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Little background, played FO4 back when it launched and I loved it. Didn’t play Far Harbor or Nuka World when they released because life/ other games got in the way. With the show out plus the “Next Gen Update”, got the hankering to get back into Fallout 4 and while I’ve been having fun, I can’t shake the feeling of disappointment with the lack of bug fixes despite that being something Bethesda promised this update would bring.
The biggest disappointment: still no fix for “Boston After Dark”. This quest, which is a prerequisite to unlocking the ability to craft ballistic weave for clothing, has been bugged on my save file since the game launched in 2015. When Bethesda announced the Next Gen Update in their post for the 25th anniversary of the series, they announced the patch would include “bug fixes” and I assumed that would include the bug preventing certain enemies to spawn at the rendezvous point in the “Boston After Dark” quest thus preventing progress of the quest. Alas, the patch does nothing for this bug.
Beyond the lack of a bug fix for a pretty important quest, I’m also just disappointed Bethesda didn’t take the opportunity to fix what honestly feels like a pretty glaring omission on their part as a developer, namely a way to mend relations with Preston and the Minutemen post-Nuka World. Full disclosure, one of the biggest things that prevented me from hopping back into FO4 and playing the DLCs prior to now was finding out that playing Nuka World the way it’s intended irreparably damages your relationship with Preston and that even completing the quest “Open Season” doesn’t do anything to fix it. The reason I say that this feels like a glaring omission is that they did put in dialogue that allows you to do this but ONLY if you’ve played Nuka World prior to meeting Preston. So if you were like me (and I assume many others) and played FO4 at launch and played it the way the game is designed to encourage you to do (interacted with the Minutemen, liberated settlement sites, established settlements, etc.) you had already unknowingly shot yourself in the foot if you then wanted to play Nuka World. Like how hard would it have been to get the voice actors for Preston, Nate, and Nora to record a couple lines to add this new gameplay possibility? Plus, from a story perspective, it just doesn’t make sense. The Minutemen serve as the default faction for the player, so they can never be alienated. Preston finds your Nuka World actions unconscionably reprehensible yet he’ll still trust you to run point on the destruction of The Institute, the Minutemen’s most ambitious and sensitive military operation in their history? Doesn’t make sense, unless you could redeem yourself by taking out the Nuka World gangs. Just a couple lines of dialogue of how you the player were infiltrating the Nuka World gangs to turn them against each other (which invariably happens in the Nuka World campaign) and take them down from the inside. Hell, going undercover in The Institute is already part of The Railroad’s quest line.
I know that a lot has been said about how bad the Next Gen Update is from a technical and performance standpoint, but it’s also infuriating that Bethesda didn’t take the time with this update (which was in development as far back as two years ago) to fix a quest bug that has been in since launch. It’s also a little disappointing they didn’t also amend what feels like a pretty big development omission.

I'm working through The First Jump, on mission three where I have to build a battery, but when I go to place it it says PCU limit reached. I tried to look up the problem and it told me to just remove the limit but the game says I can't edit world settings for the tutorial. How do I proceed?

Level 9 (soon to be 10) Clan. We have a strong group of core players, just looking to get a few more to fill out the rest of the clan. We are at 46 out of 50 members currently.
The number one focus of this clan is to have fun! Secondary focus is War league, then clan wars. (because we find that the most fun). With the way gems work now, we allow hero down regular wars, but we require all heroes up for CWL. We expect the finishing of Clan Games and Raid weekend events when they are available. You don't have to be the best, but we would like people who are active, competitive, and who want to improve at the game!
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Both are fantastic and tremendous talents but have tendencies to shrivel up in the playoffs. They’ll have a couple games that reminds you they are some of the best players in the world but then have a game with 8-12 points on horrible efficiency.
Kyrie obviously has the 2016 Finals but he also had the luxuary of playing with LeBron. Who’s to say if Paul George played with LeBron instead or was traded to the Cavs like rumors suggested was very close to happening, Paul George would have his signature playoff moment and a ring that changes his legacy? Kyrie is currently 17-14 in the playoffs without LeBron.
3 total series wins (Oladipo Pacers with the Celtics, Boston without Jaylen Brown on the Nets super team, and the Clippers this year).

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I've been having this gut feeling that my GFs cheating on me for the past 1-2 months and am reaching a breaking point. I don't believe it's healthy for these feelings to be left to fester and am wondering whether I'm being crazy or reasonable, and if so how to start this conversation/resolve these feelings.
This started a few months ago when my GF made two new friends (M) and (F), unsure of their ages. They began hanging out, with one of their first being from 9 PM - 3 AM at a store that closes at 10 PM. They spent the remaining time in the parking lot of this shopping plaza and I heard from her maybe once during this time. Eventually, they began hanging out at the M friend's house (he lives with his parents), and she would be out until 4-5 AM with 1-2 text messages.
When I asked her about these hangouts there was 0 detail, no references to conversations had or activities they did. Eventually, I had a conversation with her about this asking her for more detail and she would slightly increase it, "We talked about music" or "We played a few games so and so", but nothing more. Additionally, with work or her other friends, she'll tell me distinct conversations and stories from them, however none with these friends.
I also asked about her few responses to my texts or FT calls when she's out. She explained that when she's out with friends she likes to focus on the people she's with and won't text frequently or respond to my FTs/calls when she's out with people.
I feel similar (if it's random friends), but if she were to text me or call me when I was out I would pick up without a thought. This explanation confused me and personally doesn't resonate but I feel as though it does make sense and we just have different feelings regarding this topic.
A week or two later she went out alone with M friend to play basketball and visit a gym together, from around 9 AM - 1 PM. Later that same week, the two of them went out to lunch again for multiple hours without a word from her. During the hanging out I noticed her location showed the parking lot of her community gym for ~30ish minutes. We talked later in the day when I asked if she had gone to the gym which she said she hadn't. Her gym has an outdoor seating area as well, which she's previously used and has mentioned to me before. This worried me, why are you in a parking lot for that long with another man?
This recently happened again, in the same parking lot, and this time ~45 minutes or so before a response, but this time she said she was with the F friend. This was at 10:30 pm after previously being at the outdoor seating area. Why would you move from your outdoor seating to a car for that long and that late at night? Was she really with her F friend? When I'm with her and we hang out as soon as whatever planned activity is finished she wants to leave. She doesn't want to hang out in either of our cars, she just wants to go. I'm confused and hurt as to why it seems different with her friends.
After feeling worried about this, I asked her if I could meet her friends and she was vehemently against it. She said that she 'barely knows them' and would feel awkward introducing me to them. This seemed incredibly suspicious to me. She's hanging out with them 1-2 times a week for 4+ hours at a time, and why would it be awkward to introduce your partner to your friends?
TLDR:

1. She spends a lot of time with friends without responses in 'suspicious' areas such as empty parking lots or M's friend's house.
2. She gives little detail about these hangout situations.
3. She is strongly against me meeting these friends.
4. She seems to be willing to hang out longer and in parking lots during 1 on 1 situation with her friends but not me.

I'm willing to accept that I could be being toxic/controlling or whatever it might be and work on that, but just letting this fester in my head is only intensifying my fears. What do you guys think? Am I being a bit crazy? If there's something there how would I go about resolving this?

Bro, I’ve just spent 90 hours in a hell soaked techno world entirely created by corrupt politicians and evil businessmen and women who own those politicians…
….and now I’m supposed to simp for and risk my life for some girlboss Hilary Clinton fanfic clone? WHO IS ONE OF THE CHEIF ARCHITECTS OF THIS SHITTY WORLD??
I’m 5 minutes into this story and if this turns out to be some bullshit about defeating the “evil right wingers of dog town” I’m turning this shit off. Narrative makes no sense and is contradictory to the rest of the games themes

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I’m playing as World defense council and I’m pushing into German controlled France. A lot of my units have up to three 100 percent operative debuffs to both planning and entrenchment. I tagged to all the countries I’m at war with and none of them have operatives in the area where the debuff is active. What could be causing this?

So I'm thinking of starting a campaign with my group of Rifts. Not sure, but wanna get some ideas out into the community to see what I like. It's been over a decade since we played a single session of Rifts (literally we played one session) and honestly the new Fallout show is getting me thinking about the game.
Because of this I wanna do a New West style game, but not exactly. What I was thinking of is having the players be a CS forward operation in the New West, going in to find a location for a potential settlement that could be used for future campaigns by the CS into that territory. Planning on having the operation take place in the Midwest, being that's where we are all from and I like the Xiticix aesthetic (also we play Helldivers together so potential conflict with them could be fun).
So basically the game will be about finding a place, defending it and building it up, dealing with the politics of running a military base (and eventually settlement) and being villains who think they are heros
First off, would this make more sense to start before the Coalition War or after? Second, which books will I need? I know from my collecting days that I have the New West book and the Native American book, how much will be useful? Can't remember about Lonestar, which I remember was the third book in that instillation but being well be so far North I don't think I'll use it for anything. Will the CS war book and the Xiticix book be necessary in any way do you think? I know there is so much stuff for Rifts that I feel overwhelmed trying to figure out what to reread after I'm done with the core rule book, and what I should just skip.
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I’ve dropped another 100+ hours into Fallout 4 since the show, and since launch across Xbox and later PC I have 1,200+ hours total. Without looking up tonight I gave my wife directions through downtown Boston to get to Mass Fusion. She wasn’t wrapping the main quest, she just wanted a bobble head for her elaborate Sanctuary build.
Since I feel like I’ve done the vanilla quests too many times from too many angles, and looking for something that can make big changes to my game, especially from an RPG perspective.
I tried this myself, and had a functioning load order with 500ish mods covering changes to the dialogue, loads of new DLC sized quest mods, everything I could load into the workshop menu, with some texture, environment, and weather mods thrown in for spice.
Everything was going great as I was RPing an escaped gunner conscript building up Red Rocket into a safe base for himself, prepping for the inevitable Gunner attack somewhere in the commonwealth. I’d built a large warehouse (warehouse extended is fantastic) wrapping around the Red Rocket, with a loading dock home to my power armor and crafting stations, an indoor market area not dissimilar from the market in Rivet City, when I saw my wife using settlement mods I didn’t have because they were only on Bethesda and not on Nexus.
I downloaded those mods and brought them into Vortex, and that was the straw that broke the camels back. Started getting immediate CTD’s. Not wanting to give them up, I started reviewing crash logs and trying to find other issues I could fix while keeping the new ones. But after several hours of troubleshooting, updating settings, downloading drivers I could only get my save up and running with 12-15 FPS… in an untouched Sanctuary.
So I’m starting fresh. The role play is a Gunner conscript escapee trying to survive in the wasteland, constantly looking over his shoulder, before being brought into the Minutemen and deciding to do something more noble.
The foundation I was to build on is the following:

• Smoothout - 2024 FO4 Ultimate FPS and Optimization Guide
• Fall UI and all of its components - Be exceptional perk overhaul
• Extended Dialogue Interface
• Roleplayers extended dialogue
• Silent Protagonist
• Sim settlements 2

From that foundation I want to build out a new Commonwealth wasteland story for my self. I love building the bones of settlement and then using Sim Settlements to bring them to life.
Graphics and texture mods are nice, but if grab any I want to keep them light so I don’t tank my performance. I would like to use all the faction overhaul mods, and maybe something like War in the commonwealth, but I don’t know if that part of my prior issue.
Basically looking for mods that change the wasteland so I don’t think I know every ghoul waiting for me at a train station, and play nice together. I’m intrigued by the hunkered mod and “people live in series”.
I plan on doing America Rising 2, but what are a few other large quest line mods that I can include on this round? For my settlements I will use vanilla extensions and mods with decorated assets and prefab structures as much as I can. I don’t place every object, but I do build around a theme.
I prefer lore friendly, and I don’t need all the guns from every shooter of the past 10 years. Add one from other Fallout games or polish on what is already there are good for me.
I’ve had bad experiences with collections, but if there is a good one out there I’m not opposed to it.
Long story short I am trying to make an experience where I build a settlement for 12 hours, and then need a break from that and go in an adventure that is new to me. Because war never changes, but mod lists can.

I currently (40M) had my ex (35F) completely destroy our relationship while I was working out of town for a few months. This happened a year ago and wish I had these stories as a resource while going through it. I have just started to use Reddit and been reading the experiences of others here and have decided to share my story in hopes it will maybe help others. That way some good may come from some of the worst times of my life.
A little backstory for context for the story and insight to some of the decisions I made. When I turned 30 I left the major city in my Province (it is like a state if you are an American) because buying just a simple house is over a million dollars and I don't make near enough to afford that. My goal was to move to somewhere more rural to buy a house, meet someone, get married and have a child or two. It was my only dream I had and believed I could attain it. I lived out in the bush on my step dads property in a run down trailer I bought so I could save money for the first 3 years. I had my dog but the loneliness of living in the middle of nowhere had got to me. By then I had saved a fair amount of money, so I decided to move into the town. It was nice, it cut my commute down by 40 minutes, I had started to make a few friends and no longer felt so isolated. It was through my friends I met my future ex. Let's call her Kali. She had a long term boyfriend when we first met. Their relationship ended a couple of years after meeting her and we started dating a few months after.
We mostly had a great relationship for the next 4 years. The only thing was it was on again off again. She would dump me after I did anything really special for her for a week and beg me to take her back. It was like clockwork. I used to think it was because of her depression and that she didn't believe she deserved to be truly happy. Nowadays I actually think she might have been cheating the whole time and just felt guilty about it when I did nice stuff for her but I will never know the truth. I don't care what the reality is anymore anyway, Time has a funny way of making stuff like that irrelevant. We did have one bigger break of about 5 months. When it happened I took time off work to travel in my RV the whole time. From spring to summer. I really didn't like the town I lived in and decided to use that time to check out the rest of my Provence to figure out where I wanted to restart my life. She was basically the only reason I stayed for so long. I did have a decent job and family close by but most people I met there were not good people. Lots of drug users, liars, and general scumbags. I had only a few real friends there. After I got back and had decided where I was going to move to she had decided she wanted me back. She begged me to stay and be with her. She told me that she wanted to get serious. We started making real progress about getting married, having kids and looking at buying a house. Everything was coming up Milhouse and I couldn't be happier. So You can probably guess this is when my tale becomes interesting for you and life got real bad for me.
My career is seasonal. I work from spring to the end of fall and can go on unemployment insurance or find work. My dad had asked if I could help on his farm breeding horses that winter when I had still planned to leave my town. I had promised him that I would because it would give me a place to stay before people in my field of work would be looking for employees. This had been agreed upon before me and Kali had got back together. Now I have always been a man of my word. It's something I take great pride in. I have always hated liars. I don't mind a little embellishment to make a story more fun or if two people's stories are different as long as they both believe that was how the events happened. Everyone remembers things slightly off. She was upset that I had intended to keep my word to my dad but I had every second weekend off. The town my dad is in was only a 2 hour drive. So I told her I would be back twice monthly for weekends and that it would only be for 4 months. For the first two months everything seemed fine. During this time I started to look at rings to pop the question and booked an expensive spa for two days in May to propose. There was only one weird thing that happened during the first two months. On one of my visits she confided in me that her brother's wife had cheated on him and that their newborn baby was most likely not his. I was shocked that she not only knew but didn't plan to tell him. She said she didn't want to tell him for fear of breaking up the family. I told her that he has the right to know and that she was being a bad sister by knowing and not telling him. I also informed her if he found out she knew and didn't say anything that he would most likely kick her out of his life. She made me swear I wouldn't tell him. Even though I thought it was wrong I did agree to not say anything. It did get me wondering how she could not only not tell him but stay friends with someone that could do that to her brother. I think that's when I started to question her morals. The third month she asked that I didn't come out because she was "sick". I told her I didn't care, I could still come out and take care of her. She convinced me that she didn't want me to come so I just worked on the farm instead. I switched weekends so I could come out the next instead of in two weekends. The weekend she was "sick" her phone was off the whole time, lasting into the week. She told me her phone went through the washing machine. She was actually on a bender but I didn't learn that till later.
So I head out the following weekend. As soon as I arrive I start getting super sketchy vibes. I was already weirded out about the stuff with her brother and ghosting me for 4 days as we talked/texted multiple times a day normally. At first she acts great to me, cooks me steak and we go out to the bush to have a fire in the snow. At the fire she really started drinking heavily. She then mentions a guy she had been hanging with lets call him Brad. So alarm bells start going through my head. We go back to her house and she keeps drinking. I wanted to keep a clear head so I only had three beers all evening. She put her phone down unlocked because of how drunk she was and I took it to the bathroom with me to look up texts between them. I felt so guilty for doing it at first but once I see the text between the two of them the guilt is replaced with rage. I go to her room to confront her and she breaks down. First, how dare I go through her phone, this never would have happened if I would have broken my promise to my dad, nothing really happened between them, blah, blah, blah. I was furious and drove off. She blows up my phone the whole time. I don't answer. Ten minutes after I left her mother called me. She lives at her moms house. I took the call and her mom said she is freaking out and has harmed herself. I decide to go back and she has a bandage wrapped around her arm. Her mom hid all the sharp objects she could find. She was having a full on panic attack and begs me to not leave. I told her I would stay if she told me the truth. She admits to hooking up with him one time just that last weekend when she asked me not to come out. It kind of matches the messages and I believe her. I stay there till she falls asleep. Once she does I send Brad a text saying that she has a boyfriend with some screen shots of our conversations me and her have had that week. I was about to drive back to the farm when the dude called her phone. I pick up the call and tell him I am her boyfriend. He asks if that was a joke and I assure him it is not. He said he didn't know and actually apologized. I tell him that I'm pissed but if he didn't know I couldn't blame him. I should have asked him more questions but I was tired, not thinking straight and just wanted to go back to the Farm even though it was two am by this point. I get home and crash. Turned my ringer off because I know once she wakes up she will start calling like crazy. After getting the horses in for the night I decided to look at my phone for the first time all day. Around thirty missed calls and a ton of texts. I decide I need another day before I talk to her. Now while the whole day all I can think about is that it was just one time, she seems to be genuinely remorseful about it, how I'm 39 and really want children before I get too old. I took a call from her the next day on Sunday in the morning. She is still wasted. She hadn't stopped drinking since I was there Friday. We talk and I tell her that I am really upset but am willing to give us another chance. I still was in love with her and wanted to have kids, get married and buy a house with her. It was the dream I felt I worked so hard for. She was so happy I took her back and swore to me nothing like this would ever happen again. Basically I was a fool lol.
So I decided on my next set of days off to borrow my stepdads summer home on the river so we can have the place to ourselves. I grab food that she loves so I can cook her dinner and try to make it very romantic. I want to rekindle my love with her so I wanted to go all out on an amazing weekend. I pick her up and she is already a little drunk. I kind of wanted to hang sober but I don't wanna mess up with her so don't say anything thinking we can do a sober day when I take her out to go shopping and dinner the next day. When we get there she gets hammered. Kali had brought a big of bottle fireball on top of a bunch of white claws. I again didn't really drink that night. Once she was drunk and tired I carried her to the bed. As Kali is in my arms she looks up at me and says in slurred words "I don't know why you even felt threatened by Joe" I ask "what did you just say?". "I don't know why you even felt threatened by Brad" she replied. I put her to bed and my mind starts racing. Now her ex before me has a really close name to the one she said first but I also know she has a friend named Joe I only met a couple of times. They were not close or even hung out but were more like acquaintances. I go in her purse to look at her phone again but the battery is dead and I can't find her charger. I have an Iphone so I can't charge it up to look. I didn't sleep that well that night with everything going on in my head. I woke up at 6 am to her being very loud on the phone. I went out to the living room and she had drank all the booze left over from the night before. I ask her who she was on the phone with and she tells me an uber to leave. I ask why is she going to leave? Kali tells me she is upset that I tried to get into her phone. Guess I didn't put it back in her purse. Must have been out of sorts and forgot. I tell her I can drive her once I go to the washroom and get some clothes on. I go to do that, come out of the washroom to see Kali has already left. She was so drunk that she had left half her stuff behind. I decided to have breakfast before bringing her stuff to her house. After breakfast I packed her stuff into my SUV and noticed it had snowed that night. I could see her footprints out into the driveway. While Dropping off her stuff I noticed there were no footprints leading to her house, so I tried calling Kali. No answer. I left her stuff in the snow and decided to drive by her brothers and sisters house to see if there were footprints going into any of their houses but there were none. I sent her a nasty text about knowing she didn't go home, to go be with Brad or Joe or whoever and never call me again. It was a lot more profane than that but that's the gist of it. Cleaned up the house my stepdad lent me and back off to the farm yet again. The next day she blows up my phone and again I wait another day to talk to her. She tells me that she went home but I know that can't be true from the snow, but she says I must have been mistaken. She apologizes for getting drunk and leavening and that she is going to stop drinking after her birthday in two weeks. She has rented a hotel in the town I'm in for her birthday and wants to spend it with me. I agree just because I have to know the truth and want to look at her phone to make sure I am not crazy. She had gaslit me to the point I was questioning what I saw with my own eyes. A couple of days later I decided to send Joe a message on Facebook to see if he would give me the truth. I get a text from her telling me not to bug her friend and that she is embarrassed. I apologize and tell her I am excited about her birthday soon.
The weekend of her birthday comes so I go to meet her at the hotel. She brought her sister and other friend along. It actually is a really fun time. The girls did coke the first night into the second evening. I don't really like it but I figured she can let loose especially if she is going to stop drinking after her birthday. I also knew by Saturday night that they would all crash hard so it would give me time to look at her phone so I could know the truth. As I mentioned the weekend was really fun so I felt bad about going into her phone yet again. I did it anyway and my whole world came crashing down. Now I figured that I would maybe see Brad or Joe texts and Facebook messages. Seemed like Brad was done but Joe and her were totally hooking up. I also found out that she had slept with 3 other guys. I also saw she was using coke all the time now. She did it maybe three times a year when we dated but now it was every weekend. It looked like she started using regularly right before I left for the farm. Joe helped get it for her too, out of all the guys he was the one she hung with the most. Turns out he was also a meth head who was trying to quit for her. She also went to his house the morning she left the other weekend to hook up and buy coke. I was floored. I just staired and took screen shots till the early morning. I decided I wasn't just going to dump her but I wanted to ruin her life not realizing she was already doing that all by herself but hindsight is 20 20. So I started coming up with a plan of what I was going to do. I woke up the next morning and acted like everything was fine and went back to the farm. I was still so upset and didn't want to harm myself or others so had a family friend take my firearms for a while. I don't think I would have used them on myself or others but I knew I wasn't thinking clearly and didn't want them in my house while I was like that.
I didn't have to see her till I moved back because the next set I had off I had tickets for a concert in the city I used to live in. During that time all I thought about was how I was going to do something to ruin her life. I came up with some small things but my main plan was to pretend like we were fine and ghost her when my contract was up with my boss next winter. I had promised him another year after kali and I had gotten back together. Just typing it out makes me look back and cringe that I was so crazy. When I went to the city for the concert I told my best friend, my brother and a few others my plan. No one liked it and thought I should just go no contact, cut her straight out of my life. That probably was the smart thing to do but emotion was clouding my judgement. Also you all would get this story. They even informed me that because I would be lying to her, that I would be compromising my morals and turning into a worse person they didn't recognize. I either didn't see it that way or care. I have a hard time recalling what my brain was thinking during that time. All seems like a haze now that it's been a year. I think I was really upset that my dream and all I had worked for was ruined. A friend later said I may have been in love with the dream and not her. Maybe that's the reason I kept up all this insanity.
My time on the farm had come to an end and I was moving back to the town me and my ex lived in. I was set with my plan, excited to implement it and have what I considered just. But you know what they say of the best laid plans. My ex wanted to go to hang at her brothers as a welcome home party. I went but ended up drinking. Heavily drinking, to the point of black out. I don't remember much from that night but have had it recounted for me. I woke up in the drunk tank. Guess I couldn't lie and play it cool then huh? The story I was told later is, while at her brothers I had gotten drunk and loud. Kept waking up the new baby and we were asked to leave. So we caught a cab and I confronted her in the cab but all I could do was call her a lying, cheating, whore on repeat. She got upset and ran into the house locking me out. I had a bunch of my stuff in her house so I went to the door and demanded she let me in. All the while still only referring to her as the aforementioned 3 words. She told me to leave but my jacket and wallet were inside. It was below freezing at night still and probably wouldn't have made it home in the state I was in. I then kicked in her door to keep calling her LCW and grab my stuff. She was on the phone to the police, so I was taken away by them. One of the lowest points in my life. It still brings me so much shame to this day but it is what happened and I am not going to sugar coat it. I never laid a finger on her and I am so happy that I hadn't. Laying hands on women in that way is one of the scummiest things a man can do. I had to go back to her house once they let me out because my stuff was still there. I apologized to her mom who had been at her boyfriends that evening promising to repair the door for her. Kali begged me to talk to her and like an idiot I didn't just leave. I told her I saw everything and she only admitted to Brad and Joe. Lying about them and the others the whole time. Even when I brought up the screen shots she still couldn't come clean. I left just shaking my head. There is still a ton to this story but this is long enough. I could do a part 2 if there is interest. Catching you folks up to where I am now and the messed up things that happened in between.

I went to 7 fucking parrelell worlds, checking every shop, every holy mountain, every puzzle room, every fungal caverns
And not one circle of vigor.
I died to polymorph.
Im quiting this game.