So June last year I had two friends over and the one had to leave early for an appointment and so I was left alone with this guy friend of mine who I had a crush on at the time.
This was the first (and as of current last) time we hung out alone. Vibes were definitely high and I would have made a move but I didn’t know for sure how he was feeling and didn’t want it to be awkward. We never kissed but we ended up cuddling and having really personal conversations. He also started like mocking my ex, who he is friends with and I’m on good terms with.
Anyways last week I had a small party at my place and we were drinking and my friend told me he knew that I had liked him that last year and I didn’t know how to respond so I like laughed it off. I think I must have drank some more cuz I asked him later why he never told me he knew earlier and he said because he had feelings for me from that night in June till like Septemberish, so even tho he knew I liked him, he never made a move on me back then.
My feelings just came rushing back and it sucks so bad cuz I would have loved to make a move if I knew he felt the same back then. Is it definitely too late to make a move? I also don’t want to get played though and I think he used to like the attention I gave him so I don’t want it to just be him wanting the attention back but besides that we’re also very close friends.

I was talking about how i wanted to go somewhere for my first spring break as a freshman with some friends and she shut it down. She said I should stay home, but when im at home im not really happy unless no one is around and im in my room.
^I was talking about how i have never swam in at a beach and wanted to see and do new things in this new chapter of my life and she basically said that was stupid and asked why would i wanted to do that.
When i was showing her new hairstyles she made faces and said they were all ugly. So i said it’s my head not hers and she stopped responding.
I wanted to order a book (one by yukio mishima) and she said why and that it was dumb. I explained that the book was about stigma blah blah and she said i only wanted it because i was hiding something (as if it was a smut/sex book). You don’t even need to pay for those I could go on Wattpad like right now but wtv.
When i told her i wanted to learn more languages (i am only studying one outside of English) she said why and made faces.
I told her about what i wanted my future jobs to be and she said i could do another one instead. She does this every time i mention it.
When I talked about studying abroad she said no and that was stupid though i know the language.
She puts me down but brags about my achievements to everyone else. I stay in my room and don’t call unless i have to bc she just makes me so angry and I can’t do anything about it. And years of this has lead to me being easily annoyed/angry/feeling attacked and I have no patience. When I said up for myself she just stops talking. I don’t like being around her because she pretends like nothing happened afterwards.
I just want to live my life without her incessant yapping. What do I do?

22F. I feel so exhausted all the time- but my body doesn't feel tired, only my brain? For nearly all of every day, it feels like I can't hold a simple conversation or think seriously about things because I don't have the mental energy to do so. But it also doesn't feel like I'm going to fall asleep; if I try to nap, I can't. After work, I don't even feel like watching TV or doing anything. I joke around saying all I feel like doing is staring at the wall.
I've been trying so hard to fix this for years but nothing seems to help. Here's where I'm at:

• I did my own sleep "tests" to see if I was sleeping too much/too little - for extended periods I've tried sleeping 8 hours every night, <8 hours every night, and also going to bed early and not setting an alarm and just allowing myself to wake up naturally. When I don't set an alarm I sleep for ~10 hours. Regardless of how much I slept, I felt tired
  • I don't think I have sleep apnea? I don't snore
  • My sleep tracking devices say I'm getting enough deep and REM sleep
• I have a pretty well-rounded diet, lots of protein and I drink a good amount of water
• I have a latte probably 3-4 times a week. I don't drink it for the caffeine (don't ever feel it), I just like the taste
• I don't drink a ton of alcohol- 1-2 drinks/week max
• I'm not undeoverweight
• I spoke to my doctor about this and he sent me for a bunch of lab tests, which showed only that I was Vitamin D deficient. I've been taking supplements every day for 4 months and haven't seen any improvements
• No major stressors in my life
• I have a somewhat active 9-5 job. Some days I'm on the computer all day, other days I'm on my feet all day
• I graduated from college last spring; freshman and sophomore years I was fine, but junior year is when this started and I feel like it's been continuously getting worse since then
• I have some ongoing GI issues and saw a doctor about this- didn't show signs of lactose or gluten intolerance, also tried the FODMAP diet for 2 months and didn't see any improvement
• I go through phases where I either exercise 3-4 times a week or like once a week

Other maybe relevant details:

• I sleep talk and/or walk nearly every night and have since I was a kid. When my LDR partner visits, he tells me I sleepwalk nearly every night... (scary). I also have pretty frequent hallucinations (audio and visual) in my sleep multiple times a week
• I'm not depressed; I do have diagnosed anxiety, especially social anxiety, and ADHD. I am also like 99% sure I'm on the Autism spectrum too. I'm thinking this could be part of it?

This is seriously affecting my life - I feel like I'm not performing well at work and my LDR is also taking a hit because I'm often too tired to talk on the phone. Thank you for reading this far, I appreciate any suggestions or thoughts people have on this- even if you're not a doctor but are experiencing something similar!

For context: My GF (F17) and I (M17) both really like each other. Like a lot. It was my first time having a girlfriend, and I was her third boyfriend. She has mentioned that she would want to marry me, and I have seriously considered it too, even though I know logically I wouldn't. But anyways, we really like each other.
But, after only 1.5 months of talking to her and being together, her parents decided that she has to focus on school, because she has high ambitions for college, and they don't want her spending all her time with me and not focusing on her studies. They were also worried that, if I broke up, she would be depressed. She tells me how she cried for five months after her ex broke up with her, and I assume because of the same reason, because her parents wanted her to focus on studies, and he saw that and respected her parents decision. She agrees with her parents too, and , even though she doesn't think I would distract her from school, she has to do what her parents say.
We are now not together anymore. And it honestly really hurts every time I type that, or when I wrote it down in my journal, or when she said it to me on call. It really hurts. Like more than anything I can remember. When I asked if there's anything I could do she said no, her parents won't change their minds (at least for now), and she already tried to make some sort of bargain/agreement with her last boyfriend, like only talking to him one hour a day or less, only seeing him once a week, etc. She believes, and I am starting to believe, that it will never happen, and that we are done forever.
She and I still want to be close friends, but we won't be able to spend time alone together anymore, and it honestly really doesn't feel the same. It was my first girlfriend, and I only really went out with her like two times, I didn't get to do anything with her, and I'm really aching now. I feel empty inside. I don't know what to do, and I just want everything to stop feeling the way it does, and I want to go back to before I even met her and didn't know anything about relationships.
How do I get passed this? Is there a solution?

Hi, new here. Have had an idea for a story for a while but most of my writing was erased so had to start over. What do you think of the intro below, is this something you'd be interested in continuing to read?

Its the year 3002, the remnants of Earth are but the dunes. Extraction of the planet has caused life to dissipate due to drought and the death of organisms living within the soil. This lack of life within the soil's ecosystem has caused dead space, the sand or dunes as we know them. However, this isn't what the Federal League of Alternative Government or F.L.A.G would have you believe. I know. I'm nothing but a Rogue to them, pushed into the outskirts of society due to a mutation caused several years back when the Earth began to lose its moisture, causing dry air. A virus struck at that time and the respiratory systems of several individuals failed. Some say it was a way for the Earth to fight to stay alive, after all it is a living organism. Yet, others, F.L.A.G, say it was created by Rogues themselves to drain the Earth and society of its resources. Funny. I don't ever remember wanting to be a Rogue. But being a Rogue now is the only thing that makes sense. For how do we think the virus truly inhabited the planet? Should we believe everything the government tells us? Or should we begin to listen to the stories of Rogues and how they survived the infection? I know I was never the same again. Something only a chemical could create. Organic? Not likely. Therefore, could it truly come from the Earth?
My name is Cephyr. I am one of the last to be alive from the Dry Age. I witnessed the disappearance of ecosystems that lived upon the Earth. For this reason alone I have been in hiding. For unbeknownst to civilian life, F.L.A.G is eradicating the history of the Dry Age. For good reason. Can we really allow society to know that the government destroyed the natural resources of our planet? The Earth is not what it once was. The air itself can be poisonous. Too many gasses flow within the Earth's atmosphere unlike times before when botanicals would cleanse the air. Carbon Monoxide is heavy and prevalent. And for me, or any Rogue, my eyes are a dead give away. I can pretend I can't breathe the oxygen to mask myself with others, but only the eyes of a Rogue turn golden when gas levels reach above a certain amount, the red zone. For this reason F.L.A.G is also on the hunt. Why is it that we survived and mutated? What is the mystery of the yellow eyes? But more so, why does our epidermis shed when moisture touches us? That is a mystery even still to me.
We're alien. And anything in this world that is unknown is cause for fear. Because anything that can create confusion can create fear. And anything that can create fear, has power. A power F.L.A.G does not want utilized. A power of truth that F.L.A.G does not want realized. For what really is a Rogue but an evolution of mankind. Some say we were made by the Earth itself. Some call us guardians. Others say we are a menace. Guess it depends who you ask. Or what truth they know of the Dry Age.

My GCC has been flying through the taming process, I am now trying to pick him up but when I put my finger under his belly he will put 1 talon on my finger and he immediately jumps onto the side of the cage. He has been doing this for the past few days without any improvement and sometimes he avoids my finger all together.
Every other step of the taming process was done in a day. So I don't know if this is a normal thing that I have to give it time or if there is a trick that I can try?
This is my first bird so I don't have a great Idea of how the taming process goes other than some googling and YT videos.

You ma'am were my everything, from the moment I first saw you walking to my tow truck. I was in aww of you in that moment I was so hooked I can't explain it in any other way. I just needed to get to know the real you. Looking back I wish I could have slowed everything down a lot because we moved so fast. Opened the door for you and got you up into the truck. At first she was impressed I even would do that for her. She said it made her feel special and no one had ever done that for her. As I walked back to my door to get in time for me started to slow as I thought about a million things at once I was so drawn to her wanted everything for her and me to be amazing and guys, it really was great from my seat. She's absolutely gorgeous, sweet yet she's a pretty bad ass chick though. She's into heavy metal and rock over anything. She's my only ginger I've ever dated in my life. She's so beautiful, selfless when she knows u need something she is the first one to get it for you and she's an amazing cook, So incredibly sexy, and no matter what she broken and all was the only woman that I ever bought a real ring for wherever would and that red hair gets me now every time I find one around in my truck or my house. She loves to play with it as her nervous habit I used to say she was marking her territory jokingly but I loved watching her do it I love watching her play with it It was awesome to just be able to look over at her and see her sitting there was the greatest feeling in my life next to having my children and watching them be born. Seeing her smile was the most amazing thing I'd ever seen in my life That's what I lived for I lived for being silly with her and joking around and just having a good fucking time and spending that time with her no matter how much it was. I loved it always. Even when we fought I didn't ever stop loving her I did never stop caring about her obviously I was in it for us. Call me a wuss whatever you want I don't care I honestly have a thing with other people's hair it grosses me out when it is off the body so I'd have these piles of hair is have to immediately get out of the floor of my work truck when id open it for her to get her out of the truck lol it grossed me out but I didn't really care it was more funny that she was nervous cus we were so chill together. I quickly fell for this girl front the start and she was exactly what I said in the title. She's always going to be my blue little sundress passenger seat princess, the only women I've ever actually seen, planned, or dreamed of a future with and I've had longer relationship with kids even. But she has two sweet little girls that are amazing as well and I have become attatched to them as well throughout this 3 years. Especially because when her and I first met and went on our date I knew already that she was a mom of two but I hadn't met either one of them yet. Days after she was still with me and we spent every waking moment together in that truck. And we had a great time It just felt right. After that weekend was over we went to pick up her 3-month-old daughter. We had to go to the next town over and get her from her dad's house. As I got this little girl up into my truck put her car seat in the back of the tow truck I did what any normal person would do when meeting a baby for the first time. Started talking to her just to see her reaction to me. She was so sweet and so damn cute. She smiled so beautifully and was just so amazing it brought back all the memories for me having my kids. And that one really just cemented in the fact that I wanted to do this so much for my girl and I and for these kids cuz they were amazing. I spent my days just working away. Most the time with her by my side. There was times where yes we were not together 100% there's things she had to go do. Which was fine That's what we needed some time apart to miss each other cuz we did spend a lot of time together but honestly As long as we were there in my truck we were amazing together just hanging out while I was working spending time together and she said she loved watching me work. She loved how manly I smelled after and during a days work. Everything was great. So before her and I met I was always working and keeping to myself just trying to focus on myself but I lived in a hotel. So since her and I got hooked up together, we lived in my hotel which was not bad at all it was a fairly big hotel that offered reduced rates for long extended stays and they offered me a corporate discount. So it was fairly inexpensive as far as paying for the place but it was still extremely expensive compared to renting someplace. But it was by my own money because she had no income no job that I paid for everything. Literally everything. So as I worked 7 days a week and worked from time outta bed in the morning until well after midnight. I had no time to find our own place for cheaper living to start new direction for us. So she started searching for our own place to rent. Let's say we got distracted from that because of this damn drama that seemed to always be happening with her life. I'd always listen to what was going on with her and try to help. It's what I do in my everyday life I jump out of a truck when people are at their worst and it makes me feel a sense of joy because I get to get out of the damn truck like Superman get over to them and calm their life down a little bit slow it down for them when they're in their worst moments of the day and just take that weight off their shoulders. I get that fulfillment for my life that joy and it drives me to keep going That's the only reason I push through my days. I lived for it, soon after meeting her she became a big part of that meaning for me so much so I never even realized that it would end up costing me my career because I just couldn't do it anymore getting in that truck And as I open the door I see her there in the passenger seat with a flooded memory that comes rushing in and I get happy really quick like it's all real again and as soon as I sit down take my guys off that seat I look back over when it close the door cuz I'd always smile back at her when I got in the truck and she's not there and it breaks my heart every single time I experienced this so imagine getting in and out of that truck every day all day long and having to do that. I've been such an emotional wreck now that I literally had to go to my boss and quit my job because I couldn't safely do it and this was the job ladies and gentlemen that I prayed for at the end of our relationship I wasn't working hadn't been working for a few months because I just found out that I got cancer in my throat. So I got depressed I didn't know how to tell her my mom anybody being only 37 years old that I'm not going to be here that long Not as long as I thought so it started to destroy me and by this time in our relationship two and a half years in we had had several moves several little breakups but we'd always come back together and we always seemed great afterwards but then it always seemed like something would come up or she would lie or do something that I didn't like or that I wasn't approving of and every time I tried to talk to her about it she would just blow up at me and yeah there was lots of red flags I missed her out of a relationship I wish I could have done so many things different but stress and being what it is and everything you know I let my emotions get the best of me I let my my everything get the best of me every single time because as soon as she starts yelling it makes me louder and I just don't see anybody giving me that kind of a disrespectful stance especially when I'm trying to be calm I'm trying to just talk to them about it and then they blow up and makes me want to blow up right back So yeah my mistake but are honestly feel like it was just to cause me to do that so she could break up or we can break up and she can run away for a couple days and go get what she needed somewhere else and then come right back. That's what I feel like now. Don't know if it was all lie from delusional or what but everything I've read on here it all speaks to me so much that I honestly I really feel like I was lied to the entire time I was made to believe something that was never true This girl told me she loved me like 3 months in and I honestly felt it before that but I really think it was all just a facade now for her We found each other and we were broken pieces everywhere we started putting our lives together picking everything up putting ourselves back together and we felt more complete than anything is the way I saw our lives up until a year and a half into it though it was for me even with the little small breakups and stuff it was amazing It wouldn't trade it for the world soon as I found out I had cancer though guys It broke me I wasn't working I wasn't doing anything for myself and yeah that I regret I regret not just telling her right away because looking back now it may have helped but I doubt she would even cared She probably would have broke up with me then is how I feel now. But I never told her until almost 3 weeks after we broke up. The 17th of this month was my birthday my 38th birthday The day after is her 3-year-olds 3-year birthday. Which I didn't get to go to even though that little girl calls me dada loves me like there's no tomorrow and I love that little girl so so much she was like she was my daughter shortly after I found out I had cancer I was taking care of that little girl not working but taking care of her all day everyday for months in my house with her living here and my girlfriend living here while she worked. Then she's sitting here telling me griping at me that I need to get back working by about she can't be the only one working but then if I did that we wouldn't had a babysitter We would have nowhere for "Our daughter" She always insisted when I would say her daughter because she has a lot of hateful feelings towards her baby daddy. The other thing I forgot to mention is the fact that about 2 years into our relationship she went through a pretty major surgery for herself No one was there for her except for me I sat with her through the whole thing waited for her at the hospital I waited on her hand and foot at my place of living She laid in my bed took care of her gave her everything she needed and would do it again in a heartbeat The point is that I was there stood by her side took care of her in every way I needed to every way I could. In the first part of our relationship all the way through I'd say the first half She was always constantly wondering if I had eaten today or if I needed food or if I wanted her to cook me anything or I mean would she selflessly would do every single time she was happy to do it She loved doing it She loved being at the hotel and me coming home to a cooked meal how she would do it in her bra and underwear because just for shits and giggles you know She was the most sexually appetizing person I've been in with in my entire life number one and from day one of our relationship I never saw any other female on this planet My eyes never strayed not once they only saw her She was my everything. Fellas tell me when you fell in love If you ever felt the same because I know for me there was another woman on this planet that could ever even have compared to my woman she was so sexy so incredibly just mesmerizing for me and having her in my arms I felt complete I felt like a man I felt like I would move to heaven and earth for this woman and I was trying doing everything I could and it always just seemed like our little stupid spats and our bickering was so much more to her than it was to me because she would always end up leaving and going to her sisters. Her sister was and is so incredibly damaging for her mental state that I'm surprised that this woman has not killed herself yet She has no movement in her own life she's a stay-at-home girlfriend for her boyfriend of 16 15 16 years something like that and she is about a cow about 300 lb heifer that has always been jealous of anything the little sister gets that makes her happy that makes her have a better life than what big sister has then big sister has to sit there and destroy little sisters mental state just to bring her back down so she can feel good about her own self So anytime she ever went back there that's exactly what happened Big sister would just tear her down and break her down and it's just sick and that's where I think first mistake for us ever went was allowing her to move in there because as soon as she did seem like everything started going downhill and that's when I started finding things out about how much she was actually lying to me about stupid silly little things because her brother in-law and sister would talk to her about our relationship at night when they're all home together or whenever and they'd be giving her advice when these two are alcoholics they will not ever get married even though they've been together forever but this is just to not lose social security crap it's ridiculous there's a real fear of commitment between the two and a lot of damage between the two and it just fed right into my woman's head and I'm really truly believe it loud it her to be severely poisoned cuz she started turning into a completely different person but yet I still loved her like the day I first met her I still looked at her exactly the same I still do to this day even though she won't have anything to do with me for whatever reason I don't know I never got a reason but after everything we've been through I honestly felt like every time she made me promise never to leave her every time she made me the promise that she would never leave me no matter what blah blah blah I feel like it was all just a game to her now and a game to her family because my woman was the child that was traded off when things got too stressful for Mom she was the kid that was sent to the hospital to you know being the mental ward because it was just too tough for Mom to cope with having two kids and being as destroyed of a person as she is So of course that's led to a lot of emotional damages for my woman and for that entire family It's led to alcoholism and the other side of the family with her sister and her mom being best friends they hang out all day long and it's about the worst family situation you could think of but sadly she will still choose her family over anybody at the end of the day even though they don't choose her like that It breaks my heart to watch honestly the best thing she could do is cut them off from her life but there is a lot of times that she needed them there because she had no other option is what she felt instead of when we fought going there honestly alsoever wanted her to do is just calm down and instead of leaving stay here choose me over that bullshit fight choose me over the fucking nonsense of everything because at the end of the day none of it mattered to me I always forgave her for everything not because I wanted to be the doormat or because I allowed myself to be the doormat but because when I grew up I grew up in a Christian family That's what we do if we fight we work shit through I may not be the best Christian in the world but I know the values that I have in my family were not the same as hers they traded her off when times got tough they never showed her unconditional love so she doesn't even know how to unconditionally love her own children and it's really sad cuz honestly to this day I feel like that little girl would choose me over her own mother and that breaks my heart for her. I realize I've been rambling on for a while now but this one really doesn't sit right with me guys I've never had any issues with any breakup since this one and I know the mental state she was in when she made it and made this choice but the way she did it just recently after having promised her yet again and her promising me that we would never leave each other and to always fight for the relationship. She comes over about a 3 weeks ago we have sex been seen each other in a few days few days prior to that we went and took "our daughter" to her dentist appointment she had to be knocked out at and did great through who'd she want afterwards after she woke up me Not her mom just me to comfort her. So being the dad that I am of course I did that I gave her the comfort she needed we had a great day together but it was short-lived. My girl's been in such a bad spot mentally but she refused to talk to me about it I could never get her to open up and yes I did a lot of things wrong because I was always trying to fix her or trying to help her through it is how I see it She saw it as me trying to fix her and she said I don't need to be fixed. But I know I didn't see it that way and that may have been my mistake because she wasn't looking for advice or whatever on how to try to help her through it but she just wanted somebody to listen to her which I did I can repeat everything she's ever told me about an issue word for word I can almost predict in my head I can sit there and say okay what's she going to say. And then I can literally as she's saying it out loud I can pretty well determine already know what she's going to say while listening though just to make sure I don't miss anything It ends up being the same thing every time and it's always all about her family's issues and things going on between them. It's been this way for the last year and a half probably since she moved in there now just before this breakup she had been for a couple months looking for place for us to go cuz I want out of where I'm at now and she obviously wanted out of there and so she was supposedly looking for it for a place to go That was ours because I got a new job I sat here and prayed for a new job that I had applied for and they just weren't moving fast enough or something I guess because like 4 days before she broke up with me they called and I started working I was so happy I got back in that truck I was doing it for her for us for me for those girls everything was going the way I had invisioned it going. Then like I said two days go by she came over spend some time together We had a little quickie and then we went to her appointment with the psych doctor couple days later she breaks up with me This is how I wake up the next morning after being at work all night long in my tow truck to a text message and I'm blocked on everything every single social media outlet every everything that we had together online I'm just blocked. Knowing the mental state she was in I was like what the hell is going on now I got a short text message that said something like I can't do this anymore This is after going through her girl parts being taken out being with her the entire time waiting on her hand and foot this is after saving her daughter because her drunk ass sister drove home from their mothers house while watching the like 5-month-old baby at the time and ran the car into the fucking house in the middle of the night and we were both working shoot while she was watching her That's why she was watching her So of course I get a phone call she can't leave work and she's freaking out because her daughter was just in the car that just slammed into the house and did thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars worth of damage So what happens This guy goes and rescues the child and keeps the child with him the entire rest of my work night until mom gets off work there's lots of reasons that this woman has loved me completely and tried so hard and there's lots of reasons why I've loved her as completely as I could and tried so hard and tried getting back on track now I used her in those kids and myself to get me back to a point where I could even start to function again after finding out I had cancer and not knowing how to tell her or anybody and what hurts the most is the fact that she just gave up and just blindsided me with all of this if I feel like and it kills me but this is what I had to do because of her putting all her walls up and just stonewalling me with everything and knowing the fact that even on her Facebook she chose to not put family photos of us for up there but to put every other photo of that entire time together on there even ones that she had taken separately with just her and her girls making it look like nobody else was there the entire time She just failed to include the you know few pictures she took all of us. Which are now deleted off her phone obviously cuz she deleted everything of us together She always does that She always does it just deletes them because she never had any good memories as a child so she has an inability to just keep that stuff because it's painful to her now for some reason even if it was a happy memory She doesn't like those happy memories cuz those are painful that they're not going to happen anymore so she just erases everything and gets rid of it because it's easier for her while I'm not that type of person I'm a sentimental person I keep everything So of course when she goes gets her mind off track whatever I start to be sweet and send her you know our pictures together and things because I know she's already done deleted them which gets her nine times out of 10 and gets her right back to where she needs to be and realizing that I'm there for her that I I want her I choose her and I choose to do this together well not this time She completely stonewalled me wouldn't even respond to me for days and it was literally out of the blue So I'm freaking out because I'm thinking she's going to go hurt herself which she's tried to do a few times and she just reapped on all her medication the last time she tried to hurt herself that's what had happened She took all of her medication and thank God nothing happened but now she had you know six new bottles of pills which would have done it so I was scared for her life honestly. So I was literally just freaking out day after day night after night and all while having to work at night now with this new job in the truck that I was freaking out because I couldn't see her in my passenger seat anymore and then I was seeing her and then I was worrying about her and I was concentrating more on her than I was even able to do my job like I said I had to give it up even though I sat there and prayed for her prayed for myself to pray to get the job and it was literally a blessing because they created the position for me they didn't need to fill a position they created it for me I've been doing this job for well over 10 years of my career and I'm damn good at it Just not right now and so for the last month after everything that I found out everything that it's been said This is what I had to do guys and I I can't regret it I can't feel any type of way about it but I've been pushing and pushing and pushing on purpose because I know she's not coming back no matter what That's the way she feels but once I stop trying to fight for the relationship to fight for her and fight for those kids I know she's going to start to feel the feelings of losing me and it's going to start getting into her head so I knew if I stopped talking to her that's what would happen and she would try to slide right back into my life a month later whenever however it would happen she would come back eventually and I'm not going to be in a new place in my life where I would allow her to do that I can't So what I did was I pushed on purpose not only because she made me promise to do it but because I knew it's what needed to happen because I needed my mental state to be better and it's not right now I'm a wreck right now because of this woman because of losing this woman cuz I honestly felt like she's the one person on this planet that I would never let go. So my life is just turned into a fucking wreck on a wreck on a wreck because of her vindictive nature her mean-spirited bullshit when she gets mad She doesn't not have a filter so she uses her daughter against me how's it feel no that you'll never see "her daughter" ever again trying to dig into my heart and just cause more pain This is the type of stuff she would say to me That would just break me down to nothing. I've literally been in tears since the breakup and before that because I I think I kind of knew it was coming but I was just so depressed that I couldn't do anything I would cry every night even a month before we were broken up I would cry every night just cuz I missed her I missed her being next to me but that was her own fault that was her own doing She lied put words in my roommate's mouth that were never there and she couldn't apologize She could not be an adult and apologize to him and then it would have been fine She would have been a loud back at the house She would been able to come see me but she just is not the adult that I thought she was or that she used to be before when we first got together and and I don't understand what happened I can't see where it all just went so terribly wrong except for her moving in with her family. It has been the greatest experience of my life loving this woman but at the same time in the end it has been so destructive so I had to make sure that she would never come back So for the last month I've been pestering her coming at her yelling at her calling her all these names in the book and just destroying anything she ever had for me because I won't let her back into my life I can't cuz I know if I do it will be the death of me so I'm choosing me over the love of my life. The woman that I have lived for for this past three fucking years of my life given everything to worked my ass off so I could fucking just keep going the next day to provide what I could for us as a family mind you have paid for everything every waking moment for the first year and a half of our lives because she didn't have a job She didn't work so I paid for everything and that's everything we needed for the baby as well. That couldn't get bought with food stamps. Literally drained every bit of funds that I had saved up everything Just took me for a rollercoaster ride through hell but I chose me I choose me now And hopefully the apartment that she was finding for us the one that she supposedly went to Once she supposedly is at now I hope her I wish her all the best but I had to sit here and destroy any chances of ever being with the woman that I still to this day want because I know she comes back crawling back I knew that I would take her back in a heartbeat and I just can't do it so I had to get it done and over with for me for her for everybody because I won't be hurt like that I won't be disrespected like that I won't be turned into a monster because she tears me down with her hateful little remarks and digs into my heart that are totally unnecessary when I'm being everything I can try to be and be sweet for her She literally anytime I would try to be sweet would turn it into something it's not telling me I'm manipulating her telling me I'm doing this I'm doing that well okay so that's what I'll do That's what I thought and that's exactly what I did If I'm the monster let me know cuz I feel like it honestly but I know it's for the best. To my little blue sundress princess, the love of my life I'm Sorry I had to do what I did sweetheart I'll always love you no matter what babe Just can't have you walk back into my life and and destroy everything that I build from here on out because I'll end up killing myself and I don't want that to happen so this is goodbye even though I know you'll never read this. Just know that I see you everywhere in every place I go there's memories that flood back to me everyday that are amazing or that are bad or that are just that their memories they will fade eventually hopefully but for now they are still too real for me to just forget like seems like you want to do by going out there and supposedly live in your best life faking it just to make it for the rest of the world being that strong independent woman with that attitude exactly even though I know you're sad inside I know you just buried those feelings All the love you had for me and you're lying to yourself but that's on you now I tried I really really tried to get you to understand that that's where we were headed was the life we wanted so sorry I asked you to choose me and love me for me instead of love me for what I had or didn't have. I'm sorry I needed to do this or even felt like I needed to do this cuz I will always love you no matter what, But now my life is going to be for me and for me only for its remainder because you gave up the fight and I ended it.

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Anyone else get the bug where your abilities will just suddenly stop working completely? Like no matter how much you press the button nothing happens?
I was just in a game, last 4 teams and we were doing really well when suddenly I couldnt use bakugos alpha quirk to shoot anyone (trying to down a deku running away) At first I thought it was on cool down but after waiting a few seconds and trying again it still wasnt working. Tried so save my teammates but I had to watch them get eliminated because I couldn't get to them in time and my quirk wasnt firing.
The quirk only fixed after I used the PU but it was pretty much useless as I was the last surviving one on my team while two full teams were duking it out in a very small circle. I got hit from everywhere and landed directly infront of a toga mid knife sprint and well..you can guess what happened next.
We probably could have come at least 2nd if my quirk didnt mess up as I could have shot and gave dabi time to self rez and heal the all might

I really tried,I always did.nobody ever loved me,I can’t even explain how many times I have heard “you are a good person”.I wish that wasn’t the case because I let people walk over me my entire life and I just accept it.I didn’t even start living yet I feel like I will stay alone forever.I can’t even cry from how numb I feel.I have really bad ideas in my head and I’m scared of myself.I’m not even hurt I’m just numb.I don’t know how to continue and I’m loosing hope that I will.I’m fighting the urge to kill myself my entire life and I don’t think I have the strenght to do that anymore.people are worried about me right now and they see it coming but I’m lying that I’m okay.

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We've been friends since we were kids and decided a year ago to rent an apartment together, but from the start Ive made mistakes and now idk what to do. I've failed to keep promises, failed to keep up on my part of the chores, ive failed to listen to what she says or end up forgetting something and screwing up some plan or something that belongs to her, i failed to take care stuff that belongs to her multiple times to the point she feels like she cant share stuff with me. we used to share dishes and cookware in the kitchen but i lost access to the majority of all that bc most the dishes were all hers and i didn't wash them properly. she just caught me using a pot to make rice and blew up at me. shes been living at her moms house bc of me lately and i feel horrible. when shed get mad and we'd argue, i haven't done a good job at taking accountability. id cry and say sorry but then it again. i know its all wrong. i know my actions are way beyond stupidity, but now how i do i properly apologize and own up and do better? how do i stop feeling sorry for myself and victimizing myself and just do better? im tired of being so selfish and pathetic to my close friend who has done nothing but help me for so long only for me to act like this in return.

I'm trying to verify my card to receive payments. But every time I do that I get a mess from the support chat saying my bank is not a partnered bank and to sign up for a new card. I don't want to just sign up for a new card, and my bank was literally an option to select on the payment methods, I already made my store deposit so why can I suddenly not use it? Paypal option was grayed out but thats what I want to use, so I just went with my card instead. Why is this and how do I get around it? The support bot was absolutely useless too

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Hi I’m coming to the people for help 💌
I’ve been fighting really bad closed comedones mainly on my chin for the past month or two, they got really bad after a breakup probably due to stress and a momentary lapse in my self care routine. But this is what I’m trying, and I haven’t seen results yet in fact more blemishes and I’m wondering how I could tweak my routine. I’m 23F and have combination skin that’s prone to blemishes.
PM - Anua oil cleanser - Paula’s choice salicylic acid cleanser - Paula’s choice BHA AHA 2% toner - Trentinoin (every two days) - La Roche Posay moisturizer
AM - rinse - peach slices snail mucin toner - sunscreen
And now I’m wondering if I should add Azelaic acid in or if it’s all too much? I just really want help idk what’s happening ugh

Im currently at the Grymforge, and the title is quite literally my problem. It first happened when I encountered Philomeen and tried the intimidation check to make her not blow everything up, game crashed, I later tried with detect thoughts and a persuasion, game crashed both times, so I had to endure a smokepowder explosion to get out of the dialogue. Then, I tried using a perception check with the duergar that is looking at the rubble, and the game crashed again.
Is anyone else having a problem like this? How could I know whats causing it??

First of all congrats to all 2024 graduates.
This is a long one so yea. My dad has always been a pretty much absent father. Especially financially, with my mom buying us everything we’ve needed , we being my sister and I. I have vivid memories of my dad calling and saying he’s come pick us up for us to spend time with him, only for him to arrive at 10 PM to give us a $10 bill and kiss good bye. we saw him occasionally. We’ve maybe been with a total of 10-20 times throughout the entirety our lives. But as we got older we realized that we weren’t a priority of his.
Right around when COVID hit though my dad began to come around a lot more. But not in the way u may be thinking. See my dad got into hard drugs, with his then gf. Lost my baby brother to CPS, and was basically homeless. So he invited himself to our home, sleeping in my moms car at night and sometimes my mom being the god send that she is was nice enough to let him come in and eat when it got colder out. This was the worst time of my life concerning my father . I saw him in a completely different light and thought very little of him. It just completely stunned me that the only way my dad would come to see his kids is if he had nowhere else to go. He , as most drug addicts was in and out of jail, until one time when he had to stay for a few months longer , and then spent a few months in a halfway house. All throughout this and before my mom never really spoke ill of my father , unless she was arguing with him about some bull shit he was doing while being a druggy and hanging around our house, like doing drugs in our basement. But she always encouraged or even forced us to communicate with him, and try to forgive/ build a relationship with him. Aswell as countless times of my mom helping this man. Giving him money, rides, clothes, and wtv else he asked for.
Well after my dad went to jail that last time and was in the halfway house, he came out a new man. He kicked his drug habit, got his CDL license and was doing great. My sister and I were very proud of him and wanted to give him another chance. We spent 4th of July with him, and hung out with him a couple more times just driving around in his car. And just in general we’re a little closer and more communicative.
Fast forward to the 2 main incidents that led to him not being invited to my graduation . So as I was heading over to a friends house one day my car cut out. My mom was at work with a client (she’s a hairdresser) so I naively thought I could call my dad. He showed up took a look under my hood and realized that id need to get it towed. So I took the initiative to start calling tow companies and try to find the cheapest one. I luckily manage to find a guy that would do it for only $65 . Which if you’re an adult you know how much of an insanely good deal that is. Whilst I’m calling tow companies my dad has spent this time complaining about my moms choice in cars , and basically blaming her for my car cutting out. And also trying to call his sister so he could borrow a tool she had to just hitch my car to her truck and tow it himself. He can’t get ahold of her so I bring up the $65 tow guy. This man starts complaining saying he can do it for free and just wait for his sister to pick it up. Anothe 30 minutes go by and nothing. So i call my mom, and ask her can she cashapp me. Of course she says yes. So I call the tow man myself to get my car towed. The entire time this man is complaining about paying $65 fucking dollars, complaining about my mom buying the car , and complaining saying I hope she doesn’t expect me to pay for this. Mind you he has a CDL license, so he’s making good money and can more then afford to pay it . He paid $30,000 for his car cash and was able to save this money up for it in only a few months, so u do that math for how much he makes. At first I was ignoring him letting him talk shit. But he just kept going on and on and on, and I finally snapped and told him to stop talking about my mom and began defending her. We got into a heated argument that ended with him saying don’t ask him for anything, and me assuring him that I won’t. I had started crying because of how frustrated I was at the situation . I was asking something so little of him and this is how he acted? And he made fun of that saying “I’m not going to cry about it either” this was the last straw and I vowed to never reach out to him again.
I kept that vow despite my moms continuous efforts to get me to talk to him/ unblock him/ forgive him , but I was done. My 18th birthday roles around a few months later. And I decided to be nice and invite him, my thought process was I’m going to college soon , and won’t see him for probably the 4 yrs that id be gone away to school. So why not just try. I didn’t ask this man for anything and just told him where the place of my party was. The time comes and my mom and I are a little late to my party about 10-15 minutes late to getting to the place. He begins texting me asking where we are , and I say we’re a few minutes late, but otw and just resend the address . He starts making excuses saying oh he has work he has to go and wtv else. I say ok that’s fine . He says oh I have a gift I wanted to give you. I say oh you could bring it later when ur off or we could meet somewhere for me to get it tmrw. The next day roles around and I ask him if he worked today and when I could meet him to get the gift. Then he starts talking bs saying, oh I already gave it to ur mom, with the child support card. I’m thinkin oh maybe he can put more money on it and did that for me , for my bday. But no he was referring to the money he is mandated to pay by the state , which he just began paying for the last year or he so he’d been driving trucks. So once I realized this I decided to tell him how bad of a father he was, and yes I did disrespect him and curse him out and I didn’t care. This was really the final straw and I wanted to give him a piece of my mind. And that I did. This is where he really fucked up though. He texted my mom saying to give me the childsupprt card for my bday. My mom uses the $400/ month he pays for our utilities and has them on autopay. And idrc what anyone thinks about that I think it’s a very appropriate use of it. Especially since she pays for wtv else we need and want with no complaints . So she tells him it’s sad that has nothing to give his daughter on her 18th birthday and not to text her phone with the bs telling her what to do with the money. Ig this upsets him because he brings up something’s of my moms past , during a time that was really hard for her. And that was it for my mom. She cut him off too, and though she has not hate for him, she says she’s done allowing people in her life that do nothing but take advantage of and disrespect her. I was relieved to finally have my mother stop pressuring me to spend time with my father, and happy to be done with the stress and pain that he usually causes when he’s around.
Fast forward to now , my Graduation was last week. I only had 8 tickets . And I had already decided to give tickets to my grandma , her 5 kids (my mom , aunts , and uncles) my sister and my favorite cousin. A few days before the graduation whilst at school, a teacher pulls me aside and asks me did Ik my dad tried to come up to my school to get a graduation ticket . I laughed this off. The day of my graduation comes and I find out he was at the place of the graduation trying to find me. I was relieved that we didn’t bump into one another because I truthfully don’t want to see him. But later I felt a little bad when thinking about how he tried to come to the school then still came to the graduation despite not being let in obviously for the lack of a ticket. I don’t know why but my mom is in the same boat feeling guilty that he wasn’t let in on such a big moment. And has began some of her old antics of saying oh can he come to ur graduation party (not the ceremony but a family celebration) my guilt however doesn’t extend this far, and I just can’t give this man yet another opportunity to disappoint me. So what do you think Reddit , am I the asshole?

In the summer of 2022, I took a very nice trip to Ireland. The bus I was riding in around Killarney was playing, “I’ll take you home again Kathleen” and Frank Patterson’s immaculate vocals with the amazing instrumentals immediately caught my attention. I Shazam’d the song, and later on I started listening to it on my phone. I listened to that song for the rest of the trip and well after I got home. I listened to some of his other songs as well, and I really loved those ones too. Right now my favorite ones are “When Irish Eyes are Smiling”, “It’s A Long Way to Tipperary”, and “Wild Irish Rose” Every time I listen to his music I think back to that trip and how much I enjoyed being there. It seems like hardly anyone outside of Ireland knows who Frank Patterson is, which is a shame because I highly recommend you listen to his music. It is of that Operatic genre that isn’t popular anymore, but if you’re into opera songs (or even if you’re not) you should definitely give him a listen.

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