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2024.05.29 07:41 lil200797 What are Your Songs with Names that Sound like Light Novel Titles
So me and my friends were chatting and got onto the topic of songs with ridiculously long or convoluted names, and that reminded us of another medium specifically memed about for this exact thing: Japanese Light Novels. So, what are your songs with long, convoluted, or particularly silly names? The rules we went with were that the song must:
Pete Wentz is the Only Reason We're Famous - Cobra Starship [Rock] Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd - Bring me the Horizon [Metal] Hey Mr. DJ, I Thought You Said We Had a Deal - They Might be Giants [Rock]
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- Be at least 7 syllables long
- Contain at least 5 words
- Contain a subject, object, and verb
- Containing Punctuation
- Containing more than one phrase
- Being particularly weird or silly
Pete Wentz is the Only Reason We're Famous - Cobra Starship [Rock] Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd - Bring me the Horizon [Metal] Hey Mr. DJ, I Thought You Said We Had a Deal - They Might be Giants [Rock]
2024.05.29 07:41 TechnologyCareful83 Some tips that might help you
Hi everyone! I thought i might put some tips that i personally find helpful and that i've used in my own shifting journey. I divided it into a few categories so you don't have to read everything if you don't want to lol. This is all that i could think of rn, hopefully it'll be useful to somebody! (Sorry if something is phrased in a weird way, english is not my first language 😅 Also remember you don't need any specific thing to shift, so just take whatever resonates with you! <3)
Dettach from your cconnect to your DR: 1.create a playlist of songs that remind you of your DR and listen to it. 2.dance! If your dr self likes to party or dancing, take some time, even if just 10 minutes a day, and dance, feel like you're having a good time in that dr while dancing! 3.think about your past in your DR! Imagine scenarios that could've perfectly happened to your dr self in the past and connect with that feelings. 4.when doing any of the activities i mentioned above, close your eyes for some seconds and imagine you are already there, then open your eyes keeping that feeling of already being there to the point you are dancing/listening to music/whatever and not giving a damn about the fact of seeing your cr surrounding you, feel how what you're looking at doesn't matter at all anymore.
If you're using LOA: •try to keep the feeling of what i mentioned above (tip #4) during as much of the day as you can, and if you find yourself with some intrusive thoughts like "so when is my cr gonna change?" Affirm to yourself "nevermind, i already shifted despite the intrusive thoughts" and keep going with your life like it was just a tiny stumble. •try meditation! And not thinking that it'll help you shift (since you're using LOA you already know you shifted so why would you do something to shift if you already did?), but from a perspective that your dr self wants to meditate, so just why not do it? •robotic affirm that you're already in your dr just as a gentle reminder. •when going to sleep, think what you're going to be doing tomorrow like if it's just another day (Thinking as your dr self, what are you gonna do once you wake up in your dr tomorrow?) •even if the days go by and you're still seeing your cr, it doesn't matter, just persist on it, if you think of your dr as a painting and your cr as a cloth, then a mere cloth can't stop you from seeing the painting behind it!
If you're insecure about your progress or you're one to have intrusive thoughts: •just affirm that it doesn't matter what you think, feel or see, you're shifting anyway. •smile or even laugh a little when you're having a negative thought while saying to yourself something like "oh come on, that's not true! I'm shifting anyway" (yes, fake that you're amused cause you had a silly thought that won't stop you from shifting. Your brain doesn't know how to differentiate when you're smiling for real or faking it, so it'll take it like you're actually amused) •remember everyone can shift, you're not an exception to the rule, persisting is the key, so just don't give up, you can and you will do it! •don't compare your journey with other shifters, some people shift at the first try, some people shift after many years, don't give much thought to it or it'll stop you and demotivate you. When you're having those thoughts try thinking instead that if you keep insisting you'll find yourself any day, any second, in your dr, living that life you wanted to live!
If you're into affirmations: •try saying affirmations from a place of already having it. Switch stuff like "i will shift" to "i already shifted", or if you don't feel like affirming from a perspective of already having it, then be more specific about when you're shifting, don't give your brain the freedom to decide when you'll shift, instead be like "i am shifting tonight" or "i am shifting right now". •add a subliminal to your routine, just pick one that you feel will work for you, loop it and listen to it when sleeping. (If you pick many your subconscious will take longer to catch up to the affirmations)
If you struggle focusing: •record an audio of you saying one or two affirmations about you shifting, maybe something like "i'll wake up in ___(name of your dr) at any second" or "i am already in ____" and listen to that audio on loop for at least 10 minutes a day (the more you listen the faster your consciousness takes the affirmations as a fact. Also the less amount of affirmations you listen to, the faster it'll work) •fall asleep wether with that audio of your affirmations or with a subliminal. •if you struggle focusing but you prefer doing actual methods, then as soon as you realize your brain is wandering somewhere else, just go back to affirm or visualize like nothing happened, don't get stuck thinking you won't shift since you're not concentrated. It's okay for your mind to not be 100% focused on just one thing, so just let the random thoughts slip away as relaxed as possible.
If you can't decide where to shift, which face claim you want, etc: •Shift to a Waiting Room. Literally, that's it, shift to a WR where you can take all the time you want deciding what you wanna do and where you wanna go. Script that you can shapeshift to whatever face claim you wanna try on so you can decide if you feel comfortable with it or not. •if you are one to script, since for some it's easier to shift to a reality exactly like this one but with slight changes, try shifting to a reality that it's exactly like this one but that your scripts have a button that if you press it, it'll shift you automatically to that dr.
Random yet useful things to script: •if you buy online, whatever you buy appears in your house at the second you buy it (you can add that at $0) •if you're online shopping for clothes, the model that appears with the outfits it's actually you (so you can already see how you'd look with that 😉) •there are no mosquitos. •there are no spiders or insects in your house. •you like your job/studying. •you like waking up early and always wake up with energy. •you don't struggle with insomnia. •you're good at socializing and know how to keep a conversation going. •people from your dr are exactly how you idealize them (we don't wanna shift to a dr where people are totally different to how we pictured them to be, right?) •you and your dear ones will never have an accident/die/get badly injured/get harassed or kidnapped. •you're good at problem solving. •even the idea of cheating is disgusting to your s/o and they'd never harm you in any way (unless you like some drama xd) •your house/room is always clean, it cleans by itself. •you never get sick of anything (from small things like a flue to severe things like cancer). •if you're a woman in your dr, you can't get pregnant unless you want to/you don't have cramps/you don't menstruate.
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Dettach from your cconnect to your DR: 1.create a playlist of songs that remind you of your DR and listen to it. 2.dance! If your dr self likes to party or dancing, take some time, even if just 10 minutes a day, and dance, feel like you're having a good time in that dr while dancing! 3.think about your past in your DR! Imagine scenarios that could've perfectly happened to your dr self in the past and connect with that feelings. 4.when doing any of the activities i mentioned above, close your eyes for some seconds and imagine you are already there, then open your eyes keeping that feeling of already being there to the point you are dancing/listening to music/whatever and not giving a damn about the fact of seeing your cr surrounding you, feel how what you're looking at doesn't matter at all anymore.
If you're using LOA: •try to keep the feeling of what i mentioned above (tip #4) during as much of the day as you can, and if you find yourself with some intrusive thoughts like "so when is my cr gonna change?" Affirm to yourself "nevermind, i already shifted despite the intrusive thoughts" and keep going with your life like it was just a tiny stumble. •try meditation! And not thinking that it'll help you shift (since you're using LOA you already know you shifted so why would you do something to shift if you already did?), but from a perspective that your dr self wants to meditate, so just why not do it? •robotic affirm that you're already in your dr just as a gentle reminder. •when going to sleep, think what you're going to be doing tomorrow like if it's just another day (Thinking as your dr self, what are you gonna do once you wake up in your dr tomorrow?) •even if the days go by and you're still seeing your cr, it doesn't matter, just persist on it, if you think of your dr as a painting and your cr as a cloth, then a mere cloth can't stop you from seeing the painting behind it!
If you're insecure about your progress or you're one to have intrusive thoughts: •just affirm that it doesn't matter what you think, feel or see, you're shifting anyway. •smile or even laugh a little when you're having a negative thought while saying to yourself something like "oh come on, that's not true! I'm shifting anyway" (yes, fake that you're amused cause you had a silly thought that won't stop you from shifting. Your brain doesn't know how to differentiate when you're smiling for real or faking it, so it'll take it like you're actually amused) •remember everyone can shift, you're not an exception to the rule, persisting is the key, so just don't give up, you can and you will do it! •don't compare your journey with other shifters, some people shift at the first try, some people shift after many years, don't give much thought to it or it'll stop you and demotivate you. When you're having those thoughts try thinking instead that if you keep insisting you'll find yourself any day, any second, in your dr, living that life you wanted to live!
If you're into affirmations: •try saying affirmations from a place of already having it. Switch stuff like "i will shift" to "i already shifted", or if you don't feel like affirming from a perspective of already having it, then be more specific about when you're shifting, don't give your brain the freedom to decide when you'll shift, instead be like "i am shifting tonight" or "i am shifting right now". •add a subliminal to your routine, just pick one that you feel will work for you, loop it and listen to it when sleeping. (If you pick many your subconscious will take longer to catch up to the affirmations)
If you struggle focusing: •record an audio of you saying one or two affirmations about you shifting, maybe something like "i'll wake up in ___(name of your dr) at any second" or "i am already in ____" and listen to that audio on loop for at least 10 minutes a day (the more you listen the faster your consciousness takes the affirmations as a fact. Also the less amount of affirmations you listen to, the faster it'll work) •fall asleep wether with that audio of your affirmations or with a subliminal. •if you struggle focusing but you prefer doing actual methods, then as soon as you realize your brain is wandering somewhere else, just go back to affirm or visualize like nothing happened, don't get stuck thinking you won't shift since you're not concentrated. It's okay for your mind to not be 100% focused on just one thing, so just let the random thoughts slip away as relaxed as possible.
If you can't decide where to shift, which face claim you want, etc: •Shift to a Waiting Room. Literally, that's it, shift to a WR where you can take all the time you want deciding what you wanna do and where you wanna go. Script that you can shapeshift to whatever face claim you wanna try on so you can decide if you feel comfortable with it or not. •if you are one to script, since for some it's easier to shift to a reality exactly like this one but with slight changes, try shifting to a reality that it's exactly like this one but that your scripts have a button that if you press it, it'll shift you automatically to that dr.
Random yet useful things to script: •if you buy online, whatever you buy appears in your house at the second you buy it (you can add that at $0) •if you're online shopping for clothes, the model that appears with the outfits it's actually you (so you can already see how you'd look with that 😉) •there are no mosquitos. •there are no spiders or insects in your house. •you like your job/studying. •you like waking up early and always wake up with energy. •you don't struggle with insomnia. •you're good at socializing and know how to keep a conversation going. •people from your dr are exactly how you idealize them (we don't wanna shift to a dr where people are totally different to how we pictured them to be, right?) •you and your dear ones will never have an accident/die/get badly injured/get harassed or kidnapped. •you're good at problem solving. •even the idea of cheating is disgusting to your s/o and they'd never harm you in any way (unless you like some drama xd) •your house/room is always clean, it cleans by itself. •you never get sick of anything (from small things like a flue to severe things like cancer). •if you're a woman in your dr, you can't get pregnant unless you want to/you don't have cramps/you don't menstruate.
2024.05.29 07:41 feverghoul207 If undead nightmare 2 actually happened, what would be a good plot for it?
 | Imo, they should give it a "last of us" or ''mad max'' kinda vibe to it, make Arthur a lone wondered trying to find the gang in a post apocalyptic word, they'll be more zombie variations, craftable armor and weapons, new horses, and rare monsters like the manbearpig or the dinosaur in that one side mission. submitted by feverghoul207 to reddeadredemption [link] [comments] |
2024.05.29 07:40 Correct-Basket2472 TLDR: Bf ex turns RJ into twisted game
Has anyone else had a similar experience?
TLDR: RJ, but turned into a weird game by partners ex. AITA? Have you had any experience with compulsions building over years? How did you overcome them? Have you struggled with RJ and body dysmorphia?
My boyfriend & I have been dating for over 4 years. Whenever we first started dating he showed me a picture of his ex & would talk about his ex gf what felt like me to be all the time. She was in every story he told & every old photo. At the time I had just gotten out of a relationship where the guy was obsessed with and constantly compared me to his ex. This felt kind of normal to me. I began to look at her social media. I wanted to know her and the version of my boyfriend she knew… I was jealous that she was and would always be his first love & first time. I hated that I thought she would always be special to him.
What was RJ turn into something else a year into our relationship, when she called my boyfriend randomly. He didn’t answer, and he immediately blocked her number. Green flags right? Yes, but it also made me wonder what her motives were… did she want him back? Had he done something to make her think he was available? Did he want her back? If she asked for him back, would he go? I began to investigate her on social media, and one time accidentally requested to follow her- I tried to take it back immediately, but she had already seen it.
She knew I was watching and she liked it. She later told me she thought of it like a game, I did too at first. She started communicating with me through the captions of her photos. It was mostly like “Hello,” “Welcome back.” My favorite was “feeling obsessive yet?” This moved from one social media platform to eventually tiktok. I was curious if she was watching me there too, so I thought I would experiment by creating tiktoks with the same sounds to see if she said anything- and it was like… a literal competition for likes. She noticed and she posted about me, multiple times. I blocked her and unblocked her repeatedly (to see if she was posting about me) after this. Apparently I happened to use the same audio as one of her friends, and this deeply offended her- she then decided to reach out to my boyfriend from various phone numbers sending him “proof” that I was copying her, none of which included the parts she played. Most of the videos were trends… My boyfriend didn’t really care about what she had to say but we also never reeeeeally talked about it.
Later I started going to therapy. I wanted to get better I wanted to heal. I felt the need to apologize, so I sent her a message apologizing and requesting her to block me as I thought this would help me. (I did not ask my therapist I probably should have.) Not reply, no block. For a while I was fine, until the thoughts came back. Recently, I clicked on her story on one of the platforms I had her blocked and this caused her to text my boyfriend “proof” that I was looking at her stuff yet again. We were able to talk and I explained this isn’t a game to me and again requested that she block me if she doesn’t want me to view her story or public profiles. Thankfully, she blocked me and apologized for her part in feeding into my compulsions which makes me feel weird…
Since then I have been struggling with not looking… It feels like an itch that needs to be scratched.
Also- I hate myself? Any advice or similar experiences would be greatly appreciated.
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TLDR: RJ, but turned into a weird game by partners ex. AITA? Have you had any experience with compulsions building over years? How did you overcome them? Have you struggled with RJ and body dysmorphia?
My boyfriend & I have been dating for over 4 years. Whenever we first started dating he showed me a picture of his ex & would talk about his ex gf what felt like me to be all the time. She was in every story he told & every old photo. At the time I had just gotten out of a relationship where the guy was obsessed with and constantly compared me to his ex. This felt kind of normal to me. I began to look at her social media. I wanted to know her and the version of my boyfriend she knew… I was jealous that she was and would always be his first love & first time. I hated that I thought she would always be special to him.
What was RJ turn into something else a year into our relationship, when she called my boyfriend randomly. He didn’t answer, and he immediately blocked her number. Green flags right? Yes, but it also made me wonder what her motives were… did she want him back? Had he done something to make her think he was available? Did he want her back? If she asked for him back, would he go? I began to investigate her on social media, and one time accidentally requested to follow her- I tried to take it back immediately, but she had already seen it.
She knew I was watching and she liked it. She later told me she thought of it like a game, I did too at first. She started communicating with me through the captions of her photos. It was mostly like “Hello,” “Welcome back.” My favorite was “feeling obsessive yet?” This moved from one social media platform to eventually tiktok. I was curious if she was watching me there too, so I thought I would experiment by creating tiktoks with the same sounds to see if she said anything- and it was like… a literal competition for likes. She noticed and she posted about me, multiple times. I blocked her and unblocked her repeatedly (to see if she was posting about me) after this. Apparently I happened to use the same audio as one of her friends, and this deeply offended her- she then decided to reach out to my boyfriend from various phone numbers sending him “proof” that I was copying her, none of which included the parts she played. Most of the videos were trends… My boyfriend didn’t really care about what she had to say but we also never reeeeeally talked about it.
Later I started going to therapy. I wanted to get better I wanted to heal. I felt the need to apologize, so I sent her a message apologizing and requesting her to block me as I thought this would help me. (I did not ask my therapist I probably should have.) Not reply, no block. For a while I was fine, until the thoughts came back. Recently, I clicked on her story on one of the platforms I had her blocked and this caused her to text my boyfriend “proof” that I was looking at her stuff yet again. We were able to talk and I explained this isn’t a game to me and again requested that she block me if she doesn’t want me to view her story or public profiles. Thankfully, she blocked me and apologized for her part in feeding into my compulsions which makes me feel weird…
Since then I have been struggling with not looking… It feels like an itch that needs to be scratched.
Also- I hate myself? Any advice or similar experiences would be greatly appreciated.
2024.05.29 07:39 SurturSaga How Rin and Shidou WILL win the match for PXG
Why this needs to happen:
Currently although having decent plays Rins attacks are all getting shut down and Shidou is essentially completely null. Many people expect Loki to swap in or for Rin to get a great goal but there needs to be a fundamental change in the game so it doesn’t go back to the BM domination we see now. Especially since Kaiser will very very likley drastically Improve aswell. And who knows we might get Yuki on the field. And not only that Kiyora will suddenly be a big player.
How and Why it should happen:
So I think the most obvious solution is a continuous Rin X Shidou chemical reaction. Shidou has always had shooting and just shooting on his mind, which makes it easier for kunigami to guard him. Because Kunigami knows not only that Shidou wants the ball but how he wants it, and how he’ll try to gain possession in certain ways for that goal. So to solve this Shidou needs to diversify his game plan to be very much an assist to Rin aswell. This will finally allow Rin to get some momentum going as he no longer has to pass to the fraud Nanase. Shidou will do this because although he’s a striker at heart, he for sure does not like what’s going on right now. And he’ll just be desperate to create some sort of magical plays in the match. He also has a great respect for sae, but more importantly Charles. Because it’s an egoistic and stubborn style very similar to how Shidou currently plays. The Chemical reaction between the 2 has been teased ever since third selection and I think this is how it should be done.
Why PXG will win the game:
It also makes perfect sense given the Parallels to Isagi and Kaiser as the opposing star strikers who refuse to work together. Getting through this barrier is what would surpass BM and more specifically isagi and Kaiser. I do feel like this entails perhaps 2 goals from Rin and Pxg winning but it’s only logical. Isagi Clearly stated he’ll need a hat trick to surpass Rin. But kaisers scoring so that’ll obviously not happen. The gap and super goal from shidou also makes Kunigami surpassing him unlikely. And although kunigami can very much do better this game, it wouldn’t feel right without a salary above him aswell. So with Both the Isagi surpassing Rin and Kunigami surpassing Shidou lines off the table, this eliminates the main narrative rewards for why they would win. For Narrative rewards for PXG winning there’s a few, The main one is to show Loki coming up on Noas throne and position him as potentially the final antagonist. The next is obviously the Shidou Rin combination which I believe matters in itself. The third is to make Isagi and Kaiser tied. And prolonging their rivalry for the U20 arc without a decisive victor. The final one is what I will cover in the next paragraph, setting up the "loser of the NEL".
The 24th:
The 24th player will be Nanase. He offered to be Rins dog and his slave and without Rin relying on him he loses his path to the top 23. He was always reffered to as a weak player and although he had his moments I do believe he should be cut. Toki will have to do quite a lot to catch up honestly, he’s been doing incredibly poor this game. Zantetsu really just needs one really good play to cement him as ahead of Nanase. And I defiantly think Kiyora will pass him after recent setups. So it’s perfectly plausible for him to fail, especially if he makes a desperate failed play. Before I hear comments on this, the cover theory isn’t valid at all. I can’t possibly see the author specifically choosing Toki or Aryu way back then specially because he knew they made the u20 team arcs in advance. And for the theory to work it’d need to predate all the way back then (and even before). So Nanase will be crushed and it’ll be emotional that way because he’s such a wholesome character. Also is his bandana blue lock merch? Would also matter that he’s emotionally attached to this and not like "yeah I got an option anyway". He clearly cares a lot and we can’t have apathy
I made this post because I hear everyone being incredibly confident in a BM victory even though with newfound info it’s very obviously not going to happen. So here’s why PXG will win and how they will
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Currently although having decent plays Rins attacks are all getting shut down and Shidou is essentially completely null. Many people expect Loki to swap in or for Rin to get a great goal but there needs to be a fundamental change in the game so it doesn’t go back to the BM domination we see now. Especially since Kaiser will very very likley drastically Improve aswell. And who knows we might get Yuki on the field. And not only that Kiyora will suddenly be a big player.
How and Why it should happen:
So I think the most obvious solution is a continuous Rin X Shidou chemical reaction. Shidou has always had shooting and just shooting on his mind, which makes it easier for kunigami to guard him. Because Kunigami knows not only that Shidou wants the ball but how he wants it, and how he’ll try to gain possession in certain ways for that goal. So to solve this Shidou needs to diversify his game plan to be very much an assist to Rin aswell. This will finally allow Rin to get some momentum going as he no longer has to pass to the fraud Nanase. Shidou will do this because although he’s a striker at heart, he for sure does not like what’s going on right now. And he’ll just be desperate to create some sort of magical plays in the match. He also has a great respect for sae, but more importantly Charles. Because it’s an egoistic and stubborn style very similar to how Shidou currently plays. The Chemical reaction between the 2 has been teased ever since third selection and I think this is how it should be done.
Why PXG will win the game:
It also makes perfect sense given the Parallels to Isagi and Kaiser as the opposing star strikers who refuse to work together. Getting through this barrier is what would surpass BM and more specifically isagi and Kaiser. I do feel like this entails perhaps 2 goals from Rin and Pxg winning but it’s only logical. Isagi Clearly stated he’ll need a hat trick to surpass Rin. But kaisers scoring so that’ll obviously not happen. The gap and super goal from shidou also makes Kunigami surpassing him unlikely. And although kunigami can very much do better this game, it wouldn’t feel right without a salary above him aswell. So with Both the Isagi surpassing Rin and Kunigami surpassing Shidou lines off the table, this eliminates the main narrative rewards for why they would win. For Narrative rewards for PXG winning there’s a few, The main one is to show Loki coming up on Noas throne and position him as potentially the final antagonist. The next is obviously the Shidou Rin combination which I believe matters in itself. The third is to make Isagi and Kaiser tied. And prolonging their rivalry for the U20 arc without a decisive victor. The final one is what I will cover in the next paragraph, setting up the "loser of the NEL".
The 24th:
The 24th player will be Nanase. He offered to be Rins dog and his slave and without Rin relying on him he loses his path to the top 23. He was always reffered to as a weak player and although he had his moments I do believe he should be cut. Toki will have to do quite a lot to catch up honestly, he’s been doing incredibly poor this game. Zantetsu really just needs one really good play to cement him as ahead of Nanase. And I defiantly think Kiyora will pass him after recent setups. So it’s perfectly plausible for him to fail, especially if he makes a desperate failed play. Before I hear comments on this, the cover theory isn’t valid at all. I can’t possibly see the author specifically choosing Toki or Aryu way back then specially because he knew they made the u20 team arcs in advance. And for the theory to work it’d need to predate all the way back then (and even before). So Nanase will be crushed and it’ll be emotional that way because he’s such a wholesome character. Also is his bandana blue lock merch? Would also matter that he’s emotionally attached to this and not like "yeah I got an option anyway". He clearly cares a lot and we can’t have apathy
I made this post because I hear everyone being incredibly confident in a BM victory even though with newfound info it’s very obviously not going to happen. So here’s why PXG will win and how they will
2024.05.29 07:39 WorkingDebate5967 Relapsed again 22(m)
Down 10k this month. I can’t stop thinking about how my dad fucking killed himself. I’m a fucking addict. When I stop gambling I become a sex addict. I’m at the gym for like 2 hours a day. It’s so hard for me to do anything in moderation. If I invest in a company it’s everything I have into that one company. I can feel my body deteriorating everyday. When my the pulse on my neck is pounding placing a bet. FUCK ME. This addiction got much worse for me over the years. I just got 2 outed in poker for a lot of money too. Fuck please come back next year and be proud of yourself cameron. You can’t keep doing this. This cycle will result in one way man. You got this
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2024.05.29 07:39 thebluetistaar HELP trying to remember the name of this manga
Woman and man who are friends and meet at a bar every week. The guy wants to fuck eventually but she wants him to stay as friends. Same man is somewhat a womanizar and also works at doing massages (?)
one of the characters was named Akira I think, thats all I can remember
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one of the characters was named Akira I think, thats all I can remember
2024.05.29 07:39 sobsobthrowaway Can't leave him, and he won't leave me
Apologies for the lengthy post, but I (23f) have been stuck in a rut with my boyfriend (23m) for over a year now and I have no idea what to do from here. It’s not an active, intentionally emotionally abusive thing, and I truly believe he doesn’t want to hurt me, but I’ve come to the slow conclusion that my current physical and mental health state has to be related to my stress over him, and yeah sure, I’ll get some strangers to weigh in on this. We’re long distance, and have been close romantically on and off since high school. I cut things off twice, once after just a year, and again when we just started college, but both times we just couldn't stay apart.
We’ve been together seriously for 3 years now, but I feel like he hasn’t been in love with me since early 2023. We talked less and less over the course of the year, with no real work to see each other or anything. He even jokingly confided in me that he considered he might be aromantic but shrugged it off. That’s a lot coming from somebody who ALSO confided that during our second split that he was flirting and entering relationships either to 1. make me jealous or 2. try and replace me. Outright-- to try and fill the gap I’d left. When I confronted him about the fact that, on top of his general apathy towards me and me having to do all the heavy lifting in the relationship, he’d considered just naturally not experiencing romantic attraction while still “dating” me. And he just kind of brushed it off.
I’ve had multiple lengthy, LENGTHY conversations with him about how I feel like we don’t do anything together, how I feel like he really only talks to me out of obligation if he talks to me at all, and how it really, really feels like I’m a girlfriend in name only. He spends all his time with newer friends, and I’m happy that he’s happy, but I didn’t expect the change to completely wipe me out of the picture. I don’t want to sound like I’m being a clingy, jealous woman here; he used to have involved, fun talks with me daily, and now he just will not talk to me for days for the sake of spending more time with new people. He got really attached to one person, getting all giggly and excited when they expressed wanting to get closer to him too, and it felt like he really had a crush on them. I insisted if he didn’t love me the same way anymore, that was fine, we’ve got our entire lives ahead of us to find the people we DO love, but he reiterated, a bit unconvincingly, that he was definitely, for sure, still in love and still wanted me and no one else.
The real crux of this happened in February, a few weeks after the first time we talked about how I felt like a title and nothing else. He asked me early in the morning if I’d be okay with him having phone sex with one of his new friends (shock of all shocks, the same one he got all starry-eyed over). We’ve always had a lax policy on physical intimacy, because of the distance between us, but the key thing here is that that stemmed from how little we could actually give it to each other. I didn’t mind any physical encounters he’d had, and really, all of them hadn’t gone further than kissing a girl at a club or similar small things. But the idea of him having phone sex bothered me, because… The whole reason we agreed ACTUAL sex was okay was because of how little we could actually offer that to the other. Something like that was one of the few things I could offer all the time, and he wanted it from someone else? I told him alright, but there’s one condition-- Now that I know you want this, you’re coming to me for it moving forward. He agreed, but just 10 minutes later said the two of them backed out of it because the other person was afraid of catching feelings.
He went cold every time I tried to initiate anything sexual, or really romantic at all for that matter. I ALSO asked what the deal was with that, and he said he just preferred actual intimacy to this. I brought up how suspicious he sounded, saying that the other person backed out right after I made my jokey rule, and suddenly he doesn’t want this thing he was sheepishly asking about just days ago. However, the closer we get to the date of his trip to visit me, the more he keeps subtly mentioning that he might not have the energy when the time comes for that, either. So rest assured, team, he’s definitely not just keeping me around for the sex.
He’s not even a good friend anymore in general. I try to support him whenever he needs me, even if it means staying up until 3 a.m. when I have work tomorrow, but when I need comfort, I get simple, curt replies. When I started doing the same to him, he asked why I was such a defeatist over his problem. He would ignore me for days if I wasn’t interesting enough to him, and though he’s been getting better about that, he still constantly talks over me on simple matters like our interests or my day. He expects me to be invested in everything he’s invested in, but he won’t even sit through an hour-and-a-half movie with me after I’ve tried to get him to for years. Embarrassingly, I didn’t fully pick up on this until one of my friends invited me to introduce them to one of my favorite things, and actually listened and engaged with me throughout.
So, I can’t be happy around him, or I’m ignored. I can’t be sad, or it somehow loops around to being about him again. And I sure as shit can’t be angry. I’m already a villain for leaving him twice.
I’ve realized recently that I feel like I’ll always be somewhat in love with him, but ultimately, it would be best for us to break up. However, he’s always been on shaky ground with his depression, and it seems like it’s only gotten worse with time. He’s reached a vulnerable point that he hasn’t hit before, at least in the time I’ve known him, and despite his lackluster attitude towards me, I know things will get very bad very quickly if I try to break things off myself. But… if you’re not romantically attracted to me, not sexually attracted to me, not interested in my life or our friendship, forget relationship-- What’s the point of NOT seeing other people? People who could make him happier than me, people he’s obviously interested in!
Sorry again for the length here. As you’ve probably guessed by now, this has been tearing away at me for a long time. He’s visiting in a month, and I can’t muster the energy to pretend to be excited about it. If anything, I’m dreading it, because it’s sure as hell not cheap to get flights these days, and I don’t want him busting hundreds of his own money just to ignore me and be bored with me in person. I don’t want to sound overdramatic or selfish, but this really has me crying almost every other day, fearing what would happen if I did just try to cut things off myself. I have no idea how to ask anyone for advice on this, because it’s just so… much, and I love him and don’t want him to seem like a bad person. I know he’s not. But I HAVE to have some sort of closure. Communication isn’t helping. I have to have a plan moving forward if I want to get better myself.
TL;DR: My bf is neglecting me in almost every department to the point the stress is taking a toll on me, but to break up with him would destroy him at an already weak point mentally. I’ve talked to him about this a dozen times, explicitly saying I feel like he’s no longer in love with me, and that’s alright, but we need to cut it off if he isn’t. He keeps insisting he still loves me. What can I say or do moving forward when communication isn’t cutting it?
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We’ve been together seriously for 3 years now, but I feel like he hasn’t been in love with me since early 2023. We talked less and less over the course of the year, with no real work to see each other or anything. He even jokingly confided in me that he considered he might be aromantic but shrugged it off. That’s a lot coming from somebody who ALSO confided that during our second split that he was flirting and entering relationships either to 1. make me jealous or 2. try and replace me. Outright-- to try and fill the gap I’d left. When I confronted him about the fact that, on top of his general apathy towards me and me having to do all the heavy lifting in the relationship, he’d considered just naturally not experiencing romantic attraction while still “dating” me. And he just kind of brushed it off.
I’ve had multiple lengthy, LENGTHY conversations with him about how I feel like we don’t do anything together, how I feel like he really only talks to me out of obligation if he talks to me at all, and how it really, really feels like I’m a girlfriend in name only. He spends all his time with newer friends, and I’m happy that he’s happy, but I didn’t expect the change to completely wipe me out of the picture. I don’t want to sound like I’m being a clingy, jealous woman here; he used to have involved, fun talks with me daily, and now he just will not talk to me for days for the sake of spending more time with new people. He got really attached to one person, getting all giggly and excited when they expressed wanting to get closer to him too, and it felt like he really had a crush on them. I insisted if he didn’t love me the same way anymore, that was fine, we’ve got our entire lives ahead of us to find the people we DO love, but he reiterated, a bit unconvincingly, that he was definitely, for sure, still in love and still wanted me and no one else.
The real crux of this happened in February, a few weeks after the first time we talked about how I felt like a title and nothing else. He asked me early in the morning if I’d be okay with him having phone sex with one of his new friends (shock of all shocks, the same one he got all starry-eyed over). We’ve always had a lax policy on physical intimacy, because of the distance between us, but the key thing here is that that stemmed from how little we could actually give it to each other. I didn’t mind any physical encounters he’d had, and really, all of them hadn’t gone further than kissing a girl at a club or similar small things. But the idea of him having phone sex bothered me, because… The whole reason we agreed ACTUAL sex was okay was because of how little we could actually offer that to the other. Something like that was one of the few things I could offer all the time, and he wanted it from someone else? I told him alright, but there’s one condition-- Now that I know you want this, you’re coming to me for it moving forward. He agreed, but just 10 minutes later said the two of them backed out of it because the other person was afraid of catching feelings.
He went cold every time I tried to initiate anything sexual, or really romantic at all for that matter. I ALSO asked what the deal was with that, and he said he just preferred actual intimacy to this. I brought up how suspicious he sounded, saying that the other person backed out right after I made my jokey rule, and suddenly he doesn’t want this thing he was sheepishly asking about just days ago. However, the closer we get to the date of his trip to visit me, the more he keeps subtly mentioning that he might not have the energy when the time comes for that, either. So rest assured, team, he’s definitely not just keeping me around for the sex.
He’s not even a good friend anymore in general. I try to support him whenever he needs me, even if it means staying up until 3 a.m. when I have work tomorrow, but when I need comfort, I get simple, curt replies. When I started doing the same to him, he asked why I was such a defeatist over his problem. He would ignore me for days if I wasn’t interesting enough to him, and though he’s been getting better about that, he still constantly talks over me on simple matters like our interests or my day. He expects me to be invested in everything he’s invested in, but he won’t even sit through an hour-and-a-half movie with me after I’ve tried to get him to for years. Embarrassingly, I didn’t fully pick up on this until one of my friends invited me to introduce them to one of my favorite things, and actually listened and engaged with me throughout.
So, I can’t be happy around him, or I’m ignored. I can’t be sad, or it somehow loops around to being about him again. And I sure as shit can’t be angry. I’m already a villain for leaving him twice.
I’ve realized recently that I feel like I’ll always be somewhat in love with him, but ultimately, it would be best for us to break up. However, he’s always been on shaky ground with his depression, and it seems like it’s only gotten worse with time. He’s reached a vulnerable point that he hasn’t hit before, at least in the time I’ve known him, and despite his lackluster attitude towards me, I know things will get very bad very quickly if I try to break things off myself. But… if you’re not romantically attracted to me, not sexually attracted to me, not interested in my life or our friendship, forget relationship-- What’s the point of NOT seeing other people? People who could make him happier than me, people he’s obviously interested in!
Sorry again for the length here. As you’ve probably guessed by now, this has been tearing away at me for a long time. He’s visiting in a month, and I can’t muster the energy to pretend to be excited about it. If anything, I’m dreading it, because it’s sure as hell not cheap to get flights these days, and I don’t want him busting hundreds of his own money just to ignore me and be bored with me in person. I don’t want to sound overdramatic or selfish, but this really has me crying almost every other day, fearing what would happen if I did just try to cut things off myself. I have no idea how to ask anyone for advice on this, because it’s just so… much, and I love him and don’t want him to seem like a bad person. I know he’s not. But I HAVE to have some sort of closure. Communication isn’t helping. I have to have a plan moving forward if I want to get better myself.
TL;DR: My bf is neglecting me in almost every department to the point the stress is taking a toll on me, but to break up with him would destroy him at an already weak point mentally. I’ve talked to him about this a dozen times, explicitly saying I feel like he’s no longer in love with me, and that’s alright, but we need to cut it off if he isn’t. He keeps insisting he still loves me. What can I say or do moving forward when communication isn’t cutting it?
2024.05.29 07:39 Advanced_Fee_5187 My a Nparent told me therapy won’t help and I need to find my own “peace”
Tw: mentions of abuse
I don’t even know what my goal is by posting. My mind won’t stop spinning. I was suggested this group by a post on another page - they said that they thought they were in this sub when they read my post.
I’ve only recently even come to realize through therapy that my father abused me my entire life - basically my entire personality is just various symptoms of abuse. I never learned how to be a person that isn’t living in fear and isn’t living for the soul purpose of satisfying someone else’s needs.
My father has been making a lot of comments on my 2 year olds appearance. I’ve never successfully set boundaries before so I attempted my hardest to set the boundary of no commenting on her looks and no suggestions of physical punishment for her developmental delays. I told him I needed a break from him and I will talk to him in a few days.
Today was the day I spoke to him again to find out if he would respect my boundaries or if…. I don’t know. I don’t know what the consequences for not would even be.
But he basically told me that he will always have his opinions. I told him that is fine as long as he keeps them to himself.
He did a hard pivot. He told me that my mental health is bad and therapy obviously isn’t working, medicine won’t help me, then he started preaching to me about god. He said I need to find peace and I can only do that in god.
I asked him what me setting boundaries has to do with my mental health. He told me that I’m clearly ill and therapy can’t help because I’m still ill.
This man has satan tattood on his chest, told me he would burst into flames if he went into a church, would yell hail satan to scare my friends. He today now tried to convince me that he has always been religious and that the satan was to represent evil leaving him.
I had to call my childhood best friend to actually check my reality. She told me my father is lying to me.
I feel like I have been in a fog since. It’s been hours and I don’t even know where time has gone. I feel like a helpless kid again.
I don’t even know why I am posting this - things have been really rough recently and this was just a bit too much.
My dad is my only family (aside from rocky SO relationship and my daughter) and he lives 1200 miles away. And he still has this hold on me - I can only blame myself for hoping he will one day be the parent I desperately want.
The parent I am trying my hardest to be for my daughter.
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I don’t even know what my goal is by posting. My mind won’t stop spinning. I was suggested this group by a post on another page - they said that they thought they were in this sub when they read my post.
I’ve only recently even come to realize through therapy that my father abused me my entire life - basically my entire personality is just various symptoms of abuse. I never learned how to be a person that isn’t living in fear and isn’t living for the soul purpose of satisfying someone else’s needs.
My father has been making a lot of comments on my 2 year olds appearance. I’ve never successfully set boundaries before so I attempted my hardest to set the boundary of no commenting on her looks and no suggestions of physical punishment for her developmental delays. I told him I needed a break from him and I will talk to him in a few days.
Today was the day I spoke to him again to find out if he would respect my boundaries or if…. I don’t know. I don’t know what the consequences for not would even be.
But he basically told me that he will always have his opinions. I told him that is fine as long as he keeps them to himself.
He did a hard pivot. He told me that my mental health is bad and therapy obviously isn’t working, medicine won’t help me, then he started preaching to me about god. He said I need to find peace and I can only do that in god.
I asked him what me setting boundaries has to do with my mental health. He told me that I’m clearly ill and therapy can’t help because I’m still ill.
This man has satan tattood on his chest, told me he would burst into flames if he went into a church, would yell hail satan to scare my friends. He today now tried to convince me that he has always been religious and that the satan was to represent evil leaving him.
I had to call my childhood best friend to actually check my reality. She told me my father is lying to me.
I feel like I have been in a fog since. It’s been hours and I don’t even know where time has gone. I feel like a helpless kid again.
I don’t even know why I am posting this - things have been really rough recently and this was just a bit too much.
My dad is my only family (aside from rocky SO relationship and my daughter) and he lives 1200 miles away. And he still has this hold on me - I can only blame myself for hoping he will one day be the parent I desperately want.
The parent I am trying my hardest to be for my daughter.
2024.05.29 07:39 HomeStar182 I'm Paying $60 to sign up for Acorns
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I need a few more people to sign up for Acorns and I'm willing to pay $60 per referral. If you are interested please ping me. I can pay half after sign up ($30) and another half after I get paid my bonus ($30), which happens 3 weeks after the promotion ends. I can pay you however you like, Zelle/Venmo/CashApp, whatever.
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2024.05.29 07:39 Mtnclimber09 What should we do??
It will be our 15th wedding anniversary in less than 2 weeks. Due to where we live and how far away our families live, we have no childcare. 15 years is major and we would love to do something though. Our toddler is 2 years 5 months. We have a week long beach vaca planned for July already so anything like that is out of the question. But we want to do something for the day of our anniversary and possibly stay overnight somewhere. We’re EXHAUSTED doing this parenting thing 24/7 plus working, and we just want to be pampered(ish!) and have a relaxing time. Here are the choices:
OPTION 1: Stay at a luxury hotel in the city (it is totally cut out for families too) for one night. Swim in the huge pool they have, get dinner in the around the corner from the hotel (somewhere nice but not too fancy), go back soak in the huge tub they have, get the plush hotel robes on and sip champagne while our son plays a bit before bed. Order room service the next morning for breakfast. Get coffee from our favorite place and then visit this store we like. Finally, take our little one to the toy store.
OPTION 2: Go to a huge new indoor water park, and then that evening go out to a fancy dinner at a higher end restaurant (one we have been too before and enjoy). We could also do dinner on our anniversary and do the water park the day after.
OPTION 3: IDK!?
Our son is relatively easy going. We live somewhere very hot and don’t want to do anything outdoors (unfortunately).
Thanks so much.
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OPTION 1: Stay at a luxury hotel in the city (it is totally cut out for families too) for one night. Swim in the huge pool they have, get dinner in the around the corner from the hotel (somewhere nice but not too fancy), go back soak in the huge tub they have, get the plush hotel robes on and sip champagne while our son plays a bit before bed. Order room service the next morning for breakfast. Get coffee from our favorite place and then visit this store we like. Finally, take our little one to the toy store.
OPTION 2: Go to a huge new indoor water park, and then that evening go out to a fancy dinner at a higher end restaurant (one we have been too before and enjoy). We could also do dinner on our anniversary and do the water park the day after.
OPTION 3: IDK!?
Our son is relatively easy going. We live somewhere very hot and don’t want to do anything outdoors (unfortunately).
Thanks so much.
2024.05.29 07:39 kiwicloudss I feel hopeless
It’s so hard to stay hopeful when multiple genocides are happening, with global warming, with just the current state in the world. Plus, necessities like groceries and rent are so expensive. We’re 90 seconds till midnight on the doomsday clock and it’s terrifying.
I don’t know how to keep my head up. I don’t know how to have enough motivation to work for a future that I don’t think will exist.
Does anyone else feel the same? I feel like I can never be truly happy knowing what’s going on in the world.
Idk, I try to focus on the little joys in life, like hearing my cats purrs, hugging my loved ones, eating a tasty treat. But it’s hard to feel a constant sadness and grief, for others, and for the future I may never have. There are so many bad things going on in the world, it’s so overwhelming.
How you guys who share these feelings coping?
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I don’t know how to keep my head up. I don’t know how to have enough motivation to work for a future that I don’t think will exist.
Does anyone else feel the same? I feel like I can never be truly happy knowing what’s going on in the world.
Idk, I try to focus on the little joys in life, like hearing my cats purrs, hugging my loved ones, eating a tasty treat. But it’s hard to feel a constant sadness and grief, for others, and for the future I may never have. There are so many bad things going on in the world, it’s so overwhelming.
How you guys who share these feelings coping?
2024.05.29 07:38 GracedMirror Meltdowns
I have to say this, I need to put this somewhere, I need to be seen
I’ve been struggling with burnout, depression, extreme avoidance, loss of skills, procrastination and anxiety for the last few years (I’m 23) failed multiple classes in university, isolated myself, started using substance before realizing I needed help badly.
Almost 2.5 years ago, I questioned whether I was neurodivergent. It took me longer than that to actually seek proper help rather than screaming for help in my head. I’m in the middle of getting assessed for ADHD, just in the past 6 months or so I’ve been wondering if I’m autistic/withadhd
I’ve yet to seek assessment for autism
Anyway, about 2 years ago, my first step had been to go to my uni’s clinic and talk to a physician about my mental health. I was still hesitant to seek help from counsellors. After a few appointments with the doctor I got meds prescribed for attention (vyvanse) and depression/anxiety.
Shortly after that, I told the doctor that I think I’m having panic attacks. I wasn’t sure about that previously but after having several experiences in front of my best friend, he suggested if it might be a panic attack. It never felt like that to me, it felt different but just as severe. I was in the process of finally trying to validate myself and my experiences (realizing nobody was coming to save me and I had to take care of myself yada yada) so I told the doc and gave her a few vague details cause I was afraid she wouldn’t take me seriously. She prescribed some medicine for that and told me to take it only when absolutely necessary (just fyi I’ve never taken even one). I never felt the need to take them. As in, every time I got what I was previously assuming were panic attacks…. It didn’t feel like a panic attack and I didn’t ever felt the need to take that medication. Anyway.
Then I didn’t think about it too much, just thought that my subjective experience was different and that’s it.
Then very recently, during my ADHD assessment, I was asked about my mental health and I told them I had panic attacks every now and then. Like before, I described it very vaguely, but unlike the physician, they just kept staring at me waiting for me to elaborate. Which honestly confused me. I wasn’t able to describe it for them very well. After going home I thought about it for hours. And now a month later (I’m waiting for them to make a decision on my assessment, the final appointment is on Tuesday) JUST NOW I read about internalized autistic meltdowns….. AND AND AND that sounded wayyyyyyyy more like what I experience at times when I get stressed by seemingly random or harmless stuff. And I just realized that I was never having panic attacks, I was panicking sure, but it wasn’t a panic attack and it might have been me having meltdowns but internalizing them
(to really try and describe them, it would feel like a spiral of thoughts and emotions. Always triggered by something, but never something too big, my reaction would externally look like a huge overreaction. I would occasionally throw an object across the room, scream internally until I felt pressure in my face/head and like I’m going to pop. My thoughts would descend into extremities like thinking my life is over, that I should just die, feeling extreme anger, shame, fear and laughing in a hysterical way for a few seconds before dissolving into tears. It ALWAYS ended in tears. I’m starting to recognize that I feel anxious in my chest and occasionally my vision would start to feel blurry. I would want to rage and scream and tear and break and die. My heart would feel like it’s in my mouth. I cannot keep still, i would pull my hair real hard, angrily stomp across the room or out of the room if someone is with me, almost like I’m about to pounce on someone but I’ll stop short, fists raised and pivot and breath very heavily)
Pls can someone just share their experience if you have a similar one?
If any of you can be a little descriptive about your meltdowns, especially ones where you’re trying real hard to not react physically…. I think that would help me to understand this a little more. Only if you can. If not, I still appreciate you reading this.
I realize this post sounds like a rant, should I have used a different flair?
Thank you 🙏🏼
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I’ve been struggling with burnout, depression, extreme avoidance, loss of skills, procrastination and anxiety for the last few years (I’m 23) failed multiple classes in university, isolated myself, started using substance before realizing I needed help badly.
Almost 2.5 years ago, I questioned whether I was neurodivergent. It took me longer than that to actually seek proper help rather than screaming for help in my head. I’m in the middle of getting assessed for ADHD, just in the past 6 months or so I’ve been wondering if I’m autistic/withadhd
I’ve yet to seek assessment for autism
Anyway, about 2 years ago, my first step had been to go to my uni’s clinic and talk to a physician about my mental health. I was still hesitant to seek help from counsellors. After a few appointments with the doctor I got meds prescribed for attention (vyvanse) and depression/anxiety.
Shortly after that, I told the doctor that I think I’m having panic attacks. I wasn’t sure about that previously but after having several experiences in front of my best friend, he suggested if it might be a panic attack. It never felt like that to me, it felt different but just as severe. I was in the process of finally trying to validate myself and my experiences (realizing nobody was coming to save me and I had to take care of myself yada yada) so I told the doc and gave her a few vague details cause I was afraid she wouldn’t take me seriously. She prescribed some medicine for that and told me to take it only when absolutely necessary (just fyi I’ve never taken even one). I never felt the need to take them. As in, every time I got what I was previously assuming were panic attacks…. It didn’t feel like a panic attack and I didn’t ever felt the need to take that medication. Anyway.
Then I didn’t think about it too much, just thought that my subjective experience was different and that’s it.
Then very recently, during my ADHD assessment, I was asked about my mental health and I told them I had panic attacks every now and then. Like before, I described it very vaguely, but unlike the physician, they just kept staring at me waiting for me to elaborate. Which honestly confused me. I wasn’t able to describe it for them very well. After going home I thought about it for hours. And now a month later (I’m waiting for them to make a decision on my assessment, the final appointment is on Tuesday) JUST NOW I read about internalized autistic meltdowns….. AND AND AND that sounded wayyyyyyyy more like what I experience at times when I get stressed by seemingly random or harmless stuff. And I just realized that I was never having panic attacks, I was panicking sure, but it wasn’t a panic attack and it might have been me having meltdowns but internalizing them
(to really try and describe them, it would feel like a spiral of thoughts and emotions. Always triggered by something, but never something too big, my reaction would externally look like a huge overreaction. I would occasionally throw an object across the room, scream internally until I felt pressure in my face/head and like I’m going to pop. My thoughts would descend into extremities like thinking my life is over, that I should just die, feeling extreme anger, shame, fear and laughing in a hysterical way for a few seconds before dissolving into tears. It ALWAYS ended in tears. I’m starting to recognize that I feel anxious in my chest and occasionally my vision would start to feel blurry. I would want to rage and scream and tear and break and die. My heart would feel like it’s in my mouth. I cannot keep still, i would pull my hair real hard, angrily stomp across the room or out of the room if someone is with me, almost like I’m about to pounce on someone but I’ll stop short, fists raised and pivot and breath very heavily)
Pls can someone just share their experience if you have a similar one?
If any of you can be a little descriptive about your meltdowns, especially ones where you’re trying real hard to not react physically…. I think that would help me to understand this a little more. Only if you can. If not, I still appreciate you reading this.
I realize this post sounds like a rant, should I have used a different flair?
Thank you 🙏🏼
2024.05.29 07:37 ImpatientDelta 10 Best Writing Apps for iPhone
 | Writing apps have become essential tools for writers of all levels, offering a wide range of features to enhance creativity, productivity, and organization. From simple text editors to comprehensive writing suites, these apps provide users with the tools they need to brainstorm ideas, draft manuscripts, edit prose, and collaborate with others. With intuitive interfaces, customizable settings, and cloud-based storage, writing apps empower users to write anytime, anywhere, and on any device. Whether you're a professional author, a student, or a hobbyist writer, writing apps offer the flexibility and versatility to support your creative process and bring your ideas to life. submitted by ImpatientDelta to appmania [link] [comments] 1. Microsoft Wordhttps://preview.redd.it/pkpjpc5qwa3d1.jpg?width=937&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4cd3bd05e0da1570f3af2509ffb1cf14bef0002aMicrosoft Word is a powerful and widely-used word processing app that offers a comprehensive suite of features for creating, editing, and formatting documents. With Microsoft Word, users can easily compose essays, reports, resumes, and more with its intuitive interface and familiar tools. The app provides advanced formatting options, spell-checking, grammar correction, and collaboration features, making it suitable for professional and academic writing tasks. Additionally, Microsoft Word seamlessly integrates with other Microsoft Office applications, allowing users to create complex documents with ease. 2. Story Planner for Writershttps://preview.redd.it/j67dia1rwa3d1.jpg?width=935&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7b02ab23e538a26e3e14174a0ae99f1ef545d804Story Planner for Writers is a specialized app designed to help writers plan, organize, and develop their stories. With Story Planner, users can outline plot points, create character profiles, and brainstorm ideas using customizable templates and tools. The app offers features such as timeline views, scene mapping, and goal tracking to assist writers in crafting compelling narratives. Whether you're writing a novel, screenplay, or short story, Story Planner provides the structure and guidance needed to bring your ideas to life. 3. Day One Journal: Private Diaryhttps://preview.redd.it/t2ecmdyrwa3d1.jpg?width=933&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=0fe67557bc29696d4162d09c56e8e3be8b7d2ebcDay One Journal is a versatile app that allows users to create and maintain a digital journal or diary. With Day One, users can capture their thoughts, memories, and experiences through text, photos, and audio recordings. The app offers customizable prompts, reminders, and tags to help users organize and reflect on their entries. Additionally, Day One provides advanced security features to keep personal journal entries private and secure. Whether you're journaling for self-reflection, gratitude, or creative expression, Day One offers a convenient and intuitive platform to document life's moments. 4. Editorialhttps://preview.redd.it/c2lybhzswa3d1.jpg?width=938&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5cc900e31464d9204f8d55ca58e66142edfddc51Editorial is a sophisticated text editing app designed for writers, bloggers, and journalists. With Editorial, users can write and edit documents using Markdown syntax, allowing for efficient formatting and styling. The app offers powerful automation features, including workflows, scripts, and custom actions, to streamline repetitive tasks and boost productivity. Editorial also integrates with various cloud storage services and publishing platforms, making it easy to sync and share documents across devices. Whether you're drafting articles, taking notes, or writing code, Editorial provides the tools and flexibility to support your writing workflow. 5. Google Docs: Sync, Edit, Sharehttps://preview.redd.it/dy6lk16uwa3d1.jpg?width=935&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2ea5e7520a32b340ddc67342b6c9bc5a40e74950Google Docs is a cloud-based word processing app that enables users to create, edit, and collaborate on documents in real-time. With Google Docs, users can access their documents from any device with an internet connection and seamlessly collaborate with others through comments, suggestions, and simultaneous editing. The app offers a range of formatting options, templates, and add-ons to enhance document creation and productivity. Google Docs also integrates with other Google Workspace applications, such as Google Drive and Google Sheets, providing a comprehensive suite of tools for productivity and collaboration. 6. Bywordhttps://preview.redd.it/qvnfvj8vwa3d1.jpg?width=937&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5707d2518e4a5c114eff339110f3cd8220f8466aByword is a minimalist writing app that offers a distraction-free environment for focused writing. With Byword, users can create and edit documents using Markdown syntax, allowing for quick and efficient formatting. The app features a clean and intuitive interface, customizable themes, and typewriter mode for improved concentration. Byword also supports seamless syncing with iCloud and Dropbox, enabling users to access their documents across devices. Whether you're jotting down ideas, writing drafts, or composing blog posts, Byword provides a simple yet powerful platform for writing without distractions. 7. Medium: Read & Write Storieshttps://preview.redd.it/puw3rwomya3d1.jpg?width=935&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ba025400cb0724a6bb9309f27c980cb70928c3e1Medium is a popular platform for reading, writing, and sharing articles and stories on various topics. With the Medium app, users can discover and follow their favorite writers, publications, and topics to explore curated content tailored to their interests. Additionally, users can write and publish their own stories directly from the app, reaching a global audience of readers. Medium offers a clean and intuitive writing interface, as well as features such as drafts, editing tools, and social sharing options to enhance the writing experience. Whether you're a seasoned writer or aspiring author, Medium provides a platform to share your voice and connect with others through storytelling. 8. Tumblr – Fandom, Art, Chaoshttps://preview.redd.it/p5pxqopnya3d1.jpg?width=942&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=094858cead51d829236ffe296b828f59c4d261d6Tumblr is a unique blogging platform and social network that allows users to create and share multimedia content, including text posts, photos, videos, and GIFs. With the Tumblr app, users can discover and explore a wide range of content from creators around the world, as well as create their own blogs to share their interests and creativity. The app offers intuitive tools for composing posts, customizing blog themes, and interacting with other users through likes, reblogs, and comments. Whether you're sharing personal thoughts, creative projects, or fandom content, Tumblr provides a dynamic and expressive platform for self-expression and community engagement. 9. WordPress – Website Builderhttps://preview.redd.it/ffxq98zoya3d1.jpg?width=933&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c7da32b392b338349d452ae05478d2ab2239d23aWordPress is a popular website builder and content management system that empowers users to create and manage professional websites, blogs, and online stores. With the WordPress app, users can easily publish and manage content on their WordPress-powered sites directly from their mobile device. The app offers intuitive editing tools, customizable themes, and media management features to streamline website creation and management. WordPress also provides access to site analytics, comments moderation, and user management tools for monitoring site performance and engagement. Whether you're a blogger, business owner, or developer, WordPress offers a flexible and scalable platform to build and grow your online presence. 10. Daily Tracker Journal & Diaryhttps://preview.redd.it/yefi07qqya3d1.jpg?width=941&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=6b8398a4e0d90becaa9976ebec962b8eb4f621a5Daily Tracker Journal & Diary is a versatile app that allows users to track and journal their daily activities, moods, and goals. With Daily Tracker, users can create customizable journal entries, set reminders, and track progress towards personal goals and habits. The app offers features such as mood tracking, habit streaks, and customizable prompts to encourage reflection and self-improvement. Daily Tracker also provides data visualization tools and export options to help users gain insights into their habits and behaviors over time. Whether you're journaling for personal growth, productivity, or mindfulness, Daily Tracker offers a convenient and intuitive platform to track your daily life and progress towards your goals. ConclusionIn conclusion, writing apps have revolutionized the way we write and communicate, providing a wealth of features and functionalities to support writers in their craft. With their user-friendly interfaces and robust tools, writing apps empower users to unleash their creativity, organize their thoughts, and produce polished prose with ease. Whether you're writing a novel, a blog post, or a research paper, writing apps offer the flexibility and convenience to adapt to your writing style and workflow. As technology continues to advance, writing apps will likely continue to evolve, offering new features and innovations to further enhance the writing experience. No matter your writing goals or preferences, there's a writing app out there to help you achieve success in your literary endeavors. |
2024.05.29 07:36 Different_Knife Moose’s invincibility?
One of my favorite spots for Moosing is in the cold northeast. I just did the save/reload trick once I locate a moose.
Funniest thing, and this is where the invincibility comes in, I shot the 3 star moose with my bolt action rifle, express round, and dead center between his eyes. His hung swung back and he ran way. Rendering him a 1 star. I had to reload.
Mind you between the eyes always took out anything I’ve ever shot at. All the big game went down! So I made it a habit. And just in case it matter it was straight on, another words the moose might as well have been looking at me. Completely dead on.
This time, I used my bolt action again except I switch over to high velocity (HV) rounds as maybe his ability to survive the higher powered rounds of the game was based on that tad bit of range that express shots don’t have that HV do. I fire, completely dead on moose-head-angle dead center of his eyes. Head swings back and the 3 star, which I was fortunate enough to get two in a row!, demotes to a 1 star and he runs away.
The biggest reason I came on here was to ask is anybody out there shooting noses? Because I actually have noticed boars and some other animals go down with a precise nose shot. I hit that specific area out of necessity. Your horse is full sprint, your torso is uncomfortably angled, you’re in dead eye mode, the boar is running terrified, and that nose is the best option when trying to painstakingly slowly glide your crosshairs, amidst all of the above simultaneously happening, to the boar’s head area.
And by all means, if you’re not a nose or ‘center of eyes’ marksman for effective 3 star preserving hunter, do share what works best for you in hairy situations with evasive game and keeping pristine pelts just that, perfect.
Thanks, team!
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Funniest thing, and this is where the invincibility comes in, I shot the 3 star moose with my bolt action rifle, express round, and dead center between his eyes. His hung swung back and he ran way. Rendering him a 1 star. I had to reload.
Mind you between the eyes always took out anything I’ve ever shot at. All the big game went down! So I made it a habit. And just in case it matter it was straight on, another words the moose might as well have been looking at me. Completely dead on.
This time, I used my bolt action again except I switch over to high velocity (HV) rounds as maybe his ability to survive the higher powered rounds of the game was based on that tad bit of range that express shots don’t have that HV do. I fire, completely dead on moose-head-angle dead center of his eyes. Head swings back and the 3 star, which I was fortunate enough to get two in a row!, demotes to a 1 star and he runs away.
The biggest reason I came on here was to ask is anybody out there shooting noses? Because I actually have noticed boars and some other animals go down with a precise nose shot. I hit that specific area out of necessity. Your horse is full sprint, your torso is uncomfortably angled, you’re in dead eye mode, the boar is running terrified, and that nose is the best option when trying to painstakingly slowly glide your crosshairs, amidst all of the above simultaneously happening, to the boar’s head area.
And by all means, if you’re not a nose or ‘center of eyes’ marksman for effective 3 star preserving hunter, do share what works best for you in hairy situations with evasive game and keeping pristine pelts just that, perfect.
Thanks, team!
2024.05.29 07:36 theConsummateProf How should I feel
So I (24M) am going through a difficult time emotionally in terms of trying to figure out my current situation. One thing I can’t get over is what went wrong with my parents who are somehow still together. They both CLEARLY don’t like each other very much and I’m pretty sure the reason why is that they spend way too much time in the house together and it’s been going on for so long. My dad “worked” from home for a long time as a photographer (basically most of the time that I’ve known him) and things got real tough on his business for a good minute. But he went out of his way to not suck it up and do certain work that would’ve helped pay the bills (refused to shoot weddings, other things that annoyed him). It honestly comes off to me now as a bit lazy, and low and behold do I learn that he was a big pot head for my entire life. I personally don’t have an issue with weed, but I used to find it strange why he never really had energy. He also used to vent to me about his marital frustrations and how depressed he was CONSTANTLY, which I think I’ve figured out is because he smoked too much damn weed. This also made things very hard to enjoy when I was growing up bc I think I kinda felt responsible for him. He was always in an existential crisis. I’m gonna stick with the occasional joint but I’m going to be a booze guy from here on out (responsibly I might add, I’m not an idiot). Through all that, I generally have pretty good memories with him as he could be lots of fun at times. In terms of fatherly advice though, he kinda sounds like he barely, if at all, knows what he’s talking about. A lot. BUT, he did show up to everything that me or my brother were involved with and was and still is our biggest fan. He may just kinda repeat back what I say a lot when I ask for advice, but at least he’s trying. I appreciate the effort.
Mom was different. She worked a nursing job on the weekends that she had to commute to. This pretty much destroyed her mental health in my opinion, as she’s incredibly isolated and used to exaggerate how bad, irresponsible, and not caring I was as a kid and teen (I was the kind of kid adults DREAM of. 4.0 student, full ride, helpful, interesting hobbies but can also have fun. Never a burden to anyone really, club joiner, plenty of friends. The whole 9 yards). I was pretty introverted but I think it’s because of how they set everything up to be SO isolated. Putting me in an isolating school that was pretty far from our neighborhood because mom resented it. Our house is literally in a ditch that was pretty separated from everyone (only 1 neighborhood friend). Social skills were honestly at a premium to develop, but I survived. She always seemed so irritated at me, would point out a lot of insecurities I had to her friends to laugh about with, and never really cared to participate in things with me. Never showed up to school events or functions that I was involved with, blamed it on a fear of crowds (which she conveniently doesn’t have when it’s something she wanted to do). She was just kinda mean and distant. Did I jaw back and embarrass her occasionally? Sure, but considering other kids were shooting up heroin in our family (a true fucking story that she had to stick her nose in), I think I can be forgiven. This isolation had an incredibly negative impact on her health. The house is a wreck, her heart sucks as she had a heart attack a couple years back. It’s bad. Real bad. All she does is sit on her damn phone and watch tiktok. Her brain (which, she actually was acutely intelligent) is pretty much fried. It also didn’t help to learn from my aunt that my mom has had affairs (I want to think multiple but I can only confirm one), and the one I can confirm is with a convicted pedophile that she continues to defend (and my dad idiotically goes along with her bullshit on it)… so yeah. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that information.
So how do I make sense of all this. I’m very bad at communicating what I need unless I’m drunk, but I still want them to do better. I work from home with great pay for a single man, so I’m sorta using that to “make up for lost time” on things I missed out on as a kid, but I still feel isolated and stressed bc of the situation. I know I have a deep mistrust and fear of women that I need to get over as well, but I don’t know how to do that. I’m going to see yet another therapist about this, but even that’s burning me out. What’s with this situation?
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Mom was different. She worked a nursing job on the weekends that she had to commute to. This pretty much destroyed her mental health in my opinion, as she’s incredibly isolated and used to exaggerate how bad, irresponsible, and not caring I was as a kid and teen (I was the kind of kid adults DREAM of. 4.0 student, full ride, helpful, interesting hobbies but can also have fun. Never a burden to anyone really, club joiner, plenty of friends. The whole 9 yards). I was pretty introverted but I think it’s because of how they set everything up to be SO isolated. Putting me in an isolating school that was pretty far from our neighborhood because mom resented it. Our house is literally in a ditch that was pretty separated from everyone (only 1 neighborhood friend). Social skills were honestly at a premium to develop, but I survived. She always seemed so irritated at me, would point out a lot of insecurities I had to her friends to laugh about with, and never really cared to participate in things with me. Never showed up to school events or functions that I was involved with, blamed it on a fear of crowds (which she conveniently doesn’t have when it’s something she wanted to do). She was just kinda mean and distant. Did I jaw back and embarrass her occasionally? Sure, but considering other kids were shooting up heroin in our family (a true fucking story that she had to stick her nose in), I think I can be forgiven. This isolation had an incredibly negative impact on her health. The house is a wreck, her heart sucks as she had a heart attack a couple years back. It’s bad. Real bad. All she does is sit on her damn phone and watch tiktok. Her brain (which, she actually was acutely intelligent) is pretty much fried. It also didn’t help to learn from my aunt that my mom has had affairs (I want to think multiple but I can only confirm one), and the one I can confirm is with a convicted pedophile that she continues to defend (and my dad idiotically goes along with her bullshit on it)… so yeah. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that information.
So how do I make sense of all this. I’m very bad at communicating what I need unless I’m drunk, but I still want them to do better. I work from home with great pay for a single man, so I’m sorta using that to “make up for lost time” on things I missed out on as a kid, but I still feel isolated and stressed bc of the situation. I know I have a deep mistrust and fear of women that I need to get over as well, but I don’t know how to do that. I’m going to see yet another therapist about this, but even that’s burning me out. What’s with this situation?
2024.05.29 07:36 tizzy20 Do Americans still support Israel?
If any other state was behaving like Israel, the US would both condemn and sanction them immediately, and the evidence of war crimes/crimes against humanity perpetrated by the Israeli government/IDF is so overwhelming that you can't deny it even if you're pro-israel. Collective punishment of the Palestinian civilian population for Hamas actions, & that's only the tip of the Ice berg. Let's talk about the mass starvation and withholding aid, cutting off water & electricity. Like.. how do you even defend that? Let's talk about the INDISCRIMINATE bombing. Gaza has basically been turned to rubble. What about the deliberate & systemic destruction of the healthcare system? Targeting hospitals?? refugee camps??? Heck, Israel has killed Americans healthcare workers in Gaza, and some Americans STILL support the genocidal regime.
Like.. what Israel/IDF has been doing the past 8 months is appalling, and yet US support never ceases. Even when Biden "condemns" Israel for committing hideous war crimes, its never followed with an embargo or even a halt of weapon trade, It was literally just ONE shipment, and it was only briefly stopped. Or when the ICC rightfully announces their intention for issuing arrest warrants for Israeli politicians, several US republicans write a letter threatening to invade The Hague?! Like... this actually feels like some dystopian future. They're literally behaving like the Mafia. Like they're above the law & that international laws shouldn't apply to them. How can anyone in their right mind think that these are the good guys???
Plus the disgusting weaponization of antisemitism. whenever you legitimately criticize the state of Israel, you're either a) Antisemitic or b) you're Pro Hamas/Pro terrorist. Like its such a disingenuous response and is used in bad faith. I actually believe that Israel is the cause of so much antisemitism because they commit so many heinous acts and they claim to represent ALL jews, so no sh*t they create a bunch of antisemites that way. Also the smear campaign the media spreads about Pro-Palestine protestors claiming that they're "AnTiSeMiTiC", when there are usually a lot of Anti-Zionist Jewish groups at the centre of these protests. I want to ask the average American, since I know your government doesn't necessarily represent you, do you still support Israel in spite of all the horrors it has committed, or are you finally waking up? or do you still support Israel
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Like.. what Israel/IDF has been doing the past 8 months is appalling, and yet US support never ceases. Even when Biden "condemns" Israel for committing hideous war crimes, its never followed with an embargo or even a halt of weapon trade, It was literally just ONE shipment, and it was only briefly stopped. Or when the ICC rightfully announces their intention for issuing arrest warrants for Israeli politicians, several US republicans write a letter threatening to invade The Hague?! Like... this actually feels like some dystopian future. They're literally behaving like the Mafia. Like they're above the law & that international laws shouldn't apply to them. How can anyone in their right mind think that these are the good guys???
Plus the disgusting weaponization of antisemitism. whenever you legitimately criticize the state of Israel, you're either a) Antisemitic or b) you're Pro Hamas/Pro terrorist. Like its such a disingenuous response and is used in bad faith. I actually believe that Israel is the cause of so much antisemitism because they commit so many heinous acts and they claim to represent ALL jews, so no sh*t they create a bunch of antisemites that way. Also the smear campaign the media spreads about Pro-Palestine protestors claiming that they're "AnTiSeMiTiC", when there are usually a lot of Anti-Zionist Jewish groups at the centre of these protests. I want to ask the average American, since I know your government doesn't necessarily represent you, do you still support Israel in spite of all the horrors it has committed, or are you finally waking up? or do you still support Israel
2024.05.29 07:36 sweetsoursaltycrnchy 30k newbie building a 1.5K point Word Bearer army for ZM battles - advice needed
Hello!
I’m very new to 30k. I have played a bit of Necromunda recently, but that’s the only Warhammer gaming I’ve done since the old 3rd and 4th edition 40k days.
My friends who regularly play HH Zone Mortalis games on the weekends have convinced me to take the plunge. In my eagerness to put together a fluffy army of daemon-worshiping maniacs and play games soon, I figured I could start building my 1.5k ZM army first and then build into a much bigger army from there.
Having never played 30k before, any and all advice is most appreciated! Am I gearing up my Sargents way too heavily? How important is it that I have LINE troops in ZM? Do HQ Command Retinues count for holding objectives? If I cut down on the Tactical Support Troop, I could probably fit another 10-man Tac Marine Squad in there... would that be worth it, or would those support troops just get demolished with only a 5-man team?
I’ll also include a comment with the full list of all the models I've purchased in anticipation of building my much larger army.
Chapter of the Twisted Gate Word Bearers ZM army list - 1,500 Pts Legiones Astartes • Hereticus
HQ
Chaplain (Diabolist) - 160pt Warlord (Unswerving Devotion), Diabolist (Corrupted, Psyker, Hellfire, Aetheric Lightning, Dark and Terrible Power), artificer armour, plasma pistol (Warpfire), tainted weapon (blade), grenades (frag, krak), refractor field
Retinue Command Squad - 241pt x4 Command Squad artificer armour, 2× power weapon (maul & sword), power fist, lightning claw, bolt pistol, 3× plasma pistol (Warpfire), 4× bolter, Dark Channelling
Standard Bearer: Relentless; Retinue artificer armour, legion standard, Warpfire pistol, power sword
Elites
5 Dark Brethren Gal Vorbak - 305 pts Infantry (Corrupted); Legiones Astartes (Word Bearers); Relentless; Chosen Warriors; Rage (2); Feel No Pain (5+); Bulky (2); Traitor power armour, boltspitters, tainted talons, 2× power fist, frag and krak grenades
Contemptor Dreadnought - 195 pts Gravis melta cannon, Gravis chainfist (heavy flamer), automantic deflector
Troops
Tactical Marine Squad - 157 pts x9 Tactical Space Marines power armour, bolters (chain bayonet), bolt pistols, grenades (frag, krak), legion vexilla, Dark Channelling
Tactical Sergeant artificer armour, power fist, Warpfire pistol, frag and krak grenades
Tactical Support Squad - 220 pts x4 Tactical Support Marines power armour, plasma guns (Warpfire blaster), bolt pistols, grenades (frag, krak), Dark Channelling
Tactical Support Sergeant artificer armour, Warpfire pistol, power maul
10 Bloodletters of Khorne (Lesser Deamons) - 120 pts Daemon; Ætheric Dominion (X); Æthereal Invulnerability (5+); Traitor Ætheric Dominion, Daemon armaments
At first, I had 1 less tactical squad and a full 10-man Support Squad, but then I realized I only had 1 unit with the Line rule. I was worried I wouldn't have enough units that could hold objectives, so I cut back hard on my Support Squad. Due to those cutbacks, I'm worried I've cut a lot of the punch my previous list had. How important are troops with the LINE rule in ZM games? The group I'll be gaming with plays pretty narratively, hence me going fluffy with the Bloodletters, Gal Vorbackm, and my Chaplain/Diabolist. I like the idea that these guys are demonically oriented. Still, I'm worried about that extra tac squad being useless.
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I’m very new to 30k. I have played a bit of Necromunda recently, but that’s the only Warhammer gaming I’ve done since the old 3rd and 4th edition 40k days.
My friends who regularly play HH Zone Mortalis games on the weekends have convinced me to take the plunge. In my eagerness to put together a fluffy army of daemon-worshiping maniacs and play games soon, I figured I could start building my 1.5k ZM army first and then build into a much bigger army from there.
Having never played 30k before, any and all advice is most appreciated! Am I gearing up my Sargents way too heavily? How important is it that I have LINE troops in ZM? Do HQ Command Retinues count for holding objectives? If I cut down on the Tactical Support Troop, I could probably fit another 10-man Tac Marine Squad in there... would that be worth it, or would those support troops just get demolished with only a 5-man team?
I’ll also include a comment with the full list of all the models I've purchased in anticipation of building my much larger army.
Chapter of the Twisted Gate Word Bearers ZM army list - 1,500 Pts Legiones Astartes • Hereticus
HQ
Chaplain (Diabolist) - 160pt Warlord (Unswerving Devotion), Diabolist (Corrupted, Psyker, Hellfire, Aetheric Lightning, Dark and Terrible Power), artificer armour, plasma pistol (Warpfire), tainted weapon (blade), grenades (frag, krak), refractor field
Retinue Command Squad - 241pt x4 Command Squad artificer armour, 2× power weapon (maul & sword), power fist, lightning claw, bolt pistol, 3× plasma pistol (Warpfire), 4× bolter, Dark Channelling
Standard Bearer: Relentless; Retinue artificer armour, legion standard, Warpfire pistol, power sword
Elites
5 Dark Brethren Gal Vorbak - 305 pts Infantry (Corrupted); Legiones Astartes (Word Bearers); Relentless; Chosen Warriors; Rage (2); Feel No Pain (5+); Bulky (2); Traitor power armour, boltspitters, tainted talons, 2× power fist, frag and krak grenades
Contemptor Dreadnought - 195 pts Gravis melta cannon, Gravis chainfist (heavy flamer), automantic deflector
Troops
Tactical Marine Squad - 157 pts x9 Tactical Space Marines power armour, bolters (chain bayonet), bolt pistols, grenades (frag, krak), legion vexilla, Dark Channelling
Tactical Sergeant artificer armour, power fist, Warpfire pistol, frag and krak grenades
Tactical Support Squad - 220 pts x4 Tactical Support Marines power armour, plasma guns (Warpfire blaster), bolt pistols, grenades (frag, krak), Dark Channelling
Tactical Support Sergeant artificer armour, Warpfire pistol, power maul
10 Bloodletters of Khorne (Lesser Deamons) - 120 pts Daemon; Ætheric Dominion (X); Æthereal Invulnerability (5+); Traitor Ætheric Dominion, Daemon armaments
At first, I had 1 less tactical squad and a full 10-man Support Squad, but then I realized I only had 1 unit with the Line rule. I was worried I wouldn't have enough units that could hold objectives, so I cut back hard on my Support Squad. Due to those cutbacks, I'm worried I've cut a lot of the punch my previous list had. How important are troops with the LINE rule in ZM games? The group I'll be gaming with plays pretty narratively, hence me going fluffy with the Bloodletters, Gal Vorbackm, and my Chaplain/Diabolist. I like the idea that these guys are demonically oriented. Still, I'm worried about that extra tac squad being useless.
2024.05.29 07:36 ConnorAsian This account is SICK!!!
 | Dude Just Found this account! Lol has hella sick edits and AMVs! submitted by ConnorAsian to Cyndaquil [link] [comments] |
2024.05.29 07:35 Hot_Thingz Help Needed
All looking to buy this Pre-built I've changed a few options...
I game on 1080p 144hz game: Arma 2-3 Dayz Rust Arma Reforger
I have a few questions would the 240mm CPU cooler look small in the case?
Best GPU to go with?
And should I just get one m.2 or one m.2 and Samsung solid state SSD?
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I game on 1080p 144hz game: Arma 2-3 Dayz Rust Arma Reforger
I have a few questions would the 240mm CPU cooler look small in the case?
Best GPU to go with?
And should I just get one m.2 or one m.2 and Samsung solid state SSD?
2024.05.29 07:35 ResponsibilityOne470 Parents want to hire uninsured guys to trim and possibly fell two very large, very dangerous trees, one by a powerline, building, and neighbors fence.
Please read my post in this other Reddit. I’m trying to show my parents how bad hiring these two guys is.
https://www.reddit.com/homeowners/s/xC8xSnr05X
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2024.05.29 07:35 plat_guy1 At what point does more math no longer make a difference?
Hey yall, I’m a prospective Econ PhD applicant - graduated with a BS in pure math and CS and a MS in Math ~3 years ago and have been working in ML research at a small quant firm with a penchant for niche applied research areas. A lot of my work revolves around using tools from other fields, mainly statistical physics/mechanics to solve problems in financial econometrics and package them as ML solutions, so I suppose “econophysics” might be a good descriptor for a chunk of this research. A lot of the external learning about economic theory I’ve been doing on the side as well has almost fully convinced me to apply to PhD programs within the next ~2 years.
I’m in the opposite boat as most of those asking about prereqs, since my math background is decent (measure theory, functional analysis, spectral theory/hilbert space/self-adjoint operator courses, measure-theoretic probability, convex and nonlinear optimization, stochastic processes, stochastic DE/PDE sequence, algebraic/differential topology and geometry, complex geometry, and ~7-8 various PhD courses in complex and topological dynamics and ergodic theory, etc.)
On the other hand, my formal econ background is just intermediate micro/macro and an econometrics class. I keep hearing that more math is usually the better route to go, but right now the few options that I haven’t taken yet at my local university are very niche:
Continuum theory, few very application-specific numerical methods for PDEs courses, Nonlinear analysis/bifurcations, PhD course on lie algebras, combinatorial commutative algebra, topological laminations, bunch of mathematical physics courses, and a few others but the general trend is that my remaining options don’t intuitively seem very intertwined with most areas of econ theory.
My local university doesn’t have an econ PhD program, but one 30 min away does. Would it be a better option to give more math a rest and go for some grad-level econ courses instead? I was planning on taking a PhD Micro theory course in the fall, but aside from that I’m not sure what my best choices might be. I’m guessing I’ll be able to squeeze in 3-4 courses in the timeframe before I start applying, so if anyone has insight on what kind of PhD-level econ courses are typically the most valuable for admissions, that would be super helpful. For context, my area of interest leans towards econometric theory, but that might change as I get more exposure to formal econ courses.
Thanks in advance for any advice on coursework choices!
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I’m in the opposite boat as most of those asking about prereqs, since my math background is decent (measure theory, functional analysis, spectral theory/hilbert space/self-adjoint operator courses, measure-theoretic probability, convex and nonlinear optimization, stochastic processes, stochastic DE/PDE sequence, algebraic/differential topology and geometry, complex geometry, and ~7-8 various PhD courses in complex and topological dynamics and ergodic theory, etc.)
On the other hand, my formal econ background is just intermediate micro/macro and an econometrics class. I keep hearing that more math is usually the better route to go, but right now the few options that I haven’t taken yet at my local university are very niche:
Continuum theory, few very application-specific numerical methods for PDEs courses, Nonlinear analysis/bifurcations, PhD course on lie algebras, combinatorial commutative algebra, topological laminations, bunch of mathematical physics courses, and a few others but the general trend is that my remaining options don’t intuitively seem very intertwined with most areas of econ theory.
My local university doesn’t have an econ PhD program, but one 30 min away does. Would it be a better option to give more math a rest and go for some grad-level econ courses instead? I was planning on taking a PhD Micro theory course in the fall, but aside from that I’m not sure what my best choices might be. I’m guessing I’ll be able to squeeze in 3-4 courses in the timeframe before I start applying, so if anyone has insight on what kind of PhD-level econ courses are typically the most valuable for admissions, that would be super helpful. For context, my area of interest leans towards econometric theory, but that might change as I get more exposure to formal econ courses.
Thanks in advance for any advice on coursework choices!