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2024.05.19 00:11 Ad_Scientiam Is Pre-Market/After-Hours the key to the Moon?
 | The exchanges halt trading if GME price changes (up or down) more than a certain percent within a 5 min period. But this halting only triggers during normal market hours - IN THE PRE-MARKET AND AFTER-HOURS, THE HALTS DON’T HAPPEN. submitted by Ad_Scientiam to GME [link] [comments] What would happen if the price shot up and stayed up in the premarket? I wonder. Would all their margin calls come in before the market open? And if the market opened at a few hundred, would it be stuck up in the hundreds all day due to the trading halts - prompting more margin calls on possible naked shorts? The only other thing I’ll ask is this: When the moon comes, isn’t it better to exit with a limit price above the current market? Would that cause the price to actually keep going up even as tendies are being taken for lambos? These are very interesting questions with CAT implementation deadlines coming within the next few weeks. Is the Kitty’s return coincidental with the next level of required transparency going into effect? |
2024.05.19 00:10 Cold_Environment_235 max credit hours you’ll work and why
So, doing my first month in June where I have 120+ credit hrs/flight hrs scheduled for 18 days of flying. Right now looking at it doesn’t seem so bad, but before was on reserve and wasn’t getting called in, so now I can make more money which I’m extremely thankful for.
But I’m curious, what’s the max amount of credit hours you’ll work, and why?
At what point (credit hrs wise) does you, or your body simply say… “oh hell no. Can’t take this anymore”
It’s my first month actually flying high time so I’m curious! And at which point do you really start feeling it. I hear some do 150-170 a month on the regular. Maybe 120 isn’t even considered high time but no one else at my base likes to fly that much.
What do you do to keep yourself energized or on point flying this much? You’re non negotiables.
Anything I should be prepared for? Thanks!!
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But I’m curious, what’s the max amount of credit hours you’ll work, and why?
At what point (credit hrs wise) does you, or your body simply say… “oh hell no. Can’t take this anymore”
It’s my first month actually flying high time so I’m curious! And at which point do you really start feeling it. I hear some do 150-170 a month on the regular. Maybe 120 isn’t even considered high time but no one else at my base likes to fly that much.
What do you do to keep yourself energized or on point flying this much? You’re non negotiables.
Anything I should be prepared for? Thanks!!
2024.05.19 00:09 Beneficial-Bet8531 First Child/Miscarriage
Hi Everyone,
On Mothers Day morning, which was also my birthday, I started spotting, which was my very first bleeding down there during my entire pregnancy. I was supposed to be coming up on 17 weeks the following Monday. Long story short, I went to the ER Monday night and they discovered no fetal heartbeat and he was only measuring 13 weeks. They are unsure why it happened (but we later on sent in fetal tissue (the umbilical cord) so they can do further testing.)
I ended up waiting a few days before going through with misoprostol to quicken the process of going into labor. I took the medicine Thursday morning and had a day of what felt like a hell with the awful contractions I was having. At 8pm he was born - everything came out in my hand at once, his body, umbilical chord and placenta. He’s about 4 inches tall and has all fingers and all toes. He is currently in our fridge right now and will be with us one more night before we let the funeral service take him to be stored and then cremated next week.
This is by far the most traumatic experience of my life. I’ve donated my eggs in the passed (4 times) and have 5 living biological children from those donations in different parts of the world. I am 28 years old and my partner (28M) are both healthy. With this being our first try for our own child and having a late missed miscarriage I just feel so discouraged. I feel like I’ve failed and we will never get our first child back again.
Has anyone gone through anything similar? I am having the worst bleeding and cramping of my life, and it’s only been a day and a half. I am having very mixed emotions but just really badly want to be pregnant again. Seeing a tiny baby human come out of me, lifeless, there are just no words for the grief and loss I am feeling. Thank you for reading.
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On Mothers Day morning, which was also my birthday, I started spotting, which was my very first bleeding down there during my entire pregnancy. I was supposed to be coming up on 17 weeks the following Monday. Long story short, I went to the ER Monday night and they discovered no fetal heartbeat and he was only measuring 13 weeks. They are unsure why it happened (but we later on sent in fetal tissue (the umbilical cord) so they can do further testing.)
I ended up waiting a few days before going through with misoprostol to quicken the process of going into labor. I took the medicine Thursday morning and had a day of what felt like a hell with the awful contractions I was having. At 8pm he was born - everything came out in my hand at once, his body, umbilical chord and placenta. He’s about 4 inches tall and has all fingers and all toes. He is currently in our fridge right now and will be with us one more night before we let the funeral service take him to be stored and then cremated next week.
This is by far the most traumatic experience of my life. I’ve donated my eggs in the passed (4 times) and have 5 living biological children from those donations in different parts of the world. I am 28 years old and my partner (28M) are both healthy. With this being our first try for our own child and having a late missed miscarriage I just feel so discouraged. I feel like I’ve failed and we will never get our first child back again.
Has anyone gone through anything similar? I am having the worst bleeding and cramping of my life, and it’s only been a day and a half. I am having very mixed emotions but just really badly want to be pregnant again. Seeing a tiny baby human come out of me, lifeless, there are just no words for the grief and loss I am feeling. Thank you for reading.
2024.05.19 00:08 ScareCrowWITF Who is watching those t.v shows that run for several seasons but you never hear anybody ever talk about them?
There's so many to name. Endless examples of random, bland shows on several of the major networks / streaming services that you've never heard anybody talk about before but somehow enough people watch them that they'll have their own fan base and consistent seasons. Who the hell tunes into these shows?
My buddies girlfriend mentioned she likes to watch Young Sheldon the other day and my buddy has been forced to watch it with her now. He had this pained look in his eyes. Granted, he never watched any show, but still it's painful to witness. I sort of get that one because it's a spin off of big bang theory which I do remember multiple people mentioning and it being in the public consciousness somewhere.
My neice is apparently addicted to this show Bridgerton that I've never heard of. Been running for multiple seasons and seems to have a pretty good production and cast. But it's just... Who else is consuming this stuff? My girlfriend mentioned she and all her art school teenage friends used to binge watch some crappy show called Riverdale back in the day. Which is fine, teenagers gotta watch something, there's 7 seasons of this random show I've never heard anybody besides her mention before. Who?
My friend and I caught ourselves watching cable one afternoon and there was an announcement for some random show that was going on it's 6th season and neither of us had ever heard of it before. It was so forgettable I immediately forgot the name and can't be bothered to try and find it. My buddy just looked at me and was like "dude. Who watches this? Who is waiting up for the newest episode of... That?"
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My buddies girlfriend mentioned she likes to watch Young Sheldon the other day and my buddy has been forced to watch it with her now. He had this pained look in his eyes. Granted, he never watched any show, but still it's painful to witness. I sort of get that one because it's a spin off of big bang theory which I do remember multiple people mentioning and it being in the public consciousness somewhere.
My neice is apparently addicted to this show Bridgerton that I've never heard of. Been running for multiple seasons and seems to have a pretty good production and cast. But it's just... Who else is consuming this stuff? My girlfriend mentioned she and all her art school teenage friends used to binge watch some crappy show called Riverdale back in the day. Which is fine, teenagers gotta watch something, there's 7 seasons of this random show I've never heard anybody besides her mention before. Who?
My friend and I caught ourselves watching cable one afternoon and there was an announcement for some random show that was going on it's 6th season and neither of us had ever heard of it before. It was so forgettable I immediately forgot the name and can't be bothered to try and find it. My buddy just looked at me and was like "dude. Who watches this? Who is waiting up for the newest episode of... That?"
2024.05.19 00:08 xxknight48xx 92 240 No Start
 | 1992 Volvo 240 Chasing a NO Start Car just cranks endlessly. No sputter or anything. Confirmed No spark at the plugs or from the coil Confirmed No fuel response of any kind ( pump noise, relay or pressure at rail) submitted by xxknight48xx to Volvo240 [link] [comments] I posted on Facebook but I think some people may be confused as to what I was trying to say, or I just suck at explaining things. There is no fuel or spark. Period. Neither of the pumps turn on with the key. Some people suggested the CPS was bad or the ignition module. I have a new CPS on the way. Swapped fuel relay severely times, swapped computer, cleaned grounds on fuel rail, cleaned ground on transmission tunnel passenger side, swapped coil for known good coil, swapped plus wires for known good wires, disconnected battery for 30 mins, swapped MAF cleaned rotor and distributor cap surfaces. The only work I've done recently was pulling the glove box out and undoing a few vacuum lines for the AC flaps and I swapped guage clusters (the car drove after this completely fine) No response from any of the above listed. It just baffles me that there no fuel or spark at the same time Car was in garage for a few days while I chased a water leak from evap core. Only things I disconnected were two vacuum lines for AC flaps and the glove box light, hasn't started since I parked it. Advice? |
2024.05.19 00:08 Remote-Effective1242 Implantation bleeding?!?
We are both 34 and I ovulated I think on CD 18 according to OPK’s and CM. Yesterday was CD 25 and I tested positive on two tests. The first response line was the perfect example of a squinter. I could barely see it at all and a photo doesn’t capture it. But I’ve got enough clear negatives that I can see the difference. So I took a clear blue with the vertical blue lines and that was a definite positive. It’s still faint, but there’s no missing it. However, I started bleeding right as I took it. All that day I had constant dull cramping. Nothing sharp or prickly. And needed to use a pad. I think I’m still bleeding now. Today I took another first response as it’s the only one we have and it’s just as faint as the first squinter.
I guess I’m just wondering about if this could be implantation bleeding? It seems heavier than I thought it should be. And I’m not due for my period until after CD 31.
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I guess I’m just wondering about if this could be implantation bleeding? It seems heavier than I thought it should be. And I’m not due for my period until after CD 31.
2024.05.19 00:07 Royal-Reindeer952 WTS TXT OAKLAND 5/18
 | Hi!! Just trying to sell a VIP2 ticket and not let it go to waste. It’s in section B row 15 and will send my ID picture so that you can get the vip benefits. Below what I paid for!! submitted by Royal-Reindeer952 to TXTbighit [link] [comments] |
2024.05.19 00:06 Sheismoonliight Worse than ever…
I was doing really well for a while, started going on walks with my mom to get out of the house, it’s been almost a year since I went anywhere further than around the block, and I was finally feeling well enough to see my friend, who I also haven’t seen in almost a year and then out of no where the night before I was so physically ill I almost had to go to the hospital. Now it’s 3 weeks later and everyday is a struggle. I haven’t been able to even do my virtual therapy sessions because everytime it sends me into a tailspin panic attack that has me throwing up the few fluids I’ve been able to keep down. I haven’t been this weak or thin in a long time. I’ve barely been able to keep tiny bits of food down. I’m at a loss. I’ve tried to push through but it doesn’t ever end, and I just get weaker and weaker. So now I’m in heavy avoidance mode of literally everything but I’m constantly anxious and constantly not feeling well. I had so much hope and now it feels like it’s all gone. My parents are really frustrated too, they keep suggesting I go do things outside of the house like it’s that easy, when I couldn’t even do those things before I was having this bad of a time. I don’t know I just feel like a failure. And scared that this is the new normal. I don’t want to live with this feeling every second of the day. I’ve started forcing myself to sleep by 9pm just for some relief… I don’t know what to do.. has anyone else had a similar experience and gotten through it? How? I have 10mg Valium for anxiety but I try not to take it, and tbh sometimes it doesn’t even work.
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2024.05.19 00:06 Flying_Mantis4 Urge to confess
I've been suffering from ocd for a long, long time, I've had to deal with Harm OCD, Homosexual OCD and the one that haunts me the most, Relationship ocd.
I've been dating the most charming and beautiful woman I've ever seen. She suffers from Retroactive Jealousy.
She knows about my past, I've always had this disgust for sexual activities and only started enjoying sexual things with my gf.
She frequently asks things about my past, which I dread because I have been with bad companies that tried to make me feel like something I was not.
So whenever I remember any detail of my past that I didn't tell her I feel this immense guilt and irresistible urge to tell her about it. Due to her retroactive jealousy she gets very sad whenever I tell her anything but she always tells me she prefers to know.
Problem is, whenever we talk about a new obcession she has about my past, I sometimes either don't give out full details or say every single thing, which makes me even more anxious and guilty. Should I confess every single thing that pops in my mind? Because I always get the "If you're not telling something that must mean you're a liar and bad for her". Please do keep in mind that these things from the past happened YEARS before I met my gf. She is aware that all of her obcessions are irrational and in the end of the day don't really matter.
I'm looking for some advices on whether I should confess everything or it's okay not to talk about some things that make me anxious/ I don't totally remember
Thank you for reading
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I've been dating the most charming and beautiful woman I've ever seen. She suffers from Retroactive Jealousy.
She knows about my past, I've always had this disgust for sexual activities and only started enjoying sexual things with my gf.
She frequently asks things about my past, which I dread because I have been with bad companies that tried to make me feel like something I was not.
So whenever I remember any detail of my past that I didn't tell her I feel this immense guilt and irresistible urge to tell her about it. Due to her retroactive jealousy she gets very sad whenever I tell her anything but she always tells me she prefers to know.
Problem is, whenever we talk about a new obcession she has about my past, I sometimes either don't give out full details or say every single thing, which makes me even more anxious and guilty. Should I confess every single thing that pops in my mind? Because I always get the "If you're not telling something that must mean you're a liar and bad for her". Please do keep in mind that these things from the past happened YEARS before I met my gf. She is aware that all of her obcessions are irrational and in the end of the day don't really matter.
I'm looking for some advices on whether I should confess everything or it's okay not to talk about some things that make me anxious/ I don't totally remember
Thank you for reading
2024.05.19 00:05 throwaway__543211 AITA for telling my best friends boyfriend to stop making sexual jokes?
I (f15) have been friends with my best friend (f15) for 2 years now. I'll call her Ella. Ella has been dating her boyfriend (m15)for 3 months now. He's a nice person and has nice character however recently he has started making sexual jokes about me and my situationship(m15). I'll call my situationship Philip. In the past Philip has made sexual jokes about me and him such as saying "youll be paralysed after", "take that top off" and "can I shower with you?" And Ella and her bf know about these as I have told them about it. However I don't bring up these jokes as though they are "tame" I chose to forgive and forget Philip and his sexual sense of humour. However, I have also expressed my dislike of sexual jokes about me to both Ella and her bf. For context, at school we hang out inside however I wanted to go outside, coincidently that's where Philip hangs out. As a joke, I kept trying to convince them to go outside however they all refused. This was when Ella's bf started making jokes such as "why don't you go outside alone and suck Philips dick" and "go make out with Philip" and bringing up the past jokes Philip had made towards me that I don't bring up anymore as they make me cringe and uncomfortable. He carried on saying these jokes even after I told him to stop. After school, I then informed Philip of these jokes being made about him as this has happened before with a different friend who told me I should "ride his tiny dick" also as a joke. Philip told me to tell Ella's bf to stop. So I messaged Ella and told her that her bfs jokes make me feel uncomfortable. She said she'll tell him. His response to me telling him to stop making sexual jokes was "I'll stop if she stops being annoying" this is what she said according to Ella. However, Ella told another friend of mine that he called me a bitch, I only found out about this the next day. So I then asked Ella's how I was being annoying as I am asking her bf to stop making jokes at my expense as they make me uncomfortable. She then responded with "idk". So I then said "I know I can be annoying but that only when your bf is being unnecessarily mean towards me." She then informed me that instead of changing his behaviour he will "just leave". So I responded with "im not asking him to go I'm just asking him to stop making sexual jokes at my expense in the nicest way I can" Ella then accused me of being angry and passive aggressive. I then told her that I wasn't angry but if I was that would be justified. Ella then said "I know but he said he'll stop" she then called my tone bitchy so I told her to not analyse my texts as I'm not thinking too deeply into my texts. I'm not trying to come across as anything as I'm typing and not necessarily thinking when I do so. The next day, another friend told me that Ella told her that I had "slagged" her bf off when telling her to tell him to stop making sexual jokes. So am I the asshole because I honestly feel so bad but then again I feel like I'm in the right for setting a boundary?
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2024.05.19 00:05 Far_Berry5936 38F and FIRST BFP!
 | BFP DPO10! 1st pic is this cycle. Next three are earlier cycles for reference. submitted by Far_Berry5936 to Inito [link] [comments] I have been tracking things closely for 6 months. I even had an appt set for next month to discuss fertility options with my OBGYN as I’m 38 and my husband is 44. Inito has been incredibly helpful for my peace of mind - while I’ve also been using the cheapo easy@home tests daily, Inito has provided additional insights. For example, I’m personally convinced that the 09Mar-02Apr cycle was anovulatory as my LH went up twice, like my body was trying to ovulate and just didn’t, and my progesterone stayed much lower than usual for me. This cycle, I had a massive headache on DPO7 and craved pickles all the sudden (I don’t typically crave pickles). I started experiencing abdominal cramps on DPO8. I typically get my period on DPO12-14 and tend to start cramping 4 days ahead of AF, so when I felt the cramps, I thought AF was on her way. But I also saw that my progesterone had jumped to the highest it’s ever been. While I have always done a cheapo hcg test on DPO10 (I keep a notebook), this morning I almost didn’t do it because I was so downtrodden about the cramps since they felt exactly like pre-period cramps. When I saw the line on the hcg strip I started shaking and anxiously waited for the Inito result to come through. I had seen enough BFP here to know to look for a LH spike, and there it was! I went out to Target and got some digital pregnancy tests as well. I have some family history of fertility issues so even just getting a BFP is big deal! |
2024.05.19 00:04 Extra_Abbreviations7 "the game crashed whilst encountered exception while building chunk meshes" on better mc v26 modpack (plus a few mods)
ive been playing on the better mc v26 modpack with friends on a server and things have been going smoothly until just today. a week or two ago i added a few mods, namely things like create, appleskin, botania, aquaculture, and ice and fire, and that all went smoothly as well for until just now. i logged on, fed my baby dragon and went out to get some more meat for dragon meal. after a few seconds of walking i got disconnected and any attempt to rejoin gets me kicked after a second or two of loading in. ive looked into it and hear a lot that its an issue of rubidium, but ive looked through the modlist and it is not there. i have xenon which i think is similar but updating xenon hasnt helped either. any help would be appreciated, please and thank you !!
[CRASH REPORT]
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[CRASH REPORT]
---- Minecraft Crash Report ---- // My bad. Time: 2024-05-18 16:57:26 Description: Encountered exception while building chunk meshes java.lang.NullPointerException: Cannot invoke "net.minecraft.resources.ResourceLocation.m_135827_()" because "location" is null at org.embeddedt.modernfix.dynamicresources.DynamicBakedModelProvider.isVanillaTopLevelModel(DynamicBakedModelProvider.java:138) ~[modernfix-forge-5.13.0+mc1.20.1.jar%23619!/:5.13.0+mc1.20.1] {re:mixin,re:classloading} at org.embeddedt.modernfix.dynamicresources.DynamicBakedModelProvider.get(DynamicBakedModelProvider.java:160) ~[modernfix-forge-5.13.0+mc1.20.1.jar%23619!/:5.13.0+mc1.20.1] {re:mixin,re:classloading} at org.embeddedt.modernfix.dynamicresources.DynamicBakedModelProvider.get(DynamicBakedModelProvider.java:29) ~[modernfix-forge-5.13.0+mc1.20.1.jar%23619!/:5.13.0+mc1.20.1] {re:mixin,re:classloading} at java.util.Map.getOrDefault(Map.java:671) ~[?:?] {re:mixin} at net.minecraft.client.resources.model.ModelManager.getModel(ModelManager.java:62) ~[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%23726!/:?] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:connector_pre_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dynamic_resources.ModelManagerMixin from mod modernfix,pl:mixin:APP:botania_xplat.mixins.json:client.ModelManagerAccessor from mod botania,pl:mixin:APP:fabric-model-loading-api-v1.mixins.json:BakedModelManagerMixin from mod fabric_model_loading_api_v1,pl:mixin:APP:puzzleslib.forge.mixins.json:client.ModelManagerForgeMixin from mod puzzleslib,pl:mixin:APP:bclib.mixins.client.json:ModelManagerMixin from mod bclib,pl:mixin:APP:fabric-resource-loader-v0.client.mixins.json:KeyedResourceReloadListenerClientMixin from mod fabric_resource_loader_v0,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.accessor.AccessorModelManager from mod quark,pl:mixin:A,pl:connector_pre_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.mehvahdjukaar.moonlight.api.platform.forge.ClientHelperImpl.getModel(ClientHelperImpl.java:220) ~[moonlight-1.20-2.9.10-forge.jar%23621!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.moonlight.api.platform.ClientHelper.getModel(ClientHelper.java) ~[moonlight-1.20-2.9.10-forge.jar%23621!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.supplementaries.client.renderers.tiles.BookPileBlockTileRenderer.renderBook(BookPileBlockTileRenderer.java:133) ~[supplementaries-1.20-2.7.35.jar%23682!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.supplementaries.client.renderers.tiles.BookPileBlockTileRenderer.renderVertical(BookPileBlockTileRenderer.java:109) ~[supplementaries-1.20-2.7.35.jar%23682!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.supplementaries.client.renderers.tiles.BookPileBlockTileRenderer.renderBookPile(BookPileBlockTileRenderer.java:55) ~[supplementaries-1.20-2.7.35.jar%23682!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.supplementaries.client.block_models.BookPileModel.getBlockQuads(BookPileModel.java:43) ~[supplementaries-1.20-2.7.35.jar%23682!/:?] {re:classloading} at net.mehvahdjukaar.moonlight.api.client.model.CustomBakedModel.getQuads(CustomBakedModel.java:529) ~[moonlight-1.20-2.9.10-forge.jar%23621!/:?] {re:mixin,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:moonlight.mixins.json:SelfCustomBakedModel from mod moonlight,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.pipeline.BlockRenderer.getGeometry(BlockRenderer.java:167) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:mixin,re:computing_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:snowrealmagic.mixins.json:sodium.BlockRendererAccess from mod snowrealmagic,pl:mixin:APP:snowrealmagic.mixins.json:sodium.BlockRendererMixin from mod snowrealmagic,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.AccessBlockRenderer from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.pipeline.BlockRenderer.renderModel(BlockRenderer.java:156) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:mixin,re:computing_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:snowrealmagic.mixins.json:sodium.BlockRendererAccess from mod snowrealmagic,pl:mixin:APP:snowrealmagic.mixins.json:sodium.BlockRendererMixin from mod snowrealmagic,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.AccessBlockRenderer from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.redirect$fde000$lazurite$onRenderBlock(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:2046) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:mixin,re:computing_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:block_id.MixinChunkRenderRebuildTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:shader_overrides.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.sodium.mixins.json:ChunkBuilderMeshingTaskMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.execute(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:137) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:mixin,re:computing_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:block_id.MixinChunkRenderRebuildTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:shader_overrides.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.sodium.mixins.json:ChunkBuilderMeshingTaskMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.execute(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:50) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:mixin,re:computing_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:block_id.MixinChunkRenderRebuildTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:shader_overrides.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.sodium.mixins.json:ChunkBuilderMeshingTaskMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.executor.ChunkJobTyped.execute(ChunkJobTyped.java:44) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:computing_frames,re:classloading} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.executor.ChunkBuilder$WorkerRunnable.run(ChunkBuilder.java:207) ~[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?] {re:classloading} at java.lang.Thread.run(Thread.java:833) ~[?:?] {re:mixin} A detailed walkthrough of the error, its code path and all known details is as follows:Thread: Render thread
Suspected Mods:
ModernFix (modernfix), Version: 5.13.0+mc1.20.1 Issue tracker URL: [https://github.com/embeddedt/ModernFix/issues](https://github.com/embeddedt/ModernFix/issues) at TRANSFORMEmodernfix@5.13.0+mc1.20.1/org.embeddedt.modernfix.dynamicresources.DynamicBakedModelProvider.isVanillaTopLevelModel(DynamicBakedModelProvider.java:138) Supplementaries (supplementaries), Version: 1.20-2.7.35 Issue tracker URL: [https://github.com/MehVahdJukaaSupplementaries/issues](https://github.com/MehVahdJukaaSupplementaries/issues) at TRANSFORMEsupplementaries@1.20-2.7.35/net.mehvahdjukaar.supplementaries.client.renderers.tiles.BookPileBlockTileRenderer.renderBook(BookPileBlockTileRenderer.java:133) Moonlight Library (moonlight), Version: 1.20-2.9.10 Issue tracker URL: [https://github.com/MehVahdJukaaMoonlight/issues](https://github.com/MehVahdJukaaMoonlight/issues) at TRANSFORMEmoonlight@1.20-2.9.10/net.mehvahdjukaar.moonlight.api.platform.forge.ClientHelperImpl.getModel(ClientHelperImpl.java:220) Lazurite (lazurite), Version: 1.0.2+mc1.20.1 Issue tracker URL: [https://github.com/Su5eD/Lazurite/issues](https://github.com/Su5eD/Lazurite/issues) Mixin class: link.infra.indium.mixin.sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask Target: me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask at TRANSFORMExenon@0.3.11+mc1.20.1/me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.redirect$fde000$lazurite$onRenderBlock(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:2046) Xenon (xenon), Version: 0.3.11+mc1.20.1 at TRANSFORMExenon@0.3.11+mc1.20.1/me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.pipeline.BlockRenderer.getGeometry(BlockRenderer.java:167)Stacktrace:
at org.embeddedt.modernfix.dynamicresources.DynamicBakedModelProvider.isVanillaTopLevelModel(DynamicBakedModelProvider.java:138) \~\[modernfix-forge-5.13.0+mc1.20.1.jar%23619!/:5.13.0+mc1.20.1\] {re:mixin,re:classloading} -- Block being rendered --Details:
Block: Block{supplementaries:book\_pile}\[books=1,waterlogged=false\] Block location: World: (-1162,131,-955), Section: (at 6,3,5 in -73,8,-60; chunk contains blocks -1168,-64,-960 to -1153,319,-945), Region: (-3,-2; contains chunks -96,-64 to -65,-33, blocks -1536,-64,-1024 to -1025,319,-513) Chunk section: RenderSection at chunk (-73, 8, -60) from (-1168, 128, -960) to (-1153, 143, -945) Render context volume: BoundingBox{minX=-1170, minY=126, minZ=-962, maxX=-1151, maxY=145, maxZ=-943} Stacktrace:at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.execute(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:137) \~\[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?\] {re:mixin,re:computing\_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:block\_id.MixinChunkRenderRebuildTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:shader\_overrides.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.sodium.mixins.json:ChunkBuilderMeshingTaskMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.tasks.ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.execute(ChunkBuilderMeshingTask.java:50) \~\[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?\] {re:mixin,re:computing\_frames,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:block\_id.MixinChunkRenderRebuildTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.compat.sodium.json:shader\_overrides.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.sodium.mixins.json:ChunkBuilderMeshingTaskMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:indium.mixins.json:sodium.MixinChunkBuilderMeshingTask from mod lazurite,pl:mixin:A} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.executor.ChunkJobTyped.execute(ChunkJobTyped.java:44) \~\[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?\] {re:computing\_frames,re:classloading} at me.jellysquid.mods.sodium.client.render.chunk.compile.executor.ChunkBuilder$WorkerRunnable.run(ChunkBuilder.java:207) \~\[xenon-0.3.11+mc1.20.1.jar%23710!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.lang.Thread.run(Thread.java:833) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} -- Affected level --Details:
All players: 1 total; \[LocalPlayer\['LittleStinky04'/1128, l='ClientLevel', x=-1173.35, y=133.00, z=-946.85\]\] Chunk stats: 453, 453 Level dimension: minecraft:overworld Level spawn location: World: (-7,64,-1787), Section: (at 9,0,5 in -1,4,-112; chunk contains blocks -16,-64,-1792 to -1,319,-1777), Region: (-1,-4; contains chunks -32,-128 to -1,-97, blocks -512,-64,-2048 to -1,319,-1537) Level time: 38272887 game time, 366000 day time Server brand: forge Server type: Non-integrated multiplayer serverStacktrace:
at net.minecraft.client.multiplayer.ClientLevel.m\_6026\_(ClientLevel.java:455) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%23726!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_clientworldclass,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_clientworldclass,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_clientworldclass,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_clientworldclass,pl:mixin:APP:xenon.mixins.json:features.render.world.ClientLevelMixin from mod xenon,pl:mixin:APP:citadel.mixins.json:client.ClientLevelMixin from mod citadel,pl:mixin:APP:supplementaries-common.mixins.json:ClientLevelMixin from mod supplementaries,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.vertexformat.json:block\_rendering.MixinClientLevel from mod oculus,pl:mixin:APP:krypton.mixins.json:client.fastchunkentityaccess.ClientWorldMixin from mod krypton,pl:mixin:APP:lithium.mixins.json:chunk.entity\_class\_groups.ClientWorldMixin from mod radium,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientLevelMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:APP:entityculling.mixins.json:ClientWorldMixin from mod entityculling,pl:mixin:APP:lambdynlights.mixins.json:ClientWorldMixin from mod ryoamiclights,pl:mixin:APP:blue\_skies.mixins.json:ClientLevelMixin from mod blue\_skies,pl:mixin:APP:bclib.mixins.client.json:ClientLevelMixin from mod bclib,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinClientLevel from mod architectury,pl:mixin:APP:fabric-lifecycle-events-v1.client.mixins.json:ClientWorldMixin from mod fabric\_lifecycle\_events\_v1,pl:mixin:APP:farsight.mixins.json:ClientWorldMixin from mod farsight\_view,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.ClientLevelMixin from mod alexscaves,pl:mixin:APP:xenon.mixins.json:core.world.biome.ClientWorldMixin from mod xenon,pl:mixin:APP:xenon.mixins.json:core.world.map.ClientWorldMixin from mod xenon,pl:mixin:APP:forge-badoptimizations.mixins.json:tick.MixinClientWorldCloudColor from mod (unknown),pl:mixin:APP:forge-badoptimizations.mixins.json:tick.MixinClientWorldSkyColor from mod (unknown),pl:mixin:A,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.m\_91354\_(Minecraft.java:2319) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%23726!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick\_render\_call,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_minecraftclient,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraftclient,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick\_render\_call,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_minecraftclient,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraftclient,pl:mixin:A,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.m\_91374\_(Minecraft.java:735) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%23726!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick\_render\_call,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_minecraftclient,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraftclient,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraft\_runtick\_render\_call,xf:fml:xaerominimap:xaero\_minecraftclient,xf:fml:xaeroworldmap:xaero\_wm\_minecraftclient,pl:mixin:A,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:218) \~\[forge-47.2.17.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin from mod flywheel,pl:mixin:A,pl:connector\_pre\_launch:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {} -- Last reload --Details:
Reload number: 1 Reload reason: initial Finished: Yes Packs: vanilla, mod\_resources, file/Stay\_True\_1.20.zip, file/MandalasGUI+Modded\_Dakmode\_v4.6.zip, file/Mandalas\_Legacy\_Gui\_Background.zip, overrides\_pack, file/Created Simple Storage 1.3.zip, file/Aether Regenerated v1.1.2.zip, file/waystones\_1.20.zip, file/Icon Xaero's 1.13.zip, file/Better\_Modded\_GUI.zip, file/NoBushyLeaves.zip, fabric, Moonlight Mods Dynamic Assets, builtin/DAGoldenSwetBallFixClient, diagonalblocks:default\_block\_models-- System Details --
Details:
Minecraft Version: 1.20.1 Minecraft Version ID: 1.20.1 Operating System: Windows 10 (amd64) version 10.0 Java Version: 17.0.8, Microsoft Java VM Version: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (mixed mode), Microsoft Memory: 1171134000 bytes (1116 MiB) / 5049942016 bytes (4816 MiB) up to 7046430720 bytes (6720 MiB) CPUs: 4 Processor Vendor: GenuineIntel Processor Name: Intel(R) Core(TM) i5-4460 CPU @ 3.20GHz Identifier: Intel64 Family 6 Model 60 Stepping 3 Microarchitecture: Haswell (Client) Frequency (GHz): 3.19 Number of physical packages: 1 Number of physical CPUs: 4 Number of logical CPUs: 4 Graphics card #0 name: Intel(R) HD Graphics 4600 Graphics card #0 vendor: Intel Corporation (0x8086) Graphics card #0 VRAM (MB): 1024.00 Graphics card #0 deviceId: 0x0412 Graphics card #0 versionInfo: DriverVersion=20.19.15.4531 Graphics card #1 name: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 1060 3GB Graphics card #1 vendor: NVIDIA (0x10de) Graphics card #1 VRAM (MB): 3072.00 Graphics card #1 deviceId: 0x1c02 Graphics card #1 versionInfo: DriverVersion=31.0.15.4665 Memory slot #0 capacity (MB): 8192.00 Memory slot #0 clockSpeed (GHz): 1.60 Memory slot #0 type: DDR3 Memory slot #1 capacity (MB): 8192.00 Memory slot #1 clockSpeed (GHz): 1.60 Memory slot #1 type: DDR3 Virtual memory max (MB): 27052.93 Virtual memory used (MB): 21447.64 Swap memory total (MB): 10752.00 Swap memory used (MB): 732.73 JVM Flags: 4 total; -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance\_javaw.exe\_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Xss1M -Xmx6720m -Xms256m Loaded Shaderpack: (off) Launched Version: forge-47.2.17 Backend library: LWJGL version 3.3.1 build 7 Backend API: NVIDIA GeForce GTX 1060 3GB/PCIe/SSE2 GL version 4.6.0 NVIDIA 546.65, NVIDIA Corporation Window size: 1360x768 GL Caps: Using framebuffer using OpenGL 3.2 GL debug messages: Using VBOs: Yes Is Modded: Definitely; Client brand changed to 'forge' Type: Client (map\_client.txt) Graphics mode: fancy Resource Packs: vanilla, mod\_resources, file/Stay\_True\_1.20.zip, file/MandalasGUI+Modded\_Dakmode\_v4.6.zip, file/Mandalas\_Legacy\_Gui\_Background.zip, builtin/overrides\_pack, file/Created Simple Storage 1.3.zip, file/Aether Regenerated v1.1.2.zip, file/waystones\_1.20.zip, file/Icon Xaero's 1.13.zip, file/Better\_Modded\_GUI.zip, file/NoBushyLeaves.zip, fabric, Moonlight Mods Dynamic Assets, builtin/DAGoldenSwetBallFixClient (incompatible) Current Language: en\_us CPU: 4x Intel(R) Core(TM) i5-4460 CPU @ 3.20GHz Sinytra Connector: 1.0.0-beta.36+1.20.1 SINYTRA CONNECTOR IS PRESENT! Please verify issues are not caused by Connector before reporting them to mod authors. If you're unsure, file a report on Connector's issue tracker. Connector's issue tracker can be found at https://github.com/Sinytra/Connectoissues. Installed Fabric mods: ================================================== ============================== ============================== ==================== Eldritch\_End-FORGE-MC1.20.1-0.2.31\_mapped\_srg\_1.20 Eldritch End eldritch\_end 0.2.31 better-end-4.0.11\_mapped\_srg\_1.20.1.jar Better End betterend 4.0.11 bclib-3.0.14$wunderlib-1.1.5\_mapped\_srg\_1.20.1.jar WunderLib wunderlib 1.1.5 bclib-3.0.14\_mapped\_srg\_1.20.1.jar BCLib bclib 3.0.14 inventorymanagement-1.3.1+1.20\_mapped\_srg\_1.20.1.j Inventory Management inventorymanagement 1.3.1 spawnersplus-2.0.1-1.20.1\_mapped\_srg\_1.20.1.jar Spawners+ spawners\_plus 2.0.1-1.20.1 ModLauncher: 10.0.9+10.0.9+main.dcd20f30 ModLauncher launch target: forgeclient ModLauncher naming: srg ModLauncher services: mixin-0.8.5.jar mixin PLUGINSERVICE eventbus-6.0.5.jar eventbus PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar slf4jfixer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar object\_holder\_definalize PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar runtime\_enum\_extender PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar capability\_token\_subclass PLUGINSERVICE accesstransformers-8.0.4.jar accesstransformer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.17.jar runtimedistcleaner PLUGINSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar mixin TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar redirector TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar fml TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar mixin-transmogrifier TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar connector\_loader TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE FML Language Providers: minecraft@1.0 Configured Defaults@8.0.1 javafml@null kotlinforforge@4.10.0 lowcodefml@null
2024.05.19 00:04 Isaac_aufc07 My experience with anxiety and depression, from lost to found
Last year around April and May time I was doing the nat 5 exams in scotland, but I was also smoking quite a bit of weed at the time, I'm including this because after my first anxiety attack I always seemed to get anxious from smoking weed. Anyways my first anxiety attack was in the nat 5 maths exam and it was insane, I had never experienced anything like it before. It felt like my whole body had this rush of negative feelings and made me feel quite sick (I've also been an emetophobe which is the fear of being sick) it was like this feeling of impending doom aswell and felt like I was losi g touch with reality. I then started to get these more and more in school for some reason, I'm not quite sure why, it got quite bad to the point that when I came home from school after these I was drained and couldn't be bothered with anything. Then the summer came and I started going out with my mates less and less because of my anxiety, and even got to the point where it would cause me to stop enjoying things I used to love like going to support my football team etc. Then when summer ended I started getting it in school a lot more often to the point where it was everyday, everyday I would be anxious and on edge at school and everyday I would come home drained and depressed about this. I could hardly do anything with comfort and ease such as riding in cars or public transport or spending too long in shops. Then when christmas was approaching I was really nervous about all the people and the constant stuff to be doing, turns out overtime in the festive period the Christmas spirit got to me and I started to get happier, it also made me deeply reflect on the past year where i really struggled mentally, and I decided I was going to put it to a stop once and for all. I decided to start exercising and meditating every morning, that way the day would start positive. I also limited my screen time which caused me to be more confident in having real fun. The first week or 2 of 2024 was quite tough because I had never done any of these things before but the spirit of getting better was still in me and I gradually started to see changes and got less and less anxious and depressed, I started to enjoy the football again, I was a lot more comfortable with public transport, even went on a trip to central London which is crazy busy and not a place for anxiety, but I didn't only cope well, but also enjoyed myself and was living in the moment! But most importantly, I can now spend time with my friends and family and be myself again. I wish everyone who is suffering anxiety the best in their self improvement, If I can do it you can do it. Stay strong💪🏴
submitted by Isaac_aufc07 to Anxiety [link] [comments]
2024.05.19 00:04 Honest_Tree_4823 Confused about which option to do
I used to take the pill years ago but I don’t remember much about why I stopped. I did have some weight gain and at the time my doctor said it’s risky as it may increase risk of cancer (cancer runs in my family so this was even a bigger concern). My periods are only 4 days… but it’s very very heavy. The cramps are hell! I feel nauseous, dizzy, have headache, and barely eat for the whole 4 days. Sometimes I even pass out. I often call out of school and work the day my period starts and I realize I can’t be doing this every month for the rest of my life. I tried the mirena iud- went terrible! I was getting bald spots, massive weight gain, constant cramping and my cycle increased to 2 weeks with spotting. I really only had 1 week free each month free with no cramps and no bleeding. Whenever I have my period now I’m taking extra strength Tylenol every 6 hours EXACTLY, but now it barely helps me.
I feel so lost and aggravated that I have to deal with this. To make matters worse I have difficulty swallowing pills and the thought of taking a pill everyday scares me as i always choke and have really bad memory to even remember taking it. so I really don’t know what else there is for me to try. Pls help :(
submitted by Honest_Tree_4823 to birthcontrol [link] [comments]
I feel so lost and aggravated that I have to deal with this. To make matters worse I have difficulty swallowing pills and the thought of taking a pill everyday scares me as i always choke and have really bad memory to even remember taking it. so I really don’t know what else there is for me to try. Pls help :(
2024.05.19 00:03 ChamberedSecrets Weight opinions
 | I’m preparing to leave my BP with a friend for two months so I wanted to get a 2nd opinion about his weight , I think my boy is just about a year and I’m feeding him live every 7-10 days so wanted to make sure he was at a healthy weight before I leave for the summer. submitted by ChamberedSecrets to ballpython [link] [comments] |
2024.05.19 00:02 GrimCheeferGaming SATURDAY NIGHT GRIM! ft. Apex Legends and Helldivers 2!
 | http://www.twitch.tv/GrimCheeferGaming submitted by GrimCheeferGaming to TwitchSmallStreamers [link] [comments] Happy Saturday Night Grim! The ORIGINAL Community games night! Tonight @ 7:30pm EDT, we're heading back to Apex Legends to check out S21 before jumping into some Helldivers 2! Come join up or hang out for the good vibes, good company, and bad gameplay! https://preview.redd.it/v2ughfzn191d1.jpg?width=640&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f40080080458ed3e7c2ec7700948222a8b6a63c0 apexlegends #helldivers2 #twitchstreamer |
2024.05.19 00:02 GrimCheeferGaming SATURDAY NIGHT GRIM! ft. Apex Legends and Helldivers 2!
| | http://www.twitch.tv/GrimCheeferGaming submitted by GrimCheeferGaming to u/GrimCheeferGaming [link] [comments] Happy Saturday Night Grim! The ORIGINAL Community games night! Tonight @ 7:30pm EDT, we're heading back to Apex Legends to check out S21 before jumping into some Helldivers 2! Come join up or hang out for the good vibes, good company, and bad gameplay! https://preview.redd.it/hn447jsk191d1.jpg?width=640&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=22211959c1cb0e4990b5187468a062d5fdc6dbb6 apexlegends #helldivers2 #twitchstreamer |
2024.05.19 00:02 No-Abalone-6205 AITA For telling my mother off?
Hi first time posting here and sorry for my grammar, English is not my first language. I just need some perspective on this matter. So I (22M) live alone with my brother (14M). Our mother(42F) is working abroad with her boyfriend what means she is not at home with us. For some background. My Mother divorsed my father two years ago. He was an alcoholic who neglected me and my brother and thought that if he brings money home then he is releved from any parental responsibility. They lived separately for over 10 years and HATED EACH OTHER with passion, before they divorsed. My mom is no saint either. She loses her temper very fast what makes her say very cruel things. I was the scapegoat in the family because my i can't back off a fight eather, so when my mother attacked me verbaly i always clap back and that's what she wanted to have someone to screem at and blame for everything. My brother is very timid and the complete opposite of me. Oh and what i forgot to mention my mother is a compleat controll freak. There are many things she did (like hitting us when we were little because we did something wrong) but then she would be sweet as honey tu us for the next two weeks and then the cycle repeats. I know that some of you will tell that she is a bad mom but that's how she was raised and she doesn't know better. but in the last 6 or 7 years she tried to be better and it shows, So to the topic. When my mother divorsed my father and getting alimony for my brother (he fought for the lowes he could get) money was tight. My mother worked as a menager and I as a student couldn't get a full time job so i worked in some firms part time and did tutoring whenever I could. We had money to pay the bills and everything but when the month was over we had little savings (we live in a home in a village so there is always something to repair and sometimes it is tough). I wanted to pause my studies and go working but my mother was oposed of that. We fought about it too. So we came to a agreement that I will be living with my brother in our country and my mother will go work abroad. The first couple of weeks were fine but then the controll mode in my mother swithed on. She wanted to know when we get up, when we go to sleep, what we eat, what we are doing etc. And i don't mean like one or two times a day. She wanted to start a call with her on camera and the her everywhere. She was mad because we didn't replay to her messages because we were both in school. And it started to be very pushy, So the accident was yesterday when my brother, me and two of my fiends went out to eat in a restaurant (i didn't want to leave my brother behind and my friends like my brother so there was no problem). So we went out and when my mother found out she started to bombard us with questions like where, with who and other. That was perfectly fine. We answered everything and wanted to enjoy our night. But then She wanted to have pictures of the restaurant, the food - everything. I called her out on the group chat with me, her and my brother that we want to enjoy the food and we will talk to her when we get home. And i thought thats tsht. But then she started to write messages to my brother privetly, with the same questions over and over again. And my brother as a timid person answered. But then we went on a glowing fountain show and i to my brother that he should put his phone in my backpack when we go near water just to be save. The show was over we went bac to my car. Driving back home my brother takes his phone from my backpack and there is like 8 missed calls from our mother. (Quick note I have mostly my phone on silent and everyone who knows me knows that). He picks up the next call from her and then it starts. The screaming "WHERE ARE YOU? DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS? WHY ARE YOU NOT PICKING UP YOUR PHONE? WHY ARE YOU STILL UP? WHERE IS YOUR BROTHER (me)? WHY ISN'T HE PICKING UP HIS PHONE" threats and other things like that. My brother tried to say something but she was cutting him off every time. He was about to cry so I said that he shoul give me on speaker (I was driving). When he did that i said that we will contact her when we will be back and we are on the way home so clearly we ar still not back home. She started to screm something about dangers with driving at night but i screamed back that the only thing distracting me from the road is she right now and she should hang up right now. After that she did hang up. And the next day she was like nothing ever happened. Or so i thought because when we came back from some garden work we get a message that She won't bother us because apparently she's bothering us because she's worried and we don't give a damn about it. And other crap like that. My brother starts crying and tries to phone her and she rejects his call, so he starts to apologise to her via text. I on the other hand locked my self in another room so my brother wouldn't hear me and tear my mother a new one via a voice message that if she wants to be angry at someone that better be angry at me because now brother is crying now because her, he is in distress because of that (She loves to use that kind of manipulation). That if she thougt I'm so irresponsible that i took my brother for a nice trip on a WEEKEND and we came back home at 23:30 again on a WEEKEND where he could sleep how much he wants then thats her problem. She answered that she wants just to make shure he and i are save. And thats what was when i lost it because a month prior she didn't had a problem to arrange for him a bus among strangers and for him to travel 15 hours through 3 countries to her place and leaving him alone in a apartment in a forign country for 9 hours and if she really thinks that guilttripping my brother is a good idea then there is something wrong with her. There were many other things said in that text. She didn't replay to it but wrote to my brother like nothing happens. So Am I wrong to tell my mother off?
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2024.05.19 00:02 Simple_Turnip_5526 Rant/Vent: Losing weight right after accepting my body has actually made me more insecure???
Listen, I KNOW I shouldn't complain about unexpected weight loss, but I need to put my thoughts somewhere.
Right as I was finally accepting that I'm just gonna be a chubby girl and that that's fine and my love for myself is unrelated to my weight, my lifestyle really changed. I got on ADHD meds which really helped me function with my autism and depression. Thanks to this I got a 9-5 in my desired field where I go up and down two flights of stairs at least 10 and at most 30+ times per day + I walk a lot. I also just don't have as much time to eat out of boredom now that I'm working. To top it off I've also started playing Just Dance pretty intensely for at least 4 hours every sunday, just for fun. This has all lead to me losing 11,5 kg/25 pounds and counting (from 66,5 to 54,0 kg in about 7 months).
I wasn't that overweight before, and I'm not underweight now, but the loss is, like, shocking. I'm looking more and more like the 'stereotypical' female beauty standard, I can feel my bones when I'm washing my body and face, and my face looks much older. Clothes I loved are too big. My hourglass figure has become more rectangular not that my hips have slimmed down but my waist has stayed the same.
I always wanted to lose weight, dreamt of it daily tbh, then when I finally accepted my body and started to love it I started losing the weight. I'm conflicted. I weigh myself almost daily now so I can track my weight in an app (I had been doing this since before the loss started but didn't weigh myself nearly as obsessively). When I see old photos of myself, I don't feel better about my current self, but worse and worry about gaining the weight again some day.
I just want to know if anyone relates. I feel like I'm being ungrateful for what is objectively a pretty lucky set of circumstances.
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Right as I was finally accepting that I'm just gonna be a chubby girl and that that's fine and my love for myself is unrelated to my weight, my lifestyle really changed. I got on ADHD meds which really helped me function with my autism and depression. Thanks to this I got a 9-5 in my desired field where I go up and down two flights of stairs at least 10 and at most 30+ times per day + I walk a lot. I also just don't have as much time to eat out of boredom now that I'm working. To top it off I've also started playing Just Dance pretty intensely for at least 4 hours every sunday, just for fun. This has all lead to me losing 11,5 kg/25 pounds and counting (from 66,5 to 54,0 kg in about 7 months).
I wasn't that overweight before, and I'm not underweight now, but the loss is, like, shocking. I'm looking more and more like the 'stereotypical' female beauty standard, I can feel my bones when I'm washing my body and face, and my face looks much older. Clothes I loved are too big. My hourglass figure has become more rectangular not that my hips have slimmed down but my waist has stayed the same.
I always wanted to lose weight, dreamt of it daily tbh, then when I finally accepted my body and started to love it I started losing the weight. I'm conflicted. I weigh myself almost daily now so I can track my weight in an app (I had been doing this since before the loss started but didn't weigh myself nearly as obsessively). When I see old photos of myself, I don't feel better about my current self, but worse and worry about gaining the weight again some day.
I just want to know if anyone relates. I feel like I'm being ungrateful for what is objectively a pretty lucky set of circumstances.
2024.05.19 00:01 Horror_Hand_2414 19m (rant) looking for friends/friend bro, read if you want
why is it so hard to make friends?
m19 here from (still in) maryland, and lately i've realized how lonely I am, lmao. I have my hobbies and stuff but yet, I'm so lonely, i have one friend, who's been my friend since middle school, he's my bro. but i realized i legit have no friends..or a friend like me, here's some points I've seen/made 👇🏾
° fake people: there's too many fake people in the world today, worried about “worldly” bull crap or something stupid, wanting to be in drama, coming to you, then completely ignoring you or ghosting, I find it fake, sorta bummy and immature. people don't know the definition of a “friendship” or a “very close bond” like i'm gonna stick beside you no matter what, people don't seem to get that, then play victim when you call them out. people will use you, talk poorly of you, do all things wrong, i can't stand that. which is why i enjoy being more of a loner..i hate fake friends and i am not no fake friend, im sorta clingy
° people have weird interests/and are boring: this is, i guess controversial, tough one? but people have their interests but i've met some people (school/outside) that's into some weird crap, pronouns for one, i dislike folk whose interests are gender crap, not much into anime honestly, i do love harry potter though. i find a lot of people boring and never knowing how to have a conversation, never wanna be like “come over and chill, or let's watch a horror film” or anything like that, i've always wanted a male friend to explore stuff with, let's ride our skateboards around and learn tricks/let's ride through the night, i'd love to explore abandoned places honestly, guess i'm more of an that “emo boy that's always up to something”. i also love a childish person, stupid jokes/pranks are always the best, where's the trustworthy people who'd wanna skate all night and go to a pizza joint and chill at each other places all night watching horror films, (and i love horror. anyone seen the movie terrifer? the conjuring? house of 1000 corpses? lords of salem!!) talking about whatever, even deep conversations all night with pizza. play video games with me if you'd want, im a console player, i enjoy my xbox, we can facetime and play stupid stuff or id come to you and chill. who still plays minecraft lmao, im a huge lover of the grunge, skateboard theme, nighttime themed things, yeah i'm a slytherin 🐍. i can't find people like that. also, any other song writers out there? i love making my own music, rock is dope but it depends on the rock..
° bad places and everyone is untrustworthy/ghetto: i grew up in the hood, not to be prideful but it's sorta easy to see through people and know when stupid crap is going down. it's hard finding friends like you in the area you live in. this goes along with fake friends cause people are fake, users, and ghetto af. like what the hell? i mean like dude, if I'm your friend, i mean that, im not gonna use you for money or betray you for some chick or whoever. people don't seem to get that. i also find it stupid how guys, other males are such simps for women and will completely throw you under the bus for a woman, women do the same with men, it's fake af.
° i hate people/large crowds/groups: this i feel like a lot of people can relate to. i absolutely hate people and not on a “woke” level, but on a “people do too much” level, yes people do too much and they always deny that they're doing too much. i hate big groups, because they always fall, which is a heartbreaker dude..it can be 4 of us, then 3, then 2, then none. i've always prefered a group of 3 or just one guy and myself. this gonna sound weird but i've always wanted a male friend, a guys guy really. i don't really go to skate parks, cause it's usually to many people, doing the most per usual, like there's one by the baltimore harbor, i'd rather go at night due to the amount of people there during the day. it sounds cheesy but i hate people. i really do.
° no one has my interest: this is the same as people having weird interests, but this is true. no one has the same interest as me, and i hear that people with the same interest are the ones that argue a lot, fall apart quickly, or just can't get along, i don't know how true that is entirely. but that's where the communication falls in, talk to me man. if there's an issue, open your mouth! don't be a pussy and keep it to yourself and talk poorly of me and hate me. that's not right, it's wack and lame af. people who do that really need to get themselves in check. like again, i love horror, i love the hell out of horror, its all I watch, anyone here watch mr.nightmare ? on youtube, also people enjoy stupid stuff and stay indoors to much. i get it, being in your space in your smelly room is cool and all, it's america, we hate it here, but personally i think there so much more, like I said I love night time stuff, abandoned houses/churches/stores, etc, i'm always down for it all, guess it's my emo horror obsession haha. anyone want to work and save up money together? where's the people like that who wouldn't steal your money, and dip off, like we save and use it for stuff like pizza, new skateboards, deep woods campfires and outings man. spending the night at each other's place, sneaking into spots! and one thing, building each other up, im the type to help you out, if you feel bad or something, let me know and id help, I know depression runs through a lot of people, and if I had that friend that in looking for in gonna be there, no matter what. that's just the kinda person I am, not satanic lol, just..emo? or grunge? i don't know..
° no one is loyal/have bad families/too sensitive: this is a tough one but im just gonna say it. people aways hated that I have no filter, not that I have a nasty mouth and I always have to put my opinion in stuff, i'm more so very quiet. i also have a dark sense of humor, im black, so i definitely do say racial jokes, not as a insult, but a little humor or whatever. dark humor is always the best. but i have no filter, i'm gonna tell you the truth of what it is, what I enjoy, what I hate, just point blank period, and people hate that, i'm nor gonna sugar coat anything! a true friendship circles and stays strong through truth and open words, if you can't handle that, something is honestly wrong with you fr. families, now. i won't judge you for having a bad home, but what i mean is, completely putting all that, that's not your responsibility in the way. i did that once, as an older sibling, i believe younger siblings aren't no one's responsibility, i once canceled plans to “watch and take care” of siblings when their old enough to watch themselves, which i regret. if you're having a bad time, you always got me there. which falls into loyal, people aren't loyal. which is basically people are fake. im a longterm friendship kinda dude. you're my homie, just like that.
° finally, judging and redflags: i don't judge at all, ask ill tell, but I don't judge at all. I don't see a point? none of us is perfect, so I don't see a point, saying what you feel is different than judging fr. same with redflags, guess mines would be im clingy 😂 i love clingy people as well, im not sure. but red flags falls into the same with, people do too much, people are fake, and users. and it amazes me completely how someone will use you, for however long, then completely ditch you in the end, or when you're caught, times get rough, or something like that. I really really hate that and that's what destroys friendships. don't really care if someone is clingy.
guess that's all, i think friendships in 2018-2024 are absolutely awful, and I hate that so much. there's no one else around really, like what the hell 😂 and still today, no friends. i be hoping i can find someone like me, like if you'll be there forever man mean that and stand on it. i think the future of friendships will die out honestly. no one can trust each other, no one can spend nights no more, go out, or anything..im not into politics, I don't care about presidents or anything, nor money, I need it, I know, which is why I'm still job searching, I just think there's more to a friendship besides money, arguing, drama, stupid stuff. that's it from me i guess 😂 just a lil rant since I joined this group. show me your skateboard, songs and favorite bands! mines is behemoth and a few grunge ones.. hopefully id find a friend ..
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m19 here from (still in) maryland, and lately i've realized how lonely I am, lmao. I have my hobbies and stuff but yet, I'm so lonely, i have one friend, who's been my friend since middle school, he's my bro. but i realized i legit have no friends..or a friend like me, here's some points I've seen/made 👇🏾
° fake people: there's too many fake people in the world today, worried about “worldly” bull crap or something stupid, wanting to be in drama, coming to you, then completely ignoring you or ghosting, I find it fake, sorta bummy and immature. people don't know the definition of a “friendship” or a “very close bond” like i'm gonna stick beside you no matter what, people don't seem to get that, then play victim when you call them out. people will use you, talk poorly of you, do all things wrong, i can't stand that. which is why i enjoy being more of a loner..i hate fake friends and i am not no fake friend, im sorta clingy
° people have weird interests/and are boring: this is, i guess controversial, tough one? but people have their interests but i've met some people (school/outside) that's into some weird crap, pronouns for one, i dislike folk whose interests are gender crap, not much into anime honestly, i do love harry potter though. i find a lot of people boring and never knowing how to have a conversation, never wanna be like “come over and chill, or let's watch a horror film” or anything like that, i've always wanted a male friend to explore stuff with, let's ride our skateboards around and learn tricks/let's ride through the night, i'd love to explore abandoned places honestly, guess i'm more of an that “emo boy that's always up to something”. i also love a childish person, stupid jokes/pranks are always the best, where's the trustworthy people who'd wanna skate all night and go to a pizza joint and chill at each other places all night watching horror films, (and i love horror. anyone seen the movie terrifer? the conjuring? house of 1000 corpses? lords of salem!!) talking about whatever, even deep conversations all night with pizza. play video games with me if you'd want, im a console player, i enjoy my xbox, we can facetime and play stupid stuff or id come to you and chill. who still plays minecraft lmao, im a huge lover of the grunge, skateboard theme, nighttime themed things, yeah i'm a slytherin 🐍. i can't find people like that. also, any other song writers out there? i love making my own music, rock is dope but it depends on the rock..
° bad places and everyone is untrustworthy/ghetto: i grew up in the hood, not to be prideful but it's sorta easy to see through people and know when stupid crap is going down. it's hard finding friends like you in the area you live in. this goes along with fake friends cause people are fake, users, and ghetto af. like what the hell? i mean like dude, if I'm your friend, i mean that, im not gonna use you for money or betray you for some chick or whoever. people don't seem to get that. i also find it stupid how guys, other males are such simps for women and will completely throw you under the bus for a woman, women do the same with men, it's fake af.
° i hate people/large crowds/groups: this i feel like a lot of people can relate to. i absolutely hate people and not on a “woke” level, but on a “people do too much” level, yes people do too much and they always deny that they're doing too much. i hate big groups, because they always fall, which is a heartbreaker dude..it can be 4 of us, then 3, then 2, then none. i've always prefered a group of 3 or just one guy and myself. this gonna sound weird but i've always wanted a male friend, a guys guy really. i don't really go to skate parks, cause it's usually to many people, doing the most per usual, like there's one by the baltimore harbor, i'd rather go at night due to the amount of people there during the day. it sounds cheesy but i hate people. i really do.
° no one has my interest: this is the same as people having weird interests, but this is true. no one has the same interest as me, and i hear that people with the same interest are the ones that argue a lot, fall apart quickly, or just can't get along, i don't know how true that is entirely. but that's where the communication falls in, talk to me man. if there's an issue, open your mouth! don't be a pussy and keep it to yourself and talk poorly of me and hate me. that's not right, it's wack and lame af. people who do that really need to get themselves in check. like again, i love horror, i love the hell out of horror, its all I watch, anyone here watch mr.nightmare ? on youtube, also people enjoy stupid stuff and stay indoors to much. i get it, being in your space in your smelly room is cool and all, it's america, we hate it here, but personally i think there so much more, like I said I love night time stuff, abandoned houses/churches/stores, etc, i'm always down for it all, guess it's my emo horror obsession haha. anyone want to work and save up money together? where's the people like that who wouldn't steal your money, and dip off, like we save and use it for stuff like pizza, new skateboards, deep woods campfires and outings man. spending the night at each other's place, sneaking into spots! and one thing, building each other up, im the type to help you out, if you feel bad or something, let me know and id help, I know depression runs through a lot of people, and if I had that friend that in looking for in gonna be there, no matter what. that's just the kinda person I am, not satanic lol, just..emo? or grunge? i don't know..
° no one is loyal/have bad families/too sensitive: this is a tough one but im just gonna say it. people aways hated that I have no filter, not that I have a nasty mouth and I always have to put my opinion in stuff, i'm more so very quiet. i also have a dark sense of humor, im black, so i definitely do say racial jokes, not as a insult, but a little humor or whatever. dark humor is always the best. but i have no filter, i'm gonna tell you the truth of what it is, what I enjoy, what I hate, just point blank period, and people hate that, i'm nor gonna sugar coat anything! a true friendship circles and stays strong through truth and open words, if you can't handle that, something is honestly wrong with you fr. families, now. i won't judge you for having a bad home, but what i mean is, completely putting all that, that's not your responsibility in the way. i did that once, as an older sibling, i believe younger siblings aren't no one's responsibility, i once canceled plans to “watch and take care” of siblings when their old enough to watch themselves, which i regret. if you're having a bad time, you always got me there. which falls into loyal, people aren't loyal. which is basically people are fake. im a longterm friendship kinda dude. you're my homie, just like that.
° finally, judging and redflags: i don't judge at all, ask ill tell, but I don't judge at all. I don't see a point? none of us is perfect, so I don't see a point, saying what you feel is different than judging fr. same with redflags, guess mines would be im clingy 😂 i love clingy people as well, im not sure. but red flags falls into the same with, people do too much, people are fake, and users. and it amazes me completely how someone will use you, for however long, then completely ditch you in the end, or when you're caught, times get rough, or something like that. I really really hate that and that's what destroys friendships. don't really care if someone is clingy.
2024.05.19 00:01 Typical-Witness-9728 AITA for Ignoring My Wife's Birthday Because I Was Playing League of Legends?
Hi guys,
I (29M) have been married to my wife, Sarah (28F), for three years now. We’ve generally had a good relationship, but there’s been some tension lately due to my love for gaming, specifically League of Legends.
Sarah’s birthday was last weekend, and she had been dropping hints for weeks about wanting to do something special. She even mentioned she’d love to go to her favorite restaurant and maybe have a small gathering with friends. I had every intention of making her day great, but then the new League of Legends patch dropped.
For those who don’t know, a new patch means new updates, changes, and sometimes new characters. It’s a big deal in the gaming community, and I was really excited to dive into it. On the morning of Sarah’s birthday, I figured I’d play for just an hour or two before getting ready for her big day. But one game led to another, and before I knew it, hours had passed.
Sarah came into my gaming room around noon, reminding me that we needed to leave soon to make our lunch reservation. I told her I’d be ready in just a few minutes, but then I got caught up in another game. By the time I finally emerged, it was almost 3 PM, and we had missed the reservation.
Sarah was clearly upset, but I thought we could still salvage the day. I suggested we order in and watch a movie instead. She reluctantly agreed, but I could tell she was disappointed. We ended up ordering pizza, and while we were waiting, I thought I could sneak in one more game. Bad idea. The food arrived, and I was still mid-game, so Sarah ate alone.
By the time I finally finished playing, Sarah was quiet and distant. I tried to apologize, but she said she was tired and went to bed early. The next day, she barely spoke to me, and I started to realize I might have really messed up.
I talked to a couple of friends about it, and they were split. Some said I was definitely in the wrong, while others thought Sarah was overreacting to just one day. I love gaming, but I love my wife more, and I don’t want to keep making her feel like she’s not a priority.
I've started to consider I genuinely have a problem and it's really effecting my life.
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I (29M) have been married to my wife, Sarah (28F), for three years now. We’ve generally had a good relationship, but there’s been some tension lately due to my love for gaming, specifically League of Legends.
Sarah’s birthday was last weekend, and she had been dropping hints for weeks about wanting to do something special. She even mentioned she’d love to go to her favorite restaurant and maybe have a small gathering with friends. I had every intention of making her day great, but then the new League of Legends patch dropped.
For those who don’t know, a new patch means new updates, changes, and sometimes new characters. It’s a big deal in the gaming community, and I was really excited to dive into it. On the morning of Sarah’s birthday, I figured I’d play for just an hour or two before getting ready for her big day. But one game led to another, and before I knew it, hours had passed.
Sarah came into my gaming room around noon, reminding me that we needed to leave soon to make our lunch reservation. I told her I’d be ready in just a few minutes, but then I got caught up in another game. By the time I finally emerged, it was almost 3 PM, and we had missed the reservation.
Sarah was clearly upset, but I thought we could still salvage the day. I suggested we order in and watch a movie instead. She reluctantly agreed, but I could tell she was disappointed. We ended up ordering pizza, and while we were waiting, I thought I could sneak in one more game. Bad idea. The food arrived, and I was still mid-game, so Sarah ate alone.
By the time I finally finished playing, Sarah was quiet and distant. I tried to apologize, but she said she was tired and went to bed early. The next day, she barely spoke to me, and I started to realize I might have really messed up.
I talked to a couple of friends about it, and they were split. Some said I was definitely in the wrong, while others thought Sarah was overreacting to just one day. I love gaming, but I love my wife more, and I don’t want to keep making her feel like she’s not a priority.
I've started to consider I genuinely have a problem and it's really effecting my life.
2024.05.19 00:01 Shybella_1114 Looking for a server to host your favorite game?
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