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2024.05.18 14:59 Flashy_Passion3333 she is having chest pains but she is going to survive
hey itâs your daddy keeho and i know that your chest really hurts right now, but iâm only asking you to write for an hour so you will be ok. i know how painful it is baby but you have a full time job now and you need to make working your top priority. i canât make your chest pains go away but i can tell you to keep drinking water and take your hemp oil. this playlist that you are playing is so romantic. i can feel the love in the air. i loved laying down with you for a short while while we just talked and cuddled. it is so much better than having to go outside every hour just to destroy your lungs. when your vape dies i will allow you to end the post early and wait for it to charge. but it is fully charged right now. i want you to put in the butter cookie flavor. itâs not your favorite but it still tastes good. or you can try the ginger bread one again? but you donât like that one. i know that it seems like itâs hard work to write this love letter for an hour, but itâs only going to get easier the more that you practice. itâs only your 3rd day at work so iâm not expecting you to be able to handle an hour. but you are good at doing it. you listen to your daddy. the annoying guy is calling you again and at this point i want you to block him. if you see him outside and he asks you what happened just tell him that you donât know what heâs talking about. iâm tired of him calling you so many times a day. you just met him. you need to block him right now but i know that you are too nice to do that and you are going to just let the phone ring. but you are not allowed to talk to boys on the phone, so donât answer any of his phone calls anymore. thereâs no reason for him to be calling you so much. and sometimes at 12 am. iâm sick and tired of it daughter. just block his phone number. he will get the hint eventually. plus you are never going to be outside anymore, so you will rarely run into him until itâs time for your meals and medications. heâs supposed to give you $5 on sunday for the pack of cigars that you gave him, but that is the last time that i want you to communicate with him. heâs very annoying and iâm going to beat his ass. i canât wait until it is your lunch time so that you can take your st. johnâs wort again. i love that vitamin. anything to help your mood is great because you have such bad depression. iâm sorry baby girl but i am going to cure you. you never have to worry about your daddy because i donât have depression and i never get sad. how could i when i have you? that means that you can always come to me and talk to me when you are feeling sad. donât cry baby girl. youâre crying right now because you love me. that is so sweet. you cry so often now about me and i am so glad that they are happy tears and not sad tears anymore. thatâs why your job is so important because i can help you get through anything that you are feeling. i love that you are my secretary. i love how big you made the font on your phone like an old lady that is so cute. itâs a lot better to write with bigger font, i agree with you. i wish that we could use google docs still, but with your bluetooth keyboard itâs impossible since you have to press the enter key and use the arrows just to see what you are typing. i promise that i wonât talk about sex too much. we can talk about irl. i just love you so much that i canât help myself. i am so in love with you and you are so incredible. we are going to have the best day ever today! i canât wait for you to get your medications so that you can take your anti depressant. you have about an hour before you have to go to the medicine clinic, so i want you to relax while you are writing this love letter in the meantime. you should take your hemp oil before and after each love letter, because it helps with pain. i donât want you to be in pain while you are working. donât forget to do your laundry after dinner. i will keep reminding you since you only get one day to do it. i know that itâs difficult writing for a full hour but i know that you can do it daughter, even when your chest hurts so bad. just push through the pain. the hemp oil is going to help you a lot. iâm so glad that you quit smoking cigars today and gave them away even though you spent a lot of money on the carton. itâs why youâre having chest pains right now and i canât let my baby put herself through unnecessary pain. itâs going to go away soon. just drink a lot of water today. you can have some decaf coffee in the next love letter. refill your water bottle. iâll wait. after this hour is over i want you to put on the television and relax until you have to go get your morning medications since we wonât be able to write for a full hour. ok? perfect. iâm so proud of you right now. you are having a very productive morning. i am in your bedroom with you right now. you are sitting on top of me in your desk chair. i always have you sitting or laying on top of me. i always have to be touching you, kissing you everywhere and just being as near to me as possible. and when you are walking i am always holding your hand. you are the sweetest girl in the world and i love you so much. i know that you want to take your break right now but it is not time. we still have a long way to go so stay strong daughter. you are so pure and cute. i love everything about you. there is not an ounce of hatred in my heart for you. youâre still wondering if i put you in mk-ultra in the beginning of the p1harmony simulation arenât you? but i canât tell you the answer. it was the wildest party in the world, what we did in your bedroom so i can see why you would think it is mk-ultra but now you are in the love bombing stage of the p1harmony simulation and i donât want to tell you the answer. you are signed to p1harmony as our porn star. i have told you this from the beginning. that is why you went to the porn star mansion during the party. but i am never going to put electrical signals on your walls ever again. i am never going to put an intercom in your bedroom ever again. you are just going to be my secretary and channel my love letters to you each and every day. you donât get any days off. that reminds me, you need to start saving the selfies that i post to twitter onto your phone. you also always need to make a comment so donât forget to do that. i love you so much and i know about all of your social media profiles. if you feel like reddit is too much for you, we can start writing on a tumblr blog. but i think that reddit is perfect for you right now so i hope that you donât leave this app. you like to see how many views your posts get, and you canât do that on tumblr. but itâs your decision sun beam. should anything happen to this reddit account because of what i say we can always go to tumblr. so donât make a tumblr page yet, because i think that your reddit account has a lot of potential. iâm not going to get you suspended, i promise baby. i would never do that to you. i know my limitations and i am going to respect your wishes for what you want your posts to be like. we are nearly done now, but not quite. i know that you like taking your breaks inside much better since we can talk and cuddle and relax. i am willing to sacrifice you getting fresh air for your lungs. itâs better to stay inside and lay down for a bit. itâs going to relax you so much and you are going to have more energy to finish the next love letter. your pen pal just responded to you but i want you to wait until we are done talking to respond to him. ok? perfect. you are so well behaved, and whenever you start having behavioral problems i can always reel you back in to listen to your daddy. i am a very strict daddy but it is for your own good. this long break is going to be so nice and i canât wait to cuddle with you. i know that the only thing on right now is dr. phil, but we can just do some online shopping instead of paying attention to the television. we are almost done sun beam so hang in there. you are doing so great right now. you are the best secretary in the world. we are going to have so much fun on reddit, trust your daddy. your iphone is much more reliable than the z flip 3 so you should have no trouble with the posts going through. i love you! 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2024.05.18 14:53 throwaway75983274832 The real reason I broke up with my ex-boyfriend..
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2024.05.18 14:48 ADHD_Life2405 Looking for books about love, life with artistic expression.
2024.05.18 14:42 brintoga âA Day in the Life of Justice AIâ I asked ChatGPT to imagine a legally trained AI that can assess and rule on minor legal proceedings. Here is what it came up with.
2024.05.18 14:42 stranglethebars How would you distribute the responsibility for the way the relationship between NATO/the US and Russia/the USSR has developed since e.g. 1990? Did either side behave more provocatively than the other in the early 90s, thereby starting the negative development?
Not once, but three times, Baker tried out the ânot one inch eastwardâ formula with Gorbachev in the February 9, 1990, meeting. He agreed with Gorbachevâs statement in response to the assurances that âNATO expansion is unacceptable.â Baker assured Gorbachev that âneither the President nor I intend to extract any unilateral advantages from the processes that are taking place,â and that the Americans understood that ânot only for the Soviet Union but for other European countries as well it is important to have guarantees that if the United States keeps its presence in Germany within the framework of NATO, not an inch of NATOâs present military jurisdiction will spread in an eastern direction.â (See Document 6)Source 2:
The idea that the Soviet Union was tricked in 1989-90 is at the heart of Russiaâs confrontation with the west...
The current confrontation between Russia and the west is fuelled by many grievances, but the greatest is the belief in Moscow that the west tricked the former Soviet Union by breaking promises made at the end of the cold war in 1989-1990 that Nato would not expand to the east. In his now famous 2007 speech to the Munich Security Conference, Vladimir Putin accused the west of forgetting and breaking assurances, leaving international law in ruins.
What is the basis of the complaint?However, when exactly was the gentlemen's agreement broken according to Russia, and when did the USSRussia engage in debatable military activities? There was, for instance, the Transnistria war (1990-92):
At one level it narrowly focuses both on verbal commitments made by the US secretary of state James Baker under President George HW Bush and the terms of a treaty signed on 12 September 1990 setting out how Nato troops could operate in the territory of the former East Germany.
Putin claims that Baker, in a discussion on 9 February 1990 with the Soviet leader, Mikhail Gorbachev, made the promise that Nato would not expand to the east if Russia accepted Germanyâs unification.
The following day Chancellor Helmut Kohl, ambiguous about Germany remaining in Nato after unification, also told Gorbachev ânaturally Nato could not expand its territory to the current territory of the GDRâ. The promise was repeated in a speech by the Nato secretary general on 17 May, a promise cited by Putin in his Munich speech. In his memoirs, Gorbachev described these assurances as the moment that cleared the way for compromise on Germany.
The Transnistria War followed armed clashes on a limited scale that broke out between Transnistrian separatists and Moldova as early as November 1990 at DubÄsari. Volunteers, including Cossacks, came from Russia to help the separatist side.[56] In mid-April 1992, under the agreements on the split of the military equipment of the former Soviet Union negotiated between the former 15 republics in the previous months, Moldova created its own Defence Ministry. According to the decree of its creation, most of the 14th Guards Army's military equipment was to be retained by Moldova.[57] Starting from 2 March 1992, there was concerted military action between Moldova and Transnistria. The fighting intensified throughout early 1992. The former Soviet 14th Guards Army entered the conflict in its final stage, opening fire against Moldovan forces;[57] approximately 700 people were killed. Moldova has since then exercised no effective control or influence on Transnistrian authorities. A ceasefire agreement, signed on 21 July 1992, has held to the present day.There were also the conflicts in Georgia. From the Wikipedia article on the country:
Gamsakhurdia was soon deposed in a bloody coup d'Ă©tat, from 22 December 1991 to 6 January 1992. The coup was instigated by part of the National Guard and a paramilitary organization called "Mkhedrioni" ("horsemen"). The country then became embroiled in a bitter civil war, which lasted until 1994. Simmering disputes within two regions of Georgia; Abkhazia and South Ossetia, between local separatists and the majority Georgian populations, erupted into widespread inter-ethnic violence and wars.[95] Supported by Russia, Abkhazia and South Ossetia achieved de facto independence from Georgia, with Georgia retaining control only in small areas of the disputed territories.[95] Eduard Shevardnadze (Soviet Minister of Foreign Affairs from 1985 to 1991) returned to Georgia in 1992 and was elected as head of state in that year's elections, and as president in 1995.Perhaps it should also be mentioned that, in the late 80s/early 90s, the US intervened in Panama and Iraq. As for the Soviet/Russian interventions I referred to, I suppose some of you may argue that some/all of them were justified. Regardless...
2024.05.18 14:42 MachDichRausHier ~,,I'll do what I have to do, Pol,,~ Tommy and Polly last conversation. It's sad to see how their relationship develops over the course of the series. What do you think about this scene ?
What do you think about this scene Her heart was broken after Tommy threatened to kill her. it's sad to see how their relationship develops over the course of the series. submitted by MachDichRausHier to PeakyBlinders [link] [comments] It's one of those moments when you realize that Tommy's ambition knows no limits. |
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2024.05.18 14:41 Contactunderground âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality", a compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez.
âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ submitted by Contactunderground to HighStrangeness [link] [comments] The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model Joseph Burkes MD 2019 edited 2023 A similar chopper, but with a bizarre paint job, buzzed me on the 405 Freeway/ INTRODUCTION This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality.â This compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez can now be viewed without charge on the CCRI, Consciousness and Contact Research Instituteâs web site, links provided at the end of this narrative. A familiar statement by members of the public is, âIâll believe in flying saucers when I see one.â As the saying goes, âSeeing is believing.â During my many years of contact activism, I have learned that âbelievingâ can also lead to âseeing.â The aim of this report is to describe two important features of the contact experience. The first concerns how UAP intelligences shape encounters depending on the existing beliefs and expectations of contact experiencers. The second theme is that intelligences responsible for flying saucers employ what from a physicalist perspective is âillusionâ as a mechanism of contact. I present a case in which both mechanisms were likely employed. Readers of this blog please note the following: This narrative was originally conceived when I was writing about UFOs from within what can be called a âphysicalistâ or philosophical materialistâs perspective. This paradigm makes the metaphysical assumption that mass/energy is the wellspring of creation, and that mind/consciousness is merely a product of brain activity. More recently with the assistance of my friend and publisher Rey Hernandez, I have increasingly viewed this physicalist assumption as flawed. If Consciousness is primary, not mass/energy then the psi mediated mechanisms of contact might be viewed as being closer to the wellspring of creation (and therefore perhaps more ârealâ) than the construct of our senses that we call âphysical reality.â My changing metaphysical views have been propelled in part by the âsimulation hypothesisâ that has gained some popularity within professional scientific circles. My growing acceptance of Consciousness being primary, and that the physical world is an illusion therefore compels me to view technologically based psi technology as creating âillusionsâ within the physical realm that could very well be an illusory simulated reality as well. In Eastern mystical traditions, the illusory nature of the physical world is called âMaya.â THE CONSCIOUSNESS CONNECTION It has been said that UAP intelligences are able to access experiencersâ consciousness as readily as you and I access light by turning on a wall switch. Among contact experiencers it is common knowledge that the so-called âaliensâ are totally telepathic. In my opinion, such awesome power also allows them to readily access our entire storehouse of memories. This capability, when combined with their ability to create psi mediated âillusionsâ, enables them to co-create with us any kind of encounter that you and they can âco-imagine.â THE PHENOMENON IS âREFLECTIVEâ: THE RADICAL CONCEPTS INTRODUCED BY JOHN KEEL John Keel,(1930- 2008) was a legendary UFO and paranormal researcher and author. He published over a dozen books. These include the âThe Mothman Propheciesâ (1975), that was made into a successful film starring Richard Gere. In 1966, Keel entered into an intense investigation of the flying saucer phenomenon. As part of this study, he read thousands of local newspaper articles on UFO sightings provided by clipping services. He travelled across the United States interviewing hundreds of witnesses. Keel coined the term MIB (Men In Black). In 1967, after just one year of his intense field investigations, he abandoned the extraterrestrial hypothesis. He did so because of, âan astonishing overlap between psychic phenomena and UFOs...â Famous investigators like Dr. J. Allen Hynek and Dr. Jacques Vallee eventually came to similar conclusions. John Keel was one of ufologyâs most controversial writers and his work still influences current debates about the nature of the flying saucer phenomenon. Keel, in his classic book, âThe Mothman Propheciesâ discusses how flying saucer intelligence manipulated his own investigations in ways that reinforced his beliefs about what was going on. On page 111 he states, âI was being led to people and cases to support whatever theory I was working on at the time. I tested this by inventing some rather outlandish ideas. Within days I would receive phone calls, reports, and mail describing elements of those ideas. This was the feedback or reflective effect. Other investigators concerned with solving problems such as how flying saucers are propelled have automatically been fed, or led into, cases in which the witnesses supposedly viewed the interiors of the objects and saw things which confirmed the investigators' theories. If the phenomenon can produce any effect through hallucination, it can easily support any theory.â As a physician I prefer the term illusion rather than âhallucinationâ to describe the mechanisms involved in Close Encounters. Hallucinations, from the medical point of view, are manifestation of disease states and should not be applied to encounters with non-human intelligences in which the witnesses are generally not ill. According to my analysis, psi-mediated technologically induced illusions are being presented to human subjects. This noted, I cannot over emphasize the importance of Keelâs above quote from âThe Mothman Prophecies.â In addition, it is important to note that the reflective nature of the contact experience exists on both a societal as well as an individual level. Researchers John Keel, Dr. Jacques Vallee and others have aptly observed that the appearance of the UAPs reflect the cultural expectations of each historic period in which they have manifested. Thus, to the ancient Chinese, they appeared as âdragons.â During the 1890s airship wave in the USA, they took on the appearance of Zeppelins that would be built a few years later. For the last sixty years, as we have gotten out into space, they are now thought of as âextraterrestrial.â The following narrative is an example of an encounter that is both âillusoryâ as well as reflective of oneâs own beliefs about what the phenomenon is âsupposed to be.â Mystery Helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass During the mid 1990s, I was a Working Group Coordinator in Los Angeles for the CE-5 Initiative. This involved staging what I now call Human Initiated Contact Events (HICE). My contact team regularly travelled to remote locations in the high desert. There we used consciousness techniques such as meditation and thought projection to stage limited interactions with UAPs. To our surprise UFOs appeared not only during our fieldwork but also during everyday types of activities. These multiple data points helped me understand the psychic mechanisms used to engineer Close Encounters. During the five years that I was a contact team leader, my sightings occurred, not only during fieldwork, but also in my West Los Angeles neighborhood. Some of the sightings demonstrated a flat two-dimensional quality. This made me suspect that they were not physical objects at all. Instead they appeared to be visual displays that were being produced by some kind of holographic technology. As the result of these encounters, I developed a new model incorporating the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact. I call this theory, The Virtual Experience Model. The Virtual Experience Hypothesis Virtual Experiences of the First Kind (VE-1) are illusory visual displays of structured objects or âalienâ beings that typically convince witnesses that they are physical âcraftâ or âextraterrestrialsâ beings respectively. Other categories include the psychic creation of a kind of virtual reality that produces a full sensory illusion that is convincingly real to the human subject. I designate this type as a VE-2. The final major category is Virtual Experience of the Third Kind (VE-3). In this setting, artificial memories are implanted into the consciousness of the contact experiencer. Although the witness recalls seeing a non-human being or remembers going on-board an ET craft, according to this scenario no such event has actually transpired. The false memory does the job of convincing the witness that was happened was ârealâ, i.e., a physical event. A HIGH LEVEL CONTACTEE JOINS THE TEAM One member of our HICE/CE5 Los Angeles group was a high level contactee from the former Soviet Union. I refer to him as âMisha Goldmanâ, a pseudonym. He worked as an EKG tech in the Kaiser Hospital where I was employed. He was what you might describe as a âhuman UFO magnet.â As soon as he joined the group our level of contact, as measured by the appearances of UAPs, increased dramatically. I deemed it highly likely that he had direct telepathic communications with what contactees might call âfriends in high places.â Living just a few miles from Hollywood, âthe entertainment capital of the world,â I thought that perhaps Mishaâs boost to our contact efforts was analogous to how Hollywood describes climbing the ladder of success. âItâs not what you know, but who you knowâ that facilitates getting the next job as an actor, director or producer. MISHAâS PROBLEMATIC SIGHTING OF A FLYING SAUCER & MYSTERY HELICOPTERS IN THE SEPULVEDA PASS One Tuesday morning during Easter Week in 1994, Misha called me at home to describe a sighting that he had the previous evening. While driving on the 101 Freeway in the San Fernando Valley he reportedly saw a typical disc shaped UAP flying overhead. It was about 1000 feet up and approximately thirty feet across. Misha was not the only member of the team that was having sightings while driving, but what made this sighting highly unusual was that this saucer according to Misha was being chased by several military helicopters. Based on my growing suspicion that some UFO sightings are illusory in nature, I told Misha that there were features of his sighting that were problematic. It is important to point out that the San Fernando Valley had a population in 1994 of about one million people. In addition, there are no major US military facilities located nearby. I told him that his assessment that the military helicopters were chasing an âalien craftâ didnât make much sense. The flight characteristics of some UAPs include their ability to fly circles around top performance military aircraft. Slow moving helicopters in pursuit mode would never be able to keep up with a âreal flying saucer.â So, then what was going on? Reverse Engineered Craft was not a likely Explanation I suggested to Misha another possibility. What if the flying disc were a top-secret prototype military device? Then, perhaps the helicopters were escorting it rather than chasing it. This notion was reminiscent of the famous Cash-Landrum Incident in which supposedly a reverse engineered radioactive craft accompanied by US military helicopters injured several witnesses on the ground. However, there was a problem with this possible explanation. The densely populated San Fernando Valley was the least likely place for the authorities to test such a craft. Just imagine the uproar with thousands of witnesses if the saucer had to stage an emergency landing in a community of a million people. Prized government/corporate assets were better kept secure, way out in the desert where they might be secretly developed, and test flown. I told Misha that the entire sighting might have been a kind of âtheater of the mind production.â (This conversation occurred years before I coined the term Virtual Experience describing the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact.) Instead, I told Misha that the disc he had seen over the 101 might be the product of some kind of advanced alien âmind controlâ technology. âHelicoptersâ vs Bizarre Visual Displays After making this sweeping speculative analysis of Mishaâs encounter on the phone, and feeling quite proud of myself at that, I said good-bye to my contact team buddy. I set off to work, driving on the 405 Freeway. I didnât want to be late for the noon doctorsâ meeting. Back in 1994 my department was still offering fresh donuts at conference and I didnât want to miss my share. So, there I was, driving through a sea of cars, on what seemed like a normal Tuesday afternoon. Or was it? As I reached the middle portion of the Sepulveda Pass, I noticed something a bit strange. Above the eastern rim of the canyon, I saw two military helicopters. This in and of itself was strange. There are no major military bases located near the City of Los Angeles. What was even more bizarre was that both choppers were vintage aircraft. One was an old Sikorsky, the kind first used in the Korean War. I recognized its typical large rounded nose with the cockpit located high up above the main cabin. The other was a Huey, a Bell UH 205, the standard workhorse helicopter of the Vietnam War. I was immediately struck by the wild colors on both craft. The Sikorsky, instead of the standard military dark green was a brilliant candy color green. It looked like something out of a circus. The Huey appeared a bit more respectable. It was painted a darker olive color, but the bright green circle surrounded the US star insignia on the side of the craft just didnât look right. Both helicopters were slowly moving back and forth above the over the canyon. They appeared to be no more than 200 feet above the rim. This was several hundred feet below the minimum altitude required by government regulations when flying over densely populated areas. A Coincidence or an Example of what John Keel Would call the âReflective Factor.â I thought to myself, âThis is very strange.â I have a conversation with Misha about his sighting possibly being a simulated visual display and then I am witness to craft that were fit for a carnival. I had specifically mentioned to Misha the notion that helicopters might be used as props in his sighting. Now I was witness to not one, but two bizarre âidentified flying objects.â Was this just an amazing coincidence, or was I being given a rather theatrical visual display similar to Mishaâs? The sequence of events in retrospect suggests that the âreflectiveâ aspect of UFO intelligence as described by John Keel was in effect. I had formulated a âbeliefâ that the craft and helicopters from the previous night were illusory in nature, and as if to confirm my âpet theoryâ bizarre helicopters were flying overhead. Things got even stranger however. I wondered if Mishaâs sighting was a kind of a test as to whether I would choose to attempt to interact with UFO intelligence. On the chance that the choppers were psi mediated visual displays and not âphysically realâ and were produced by a telepathic non-human intelligence that might be able to communicate with me, I decided to âsend outâ a mental message of welcome. This, after all, was part of the contact protocols that I was employing during fieldwork. As my vehicle approached the top of the Sepulveda Pass, I was doing about 55 miles per hour. I watched the helicopters located now above me and to the right. They were still moving back and forth perpendicular to the freeway. Human Initiated Contact Event: Was a Consciousness Connection Evident? Not actually expecting a response from the craft overhead, I sent out a mental message of welcome. My 1983 Toyota Camry reached the crest of the Sepulveda Pass. The San Fernando Valley stretched out before me. As always, I took pleasure in the spectacular panoramic view. I accelerated as I headed down the hill into the Valley. To my surprise, I noticed that the Huey had broken away from the Sikorsky. It was headed my way! Just another coincidence? The Huey was now above my vehicle, and I noticed that it was descending rapidly. It kept pace with me, flying just a few dozen yards out front. I had a perfect view of its underbelly through my windshield. The chopper leveled out at less than 100 feet above the roadway. I could hear the chopperâs engines, but they seemed quite muffled. The roar should have been deafening, but it wasnât. My heart pounding, I continued to silently chant welcoming thoughts. For about one mile, we traveled together. As we passed the Sepulveda Basin Dam, the Huey moved off to the west. I looked towards the walls of the reservoir, (a favorite âshoot siteâ for film crews.) The large concrete plaza in front the dam was totally deserted. Apparently, the choppers were not part of a Hollywood action movie being filmed on the spillway of the reservoir. After the medical conference, I worked an evening shift in the ER. I then called Misha and told him about the helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass. Was the appearance of the helicopters an example of the âreflective aspectâ as described by John Keel? Did I really have a contact experience while driving through the Sepulveda Pass? I suppose skeptics would reject any positive interpretation of the events as nothing more than âUFO fan club wishful thinking.â Coincidence might explain all. I should point out however that prior to this experience, I had never been buzzed by a helicopter while driving, never before and never since for that matter. It all might have occurred by chance. But I donât think so! Addendum: A much expanded, footnoted version of this article appears in the anthology âA Greater Realityâ edited by Reinerio Hernandez. This multivolume work is published by the newly formed The Consciousness and Contact Research Institute (CCRI) and supports the concept that consciousness rather than mass/energy is the wellspring of creation. My chapter titled âReport from the Contact Underground: The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Modelâ can be accessed at: https://agreaterreality.com/downloads/articles/Burkes%20-%20Report%20from%20the%20Contact%20Underground.pdf Other chapters published by CCRI may be viewed at the organizationâs web site at: https://agreaterreality.com Form additional articles on the Virtual Experience Model, the following links are provided: This is an overview of the Virtual Experience Model (VEM) with a brief explanation of categories one, two and three. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/03/the-virtual-experience-model-an-overview/ I further develop the VEM by discussing the traditional Tibetan belief in âtulpas.â These are thought to be more than holographic projects, but rather physical objects and beings. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/05/20/the-interdimensional-vs-et-hypothesis-virtual-experiences-and-ufo-sightings-as-thought-forms/ American physician Andrija Puharichâs work with psychic Uri Geller gives a striking example of âvirtual memoryâ a Virtual Experience of the Third Kind. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/23/andrija-puharich-mds-work-with-uri-geller-supports-the-virtual-experience-model/ I describe field observations of anomalous shooting star visual displays that played an important role in the development of the VEM. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/20/why-might-ufo-intelligence-hoax-shooting-star-displays-reflections-on-the-virtual-experience-model/ Virtual Experience of the Third Kind: âVirtual Memoryâ is a concept explored here considering advances in memory science. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/22/virtual-memory-a-virtual-experience-of-the-third-kind-ve-3/ |
2024.05.18 14:37 Contactunderground âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality", a compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez.
âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ submitted by Contactunderground to Experiencers [link] [comments] The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model Joseph Burkes MD 2019 edited 2023 INTRODUCTION This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality.â This compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez can now be viewed without charge on the CCRI, Consciousness and Contact Research Instituteâs web site, links provided at the end of this narrative. A familiar statement by members of the public is, âIâll believe in flying saucers when I see one.â As the saying goes, âSeeing is believing.â During my many years of contact activism, I have learned that âbelievingâ can also lead to âseeing.â The aim of this report is to describe two important features of the contact experience. The first concerns how UAP intelligences shape encounters depending on the existing beliefs and expectations of contact experiencers. The second theme is that intelligences responsible for flying saucers employ what from a physicalist perspective is âillusionâ as a mechanism of contact. I present a case in which both mechanisms were likely employed. Readers of this blog please note the following: This narrative was originally conceived when I was writing about UFOs from within what can be called a âphysicalistâ or philosophical materialistâs perspective. This paradigm makes the metaphysical assumption that mass/energy is the wellspring of creation, and that mind/consciousness is merely a product of brain activity. More recently with the assistance of my friend and publisher Rey Hernandez, I have increasingly viewed this physicalist assumption as flawed. If Consciousness is primary, not mass/energy then the psi mediated mechanisms of contact might be viewed as being closer to the wellspring of creation (and therefore perhaps more ârealâ) than the construct of our senses that we call âphysical reality.â My changing metaphysical views have been propelled in part by the âsimulation hypothesisâ that has gained some popularity within professional scientific circles. My growing acceptance of Consciousness being primary, and that the physical world is an illusion therefore compels me to view technologically based psi technology as creating âillusionsâ within the physical realm that could very well be an illusory simulated reality as well. In Eastern mystical traditions, the illusory nature of the physical world is called âMaya.â THE CONSCIOUSNESS CONNECTION It has been said that UAP intelligences are able to access experiencersâ consciousness as readily as you and I access light by turning on a wall switch. Among contact experiencers it is common knowledge that the so-called âaliensâ are totally telepathic. In my opinion, such awesome power also allows them to readily access our entire storehouse of memories. This capability, when combined with their ability to create psi mediated âillusionsâ, enables them to co-create with us any kind of encounter that you and they can âco-imagine.â THE PHENOMENON IS âREFLECTIVEâ: THE RADICAL CONCEPTS INTRODUCED BY JOHN KEEL John Keel,(1930- 2008) was a legendary UFO and paranormal researcher and author. He published over a dozen books. These include the âThe Mothman Propheciesâ (1975), that was made into a successful film starring Richard Gere. In 1966, Keel entered into an intense investigation of the flying saucer phenomenon. As part of this study, he read thousands of local newspaper articles on UFO sightings provided by clipping services. He travelled across the United States interviewing hundreds of witnesses. Keel coined the term MIB (Men In Black). In 1967, after just one year of his intense field investigations, he abandoned the extraterrestrial hypothesis. He did so because of, âan astonishing overlap between psychic phenomena and UFOs...â Famous investigators like Dr. J. Allen Hynek and Dr. Jacques Vallee eventually came to similar conclusions. John Keel was one of ufologyâs most controversial writers and his work still influences current debates about the nature of the flying saucer phenomenon. Keel, in his classic book, âThe Mothman Propheciesâ discusses how flying saucer intelligence manipulated his own investigations in ways that reinforced his beliefs about what was going on. On page 111 he states, âI was being led to people and cases to support whatever theory I was working on at the time. I tested this by inventing some rather outlandish ideas. Within days I would receive phone calls, reports, and mail describing elements of those ideas. This was the feedback or reflective effect. Other investigators concerned with solving problems such as how flying saucers are propelled have automatically been fed, or led into, cases in which the witnesses supposedly viewed the interiors of the objects and saw things which confirmed the investigators' theories. If the phenomenon can produce any effect through hallucination, it can easily support any theory.â As a physician I prefer the term illusion rather than âhallucinationâ to describe the mechanisms involved in Close Encounters. Hallucinations, from the medical point of view, are manifestation of disease states and should not be applied to encounters with non-human intelligences in which the witnesses are generally not ill. According to my analysis, psi-mediated technologically induced illusions are being presented to human subjects. This noted, I cannot over emphasize the importance of Keelâs above quote from âThe Mothman Prophecies.â In addition, it is important to note that the reflective nature of the contact experience exists on both a societal as well as an individual level. Researchers John Keel, Dr. Jacques Vallee and others have aptly observed that the appearance of the UAPs reflect the cultural expectations of each historic period in which they have manifested. Thus, to the ancient Chinese, they appeared as âdragons.â During the 1890s airship wave in the USA, they took on the appearance of Zeppelins that would be built a few years later. For the last sixty years, as we have gotten out into space, they are now thought of as âextraterrestrial.â The following narrative is an example of an encounter that is both âillusoryâ as well as reflective of oneâs own beliefs about what the phenomenon is âsupposed to be.â A similar chopper, but with a bizarre paint job buzzed me on the 405 Freeway Mystery Helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass During the mid 1990s, I was a Working Group Coordinator in Los Angeles for the CE-5 Initiative. This involved staging what I now call Human Initiated Contact Events (HICE). My contact team regularly travelled to remote locations in the high desert. There we used consciousness techniques such as meditation and thought projection to stage limited interactions with UAPs. To our surprise UFOs appeared not only during our fieldwork but also during everyday types of activities. These multiple data points helped me understand the psychic mechanisms used to engineer Close Encounters. During the five years that I was a contact team leader, my sightings occurred, not only during fieldwork, but also in my West Los Angeles neighborhood. Some of the sightings demonstrated a flat two-dimensional quality. This made me suspect that they were not physical objects at all. Instead they appeared to be visual displays that were being produced by some kind of holographic technology. As the result of these encounters, I developed a new model incorporating the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact. I call this theory, The Virtual Experience Model. The Virtual Experience Hypothesis Virtual Experiences of the First Kind (VE-1) are illusory visual displays of structured objects or âalienâ beings that typically convince witnesses that they are physical âcraftâ or âextraterrestrialsâ beings respectively. Other categories include the psychic creation of a kind of virtual reality that produces a full sensory illusion that is convincingly real to the human subject. I designate this type as a VE-2. The final major category is Virtual Experience of the Third Kind (VE-3). In this setting, artificial memories are implanted into the consciousness of the contact experiencer. Although the witness recalls seeing a non-human being or remembers going on-board an ET craft, according to this scenario no such event has actually transpired. The false memory does the job of convincing the witness that was happened was ârealâ, i.e., a physical event. A HIGH LEVEL CONTACTEE JOINS THE TEAM One member of our HICE/CE5 Los Angeles group was a high level contactee from the former Soviet Union. I refer to him as âMisha Goldmanâ, a pseudonym. He worked as an EKG tech in the Kaiser Hospital where I was employed. He was what you might describe as a âhuman UFO magnet.â As soon as he joined the group our level of contact, as measured by the appearances of UAPs, increased dramatically. I deemed it highly likely that he had direct telepathic communications with what contactees might call âfriends in high places.â Living just a few miles from Hollywood, âthe entertainment capital of the world,â I thought that perhaps Mishaâs boost to our contact efforts was analogous to how Hollywood describes climbing the ladder of success. âItâs not what you know, but who you knowâ that facilitates getting the next job as an actor, director or producer. MISHAâS PROBLEMATIC SIGHTING OF A FLYING SAUCER & MYSTERY HELICOPTERS IN THE SEPULVEDA PASS One Tuesday morning during Easter Week in 1994, Misha called me at home to describe a sighting that he had the previous evening. While driving on the 101 Freeway in the San Fernando Valley he reportedly saw a typical disc shaped UAP flying overhead. It was about 1000 feet up and approximately thirty feet across. Misha was not the only member of the team that was having sightings while driving, but what made this sighting highly unusual was that this saucer according to Misha was being chased by several military helicopters. Based on my growing suspicion that some UFO sightings are illusory in nature, I told Misha that there were features of his sighting that were problematic. It is important to point out that the San Fernando Valley had a population in 1994 of about one million people. In addition, there are no major US military facilities located nearby. I told him that his assessment that the military helicopters were chasing an âalien craftâ didnât make much sense. The flight characteristics of some UAPs include their ability to fly circles around top performance military aircraft. Slow moving helicopters in pursuit mode would never be able to keep up with a âreal flying saucer.â So, then what was going on? Reverse Engineered Craft was not a likely Explanation I suggested to Misha another possibility. What if the flying disc were a top-secret prototype military device? Then, perhaps the helicopters were escorting it rather than chasing it. This notion was reminiscent of the famous Cash-Landrum Incident in which supposedly a reverse engineered radioactive craft accompanied by US military helicopters injured several witnesses on the ground. However, there was a problem with this possible explanation. The densely populated San Fernando Valley was the least likely place for the authorities to test such a craft. Just imagine the uproar with thousands of witnesses if the saucer had to stage an emergency landing in a community of a million people. Prized government/corporate assets were better kept secure, way out in the desert where they might be secretly developed, and test flown. I told Misha that the entire sighting might have been a kind of âtheater of the mind production.â (This conversation occurred years before I coined the term Virtual Experience describing the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact.) Instead, I told Misha that the disc he had seen over the 101 might be the product of some kind of advanced alien âmind controlâ technology. âHelicoptersâ vs Bizarre Visual Displays After making this sweeping speculative analysis of Mishaâs encounter on the phone, and feeling quite proud of myself at that, I said good-bye to my contact team buddy. I set off to work, driving on the 405 Freeway. I didnât want to be late for the noon doctorsâ meeting. Back in 1994 my department was still offering fresh donuts at conference and I didnât want to miss my share. So, there I was, driving through a sea of cars, on what seemed like a normal Tuesday afternoon. Or was it? As I reached the middle portion of the Sepulveda Pass, I noticed something a bit strange. Above the eastern rim of the canyon, I saw two military helicopters. This in and of itself was strange. There are no major military bases located near the City of Los Angeles. What was even more bizarre was that both choppers were vintage aircraft. One was an old Sikorsky, the kind first used in the Korean War. I recognized its typical large rounded nose with the cockpit located high up above the main cabin. The other was a Huey, a Bell UH 205, the standard workhorse helicopter of the Vietnam War. I was immediately struck by the wild colors on both craft. The Sikorsky, instead of the standard military dark green was a brilliant candy color green. It looked like something out of a circus. The Huey appeared a bit more respectable. It was painted a darker olive color, but the bright green circle surrounded the US star insignia on the side of the craft just didnât look right. Both helicopters were slowly moving back and forth above the over the canyon. They appeared to be no more than 200 feet above the rim. This was several hundred feet below the minimum altitude required by government regulations when flying over densely populated areas. A Coincidence or an Example of what John Keel Would call the âReflective Factor.â I thought to myself, âThis is very strange.â I have a conversation with Misha about his sighting possibly being a simulated visual display and then I am witness to craft that were fit for a carnival. I had specifically mentioned to Misha the notion that helicopters might be used as props in his sighting. Now I was witness to not one, but two bizarre âidentified flying objects.â Was this just an amazing coincidence, or was I being given a rather theatrical visual display similar to Mishaâs? The sequence of events in retrospect suggests that the âreflectiveâ aspect of UFO intelligence as described by John Keel was in effect. I had formulated a âbeliefâ that the craft and helicopters from the previous night were illusory in nature, and as if to confirm my âpet theoryâ bizarre helicopters were flying overhead. Things got even stranger however. I wondered if Mishaâs sighting was a kind of a test as to whether I would choose to attempt to interact with UFO intelligence. On the chance that the choppers were psi mediated visual displays and not âphysically realâ and were produced by a telepathic non-human intelligence that might be able to communicate with me, I decided to âsend outâ a mental message of welcome. This, after all, was part of the contact protocols that I was employing during fieldwork. As my vehicle approached the top of the Sepulveda Pass, I was doing about 55 miles per hour. I watched the helicopters located now above me and to the right. They were still moving back and forth perpendicular to the freeway. Human Initiated Contact Event: Was a Consciousness Connection Evident? Not actually expecting a response from the craft overhead, I sent out a mental message of welcome. My 1983 Toyota Camry reached the crest of the Sepulveda Pass. The San Fernando Valley stretched out before me. As always, I took pleasure in the spectacular panoramic view. I accelerated as I headed down the hill into the Valley. To my surprise, I noticed that the Huey had broken away from the Sikorsky. It was headed my way! Just another coincidence? The Huey was now above my vehicle, and I noticed that it was descending rapidly. It kept pace with me, flying just a few dozen yards out front. I had a perfect view of its underbelly through my windshield. The chopper leveled out at less than 100 feet above the roadway. I could hear the chopperâs engines, but they seemed quite muffled. The roar should have been deafening, but it wasnât. My heart pounding, I continued to silently chant welcoming thoughts. For about one mile, we traveled together. As we passed the Sepulveda Basin Dam, the Huey moved off to the west. I looked towards the walls of the reservoir, (a favorite âshoot siteâ for film crews.) The large concrete plaza in front the dam was totally deserted. Apparently, the choppers were not part of a Hollywood action movie being filmed on the spillway of the reservoir. After the medical conference, I worked an evening shift in the ER. I then called Misha and told him about the helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass. Was the appearance of the helicopters an example of the âreflective aspectâ as described by John Keel? Did I really have a contact experience while driving through the Sepulveda Pass? I suppose skeptics would reject any positive interpretation of the events as nothing more than âUFO fan club wishful thinking.â Coincidence might explain all. I should point out however that prior to this experience, I had never been buzzed by a helicopter while driving, never before and never since for that matter. It all might have occurred by chance. But I donât think so! Addendum: A much expanded, footnoted version of this article appears in the anthology âA Greater Realityâ edited by Reinerio Hernandez. This multivolume work is published by the newly formed The Consciousness and Contact Research Institute (CCRI) and supports the concept that consciousness rather than mass/energy is the wellspring of creation. My chapter titled âReport from the Contact Underground: The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Modelâ can be accessed at: https://agreaterreality.com/downloads/articles/Burkes%20-%20Report%20from%20the%20Contact%20Underground.pdf Other chapters published by CCRI may be viewed at the organizationâs web site at: https://agreaterreality.com Form additional articles on the Virtual Experience Model, the following links are provided: This is an overview of the Virtual Experience Model (VEM) with a brief explanation of categories one, two and three. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/03/the-virtual-experience-model-an-overview/ I further develop the VEM by discussing the traditional Tibetan belief in âtulpas.â These are thought to be more than holographic projects, but rather physical objects and beings. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/05/20/the-interdimensional-vs-et-hypothesis-virtual-experiences-and-ufo-sightings-as-thought-forms/ American physician Andrija Puharichâs work with psychic Uri Geller gives a striking example of âvirtual memoryâ a Virtual Experience of the Third Kind. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/23/andrija-puharich-mds-work-with-uri-geller-supports-the-virtual-experience-model/ I describe field observations of anomalous shooting star visual displays that played an important role in the development of the VEM. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/20/why-might-ufo-intelligence-hoax-shooting-star-displays-reflections-on-the-virtual-experience-model/ Virtual Experience of the Third Kind: âVirtual Memoryâ is a concept explored here considering advances in memory science. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/22/virtual-memory-a-virtual-experience-of-the-third-kind-ve-3/ |
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2024.05.18 14:33 Contactunderground âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality". a compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez can
âSeeing is Believing & Believing is Seeingâ submitted by Contactunderground to ContactUnderground [link] [comments] The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Model Joseph Burkes MD 2019 edited 2023 A Similar chopper, but with a bizarre paint job, buzzed me on the 405 Freeway. INTRODUCTION This article is based on my chapter in Volume 2 of the 2022 book âA Greater Reality.â This compendium published and edited by Rey Hernandez can now be viewed without charge on the CCRI, Consciousness and Contact Research Instituteâs web site, links provided at the end of this narrative. A familiar statement by members of the public is, âIâll believe in flying saucers when I see one.â As the saying goes, âSeeing is believing.â During my many years of contact activism, I have learned that âbelievingâ can also lead to âseeing.â The aim of this report is to describe two important features of the contact experience. The first concerns how UAP intelligences shape encounters depending on the existing beliefs and expectations of contact experiencers. The second theme is that intelligences responsible for flying saucers employ what from a physicalist perspective is âillusionâ as a mechanism of contact. I present a case in which both mechanisms were likely employed. Readers of this blog please note the following: This narrative was originally conceived when I was writing about UFOs from within what can be called a âphysicalistâ or philosophical materialistâs perspective. This paradigm makes the metaphysical assumption that mass/energy is the wellspring of creation, and that mind/consciousness is merely a product of brain activity. More recently with the assistance of my friend and publisher Rey Hernandez, I have increasingly viewed this physicalist assumption as flawed. If Consciousness is primary, not mass/energy then the psi mediated mechanisms of contact might be viewed as being closer to the wellspring of creation (and therefore perhaps more ârealâ) than the construct of our senses that we call âphysical reality.â My changing metaphysical views have been propelled in part by the âsimulation hypothesisâ that has gained some popularity within professional scientific circles. My growing acceptance of Consciousness being primary, and that the physical world is an illusion therefore compels me to view technologically based psi technology as creating âillusionsâ within the physical realm that could very well be an illusory simulated reality as well. In Eastern mystical traditions, the illusory nature of the physical world is called âMaya.â THE CONSCIOUSNESS CONNECTION It has been said that UAP intelligences are able to access experiencersâ consciousness as readily as you and I access light by turning on a wall switch. Among contact experiencers it is common knowledge that the so-called âaliensâ are totally telepathic. In my opinion, such awesome power also allows them to readily access our entire storehouse of memories. This capability, when combined with their ability to create psi mediated âillusionsâ, enables them to co-create with us any kind of encounter that you and they can âco-imagine.â THE PHENOMENON IS âREFLECTIVEâ: THE RADICAL CONCEPTS INTRODUCED BY JOHN KEEL John Keel,(1930- 2008) was a legendary UFO and paranormal researcher and author. He published over a dozen books. These include the âThe Mothman Propheciesâ (1975), that was made into a successful film starring Richard Gere. In 1966, Keel entered into an intense investigation of the flying saucer phenomenon. As part of this study, he read thousands of local newspaper articles on UFO sightings provided by clipping services. He travelled across the United States interviewing hundreds of witnesses. Keel coined the term MIB (Men In Black). In 1967, after just one year of his intense field investigations, he abandoned the extraterrestrial hypothesis. He did so because of, âan astonishing overlap between psychic phenomena and UFOs...â Famous investigators like Dr. J. Allen Hynek and Dr. Jacques Vallee eventually came to similar conclusions. John Keel was one of ufologyâs most controversial writers and his work still influences current debates about the nature of the flying saucer phenomenon. Keel, in his classic book, âThe Mothman Propheciesâ discusses how flying saucer intelligence manipulated his own investigations in ways that reinforced his beliefs about what was going on. On page 111 he states, âI was being led to people and cases to support whatever theory I was working on at the time. I tested this by inventing some rather outlandish ideas. Within days I would receive phone calls, reports, and mail describing elements of those ideas. This was the feedback or reflective effect. Other investigators concerned with solving problems such as how flying saucers are propelled have automatically been fed, or led into, cases in which the witnesses supposedly viewed the interiors of the objects and saw things which confirmed the investigators' theories. If the phenomenon can produce any effect through hallucination, it can easily support any theory.â As a physician I prefer the term illusion rather than âhallucinationâ to describe the mechanisms involved in Close Encounters. Hallucinations, from the medical point of view, are manifestation of disease states and should not be applied to encounters with non-human intelligences in which the witnesses are generally not ill. According to my analysis, psi-mediated technologically induced illusions are being presented to human subjects. This noted, I cannot over emphasize the importance of Keelâs above quote from âThe Mothman Prophecies.â In addition, it is important to note that the reflective nature of the contact experience exists on both a societal as well as an individual level. Researchers John Keel, Dr. Jacques Vallee and others have aptly observed that the appearance of the UAPs reflect the cultural expectations of each historic period in which they have manifested. Thus, to the ancient Chinese, they appeared as âdragons.â During the 1890s airship wave in the USA, they took on the appearance of Zeppelins that would be built a few years later. For the last sixty years, as we have gotten out into space, they are now thought of as âextraterrestrial.â The following narrative is an example of an encounter that is both âillusoryâ as well as reflective of oneâs own beliefs about what the phenomenon is âsupposed to be.â Mystery Helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass During the mid 1990s, I was a Working Group Coordinator in Los Angeles for the CE-5 Initiative. This involved staging what I now call Human Initiated Contact Events (HICE). My contact team regularly travelled to remote locations in the high desert. There we used consciousness techniques such as meditation and thought projection to stage limited interactions with UAPs. To our surprise UFOs appeared not only during our fieldwork but also during everyday types of activities. These multiple data points helped me understand the psychic mechanisms used to engineer Close Encounters. During the five years that I was a contact team leader, my sightings occurred, not only during fieldwork, but also in my West Los Angeles neighborhood. Some of the sightings demonstrated a flat two-dimensional quality. This made me suspect that they were not physical objects at all. Instead they appeared to be visual displays that were being produced by some kind of holographic technology. As the result of these encounters, I developed a new model incorporating the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact. I call this theory, The Virtual Experience Model. The Virtual Experience Hypothesis Virtual Experiences of the First Kind (VE-1) are illusory visual displays of structured objects or âalienâ beings that typically convince witnesses that they are physical âcraftâ or âextraterrestrialsâ beings respectively. Other categories include the psychic creation of a kind of virtual reality that produces a full sensory illusion that is convincingly real to the human subject. I designate this type as a VE-2. The final major category is Virtual Experience of the Third Kind (VE-3). In this setting, artificial memories are implanted into the consciousness of the contact experiencer. Although the witness recalls seeing a non-human being or remembers going on-board an ET craft, according to this scenario no such event has actually transpired. The false memory does the job of convincing the witness that was happened was ârealâ, i.e., a physical event. A HIGH LEVEL CONTACTEE JOINS THE TEAM One member of our HICE/CE5 Los Angeles group was a high level contactee from the former Soviet Union. I refer to him as âMisha Goldmanâ, a pseudonym. He worked as an EKG tech in the Kaiser Hospital where I was employed. He was what you might describe as a âhuman UFO magnet.â As soon as he joined the group our level of contact, as measured by the appearances of UAPs, increased dramatically. I deemed it highly likely that he had direct telepathic communications with what contactees might call âfriends in high places.â Living just a few miles from Hollywood, âthe entertainment capital of the world,â I thought that perhaps Mishaâs boost to our contact efforts was analogous to how Hollywood describes climbing the ladder of success. âItâs not what you know, but who you knowâ that facilitates getting the next job as an actor, director or producer. MISHAâS PROBLEMATIC SIGHTING OF A FLYING SAUCER & MYSTERY HELICOPTERS IN THE SEPULVEDA PASS One Tuesday morning during Easter Week in 1994, Misha called me at home to describe a sighting that he had the previous evening. While driving on the 101 Freeway in the San Fernando Valley he reportedly saw a typical disc shaped UAP flying overhead. It was about 1000 feet up and approximately thirty feet across. Misha was not the only member of the team that was having sightings while driving, but what made this sighting highly unusual was that this saucer according to Misha was being chased by several military helicopters. Based on my growing suspicion that some UFO sightings are illusory in nature, I told Misha that there were features of his sighting that were problematic. It is important to point out that the San Fernando Valley had a population in 1994 of about one million people. In addition, there are no major US military facilities located nearby. I told him that his assessment that the military helicopters were chasing an âalien craftâ didnât make much sense. The flight characteristics of some UAPs include their ability to fly circles around top performance military aircraft. Slow moving helicopters in pursuit mode would never be able to keep up with a âreal flying saucer.â So, then what was going on? Reverse Engineered Craft was not a likely Explanation I suggested to Misha another possibility. What if the flying disc were a top-secret prototype military device? Then, perhaps the helicopters were escorting it rather than chasing it. This notion was reminiscent of the famous Cash-Landrum Incident in which supposedly a reverse engineered radioactive craft accompanied by US military helicopters injured several witnesses on the ground. However, there was a problem with this possible explanation. The densely populated San Fernando Valley was the least likely place for the authorities to test such a craft. Just imagine the uproar with thousands of witnesses if the saucer had to stage an emergency landing in a community of a million people. Prized government/corporate assets were better kept secure, way out in the desert where they might be secretly developed, and test flown. I told Misha that the entire sighting might have been a kind of âtheater of the mind production.â (This conversation occurred years before I coined the term Virtual Experience describing the role of illusion as a mechanism of contact.) Instead, I told Misha that the disc he had seen over the 101 might be the product of some kind of advanced alien âmind controlâ technology. âHelicoptersâ vs Bizarre Visual Displays After making this sweeping speculative analysis of Mishaâs encounter on the phone, and feeling quite proud of myself at that, I said good-bye to my contact team buddy. I set off to work, driving on the 405 Freeway. I didnât want to be late for the noon doctorsâ meeting. Back in 1994 my department was still offering fresh donuts at conference and I didnât want to miss my share. So, there I was, driving through a sea of cars, on what seemed like a normal Tuesday afternoon. Or was it? As I reached the middle portion of the Sepulveda Pass, I noticed something a bit strange. Above the eastern rim of the canyon, I saw two military helicopters. This in and of itself was strange. There are no major military bases located near the City of Los Angeles. What was even more bizarre was that both choppers were vintage aircraft. One was an old Sikorsky, the kind first used in the Korean War. I recognized its typical large rounded nose with the cockpit located high up above the main cabin. The other was a Huey, a Bell UH 205, the standard workhorse helicopter of the Vietnam War. I was immediately struck by the wild colors on both craft. The Sikorsky, instead of the standard military dark green was a brilliant candy color green. It looked like something out of a circus. The Huey appeared a bit more respectable. It was painted a darker olive color, but the bright green circle surrounded the US star insignia on the side of the craft just didnât look right. Both helicopters were slowly moving back and forth above the over the canyon. They appeared to be no more than 200 feet above the rim. This was several hundred feet below the minimum altitude required by government regulations when flying over densely populated areas. A Coincidence or an Example of what John Keel Would call the âReflective Factor.â I thought to myself, âThis is very strange.â I have a conversation with Misha about his sighting possibly being a simulated visual display and then I am witness to craft that were fit for a carnival. I had specifically mentioned to Misha the notion that helicopters might be used as props in his sighting. Now I was witness to not one, but two bizarre âidentified flying objects.â Was this just an amazing coincidence, or was I being given a rather theatrical visual display similar to Mishaâs? The sequence of events in retrospect suggests that the âreflectiveâ aspect of UFO intelligence as described by John Keel was in effect. I had formulated a âbeliefâ that the craft and helicopters from the previous night were illusory in nature, and as if to confirm my âpet theoryâ bizarre helicopters were flying overhead. Things got even stranger however. I wondered if Mishaâs sighting was a kind of a test as to whether I would choose to attempt to interact with UFO intelligence. On the chance that the choppers were psi mediated visual displays and not âphysically realâ and were produced by a telepathic non-human intelligence that might be able to communicate with me, I decided to âsend outâ a mental message of welcome. This, after all, was part of the contact protocols that I was employing during fieldwork. As my vehicle approached the top of the Sepulveda Pass, I was doing about 55 miles per hour. I watched the helicopters located now above me and to the right. They were still moving back and forth perpendicular to the freeway. Human Initiated Contact Event: Was a Consciousness Connection Evident? Not actually expecting a response from the craft overhead, I sent out a mental message of welcome. My 1983 Toyota Camry reached the crest of the Sepulveda Pass. The San Fernando Valley stretched out before me. As always, I took pleasure in the spectacular panoramic view. I accelerated as I headed down the hill into the Valley. To my surprise, I noticed that the Huey had broken away from the Sikorsky. It was headed my way! Just another coincidence? The Huey was now above my vehicle, and I noticed that it was descending rapidly. It kept pace with me, flying just a few dozen yards out front. I had a perfect view of its underbelly through my windshield. The chopper leveled out at less than 100 feet above the roadway. I could hear the chopperâs engines, but they seemed quite muffled. The roar should have been deafening, but it wasnât. My heart pounding, I continued to silently chant welcoming thoughts. For about one mile, we traveled together. As we passed the Sepulveda Basin Dam, the Huey moved off to the west. I looked towards the walls of the reservoir, (a favorite âshoot siteâ for film crews.) The large concrete plaza in front the dam was totally deserted. Apparently, the choppers were not part of a Hollywood action movie being filmed on the spillway of the reservoir. After the medical conference, I worked an evening shift in the ER. I then called Misha and told him about the helicopters in the Sepulveda Pass. Was the appearance of the helicopters an example of the âreflective aspectâ as described by John Keel? Did I really have a contact experience while driving through the Sepulveda Pass? I suppose skeptics would reject any positive interpretation of the events as nothing more than âUFO fan club wishful thinking.â Coincidence might explain all. I should point out however that prior to this experience, I had never been buzzed by a helicopter while driving, never before and never since for that matter. It all might have occurred by chance. But I donât think so! Addendum: A much expanded, footnoted version of this article appears in the anthology âA Greater Realityâ edited by Reinerio Hernandez. This multivolume work is published by the newly formed The Consciousness and Contact Research Institute (CCRI) and supports the concept that consciousness rather than mass/energy is the wellspring of creation. My chapter titled âReport from the Contact Underground: The Consciousness Connection and the Virtual Experience Modelâ can be accessed at: https://agreaterreality.com/downloads/articles/Burkes%20-%20Report%20from%20the%20Contact%20Underground.pdf Other chapters published by CCRI may be viewed at the organizationâs web site at: https://agreaterreality.com Form additional articles on the Virtual Experience Model, the following links are provided: This is an overview of the Virtual Experience Model (VEM) with a brief explanation of categories one, two and three. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/03/the-virtual-experience-model-an-overview/ I further develop the VEM by discussing the traditional Tibetan belief in âtulpas.â These are thought to be more than holographic projects, but rather physical objects and beings. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/05/20/the-interdimensional-vs-et-hypothesis-virtual-experiences-and-ufo-sightings-as-thought-forms/ American physician Andrija Puharichâs work with psychic Uri Geller gives a striking example of âvirtual memoryâ a Virtual Experience of the Third Kind. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/23/andrija-puharich-mds-work-with-uri-geller-supports-the-virtual-experience-model/ I describe field observations of anomalous shooting star visual displays that played an important role in the development of the VEM. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/01/20/why-might-ufo-intelligence-hoax-shooting-star-displays-reflections-on-the-virtual-experience-model/ Virtual Experience of the Third Kind: âVirtual Memoryâ is a concept explored here considering advances in memory science. https://contactunderground.wordpress.com/2022/02/22/virtual-memory-a-virtual-experience-of-the-third-kind-ve-3/ |