Xmas babes

TL;DR I am looking for advices My 3 year relationship has me questioning reality and thinking I'm the only problem. What started with cheating and gaslighting has turned into violence (sometimes with objects), and verbal degradation. She (gf, F/28) has the lease only in her name, and we have 40k in credit card debt.... but I'm only a AU. I am not allowed in the accounts with her watching and being there.... I need help. I need out.
Okay... this sucks. This is going to be a long one. I never thought I would have to do this, but it is 2:04 in the morning and this is the only time I feel safe to write this as she (gf, F/28) is in bed and I have permanently moved to the couch. Please have patience, I will try to make it as short as possible but still get the important things... I'm sorry if I go on too long...
For the full scope to be seen, I feel I need to start from the beginning. I (M/25) have been with my gf (F/28) for just over 3 years now. I am a musician, and she works a corporate job. Ultimately, she is the breadwinner, and we live together. She has a 7 year old daughter, and I have been in her life since she was 4. The bio dad is involved in every legal sense, but that's about it. We split time with the dad 50/50, but we do all the parenting.
We met at my (used-to-be) favorite dancehall. I am a country musician, and dancing was a huge hobby of mine. I play drums, so if there's rhythm involved, I am drawn to it. I had asked her to dance, and she said yes. As we were talking and singing and dancing, she brought up the salary that she made. I didn't think anything of it, but now I realize it was after I said I played music for a living... I don't want to make assumptions, but knowing what I know now I feel like it should've been a red flag. Other than that, we immediately hit it off and we bonded over trauma dumping (we were both SA at a young age, and my childhood was around my parents who constantly fought like hers. My house, however, was a military household and my dad brought his work home with him (we have moved past this in the present and have a very good relationship). I had thought things were going great, and I asked her to be my girlfriend. It is important to know that at this time, COVID was a thing, and the club we were in was a "private club" and bent rules to stay open. I had signed two 6-month contracts shortly before COVID for different artists to tour with them. There was no COVID clause. Halfway to our first show of leg 1, everything shut down. My savings went quick, and I lost literally everything. I ended up living on a friends couch, and he also being a musician (as well as 100% disabled vet with severe PTSD and night terrors), the depression in the house was real. Any good household chore routine was broken, and we sunk very low. We didn't even have money to eat. It was a tough time.
Anyway, when I asked her to be my gf, she said yes. She also said she wasn't over her ex. I was incredibly lonely, depressed, and angry at the world at this time. I was just happy to have someone who I thought liked my company, I told her it was okay, that people have impacts on our lives and I don't mind helping her through it (I get it now.. I gave permission to use me). She happily obliged. Very quickly, as you probably expect, things went downhill quick. She convinced me to leave my friend and move in with her within 5 months. The constant s*x, full stomach, and warm bed definitely was persuasive. As soon as I moved in, everything I did was wrong. I do understand that I came with bad habits, and she felt she had to correct them. She just corrected me with insults and hurtful passive aggressive comments. I would put a dish away wrong and I would have touch (my love language) withheld from me as she said I could be touched when I learned to be normal.
During this time (the first 6 months), she was going out to bars with her ex constantly. When I went out of town one time (6 hours away, overnight), I called her because my band had a bucket list item we got to check off. She was at a restaurant when I called and she told me she was busy, and hung up. She was with her ex. 2 weeks later I discovered plans for them to go out of town with her daughter for Memorial Day. When I discovered it, I cried so hard to not go with him. She told me she wouldn't, but she was still going. (obviously) she still went with him, even though she held me while I cried and told me she wouldn't. I found thong bikinis and sun dresses (with no panties packed) in her suitcase. She swears they didn't sleep in the same hotel room (or together), but her daughter (who was 5 at the time) told me, unprompted, that he was in the room with them when she woke up. I still don't believe her (my gf) to this day.
Shortly after the trip, they went to a baseball game. I had a show that same day and had an off feeling.... I regret doing this, but one night when she got drunk (I don't drink) I had a horrible feeling and went through her phone. I saw snapchats of her butt that he took at the game walking up stairs, as she was wearing booty shorts (she specifically said she wouldn't wear those shorts so I could feel better and left with a different pair on). She also had a gallery full of their sex tapes... it was everything you could possibly think of. I regret looking every day. What made it worse is she would talk about their "past" sex life. I was very obviously upset at all of this, and confronted her several times. Things got heated and I yelled... more than a few times. I told her it was unacceptable to be treating me this way. She said she warned me before I got involved and I could either deal with it or leave, but either way he's not leaving from her life. I do not know why I chose to stay. The final nail in the coffin was she went to a concert and I overheard him call her babe when he picked her up. She came home trashed and aroused... woke me up from a dead sleep to try and sleep with me. I refused, and she kept trying until I left the room. She told me after that, that if I can't sleep with her when she's aroused when she comes home, then she just won't try at all. She still refuses sex, it's been 2 years with the same reasoning. We use spermicidal jellies, and for 2 months after that, I would see opened wrappers that I didn't notice before that were placed in places I never put them. She denies anything to this day.
Fast forward to now, it's important I tell you anything I do is never enough. I walk our dog LITERALLY 8 times a day (he has chronic digestive issues), dishes, clean the clutter, sweep, mop. This was also while I was trying to build a marketing agency from the ground up (which was going well until I was on the verge of making more than her. She then started fights while I was on the phone, and factory reset my computer before an important deadline with a huge client. I ended up closing my company.) I am always doing something wrong... I am not exaggerating when I say 80% of what comes out of her mouth is a correction.... I'm so tired... The fighting has gotten worse. I have completely changed as a person. After I closed my company, she made me lie on my resume to apply for jobs that she chose.. If she didn't like it, she made it very uncomfortable around the subject.. I am a person who hates lying, and though I have a job with the music now, I constantly feel like a lie due to this. I have changed completely, and I do not like myself. I have a quick fuse, call names, get very emotionally unstable now. I never used to do this. I am in therapy and coping works, but sometimes it's not enough.
There has been 2 times she's hit me in the head with a glass bottle. One time, in front of her daughter, she was screaming at me because I missed a turn on vacation. It was relentless.... and she refused to let me leave the car. Eventually, after idk how long, I lost my shit and poured a Topo Chico bottle on her leg. I know that was wrong, and she took the empty bottle and hit me in the back of the head and my forehead hit the steering wheel.
The 2nd time was this past Christmas... and it was by far the worst physical incident. My mother had a major stroke and I was named PoA over her. This was 2 days before Xmas, and I was laid off 2 days after Xmas (the unemployment report confirmed there was no misconduct, btw). Note that my gf's mom had died and was revived 3 weeks prior to this, and I dropped everything I was doing to support her during that tough time, and my grandfather died and I never got to say goodbye. As I was getting ready to go see my mom on Xmas, she looked at me dead in the eyes and told me how I was ruining her Xmas and my mom can wait. I pushed back and said that was rude. When I said that, she started in on how it was rude that mom didn't take care of herself and raised an inconsiderate, shitty son. (my mom also has severe medical conditions). She just kept going with those thoughts and said I was the reason my mom tried to die, and before I could stop myself, I threw the pair of socks I had in my hand. It hit her on the arm, she said it hurt really bad and I could have seriously hurt her, and she got up, punched me in the nose, and choked me until I almost blacked out... she then hit me with a bottle...
This was all happening and verbal arguments and less physical altercations (like punching me before an interview because I asked her to be quiet in the wrong tone, choking me with my necklace because of a comment I made, etc). I have now started just trying to cut off the convo when it becomes hostile, now. plugging my ears, anything.. I have called her a bitch, and a c*nt after she tells me I'm nothing without her and I should never expect anyone to like me... tbh I feel like I've become her. I've almost called CPS several times too. the cops have been called twice and I have left the state once... I regret coming back.
The last thing is she added me as an authorized user on all her cards.... now they're all maxed out with a total of $40k debt. She would buy things with the card and not pay it, and then say I needed some, or x player. She blames me for all her debt, when she's the one who swiped the card... Quite literally I am the cause of all her problems, and everything she justifies because she claims I took everything over and over and over.
I am blamed for everything... Everything she does is a reaction to me.... We fought tonight.. I had just gotten home from my first ever public speaking event, and she was angry that I rented a car when she wouldn't let me use hers and mine is dead rn... I took a list of what hurtful things were said. Here is that list:
Things she said today: •My mother is a stupid bitch who misses herself and I get all my problems from her. •I'm useless and don't provide. •I don't make enough before I'm stupid. •I'm the reason my dad left my mom... because I do nothing and am useless. •I'm nothing without her because I'm not good enough to do anything myself. •I'm not allowed to eat, use A/C, use WiFi, use Electricity, Water, or any of the furniture because she does the bills and decides where the money I give her goes. I don't pay for any of it, apparently. •I bombed my speech because I'm an idiot who doesn't care about anything. • I told her she was being hateful and she asked how after all of this. I told her she's crazy if she doesn't know how this is hateful. She said I was refusing to answer because I was wrong and fucking stupid like my mother and couldn't think hard enough to come up with an answer. • Said I deserved this because I made her too angry.... • Austin goes and plays his stupid little music and can't even bring in income. He gets to eat and have things when he makes more money. • Not allowed to eat because I didn't contribute enough....
Things I said today • go to hell • kiss my ass • you're being an ass • you're being a bitch •dumb cunt
I have no idea what to do... I feel crazy... I'm always on edge... I'm always from and misremember... I can't celebrate positive milestones because I'm told they don't matter because I'll just fuck it up. I'm miserable.
Please help.... my brain is so scattered. I don't know what's real... I feel alone. I know I don't clean all the time, I forget a bowl or 2... but for the most part I clean and help out... I feel so defeated....
Do I deserve things to go this far?

For anyone new to Charlottes content. please correct me on/add anything in the comments.
The series began with skits of only Charlotte and the doll, retelling Charlotte’s own personal stories from when she worked in a nursery. Other (named but since discontinued) staff members were also included. Not long after, Marjorie was introduced as the first main villain, along with Carly as an apprentice. The skits continued for a while, with Charlotte as the main character, Carly as a side character and friend to Charlotte, obnoxious parent as antagonist of the episode and Marjorie as the main villain. At this time, the owner of the nursery was “Celia” shown in an episode to be self-centered and a similar personality and vernacular to Jodie (totes lush, babes etc). She refused to spend any money on the children’s environment but was seen to be splurging on new cars and more for herself, and causing the childrens blankets to be covered in horse hair due to her negligence. At the end of the episode Charlotte reports her to ofsted (Celia dosnt know what ofsted is remarking “who’s ofsted, he sounds fit”) and is never seen again. Over the course of this period, the other characters are insroduced (Sorsha, Madison, Winter etc). Then, summer was introduced as Marjorie went through her major character development. Summer the deputy manager was the new villain, sort of like what mia is today but without as much backstory. She wasn’t fired for a long time due to the nursery being understaffed but eventually she was fired around Xmas 2022. Next came Autumn the new deputy manager, the daughter of the new owner and possibly the worst villain yet. She is cold, uncaring, and even homophobic at times. Over the course of 2023, she has slow and well-crafted character development and becomes the “Guard dog” we know and love. After Autumn, Siobhan becomes the new main villain, as many of Marjorie’s staff must go to the sister nursery to cover and face Siobhan. Xmas 2023, Winter and Autumn get together, and Siobhan gets with the owner (Autumns dad), leaving the sister nursery. This is around the same time as the fire storyline. Then Reece enters as the new manager of the sister nursery (Autumns brother). During the Marjoreece saga, in comes Mia as the new Villain (most evil so far imo). Mia is deputy manager of the sister nursery and is Reece’s ex. We find out all about Reece’s backstory and his relationship with Autumn. That’s pretty much where we’re at so far, anything I’ve missed please do comment :)

It’s just so thoughtful of him. A thank you card, Xmas card, birthday card addressed addresssed to one of us even . We’ll read it together and stick it on our fridge. And he doesn’t have to wait but he does. And I’ve never asked him to do so. It’s one of the endless ways he is thoughtful and amazing. Yes it’s one of the smaller things but I find it so courteous. What a man. I hope we all find a way to appreciate the small things our partners do for us today. C: AND that if you’re reading this you are feeling appreciated for being a thoughtful babe too.

This seems like such a silly question… But a bit of background: I’ve been slow to introduce my now 9-month old to solid food. I have adhd and meal planning to feed myself is so overwhelming to me (and now I have to feed this little one?!). I’ve also had some weird hang-ups with food possibly causing him to choke and have allergic reactions… Though I’ve worked through those fears and am fine now. He is my first child.
Starting at 5 months, we’ve done the baby food with infant oatmeal and breast milk. At 9 months, we’ve started giving him cheerios and teething crackers. Last night we introduced PB with mashed bananas. He loved it! We’ve also finally started to actually meal plan so that we can give babe some of the same foods we’re eating for supper. Just no clue about portion sizes and combinations for him.
This all started last Wednesday when he went in for his 9-month checkup and his weight/growth has plateaued (he’s a small thing). Granted we’ve both have been hit hard with RSV, Colds, COVID, and most recently an ear infection. So I’m sure that’s played a big part on his and my ability to breastfeed and gain weight. But the doctor suggested I start feeding him more healthy fatty/oily foods like yogurt, avocado…. Stuff like that.
How much do I give him in a portion? What do I give him? (I’ve been told he can have anything except whole milk and honey). What do I pack for daycare? Do I keep giving them baby food, oatmeal, and breast milk or do I start packing more heavily dense caloric meals (whatever that looks like?)
I know I’m over thinking this. But I struggle so much to feed myself anything that’s multi step and can’t just be chucked in the microwave. My husband got me a crock pot for Xmas (I asked for it) and he made a large portion of estofado and rice for this week! It’s like a chicken stew/curry that’s eaten over rice.
I hope this post makes sense. My thoughts feel a little jumbled at the moment. I welcome any insights, suggestions, and hacks you have for yourselves.
Thank you

My 6 month old daughter is going through her first viral illness and it’s been such a stressful time. It started last week when we went to my moms and stayed for 2 days. On the 2nd day my mom started feeling really sick and commented she shouldn’t have gone to that 300 person all weekend Xmas party. I got angry that she didn’t tell me she went to an event like that, or I would have postponed our visit as I’m constantly trying to minimize baby’s exposure to illness especially during this heavy rsv season. I really wanted her to get a bit older first before going through this as she’s very small and was slightly premature but alas here we are. A few days after that I woke up with a fever, and I knew it was only a matter of time before she showed symptoms. Whatever this is it’s nasty, put me down bad for days. I’m on day 8 and still don’t feel right.
4 days ago baby woke up on fire her temp was almost 104. Took her to the doc they gave us some comfort care tips but ultimately said there was nothing they could do since it’s viral she just has to get through it. Said to take her to the hospital if she has trouble breathing. That fortunately hasn’t happened, on day 3 (yesterday) her fever finally broke and today it has been normal but she still is acting like she feels bad. Doesn’t want to play with toys has been in my arms nursing all day and I mean ALL day just stuck to me like glue. Long naps, 12+ hours over night sleep (usual is 8-10) I usually have to fight to get her down but not now. Medium cough. I’ve been just beside myself with anger towards my mom for being careless, and fear that it will suddenly get worse. Her body is so small she doesn’t deserve this. My poor sweet girl.
Anyway I guess I’m just wondering if anyone else has been through this what the timeline to recovery will look like? Does it sound like she’s progressing as she should? How long did it take until your babe started acting like themselves again? I’ve eased up on the tylenol/motrin rounds since her fever went away but maybe I should keep doing it since she still feels bad? Is it ok that she’s nursing constantly? Would a nice bath be good right now for her or should I wait? I’m a single mom who just moved here without any mom friends yet to ask this stuff to do just wanted to see if I could get any input here. Thanks.

Some important background. My (31f) grandpa and brother both sexually abused me as a child. I have terrible OCD around situations involving my baby. hubs and in laws know my traumas and my mental health struggles. My in laws have 4 kids total. I married the oldest boy so this is the first grand baby. My baby (11months) is in BIG time stranger danger mode. Even her aunt who sees her 1x 2x a week has to get the baby to warm up to her every visit. Grandma and grandpa never come to visit and they invite us up maybe once a month. So really they are strangers in a strange place to her.
The past few times we have gone over there we walk in the door and gma takes baby from my arms and walks into other rooms with her out of my eye site. My hubs understands how grating and nervous this makes me so hes just started going with her. (I never asked him to he just wants me to feel better)
Today (xmas eve) we were at the dinner table and everyone was winding down and baby was done eating. Hubs had her and gma asked to hold her. We kinda chuckled and said "good luck she wont go to any one" que scream crying. Gma takes baby out of dining room into the front room out of site. My hub goes with her. Shes crying for a while so i go to get my baby to calm her. As i turn the corner my hub was taking the baby and coming back to the dinning.
We were all sitting at the table and gma is pouting and said something to the effect that she felt useless and was emotional. She gets up from the table and goes into her bedroom. The rest of us are at the table for a while. His sisters each go and check on thier mom then instead of coming back to the main area go down to the basment to their rooms. So all thats left is my hub me baby my sister and my fil. I told my hub that his mom was crying in her room (emotionally blind he didnt know). He texted her to console her but stayed with me and baby. The whole atmosphere was tense. We left after an hour of just sitting in the living room. We were there for a total of 2 hours.
I eventually got too uncomfortable and signaled it was time to go. We packed up and said goodbye to fil and left. We were all in the car and hub forgot something in the house and ran back in. He was gone for a while and i got impatient with a fussy child in her seat so i ran after him. His mom was standing out of her door talking to hub and fil. I snapped a bit at hub just saying "babe" (i didnt really have to enter the house, i could see the 3 of them from the side door) i closed the door and went back to the car quickly followed by hub.
I asked what mil had been saying and it boiled down to a few points
1-she didnt like she couldnt comfort baby 2-she said she loves grandbaby like its her own child 3- she feels like we dont trust her aound the baby
I dont know what to do all i know is its really bothering me. I felt like it was overdramaic to cry over a very normal baby thing and lock her self away for the night. I dont feel like i should have to apologize for making sure my baby is safe. Especially one that cant talk. (I have an older son from another marriage that spends the day with them and has sleep overs frequently so eventually i let go but 11m is too young) i dont know how to move forward from a situation like this.

Ok, so I've seen Duke Hard many times, but only got around to play it this month.
For those of you who don't know, Duke Hard is a fan-made episode consisting of 17 maps (16 normal ones and one secret) that takes the premise of the movie Die Hard: a multi-story building where a lone hero must stop the bad guys with extreme prejudice. Each map is made by a different mapper. Almost all maps are connected by a central lift or its adjacent staircase. The maps here range from realistic office building locations to techbases to leisure locales. My point is that it all feels a bit disjointed. Ever played Sim Tower? Yeah, similar vibes here.

1. Lobby. You start in the lobby of the building, shoot some aliens, find keys, open doors to the laundry room, then to, what looks to be, a bank office. Then you open a backroom that looks like a warehouse with a command centre. After you do a switch puzzle, a seemingly alien platform rises from the floor (or so it appeared to me) and you have a shootout with some more aliens that have flooded the warehouse room. After that you hit a switch and open the staircase to reach the next floor. All in all, this is a pretty nice map. Looking out the lobby windows you see passing cars, some are convertibles and have babes riding around. There is also a babe standing in the street, petting her dog. The "bank" lobby was pretty 90's, if I may say so myself. The laundry room felt a bit out of place, but was well executed.
   
2. Executive. This floor looks like an executive lounge or something like that. It's not entirely clear as there are some personal offices and some cubicles. The whole place looks like it's being renovated. I really liked this map, it feels cozy despite being overrun by aliens and under construction. There's nice detail here and there. There is also a strange secret that has some goodies. What's strange about it is that the room is pitch-black with two white boat-shaped things on the floor. I don't know if it's supposed to be the author's calling card, or some inside joke, or what, but whatever. There are also some laser traps later in the level. Also, the latter part caught me off-guard a bit, but it was fine overall. There was also a cool secret in one of the offices involving an S&M pervert's slave pen. Free the babes and they will give you some ammo. Yeah, one of my favourite maps in the pack.
   
3. Construction Destruction. If you've ever played Counter Strike's de_vertigo map, this one will give you similar vibes (at least, it did me). Either that, or the upper floors of Nakatomi Tower from Die Hard. It's fairly straightforward. You enter the level, and go around the floor, killing enemies until you reach a switch that opens a secured office where you hit another switch to get some goodies, but then the level changes ever so slightly slightly, new enemies spawn in, and you have to go back to the entrance. I really love this map. It's a floor under construction, you have enemies in buildings across the road that shoot at you, the visuals are sweet, the change in the level feels very organic, and the increased difficulty for when you're going back is great. There's some nice detail here as well. The only thing I didn't like were all the explosive traps. That was just mean. Oh yeah, and did I mention that a midi version of a Blondie song plays in the background?
   
4. Bits. A simple enough map. You enter the floor and get a hallway. On its sides there are two server rooms. Hit some switches in them to reach a central room to hit another switch, to open the large computer across the hallway. Enter two cooling rooms there, deactivate the cooling mechanisms, enter the central room, stand on a platform to reboot the large computer, and watch the level blow to smithereens. A broken wall will let you go outside where you'll enter another hole in a wall that will get you to the end of the level. A cool map, if a bit boring.
   
5. Abstractech. Probably one of my least favourite maps. You have a techbase where you have to run from one end of the floor to the next, hitting switches to move walls and open new areas all the while enemies spawn in. You have some interesting set-pieces, like the big, revolving control-room, a moving office (similar to the trams in Dark Side), and a set of smaller revolving security rooms (similar to the ones in Bank Roll, but quite different) that open up when you hit a switch. The yellow key-card unlocks a generator room that you need to blow up. Once that's done, you open a small vent that gets you to the end of the level. As I've said, it's one of my least favourite maps. I can appreciate the amount of effort that went into it, but it's just a slog to get through. At least, for me.
   
6. CEO Bathhouse. The weakest map of the episode. All due respect to the author, but that toilet stall has messed up proportions. What is this map about? Basically, it's a big bathhouse, as the name implies. You exit the entryway and find yourself in a large arena. There are some babes lounging in a pool. There is a kind of moat around the entryway that you can dive into for ammo. Find a card, hit a switch, lower the force field (why does a bath house even need one?), get another card, exit the level. Not too bad, but nothing to write home about.
   
7. Storage Wars. I've already mentioned a warehouse room on floor 1, well this map is one big warehouse. You navigate around large crates and containers that maze around the starting area, hitting switches, shooting enemies, and collecting stuff. Solid map, nice explosions, a few interesting moments. Not enough set-pieces, though. Yeah, feels like something from the vanilla game. That's a compliment.
   
8. Eat the Rich. You get to explore a fancy apartment. It has a mini-bar, a private pool, an arcade, a small library, a dining room, a huge-ass kitchen, and several puzzles, some of which took me longer to solve than I'd like to admit. Something that I found particularly strange was the blue Protector Drones and the white upside-down Octobrain. This one time I somehow entered a vending machine. Yeah, nice map, liked some of the details, although the difficulty spikes were somewhat tedious.
   
9. Commercial Break. A leisure floor. It's supposed to be a shopping centre or something like that, except that it's half-empty. Not sure what's going on. This level has a mood. The background music is the Twin Peaks theme, and you've got a rainstorm raging outside. It starts off creatively, the mapper used fake lens-flares to make various light sources look like they're giving off lights (a bit cartoony if you ask me, but still nice). There's a coffee shop, and a sushi bar. There's also some kind of packaging room and a storefront that has furniture on display. Not bad, but the latter part of the level spikes in difficulty, and I got lost a bit.
   
10. Cinematic Lounge. Another leisure floor. Here you have a lobby with two movie theatres and an adult bookstore. What I loved about this map is that right in the beginning it's packed with Assault Troopers and you get a ton of pistol ammo to gun them all down. What fun! You can smash windows to go outside, onto the building's ledges in order to get around the force fields that block your access to the movie theatre rooms. The movie theatres are not as impressive as the one in LA Meltdown, but at least the chairs are not all on the same level. A relatively weak level design-wise, but fighting the enemies is pretty fun (unless you're out on a ledge and an Assault Commander starts blasting you, gah!). There's also a nice secret here that took me forever to find because one of the dead enemies was hiding the button.
    
11. Flesh. A horror map. It's another residential floor, you enter a room filled with corpses and gibs, some enemies hang out here. Clear the room, collect everything you can, go into the next door flat. This one is pretty big too, has an in-door greenhouse, a shooting range, several bedrooms, and a... prison? And some kind of temple? What the heck? Anyway, the map is fairly nice, if a bit mundane for a horror map. The prison and temple felt out of place. Oh, and you also have Sign of Evil playing in the background. Nice touch, my favourite music track in Doom.
    
12. Poormann's Library. Another horror map. If Flesh was too mundane for a horror map, this one feels like something straight out of S.King, H.Lovecraft, or C.Barker (Hellraiser, anyone?). You enter a seemingly normal library, shoot some enemies, then enter a toilet and get warped into some kind of parallel dimension with spiky vines, fires, surreal architecture and really weird sound effects. At one point you get shrunk and walk across a book-shelf. There are also some menacing comments going on in the background. Yeah, the mapper wasn't pulling any punches with this one. I still don't know what they did to the sounds, because I legit thought my sound card would tell me to piss off after awhile.
    
13. Showcase. I'm not sure what this is supposed to be: a furniture store, a museum, a gallery? It's multi-story map that puts you into this museum-like location that also features security rooms and what looks to be hotel suits. An aesthetically very 90's level, if I ever saw one, even if some parts aren't entirely it. You can take a vent outside (more ledge walking) and there are RPVs flying around. The map has some nice explosions here and there. What I hated about it is all the damned turrets! Sure, I get it, you would have security measures in a place like this, but gods, are the turrets frustrating! And since I was playing on 'Come get some', they also hit pretty hard. Overall, solid map, if a bit of a slog to get around.
    
14. Legal Joint. When I was little and couldn't play the game very well, I'd see those gameplay demos that played out in the main menu, showing some of the maps. One of those maps was Duke Burger, and to a kid in a post-Soviet country where McDonald's was such a novelty, it felt like the coolest map ever! And I still like it, even though it's actually not that great. So Legal Joint is another Duke Burger, or at least half of the map is. The other half feels like some kind of legal firm (hence the name, I guess). It's the first map in the playthrough where I shot a babe (got jumpy with all the enemies). Just like in Duke Burger, you have vents that go around the whole map, but they're closed so you need to go around the long way, hitting switches. There are also a few instances where you can go outside on the ledges and a window-cleaner's lift. All in all, not a bad map, even if the Duke Burger section got me a bit disgusted (must be getting old).
    
15. Power Out. A dilapidated office. The enemies here are all transparent, I'm not sure if they're supposed to be ghosts or what, but it is what it is. This is the map where I really got to hate the turrets. You have them in the corridors, and you have them on the buildings across the street, several at a time, and all you have for most of the level is a pistol and a shotgun (if you're lucky). You also get the Ripper, but not enough ammo (you also get other guns later, but whatever). Most of the floor is locked off, so you need to open windows and go out on the ledges. If that weren't fun enough, you have those damned turrets and Assault Commanders on your ass the whole time. But once the map starts opening up, it's actually pretty neat. The latter part of the map has some switch puzzles that are actually pretty easy, and there's even a direct reference to Die Hard!
    
16. Parking (secret level). Found it by accident, thought it was normal progression. So you jump into a vent at the end of Power Out and slide all the way down into the underground parking lot. This one, and the next must be the hardest levels in the pack (and they're made by the same mapper, so that checks out). The parking floor features several famous vehicles, like Rick Deckard's flying police car, the BttF Delorean, and even a Pig Cop Tank without a pilot. The enemies here are tough, the pickups are a bit more scarce, and there's a flooded electrified area that can kill you pretty quickly if you're not attentive (you get protective boots later on, but they run out pretty quickly). The end of the level is also a nice touch: you open the otherwise out of order lift and go to the top floor. In general, I liked this map, but I also don't want to play it ever again.
    
17. Rooftop. You reach the top floor, but have to take the stairs to get to the roof. Except that the door is blocked off by alien goop, so you'll need to go through the vents. Reaching the roof you're immediately attacked by lo-tier enemies, Assault Commanders, and some alien space ships that fly around the building and shoot rockets. Think fast! Once you've dealt with all the enemies, you have to hit three switches that are hidden around the area, in order to activate an alien terminal in the centre (I couldn't reach one of the switches because the cable sprites registered as a solid object for some reason, so I had to no-clip). Anyway, once you hit a switch, more aliens spawn in and you have to deal with them. Once all three switches are active, reach the terminal to call in the final boss. The fight is weird. On the one hand, you have the Cycloid Emperor, who shoots rockets at you, and you have limited ammo after fighting off all of his minions, but on the other, he's stuck inside the mothership's tractor beam, preventing him from moving around the rooftop. I think this was by design, so the alien ships don't kill him? Anyway, once he's taken care of, you get a small slideshow in which Duke blows up the roof and the alien mothership, and goes for some R'n'R. Then you get credits.
    

So what do I think of this episode? Some really well-done levels here, even if parts of them were tedious to get through. The final level was just unfair at times. I'd died more times to the alien ships' bombardments than to the actual aliens. I got so frustrated that I just activated god-mode (yeah, yeah, I'm not proud of it). What I really disliked is that every level (I think?) starts you without weapons. No idea why the mappers thought it was a good idea, but some also have weapon pick-ups right away. The last map also didn't want to let me equip the pistol for some reason. As mentioned, some of the maps have moods^TM , the soundtrack is nice (there was even supposed to be a midi Rammstein track somewhere), there's attention to details in various places. Something I didn't yet mention that I really liked was the actually vending vending machines. Sure, you can only use each of them once, but it's still better than in vanilla, where there's only one instance of a working vending machine, if I remember correctly (and even then, it's just a stylized box).
Finally, it's a solid 8.5, because the pacing was a bit off (as mentioned, there were random difficulty spikes), the overall theme was all over the place (seriously, if you wanted to make floors have different themes, at least arrange the levels in a more reasonable order), and because some of the maps I just didn't like at all. Oh yeah, and I really wish there were xmas decorations in at least some of the maps, because if you're taking the theme of Die Hard, which was an xmas movie (don't twat me), that is a must!
This is, of course, just my opinion. YMMV.

Oh, Canada!
Winter is setting in and the temperature is dropping. Here I am, pregnant again, and still nursing my (almost) two year old. Silly me forgot I had Raynaud's as I get a beautiful break in between the winter seasons. Nursing my toddler is so painful! But aside from that - my nipples hurt soooo bad all day and it feels as though there's lightning bolts traveling through my nipples. But also like I've been kicked by a kangaroo on both boobs??
On the plus side, this baby will be born in the summer, which will be much better than my last sweet babe born on Xmas eve!
I guess this is my cue to seriously start bundling up for winter!

TW- sketchy men, maybe slightly NSFW. This is a long story, so apologies in advance. it happened 5 years ago now, and have never typed it anywhere. I get riled up just thinking about it. But its a doozy.
So, I received a letter about 2 years after, saying i was a key witness in the case. I was Shocked. But i lived in another city, so i let the attorney know i would have to come back. She said it was fine, but im still getting letters a year and a half later, almost every month, pushing the date back. Its a constant reminder of a pretty traumatizing life event, but mostly don't want to see the guy and for him to know I was the snitch. Also stage fright, but AITAH for not telling them I moved back, and can do the trial? To end the letters?
story time. first post ever on reddit, after listening to u/twohottakes for ages, and wanting advice.
In college, when i was a senior working on my capstone, i went to a dinner that turned out to be 2 hours before dinner came, and my project was due in 2 days. after sitting through several performances, and realizing it was 8:30 pm with no dinner in sight, I was restless. I finally saw a chance to dip, and slipped out. Sadly didnt get to try the elk soup. as i was leaving the gal at the door offered me a small dixie cup of navajo tea. Of course i took it, but it was scalding hot. Like couldnt even hold it. So i put it down on the concrete while unlocking my bike outside ( i rode everywhere), and looked around. There was a dark figure walking down the hill, as i tried to decide if it was worth it to wait till tea cooled or ride home. it was fall, and 40 degrees out, so decided on riding home and avoiding burning my tongue or having the guy approach me. My college was notorious for being sketchy at night, so I apologized to the tea and the event for leaving and disrespecting their gift, and hopped on my bike.
Immediate KARMA. my brakes broke almost immediately, and I was careening down the hill, straight toward the sidewalk and a fence that led to a 10 ft drop. It was either try to run into the sidewalk on the side of the hill to stop myself, but run straight into the guy, or seriously injure myself. I was yelling at him, but he had headphones in, and managed to not die, but gave him quite the scare. oops.
He asked how to get to the frat he was looking for, and asked where i was going or if i could walk him there. Still reeling, i told him i could show him. On that walk, we had a lot in common. he ended up inviting me to a concert, said he was going with his friends, he was visiting from georgia and walking home from work. told me to bring some friends.
So week later, my bff had agreed, and we were getting ready for the show. "so how do you know him?? who are his friends??" After waiting an hour, we realized we were being ghosted. I was crushed, and embarrased that I trusted the guy, and dragged my friend into it.
Next day he told me his "boys" had stolen his phone, and wouldnt let him text. That they were playing with him. Asked if he could make it up to me with dinner. Of course, i was pissed, and told him no.
But, i was a broke college student. It was around xmas time, and i was working a brutal retail job downtown, and just got off a 8 hour shift from hell. It had been about 2 weeks. So i got a text from him, and agreed once he said he wanted to go to a boujee steak house. Atleast it would be in public? and atleast I would get a good meal out of it.
And it was incredible. Like $90 steaks, fancy af, most other diners were there for special occasions, or very rich. 3 bdays and 2 engagements. He told me to order anything, and ordered a bottle of wine. He got the most expensive steak possible. We chatted about the show and what had happened, and how we met (by crazy chance).
He finished the bottle before my cocktail even came out. absolutely sloshed, slurring, speaking jibberish. falling on the chair, total mess, so much that the waiter asked if i was ok. Shouldve been my 5th red flag. Then he said we should go to almalfi and he had it all planned, i just needed to tell him when.
"Almalfi?!?! Like... ITALY?!?" i said.
"Yeah, we could leave tomorrow. Come with me. I love you."
YIKES.
Steaks come out, and it was a full on ratatoulli moment. Flavors swirling, full mouth bliss. Sounds i've never heard myself make. He didnt touch his steak AT ALL, and ordered another bottle. And an old fashioned. He was talking, but I couldn't hear over my steak. Eyes kept closing and rolling back. He asked if I was even listening, and if I like the food more than him. OF COURSE I DID.
So, great food, terrible date, but chocked it up to "now ill have a good story" and his steak too that he let me take home. Check came, and he payed. BUT, he payed IN ALL ONES. said he worked in a restaurant and it was his tips. Weird... But checked out since my ex got tipped ones too. Bill was $300?!
Took me back to his. Super nice place, right downtown, skyscraper, and incredibly furnished. Gave me tour, but wouldnt let me into one room. I asked if i could put food in fridge, nothing in there. But on the table was probably $2000 in ones. Things happen, and lets say, he was an amazing kisser, and had some surprises. I was all *tied up*, on top of the ones.
Tell my friends and coworkers at work all about this saga. Flash forward a week, he invites me to see his puppy and decorate his tree. Hes an hour late, and shows up blazed out of his mind.. Im pissed, but also cold and need to piss, so go up. And see theres no tree. Hes SILENT. Keeps saying "babe, I love you". I tell him hes crazy, ask him why he lied, and finally he admits he lied about everything. Age, friends, name, everything. I run out, down 5 flights with him yelling, thankful to have gotten out.
SO THE CRAZY PART (Sorry for caps). Get a call from my dad week later, asked if i was alone. I was at home chilling, and he asked again. When i confirmed, he told me "hold tight. Ill be there in 30" WTF?? "WHY??" "JUST HOLD TIGHT" and hung up.
My mind was reeling. when he arrived, made sure again i was alone, asked if i had been seeing anyone weird lately. "YES". He said, "ok. Cops are around the corner. This should be interesting."
So, Im sat on couch with 2 cops and my dad. Roommate that i didnt know was home came out, saw us, and dissappeared back into her hole- i mean room.
(Super long post sorry) The cops asked me some things, keeping it vague of if i had met someone recently, then asked about him. "What did he say he does? Say anything off? Was his fridge empty? Way too nice of a place?" When i confirmed, they pulled out 2 pictures- one of him, and one of an airbnb listing. "Was this his appt?"
It was spot on. My blood ran cold. "yes??" Cop: this was an airbnb. Hes a suspect in a crime we cant tell you about, but found you from his confiscated phone under "GF". He had 7 other girls too. So, turns out, his cousin was hiding him there, the rope he used was the same one he used to tie up his manager with, there was a silver revolver in the mystery room, and had robbed his work same day I first almost ran him over with my bike.
They ask if i could tell them where he lived, and i tried my best with hazy memory of all that went down. Finally, they asked if i could ride in the cop car and point it out. I did, and he was arrested a week later.
Thanks for reading till now. Been pent up for so long, keep remembered more of the tea, and my friends were sick of hearing it since 4 years ago. But now, Im reminded every month, and dreading having to face him. If ill remember the details from so long ago. Wanted to put it in my past, but it keeps coming back to me. SO, FINALLY, AITAH for not testifying in court? ending the drawn out trial process? Or just hope someone else comes forward to get him. I feel guilty, because he was nice (and hot), but also a kid from a rough background. I beat myself up for a long time for turning him in, or even getting involved in the first place.
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If you like apple and their products disrespectfully, get a plane ticket babe. This rant isn’t for you. Period.
Before you ask oh just get an android. I don’t have the option k. I can no longer afford my own phone plan. And I don’t get to pick which phone I get. So don’t come at me.
I’ve got 206 bones to pick with apple. What in the cereal straw milk slurping, two timing beating their meat sticks. Ever thought it was a cute pickle mother loving idea. To get rid of the headphone jack. One can not live without music okay. My maladaptive daydreaming lala land, delusional flat ass. Needs music. Period.
And you mean to tell me? With all the money hungry cupcake pickle clowns up at Apple. That it was real cute. Yo get rid of the headphone Jack. So now I have to climb the money tree and magically and continuously have to buy the adapter. Every about 2-3 months, because if for god hating sake. If the cord isn’t angled between crab cake Apple, and dino nuggets. It won’t work. Listen I had to get a headset. Cause my 3 cloves of the au and the loaf of the tism. Can’t handle the things in my ears.
And before you say. Oh my god you dumb zoo pal plate woman. Why don’t you take care of them better. Holy sweet mother Teresa on the hood of a Mercedes Benz sis. I’ve watched videos on how to take care of these basterdized things. I don’t wanna hear the… oh if you just pray and tell it how much of a good lil green bean he is. He’ll work. No sister Susan. I paid him to work for me.
For the love of the old ravioli can commercials. Why did they do this to me.
I hope their pillow is hot on both sized every night. I hope every paper towel they tear, is split in tiny pieces. I hope they can’t find the start of the tape. I hope they stub their toe on the metal frame of their bed 3 times a week. I hope their crush is in love with their bestie. I hope their brand new Xmas lights don’t work when they’re plugged in. I hope they’re too short to put the angel on top of the tree. I hope they get coal for Christmas, and I hope it’s gay coal. I hope every time they make tea or coffee they forget to drink it. I hope Starbucks abysmally bombasticly miss spells their name.

I owe you a letter from today. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you babe :). I got the journal, it's perfect for all your puzzles. You keep my mind on Over Drive. Between the IRL puzzles and My Apps (which are available on the Apple Store).
Luckiest Girl In The World.
OMG! The daily I Love You's, I am in the palm of your hand, surrounded by Love.I LOVE YOU!
Always,Yours
P.S. Got you something cute for Xmas decor andddddddd.... hmmmm.. where I saw the first person in a mask. Dying! Also, I'm trying to figure out the black Ski Mask. Ohhhhhhh, Silly Me... I get it now. had to type it. Huge smile on my face! Xx

That's how long it takes me to compose myself after experiencing all your love in the outside world then I come home, and you BAM. More :)
Let's start here, YOU requested a certain waitress for us at the restaurant. She was awesome. As you know, that place is known for C****. She was lovely, thank you babe.
Now, you had everyone reading when I came out the bathroom... Reference for everyone else, I go to restaurants solo and read, sometimes. I enjoy my own company.
Shit, yesterday it dawned, I am in Love with myself. This took 2 toxic realtionships and 15 years later. Now, BOOM!
I do not need to have others validate me.
Now, back to all the amazing things my man did.
Dinner with my GF. Guess what? She was the first person I actually opened up to about this. Before I eventually said the word, when I explained the highest level etc and what happened. The first thing she asked was, Are You Okay. How are you handling it. Xyz. She also wanted a timeline of the ex, but entering the restaurant due to ALLLLLLLLLL your reminders, I had to compose myself and of course, could ONLY speak of you. Because YOU are all that matters. Then, I made her listen to your voice. Lol, a solid 30 mins bragging about YOU :). I now know who I can truly open up to and who I can't.
Now leaving this place, what played? Best Friend and it was during the part that says "Bad bitch rollin' wit' me, she gon' smile 'cause she on fleek" and of course, every single time I enter the I can't even call it the real world, its my world, and I smile bc of YOU. Also the dog, my gf went up and I was like yeah, that bc of him. I also told her about everything, the reading Flash Mob of Love every time. She noted how Happy I am. Everyone does. She also said our relationship is.... sacred. She gets it.
A smile is on my face as I write all of this. I love you. Can't wait to see you :). Super duper excited for cuddles, and you tucking me in (wink)!
Xx,
Yours
P.S. I now have my camera ready, BUT I WANT MY BOOOOOOOKKK FOR XMAS, please please please LOL. Also the "click" made me laugh. You Always Have My Back.

I saw someone taking pics last night. I want allllll pics. Cute what you did the other day, "PLEASSSSSSSE". Also I saw someone got pulled over with a plate for Moi. SMH Babe!
May I please have the license plate that said My Word, the one after I went to the Graffiti shop. Also the cute one that had Your Name when I was walking. There's over 300 possibly more. May I have all the photos for Xmas, pretty please. My Puzzle. The best one, which consist of You.
I'm having to remind myself to do basic instincts, breathe and swallow. Calm down.
Okay, I have to actually take my mind off you for at least 20 mins to wrap up a few things. My thoughts are always about You. Smiling. Laughing because of you. Recalling all the amazing things you do for me everyday, daily! Or talking about You.
Hmm, only time it's not on you, is when I'm locked in. Which has been hard to do recently. Me locking in, especially this most recent period. We know "locking in" only last for an hour, if we're lucky lol. Depends. I like to have breaks heheh. Point is, it always goes back to You. Which I like. I know eventually there will be a balance, but my mind will always revert back to You. It's always You. Everything. Just You.
You. You. You + Me. Me. Me + US
My heart is overrun with your Love.
Xx,
Yours

My kids (9 and 12) are selling off their collection of kids/read along records.
All the records are VG/VG+. The kids researched the prices on discogs themselves (it was real cute). They failed to link pressing info and grade (or size) to the spreadsheet they sent me but if you're interested I'm happy to check and give you more info.
Up to 3 shipped for $5, totally open to pick up or even browsing if you're in LA. They were looking for $200 shipped for the lot but I'm sure they'd take offers.
Thanks for looking!
3 little pigs $5
fox & hound $4
wizard of oz $6
mary poppins espanol $10
care bears $5
jungle book $5
cinderella $5
lady & tramp $5
rescuers $6
mother goose $7
winnie the pooh $7
it's a small world $5
robin hood $7
peter pan $10
pinnochio $5
bambi $8
sleeping beauty $7
peter & wolf $5
Peter and wolf 12" $5
robin hood 2 $10
chipmunks $10
care bears b-day $10
spiderman $10
digest $10
Best of Disney Vol 1 $5
Babes in Toyland $5
Black Hole $5
Raffi Rise and Shine $3
Bert And Ernie $5
Chipmunks Xmas $1
Christmas punk $1
Superman Stories 3LP $12

Animation Sets: - Ice Princess A.S (Crowns)
Poses: - Snow Holiday Pose (Coins) - Frozen Christmas Pose (Coins) - Season Of Joy Pose (Coins) - Joyful Applause (Crowns) - Christmas Surprise (Crowns) - Gimme gifts (Crowns) - Snowflake Presents Pose (Crowns)
Dances: - Christmas Prance Around (Crowns) - Merry Wishing Star (Crowns) - Rocking Reindeer (Coins) - Rampant Reindeer (Coins) - Jolly Jig (Crowns) - Tinsel Twirl (Crowns) - Merriment (Coins) - Snow Shimmy (Coins) - Winter Wiggle (Coins) - Festive Fun (Coins) - Santa Baby (Coins) - Jingle Swing (Coins)
Male Items: - Drop Science Winter Jumper (Coins) - Drop Science Tropical Foliage Jumper (Coins) - Drop Science Lurking Sharks Jumper (Coins) - Mon Coeur Dapper Jacket (Coins) - The Merriest Season Shirt (Coins) - Foal Ho Ho Ho Jumper (Coins) - Jingle All The Way Christmas Jumper (Coins) - Foal Golden Trees Jumper (Coins) - Foal " Believe In Santa Claus" Jumper (Coins) - Grandma's Vintage Christmas Jumper (Coins) - Fair Isle Christmas Jumper (Coins) - Mon Coeur Dapper Trousers (Coins) - Cosmos Off-Duty Elf Shorts (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Snowfall Shorts (Coins) - Cosmos Mischievous Elf Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Chipper Santa Costume (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Gabriel Winged Suit (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Castiel Winged Suit (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Arie Wingedl Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Christmas Business Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Tin Soldier Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Super Santa Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Super Rudolf Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Jolly Elf Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Quirky Turkey Costume (Coins) - Christmas Pudding Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Santa's Favourite Reindeer Hoody (Coins) - Cosmos Festive Pudding Costume (Coins) - Ikon Mr Festive Outfit (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Roars Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Claws Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Scrooge Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Dazzling Angel Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Guide My Sleigh Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Silent Night Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Festive Fun Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Ho Ho Ho Suit (Coins) - Cosmos Ice Elemental Costume (Crowns) - Cosmos Frost Elemental Costume (Crowns) - Cosmos Ice Elemental Costume (Frozen Fire) (Crowns) - Cosmos Dreadful Krampus Costume (Crowns) - Winter Fairy's Costume (Crowns) - Cosmos Lover Suit (Crowns) - Dusted Santa Honey Dress (Crowns) - Cosmos Snowdasher Costume (Crowns) - Foal Gingerbread Slippers (Coins) - Bionic Ice Skates - Iridescent, Pink, Red, Blue, Iridescent, Snow, Silver, Rainbow, and Midnight (Coins & Crowns) - Foal Christmas Stocking Pyjamas (Coins) - Mahiki Santa's Holiday Swimwear (Coins) - Mahiki Joyful Merriment Swimwear (Coins) - Mahiki Seaside Nativity Swimwear (Coins) - Mahiki Waterfront Noel Swimwear (Coins) - Mahiki Xmas Time Shirt (Coins) - Cosmos Snowflake Headband (Coins) - Cosmos Festive Tree Wings (Coins) - Winter Fairy Wings (Coins) - Cosmos Wings of the Frosted Branch (Crowns) - Cosmos Wings of the Everchill (Crowns) - Cosmos Wings of the Blossombreeze (Crowns) - Cosmos Winterspice Wings (Crowns) - Cosmos Ice King Wings (Crowns) - Cosmos Tin Soldier Hat (Coins) - Cosmos Festive Pudding Hat (Coins) - Cosmos Underneath The Mistletoe Socks (Coins) - Cosmos Merry Ho Ho Ho Socks (Coins) - Cosmos Candy Striped Socks (Coins) - Mon Coeur Dapper Cane Silver (Coins) - Mr. Fezziwig's Cane (Coins) - A Christmas Carol (Coins) - Gingerbread Hot Chocolate (Coins) - Christmas Gift - Red, Green, Blue, and Gold (Crowns) - Flawless Iced Candy Cane Eyeshadow (Coins) - Flawless Christmas Snatcher Facepaint (Coins) - Christmas Tattoos (Coins)
Female Items: - Foal "I Believe In Santa Claus" Crop Hoody (Coins) - Foal Christmas Snowflake Jumper (Coins) - Foal "I Believe In Santa Claus" Cardigan (Coins) - Foal Sweet Candy Cane Jumper (Coins) - Oh, Christmas Tree Jumper (Coins) - Foal Golden Trees Crop Top (Coins) - The Christmas Tree Gown (Coins) - Foal Winter Lodge Jumper Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Erela Winged Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Rafaela Winged Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Mariangela Winged Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Parisa Winged Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Solagne Winged Dress (Coins) - Aurelian Aura Sophia Winged Dress (Coins) - Cosmos Lady of the Frozen Lake Costume (Coins) - Emelie Winter Wonderland Bridesmaid Dress (Coins) - Ikon Gift Dress (Coins) - Saskia Winter Wonderland Wedding Dress (Crowns) - Christmas Pudding Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Rednose Reindeer Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Elf Cutie Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Baby Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Santa's Helper Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Snow Babe Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Christmas Cracker Costume (Green & Red) (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Roars Costume (Coins) - Cosmos Santa Claws Costume (Coins) - Avettes Heels (Red Reindeer) (Crowns) - Bionic Ice Skates - Iridescent, Pink, Red, Blue, Iridescent, Snow, Silver, Rainbow, and Midnight (Coins & Crowns) - Mahiki Christmas Cracker Bikini (Coins) - Mahiki Jovial Gift Bikini (Coins) - Mahiki Merry Snowfall Bikini (Coins) - Mahiki Mrs Claus Bikini (Coins) - Mahiki Yuletide Bikini (Coins) - Foal Christmas Pudding Pyjamas (Coins) - Palermo Spring Snowflake Lingerie Set (Coins) - Cosmos Festive Tree Wings (Coins) - Cosmos Wings of the Frosted Branch (Crowns) - Cosmos Wings of the Blossombreeze (Crowns) - Cosmos Wings of the Everchill (Crowns) - Cosmos Winterspice Wings (Crowns) - Avettes Starshine Socks (Snowstar) (Crowns) - Angelic White Hold-Up Stockings (Coins) - Candy Striped Hold-Up Stockings (Coins) - Elfen Striped Hold-Up Stockings (Coins) - Festive Red Hold-Up Stockings (Coins) - Christmas Gift - Red, Green, Blue, and Gold (Crowns) - Flawless Christmas Snatcher Facepaint (Coins) - Christmas Tattoos (Coins)
Petkins: - Baby Reindeer (White) (Crowns) - Snowstone Golem (Coins)
Furniture: - Sparking Silver Christmas Tree (Coins) - Candy Cane Christmas Tree (Coins) - Gold Ombre Christmas Tree (Coins) - Candy Pink Christmas Tree (Coins) - Rustic Nordic Fir (Coins) - White Sparkle Luxury Christmas Tree (Coins) - Sugar Plum Christmas Tree (Coins) - Modern Stylish Christmas Tree (Coins) - Glowing Star Christmas Tree (Coins) - Rainbow Christmas Tree (Coins) - Winter Snow Christmas Tree (Coins) - Festive Fun Christmas Tree - Interactive (Crowns) - Cosmos Christmas Pudding Beanbag (Coins) - The North Pole (Gems)
I’ll update it as I find more