Chachi ko mere birthday wale din choda

It was my fiance’s advanced birthday celebration with my family. We decided to have dinner at tong yang kasi free naman sya tsaka gusto ko kasi magdinner out kasama family ko. Nitiming ko din sa date ng pyromusical competition sa MOA para makapanood din kami. Okay naman lahat hanggang sa makauwi. Kaso kasi, wala man lang thank you or na appreciate man lang sana. Alam naman nya din na di kalakihan sahod ko at nakuha ko lng ung panggastos sa araw na yun galing sa retention bonus sa work. Atleast I made an effort to celebrate his birthday. Yung gift ko sa kanya, di ko pa nabibili. Napansin ko kasi ung isang friend nya nung nilibre sya. Nag myday pa sya sa social accounts nya samantalang yung advanced bday celeb nya with my fam, wala. Ung fireworks lang sa moa ung ni my day nya. Tas kinabukasan, nag aask sya bat di ako nakibo. Edi sinabi ko na parang di naman nya na appreciate yung night na yun. Tas ayun di na ko kinikibo. Bat kaya ganon? 🥺

hi! time ko to gawin so bear with me. need a 3rd person view and advice.
context:
pangalawang anak yung MOM ko, yung panganay (TITA1) nag migrate tapos yung isa soltera(TITA2). after umalis ni TITA1 si TITA2 na yung nag mamanage ng paupahan. b4 pa mamatay ang lola ko, mismanaged na talag ayung paupahan dahil may incident na yung labandera na naupadin doon pinag manage niya ng pag cocollect ng rent at umamin na dispalco yung 300k daw na bayad. nakiusap yung lola ko na kami na daw mag manage pero ayaw naman bitawan ni TITA2 kaya nag decide kami na pabayaan siya.
ff pandemic
namatay ang lola ko. nagkaron ng meeting dahil mahina daw kita kaya we decided to help sa pag mamanage ng properties. kami halos ang ng take over sa lahat pati sa pag aalaga ng lolo ko at pag renovate at expansion ng mga paupahan. napansin namin na laging MIA si TITA2. yung weekly na pag uwi niya papunta province nagiging madalang. na ultimo birthday ng kapatid ko iniiskip niya kaya naging suspicious kami.
we discovered na kumakabit pala si TITA2. pinaamin namin siya and matagal na pala nag yayari yun even b4 my lola died. at di lang sa isang lalaki, may ilan pang lalaki from the same circle of friends pa.
Ever since na discover namin nag kagulo gulo na yung relationship ng parents ko sa mga tita ko. there was a time pa na icoconfront ni TITA1 si TITA2 pero ang Ending pinag away niya si TITA1 AT SI MOM. inayawan na din namin ang pag mamanage ng paupahan. nakipag cut ties na mom ko halos sa kanila. ultimo mga kapatid ko galit na din sa mom's side of the family. currently ako lang yung neutral, technically para akong ambasador ng parents ko. hahahaha
ff present
TITA2 revealed na my dad tried to kiss him daw. may pinakita pa siyang note explaining everything na nagyare 2 years ago. ang questionable lang is , will you put emoji sa ganung klaseng bagay? and he told me not to tell my parents kasi daw nga baka magkagulo. pero bakit ang pumapasok sa isip ko is parang taktiks din lang to para sila naman magkagulo. and i doubt na my dad will do such thing. dahil eversince family namin talaga ang priority ng dad ko and sobrang stupid naman kung tunay yon. idk if i should tell my parents to warn them. idk din kung pano ko papatunayan with out everything blowing up
currently nakatira ako sa bahay ng mga lola ko and dahil d2 ready na ako bumalik sa bahay namin with my parents. gusto ko na mag cut ties if mapatunayan na she is lying. im tired of this BS.

Wake up
Jashwant ke sath fake love wali baate karo 2 min. "Hum itne close aa gaye itne jaldi" 🤡
Digvijay Unnati ke against planning plotting shuru karo. Sabke rooms me jaake batao unko kya karna hai 🤡
Scroll aaya scroll. Kood kood ke jao sabse pehle. "Sab hato guys mujhe read karna hai" 🤡
Chori wale kapde pehen ke reach task location. Fir kisi random purani baat pe footage Lena shuru karo. "Sir mujhe kuch discuss karna hai. 4 din pehle usne mujhe kuch bola tha..." 🤡
Task shuru hone se pehle hi Digvijay ko out karne ka try Karo. Manipulate the dumb contestants. "Ideal match ki baat sun lo guys. Nahi to..." 🤡
Poore task me taunting and manipulation chalu rakho "Ruru apne liye stand leeee" 🤡
Task over hone ke baad wapis aake taunting chalu rakho. Koi reply de to fight karke aur jyada footage lo 🤡
Night me dome session me jaake bhav khao ache se. "Kis kisko pitch karna hai. Tune to pitch Kiya hi nahi. Mai apne friends ke liye aai hu yaha" 🤡
Dome session me footage ke liye faltu ke 4-5 points discuss karo jinse aapka door door tak koi lena dena nahi. "tune us din usko ye bola tha"🤡
Because of twist agar iske target Bach jaye to wapis aake firse unke against planning 🤡
Fir camera me bolo. "Hum to yaha bas love ke liye aaye hain" 🤡
Goodnight sweet dreams. Raat Bhar Digvijay unnati ke dreams dekho 🤡
Next day repeat 🤦‍♂️

My hubby and I have been together since 17 pa lang kami. Now we’re both 34, married and have 3 kids. Sa tagal ng relationship namen, alam ko na yung love language nya, hindi talaga sya mahilig mag gifts, mag surprise and all. For context first boyfriend ko sya, 2nd gf nya ko pero yung una nya highschool sweetheart lang na naglast lang ng ilang months kaya wala talaga kami experience with love and relationship, sabay na kami natuto kung baga. We have a very good communication. As in super open kami sa isa’t isa. We could talk about everything kahit about improving our sex life pa yan.
I just gave birth to our 3rd child 4th quarter last year. And medyo feel ko magpabebe kaya very vocal ako na gusto ko makatanggap ng flowers. Our anniversary came, nag expect ako, pero wala. Again sinabi ko na bigyan nya ako ha. My birthday came this month, again nag express na naman ako na gusto ko makatanggap ng flowers, pero ayun wala pa din. So super disappointed na talaga ako. I still talked to him, and tinanong ko pa din sa kanya kung kelan nya kaya ako bibigyan ng flowers, pero wala lang, wala sya reaksyon. Valid ba na makaramdam ako ng tampo? Financially naman we’re okay, parehas naman kami may work, mas malaki sweldo nya and meron naman kami hiwalay na ipon. Kaya parang feel ko na hindi na ba ako karapat dapat bigyan ng flowers? Tbf maalaga pa din naman sya saken at sa mga anak nya. And no, wala sya 3rd party, WFH lang sya at never naalis ng bahay. Yung phone nya pinapagamit nya saken kapag need ko at pwede ko iopen fb at messenger nya anytime kung gusto ko, kase minsan nakikichismis ako sa gc nila sa work, hehehe.
This may be post partum blues pero basta sad pa din ako and partially disappointed honestly.

Har jagah k log kuch na kuch ulti sidhi chije krte hai. Hum desi bhi krte hai. To socha ek post share Kru. Offend nhi krne ka mujhe kisi Ko, bs jo observe Kia hai vo likha.. sahi aur galat aap decide kro.
India Mai humne observe krke yahi sekha hai patiently wait nhi krna. Jaha place mile ghus jao.. chahe vo tum ho, ya tumari gadi. Bs ghusa do. Jaha free ka kuch mile tott pado..
Fortunately maine kuch countries solo ghumi hui hai and Starting ke time Maine kuch ese cheje observe ki dusare countries Mai mujhe thodi odd lagi. Fir logically socha to sense banne lagi. Abhi bhi I'm not perfect but Haan thoda control/change Aya hai. Ye post likhne ka idea es liye aya kyuki abhi Mai Apne parents k sath West Mai hu and firse Wahi cheje dekhne Ko Mili jo maine ki thi. But this time ye thoda alag hai. Abhi Kuch cheje India k Metro cities Mai Hoti hai kuch nhi. maine points likhe hai, Aajo samjhata hu..
Waiting in queue - example deta hu: ek line hai, aur counter hai do. But line counter 1 ke aage hai. To hum assume krte hai ki "yaha aja, dekh 2 no. ke aage Khali hai"
Humme na sikhaya hai na bataya kisi ne ki bhai patience kya Hoti hai. Chahe vo Line Mai chup chap khade hona ya apni turn ka wait krna, ye I guess India Mai sirf airport checkin counter par he hota hai.
Sidewalk/footpath - Hum bc chalte hai jese hum Malik hai eske. West mai mostly log will not utter a single word. They'll just patiently wait ki Kahi se thoda rasta mile to cross kre. Otherwise vo apke piche chalte rahege.
Constant stare - Ye wali chej to bhai.. ladki, ladka, gay, trans, lesbian, homeless, kutta, bili, raincoat wala kutta, rubber shoes wali bili. Humko dekhna he hai jee bhar k, ache se. (Yes, pets ke bhi yaha pakade hote hai) Bhahar se nikale but Restaurant ke andar kya chal rha hai Humme dekhna he hoga Ruk ke. lol.
Greetings - kisi cafe mai gye. Counter par ladki: "hi, how are you guys?". We: "2 cappuccinos double double".
Usse pehle menu dekhna hai apun logo ko ekdam bich Mai khade hoke. Rasta block ho rha ho, koi baat nhi.
Loud burp (डकार लेना)- tum khana kha lo ya beer pi lo. डकार to ese Lena hai jese bc dushman desh ka tank udana ho. Restaurant ho, train mai, plane mai ya kahi open area. Kya kare Maza nhi ata bina liye. 2-3 funny stores bhi hai burp ki mere pas bta Dena if interested Mai share kr duga
Fukare/bloddy show off - Rear windshield par for some reason 'haryana' ya 'punjab' likha hoga. I'm sure local must assume ye car owner ka Naam hoga. And Custom number plates Apne surname ya cast ki (concept mast lagta hai mereko)
Rules - vo kya hai ji. Road wale ya pedestrian wale. Road wale I can't explain to Brampton driving subreddit dekh Lena. Pedestrian wale simple hai, J walk krna. Sidewalk pr bhi yaha signal hota hai ki kab kare road cross. And people follow. Road chahe Khali bhi kyu na hu. Par you know sab log signal ka wait nhi krte.
Phele aap - 500m counter ke piche khade ho jao ya building ka darwaja open krna ho. Yaha log chup krke door pakad lege apke liye. Counter se dur khade ho ese he, par vo tumare piche khade ho jayege and sayad he ye puche ki "are you guys in line?"
We so emotional - this is something that make us special I guess. Recent Ek incident share krta hu.. city cruise par gaya tha parents k sath. Waha bar counter par Indian ladka tha. Naam se notice kra parents ne. To baate krne Lage. Maine bhi bhai Ko hello kra. 1 hr baad jab exit k time usko parents ne bye bola and usne mere parents k feet touch kre. Then I thought humare sanskar har jagah sath rehte hai.
Homeless people - Humare wale Gareeb hath jodd k paise ya khane k mangte hai. Yaha walo Ko to govt paise k sath fresh Syringes bhi deti hai. Lol.
Neverending Thank you and sorry - Har ek chej par tumko thank you bolege and sorry bolne ka to Act bhi nikal Dia hai. 'The Apology Act' in Canada.
So that's it. Sayad kuch cheje apko pta bhi na pata ho ki aap unintentionally kr dete hai. Jese Mere liye Line toddna tha, lol.
Let me know if you have observed similar behaviour ya kuch aur chej jo mere se miss ho gyi ho.
Ek aur chej.. paise jodo aur ghumane jao. Duniya bhut badi hai. Bhut kuch Naza sekhne aur dekhne Ko milta hai :)

bhai mera kuch din me orientation hai uske baad se classes chalu (achievers batch allen kotha), muje lund nhi pata allen ke bare me aur orientation me kya kya hoga ,
plzz bata de muje 1st day embarass nahin hona aur jo bhi jruri chize 2025 ke liye 🙏🙏🙏,
help krne wale ko ek loyal bad bich aur GMC milega 😘😍
edit - sb bolrhe head faculty aaenge,ye batao BM daddy😘 aaenge ya nhi??

I had a friend this senior high which is rarely lang makipag-interact sa room because of her bad reputations. I tried to befriend her hoping that na may good side siya besides her reputation, as I started hanging out with her I saw the picture of her brother and nagjoke ako na crush ko yung kuya niya and she started to tell stories about her kuya na like he is single and kagagaling lang sa breakup but I doubt cause I saw the facebook profile of his kuya na may babae sa highlights niya so I just ride along sa mga kwento niya.
After sometime, we became friends but I don't feel really comfotable sa kanya kasi she always held me back to grow and to socialize sa iba. There is also a time na nagbeg siya sa akin na kunin ko siya sa research group ko as I was the leader. I tried na kunin siya pero napunta ako sa spot na I carry all the burden for both groups. But still nakuha ko siya kasi pinaglaban ko siya kasi she is my friends.
Back to the orig story, she keeps on talking about her brother and sinasakyan ko na lang mga kwento niya. It went beyond to the point na she forwards some message na galing DAW sa kuya niya pero hindi ako nainiwala kasi her kuya is a really smart guys and the messages she forwarded is halatang galing sa kanya mismo kasi mali mali ang grammar niya (in english) same sa pagsasalita niya niya in that language. I also remembered noong about sa research na siya kasi isa nagdadala ng laptop which is sa kiya niya yun and meron yung oras na nawala yung paper namin and we try na hanapin sa file and I saw the name of a girl which I know na gf ng kuya niya, I asked her kung sino yun and she replied "pinsan namin yan ate", hindi ako naniwala kasi I know the truth.
Meron din yung time na inivite DAW ako ng kuya niya sa house because it is his birthday celebration and may party daw pero sabi ko titignan ko. That day na birthday ng kuya niya I decided na sumama sa kanya pauwi pero itong kaibigan ko na to hindi makapakali like she doesn't want me to go to her house but I insited to go. Nakarating kami sa bahay nila pero walang party na ganap it is rather quiet and no celebration, that time I realize and she is playing me talaga. I just let it go kasi I am a people pleaser which is I hate sa sarili ko.
Then as time passed by, Dec 1 we are talking trhough chats tapos she keeps on telling me about her kuya and parang binebenta niya na sa akin. That very night I decided na istalk yung kuya niya sa fb and I saw new tagged pictures with yung tropa ng kuya niya and the girlfriend and parang that time napuno na ako sa kasinungalingan niya so I asked kung sino uli yung very same girl and now she replied "ate hindi ko alam pero kaibigan ata ni kuya yun".. I was beyond shook na hindi siya nagsabi ng totoo sa akin kasi yung una niyang sagot sa akin noong is that girl is their cousin but now she became a friend.. I was like sa isip ko, if you wanna try to lie make sure na tama ang piansasabi mo but starting that day umiwas na ako sa kanya.
There is more tho..

I won't be able to attend my offline coaching for ig 20 days (due to some personal reasons). This is my drop year so ek ek din important hai warna barbaad ho jaunga. Kya karu. How to make sure I cover my syllabus as much as I can in order to not to fuck up? Aise bhi coaching me slow hi kara rahe hain (kya pata mere jaate hi ekdum fast fast kar de)toh I think it will be manageable. 12th June ko pehla FT hai I don't wanna miss it. Any resources for chemistry? (Organic and physical) on YT? Physics mai MR sir ke yt channel wali videos se kar lunga I have my coaching modules for questions.
Bio Mai roz ncert se karta rehta hu. Bas disciplined rehna hai any advices? (Pata nahi kyu kar Raha hu post par share kar ke achha laga 😋)

I have notice kasi na they are just my friends if kailangan nila ako. Sa messenger, they will only message me if kailangan nila ng tulong or if may itatanong sila. Sa school, they will only talk to me if manghihiram, magpapalibre or mangongopya ng homeworks. Tapos it was my birthday a few days ago, nilapitan ako ng isa kong "friend", then binati nya ako, yun pala wala ng pamasahe. The same day lumapit naman 'tong isa ko pang kaibigan, nanghihingi ng tulong sa pinapagawa ng teacher namin sa kanya dahil kung hindi nya daw magagawan 'yon ay ipapatawag magulang nya.
If you think leaving them is an option, I think hindi ko nagagawa dahil sila lang talaga "kaibigan" ko. It's been hard din for me kasi to make friends dahil awkward ako kausap.

My bf's birthday is next week and im planning to surprise visit him in the province (he lives somewhere in North Luzon) , and my bf doesnt hold parties simpleng handa lang sa bahay nila. Babiyahe ako by bus kaya mejj di feasible kubg cake or ice cream dadalhin ko baka matunaw.
Any food suggestion na pwede ko bitbitin ? syempre i have a gift din pero nahihiya ako kung walang dalang food for his parents din. Help me out pls

storytime.
din tha accounts aur business ka, mahaul tha tense aur anxious kyunki math aur gt fuck karke baithe the hum. do or die ka naara lagakar ratri jaagran karne ke baad thodi ummeed si dikhai de rahi thi.
fast forward, centre. 'global widom schol'. jo thodi ac classroom ki khwaish thi use marte hue mehsoos kiya humne. par abhi meri katni baaki thi. waah, iss school mein toh benches hi nahi hain 😊. computer lab wali kursiyan thi humare seats, library wale stools the humare tables. classroom itna chhota ki koi 2 kadam chal ke bhid jaye bkl diwaar se. stool ko straddle karke, manspread karke baithna pada jaise porno mein the hum.
fir shuru hui bakchodi invigilators ki. ek toh theek thi, doosri saali bhais ki aulaad iski maa ne kya khaakar paida kara tha bhagwan jaane, moti shakal dekh rahi thi sirf. saala paper shuru ho chuka aur chudail ki bacchi paper hi nhi deri, chai pee rahi thi suar kahin ki.
finally baati paper jab bacche chillane lage, fir sign karane laati 5;10 pe accounts ke paper ke beech. saala yahan gaand fatt rhi hai aur ye mothers name likhwa rahi thi madarchod teri aakhein noch lungi mai. fir kehti 'beta time 4;45 likhna' maine toh likh diya bhenchod 5;15. ab karaa change. fir mujhe stink eye de ke chali gayi.
paper toh accha gaya lekin khoon ubalta hai uski shakal yaad karke. note- i should become a writer. dhanyavad.

So malapit na birthday ko, and usually lag birthday ko, nagttravel ako instead mag stay sa bahay or maghanda.
Pero this year since tipid tipid muna, and due to conflict sa schedule with my bf, hindi muna kami magttravel.
So our option is either mag eat out, or maghanda. I want the idea of mag handa since bago siya for me, kasi di talaga ako sanay maghanda sa bday ko. So ayon, shucks wala akong mainvite?? May workmates naman ako pero I don’t know if they will come since may work kami that day, and if yung mga walang pasok eh willing ba pumunta saamin during their restday? :)
Na-sad tuloy ako bigla. Kasi wala pala akong friends HAHAHAHAHA meron naman ako isang beshyy talaga kaso di rin available. Tamang colleagues and acquaintances ko lang pala yung iba, now ko lang narealize :(
Gusto ko kasi sana kahit papano, yung ii-invite ko is yung di lang pupunta for food, but also yung gusto talagang mag celeb with me kaso wala pala ako non HAHAHAHAHA .
Hindi naman ako introvert. Di naman din masama ugali ko. Siguro wala lang talaga ako kasundo, and ka-sad pala HEHEHEHE.

Nakipagbalikan ako(F29) sa ex(M37) ko last May after 3 mos ng hiwalayan. Nakilala ko sya online dahil isa akong live streamer.
Sa 10months naming mag couple, I can say na Im the luckiest girl kasi sobrang spoiled nya ako sa lahat ng bagay esp sa food. Tinutulungan nya din ako sa pag accomplish ng work ko. Lagi nya ako dinadala sa mga places na di ko pa napuntahan. Very matured & smart sya kaya pag kasama ko sya, parang no need na gumamit ng utak.
Naghiwalay kami dahil na din sa status nya. Na kahit wala ng hahanapin sa kanya, knowing na di pa sya anulled & wlang happy ending e parang may mga times na inaaway ko sya kasi gusto na iprocess na nya.(afford nya naman ang pagprocess, sadyang hindi lang pwede talaga dahil sa religion)
Maayos ang hiwalayan namin. Pero sa 3months na yun, lagi ko sya namimimiss. Panay ako parinig sa kanya sa fb na naka costumized lang ang viewer sa kanya at nagmemessage din. Siniseen nya lang ako or nagreereact.
Last March grineet ko sya sa birthday nya at nagpala Lamove ng gift & food. Yun yung time na nagreply sya at nagsend ng pic na busy sya. MC rider na pala sya. Binili nya ang motor dati para may option kami aside sa car pag nagtravel.
We agreed na maglunch together at nalaman ko naterminate ang business contract nya as a supplier sa isang big company dahil nilipat ng ex wife nya under her name. May ibang pamilya na kasi ang girl at may anak na din. Wala na daw sya ibang source of income & mahirap na ulit makahanap.
We met several times at may mga times na nagsegs na din. Hindi ako nagtanong kung ano ba kami until just this month, ay nagsabi sya ng I love you sakin & asked me if I still loved him. Syempre sinagot ko ng walang eme.
One time whilemagkasama kami, I got a chance na iaccess ang phone nya & nakita ko na madami na sya naging kachat at kalandian. I confronted him at sabi nya wala naman na daw kami nun. Tapos wala na din lambingan. Lagi nya sinasabi na matagal pa sya makikipagkita kasi need pa nya mag ipon. Di nya na din ako kinikiss pag magkasama kami. Parang wala g gana na sakin. Kaya parang ganun na din ako. Ambiring na di kagaya dati. Ako nalang nag iinsit magkita kami at ako ang gagastos para matuloy.

Bc pure 2-3 saal debate kra commerve lu ya pcm tb bhi glt option le liya. krna cs tha but dusre streams ke liye bhi plan tha, science barely hoti thi tho interest tha thoda, parents convinced me and socha 2 saal suffer krlungi fir to kn. Bc coaching shuru hui last month maine hw and all kn kiya dedh mahine ka backlog hogya hai 9 din me reshuffling test hai roz mumma papa se jhaad kha rhi hu na padhne ke liye mujhe nhi psnd ye nhi padhna nhi hoga jee mujhse, upr se mumma papa ko 10k rank chahiye mai chutiya hu yr, mere commerve and arts ke dost pura din aaram krte rehte hain vo foreign colleve ki prep kr rhe hain😭😭😭yr thk chuki hu hr dusre din school aur coaching krke, coaching vaalw extra classes bhi rakhenge abhi
Thankyou for listening to my rant😭🙏🏻

So mere ghar wale mujhe drop lene ko keh rhe hai and I don't have prblm in taking drop but saare log online mai against hai and dara de rhe hai ki drop lekr brbad ho jaunga. Mujhe jee mai kharab score aayi hai (77 percentile) so mujhe koi accha college nhi milega uss basis pe but boards mai mujhe 94.25%(isc) aayi hai and isme mujhe Jaypee noida cse or Thapar mai ece mil skta hai as per previous year data. But mere ghar walo ka pvt colleges ke lie kharab perception ban chuka hai (The reason is mere kuch cousins ne amity or lpu jaise pvt universities se prhai ki thi and woh bohot din unemployed the.) So they don't want me to take admission in pvt college. So ab mai confuse hu ki drop lu yaa in colleges mai admission lene ke lie parents ko convince kru. And also agar drop lu toh konsa offline coaching join kru in kota or delhi.

just randomly bahut dino baad reddit chalu kiya dusri id sey bahut dimag kharab ho rha bas merko drop nahi lena toh bahut uoptiondkeh rha tha sudenly raj neet councelling site khola toh dekha ki usme ek general cat wale bacche ko 140 marks mia admssion ho gya gmc mei how? like seriously nri seat mei general baccha woh mera coaching ka seniour itna galat nahi ho sakta mei kese mei kese aur ek sta cat wale bache neet mei itna kam marks lake clg kese mere toh us bande sey jyayda aye hai merse padhai ho nahi rahe bas simpe hai ghar wale bol rahe drop lele 1st attempt tha 12th ke sath koi mera jesea banda hai jisko pata hai yeh sab?
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dekho isme bahenchod kese mil rha itna kam makrs mei admission kese karein itni solid jack ki merko bhi mil jaye mere toh in sab sey jyada hi a rahe marks bas 600++ sc / st cutoff toh clear ho rha
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Hi, i just want to know your opinion if abyg if naturn off ako(f30) sa bf(m31) ko dahil sa utang. So here is the story, one month in a relationship pa lang kami, then magbibirthday na sya, so nag aya sya na magstaycation sa bday nya and I agree dun kahit weekdays yun and may work ako, nagleave ako for him.
Since birthday nya and gusto ko mafeel nya na special sya, I initiate na ako na magbook and magplan ng gusto nyang staycation, and hindi ko na rin yun pinabayaran sa kanya kahit sya naman nag insist na mag aya sa ganun. Bumili ako ng gift sa kanya, kung anu yung shineshare nya sa fb nya na mga gusto nya is binili ko as bday gift sa kanya.
And then 2 days before his birthday, nagmessage sya sa akin na baka pwedeng mangutang ng 5k kasi magbibirthday sya and ayaw nya mashort dahil magpapaluto pa daw sya sa bahay nila and magpapainom sa mga friends nya, and since magstaycation kami kaya baka kulangin daw sya. Given na ako na nagbayad nung staycation namin and sabi ko food na lang sagutin nya or kahit magluto na lang dun. Naturn off ako dito kasi if emergency yung ipapangutang nya, ok lang, pero kung di mo afford na maghanda sa bday mo dahil wala kang pera, sana di na lang sya naghanda
Pero at the end pinahiram ko pa rin sya. Nagpromise naman sya na babayaran nya pagsahod. Then pagdating ng sahod nya is nagchachat naman sya pero hindi nya inoopen or inaupdate if magbabayad na sya. Lumipas yung ilang days and hindi nya pa rin ako inaupdate if magbabayad na sya kaya naglakas na ako ng loob na magtanong sa kanya if when sya magbabayad. And nagsabi naman sya na if pwede na sa next sahod na lang ulit since nashort ulit sya. It’s actually fine with me, ang hindi ok is yung hindi sya nag uupdate dun sa time na unang prinomise nya na magbabayad sya. Then after next sahod nya is nagbayad naman sya.
Pero naturn off and nawalan na ako ng gana kasi may past relationship na ako na ginawa akong sugar mommy, and ayoko na sana to maulit. ABYG if makikipaghiwalay ako sa kanya dahil sa ganitong bagay lang, i feel like di kasi secured ang future ko so bakit ko pa papatagalin. And nawalan na talaga ako ng gana din na kausapin sya .

Hua ye ke 15 ko English Wale din itne bekar 2 kaudi ke school me center gaya tha ek fuddu management ghuste hi mujhe kisi teacher ne upar bhej dia ki vo hai tumra room jao. Maine b kabhi biometric ke baare nahi suna tha , to mujhe malum hu na tha phir 16 ko jab dusre centre gaya or vaha pe kaafi instructions suna biometric ke proper phir vo kraye to mere to hosh hi uus gaye I'm so depressed now ! Ky mera saal barbad!!!

i’m planning kasi to start investing on my physical appearance na – pinag-ipunan at pinag-iipunan ko talaga. it’s to reduce my insecurities & gain confidence :'>
dream ko talaga mag-bikini photoshoot pero dahil sa mga chismis ko sa katawan, I’m not confident enough. planning to do it on my 25th birthday (23f now). huehue
any thoughts? recommendations?
edit: currently doing gym workout din pala on weekdays, so most of the time pawisan. baka lang kasi hindi recommended na mag-laser treatments if laging napapawisan.

So mere ghar wale mujhe drop lene ko keh rhe hai and I don't have prblm in taking drop but saare log online mai against hai and dara de rhe hai ki drop lekr brbad ho jaunga. Mujhe jee mai kharab score aayi hai (77 percentile) so mujhe koi accha college nhi milega uss basis pe but boards mai mujhe 94.25%(isc) aayi hai and isme mujhe Jaypee noida cse or Thapar mai ece mil skta hai as per previous year data. But mere ghar walo ka pvt colleges ke lie kharab perception ban chuka hai (The reason is mere kuch cousins ne amity or lpu jaise pvt universities se prhai ki thi and woh bohot din unemployed the.) So they don't want me to take admission in pvt college. So ab mai confuse hu ki drop lu yaa in colleges mai admission lene ke lie parents ko convince kru. And also agar drop lu toh konsa offline coaching join kru in kota or delhi.