I went to a medical conference today and gave a presentation to a room of 40, with many being doctors. I’m currently a research tech, so this whole thing was incredibly daunting and felt sort of out of reach. I kid you not, I’ve spent the last 12 weeks stressed about speaking. My stomach is a mess right now, it’s truly still stuck in fight or flight mode lol.
But I did it!!
When I was 19 years old, I got a job at Dunkin’ Donuts. I had spent years prior wanting to get a job, but was just incredibly scared to apply. The Dunkin’ job- I ended up holding it for 4 days. I couldn’t even tell them I quit. I was scared of everything and I didn’t know why.
I started therapy in 2021 and forced myself to do lab research work in college alongside it. It stressed me out at times, but I saw it get slowly easier. The lab work allowed me to feel confident enough to get another job in IT on campus.
In/after college, I knew I wanted to work in clinical psychology. I forced myself to apply to a clinical research role in the emergency department and was accepted into the position. It terrified me, but i did it! I’ve been in the department for 21 months and just did this presentation today. I feel like I just jumped over a major hurdle in my life. I didn’t even feel that nervous up there!
The process has been long, but I feel like the time I’ve put into rewriting that inner dialogue is finally paying off.
Thanks for reading:) Don’t give up on yourself.

Hi all ,
I will spare the uber long story but, essentially I am looking for some advice or any links or research around the issue I have.
I had a terrible car accident and then, leg injuries. As such, I do have loss of lordosis in upper and lower spine, heaps of bulging discs and ( I don't know if this is clinically significant at all ) haematoma thingys all over my spine.
Anyway, I also have TMDj.
About 5 years ago , I was diagnosed with vestibular migraines due to vertigo of all types, swaying or rocking, full rotation, tilts and internal vibration to name a few. I also had about 3 auras in that time and so it makes sense.
But there were some additional issues that didn't. Like, I would get out of my bucket seats in my car and when I would stand, a balloon like feeling would expand in my head, my heart would seem blunted and then it would disappear . I waw then diagnosed with postural orthostatic tachycardia
Then, last November I was coming from the toilet when I felt like I was hit by a 300 pound man, I could see the colours and shapes of the room and never lost consciousness. I landed about 2 feet away, slamming into a walk. I recovered real quick and gravity was restored.
Luckily I had a neuro appointment the next day. He says ' wow- classic drop attack which is a meneires symptom'
I then go to not one but two specialist testing facilities. I had the works.water and air pushed into my ears, a dark room and spun, nerve ear testing. Basically the works and...nothing. I don't meet the criteria here in Melbourne- not even close - for meniere's. I am from Ireland and there is no history of any of this in my family.
Neuro then says a tiny sub set of people who have vestibular migraines, also have one or many two drop attacks in their lifetime.
In all of this, I get neck pain. I noticed that when I am a passenger in a car and place my hand behind my neck, it seems in motion. Like the vertebra are gently swaying with the car movement. I tried this with my husbands and his are still. Okay so , that sounds weird but I am really desperate to find out what the heck is going on as none of it makes sense.
Occasionally I will look down and then the ground will bounce. This is nearly always when my neck is tighter. My neck and shoulders ache always.
Does anyone have any understanding of this conundrum- who might be way more knowledgeable than me ?
Thank you

My concerns/issues:
I’m about to start my sophomore year of undergrad as a Biomedical Sciences major at a large university. I’ve been super interested in the human body and medicine for years. In high school, I was president of the Health Science committee and earned a license as a clinical medical assistant. I was top of my class and didn’t struggle a bit with academics. The transition to college was rough for me though. I ended up getting a C in basic Chem and Calc 1 even though I’ve made A’s in both those courses during dual credit in high school. One issue that bothers me is that the classes have around 200-600 students on average. It’s hard to hear professors and feel like your problems are being answered. I’ve started questioning my future and found that I am not super passionate in pursuing medical school, but it is still something I want to/can do and something I feel like I need to go through with. Keep in mind for later that surgery is something I find fascinating and would love to do.
This past semester, I started researching alternate careers or different paths that I’d be interested in. I discovered a Sport Management degree that I can finish in a shorter amount of time than I would finish my Biomedical Sciences degree in. If I switch to this degree, I would most likely try to become an athletic director at a collegiate level. I love everything about sports and college football/baseball. This seems like something I would love to do. There would be less schooling, less tuition, no grad school. If I change my mind later on, I can still use this degree to get a Master’s in Kinesiology and go to PT school — kind of a mix of medicine and sports.
The one thing holding me back is feeling like I failed. If I switch into Sport Management, I’d practically be giving up on years of dreaming of med school and becoming a doctor. Med school is by far more difficult. This major is going to be way easier than Biomedical Sciences and I think it would make me feel like I’m wasting my time. I know I’m smart enough for medicine… just don’t know if I want to stick it out. If I go to Sport Management route, surgery is off the table given that I at least do PT.
Possible Solution:
I could try to transfer to a smaller school with smaller class sizes after the spring semester. If I do this, I’d stay on the med route. This might help with getting a better understanding of material in class & help to better focus.
I apologize for the length of this post. I’m just very conflicted and feel like this is a huge, life-changing decision for me to make since this is the last year I’ll be able to change my major. If any of y’all have been in this same situation, I would very much appreciate if you could share how you handled it. Thank you.

My concerns/issues:
I’m about to start my sophomore year of undergrad as a Biomedical Sciences major at a large university. I’ve been super interested in the human body and medicine for years. In high school, I was president of the Health Science committee and earned a license as a clinical medical assistant. I was top of my class and didn’t struggle a bit with academics. The transition to college was rough for me though. I ended up getting a C in basic Chem and Calc 1 even though I’ve made A’s in both those courses during dual credit in high school. One issue that bothers me is that the classes have around 200-600 students on average. It’s hard to hear professors and feel like your problems are being answered. I’ve started questioning my future and found that I am not super passionate in pursuing medical school, but it is still something I want to/can do and something I feel like I need to go through with. Keep in mind for later that surgery is something I find fascinating and would love to do.
This past semester, I started researching alternate careers or different paths that I’d be interested in. I discovered a Sport Management degree that I can finish in a shorter amount of time than I would finish my Biomedical Sciences degree in. If I switch to this degree, I would most likely try to become an athletic director at a collegiate level. I love everything about sports and college football/baseball. This seems like something I would love to do. There would be less schooling, less tuition, no grad school. If I change my mind later on, I can still use this degree to get a Master’s in Kinesiology and go to PT school — kind of a mix of medicine and sports.
The one thing holding me back is feeling like I failed. If I switch into Sport Management, I’d practically be giving up on years of dreaming of med school and becoming a doctor. Med school is by far more difficult. This major is going to be way easier than Biomedical Sciences and I think it would make me feel like I’m wasting my time. I know I’m smart enough for medicine… just don’t know if I want to stick it out. If I go to Sport Management route, surgery is off the table given that I at least do PT.
Possible Solution:
I could try to transfer to a smaller school with smaller class sizes after the spring semester. If I do this, I’d stay on the med route. This might help with getting a better understanding of material in class & help to better focus.
I apologize for the length of this post. I’m just very conflicted and feel like this is a huge, life-changing decision for me to make since this is the last year I’ll be able to change my major. If any of y’all have been in this same situation, I would very much appreciate if you could share how you handled it. Thank you.

Am I cooked ?
What should I focus on. I'm aiming for a DNB Seat in any clinical branch as it will be good for my CV/ give me research opportunities and work experience. Also I heard that leaving DNB Seat is possible without any bond.
How should I go about in my prep. And at what marks/rank can I get a decent clinical branch. I'm new to Neet PG however I have a somewhat sound basic of all 19 subjects.
TIA!

I'm not surprised because honestly it did sound too good to be true. But I had lemon bottle done at a professional clinic for £100 and it's been a week and I've seen no change. I've been as active as I can in the confines of work, I've drank up to 2L water per day or as much as I can, I've done my aggressive massaging of the area multiple times a day. None of which by the way they told me to do as aftercare, I just gathered online through research that it all helps the loss.
All of these online videos are very misleading - I didn't expect an instant skinny jaw but I expected at least some weight budging by now. I'm also a little upset at paying so much for a procedure that costs much less online and that I don't feel has done anything. I'm not a big lady, but I have a little stubborn 'turkey neck' which is genetic to my family. Has never gone away even when I was underweight growing up and was always made fun of.
My job actually works with needles so I feel like I have some of the safety knowledge and capabilities to administer further lemon bottle myself. Has anyone had experience with this? Did a second round finally show results? Perhaps I'm not giving it long enough to notice results on this first round.

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4. Crohn's disease can cause severe pain and fatigue. But there's promising news! Researchers are exploring new treatments like stem cell therapy to improve outcomes for patients. Do you want to know more?
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Basic stuff: ORM, Gpa: 3.92, Mcat: 520, Majored in ECE, minored in physics (concentrated in quantum b/c of research below)
Clinical Volunteering: ~400 hours, Worked at a free clinic for the underserved all 4 summers, fair amount of medical responsibility like taking patient vitals, checking in their medication and family histories etc..
Shadowing: ~ 50 hours, shadowing 2 oncologists, 1 internal medicine doctor
Research experience:
1). 550 hours from a SURF program, pure wet lab cancer epigenetics research. Resulted in a poster as well as presentation at research symposium.
I also did similar research (also wet lab, but this time on synergestically targeting breast cancer pathways) with the exact same lab in high school for a summer, resulting in a similar poster + symposium presentation. Same amount of hours put in, so I can technically double the number I have above, tho not sure I should count it. However, the experience was super significant in me wanting to pursue an MD/PhD and I think it would create a good flow for shifting research interests but pls lmk if I should or shouldn’t include it. Should be able to get a strong LoR from PI
2). 300 hours from university-hosted research program in dry lab quantum machine learning with applications to drug discovery. Literally came into the project with no quantum ml/quantum chem experience whatsoever so I spent a while learning the material, as my PI didn’t rly help me make progress, so I have a lot to talk about almost every step of the way in terms of design decisions for the code. Resulted in a poster and presented research findings at a symposium. I was able to extend the results and got enough material, so currently writing a paper on total project. PI is rlly chill (maybe too chill :p) and I think I should be able to get strong LoR since I’m his only undergrad student
3). 200 hour research project into designing a novel cancer cell metastasis simulation. It complemented the labs wet lab experiments, and presented results to the lab.
4). Finally, ~150 hours designing machine learning scripts to predict pain ratings from ICU patients EMG data. Got results, but PI moved to another uni before we could formalize work into a presentation.
Non-clinical volunteering: ~230 hours, Spent 2 years on the Design team for unis Engineering without Borders club. However, didn’t have a chance to go overseas to the country we worked with (club had limited funding) so I can’t use that to talk about any sort of human interaction. I can talk about all the design work I did there tho
Leadership: 190 hours, TAed for a grad-level ml math course, led exam review and discussion sessions, which actually made me realize I love teaching
I’d like to shoot for a PhD in AI/ML or ECE (and I think it would be cool to apply quantum ml to bioinformatics, that’s why I included the physics minor) so I’m looking at programs that have a tech focus, examples being UCLA-Caltech, Stanford, Harvard-MIT.
So yea that’s pretty much my app (applying this cycle) wondering if y’all think I have a shot at top MSTPS, I know getting into them is super variable par a certain point but just want to make sure my app wouldn’t get trashed right away. What I’m worried about is just research hours, I know insane apps have like > 2000 hours. Not sure if I can use this as an explanation, but prioritizing getting a good engineering GPA was part of the reason I couldn’t get more research experience.
Also I think I could have more clinical experience, since I did just one activity, but it was a consistently done one. I’m getting a LoR from the program director and he’s chill enough where he’ll let me write it for him

Wood had been training the Gryffindor Quidditch team relentlessly at every free moment. Last night Wood had been running broomless drills between dinner and curfew. Once back in their common room he had tried to talk strategies using Ron's chess pieces, Harry had been King, George and Fred were bishops, the chasers were pawns, and Oliver was the Queen. Until Angelina Johnson had yawned, and explained that a good night's sleep was the the best strategy.
Harry stiffled a yawn in transfiguration. He found it hard to concentrate. For some unknown reason Harry began to think about werewolves. Were werewolves even real? He couldn't remember.
"Mr Potter!" Snapped Professor McGonagal. "Would you care to share what is so important it has taken all of your attention?"
"Werewolves" he answered before he could consider the question. "...and the difference between them, and the transfiguration when you turn into a cat."
"Animagus" Hermione coughed
"Animagus! That's it. I was trying to remember the word. Now that I have, I can leave this to consider later." Harry rambled.
Professor McGonagal stared her unblinking cat stare. Harry grew increasingly uncomfortable but decided not to say anything further.
"That, Mr Potter, is an interesting question. What is a difference between them?"
Hermione's hand shot up three inches higher than her natural reach.
Professor McGonagal continued to stare at Harry. Harry thought of the B grade horror films Dudley watched.
"Er..a werewolf is forced to transform on the full moon, and you... er... Animagus.... Animaguses? ....Animagi? ... an Animagus can transform.... at will?" Harry tentatively answered.
"Given your attention was diverted for seven minutes, I want seven factual points comparing werewolves and Animagi, handed to me by tomorrow's class."
"Are you giving me a detention?" Harry asked hopefully
"Not unless you fail to hand in an acceptable response to the question."
Harry's shoulders slumped. He would have to stop by the library and complete it in 'History of Magic'. He had hoped to get a nap in during Professor Binns class.
...
Harry asked Madam Pince for any documents on Werewolves and Animagi that were accessible to him. Soon she had compiled a stack of books for him, and oddly a copy 'Teen witch weekly' (issued monthly, but Hermione pointed out that if it was called 'Teen Witch Monthly' it would sound like a euphemism for a ladies time of the month. Ron had promptly dropped the magazine.). The issue of 'Topographical Habitat' made some sense, as it was purported to be a factual periodical about unknown magical tribes from around the world and rare fantasic beasts.
Hermione took the largest book from the stack, Ron took 'Topographical Habitat', and Harry flipped through 'Teen Witch'.
Hermione seemed somewhat impressed that Ron had at least taken the serious publication. Harry's own suspicions about Ron's choice appeared confirmed, when Ron blushed such deep scarlet, he could have been camouflaged next to Fawkes.
"100 ways to woo your wizard? Top 10 potions for a slimmer summer body? Love potions gone wrong, a young witch's horror? Who reads this trash?" Harry asked aloud.
Hermione didn't meet his eyes.
"I don't. Some of the other girls do. Apparently they can often have interesting articles, and they have a 'questions to the Sage Sisters' section where young witches can ask embarrassing questions they can't ask their parents or professors"
Hermione attempting to hide the red flush in her cheeks,nonchalantly flipped through the large book, seemingly unaware it was upside down.
"There must be a reason Madam Pince got it for you." She continued before turning the book right side up. "It's faster to get to 'W' for werewolves from the back" she explained without looking up.
Harry smiled.
"Take our quiz. Which Animagus are you?"
"That sounds highly inaccurate. I suppose you did say any documents..."
Harry pushed it to the side a little too far and it slipped off the edge of the table with three other books. Harry ducked down to tidy them up. He quickly slipped the magazine into his bookbag and picked up the other three books.
The three of them quickly found the pages with basic information on both, and a refence to the spell to become an animagus, but it was in the restricted section. Harry noted the book title down. Unfortunately there wasn't time to write down all the important bits. If he hurried, Harry thought he might just be able to mark down page numbers and book titles to find them on the next break.
"I wish I had access to a photocopier" Harry lamented.
"Just ask Madam Pince for a copy." Ron suggested
Madam Pince read through the pages quickly, and copied them. She redacted a few pieces of "restricted" information, including the name of the restricted book. Finally, a watermark charm indicating it was an authorised copy, before handing them the pages.
Hermione stared in awe.
"I need to learn that spell." She said as they raced to 'History of Magic'
"Yeah, it'd be super helpful." Replied Ron.
"How did you know what a photo copier was?" Harry panted as they sprinted up to the classroom
"A wha? You said copier. I assumed you wanted a copy. Name seemed pretty obvious."
During 'History of Magic' Harry propped open the text book and flipped to the quiz in the magazine. He readied his quill, but as it was a magical publication, you used your wand to tap the answer. After the result was given the pages would clear and the next person could take the test.
There were several disclaimers in fine print stating results were not guaranteed, and merely for entertainment purposes.
...
Which Animagus are you?
Question one:
Where do you live?
Harry tapped the box next to the UK.
The page shifted revealing the next question.
If you attend/ed Hogwarts, which house were you, or do you hope to be sorted into?
On the questions continued.
Pick a sport or activity
□Quidditch
□Spelunking
□Dueling
□Wrestling
□Spectating
Harry didn't even know what spelunking was. He assumed it was some obscure wizard sport, common elsewhere in the world. He picked Quidditch of course.
The questions were odd and seemed mostly irrelevant to animals, but finally he came to the results.
Red Kite
"Think it's broken mate" Ron whispered over Harry's shoulder "my dad found one of those at the ministry. It's a toy for muggle kids."
"It says its a bird of prey." Harry whispered back.
"Give it here so I can take it." Ron asked.
Harry carefully passed it over and started writing his comparison for McGonagal.
Ron grumbled when he was done.
"Still say its broken. I got goat."
"It's just a ridiculous quiz Ronald. Hardly likely to be accurate is it? Besides goats are excellent creatures. " Hermione reached over and took the magazine.
Soon she showed her own results.
"Utter nonsense. I got an octopus. I'd much rather be a goat, than an octopus." Hermione carefully showed the result page to Ron and Harry.
"Nah, that's way cooler than a goat." Ron sighed
"Imagine you turn for first time, no water in sight. Not very useful. Great, I could swim around the lake. I personally, have no desire to find myself in any way in the lake, or any other body of water bigger than a bathtub. Animagus forms are random, I have just as much chance of being a Blue Ringed Octopus, as I do a Fox. You wouldn't know what animal you'll get until to do the full spell. One reason why I'd not likely try to become an animagus." Hermione closed up the magazine, and returned to her classwork, except her classwork was for Arithmancy not history of magic.
When the class ended, Nevile came up to Harry.
"I took that quiz, or one like it ages ago. I was at St Mungos,... just waiting at the minor aliments clinic. I don't subscribe to 'teen witch' magazine or anything. I got a Honey Badger. I thought for sure it would mean I'd be in Hufflepuff. Do you think I could maybe,... maybe I could... borrow your magazine to see if I'd be something else now?" Neville shyly asked
"Go for it. This is just a library copy. Part of my extra homework McGonagal set me. I'll give it to you in our room"
At the end of class, Ron had a free class block. Oliver Wood had a copy of all the Gryffindor Quidditch team player's timetables, and he and Harry had a one on one training session during this free block. Hermione had an elective that Ron and Harry didn't take. In an attempt to delay the training session, Harry offered to walk with Hermione to the next class.
"Ron, do me a favour and talk Quidditch strategies with Wood. Maybe he won't notice I'm late. I need a few minutes to myself. Encourage him to get substitute players too. If he has more players to train then maybe he'll ease up on the rest of us." Harry sighed.
"Hermione mind if I accompany you to..." Harry paused not knowing what her next class.
"Ancient Runes" Ron said as he packed up his books.
"Actually, I've got Ancient....Runes. How did you know that Ron?"
"I spent long enough helping you shift your classes around, so you could do them all." Ron replied "Catch you two at lunch then. Do you think Wood would really listen to my strategies?"
"Percy apparently complained to Oliver that 'it was bad enough having a house full of Quidditch obsessed siblings, he could no longer handle it taking over their dorm room too.' I feel bad for their other roommates, having to deal with both Percy and Oliver. Anyway Percy must have mentioned you helping with Hermione's schedule, and treating it like a Quidditch league. I think Oliver will be quite keen to hear your opinion. If only to annoy Percy further."
"That's 'nough reason for me." Laughed Ron in response.
The trio split off at the staircase, with Ron promising to stall Oliver.
"So Vix, Octopus you say?"
Hermione glared at Harry
"Did you forget my name Harry?"
"You've only been my best friend for two years. Of course I forgot it, Vix. Must have been obliviated. You said you got a Blue Ringed Octopus."
"I did. It proves only that the quiz was nonsense."
"You got a small poisonous..."
"Venomous." She corrected
"Probably poisonous too. You got a small venomous octopus from Australia? I did a project on them in primary school. They live in Australian waters not anywhere near the U.K. The quiz asked your location, so you'd only get a creature that lived here. So why wouldn't you tell Ron you got a Fox?"
"How did you... I got an octopus you saw the results."
Harry gave no further reponse and waited for Hermione to come clean.
"Fine. I took the test multiple times. How did you know I got a fox?!"
"You said 'you had as much chance of being a Blue Ringed Octopus, as you did a Fox'." Harry shrugged. "You'd make a pretty good fox."
"Serves me right for choosing Australia as a location. I thought I might get a Koala or something cute. Instead I get a tiny but deadly octopus." She shook her head in frustration, frizzy hair flying everywhere.
"You would have have the fluffiest fox fur ever." Harry concluded. Hermione swatted him in the arm.
"It's still nonsense. Each animagus is completely random, as far as current research can tell. I'd probably get a hare, or a vole, or....or...an otter! Not something im currently planning to try."
"Only 'cause you don't know how." Which earned him another whack in the arm.
"Would you learn the spell?"
"If I could guarantee I'd get a bird, of any kind, hell I'd even take a bloody pigeon, absolutely. Only birds I'd say no to would be flightless birds"
"That's the problem isn't it. You could get anything. I wouldn't want to be a water animal, like a fish, or a rat like Ron's pet" She shuddered "or a bug. Can you be a bug?"
He shrugged
"If you could choose your form, I know, I know" he held his hands up before she could tell him off "but IF you could, what animal would make you say yes immediately?"
They walked in silence while she pondered the question.
"Not something people want to kill. Not a pest creature; rats, mice, insects, spiders, snakes. Nothing like that. Something strong, something friendly, something beautiful."
"So not a fox then?"
"No. Too many people trying to hunt them down."
"What about a horse?"
"Hmmm possibly."
"Do you think that most Animagi are Gryffindors, because it requires courage to go through with becoming an unknown animal?"

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The Urgency for Thyroid Wellness Today
The Growing Prevalence of Thyroid Disorders
Thyroid disorders are increasingly prevalent, with millions of new cases diagnosed annually. For example, hypothyroidism, where the thyroid gland is underactive, affects approximately 5% of the population, with a higher incidence in women and the elderly. Hyperthyroidism, where the thyroid is overactive, affects about 1-2% of the population.
Several factors contribute to this growing prevalence. Environmental pollutants, dietary factors, and increased autoimmune diseases play significant roles. The impact of stress and lifestyle changes in modern society also exacerbates these conditions.
The Challenges of Diagnosis
One of the primary challenges in managing thyroid disorders is accurate diagnosis. Symptoms such as fatigue, weight changes, and mood swings often overlap with other conditions, leading to misdiagnosis or delayed diagnosis. Traditional diagnostic methods, primarily reliant on blood tests measuring thyroid hormone levels, may not always provide a comprehensive picture.
Moreover, subclinical thyroid disorders, where symptoms are present but hormone levels appear normal, complicate diagnosis further. Patients often face frustration and anxiety due to the uncertainty and inconsistency in their diagnosis and treatment plans.
The Impact on Quality of Life
Untreated or poorly managed thyroid disorders can lead to severe health complications. For instance, hypothyroidism can result in heart disease, mental health issues, and infertility. Hyperthyroidism can lead to severe complications like atrial fibrillation, osteoporosis, and thyrotoxic crisis if left untreated.
The physical symptoms are only part of the story. The mental and emotional toll of thyroid disorders can be profound, leading to depression, anxiety, and cognitive issues. This multifaceted impact underscores the need for comprehensive, accurate, and accessible thyroid care.

Current Approaches to Thyroid Wellness

Conventional Medical Treatments

1. Medication: The standard treatment for hypothyroidism is synthetic thyroid hormone replacement therapy, such as levothyroxine. This treatment aims to normalize hormone levels, but finding the correct dosage can be challenging and requires regular monitoring. For hyperthyroidism, antithyroid medications like methimazole or propylthiouracil are used to reduce hormone production.
   
2. Radioactive Iodine Therapy: Used primarily for hyperthyroidism and thyroid cancer, this treatment involves taking radioactive iodine orally to destroy overactive thyroid cells. While effective, it requires careful monitoring and can lead to hypothyroidism.
   
3. Surgery: In cases of large goiters, thyroid nodules, or thyroid cancer, surgical removal of part or all of the thyroid gland may be necessary. This option is usually considered when other treatments fail or when there is a suspicion of malignancy.
   

Natural and Holistic Approaches

1. Dietary Changes: Incorporating foods rich in iodine, selenium, and zinc can support thyroid health. For hypothyroidism, iodine-rich foods like seaweed, fish, and dairy are beneficial. For hyperthyroidism, a balanced diet avoiding excessive iodine and goitrogenic foods like soy and cruciferous vegetables is recommended.
   
2. Supplements: Nutritional supplements, such as iodine, selenium, and vitamin D, can help address deficiencies that impact thyroid function. However, supplementation should be approached cautiously and under medical supervision to avoid adverse effects.
   
3. Lifestyle Modifications: Stress reduction techniques, regular exercise, and adequate sleep are crucial for maintaining overall health and supporting thyroid function. Mindfulness practices, yoga, and other stress management strategies can be particularly beneficial.
   

Alternative Therapies

1. Acupuncture: Some studies suggest acupuncture can help alleviate symptoms associated with thyroid disorders. It is believed to balance energy flow in the body, potentially improving thyroid function and overall well-being.
   
2. Herbal Remedies: Certain herbs, like ashwagandha and guggul, are believed to support thyroid health. Ashwagandha, an adaptogen, may help regulate hormone levels and reduce stress, while guggul is thought to stimulate thyroid function. However, more research is needed to confirm their efficacy and safety.
   

Why CureEZ is the Superior Choice

Advanced Diagnostic Tools
CureEZ utilizes state-of-the-art diagnostic tools that go beyond traditional methods. Our AI-powered screening technology analyzes a comprehensive array of data, including medical history, symptoms, and lab results, to provide a more accurate and timely diagnosis. This approach addresses the limitations of conventional blood tests by considering a broader spectrum of indicators.
Personalized Treatment Plans
At CureEZ, we believe that no two thyroid conditions are the same. Our approach is tailored to each patient's unique needs, ensuring that they receive the most effective treatment. This includes personalized medication regimens, dietary guidance, and holistic care strategies. Our genetic testing capabilities allow us to identify specific predispositions, enabling early intervention and more precise treatment.
Innovative Therapies
CureEZ is at the forefront of medical innovation, offering cutting-edge treatments like Radiofrequency Ablation (RFA) for benign thyroid nodules and targeted molecular therapies for thyroid cancer. RFA is a minimally invasive procedure that uses heat to shrink nodules, reducing recovery time and complications compared to surgery. Our targeted molecular therapies focus on specific genetic mutations within cancer cells, providing more effective and less toxic treatment options.
Continuous Monitoring and Support
Our commitment to patient care extends beyond the clinic. CureEZ integrates wearable technology to monitor vital signs and hormone levels in real-time, providing continuous data to adjust treatments promptly. Our telemedicine platform ensures that patients can consult with specialists conveniently, no matter where they are. This approach offers flexibility and continuity of care, crucial for managing chronic conditions like thyroid disorders.
Patient Education and Community Support
We understand the importance of informed patients and a supportive community. CureEZ offers extensive resources and support groups to help individuals understand their condition, share experiences, and stay motivated throughout their treatment journey. Educational materials, webinars, and community forums are available to empower patients with the knowledge they need to manage their health proactively.

Real-Life Transformations with CureEZ
Mamatha's Journey to Recovery
Mamatha, a 35-year-old teacher, had been struggling with unexplained fatigue, weight gain, and depression for years. Despite numerous visits to different doctors, her symptoms persisted. Frustrated and desperate for answers, Mamatha turned to CureEZ.
Diagnosis and Treatment
Using our advanced screening, we quickly identified that Mamatha had hypothyroidism. Our team developed a personalized treatment plan, including the right dosage of levothyroxine, dietary adjustments, and stress management techniques.
The Transformation
Within a few months, Mamatha's energy levels improved, and she began to lose weight. Her mood stabilized, and she felt more in control of her life. Mamatha regularly uses CureEZ's telemedicine platform to check in with her specialist, ensuring her treatment remains effective.

Dilip's Battle with Hyperthyroidism
Dilip, a 42-year-old software engineer, was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism after experiencing rapid weight loss, anxiety, and heart palpitations. Conventional treatments had only provided temporary relief, and he was concerned about the long-term effects on his health.
Diagnosis and Treatment
CureEZ's comprehensive approach included a detailed analysis of Dilip's condition. We opted for a combination of antithyroid medication and Radiofrequency Ablation (RFA) to target the overactive thyroid cells.
The Transformation
Mark noticed a significant improvement within weeks. His heart palpitations decreased, anxiety levels dropped, and he regained a healthy weight. Continuous monitoring through wearable technology helped fine-tune his treatment, ensuring sustained progress. Mark now enjoys a better quality of life and peace of mind.

Conclusion
CureEZ stands out in the field of thyroid care by combining advanced diagnostics, personalized treatment plans, innovative therapies, and continuous support. Our approach ensures that patients receive the most accurate diagnosis and effective treatment, leading to better outcomes and improved quality of life.
If you're struggling with thyroid issues, consider CureEZ for a comprehensive, patient-centered solution. We're here to help you decode your thyroid disorder and transform your life.

References

1. https://www.liebertpub.com/doi/full/10.1089/thy.2016.0457
   
2. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0025619611623896
   
3. https://www.webmd.com/women/thyroid-disease
   
4. https://www.healthline.com/health/hypothyroidism/symptoms-treatments-more
   
5. https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/body/23188-thyroid#:~:text=Your%20nervous%20system%3A%20When%20your,and%20hyperthyroidism%20can%20cause%20anxiety.
   

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I looked over numerous programs across various states (15+) and there was one noticeable advisor that had the highest compatibility and seem very promising. If i were to quantify it, there was a 98% research compatibility vs many other potential advisors i saw that I struggle to find commonality above 75% when it came to research.
This faculty member was taking on a new advisee for the fall 2024 cycle too and i was looking forward to applying with applications opening up in September. I was thinking about reaching out to this advisor to get the ball rolling but i just checked their webpage recently and they took down 'taking on a new advisee for fall 2024 cycle' and now say they're not even taking on a new advisee for the fall 2025 cycle. There was also a brand new advisee listed and i know i shouldn't have checked out their professional profile but i did and this new advisee had over 5 years of cream of the crop research experience across 3+ labs, over 3 1/2 years of clinical work, and over 3 years of teaching experience. If thats not enough, they had a masters degree too.
To be brutally honesy there was no way i was going to even have a chance of getting that spot if this is the competition. I know I shouldn't "put all my eggs in one basket" but I'm still just bummed. There's other potential advisors I can apply to but given the competition and my research fit isn't extremely close like this other advisor, it just make me question if i should continue. Ill only have 2 1/2 years of research experience before i apply.

Hello and thank you for your time in advance!
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My masters program has a research requirement so I have to join a lab starting summer and into the upcoming semester.
I had a really bad experience with my PI in my first ever undergrad lab (should've seen the red flags when I went for my interview and staff from OTHER labs told me to run... I thought they were joking so I laughed it off). I seriously thought he was bipolar at one point and I heard he got reported to HR by his previous employees. Anyhow... I told myself I hated research because of him but I'd love to take this opportunity to join a lab I enjoy and kindle a passion for research.
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Option 1:
Publication: This lab has one publication from 2023 and it seems it used to be more active before. Not sure if they just didn't update their website?? But I'm not too much of a stickler for getting published ... I think my application strengths lie elsewhere.
Lab Culture: I got the chance to exchange emails with the post doc a couple times as well as the PI. Both of them actually seem super nice; I'm meeting the PI in person tomorrow. This lab's members and associated people are all from elite schools like Hopkins.. awesome but intimidates me a little because that bipolar PI i had in undergrad was also from Hopkins and people tell me a lot of ppl fit their neurotic stereotype.
Lab interests: THIS part is what intimidates me. I reached out because I was interested in their main focus on circadian rhythms, but they have a heavy emphasis in math models. I know I probably won't be given super meaningful work right from the start but I've never been a math person, and stats has always been one of my weaknesses..... I read a couple of their papers and I understood them WAY less than the other labs. However, I do love that most of the research just uses bioluminescent bacteria and not mice...
Commute: Literally in the building with my classes. A seven minute walk from my apartment :')
Credentials: Associate professor
Ease of reach: His lab is much smaller, the PI himself responded within an hour or so, seemed happy to have someone express research in my lab. I definitely think I will see him in person/interact more often.
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Option 2:
publications: this lab publishes WAY more. They got 4 pubs out in 2023.
Lab Culture: I am meeting them next week, but the PI seems super nice? He's this smiley old guy (maybe I shouldn't generalize but I rarely see people in research have genuine smiles in their profile photos LOLL) I just can't see how he could be a bad guy. His post docs are all into mental health research (me assuming that anyone who does research in mental health also can't be a bad person...??)
Lab interests: MUCH more interested in this one. I was a biopsych/cog sci major and this lab does research on stress hormones. Their papers are a lOT easier for me to understand and I am much more interested in the content as well. The only qualm I have is that this one has SO much mice work (I've never actually euthanized mice in my previous labs and have only seen it but I almost passed out once LOL.) Will I get used to it? Highkey makes me want to CRY when I see it but people say I'll get used to it.
Commute: BIGGEST CON OF THIS ONE. I do not have a car on campus, so this is a 1 hour commute by city bus ONE way for me... at least for the rest of the summer. Once the school shuttles start back up in the fall semester, there is a shuttle that specifically goes to this campus on a 1-way trip so hopefully it's only 40 minutes max? It will still be kind of a long commute.. There's multiple ways to get there but the ones that require least walking have one transfer. I just tested the route out yesterday (LOL yes I spent 4 hours.. crazy ik) and I did NOT like the transfer stop. Context: I am in cincinnati and there was a creepy guy who came to stand next to me at the bus stop (no he wasn't waiting for a bus he didn't even get on it when it came, and this stop only served that bus.) I can avoid having to transfer by walking 18 minutes to the initial bus stop but it's kind of outside the school campus so I'm worried it'll just be a similar sketchy area... I know I just have to suck this up for 3 more months until the school buses run so please let me know if I'm being too picky and slap some sense into me LOL. I'm just a little paranoid about safety stuff.
Credentials: He is the associate director or the neuroscience institute, and director of the neuroscience graduate program. THis is my biggest question... Will his position higher up in the school have any influence on LORs?? And will it differ for applying to this school VS other med schools? (For context I AM going to apply to this school.)
Ease of reach: took him 2.5 weeks ish and prodding from my program director to get back to me LOL. I can tell he is an extremely nice guy and so are the people in his lab, I just don't think I will get to work directly with him very often.
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Option 3:
publications: my classmate is currently in this lab and she barely had to do anything because the PI just finished setting up her lab?? She had 2 publications in 2023 and a huge gap between 2019-2023. IK most people want to be super involved in research but honestly I wouldn't mind not getting to do much and just fulfilling my degree requirement so I can focus on clinical hours...
Lab Culture: My classmate says she's super nice, and flexible about scheduling (I think I care about this a lot. I'm planning to also try and get my EMT cert or start scribing this summer so..). I think the one advantage she has over the other labs I'm considering is she has a history of working with students from this program so she knows what we need to do to complete our capstone.
Lab interests: This one is more BME.. she researches biodegradable implants. Honestly looking through her papers I did not understand ANY of the science jargon and I've never had an interest in engineer side of things. I ruled her out initially because I had zero interest in her lab but after looking back her it's also heavily tied in with surgical techniques and I am very interested in surgery so I'm reconsidering rn...
Commute: She is also in the building with my classes.. 7 minute walk from home :)
Credentials: Associate professor. She did most of her education at UCLA. Again, how much do credentials matter for LORs? I'm a california in state student (I could switch residency to Ohio) so I may apply to UCLA - would her LOR weigh more if I were to apply to UCLA?
Ease of reach: actually haven't reached out to her yet LOL but my classmate enjoys working with her so I'm assuming it's not an issue!
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TLDR: my goals are

1. fulfilling my program requirement
2. rekindling/starting my passion for research
3. just to enjoy it tbh. idrk much about getting published.

If you read all of this, or a sentence, or a word, thank you so so much for your time! Honesty is appreciated and welcomed.
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Hope your apps are going well :)

I (22M) am clinically depressed. It has lead to depersonalization and I've become just completely disconnected to myself.
I will be honest my lifestyle isn't great. I eat like shit, I don't exercise, I'm financially unstable (but working on that, I'm still in school so I'm giving myself some grace) and very important I am LONELY. I moved to this new town for school months ago, managed to make a few study partners while I was in school but nothing substantial came out of it. I am dreaming of having a large friend group.
I've been trying to do research on depression and how people come out of it. Apparently, if I fix all of the above, I should start feeling better. I am worried of being one of the ones that doesn't feel better even after fixing all of that.
I will say, earlier this year, I went back home for new years and saw a bunch of family I hadn't seen in years, and when I came back, I was hopeful and full of energy. The depression started to come back after a while. What I'm thinking is that with more consistent social relationships, i should start to feel better. Although I'm worried that eventually the effect will wear off and even with fixing everything i mentioned above, I'll go back to being depressed.
This is a huge what-if of course. But I'm preparing for the worst. I'm just looking for some more informed insight.