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Reposting cuz I see more people online now maybe I’ll get lucky 😅
Hey I’m 22m from Palestine but I live in Europe bored and looking for ppl to talk to maybe frequently. I enjoy watching football a lot I also enjoy watching movies and tv shows like How I met your mother, b99, the blacklist, Lucifer So yeah bless me with your presence lol Text me age and something abt you and let’s be friends any age above 18 is fine

Today, I watched the anime ghost in the shell 1995 for the first time ever. I was impressed and the OST, making of cyborg, will be the music for this post as I type. I think the world is like ghost in the shell, a dystopia.
Lately, people think I left or died. Either way, it doesn't matter because no one would care. I am still here, even if people forgot. I think this subreddit is weird, a strange community. I am a hikikomori, who exists in silence. Even online, reddit, people will pull others down, bias and herd mentality.
I can't express what I think, so I won't say what I would like to express about this subreddit, but it is hard for hikikomori to be here.
What I see of this subreddit is that it is mostly just homebodies, neets, and normies. If you like the label of hikikomori, then by all means go ahead. I just won't agree with you, silently.
I am hikikomori, not neet or hikineet. Even if I wanted a job, I can't consider since no one would ever hire me. Hikikomori have no interest in jobs. The bias, people play favorites here, it is sad. Herd mentality, people want to see everyone see and think the same, popular opinions. There is no reason to be here, as a hikikomori, I don't see why people insist, I am only lurking. An elitist sub is no fun, but that is what this place is. it is also filthy, for those who can see.
Posters are just feed for online consumption and entertainment purposes. Nobody is your friend or anything. Others will be the clown?
It is a kind of flawed platform, like all social media, popularity. But, popularity doesn't mean it is good, thank you.
I am still a severe hikikomori, a virgin, a male yandere, never been in a relationship, have any friends, and a failure. Of course "hikikomori" appear who have no true hikikomori struggles in this sub. I guess it is easier to be fake hikikomori than real?
My hikikomori existence, is a joke? No one can believe me when I say I have it the worst, it is concerning, but again hardly anyone has lived like a severe hikikomori as me.
Someday, I will see the light at the end of an endless lonely and dark tunnel. It cannot come soon enough for me.

Replay code: RAG4YG
Battletag / in-game username: Boo #15751
Hero(es) played: Kiriko
Skill tier / rank: Bronze 3
Map: New Queen St
PC or console: PC
Description of the match / things you want reviewed: Hi all, I'm a brand new OVW player looking to improve my gameplay and rank up. I've been particularly drawn to Kiriko on Supp for her gameplay style and ability to be self-sufficient. I admit I may play entirely too aggressive, but slowing down and letting my teammates try and work through an enemy team hold feels like pulling teeth for me. I feel really lost and frustrated, because I'm trying to implement everything I've learned from watching and reading guides online but to no avail. I've lost nearly every game I've played today, and have been flamed relentlessly for only avg. around 4k healing. I'm fairly new to the FPS scene as well, with Valorant being my only other experience. My mechs are mediocre at best, so please go easy on me. At this point i'm begging for help.
Edited to follow correct format. Thank you to anyone who takes the time out to read and assist.

So I used the shitpost flair, but I really had this dream and it was weird. Would love your opinions on this. (It's Sunday where I'm posting from)
So I was supposed to go this place I went with an old couple, myself and one woman and one man. We saw an advertisement of an island, and decided to go there. There we saw that there's some sort of a very big UFO device, which is huge and in a ball shape but it is made as if you've taken a lot of strings and wrapped it around each other. We saw that and got curious to know more about the facility. There were some folks who saw us witness and when we said "Wait what that's a UFO, they said no one is supposed to know about it. So they projected a fake UFO kind of like seen in movies, it was shorter, but looked more like a stereotypical UFO We went back and for some reason we had this 80s TV and that old man who was with me was watching it. He saw the island's advert there were majestic creatures special to that island. And suddenly there was the UFO news, I said it's fake it's fake. Anyway we decided to go there after entering through the desert and forest, We were taken to a school building with stairs and strated by going upstairs in a queue and then putting our bags in locker. After going there was a very tall woman who was the head of the facility, let's say her name is 'Jen' who was taking us somewhere, but quickly we found out that the entire place is some sort of research facility - people were tortured, animals were tortured and mutants were created. We got very scared, and got hold off some laser guns. (that ran on battery, they didn't had enough power). So we took Jen and saw that in the main area of facility - kids and their parents are playing a sport event and we were not allowed to go in there. It was like a simulation, they were too deep in it to see what's going on. We saw one zombie like creature crawling I used the gun to hit him a few times and he died. It felt good. I put the gun to jen and moved ahead. It was a white alley, and we could see the parents and kids on the other side of the door. The left side of the alley was the research facility, it was mostly empty but big. She told me that they change the race by making them go through race transformation, but the problem is that it's so difficult that not many people survive that. We tried to burn some part of her with the gun and she kept begging that it doesn't have enough laser battery. I thought it was logical so I stopped. We took another stair and went up to see that there are small dirty rooms with no light and 4 chains in it. That was the place for experiment. We saw that some rooms were open, in one of the rooms there was a dead guy, tangled in the chains and 20 ft up in the air. It looked very scary and eerie. By that time we had a ghost following us too. (upon Jens request) But we still put her in the room and plugged the transform race button but we forgot to put on the chain because we were so worried and hurrdily closed the iron door. She seemed unfazed and was laughing. I thought she would come back with more superhuman powers and we'll die. Then we put her in and started looking for exits, the woman next to me said that she has to meet someone in the school and I said are you crazy focus on the mission to get out. Then the spirit started chasing us and we ended up near a river which was just next to the stairs that we took to go to the main experiment room. We could still see that dead guy chained up and dead, and Jens room was closed. We had our guns with us and we could sense the ghost. We saw in our mind or dream that it was a woman's ghost, with long hair and shabby clothes. She must be one of the subjects of the experiment here who died and then turned into a ghost. She tried to capture us in the water and I was convinced that I am dead now. Then suddenly we heard that old man with me started playing live TV on mobile and I understood immediately what was happening. He blew the cover of the facility online and military was about to come The TV still looked like it's from the 1980s Suddenly, the ghost disappeared and I could hear on love TV that everyone is shocked about the discovery of strange creatures and experiments Then we saw hordes of police and other people coming in, tourists coming in as well. We felt a sense of relief. We also saw some Indian women in saree who came to do prayer (puja) in the river. All while Jen's room was locked up and the other room with the dead guy was open. Then the river turned into beer, as soon as the beer ad was coming on TV. We stayed inside the river bank for sometime We went back, got rescued, but I still had my bag in the locker. So I went back again, and asked the old woman with me where is it, somehow she knew. I found it and then we were going back through the forest on a motor boat and we saw a UFO and everyone in the news said "UFO sighting" but I was sure it wasn't a real one. Then we all came back home to tell the tale. At the end, like it happens in movie credits, there was a file given to me and I wrote "Subject Name: My Name" Used in: Room 880, Room 001 880 was the initial room they kept me and 001 was the superhuman transformation one.

Hii, I'm F/22, a happily married housewife living in Canada! I am originally from the US but I moved away to be with my husband. We are childfree but we have 2 bunnies that are spoiled with love. 🐰🐇
I'm on the lookout for an online friend who I can share both silly and serious moments with, and someone who is open-minded. I'm shy but I will eventually warm up, so when I get to know you better, we can make calls and play games together or watch movies! I think being penpals would be fun as well, but I'd like to wait a bit before we do that, of course. I just love to write letters and make little pop-up cards lol. I also have tons of cute stickers to use. 😂
A bit about me: - I love playing games (board games, video games, etc.) - Cooking and baking are my passion - I enjoy writing poems - Making art is another way I like to express myself
There is more but I will save it for when we talk haha. I've always been considered the "therapist friend" so if you ever need a listening ear, I'm here for you. Feel free to reach out whenever! My DMs are always open. Thanks for reading! 💝

 I’m a college student getting a degree in piano performance. I took a year break, and during that time an opportunity to become a part time piano teacher was offered to me. I was so excited. Teaching piano independently is my dream job. I teach a hand full of kids 8-13. I’ve been doing to for almost a year, and it’s becoming almost unbearable. I’ve always been hyper aware of people’s reactions. I drive my boyfriend, who luckily can’t smell well, insane with how often I ask him about my smell. I’m not a social person. I usually talk away from people or stand at a distance. But when I’m in a small room with a ten year old, there’s no where to hide. I’m supposed to be a mentor, and I find myself avoiding eye contact, covering my mouth, and chewing shit tons of gum to mask the smell. Nothing feels worse than watching one of my students scoot away or cover their nose. They are all incredibly sweet and intelligent kids, but I can’t stand the idea of them telling their parents that I stink. I hope one day I can have more students online, but no luck so far. I’m already an incredible anxious person. More social interactions make me sweat uncontrollably, and if I’m in a large enough group I have panic attacks. I’m terrified of losing my life to my bb. I feel like less of a person. 

⭐️Pregnancy⭐️
I have my own place, go to school full time, in a coding boot camp, and taking certificates while also providing all the income for us. I was still actively working right after the military and then lost my tech job after 4 months job due to the whole company going under. The next day I found out she was pregnant. I believe she should have the choice since it’s her body /and she choose to keep the baby.
⭐️The problem⭐️
The 1st problem was she didn’t want to work or get license that I pushed her to do but can’t do it herself. I have been nice about it I’ve made docs, videos of motivation, applied for jobs for her, let her use my car, been with her to do it, but still doesn’t want to do anything so I gave up. A counselor would help but her mom doesn’t believe in that so brings in her mind there no point of getting better. She adores her mom but her mom is a does pills all day who hasn’t worked for over 20 years and even refused to work when they were all on the streets. I took her brother and my girlfriend to Disneyland and mind you spent over of all of the money I earned from the military from the gifts, vacations places, and food because she has never seen any of this before because they live off the goverment.
⭐️Uncle⭐️
her uncle turned homeless and started living with them.( he attempted to s/a her as a kid) but didn’t succeed. Her mom not doing anything and me knowing things she could do to get rid of him ( I even paid her 2,000 dollars) to get rid of him and nobody did anything my girlfriend said she was fine about it and she not much afraid of him and started resenting me because how I felt about her mom. I started doing online classes and staying with her and saving up for an apartment. A month goes by and the uncle TALKS ABOUT HER BOOBS INFRONT OF HER MOM. and yes he is still living there and yes we got the aprartment right after that. she still resented me because of how I felt about her mom and now I’m losing feelings for her because of that and not helping me mentally or with money.(Also I want to say it has never slipped my mind that I would not provide for this child that’s the whole point of doing the college). ⭐️My day⭐️
I feel alone most days and now i would rather watch YouTube or video by myself than with her.the one time we did take a break which was 2 days she cried all day, that’s not right for the baby so I went back to get her. I don’t think she would commit sucicde if we broke up but she says it as a joke but most of the time I can’t take it as a joke( my dad attempted and succeeded when I was 10).

I have been obsessed with iwav since I was a kid. While discussing it with my best friend we were both unsure if the hallucination of Lestat had a bird or a bat crawl from the slit in his throat. (We are both blind, okay?)
Personally I think a bird would have been much cooler and more symbolic.
In the movie, when Louis and Claudia are finally free from Lestat (after murdering him) they talk about what they wish to do with their pet bird. (A canary I believe.) They intend to release it before they leave just before the ghoulish Lestat shows up.
I think if they would have had a bird escaping Lestat's throat instead of a bat it would have been a decent nod to the og movie, and maybe a good symbolic symbol that even though they thought they had achieved freedom, Lestat was still there. Caging them much like the bird they intended to release. (Did they release it? No idea. Maybe Lestat ate it in spite.) Maybe they didn't make it a bird because of the lack of one in the show, but still it would have been a cool Easter egg for us who watched the movie a million times.
I just haven't seen much about it anywhere online and wonder what other people think about the scene.

So, lately I've been obsessed with Romantic anime -- mainly because I'm lonely and I'm looking for feel-good stuff to fill the void between new episodes of "Slime" or "Level 2 Cheat Skill" each week. I've watched a ton, binging them within hours, several in a day sometimes, as many of them are only single-seasons right now. I've decided to update my list of preferred and disliked in an effort to see if anyone can recommend others I've yet to watch, hopefully to keep this emotional rollercoaster of laughter and love going for a while!
So far...
S-tier:

• Horimiya
• Kanojo Real Girl (This show promptly destroyed me and I haven't emotionally recovered yet lol)
• My Dress-Up Darling
• Fruits Basket - (quick note: this has easily the funniest episode of an anime I've ever watched -- "Cinderella-ish")

A-tier:

• Our Dating Story: The Experienced You and the Inexperienced Me
• The Angel Next Door Spoils Me Rotten
• Shikimori's Not Just a Cutie
• Komi Can't Communicate*

B-tier:

• I'm the Villainess so I'm Taming the Final Boss
• My Love Story with Yamada-kun at Lv999
• Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai

C-tier:

• Why Raeliana Ended Up at the Duke's Mansion
• 7th Time Loop: The Villainess Enjoys a Carefree Life Married to her Worst Enemy

F-tier:

• And You Thought There is Never a Girl Online?

Unfinished/Still Watching:

• Girlfriend, Girlfriend
• Kaguya-sama: Love is War
• Spice and Wolf (the newer one)
• Tomo-Chan is a Girl!

*I blasted through this manga (the first I've read in over 20 years) once I finished the show on Netflix, but as I've read more, goddammit has Tadano begun to annoy me. I also wish it focused more on their story rather than random stuff in between, but it's still good so I'm leaving it at A-tier until the manga progresses
Please let me know if anyone has any other recommendations -- I'm really into the type where they aren't afraid to actually show affection and be in-love w each other (see: Horimiya, Shikimori, etc)!!
Edit: Left a few I'd forgotten out - sorry!

As the title says, I’m looking for anyone that’s willing to chat so we can get to know each other. I’m up for long term or short term convos! I’ve never really had online friends before, but I’d love to meet people from around the world.
I’m 24 and about to graduate from university. My hobbies include playing video games, watching shows/movies, hanging out with family and friends, and scrolling social media, sometimes a little too much lol.
Start off by telling me where you’re from or something interesting about yourself! Looking forward to meeting everyone :)

Today's young people swear a lot. People online swear a lot. People also swear a lot when they're close to you. The combination of all three factors makes talking to a lot of people in private (as in non-professional) contexts very frustrating for me. I have zero difficulty talking to people of all age ranges or backgrounds in professional contexts, even for projects or tasks that many would find awkward. However, I can't "enjoy" talking to people who could be my friends if only they were not as sweary or unserious all the time.
I don't entirely know why I'm like this. I used to be a bit more normal in this respect, until I went to a different country for education, and, having put all my efforts into academics and learning a new language, I guess I became a lot more serious in terms of my personality. My preferred way of watching movies and shows and enjoying video games turned from the most average one to one that is far too analytical than most people would enjoy. I could no longer engage in many recreational activities I used to enjoy with my previous friends, then I lost most of my previous friends, and in the process somewhat learned to keep my thoughts to myself a bit more. My own "seriousness" I can handle now, but what I still can't fully handle is that I seem to also have lost my ability to cope with others' lack of seriousness (most commonly, people's excessive use of swear words.)
One example might be how the word "sh*t" can technically be used as a pronoun to mean just about anything in today's English... or maybe just American English? But practically, most online English (I'm mentioning online English because even with personal friends, so much of our conversations today occur online or on phones... and with that comes the much more informal standard of language). I just... can't handle that. One use of it and I can still keep a straight face, but internally my enjoyment of the conversation is gone. Three uses and I feel a strong urge to leave.
I get the use of swears in swear-necessary situations, I really do. I do shout "fu*k" when I hit my toes, but what I don't get is when people use repulsive words when there's no need for one, and when they're not even trying to insult anyone or anything.
Of course, this increased prevalence of non-insulting swear words also makes insulting uses of swear words more prevalent. People can quickly call things they don't understand "sh*t movies," "retard policies," or just "fu*k this game," only to change their opinions halfway through the movie. Their hasty judgments almost seem like a subconscious rebellion against the logical, analytical thinking they did frequently in schools and now continue to do in their professional lives... I mean, they are entitled to their ways of thinking ableto saying things without thinking. They are all good people and I know that when making important decisions they apply their full logical faculties. However, I'm not able to make friends with most of these unserious persons around me... which is to say, basically everyone around me.
Back in high school, most people (advisor type, mostly) told me "it's fine, just go to college and people would be more serious." In college, they say "just do grad school, people would be more serious there."
Now I've worked for a few years, and I still can't seem to find people I'd enjoy talking to... and I'm now much more used to being alone than having friends.
I think if I don't do something, I will probably stay rather alone for the foreseeable future. I'm used to it right now, but I do have anxiety about accepting this as a permanent state of my life. Will I have regrets?
Is this something I should work on? Is this something I could work on? Or, do I accept my personal preferences in conversations, but try to find more serious persons to make friends with? And where can I find such persons in today's world? Thanks for any advice and sorry if this question is a bit stupid, but the name of this subreddit is what gave me the courage to ask it.

So I was on Sertraline between 2015-16 and came off after experiencing what doctors diagnosed as Bipolar but since I've realised was just a one-off episode resembling certain manic traits (delusions/overvalued ideas, decreased need for sleep, overspending etc). I've never had any hypomanic/manic episodes outside of Sertraline.
I came off it at 150mg cold turkey because I couldn't handle these and other side-effects. No psychiatrist commented on the risks of going cold turkey either. Going cold turkey was definitely stupid looking back but I was 16/17 at the time.
I watched a documentary last year - Panorama: The Antidepressant Story where a psychiatrist, Dr Mark Horowitz was talking about protracted withdrawals especially in terms of SSRIs and how you're not supposed to stop them cold turkey. I've seen other doctors online also talk about this. A lot of the things discussed in the doc (Agoraphobia, panic attacks, dissociation, symptoms resembling mania, leg tremors, muscle rigidity etc) I've experienced since 2015.
What can Sertraline protracted withdrawals look like? and Could they last this long.
Sorry if this sounds like a stupid question, but if you don't ask you don't know.

I'm just not sure what else to do. A little long and I don't know all the terminology perfectly, but please bear with me and offer any help.
I started off with a 10700k, MSI Z490 Gaming Plus, 32gb ddr4 3600mhz ram, Gigabyte Gaming OC 3080 10gb, and Evga BQ 850w Bronze PSU. I have an ADATA SP550 120gb 2.5" SSD that I use for my Windows 10 installation, 2 1tb HDDs used for miscellaneous files, and 1tb SPCC M.2 SSD used for my game installs. I use a LG 27GL83A-B monitor.
Even when I first built that rig I experienced some stuttering here and there, but when asking online I was usually told it is normal to have a little stuttering here and there. Fast forward to about 3 weeks ago and I was noticing more and more games seemed to stutter. I would go onto the subs for those games and the majority of people were not having the problems I had. If they were I would use the "fix" everyone else was using but that never seemed to work for me. I would watch people with my exact setup running the games I am playing and there performance was more smooth than mine was.
So I started to upgrade. I got the brunt of the hardware in one go. I bought a 7800x3D, Asrock B650E PG RIPTIDE, 32gb 6000mhz cl30 RAM, and a PNY 4080 Super. Swapped out the old hardware and instaled the new. Made sure XMP was on and I DDU'd properly and installed the latest GPU drivers. Prefer Maximum Performance is on in Nvidia CP.
Was stuttering still just like before. I started to monitor with Afterburner much more closely now. I was getting the correct FPS I should be in games but my .1% lows were always much worse off than all the others I am watching on Youtube. My frametime graph is always showing more stuttering than theirs and I can feel them happening constantly. I tested in 3DMark TimeSpy and score exactly where I should with my hardware. CPU never gets hotter than 70-75C in gaming and max temp after 10 minutes on Cinebench is 82c. GPU never gets above 70c. Drives and RAM are cool.
I searched around for fixes related to the new hardware. I have tried- disabling fTMP, Resizable BAR, Disabling XMP, and disabling the MBs Wifi. I ran OCCT memory test for an hour and cleared. I checked my drives health with Crystal Disk INFO and their health is "Good". I ran Windows Error Checking Tool and no errors were found. And even reset Windows 10.
Still stuttering just like before. I searched around and asked online. I was told that that maybe I should upgrade my PSU as I have had it awhile and there were newer PSUs that worked better with the 40 series GPUs. So I bought a Thermaltake GF A3 1050w PSU. I unhooked my old PSU and installed the new one, even using that new fancy 600w 12vhpwr cable for the GPU. Still stuttering. I was told that the PNY 4080 Super has an issue with the fans revving, so I switched out the GPU and added back in my 3080.
Still stuttering just like before and honestly I am about to give up. It happens in Online or Offline games just the same. The only constant so far are my monitor and drives. I use a 1.4 DisplayPort cord for my monitor, but seen the same performance when using a 2.0 HDMI. Can drives cause stuttering even though their "health" is good according to CrystalDisk and Windows detects zero errors from them?
If anyone has any ideas on what I can do to finally be able stops the stutters I would be eternally grateful

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Star Citizen features a beautiful sprawling universe full of wonder, adventure, and action. However, it’s easy for new citizens to feel overwhelmed as they take their first steps into life in the 30th century.So, from Alpha 3.19, a whole-new guided mission will welcome new players to the ‘verse, including showing them how to get around, use the mobiGlas, and fly a ship in atmosphere and in space.
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Alpha 3.22 https://robertsspaceindustries.com/comm-link/transmission/19565-Star-Citizen-Alpha-322-Wrecks-To-Riches
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There are two components to Cloud Imperium Games' (CIG) project. Star Citizen is the MMO component, a first-person experience in a simulated 30th-century universe. Squadron 42 is the single-player component, a story-driven campaign where you enlist as a UEE Navy combat pilot. Our current understanding is you will be given the option of having your Squadron 42 character, who musters out of the Navy at the conclusion of the campaign, carry over into the Star Citizen persistent universe, taking with them the reputation and relationships they've built with NPC entities.
[Customers interested the Squadron 42 standalone only] If you only want the single-player campaign, after creating your account (next section) you can buy the Squadron 42 standalone here. You need only wait for the game to be released and become available for download. But take note that when you buy Squadron 42 you also get immediate access to Arena Commander, the online dogfighting module, and Star Marine, the online first-person shooter.
Squadron 42: I Held The Line https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDtjzLzs7V8
UNDERSTANDING THE PLEDGE STORE
There are a couple of points I want to make about recognizing what comes with a package. First, game packages may include only Star Citizen, only Squadron 42, or both games. Look at the package's contents for "Star Citizen Digital Download" and/or "Squadron 42 Digital Download." I will show you an easy way to add Squadron 42 to a Star Citizen-only package during the checkout process.The second point of interest concerns ship insurance (also found in the package's contents). Ship insurance covers the ship's hull and factory stock equipment in the event of complete loss. As a part of promotional offers, ships are sometimes sold with lifetime insurance (commonly referred to as LTI), but there are tricks to get LTI on almost any ship and many people will advise you to take advantage of them (often at a cost of $20-$35 USD = Token LTI ). To properly assess of the "value" of lifetime insurance, you should know a few things.
guide https://robertsspaceindustries.com/comm-link/transmission/18381-New-Player-Guide-Star-Citizen

I think we all know how this is going to end if we don't get that animal removed from the house. I did some digging and I think he got it from the Petco in Fort Smith AK the number is 479) 646-1252. Idk if they are allowed to take an animal back once it's sold but wondering if we should call and tell them we are concerned for animal safety for a ferret they sold to Michael Hall. The other option is the cops - Michael's arrest records are online and it also has his home address listed there. We could again tell them we are concerned for animal safety as he has 3 DV arrests and his last animal died of neglect. Thoughts?? I just don't wanna sit here and watch this play out

Operating System Windows 10 Pro 64-bit CPU Intel Core i9 @ 2.50GHz57 °C Tiger Lake 10nm Technology RAM 40.0GB Motherboard ASUSTeK COMPUTER INC. GU603HM (U3E1) Graphics Generic PnP Monitor (2560x1600@165Hz) Intel UHD Graphics (ASUStek Computer Inc) 2047MB NVIDIA GeForce RTX 3060 Laptop GPU (ASUStek Computer Inc)54 °C SLI Disabled Storage 953GB NVMe HFM001TD3JX013N (RAID (SSD)) Optical Drives No optical disk drives detected Audio Realtek High Definition Audio 

 
I've rebooted like 6 times. I did a shut down and left it off and unplugged for 5 hours. I turned off fast boot in my bios thinking maybe its not actually shutting everything down so whatever is broken is still residual when I turn it back on.
I dont know if this is normal, but I notice device manager is refreshing every ~6 seconds. Also, if I open a blank notepad and just hold down any key, also about every 6 seconds there is a half second of input delay. It stalls and then continues inserting whatever character I'm holding down.
This is causing lag when I play games since I'll be holding W or S or some other button to move around in a game and then every 5 seconds I stall for half a second because the input delays then continues.
No pending windows updates. I havent downloaded anything recently. No one uses my laptop I live alone. It was doing this last week as well and I rebooted and it stopped. Now its doing it again. Last week is the first time I've ever noticed this issue and I use the laptop at least 5 days a week.
I tried disabling my keyboard in device manager and plugging in an external usb keyboard, same issue.
I looked in event viewer under windows logs > system logs
I thought there would be events for devices being reconnected but there are no events.
I'm probably just going to reinstall windows but I really don't feel like doing that unless absolutely necessary. I don't believe that would be necessary if when I rebooted last week and that fixed the problem, then it should just be simple like that again.
The only external devices I have plugged into it is a logitech mouse and my charger. Normally when a device is disconnected and reconnected it makes that sound. No sound is being made.
 

C:\Windows\system32>sfc /scannow Beginning system scan. This process will take some time. Beginning verification phase of system scan. Verification 100% complete. Windows Resource Protection did not find any integrity violations. 

 
Something seems to be happening in the background but I cant trace what it is. Whatever is happening is causing typing to stall. I tried moving my around continuously for 30 seconds. The input delay doesnt impact my mouse movement. Only key strokes.
I just updated my gpu driver. Issue persists.
CPU is sitting lower than 22% and RAM is sitting lower than 20%. Hard drive isnt even 50% full with 900GB remaining. I have nothing running right now except google chrome. Happens on firefox, happens on games, happens on chrome, happens when nothing but notepad is open.
Nothing comes up on malware bytes scan.
I found a post on microsoft forums saying device manager refreshes every few seconds. They said that indicates a USB device is being re inserted. "Download our USB log view debug tool to diagnose"
No records come up on that tool when I leave it running for 2 minutes.
 
I went into safe mode. The issue doesnt persist in safe mode. Device manager isnt refreshing every 6 seconds when I'm in safe mode and the keystrokes dont have input delay.
I looked through and I see 14 devices disabled so I assume it is one of these causing the issue. I'm going to boot into normal mode and disable each one and see if the issue persists. Its weird though because when I watch device manager refresh, none of the devices disappear as if they're being remounting.
https://imgur.com/a/wtl1QK0
 
I found a tool online called device remover which logs all device changes. Exactly what I needed.
But the output is in a raw format that I cant decipher. Something to do with ACPI but I cant find that in device manager.
Raw log: https://pastebin.com/LMs4xEyC
Towards the bottom you see a repeat of the same event. device removed device added for
Device Name:{\\?\ACPI#NVDA0820#NPCF#{29d92575-4cb9-489e-a9ae-d18efeca7691}}"
 
*Update: I just rebooted again for the maybe the 15th time. Now the issue stopped again. Idk why a reboot doesn't fix it every time but eventually does fix it.
When I look in device manager I see a bunch of different devices for ACPI
https://i.imgur.com/LQRckfg.png

Hey all! So I wanted to give a part two since I'm not high now lol, and also I wanted to clear up some things and add in some other details I left out that I just remembered. If you haven't seen the first part of this post then I suggest going to that, otherwise you'll be very confused. Also, I forgot to add this in my first post but DON'T READ if triggered by certain topics like r*ape, SA, murder, abuse, etc. Another thing is, this post is going to be a lot darker and aside from talking about what happened, I'm also looking for advice on my mental state and how to cope. So please read with caution because I'm going to be talking about what happened with B, but also about my past before him and how what happened is affecting my past trauma.
So, I'm not going to retell the whole story but I am going to be bringing up a lot of parts from it and things I didn't realize until after the incident happened. And some of the things I didn't think of until my friend brought it up. So in my first post, I was talking about how B (26M) was REALLY into Jeffrey Dahmer. Well, in the show we watched with Evan Peters, I noticed a lot of things Jeffrey did as well as already knowing a lot about him before watching it. I noticed that B was doing a lot of things similar to him. Now, I forgot to add in this part last time, but B was really 'straight phobic.' Now I'm a bi transman but I don't hate cis / straight people. In fact, a lot of my friends are cis and in straight relationships. For some reason though, he did, to a weird extent. And even though he was being respectful in the beginning, I'm starting to get a feeling he wasn't actually gay or cared about trans people. Because it seems as though ALL of his former partners were transmen. Which isn't that weird I guess, and he did tell me he tried dating a cis man before but it didn't work. After I met him in person he was telling me that he really liked his trans partners to still have sex vaginally and he liked tits. So, I was kind of confused at that. I think what was really going on was that he isn't gay but wanted to be so he could be like Jeffrey Dahmer. I know it's a bit of a stretch, but you'll see why later. So another thing is, Jeffrey would always ask his potential victims to go back to his place for drinks and to take photos, particularly sexual ones. Jeffrey would then lace the drinks and go on to do weird things to his victims while taking their pictures. And while I was trapped at his place, B kept pushing alcohol on me, A LOT. So much so, that when I kept refusing he started getting angry. However, once I pretended to take a sip it was like his whole attitude changed. He also kept joking it was laced, like EVERYTIME he offered me some. Even though I didn't actually drink any, like I said in the first post, I still got a few drops on my lips and in my mouth. After that I started to get a headache and was a bit dizzy. Also, he had told me before that he liked to take pictures of his partners in sexual poses while they held his guns. Aside from the guns, that's EXACTLY WHAT JEFFREY WOULD DO. For some reason, I didn't piece any of this together until afterwards. I guess I was too shaken up to think clearly. I said this before as well, but when I first entered his house, it was pitch black and he had black out curtains on EVERY WINDOW in his house. His bedroom, living room, kitchen, I mean his whole house made it seem like it was night outside. Another thing that is eerily similar to Jeffrey, is that B told me before I met him in person he always liked dating someone younger. I, at the time, was nineteen and he was twenty five, about to turn twenty six. I honestly don't know what was wrong with me so have not seen the BIG RED FLAGS in the beginning, but he played it off so well I didn't even notice them until after everything happened. And it isn't like me to go for older guys, I usually try to go for someone two years older or younger than me, as I don't like have a huge age gap between me and my partner. Anyway though, Jeffrey always went for younger guys, as well as sometimes KIDS. So, that's another thing similar between them, as well as the fact that B told me he was into little brother play. Where he makes his partners act like a younger brother during sex, etc. He also told me he liked for his partners to SUCK ON BINKIES. BRUHHHH, no thanks bro, I'm good. See, if it was just one of these things that he liked / was into, then I guess it would be normal. Just a guy into a weird ass kink, but all these things combined just did not sit right with me as well as how he was acting. Now, I said in my other post that basically the ENTIRE TIME I was with him, he had a weird ass expression on his face that made me uncomfortable. I wish I could explain better, but it was like constipated / confused look, like Edward from Twilight when he does those weird facial expressions. His brows were always furrowed and he looked like he was uncomfortable / anxious the whole time. He was being super sketchy. His body language was just really off-putting and made me feel weird. And the thing he kept ranting about the most was how Jeffrey Dahmer was misunderstood and just needed someone to be there for him, and then maybe he wouldn't have killed people. The thing that scared me the most was how he said he felt the same way, that he wished he could just have someone not leave him and how he had trust issues after his former partners. Especially the one I mentioned in the last post, about how his ex partner before me snuck out in the middle of the night and got his family to come get him. His family lived across the country, so it had to have been pretty bad for his ex to call his parents and tell them to come get him. Because they drove across multiple different states to come pick him up in the middle of the night so he could sneak away. I have a major feeling that B left out a lot of their fight and why his ex actually left. Not to mention while I was with him, he watched every move I made and wouldn't let me get on my phone without him seeing what I was doing / texting to people. I have a feeling if he thought I was trying to leave him he would've done something bad. Just like Jeffrey. Jeffrey wouldn't always hurt his victims (Not at first anyway) it was always when they said they had to leave that he would get angry and force them to stay. So, idk man, I could've been killed or worse. Also, I know I said I could've been killed or worse, and some of you are probably thinking what's worse than being killed? Well, to me, a lot of things he could've done would have been worse. Especially if he was trying to be like Dahmer, then I could've gotten acid injected into my brain or been r*aped. Which is exactly what I think he was trying to do, with how much alcohol he was trying to push on me. He also kept 'petting' me and touching my thighs while he told me all the ways he'd kill me 'if he was a serial killer.' I genuinely think that something bad would've happened if I didn't have one HELL of an excuse to leave. Because honestly, my mom couldn't have given a better excuse for me to go that also sounded real and not like a lie. Because, like I said before, I had told him before I met him that my mother had health issues and was always in and out of the hospital, so it was perfect that she used that as an excuse. He got really cold and wasn't speaking to me when he heard my phone call and that I had to leave, but I think if I would've tried to leave without that excuse or by giving him an obvious lie, then I might not be here. I'm also super grateful to my best friends who let me come to their place and stay late instead of going home. Me and my best friend, basically my sister, have talked about this a lot since it happened and every time we do, we try to rationalize why someone would act like that, other than being an actual serial killer / r*pist. But we can never think of a reason besides the fact that he simply is what he seems like. A really unhinged person who could've hurt me badly. Also, this was my FIRST TRUE experience in online dating and I honestly think I'm never going to try that again. I've run into so many creeps trying to date online, AND in real life. Most people who aren't trans probably don't realize or know this, but there are a lot of men that want to do really weird and fucked up things to trans people because I guess they think we are some mutant or something, or 'the best of both worlds.' I've run into them a lot, and when I met B, I thought that was over. I thought I had met an actual good person who was educated on trans topics and was respectful of my boundaries and my body. Nope. Now I'm starting to think dating, at least where I live now, is almost impossible and I think I'm going to be alone for awhile. :') Not to mention, I'm now traumatized after what happened with B, and I already had trouble trusting men, and just people in general. Before meeting him I have already been SAed before, multiple times. I guess I'm simply asking for advice on how to move on from something like this. I was trying, and doing kind of ok, moving on from things that had happened before I met B, but now after what happened with him I feel like I'm back sliding and it's making me relive all my past traumas. I basically trust no one, when it comes to sexual things, besides my two best friends I've known since childhood. I tend to over sexualize everything, even things that aren't sexual at all, and get scared around ANYONE, even family members, who I know deep down don't see me like that. I was also abused as a kid and wasn't able to get out of it until I was eighteen, and I've only just turned twenty now, so it wasn't even until two years ago I was still being abused. I feel I've fallen into the dark again and my panic attacks have gotten worse again. I feel depressed and I didn't realize until recently that I'm suicidal again. I didn't realize it until recently, because when I was younger and suicidal, I knew I was. I've tried unaliving myself before so I didn't think about it because I don't feel that way now. It's different this time. Instead of my thoughts directly wanting me to pull out a gun and, ya know, this time it's more subtle and more of a subconscious action. Like closing my eyes for a few seconds while driving. Or intrusive thoughts about ramming head first into the car in the other lane. Or going hiking and thinking of what it would feel like to step off the cliff. I'm honestly just tired. I feel like every person I meet has some kind of ulterior motive, whatever it is. I'm working at a really nice job but it seems like every time I save up money and am doing good for my future, I have to use it on something unexpected that pops into my life. I'm living with my grandparents for now because they said they weren't going to charge me rent, and I'm super grateful for that, but even still I can't keep money and I kind of just don't see my future anymore. Both my parents were drug addicts, my mother to pain pills then xans after that, my father was mainly an alcoholic but also did meth, pills, and other things. It doesn't help because when I was younger, around my early teen years (13-16) I started smoking cigs when I was 12, then I started smoking weed, which I still do, but then it got worse and I've tried xans, snorting pills I didn't even know what they were, drinking, and I've even done shrooms and LSD. I've also had some really bad trips on LSD that made my severe panic disorder worse and after that I now disassociate a lot too and have trouble knowing if I'm in reality while having a panic attack. And after what happened with B, his house and the smell (Cigs and booze) just reminded me what it was like living with my parents in that crack house looking trailer. It's like my brain won't let me let go of the past and move on. It's like I'm constantly stuck there still. And aside from dating, it's also super hard to meet people as friends where I live. I love my two best friends, one of which has been with me since we were basically fetuses and her parents and mine were friends, so her parents were also abusive drug addicts. It's nice to have someone so close and how we can relate to what we went through. We joke that we were traumatized by our parents, but also by each other's parents as well lol. Even though I'm grateful for them, you never know what's going to happen in the future and I don't want to be solely dependent on them and be able to make new friends, but I just can't. I feel so alone, and my friend I grew up with has been moved out a lot longer than me and has had time to heal, and I don't wanna keep dumping my mental problems on her because it's unfair to her. I feel like I'm just bringing her back to our past with me. When I moved out, I completely cut ties with my father, I don't even like calling him that, as he was the first person to SA me and he is, in general, and evil person. I try to think that evil people don't exist, but then I think of him and I realize they do. My mom though, is a good person when she isn't on anything. Recently though, I blocked her and haven't talked to her in over a month because she OD again on xans and amphetamines. I kind of realized recently that she is almost as bad as my father, even though I never wanted to admit that to myself. Because when I was younger, I admitted to her that he had SAed me and she kept pressuring me to tell her what happened, like, IN DETAIL. I told her no because I didn't want to relive it and think about it, even now I have a lot of repressed memories. And because I wouldn't tell her EXACTLY what happened, she doesn't believe. I think she does, deep down, but she doesn't want it to be real. And after her OD last month, she tried telling me she didn't and that it was just her BLOOD PRESSURE. LIKE OH MY GOD BITCH, WHY DO YOU LIE? She must think I'm stupid or something. Before I blocked her, I cussed her out over text and said something like "Who do you think was the first person at the hospital? Not grandma, not your husband, ME. I've always been there for you first. Who do you think told me you had OD? The doctors when I first got there!" And she still denies it, even though when me and my friend got the hospital she was lying there naked (they had to cut her clothes off to save her) with a breathing tube stuck down her throat. I've tried helping her my whole life but apparently she doesn't want help. So now I've gotten tired of her BS and I blocked her and now my grandma is pressuring me to talking to her, luckily though, my grandpa went through something similar as a kid and understands how it is so he isn't guilt tripping me into talking with her. I'm just tired of having to put into traumatic situations. My mental health just keeps getting worse. Somehow, trauma always finds me and nowadays, it seems my only friends are my demons. It used to not be like this, but now even when I'm with my two closest friends, I still feel lonely. Like they are reminding me that when I leave my friends, I'm alone again. Anyway, I know this probably isn't the right subreddit for this, but I kind of just started ranting, sorry for that.
Also, to clear some things up, no I don't use drugs, not anymore. I've never really been an addict at all in my life, somehow. I just did drugs because I wanted to escape when I was younger, and thankfully I never got addicted to any of them. Not like you can get addicted to LSD or shrooms anyway. The only thing I've got addicted to was cigarettes, which rn, is the least of my concerns. And as for weed, I used to be a major stoner but it started making my panic attacks worse so I stopped for a few years, cold turkey, and only recently started smoking it again. So, I'm not worried about weed and if anything, it's been helping now. Especially since I don't smoke it nearly as much as I used to. So, for those worried about me being or getting on drugs, don't worry I'm fine. I have made a clear boundary for myself to never do anything besides smoking my cigs and weed. Cause I've seen how drugs affect my parents and others I've known and I've sworn to myself that I won't become them. It also sucks though because I see psychedelics as something that can help a lot of people with trauma, and the first shrooms trip I ever did changed my life for the better. Now though, after my bad LSD trip, I don't know if I can every do them again. Maybe one day, but not for the foreseeable furture. Again, sorry for going on a rant. I'll probably post this to another subreddit and see if anyone can help. I'm not looking for therapy as I don't have the money or health insurance. Just looking for someone who can relate that has been able to move past similar things and find happiness. If you've read this far, thank you. Like seriously, from the bottom of my heart. It means a lot to me that someone would read about another person's problems and life experience. I hope whoever is reading this is having a great day / night wherever you are, and are living your best life. And for those reading that are going through a similar situation right now and can't get out, I promise you aren't alone. I haven't really gotten better, so I can't say things get better, but I can say it DOES get easier. All I can say is, you aren't alone in it. There are others, like me, who know your pain. Keep living, it'll be worth it. Even though I'm not doing my best and my mental problems are still with me, that doesn't mean it's all been bad. I've made a lot of amazing memories after I moved out. Keep going.

Howdy! My english bad sorry for that but are you know what mod are crashing game? When I create new world game crashes.
---- Minecraft Crash Report ----
// You're mean.
Time: 2024-05-19 04:57:47
Description: Exception in server tick loop
java.lang.BootstrapMethodError: java.lang.RuntimeException: Mixin transformation of com.simibubi.create.content.trains.entity.Train failed

`at com.simibubi.create.content.trains.GlobalRailwayManager.loadTrackData(GlobalRailwayManager.java:94)` `at com.simibubi.create.content.trains.GlobalRailwayManager.levelLoaded(GlobalRailwayManager.java:83)` `at com.simibubi.create.foundation.events.CommonEvents.onLoadWorld(CommonEvents.java:171)` `at net.fabricmc.fabric.api.event.lifecycle.v1.ServerWorldEvents.lambda$static$0(ServerWorldEvents.java:34)` `at net.minecraft.server.MinecraftServer.redirect$coo000$fabric-lifecycle-events-v1$onLoadWorld(MinecraftServer.java:4870)` `at net.minecraft.server.MinecraftServer.method_3786(MinecraftServer.java:360)` `at net.minecraft.server.MinecraftServer.method_3735(MinecraftServer.java:324)` `at net.minecraft.class_1132.method_3823(class_1132.java:69)` `at net.minecraft.server.MinecraftServer.method_29741(MinecraftServer.java:646)` `at net.minecraft.server.MinecraftServer.method_29739(MinecraftServer.java:265)` `at java.base/java.lang.Thread.run(Thread.java:833)` 

Caused by: java.lang.RuntimeException: Mixin transformation of com.simibubi.create.content.trains.entity.Train failed

`at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.getPostMixinClassByteArray(KnotClassDelegate.java:427)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.tryLoadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:323)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.loadClass(KnotClassDelegate.java:218)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassLoader.loadClass(KnotClassLoader.java:119)` `at java.base/java.lang.ClassLoader.loadClass(ClassLoader.java:525)` `... 11 more` 

Caused by: org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.throwables.MixinTransformerError: An unexpected critical error was encountered

`at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.applyMixins(MixinProcessor.java:392)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinTransformer.transformClass(MixinTransformer.java:234)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinTransformer.transformClassBytes(MixinTransformer.java:202)` `at net.fabricmc.loader.impl.launch.knot.KnotClassDelegate.getPostMixinClassByteArray(KnotClassDelegate.java:422)` `... 15 more` 

Caused by: org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.throwables.MixinApplyError: Mixin [create_interactive.mixins.json:MixinTrain from mod create_interactive] from phase [DEFAULT] in config [create_interactive.mixins.json] FAILED during APPLY

`at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.handleMixinError(MixinProcessor.java:638)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.handleMixinApplyError(MixinProcessor.java:589)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.applyMixins(MixinProcessor.java:379)` `... 18 more` 

Caused by: org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.throwables.InvalidMixinException: u/Overwrite method findCollidingTrain in create_interactive.mixins.json:MixinTrain from mod create_interactive was not located in the target class com.simibubi.create.content.trains.entity.Train. Using refmap create_interactive-fabric-refmap.json

`at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinPreProcessorStandard.attachSpecialMethod(MixinPreProcessorStandard.java:436)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinPreProcessorStandard.attachOverwriteMethod(MixinPreProcessorStandard.java:416)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinPreProcessorStandard.attachMethods(MixinPreProcessorStandard.java:346)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinPreProcessorStandard.attach(MixinPreProcessorStandard.java:299)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinPreProcessorStandard.createContextFor(MixinPreProcessorStandard.java:277)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinInfo.createContextFor(MixinInfo.java:1289)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinApplicatorStandard.apply(MixinApplicatorStandard.java:294)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.TargetClassContext.apply(TargetClassContext.java:422)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.TargetClassContext.applyMixins(TargetClassContext.java:403)` `at org.spongepowered.asm.mixin.transformer.MixinProcessor.applyMixins(MixinProcessor.java:363)` `... 18 more` 

A detailed walkthrough of the error, its code path and all known details is as follows:
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-- System Details --
Details:

`Minecraft Version: 1.20.1` `Minecraft Version ID: 1.20.1` `Operating System: Windows 11 (amd64) version 10.0` `Java Version: 17.0.8, Microsoft` `Java VM Version: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (mixed mode), Microsoft` `Memory: 2679414400 bytes (2555 MiB) / 4932501504 bytes (4704 MiB) up to 34359738368 bytes (32768 MiB)` `CPUs: 16` `Processor Vendor: GenuineIntel` `Processor Name: 11th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-11700K @ 3.60GHz` `Identifier: Intel64 Family 6 Model 167 Stepping 1` `Microarchitecture: Rocket Lake` `Frequency (GHz): 3.60` `Number of physical packages: 1` `Number of physical CPUs: 8` `Number of logical CPUs: 16` `Graphics card #0 name: NVIDIA GeForce RTX 3080` `Graphics card #0 vendor: NVIDIA (0x10de)` `Graphics card #0 VRAM (MB): 4095.00` `Graphics card #0 deviceId: 0x2216` `Graphics card #0 versionInfo: DriverVersion=31.0.15.5212` `Memory slot #0 capacity (MB): 16384.00` `Memory slot #0 clockSpeed (GHz): 3.20` `Memory slot #0 type: DDR4` `Memory slot #1 capacity (MB): 16384.00` `Memory slot #1 clockSpeed (GHz): 3.20` `Memory slot #1 type: DDR4` `Virtual memory max (MB): 38777.41` `Virtual memory used (MB): 14516.93` `Swap memory total (MB): 6144.00` `Swap memory used (MB): 0.00` `JVM Flags: 9 total; -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance_javaw.exe_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Xss1M -Xmx32G -XX:+UnlockExperimentalVMOptions -XX:+UseG1GC -XX:G1NewSizePercent=20 -XX:G1ReservePercent=20 -XX:MaxGCPauseMillis=50 -XX:G1HeapRegionSize=32M` `Fabric Mods:` `ad_astra: Ad Astra 1.15.18` `javazoom_jlayer: jlayer 1.0.1` `alloy_forgery: Alloy Forgery 2.1.2+1.20` `antique-atlas: Antique Atlas 2.7.2+1.20` `folk_sisby_kaleido-config: kaleido-config 0.1.1+1.1.0-beta.3` `surveyor: Surveyor Map Framework 0.4.3+1.20` `appleskin: AppleSkin 2.5.1+mc1.20` `archers: Archers (RPG Series) 1.2.1+1.20.1` `com_github_zsoltmolnarrr_tinyconfig: TinyConfig 2.3.2` `ranged_weapon_api: RangedWeaponAPI 1.1.0+1.20.1` `structure_pool_api: Structure Pool API 1.0+1.20.1` `architectury: Architectury 9.2.14` `artifacts: Artifacts 9.5.5` `cardinal-components-base: Cardinal Components API (base) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-entity: Cardinal Components API (entities) 5.2.2` `expandability: ExpandAbility 9.0.4` `step-height-entity-attribute: Step Height Entity Attribute 1.2.0` `azurelibarmor: AzureLib Armor 2.0.3` `balm-fabric: Balm 7.2.2` `bclib: BCLib 3.0.14` `wunderlib: WunderLib 1.1.5` `bettercombat: Better Combat 1.8.5+1.20.1` `betterdeserttemples: YUNG's Better Desert Temples 1.20-Fabric-3.0.3` `org_reflections_reflections: reflections 0.10.2` `betterdungeons: YUNG's Better Dungeons 1.20-Fabric-4.0.4` `betterend: Better End 4.0.11` `betterendisland: YUNG's Better End Island 1.20-Fabric-2.0.6` `betterfortresses: YUNG's Better Nether Fortresses 1.20-Fabric-2.0.6` `betterjungletemples: YUNG's Better Jungle Temples 1.20-Fabric-2.0.5` `bettermineshafts: YUNG's Better Mineshafts 1.20-Fabric-4.0.4` `betternether: Better Nether 9.0.10` `betteroceanmonuments: YUNG's Better Ocean Monuments 1.20-Fabric-3.0.4` `betterwitchhuts: YUNG's Better Witch Huts 1.20-Fabric-3.0.3` `bookshelf: Bookshelf 20.1.10` `bosses_of_mass_destruction: Bosses of Mass Destruction (Beta) 1.7.5-1.20.1` `maelstrom_library: Maelstrom Library 1.6.1-1.20` `multipart_entities: MultipartEntities 1.5-1.20` `botarium: Botarium 2.3.3` `team_reborn_energy: Energy 3.0.0` `cardinal-components: Cardinal Components API 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-block: Cardinal Components API (blocks) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-chunk: Cardinal Components API (chunks) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-item: Cardinal Components API (items) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-level: Cardinal Components API (world saves) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-scoreboard: Cardinal Components API (scoreboard) 5.2.2` `cardinal-components-world: Cardinal Components API (worlds) 5.2.2` `carryon: Carry On` [`2.1.2.7`](http://2.1.2.7) `charmofundying: Charm of Undying 6.5.0+1.20.1` `spectrelib: SpectreLib 0.13.15+1.20.1` `cicada: CICADA 0.7.1+1.20.1` `cloth-config: Cloth Config v11 11.1.118` `cloth-basic-math: cloth-basic-math 0.6.1` `crawl: Crawl 0.12.0` `mm: Manningham Mills 2.3` `create: Create 0.5.1-f-build.1417+mc1.20.1` `com_electronwill_night-config_core: core 3.6.6` `com_electronwill_night-config_toml: toml 3.6.6` `com_google_code_findbugs_jsr305: jsr305 3.0.2` `flywheel: Flywheel 0.6.10-2` `forgeconfigapiport: Forge Config API Port 8.0.0` `milk: Milk Lib 1.2.60` 

dripstone_fluid_lib: Dripstone Fluid Lib 3.0.2

 `porting_lib_brewing: Porting Lib Brewing 2.3.2+1.20.1` `porting_lib_models: Porting Lib Models 2.3.2+1.20.1` 

porting_lib_model_loader: Porting Lib Model Loader 2.3.2+1.20.1

 `porting_lib_obj_loader: Porting Lib Obj Loader 2.3.2+1.20.1` `porting_lib_tags: Porting Lib Tags 3.0` `reach-entity-attributes: Reach Entity Attributes 2.4.0` `registrate-fabric: Registrate for Fabric 1.3.62-MC1.20.1` 

porting_lib_data: Porting Lib Data 2.1.1090+1.20
porting_lib_model_generators: Porting Lib Model Generators 2.1.1090+1.20
porting_lib_model_materials: Porting Lib Model Materials 2.1.1090+1.20

 `create_interactive: Create: Interactive 1.0.2-beta.2` `create_jetpack: Create Jetpack 4.2.0` `flightlib: Flight Lib 2.1.0` `createbigcannons: Create Big Cannons 0.5.4-nightly-8b9cea6` `ritchiesprojectilelib: Ritchie's Projectile Library 1.0.0-369e88d+1.20.1-fabric` 

porting_lib_utility: Porting Lib Utility 2.1.1127+1.20
porting_lib_gametest: Porting Lib GameTest 2.1.1127+1.20

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porting_lib_entity: Porting Lib Entity 2.3.4+1.20.1
porting_lib_fluids: Porting Lib Fluids 2.3.4+1.20.1
porting_lib_mixin_extensions: Porting Lib Mixin Extensions 2.3.4+1.20.1
porting_lib_transfer: Porting Lib Transfer 2.3.4+1.20.1

 `porting_lib_client_events: Porting Lib Client Events 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_config: Porting Lib Config 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_extensions: Porting Lib Extensions 2.3.4+1.20.1` 

porting_lib_attributes: Porting Lib Attributes 2.3.4+1.20.1
porting_lib_common: Porting Lib Common 2.3.4+1.20.1

 `porting_lib_lazy_registration: Porting Lib Lazy Register 2.3.4+1.20.1` 

porting_lib_core: Porting Lib Core 2.3.4+1.20.1

 `porting_lib_loot: Porting Lib Loot 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_networking: Porting Lib Networking 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_recipe_book_categories: Porting Lib Recipe Book Categories 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_registries: Porting Lib Registries 2.3.4+1.20.1` `porting_lib_tool_actions: Porting Lib Tool Actions 2.3.4+1.20.1` `figura: Figura 0.1.4+1.20.1` `com_github_figuramc_luaj_luaj-core: luaj-core 3.0.8-figura` `com_github_figuramc_luaj_luaj-jse: luaj-jse 3.0.8-figura` `com_neovisionaries_nv-websocket-client: nv-websocket-client 2.14` `firstperson: FirstPerson 2.3.4` `framework: Framework 0.6.27` `org_javassist_javassist: javassist 3.29.2-GA` `friendlyfire: FriendlyFire 18.0.6` `geckolib: GeckoLib 4 4.4.4` `com_eliotlash_mclib_mclib: mclib 20` `goblintraders: Goblin Traders 1.9.3` `graveyard: The Graveyard 3.0` `guardvillagers: GuardVillagers 2.0.9-1.20.1` `midnightlib: MidnightLib 1.4.1` `healthindicatortxf: Health Indicator TXF 1.20.1-1.2.3-fabric` `configlibtxf: ConfigLib TXF 4.2.1-fabric` `horizontal_glass_panes: Horizontal Glass Panes 2.0.0` `indium: Indium 1.0.30+mc1.20.4` `inventoryprofilesnext: Inventory Profiles Next 1.10.10` `iris: Iris 1.7.0+mc1.20.1` `io_github_douira_glsl-transformer: glsl-transformer 2.0.0-pre13` `org_anarres_jcpp: jcpp 1.4.14` `org_antlr_antlr4-runtime: antlr4-runtime 4.11.1` `irisflw: Iris Flywheel Compat 0.2.5` `ironchest: Iron Chests 2.0.2` `libgui: LibGui 8.1.1+1.20.1` 

jankson: Jankson 6.0.0+j1.2.3
blue_endless_jankson: jankson 1.2.3
libninepatch: LibNinePatch 1.2.0

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I've Been Doing a Lot of Whatever the Fuck I Want Lately and I Like It
It's the day of Ayonna's Zoom court hearing so she's thinking about survivalist jailhouse makeup hacks. They've improved since women used to use scraped paint chips off their cell walls as face powder, dampened red paper as rouge, permanent markers for eyebrow pencils, Kool-Aid doubling as hair dye and blush, and M&Ms as lipstick because deprivation causes innovation for self-preservation. That and Jamahl's excruciatingly murky explanation of his 2-year wedding day gap even though he's as open a book as a text at a class final that provides no specific answers to a general essay question. It's not that he wants to delay a ceremony displaying his love for Shellfish publicly; it's about financing a befittingly royal wedding for the ghetto version of Prince Charles and the late Diana Spencer to whom the masses must bow down, and that includes the judge who simply doesn't understand the trials and tribulations of a multi-tasking single mother with behavioral problems negotiating her child's breakfast.
Court: . . . will continue matter until she can show up in court next week since we are clearly inconveniencing her. 🙄
Ayonna: I'm just a single mother with no help. You're not going to tell me I can't feed my daughter; that's never going to happen. Is it ok if I give my daughter breakfast?
Court: We are in court here. This is a court proceeding. ⚖️
Ayonna: Ok. Just be hungry. 😏
Four years probation because the judge's gnarly attitude is taking it out on me? Girl, what are you talking about? Bitch, you're gonna' tell me I can't feed my daughter? She can kiss my ass! I'm livid. Livid! 🤬
Jamahl: At the end of the day filled with dickheads, we still gotta' bite our tongues.
I'm not selfish; I've just decided that taking your feelings into consideration is too much damn work.
Keep Your Head High and Your Middle Finger Higher
For someone more accustomed to being abused than amused, Candice has said "I love you" to Andrew more times than the repetitive phrase, turn down for what, in the party anthem by DJ Snake and Lil Jon of the same name. While Andrew, true to his word, kneels and immediately proposes, Candice hesitates, and in that moment, resembles a raw double-chinned Pillsbury dough girl with an unnatural sheen, a face too sunken in its gravity to show happiness, and sad raisin eyes reflecting physical distress. But Andrew doesn't clock any of this; he's carrying out his promise to Candice's mom in a dream he made up though she has more eyes on her truck as she doubtless recalls her fond days of street racing, driving without a license, attempted stolen vehicle, felony burglary and constantly running from the police. If she were wearing cargo pants, she could stuff them with the faux Louis Vuitton handbag contents to savor as she completes her halfway house program so she can change addresses. If he could see past his own needs, he'd notice she was trying to figure where the hell he got the idea she cared. If I've cut you, it's because you handed me the scissors.
Patience: What You Have When There Are Too Many Witnesses
Joey is taking advice from Minerva, a sex columnist who looks like Chris Farley in drag who was super stoned and wandered into the backrooms of "Saturday Night Live" for a costume change and makeup refresh before rehearsing his Fellatio 101 sketch outlined on a chalkboard: Watch amateur porn for tips. Practice dirty talk. Get excited about being excited. Use both hands simultaneously and don't bogart that spit. Don't forget, steady wins the race. Freshen up before getting online and spending money for a rented motel room far away from your parents so you can have 15 minutes of precious sexy time before your monogamous lover warns you to deactivate your online profile that his friend saw. Hey, I found your nose; it was in my business.
The King Eats First
Once again, the kids are savvier than their parents. A striking Cheyenne and Nehemiah adjust their schedules to Rob's extended sentence that Tennie tries to embroider in her naïveté while every family member is worried about their displacement when Rob physically enters the picture even though he's already there in camera spirit. It's a which-came-first-the-chicken-or-the-egg question - is it a good thing the alpha male has streams-of-revenue for Tennie's shopping jones or is she shopping because she's worried about getting with an alpha male? He's a poker king like Marcelino making 6-7K a month in jail even though online playing for real money is prohibited, and I doubt his pod mates have that kind of extra cash regularly available. Any man in this day and age who can tell a woman to "sit down and be cute" must have it figured out as a lion doesn't care about a sheep's opinion. I bring too much to the table to be treated like a napkin.
Does One of Your Balls Hang Lower Than the Other?
Rick looks like a twig the wind blew off a tree or a stranded lost lamb in a field surrounded by hungry landlocked predators looking for a banquet. Sandy is sending him pictures of the reunion to remind him of her existence while 4x-married Samantha is positioning herself to long-distance bullrope and hog tie her bachelor into a ball-and-chain before he has time to think about how he's going to stretch a rigorously set pension into providing her commissary and visitation requests. His pickleball buddy, Dan, doesn't really give a damn; it's only his nieces who are rightfully tut-tutting her dictatorial attitude and snarking, "Fifth time is a charm." "Maybe I do have options," Rick muses, but then turns around and crows, "She builds me up." Sure, right after she shakes him up - like a snow globe. It ain't what you don't know that gets you in trouble; It's what you know for sure that just ain't so.