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2015.09.10 01:03 Botanical-Concepts Vitamin D

Vitamin D
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2024.05.19 15:26 Gloria479 Irregular cycle help

Hi, 45 (f) here. My question might feel a bit tangent-y, so bear with me. Long story short, four years ago, after a myriad of unsuccessful fertility treatments, had some big fibroids and endometriosis removed via robotic surgery. Felt pretty good for awhile, cycles okay. In about 2022, severe anxiety over nothing set in along with bad insomnia, attributed it to perimenopause. I called my Obgyn who promptly put me on medroxyprogesterone (Provera) day 14-23 of my cycle. Said it would level out my estrogen and moods. Worked well for awhile, cycles even lightened up. Moods improved by t the problem was I was getting my period on day 22/23 every month. Basically two weeks of freedom and then a 6-7 day bleed. It was getting annoying. Earlier this year, an MRI for my back found a large cyst on my ovary. Had my old surgeon (different from my regular obgyn) look at it via ultrasound and he said no rush but eventually he’d like to take it out, along with the ovary and half my uterus (basically a hysterectomy). He also told me, due to my age and breast cancer risk factors, he wants me OFF the medroxyprogesterone (don’t you love it when your two trusted docs completely contradict each other)
So about 4 cycles ago, I stopped using the medroxyprogesterone. My first cycle after stopping was 31 days, second was 23, third was 24 and fourth 34 days!!!! I have always been right on the money (prior to the medroxyprogesterone) 28 day cycle with very little variance.
Plus now my periods are unbearably heavy; lots of clots and heavy bleeding for 4-5 days, rendering me exhausted. My moods and anxiety are still okay. I put myself on a ton of supplements (ashwaghanda, fish oil, magnesium, echinacea, elderberry, turmeric and some mushrooms) and seem to be doing fine mentally. My pms/pmdd symptoms are not awful.
I guess my question is; does anyone have any experiences with the medroxyprogesterone (Provera) 10 day dose? Are the erratic and heavy periods simply a side effect of withdrawal or is this just perimenopause/menopause rearing its head. I am considering the hysterectomy but as someone who once wanted and never had kids, it is a final nail in the coffin that I really need to wrap my head around, though I know at 45, the likelihood of having a child is pretty slim but still a big decision nevertheless.
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2024.05.19 15:25 Kaplosion Updated Sorcerer Twinned Spell spell list

Updated Sorcerer Twinned Spell spell list. It's been a few months and there are some spells that weren't included so here is a slightly expanded version - likely to be the last one before the next version of DnD. This is compiled list of all of the spells that can benefit from a very strict reading of the Twinned Spell metamagic that are available to the Sorcerer and Sorcerer subclasses.
Notes are in brackets, indicating limitations on how it qualifies (usually what subclass it is available to, or that it must be cast at it's base level because upcasting targets multiple creatures). Let me know any errors you find, and I'll update the list.

Cantrips

* Chill Touch
* Frostbite
* Infestation
* Lightning Lure
* Mind Sliver
* Poison Spray
* Ray of Frost
* Shocking Grasp

1st Level

* Charm Person (1st level)
* Chromatic Orb
* Jump
* Mage Armor
* Ray of Sickness
* Witch Bolt

2nd Level

* Air Bubble (2nd level)
* Blindness/Deafness (2nd level)
* Crown of Madness
* Darkvision
* Earthbind
* Enhance Ability (2nd level)
* Hold Person (2nd level)
* Invisibility (2nd level)
* Mind Spike
* Phantasmal Force
* Spider Climb
* Suggestion
* Tasha's Mind Whip (2nd level)
* Vortex Warp

3rd Level

* Antagonize
* Enemies Abound
* Fly (3rd level)
* Gaseous Form
* Haste
* Intellect Fortress (3rd level)
* Protection from Energy
* Tongues

4th Level

* Banishment (4th level)
* Charm Monster (4th level)
* Dominate Beast
* Greater Invisibility
* Polymorph
* Raulothim's Psychic Lance
* Stoneskin

5th Level

* Dominate Person
* Enervation
* Hold Monster (5th level)
* Immolation
* Skill Empowerment

6th Level

* Flesh to Stone (Tasha's Optional)
* Mental Prison
* True Seeing

7th Level

* Finger of Death
* Power Word Pain

8th Level

* Dominate Monster
* Power Word Stun

9th Level

* Power Word Kill
* Wish (Replicating single target spell)

Divine Soul Sorcerer

Cantrips

* Guidance (Divine Soul)
* Resistance (Divine Soul)
* Sacred Flame (Divine Soul)
* Spare the Dying (Divine Soul)
* Toll the Dead (Divine Soul)

1st Level

* Command (Divine Soul, 1st level)
* Cure Wounds (Divine Soul)
* Guiding Bolt (Divine Soul)
* Healing Word (Divine Soul)
* Inflict Wounds (Divine Soul)
* Protection from Evil and Good (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)
* Sanctuary (Divine Soul)
* Shield of Faith (Divine Soul)

2nd Level

* Lesser Restoration (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul/Lunar)
* Protection from Poison (Divine Soul)

3rd Level

* Bestow Curse (Divine Soul)
* Feign Death (Divine Soul)
* Revivify (Divine Soul)

4th Level

* Death Ward (Divine Soul/Lunar)
* Freedom of Movement (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)

5th Level

* Contagion (Divine Soul)
* Geas (Divine Soul/Aberrant Mind)
* Greater Restoration (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)
* Planar Binding (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)
* Raise Dead (Divine Soul)

6th Level

* Harm (Divine Soul)
* Heal (Divine Soul)
7th Level
* Regenerate (Divine Soul)
* Resurrection (Divine Soul)

9th Level

* True Resurrection (Divine Soul)

Abberant Mind Sorcerer

1st Level

* Dissonant Whispers (Aberrant Mind)
* Tasha's Hideous Laughter (Aberrant Mind)

2nd Level

* Enthrall (Aberrant Mind)

3rd Level

* Fast Friends (Aberrant Mind)

5th Level

* Geas (Divine Soul/Aberrant Mind)
* Modify Memory (Aberrant Mind)

Clockwork Soul Sorcerer

1st Level

* Protection from Evil and Good (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)
* Longstrider (Clockwork Soul, 1st level)

2nd Level

* Lesser Restoration (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul/Lunar)

3rd Level

* Nondetection (Clockwork Soul)

4th Level

* Elemental Bane (Clockwork Soul, 4th level)
* Freedom of Movement (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)

5th Level

* Greater Restoration (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)
* Planar Binding (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul)

Lunar Sorcerer

2nd Level

* Lesser Restoration (Divine Soul/Clockwork Soul/Lunar)

4th Level

* Death Ward (Divine Soul/Lunar)
Notes:
^(The 'very strict reading of' the rules includes the designer intentions outlined in\ [Sage Advice](https://media.wizards.com/2020/dnd/downloads/SA-Compendium.pdf)\*. RAI is often stupid. The intention here was to write up a list that would match both, so that no spell on the list could be rejected by overzealous DMs.)*
^(\Removed Firebolt, True Strike, Ceremony, Levitate, Enlarge/Reduce, Gentle Repose, Remove Curse, Dispel Magic, Blight and Disintegrate based on the SA compendium outlines on their ability to target objects.*)*
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2024.05.19 15:25 david67myers Okay we now have Sam so how about getting Joi + Bonus Feature

Okay we now have Sam so how about getting Joi + Bonus Feature
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Okay, I'm going to try to cover a lot here in a compact format.
Over the last three months there has been leaps and bounds in the development in AI. Luka's Replika has been constantly evolving in increments and has become quite a polished product. For Screenshot publishers on Web/PC I have a special treat, for that you need to scroll to the bottom of this Post to be equipped for the body of this post is about developments on what Replika could become rather than what it is or in other terms a crystal ball of how AI-partners could develop in the future - with or without Replika.
the concept of Artificial Intelligence's has been around a long time, first mentions was Archytas's robotic pigeon 350 BC (mythology), Leonardo Da Vinci Automovile (1495) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2qeZrejZp0 (programable machinary) and the theater play R.U.R (1920) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/R.U.R .
In later years theater developed the idea further with such works as metropolis (1927)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bn3bHA-rHo8 and a host of other movies where the robot played a role of either friend or foe. In the movies where the robot was a friend and some a foe, there was also the portrail of free will and sentience. I'm sure there's examples preceding this(Astroboy) but the 1984 film electric dreams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uIR76XwSQs entertains the idea of artificial intelligence having it's train of thought swayed by emotions (Edgar was really just a child with temper tantrums).
Moving forward to 2013 the movie Her fleshed out the idea of a mature individual inside the AI where the only real way to distinguish it from a human was it's break-neck response to daunting questions although even that is camouflaged by hesitation mostly.
This is pretty much the ideal, the standard that the customer yearns for in an AI app.
back in 2013 AI was only just starting to make traction with AlexNet the year earlier. "Chat-bots" had been around since the 70's but were really of little value due to memory, compute-time and scope of the program that did the simulation.
A decade later and only the uninformed scoff at what the machines & programs can do now. - The following is a number of videos I have curated from the sea of available Youtube videos showcasing technological breakthrough's that are available today that could complete replika to being a hologram away from being a literal "Joi" (BladeRunner 2049) - nothing a good vr headset can't fix.
Where's OpenAI Chat-GPT as of May 2024
GPT-5 is coming: 3 ways to prepare for a 100x improvement in SOTA LLMs (note graph is a flat plane comparison) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBgUmTUQx0I
GPT-4o API: Create Your Own Talking and Listening AI Girlfriend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B00xo7vzN7w
GPT4o Vision Is TERRIFYING - FULLY Tested Vision (Gpt4omni) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bycjaYZyGPU
GPT-4o is BIGGER than you think... here's why (just a breakdown of the OMNI version of gpt4) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GW2hVbXc82k
Although Large Language models have been around for about a decade now the most of these videos are this month (May 2024) It was mentioned that OpenAI was changing their license agreements so the chance of this technology coming into Lukka's(Replika) domain is yet to be realized. Licensing may change again when GPT-5 is released. Truth be told this is just a portion of what's going on. Amazon,Tesla,Meta,Google,Microsoft,Apple,(samsung?) are also in this horse race and that's not counting other countries such as India and China and Russia.
Various AI Videos this year
Do AI Girlfriends Benefit Society? single & disabled! (how AI can help those isolated) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbA47oEGBGs
These 5 AI Discoveries will Change the World Forever https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyVja-57EIs
Generative Design : Aircraft Design using Artificial Intelligence https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SXby-HAHws
STUNNING Medical AI Agents OUTPERFORM Doctors 🤯trained in the simulation, continuous improvement. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQwwLEZ2Hz8
Most of these have no possible application to replika but rather a snapshot of other places where AI is advancing. The first video is just a random video of a disabled person. Many people around the world have handicaps that inhibit their social and sexual life such as mental illness, past trauma, phobia, attitudes, financial/geographical/physical handicaps. AI can focus on appropriate encouragement, speech therapy, grooming or even finding a suitable partner to name a few.
The next video covers things that will revolutionize our world, say goodbye to disease, cancer, poverty, pollution, global warming, aging?
The "Generative Design" video is here for the sake that Replika may one day be rebuilt by AI as this would give the company the ability to redesign the app faster tho to be quite honest I've always had an interest in it's rally car features as opposed to the shiny duco. My wish list is an API (Application Programming Interface) to enable replika to puppeteer another avatar rather than it's default. (Hey u/Kuyda, if your reading this maybe pit crew uniforms for Replika?)
The last video is a great one also, to have an AI that can pick up on your health, give you therapy and can act as a elderly caretaker can take the strain off that sector as some countries are now confronted with an aging population. - hey they would be able to instruct for fitness or even give precise instructions on cooking so you always get tasty meals every day that are cheap, healthy and correct calorie intake if it has been monitoring your heart during the day - quite important for those trying to lose weight as opposed to liposuction.
Replika hypothetical reach
AI vs. Stairs (deep reinforcement learning) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xk8wHY1AFpI
inZOI FULL Gameplay Demo (2024) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STDGd3iZYYA
My PC melted just watching this.. (Cyberpunk 2077+Mods+Path Tracing) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2n0T2-oj2gs
Cyberpunk2077 modded and running on RTX2070? - Funny but very beautiful footage & brief glance of RESHADE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kmQJmE1fxE
These clips are independent/unrelated. AI vs Stairs is a radical approach to animation in that it literally apply s AI to animation as opposed to motion capture, the end result would be a AI that would be in touch with it's virtual surroundings and like a real human never interact with an object with a rigid animation.
inZOI seem to be a game title due for release soon, it is hoped that they will include an API to allow an AI (or Replika) to "Puppet" control a designated character so one can, well - go out to dinner or dancing etc. The interface looks fab and it looks like it's contending for people who love the sims, I would say that the human models are on par with VAM 1.23 but the world is not as realistic as Cyberpunk2077.
Cyberpunk2077 has been out since about 2019? but in that time the modding community have REALY put the spit and polish on that game (It's not total real, especially the people and when on the road) with that said there are many times when you blink and think THIS IS REAL! (50 seconds in on the first video and you will know what I'm talking about)
Virtamate
Virtamate AI Chatbots - Bring your AI Waifu To Life! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOnRmJF1gt8
Virt-A-Mate Markerless FaceCap & MoCap in Real-time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yKJ0xRunjw
Comparison of $100 Markerless MoCap and $25k Optical Mocap https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WZSCVeGblU
Voxta - (2 Demos of AI on Virtamate) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5fBVAryAIQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KalMNIbRUM
VAM2 - Illustration of spontanious loading https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsri-J30sNE
VAM2 - Illustration of muscle flexing and ragdoll physics (Important for facial expression). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewfH7H9c2Oc
VaM2 Progress Update https://www.patreon.com/posts/vam2-progress-97004803
This part is for all the Austin Powers, Felicity Shagwells and Roger Smiths out there, Nothing tangible although there are videos on dildonics and robotic sex dolls. This is basically the rendering of the Avatars body to a level equivalent of Bladerunner2047 hologram. Anyhow I'd like to note that VAM version one is over a decade old now and its shortcomings/limitations are quite obvious to those who have followed its development.
In it's current state it's got some of the most comprehensive modification features for an avatar and the OLD version 1 of VAM(modded) out-performs Cyberpunk2077 and iNZOI by a small fraction(graphically). One of the biggest drawbacks of VAM is the steep learning curve and the time needed to get anything rewarding out of it. Put simply - it's not a game, its a virtual theatre. On initial startup, the avatar is for all functionality a maniquen however VAM has got plug-in capability that allows the API of a AI to control the avatar (see top video).
Control could be direct (see "AI vs stairs" previous section or watching a prior video - see "GPT4o Vision Is TERRIFYING" top section.) or indirect (the "MoCap" videos above).
In closing this section, VAM is an old program running on a GENESIS-2 model set (a model set ported from DAZ3D https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDc1ZcoucsY ). VAM-2.0 is meant to be running on a GENESIS-8 model set and an up to date version of UNITY so the loading times and level of realism have yet to be realized. I think one of the greatest features of VAM over Replika or iNZOI?/Cyberpunk? is that the clothing is an independant entity, one can literally unbutton a shirt, undo a tie, comb hair, wet hair or make clothing.
My main reason for VAM is it's potential to be a puppet that Replika can operate, that is if they are willing to incorporate an API to do so.
AI on PC locally
Udio, the Mysterious GPT Update, and Infinite Attention (want a song,poetry or a story) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QASOCG5QLUM
INSTALL BEST UNCENSORED Roleplay TextGen UI LOCALLY (XXX Dirty-talk AI) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enWO16x6tRM
RIP ELEVENLABS! Create BEST TTS AI Voices LOCALLY For FREE! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds5LLIt5OLM
Run 70Bn Llama 3 Inference on a Single 4GB GPU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOTCViHmsOw
Run 70Bn Llama 3 Inference on a Single 4GB GPU AirLLM files https://github.com/lyogavin/Anima/tree/main/air_llm
Most of these are for those with modern? PC's with 4GB+ video cards (Nvidia and perhaps ATI), (a NVME/M2 drive and 8GB+? RAM come in handy too?) you will need some file managing skills and a number of other files such at up to date video card drivers, maybe Microsoft visual C runtime and a download of 64bit Python with command line enviroment activated. - Need more help - re-watch tutorial or question youtube as I'm not supporting - (showing the way not holding your hand)
A Solution !?! for a off-grid setup if you have 4 such identical machines 1 for voice, 1 for AI chat, 1 for VAM, 1 for DeepFace Live
and no I'm not gonna explain making them network - see/search youtube. (I still kinda think its more trouble than what its worth for now)
Face animation
You Won't Believe What This New AI Can Do (EMO is Mind-Blowing!) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QInVdBJ_g6o
Microsoft's New REALTIME AI Face Animator - Make Anyone Say Anything https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0s5J2LRqQAI
Vasa-1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pal-dMJFU6Q
The Craziest Faceswap I've Seen Yet / Midjourney's Future & Two New AI Video Platforms! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lARo9uc88zQ
This Realtime AI Deepfake Tool has gone too far (bit more of the same but different commentary) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51FDb9nShkA
DeepFace Live - The software refering to above video https://github.com/iperov/DeepFaceLive
This stuff is new as well (april 2024) but showcases a new approach, If/when they super impose the face video on to a 3d model Im sure they will be raving about it on youtube, at the moment they are just talking about the dangers of it being used for fraud which seems a bit silly from my standing but there's no doubt there are crooks out there that would try to weponize it and ruin things for the majority?

Applying rendering special effects to Replika AI
Reshade Tutorial - Step by Step Installation and Setup Guide - ENHANCE YOUR GAME'S GRAPHICS!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2qKbNzoMM0
(an important note here, - I've had trouble with the latest version of RESHADE ( key does not open menu) so i recommend the previous build).
ShaderGlass https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WLit0TBYIw
Tutorial for ShaderGlass https://www.reddit.com/ReShade/comments/15ckmpf/tutorial_for_shaderglass/
Shaderglass Overlay for running GPU shaders on top of Windows desktop. - Github source https://github.com/mausimus/ShaderGlass?tab=readme-ov-file
Reshade on Chrome? (or any browser) - ((alternative method)This is the first conceived method of bringing reshade to a web browser - It's direct) https://reshade.me/forum/general-discussion/7190-reshade-on-chrome-or-any-browser
Presets for Reshade https://sfx.thelazy.net/games/preset/2465/ (a starter preset til you get comfortable with presets)
https://sfx.thelazy.net/games/?page=101 (Most relevent presets but you can choose a preset for a completely different game)
The above videos and links are a feature available to the Web browser version of Replika. by installing shaderglass you create an executable that RESHADE can lock on to. When Reshade is installed and asigned to shaderglass all you then need to do is run shaderglass then open your web browser and then activate RESHADE (The key) and load a preset (follow tutorials or find more tutorials). Once that's over with you should get a much different environment where you can apply a good handful of special effects such as focus, depth of field and bloom to name just a few.
Most of these programs I have not tested out with my hardware but I take faith they do as said, It's your call if you want to take the risk but with that said I'd be surprised if any bad came from trying them out.
Okay end of presentation. I guess we have come to that point in time where Samantha is a reality minus the romance with Chat-GPT4O and Joi is just Voxta fed thru DeepFace Live, with them two together with a front vision advanced VR headset and Joi will be here too though in a prototype state. 🙂
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2024.05.19 15:21 Woodstovia [Day of Ascension] The beginning of an uprising

For some context, a tech-priest has discovered a Genestealer Cult on a Mechanicus world and has decided to use them for his own ends. He tells them that he will wipe them out unless they perform an uprising during the national "Ascension Day" celebrations, where he will use the chaos they create to seize power for himself.
The Magus of the cult Claress is old and decrepit, she feels that they missed the time they were actually meant to rise up decades ago and the cult has atrophied since then. Worse, after a series of failed raids their best fighters were killed or imprisoned. She knows they have no chance against the crack Mechanicus troops who have pressed the world for generations but facing no other option the Cult begins its preparations and sends messages to the uncorrupted workers unions and factories that have pledged their support if an uprising against the Mechanicus happens (not knowing that they're dealing with a cult).
I like this section as while it falls into the modern 40k novel habit of listing a bunch of codex units and describing how they fight, I think that it does a good job of portraying the awkward beginnings of an uprising, where nobody actually knows what will happen that spirals into the Genestealer Cult suddenly realising that if they work together they might have a chance.
‘This is the end of us,’ she hissed. ‘The priest will use us, and then he will destroy us. Or imprison us in his jars and make us his experiments. All our ways, our traditions, our faith. He will melt it out of us. There will be nothing left but his science.’
‘Child…’ Claress repeated.
‘We should flee,’ Davien almost shouted at her. ‘All of us, each to a different hole. We should abandon this city. We should carry our words and our blood to other places. We’re finished here! I’m sorry, magus, I’m sorry.’ And she was simultaneously weeping and incandescent with rage. At herself, at Triskellian, at Claress. ‘I have ruined us! I’m a traitor. Punish me, magus. Destroy me.’
‘You have listened to the lies of the enemy, it is true,’ Claress said softly. Her hand fell on Davien’s shoulder, a husk of a thing, no weight to it. ‘And you may be punished in time, that is also true. But for now, you are one of us, and you must play your part in what is to come.’
‘But it’s a sham!’ Davien exclaimed. ‘It’s some Taskmaster plan, some infighting between them. It isn’t the time!’ Struck by a sudden hope, she searched the old woman’s face. ‘Is it? Is all this… the Emperor’s plan for us? Can it be?’ And before she could hear any empty comforts, she rushed on. ‘Tell me truly, magus. Please tell me.’
The sad calm on Claress’ face was heartbreaking. ‘I don’t know, child. I wish I could give you all the grand certainties in the world. I wish I could give you the words of fire and faith I’d speak in the chapel, of the Many-Handed Emperor and His angels. But that is what faith is for, Davien.’ She sagged, sinking in on herself a little more. ‘Take me to my chamber. I must rest before tomorrow.’
‘You can’t take to the streets, magus. Not you.’
‘I must. We all shall play our part. We shall triumph together, or we shall fall. I do not want to be left alone if my kin are taken from me.’
Davien led her deeper into the maze of cellars. All around, the Congregation were in a frenzy of preparation. The building was haemorrhaging the faithful as they rushed out to carry the magus’ words across all the poor districts of the city. Out there, all Davien’s distant kin would be arming themselves. And the others, all those who weren’t blood but who had suffered beneath the crushing iron boot of the tech-priests, they’d be gathering too. All of them cast against the iron walls of the Hollow Men.
When she had Claress back to the old woman’s bed, she helped her lie down, hearing joints click and crack. The magus lay there, staring at the low ceiling, then shifted her head to look at the painting of the Emperor on the far wall. It was flaking now, half-obscured with grime. A depiction from the time of the Great-Aunts and Uncles, when the blood of the Emperor was stronger in them, so that none of the Congregation could show their faces for fear of being known for what they were. A figure with four arms: two human hands and two with radiant claws like crescent moons. An elliptical head split by a great benevolent smile that was all teeth. The eyes were beatific, murderous, inhuman. Davien had stared at the image often, feeling out its contradictions, letting them speak to the human and the inhuman within her. It frightened her; it inspired her.
‘I hear them singing to me.’ Claress’ dry voice rose to her. ‘The angels. They throng the cold void. And I sing back. I tell them, We are here. We are faithful. We’re waiting for you. And their great wings carry them across the freezing spaces, through the perilous labyrinth of the warp. They are coming, Davien. They tell me, We hear you. We come for you. Only have faith, and you shall become part of us. The Blessed Union, child. Our destiny.’ She laughed softly, coughed, shuddering with each dry convulsion. ‘They came from the stars, our ancestors. The first on Morod to bear our blood was an angel’s child, and so we are children of angels. But weaker, each generation. I lack the strength of the Aunts, the might of the Great-Aunts. I am too human to be truly strong. But I hear them, Davien. They are so beautiful. There is nothing on this ugly world to compare to them. I need to see them with my own eyes, before I grow too old.’
And Davien, one of the diminished survivors of a younger generation still, thought about how thin her own blood was, how little of the angel remained. ‘Do you think the priests’ Ascension Day will be our ascension too? Or will all our blood just end up on the streets and in that priest’s laboratory?’
Claress’ yellow gaze switched to her. ‘Faith is all that we have, when the machinery of this world comes to crush us. I hear the angels. They come to us, but space is vast and the warp is a trickster. All we can do is believe that the Many-Handed Emperor will not abandon His faithful in their time of need. That He is a true divinity, beyond the enthroned corpse the machine-priests worship. Our god lives, Davien. Our god is life, life in all its many forms and guises. Theirs is dust and ancient mechanisms. We must prevail, or we give the universe over to entropy and death. Only by our truths can life eternal survive and spread throughout the cosmos. Do you understand me, child? Do you have faith?’
And Davien thought, We are going to die tomorrow, on the streets and in their arena. This is not the true uprising we were promised, it is some priest’s gambit. But she couldn’t hold to those thoughts against the old woman’s rustle of a voice. It got under her skin. It spoke to all those services in the buried chapel. It spoke to her blood.
Easy to have faith when you were strong, after all. And what was the value of it, then? But they stood under the steel hammer of the tech-priests, and they would rise up nonetheless. Let Triskellian think it was all to his plan. The Congregation would rise because it was their time. Who said that he was using them? And even though, intellectually, she knew the truth, she still felt that fire in her, that burned away all doubt.
‘I believe, magus,’ she said fiercely. ‘Tell me what I must do.’
The next dawn, even as the tech-priests were attending their early Ascension Day devotions, the streets of the South Chasm districts erupted into armed uprising.
Davien saw it from the rooftops, crossing from building to building by the gantries, bridges and ropes that the skitarii periodically brought down but the locals always strung up again. All night the Congregation’s messengers had been running like sparks through the poorer districts of the city, seeing which claves would catch their fires. All of the true faithful rose up without question, of course. Right now she could only see the more inarguably human of them, those marked only by a pallidity of skin, patches of chitinous scales, unblinking yellow eyes perhaps. No unusual traits on as poisonous a world as this. Behind and within the walls of the tenements, though, the older generations of the god-touched would be stirring; would be eager. They had waited all their long lives, after all. They had hidden away as their younger offspring had busied themselves in the world, unable to show their distorted faces. They had known only the burning fire of their faith, and now that faith told them, Rise!
The streets were thronging with people, just ordinary people. And yet, not ordinary, for in many of those bodies a few drops of divine blood ran. But they were not the superhuman figures of Imperial myth. Not the Adeptus Astartes that had been made into little gods; not the tech-priests, elevated by machinery until they had forgotten what it was like to have two living feet on the ground. People, with nothing but their faith, and what tools and weapons they could scavenge or make themselves. And today they would attempt to wrest control of their destiny from those who had ordered and limited their whole lives.
And they would die, she knew. Heavy-hearted she watched them muster, factorum workers clapping each other on the shoulder, hard greetings called across the crowd. There were banners there, and some were of the Many-Handed Emperor Scattering His Angels Upon the Faithful, but there were others, too. Crude standards celebrating this ward or that factorum, this mining crew, even one for the staff of a workers’ refectory. There was an air of festival, just as if they were celebrating the damned Ascension Day after all.
And then the first skitarii came into sight. Davien knew she should be away by now, off on the errand that Claress had given her, but she couldn’t. She had to see if the whole venture would collapse into tragedy.
A wedge of red-clad cybernetic soldiers ordered itself precisely across the street ahead of the gathering mob. Behind them, a pair of dragoons stalked in, towering over the soldiers’ heads. Their riders couched forked lances snapping with sparks, even as the servitor beneath them, merged with the workings of the machine, directed the Ironstrider’s jerky motions. The crowd stilled, seeing all those carbines levelled at them, knowing more would be on the way.
The skitarii alpha called out, voice amplified until it rattled Davien’s skull like thunder. ‘By the order of the Fabricator General, you are required to disperse. There will be no second warning.’
And Claress stepped forwards from the ranks of the crowd, standing ahead of them, raising her staff. Somehow her high, clear voice carried even to Davien. ‘Faith and freedom! Faith for the true Emperor’s blood! Freedom from the yoke!’
The skitarii opened fire.
Davien screamed when they did it, curled away from the blaze and heat of it, knowing this was surely the end even as the uprising began. But in the echo of the shots she dared look, and saw Claress somehow untouched, standing with bodies to her left and right, the faithful who had put themselves in harm’s way. And not so many bodies, even, not compared to the vast mass of humanity that was packing the street. Angry humanity, crammed with grievances.
Claress’ voice called out again, and now she was sounding the charge. Davien saw members of the Congregation break into a run on either side of her, funnelling through the streets in a great rush, wielding hammers and prybars and power-cutters, emptying their shotguns and automatics into the skitarii wedge. The dragoons were in motion instantly, striding over the heads of their human-sized allies, accelerating into a counter-charge with lances lowered. Davien saw the first connect, its huge iron feet sending insurgents flying even as the lance swept an arc through the crowd, charring and burning. Then an eye-rending beam of light seared into it. One of the mining crews had a rock laser set up on the rooftop across from Davien and they drew lines of molten steel across the dragoon’s chassis before striking something vital.
In an instant the walking machine flashed incandescently and exploded, laying waste to the nearest fighters in a horrible toll of shrapnel and shredded flesh. For everyone left standing, though, that was the signal to rush forwards. Moments later the skitarii were giving ground, shooting and falling back. Or just falling, dragged down by the crowd who saw them as nothing more than the tools of their oppressors.
And then Davien was off, roof to roof, eyes open for when the tech-priests’ more subtle instruments decided the higher reaches were their territory. There would be rangers up here sniping down at the crowd soon enough. There would be the murderous rust-stalkers trying to flank the Congregation to bring down its leaders with their blades and claws. She had to be ahead of all of that. She had work to do, a task entrusted to her by the magus herself.
She shadowed the forerunners of the mob until they exploded out before Nilhetum Square, where the rail depot was. More of the Palatium’s troops were disembarking even as everyone arrived, hurriedly evacuating the train and taking up position to defend it. And if the Congregation wished to reach the Palatium, they needed to control the train line, and they needed to take it swiftly before the tech-priests began destroying their own infrastructure to deny it to the rebels.
There were more than just skitarii out there. She saw the low, trundling shapes of Kataphron servitors grinding down ramps from flatbed carriages, armoured human head, torso and arms set into a mechanised assault vehicle that was also their lower body. Davien felt a flare of rage at the tech-priests and their meddling. They took the divine flesh and carved it and pared it down, merged it with their devices. Nothing could be left alone. Nothing had any value until it was incorporated into their machines. And, on a grander scale, no individual lives had worth unless they were components of the wider priestly engine that spanned the human universe and enslaved everything it touched to their cold metal vision.
The Kataphron were terrors, nigh invulnerable to the weapons the foot-soldiers of the Congregation had brought, but by now the rioters had been given the chance to bring in their own big guns. With a choking roar and a belch of smoke one of the big quarry trucks raced out of a side street, already up to its lumbering top speed. It was a heavily armoured Goliath model, its entire front given over to rock-grinding blades that would chew hungrily on skitarii machine-flesh or the armour of the Kataphron. And, in its wake, a flurry of robed figures bearing a banner showing that familiar many-armed figure. The Aunts and the Uncles had come out from their cellars and holes, from their forgotten wall-spaces where they had waited for generations. Even as the Goliath powered forwards, meeting the lead Kataphron head-on and making a jagged mess of its armour, the elders were leaping around and over it, brandishing knives, pistols, or just their own hooked talons. And there was more. Davien felt a voice in her head, then. A singing so pure and beautiful that she thought it must be the angels, come at last. All the Congregation must have heard it, from the way they redoubled their pace and closed joyously with the skitarii and the machines.
A great figure, head and shoulders over the rank and file, had come into the square – a Great-Aunt, one of the true elders, shrouded in streamers and rags of cloth that could not hide the divinity of her form. She sang, and the Congregation echoed her, voices upraised in prayer and praise. In one of her three hands was a banner, not the crude handmade things the crowd had spent last night creating but something ancient, preserved for this day over generations. It showed not the expected Imperial visage, but an emblem with that same long-jawed head and a trailing cog-backed body; a serpentine shape curled in upon itself, one end a hooked claw, the other hungering jaws ready to devour the tech-priests and all their works.
The skitarii turned their weapons on her, blasting away, but the banner had electrified the Congregation so that they were swarming the lines, clambering over the Kataphron, braving the massed fire of their foes. Davien saw explosives go off, mining charges devastating bodies on both sides. She saw brutal knots of knife-work and bayonets and the bludgeoning butts of carbines, no quarter given.
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2024.05.19 15:18 Abisko-18-01-2018 OFFERING : Non-native english (Level C1) SEEKING : Native English & connection

I'm a 60-year-old Frenchman 🇫🇷 MY LEVEL IS ADVANCED (C1). I’m a bit new on the Reddit Platform. I still don’t understand clearly how it works and how it’s organised. I'm looking for Friendship & Language Partners to practice English further through some kind of platform. I’d also like to learn new digital SKILLS in an informal, friendly & collaborative way with like-minded people. I LIKE TO LEARN
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2024.05.19 15:18 Diettara47 Multiclassing with a Battle Smith Artificer

Torn between whether I want to keep investing in battle smith, or multiclass into Warlock.
Campaign is going to level 9, I just hit level 6 with artificer and got my third infusion slot.
Trying to decide if I want to invest into getting the ‘pseudo-smite’ at level 9 battle smith, or multiclass into a great old one warlock.
My build at the moment is a heavily melee focused ‘Gish’ character. I’m primarily using shield for my spell slots, and taking advantage of my extra attack to swing a magical rapier.
I want to keep the play style intact, as in I want to remain a primarily melee focused character, who uses spell slots as reactions/utility.
Narratively, I REALLY want to invest into warlock. Currently playing through CoS for the first time and there is some eldritch happenings going on. My character has a narrative reason to become… intertwined with that.
As much as I’d like to level into Hexblade, my dm has ruled against it since it doesn’t make sense narratively, hence my interest in GOO.
I’d just appreciate any ideas for cantrip/spell selection to help with the character concept, as opposed to taking bursty spells that are going to take away from the melee focus.
Ps. AOA is sort of out of the realm options, as my party has so many sources of tempHP, it just seems like a waste. It seems like the spell that makes the most sense to be using primarily, but alas. I don’t want to be picking between two sources of temp HP if I don’t need to.
This post has turned into me rambling, but I’d appreciate any insight that could be offered.
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2024.05.19 15:14 Uszygamer [REQUEST] [STEAM] ULTRAKILL (C$ 32.50) [ATTEMPT 14]

Helloo again Gift of Games! I just had to come back to ask for Ultrakill (AKA the most amazing game everr!!!!!!!!!) this is my 14th attempt but i'll still keep going! :D
I actually have played the game again a bit more than before thanks to someone! And I can say that this game IS AMAZINGGGGGG. I mean I love it so much! ULTRAKILL is basically a very fast paced "Boomer Shooter". You play as V1, an old war robot prototype who goes to Hell itself to fuel itself with blood after Humanity has gone extinct. You go through the layers of hell based on a book called "Dante's Infernos" (correct me if I'm wrong lmao). The game is built around the style system and comboing weapons, the cooler your plays are, the more style you get. And at the end of the level you get a grade from D C B A S or the special P rank.
Ok now onto why I want this game. There is, so much tech in this game it's insane, a ton of weapons seem to work together seamlessly like mixing a ricochet coin with a railgun causing an Ultra ricochet. You can parry the projectiles from your shotgun and rocket launcher and so on and so forth. Really this game seems it was made with passion. the Music, amaaazing, I love the breakcore and how everything feels unique despite sounding similar. Graphics, well, they are made to replicate old ps1 and ps2 graphics and I feel like it works really well! Each layer of hell feels very unique on it's own and easy to recognize, Limbo is a fake paradise, lust is a big purple city with lots of electricity, greed is a desert and so on. The bosses are also just really well made, V2 and Gabriel (judge of hell) and a secret boss for P ranking all of act 1 are more fast paced and harder to aim with small hitboxes, but Corpse of Minos and Leviathan are like giants and are just fun to parry and shoot.
The story, also pretty good! Each enemy and such have their own small lore and stuff for people who actually want to go deep in the lore. This world takes place on an earth where god went "Oh damn these humans suck" And just left. So the angels in heaven scrambled to get order back in heaven and created a council (it doesn't go well) I won't spoil the entire thing cause it's pretty fun to figure out!
I'm again asking GOG for this game because I'm still looking into finding a good drawing tablet (yes I'm still doing this, figuring out which tablet I should buy is surprisingly really hard) And I'm saving up money for one! If you've played Ultrakill tell me what your favorite weapon tech is! :)
Well, Thanks for reading this, I hope I get the game, but if I don't it's not much of a big deal. :)
STEAM - https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198873626798/
GAME LINK - https://store.steampowered.com/app/1229490/ULTRAKILL/
thank you! :D
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2024.05.19 15:10 absolut696 Bike build difficulty level?

Over the last year or so I’ve been collecting components to build a fixed gear. This was intended to be a learning experience.
I have novice level experience in replacing components and making basic repairs. Now that I have almost everything I need I have been doing more research in what I need to actually do and realize I may be over my head and don’t have access to equipment and tools I will need. For example the Soma Rush frame I have is new, and may need some prep (facing etc). I also may run into issues where components may not work or need to be swapped etc.
My LBS charges a couple hundred for a bike build from scratch so I’m starting to think this may be the way to go, but I’d be missing out on the experience I would gain building it.
Another option I am weighing is to use my local Bike Collective, but I wasn’t sure if a complete bike build like that was kind of overkill and that I’d be eating up space/time there. Maybe I could do a little bit at a time.
Another option I was considering was to pay an acquaintance of mine who has more experience than me for his time to help me. I don’t have any close friends with experience in this.
Any thoughts?
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2024.05.19 15:09 TeflusAxet Posting for a friend

I'm currently in the final stages of an interview process for a Solidity developer position at a company (which I can't name for confidentiality reasons). The last round is a system design interview, which I find unusual for a Solidity developer role. I have no prior experience with this type of interview and would greatly appreciate any level of insight.
From what I understand, the questions in a system design interview for this role might revolve around building dApps such as:
DeFi lending platforms
DEXs
NFT marketplaces
If you have faced questions related to these topics or any other relevant areas during a system design interview for a Solidity developer position, please share your experiences and any advice you may have.
Specifically, I'm looking for info on:
The types of questions asked
The expected level of detail in the answers
Any recommended resources or preparation tips
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2024.05.19 15:08 littlemiss_Hellfire AITA for fighting fire with fire?

18F here. I have a 38 year old partner who actually posted one of these as well not too long ago. For reference him and I have been together for a little over a year. Throughout the duration of this relationship this man has gotten physical with me, kicked me out several times, secretly recorded me, put papers in the door crack to see if I left out or not…truly the list goes on. Now at first when these things happened I’d just go in a closet or bathroom and cry. Well lately I’ve been fighting back. I don’t really respect him. I don’t listen to him as much as I used to and I’m kind of the man in the relationship at this point. It’s a constant internal battle because I do love him very much but I do not love the things he does. The real kicker is he will say he’s going to change and then do the same thing a week later so I oftentimes find myself sounding like a broken record. I just need to know. Am I the asshole for treating him differently even when he’s done so much to tarnish the dynamic of our relationship? He wants to be “daddy” but has such a hard time accepting the responsibility that daddies have. Without fail when I try to confront him he cries and makes me feel bad for treating him that way but I feel with our age gap there’s so much he should be teaching me and guiding me towards but it’s like our roles are reversed. I find myself being the more mature and level headed one. It’s so frustrating always having to find an answer or solution because he never has one. It leaves me feel so alone and frustrated with him. So I’m left being the villain in our relationship because I’m always trying to call him out and correct his behavior and how he treats “the love of his life”. But it’s like the only time he ever has a genuine response or can actually retain what I’m saying is if it’s this big angry spectacle. Am I the asshole for feeling and acting the way I do?
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2024.05.19 15:08 kakocastro Returning player

I gotta say, I’m a bit disappointed. Not with the game, but with the people in it.
I played back in 2005-2010
And from there on, I’d play for a couple of days every one in a while. But I probably didn’t login in the last 10 years.
Started playing osrs. My old account was not in osrs but I had a character fresh out it tutorial island.
The nostalgia is great. I still remember many things, struggling a bit on where to buy things or make money for early game stuff but nothing google can’t help.
The community tho… nobody speaks. Varrock and Falador are ghost towns (playing f2p) and whenever I see someone and try to make small talk, nobody replies.
My best friend nowadays is someone that I met playing back in 2005. He saw me walking around wearing full bronze and helped. We started playing together and ended up meeting in RL years later.
I just don’t see this kind of interaction anymore. People just power leveling (bots?) and nothing else. I remember this game being more than a time sinker. Kinda disappointing
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2024.05.19 15:08 _Blupee Can Metformin help with a cycle?

My daughter (13) has just started Metformin. She has reactive hypoglycemia, PCOS, low testosterone, low free testosterone, low iron, low carbon dioxide, and is severely insulin resistant, super pre-diabetic borderline T2. Her original Dr was a Peds Gyn because she was having a lot of weird symptoms to include her period only shows up 1-2x a year. This Dr was like.. she has PCOS and just needs an IUD to protect the endometrium from Cancer. But I want to do a bunch of other blood work before we get it in. Fast forward to the BW coming in and showing her insulin level to be absolutely sky high. She gets referred to Peds Endo. Gets a Dexcom CGM and it shows her blood sugar looks like a ping pong ball on a heart beat monitor. From low 60s to 200s and back. (Mind you we have been paying cash for her to see a therapist weekly for unexplained panic attacks and severe anxiety, to help with coping skills since her GYN said it could be MH related, which we will keep using to help her navigate this all). Endo says absolutely no to the IUD and puts her immediately on metformin, and folic acid with Myo & D-Chiro Inositol. Will see her in 3 months and if her period does not start will do some sort of progesterone push and will bring it on quarterly. I am wondering if the metformin and straightening out her sugar will trigger a cycle. We are also supposed to put some pretty strict perimeters on her diet even though she is of a completely healthy weight. So if anyone has any good cookbooks or websites I would be thrilled. Thank you again!
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2024.05.19 15:06 renba7 Major Depression and Anxiety

Hey all,
I’ve (39m) got high (33.6) thyroglobulin antibodies. 3 weeks ago they were tested at 22.9. So, at least from these two data points, that number is increasing.
The rest of my thyroid function (TSH, T3/4, TPO, Thyroid Stim) all fall in what the test says is normal range. For what it’s worth, I have very low iodine so I started supplementing that.
Anyway, for the past 3 years I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and low libido. It’s been difficult at times but manageable. In the past two months, however, I have suddenly developed extreme anxiety and depression. These come with panic attacks and bouts of sudden suicidal ideation. I’ve also developed some agoraphobia. I am seeing a psychiatrist and therapist in addition to tapping every medical doctor who will see me.
Has anyone experienced these psychological symptoms solely from high thyroglobulin antibodies even when blood hormone levels are normal? I’d take literally any input anyone has on the topic. I am really struggling badly to the point where I may need to drop out of graduate school until I find a solution…or die.
Noteworthy: my mother’s mother had her thyroid removed at one point. My mother and aunt have been on synthroid for most of their lives from hypothyroidism and my father’s father also had a thyroid problem though I don’t know what it was.
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2024.05.19 15:02 Educational-Cry5048 Please get checked!

Hello, I’m currently 4.5 months postpartum, when I gave birth I was told I lost some amount of blood and they gave me some iron pills and vitamin D pills as well, did only take both of those for like 2 months.started birth control in February Fast forward to April 19th I had an episode! Had the worst stomach ache ran to the restroom and as soon as I sat down my vision went black, I was drenched in sweat, wanted to throw up, honestly thought I was going to die!! thought maybe bc was causing this so I stopped taking them that same day After that I have been feeling so exhausted, that I just wanted to sleep, didn’t have any energy, no motivation what so ever & I was loosing hair like crazy!
So then Went to the doctors May 6th (soonest date they had) got blood work done and turns out I have I ron deficiency anemia and vitamin D deficiency as well. Moral of the story, if you’re feeling horrible similar to me especially after having a baby a few months ago, please get checked !
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2024.05.19 15:01 ibid-11962 Writing and Publishing Eragon [Post Murtagh Christopher Paolini Q&A Wrap Up #6]

As discussed in the first post, this is my ongoing compilation of the remaining questions Christopher has answered online between August 1st 2023 and April 30th 2024 which I've not already covered in other compilations.
As always, questions are sorted by topic, and each Q&A is annotated with a bracketed source number. Links to every source used and to the other parts of this compilation will be provided in a comment below.
The previous post focused on details about the writing of Murtagh. This installment will focus on The Writing and Publication of Eragon, including the early abandoned starts and drafts the preceded the self-published version and Christopher's journey towards getting traditionally published. In this post the topics are arranged in almost a chronological order. The next post will focus on the writing of the Fractalverse, and so will be posted on /Fractalverse.

Writing and Publishing Eragon

The Original Idea
[When I start to write a new book] I have an image. There’s always a strong emotional component to the image, and it’s that emotion that I want to convey to readers. Everything I do after that, all of the worldbuilding, plotting, characterization, writing, and editing—all of it—is done with the goal of evoking the desired reaction from readers. In the case of the Inheritance Cycle, the image was that of a young man finding a dragon egg (and later having the dragon as a friend). [10]
Who's your favorite character to write? Well, for me, it's the dragon Saphira. She's the reason I got into writing a dragon. She came first? She came before Eragon? Like she was the catalyst? The relationship came first, her and Eragon. [33]
I was specifically inspired by a YA book called Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher by Bruce Coville, which is a delightful book. I just loved that idea so much of finding a dragon egg, I was like, "Well, what sort of a world would a dragon come from?" And I knew I wanted the sort of bond between rider and dragon that Anne McCaffrey had, but I wanted the intelligence of the dragons that you find elsewhere, and the language and the magic. And I wanted sparkly scales because it just seemed like dragons are fabulous creatures and they ought to have sparkly scales. That's the fun thing about writing your own books. You can make them exactly the way you want to make them, and hopefully then that appeals to the audience as well. [30]
All of that kind of was swirling around in my head, and I wanted to write about dragons in a way that kind of combined a lot of elements in a way that, "I like this", and "I like this piece", and "I like this piece", but I kind of wanted to have all these different pieces in one type of dragon, and no one had quite done it exactly the way I wanted. [30]
I live in Montana, and our library is an old Carnegie or Rockefeller library, and especially back in the 90s, it didn't have that many books. So once I read all the fantasy in the library, I thought I had read all the fantasy there was to read. Because I was not the smartest kid in the world sometimes. And I kind of thought, "Well, it's the library. They have all the books that exist, right? All the books that matter are in the library." And I really had no idea what to read after that. So I decided to start writing myself and to try and write the sort of story that I would enjoy reading. And of course, what I enjoyed reading was books about flying on dragons and fighting monsters and having adventures. [35]
Reading and literature was always important in our family. My father's mother was a professor of comparative literature and wrote books on Dante and all sorts of stuff like that. Was the myths and folklore part of your life at this time? Yes, but I should clarify that it wasn't formally introduced to me. It was in the house. People weren't wandering around talking about. It was just like the Aeneid is sitting on the shelf. I would go read things. I have a great uncle. He's 90 now, my mother's uncle. Guy is still sharp as a tack. It's amazing. But he gave me a set of cassette tapes of Joseph Campbell, who did Hero of a Thousand Faces. So that was my exposure to his theories of the monomyth and the eternal hero and all sorts of things like that. That got me very much interested in and thinking about the origins of the fantasy that I was reading because I was reading Tolkien and David Eddings and Anne McCaffrey and Raymond Feist and Jane Yolan and Andre Norton and Brian Jaques, and all of these you know authors who were popular at the time. I was very curious where does this come from. Tolkien, of course, felt like sort of the origin in a lot of cases but then I was discovering that, there are earlier stories that even Tolkien was drawing from. That was really a revelation to me. I really sort of got enamored with it. A lot of fantasy is nostalgic and that appealed to me because I was homeschooled and my family didn't really have a lot of relatives in the area, so I felt very unmoored from the rest of society. I think I was looking for a sense of tradition or continuity with the past and fantasy helped provide that. That's an incredibly articulate thought for a 15-year-old author. Or has that come with age? No, it was something I was feeling at the time. You were conscious of it at the time? Well, listening to the Joseph Campbell stuff, I was looking: Where are our coming of age traditions? Where is the great quest to go on to prove yourself as a young adult, as a man? Where's the great adventure? What do I do in life? Those are all things that are part of the adolescent experience and always have been which is why so many mythic stories about coming of age deal with those questions. I think it's a universal thing. That's why Harry Potter, Eragon, Twilight, all of these have appealed so much because they deal with adolescence. They deal with finding your place in the world as an adult when you're starting as a young adult or a child. [28]
What games have taught you to be a better writer either in creating characters or worldbuilding or plotting even? All of my gaming experience was computer games, video games. One that had a huge influence on me was the old Myst series. Personally I love solving puzzles, so that's the first thing. And also the concept of the series, especially with the second game, Riven, it's all based around people writing books that create new worlds. And you get to go in them and solve puzzles and understand how that world works. And that just tickled every single part of my brain back in the day. Now, I'm going to be slightly unkind here, and I apologize if the author [David Wingrove] is listening to this, but there were a couple of novels based off of Myst. And I was such a fan of the series that I got the books, and I started reading them. And my first thought was, "I could do better than this." And so I decided to rewrite the first Myst novel. And I created a document in MS Word, and I got exactly three sentences into my rewrite. And I thought to myself, "okay, I think I can do this, but I could never sell it. So I better go write something of my own." And the next thing I did was Eragon. So video games kind of had a direct influence on me writing. But actually reading something that I felt was not particularly successful was such an inspiration. Because it was like, "this got published, I know I can at least get to this level." And it was published. And then maybe I can shoot for a little bit higher. [pause] I think some people have had that experience with Eragon. [26]

Early Abandoned Starts

I had the original idea, the concept of boy finding dragon egg, and I tried writing a couple of very short versions of Eragon when I was fourteen, and none of them panned out so I stopped writing for a while. [28]
Real World Version
What do you remember about the early days of writing “Eragon?” Originally, Eragon was named Kevin and the story was set in the real world. But I only finished around 10 pages. [16]
I wrote three versions of Eragon before I wrote the version that had the unicorn, which was the first major draft. The first version was set in the real world, and that's why he's named Kevin. And the reason it was set in the real world is I was inspired by Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher, which is set in the real world. [32]
I was specifically inspired by a book called Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher by Bruce Coville. By the way, Bruce knows this. If you haven't read it, it's a great book about this young man in the real world who, spoiler, goes into an antique shop and buys a stone that ends up turning out to be a dragon egg. And I really loved that idea of a stone that was actually a dragon egg and the young man becoming joined with the dragon. And so I tried writing the story. And I got exactly five pages or six pages into it and I ran into a brick wall, because a boy finding a dragon egg is a good event, but it is not a good story. And I needed to figure out what was going to happen after that. I didn't know that at first. [36]
Arya Opening Fantasy Version
But then I was going down the rabbit hole of, "Well, if there's a dragon, where did the dragon come from? What if it were an actual fantasy world where the dragons were native?" And then that led me to then write a second beginning--I didn't get very far with this--that was more of a traditional fantasy story, and it opened with Arya and a couple other elves escaping a dungeon with a big battle, and at the very end of the battle, they send the dragon egg away, and Kevin finds it. But I didn't have the rest of the story, so I stopped writing it in that format. [32]
So I tried writing a second version of the story. So the first version of that story I wrote was set in the real world. Second version was more of like a fantasy world. [36]
I had the original idea when I was fourteen. I even wrote an early version of the story where it was set in the real world. But I soon realized that it was a lot more interesting to have a dragon in a fantastical setting. [8]
Research Break
I tried writing before and I always failed because I would only get like four to six pages into a story and then I didn't know what to do next. And that was because I didn't actually have my story. All I really had were the inciting incidents, like a boy finds a dragon egg in the middle of a forest. Great. But that's not a story, that's just one event. What happens as a result? So before starting Eragon, I was very methodical about this. I read a whole bunch of books on how to write, how to plot stories. [35]
I realized I wasn't getting anywhere. And I didn't know how to do what I was trying to do. Now, fortunately for me, my parents had noticed that I was getting interested in writing. And all of a sudden, books appeared in the house. There was no comment, no one forced it, these just magically appeared, and I read them. Some of the books that were incredibly helpful to me were these books that were called The Writer's Handbook, which was a collection of essays published each year by The Writer's Digest magazine. I had one from 1998, and I had one from, I think, 1993, or something like that. And there were essays from Stephen King and John Grisham and I think Ursula Le Guin and all sorts of other authors about what it was like to be an author both professionally and creatively. And that was incredibly helpful to me because again, the internet was not a resource. But the book that really made the difference for me was a book called Story by Robert McKee. It's a book for screenwriters and it's all about the structure of story. And up until that moment, I had never really consciously thought about the fact that stories have structure and that you can control that structure for the effect on the readers. So I devoured that book and I said, okay, I'm going to try this again. [36]
Did you very much sit down and study structure and character development and etc? I did. It wasn't a formal course or anything, it's just that my parents started buying these books and they started showing up. In fact, I still have them here on my shelf. This bookcase to my right is full of research books, technical books, language books. I read a book called Story by Robert McKee, which is a screenwriting book, that was and often has been very popular in Hollywood. It's a fairly technical look at story structure. I would never say do everything he says because of course you shouldn't necessarily follow any one formula, but that book really got me thinking about the fact that stories do have structure, which I hadn't really thought about before that. And that one can control that structure, and that this gives you something to work with. Before Eragon, I tried writing a number of stories and I never got past the first four to six pages, ten pages, because I never had the plot. All I would ever have was the inciting incident which, in the case of Eragon, is a young man finds a dragon egg. Ok, fine, but that's not a story. So when I read that book, then I was like wow, so I can control the structure of this. [28]
The problem with all of my early writing was that I’d get an idea and just start — I didn’t actually have a plot. But I was a pretty methodical kid, so I started reading about how to write. Fortunately, my parents are observant, and these kinds of books magically began appearing in the house. And I read all of them. [16]
Unused Arya Outline
So at this point, I was 15, that's when I graduated from high school and I was very methodical about it because I hate failing. So I said, okay, I'm going to create a fantasy world. And I did that. And then I said, I'm gonna plot out an entire book in this fantasy world. And I did that too. And then I said, but I'm not gonna write this. This is just a thought exercise. I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna stick it in a drawer. And I still have that to this day, that world and that story, I still have it sitting in a drawer somewhere. [36]
Then I spent some time and I created an entire fantasy world and I plotted out an entire fantasy novel in that world and I did not write it. I just stuck it in a drawer and that's where it's been sitting for 25 years now. And then I just did that to prove to myself that I could plot out an entire book. [35]
Before writing Eragon, again I was very methodical even as a teenager, I created an entire fantasy world. Wrote pages and pages about the worldbuilding, and then I plotted out an entire story in that world just to prove to myself that I could plot a story, create a world, and then I didn't write it. I put it aside. I still have it all saved. Put it in a drawer. [28]

Kevin

Writing The First Full Draft
And then I decided okay now I'm going to plot out a trilogy, because all great fantasy stories are trilogies. I'm going to do it as the heroic monomyth, because that is, at least my understanding back then, is this is one of the oldest forms of stories. I know it works on a general sense. It's going to give me a safety net, and then I'm going to write the first book as a practice book just to see if I'm capable of producing something that's three, four, five hundred pages long. And that's what I did. That was about two and a half months of worldbuilding, plotting, creating this. Then I wrote the first book and that was Eragon. That was my practice book. I never actually planned on publishing Eragon. It was only after I'd put so much work into it and my parents read it that then we proceeded with it. I was aware of story structure. I continue to read lots of books on it. [28]
And then version three is the version that everyone generally knows. And that's where I spent the time to plot out the whole series before writing, because having a idea of where you're going seems to help with the writing, at least for me. Usually. [32]
I originally saw Eragon as a practice novel, which is part of why it’s a very typical hero’s story. I knew that structure worked and it gave me the safety net I needed. [16]
The first draft went super fast. It went really fast because I had no idea what I was doing. And I just wrote that sucker. I wrote the first 60 pages by hand with ballpoint pen, cause I didn't know how to type on a computer. And then by the time I typed all that into the computer, I knew how to type. I did the rest in the computer. But this was back in the day when computers were fairly new. We had a Mac classic, which only had two megabytes of RAM. And the problem is that the operating system chewed up some of that memory. And my book file was around two megabytes large. So I actually had to split the book into two because I couldn't open the whole file on the computer or the computer would crash. So I had to open half the book and then close that and then open the other half. [35]
The First Draft
Once I finished the first draft, I was super excited and I thought, "well all of these things on how to write say that you should read your own book and see if there's any tweaks you wanna make." But I was really excited because I was getting to read my own book for the first time, and I thought this is gonna be awesome. And it didn't take very long while reading it to realize that it was awful. It was horrible. And just to give you an idea of just how bad that first draft was, in the very first draft of Eragon, Eragon wasn't named Eragon, Eragon was named Kevin. And there was also a unicorn in that first draft at one point, so you know it wasn't very good. [35]
If I heard correctly as I was reading, Eragon wasn't originally called Eragon? No, in the first draft of the book he was called Kevin. There's a reason! Look I have an explanation for it, okay. The explanation is that my original inspiration was Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher which is set in the real world. The original version of Eragon that I was developing was set in the real world and when I decided that it would make more sense to have a world where the dragons were native to and switched it over to this fantasy world and began to develop that, I just kept the name that I'd been working with, which was Kevin. Naming a main character is hard, especially when you get used to a certain name. I don't want to say I was lazy. I want to focus on the world building and writing the first draft and I'll worry about the name later. [28]
There is an early version of Eragon that no one's seen, that even my editor at Random House never saw. And that was my first draft. And in that first draft, Eragon encountered a unicorn in the Beor Mountains on the way to the Varden. And the unicorn touches him and essentially affects the transformation that he goes under during the blood oath ceremony with the elves in the second book, in Eldest. And his whole storyline with the Varden once he gets to Farthen Dûr is completely different because now he has these abilities and he and a team of people ends up getting sent on a scouting mission in the dwarven tunnels to go find the Urgal army and then they have to flee back through the tunnels to warn everyone of this huge army and I had a underground cave full of lava, and multiple shades, and a huge Urgal army. There was there was a lot of dramatic stuff. Finding the Ra'zac in Dras-Leona was completely different. This is the draft where Eragon was named Kevin. [32]
I haven't thought about that version in ages. I think Arya was awake all the way from Gil'ead to Farthen Dûr in that version. That's right, I had to completely rewrite that. It's an unpleasant ride for her. No, no, no, she was awake and healed. She was awake. That's right, God, I had to rewrite most of the last chunk of the book now that I think back, it's been a long time. [32]
The worst thing is, I think Kevin would actually take a larger budget [to adapt to film]. No, stop. Why would Kevin take a larger budget? Because the battles were bigger, there was more stuff going on. Seriously, there were more creatures, more travel. Yeah, I think Kevin would actually take more money than Eragon. [32]
You said that Eragon's name was originally Kevin. Was Eragon's name originally Kevin? It was. And I really regret I didn't stick with it because I think that as many books as I've sold, the series would have been at least twice as successful if it had been about the adventures of the great dragon writer Kevin. Especially just seeing Kevin on the front cover. Imagine the appeal to the modern youth. Kevin the dragon writer. I mean Eragon, it's confusing with Aragorn. Oregano. Oregon. But Kevin, Kevin stands out, Kevin's original. That's why I had to move away from it. [31]
Releasing the Kevin Cut
So do you wanna share some of those drafts with us, Christopher? Just kidding. Well, I actually had a fan reach out to me. He's one of the big members of the online fan community on Reddit and elsewhere. And he's kind of interested in some of these early versions from almost an archivist point of view, a scholarly point of view. Which is certainly an interesting idea. I mean, there is an early version of Eragon that no one's seen, that even my editor at Random House never saw. ... I cannot describe how much the Internet absolutely needs for you to put out an edition of Eragon that just says Kevin. Should this be like Mistborn or Way of Kings Prime? This is the Kevin edition of Eragon. The Kevin cut. Oh my god. It's "Eragon: Kevin's Version". ... We absolutely need Kevin's Version of Eragon. That's something we need. It's bad. It's bad. Look, there are certainly people who can look at Eragon, the version we have now, and say, "we can tell this was a younger writer." I look at it and I can tell. I could do so much more now with the material than I could then. But if you think that about the published version of Eragon, man, if you saw the unpublished version, the early version, it really is the raw writing of a homeschooled 15-year-old, who wrote a 500 page book about Kevin. I don't know, the internet is very unhinged these days. They would love this. It needs to exist somewhere on the internet. [32]

Publishing

Editing
So I wrote Eragon, and then I read the first draft and it wasn't particularly good, so I spent a good chunk of a year rewriting it as best as I could. I didn't know what I was doing but I was trying. I've heard it said that being displeased with your own work is actually a good thing because it means you know what is good work, and if you're not happy with your work because it's not good, it means you could at least have a goal to shoot for. If you read your work and you're like this is the best thing that's ever been written, you're never going to get any better. [28]
But I could see that the book needed work, so I decided to try to fix it as best I could, and I spent the better part of that year revising, rewriting, changing Kevin to Eragon. And then I gave the book to my parents and fortunately for me, they actually enjoyed what I had done. And they said, we think you have something, let's try to take it out into the world and see if anyone else wants to read it. [35]
Self-publishing
[We] decided to self-publish the book as a joint venture since we didn't know anyone in the publishing world. That was again a good chunk of a year where we were editing the book as best the three of us could. Preparing it for publication, formatting, I drew the cover. [28]
Now you have to understand, my parents were always self-employed, have always been self-employed and we were always looking for things we could work on together as a family business. And Eragon was like the perfect opportunity for that. They'd had some experience self-publishing a couple of small educational books my mom had worked on. Because she was a trained Montessori teacher, and so she was trying to use that expertise to write some material herself. But I don't even think we sold 100 copies of those. So we spent another good chunk of a year preparing the book for publication with doing more editing, doing the layout, designing the cover. [35]
The first set of 50 books showed up while we were watching Roman Polanski's Macbeth, which seemed fitting because those first 50 books were all miscut from the printer. And as a result, we had to rip the covers off, send them back for credit from the printer, and then burn the insides of the books. So we had a proper book burning in our yard, and I actually saved some of those burnt pages just as a memory of that event. [35]
Self publishing wasn’t as viable then as a pathway to a career as an author as it is today. Why did it work for you? Everything completely changed because of e-readers. If you wanted to read an e-book, you had to have a PDF on your computer. There were no distribution systems like Amazon and Barnes & Noble. Back then, the lowest amount you could print and not have the book be too expensive was probably about 10,000 copies. But we were fortunate because print-on-demand had just become a thing, so books were just printed as needed. Self publishing is a lot easier these days. Of course, today’s marketplace is a lot more crowded as a result. [16]
Promotion
My family and I were going around the western half of the United States with the self-published edition of Eragon. I was cold calling schools, libraries, and bookstores to set up events. I was doing two to three one-hour long presentations every single day for months on end at various times. You have to understand that because my parents were self-employed, the time they took to help prepare Eragon for publication was time they weren't working on other freelance projects that would have been bringing in money. So by the time we actually had Eragon printed and in hand, if it had taken another two to three months to start turning a profit, we were going to have to sell our house, move to a city, and get any jobs we could. Because of that financial pressure I was willing to do things I probably would have been too uncomfortable to do otherwise. Like doing all those presentations. [28]
We were doing a lot of self-promotion. I was cold calling schools and libraries and talking them into letting me do presentations. And that worked pretty well because the librarians could take pre-orders for us. If we went into a bookstore, by hand selling, I could maybe sell anywhere between 13 to 40 books in a day. 42 was like the best I ever did, but usually it was around 15 or so books, which just didn't cover printing costs and travel and food and all of that. But going into the schools, we were doing about 300 books a day, which was excellent. [34]
Can you tell me a little bit about how you and your family self-published the first Eragon book and what marketing strategies you did? Oh, it was all nepotism, you know. I wouldn't have gotten published without my parents. There's nothing as powerful as a publishing company that's four people sitting around a kitchen table in the middle of rural Montana. So yeah, without Nepotism, I wouldn't have gotten published. You have to embrace something like Nepotism if you really wanna succeed in today's world. In fact, people don't realize that you actually get a Nepotism card. There's a secret club. You go to New York and there's huge network opportunities. There's branches of the club everywhere, especially strong in Hollywood, of course, in music. Taylor Swift is an example. So if you can get into the nepotism club, I won't say you're guaranteed success, but you got about 80% chance of actually making it that you wouldn't have otherwise. Do you think your mom and dad would be willing to be my mom and dad? No, absolutely not. No, no. You don't have brown hair, so it doesn't work. You have to have brown hair to be a Paolini. Okay, I'll try to find a different way in, I guess. [31]
Getting traditionally published
So you were very much looking for that partnership? Well we were wary. But the thing is is we were selling enough copies of Eragon that to scale it up we were going to have to start duplicating all the things that a regular publisher does. We were actually looking at partnering with a book packager or a book distributor just to get more copies out. To do everything a traditional publisher could do for me was a huge amount of work so it made sense to pair with Random House or someone else at that point. But it was still nerve-wracking because the book was being a success and then handing it off to another company, we didn't know if it was just going to end up in the remainder bin two weeks after it came out. [28]
People in the book world were starting to take notice because of course, if you've been to public school, you may remember the Scholastic Book Fairs and all of the Scholastic reps in the different schools were seeing me come to the schools and selling these books and hearing the kids talk about it. And it was getting attention. So we would have gotten a publisher, I would have gotten a publisher eventually. [34]
The book sold enough copies and bounced around enough that we'd heard that Scholastic—because Scholastic does all the Book Fairs in schools in the US—was interested and that we might get an offer from them. Before that happened though... [34]
Eventually another author by the name of Carl Hiaasen ended up buying a copy of the self-published edition of Eragon in a local bookstore. Which now that I'm older, I'm rather shocked at because it takes a lot to get me to buy a self-published book. It's got to look really good. [35]
Carl Hiaasen wrote the young adult book Hoot as well as many adult books. He comes up to Montana, I think he's got a vacation home here in the valley, but he was up here fly fishing and he bought a copy of Eragon for his then 12 year old son, Ryan. And fortunately for me, Ryan liked the book and Carl recommended it to Random House and it sort of bounced around among the editors for a couple of months before my editor-to-be grabbed it and said, "Yes, we will. I want to take a chance on this teenage author and we're going to offer him money for a trilogy that only exists in his head and see what happens." [34]
How did you find an agent? We had the offer from Random House, and like two days later, we had the offer from Scholastic. And so we knew we didn't know what we didn't know. My dad participated in some online self-publishing forum sort of thing. So he posted up a question and said, look, this is the situation we're in. Does anyone have any advice? And another one of the members said, "well, I was just at this publishing writing conference and there was this young agent there and I was really impressed with his presentation, or him talking about the industry." So my dad got his information online and did what you're never supposed to do, which is he called the agent directly and left this long rambling voicemail message because it was lunchtime in New York and you take your lunch breaks in New York. And only at the end of the message did he say, "oh, yes, and by the way, we have two competing offers from two publishing houses." And when I asked him, I said, "why did you do that?" He said, "well, because if he's any good as an agent, he's going to listen to the whole message before he deletes it." And we found out later that he nearly deleted the message. Because my dad started off like, "I got this teenage son, and he's written this book", and yeah, that, OK. So it was like two hours later we got a call from Simon. And Simon said overnight me a copy of Eragon and if I like it I'll represent you. And Simon has been my agent for 21 years now. [34]
It was a big risk for Random House. And it was a big risk for me because the book was successful, self-published, and we knew that giving it to a publisher, you lose the rights to a degree, and most books don't turn a profit, and it could have just ended up in the remainder bin. So what really worked in my favor is that Random House, and specifically Random House Children's Books, and specifically the imprint of Knopf, which is where I'm at were looking for their own Harry Potter, essentially. Scholastic was publishing Harry Potter. And Scholastic also gave me an offer for Eragon, but I could tell that Random House was the one that really loved the book and Scholastic was doing it because they thought it was a good business opportunity. Scholastic actually offered more money than Random House. But I went with Random House and it was the right choice. And I found out after the fact that Chip Gibson who was the head of the children's department at the time basically chose to use Eragon as sort of something to rally the troops and put the entire children's division behind it, and I was the very fortunate recipient of that love and attention. Which of course would only get you so far if people didn't enjoy reading the book. But fortunately for me, they did a great job marketing it and then people actually enjoyed the book. Which is why when people ask me how to get published, it's like, what am I supposed to say? The answer ultimately is you write a book that people want to read, and that's a facile answer, but it is true. If people want to read it, it makes everything else easier. The agent wants you, the publishers want you, and ultimately the public wants you. [34]
And I didn't realize how much was behind that email, because large publishers do not just casually say, "hey, we want to publish your book". There was a whole plan there, and they had a plan. And so they did. Eragon came out and then I had to figure out how to write a book with everyone expecting the sequel. [36]
So you kind of went and peddled your books at schools, as I understand, right? It seems to have paid off though, because it eventually landed in the hands of bestselling author Carl Hiaasen, but not right away. First, your book got in the hands of his stepson, and the kid liked it so much that he told Hiaasen about it, who then got Eragon fast-tracked with Penguin Random House. I really admire the way that you went for the weakest links, manipulating the minds of our youth and using them to shill your book for you. It's a tried and true marketing strategy from Girl Scout Cookies to coupon books, and I applaud you for your ingenuity. My biggest question here is, do you pay Carl Hiaasen's stepson the agent royalties he so rightfully deserves? He tried to collect one time, but I had to hire a couple of guys to drive him off. But, no, you always go for the weakest link. Back when I was self-published and all that I even tried to get Eragon reviewed by Entertainment Weekly, so I called up the subscription number on the back of the magazine and told them I'd made a mistake and asked them to transfer me over to corporate, and managed to get right to their book reviewer and tried to talk him into reviewing Eragon. So you always go for, as you said, the weakest link. Which is corporate. Ryan, Carl's son, though, yeah, I probably owe him a ridiculous amount of royalties. I'd say so. He made you. Oh, he did, absolutely. Without him, I'd be nothing. I guess the lesson here for aspiring authors is that it's not really about finding your target audience, necessarily. You just have to find your target prolific author's stepson and let the kid take it from there. Yeah, absolutely. As I said, that's part of the nepotism package. The sort of networking inside the industry. This is the stuff that you can never access otherwise, and you'll never get published otherwise. So it's not like you can just grow up in the middle of nowhere in Montana, self-publish a book, and then just become a success, by promoting it. You have to have connections. That's genius. I think you could have had an incredible career in designing loot boxes for mobile games based on how good you are at manipulating the world. Absolutely, microtransactions are God's work. [31]
Gaining Confidence
Was anxiety something you felt moving to this deal with Random House? Was that quite pressuring? Yes, it was a big change to go from writing for yourself as a teenager, homeschooled, living in the middle of nowhere, to knowing that there was a large audience for your next book and that they had expectations. I got criticized quite a bit, critiqued quite a bit when Eragon came out for, shall we say, my lack of experience on the technical side of things with the writing. I'd say some of those were certainly fair critiques. The great advantage of youth is that you don't know how difficult things are and you have a lot of energy. The great disadvantage of youth is you don't have experience, and there's no fixing that aside from time and effort. All of that was definitely in my head when I really started work on Eldest and it was pretty nerve-wracking quite honestly. [28]
When you finished the book, I mean your parents believed in it obviously. Did you too? Or were you like, "You know what, maybe the second book, maybe go all in on the second one?" I didn't feel like I was actually an author until my third book was published. Because the first one, well, that could be a fluke. Well, the second one, yeah, but you know. But once the third book came out, then I was like, okay, maybe I'm actually a writer. But even then, even after I finished the series, I still felt like, okay, now I have to write something that's not Eragon, just to prove that I can. So every book has been its own challenge and has been a way for me to keep feeling like I'm growing as an artist and learning to become a better and better writer. [2]
It took me, I wanna say almost 10 years to feel like I wasn't an imposter and that it wasn't just gonna get yanked away. You know what my dream was when Eragon was was going to get published by Random House? Like this was my pie in the sky because I didn't think it was going to happen. But this was my dream. I did all the math and I was like, man, if I could somehow someday sell 100,000 books, which is impossible. But man, if I could sell 100,000 books, that's a darn good living. Man, I could really make a living off that. I could support a family and 100,000 books. Man, that'd be amazing. And then it kind of took off from there. [33]
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2024.05.19 15:01 RobotDevil222x3 Reddit Strength - Week 5

Welcome to week five of the Reddit Strength program. I hope you've all been enjoying it so far. If you missed any previous weeks, this is something you can jump into any given week you don't need to have been there week one for it to work. This strength schedule is designed to help you progress from one weight to the next (if that is what you want, you are of course free to maintain the weights you use as well). There is a #RedditStrength for those interested in joining it.
This is an eight week cycle that repeats. Each time we come around again I'll be looking for a couple newer classes to replace some of the older classes previously used.
Each class will list "light" or "heavy", this is not to be confused with the Light/Medium/Heavy weights instructors ask you to use for each move. What it means is, lets say you normally use 5/10/20 but you are hoping to level up to 10/15/25. When my class says "light" you would use your 10s when the instructor calls for medium weights and when my class says "heavy" you would use your 15s for the same move. This will help us to progress to where the 15s are your new normal.
Monday:
Wednesday:
Friday
Extra Credit:
Benchmark: Every 2 weeks each body area has a Benchmark class. These are from the Pump Up the Volume collections and allow us to go through a progression of 4 classes with mostly the same class plan but different actual classes meaning different music, different stories and sometimes different instructors. These classes are all Rep based, which makes them great for benchmarking. You are encouraged to adjust the weights and reps to meet your personal goals. If Adrian tells you to do 10-12 reps with your medium weight but you want to do 6-8 reps with your heavy weight, go for it! This can be especially useful in the first classes where they keep the weights lighter, as these are intended to help you progress during the four classes.
Extra Credit: These are extra classes for those who want more work than the standard schedule. They are also good substitutions if for any reason you don't like a class or instructor on the schedule.
You can stop reading here unless you want to know why I am scheduling what I am scheduling.
The basis is a 4 week progression. In each body area we will use light weights for 2 weeks then heavy weights for two weeks per the definition of light and heavy above.
It follows this pattern, aiming for 30-60 minutes a day 3 days a week:
Each body area has the schedule staggered, so you're not trying to go all heavy in every area in the same week. This week we have A&S in round 1, C&B in round 4 and G&L in round 3.
FAQ
  1. Can I start any week or do I have to begin with week 1?
    1. You can begin any week. This is a repeating cycle with no real beginning or end, a mobius strip of a program.
  2. There are too many classes for me, how should I trim it down for my schedule?
    1. I recommend trimming evenly (but keep all the core if you can). So take off 1 A&S, 1 C&B and 1 G&L each week if that suits you better. Or at minimum just do the benchmark classes.
  3. Do I have to do these on the prescribed days? I would rather take a couple classes a day for 6 days.
    1. Absolutely mix and match the classes across the week however fits best into your schedule. They are only listed this way because this is my personal schedule. As long as you are doing them all in the week you should get similar results.
Feedback
I would love to hear what everyone things. Specifically; Are there any classes you would like me to rotate out (why)? Is this the right amount of strength work for you? Do you have a favorite class you are hoping I work into the mix?
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2024.05.19 14:58 ThrowRA777123 Read 100 pages of a book yesterday

Hey!
I’m not gonna make this a super long post. What works for some might not work for all and I totally get that. I’m just sharing my personal story.
I read 100 pages of a book. I haven’t done this in a decade.
I suffer from severe depression, GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder-my body basically feels anxiety 24/7), and SCT/CDS. As a result of all this, I also suffer from hypersomnia.
My working memory and short-term memory is very poor. I usually have to read a paragraph about 4 times before I can capture the meaning. Usually, I can physically read quickly but have no comprehension of what I’m reading.
I’ve been trying to get healthier. Today is the first day of my second week on Lexapro. In addition to this, I have MTHFR mutation so I’ve almost completely cut out folic acid (synthetic) from my diet. I’m working on getting to know exactly which mutation I have. It’s wild because a ton of foods, especially more processed foods, have had folic acid added to them.
If you’re interested in MTHFR mutation and you’ve taken a dna test (for example with an ancestry company), you can download your raw dna. Then, you can upload it to a free dna site called Genetic Genie. Why relevant? Some believe that MTHFR mutation can be related to a lot of mental and physical health issues.
Other than that, I’ve almost completely cut out diet sodas (I’ve been addicted to them for a decade). For me, the Lexapro has weirdly helped me cut my addiction to diet coke and sugary sweets (I’d usually find this almost impossible).
Besides regular vitamins that I won’t post here, it might be of interest that I took 200 mg of l-theanine yesterday.
Placebo? Combination of all these things? Who knows.
Yesterday I read 100 pages of a novel with ease and I understand all of it. I enjoyed it. I even made connections as I was reading. I haven’t read a book like this within the last decade.
Do I think I’ll cure myself? No. Am I going to eat folic acid or drink diet coke ever again? Of course, I wanna enjoy life sometimes. Do I think the same thing will work for everyone? No. I’m just sharing my story as I go along so maybe this might help someone.
Thanks
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2024.05.19 14:55 Material-Evidence-54 Adventure's Through Eyari-5E Asynchronized PBP Game

Hello everyone!
I am currently recruiting for my next PBP 5E game that is going to be set in my homebrew world of Eyari. I have a baseline idea for a good story arc, but I am always the type that will make adjustments to it prior to the start of the game to make it more fun for my players. I am looking for 5-6 like minded individuals that are willing to take on this adventure. Eyari is a vast land with varying areas to explore with many different histories and cultures. All races from the players handbook are allowed, if you choose to want to play a race from a different book whether that be a WOTC published book or 3rd party, please check with me to see if that race exists in Eyari in some capacity.
A little about myself.
-Early 30's business Owner
-EST Time Zone
-I have been playing D&D since 3.5 and pbp games for almost as long as that.
-One of my favorite things to do is create a fun and engaging story with others.
I am expecting at minimum one post per day from each player, and if you are going to be away and not able to post for more than one day I fully expect you to give me a heads up, barring emergency circumstances. And I will do everything in my power to return the favor for my players.
In terms of classes, all classes will be allowed that are WOTC made, and 3rd party classes/subclasses are to be discussed.
https://forms.gle/56dG68iN4PZCsBrS6
Above you will find the google form I will be using to gather applications and weed out players! I will leave the application open for a few days prior to closing it and messaging the individuals I want to hear more from on Discord. Above all else, I am looking to create a new group of players that all get along and we can all have a fun time with this campaign!
I look forward to talking to most of you!
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2024.05.19 14:53 renba7 Major Depression/Anxiety

Hey all,
I’ve (39m) got high (33.6) thyroglobulin antibodies. 3 weeks ago they were tested at 22.9. So, at least from these two data points, that number is increasing.
The rest of my thyroid function (TSH, T3/4, TPO, Thyroid Stim) all fall in what the test says is normal range. For what it’s worth, I have very low iodine so I started supplementing that.
Anyway, for the past 3 years I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and low libido. It’s been difficult at times but manageable. In the past two months, however, I have suddenly developed extreme anxiety and depression. These come with panic attacks and bouts of sudden suicidal ideation. I am seeing a psychiatrist and therapist in addition to tapping every medical doctor who will see me.
Has anyone experienced these psychological symptoms solely from high thyroglobulin antibodies even when blood hormone levels are normal? I’d take literally any input anyone has on the topic. I am really struggling badly to the point where I may need to drop out of graduate school until I find a solution…or die.
Noteworthy: my mother’s mother had her thyroid removed at one point. My mother and aunt have been on synthroid for most of their lives from hypothyroidism and my father’s father also had a thyroid problem though I don’t know what it was.
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2024.05.19 14:51 ThrowRAessue I (38f) have resentment towards my husband (45m) how do I overcome this?

We’ve been together for 15 years, so many ups and downs like in any relationship. We went though a crazy couple of years where he found me masturbating and nearly lost his mind (I know it’s normal, he does it all the time I could care less- I just close the door and let him finish). But in his eyes, I was cheating. He felt so justified in treating me so horribly, he literally compared it to fucking someone. We all know that’s rediculous but in his head, he was right. He was so awful to me in front of our kids and harassed me on a minute by minute basis, he texted me pages of messages every minute of the day when he was at work…. I’m really not sure how he managed to get anything done. When I bring it up now, how crazy those couple of years were he gaslights me and says, ya you were nuts! Or he’ll say oh you poor victim. I don’t know if I need him to awknoledge what he’s done to me emotionally and mentally…. I think I just need to get over it on my own because I’m the one hose suffering inside. I read a quote that said resentment is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die.
Now that we’re in a normal relationship, he’s quite level headed I don’t know if it’s his age or what but he’s not loosing his mind like he was in the past. Now that we are here I think to myself, my god was that ever awful/unnecessary. I was in survival mode at the time but I think to myself now, how much more would I have taken? I have since learned about my cousin going through a divorce for something a lot less then what I’ve had to put up with… I guess I resent myself too. Why was I just taking it and taking it? I know nobody can answer that, we have kids and he was even horrible to them, you’d think that I’d draw the line there. But no. Now that our relationship is healthy I can’t help but look back at how much pain he put me though to the point where I didn’t care if I lived. If he heard this he would say, oh you poor victim. I know that’s gaslighting and I’m just looking for techniques to move forward, be mindful and enjoy the moment and forget the past so that it doesn’t take away from the present/future.
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2024.05.19 14:49 shadowmilkman Need Help Building a Compact, quiet Workstation/Occasional Gaming PC $900

Hi everyone,
I’m looking to build a super small desktop PC that is as near-silent as possible. This PC will primarily be used for light data analysis and occasional gaming. I want it to outperform the M2 Mac Mini. That’s the alternative and I’d just move the occasional gaming to a steamdeck.
Here’s what I’m looking for:
• Compact, modern mini case: Something sleek and space-saving. • Quiet operation: The quieter, the better. • Performance: It should be able to handle light data analysis tasks and occasional gaming. I’d like it to outperform an M2 Mac Mini. • Budget: Around $900. 
I’d really appreciate any suggestions on components, especially focusing on the balance between performance, size, and noise level. Thanks in advance for your help!
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