Hi N,
I've been missing you a little more today. How are you? Nanood ako ng 'That thing called tadhana' para sana malaman ko pano ba makalimot. I KNOW. Pathetic. But hell.. if there's going to be an advice kung pano maka move on? I will fucking take it. Sabi nila love yourself daw.. I love myself, hindi na nga kita kinakausap diba?
Can't help but compare you to the guy I dated last Friday. He's very nice, made me laugh, such a gentleman, made kwento about the things that interest him, asked if I was okay with the restaurant, walking, humidity sa BGC, how was my day, took interest in what I like, and was very clear with his intentions with me. But.. bakit ganon? Ikaw pa din ung hinahanap ko. I will write all the letters I want to send you but never will, until I fully move on.
I know you're doing well without me, but I hope you miss me too.
Love, M.

Ang accla na-inlove sa faceless. If you happen to read this, know that am still waiting. Miss na miss kita. I just hope lang na ok ka kung nasaan ka man kasi kung hindi, isang chat mo lang pupuntahan kita at aalagaan. Ganun ako kapatay sayo pero ayoko rin magmukhang creepy.
I can't message nor call you kasi accla alam ko naman that your silence is already a response.
But hey, I love you... at a wrong time.

Hi, this is my first time posting on Reddit. I just need to vent some frustration.
I'm currently attending a well-respected university. Our department is pretty small, with only around 1,000 students across all four years. My boyfriend (we've been together since first year, during online classes) is 22, and I'm 20. Building on what I mentioned, my boyfriend and our Dean (34F & a single mom) are family friends, but their friendship seems to have blossomed during the return to in-person classes. She, along with many others, knows my boyfriend and I are together. It's pretty common knowledge—I'm involved in a lot of student organizations and consistently make the dean's list, so many professors and students recognize me.
During face to face classes, After our 2 PM classes, my boyfriend would usually take me home. Sometimes we'd grab a date, but other days he'd just crash at my place for a nap then uuwi siya (at least, that's what I thought). Napapansin ko, palagi silang magka chat and he doesn’t even call her ma’am or miss, first name basis sila. At first, I just brushed it off. I mean, come on, she's way out of his league, age-wise, and super respected pa. But, lagi niya inuutusan si BF—utos dito, utos doon. He practically lives in her office na running errands like chauffeuring her around in her car or his. I tried to be cool about it, but the jealousy's creeping in. TAKE NOTE: he won’t let me open his phone or hold his phone pero okay lang sakin kasi sobrang tiwala naman ako sakanya.
Gaano sila ka close? For example:
It was a school break, so we barely saw each other. But it was our monthsary, and we'd planned this date for ages. I was so hyped, all dressed up, and we were having a great time until...he slams on the brakes and says our dean needs a ride. Apparently, she got into a small accident, and no one else can drive her car? Seriously? My heart sank. He ditched our date to chauffeur her around, and I ended up back at home, alone, in my fancy dress.
December (NEW YEAR) at 12 am: he told me matutulog na siya kasi lasing na daw. Turns out, a friend of mine spotted him smooching some chick at a bar. Sinend sakin yung video the next morning pero diko makita yung face ni girl kasi naka lean siya sa neck ni bf. I confronted him about it pero sabi niya someone daw na kilala niya dati. (Grabe siya mang gaslight, grabe siya mag sinungaling). Even before the New Year's Eve incident, there were red flags I ignored, marami na nagsasabi sakin na he’s up to no good but I used to think trusting people meant shutting out outside opinions, especially when they painted him in a bad light. I wanted to believe the best in him, even if he looked like a walking "fboy stereotype." Blind trust turned into heartbreak. This whole situation has been a wake-up call. My self-worth is important, and I can't let anyone walk all over me. So yeah, we broke up.
But last week ko lang nalaman, Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, his best friend throws another grenade into the situation. He confessed that my boyfriend manipulated me from the very beginning, and there was more to their "friendship" than meets the eye. After nya pala ako ihatid samin, he would go back to school to be with our dean. The woman he cheated on me with last December? Our freaking Dean. And get this - turns out there was already something going on between them even before that. I feel so betrayed, like everything he ever told me was a lie. It's disgusting. I’ve heard pa nga na they’re officially together na ngayon and ayaw daw ni Dean na lumalapit sakin si boy, or sumama even with our friends (we’re classmates btw). Medyo all out na rin sila sa relationship nila. The Dean's behavior is actually frankly concerning. She shows up at every off-campus basketball game, sitting on the player's bench and cheering him on, completely disregarding the professional boundaries. It's no wonder rumors are flying around our department na.
But yah, With her being the Dean, it terrifies me that my grades or academic standing could be affected by all this personal drama. I don't care about their relationship, I just want to focus on my studies and not have this mess spill over into my academic life.

First time posting here, so sorry if I'm doing it wrong in any way.
Exactly as the Title suggests, I have been supporting RCB since the beginning of watching cricket for almost a decade. And she's a Casual-ish CSK supporter. Her little brother is a hardcore CSK Fan.
Flashback to a few days back, when RCB was facing DC, and the chances weren't as high to qualify. I was still hopeful and happy about the performance.
Her Brother said that,
"Oh aaj RCB Jeet jaye, taaki DC bahar ho jaye, kyuki CSK to RCB ko aaram se buri tarah Hara degi"
And she was also laughing and making fun over that, I didn't say anything and just laughed it off as a joke.
Fast Forward to Yesterday,
RCB won a very well deserved Win, she's traveling with her family to a religious spot, so she didn't text me the entire day. (Strict Parents, and she doesn't get the "chance" that's what she says, so we barely talk once a day for 15-20 mins on call and a little on text before sleeping, and sometimes that's also missed.)
So I dropped a message from my side, that RCB won and Qualified, it was such an Amazing Match.
She immediately texted back in a few minutes and said "Nothing was Amazing about it, Trash"
I said they got a well deserved Win, and I got pissed off by that "Trash" statement.
So I said, that CSK didn't have any hope of winning half-way the match, so they were trying to just qualify by hitting 201 and still weren't able to do that. She got even more pissed, got into an argument and crap, then she said smth which really hurt me.
"Aur itni khushi ho rhi hai, to reh khush, mujhe kyu bata rha"
I said, "ye bhi sahi hai, and sent a 👍🏻"
She followed with,
"Maar dungi chup hoja"
I reacted to that with a Thumbs up and that was the end of the conversation, we haven't talked since then.
We've known each other for 7 years, and been in a relationship for almost 3 years, I was her Crush and First love.
Things have been very nice in the beginning, but now I've been feeling a lack of effort from her side in other things, it's almost as if she's too relaxed so she doesn't care to put efforts, she's confident that I'll never leave her , which I won't but still, this is just very disheartening.
PS:- I know some people are gonna say this is childish etc, but for me it's not about the game, it's about the emotions, and being happy with me. She knows how much it means for me, yet she acted like that, is what makes me sad.
Thank you for reading it all, I'll really appreciate your input on this.

Yo! So 8 years na pala ako sa Reddit and I'd like to give back to this community by uploading a full transcription of a classic battle and why not the historic LA vs SS transcribed by yours truly.
Here's link to the full transcription of LA vs SS with and without annotations
After rewatching LA vs SS for the Nth time, malalakas at may dating pa rin ang lines from both tag teams at ang dami palang blink-or-you'll-miss-it moments sa battle which I included as comments sa PDF file.
Example: Napansin niyo ba si BLKD na nakatingin sa camera? Si Kuya na nasa crowd at proud na proud na makapanood ng live? O si ate sa audience na napahindik (gasped daw sa Tagalog) sa gulat sa na-spit ni Abra? Pati mga antics from both teams at marami pang iba.
I'd say this is 85-90% accurate aside siguro sa mga di masyado nakuha ng mic, or speed raps (na sinubukan ko pa ring i-slo-mo) or potential mishearing/mondegreens. Would highly welcome corrections or things that I missed and I'll try to update the files.
FlipTop really captured my imagination at walang araw na hindi ako nakakaisip ng anything FT-related or random lines from battles at bigla nalang natatawa o napapareact. It's a cultural phenomenon sa Pinas at may malaki itong potensyal na makapagbago ng isip at ng lipunan for the better. It's one of the few things I'm proud of as a Filipino. Thank you FlipTop!
Enjoy guys! Sana may matulungan to kung sino man for whatever purpose this may serve.
P.S. Ito na siguro ang pinakacomprehensive na transcript na makikita niyo online for this battle. Took me months to finish this. Kung nagustohan niyo talaga, you may show your support thru GCash donations. PM niyo lang ako kung trip niyo. Plano ko pa gawan ang iba pang classic battles. Abang-abang lang. Maraming salamat!

trail dina gako dina trail esthageet vako thiyo. trail next day raixa malie tha naii vayana so i missed it. aba k garni next trail dina kati din kurna parxa? trail vako din absent vayo vani automatic trail fail hunxa ho? malie mero sathi lay next trail dina one week kurna parxa vanira thiyo. trail vako din suda ganayra one week kii trail vako next day bata ani saturday count hunxa kii naii. firday ra thursday retrail ko lagi vanira thiyo what to do. koi sanga information xa vani kindly guide me.

Gusto kong magpamiss sayo, pero parang baliktad yung nangyayari. Miss na kita.
Gusto kita pero hindi ko pa maamin sayo kasi takot ako. Takot ako sa rejection. Ayoko munang masaktan, kakagaling ko lang diyan eh.
Okay na ako sa ganito, magkaibigan muna. Pero hindi ko naman maiwasan na mangarap.
Baka iwasan nalang muna kita. Hindi na muna kita guguluhin. Pasensiya na ha, baka nakukulitan ka na sakin. Mag-ingat ka :)

Hello! So I have this dilemma. 3 months ago (Feb), I had to surrender my car sa psbank kasi nagmiss ako ng monthly ko for 3 mos (Dec 2023 to Feb 2024). I got an arrangement then sa collections nila wherein I can save my car for with 2 conditions:

1. I’ll pay the 3mos lapse + penalties + 2 months in advance
2. I’ll surrender the car to them until I accomplished condition 1.

Long story short, I was able to save my car and take it back. Now, I was told the next time it happened, they will take the car without giving me arrangement anymore. But for some reason, di ko naitanong nang maayos sa kanila if I can still miss any monthly amort given that it won’t get past 90 days? Or baka naman irepossess na nila agad even after a day or maybe week or month of non payment??? Huhu nahihiya ako magtanong but do you guys have any idea??? Please let me know.

Me (19) and my ex (18) had an argument few weeks ago cuz she cheated on me. We decided to part ways after what happened on that day.
Fast forward..
After two weeks, I decided to stalk her and I saw her story na broken siya sa pinalit Niya sakin. I didn't message her that day cuz I'm happy na karma siya HAHA.
Then, siguro sa sobrang libog ko eh nag message ako sa rp acc ko nakipag kamustahan then nag kainitan. I told her matagal tagal na rin and miss ko mga ginagawa namin before so...nag vc sex kami.
After namin mag make love, she wants na maging kami so sabi ko oo which is alam ko naman na mali. Nag me-message lang siya kapag h*rny lang siya so alam ko naman mula umpisa na 'yon nalang habol Niya at ako rin naman kaya bumalik ako.
Ngayon nag iisip ako kung aalis nalang ba ako o hindi..hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Masakit rin syempre minahal ko 'yon ng totoo before pero ngayon iba na yung situation namin. Which is nabago na rin ako dahil sa nangyari samin. Hindi ko naman rin kaya makaalis kasi sobrang hot at masyado makulit. Utak at puso ko nalang nag lalaban. Umay naman...

As in the title.
I had to downgrade kernel to 6.8.8
module r8169 is loaded and in use.
r8168 was never used.
lspci -v output:

Ethernet controller: Realtek Semiconductor Co., Ltd. RTL8125 2.5GbE Controller (rev 05) DeviceName: RTL8111E Giga LAN Subsystem: Gigabyte Technology Co., Ltd Device e000 Flags: bus master, fast devsel, latency 0, IRQ 34, IOMMU group 15 I/O ports at f000 [size=256] Memory at fcd00000 (64-bit, non-prefetchable) [size=64K] Memory at fcd10000 (64-bit, non-prefetchable) [size=16K] Capabilities:  Kernel driver in use: r8169 Kernel modules: r8169 

dmseg grep r8169 output:

[ 9.852091] r8169 0000:04:00.0 eth0: RTL8125B, 74:56:3c:86:62:ab, XID 641, IRQ 95 [ 9.852094] r8169 0000:04:00.0 eth0: jumbo features [frames: 9194 bytes, tx checksumming: ko] [ 9.902539] r8169 0000:04:00.0 eno1: renamed from eth0 [ 11.313586] RTL8226B_RTL8221B 2.5Gbps PHY r8169-0-400:00: attached PHY driver (mii_bus:phy_addr=r8169-0-400:00, irq=MAC) [ 11.517358] r8169 0000:04:00.0 eno1: Link is Down [ 11.684635] r8169 0000:04:00.0: invalid VPD tag 0x00 (size 0) at offset 0; assume missing optional EEPROM [ 15.370981] r8169 0000:04:00.0 eno1: Link is Up - 2.5Gbps/Full - flow control rx/tx 

Planning to go back sa ios since na-miss ko yung simplicity niya compared sa android (i still have my android phone as my secondary phone).
But I'm planning to o buy an iPhone 12 (pasok siya sa budget ko). Is it still sulit?

My partner and I (both 26f) have been living together for almost 5 years na, and been in a relationship for 5 years since early May. Matagal na kaming nag-aaway, matagal na rin kaming nagkakasakitan emotionally. Mainly because ako lang financer samin dahil she can't keep a stable job due to her anxiety and medyo unstable emotionally and mentally, so ang away namin would mostly be rooted in frustration kasi pagod na ako kakasalo and she's feeling guilty about many things.
Destructive rin siya, nakakapagsira ng gamit na minsan lang naman pero grabe, sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam. Hurtful magsalita kapag hindi siya okay, tapos sabay marerealize after kung kailan nagbreakdown na ko. Ganun.
To be fair, maalaga siya at may pangarap sa buhay - yun nga lang, mostly pangarap nalang kasi hirap siyang gumalaw. Lately may trabaho na siya ulit after a year of losing her last job, pero before that, wala rin siya job for months and months. Kung susumahin, 4 years worth ng relationship namin, ako lang nagfifinance (on top sa responsibilities ko sa family ko na kinukusa ko kasi mahal na mahal ko magulang ko, and di nila ako pinapabayaan).
Ang bigat bigat na kasi talaga. Gusto niya 50:50 sa gawaing bahay, which is okay naman, pero kapag di siya okay, sasaluhin ko. Pag ako di okay, ang sagot is "Ikaw na yan dapat. Oras mo na eh." Shifting kasi kami sa bahay at dogs, hahaha morning ako, night siya. Ewan ko ba. Kulang man ako sa tulog o may sakit, hindi ko makuha yung pagkukusa na pagaanin buhay ko. Pero pag siya, hihinga nalang siya kasi okay na lahat, bills, pagkain, bahay. Nakakapagod. Isang sabi na "Pwede ikaw muna sa dogs, anxious lang ako.", ako naman si gawa.
Everytime na mag voice out ako, lagi akong pinatatahimik kasi baka marinig ng kapitbahay ang iyak ko. Lagi niya kong sinasabihang "Wag ka humagulgol, wag kang mag wild, wag kang magdadabog." So yung emotions ko, repressed, walang mapaglabasan.
Nagkkwento ako dati sa friends ko until nagsabi siya na di siya comfortable kasi nagbabago tingin ng friends ko sakanya, which is understandable kaya tinigil ko na. Lagi naman two sides ang kinekwento ko pero syempre, gets na minsan may biased reactions from my friends. Anyway, since then, di na ko nag kwento. Ginagamit niya to as panangga na "Sige, ikwento mo sa mga kaibigan mo. Sirain mo ako blablabla" Ewan.
Nag post narin ako dito before pero ayun, taken down na kasi nga to protect her and our story daw. Ganyan.
Kaya ako nag post dito kasi nag aaway kami for weeks na, nagsorry kagabi akala ko okay na. Nag away na naman kami kanina mga teh dahil sabi niya siya bahala sa dogs over the weekend dahil ako na buong weekday, sabay ginising ako to fix the dogs dahil kakatulog palang niya. Ok lang sana pero unfair mima! Pag ako puyat at pagod, ako parin eh. Pero ang dealbreaker ko talaga now - sinasabi niyang gusto na niyang mawala sa mundo (kasi alam ko may mental trauma narin siya talaga from childhood tas nadala ngayon, so ako ang absorber) gusto ko i-comfort pero di ko na kaya. Sabi ko di ko deserve na i-endure lahat ng ito. Ngayon, at risk na naman na mawala job niya kasi pag nagbbreakdown to, shut off talaga as in AWOL hahahah hence, me being the financer.
Pinapaalis ko siya kasi 4 aso namin at mas may means ako mag alaga. Ayaw ko rin ibigay sakanya tho buhay niya talaga mga aso namin, maalaga siya at mapagmahal, pero hindi niya kaya i-finance pa. Super dog and animal lover to so wala akong kaso mag share kami ng dogs pag nakaalis na siya. Kaso di makaalis kasi wala siyang pera, and legit walang pamilyang makakasama. Kahit friends, wala. Friends ko ang friends niya. Minsan talaga napapa-gwenchana nalang ako.
Masakit pa ba, oo. Nakakabastos lang kasi binato niya phone niya eh ako bumili nun. Wahaha. Malungkot, sobra. Alam ko kung anong deserve ko at hyperaware ako sa tamang gawin, pero ang hirap kasi pag overpowered ng responsibilities at mga alagang babies eh. Rent lang tong bahay namin, na kaya ko naman isustain kaso need namin umalis sa July kasi ibebenta na to. Ang hirap humanap ng bahay na malapit sa magulang ko, tas pwede aso. Bawal naman sa bahay ng parents ko kasi 4 dogs na sila.
Hahahaha at fault rin ako, minsan mas matimbang trauma ko sa efforts niya kaya raw napapagod na siya bumawi kasi balik ako nang balik sa dati. Haha sorry ate, ang bigat kasi talaga para mag move on na parang wala lang. Sana magkapera na siya para makaalis na siya. Or sana makahanap ako paraan para makayanang mag sustain ng 4 dogs if lilipat. Haha miss ko na mama and papa ko sobra.

Yo. Selling a big chunk of my collection. Made this a separate post on my profile because I can pin it and can't write all this in the previous post with the pic showing them all (and myself) off lol. May as well put a post up here advertising since most of you are transformers nerds like me
All don't include their retail box however are complete unless otherwise stated.
Any collector cards that would have come with them are missing.
Shipping will be massively dependent on which country you're from - ^ Most shipping for these figures to anywhere abroad would be about £10. £3 If you're from the uk :)
Also feel free to send me an offer! I'm not COMPLETELY dead set on the prices.
💎Pics:-
https://imgur.com/a/HTyLpbB
https://imgur.com/a/9mlERIF
💎Complete figures:-
❤️Jujiang KO Oversized CW Superion £250
❤️CW Victorion £200
❤️IT Star Saber £130 (HELD)
❤️Oversized Masterpiece Grimlock £85 (HELD) - (I managed to find his crown!)
❤️MDLX Optimus Prime £80
❤️MDLX Bumblebee £60
❤️MDLX Cliffjumper £60
❤️Legacy Nova Prime £50 (HELD)
❤️WFCK Ultra Magnus £45
❤️Legacy Bulkhead £35
❤️Yes Model Hot Spot + First Aid £35
❤️SS2 Optimus Prime £35
❤️TF4 Slog £35
❤️WFCK Warpath + Upgrade Kit £30 (HELD)
❤️Legacy Armada Hot Shot £25
❤️TR Kup £25 (HELD)
❤️SS86 Jazz £25
❤️SSB NEST Bumblebee £25
❤️TF5 Slug £25
❤️TF4 Slash £20
💜Unique Toys Bruticus £400
💜Legacy Menasor £150
💜DX9 Galvatron £100
💜DX9 Astrotrain £85 (HELD)
💜Jinbao Bruticus £80 (HELD)
💜MDLX SG Optimus Prime £80
💜MDLX Nemesis Prime £80
💜WFCS Reflector 3 Pack £60 (HELD)
💜KO MP Shockwave £55 (HELD)
💜Legacy Blitzwing £50
💜WFCS Shockwave £50 (HELD)
💜WFCS GM Shockwave £50
💜BBM Mechanical Alliance Soundwave £50
💜BBM Mechanical Alliance Blitzwing £50
💜BM Nitro Zeus £45
💜Legacy Soundwave + Cassettes £45
💜DNA Design Scourge Upgrade Kit £40
💜Iron Factory DJD 3 Pack £40
💜WFCS Soundblaster £35 (HELD)
💜WFCS Takara Mall Nemesis Prime (HELD)
💜WFCE Starscream £35
💜WFCE Skywarp £35
💜WFCE Thundercracker £35
💜WFCK Cyclonus £35
💜SS86 Sweep £35
💜Buzzworthy Seeker Trooper £35
💜Legacy Nacelle £35
💜Legacy Cloudcover £35
💜Legacy Dirge £35
💜Legacy Armada Starscream £35
💜WFCE Runamuck £30 (HELD)
💜Legacy Shrapnel £25 (HELD)
💜Legacy Kickback £25 (HELD)
💜Legacy Bombshell £25 (HELD)
💜Buzzworthy Quintesson Troop £25
💜Buzzworthy G2 Cybertronian Troop £25
💎Incomplete figures:-
❤️Masterpiece MP-10 Optimus Prime £95
(Includes Axe, Gun and Matrix Accessories)
❤️Toyworld TW-F09 Bumblebee Movie Optimus Prime Deluxe Edition £150
(Missing the 2 box containers)
❤️POTP Rodimus Prime £20 (HELD)
(Only the smaller Hot Rod available with his big gun)
❤️Buzzworthy Battle Damaged Ironhide + Prowl £50
(Missing Blast Effect parts and Prowl's Siren)
💜Jinbao Predaking £65
(Missing Razorclaw's 2nd Lion Head)
💜War For Cybertron Trilogy Spoiler Megatron 2 pack £35
(Only includes Megatron with his fusion cannon and sword - Missing Fossilizer and any other accessories)
💜WFCS Apeface £10 (HELD)
(Missing Gun and Shield)

Hours ago, I cried over a bar of Irish Spring because it smelled like someone I terribly miss.
We typically use a different soap brand in our house, and because of that, our bathrooms smell like that brand of soap. Earlier, when I got in the shower, I was taken aback because it smelled different.
I am not exaggerating when I say that I got goosebumps when I realized I was smelling the scent of Irish Spring. Irish Spring was his soap.
I know this sounds silly, but I got teary-eyed, staring at the newly opened bar of Irish Spring on the soapdish. Naging isang oras tuloy ang 15-minute shower kasi nag-emote pa ako, haha!
It's been some time since we last spoke. He wants no contact with me, and I respect that. Kahit nga nung nagkasalubong kami the other day, hindi ko siya nilapitan in honor of the unspoken pact of peace between us. But scents evoke the strongest and most profound emotions in me. I can ignore all my other senses, just not my sense of smell.
Kaya naiyak talaga ako sa amoy ng Irish Spring. All the thoughts I had suppressed the past weeks came bursting out. I didn't like thinking about how I felt abandoned. I didn't like thinking about how he made my failures about him.
I busied myself to get him off my mind, and every time I did think of him, I forced myself to see him in a good light. He's a great guy, and I will continue to admire him for a long time. But he has hurt me very much, and I would've never known the extent of my anguish had I not smelled Irish Spring in our bathroom.
So ayun, naligo akong malungkot at namimiss siya. Hindi ko ginamit ang Irish Spring; nag-body wash nalang ako, haha!
Right now, I wish things were different. I want a chance to talk things through. I want to see him one last time to confront him with all this. But if that is impossible, I just want his sincere apology.
TL;DR: boycott Irish Spring. Kidding!

Throw away account kase may access ang boyfriend kk doon sa main ko.
Grabe na talaga si Lord, ayaw talaga ako tigilan sa problema.
For context, my father died nung May 1 lang. I knew a lot of things about him na hindi ko pala alam. Kagaya ng fact na I have not 1, but 2 kuyas pala. I also learned that my dad did some shitty things before. Pero regardless, naging perfect na tatay siya sakin. What makes me sad lang is sana sinabi niya saken. Edi sana nakita niya gano kami kasaya mag bond na magkakapatid. Like my mom said, daddy always wanted to protect me. Baka ayaw niya din na madisappoint ako sakanya pero hindi naman nagbago pagmamahal ko sakanya even after finding everything out at his burial.
Isa pa yun, ako pinaka nag asikaso ng lahat. I am currently 2nd year sa college, finals na namin tapos ako nag asikaso ng lahat coz my mom is not in the right state of mind. May mga katulong naman na kamag anak nung simula, pero ngayong nalibing na si daddy, wala na din help bukod saakin. Malayo din kase mga kapatid ko. Mula hospitalization ni daddy hanggang libing niya, ako mostly nag asikaso. Napapabayaan ko na kag aaral ko.
I was also prohibited by my mom to grieve the way I wanted. I remember seeing my dad nung nirerevive siya and I was hysterical but my mom forced me to stop crying para siya din ay matatag. So ayun, I have bottled up my feelings inside and I never grieved the way na gusto ko.
And with my absences came with loads of school works. 2 weeks almost me absent so nag pile up ang namiss kong activities on top of my finals. May need din akong asikasuhin sa org kase nag papatakbo kami ng candidates this sc elections. Sobrang bigat.
May work din sina daddy na wfh sa kamag anak. Ngayon, ako na din sumasalo ng mga responsibilities doon ng daddy ko. That, on top of my grief and school works. Si mommy din pinepressure ako mag work so ayun.
Bukod pa don, madalas kami mag away ng jowa ko recently kase mainit ulo namin. Malaki din kase fam prob niya ngayon so parehas kaming hindi ok. Ang liliit ng problems namin lumalakai dahil sa mental health issues. And I guess ito na din final straw ko.
Just now lang, nag away kami kase may pinahelp akong task tas sabi niya mamaya nalang eh need ko na so inunsend ko. I admit naman na bastos yun pero kase di na ako makapag isip ng maayos. He went ham after that. Narealize ko na ngayong nasa lowest point ako ng buhay ko, tsaka pa kami madalas mag away. Andyan siya nung need ko siya when ny father died. Nag help siya mag asikaso ng papers at bisita. Kaso ngayon na literal na sobra sobra na yung burden ko, dumadagdag pa relationship ko. Hindi din dito solution ang break up.
Pero now, parang di na sapat na reason sakin na nag sacrifice si daddy ng sobra for us. Na maiiwan ko si mami. Parang pagod na talaga ako. And I frankly lost will. Di ko na alam pero ang hirap pala mabuhay araw araw kung pilit nalang. Pagod na pagod na talaga ako. I also miss my dad so much.
Sabi nila may 7 stages of grief pero yung akin pabalik balik. Minsan tanggap ko, minsan hindi. I just wished na things would be better pero I doubt it. I wish din na sana may masandalan ako ng maayos. Si mommy kase wala din sa sarili and may boyfriend naman madalas kami mag away. My friends are there naman, pero di pa din sapat.
Wala ayun lang. Hopefully kayanin ko to kase sobrang hirap talaga.

I (20F) have a boyfriend (21M) of almost 2 years. yep turning 2 yrs this august. I know overrated na yung word na nonchalant, pero ganyan sya eh. idk if this is normal ba o sadyang di lang talaga tipo yung ganitong love language.
hindi ko nafefeel yung gigil towards sakin sa personal. hindi ko nararanasan na nilalambing at cinocompliment ako personally haha. sa almost 2 yrs na rs namin, bilang lang ata yung times sinabihan niyang maganda ako. first date namin, gandang ganda nya sakin. sobrang vocal tapos pinipicturan ako kahit may ginagawa. pero tumagal, nagiing nonchalant eh hahahahaha
for background: overall, mas attractive ako kaysa sa kanya. model ako sa promotional poster ng school namin, may nagscscout sakin for pageant pero dinedecline ko, andami kong suitors before and sabi pa nila ang swerte raw ng bf ko sakin. pero bat ganun?? mas madalas pa magcompliment friends ko sa school kesa sa jowa ko :(( ang fresh ko raw, ang ganda ko, deserve ko raw sumali ng Miss Dentistry na magrepresent sa batch namin. lahat yan sinasabi nila sakin in person. pero yung bf ko? hanggang chat lang nagcocompliment di ko rin feel na patay na patay sya sakin hahahahaha.
pero wala syang iba ah. sobrang faithful nya saken at kahit celebrity crush wala nga sya e. puro shoes at damit inaatupag. wala akong pinagdududahan sa kanya. it's just that, hindi lang sya ganon ka expressive.
ang lungkot talaga andaming nagagandahan sakin at naging suitors ko pero yung bf ko kahit anniversary o monthsary hindi man lang ako cinocompliment personally HAHAHAHA puta naiinggit nalang ako sa tiktok eh kung saan napaka vocal at expressive ng lalaki tas sinasabihan pang "answerte ko sayo" sa gf nila. when kaya???
sinabihan ko na sya about nito kahapon, nag sorry sya and sabi nya tatry nyang bumawi. pero ayoko mag expect kasi andami ko nang requests before na gawin nya personally, nagagawa nga pero hindi consistent :///
inassure nya naman sakin na sobrang mahal nya ako kahit hindi sya ganon ka expressive. idk hahahaha tinanggap ko nalang. nalilito ako if i should be alarmed if ganon nya ba ko talaga ka mahal, e bat ayaw nya iexpress fully? more on sa chat lang sya, pero feel ko kulang parin yung compliment at lambing na nakukuha ko sa kanya.
minsan naiisip ko if ever di kami mag work out, at least i have to set my standards higher na hahahaha. medjo ayaw ko na sa ganitong setup, above average naman looks ko (sabi nila) pero diko feel na ako pinakamaganda para sa kanya kahit wala siyang iba. kasali na rin hindi nya ako masyadong hinahug o nilalambing in public and private places (na parang bang nanggigigil sa bata) gusto ko sana non hahahaha hindi man lang magawa sakin
masakit pero kailangan tanggapin, mahal ko eh hahahahaha

Include a Title, Description, and Link

While we ask you read all the rules before posting, ideally we ask for a descriptive title, description, and link. Missing any of these, along with being too vague, will result in a removal. All we ask is that a short summary of your situation is provided so that members know what you need. If your post does get removed, feel free to repost with the missing content included.

Approved Links

GoFundMe, Indiegogo, Kickstarter, iFundWomen, Ko-fi, Paypal, Cashtag, Venmo
\If you feel an appropriate platform is missing, feel free to message a moderator or comment below.*

Reposts Allowed Once a Week

Additionally, we ask that reposts are limited to once a week, or else they will be removed for spam. If you make a post and do not see it in the timeline, it simply means it went through Reddit's automated system and needs to be approved by a moderator. It shouldn't take longer than 3 days, but if you need it approved sooner for emergency purposes, feel free to contact a mod. We had a few members reposting who thought their post was deleted, but please understand it just needs to be approved!
If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to message a moderator or comment below!

We are going to find the best and worst things done by every Danganronpa character. We continue our debate with Danganronpa 1; Sayaka Maizono.
What, in your opinion, is the best and worst thing that Sayaka did throughout the whole Danganronpa series? This can be the actions done by her in the anime, manga, game, novel, etc. (Funny Jokes and Serious Comments are all acceptable)
Note: We won't count the killings done in the killing game for every character and ONLY the killing. Trying to kill someone count as an evil action.
The response with the most upvotes will be added in the next post.

• For Kyoko, the majority of you chosed that she: "Sacrificed herself for Makoto in DR3" for her Best Action
• And that she: "Constantly put Makoto's life at risk" as her Worst Action

(Note: If you disagree with something, you can always write that down in the comments, we might change if many people agree with that. But don't blame me, I'm only writing the majority)
You can find everyone here and what you guys voted for them: Best&Worst Danganronpa 1
(Will try to post everyday between 04:00 and 05:00 PST so try to debate until then and not miss)