Meri bahan ko choda

Bhai my parents, particularly my father, are the weirdest and most superstitious people I've ever met. Gaon ke 80 saal ki daadi log bhi itni superstitious nahi hoti hongi. They are so embarrassing ki mai apne doston k samne bhi nahi bol sakta ye sab isiliye Reddit par vent kar rha hun. So hua ye ki aaj subhah (2nd June) ko mere papa aake bol rahe hai "tune NEET ka answer key toh nahi dekha hai na, mai maulvi k paas jaake aata hun phir dekhna" ..... I was like??? Answer key dekhne ka toh window hi sirf kal tak tha, abhi maulvi k paas jaake kya fayda. And also answer key dekhne k liye maulvi k paas kaun jaata hai yaar, jo hona tha toh ho gaya, exam likh diya maine abhi maulvi mera answer change thodi kar deta. Aur answer key dekhne ka kya hai woh toh mai NEET k agle din ho dekh liya tha. Agar kisike paas jaane ke liye itna hi desperate the toh NTA officials ke paas jaate, unko paisa khilaate. Abhi mai bol diya ki dekha hun toh gussa ho gaye aur bol rahe ki apne city ke govt. Clg mai B.Sc m admission kara denge. Yahi karna hai toh baki 50 exams ka form kyu bhara???? Aur mummy meri egoistic (dono hi waise toh) 2nd drop tak lene nahi degi, ye Mera pehla drop tha. Ab mummy mujhe aake bol rahi hai ki tu jhooth kya nahi bola. Bhai agar woh maulvi itna powerful hai aur uske upar itna bharosa hai phir usko toh pata chal hi jaana hai ki mai jhooth bola hun na

Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Anjali, tum nahi samjhogi, Chalo aao main tumhe samjhaun! chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Meri khamoshi mein jo awaaz hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Dil ke dard mein jo raaz hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Dil ke jazbaat ajeeb se hain, tum nahi samjhogi, Har ek dhadkan mein kuch raaz se hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Woh jo raaton ka sukoon gum hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Aankhon mein jo sapne hain, chhodo, tum nahi pehchano gi.
Zindagi ki raahon mein kuch khoya hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Par tumhar sati Har ek lamhe mein kuch paaya hai! chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Mere khayalon ka rang, tum nahi pehchano gi, Dil ki gehraayi mein kuch chhupa hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Saaye mein jo roshni hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Khwabon ki jo baatein hain, chhodo, tum nahi jaanogi.
Aankhon mein jo aansoo hain, tum nahi dekhogi, Meri muskurahat mein kya kya chhupa hai, chhodo, tum nahi pehchano gi.
Meri tanhaayi mein jo saathi hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Is junoon ki inteha kya hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Raaton ko jo sapne sajte hain, tum nahi samjhogi, In khayalon mein jo rang bharti hai, chhodo, tum nahi pehchano gi.
Meri har saans mein jo gungunahat hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Is bekhudi mein jo karvaat hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Meri ankhon mein jo nam hai, tum nahi samjhogi, In khushiyon mein jo gham hai, chhodo, tum nahi pehchano gi.
Mere khwabon ka jo raaz hai, tum nahi samjhogi, Dil ke armaan ki aawaaz hai, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Anjali, tum nahi samjhogi, Chalo aao main tumhe samjhaun, chhodo, tum nahi samjhogi.

Which specialization is best for the future... Which specialization have more jobs opportunity and stability in the future... Maine AI and ds choose kiya fir mujhe laga meri maths jyada acchi nhi hai 60 marks in maths to 🤡fir mai AI and ds mai hi raha par kal maine article wagera padha to laga ye mai chutiyapa to nhi karne jaa raha hui... Koi bata sakta hai cyber security have better future then AI ds?? Maine yahi padha tha kyuki AI ds mai bhi bheed badh gyi hai mere dost ne cyber security se bca karne ka socha or Maine btech AI ds se or mujhe ab lag raha hai maine galat socha hai.... Please koi guid karo naye college ke ladke ko

(please read this in Suniel Shetty’s voice):
Main tumhe bhool jaun, ye ho nahi sakta, Tum mujhe bhool jao, ye main hone nahi dunga.
Teri yaadon ke charaagh se roshan hai dil ka aangan, In ujli raaton mein, main andhera hone nahi dunga.
Har ek pal mein basi hai teri meethi si khushboo, Is hawaon ko teri baat se khaali hone nahi dunga.
Tere ishq ka hai nasha meri rooh mein ghum sa, Main apni zindagi se ye suroor jaane nahi dunga.
Meri khushiyon ka savaal hai tu, meri har ek muskaan, Main apni hasraton ko kabhi phir udas hone nahi dunga.
Jo dard tune diye, woh hi ab zindagi ka aaina, Main apni zindagi ko ab be-rang hone nahi dunga.
Yeh jo judai ki raatein hain, yeh bhi guzar jayengi, Main apne khwabon ko kabhi tanha hone nahi dunga.
Main tumhe bhool jaun, ye ho nahi sakta, Tum mujhe bhool jao, ye main hone nahi dunga.
Meri ragon mein tera naam hai, har saans hai teri, Main apni rooh ko tere zikr se khaali hone nahi dunga.
Tere bina jeene ka khayal hi zehar lagta hai mujhe, Main apni zindagi ko kabhi marne nahi dunga.
Tere khwabon ki zanjeeron se bandh chuka hoon main, Main apne dil ko ab aazad hone nahi dunga.
Har raag mein teri awaaz ki jhankaar hai ab bhi, Main apne kanh har pal yeh mehkaas hone nahi dunga.
Tere ishq ka junoon hai mujhpar, jo kabhi utar nahi sakta, Main apne dard ko ab sukoon hone nahi dunga.
Main tujhmein jeeta hoon, tujhse hi meri wujud hai, Main apne hone ko kabhi adhoora hone nahi dunga.
Tu jo door bhi ho, teri nazar mujhpar hi rahegi, Main apni aarzoo ko kabhi kamzor hone nahi dunga.
Main tumhe bhool jaun, ye ho nahi sakta, Tum mujhe bhool jao, ye main hone nahi dunga.

Got 99.3%ile in mains 1 , left studying for jee and played online games whole day, just did some basic pyqs for cbse boards, didn't revise anything for mains 2 still got 97%ile , then realised now its time, grinded my ass off till jee adv , gave mocks + revised pyqs of adv( i completed them during prep). Used to get 150 avg in allen mocks. Now comes the D-Day, My exam centre was 1.5 hrs away , I reached the exam centre at 7:30 am , exam was supposed to be started at 9:00 am but god had different plans for me. In that centre Biometric started at 8:30 due to some technical errors (according to inviligators) , they made us sit till 10:00 am , exam started at 10:30 am , till then I was completely exhausted( just sitting on the chair for 2-3 hrs straight in 45°C temp with no AC's in centre ) , somehow managed to do p1 with attempt of around 30 questions. P1 got over at 1:30 pm , after that we were informed that p2 would start by 3 pm so we literally had approximately 1 hr break, i had intense headache + back pain, took painkillers and ate some food went for p2 , then when I again went for the biometric I was alloted a pc but the portal software didn't launch , same issue occured with other few students, but these mfkers started exam at 3:00 pm only(reading time till 3:30 ) , Now I was literally pissed. Like Kuch baccho ka hi sirf PC chal rha tha kuch ka nhi how tf they started the exam. Somehow they made us sit in another lab where they alloted a different pc , I didn't get any reading time started the exam directly , and in between exam the inviligators started talking , I was like chutiya ho kya, meri gaand itni jyada fatt rkhi thi us time mai kuch bol bhi nhi paaya. Fir bhi I managed to do around 20-25 questions. Now I checked my response sheet , I'm getting 112±4 , I did mistakes of around almost 80-90 marks. Matlab itni galtiyan toh 2 saal mai kisi mock mai bhi nhi hui jitni isme ho gyi. I am completely hopeless now, feeling like ki sab khtm hogya, ghar waalo ko lag rha tha ki atleast 150 toh le hi aayega..... Also at 99.3 I got 11k rank so kisi top 7 NIT mai cs bhi nhi milega( I am gen male). Sorry thoda jyada likh diya but bhot regret ho rha hai ab ki ye kya ho gya mere saath.

sorry for my bad narration
mei ek bihari hu aur bangalore mei rahetha hu , aur aapne sahi socha mere bhi papa labour hai aur meri mummy garments company mei kaam karti hai 10 tak life mei jada exposure nhi mila ,aur 11th mei mere papa ne sifarish laga ke mera admission bangalore ke one of best schools mei karvaya , parallely mera bhai 12th pass kar raha tha from bangalore's second best school ( again sifarish se)" jiska fees 1 saal ka 1 lakh hai " , 11th mei jee neet k baare mei pata chala because of competitive nature in my school and decide kiya jee prep karunga aur top iits mei jaunga aur yehi ek tarika hai meri engineering complete karne k liye without being a burden on my parents ,started studying after school hrs didn't make much friends and didnt participate in fest which where too good for a avg middle class guy
PARALLELY MERI LIFE MEI BHAUT KUCH CHAL RAHA THA mere bhai ne 11, 12 mei kuch nhi padha covid mei bus idhar udar time waste karta tha ignoring our finacial conditions aur mere papa ne gold loan le rakha tha uski fees barne k liye, fir kya mere bhai ke 12th results aaye he failed in 2 subs got 55% he attempted sucide by drinking phenyl ( drama tha aise muje lagtha hai daat se bachne k liye ) admitted in hospital, neighbours aur relative ne papa ko bhaut sunaya ki vo hamlog ko bhaut pressurize karte hai padhne k liye .
my father gave him another chance , chathe toh padhai likhai chuda ke aapne sath kaam pe laga sakthe the lekin mere papa visionary the unno suna tha bhaut se bade bade log aapne boards exams fail hoke bhi life mei bhaut kuch kar leta
mere bhai ne drop liya vaise bhi usse koi clg nhi milne wala tha iss marks pe , he started prep for NDA pata nhi kyuu knowing only 300 get selected out of 6lakh people ( he was in ncc may be he had some interest in military) since he wasnt good in academics by the time he could understand the gravity of an competive exam 6 months passed he couldnt even clear written in first attempt , but in last 6months something got into him he really started studying hard , me and my father were happy seeing it and YES miracle happens he cleared written in last attempt and started prepertion for ssb interview
since it was his last attempt my father didn't wanted to take risk and wanted best for my brother , so my brother took coaching for 2 weeks in cavilier's centre ( just for knowledge it is considered to be allen in nda coaching industry ) and again father took loan for this WHICH WAS 20K FOR 2 weeks
After few weeks he went for allahbaad which was his centre (again travelling and clothing expenses ) he some how survived the deadly first day of ssb , GOD fucking playing with my parents emotions and giving hopes for 5 days , after the 5th day he was screened out ( matlab nhi hua ) , my parents were crushed by this , but some how kept smiling thinking that there child being a 12th fail had came this far and reached till last date of SSB
by this my brother got admission in some local clg ,promised my father he will clear cds/ afcat after his 3yrs of graduation . Ye hone k baad , mere 12th start hone wala the mene decide kar liya tha dummy school karunga aur self study karunga ghar se since mera school bhaut reputed tha muje boards pe focus karne k liye force kar rahethe , mene papa ko ye sab bataya aur vo man gye even through bhaut sifarisho ke baad mera admission yeha karvaya tha
after 2 years of jee prep i scored 98.3(29jan) 97.7(8apr) and now in adv i got 110 marks (which im not statisified with) itna mei gen category koi bhi top iit nhi milegi In the mean time my brother had completed his 1st yr and lost all his motivation which he had duringhis nda prep, he does some partime job he earns 3k and spends 5k in things like good clothing and living good clg life even after confronting him he says college life never goona come again he wants to enjoy it little bit
after checking through jossa 2023 im getting ece in some teir2 nit ( not so satisfying) i always dreamed myself studying in top iit and always had this childish dream that i would sell my rank and jo paise aayenge ghar pe deke sare loan khatam kardu parents ka kaam chudha kar char saal loan se padh lunga
ADVICE chahiye now i have two options:

1. koi teir2 nit mei ece lelu aur aaram se 4saal loan se padhu (killing my dream to study at top iit) and leave my parents on there own they dont have any other source of income after than there daily work ( by the way my both the parents are in there late 40's they have some joint pains and diabetes) and i dont except my brother for some help since he has 2yrs for cds/afcat
2. drop lelu koi aachi si offline coaching se , adv mei top 500 rank liye prep karu aur aapna sapna pura karu , aab obviously iss k liye paisa chahiye and again my father being my father and is ready to give away the only asset left for me by my brother (i.e some piece of land)

my father left the decision on me says tum ko jo theek lage karo ham dekhlenge , but adviced not to drop because im already studying from 11th , studying 1 more yr might be tough and depressing
PLEASE GUYS NEEDED SOME GENUINE ADVICE

well. she really is a boy mom and it sucks to be her daughter. she always puts her son above me no matter what. she keeps babying that grown ass adult man. she has him as her lockscreen and homescreen wallpaper. he is her WhatsApp and Instagram pfp too. i do feel jealous sometimes. she ALWAYS takes his side NO MATTER WHAT.
He argues with me, refering her to as "meri maa" as if she's not even my mother. the other day me and mum were joking about something while he was on FaceTime and he got SOOOOO mad. like wtf. kept saying "meri maa se aise baat mt kr. tumko mzaak krna hai toh baad mein krro mere saamne nahi." and we got into this very heated argument. and mum stillll took HIS side. aaj whem i came home from gurudwara, mummy started yelling and fighting w me. BHAI. it was because of him. idk usne maa ko kya bola. idek. but she said HURTFUL things to me like she always does like im useless, worthless, i dont have brain, i don't have heart etc etc etc......
i feel shit tbh. i cant stand these people and this household anymore. im so done with them!

Jai dada parshuram.
Today (1st june) is celebrated as international brahmins day! Sabhi bhaiyo ko meri taraf se shubhkamnaayein!

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

So yes...i was talking to this guy over 4 months digitally....Me, being a guy who gets attached even after 2 days of conversation....yha 4 mahine hogye.... Recently May first week me eisi ek ladai hui where he felt disrespected somehow and sb khtm hogya tha...i mean every trace of it...it was my fault actually...kyuki he was having a very bad day because of his past gf....and that day i fucked things up due to some other reason....uske baad i tried my level best but he clearly said Disrespect was a turn off for him....i agreed with him...infct i made him feel super special isi mahine jb uska birthday tha.....he acknowledged that but wasn't ready to forget the past...
I said ok....i have my exams lined up so i tried talking to my friends and told them i was facing breathlessness and they helped me overcome the issue...
Now what happened we had a common friend jiske saath woh connected tha..May last week me he told our friend mujhe call krne ke liye because i followed no contact policy and blocked him everywhere....i was almost healed but again pasandida mard toh pasandida mard hota hai😅....Hum actually December me milne wale the....but abhi hua kya ki i thought galti meri hi thi....so lets call and listen once.... Baatein hone lagi...he said ki usse bura lga because that he had in his life was only me....aur woh keh rha tha ki Mera hyperactive reaction har cheez ko lekr is inbuilt and woh badalna chahta nhi tha...aur aage isi karan ladai hoti....uss din mein e suna usse....fr achanak woh kehta hai ki mein June 10 ko aa rha hu....mama ki bete ki shadi hai...toh i was shocked surprised....he asked me milna chahoge.....i said meri taraf se toh cheezein kbhi khtm hui hi nhi thi....and eise kr kr ke....we talked for like 3 hours...jaise ki arso baad mile hai... Abhi frse roz baatein hone lgi...uska male ego bohut jyada hai....pehle bhi woh msg call krta nhi tha....lekin haa msg krte hi with 2-3 minutes me reply kr deta tha...that energy is still maintained... kuch badla nhi hai....so i guess things are thoda bohut sorted ...but mein abhi laanghna nhi chahta uss pr...
Ab woh aa rha hai Delhi.....he said usse garmi sehen nhi hoti toh raat ko hi room se baahar niklenge...which is true....delhi me heat next to impossible hai....so i asked him ki Mussoorie yaa Nainital chal lete hai...kyuki woh gharwalo ko jhooth bolkr 2 din rukne wala hai....so he was fine with the idea...ab reh jaate hai exactly 10 din.... What are the ways to make him feel special....kyuki chats,digital dates sb uda diye meine thinking it won't come back to normalcy again...Rajma chawal is his favourite toh mein bnaunga...fr usko kashmiri paneer ek type pasand hai..woh bnaunga....any ideas guys....aur handmade hi honi chahiye....i want him to see my efforts
Tdlr: potential partner coming from outside India after having a major fight between us..want to make him feel special...how to proceed

Mujhe nahi pata es sub pe ye post kar sakte hai ya nahi
Par bsi puri raat se light nahi aarahi vobhi sirf HAMARI GALI ME baki puri colony me atti hai
Har din and I MEAN HAR DIN pichle 5-6 din se 8-10 BAJE light chali jati hai aur 4-6Am tak nahi atti
Abhi paisno me likh raha hu ye post
Light walo ko phone karo to har din "sir technical fault" hai ye bata dete hai
Student bhi hu me har raat 45°C me bina ac cooler fan ke band kamre me pada raheta hu phir din me sota hu
Unko call karke koi faida nahi hai koi aur solution hai kya? Kahi higher jagah complaint ki ja sakti ho to? Mujhe koi idea nahi hai en sabka..
Esa kabhi nahi hua pichle 10 saal me ki ek baar bhi light gyi ho aur ab roj ja rahi hai airf meri gali me (8-9 houses me)

Main Assam se hoon, maine 1.5 saal JEE ke liye padha tha, but somehow first bura gaya.
Second attempt toh demotivation and boards ke chakkar main chala gaya.
JEE thik nhi ho saka, but somehow boards acche karke aye the.
BC jab results aya, I was shocked, mere 75 bhi nhi aya the, only 70, college didn't give free ke practical marks to me. (Btw I'm from state board)
Maine 90+ kara tha maths, even my good subject, but don't know how but bohot he kam aa gaye.
Mains jindegi main, aisa bura bakt nhi dekha.
Boards gaya, JEE gaya, even my friend who from CBSE got 90+ percentage and got a good percentile, even he got a very low percentile in first attempt infact lower then me.
Mere parents itne supportive nhi hain in sizo main, maine bola tha, 11 main coaching dalne ko, but tab Assam main yeh craze nhi tha, infact I'm from a village.
Toh sawal he paida nhi hota ke samjhenge. Jab mera jee kharab hua first attempt tb unlogone kaha koi baat nhi college ek jaise hote hain.
Aab kaise samjhao unhe.
Uske baat CUET, mere boards ke result ke 4 din baad.
Mera dil baith suka tha, main roo nhi paya, kisiko kuch share nhi kar saka.
Parents toh soch rahe hain, isne padhai nhi kee. But sachi main yaar, padha tha maine, mera coaching test main bhi acche marks aate the, mera ek personal mentor bhi tha.
Aaj tak GF nhi hain, dosto ke saath aaj tak masti nhi kee, koi social life nhi hain.
Pehle 2020 ke class 9 main marketing sikhta tha, coding ati thi mujhe, no one can imagine, from a little village from Assam, koi aisa soch bhi sakta hain.
After jab maine jee mains dia tha, tab se he, ek news sharing brand hain, millions main views aate hain.
Acche connections bhi hain, personal brand bhi hain, but somehow kuch kar nhi paa raha.
Class 11 ke pehle main, clients ke saath kam bhi kara tha.
Phir parents ne jabardasti bandh kada diya,, cuz here in Assam, isme koi future nhi hain, yeh unka manna hain,, aor usko support karne ke liye h Bhi hain log
Kuch supportive environment nhi hai.
Abhi socha raha hoon, yanha se chala jao, but again wob relatives and jo so called gyaani parents ko gyaan de rahe hain, college same hote hain.
Aare inko main kaise bataao,,, ke mujhe kuch alag field main jana hain, mujhe AI & ML sikhna hain (ho sake toh online he sikh lunga).
Koi meri baat soon he nhi raha.
Parso, papa ne ek local college main admission de diya,, woh bhi B.Sc main....aab kya batao main 😭
But mujhe cuet aor jee mains se, seat mil sakte hain....acche college main.
But wohi,, yanha logo ke pass itna market aor reality kaa gyaan nhi hain toh....jo dusre kar rahe hain woh hee karte hain.
Aab firse woh log,,,mera kaam main dakhil ho rahe hain, bata rahe hain,, yeh jo kar raha hain,,faltu ke hain saab...
Soch raha hoon, yadi college mil gayi, toh bhaag jao,, yanha se....
Literally rona aata hain,, but kisiko bol bhi nhi sakta...😭

Hi. I found a girl on muzz and we just wanted to move forward towards marriage after like discussing the questions required for marriage. We both instantly liked how we both looked and the basic compatibility questions showed that we are on the same page… except that we are wayy richer than her family. Families connected and then we agreed for an engagement function to happen first (demand of the girl’s family and we agreed) Now we got her a cartier ring worth 7k USD for her engagement only and this is when some weird issues started to arise. Her brother started saying k “sirf 7 hazaar dollar ki anghooti di meri behn ko aur yeh humari naak katgayi relatives k saamne” and some stuff which made me feel that they are ungrateful… because the last time I checked… spending more on a ring than the engagement function with over 100 people was something to be grateful for. I’m 28 and she’s 22 btw… graduating from BNU next year. And all my in-laws except my fiance are unhappy with us saying we spent less. Whereas they spent zero. They live in a 5 marla rented home in johar town lahore and have no properties. I really liked her and wanted to make her feel special but idk what is suddenly going on with them. My mamu ( whom I consider ghar ka bara since my dad passed away when I was a child) advised me to leave this girl as they have gone crazy after seeing city lights and will leech on me for life. I’ve barely had a man in my life who i would see and learn how to tackle such issues. I contacted my father in law to discuss about this and he said k 2.5 crore haq mehr likhna hai nikkah namay par meri beti koi mazak nahin after getting engaged… whereas I already agreed to 30 lakhs during our talking phase. I couldnt really understand this and told my mamu to take over and be easy on them as I like the girl. He told my FIL k aapki beti ko masters bhi karayenge aur invest in her rather than give heaps of cash to anyone. And my FIL said k masters khud karwalonga aap 2.5 crore ka bandbast karain. My mamu got super annoyed and said k kitnay besharam aadmi ho yateem bachay ko lootrhay ho. Aur phir my FIL started abusing him with gaaliyan and all. Honestly… i’m prolly blinded because of my liking for her but my mamu is the father figure in my life. Now I really want to end this engagement but prolly blinded by my liking for her. Please give me some really good advise and if Im being toxic here please do tell. Samjh ni aarahi kis kism k log hain.
EDIT: Called off the engagement. Now just trying to get my ring back. Thank you guys. Needed some push. Thanks

Bhai log bumble, tinder or hinge par to koi chance nahi lag raha.
Koi reddit ki hi ladki hai jo single ho aur potential partner dhundhna chahti ho😂 aur voh bhi Ahmedabad me.
Me to bolta hu guys apni apni pickup line daalo aur jis ladki ko jo pasand aaye uske sath baat karlo. Kuchh naya try krte hai.
Mujhe toh bas yahi soch kar hasi aa rahi hai ki kitne negative comments aur trolling hone vali hai meri is post par😂

lakshya neet mein 12 oc shuru ho rahi hai meri 11 mein sirf nomenclature kiya hai wo bhi dhange se nahi toh kaise karu aur organic kisse karu mein 11 ki full length lecture bata do mein din ka 1 ghante de sakta hu meri baki puri 11 complete and upto the mark hai toh mein organic ko time de saktu hai ache se toh koi acha teacher suggest kardo

F/25 So mujhe work karte hue 5-6 year ho chuke hai or shuru mera khud ka kaam raha kisi ke lie work nahi kra shuru me kiya fr uske baad kabhi bhi nahi starting me event organiser fr iske sath mekeup artist fir mera ab jewellery ka business normal jewellery kaa mujhe apna event ka kaam chordna pada (highly successful work tha wo)kyonki family ko raat ko jana issue tha wo bhi month me 1-2 hi event hota tha fr mene jewellery ka start kra or kuch shoot wagers wo bhi hand model bs to kal mujhe shoot se laye ho gya 11:40-12am something fir meri mom ne kalesh kar diya or itna ganda ganda bola jo shayad hi koi imagine kar sakte mtlb unhone mjhe ek baat boli ki 1.[ tmhre baap ne tere upar saaf jimmedari de rkhi jo tjhe kaam krna hai] 2.[ ki tu galat kaam krti h peso ki bhukh hai tujhe] tab bhi bohot kuch matlab bohot hi kuch par ye sab Kyo kyonki me late ho gyi thi normally me week me 2-3 time hi bahar jati hu 6-9,9:30pm tak bs unko usme bhi dikkat h ki Kyo sab Iadkia 7-8 bje tak gshr hoti h Meri older sister h wo ache office me job karti h ab wo uski shaadi ho chuki us par wo proud karte h pura hr chij me support karte h Me BS 12st tk kra qki freedom chahie thi to kaam krna tha unhone support nahi kra aaj tk is chij me 1 baar bhi 1 achi line tak nahi boli Wo chahte hai me kahi bahar hi nahi jau bas ghar rhu kaam bhi naa karu or ye 1 Rupaa tk ka support nahi karte skte h agr hum apne dad se trupaa tak lete h to hme wo bhi wapas karne padte h mene dad se jyda bolti nahi hu esi chijo me to bilkul nahi me aaj tak kbhi friends ke sath Delhi se bahar ghumne tak nahi gyi matlab bachpan me hme kabhi bahar jana tak allowed nh tha to mjhe apne apko achi life deni h apne lie koi kmi nahi rakhni naa me rakhti to islie me kaam krti hu pr acha Igta h Or meri family financially bht jyda achi h mtlb kafi kisi chij ki kmi nh h family me me thoda alag hu family se hmare thoughts nahi milte me unhe samjhati to me unhe hi pgl Igti hu mere bas 4 friends h bas unse bhi kabhi kabhi milna hota h qki sbke khud ke kaam hai unhe unse bhi problem h Mtlb me kya karu sab kuch karti hu unke lie bhi apne lie bhi pr jab bhi mujhe nahi krni kisi ke lie job mihe apna hi pasand hai mental health khatam ho chuki h Me ghar se niklna chahti hu fr wo mom guilt dene Ig jati h ki kitni izzat h hmari log kya sochenge tere papa to mar jaenge pr me bhi fr khush rhio Mtlb me galat kya kar rhi hu smjh nahi aa ya kya kru

Mei apne emotions pe control nhi kar pati frustrated jldi ho jati hun,gussa jldi aa jata ,ro jati hun. koi chotti baat pe mei itna soch leti hun ki headache hone lgta hai...
Meri markssheet Milne Vali thi aaj or bhdwe principal ne group mei message nhi Kiya mere papa ko call kiya hoga kal ab papa aaj subh bta re ki Jana hai or ,maine kha kl bhi to ja skte hn Haan bolre frr maine apne dost se bola ki kl jaynge uske baad pta chla ki Aaj Jana tha urgent kyunki ab school close hogye hn 1 months ke liye or sab Jake aagye ek baar bhi kisi ne mujhe nhi pucha or vo dost vo bhi Jake aagyi ab merko akele Jana pdega.. Or mera ro ro ke halat kharab hai..merko itni jarurat bhi nhi hai kyunki drop leri hun lekin tab bhi (Ab vo merse akele mei puchenge kya Kari)
ek or hamara Indian education system ye hi hai kya ki hamare no. Kitne hai vo aapki Puri personality decide kar deta hai ??? Aapko kitni knowledge hai ussse mtlb nhi hain bas no. Ache aane chaiye.. Padne ke alava kisi chij mei bhi ache ho to vo gya maa chudane tu pdai kar

I'm so fucked rn, school se hazar projects and hhw mile hai, lectures ka bhi backlog ho gya hai, and jo upcoming test hai usme 11th ka bhi portion aa rha hai, jo ki Maine thikse nhi kiya. Idk what to do, mai projects ye sab finish kar lunga but backlog aur badh jayega and meri 11th toh kharab hai hi, I'd say around 35% tak thikse hua hai 11th baaki ka agar kiya bhi hu question practice nhi hua. Idk what to do in the upcoming tests for the 11th chapters and the increasing backlogs. Lectures complete karke question practice karne pe boht time chala jata hai uske upar GOC bhi complete karna hai. Bhai laude lag gye hai, and mere parents ko lagta hai mai kar lunga, saala itna trust bhi kaise hota hai logo ko. Kaash 11th ko nhi choda hota, agar atleast December se bhi padhne lagta toh boht kuch ho sakta tha, haha chud gye guru