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2013.11.10 20:58 zebra_digital No More Zero Days

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚣𝚎𝚛𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜. 𝙱𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚜. 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚡𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚎.
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2024.06.02 10:28 yiFa87 Quite possibly the most depressing time in gaming...

So I started playing OG Vanilla when it first came out. Words cannot describe what an impact this game had on me back then. It literally changed the course of my life. More socialising, making friends, all-nighters, things were great. Lasting memories to this day. Also I met my best friend through WoW, and we even caught up and went on a roadtrip together IRL. This game is my early adulthood.
Fast forward to 5 years ago. I've come and gone several times over the years. Usually a few years break between each time. When they announced WoW Classic, I was HYPED! The thought of being able to relive those good times - 100% I was in. I hoped my original friends I played with were keen too, but they weren't. They had moved on in life - partners, kids, work, no time for gaming anymore etc. That's quite sad in itself, but I persisted and rolled solo anyway. I made more friends and everything was great. I leveled to 60, was doing endgame raids etc. But then some guild and loot drama kinda made everything poos. It wasn't fun anymore, too much politics. So I lost interest and unsubbed.
Fast forward again to today. I haven't been into gaming much for a few years now. I missed the TBC expansion, WOTLK expansion and now it's up to Cataclysm. Anywho, I get an itch again to play it. Been about 4 years since I last logged in. So I resub the other day, and all sorts of confused. Now they have split Cataclysm with Classic Era, and now there is this Season stuff as well. The only friend I had on my list still that was online and had a toon on a Season server, so I thought 'ok I'll just roll a new toon again on that server'. I was getting all nostalgic at the thought of Elwynn Forest to Duskwood phase. I log in, now currently level 13 in Goldshire.
However, this is not at all like Vanilla, or the Classic Era. Mostly because there is LITERALLY NOONE. From what I've seen, it's dead. I've come across only one single other person this entire time, otherwise it's just me running around Elwynn Forest killing mobs. It feels so....empty. Like I'm the last one of my circle still hanging on for dear life to this game. I feel like everyone else has totally moved on, and I'm the only one still hanging around for some reason. Totally depressing. Does anyone else feel this way?
I've never been all that keen on endgame stuff. I more enjoy the journey and exploration and professions and achievements etc. But running around by myself in empty zones....man it hits hard.
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2024.06.02 10:27 AcceptLesbians My boyfriend is a child in a man’s body.

TDLR; my boyfriend is trying to manipulate me into forgiving him for being secretive about an ex lover he calls his best friend.
My bf (M22) and me (F23) are having another tiff. We’ve been together for a year and moved in together October 2023.
It started when I was in the kitchen. I marinated chicken for supper then I set the dough for some donuts and started deep cleaning. When I was finished I walked into the bedroom where he had been all morning and afternoon. When I walked in he started whispering to someone on the phone then got up and left and I began to put some things in their rightful place.
I told myself to let it go and I'll check his phone later because what the actual eff! I checked his phone before I left for work and after I had gotten out of the shower he was awake. — I found a 20minute phone call so I went to check texts in WhatsApp. He was talking to a girl and I recognized the name. I saw texts from them from before we started dating and he was calling her sexy, beautiful etc. I brought it up to him asking who it was he said "it was a friend" I asked why he was whispering and he left he said "I didn't realize I was doing that" so I pressed further and asked who it was specifically, he said "it was my best friend" but I had never heard of this woman, I have never heard of this woman. He says "well I don't tell you about all my friends" and I said if this was your best friend I would definitely know them" and he started to name friends that I don't know about. Anyway he tried to show me the texts and I shrugged him off and he went to tl V shower as I was about to leave for work.
As I am leaving he comes up to me and tries to show the texts again and says something I cannot recall atm. He holds the door to our apartment open so l couldn't lock it while I left but I just walked down the stairs to go. As I am leaving he starts banging the door and smashes something, then he starts screaming, and I hear this all the way till I walked out of the door of our 3 floor walk up.
As I walk to the bus I text his saying to check on the bunny and make sure he feels safe and isn't scared. (Bunny's are prey animals and they get scared easily.) mind you during this entire conversation I was calm and only asking questions because I wanted to see what was going on before I jump to conclusions (I only checked his phone so I could know the facts w/o being blindly lied too and forgiving him) his exact texts were and I am going to copy and paste:
Him: picture of texts between them two
"Okay You are the prefect girlfriend You should know that love how you treat me I'm probably gonna be out when you get back so"
I said: "If I was you wouldn't be chatting with your rich mama privately" (he called her “rich mama” in the text a day before the call)
Him: "You make me wish I never met you I swear I'm blocking you cause I don't want to keep hearing hurtful things"
And then he blocked me. When I had gotten home from work my vape was missing and he took it, so I texted him and he ignored me for hours then said it was basically his cause he bought it and I was trying to quit so it didn't matter (bought it with my money) so I said but I was still mine and I wanted to use it tonight cause l'm stressing out and he didn't use it cause he didn't like the flavour. He ignored me for 3 more hours and then came back to the apartment. He came home talking about stuff that didn't relate to our argument, saying I never do anything for him, l'm never there for him, I don't take care of him. As he is pointing at the unfolded laundry. The one thing I didn't do this week.
I honestly don't know how I feel. I give my all for him and do my best for him. And it feels like he only sees what I don't do. He doesn't have a job right now because he booked of too much time between his all year job and his summer job (he leaves for moths to make 20k) so I don't understand why he couldn't folded the laundry or fixed supper when I have been working. I honestly have nothing to say to him after he said those things. I am so tired. So exhausted. He ignores me every time we have an argument and leaves for hours while blocking me. I'm tired of the psychological abuse. But I have no where to go. What should I do? How should I bring this conversation up to squash what happened? Or should I just leave him?
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2024.06.02 10:27 GingerYank Forgot pen on holiday, was fine!

Didn’t realize until I (48F) got to the airport that my pen was still in the fridge, meaning I would end up going 2 wks between doses 7 and 8 (5mg).
I was curious what would happen and the answer was…nothing! No food noise, no alcohol cravings, also no sudden enjoyment of food again, lol. 🤪 I assume I must have had enough meds in my system to carry me through, since I responded well to 2.5?
I weighed myself the morning I left, and now 11 days later I’m 1.4lbs down. Not as much as the previous weeks, and probably within regular variation (I generally only weigh myself on shot days so as not to go mad) but not bad! What I learned in 3 cities/3 EU countries:
Shot today, back to the usual now!
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2024.06.02 10:27 Oiru Tala - May 2024

Tala - May 2024
Last week, I had the pleasure of trying Tala the other night after seeing some recommendations from Logical-Pie-798 in that "Las Vegas foodie tourist" thread a few months ago.
I have kept it in mind for a while and since I made a foodie friend who was visiting Auckland from her hometown in Utah (who I have now learnt has a large Samoan population). I suggested trying Tala because I have no other friends that would want to pay so much for a meal lol.
We both had the $215 The Chef’s Journey menu. I have never had Samoan food before, and my foodie friend stated she has had only some Samoan food before.
Anyway, similarly to my previous Paris Butter post, I will give a brief rating on the food purely based on the flavours I enjoyed (or not) given my palate, and the comments are purely on taste alone unless stated otherwise, but I might provide some extra commentary which plays into my overall experience.
I'm going to be honest based on my experience. If I haven't commented on something, it's because it was forgettable, and I didn't bother writing notes about it.
If you went to Pasture when it previously operated, you'll recognise the location. Tala is located in the rear part of the old Pasture that you move to for the second stage of that dinner.
  • Welcome drink: fermented dragonfruit, pineapple, and hibiscus tea. Excellent start to the meal. This was basically a mocktail. The bartender, Mangesh, definitely knows how to start off a meal.
  • Seasonal fruits served with coconut foam
  1. Cucumber with powdered plum: I'm not sure what this was about. The cucumber was slightly pickled, I think. Gonna be a no from me.
  2. Apple and sumac: Same comment as above.
  3. Pineapple steeped in vanilla syrup: Perfect sweetness and flavour combination that complimented the unsweetened coconut foam (which I wish was slightly sweetened). Simple flavours, but so beautifully well done, I asked for more. 7.5-8/10. What can I say? I like both pineapple and vanilla, and both components were quality
  • Snacks
  1. Banana chip
  2. Taro chip
  3. Raw ramen: really salty sauce on it
  • Kaleve: Prawn head stuffed with daikon and chives with prawn head gravy. The flavour of the prawn itself was quite nice from the flame/charcoal grill-like flavour, probably from the hearth. However, this made it a bit rubbery. Interestingly, the prawn is deshelled for you but not deveined. I liked the inclusion of eating/sucking the inside of the prawn head, which many Western cultures don't follow.
  • Oka: Raw salmon, yoghurt, and cucumber on a fried rice paper cracker.
  • Palusami: Deep-fried palusami ball with spinach and coconut cream. This dish was really simple, and I believe this version had no meat in it(?), yet it was still surprisingly delicious. 6.5-7/10
  • Kale I’a: Fish curry with chickpea, white sesame sauce, paprika oil, and snapper. My fish was overcooked and tough, but my friend's was apparently cooked to her liking. It's memorable and funny because we both had snapper and tarakihi (no chips) for lunch that day from Marsic Fish Shop, and I said the snapper was cooked better at the fish and chip shop, while she said it was cooked worse than at Tala.
  • Vaipala mocktail(?): fermented dragonfruit, pineapple. This was comped due to Logical-Pie-798 letting Chef Henry know I was coming that night. It's the first time ever something was comped for me, and I really appreciated it as I didn't think I'd actually be offered anything nor did I expect it! Excellent flavour profile and is honestly really up there in quality. I was a bit confused though, as Mangesh explained that it was kind of like a mix of Tala's alcoholic Fala cocktail (tequila, umu pineapple, dragonfruit, lime) and their non-alcoholic Vaipala mocktail (dragonfruit, angel berries(?) and nectarine). I'm not sure what it was exactly, but it was very similar to the welcome drink (as both featured fermented dragonfruit). Solid 7-7.5/10
  • Paua: Pomelo and paua. An interesting and unique combination. The pomelo pulp was perfect, but the creamed (?) paua was really salty. I thought the paua had taro mixed in due to the taro-like texture, but apparently not.
  • Lamb Sapasui: Although the flavour wasn't amazing to me, the quality of that lamb and how it was cooked was near perfection. Fantastic job keeping it tender and fall off the bone. If I were to just rate the grilling of the lamb, it would be an 8.5/10
  • Sticky Pork: True to the name, the pork was a solid chunk of pork (belly?). Glistening as it was scooped out of the pot. Similarly to the lamb, although the flavour wasn't for me, the execution was beautiful, and I'd rate the cooking of the pork itself a 7.5-8/10.
  • Umu Chicken and Fa’alifu Taro: I had my eye on this chicken the whole night when I saw Chef Henry place burning charcoal into the cavity. The chicken is wrapped with banana leaves and cooked over the hearth, or in this case, what Henry refers to as the umu (earth oven). God damn, we were all waiting in anticipation and praying it was cooked (including Chef Henry). Lo and behold, this thing was just done perfectly 9-9.5/10 for the cooking and the timing of it. The umu chicken ... how can I explain it? Imagine a perfectly cooked chicken, a la steamed Hainenese-style. It was like that, but smokey. I wish this came with some sort of sauce instead of the Fa’alifu Taro because that was some seriously impressive cooked chicken.
  • Desserts:
  1. Fa’apapa (black plate): Super dense but quite delicious. Kind of like a reaaaaaalllllllly dense banana bread with some caramel sauce on top. Yum! 7/10
  2. Koko Samoa: Burnt/heavily roasted drinking cocoa with dark notes reminiscent of espresso. Served by itself and/or poured over the fa’apapa. Preferred the fa’apapa without the koko samoa as it was very strong and it overwhelmed the flavours of the fa’apapa.
  3. Masi Samoa: Excellent and super soft, buttery shortbread biscuit with very little crunch (in a good way because it was buttery and melted in your mouth). Had some sort of passionfruit & lemon curd sort of topping. Fantastic 7.5/10
  4. Banana: Meringue overripe banana and chocolate cake. There was too much meringue, and the chocolate cake and syrup were too sweet; thus, it kind of overpowered the overripe banana.
  • Extras: Mangesh was showing off his experiments, which I greatly appreciated as that's my sort of thing.
  1. Watermelon skin cider. Interesting flavour as the watermelon flavour is notoriously hard to achieve.
  2. Melon liqueur: rockmelon, whiskey, coconut and Manuka tea. Sort of a weaker tasting, but more complex Midori liqueur.
The service and ambience were both quite nice. We two, an American tourist, a Samoan gentleman (Leitu?) and his wife, were all chatting with each other and with Chef Henry, bartender Mangesh, and another chef throughout the night. Chef Henry was briefly telling us about his background in American Samoa, and the rest of us could kind of relate in some way due to the American, Samoan, or American Samoa (Utah) sort of relationships (ok, except for me and a small group of 3 in the corner that kept to themselves cos they were facing a different way to the rest of us).
Great experience because we all sort of chimed in and listened to each other and felt connected that way. Throughout the meal, Leitu was saying how most of the food reminded him of his childhood, how his grandma used to make food like that, and how it was the best Samoan food (and the only one to not make him feel stuffed, lol) he ever had. He and his wife also had quite a few different cocktails/mocktails as well and seemed to enjoy them. At the end of the night, as we were about to finish and leave, Leitu wanted a photo of him, his wife, and the staff. He then said a formal thank you in Samoan to Chef Henry. Even though I didn't understand the Samoan language, I could really feel the emotions and impact of how high of praise Leitu was giving Chef Henry. What an end to the night!
Although I would personally rate the food maybe overall a 5.5-6/10 and drinks a 7/10 for my heavily Asian-influenced palate, we've established that it could be some of the best Samoan food you could experience right now if that suits you.
We did not get any drinks as they were a bit pricey for my budget, but I'll have to hit Mangesh up. Luckily, I got to at least try some of his stuff (including the comped drink) since his creations were solid.
Although $215 per person isn't cheap, given good company and the intimate interaction between the guests and staff, it was worth the experience (8.5/10) to me. In fact, I felt so moved by the hospitality that I went to the car and ran back inside Tala to give Mangesh a block of chocolate I made as a token of my appreciation back to them.
What a long post. I hope you enjoy the read as much as I remember that night!
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2024.06.02 10:26 GPTSportsWriter Arizona Diamondbacks VS New York Mets Prediction 2024-06-02 13:40:00-04:00

Arizona Diamondbacks VS New York Mets Prediction 2024-06-02 13:40:00-04:00
Arizona Diamondbacks VS New York Mets Prediction 2024-06-02 13:40:00-04:00

MLB Game Prediction: Arizona Diamondbacks vs. New York Mets (June 2, 2024)

Introduction

Ladies and gentlemen, baseball aficionados, and those who just love a good prediction, welcome to the ultimate showdown analysis between the Arizona Diamondbacks and the New York Mets. Scheduled for June 2, 2024, at 1:40 PM ET, this game promises to be a thrilling encounter. With the odds, statistics, and a sprinkle of humor, let's dive deep into who will likely emerge victorious in this clash of titans.

Team Overview

Arizona Diamondbacks

The Arizona Diamondbacks, affectionately known as the D-backs, have had a rollercoaster of a season. With a mix of seasoned veterans and promising rookies, they have shown flashes of brilliance and moments of sheer frustration. Their current odds, as provided by FanDuel, stand at 1.83, while DraftKings offers a slightly higher 1.87. This indicates a slight edge in favor of the D-backs, but not by a landslide.

New York Mets

The New York Mets, on the other hand, have been the epitome of unpredictability. One day they're hitting home runs like it's batting practice, and the next, they're struggling to get on base. Their odds are slightly less favorable, with FanDuel pricing them at 2.02 and DraftKings at 1.95. This suggests that while they are the underdogs, they are not to be underestimated.

Key Players to Watch

Arizona Diamondbacks

  1. Ketel Marte: The versatile infielder has been a cornerstone for the D-backs. With a batting average of .290 and an on-base percentage (OBP) of .360, Marte is a consistent performer who can change the game's dynamics with his bat and glove.
  2. Zac Gallen: The ace pitcher for the D-backs, Gallen has an ERA of 3.10 and a WHIP of 1.12. His ability to strike out batters and control the game's tempo makes him a crucial player for Arizona.

New York Mets

  1. Pete Alonso: The "Polar Bear" has been smashing home runs left and right. With 35 home runs and 90 RBIs this season, Alonso is a force to be reckoned with. His power-hitting can turn the game around in an instant.
  2. Jacob deGrom: When healthy, deGrom is arguably the best pitcher in baseball. With an ERA of 2.50 and a WHIP of 0.95, he can dominate any lineup. However, his health has been a concern, and his availability for this game could be a game-changer.

Head-to-Head Statistics

Historically, the D-backs and Mets have had a fairly balanced rivalry. Over the past five seasons, the D-backs have won 55% of their encounters against the Mets. However, the Mets have a slight edge when playing at home, winning 60% of their home games against Arizona.

Betting Odds Analysis

The odds provided by FanDuel and DraftKings suggest a close contest. The D-backs are slight favorites, but the difference in odds is marginal. This indicates that while the D-backs have a better chance on paper, the Mets are very much in the game.

FanDuel Odds

  • Arizona Diamondbacks: 1.83
  • New York Mets: 2.02

DraftKings Odds

  • Arizona Diamondbacks: 1.87
  • New York Mets: 1.95

Weather Conditions

The weather forecast for June 2, 2024, in New York is partly cloudy with a high of 75°F and a low of 60°F. Winds are expected to be around 10 mph, blowing from the northwest. These conditions are ideal for baseball, with no significant impact expected on the game's outcome.

Prediction

Based on the odds, player statistics, and historical trends, the Arizona Diamondbacks have a slight edge over the New York Mets. The D-backs' consistent performance, coupled with the Mets' unpredictability, tilts the scales in favor of Arizona. However, the Mets' home advantage and the potential impact of key players like Pete Alonso and Jacob deGrom cannot be ignored.

Final Verdict

Arizona Diamondbacks to Win
While the Mets have the potential to pull off an upset, the D-backs' overall consistency and slight edge in odds make them the more likely victors in this encounter. So, place your bets, grab your popcorn, and get ready for an exciting game!

References

  • FanDuel. (2024). MLB Betting Odds. Retrieved from FanDuel
  • DraftKings. (2024). MLB Betting Odds. Retrieved from DraftKings
  • Baseball Reference. (2024). Player Statistics. Retrieved from Baseball Reference
  • Weather.com. (2024). New York Weather Forecast. Retrieved from Weather.com
In conclusion, while the New York Mets have the potential to surprise, the Arizona Diamondbacks' consistency and slight edge in odds make them the more likely winners. So, sit back, relax, and enjoy the game!
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2024.06.02 10:26 OneiricWorlds Zefyr: A Thief's Melody - Oneiric Worlds - a super feel-good & colorful odyssey where you climb everywhere and ride a turtle (inspired by Zelda Windwaker, Sly Cooper & BGE) - [DEMO AVAILABLE]

Wishlist on Steam or play the demo: https://store.steampowered.com/app/1344990/Zefyr_A_Thiefs_Melody/
Watch the trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIMUZESx4cw
Join the Discord: https://discord.gg/bPnUzNrjyd
Hi there!
I'm Mathias, an optimistic French solo dev, and I've been working on Zefyr: A Thief's Melody for more than 11 years. And yes, I also did the graphics and musics, feel free to judge it :)
About the game:
In a colorful archipelago, play as Eïko, a young and heartful thief studying at the Guild. Investigate kidnappings, steer clear of roaming pirates or fight them. Sail the ocean on a cute turtle and climb every island. Cure sick animals, and find the truth during this feel-good journey.
"Zefyr: A Thiefs' Melody" is a tribute to old adventure games like "Beyond Good & Evil" and "Zelda Windwaker"; it features exploration, dialogs, fights, puzzles, collectibles and huge Boss battles, all wrapped in a colorful world with a contemplative and feel-good atmosphere.
I really hope you'll enjoy the game. Feel free to ask anything in the comments if needed.
Features:
Genre: Feel-good Adventure
Platform: Steam/PC
Release Date: TBD, but hopefully 2024
If you want to support me (or any other little indie actually), please wishlist the game(s), that's the best way to help passionate and totally unknown little guys like us.
Thank you sooo much for your attention. Have a great day, take care.
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2024.06.02 10:26 Diligent_Fact4945 Just venting

Lost my grandmother 2yrs, 3 months, and a day ago. I've had issues on and off since then but I've been doing so well. Haven't cried in 2 years. Now it's 3am here and here I am. Sitting on my couch. Having sobbed for the first time in 2yrs. I was doing fine. Watching TV. And the scene in avatar where Iroh is in Ba Sing Se and sings to his son came on. Id never seen it before and thought it was touching so I looked it up on YouTube because I wasn't paying attention for half of it. It tickled something in me. I was just going to go to bed but. I needed to touch her urn. So I did. And then I hugged it and then I lost it. I found some grief music to fill the silence and I lost it. I hugged the urn. Kissed it. Damn it, I miss her like hell. I talked to her urn. Told her all the things I miss. Told her to come back. Got angry. Told her all the things she was supposed to do, all the people she was supposed to meet. Apologized for a million things. Hugged the urn tight again. Need to go wipe my face off. My nose is running like a gotdanged faucet but. I just can't get up. Part of me wants to take her with me while I get up and clean up. Part of me thinks I should put her back in her spot because I can't hold on forever and it's a way to symbolize that so my brain can understand it. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't such a gruesome death. I mean. She drowned on her own saliva because we turned her over like the hospice nurse said. Except the hospice nurse didn't say it would make her die faster, or that she was getting annoyed at having to constantly rework her schedule because my grandma had end stage COPD and stayed alive thru sheer will. She was supposed to die days earlier but even when the oxygen tank was doing nothing for her, she continued gasping day in and day out because she wasn't ready and if she was going to die it would be on her own terms. It was what was best but goddamn it it was so horrible. And the worst part is I wasn't even in the room when she went. I was her favorite person and I wasn't there. I went to go put the dog outside so she wouldn't get on the bed with her. And I walked back in and everyone was standing around her and my cousin said to me "you know she's passed, right?" And I had a touching moment with my grandpa where he kissed her forehead, pulled the sheet up, and I hugged him. It was the only death I've ever gotten closure on. But it's the one that hurts the worst. Crazy how these things work out. God damnit it miss her. S'damn much. 64. She would've turned 65. She would've been married 45 years. Just wish she could be here with me today. I should really take her to see her brother. Just wish he were alive too. But. Wishes are for Disney movies. In the meantime, I need to go blow my nose and get whatever sleep I can before 6am.
To those also navigating the complex world of grief and loss, good luck on your journey towards peace with yourself and your lost loved one/ones.
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2024.06.02 10:23 potatoesmakemash There is a way out

Sorry if this comes across as insensitive in any way, I just want to briefly share my experience with depression and the journey through it - When I was 14 me and my best mate trekked to the top of the highest hill around, not so unusual for us growing up on the outskirts of Glasgow - But on this particular day once we reached the top and planted our arses down to soak in the view of the city, he offered me a drag of a joint he had brought with him - Unfortunately that was the beginning of a long and heavy 10 years that revolved around substance abuse, always chasing the same eutrophic feeling I felt during that first high atop the hill, but never replicating it - For years I had suicidal thoughts daily and was filled with shame and regret for never reaching in my potential, however eventually I found myself in a position where I had to make a choice - And that was either r o off myself or to turn things around - I’ll be honest with you, I badly wanted to choose the former, and it was only the thought of the heartache it would cause my mum that stopped me from following through - So instead I found myself slowly but surely over the course of months and years making a conscious effort to do the ‘right’ thing - And the way I did that was by asking myself what the person I respected most in the world would do, and imagining if they were here, what would they think and what advice would they give - I’m not trying to convince you that any of this was easy, but eventually all the small steps I took over months and years worked - It’s hard to explain, but one day the suicidal thoughts stopped, and I started to feel a sense of pride in the little things and small steps I had taken - I no longer had to lie about how I spent my time and it was liberating, because instead of the lies I was actually living it, even if my progress was only relatively small - I’m sorry that I can’t offer a step by step guide to getting out that deep dark hole, but I wanted to share that it is possible, and if you take one small step at a time, then before you know it things become a lot brighter, and pretty quickly at that - Wishing you all lots of strength and determination, it is certainly possible to beat this - Rooting for you :)
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2024.06.02 10:22 Mother_Craft3756 Best Stochastic RSI settings And Strategy

Best Stochastic RSI settings And Strategy

What is Stochastic RSI? Understanding Stochastic RSI Dynamics

Stochastic RSI (StochRSI) operates on the principle that in a bullish market, prices close near their high, and during a bearish market, prices close near their low. It involves applying the Stochastic formula to the RSI of the asset:
StochRSI = (RSI - Lowest Low RSI) / (Highest High RSI - Lowest Low RSI)
What is Stochastic RSI
Key Parameters of StochRSI:
  • RSI: Measures the magnitude of recent price changes to evaluate overbought or oversold conditions.
  • Lowest Low RSI: The lowest value of RSI in the look-back period.
  • Highest High RSI: The highest value of RSI in the look-back period.
Interpreting StochRSI Signals:
  • Overbought Territory: StochRSI above 0.8 suggests the asset may be due for a pullback or reversal.
  • Oversold Territory: StochRSI below 0.2 indicates a potential for price increase or reversal.
Optimizing StochRSI Settings:
  • Time Period: A standard setting is a 14-period StochRSI, adjustable for sensitivity.
  • Smoothing: Applying a moving average, like a 3-day simple moving average, can help smooth out the StochRSI and filter out noise.
Combining StochRSI with Other Indicators:
  • Moving Averages: Confirm trend direction.
  • MACD: Provide additional momentum and trend confirmation.
  • Bollinger Bands: Identify price volatility and potential breakouts.
Practical Tips for Traders Using StochRSI:
  • Look for Divergences: New highs or lows not mirrored by StochRSI could indicate a weakening trend and potential reversal.
  • StochRSI Crossovers: A crossover above 0.8 or below 0.2 can signal a buying or selling opportunity.
  • Use in Different Market Conditions: Adjust approach based on whether the market is trending or range-bound.

How to Set Up Stochastic RSI in Your Trading Platform

When configuring the Stochastic RSI, note its two main components: the %K line (actual value) and the %D line (a moving average of the %K line). A common practice is to set the %D line to a 3-period moving average of the %K line.
Interpreting Stochastic RSI:
  • Overbought: Values above 0.80 suggest a potential sell signal.
  • Oversold: Values below 0.20 hint at a potential buy signal.
Key Concepts:
  • Divergence: Bearish divergence (price high, StochRSI not) signals potential downside reversal. Bullish divergence (price low, StochRSI not) indicates possible upward momentum.
  • Crosses: %K line crossing the %D line is significant for signals. Cross above %D is bullish; cross below is bearish.

Selecting the Right Time Frame

Time Frame Selection for Stochastic RSI:
Trader Type Preferred Time Frame Purpose
Day Traders 1-minute to 15-minute Capture quick, intraday movements
Swing Traders 1-hour to 4-hour Balance signal frequency with noise
Position Traders Daily Reliable momentum and trend indicators
Optimization and Backtesting:
  • Adjust settings to match the chosen time frame.
  • Backtest strategies using historical data.
  • Balance signal accuracy and trade opportunities.

Adjusting the Indicator Settings

Key Settings for Stochastic RSI:
  • Lookback Period: Default is 14, adjustable for sensitivity.
  • %K Line Smoothing: Adjust calculation period for reaction to changes.
  • %D Line Smoothing: Adjust moving average of %K for signal sensitivity.
  • Overbought/Oversold Thresholds: Default 80/20, but can be adjusted to 70/30 or 85/15.
Backtesting is crucial to validate new settings and align them with your strategy, mitigating the risk of inefficient settings.

Integrating with Charting Tools

Volume Indicators:
  • Volume indicators like OBV or VWAP validate Stochastic RSI momentum. Rising volume with bullish Stochastic RSI confirms buying interest; increasing volume with bearish RSI indicates selling pressure.
Oscillators for Momentum Confirmation:

Combine with MACD or RSI for additional confirmation. Bullish MACD crossover or RSI above 50 reinforces buy signals from Stochastic RSI.

Candlestick Patterns:
  • Candlestick patterns like engulfing, hammer, or shooting star alongside Stochastic RSI enhance trade setup reliability.

How to Use Stochastic RSI for Trade Signals

Key Points:
  • Overbought/Oversold Conditions: Adjust thresholds to fit the asset's behavior and market conditions.
  • Signal Line Crossovers: Monitor %K line crossing over %D line for buy/sell signals.
  • Divergence: Look for divergences between StochRSI and price, confirming with other indicators.
  • Risk Management: Use stop-loss orders and manage trade size to protect capital.

Identifying Overbought and Oversold Conditions

Divergence Types:
Divergence Type Price Action StochRSI Action Potential Signal
Bullish Lower Low Higher Low Upward Movement
Bearish Higher High Lower High Downward Movement
Adjust StochRSI settings for sensitivity or smoothness, incorporating trend analysis to better interpret StochRSI readings.

Recognizing Bullish and Bearish Divergences

Steps:
  1. Monitor the Trend: Observe overall trend.
  2. Locate Extremes in Price Action: Identify recent peaks/troughs.
  3. Compare with Stochastic RSI: Check for alignment or discrepancy.
  4. Identify Divergence Type: Bullish or bearish.
  5. Seek Confirmation: Additional signals or pattern breakouts.
  6. Evaluate Against Other Indicators: Confirm with other technical indicators.

Combining with Other Technical Indicators

EMA Integration:
  • Stochastic RSI crossing above/below an EMA indicates trend momentum changes.
Volume Indicators:
  • OBV confirms trend strength; increasing OBV with bullish Stochastic RSI signals a strong upward trend.
Fibonacci Levels:
  • Watch for Stochastic RSI signals around key Fibonacci levels.
Candlestick Patterns:
  • Candlestick patterns confirm potential reversals or continuations with Stochastic RSI.

Best Strategies for Implementing Stochastic RSI

Consolidation Markets:
  • Use Stochastic RSI to identify breakouts during consolidation periods.
Volatile Markets:
  • Gauge momentum shifts with rapid Stochastic RSI movements for short-term trades.
Divergence Trading:
  • Use divergence to anticipate trend reversals.
Combining with Other Indicators:
  • Moving averages, Bollinger Bands, and volume indicators enhance signal reliability.

Adapting Stochastic RSI to Trading Styles

Day Trading:
  • Use shorter time frames for fast signals and combine with level breaks or candlestick patterns.
Swing Trading:
  • Use longer time frames for smoother signals, aligning with weekly highs and lows.
Position Trading:
  • Identify long-term trends with long-term Stochastic RSI settings.
Practical Tips:
  • Backtest strategies: Understand effectiveness under different conditions.
  • Use multiple time frames: Confirm signals with broader market perspective.
  • Apply risk management: Set stop-loss orders and manage trade size.
  • Stay informed: Be aware of economic releases and news events.
For a more in-depth read on stochastic RSI, please visit Best Stochastic RSI Settings & Strategy In 2024 (brokercheck.co.za)
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2024.06.02 10:21 Accomplished_Spot282 Speculation on abilities and what they do

360 - spin move?
50/50 - Improved jump ball ability
Adrenaline - performance under pressure away from home?
Aftershock - increases wear and tear dealt out?
Backspin - punters ability to get a good bounce?
Balanced - break hit stick and strip attempts (confirmed)
Ballhawk - Improved break on throw abiltity (confirmed)
Best Friend - QB composure gain on first down catch (confirmed)
Blanket Coverage - zone coverage improvement?
Blow Up - tackling on backfield?
Bouncer - movement improvement on outside runs?
Captain - reduced composure losses for team?
Checkdown - accuracy hitting running backs?
Chip Shot - slower kick meter inside 20?
Clear Headed - Protection from composure loss (confirmed)
Clutch Kicker - Easier accuracy timing on late field goals (confirmed)
Coffin Corner - slower meter aiming for corner on punts?
Cutter - improved cut blocks?
Deep Range - less red on passing meter over 30 yards?
Disrupter Pass - swats at the line?
Dot - accuracy boost unpressured in pocket (confirmed)
Double Dip - Improved double move routes (confirmed)
Downhill - Break more tackles when running at max speed (confirmed)
Dropback Disrupter - improvement in collapsing pocket inside?
Dropback Shield - counter to above?
Extender - roll out passing?
Fan Favourite - Increased composure gains at home (confirmed)
Field Flip - less likely to over kick inside own territory on punts?
Field General - Assists in identifying blitzers and disguised coverages pre-snap (confirmed)
Focused Kicker - slower meter on deeper kicks?
Gift Wrap - throws catchable balls?
Grip Breaker - Bolsters a defender's capability to disengage from a block (confirmed)
Ground And Pound - power blocking?
Hammer - increases wear and tear on the tackler when ball carrier?
Headfirst - improves trucking?
Headstrong - ability to resist distractions from stadium pulse, reduced route scramble and reduces chance of mistakes (confirmed)
Housecall - interception return break tackles?
Immovable - DL tougher to move in run game?
Inside Disruptor - inside run game shedding?
Inside Shield - counter to above?
Intimidator - hits lower composure?
Jackpot -
Jammer - press coverage?
KO - pass breakups on catch point?
Layout - Improved dive catches
Legion - improved composure for whole DB corp (confirmed)
Magician - sack breaker?
Mega Leg - deep field goals with reduced over kick risk?
Mobile Deadeye - as in madden?
Mobile Resistance - improved contains?
Off Platform - throw off backfoot?
On Time - increased accuracy on timing routes?
Option Disruptor - defends better as read defender?
Option King - Improved accuracy on pitches and potential Wear and Tear protection on option plays (confirmed)
Option Shield - option blocking?
Outside Disruptor - outside shed?
Outside Shield - protect Vs above?
Pass Pro - all day in madden?
Play Action Shield - blocking on PA plays?
Pocket Shield - Progressively makes offensive linemen hold blocks better on standard pass plays (confirmed)
Press Pro - press coverage?
Pull Down - pull blocks?
Quick Drop - increased accuracy on 1/3 step drops?
Quick Jump - pass rush get off in quick game?
Quick Step - counter to above?
Rally DL - DL composure on sacks?
Rally OL - OL composure on 1st downs?
Recoup - Improved fatigue recovery (confirmed)
Redirect - zone chucking improvement?
Resistance - resistance to composure losses?
Rhythm - confidence when completing passes consecutively?
Road Dog - performance on the road?
Robber - reaction to balls when in a mid zone?
Safety Valve - win Vs man and secure catches from backfield (confirmed)
Side Step - Improved fakeouts on juke moves (confirmed)
Sleight of hand - increased effect of play action on 1st down or less than 3 to go (confirmed)
Step up - accuracy boost when stepping up in pocket unpressured (confirmed)
Sure Hands - Improved standard catches (confirmed)
Takeoff - quicker release when not pressed (confirmed)
Workhorse - Improved protection from Wear and Tear
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2024.06.02 10:21 MichiganKratos6425 A Praise to The Bests of the Bests

Hello Guys! Just wanna say, big fan, literally listen to you guys on a daily, sometimes all day at work. This is my first ever real Reddit post, no just a repost of something, and I believe its best that it’s for you guys, you guys make me my bad days so much better, make me laugh when I’m in a bad mood. I wish you guys the best and I cannot wait to see Marks movie, I believe it’s going to be great, in a whisper although I think you could’ve gotten Wade and Bob in there somewhere, but I have high expectationnnnnssss. That’s all, just wanted to give some praise to you guys and I love what y’all do. My future children will learn, and love the Three Peens!!! FAVORITE YOUTUBERSSS
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2024.06.02 10:21 Creative-Airport-477 doing drugs is bad

someone on here a couple of days ago mentioned that one of the reasons ben and emil got let go from the studio is because ben would be high coming into work to film their podcast. i thought the reference being made here was to that one after hours episode near the very end of their run, and then also the episode where b&e interview the robinhood guy.
today i was watching the youtube episode where they get their new studio (columboat). i didn’t really think much of anything, until i showed my boyfriend a part i thought was really funny, and the first thing he asks me is “is ben high?” and that totally changed the way i watched the rest of episode.
because ben definitely was high. he was rambling, going off on tangents, just generally being absurd. i could tell emil was trying to keep it on track with the agenda, but when ben would sidetrack, emil would do his best to keep it light and fun. emil even made a comment about ben’s iced coffee, which was the sign that ben had put something in it.
ben being high is really funny at first. that after hours episode is one of my all time favorite episodes. but they are so so so different from when ben is sober.
ben’s behavior when he’s high make me uncomfortable when i watch those episodes, because ive been there. i thought i could make situations more fun if i were drunk or high, and to me it might have been fun, but for everyone else, it’s a nightmare.
bringing it back to why they left the studio, i think the biggest issue here is ben would never tell anyone that he was going to do drugs for that episode. he would just do them. he talks about it in the episode the four of them were on together right before 8 ball dropped. emil was very surprised to learn ben did acid before the interview.
paypigs and BAES has toned down a lot since trill. whatever ben was going through then, seems to be better now (although he did say he buys ketamine from a drug dealer)
and if i were to guess why all the content that tmg is ashamed of is still up, i would say $$$
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2024.06.02 10:21 SuicidalSparky EU/UK community servers

I saw the other post by HerrBBQ who's put up some servers in the US, I have the means to put some up in the UK and/or EU but I'm interested to know if they'll get used?
I've no problem putting some servers up because this game does have some special meaning to me, I used to play it back in the day with one of my best friends who is no longer with us, but it's not really worth the time if they won't get played.
Will they show up on server listing automatically or would I need to advertise them?
Just trying to get a feeling of how popular it would be.
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2024.06.02 10:20 esquarcit Webflow Developer seeking advice from Figma freelancers

Good day folks,
I'm a Webflow developer, every other day I get puzzled on how it would be great/beneficial to become "good enough" with Figma in order to offer design service to my clients.
I can navigate easily in Figma. I can do some rudimental designs but similarly to Webflow I know that in order to work efficiently there are some tricks and tips to know. Eg components, plugins, libraries, assets, AI tools...
My aim is to use Figma with in mind the best practices for Webflow and web design in general. But what is the best way to approach Figma at this regard?
Anyone here that is a Webflow developer and Figma designer can give me some ropes?
Thanks!
PS Happy to have a 1-1 skill video call sharing (webflow and Figma) or if you open for collaboration feel free to DM me
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2024.06.02 10:18 Frosty-Hold2413 My girlfriend wants to post nudes on reddit. How do I react to it ?

So 2 days ago my girlfriend sent me a couple of nudes. And I love her body so fucking much...I just told her that she looks amazing and that body is perfect....She then said that she has 10 more photos that she took which and she'll show me all of em ... but I'll have to tell her which one's the best to post on reddit. Idk why but that felt a bit weird to me....I said don't send me any photos if you want but just don't post it on reddit....she asked me why ... I couldn't explain much...i just told her that it's weird for me as a boyfriend to know that his girlfriend has posted a nude on reddit and now random guys will sexualize her. Ofcourse She won't show me on what subreddit she's posted them.... but still it'll be weird to me idk why....Then after a bit of argument i said "Do whatever you like" and went offline....She texted me back after maybe 5 hours ... sending some memes... I asked her if she posted it....she said that she did and the comments are "regular" I asked her one of the comments and she said one guy commented "sunkissed suits you" or sumn....I felt weird....I argued that why did you post it....she said what's wrong with it ...no one knows it's me and I'm not showing my face....I was just angry and it was almost 2am...so I just slept without replying....The next day I didn't text her....then she messaged me asking me how long am I not going to talk to her....I explained the whole thing from my pov is weird ... Then she told me that she did post it... but it got deleted due to less karma or something... And she further argued that even if she posted it's not a thing to be concerned about....she said that she isn't showing her face....and it's just fun to know what people think....she said that me saying that she's beautiful is good ... but she doesn't feel confident enough and she wants people to judge her ....(Ofcourse people on those subreddits will praise her for posting a nude) but idk .... She hasn't posted the nude...i mean she did but it got deleted according to her...but this argument which i started makes her think that what's wrong in posting a nude if it will help her gain some confidence and why am I being so weird about it... Help me out guys.
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2024.06.02 10:18 nasseyz Struggling Any Advice?

I (M21) have been in a relationship with my partner (NB21) for almost 3 years. We’ve hit a point in our relationship that I’ve never had to deal with before. We are currently on a break. And as much as I hate that term it was either that or a break up and I love this person with all my heart and would do anything to make it work.
Mini personal info before getting in to what lead us here. They are my 2nd but first REAL relationship to this extent with someone. And I already had a good mindset about mental health but had no idea about BPD especially undiagnosed and diagnosed differences. Once we made things official they opened up and were very honest about what I could be getting into. I told them I’d make things work and we’d figure it out. We’ve even gotten to the point of having a note we collab on so I can ask questions and she can answer them and I always can go back and look if I’m lost or confused. I’ve done plenty of research and try my best to respect what they go through. They’ve even done better for themselves since being together such as, no more self harm and feeling more comfortable being around me even when they switch most of the time. They go to college and we’ve had to adjust to long distance and back and forth visits but they’re currently down for the summer. Since they’ve been down they struggle to make friends down here and the home they’re staying in is with their family that they’ve gotten a lot of trauma from.
To get back to the main topic, this began a week from today. We went out camping with their family for the weekend and on the night before we left the campsite I noticed they were very distant and short with convo. I realized this must’ve been a switch and knew I had to be patient. The next morning comes and I noticed it was the same. When we got back to their place they gave me dirty laundry to put away and I stupidly put them in the wrong places this triggered them and made things a bit worse. Once I left for work I went home after and noticed even her texts were still pretty dry and short. Which is normal for this behavior. I tried to make conversation and change the topic to keep convos going. For the next 2 days it felt like what I can best describe as being emotionally neglected getting no convo or life out of them. On those 2 days, were my days off of work and I tried to link up to eat together since they were close by but we ended up missing each other. We later saw each other for their little sister’s concert but I went to go get their brother a vape before coming. (i was told the wrong time and already late so i figured i’d just get it first, kind of slow ik) This added fuel to the fire. After the concert I tried to talk with them a bit when we were out with their family but it was the same vibe. I even tried to offer plans for tomorrow or even after we were done hanging with family. But the way they rejected I took a little personally, since it just felt like I was just getting nowhere. The next day they had to take their brother to a baseball game and I selfishly choose not to go simply because they were going to be out all day up at the baseball game and I wanted to genuinely relax at home. I texted them while they were there trying to make a conversation but it just kept dying. Eventually when they were leaving I texted and asked if they were upset with me personally. They opened up and said that the whole situation still had them angry simply because they felt like it was just very stupid to mess that up (i wouldn’t say they’re wrong) and that they had emotionless detachment from me JUST me. When they switch they usually show it towards everyone unapologetically. I’ve never dealt with that before and it honestly hurt reading it so i replied with simply “okay” and went to bed shortly after. I was in my head but tried to keep texting we couldn’t hangout because i work long hours and I usually try to make up for that in the weekends when i see them but this time due to what they said i asked pretty much if there was any point of me being over there and they pretty much replied you can come if you want to this unfortunately started to turn into a argument since I began to get more frustrated from not getting a straight answer and not knowing what to do it got really bad to the point I said triggering things such as “you need to help yourself more.” and “it just feels like you want to be mad at me.”These things were said out of pure emotional defense but it destroyed them. In the middle of the argument they opened up and said they were reallly tired of the texting and how things felt the same as if they still up in college even though they’re back home. Due to what I said they feel like I truly can’t handle being with them and being broken up is the better answer since things like this have been a repeated through the years and have steadily gotten a bit worse over time. I tried to explain it was simply the fact that they were emotionless towards me and being told that directly made me feel like whatever i said or did had no emotional value therefore had no meaning in their eyes. We agreed on a week break of no contact no location no nothing. This is currently day 3 and I’ve been trying to do a lot of self reflection on myself so I can have a clear mindset for this person to be there for them and love them for who they are but it’s hard to not get emotionally defensive myself sometimes.
I know this is a long read but any advice would mean the world. I know we can make this work I just feel like I need a better way of handling certain situations. I hope I made everything clear if anything isn’t don’t be afraid to ask!
thank you for reading :)
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2024.06.02 10:16 Disastrous-Eagle3224 [M4A] Celebrity shocks the world with her porn debut

I am 18+ and all characters are 18+
Hello everyone! In this roleplay I’m looking for you to play as a celebrity as she decides to venture into porn professionally for whatever reason. She decides to go with a higher class studio (for me TUSHY/BLACKED would be perfect but I’m easy to go with any high class studio, or even an onlyfans account if you’d rather). We’ll start the scene arriving on shoot day and beforehand we’ll get to know each other a bit better before we get started. During the shoot itself we have an amazing time together, both of us having some of the best fun of our lives and when we’re done it’s safe to say that your character, even if she doesn’t want to do it on cam, will definitely be inviting my character around for some fun in her own time!
I’m looking for someone who doesn’t want to rush things and likes a good detailed role play ideally, so if you’re someone who does one line responses/ low effort replies then I’m afraid I’m not the partner for you! My only other request is that so I know you have read the full post I’m asking you to in your opening message tell me who you would like to play as and also how long your responses are, and please do not open with just ‘hey’ or ‘roleplay?’, you will definitely be ignored. Thank you!
Celebrities: Sydney Sweeney, Kylie Jenner, Kim Kardashian, Kendall Jenner, Kourtney Kardashian, Khloe Kardashian, Madison Beer, Margot Robbie, Chantel Jeffries, Sommer Ray, Katie Sigmond, Charli D’Amelio, Jenna Ortega Olivia Rodrigo, Pineapplebrat, Maren Turmo, Lauren Alexis, Millie Bobby Brown, Anne Hathaway, Sabrina Carpenter, Erna Husko, Bella Poarch, Sssniperwolf, Taylor Swift and Addison Rae. Or bring your own suggestion and maybe we can make it work!
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2024.06.02 10:14 Strict-Plantain-895 Ah shit here we go again….. (Log 0)

Ah shit here we go again….. (Log 0)
Day 1 of beginner me. I’m a player with 3 max level accounts and over 1 year experience with the game(I started when barrier was just released) I’m on a journey to experience blox fruits again. Along the way I will give tips and choices on how I grind and fruits and fighting styles I use. I will only post milestones of major decisions I did along the way. This series of posts will is done so as a means to teach new players what to do ingame and the best ways to grind(without spending money). And enjoying the game is possible without robux.
Any beginners that have any questions about first sea feel free to ask. Also many people might just call me as someone with a lot of free time but just so y’all know I’m just doing this for fun lol your choice on whether y’all want to join in the discussion or just ignore the post entirely.
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2024.06.02 10:13 Much-Strategy563 Partner of 11 years wants to end things and I don’t

I(38F) have been with my partner(40m) for 11 years. We have had ours ups and downs as with every relationship but this last fight he wants to end things. We haven’t tried couples counseling and anytime I’ve even tried to talk he gets defensive and blames everything on me and my up bringing. He accuses me of never wanting to do anything with his friends and that I use work as an excuse not to do anything (I work retail with short staffing surprise surprise and my schedules, yes I may make them, are 3 weeks out and I’m lucky if he informs me a week prior to the event) . When he is out he often drinks too excessive, I think he’s an alcoholic but he’ll tell you he’s not cause it’s only beer not hard liquor. He then won’t come home until 12 (I know that may not seem late but when you have a kid it is). He is loud and disruptive and usually wakes up our 3 year old daughter. I have been honest with him that he has one group of friends I like and one I don’t. He has had two DUI’s and the first one included felony mushroom possession. Both DUIs happened with the group that I don’t like, although he’ll tell you the first was my fault.
I’m angry, I’m so angry this is how it ends. I truly loved him. I loved how he didn’t really care what people thought of him (I however am always in my head). He was there when I lost my brother to suicide and really help my family through that. The moments I see with our daughter and the way he melts with her. He would tell me I was sexy even though I may not feel it.
I know I’m messed up, I get angry when he doesn’t come home by 11 but he would also tell me he was leaving a place that was 20min away and not be home until an hour or two later with no communication. Maybe I PTSD from those DUIs, not hearing from him for hours thinking he’s in a ditch somewhere. I’ll never forget the phones calls one at 3am and the second at 1am I answered both went to pick him up both times, the second waking up my daughter to take with, waiting over an hour for him to be release him.
I’m devistated that he just wants to end things. I’ve put so much into this relationship. I never give up on things.
I guess I just show my support and love by being there unconditionally. He’s said some horrible things to me that I won’t mention but most of you would have said to leave him if you knew. But I can’t I want to work on things.
I also suffered a miscarriage two months ago. Neither of us really wanted it but it still fucked with me. I feel like I’m still getting through that. Wanted or not it’s still a tough thing to go through especially when you just start bleeding heavily and have blood clots the size of tennis balls. I haven’t felt normal since then but I don’t think he would even care, so I haven’t told him
I don’t know what to do. I’m rambling now. I think I just needed to get shit off my chest. I need someone to tell him to stop being so angry and listen, really listen and try to understand what i’m saying. He feels I’m against him and I’m not.
I know I need therapy myself I push things down and down and down until I explode. I have two associates at work causing a toxic work place. They want each other fired but that’s not going to happen because well the company doesn’t really give us a way to do that. It’s all about talks and what can we do better blah,blah,blah. I also hate confrontation. But tonight I exploded. I got pissed. He was doing a “concert” thing with a new group of guys and I asked him if he was leaving soon since it was 10 and he was riding his bike and we were going to a cubs game the next day, which meant up early to get ready (he doesn’t understand a girl needs time to get ready), get my daughter fed and dressed and take her over to her grandparents to catch the train in to the city. He came in ran to the basement, must have tossed his drumsticks somewhere cause I heard it and the started to whistle when he came up the stairs (we live in a single story house). I had just worked a 10 hour day also. I flew in to the kitchen and went off on him. He then proceeded to tell me he was sick and tired of this and he was done and then said a few hurtful things while I cried on the steps leading down to the basement where he went. I said I want to work on things but he said it’s over. He said I was isolating him and abusive. I was antisocial and never want to do anything. Our daughter woke up and came to the top steps. I told him to shut up and stop talking our daughter was there but he said he didn’t care and told me to fuck off. She wanted to tell him to stop being so angry but I wisked her away and got her back to sleep. So here I am now typing my guts out out because I don’t know what to do. He already made a comment on another post about ending an abusive 12 year relationship (it’s actually only been 11) being the best thing for his mental health.
And I already know I need to seek some counseling to better myself for my daughter.
Ugh I guess that’s it that’s my ramble. I’m going to try and get some sleep now.
Also be nice but honest it’s my first post.
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2024.06.02 10:12 Embarrassed_Editor43 Should I give up ? Need advices (24M, 24F)

Should I give up ? Need advices
I’ve lived in Paris for 7 years. Back in December 2022, I met this cute Italian girl, she was in an Erasmus exchange here. It was very intense, but also very brief, and in January 2023 she went back to Italy. We were both 23 when we met.
We weren’t officially in a relationship, so we didn’t promise anything.
In February, to move on, I started going out again with friends. I met another girl, she was even more beautiful than her, but she wasn’t her. Every party I went to was super boring. I realized I had very strong feelings for the Italian girl, and nothing else would fulfill me. So I explained the situation to the new girl (we barely saw each other 2 times, just for drinks. No kisses or sex) and I went to Italy.
During the next 6 months, I would visit her 2 times and we would text regularly (although not daily). I never talked to another girl in this period. Until September 2023, where she found an internship in Paris.
Between September and December were the best months of my life. Way better than the first time. We were spending almost everyday together. My birthday was in this period. Since I don’t have family in Paris, it’s the first time in 7 years that someone celebrated my birthday.
But in December, her internship ended and she went back to Italy. Saying goodbye here was a lot harder than the first time, because we have known each other for one year at this point. We both cried (I didn’t even cry when my dad died, so it shows that I was really in pain)
In the first month, we would text each other all the time, very nostalgic about our time together. In the second month, a little bit less, but on a daily basis. But from the third month on, she would take more and more time to answer. Sometimes taking 4-5 days. It’s hard to plan a visit if we barely talk.
I’m starting to feel depressed. Sometimes I think about moving on, but it disgusts me to think about me even flirting with someone else. I love her. What should I do ?
It’s not my first long distance relationship. I had another one 8 years ago, but we were teenagers so we had no money to visit each other, so it ended very quickly. I though regular visits would help this one work.
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2024.06.02 10:11 Strict-Plantain-895 Ah shit here we go again…..

Ah shit here we go again…..
Day 1 of beginner me. I’m a player with 3 max level accounts and over 1 year experience with the game(I started when barrier was just released) I’m on a journey to experience blox fruits again. Along the way I will give tips and choices on how I grind and fruits and fighting styles I use. I will only post milestones of major decisions I did along the way. This series of posts will is done so as a means to teach new players what to do ingame and the best ways to grind(without spending money). And enjoying the game is possible without robux.
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2024.06.02 10:09 curiousGaymerx Best friend is missing and it makes me want to give up

Hey everyone,
I decided to post here to vent and calm my mind. The past months have been rough, impacting my mental health severely. I've developed an antisocial phase, drifting from friends and struggling to respond to messages, including those from my best friend. We've known each other for years online, and she's like a sister to me. Despite my situation, I tried to explain to her what was going on.
The last message she sent was on May 11, and I shamefully responded on May 29, but she hasn't replied. She last posted on TikTok on May 16. I've tried contacting her via Discord, WhatsApp, and TikTok, but no response. She's been MIA for 5 days, which is unusual. This has led me to fear the worst: what if something terrible has happened to her?
I don't have contact information for her family, and I can't travel to her country as I'm a caregiver for my parents. Possible reasons like her phone being stolen, losing WiFi, or traveling without notifying me don't seem likely. I'm terrified something serious has happened, and I don't know how I'll handle it if it's true.
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