Hardship letter for school
Malicious Compliance
2016.01.04 21:29 Not_An_Ambulance Malicious Compliance
People conforming to the letter, but not the spirit, of a request.
2013.05.09 19:46 omen2k Geology Careers
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2024.06.02 10:30 SaltyMagician7818 Chance a stressed out average Asian girl's stats
(I am also looking for more colleges to add to my list, feel free to help a girl out)
Health policy advocacy internship for substance abuse, led to published research (~5 months)
Internship at local university researching old literature (~3 months)
Communications director of a org that focused on child welfare system in US, drafted letters/worked with other orgs (1yrs)
Fellowship about political advocacy (~2 months)
Job as a swim instructor (~2yrs)
Swim varsity (4yrs)
Speech and debate varsity (~3yrs)
Editor for national award winning school newspaper (1yr)
Upper management role in club at school (~2yrs)
Part of a committee that learned about the legislative process and advised policy directors on stances/decisions (1yr)
Social media acc with over 100k post views/interactions (4yrs)
Volunteering @ local kids summer camp (3 months)
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- Demographics: Female, Asian, CA, semi-competitive public high school
- Hooks: first generation, "low-income"
- Intended Major(s): Public Health/Global Health/Public Policy
- ACT/SAT/SAT II: 1400 SAT (710 M, 690 RW) (hopefully higher when I retake)
- UW/W GPA and Rank: 3.65 UW, 4.01 W
- Coursework: AP US History, AP Physics C: Mech, AP Lang, AP Calc AB (haven't gotten scores back) + some honors classes (taking AP Bio, AP Lit, AP Stats, and AP Gov next year)
- Awards: High honor roll and PVSA gold
- Extracurriculars:
Health policy advocacy internship for substance abuse, led to published research (~5 months)
Internship at local university researching old literature (~3 months)
Communications director of a org that focused on child welfare system in US, drafted letters/worked with other orgs (1yrs)
Fellowship about political advocacy (~2 months)
Job as a swim instructor (~2yrs)
Swim varsity (4yrs)
Speech and debate varsity (~3yrs)
Editor for national award winning school newspaper (1yr)
Upper management role in club at school (~2yrs)
Part of a committee that learned about the legislative process and advised policy directors on stances/decisions (1yr)
Social media acc with over 100k post views/interactions (4yrs)
Volunteering @ local kids summer camp (3 months)
- Schools: To preface, I don't plan on applying to any safeties as I am in a weird financial spot. I am perfectly content with attending CC then transferring, its just that my parents will actually kill me if I don't at least try.
2024.06.02 10:21 LynxInternational942 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 10:13 Stock-Tennis2334 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 10:12 BoomedOuttaMyMind Flunked out of Law School
After finally getting accepted into Law School, and even though I technically passed all.my classes for the semester.
Renewing my lease for next year and coming home to work in a law firm for the summer. I received an Email Friday telling me that I have flunked below the standards of the Law School. So effective immediately I have been dismissed from the school with no chance to review or appeal.
The policy that effects me is that I must not fall below a 2.0 gpa average and I fell to 1.986 due to the grading curve that the school has set for itself.
Now I have to tell my father that I have failed and face this fire. I just need to get this off my chest to someone else before I do.
I will take any questions and advice on how to tell them.
The only answer I can have is that I was a single letter grade not even a large difference from passing. And this class I would have passed with at least a D+ would have kept me above water. If I did slight better on a paper.
I only received 8/10 credit hours since technically 2 classes I had this year were clinical classes. So I just got Participation which does not affect my GPA.
The first semester I gotten all high Cs in with a D in two class this past spring. With a high C in the last.
Again this is not a post about poor me. But I rant on need advice to explain to my father the situation.
I'm not sure I can apply again. I doubt they would even let me
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Renewing my lease for next year and coming home to work in a law firm for the summer. I received an Email Friday telling me that I have flunked below the standards of the Law School. So effective immediately I have been dismissed from the school with no chance to review or appeal.
The policy that effects me is that I must not fall below a 2.0 gpa average and I fell to 1.986 due to the grading curve that the school has set for itself.
Now I have to tell my father that I have failed and face this fire. I just need to get this off my chest to someone else before I do.
I will take any questions and advice on how to tell them.
The only answer I can have is that I was a single letter grade not even a large difference from passing. And this class I would have passed with at least a D+ would have kept me above water. If I did slight better on a paper.
I only received 8/10 credit hours since technically 2 classes I had this year were clinical classes. So I just got Participation which does not affect my GPA.
The first semester I gotten all high Cs in with a D in two class this past spring. With a high C in the last.
Again this is not a post about poor me. But I rant on need advice to explain to my father the situation.
I'm not sure I can apply again. I doubt they would even let me
2024.06.02 10:09 Agitated_Current2367 I want to die
Sometimes randomly, I get the urge to kill myself, no matter the time I feel a wave of this feeling of sadness and I feel like I want to die. I'm not sure why.
I just want to die, I've planned my death before several times before. Sometimes I get memories from my childhood of my mother locking me up in a closet for not playing piano good enough, climbing through my bedroom window to the the roof of my house because my father was beating me up, and then being dragged by my hair back into the house. My mother slapping me for not learning a math equation, My father slapping me and not wanting a child me to go on a family vacation because I refused to show him my letter to santa because he thought it was trash and did't want me to keep it
I don't like my life, I don't like playing 3 instruments, I don't like how my mother takes my brother's side in everything, I don't like thee people in my school, I don't like how my mother threatens to send me to my father's house whenever I make a mistake.
I'm sorry for ranting......and trauma dumping, I don't have anyone else
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I just want to die, I've planned my death before several times before. Sometimes I get memories from my childhood of my mother locking me up in a closet for not playing piano good enough, climbing through my bedroom window to the the roof of my house because my father was beating me up, and then being dragged by my hair back into the house. My mother slapping me for not learning a math equation, My father slapping me and not wanting a child me to go on a family vacation because I refused to show him my letter to santa because he thought it was trash and did't want me to keep it
I don't like my life, I don't like playing 3 instruments, I don't like how my mother takes my brother's side in everything, I don't like thee people in my school, I don't like how my mother threatens to send me to my father's house whenever I make a mistake.
I'm sorry for ranting......and trauma dumping, I don't have anyone else
2024.06.02 10:07 Daniel_Wilk Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 09:45 Fish_cant_feel_pain Struggling With Asking For Letter of Recommendation
Hello. I'm in a bit of a weird spot right now. I am getting ready to apply for grad school this Fall, and I have at least four people I know I could get a letter of recommendation from. The thing is, one of them is a professor from college who I haven't really spoken to that much in three years. We got a long well. I did fantastic in his classes, and I even did a clinical practicum with him. I am worried that it would be rude to ask him. I am worried that I would be popping out of nowhere and asking him for a favor-- seeming a little exploitative to ask him suddenly, not to mention I am not sure if he would have much to remember about me. I have an ongoing professional relationships with the other three people I'm going to ask. What's your advice? Thank you so much.
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2024.06.02 09:40 steampowered109 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 09:28 JESUSANT27 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 08:36 Groundbreaking_Mall2 Minecraft is legit a scam
Been playing the game since around 2010 and god damn I swear I've bought the game nearly 10+ times now either because of a different system like playstation or switch which I guess kinda makes sense but nooooo all my actual PC accounts I payed $20 each for back in the day no longer work because I didn't have access to a computer or anything while the migration stuff was going on and now I've got no other option than buying it again... Either way just bought it again for my new PC after some years so guess I'm the idiot for still paying over and over.
Rant over
EDIT: To everyone saying u could have used ur phone or whatever yes I could but after going thru some hardships there was loss of my home, family members, debt and juggling multiple jobs. But my point is that I had no idea about migration until it was over I didn’t have a pc for almost a decade, wasn’t keeping up to date in the tech space. It definitely could have been done but I had other / more important priorities. Just annoyed that after probably giving them $200+ I still need to buy it again as I pulled out my old school laptop from over a decade ago and pulled my credentials off it and still couldn’t get anywhere. And even if I could have migrated I lost access to the emails associated with them long ago.
Rant over again
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Rant over
EDIT: To everyone saying u could have used ur phone or whatever yes I could but after going thru some hardships there was loss of my home, family members, debt and juggling multiple jobs. But my point is that I had no idea about migration until it was over I didn’t have a pc for almost a decade, wasn’t keeping up to date in the tech space. It definitely could have been done but I had other / more important priorities. Just annoyed that after probably giving them $200+ I still need to buy it again as I pulled out my old school laptop from over a decade ago and pulled my credentials off it and still couldn’t get anywhere. And even if I could have migrated I lost access to the emails associated with them long ago.
Rant over again
2024.06.02 08:34 HauntingPerformer312 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 08:33 nominal_goat Submitted my application to GS 5/15 and recently received this email about FinAid
 | I’m a non-traditional older student (age>26). I haven’t filled out FAFSA yet. (It’s illegal if you have a prior student loan in default.) I can take care of the outstanding debt and fill out FAFSA soon. submitted by nominal_goat to TransferToTop25 [link] [comments] My questions are: Is this email a good sign? Will the amount of financial aid I qualify for affect my admissions chances? I.e., if I’m too “needy” will I face a higher chance of rejection? Also, since I’m older, do I need to list my parent’s financials? |
2024.06.02 08:27 Personal_Cow_4162 My son has been estranged on and off for over 5 years
Just wondering why it’s the new thing for it seems people to cut off their parents. I get severe abuse but while I wasn’t perfect by any means I raised my son from being 18 years old worker super hard went to school dealt with physical and mental abuse from his father so much so he went to jail. Fast forward, he finds someone in his early 20s and ends up paying for everything while working and going to school with my money as well. I don’t say much just ask the normal questions that concerned parents have when monetary questions come up and other minor things but only to him. Very minor things. I help with two degrees, rent, cars everything. Suddenly, after being with her he has a different beliefs on everything and while I get people evolve to this level and extent was definitely concerning. Ended up in counseling with him for a year while I am getting sick really sick I just ask for a chance with him - yet I feel this entire time I don’t bring up religion or politics which to be fair I never did before I would just go over things like I do think he is and was starting to just 100% be about her which is fine but so many changes so many of us being slowly distanced from but was happy to take any financial help from me so did she. Fast forward helped her with job didn’t exactly work out I was upset - meanwhile I never said anything to her only to my son. The were just living together but I understand not the best but I did it just like I feel many parents are concerned or can get frustrated esp since I was still helping financial and she went through career and jobs and everyone else was toxic and she was not speaking to her parents for years. He never cuts off contact from dad ever he is good guy the one that refused to help him his entire life, picked drugs and beating me over his son and helped his new kids with everything. He resumes contact with me after even cutting off my parents that treated him like a son even when my dad is sick just zero. Has over and over again said I don’t make her feel welcome or accepted oddly I have never felt the same I went out of my way besides a few statements about work to him only been humble and nice and helped them always with nothing expected. His dad introduced them. After I found out he got married from social media, I did lose it - we had been talking maybe once or twice a month and he always was scared to talk to me once he got near her being around and moved out of state. I knew something must be going on when I was crying and asking why he said I was being a victim that I am reactionary a lot of therapy speak but no apology just basically not a big deal and she doesn’t feel accepted I said what can I do I have apologized, send notes prior, acknowledge holidays zero worked. He said we all need therapy I agreed even though last time there were incidents he said happened that didn’t happen like I made fun of him at a birthday dinner by saying he was too serious at 16 was abusive. I still apologized. When I was blocked again after 5 years and spending less time than 3 hours with him in person I lost it - I did write emails about how I’ve been begging and walking on eggshells to gain acceptance and if this and a lot more but I had held in everything for years just pretending I am a horrible parent all her words btw - when I agreed to therapy he blocks me again and nothing makes sense unless it’s her even is own dad says it is. He is being 100% controlled by her and it’s rough being cut off. I am so depressed and my treatments are barely helping because of the chronic depression and anxiety - his dad still around so are her parents. I have apologized, letters emails calls and then left it alone for a year before he would send a birthday card or note or flowers or Mother’s Day he sends his two siblings Amazon cards only two weeks late. Barely speaks to them or my parents - doesn’t acknowledge me at all no cards no emails zero contact. I wrote a letter one of many to her no response.
I pray every day that my son will accept me for someone that can never be perfect but estrangement is so devastating I don’t diminish serious cases of abuse but that isn’t the case here. No parents are perfect they can try. I don’t understand why I can’t even get something back just hope nothing more. For children, please consider how devastating and depressing it can be to erase the person that gave you their all and sacrificed whatever you needed. I am not perfect again but I know in my heart I do not deserve no contact. It is like grieving a death and begging knowing I have zero ability to change it I even asked please if you can just let me know if there is a chance you will forgive me and speak to me no response- my dad is sick and I am sick - for kids that are thinking this is the only way it’s super hard. Beyond devastating.
Anything I can do?
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I pray every day that my son will accept me for someone that can never be perfect but estrangement is so devastating I don’t diminish serious cases of abuse but that isn’t the case here. No parents are perfect they can try. I don’t understand why I can’t even get something back just hope nothing more. For children, please consider how devastating and depressing it can be to erase the person that gave you their all and sacrificed whatever you needed. I am not perfect again but I know in my heart I do not deserve no contact. It is like grieving a death and begging knowing I have zero ability to change it I even asked please if you can just let me know if there is a chance you will forgive me and speak to me no response- my dad is sick and I am sick - for kids that are thinking this is the only way it’s super hard. Beyond devastating.
Anything I can do?
2024.06.02 08:24 unicorn_lady_420 Fired for asking not to do four jobs at once for $12/hr, artwork stolen and sold on merch by same employer, need advice.
In early 2021, I started working for a teeny gas station in the middle-of-nowhere, Nevada, under the table. Manager said they were too new and small to be able to hire me on the up and up and could only pay me $12.50/hr, but it came with a place to live. The house is actually condemnable, but because she kept promising they’d fix things, I agreed. I am also a freelance graphic designer and illustrator. Every once in awhile, manager would show me a graphic and ask if I could do something along those lines but personalized to the store or (the town). It started slowly, but she kept giving me little tasks that she claimed she didn’t know how to do, like make barcodes and print labels. Then cutting out vinyl graphics (that I made) on a Cricut for production. Sometimes I’d do 25 a day, and these are time consuming, all while running a store six days a week. Then, before I knew it, I had designed most of the merchandise in the store, and was responsible for producing nearly everything, for no pay raise. The crescendo happened on Memorial Day. Her husband, who was hired for maintenance by the owner, began screaming at me that I had not finished stocking the cooler that evening (even though I do it in the morning). It had been a very busy day. I tried to explain to him that it is hard to complete the designs I had been asked to make that day, print out the sublimation designs I’d been asked to get ready for production, press the remaining magnets I wasn’t able to finish the day before, cut the vinyl lettering for the school bus I’m supposed to have finished already, print out the t-shirt and mug labels, take care of the customers that had been walking in every ten minutes for eight hours straight, clean the bathrooms, wipe down the glass, and mop the floors, and finally; stock the fridges.
I’m still not sure why he took it upon himself to be so angry about something he isn’t actually supposed to be involved with to begin with.
I decided to tell (manager) that it seemed my design and production work was taking up enough time during work hours that I was unable to complete the basic cashiering tasks. I suggested we halt production temporarily as I was struggling to keep up with it all.
I was promptly fired.
The employee housing is deplorable and includes the following issues; no heat, inadequate air conditioning, no washing machine, no dryer, no dishwasher, no microwave, a semi-working oven, one toilet that doesn’t flush, the remaining working toilet has two big cracks up the front of it, a severe water leak in the master bathroom (possibly due to a cracked toilet), a termite infestation, outer panels that are literally falling off, every single faucet leaks, and two corners of the living room have caved in due to water damage.
They have since cut off my internet connection (I paid for it but it was in their name) changed the locks on my mailbox, and returned all my mail to sender.
The actual owner likely knows nothing about this because they refused to give me his contact information. I found his home address on his aviation license records.
They have stolen all of my designs that I’ve worked on over the last two years, never paid licensing or royalties, and now want me out of the house, although I have signed permission from the owner to be here. I have a copy of a Property Owner Residency Affidavit that the owner signed last year so I was able to get my license. It says nothing specifically about employment. I don’t want to stay here, but I have nowhere else to go yet because it happened so fast.
What rights, if any, do I have here?
I don’t want to let them get away with bullying me because I put down a reasonable boundary and stealing my artwork.
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I’m still not sure why he took it upon himself to be so angry about something he isn’t actually supposed to be involved with to begin with.
I decided to tell (manager) that it seemed my design and production work was taking up enough time during work hours that I was unable to complete the basic cashiering tasks. I suggested we halt production temporarily as I was struggling to keep up with it all.
I was promptly fired.
The employee housing is deplorable and includes the following issues; no heat, inadequate air conditioning, no washing machine, no dryer, no dishwasher, no microwave, a semi-working oven, one toilet that doesn’t flush, the remaining working toilet has two big cracks up the front of it, a severe water leak in the master bathroom (possibly due to a cracked toilet), a termite infestation, outer panels that are literally falling off, every single faucet leaks, and two corners of the living room have caved in due to water damage.
They have since cut off my internet connection (I paid for it but it was in their name) changed the locks on my mailbox, and returned all my mail to sender.
The actual owner likely knows nothing about this because they refused to give me his contact information. I found his home address on his aviation license records.
They have stolen all of my designs that I’ve worked on over the last two years, never paid licensing or royalties, and now want me out of the house, although I have signed permission from the owner to be here. I have a copy of a Property Owner Residency Affidavit that the owner signed last year so I was able to get my license. It says nothing specifically about employment. I don’t want to stay here, but I have nowhere else to go yet because it happened so fast.
What rights, if any, do I have here?
I don’t want to let them get away with bullying me because I put down a reasonable boundary and stealing my artwork.
2024.06.02 08:09 sambob_squarepants My non-verbal daughter acts like she doesn’t know stuff, when I know she does.
My 15yo daughter is technically non-verbal. She uses single words, but only on her own terms. We’re best friends, but we’ve never had a conversation. She definitely understands a lot of what I’m saying, but because I can’t converse with her, I have no way to confirm what she does and doesn’t comprehend. We just assume that she understands everything, and take whatever we can get.
She can read and write, but unfortunately I can’t utilize this as a better way to communicate, as it’s selective like her speech. When she was much younger, she would write words, like elephant and universal, or names of her favorite cartoons out of blocks or fridge magnets. She was doing so well at her school, with her teachers and friends. It seemed like she was on track to become at least partially verbal. Then Covid hit, and she regressed, a lot. She has an incredible memory, and memorizes random dates and specific stuff that we did on them, she knows pretty much every Disney and Pixar movie and the years they were released, she knows a surprising amount of song lyrics… but she doesn’t write words like she used to.
She has just turned 15, and has become ten times more difficult than before. Obviously, puberty is playing a huge role in this, and it definitely doesn’t help that she’s taller and stronger than me. Not only physically strong, but head-strong. She’s stubborn, knows what she wants, and gets incredibly frustrated when we can’t figure out what it is… or we can, but can’t get it for her right away. We can only get her to eat 3 types of food, and will only drink from one specific bottle. She will never listen to reason. She bites these two spots on her hand, angry-sings/screams, and shakes when she’s melting down, and it’s so often that she has these huge calluses on both sides of her hand from it. She takes off her clothes when she’s really mad (a HUGE problem when we’re in public!), and throws her shoes and headphones. Bedtime is almost always a nightmare… and when she chooses to perform most of her scream-singing. Sometimes I think she’s asleep, then out of nowhere she’ll start “ahh ahh ahh ahh! ahh ahh ahh ahh! ahh ahh ahh ahh!”… usually she’s a great singer, but it’s not pleasant to listen to when she’s mad, because she’s screaming like a feral banshee!!
She obsessively writes down dates. We have notebooks all around the place, and she can’t go anywhere without one. She writes in patterns, and will fill a whole page with just the first letter of everything she wants to write, then goes around adding single letters or numbers… she could be writing 50 things at the same time, some dates, some activities she likes, some favorite snacks… most of it nonsense, but very meaningful to her.
I’m babbling!!
My biggest frustration is that it’s like having a toddler who can overpower me. She knows when she’s being mean, and chooses to continue. There are some things that I 100% know that she understands, but she acts like she doesn’t. She’s so smart with some stuff, and remembers everything… except how to talk! Speech would be such a game changer. I love her unconditionally just the way she is, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t grieve for the relationship I thought we’d have by now.
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She can read and write, but unfortunately I can’t utilize this as a better way to communicate, as it’s selective like her speech. When she was much younger, she would write words, like elephant and universal, or names of her favorite cartoons out of blocks or fridge magnets. She was doing so well at her school, with her teachers and friends. It seemed like she was on track to become at least partially verbal. Then Covid hit, and she regressed, a lot. She has an incredible memory, and memorizes random dates and specific stuff that we did on them, she knows pretty much every Disney and Pixar movie and the years they were released, she knows a surprising amount of song lyrics… but she doesn’t write words like she used to.
She has just turned 15, and has become ten times more difficult than before. Obviously, puberty is playing a huge role in this, and it definitely doesn’t help that she’s taller and stronger than me. Not only physically strong, but head-strong. She’s stubborn, knows what she wants, and gets incredibly frustrated when we can’t figure out what it is… or we can, but can’t get it for her right away. We can only get her to eat 3 types of food, and will only drink from one specific bottle. She will never listen to reason. She bites these two spots on her hand, angry-sings/screams, and shakes when she’s melting down, and it’s so often that she has these huge calluses on both sides of her hand from it. She takes off her clothes when she’s really mad (a HUGE problem when we’re in public!), and throws her shoes and headphones. Bedtime is almost always a nightmare… and when she chooses to perform most of her scream-singing. Sometimes I think she’s asleep, then out of nowhere she’ll start “ahh ahh ahh ahh! ahh ahh ahh ahh! ahh ahh ahh ahh!”… usually she’s a great singer, but it’s not pleasant to listen to when she’s mad, because she’s screaming like a feral banshee!!
She obsessively writes down dates. We have notebooks all around the place, and she can’t go anywhere without one. She writes in patterns, and will fill a whole page with just the first letter of everything she wants to write, then goes around adding single letters or numbers… she could be writing 50 things at the same time, some dates, some activities she likes, some favorite snacks… most of it nonsense, but very meaningful to her.
I’m babbling!!
My biggest frustration is that it’s like having a toddler who can overpower me. She knows when she’s being mean, and chooses to continue. There are some things that I 100% know that she understands, but she acts like she doesn’t. She’s so smart with some stuff, and remembers everything… except how to talk! Speech would be such a game changer. I love her unconditionally just the way she is, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t grieve for the relationship I thought we’d have by now.
2024.06.02 08:02 oracle_robin Just need a place to vent a little.
Hi hi. I hope you're all doing well. I know it's probably sort of silly to come to a subreddit like his to just talk, but I wanted a place to do so and this seemed like the best option.
I'm so... so sad. And I try not to think about it so much, but it gets hard sometimes. I'm tearing up heavily just writing this post. I'm 20M, and I'm out of school, in College, but I had to withdraw from my first two semesters because I just couldn't handle it.
I'm doing my best to put on a happy face for everyone around me, including those I love, but I don't know how much longer I can keep doing it, I keep having these breakthrough days where I just don't have the energy to even get up, much less help around the house or get out to do anything.
My one thought that I always come back to is that I just want to be little again. The world was so much brighter then. I would come home from my elementary school and sit in the family office watching my mother play Plants Vs Zombies. And I always got so scared of the Zombies but I wanted to stay in there and put on a brave face for her. And then I'd go play with my toys... my Thomas the Tank Engine toys... those were my favorites. We'd occasionally go to the store and get a new one to add to my little train collection.. And my stuffed animals. I thought they were so magical. My mom would write me letters from one of them, one of my favorites. I think a little part of me died the day I found out it was just her. But I still had that childlike wonder, the feeling that nothing could or would go wrong. As I got older, things just got grayer. I don't know why.
I don't know why I have all these thoughts. I'm on a cocktail of medicines that SHOULD be working. But when I have them in me, I just feel... numb to everything? The dog I had for the longest time died earlier in the year, and I just didn't feel anything. It's not like I'm avoiding taking them, but I feel like... it just dampens anything I do. I know that's probably silly.
My mom and dad are so supportive of me and I love them so much. But I know they're not always going to be there, and there's always that little thought in the back of my head that says, would I be better off if I went before them so I wouldn't have to bear losing them? I know it's not right, but I don't know if I could lose one of them and still be okay.
Everything moves so fast these days. I have to pay attention to so many things. When I was little, nothing seemed like it would ever move. I liked it that way. God, I even broke down when my family changed the wallpaper in the house I grew up in. I still have a little strip I keep of that wallpaper I have in a music box. I never want to lose it.
And I love my dad. I love him so much. I know he's not got the same thoughts that I do, he grew up in a different time. I know I'm neurodivergent. And he does his very best to accommodate me, but he still makes me sad sometimes, and then he feels like it's his fault, and then HE gets sad, and then I feel awful... it's not the best dynamic, but I do my best to roll with it.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to post so much, I just needed a place to write down my thoughts, I think. I have no plans of taking my life, or anything silly like harming myself, but I need something. I don't know what I need, though. I just need these thoughts to stop. I get so sad... and I know I have an okay life. So why do I feel this way? Thank you for listening to me, if indeed you still are, and I hope you have an excellent rest of your night.
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I'm so... so sad. And I try not to think about it so much, but it gets hard sometimes. I'm tearing up heavily just writing this post. I'm 20M, and I'm out of school, in College, but I had to withdraw from my first two semesters because I just couldn't handle it.
I'm doing my best to put on a happy face for everyone around me, including those I love, but I don't know how much longer I can keep doing it, I keep having these breakthrough days where I just don't have the energy to even get up, much less help around the house or get out to do anything.
My one thought that I always come back to is that I just want to be little again. The world was so much brighter then. I would come home from my elementary school and sit in the family office watching my mother play Plants Vs Zombies. And I always got so scared of the Zombies but I wanted to stay in there and put on a brave face for her. And then I'd go play with my toys... my Thomas the Tank Engine toys... those were my favorites. We'd occasionally go to the store and get a new one to add to my little train collection.. And my stuffed animals. I thought they were so magical. My mom would write me letters from one of them, one of my favorites. I think a little part of me died the day I found out it was just her. But I still had that childlike wonder, the feeling that nothing could or would go wrong. As I got older, things just got grayer. I don't know why.
I don't know why I have all these thoughts. I'm on a cocktail of medicines that SHOULD be working. But when I have them in me, I just feel... numb to everything? The dog I had for the longest time died earlier in the year, and I just didn't feel anything. It's not like I'm avoiding taking them, but I feel like... it just dampens anything I do. I know that's probably silly.
My mom and dad are so supportive of me and I love them so much. But I know they're not always going to be there, and there's always that little thought in the back of my head that says, would I be better off if I went before them so I wouldn't have to bear losing them? I know it's not right, but I don't know if I could lose one of them and still be okay.
Everything moves so fast these days. I have to pay attention to so many things. When I was little, nothing seemed like it would ever move. I liked it that way. God, I even broke down when my family changed the wallpaper in the house I grew up in. I still have a little strip I keep of that wallpaper I have in a music box. I never want to lose it.
And I love my dad. I love him so much. I know he's not got the same thoughts that I do, he grew up in a different time. I know I'm neurodivergent. And he does his very best to accommodate me, but he still makes me sad sometimes, and then he feels like it's his fault, and then HE gets sad, and then I feel awful... it's not the best dynamic, but I do my best to roll with it.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to post so much, I just needed a place to write down my thoughts, I think. I have no plans of taking my life, or anything silly like harming myself, but I need something. I don't know what I need, though. I just need these thoughts to stop. I get so sad... and I know I have an okay life. So why do I feel this way? Thank you for listening to me, if indeed you still are, and I hope you have an excellent rest of your night.
2024.06.02 08:01 Count-Daring243 Best Accordion Folders
 | submitted by Count-Daring243 to u/Count-Daring243 [link] [comments] https://preview.redd.it/9nrt72zhm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f07304a242c0eaf6314e1a5557d3c95938436f4a Are you tired of dealing with bulky binders that take up too much space on your desk? Look no further than accordion folders, the sleek and space-saving solution to all your organization woes. In this roundup, we're bringing you the best accordion folders on the market, each one designed to help you keep your important documents neatly organized and easily accessible. The Top 5 Best Accordion Folders
Reviews🔗Expandable File Organizer with 13 Pockets for Coupons, Cards, and Morehttps://preview.redd.it/6x9ff7kim34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=bd64032f955dd3850660b560f367fb407bf8a055 I recently tried the Lakibole 2 Pack Accordion File Organizer. It's a compact and functional solution for organizing my miscellaneous papers, like receipts and coupons. The accordion-style design of the file organizer allowed me to easily add and remove items whenever needed. The durability of the Polypropylene material was impressive, as it withstood daily use without showing any wear and tear. The front flap with its elastic string and button closure kept my papers secure and prevented them from falling out. As someone who frequently traveled for business, this feature was a game-changer. The organizer was small enough to fit in my bag, making it perfect for on-the-go essentials. However, I noticed that the file organizer did not include any labels for organization purposes, which would have been a helpful addition. Overall, the Lakibole Accordion File Organizer is an excellent choice for those looking for a reliable and practical way to keep their papers organized. It offers a functional design without being too bulky and ensures that your items stay secure during storage or travel. Despite the lack of labels, this little organizer has made a big difference in my daily life. 🔗Expandable A4 Letter File Organizer with 13 Pocketshttps://preview.redd.it/8jfml1ajm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7dc4ac6772e36c49d620881046995a13ccb27e5e Incorporating the Enday Accordion Folder with Pockets into your daily routine feels like a dream come true. With its beautiful purple hue, this organizer instantly adds a splash of color to any workspace. I used it to hold all sorts of documents, from receipts and important papers to event tickets and name cards. The accordion design made it easy to expand and contract as needed, while the 13 pockets provided ample space for everything, including 350 A4 letter-sized sheets! . I appreciate the transparent name card slot and the small label slots to help me categorize files efficiently. Plus, the nifty compact design made it a breeze to transport, yet it remained sturdy and securely closed with its water-resistant lid and elastic band closure. I highly recommend adding this Enday Accordion Folder with Pockets to your cart to elevate your organization game! . 🔗Expanding Accordion File Folder with 5 Pockets in Pinkhttps://preview.redd.it/gbejr3qjm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=03751156285f9566e2153fd0a6577e6849cb93a4 One sunny day, I decided to try out the Skydue letter A4 paper expanding file folder. As I opened it up, I was immediately struck by the vibrant pink color and the charmingly solid design. The expanding file folder has 5 expandable pockets, which made it easy to identify and access documents quickly. Made from high-quality non-toxic and non-radioactive polypropylene material, this file folder is sturdy and lightweight. It's also waterproof, tear-resistant, and acid-free, perfect for long-lasting safe storage. I appreciate the button closure that provides added security, ensuring my files won't fall out when moving. While the Skydue expanding file folder is ideal for various settings, like home, office, or school, the shooting light and screen settings on my computer occasionally led to slight color mismatches. Nonetheless, this didn't hinder the overall appeal and functionality of the file folder. Overall, my experience using the Skydue letter A4 paper expanding file folder was delightful. It's a versatile and stylish organizer that makes managing documents a breeze. 🔗Expanding 7-Pocket Accordion File with Water-Resistant Plastic Constructionhttps://preview.redd.it/zbuw7phkm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a213ea25f0241723227df875285ad1f89c2796e5 A few weeks ago, I was in search of a portable document storage solution for my home office, and this Staples black seven-pocket expanding accordion file was my answer. The accordion file features seven pockets that make it easy to sort paperwork, and the tabbed dividers help me stay organized by day of the week or subject. The plastic construction of the file is sturdy, and it's even resistant to water, which is a bonus feature I didn't expect. My only complaint is that it's not as big as some other accordion files, but it still fits letter-size documents with ease. Overall, this Staples black seven-pocket expanding accordion file is a great addition to any organizing space. 🔗Thick and Durable ThinkTex Accordion File Organizer with 26 Pockets and A-Z Tabshttps://preview.redd.it/eunyfz2lm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ed0a381c85c1bd54fd424b5aa49d98a0695be224 The ThinkTex accordion file organizer has been my trusty sidekick in keeping my important documents in check. With 26 pockets, it provides ample space for all my files, and the full-size expansion feature allows it to adapt to growing stacks. The open top and colorful A-Z tabs make coding my files a breeze, and the upright, free-standing design means it stays put in my drawer or cabinet. Made from sturdy polypropylene material, it's ready to serve as my daily partner for organizing. Just remember to balance the file organizer to avoid tipping when filling bulky files. Overall, this accordion folder is a budget-friendly and practical solution for my filing needs. Buyer's GuideAccordion folders are a versatile and practical storage solution for various documents, files, and materials. These folders offer a unique design that allows users to easily access and organize their items while maximizing space. In this buyer's guide, we will discuss the essential features to consider when purchasing an accordion folder and provide general advice to help you make an informed decision.Important Features1. Materialhttps://preview.redd.it/vvnl3o0mm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=35c5de42764bfe3d816d0a6ecc712914a5dc2c18 Accordion folders come in various materials, such as plastic, metal, and leather. The material you choose depends on your specific needs, budget, and the items you plan to store. For example, plastic folders are lightweight and inexpensive, but they may not be as durable or resistant to wear as metal or leather options. 2. SizeWhen considering the size of an accordion folder, think about the number and type of documents or items you want to store. Measure the items to ensure you choose a folder with enough capacity and width to accommodate them comfortably. Additionally, consider the folder's thickness, as thinner folders may be more suitable for flat documents, while thicker folders are better for holding three-ring binders.3. Locking MechanismSome accordion folders come with a locking mechanism to keep your items secure. If you need to keep your documents or files confidential or want to prevent them from opening accidentally, a folder with a locking mechanism could be a good choice.4. AdjustabilitySome accordion folders offer adjustable settings, allowing you to customize the space between each section to accommodate documents of varying sizes. This can be especially useful if you plan to store a mix of paper sizes in your folder. https://preview.redd.it/jos2tftnm34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=f048560c5d8f1db2d28d948b2fba9305176286be 5. DurabilityAccordion folders should be able to withstand daily use and occasional mishandling. Look for sturdy construction, reinforced hinges, and materials that are resistant to wear and tear.General Advice1. Determine your needsBefore purchasing an accordion folder, consider the specific items you need to store and the frequency with which you'll be accessing those items. This information can help you choose the right size, material, and locking mechanism for your needs.2. Compare prices and featureshttps://preview.redd.it/2y6q9f3om34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ff9158a78ca24c27d2e5b706c3e8f3c029b5842a Shop around for the best deals on accordion folders that meet your requirements. Compare the features, materials, and prices of various options to find the best value for your money. 3. Read reviews and ratingsCheck online reviews and ratings from other users to get an idea of a folder's quality, performance, and durability. This can help you avoid purchasing a poorly designed or poorly constructed accordion folder.4. Choose a reliable retailerMake sure to purchase your accordion folder from a reputable retailer that offers a warranty or return policy in case of any issues with the product.5. Consider the environmentSome accordion folders are made from recycled or eco-friendly materials. If you're environmentally conscious, consider selecting a folder that aligns with your values and reduces your environmental impact.Accordion folders are versatile and practical storage solutions for various documents, files, and materials. By focusing on essential features and general advice, you can make informed decisions when selecting the perfect accordion folder for your needs and budget. https://preview.redd.it/jf8lttkom34d1.jpg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a451f023e79c52cfaa7d77bbd841ac814b195e80 FAQWhat are Accordion Folders?Accordion Folders are a type of file folder that is designed to organize and store papers and documents in a compact, space-saving format. The name comes from the way it folds, resembling an accordion when closed, and offering easy access to files without taking up too much room.What are the benefits of using Accordion Folders?
What are the different materials Accordion Folders are made of?
How do I choose the right size of Accordion Folder?Choose an Accordion Folder based on the size of your papers and documents. Most folders come in standard sizes like A4, A5, or B4, but you can also find custom sizes to fit specific needs. Consider the volume of papers you need to store and the space available on your desk or in your office.Are there any eco-friendly options of Accordion Folders available?Yes, some eco-friendly Accordion Folders are made from recycled materials or sustainable and biodegradable materials such as bamboo and wheat straw. Look for folders with certifications like FSC (Forest Stewardship Council) or PEFC (Programme for the Endorsement of Forest Certification) to ensure they come from responsibly managed forests.How do I clean and maintain an Accordion Folder?Clean the exterior of the folder with a damp cloth or mild soap and water. Dry it thoroughly before use. Periodically check the hardware to ensure it is functioning correctly and tighten any loose screws. Avoid placing heavy objects on top of the folder, and store it in a dry area to prevent damage or mold growth.Are there any waterproof Accordion Folders available?Yes, some waterproof Accordion Folders are made from materials like PVC or polypropylene, which are resistant to water and moisture. Look for folders with certifications such as IP65 or IPX7 to ensure they provide adequate water resistance. These folders are ideal for outdoor use or areas prone to humidity.As an Amazon™ Associate, we earn from qualifying purchases. |
2024.06.02 08:00 Beginning_War_2433 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 07:56 Either_Blacksmith783 Job Applications
It was summer. He needed money to pay for school next year. He decided to get a job. He needed to apply to different places. He first made a resume. He then made a cover letter. He walked around his neighborhood.
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2024.06.02 07:50 MiserableViolinist32 Help with this sentence pls
 | Hi friends! Pls help. Writing a cover letter. This is likely a run- on sentence but more specifically I need help with the last sentence.. I know a semi colon can’t be correct. submitted by MiserableViolinist32 to GrammarCheckHelp [link] [comments] My name is_________ , I graduated from The Isenberg School of Management at the University of Massachusetts Amherst in 2021 and I have since been seeking permanent employment; and more importantly(,?) a place to dedicate my skills. Thanks in advance 🫶 |
2024.06.02 07:32 Soupondaloop Anyone else struggle with an extreme insecurity of intelligence?
Sorry for the very long post but I would appreciate it if you read it all the way through.
Hey, when I was 8 years old I was diagnosed with auditory dyslexia. To my knowledge now this is considered a separate learning disability called auditory processing disorder? But I do believe if I were rediagnosed today that I would be diagnosed with both dyslexia and APD since I have symptoms of both disorders and it’s very common to have both, but the APD has been more severe and debilitating. At the time of my diagnosis I was in 2nd grade and couldn’t even read 3 letter words. I was living with my mentally ill mother who wouldn’t always take me to school and it was also an environment where academic progression was very difficult. Without trauma dumping or getting in more detail, it got to the point where CPS got involved, so I started living with my godfather, which was a better environment for me to learn. I got diagnosed, so I started speech therapy, after school tutoring and special Ed classes at my school. My school was a choice/charter K-8 school where applicants were randomly chosen to get in. This school would teach up to 3 grades in advance, focus on STEM, and used new experimental teaching methods. Overall it was expected of you to preform above average and we would always perform above average on standardized tests for our school average. I think this is what spawned my inferiority complex/intelligence insecurity. I was around all these kids that were so gifted and I was among the select few that had to attend special Ed, it was so humiliating. I even remember being bullied about it on a few occasions. Fast forward to 5th grade my tutor referred me to get reevaluated at a learning center because of my high performance. After all the testing it was revealed I had a 128 IQ and an 11th grade reading comprehension level and I scored grades above average in every subject. It was such a relief since it meant I didn’t have to do special Ed or tutoring anymore which I found so humiliating. Even after I didn’t have to do any of those programs anymore I still was offered a personalized paraprofessional or extra time on tests which I always refused because I just wanted to be treated the same as everyone else. I never was able to get good grades but I always did exceptionally well on standardized tests. Even when I was in high school. A time where I was addicted to drugs (high 90% of the time ) and failed most my classes I still scored exceptionally well on all my standardized tests besides my ACT, which I scored 1 point below average. Deep down I know I’m not stupid, but i am slow, if that makes sense. For example I loose my place when I’m reading constantly, and have to reread the same sentence up to half a dozen times to understand what it means, which takes a lot of time. Since the ACT is a timed test I think that’s why I didn’t do as well on it. I could’ve probably got extra time on it due to my disability, but do to my insecurity I didn’t want to do that. Anyways to this day I have horrible spelling/grammer, have to proof read everything I type and edit it, even simple texts because it’s always riddled with mistakes. I probably proof read this post 2 dozen times since it’s so long. The symptoms more associated with APD are: stuttering, always mishearing people so my response to them doesn’t make sense, talking very slow and having to think about every word I say, misspeaking, and overall my vocabulary is so bad unless I take the time and effort to think about everything, which is only possible when typing, so when I speak I sound stupid. Anyways all of the listed things i mentioned plus general mistakes I make, make me feel like a dumbass, and it’s hard to feel otherwise. It’s like I cognitively know I’m not stupid but deep down in my heart that’s how I feel. Anyways I’m just wondering how many other people with dyslexia have delt with this same/similar issue? Is there any advice or words that you could give me to help me get over this? Thank you for reading this very long post!❤️
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Hey, when I was 8 years old I was diagnosed with auditory dyslexia. To my knowledge now this is considered a separate learning disability called auditory processing disorder? But I do believe if I were rediagnosed today that I would be diagnosed with both dyslexia and APD since I have symptoms of both disorders and it’s very common to have both, but the APD has been more severe and debilitating. At the time of my diagnosis I was in 2nd grade and couldn’t even read 3 letter words. I was living with my mentally ill mother who wouldn’t always take me to school and it was also an environment where academic progression was very difficult. Without trauma dumping or getting in more detail, it got to the point where CPS got involved, so I started living with my godfather, which was a better environment for me to learn. I got diagnosed, so I started speech therapy, after school tutoring and special Ed classes at my school. My school was a choice/charter K-8 school where applicants were randomly chosen to get in. This school would teach up to 3 grades in advance, focus on STEM, and used new experimental teaching methods. Overall it was expected of you to preform above average and we would always perform above average on standardized tests for our school average. I think this is what spawned my inferiority complex/intelligence insecurity. I was around all these kids that were so gifted and I was among the select few that had to attend special Ed, it was so humiliating. I even remember being bullied about it on a few occasions. Fast forward to 5th grade my tutor referred me to get reevaluated at a learning center because of my high performance. After all the testing it was revealed I had a 128 IQ and an 11th grade reading comprehension level and I scored grades above average in every subject. It was such a relief since it meant I didn’t have to do special Ed or tutoring anymore which I found so humiliating. Even after I didn’t have to do any of those programs anymore I still was offered a personalized paraprofessional or extra time on tests which I always refused because I just wanted to be treated the same as everyone else. I never was able to get good grades but I always did exceptionally well on standardized tests. Even when I was in high school. A time where I was addicted to drugs (high 90% of the time ) and failed most my classes I still scored exceptionally well on all my standardized tests besides my ACT, which I scored 1 point below average. Deep down I know I’m not stupid, but i am slow, if that makes sense. For example I loose my place when I’m reading constantly, and have to reread the same sentence up to half a dozen times to understand what it means, which takes a lot of time. Since the ACT is a timed test I think that’s why I didn’t do as well on it. I could’ve probably got extra time on it due to my disability, but do to my insecurity I didn’t want to do that. Anyways to this day I have horrible spelling/grammer, have to proof read everything I type and edit it, even simple texts because it’s always riddled with mistakes. I probably proof read this post 2 dozen times since it’s so long. The symptoms more associated with APD are: stuttering, always mishearing people so my response to them doesn’t make sense, talking very slow and having to think about every word I say, misspeaking, and overall my vocabulary is so bad unless I take the time and effort to think about everything, which is only possible when typing, so when I speak I sound stupid. Anyways all of the listed things i mentioned plus general mistakes I make, make me feel like a dumbass, and it’s hard to feel otherwise. It’s like I cognitively know I’m not stupid but deep down in my heart that’s how I feel. Anyways I’m just wondering how many other people with dyslexia have delt with this same/similar issue? Is there any advice or words that you could give me to help me get over this? Thank you for reading this very long post!❤️
2024.06.02 07:30 riley_sucks A former lover I once knew
(The letter is long, I know, but I believe it's a nice testimony to how strongly people can love)
I just want to write this down and tell you I love you so much baby. Just the fact I get to call you baby makes me so happy, it reminds me of how you used to hate that and never got why people said it. I don't even remember how it started but now that I get to call you baby, it makes me think that maybe I am truly showing you what love is. That thought makes me happy beyond belief, the thought that I've changed things about you for the better, that I've made you more confident, more comfortable, and even more happy??? God my love that's a feeling I'll cherish forever.
You're always stuck inside my head in the loveliest way possible. Even if you aren't there, my love is still right in my heart and mind the moment I wake up, every second of the day, the moment I fall asleep, and even in my dreams. You're the reason behind why I try and work so hard, so I can better myself and work to make an easy future for you and our family. If I had it my way, you wouldn't have to lift a finger if you so desired and I would happily work as hard as it would take to ensure that. I know I've said it before but I still promise when I graduate, I'll go to a college, I'll work hard and I'll save money so we can raise the family you've always wanted. When I get a good job from my degree, you'll be able to live the life you want and carve whatever path you desire without having to worry about all the things I've taken care of for you. I'm not saying you'll live the easiest life ever because dreams still take hard work, but just know you won't have to worry about the little things, all you'll have to worry about is your goals and ambitions.
All of this because I love you. How could I not love you more than anything when you have such a precious soul <3 You embody beauty and elegance in my eyes. It's no coincidence I'm reminded of you in every flower, every shining star, every colored leaf. You are as beautiful as the nature around us. You are the breeze amidst the heat to me, the melodies of songbirds in the morning. When I hold you, it reminds me of the warmth I feel from a stray piece of sun, cracking through the leaves to gently wrap and embrace my skin. I hope you truly believe deeply and without a doubt in your heart that this is forever. We're not just simply loosely bound as high school lovers, but tied by the soul eternally. I fully believe that if we have past lives, we met and loved through each one. So not only are we bound by this life, but whatever may come after. Even if it's scary to me, I know your presence will find me in some way and all of a sudden, just because you're there, it will all be okay.
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I just want to write this down and tell you I love you so much baby. Just the fact I get to call you baby makes me so happy, it reminds me of how you used to hate that and never got why people said it. I don't even remember how it started but now that I get to call you baby, it makes me think that maybe I am truly showing you what love is. That thought makes me happy beyond belief, the thought that I've changed things about you for the better, that I've made you more confident, more comfortable, and even more happy??? God my love that's a feeling I'll cherish forever.
You're always stuck inside my head in the loveliest way possible. Even if you aren't there, my love is still right in my heart and mind the moment I wake up, every second of the day, the moment I fall asleep, and even in my dreams. You're the reason behind why I try and work so hard, so I can better myself and work to make an easy future for you and our family. If I had it my way, you wouldn't have to lift a finger if you so desired and I would happily work as hard as it would take to ensure that. I know I've said it before but I still promise when I graduate, I'll go to a college, I'll work hard and I'll save money so we can raise the family you've always wanted. When I get a good job from my degree, you'll be able to live the life you want and carve whatever path you desire without having to worry about all the things I've taken care of for you. I'm not saying you'll live the easiest life ever because dreams still take hard work, but just know you won't have to worry about the little things, all you'll have to worry about is your goals and ambitions.
All of this because I love you. How could I not love you more than anything when you have such a precious soul <3 You embody beauty and elegance in my eyes. It's no coincidence I'm reminded of you in every flower, every shining star, every colored leaf. You are as beautiful as the nature around us. You are the breeze amidst the heat to me, the melodies of songbirds in the morning. When I hold you, it reminds me of the warmth I feel from a stray piece of sun, cracking through the leaves to gently wrap and embrace my skin. I hope you truly believe deeply and without a doubt in your heart that this is forever. We're not just simply loosely bound as high school lovers, but tied by the soul eternally. I fully believe that if we have past lives, we met and loved through each one. So not only are we bound by this life, but whatever may come after. Even if it's scary to me, I know your presence will find me in some way and all of a sudden, just because you're there, it will all be okay.