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Death Metal - news, reviews, videos & discussion.

2009.08.30 11:12 Death Metal - news, reviews, videos & discussion.

Death metal is a subgenre of heavy metal music. Descended originally from thrash, it often employs heavily distorted guitars, tremolo picking, deep growling vocals, blast beat drumming, minor keys or atonality, and complex song structures with multiple tempo changes.
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2022.11.17 01:04 quitclaim123 MoscowMurders

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2016.04.05 22:06 jkersey Humans lose.

Large animals asserting dominance over puny humans Subreddit icon made by u/marakasaya1
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2024.05.21 20:31 AutumnLeaves_WSJ The previous and next buttons from the Get Info windows are now gone?

https://preview.redd.it/pcsyi8l7pt1d1.png?width=1196&format=png&auto=webp&s=05d447f2bdaa9ec10889d59b2fe1026173a79347
There used to be two arrows in the bottom left hand corner so when selecting multiple songs, you could change the info of one song then easily go to the next song. Are there any alternative methods to doing this now?
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2024.05.21 20:31 Domengoenfuego The pebble

The pebble
Back many years ago a boy was born, and that boy was named Seok Mujuk.
Now Seok was a very…special boy growing up. Unlike his mother and grandmother he had zero sense when it came to how money worked, and In general he was just terrible at anything logical. He didn’t care for trains, or cars, or even super heroes either, so what did he care for? The only thing he truly cared for…was construction sites. No, care for isn’t the right word, obsessed with is the correct term for it. His parents themselves didn’t even really know why. One day while Seok was 5 and was playing with his legos and figuring things out about construction his mother gently squatted down next to him. “Hey precious jag-eun dol~ what are you building?” she said with a kind smile. Seok didn’t even look up as he was focusing. He had trouble with words even at this age. “…building thingy…” he said as he pointed at a picture of a construction site he had his grandma print out. His mom looked surprised. “hmm? Why? Don’t you want to be something really cool like an astronaut or a scientist? Maybe even a veterinarian?” Seok just shook his head. “no. People live in buildings. Good buildings make people happy.” he finally looked up after measuring the blocks and making sure they were stable with a smile, he had a gap in his teeth. “I wanna make people happy with building!” Seok’s mom gently smiled and giggled. “oh so an architect then?” Seok shook his head again. “no! That’s boring! I wanna build it! I wanna be like this guy!” he said as he held up a Lego construction worker to her face. His mother was confused again. “…Seok, honey, that’s great but…they usually don’t get that much money, and have to do all this hard work-“ then she paused as she looked him in the eye, he would not budge on this no matter what. She just sighed and chuckled as she rubbed his head affectionately. “well…if that’s the case then…go do what you love my jag-eun dol~” Seok giggled happily and nodded.
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2024.05.21 20:31 jcglh How to get rid of duplicate Moonlight install?

I'm having trouble picking Moonlight in Steam to add it as a "game".
Not sure how but I see two Moonlight icons on my task bar. In the properties they are:
com.moonlight_stream.Moonlight(1)
com.moonlight_stream.Moonlight
I only see one com.moonlight.stream.Moonlight in /valib/flatpak/repo/refs/heads/deploy/app.
I can delete one instance through Discover but the other remains and I still can't see it in Steam to pick it from the list to add.
Can I delete the other instance? How? Which files/folders do I delete? After I delete the one Discover no longer shows it as installed and gives me the Install option.
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2024.05.21 20:30 Growthizpainful Seriously, why are Ethiopian women so beautiful?

I never had a thing for black women until I saw Ethiopian women. The average Ethiopian girl I see in my college is an 8/10. Ethiopian men y’all lucky af. I know they don’t mess with guys outside their culture so I never approached any like that but I hope I can learn the culture and wife one up someday.
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2024.05.21 20:30 evian911 Facebook + Instagram Automation Tool/Plugin?

Hey Guys,
Looking for some advice and to see if anyone has a similar tool/chrome plugin/software to something I have seen that is basically a tool to automate a bunch of stuff related to facebook and instagram, with the end goal of getting people into your Facebook group.
The chrome plugin especially is something I’m interested in. Seems like it is linked to every social site including skool.com
https://www.wealtherylive.com/may16ty-1564
From about the 1 hour mark on the video, he goes into detail showing his tools and softwares.
Essentially it looks like 2 softwares, one called Wealthery Reach which he describes as a “outreach” software which I believe also has the Google Chrome plugin. When activated it lets you do stuff like auto friend people, like their posts, DM them etc. The same with Instagram and other social sites.
You can then import these people into the software to continue the conversations and have “pipelines” where you have automated messages firing off to these people. The end aim to get them or encourage them join your Facebook group.
The other software Wealthery Connect is basically a white label of GoHighLevel, but seems to have some kind of connection to the other software maybe, where you can move those people across for the conversations? I’m not completely sure.
In this video or others I have seen, he seems to suggest he just bought the white label of the Chrome plugin and the software and customised them a touch,
If anyone knows what they are, or if there’s something similar, please let me know.
Eager to have one of these tools that I can do the Facebook/IG automations to auto friend, DM, like etc from other peoples groups.
Thanks
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2024.05.21 20:30 Too_Much_Space I am starting to give up on medication

I am so tired. I tried 4 different drugs so far. The first one did not work and only gave me bad side effects, the second gave me bad side effects, it actually had an effect that was very good but it started altering my personality really badly when I got my period. The third almost made me pass out on the first day and I decided not to continue.
I actually had a lot of hope with the one I am taking currently, Strattera/Atomoxetine, but sibce two days it starts making me emotionally blunt in the evening. I just feel nothing. I am unmotivated and just... blank. But in the morning I blossom like a flower. I can get up any time I want, do whatever I want. But this emotional numbness.. it's just unbearable. I failed this years school because I quit the second medication and my symptoms was so bad that I could not even sit still and listen in class, it was unberable to go there. Now I got applied for a new school and was happy to maybe finally find a medication that works fine for me after a year! To finally have something assist me acheave my goals and dreams. But I just can't take these side effects anymore. I am seriously scared anytime I start a new medication because I dont know what it is gonna do with my body and mind. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even read properly without medication.
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2024.05.21 20:30 AlexandreKingsworth sql injection help

sql injection help
i’m doing the sql injection fundamentals module . there’s a simple concept i don’t fully understand. i don’t understand how you can UNION select columns that aren’t there … like how come if you put ‘UNION select 1, database(), 3‘ it will “create” a cloumn 1 and 3 then show you the database of the database isn’t a column itself ??
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2024.05.21 20:30 GoldysRevenge Irregular Brood Pattern

Irregular Brood Pattern
Installed two nucs in Minnesota on May 4. These photos were taken May 18.
One of the nucs is doing very well. The other has many fewer bees, and has few frames of brood. The brood that is there is spotty and I'm worried that there is a growing problem.
I've not seen any sign (in my inexperienced opinion) that directs me towards a specific disease.
Can anybody tell what's going on from these photos?
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2024.05.21 20:30 MilPasosForever Am I (31F) overreacting about the lie my boyfriend (31M) told me?

My boyfriend had been working to rebuild my trust (history posted below). It seems things were getting better. He lately told me that the outings he had with friends were all men. On Saturday he went to his friend’s birthday at the baclub. He came back around 4am when he said he’d come back a lot earlier. I wasn’t thinking too much of it and had recently woken up. He was texting me as he was coming home and so I made him a hot cup of tea and toast since it was cold out. When he came in I felt like something was weird about him. My gut reaction hit and my anxiety started going up. I asked if there was anyone else but the guys and he said no. I asked if I could see his phone to help me feel better and he said sure (side note: he promised me I could see his phone whenever I needed to feel better when he broke my trust before).
He wouldn’t let me touch his phone, showed just the front page of Instagram, and then started complaining he doesn’t like this treatment and he feels like I’m the police. I didn’t really say much, just listen and he then went to the bathroom. I looked at his account on my phone and I watched the followers # drop by 4. So he was deleted accounts while in the bathroom.
He came out and continued to say I make him feel bad and I’m like the police. Then I asked if he was hiding anything. He said no. We’re religious/spiritual so I asked if he could something like “God I promise I’m not hiding something” he struggled to say the whole sentence with God in it. I finally confronted him and had screenshots of one girl I knew was new before he deleted. He said he didn’t know who she is and probably someone from the past.
Eventually it came out that he met her that very night and he thought it was ok to add her because she’s the girl his friend is trying to date? She apparently arrived at the end of the night. The conversations with that male friend were also all deleted. (His reason: because I’m friends with the ex of that male friend and might mention the new girl to the ex. I barely speak to her btw…).
Anyways later I found out he also went to this tourist hostel/bar the day prior and met to other girls at the bar there and added them on Instagram. He said he was talking to the guy they were with and that’s how he met them but the guy doesn’t haven Instagram so he doesn’t have proof of the guy’s existence. He forgot to delete these girls.
He then said he has other situations adds girls to be nice but deleted them because he’s worried I’ll find out since we decided just while we’re rebuilding trust to not be chatting with girls and getting their Instagram. He says he’s not cheating but was worried of causing problems and so that’s why he lied.
I almost broke up with his over this lie. It’s all very bad right now and I feel I have zero trust in him. Did I overreact?
History: When he was traveling for work in another country he found out this girl was in a party beach town nearby. This girl is very provocative on her Instagram and he had a date with before he met me. He asked her to share a hotel (he said to save money and it’s what friends do?) and she’s didn’t respond to that so they never met up. He deleted those messages. I found out because this girl thought it was weird and sent me screenshots. Hence he promised I could see his phone whenever I needed.
Also he added a waitress on Instagram from the hotel he stayed at while traveling from work. For my that seems like a very weird thing to do.
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2024.05.21 20:30 FieldsOfAnarchy Hi from South-West Norway 🇳🇴

Hi from South-West Norway 🇳🇴
Hello! This guy/lady moved in next to my cats' bed. Never had one with these patterns before and couldn't get an I.D. on google lens. Can anyone help? I'm a natural worrier when it comes to anything that might bite/harm the cats, but don't want to relocate it if s/he's chill. Thanks! 🙏
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2024.05.21 20:30 mithos343 Guys? Guys, Guys Guys Guys. Guys! Guys, Guys Guys. Guys?

Since Jeff Probst wants to be 'woke' I am going to say guys for all the time he refused. Eat your heart out, Ricard.
Guys. Guys Guys Guys.
Did I scare you? Good. Wokeness is how Mike lost to Maryanne. Wokeness is how Yam Yam beat Carolyn. Wokeness is how Xaddy lost to Erika. Wokeness is terrible; it's the reason Cassidy lost to Gabl - oh, this one doesn't actually work never mind. Sorry, forget I said that last one.
"Morality is always the product of terror; its chains and strait-waistcoats are fashioned by those who dare not trust others, because they do not dare to trust themselves, to walk in liberty." - Carson Garrett
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2024.05.21 20:30 rabbitsandkittens Walking cat on a leash and dogs

I've been walking my cat on a leash and he absolutely loves it. We live on a downtown waterfront so there aren't any cars where we walk and sight visibility is great so even if he somehow managed to escape his leash which he never tries to do anyway, I could easily find him with his smart tag and get him back.
My concern though is dogs. So far, the dogs in the area all seem really friendly and on leashes as many people walk dogs along the downtown waterfront. But I guess it's possible that one day someone might lose control of their dog.
Do you guys think i should stop walking my cat? It feels like a very remote possibility a dog would attack him but I guess it is still there. My kitty would not be happy giving up walking. I live in 600 sqft studio so he wouldn't grt nearly as much exercise and excitement in life if he didn't go on his walks.
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2024.05.21 20:30 Retro_auth Arcanetale: Season 1 Chapter 2: Riley Arten

Riley was a sophomore at Zeon Academy and also a scholar student. He could easily score high marks in the theory exams, but when it came to practical magic battles, he always failed. Magic here is divided into two categories: Unique Abilities, which determine the kind of magic, and Skills. All mages can use Skills, but only a few possess Unique Abilities. Riley had a Skill called Nullify, which could nullify any magic. Because magic is considered sacred, he was seen as an outcast.
Riley was not just any ordinary student; he was the grandson of Ruford Arten. Yes, Riley's full name was Riley Arten, making him a direct descendant of the Arten family. Despite this, he was not included in the nobility of the Artens. If his grandfather hadn’t stood up for him, Riley would have been banished from the family a long time ago. But this did not mean Riley was safe in the academy. Due to his large family bloodline, Riley had quite a number of family members studying at Zeon Academy. Among them were his cousins: the twin freshmen Tina Arten and Tim Arten, Luna Arten, who was also a sophomore, his stepsister Hailey, and the most senior among them, Naomi. They all treated him as their servant, making him do all their work. Yet, Riley managed to climb the ladders of success.
However, Riley was about to face one of his biggest obstacles. In order to pass their exams, second-year students had to clear both theory and practical exams, and the practical part would be extremely challenging for him.
As the festival was nearing its end and exams were approaching, Riley knew he had to find a way to overcome his struggles in practical magic. The stakes were higher than ever, and his determination to prove himself would be tested like never before.
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2024.05.21 20:30 lawlcat69 OE with kids?

Hi!! Just snagged my first J2 and will be starting in a couple weeks. I also have 2 under 2 and WFH. My hubby also WFH. We have done fine with doing so with one kiddo but I’m just coming back from maternity leave, so two will be interesting. Does anyone have experience with this?
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2024.05.21 20:30 West_Ad_2504 HOW DO THESE GUYS GET GIRLS??

Hey there, fellow Indians!
I'm genuinely perplexed about something. You know those average-height, dark-skinned guys who somehow manage to attract a ton of girls? They're all over Instagram and Snapchat, and it's not just about being outgoing. I've got a Christian friend who's great with women, despite being short, and he's got two girls in his life (one ex and one current, not sure if he's still dating) plus a bunch of female friends. He's got over 1,000 followers on Instagram, mostly girls.
Then there's this college friend of mine, 5'3" (I'm 5'5", by the way), who's got an ex and a new girlfriend right after the breakup. He's got glasses, is slim, dark-skinned, and short, but he's got a good rep as our class rep. He gets loads of female attention, even from juniors, and has over 1,000 followers on Instagram and 3,000 on LinkedIn. It's not just about the numbers; most of them are girls who follow him back. He's smart, knows about single girls outside college, and I've seen him checking out porn, but he still gets the girls.
He once told me to avoid dating women from college or work and mentioned he's got a girl from his society. He gets tons of texts from girls on Instagram and Snapchat, and he's funny, I know. But how does he do it?
I met this guy through a college group who claimed to have 10 girls. He looked like a regular dude with a bike, but he told me to just ask my crush out.
Personally, I've been rejected 6-7 times offline and over 100 times online, and I even got banned from a platform. I'm clueless, and I'm hoping for some real advice from guys who've got experience with girls and girls themselves. Please, no "self-improvement" lectures. Thanks for reading, and I'm looking forward to some helpful responses.
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2024.05.21 20:30 Pensive_porcupine816 How do I F28 navigate my partner M26 potentially having a weird kink??

So I F 28 and my partner M 26 have been together coming up on a year in about a week.
So for context; I have been cheated on 3 times before by previous partners.
A few weeks ago someone messaged my partner in the middle of the night. We talked about it and he was forthright and gave me access to his phone. I could not find anything suspicious on his phone. But due to my unfortunate dating history, I decided to make a post on my local facebook group called ‘Are we dating the same guy’ just for my own sanity. (trust but verify)
Good news! No one is talking/dating him , but apparently someone else posted about him about a year and a half ago, and his ex commented on that post. It was a long paragraph, but the most concerning thing was that she had said he had admitted to her that he had sexual thoughts about his mother.
Now I have known this man for a year and I have gotten no indication of this at all. He has said previously that talking about kinks makes him uncomfortable so our conversations have always been brief.
Last night I decided to try to bring up kinks in a casual way. It wasn’t a long discussion but it got uncomfortable and basically he said, the things he feels and thinks bring him shame and he doesn’t want to share them with me.
I don’t exactly want to bring the post up as the reason for my posting of him was due to my anxiety of being cheated on. I just happened to find something his ex posted as a result of that, that mentioned a kink that may or may not be true.
I want to support my partner. I’m of the opinion that as long as your kink doesn’t hurt anyone else who cares? At least for most run of the mill kinks. But this? I’m concerned to say the least.
How do you navigate your partner potentially having an incest kink with their mom? This is completely uncharted territory.
He has been so kind and sweet to me and I’m genuinely at a loss. Do I just let this go?
(For context he has a very normal relationship with his mom as far as I have observed. His mom is nice and a bit overbearing, and I also have a good relationship with her. She is admittedly very beautiful and looks like she is 10-15 years younger than she is. She also used to model)
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2024.05.21 20:30 Benderr9 [H] Paypal [W] Humble bundle games

Hi there, looking to buy some new games with Paypal. Here's my list:
Check my reputation here
If you have other games that you don't see in this list , please post them in the comment section
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2024.05.21 20:30 BoxOfLunchs Grad Course ‘fail’ and JD Admissions

I currently hold two bachelors and have one year of an MA completed.
In my MA, in one of my courses I only achieved a C grade and thus ‘failed’ that course. This was due to my dad passing. The course in question is a two semester course and has a grade of C on the transcript.
I have two questions: 1) For programs that calculate grad credit, will this be calculated as a C or an F?
2) How ‘sunk’ am I? With it counting as a C, my L20 is 3.85. With it counting as an F I would be at a 3.73.
Edit: I am looking at the UofA and UofC
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2024.05.21 20:29 elle9913 How do I (f20) effectively communicate with my boyfriend (19m) that his lack of emotional intelligence is making me want to end things?

So I (20F) have been with my boyfriend (19M) for over a year now and he has so many great attributes, and I love him with my whole heart. However, I’ve been contemplating breaking up with him because I feel like he is a bit selfish. Here’s some examples of what I’m talking about.
Yesterday he started a new job and I was super excited to hear about it. In that same afternoon, however, my cat decided to go missing. I was freaking out and sobbing since last time I lost a cat at this house, I found her dead body. He ends up, calling me to talk about his day and I picked up but I was pretty stressed. I kept telling him I promised I was listening but I was still scared that my cat had died. He just responds “oh, well I can call you later if you want”. While this was simple, it made me feel upset since it feels like he couldn’t take some time away from talking about his new job to try to comfort me in that moment. It should also noted that he wanted me to get this cat soooo bad, and I’m so happy I did because I love my cat like he’s my son. However, my boyfriend barely ever helps with him when it comes to feeding and especially the litter (he hates the smell) even though he was a huge reason as to why I got the cat in the first place.
Another time a couple weeks ago, he had taken me to Barnes & Noble for a study day since I had finals the next day and had been stressing all week about not being able to focus on campus, which was a sweet gesture. However after about three or four hours, he started getting very angsty and tired and wanted to leave which he did feel bad about. The problem is that Barns is like a 45 min drive back to our campus so leaving meant that I got all distracted again. Now the part that made me angry it was that he cluelessly said on the way driving back that’s he’s excited to go back since his friends have been wanted to hang with him all day. When I told him this made me upset he felt super bad and you could tell the thought never crossed his mind that he was being selfish.
I’m only giving examples of two incidences however, the same situation happens all the time and in small ways every day. Another big one is that if I want to talk about my day, he’ll listen but it never seems like he has any genuine interest but he is so excited to tell me about everything on his mind. I am conflicted because my boyfriend does love me he always tells me he’s going to marry me, however, he is just immature and hasn’t grown up to build emotional intelligence. In every other way, other than this aspect, he is perfect, he has never raised his voice at me and always tries to be better. The problem is that every time I bring this issue up, I can tell he feels very bad, but he doesn’t really really understand where I’m coming from since he has always been this way I’m guessing. How am I supposed to effectively teach him how to be emotionally intelligent or is this something he hast to find out on his own?
TLDR: my boyfriend is very emotionally unintelligent and it is making me want to end things. I don’t know how to communicate this problem to him.
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2024.05.21 20:29 CuriousAnachronism 24 M Germany - History and Literature Enthusiast

Hello and welcome to my post. I would like to make a friend.
Here are my interests:
History. I have had an interest in history for almost a decade now, it started back in school and developed from there. Well, now that I think about it one could argue that it started even earlier in my life as I liked watching the odd historic documentary or film aired on television but it wasn't regular back then, I never actively sought it out. I am mostly interested in European history in the period between the 18th-20th century but I sometimes branch out to other time periods and other parts of the world. I watch various channels related to history and read articles and sometimes books. I have recently got a few books on the German revolution of 1848/1849 and a historical magazine on the Thirty Years' War. Besides that I try to visit museums sometimes.
Literature. Especially old novels. I like to immerse myself in the Worlds of these books, I tend to read them while listening to thematically fitting music and take my time with them. One time you are following a troubled Youth in his quest for spiritual understanding of the world, another you see the aged and decrepit Doctor gambling his very Soul on the promises of abtaining satisfaction in earthy pleasures, then again your olfaction notices the most pleasant scent known to man even as the one eminating it has the appearance of a revolting Frog. These and many other stories open up to you once you decide to set foot into the literary World.
Languages. I know three, with one being a bit rusty. I am currently working intently on strengthening it. I believe that if I continue to apply myself in this regard then I should be able to finally conquer it. What language am I working on? Well, if you were to stack all the major works in it they would be as tall as a house... It is fun to go through different works in multiple languages, the same goes for film, games and such.
Games. I recently played Cyberpunk 2077. Well as recently as I played any major story centric game. Now that the dust has settled and the bugs mostly removed...It's not that bad. The main questline at least. Besides that I tried Fallout 76 (Very average, I'm dissapointed with what they made the "RPG" system) and I might give Deus Ex Manking Divided another spin (since it's somewhat similar to Cyberpunk when it comes to its aesthetics). Dark Souls is one of my favorite series, I still haven't beaten Elden Ring though. When it came out I wasn't in the right mindset to invest a hundred hours into it, with all those bosses and difficult locations. I think I'll only consider playing it if I am streaming it to someone. I am generally interested in either streaming games or having the person I am talking to stream them to me. To be specific I mean streaming to a single person while being on call. Besides that I'm a big fan of Paradox strategy games, especially Europa Universalis IV and Heats of Iron IV, I tend to only play single player since I find multiplayer with many people to be rather stressful but on the other hand I have nothing against a co-op game. I'm not the best player though, despite the ammount of hours I have in them. Another great game I would mention would be Dragon's Dogma. A very underrated RPG. I recently beat it again and it was an atmospheric and interesting experience. It is one of those games that feel like they have an endless ammount of depth and constant new secrets to discover.
Anime and Manga. In recent times my interest in them has waned but I still watch the occasional series here and there. Like Cyberpunk Edgerunners (Which I found to be rather mediocre) and the very good first season from the new arc of Bleach. Some of my favourite series include: Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Death Note, Fate;Zero, Psycho Pass, Code Geass and Attack on Titan. I wouldn't mind if you were to introduce me to some new series, maybe based on the ones I mentioned. My favourite Manga is Berserk which I still follow, althought I am still not certain on the direction that the new author is taking. I suppose it really is a matter of contention whether a somewhat (or considerably warped) vision is better than an unfinished work. One could argue that a few novels remain unfinished and possess a macabre appeal to them as such.
Music. Classical music has a very special place in my heart. A few of my favourite pieces would be: Clair de Lune, Nocturne Op. 9 No.2, Devil's Trill Sonata, Danse Macabre, Valse Sentimentale, Symphony No. 7 in A Major, Op. 92: II. Alegreto (by Beethoven) and Suite from Swan Lake, Op. 20a: I. Scene. Moderato. There are more but these ones always invoke something in me when I listen to them. Besides Classical I also enjoy listening to Synthwave, old Western pop and J-pop, both modern and from the 20th century.
Well that about wraps it up for my interests. I would like to add a few things before I finish. I am neurodivergent (autism spectrum) and struggle with mental health. I respect the struggles others have but due to certain negative experiences I would prefer to find another Aspie. I am rather introverted and I do not have a large social circle. If I like someone I want to spend as much time with them as possible. I have been hurt in the past by caring about someone much more than they about me so I would like to avoid such things now.
If you decide to message me I ask that you send a DM instead of a chat and tell me about yourself. Take care.
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2024.05.21 20:29 Life-Refuse-6670 premonition death dream of myself

I have a lot of crazy dreams, sometimes they’re goofy and everything looks like something out of Alice in wonderland. Sometimes they’re graphic and my dad gets his knees quite literally busted out in front of me. Sometimes they’re so real that the only noticeable difference is weird color or hazy vision. But this one I had on May 17th, 2024 was not like the others and it’s been eating at my daily living for a couple days now. I have a trip planned in August (10th-14th) of this year for my birthday, I already have the plane tickets bought and lodging arrangements in order. In this dream I was flying home from this trip, I was happy and talking to my significant other about how great my birthday was. We spoke in full English, which was odd considering a lot of dreams don’t tend to do this, at least for me. I was reading the signs at the airport, getting to my gate to aboard my flight and so on. We get on the united airplane, and it begins to descend. I feel the push back as it starts to go up and the gravity pulls me against my seat. As it’s going up, it felt like it actually stood still in the air for a moment before it began to fall straight down. There was no warning, no oxygen masks, no one had any idea this was happening. When it crashed I lived through it, I awoke to smoke and fire and alarms going off around me. There was riots, people were screaming and fighting everywhere. There was a familiar sound, the American emergency alert system. It kept repeating itself saying,”the United States has been attacked, we are being invaded. This is not a test.” And my heart sank, I think I passed out again, but this was the only gap in the whole dream. I woke up again in a hotel room. It was extremely clean and I was alone. I rushed to my phone to search for my mom and dad’s contacts, I had to make sure they were okay or at least warn them what had just happened. I was scrolling and scrolling but it felt like I couldn’t find them in my phone, but all of a sudden a huge orange ball passed across my window changing the night sky to look day. I got up and ran to the window to see what it was and then it hit me. The radiation blast, I didn’t even have time to react. I felt the radiation vibrate inside of my skin, it kept rumbling around until what felt like my skin falling off. There was no pain but I started to think (which I do not do in my dreams usually) about the fact I was literally dying. I told myself, “ this is it. I’m finally dying, it’s over. I’m going to see the afterlife.” I was anxious on that thought but then immediately hit with sadness, I am losing my family, I’m dying and I will never see them again. In my next life I won’t remember them. I began to repeat all of their names over and over in hope I would remember them. Within less than a second that all went through my head in this dream. When I finally woke up I reached for my dogs collar, I didn’t think I was really alive. I personally believe in parallel universes and the endless idea that there are many different realities of ourselves out there. Possibly an answer to Deja vu but I’m uncertain.
I reached for her collar to see if it was still pink, because if it had changed color, then it was proof I had somehow changed universes. Yes I realize writing that down it sounds absolutely bonkers, but it was my first thought after waking up from a premonition death of an event that is actually taking place in my life in 3 months. I’m writing this dream down in hopes that someone has had a similar experience, has anyone you know dreamt about their future death? What would you do? Have you ever fully died in your dreams?
To clear some bases: 1. No, nothing in my life has changed this is not a “transition” interpretation dream of death. I’m currently just a college student who plays video games, I literally do not do anything that would be considered a self realization transition. 2. At the risk of sounding insane and stupid, I watched and believe in the final destination movies ideology. If I am to cheat death because I saw my future before it happened, worse death will be upon me. So i am not canceling my trip, but I might have to get some medicine to make me sleep on this damn plane after all this.
I know this is long so if you read through all of this thank you and please give leave a thought. If nothing else, some encouragement that I’m not crazy lol, or if you think I’m crazy, give me a logical explanation and tell me it’s just my brain having anxiety. Honestly, anything will help at this point I’m spiraling.
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2024.05.21 20:29 Master_Report1649 How to cope with med change going terribly

I don't know what else I can do to self-soothe. It's been a rollercoaster over the last two weeks changing, reversing, pausing, adjusting a new med then returning back to my original medicine. How do I make myself feel okay when this failed med change has me feeling bizarre, like my thoughts are on another planet. I also can't handle doing anything off my couch because everything I try to do turns into discombobulated confusion. I feel a little better when I talk to a loved one in the phone... But for the last few days, when I'm alone I feel so strange.
I'm numb... So music, TV, making art, eating, doesn't appeal to me whatsoever. I feel like I can't relate to anything. I spent a lot of time yesterday and today staring into space. is there anything I can do to come back down to Earth?
I'm very depressed. I have loved ones checking in often. I don't expect my depression to immediately improve, I just want to know if there are any tricks to at least feeling like I'm the human in my body.
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