Maa ki chut ka rar

So me my family has this thing, we have a cooler in one room and fans in other (no we are not AC people because humari haddiyo m dard hota h uski vajah se) toh hum vahi sote except my brother, ab itni garmi m option nhi so we have our individual bed in that, but I am the only working person in my house.
Toh main bahut sare alarm lgaa ke soti hu kyuki ye neend khulti hi nhi, and Roz late hona sahi nhi lgta, and mujhe koi nhi uthata ya m uthti nhi, toh meri vajah se sbki neend kharab hoti h.
But,, Maine dusre kamre m sone ka try Kiya but bahut garmi hoti h yaar vaha, toh soya hi nhi jata h.
Toh yaar bahut sunate h sab mujhe ki Teri vajah se humari neend Puri nhi hoti, tune Hume pareshaan kar rakha h, tu ek alarm pe kyu nhi uthati h, etc (a bit worse)
Yaar koi solution de do kya karu

Guys just wanted to know if they normalize the scores according to the level of difficulty in the shifts or they assume every shift level to be equal
I have two major doubts regarding the system:

1. If they don't normalize then that means they assume each shift to be of equal difficulty level, if there is a wrong question in one specefic shift, the students of that shift will have an edge over other shift students by 3 free marks if its based on absolute marks. agar normalization hi nhi hai toh shifts ki difficulty ko rate karne ka bhi koi logic nhi banta.
   
2. If they do normalize, then is it like the percentile system in JEE or something else.
   

ANSWER IS YES I AM IN 🫥
-yeah sab 10th mai start hota hai 9th tak toh bot aacha tha padhai mai but suddenly kam padhai karne ki wajah se mera thik tak no. aye it seems okay t me jab mera result aya 10th ka tab mai aur mera papa bank mai tha sudeenly papa ka pass phone aya result aagaya maine bank mai hi result check kiya i was shocked i got only 78% mera papa na mujhe bank mai sabka samne daat diya aur gharpe akee mujhe thode dande maare ab ate hai main story pa ab mai 11th mai tha sudenly my life changes pata nii kaise mi ek cool dude type ban gaya tha meri ek gf bhi bani lets name her disha starting mai hamara relation boht aacha chala [aacha batana bhul gaya usne mujhe poose kiya] badme mujhe uska asli rang dekkhne lage she was not the girl i ever wanted woh chote log aa sath rehti thi not in that sense ab kaise samjhau uska ek ex photo bf tha uski pic bhi leak ho gayi thi uska sath kiss karte hua which is okay phir usne meri ladai start karwadi woh ladka ladka mujhe aisa bolra hai waise bolra hai lte sedha kam karwati thi hamara thoda sexuall attachmment bhi tha badme ussi ki wajah se hamara break up ho gaaya 12th mai brreak up hua usne meri image school mai boht buri kardi jissa mera zeena haram kar diya tha hmari secret baatee saro ko bata diya karti thi meri imagge down karti rehti thi maine aaj tak uski baate kisi ko nahi batayi taki uski image kharab na ho but she did ab present mai ate hai i cleared 12th maine jee mains clear kar liya jaise taise mai boht avarage bacha tha school mai but drop year mai ho gaya jaise taise meri coaching na meri sari preparation kharab kardi uss coaching na mera moddules hi mera dono attempt ka baad diye woh bhi aadhe aur syllaubus bhi complete ni karwaya but now my parents are expecting from me to clear jee advance too which is not possible in just 40 days but mera parents nahi samajh rahe roj mujhhe boht sunate hai mera papa na meri 11th aur 12th dono kharab kardi gov. school mai lagake infact mera papa ne 12th mai mujhe jee bhi nii dena diya aur drop year mai apne pass rakhne ka chakkar mai kisi gandi sii coaching maii admission dilwa diya mera jan attempt mai 55 aye aur phir maine coaching chod di aur khude april atttempt mai padhai karke cuoff clear ki[that coaching ruined my career aur ab 25 bhi mang rahe hai bolre hai apki installment baki hai aur mera modules bhhi ni nera syllabus bhi complete nii karwaya]ab maai roj daaat khatta hu mujhe bola jata hai ki tu nikkama hai aur ab mujhe mera dost akee bolre hai meri ex -gf mera bare mai baate fela rahi hai but mai bhul chuka hu yeah sab par phir bhi yaas dila deta hai ab aisa lagra hai kuch nii bacha zindagi mai i think a really permanent sleep can fix me only you what i am talking about!!! bs ab kuch nii bacha 💌

EK WEEK KE LIYE BAN HO GAYA THA
PHYSICS : SALEEM SIR STARTED NLM TODAY BHOT BORING LECTURE LAG RAHA THA STARTING MEIN PAR ADHE GHANTE KE BAAD SE MINUTE MINUTE POINT AAYE AUR USMEIN MAJAA AAGYA
CHEMISTRY : Solutions chal raha tha aur aaj sir ne back titration ka rec lec diya pehla laga ki theory padhke ki kya hi hoha par fir uske baad uska ek question ka aaya 0.506 gm of Ba(SCN)2 wala bc itne saare concept lag gaye ek hi question mein aur sir ne jitni baatein boli thi yaad karne ko utni ki thi aur uska fayda mil raha hai
aaj ya phir kal (most probably kal all nighter pull of karke mole concept + redox ke akk sir ke sheet lagaunga)
Maths : Quadratic padhaya graph of quadratic thike sab badhiya hai par aaj ke 15 hw mein se mujhse sirf 12 bane aur wo bhi isliye bane kyunki wo sab seedha seedha class notes ke basis par hi they bhot irritated feel ho raha hai ki bc kal sab bana liye the (all 9 tah of 20/05/24) aur aaj 3 nahi bane aur wo bhi challenger
kal subah fir uthke fight marunga ye teen swaal agar nahi hua to kuch nayi approach sikh hi lunga
kal mera bitsat ka paper hai mere pure gharwalo ko pata hai ki kuch nahi hoga par fir bhi mein jaa rahu dene kyunki paise bhare hai bhai aur haa kal chemistry aur physics ki class evening ko karunga to kal thoda hectic ho jayega mere liye manage karna but i will try not to create any backlogs
Peace out

Dost ko darru Dene jana hai It involves 2 crate beer ki Just wanted to ask ki due to election police ka kuch checking ka scene toh nahi hai If hai then mostly checking kaha ho rahi hai Btw dost Delhi ke Punjabi bagh Mai rehta hai I have to go from sector 57

Train - 11402 DOJ - 21/05/24 Coach - B1
So I (21M) was assigned upper berth and there was a 60+ man who was assigned middle berth. At 7:30pm he says I want to sleep and will lower the MB, I said it is too early and I don’t wanna sit on UB.
He says ok, sleep after a while. I agreed to go to sleep at 8:30. Literally 15 minutes later he starts again that he wants to sleep, again I refused, who TF sleeps at 7:45pm.
He starts getting riled up and then begins typical drama shouting: 1. How can you back answer me (ulte jawab) 2. Have consideration for my age 3. I have booked the seat, you have to get up 4. Is this your upbringing 5. Does it suit today’s youth to trouble us old people 6. Main bhi dekhta hu kaise nahi chhodta seat. 7. Is train ka TTE meri pehchan ka hai
I say the rules allow me to occupy the berth till 10 and if you don’t stop ruckus I will exercise my right. He is like there’s no such rule blah blah.
I say contain yourself and if you have so much problem, get TTE and then we’ll see, he goes “why should I call TTE, you call”. I just say ‘your need so you do, i will not leave the seat’
That guy ran throughout AC coaches just to get the TTE to our coach but to no avail. Then starts calling OBHS and coach supervisor and does drama ‘Mai cancer patient hoon, bohot door jana hai, baccha badtameez hai, mujhe pareshaan kiya ja raja hai etc’
The staff tells him rules are rules and they can’t do anything.
Ab pichle 1 ghante se ghoorta baitha hai. Uski aur bhi jyada jal rahi hai kyuki mai phone pe chat krte waqt smile kar raha hu.
Gajab log hai yaar, kise se kuch chahiye to maangne ka tarika hota hai, kisi ke baap ki jagir nahi hai, public transport hai train.
End of rant.

I have been following these sub for a few weeks and I would say , I get to learn alot, I deleted my insta and fb 8 month back and the same day downloaded Reddit and I must say best decision!!!!!!
I am a person who does not share a thing about oneself even to my dearest, but talk 3 to 4 hrs straight to myself, best companion of life,
Talking about upsc, I was the one who hated it the most, Reason:- was in some conspiracy stuff and all,
But now getting interacted with some prominent person from this field, feels like "agar problem think krni ho to problem ko face krna hin parega".
But at the same , my mind is clear not to give more that 2 attempts.
Very particular with life decisions from the beginning.
Only one funda of life " mehnat itni kr lo ki result ki fikar Naa ho, or jab apna 100% Dene ke baad bhi naa ho to at the end you have vast knowledge, and if that is place is not for you, better things are ahead."" ......
This sub has very knowledgeable people , many of them has has already given attempts, say ahead of me where I am right now,,
Not comparing but Wanted to know what was your (WHY) when you started your journey, (don't include stuff life sudhar knew and all, wo to bn jayenge to waise bhi krna hai, your soul reason).
Because I am a person that lives in present plan the future but don't really rely on plans , do my best at present.
A person who romanticize each second of life, even while preparing for this examination make alot of easy and fun ,,,a connection that we hear from others ( ki , Raste ka anand lo, end joo bhi ho, regrets na rkho ki yaar process enjoy nhi ki)...
Looking forward for your Answer.

Recently many of you might be shocked to see turks celebrating our students getting whooped by Kyrgyzstani goons.
But that's because you may not know how our relations soured. At the peak of ertugul craze islamist turks loved Pakistanis while liberals who wanted to distance from the country's then islamic positions hated us for celebrating what they consider a relic.
Anyway, islamist leaning people were in greater numbers and Turkey even facilitated Pakistani visas/travel.
Unfortunately, we did what we always do. Naam roshan kia.
There are countless videos like this of Pakistanis harassing Turkish women.
https://youtu.be/RA6eV3hEiTo?si=kZOp_LVWgIsdWN8y
It was worse on TikTok back in the day as people were filming asking women for time then giggling like little boys, filming closeups of women in jeans, etc.
I made the mistake of engaging by commenting k beghairato mulk ki izzat ka socho. My feed was flooded by hundreds of similar vids by other Pakistanis.
No surprise, Turkish Twitter erupted in anger. Their youngsters are already tired of being given islamic touch plus they got another reason to hate us and our ertugul-worshipping-women-harassing asses.
At the end of the day, Pakistan became an instant red flag for pretty much every Turk under 21
P.S. wait till the full story of Kyrgyzstan comes out. Remember it started with a few women getting harassed. Obviously dishing out collective punishment is horrible but we need to do something about our tharak

Urgent advice chahiye
Currently 11th mai hu aur provisional admission ke time pe form pe pcmb subject combination choose kar liya.. mera plan sirf pcb lene ka tha.. ( chutiya hu aur family bhi relatives ki baato Mai aakar ye haramiyo ka kaam karne mai encourage kar rahe hai) So maths faculty in my school is like good but assignments itne jyada dete hai ki physics aur chemistry pe focus nahi kar paa Raha hu.. There are two options with me.. Either IP le Lu( pcb+eng + PE+IP :6 subject combination) ya pcb+eng+ PE (5 subject combination) Kind of confused rn so advice chahiya tha if IP is a good option ya phir 5 subject combination would be a better option...

Currently 11th mai hu aur provisional admission ke time pe form pe pcmb subject combination choose kar liya.. mera plan sirf pcb lene ka tha.. ( chutiya hu aur family bhi relatives ki baato Mai aakar ye haramiyo ka kaam karne mai encourage kar rahe hai) So maths faculty in my school is like good but assignments itne jyada dete hai ki physics aur chemistry pe focus nahi kar paa Raha hu... There are two options with me.. Either IP le Lu( pcb+eng + PE+IP :6 subject combination) ya pcb+eng+ PE (5 subject combination) Kind of confused rn so advice chahiya tha if IP is a good option ya phir 5 subject combination would be a better option...

2023m mera first attempt tha with boards my score was as low as 289 fir bhi mere gharwalo ko lga ki mera ho skta h agr m mehnat kru to to maine drop Kia aur iss baar mera second attempt tha is baar bhi mera score kuch khaas improve nhi hua I'm still at 430s
Sach btau to jb se ppr deke aayi hu kuch accha nhi lgra kuch smjh nhi aara kya kru last year hi decide kr lia tha agr nhi hua to bs ab aur drop nhi krungi life m aage bdh jaungi. Pr ab mera mn nhi Maan ra "itna easy ppr aur fir bhi nhi hua mera? Mtlb maine apna 100% to nhi dia tha to ek last baar try kr leti hu" ye mere ppr k baad Wale week k vichar the to mere parents ne bhi offline coaching m admission krwa dia kyuki online m mera self discipline nhi bn pata h . Ab mujhe Roz ye khyal aata h ki dekho tum pdhne m jaisi bhi thi(acchi hi thi) kya kr payi aakhir jo log mujhse bhi gye gujre the they are doing much better than me vo badhiya lyf enjoy kr rhe h new cheeze experience kr rhe h aur m? M vhi 12th k baad vale phase m stuck ho gyi hu .
Ab to mera kisi se baat krne ka bhi dil nhi krta mere bestfriends se last meri baat exam vale din hi Hui thi bs ab mera mn hi nhi krta kisi se baat krne ko sharam aati h mujhe khudpr apne circumstances pr ki yr kaha fasa lia h maine khud ko. Kitna aage nikl gye h sb mujhse kitna busy h sb ab m agr kisi ko MSG bhi kru to ghanto baad reply aata h jaise sb hass rhe ho mujhpe . Mere apne dost mujhe boring bol k aage nikl gye h. I had a boyfriend jisse mil nhi payi m ajtk because of this fcking exam aur jb maine use bulaya to usne mna kr dia. Vo bhi mujhe chor kr Jana chahta h or maybe chla hi gya h already 1 hfte se baat nhi Hui kehta h tumhara hona na hona sb barabar hi h mere liye. Usne to ye tk keh dia ki bhagwan aisi chutiya gf kisi ko na de. Life k hr aspect m har gyi hu m sbse peeche kahi door chhut gyi hu. Na m acchi beti hi bn payi kitni umeed thi maa baap ko mere mujhse ki ho jayega iss saal jb btaya unhe to papa k aakho m aasu the aur mummy kuch boli nhi. Na acchi dost na acchi gf aur shyd na hi acchi insaan
Kbhi kbhi to lgta h mujhe ki shyd ye sb h hi nhi mere liye doctor bnna itna noble profession h m uske kabil hi nhi hu. Kaise koi mujhpe bharosa krega kaise m kisi ki jindgi ki responsibility le paungi lyak hi nhi hu m iske ki koi mujhe doctor bhi bole .mujhse khud ki zindagi to smbhali nhi jari m kaise kisi aur ki zindgi bchaungi
Khair...koi baat nhi krna chahta mujhse aur mujhe kisi se ye sb kehna tha to yha likh dia

my biggest mistake was putting didi bhaiyas over teachers just because some guy was iitian and got a rank associated by few numbers which they got probably by their hardwork and coincidences which i judged and fllowing their footpath fucked my jee i am not blaming them but its my responsibily and judgement that i fucked,want to elaborate a little was not knowing about jee till 11th last enrolledd in board coaching as i got my first personal space and device + a little bit of freedom to roam a little bit got s distracted that not even at end day was able to study with my full potential before my boards got 78% in 12 and if i tell you not to flex that i got 97% in 10th boards and won state level maths olmpiad in 9th say yes i was bright enough you could say i was in 1 percent of my class till 10th not involved with any fucking social media a perfect timer waking at 4 going for jogs playing football in morning and to tell i was selected for playoffs for state team untial comes the 2020 the year of my downfall involved i gaming and all and yess somewhere i feel my parents provided more than i deserve every thing i asked they got those things on my table the next day i was having a gaming pc in class 9 when things just started got my ipad in 11th and as i have a brother i got myself a gaming laptop for personal use whatever i haven't used it fully till date so there was plenty of resourses with me but i had only wrong ideas to use it till here life goes good to tell you my parents dont care about my grades till last year (yes i am a dropper aage suno) then thaught kar lega itna overachieverr hai they probably dindnt know much abot jee and all till last year vey much so last year i got 68 %percentile my father asked me to take a addmission anywhere and continue my studies now whre the real downfall starts my all friends were taking drop for jee that where your heros of youtube come in with all iitbombay edits i was so overjoyed by hypes of iits and thiers aluminies that i convinced my parents to take drop he asked me where you want to study yes another climax went to kota for drop year statring of months were good i was so into studies i tell you igot in good routine here gave my first test got a pretty decent marks to my hyping oof iits got more higher but now the teachers started changing and as it was everything new for me i saw students who were previsiosly in kota and then took a drop started to leave classes and doing it on youtube i also went there yes things saterted to worsen got best backlogs you could imagine so nothing futher chapter i was able to study now here comes entry of agent 247 he speaks notes faad do gaand faad do ye kardo woh kardo prepration apne haath me lo maa chudaye coaching wale and yes i did it now padh to leta tha ques bhi bana leta tha ekk test me 187 marks aaye the fir kyuki pure hafte padha tha part test me here comes october relible se koi banda suciide karliya to test were dismised the only motivation for me to study was gone jeendal ki sankalp ki kabhi ye stategy kabhi wo plus kota ka distraction december me test hota hai got 56 marks samjh nahi aa raha kya karu left studies as got preety much fucked by kota food got food poisning and jaundice for 2 weeks fir jee jan attempts me jo aata tha jitna padha tha attempt karke aaya and got 76 percentile machudgayi plus exam bhi pada to kab 27 ki first shift mai bola aage dekhte hai went to coaching for revision waha pe aur dimag kharab kar diye teacher advnace mains ye woh kya karu samjh nai aya wo bhi chud gaya na marks aaye na test accha jaye now next 1 month sankalp mahamanushya shristi ranchna ke pramukh ki guidence wali series leli use padha seriously fir bhi aaye kitne 87 percentile now i am fucked to doo anything kah adddmision ho nahi rah drp barbad ho raha ghar wale dhokebaaz bol rahe ki tum kuch kiye hi nahi
COCLUSION FROM MY STORY

1. ghar walo ki baat mano haar cheez acch nahi hoti jo tum sochte ho unhone jyada duniya dekhi hai tumse

2.apna dimag kholo chutiyo ko pehchano
3.till my experince koi coaching koi material koi book apka selection garentee nahi karti karti hai to consistency one source of knowlege aur preseverence (dhirdhta ) there is nothing called hardwork you are not pilling stones mai bhi yahi bachchodi karta tha chud gaya roj padho thoda padho but every day think it like a food you will never miss it
4.i repeat sirf teachers ko follow karo there is differece between a coach and a player and player cannot teach you how to play a coach can player can win the trophies but only coach can teach you how you win trophies pleaese choose your mentors wisely iitians knew how they can crack jee they cannot tell you how to crack jee there is differnce in state of mind and understanding for each sometimes problem may look same but solutions are totaly different you cannot eat paracetamol to cure cancer every problem have diffrent solution so always prefer only teacher even he is at school level

1. stop following every didi bhaiya you see on social media tum uki college ki fees aur personal aminities ke liye rakhe gaye passive income ho sab saale bussiness minded hai aur apne tag ka paisa wassol rahe i repeat there is differce between you and people like me we get average points rather than topper because he follows teachers only and even someone got good through them its barely passing the cutoffs and most of times the effort of the kids .koyle me kabhi heera bhi mil jata hai.

6.use your mind meri to puri journey mistake lagti hai meri padh lena ho sakata hai kuch uniques galti mill jaye jo tum na karna if want a slight of help do dm shayad kuch help kardo guide nahi karpaunga overachiver nahi hu baki har saal admission kam ka hi hona hai to let them misguide compitition kam hi hoga

1. phone se duri agar selection hai jaruri

my biggest mistake was putting didi bhaiyas over teachers just because some guy was iitian and got a rank associated by few numbers which they got probably by their hardwork and coincidences which i judged and fllowing their footpath fucked my jee i am not blaming them but its my responsibily and judgement that i fucked,want to elaborate a little was not knowing about jee till 11th last enrolledd in board coaching as i got my first personal space and device + a little bit of freedom to roam a little bit got s distracted that not even at end day was able to study with my full potential before my boards got 78% in 12 and if i tell you not to flex that i got 97% in 10th boards and won state level maths olmpiad in 9th say yes i was bright enough you could say i was in 1 percent of my class till 10th not involved with any fucking social media a perfect timer waking at 4 going for jogs playing football in morning and to tell i was selected for playoffs for state team untial comes the 2020 the year of my downfall involved i gaming and all and yess somewhere i feel my parents provided more than i deserve every thing i asked they got those things on my table the next day i was having a gaming pc in class 9 when things just started got my ipad in 11th and as i have a brother i got myself a gaming laptop for personal use whatever i haven't used it fully till date so there was plenty of resourses with me but i had only wrong ideas to use it till here life goes good to tell you my parents dont care about my grades till last year (yes i am a dropper aage suno) then thaught kar lega itna overachieverr hai they probably dindnt know much abot jee and all till last year vey much so last year i got 68 %percentile my father asked me to take a addmission anywhere and continue my studies now whre the real downfall starts my all friends were taking drop for jee that where your heros of youtube come in with all iitbombay edits i was so overjoyed by hypes of iits and thiers aluminies that i convinced my parents to take drop he asked me where you want to study yes another climax went to kota for drop year statring of months were good i was so into studies i tell you igot in good routine here gave my first test got a pretty decent marks to my hyping oof iits got more higher but now the teachers started changing and as it was everything new for me i saw students who were previsiosly in kota and then took a drop started to leave classes and doing it on youtube i also went there yes things saterted to worsen got best backlogs you could imagine so nothing futher chapter i was able to study now here comes entry of agent 247 he speaks notes faad do gaand faad do ye kardo woh kardo prepration apne haath me lo maa chudaye coaching wale and yes i did it now padh to leta tha ques bhi bana leta tha ekk test me 187 marks aaye the fir kyuki pure hafte padha tha part test me here comes october relible se koi banda suciide karliya to test were dismised the only motivation for me to study was gone jeendal ki sankalp ki kabhi ye stategy kabhi wo plus kota ka distraction december me test hota hai got 56 marks samjh nahi aa raha kya karu left studies as got preety much fucked by kota food got food poisning and jaundice for 2 weeks fir jee jan attempts me jo aata tha jitna padha tha attempt karke aaya and got 76 percentile machudgayi plus exam bhi pada to kab 27 ki first shift mai bola aage dekhte hai went to coaching for revision waha pe aur dimag kharab kar diye teacher advnace mains ye woh kya karu samjh nai aya wo bhi chud gaya na marks aaye na test accha jaye now next 1 month sankalp mahamanushya shristi ranchna ke pramukh ki guidence wali series leli use padha seriously fir bhi aaye kitne 87 percentile now i am fucked to doo anything kah adddmision ho nahi rah drp barbad ho raha ghar wale dhokebaaz bol rahe ki tum kuch kiye hi nahi
COCLUSION FROM MY STORY

1. ghar walo ki baat mano haar cheez acch nahi hoti jo tum sochte ho unhone jyada duniya dekhi hai tumse

2.apna dimag kholo chutiyo ko pehchano
3.till my experince koi coaching koi material koi book apka selection garentee nahi karti karti hai to consistency one source of knowlege aur preseverence (dhirdhta ) there is nothing called hardwork you are not pilling stones mai bhi yahi bachchodi karta tha chud gaya roj padho thoda padho but every day think it like a food you will never miss it
4.i repeat sirf teachers ko follow karo there is differece between a coach and a player and player cannot teach you how to play a coach can player can win the trophies but only coach can teach you how you win trophies pleaese choose your mentors wisely iitians knew how they can crack jee they cannot tell you how to crack jee there is differnce in state of mind and understanding for each sometimes problem may look same but solutions are totaly different you cannot eat paracetamol to cure cancer every problem have diffrent solution so always prefer only teacher even he is at school level

1. stop following every didi bhaiya you see on social media tum uki college ki fees aur personal aminities ke liye rakhe gaye passive income ho sab saale bussiness minded hai aur apne tag ka paisa wassol rahe i repeat there is differce between you and people like me we get average points rather than topper because he follows teachers only and even someone got good through them its barely passing the cutoffs and most of times the effort of the kids .koyle me kabhi heera bhi mil jata hai.

6.use your mind meri to puri journey mistake lagti hai meri padh lena ho sakata hai kuch uniques galti mill jaye jo tum na karna if want a slight of help do dm shayad kuch help kardo guide nahi karpaunga overachiver nahi hu baki har saal admission kam ka hi hona hai to let them misguide compitition kam hi hoga

1. phone se duri agar selection hai jaruri

I (18M) have preparing for jee for the last 2 years in kota. And it was one of the worst decision of my life. Allen aur jee ne jeevan mai bohot maar liya hai. Padhai se burnout ho gya hu whi same routine wahi subject whi classes ko follow kar kar ke. Mere advance ka exam hai 26 may but ab aur nhi padha jaa rha hai. My parents are like very chill unko IIT NIT se farak nhi padhta. Lekin meri social life puri tareeke se khatam hogyi hai. I have a very good support system (my whole family is very supportive and i have two very close friends) but still ek akelapan sa lagta hai. Despite scoring 97.8 percentile in jee mains i am not be able to get a cs aur ece branch in a good nit or iiit. Computer Science has always been my dream branch (not because of placements) but instead of my very keen interest and passion in it. Till 10th standard i was preparing for IOI (one of the most prestigious computer science olympiad all over the world) (not the SOF ones : they are not real olympiad). I ended up qualifying the Zonal computing olympiad and Indian national olympiad in informatics but not getting shortlisted in the final merit list of IOI training camp by 3 rank (Only 4 students are selected all over india for the camp and world finals). 10th ke boards khatam hue phir 11th mai Allen mai 80% scholarship milne ke baad laga ki jee ka tayyari karu.
I have been a long time lurker of this sub but this is the first time im posting something.
Pls give me advice how to improve my quality of life after jee

I (18M) have preparing for jee for the last 2 years in kota. And it was one of the worst decision of my life. Allen aur jee ne jeevan mai bohot maar liya hai. Padhai se burnout ho gya hu whi same routine wahi subject whi classes ko follow kar kar ke. Mere advance ka exam hai 26 may but ab aur nhi padha jaa rha hai. My parents are like very chill unko IIT NIT se farak nhi padhta. Lekin meri social life puri tareeke se khatam hogyi hai. I have a very good support system (my whole family is very supportive and i have two very close friends) but still ek akelapan sa lagta hai. Despite scoring 97.8 percentile in jee mains i am not be able to get a cs aur ece branch in a good nit or iiit. Computer Science has always been my dream branch (not because of placements) but instead of my very keen interest and passion in it. Till 10th standard i was preparing for IOI (one of the most prestigious computer science olympiad all over the world) (not the SOF ones : they are not real olympiad). I ended up qualifying the Zonal computing olympiad and Indian national olympiad in informatics but not getting shortlisted in the final merit list of IOI training camp by 3 rank (Only 4 students are selected all over india for the camp and world finals). 10th ke boards khatam hue phir 11th mai Allen mai 80% scholarship milne ke baad laga ki jee ka tayyari karu. Time ke saath saath 12th ke last 3-4 mahine mai jee boards aur bhi comptetive exam bohot overwhelming hone lage.
I have been a long time lurker of this sub but this is the first time im posting something.
Pls give me advice how to improve my quality of life after jee

Hi guys so my total score is like around 730(30 no nta ki gand se nikalunga for eng) N I m opting for pol sci hons.So, Seeing all the blunders which students r facing so will this Yr cutoff go down or not. Eng+gt ka bhi buran gya h

Got very good percentage in 10th boards. Confidence mei aake jee liya , reputed institute mei Jana wala tha, bahut logon ne influence krdiya personal attention nhi milega then local institute join krliya and it turned out to be the worst decision. First 3-4 months chemistry ka pehla CHP ongoing tha and physics mei vector bahut lamba chala phir bhi basic batein nhi batayi vo time pe mei chodne wala tha institute but courage nhi utha paya. Few months later this institute got merged into reputed institute. I was happy so was my grp who were serious abt jee in my batch. But kuch fayda nhi hua almost vahi faculties the bs phy ka badla and padhate acha the sab bass PTA nhi itna backlog bnte gya Mera fir inhone speed pakadli as syllabus bahagana tha. Now situation is meri class mei koi serious nhi 1-2 log advance ke liye sochre bs baaki sab timepass krre aur idhr aake outcastes feel hota hai due to many reasons. Teachers ne bhi batch ki haalat dekhke thoda Kam lvl pe padhane lg gye hai and bahut time se timing ke issue krdiye hai isliye mere marks gir gye hai nhi toh pehle meko advance mei 45-50% marks aate the abb issues ke karan padh nhi paar rha. Pls help 11th ka backlog kaise clear kru?? And should I leave this batch kyuki abhi tk 11th ka syllabus khatm nhi huya(25 -tard hu). USS institute mei if batch change ka socha toh dikkat hai syllabus difference.

Got very good percentage in 10th boards. Confidence mei aake jee liya , reputed institute mei Jana wala tha, bahut logon ne influence krdiya personal attention nhi milega then local institute join krliya and it turned out to be the worst decision. First 3-4 months chemistry ka pehla CHP ongoing tha and physics mei vector bahut lamba chala phir bhi basic batein nhi batayi vo time pe mei chodne wala tha institute but courage nhi utha paya. Few months later this institute got merged into reputed institute. I was happy so was my grp who were serious abt jee in my batch. But kuch fayda nhi hua almost vahi faculties the bs phy ka badla and padhate acha the sab bass PTA nhi itna backlog bnte gya Mera fir inhone speed pakadli as syllabus bahagana tha. Now situation is meri class mei koi serious nhi 1-2 log advance ke liye sochre bs baaki sab timepass krre aur idhr aake outcastes feel hota hai due to many reasons. Teachers ne bhi batch ki haalat dekhke thoda Kam lvl pe padhane lg gye hai and bahut time se timing ke issue krdiye hai isliye mere marks gir gye hai nhi toh pehle meko advance mei 45-50% marks aate the abb issues ke karan padh nhi paar rha. Pls help 11th ka backlog kaise clear kru?? And should I leave this batch kyuki abhi tk 11th ka syllabus khatm nhi huya(25 -tard hu). USS institute mei if batch change ka socha toh dikkat hai syllabus difference.

Aaj 1 baje result aaya usse pehle result ki tension if so day 3 baje se shuru hua ik late hua anyways 1 dexterchem ka organic ka lecture dekha usme 1.5 hrs lg gye uske sum kie sheet se usme 1 hr lg gye phele ka revise kia usme 30 minutes abhi sone se phele kinematics ke last 5 yrs ke pyqs krunga
Context muje jee 2024 me 80 percentile aayi And hsc boards me 53 percent ik weird combo right
College most probly july tak shuru hoga