurant, facing the window. All of a sudden, I see his reflection in the window; a guy wearing a violin case like a backpack. I turn around and he crosses the street to come give me a hug. This was our first meeting in person.
We spoke a while in the restaurant. Spoiler: He has had a boyfriend since March at this point (I HAD NO CLUE). At one point in our pizza-filled conversation, he mentions his boyfriend. However, in our language, the word he used can mean either boyfriend or friend. I really didn’t think he was in a relationship, so my delusional ass interpreted it in the platonic sense. After the restaurant, we walked to his music school, where we found a room. I sat on a chair and he took out his violin. He asked me to name any composer and he would play a piece from said composer. I neglected to mention that he is extremely talented. One in a million. If it isn’t obvious, I thought this was a date. It was not a date; not for him at least.
After said encounter, I felt quite disappointed that I didn’t get any romantic vibes from him (duh, it was not a date. He literally mentioned his boyfriend lol). I complained to my old roommate for days about this. My roommate, on some intoxicated bender, texts this guy and tells him that he needs to let me know if he has feelings for me or not. I was furious. My roommate guiltily confessed this to me the following morning. He told my roommate that he is not single and that he is not at all interested in me. He does say, however, that “we would have been the perfect match”; something that he probably shouldn’t have said but it is not something that I will contest. What my roommate did was a gross violation of my boundaries, of course I’m upset. However, in a way, it almost needed to happen. A few days later, I reply to his story about some other restaurant, and he says that his bf/friend (the word is ambiguous in our language) recommended it to him. I ask him if he has a boyfriend and he clears it up then and there. It was after this interaction that my crush dissipated. Knowing that he wasn’t interested in me really helped with me moving onto other guys.
Over the following months, we speak every now and then. When we spoke, the conversations would not end. The kind of conversations where you know that you have to go to bed, so you wished the other person goodnight, yet there you are talking about fucking Ligeti 50 minutes later. Anyways, while I was supposed to working on a philosophy assignment, I told him that I USED to have a crush on him, but I was firm on the fact that I no longer did. I told him the “date” story as a funny anecdote. He had no clue that I ever liked him like that at any point. The conversation got a little awkward, but he told me that he really loves his boyfriend, but that he “does not forget”. He tells me that we would have been a perfect match. Funny.
A little while after, he invites me to one of his concerts at the museum. There, I meet his mother and grandparents. Also, his boyfriend. The concert was great, and the three of us chat for a while afterwards. Unfortunately, he has to leave, but he suggests that I tour the museum with his boyfriend, so his boyfriend and I tour the museum together. Interesting experience. Something important to know: I don’t have the best impression of his boyfriend. Their relationship is (was???) an open relationship and it felt like this guy really had to convince him to join his polyamory, based on what he told me in their conversations. Also, they were apparently on a break at one point earlier in the year because my friend’s mental/physical health was really bad, so to me it seems as though his boyfriend abandoned him in his time of need because the relationship “got hard”, so I already don’t have the best impression of him based on what my friend has told me. Anyways, I honestly thought that his bf was flirting with me??? (I guess he is allowed to because it’s an open relationship, but still…).
Fast forward the following month: we were supposed to see a concert together but something bad happened so he couldn’t attend. I end up buying him a CD which I had signed because this is a very famous pianist who just happened to visit our city. For like 3 months, we didn’t see each other, but I reminded him regularly that I had a specially-signed CD to give him. He has classes next to my apartment sometimes, but we can’t seem to get our schedules to fit…. until the end of February.
He has this class thing where you can invite people to watch you play and get critiqued, which he invited me to! After watching him play, I greet him outside the room and one of his colleagues. Let’s call her F. We all chat a little and I give him his disk. Literally such a mundane interaction.
BUT THEN THREE DAYS LATER, he texts me that he is very sorry, but that we have to cut contact. He has been dishonest toward himself and toward his boyfriend, because he has a crush on me. He doesn’t WANT to have a crush on me. And look, I get it. His relationship is important and he is putting the guy he loves first. You can’t control how you feel about people, but you CAN control what you do about it. So I get it. Wouldn’t I do the same? I told him to promise me that he wouldn’t forget about me completely. I screamed “what the actual fuck” multiple times because I didn’t know how to process this. This is definitely not an event I expected to have in 2024… The only links we have in common are now: we have each other’s phone numbers, we are Facebook friends, and I am friends with F on Facebook because she also happens to be in my programme at uni. But we have not spoken. Not a single word between us since February 24th. I respect his decision, so I will not speak to him.
This guy occupied my mind rent-free. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Frustrating because when he told me that he wasn’t interested back in August, that was enough to help me move on. And all of a sudden, my mind can’t let go of the fact that this guy has a crush on me. This guy, whom my type is kind of based on honestly. Middle of March rolls by, and I meet F (his colleague) again at an event hosted by our programme. We all got drunk, especially me 🤦🏻‍♂️. And of course, being drunk, you have a tendency to bring down your inhibitions. We’re on the bus and she asks me how I know the friend. I tell her it’s a long story, but that I can’t speak to him anymore. I say that “he’s soooo dramatic”. She asks me to explain further, but I tell her that I can’t.
The next day, I felt like an idiot!!! Wow. I almost told her what happened. I don’t need that spreading around his school. I saw a uni therapist at the beginning of April, which didn’t really help much. Every time I took the bus, I would check to see if he too was on the bus. Never was.
BUT THEN, I met someone new. We’ll call him T. T has been successful in getting my mind off of the friend. It’s quite recent, but we’re seeing each other and it’s moving along smoothly. Beginning of May, I barely think about the friend anymore. I have a new guy in my thoughts and I’m very happy about it. So T and I go to see a concert together. Guess who just had to be doing a pre-concert in the waiting hall. The violinist friend. T and I are walking up the stairs and all of a sudden the violinist and I made eye-contact and I basically just had a hot flash. I had not seen this guy since February… And I seriously had to make eye-contact with him while I’m on a date with T???
I feel like my progress is ruined. Ever since I saw him at the concert hall, he is on my mind again. I keep checking his Facebook. I can’t listen to my favourite music without thinking about him. But I refuse to give up the music that feeds my soul just because he likes the same stuff. I feel awful toward T, because I have another guy in my thoughts.
All I know is that this person is special. I have known this for years and he is not someone I could accept never having in my life again. He has never forsaken me. I have a deep desire to share my life with him and to be apart of his, and I am perfectly okay with it being platonic. I just don’t know how I’m supposed to live my life without it being a soap opera.
TL;DR: An old friend that I had a crush on, but no longer had a crush on once I found out that he was in a relationship and was not interested in me, ended up having a crush on me and has had to cut contact with me in order to not be dishonest toward his boyfriend. I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s driving me mad.
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2024.05.17 11:13 Leather_Fig1840 My friend has cut me off because he has a crush on me and I can’t get him out of my head

My (19M) friend (19M) texted me 3 months ago to tell me that he could no longer speak to me because he is in a committed relationship and he was starting to develop a crush on me. In order to prioritise his boyfriend, whom he loves very much, he had to cut contact with me, for a non-specific amount of time. In his words, it is “dangerous” for us to speak.
This all starts when we were 16- 3 years ago. Something important to know: this did not start platonically. We were two 16 year old boys who had similar interests and who could sustain one another intellectually, and thence began a romantic long-distance summer fling. He is a classical musician and actually composed me some pieces. After a while, it died out because of the distance. We remained friends after the fact, but I most certainly did not forget him. He told me at 16 that I was one of those people you’re told your whole life that you’ll meet. Those words have stuck with me.
For the next two years that followed, contact remained spotty. Any conversation we had revolved around music (mostly), philosophy, life, anything. Usually long conversations, but very infrequent.
Then August 2023 rolls around. I’m 18 and I’m about to begin uni on the other side of the country. In a new city….. in his city. Yes, I moved to his city. Not on purpose. I post my arrival on my Instagram story, and he replies that we must get coffee together sometime soon. Basically, I was head over heels. I had a crush on this guy. He’s a local, so he ended up picking a pizza restaurant. I arrive first and I’m waiting in front of the restaurant, facing the window. All of a sudden, I see his reflection in the window; a guy wearing a violin case like a backpack. I turn around and he crosses the street to come give me a hug. This was our first meeting in person.
We spoke a while in the restaurant. Spoiler: He has had a boyfriend since March at this point (I HAD NO CLUE). At one point in our pizza-filled conversation, he mentions his boyfriend. However, in our language, the word he used can mean either boyfriend or friend. I really didn’t think he was in a relationship, so my delusional ass interpreted it in the platonic sense. After the restaurant, we walked to his music school, where we found a room. I sat on a chair and he took out his violin. He asked me to name any composer and he would play a piece from said composer. I neglected to mention that he is extremely talented. One in a million. If it isn’t obvious, I thought this was a date. It was not a date; not for him at least.
After said encounter, I felt quite disappointed that I didn’t get any romantic vibes from him (duh, it was not a date. He literally mentioned his boyfriend lol). I complained to my old roommate for days about this. My roommate, on some intoxicated bender, texts this guy and tells him that he needs to let me know if he has feelings for me or not. I was furious. My roommate guiltily confessed this to me the following morning. He told my roommate that he is not single and that he is not at all interested in me. He does say, however, that “we would have been the perfect match”; something that he probably shouldn’t have said but it is not something that I will contest. What my roommate did was a gross violation of my boundaries, of course I’m upset. However, in a way, it almost needed to happen. A few days later, I reply to his story about some other restaurant, and he says that his bf/friend (the word is ambiguous in our language) recommended it to him. I ask him if he has a boyfriend and he clears it up then and there. It was after this interaction that my crush dissipated. Knowing that he wasn’t interested in me really helped with me moving onto other guys.
Over the following months, we speak every now and then. When we spoke, the conversations would not end. The kind of conversations where you know that you have to go to bed, so you wished the other person goodnight, yet there you are talking about fucking Ligeti 50 minutes later. Anyways, while I was supposed to working on a philosophy assignment, I told him that I USED to have a crush on him, but I was firm on the fact that I no longer did. I told him the “date” story as a funny anecdote. He had no clue that I ever liked him like that at any point. The conversation got a little awkward, but he told me that he really loves his boyfriend, but that he “does not forget”. He tells me that we would have been a perfect match. Funny.
A little while after, he invites me to one of his concerts at the museum. There, I meet his mother and grandparents. Also, his boyfriend. The concert was great, and the three of us chat for a while afterwards. Unfortunately, he has to leave, but he suggests that I tour the museum with his boyfriend, so his boyfriend and I tour the museum together. Interesting experience. Something important to know: I don’t have the best impression of his boyfriend. Their relationship is (was???) an open relationship and it felt like this guy really had to convince him to join his polyamory, based on what he told me in their conversations. Also, they were apparently on a break at one point earlier in the year because my friend’s mental/physical health was really bad, so to me it seems as though his boyfriend abandoned him in his time of need because the relationship “got hard”, so I already don’t have the best impression of him based on what my friend has told me. Anyways, I honestly thought that his bf was flirting with me??? (I guess he is allowed to because it’s an open relationship, but still…).
Fast forward the following month: we were supposed to see a concert together but something bad happened so he couldn’t attend. I end up buying him a CD which I had signed because this is a very famous pianist who just happened to visit our city. For like 3 months, we didn’t see each other, but I reminded him regularly that I had a specially-signed CD to give him. He has classes next to my apartment sometimes, but we can’t seem to get our schedules to fit…. until the end of February.
He has this class thing where you can invite people to watch you play and get critiqued, which he invited me to! After watching him play, I greet him outside the room and one of his colleagues. Let’s call her F. We all chat a little and I give him his disk. Literally such a mundane interaction.
BUT THEN THREE DAYS LATER, he texts me that he is very sorry, but that we have to cut contact. He has been dishonest toward himself and toward his boyfriend, because he has a crush on me. He doesn’t WANT to have a crush on me. And look, I get it. His relationship is important and he is putting the guy he loves first. You can’t control how you feel about people, but you CAN control what you do about it. So I get it. Wouldn’t I do the same? I told him to promise me that he wouldn’t forget about me completely. I screamed “what the actual fuck” multiple times because I didn’t know how to process this. This is definitely not an event I expected to have in 2024… The only links we have in common are now: we have each other’s phone numbers, we are Facebook friends, and I am friends with F on Facebook because she also happens to be in my programme at uni. But we have not spoken. Not a single word between us since February 24th. I respect his decision, so I will not speak to him.
This guy occupied my mind rent-free. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Frustrating because when he told me that he wasn’t interested back in August, that was enough to help me move on. And all of a sudden, my mind can’t let go of the fact that this guy has a crush on me. This guy, whom my type is kind of based on honestly. Middle of March rolls by, and I meet F (his colleague) again at an event hosted by our programme. We all got drunk, especially me 🤦🏻‍♂️. And of course, being drunk, you have a tendency to bring down your inhibitions. We’re on the bus and she asks me how I know the friend. I tell her it’s a long story, but that I can’t speak to him anymore. I say that “he’s soooo dramatic”. She asks me to explain further, but I tell her that I can’t.
The next day, I felt like an idiot!!! Wow. I almost told her what happened. I don’t need that spreading around his school. I saw a uni therapist at the beginning of April, which didn’t really help much. Every time I took the bus, I would check to see if he too was on the bus. Never was.
BUT THEN, I met someone new. We’ll call him T. T has been successful in getting my mind off of the friend. It’s quite recent, but we’re seeing each other and it’s moving along smoothly. Beginning of May, I barely think about the friend anymore. I have a new guy in my thoughts and I’m very happy about it. So T and I go to see a concert together. Guess who just had to be doing a pre-concert in the waiting hall. The violinist friend. T and I are walking up the stairs and all of a sudden the violinist and I made eye-contact and I basically just had a hot flash. I had not seen this guy since February… And I seriously had to make eye-contact with him while I’m on a date with T???
I feel like my progress is ruined. Ever since I saw him at the concert hall, he is on my mind again. I keep checking his Facebook. I can’t listen to my favourite music without thinking about him. But I refuse to give up the music that feeds my soul just because he likes the same stuff. I feel awful toward T, because I have another guy in my thoughts.
All I know is that this person is special. I have known this for years and he is not someone I could accept never having in my life again. He has never forsaken me. I have a deep desire to share my life with him and to be apart of his, and I am perfectly okay with it being platonic. I just don’t know how I’m supposed to live my life without it being a soap opera.
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2024.05.17 11:10 GreedyPersonality390 Best Powerful Ayat E Karima Wazifa for Marriage

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Now I am writing article about Ayat E Karima Wazifa for Marriage I hope readers like this article.
Husband and wife choosing the dress by using songs. This process is described in the first verse of the nasheeds.
With wedding being among the very big occasions happened in the course of an individual`s life, it is like any other memorable event. However, some may prefer the delay in searching for “the one” of their lives to some things in life being either congruous or contradictory. It is then that Ha’aq!iya us voryaamu aba ungaana waafate brings upon the determining Ayat.
A holy Ayat e Karima verse from the Quran is what eases the souls and softens our hearts during the real time.
It is usually referring to Verse 36 of Surat Yaseen in the glorious Quran. It is the most beautiful fruits from The Lord who is kind and wise. He created, provided, and also the one who makes the counting.
Thus, What is Worthiness Oaths Doing
This is the religious plan in the Muslim societies which is related to Allah and also which asks for the blessings of Allah for the perfect life partner. It has proved to be one of the more effective wazifa informally helping out with the number of marriages including both men and women. Here is how it works:Here's the working:
  • The repetition is the focal point of the poem, with each line to be said 125,000 times and all over the 40 days. On the other hand, this phase calls for the equal number of times of repeating given mantra from 3,000 to 4,000 times daily in exact words daily without missing a day. According to the wazifa, the needs is the need to be practiced on a regular basis with full effort ad sincere focus of attention.
  • On this particular day, it is hoped for the concentration to be doubled in power by ‘granting nabi (saw) blessings’. This way, a good effect of the wazifa is multiplied.
  • Actually, completing even one amal in addition each day while in between prayers is what is important. The most beneficial aspect of Ramadan for me is the atmosphere after the early morning (Fajr) and Sunset (Maghrib) prayers.
  • When there is every single application, it should be made in a genuine seeking from God to give you God's blessings which shall be a new partner in life. Never waiver nor stray from the message and continue to have a great self-confidence.
  • Forty wazifa purpose is to fulfill you by all means, InshaAllah and manage to extend Allah’s blessings with this wazifa after forty days a life’s partner is destined by Allah if it’s quit for your good. God will seize this development for it to give birth to the best idea possible according to His inspiration.
Ayat E Karima Wazifa for Marriage, The awards have both up-to-sees as well as down-sides, but there is a need for improvement of the awards system for fairness.
If someone was to read our wazifa and meditate on these verses, we are confident he/she would gain an equal benefit. Some of its main benefits are:One main reason why this is a helpful strategy is that it:
  • Supports advancing rights of women and brings about renovations in those roads that hinder their access to marriage.
  • Whether rich or poor, it is necessary to be true and pair well with the kindred.
  • Leads to an increase in school attendance rates and advocates for an early marriage therefore.
  • This Vikariya of blood relatives and acquaintances—even haters—taking much delight and crowing at the couple’s soaring popularity is a source of joy for the new married couple.
  • Keeps its function in regards to looking for adequate mates.
  • Makes the understanding of customers and their motives clear that will help to succeed in matchmaking.
  • It is most likely that we, the family members in our culture, link up before marriages.
Generally speaking, this exercise of asking Allah to clarify the marital standing of the du'a and the prayer they are intending address any obstacles that stand in the way of one ultimately receiving Allah's mercy and blessings.
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Article Subject : Ayat E Karima Wazifa for Marriage
To gain optimum results from the ayat e karima wazifa, it is crucial to follow some etiquettes:Adhering a few etiquettes provides a much powerful effects for ayat e karima. Hence, you need to follow this to maximize the outcome.
  • Qīyām as you are reciting with a clean body and dropped souls shall give yourself one of the biggest services.
  • Have your back to the qibla side.
  • Say it again, slowly out loud, and you’ll muster the right sounds.
  • The sentence shouldn't just be something you're trying to comprehend. It should completely capture your attention and immerse you in its meaning.
  • During the prayer of Tahley. wish upon Allah's prophet every time you do your repetition and finish the whole prayer.
  • The most important thing in production is avoiding the breaks in continuity so be always attentive to this.
  • Two start of each set, pray around for your hoped marriage between them.
  • I will complete the task by uttering astaghfaar and additional prayers because of giving a reflection on those moral outcomes.
  • Be fasting on the 40th and don't indulge in wrongdoing.
    Now, a well thought-out plan would be put in place as explained, as well, and insha`Allah, the outcomes would display themselves within a few months with marriage proposals occurring at all directions in abundance.
Conclusion About Ayat E Karima Wazifa for Marriage
While there is another fatwa (opinion) in which the conclusion is the opposite, this ayah (ayah karima amazaja) can be viewed as a final promise to those who dream of getting married but there are hindrances. The fairy tale stands out in that the magic it brought out in the ability to foretell their destiny helped people to prevail over the hardship and the love that finally came into their lives which is nothing short of a soulmate duo.
Authenticity which ensured in the continuous emulation shows the reason behind some great results at the end.
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2024.05.17 11:07 Automatic-Slip35 Need Advice on Loans as Nontrad Postbacc / Med Student

Hey all,
I'll be starting a postbacc program this year and feeling pretty lost on financing. I'm unsure if I'll be using the linkage option to go to med school ASAP or wait one year to get a scholarship, but I need advice on the following:
I have about 50k saved up. Should I use this money to just pay for my postbacc program? Or invest it in a ETF? If I don't use this money to pay for the program, I would be taking on both subsidized and unsubsidized government loans for both tuition and living costs. Due to unfortunate circumstances, I have no family in the US to ask for help and no friends in the medical field to ask for advice. I'm on my own.
Thank you all, and if this post is irrelevant to the community, I apologize in advance.
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2024.05.17 11:06 Graver69 Dog becoming more and more grumpy with other dogs on walks

2 year old Parson Russell terrier, male, neutered.
He was very playful as a puppy and loved meeting other dogs but lost that mostly as he matured. Last 6 mths he started to growl and even have a go at the odd dog - always when he was on his lead. But this has got worse. We tend to talk in the local park area which is mostly dog walkers and we pass usually about 4-5 other dogs. I'd say every other walk now he at least growls at another dog and sometimes it turns into both of them snarling and snapping. And this happens even when he's not on the lead...but only if the other dog is on its lead. In free, no-lead play, it doesn't tend to happen. He also meets with several other dogs every morning (the same dogs each day) with zero problems.
I think he's a bit nervous as he's only small but the problems tend to actually be with dogs more his own size. With the large one, he just freezes and lets them sniff him.
Any ideas or resources you can point to? I think it's going to keep getting worse if hte current trajectory continues.
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2024.05.17 11:01 agentOscarTheGOAT Weekly Community F.A.Q.: PC + Consoles

PC F.A.Q. 🖥️

Let us transform skinned versions of weapons to weapon skinsLet us transform skinned versions of weapons to weapon skins.
We don’t plan to introduce such a feature in the near future, however, we will discuss this idea.
Bring back old weapons, armor, weapon skin, and character skin in contract form or WF$ purchasable or Twitch drop.
We would appreciate it if you share the exact examples of what you want to see in the shop! If your suggestions get a lot of upvotes we will be able to forward them to the monetization manager.
Why the shop was so bad on May 12th?
We’ve forwarded your feedback to the team, thank you for sharing it!
Fix the bug with the jetpack bots in Specops. They land and instantly get pushed back for them to move forward whey they landed.
The work is in progress but there is no solution yet. We’ll update you when the fix is ready.
Insert the option to "pause" the game in Special Operations, just like in the rankings, as long as everyone or the majority votes in favor.
I’m afraid it’s very unlikely that such a feature will appear in the game.
Let's bring back cups and tournaments.
At the moment we don’t see much prospect in re-introducing Cups.

Console F.A.Q.🎮

Why the shop was so bad on May 12th?
We’ve forwarded your feedback to the team. Thank you for sharing it!
Do you plan to introduce mods to AK-12 and AK-15?
At the moment we don’t have such plans.
When is the new event coming?
We will be ready to share the exact date when the patch passes all the checks. At the moment, we aim to install it before the end of the month.
Do you plan to rework the clan system?
I’m afraid there are no tweaks planned for the near future.
Add the option to transfer your account progress to another account.
We don’t plan to make it possible.
Add more Blitz maps to Ranked.
With the last maintenance, we’ve added “Freezing Point” to the RM maps pool!
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2024.05.17 11:01 warp-factor Match Thread: County Championship - Round 7 - Day 1

2024 County Championship - Round 7 - Day 1
ECB nvPlay Match Centre - Central Repository of Scorecards and clips of every boundary and wicket
Live Video Streams: Every match is broadcast free online and available worldwide. These streams are hosted on the home team's YouTube channels which are linked against each match below. They can also be accessed on the ECB Website (free account required) and via nvPlay (linked above)
Live Radio Streams: Ball-by-ball radio coverage of every match is provided by BBC Local Radio. The radio streams are found on the BBC Live Text Commentary Page for the day and are accessible worldwide.
All of today's matches start at 11:00 BST. Lunch is at 1pm. Tea at 3:40pm or after 64 overs, whichever is later. Stumps at 6pm or when they finish the 96 overs for the day, whichever is later.
Division 1
Essex vs Warwickshire at The Essex County Ground - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Lancashire vs Durham at Stanley Park - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Nottinghamshire vs Hampshire at Trent Bridge - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Somerset vs Kent at The County Ground, Taunton - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Surrey vs Worcestershire at The Oval - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Division 2
Derbyshire vs Northamptonshire at The County Cricket Ground, Derby - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Glamorgan vs Middlesex at Sophia Gardens - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Leicestershire vs Gloucestershire at Grace Road - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Sussex vs Yorkshire at The County Cricket Ground, Hove - YouTube - Weather Forecast - Scorecard
Standings after Round 6:
Division 1
P W T L D A BatBP BowBP Adj Pts
1 Surrey 5 3 0 0 2 0 16 15 0 95
2 Essex 5 2 0 1 2 0 12 14 0 74
3 Somerset 5 1 0 0 4 0 11 13 0 72
4 Nottinghamshire 5 1 0 1 3 0 11 14 0 65
5 Durham 5 1 0 0 3 1 8 5 0 61
6 Warwickshire 5 0 0 1 4 0 15 12 0 59
7 Worcestershire 5 0 0 1 4 0 13 13 0 58
8 Kent 5 1 0 1 3 0 5 11 0 56
9 Hampshire 5 0 0 1 3 1 7 7 -2* 44
10 Lancashire 5 0 0 3 2 0 5 10 0 31
* Hampshire: 2 points deducted for slow over-rate in match against Surrey on 26th April 2024
Division 2
P W T L D A BatBP BowBP Adj Pts
1 Sussex 5 2 0 1 2 0 17 14 -1* 78
2 Middlesex 5 1 0 0 4 0 9 11 0 68
3 Leicestershire 5 0 0 0 5 0 17 11 0 68
4 Glamorgan 5 1 0 0 4 0 9 10 0 67
5 Gloucestershire 5 1 0 1 2 1 11 11 0 62
6 Yorkshire 5 0 0 1 4 0 13 15 0 60
7 Northamptonshire 5 0 0 1 4 0 14 11 0 57
8 Derbyshire 5 0 0 1 3 1 4 8 -1* 43
* Derbyshire: 1 point deducted for slow over-rate in match against Sussex on 3rd May 2024, Sussex: 1 point deducted for slow over-rate in match against Derbyshire on 3rd May 2024
Structure of the Championship: Two divisions of 10 and 8, playing 14 matches each. This means in Division One, each team will play 5 of the other teams twice and four of the other teams only once.
Points: 16 for a win, 8 for a draw, 8 for a tie, 8 for an Abandonment. 1 bonus point for reaching 250 runs. 1 additional point for each 50 runs after that scored within the first 110 overs of the first innings. Maximum 5 points for 450. 1 bonus point for each 3 wickets taken in the first 110 overs of the first innings
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2024.05.17 11:01 AutoModerator May 17, 2024 - Weekly Simple Success Stories (+Neville FAQ)

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Can I manifest XYZ? Is anything possible?
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Reminder that there is no hard and fast rule
What is SATS?
State Akin to Sleep (SATS) refers to the deep state of consciousness during meditation or just before falling asleep. In SATS, the body is relaxed, but control over the mind is retained. It is used to create vivid visualizations in imagination for the purposes of manifesting.
After you have decided on the action which implies that your desire has been realized, then sit in your nice comfortable chair or lie flat on your back, close your eyes for the simple reason it helps to induce this state that borders on sleep. The minute you feel this lovely drowsy state, or the feeling of gathered togetherness, wherein you feel- I could move if I wanted to, but I do not want to, I could open my eyes if I wanted to, but I do not want to. When you get that feeling you can be quite sure that you are in the perfect state to pray successfully.
What is an SP?
Specific person, usually a crush. There is a group specifically for SP related content, nevillegoddardsp
How to manifest your SP
Assuming a feeling to get your SP
What is the Lullaby Method?
In SATS, instead of visualizing, repeat an affirmation to oneself again and again, building the feeling of it being true.
What is Revision?
Revision is revising in imagination events that have happened in the past as a way of mitigating their effects in the future.
The Pruning Shears of Revision
What is Door Slamming/You are in Barbados/Living in the End/State of the Wish Fulfilled?
Closing your mind to any other possibility besides your outcome. Assuming your desire is true and not questioning it.
Do we have free will?
Free will is your will to chose whatever state you desire. Every state exists. You read more here
What is a state?
A state is an assumption. Your concept of self.
Many Mansions
Perfect Image
Occupy a State
What does it mean to capture the feeling?
How would you feel if you had your desire now? That’s the feeling.
Helpful post on the feeling
Can I manifest multiple things at once?
Yes. Please see question #5 in Lessons Q&A for more information.
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2024.05.17 11:01 AutoModerator Daily General Discussion and Advice Thread - May 17, 2024

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2024.05.17 11:01 AutoModerator Daily General Discussion and Advice Thread - May 17, 2024

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2024.05.17 11:00 AutoModerator May 17, 2024 - Weekly FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean?

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New to Neville's teachings? Start here!

The below links contain essentially the entirety of Neville's teachings.

Frequently Asked Questions

Can I manifest xyz?

Yes, anything is possible.

How do I manifest xyz?

All manifestations use the same technique(s). To get good simply takes practice and imagination.
Neville's Basic Manifestation Techniques:

What scene should I choose?

Any scene which you believe you would encounter after your wish is fulfilled.

What should I start reading?

We recommend The Law and The Promise or The Power of Awareness first for beginners. This is because Neville includes several examples and success stories from students, in addition to being lighter on Bible references, which can be off-putting or confusing to beginners.
If you want a physical copy of his books, publishers continue publishing new copies of Neville's works. Please check your library, locally owned book store, or search online for Neville's works. If you purchase a new physical copy, we recommend The Power of Imagination: The Neville Goddard Treasury, as it contains all of Neville's books in one volume.
All of Neville’s books and lectures are in the public domain and can be searched online for free, and are included in the Wiki and Sidebar links mentioned previously.

What is an SP?

Specific Person. Usually in reference to a person’s romantic interest or crush. The term was popularized by so-called, self-professed online manifestation coaches and "experts". /NevilleGoddardSP is a dedicated, expert subreddit for that.

What is a Mental Diet?

Avoiding negative conversation and media, paying attention to positive conversation and media.

What is SATS?

State Akin To Sleep (SATS) refers to the deep state of consciousness during meditation or just before falling asleep. In SATS, the body is relaxed, but control over the mind is retained. It is used to create vivid visualizations in imagination for the purposes of manifesting.
After you have decided on the action which implies that your desire has been realized, then sit in your nice comfortable chair or lie flat on your back, close your eyes for the simple reason it helps to induce this state that borders on sleep. The minute you feel this lovely drowsy state, or the feeling of gathered togetherness, wherein you feel- I could move if I wanted to, but I do not want to, I could open my eyes if I wanted to, but I do not want to. When you get that feeling you can be quite sure that you are in the perfect state to pray successfully.
Neville Goddard, 1948 Lecture Series, Lesson 4

What is the Lullaby Method?

In SATS, instead of visualizing, repeat an affirmation to oneself again and again, building the feeling of it being true.

What is Revision?

Revision is revising in imagination events that have happened in the past as a way of mitigating their effects in the future.
See also: Revision: The Complete Guide

What is Door Slamming/You are in Barbados/Living in the End/State of the Wish Fulfilled?

Closing your mind to any other possibility besides your outcome. Assuming your desire is true and not questioning it.

Do we have Free Will?

Yes, and no. It’s complicated. See here.

What is "Everyone is You Pushed Out" (EIYPO)?

On a practical level, what you believe is what you get. The world only shows you your own beliefs. On a metaphysical level, we are all the same God interacting with Itself through an infinite number of different points.
The whole vast world is no more than man's imagining pushed out. I must qualify that by saying that the world outside of man is dead, but Man is a living soul, and it responds to man, yet man is sound asleep and does not know it. The Lord God placed man in a profound sleep, and as he sleeps the world responds as in a dream, for Man does not know he is asleep, and then he moves from a state of sleep where he is only a living soul to an awakened state where he is a life-giving Spirit. And now he can himself create, for everything is responding to an activity in man which is Imagination. "The eternal body of man is all imagination; that is God himself." (Blake)
Neville Goddard, The Law lecture

What if everything is going wrong? What if I am manifesting the opposite of my desire?

Failure is generally due to a lack of consistent faith or belief in the outcome, not feeling as though it had already happened. However, if the one has consistently been loyal to their faith, then we are reminded that all manifestations have their appointed hour (Hab 2:3). Neville writes about the causes of failure here.

What about (my sick mom, my crazy grandpa, the homeless, starving children, etc.)?

In Neville's view, there is one being that is God (who is pure imagination), and has split Itself into infinite smaller forms to undergo a series of good/bad experiences across lifetimes until these smaller pieces realize they are God and reintegrate. The less fortunate are to be helped, not looked down upon, but understanding it is necessary for God to realize Itself (to experience bad and good).

What happens after I die? What is The Promise?

Neville’s prophetic vision of an individual’s reintegration with God.

Can I manifest multiple things at once?

Yes. Here is Neville's answer regarding how to manifest multiple things from Lessons Q&A:
\5. Question: Is it possible to imagine several things at the same time, or should I confine my imagining to one desire?
Answer: Personally I like to confine my imaginal act to a single thought, but that does not mean I will stop there. During the course of a day I may imagine many things, but instead of imagining lots of small things, I would suggest that you imagine something so big it includes all the little things. Instead of imagining wealth, health and friends, imagine being ecstatic. You could not be ecstatic and be in pain. You could not be ecstatic and be threatened with a dispossession notice. You could not be ecstatic if you were not enjoying a full measure of friendship and love.
What would the feeling be like were you ecstatic without knowing what had happened to produce your ecstasy? Reduce the idea of ecstasy to the single sensation, "Isn't it wonderful!" Do not allow the conscious, reasoning mind to ask why, because if it does it will start to look for visible causes, and then the sensation will be lost. Rather, repeat over and over again, "Isn't it wonderful!" Suspend judgment as to what is wonderful. Catch the one sensation of the wonder of it all and things will happen to bear witness to the truth of this sensation. And I promise you, it will include all the little things.

What if I have another question?

Please use Reddit's search feature or post it here in the Q&A thread.
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2024.05.17 10:58 Smartyguy1 I wanna go International pls HElP!!!!

Can I join a university(VIT) and drop out in the first semester to go study in an international University? Here's my backstory in greentext format(I like it cos it's to the point)
I took a drop year so that I could apply for a japanese University
applied to 1(not many Universities offering CSE in english there) thought I'd easily get in so didn't apply (or study) for jee.
didn't get in.
Filled application for JEE(2nd attempt), VITEEE with about 3-4 months left for the exams
studied my ass off
Got about 92nd percentile in JEE(No NIT for me), so I study more,then got 21000 rank in VITEEE
Realised I don't wanna study in VIT so did big brain research to find out universities better than VIT and easy to get in with a boards percentage of 90% (I took TIMES world ranking as the hallmark).
But all the universities have later application periods
Now I am just crying and laughing simultaneously at my utter stupidity(feel free to roast man even I am baffled ) But seriously I would really appreciate your advice.(I've already contacted the VIT admissions office regarding my situation but I think he left me on read. I seriously I DON'T WANNA STUDY IN VIT!!!!!!!
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2024.05.17 10:55 tfxgyjhfghzdfg How&Where to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal live streams on Reddit?

How&Where to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal live streams on Reddit? Where to watch Italian Open 2024: TV channel, live stream, schedule, prize money, tickets for tennis event
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Novak Djokovic enters the men's singles competition as the top-seeded player with Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz absent due to injury, however the defending champion is second seed Daniil Medvedev, who beat Denmark's Holger Rune in the 2023 final. Rune had previously dumped world number one Djokovic out in a shock quarterfinal upset.
The defending champion of the women's singles tournament coming into 2024 is this year's fourth seed Elena Rybakina, who won by default in the Rome final 12 months ago after 30th-seeded outsider Anhelina Kalinina was forced to retire with injury at the start of the second set. Rybakina will be hoping to defend her title, but could come up against Coco Gauff, Aryna Sabalenka or world number one Iga Swiatek along the way.
There's plenty of world-class tennis over the next 12 days as one of the highest-ranking events on both the men's and women's Tours gets underway, and The Sporting News has all the TV, streaming, scheduling and ticketing details you'll need.
2024 Italian Open tennis schedule
This year's Italian Open, also known as the Internazioli d'Italia, begins on Wednesday, May 8 from Centre Court of the Foro Italico Complex in Rome, Italy — in the shadows of the Stadio Olimpico.
The finals tournament takes place over 12 days between May 8 and Sunday, May 19, as hundreds of men's and women's players battle it out across 14 different courts at Foro Italico. All the courts are on clay, and while specific timings for the latter stages of each competition are yet to be confirmed the WTA final on Saturday, May 18 will precede the ATP decider the following day.
Date Events
Monday, May 6 ATP & WTA Qualifying
Tuesday, May 7 ATP & WTA Qualifying, WTA 1st Round
Wednesday, May 8 ATP & WTA 1st Round
Thursday, May 9 ATP 1st Round, WTA 1st & 2nd Round
Friday, May 10 ATP & WTA 2nd Round
Saturday, May 11 ATP 2nd Round, WTA 3rd Round
Sunday, May 12 ATP & WTA 3rd Round
Monday, May 13 ATP 3rd Round, WTA Last 16
Tuesday, May 14 ATP Last 16, WTA Quarterfinals
Wednesday, May 15 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Quarterfinals
Thursday, May 16 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Semifinals
Friday, May 17 ATP Semifinals, WTA Doubles Semifinals
Saturday, May 18 ATP Doubles Final, WTA Singles Final
Sunday, May 19 ATP Singles Final, WTA Doubles Final
2024 Italian Open TV channel, live stream
Here's how to watch live coverage of the 2024 Italian Open tennis tournament across the globe:
Region TV Streaming
USA Tennis Channel Fubo, Sling TV, TCPlus
Canada TSN
TSN Direct, DAZN
UK Sky Sports Tennis Sky Go App, NOW TV
Australia beIN Sports beIN Sports Connect
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2024.05.17 10:55 tfxgyjhfghzdfg Is there way to Watch Italian Open Semifinal live Streams fRee Italian Open 2024?

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Another one of the jewels in the crown of global tennis gets underway on Wednesday, May 8, as a key event on both the ATP and WTA Tours begins at the Foro Italico in Rome. The 81st edition of the Italian Open will see the best players in the world battle it out for events worth up to 1000 ranking points in both the men's and women's tournaments.
Novak Djokovic enters the men's singles competition as the top-seeded player with Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz absent due to injury, however the defending champion is second seed Daniil Medvedev, who beat Denmark's Holger Rune in the 2023 final. Rune had previously dumped world number one Djokovic out in a shock quarterfinal upset.
The defending champion of the women's singles tournament coming into 2024 is this year's fourth seed Elena Rybakina, who won by default in the Rome final 12 months ago after 30th-seeded outsider Anhelina Kalinina was forced to retire with injury at the start of the second set. Rybakina will be hoping to defend her title, but could come up against Coco Gauff, Aryna Sabalenka or world number one Iga Swiatek along the way.
There's plenty of world-class tennis over the next 12 days as one of the highest-ranking events on both the men's and women's Tours gets underway, and The Sporting News has all the TV, streaming, scheduling and ticketing details you'll need.
2024 Italian Open tennis schedule
This year's Italian Open, also known as the Internazioli d'Italia, begins on Wednesday, May 8 from Centre Court of the Foro Italico Complex in Rome, Italy — in the shadows of the Stadio Olimpico.
The finals tournament takes place over 12 days between May 8 and Sunday, May 19, as hundreds of men's and women's players battle it out across 14 different courts at Foro Italico. All the courts are on clay, and while specific timings for the latter stages of each competition are yet to be confirmed the WTA final on Saturday, May 18 will precede the ATP decider the following day.
Date Events
Monday, May 6 ATP & WTA Qualifying
Tuesday, May 7 ATP & WTA Qualifying, WTA 1st Round
Wednesday, May 8 ATP & WTA 1st Round
Thursday, May 9 ATP 1st Round, WTA 1st & 2nd Round
Friday, May 10 ATP & WTA 2nd Round
Saturday, May 11 ATP 2nd Round, WTA 3rd Round
Sunday, May 12 ATP & WTA 3rd Round
Monday, May 13 ATP 3rd Round, WTA Last 16
Tuesday, May 14 ATP Last 16, WTA Quarterfinals
Wednesday, May 15 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Quarterfinals
Thursday, May 16 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Semifinals
Friday, May 17 ATP Semifinals, WTA Doubles Semifinals
Saturday, May 18 ATP Doubles Final, WTA Singles Final
Sunday, May 19 ATP Singles Final, WTA Doubles Final
2024 Italian Open TV channel, live stream
Here's how to watch live coverage of the 2024 Italian Open tennis tournament across the globe:
Region TV Streaming
USA Tennis Channel Fubo, Sling TV, TCPlus
Canada TSN
TSN Direct, DAZN
UK Sky Sports Tennis Sky Go App, NOW TV
Australia beIN Sports beIN Sports Connect
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2024.05.17 10:54 tfxgyjhfghzdfg What's the best way to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal (Free) Live Streams On Reddit?

What's the best way to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal (Free) Live Streams On Reddit? Where to watch Italian Open 2024: TV channel, live stream, schedule, prize money, tickets for tennis event
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Another one of the jewels in the crown of global tennis gets underway on Wednesday, May 8, as a key event on both the ATP and WTA Tours begins at the Foro Italico in Rome. The 81st edition of the Italian Open will see the best players in the world battle it out for events worth up to 1000 ranking points in both the men's and women's tournaments.
Novak Djokovic enters the men's singles competition as the top-seeded player with Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz absent due to injury, however the defending champion is second seed Daniil Medvedev, who beat Denmark's Holger Rune in the 2023 final. Rune had previously dumped world number one Djokovic out in a shock quarterfinal upset.
The defending champion of the women's singles tournament coming into 2024 is this year's fourth seed Elena Rybakina, who won by default in the Rome final 12 months ago after 30th-seeded outsider Anhelina Kalinina was forced to retire with injury at the start of the second set. Rybakina will be hoping to defend her title, but could come up against Coco Gauff, Aryna Sabalenka or world number one Iga Swiatek along the way.
There's plenty of world-class tennis over the next 12 days as one of the highest-ranking events on both the men's and women's Tours gets underway, and The Sporting News has all the TV, streaming, scheduling and ticketing details you'll need.
2024 Italian Open tennis schedule
This year's Italian Open, also known as the Internazioli d'Italia, begins on Wednesday, May 8 from Centre Court of the Foro Italico Complex in Rome, Italy — in the shadows of the Stadio Olimpico.
The finals tournament takes place over 12 days between May 8 and Sunday, May 19, as hundreds of men's and women's players battle it out across 14 different courts at Foro Italico. All the courts are on clay, and while specific timings for the latter stages of each competition are yet to be confirmed the WTA final on Saturday, May 18 will precede the ATP decider the following day.
Date Events
Monday, May 6 ATP & WTA Qualifying
Tuesday, May 7 ATP & WTA Qualifying, WTA 1st Round
Wednesday, May 8 ATP & WTA 1st Round
Thursday, May 9 ATP 1st Round, WTA 1st & 2nd Round
Friday, May 10 ATP & WTA 2nd Round
Saturday, May 11 ATP 2nd Round, WTA 3rd Round
Sunday, May 12 ATP & WTA 3rd Round
Monday, May 13 ATP 3rd Round, WTA Last 16
Tuesday, May 14 ATP Last 16, WTA Quarterfinals
Wednesday, May 15 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Quarterfinals
Thursday, May 16 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Semifinals
Friday, May 17 ATP Semifinals, WTA Doubles Semifinals
Saturday, May 18 ATP Doubles Final, WTA Singles Final
Sunday, May 19 ATP Singles Final, WTA Doubles Final
2024 Italian Open TV channel, live stream
Here's how to watch live coverage of the 2024 Italian Open tennis tournament across the globe:
Region TV Streaming
USA Tennis Channel Fubo, Sling TV, TCPlus
Canada TSN
TSN Direct, DAZN
UK Sky Sports Tennis Sky Go App, NOW TV
Australia beIN Sports beIN Sports Connect
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2024.05.17 10:53 tfxgyjhfghzdfg Italian Open Semifinal Live Streams For (Free) On Reddit - Italian Open 2024

Italian Open Semifinal Live Streams For (Free) On Reddit - Italian Open 2024. Where to watch Italian Open 2024: TV channel, live stream, schedule, prize money, tickets for tennis event
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Another one of the jewels in the crown of global tennis gets underway on Wednesday, May 8, as a key event on both the ATP and WTA Tours begins at the Foro Italico in Rome. The 81st edition of the Italian Open will see the best players in the world battle it out for events worth up to 1000 ranking points in both the men's and women's tournaments.
Novak Djokovic enters the men's singles competition as the top-seeded player with Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz absent due to injury, however the defending champion is second seed Daniil Medvedev, who beat Denmark's Holger Rune in the 2023 final. Rune had previously dumped world number one Djokovic out in a shock quarterfinal upset.
The defending champion of the women's singles tournament coming into 2024 is this year's fourth seed Elena Rybakina, who won by default in the Rome final 12 months ago after 30th-seeded outsider Anhelina Kalinina was forced to retire with injury at the start of the second set. Rybakina will be hoping to defend her title, but could come up against Coco Gauff, Aryna Sabalenka or world number one Iga Swiatek along the way.
There's plenty of world-class tennis over the next 12 days as one of the highest-ranking events on both the men's and women's Tours gets underway, and The Sporting News has all the TV, streaming, scheduling and ticketing details you'll need.
2024 Italian Open tennis schedule
This year's Italian Open, also known as the Internazioli d'Italia, begins on Wednesday, May 8 from Centre Court of the Foro Italico Complex in Rome, Italy — in the shadows of the Stadio Olimpico.
The finals tournament takes place over 12 days between May 8 and Sunday, May 19, as hundreds of men's and women's players battle it out across 14 different courts at Foro Italico. All the courts are on clay, and while specific timings for the latter stages of each competition are yet to be confirmed the WTA final on Saturday, May 18 will precede the ATP decider the following day.
Date Events
Monday, May 6 ATP & WTA Qualifying
Tuesday, May 7 ATP & WTA Qualifying, WTA 1st Round
Wednesday, May 8 ATP & WTA 1st Round
Thursday, May 9 ATP 1st Round, WTA 1st & 2nd Round
Friday, May 10 ATP & WTA 2nd Round
Saturday, May 11 ATP 2nd Round, WTA 3rd Round
Sunday, May 12 ATP & WTA 3rd Round
Monday, May 13 ATP 3rd Round, WTA Last 16
Tuesday, May 14 ATP Last 16, WTA Quarterfinals
Wednesday, May 15 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Quarterfinals
Thursday, May 16 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Semifinals
Friday, May 17 ATP Semifinals, WTA Doubles Semifinals
Saturday, May 18 ATP Doubles Final, WTA Singles Final
Sunday, May 19 ATP Singles Final, WTA Doubles Final
2024 Italian Open TV channel, live stream
Here's how to watch live coverage of the 2024 Italian Open tennis tournament across the globe:
Region TV Streaming
USA Tennis Channel Fubo, Sling TV, TCPlus
Canada TSN
TSN Direct, DAZN
UK Sky Sports Tennis Sky Go App, NOW TV
Australia beIN Sports beIN Sports Connect
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2024.05.17 10:53 tfxgyjhfghzdfg What's the best way to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal (Free) Live Streams On Reddit?

What's the best way to watch Italian Open 2024 Semifinal (Free) Live Streams On Reddit? Where to watch Italian Open 2024: TV channel, live stream, schedule, prize money, tickets for tennis event
🟠Go Live▶Italian Open 2024 Streams
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Another one of the jewels in the crown of global tennis gets underway on Wednesday, May 8, as a key event on both the ATP and WTA Tours begins at the Foro Italico in Rome. The 81st edition of the Italian Open will see the best players in the world battle it out for events worth up to 1000 ranking points in both the men's and women's tournaments.
Novak Djokovic enters the men's singles competition as the top-seeded player with Jannik Sinner and Carlos Alcaraz absent due to injury, however the defending champion is second seed Daniil Medvedev, who beat Denmark's Holger Rune in the 2023 final. Rune had previously dumped world number one Djokovic out in a shock quarterfinal upset.
The defending champion of the women's singles tournament coming into 2024 is this year's fourth seed Elena Rybakina, who won by default in the Rome final 12 months ago after 30th-seeded outsider Anhelina Kalinina was forced to retire with injury at the start of the second set. Rybakina will be hoping to defend her title, but could come up against Coco Gauff, Aryna Sabalenka or world number one Iga Swiatek along the way.
There's plenty of world-class tennis over the next 12 days as one of the highest-ranking events on both the men's and women's Tours gets underway, and The Sporting News has all the TV, streaming, scheduling and ticketing details you'll need.
2024 Italian Open tennis schedule
This year's Italian Open, also known as the Internazioli d'Italia, begins on Wednesday, May 8 from Centre Court of the Foro Italico Complex in Rome, Italy — in the shadows of the Stadio Olimpico.
The finals tournament takes place over 12 days between May 8 and Sunday, May 19, as hundreds of men's and women's players battle it out across 14 different courts at Foro Italico. All the courts are on clay, and while specific timings for the latter stages of each competition are yet to be confirmed the WTA final on Saturday, May 18 will precede the ATP decider the following day.
Date Events
Monday, May 6 ATP & WTA Qualifying
Tuesday, May 7 ATP & WTA Qualifying, WTA 1st Round
Wednesday, May 8 ATP & WTA 1st Round
Thursday, May 9 ATP 1st Round, WTA 1st & 2nd Round
Friday, May 10 ATP & WTA 2nd Round
Saturday, May 11 ATP 2nd Round, WTA 3rd Round
Sunday, May 12 ATP & WTA 3rd Round
Monday, May 13 ATP 3rd Round, WTA Last 16
Tuesday, May 14 ATP Last 16, WTA Quarterfinals
Wednesday, May 15 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Quarterfinals
Thursday, May 16 ATP Quarterfinals, WTA Semifinals
Friday, May 17 ATP Semifinals, WTA Doubles Semifinals
Saturday, May 18 ATP Doubles Final, WTA Singles Final
Sunday, May 19 ATP Singles Final, WTA Doubles Final
2024 Italian Open TV channel, live stream
Here's how to watch live coverage of the 2024 Italian Open tennis tournament across the globe:
Region TV Streaming
USA Tennis Channel Fubo, Sling TV, TCPlus
Canada TSN
TSN Direct, DAZN
UK Sky Sports Tennis Sky Go App, NOW TV
Australia beIN Sports beIN Sports Connect
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2024.05.17 10:52 CopperScum64 Secret Arcane Hunter (no? maybe? plz respond)

It’s new (mini) set time and time for warlock, druid or rogue to break the game again. This time, Druid got left behind.
While glare is the new big kid on the block, the deck is preying on a meta that had a 35% of renathal decks before the miniset, and as that number go down and to a new equilibrium, i expect the deck will stabilize around a reasonable power level (i wouldn’t mind crystallizer to get deleted though so we can finally play questless glare like our Lord intended). Meanwhile, the meta shifts around make for a lot of decks becoming suddendly playable. Handbuff paladin, more reach based aggro and ice block decks even with a worse wincon than warp since tech is very hard to play in a glare meta. So anyway, after tuning some glare lists (strictly questless) i started trying some other things. This is my first attempt at a deck that has a decent position in the new meta Secret Arcane Hunter, also known as Custom Warlock 2:
2 x Arcane Shot 2 x Costumed Singer 2 x Ricochet Shot 2 x Shimmer Shot 2 x Trinket Tracker 2 x Bargain Bin 2 x Hidden Meaning 2 x Mad Scientist 2 x Silvermoon Farstrider 2 x ZOMBEES!!! 2 x Celestial Shot 1 x Cloaked Huntress 1 x Halduron Brightwing 2 x Eversong Portal 1 x Rinling Rifle 1 x Beastalker Tavish 2 x Starstrung Bow
No code cause i can’t copy it atm (i’m on my work pc, for my lawyer, this is a joke). The idea behind the deck is pretty simple: Early game play some minions, get some secrets up, and then lategame finish with buffed reach + bow. This deck can work because of an ok glare matchup (especially the more aggro 30 versions) and because it farm one of the popular glare counters (sorc mage, at least until they play performers and then you cri ev3rytime ). Some card choiches explanation: The arcane package without conjuring arrow: i don’t think we need the extra draw in this format, especially turn 6+. You get your secrets pretty consistently between singer and scientist, and then your secrets draw your bows and extra cards. This package has two purposes: it is reach vs glare and slower decks, and it’s board control vs aggro. It’s in fact the only way you win the aggro matchup, by getting early farstriders/haldurons into portal/ricochet. The secret package: the secrets i’m playing here are imho by far the best 6 you can play. You can tell they’re good because it’s not a warcrime to spend mana on them. Turn 2 bees contest a lot of aggro plays, turn 2 meaning is often a 3 drop with charge, and turn 2 bin is swindle without the combo requirement (don’t play it on 2 though, always tempo king). 6 secrets, 2 Singers and 2 Scientist feel perfect as a package. It’s good enough to make your bow cheap later on, it doesn’t dilute ur draw with too many secrets early on and both the tutors are acceptable as tempo plays as well (revert singer cowards). Rinling Rifle: the third weapon to improve bin, as well to discount your bows and get additional utility. I’ve liked it quite a bit. Tavish: generally good against a lot of things, plus gives you secrets. No Product 9: this feels instinctively a tad too slow to me. On turn 5 you may have easily only triggered a single secret, more often two, and two secrets that your opponent know of plus a 4/4 doesn’t look like premium to me. It would be much more interesting in a reno shell, where you get to the lategame more consistently and as such this could be a huge bomb, but in an aggro shell? Doubt. I’d rather play a single Huntress over it as the three-drop slot is a thin.
The mulligan: In general always keep the 1 drops into a curve, don’t keep secrets or cards that cost 4+ (rare exception, being on coin and having triple secret/double secret and singer + huntress is prob a keep). Keep farstrider vs aggro and try to toss everything into arcane spells (trinker tracker also ok obviously) to clear their early boards. What does it work against: - Glare is ok. Good reach. This matchup get worse the higher you go up on ladder. Quad digit glare is free. Triple digit is favored. Double digit is even-ish. High legend is unfavored but who cares. - Slow-ish decks are mostly ok. - Combo mages and druids (there are some dorian combos around) are usually free with the secrets combined with the pressure. What it does not work against: - Aggro me dood. These matchup are about early arcane package (farstrider into ricochet/eversong) to prevent snowballing and then hopefully you can race them. You can’t really stabilize here, they’re bad and drifter is ur worst enemy. - Huhunter. They usually kill a bit faster than you do. This is bad-ish, not terrible. - Handbuff pally with lot of heal. Healing is cheat! Bad healing! Bad! Sit down!
I’ve climbed pretty consistently with this but again can’t check stats as i’m on the move and i play only on phone. It has been feeling good and it’s something a bit different than what i’ve been playing lately. Hope you guys don’t play hearthstone and go outside this weekend.
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2024.05.17 10:51 kobird The cycle of isolation

I've recently halfway come out of an episode and became sort of self aware of my actions, but I realized during this time that I've been trapped in the dreaded cycle of isolation basically my entire life at this point. I have always had an issue with being able to have uncomfortable conversations with people, and when that does happen or someone does hurt me whether it is intentional or not, instead of talking to them about it I will usually resort to something drastic like completely taking myself out of their life either online or even in person too. I have been doing this for so many years at this point even with people that I never wanted to lose simply because I was afraid of uncomfortable conversations or genuinely taking accountability for certain things I said or did when I was hurt and upset at everyone.
This cycle has left me with basically nobody left in my life because I will always go radio silent and never find my way back into their life, usually online where most times I'll usually never be able to find their username again because I delete my accounts to get away. I had never realized until recently how much this has only hurt me and the people who I loved and were close to, especially when I told them that I did truly love them, but I was so afraid of those feelings and closeness that I pushed them out of my life. I cannot express to anyone how much I miss a lot of those people that I pushed away and out of my life, but there isn't a way to go back to them because I can't find them and I can't imagine ever forgiving anyone if I was ever put into a situation like I put other people into when it comes to that.
I have always had an insecurity of being a selfish person my entire life, but I just wish I could go back and explain to them what was going through my mind and my reasoning wasn't entirely selfish and that I was doing it for them because I didn't want them to be miserable or hurt when they were with me anymore. I never realized that nobody was really miserable around me even when I was so scared of it, but the people who abused me were the ones who said that even though I did everything I could to keep them happy and entertained while with me. I just don't know what is real and what is fake anymore at this point, I have been struggling for so long to just forgive myself and forgive the people who hurt me and not let myself lose the new people who care about me right now like all the other times.
I recently got out of a difficult situation with someone who was abusive in some aspects and used me a lot for sexual favors, which led me to spiral when I realized afterwards and let myself feel that pain. I still doubt myself and that situation more than anything because they got me in a position to make me feel bad about myself when they knew what they were doing the entire time and I'm sure of it. I became really close with their friends too because they were all I had at the time, but I ended up confiding in them at that time and when I look back at that now I still feel like I was using them even when I know that it's okay to let people help me and that some people do actually care about me which has been hard to accept. When I look back, I realize now that I was extremely hurt at that time, and I did and said things that were not okay at all.
I tend to hurt people when I'm the most hurt myself, even when I know that isn't an excuse for my actions but an explanation of something that I continue to work on every day. I was hurting the people around me who were hurt as well by what that person had done because of my pain, and I know now that I need to do what is best and apologize for what I did during that time even when that won't make it completely right in any aspect. I caused the people I love to lose that other person who hurt me because I was hurt and that caused them more pain, which is never what I ever wanted for anyone to begin with and I just feel so guilty, but I know I should. Even at this point where I haven't been talking to any of them for a month at this point and I know they want me to come back, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to face that again and own up to how I acted during that time.
I want to apologize more than anything, and I want to be able to break the cycle and absolutely by any means not lose these people close to me again but I don't know what is better for me and everyone at this point and I feel stuck in this neverending cycle. In my mind at the time, I had every right in the world to be upset with these people and do what I did because that one person was abusive to me in some aspects and the other person I'm really close with was having a relationship with them behind my back while I was at the mental hospital. I have tried to find every excuse in the book for why they did what they did, but I still don't know if I'm allowed to be hurt by what they did or if I should just forgive and never forget. I still love them, but it hurts to be around them without talking about what they did constantly and asking them what they were thinking at the time.
Talking about it is tedious too, I have never liked talking about my own feelings because of confrontation, but I know at this point that I might have to if I want to break the cycle and keep these people in my life. I don't know how to go about putting myself back into their life because I fear that they might have become tired of waiting for me to come back, and I don't blame them for that. It has just been so frustrating and difficult, I don't want to lose that person, but at the same time I can't handle confronting them about anything at all in case I'm wrong or they feel like I'm stepping out of line and end up leaving me regardless. I just get so afraid at the same time that when I try to keep people in my life and work on our relationship, that I'm too much for them and I overwhelm them all while boring them at the same time. I will convince myself that they don't like me and they're lying, all while they're asking me over text to come back, and I just don't know how to feel or what to do.
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2024.05.17 10:48 ViralCrypto28 Understanding Omnia Protocol's Tokenomics: A Comprehensive Overview

Introduction: Welcome to the latest update on Omnia Protocol's tokenomics! As of May 4th, 2024, Omnia Protocol continues to pioneer decentralized infrastructure, offering secure access to the blockchain without any single point of failure. In this article, we'll delve into the intricacies of Omnia's tokenomics, shedding light on its utility, token metrics, token sale details, IDO information, vesting schedules, and more.
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Token Sale: Omnia has strategically planned four token sale stages, including Seed, Private, Early VCs, Partners, and Public Rounds. These rounds offer different investment opportunities, each contributing to the project's growth and development.
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