Bhai bahan mummy papa ki chudai

13 MAY
Jis din result nikla to papa ne bola ki "Ki jyaada nhi but me bhot khush hu."
I was bamboozled that how is he so happy at me getting just 90.4 ( humare ghar me 95 se niche to ijjat nhi milti)
Ese eee chize khe rhe the ki
" mere to bas 60s me aaye the, tu to sidha 90 le aaya"
"puri family me bas tu hai jo 10th me 90 laaya"
" tu jonsa gift mangenga ledunga"
I was so happy
16 MAY
aaj mummy ne bola ki papa phone pe kehre the
" sab logo ke 95 aaye he, iske Sirf 90"
"isko agle saal ghar se nikalne dunga, Sirf padhai karega"
" Iss saal jitna ghumna hai ghumle, agle saal kahi nhi bhejdunga"
And yes, my suspicion was correct. The worst part is that he didn't say this to my face. Mummy papa ki gossip chal rhi thi mere baare me.
Aur boards se kuchh time pehle bhi yahi hua tha.
" hum ese hi vishwas kr rhe hai uspe, isne aage Jaake kuchh nhi krna"
This was the sentence he said, again not to my face but to my mom.
Bhai kamre me pada hua hu aadhe ghante se lock krke ro rha hu.
Samajh nhi aara kuchh bhi.
Log keh dete hai don't care what other people think about you. Kya btau unko ki woh other people mere mummy papa hi hai.
Bhai koi kuchh bta to please merko kuchh samajh nhi aara pleaseee.

Haan sahi padha aapne, maine farts hi likha hai. Jaise Bachpan mein school mein sikhate the na God is omnipresent. Waise hi farts bhi omnipresent hain. Sab jagah hote hain. Ek baar mujhe kaam tha ek teacher se toh main unki class mein gayi. Jaise hi maine unki class mein enter kiya. Mujhe bohot hi gandi smell aayi. Kisi bachche ne fart kiya tha. It smelled putrid, it actually smelled like a dead animal.
Main ek baar dusre ek teacher ke class mein gayi thi toh woh apne dupatta muh pe rakh ke khade the aur bol rahe the ki subah toilet jake aana chahiye school mein.
Mere tuition mein bhi ek ladke ka digestion itna kharab tha ki kya kahoon. Woh baitha baitha itna ganda fart karta tha. Upar se dusre ladke bhi usko dekhle khud bhi fart karne lage. Phir do teen ladke aise the ki woh shamelessly zor zor se fart karne lage aur phir hanste the. Mujhe us ladke ki mummy ko batana pada ki woh bohot fart karta hai. Toh uski mummy ne kaha ki uski dawai li hai.
Mere khud ke class mein pichle saal sirf ek baar aisa hua tha ki kisine bohot hi smelly fart kiya tha. Mujhe already pata tha ki woh kaun ho sakta hai. Ek hi ladki aisi thi jo underweight thi aur theek se khana nahi khati thi, uski mummy ne mujhe kaha tha ki aap isko bolna khaye. Maine us ladki ko puchha aur usne accept kiya ki usne hi fart kiya hai.
Mere Nani jab mere Ghar rehne aaye the na. Toh jab mujhe fart karna hota toh main unse dur chali jati thi. Maine nani se kaha I respect you so, I am standing away from you while I fart. My Nani said it's okay, you don't have to. She said that sometimes nanaji used to fart and cover her face with the blanket.
Mere papa ek baar bata rahe the ki unke ek neighborhood mein ek family rehti thi. Unki beti chhoti thi toh woh bolti thi humare Ghar mein koi fart nahi karta hai.
I don't know why par mujhe farts Hindi mein bolna achha nahi lagta. Family ke samne bol leti hoon. Lekin bahar ke logon ke samne farts hi bolti hoon.
Apne kabhi yeh omnipresent farts experience kare hain, aisi jagah mein jahan aap kuch bol nahi sakte out of respect?
Edit- jab mein tuition mein Sanskrit mein parts of the body padhati hoon aur jab foot ko sanskrit mein पादः bolti hoon tab bachche bohot smile karte hain.

so, mera bhai BHU se hi ug and pg kiya hai. and papa chahte the ki drop ya jo krna hai karo, but pehle iss saal BHU nikal lo. and mai mahan, pehle sirf neet mein hi lagi rahi, and neet deke aayi to jo slump aaya ki ab cuet mein bhi hag diya. ek to normalisation na hone ki vajah se aise hi cutoff high jaane wala tha, upar se mai pata nhi kya nasha krke exam likh di hu. ek do NTA bkl itna kam time diya hai omr ke liye, jo ques sahi bhi ho jaate vo bhi hadbadi ki vajah se galat krke aa gayi. ab ye log bol rahe ki sheher mein hi ek state uni mein admission le lo. but the thing is, vo uni ka environment itna zyada kharab hai, like for eg, mere bhai ke saamne uske saath ke ladke ek aunty ka purse chhen liye scooty se. baad mein jaake dekhe to uss purse mein sirf 20rs, ek dabbe wala phone and ek bachche ki doodh ki bottle thi. to bhaiya ro ke dilwaya unhe vapas unka saman. aise environment mein bilkul jaane ka mann nhi but bc kuch nikal hi nhi raha. socha tha partial drop leke neet karungi ab seedha 7th floor drop lungi ig🤡

Matlab muje samaj nahi aata ke hamare mummy papa logo ko itna kya hota hai ki agar wo hamare ladke/ladki ki shadi me nahi aaye to hum kyu jaye etc etc.....

Matlab muje samaj nahi aata ke hamare mummy papa logo ko itna kya hota hai ki agar wo hamare ladke/ladki ki shadi me nahi aaye to hum kyu jaye etc etc.....

I've decided to take a drop for JEE 2025 (online) coz offline me 2 saal Papa ke 2lakh barbad krne ke baad ab himmat nai bachi aur 1 lakh barbad krne ki, I was never like this before, Hasta tha, enjoy krta tha, doston ki kami nai thi, marks bhi ache aate the, female interaction bhi kafi zyada tha but ab at this moment kuch ni raha na dost, na marks, na kisi ka support kuch nai.
Kal se I'll start grinding back once again for my ultimate GOAL kyuki itna downfall dekh liya ab mere se dekha ni jayega aur genuinely so taking inspiration from Daksh bhai kal se I'll start posting my daily goals accomplished and my study hours

sorry thoda sa bda post hoga pr pls help
Toh mai bohot hi bekar situation mein fans chuka hun pehle toh mera boards mein eligibility criteria pass nhi hua 8 marks se reh gya toh iss saal improvement dunga aur mai abhi bhi confusion mein hun ki mai josaa mein baith skta ya nhi koi kehta nhi baith skta aur koi kehta ki file an affidavit aur reporting ke time pr improvement marksheet show kr dena...iit madras valo ne kaha ki josaa ke beech mein hi dikhani hogi marksheet nhi toh vo reject kr denge pr ek bnde se baat hui vo keh rha tha ki councelling se pehle josaa valo se baat krna pichle saal 2-3 baccho ka affidavit se ho gya tha.............aur meri advance ki 0 tyari h aur mains mein 94.2 percentile h toh kya mai drop lun (vaise pehle attempt mein tukka marke aye 94.2 second attempt mein 57 percentile) aur papa keh rhe ki drop mt le nit lele csab ke thru aur agle saal fir se advance de diyo pr mujhe pta h nit mein jaunga toh distraction itna hoga padhne ka time hi nhi mielga adv ka aur mujhe iit jana h mai mehnat krne ka liye tyyar hun din ka 18 ghnta padhunga abhi 6 mahine bach gye h jan attempt mein (aur june mein improvement ka bhi padhunga physics kyunki july mein paper h aur august ke first week mein marksheet ati h) drop batch mein phy - plane chem- redox maths - quadratic chl rha toh mai catch up kr lunga aur mujhe pta h mera iit nikal jayega agr mai ye 6 mahine cutoff hoke mehnat kr lun ekdum zyada vali (kyunki kam marks chahiye mujhe auro ke comparison mein) bhai pls kuch suggest kr do drop year ki tips dedo bohot hi zyada mind fuck ho rkha h aur hn ek aur reason h ki mai drop year mein padhunga ki maine khud decide kra h ki mujhe drop lena h toh i am responsible agr next year bekar hua toh (nhi hone dunga )meri glti hogi toh pls bhay kuch suggest kr do pls aur maine koi aur exam bhi nhi diye only mains and adv ka form bhra h
note: abhi 10 din adv ka padhke exam dunga fir uske baad drop ka padhna shuru 27 se hi
pls madad krdo iss sub ke mem hone ke naate
edit: shyd ye akhri post hoga sare social chod rha hun (might lurk incase of dipression but only after completing daily goal)

sory for rant
bhaiyo mai jab bhi exercise start karta hu ya kuch bhi start karta hu toh beech me chor deta hu kuch time me voh cheeje jaise exercise results agar hafte ya mahine me nahi aate morale down hojaata aur mai chor deta hu exercise karna khudpe dhyaan dena , sab kuch barbad kardiya hai jindagi me maine , ghar walo se dhang se baat nahi karpaata na hi bahar jaake open ho paata insecurities bhaut badhti jaari hai, khud pe believe nahi hota kuch bhi start karta hu toh, ghar walo ki shakal yaad aati rehti , ghar walo ki jimmedari bhi uthani hai papa mummy old hore hai unke safed baal aachuke hai mujhse jhela nahi jaara nahi kich samajh aara bachpan gya teenage gyi abhi adult hu , hamesha problems se bhaagne chahta mai , kuch plan kuch bhi dhang se nahi karpaata , randirona karne ke liye maaf karna bhai sorry na padh paata jaise mere bhai behen padhte , kho jaate padhte padhte voh log aur mujhse dill lagake padhai tak nahi hoti
victim mentality bana chuka hu kaise dur karu bhaiyo help karna
kiya kiya changes laau jindagi me batake help kardo pleaz
psychologist afford nahi kar sakta pichli baar kiya tha rone lagg gya tha baat batayi nahi jaati aur ha ek aur baat personal baate jab batata hu rone lagta hu pata nahi kyu
yeh likhte likhte bhi aansu gire hai bhaut

I took a drop last year, bought cengage and stuff, socha ye to karunga hi. Cut to this year, kuch nahi kiya, aur saari exams bekar gayi hai. Last year ek badhiya college me last branch mil Rahi thi but I was so entitled/delulu ki karunga to IIT se hu. Now I have no option left to depression cha raha hai. Mai andar se itna dar Gaya hu ki tier3 me civil milega ya nahi iska dar lag raha hai.
Anyways otoh abhi ander se aisa bhi lag raha hai ki comeback karna hai. Cengage padi Hui hai, soch Raha hu college chalu hone se pehle and initial months Tak Maths aur physics Puri cengage kar leta hu, to raise my mental acumen and problem solving ability.
Uska baad ek copium wala bhi vichar aa raha hai ki agle saal, mains aur baaki saare possible exams de dunga, won't take any college but acche percentile rahe to aage resume me bata to sakta hu that atleast i raised my self. And obviously planning for GSoC and coding and developing my skills (tier-3 me Bina kisi guidance k GSoC aur coding contests phodna hai Maharaj ko 🤡).
Aaj mummy papa puch rahe the kaise gaya and all and i felt ashamed ki BC ek kaam tha mujhe, do chances mile, still maine gud gobar kar diya. It's all my fault and I want to fix it. Doing good in other things is my only copium so please kindly suggest me, especially double droppers and seniors, how should I tackle my life's challenges from now on.
(Plz upvote this, taaki actual wale seniors ya sahi bando tak ye pahoch sake, legit depressed hu😞)

mere bhaiya neet ke exam se phele kota mei the unke papa ko phone aata hai aaur bolte hai ki mere bhaiya underage hai aaur unne bina licence ke bike chala rahe hai rat ko aaur unke bhai (scammer) ka accedent kar dia to vo log mere bhai ko unke ghar me rakha hai auur nahi jane deinge agar x amount nahi pay kia(1ya 2 lakh se jada tha kuch) aaur mere ki rone ki aavaj sunai aaur vo bolrahe the papa bachao sorry aaur phir bola jaldi paise transfer karo
vo log bhaut sidhe sadhe hai lekin mere bhaiya ke ghar me sabh log dady bolte hai
jab call kara to bhaiya ne nahi uthaya kuki usdin unka test tha
unhone phir se call kia center par faculty hai jinne known wale koi unhone kaha vo test de raha hai
aaur thori deer bad jab unka test khatam hua unhe sabse phele baat karwai aaur conform kia
mere bhaiya ne bata ye bhaut se logo ke sath ho raha hai vaha
any clue how they are getting the numbers my brother have a button and a smart phone (he never uses smartphone temper bhi nahi chadhaya yek bar rat ko ola karne box se nikala tha) so no he didnt signed anyvwebsite app or joined the telegram and after some days the number was unavailable
please beware and pass this info to the one who is staying away and his family

So mere dadaji ki health kharab thi isiliye meri family aur main unhe dekhne gye the, unki condition bhtt critical thi isiliye bhtt dino se unhi ke pass rukna pada, meri bhi tabiyat kharab ho gyi, school aane ki condition bilkul nahi thi, maine apni class teacher ko sab bataaya tha and application bhi di thi, still aaj papa ke phone pe school ki taraf se text aaya ki mera name kat gya hai. Kuch samajh nahi aa raha bhai, koi bata do ki kya karun?
TLDR: My school expelled me even though I informed my teacher

Bhai please help, meri boards pcm mei 45% banri hai. sochra improvement exam dedu wo July mei hota. Please colleges bta do jo June July mei exam admission lenge. Please bhailog I'm begging. 2 din se taane sun sun kar thak gya hu. Ab toh papa mummy ko bhi mujh par vishvas nhi ki aage jaake Mera kuch hoga bhi. Sochra hu suicide karlu lekin family ki financial condition dekhne k baad suicide karne ki himmat nhi hori. Please it's a genuine request please suggest some colleges.

Bhai ajj papa se baat Kari drop ki papa ne pura khee diya ki teri rank pe kuch kilga yo dilwa denge..
Im quite not an excellent Student but ik mehnat kaise karte hai ...
I wanna give my full chance. Today i saw ki ek band eki 98 aa gyi procrastination karne ke bad bhi.
Mai jo yaha bss 92 lake sirf adv eligible hu.
Mujhe bhut inferior feel hota hai ye sche padhne walo se.. ki mai kyu nhi kr skta .. Kya me self made topper nhi ban skta.
Maine 10tak kuch exceptional nhi kiya 11th bhi waste... 12 meei achi gayi par many reasons such as.
Procrastination, day dreaming not give mocks and not having better environment made me a loser again.. orr bhi bhut hai but ... I take my blame ki... Meri hi galti hai galti karna...
I really evny thos who are gifted... Ki mai kyu nhi hu assa
Mujhe assa kya karna ki mai unke level pe pochu..
Taking a drop for 25... Chalo apki bate sunte hai..
Drop leke IITB jaunga that's it.. Im goal oriented.

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)
edit: aaj matashree ko therapy de rahi thi. and pata chala she has shit communication skills and she meant to say ki hopefully ye sab mera vehem hai but boldi kuch aur. and batayi mumma bhaiya bhi bola ho sakta hai vehem ho but he cried when he first heard it. matashree se phir ladi khub ki baat nhi krne aata achhe se ro rahi hu kb se. tumlogo ke comments+ mummy se baat krke jo relief Mila hai na, thankyou yaar. literally verge of suicide se happy kr diye ho.

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17M. Today cbse boards result came out. And I got 68% and I feel devastated.
I tried to do jee coaching and school simultaneously but I couldn't. I used to feel sleepy in classes so much that my eyes felt like burning. I was just not interested in this rat race.
My father is the most toxic person I've ever met. He doesn't even talk to strangers with respect or politely. I couldn't clear jee and my father scolded me a lot and today he said even more stuff that I couldn't take in.
I got horrible percentile in JEE. I know this is not the end of life and these grades don't define someone's potential or life. I accept I couldn't perform well and learnt my lesson through bad decisions.
But aaj papa ne bola "tera ky hoga, pura future barbad krliya h", "2 saal kuch pdhai nhi kiya bas phone chalaya, game khela, timepass kiya", "har ek exam me fail hogya", "ab aage ki padhai chhod de, labour ka kaam kr ky krega pdh kr", "5 lakh barbaad krdiya school or coaching me".
I wasn't like this always. Maine 8th tak boht competitions, olympiads wagera kiya h. Mujhe nhi pata mai jee coaching kyu le liya. Ky hogya mere saath mujhe nhi pata.
He called me and said "apna laptop and phone tod de aur photo khich kr bhej". Kyu todu mai apna phone jab maine freelancing krke khud ke paise se kharida th.
I'm not joking but he called me "ch*tiya and mc" too for not scoring good marks. He even scolded my mother and sister for all this. Bas yahi bolte raha ki mat kr aage ki padhai, sab barbad krliya h ab mera kuch nhi hoga kahi.
Aaj pehli bar saalo baad meri aankho se aasu aagye. Aaj mere se control nhi hua aur mai chhat pr jakr silently andr se cry kr rh th.
He has his ego problem and anger issues. Idk what's his problem. Hamesha se aisa toxic behaviour raha h. Kabhi game khelne nhi diya to jab bhi time milta th bachpan me mai game khelte rhta th kyuki brain aisa sochta th ki ghr me nhi h yeh abhi jitna marji khel leta.
Bachpan me cash me paise diye th aur bola rkhne and maj spend krdiya kyuki bhai bachha th curiosity thi. To jis din pata chala jhapad mar diya and bache hue cash phad diye.
To ab dar lgta h kuch krne se. Mai kahi bahar nhi jata hoon ghumne ya kuch khane. Aaj tak restaurant nhi gya. Bs ek bar dosto ke sath movie dekhne gya hoon Oppenheimer. Ek do bar cafe me gya hoon dost ke sath. Sab apne hi paiso se pay kiya hoon. Pocket money ka concept hi gayb h mere ghr me. School wale goa trip pr legye but 15k mai mangne se ghabra rh th to nhi gya.
Ab weird sa introvert bn gya hoon. Dost birthday party pr ya ghumne bulate h to mai nhi jata kuch bahana krdeta hoon. Female interaction to hai hi nhi ab.
Ek din meri didi ka pata nhi sayd result acha nhi aaya th to bola ki books road pr lejakr jala de. Mai chhota th tab.
Aaj to bole meri mummy ko ki mujhe ghr se bhaga de.
He never accepts constructive critisism about him. For him other's opinions and views dont matter. He only boasts how much money he has spent on education and shit.
Heck he never gave his BA exam himself. Someone else wrote instead of him.
Ky aisa behaviour acceptable bhi hai aaj ki society me? I think he's psychotic and needs a psychiatrist. Like wtf man.
Kahi se koi support nhi mil rh mujhe. Bs lg rh andar se toot gya hoon aur ab kuch nhi h jeene ko. Bs mera friend mujhe support kr rh kyuki uske bhi kam percentage aaye h. Atleast uske ghr wale jyada understanding h and samjhte h ki yeh the end nhi hai.
Mera dream h Germany me pdhna. Mai kuch projects banaya hoon ek dost ke sath apne coding skills se jisse mujhe kafi acha revenue mil jata h. To friend EU ka hai and we've been in contact for long time now.
To ek saal yaha local college me pdh kr next year bachelors Germany ke liye apply krunga yeh mera plan th. Along with learning german language.
Bs isi hope se mai filhal jee rh hoon ki ek din yeh sapna pura hoga and mai finally yeh toxicity escape kr paunga. Mera wo dost financially help bhi krdega if funds ki kam pdegi to uss time. Papa ke to paise bhi use nhi hoga to bhad me jaye mai ja rh apne raste.
Bs aur kuch nhi kehne ko h

So mein ye apna mann halka karne ke liye likh rha hoon Meri jee mein 48k rank aayi even after taking drop result aane ke baad abhi tk move on nhi kr pa rha hoon roz soch soch ke rota rahta hoon ki toda aur padh liya hota even though ghar mein mummy papa khus hai is rank se kyuki hamare family mein kisi ne jee nhi kiya hai lakin mujhe bohot regret ho rha hai meine 3 saal le ke bhi aacha rank nhi nikal paya adv mein bhi koi hope nhi lg rha hai pura down phase chal rha hai hope ki kuch na kuch acha college mil Jaye ...

Zindagi bhar acha marks lake sabse aage hoke phir downfall aisi aayi ki 11th and 12th toh bas beh gya pani mai aur sabke ache ache numbers aa gye 90 ka thappa lag gya and mere parents they wanted more but 🤓 kya batau sorry mummy papa
Kya aap bhi same feel karte hai? Btw subject is pcb

Bhai result aa gya cbse board ka, aur kuch logo ke marks kam aaye.....koi na
But i saw some posts, logo ke kam marks aaye....i mean bohot kam, and they're blaming their parents "I'm suicidal mere papa mujhe bohot daant rhe jeene ki iccha khatam ho gyi"
Bhai obviously vo tujhe daant rhe he, you made a mistake. Accept it, unki daant required he, usko suno aur implement karo
This is a new trend here, log galti karke sab parents pe daal dete he. Ek bande ke mains me 80℅ile aaye bol rha parents usse daant rhe he, coaching bekar thi, ye vo..
(There are parents who are genuinely bad, unki baat nhi kar rha)
ab tak tum ye realize nhi karoge ke tum APNI GALTI KI WAJAH SE FAIL HUE, tab tak tum life me harr baar haaroge.
Jo ho gya vo ho gya, ab accept karo apni galti ko aur aage badho. Warna phir karte rho rant yaha pe....bas ye yaad rakhna Reddit pe post karne se ghar nhi chalta

Chud Gaye bhai chud Gaye
60 percentage
Math me compartment
Papa ankhe tak nahi mila rahe
Abhi drop lene ki soch Raha hu