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-yeah sab 10th mai start hota hai 9th tak toh bot aacha tha padhai mai but suddenly kam padhai karne ki wajah se mera thik tak no. aye it seems okay t me jab mera result aya 10th ka tab mai aur mera papa bank mai tha sudeenly papa ka pass phone aya result aagaya maine bank mai hi result check kiya i was shocked i got only 78% mera papa na mujhe bank mai sabka samne daat diya aur gharpe akee mujhe thode dande maare ab ate hai main story pa ab mai 11th mai tha sudenly my life changes pata nii kaise mi ek cool dude type ban gaya tha meri ek gf bhi bani lets name her disha starting mai hamara relation boht aacha chala [aacha batana bhul gaya usne mujhe poose kiya] badme mujhe uska asli rang dekkhne lage she was not the girl i ever wanted woh chote log aa sath rehti thi not in that sense ab kaise samjhau uska ek ex photo bf tha uski pic bhi leak ho gayi thi uska sath kiss karte hua which is okay phir usne meri ladai start karwadi woh ladka ladka mujhe aisa bolra hai waise bolra hai lte sedha kam karwati thi hamara thoda sexuall attachmment bhi tha badme ussi ki wajah se hamara break up ho gaaya 12th mai brreak up hua usne meri image school mai boht buri kardi jissa mera zeena haram kar diya tha hmari secret baatee saro ko bata diya karti thi meri imagge down karti rehti thi maine aaj tak uski baate kisi ko nahi batayi taki uski image kharab na ho but she did ab present mai ate hai i cleared 12th maine jee mains clear kar liya jaise taise mai boht avarage bacha tha school mai but drop year mai ho gaya jaise taise meri coaching na meri sari preparation kharab kardi uss coaching na mera moddules hi mera dono attempt ka baad diye woh bhi aadhe aur syllaubus bhi complete ni karwaya but now my parents are expecting from me to clear jee advance too which is not possible in just 40 days but mera parents nahi samajh rahe roj mujhhe boht sunate hai mera papa na meri 11th aur 12th dono kharab kardi gov. school mai lagake infact mera papa ne 12th mai mujhe jee bhi nii dena diya aur drop year mai apne pass rakhne ka chakkar mai kisi gandi sii coaching maii admission dilwa diya mera jan attempt mai 55 aye aur phir maine coaching chod di aur khude april atttempt mai padhai karke cuoff clear ki[that coaching ruined my career aur ab 25 bhi mang rahe hai bolre hai apki installment baki hai aur mera modules bhhi ni nera syllabus bhi complete nii karwaya]ab maai roj daaat khatta hu mujhe bola jata hai ki tu nikkama hai aur ab mujhe mera dost akee bolre hai meri ex -gf mera bare mai baate fela rahi hai but mai bhul chuka hu yeah sab par phir bhi yaas dila deta hai ab aisa lagra hai kuch nii bacha zindagi mai i think a really permanent sleep can fix me only you what i am talking about!!! bs ab kuch nii bacha 💌

,,Ja sam Alfa i Omega, Početak i Svršetak, govori Gospod, Koji jeste, i koji beše, i koji će doći, Svedržitelj."
Otkr.1:8
,,Ja sam Alfa i Omega, Početak i Svršetak"Da bi neko bio alfa i omega,početak i svršetak morao bi da zna svaku sitnicu iz večnosti a takođe i svaku sitnicu iz budučnosti uključujući i večnost .Ko može da zna tako nešto osim Boga?.Ljudi mogu da izuče sve moguće škole da pročitaju sve moguće enciklopedije da pokupe svo znanje koje danas posedujemo pa ipak niko ne bi mogao biti alfa i omega ,početak i svršetak.Naravno neko bi mogao da kaže da je to ali to bi bila sotonska laž i ne bi bila istina.Ovo znanje poseduje samo Bog i samo Bog ovo može da tvrdi,,Ja sam Alfa i Omega, Početak i Svršetak" jer :
Bog je sveznajuć
,,Gospode! Ti me kušaš i znaš.Ti znaš kad sedam i kad ustanem; Ti znaš pomisli moje izdaleka; Kad hodim i kad se odmaram, Ti si oko mene, i sve puteve moje vidiš.Još nema reči na jeziku mom, a Ti, Gospode, gle, već sve znaš.Sastrag i spred Ti si me zaklonio, i stavio na me ruku svoju.Čudno je za me znanje Tvoje, visoko, ne mogu da ga dokučim.Kuda bih otišao od duha Tvog, i od lica Tvog kuda bih pobegao?Da izađem na nebo, Ti si onde. Da siđem u pakao, onde si.Da se dignem na krilima od zore, i preselim se na kraj mora:I onde će me ruka Tvoja voditi, i držati me desnica Tvoja.Da kažem: Da ako me mrak sakrije; ali je i noć kao videlo oko mene. Ni mrak neće zamračiti od Tebe, i noć je svetla kao dan: mrak je kao videlo.Jer si Ti stvorio šta je u meni, sastavio si me u utrobi matere moje.Hvalim Te, što sam divno sazdan. Divna su dela Tvoja, i duša moja to zna dobro.Nijedna se kost moja nije sakrila od Tebe, ako i jesam sazdan tajno, otkan u dubini zemaljskoj.Zametak moj videše oči Tvoje, u knjizi je Tvojoj sve to zapisano, i dani zabeleženi, kad ih još nije bilo nijednog.Kako su mi nedokučive pomisli Tvoje, Bože! Kako im je velik broj”
Ps.139:1-17
U ovom psalmu vidimo koliko mnogo činjenica o nama Bog zna ali je to samo mali deo jer Bog poseduje daleko više znanja o nama ali je to rečima praktično nemoguće izraziti a mi ovde vidimo da Bog zna kad mi sedimo,kad ustajemo ,šta radimo ,kako radimo,zna sve naše puteve,sve naše reči koje smo izgovorili, piše da zna čak i naše pomisli,dalje možemo videti da Bog zna prošlost,sadašnjost i budučnost, zna sve o nama čak i pre našeg rođenja itd.Ovo jasno ukazuje da mi ništa ne možemo uraditi a da Bog to ne zna i ovo se odnosi samo na nas ljude koji je samo mali delic Bozijeg sveznanja,
Ovde su uzeti neki primeri koji su nama bliski iz života nešto što može svako da razume jer nisu svi ljudi naučnici ili akademski građani daleko je više ,,običnih” ljudi pogotovo je to tako bilo kroz istoriju a Biblija je pisana jednostavnim razumljivim jezikom tako da može svako da je razume.
A iz ovoga se jasno vidi i svako može da razume da je Bog sveznajuć.
,,Nema svetog kao što je Gospod; jer nema drugog osim Tebe; i nema stene kao što je Bog naš.Ne govorite više ponosito, i neka ne izlaze iz usta vaših reči ohole; jer je Gospod Bog koji sve zna, i on udešava namere.”
1 Sam.2:2-3
Evo ovi stihovi ponovo potvrđuju da je Bog Sveznajuć i ovde imao i jednu praktičnu pouku ,prijateljski savet od Boga a odnosi se na naš život odnosi se na ono šta radimo,kako radimo i šta pričamo jer sve što mi radimo Bog zna pa ćemo ukoliko uprorno odbijamo da živimo po Božijoj volji za to sami biti krivi i jednog dana snosićemo posledice za to.Naravno Bog ne želi da nas natera da nešto uradimo na silu, naš je izbor ali je velika mudrost poslušati savet koji nam Bog daje jer Bog ne želi da iko pogine već da se svi žive i to je smisao reči ,,pokajanje” iz 2 Petrove.
,,Ne docni Gospod s obećanjem, kao što neki misle da docni, nego nas trpi, jer neće da ko pogine, nego svi da dođu u pokajanje.”
2 Petr.3:9
Bog je svuda prisutan
Govorili smo da Bog nije ograničen zemaljskim zakonima niti se može dokučiti suština Boga.Osim toga Bog je svuda prisutan i neizmeran u svemu kao što je npr. stvaranje, znanje, davanje, opraštanje, spasenje itd.
,,Ali hoće li doista Bog stanovati na zemlji? Eto, nebo i nebesa nad nebesima ne mogu Te obuhvatiti, a kamoli ovaj dom što ga sazidah.”
1 Car. 8:27
,,Jer su oči Njegove obraćene na puteve čovečije i vidi sve korake njegove.Nema mraka ni sena smrtnoga gde bi se sakrili koji čine bezakonje.”
Jov 34:21-22
,,Kuda bih otišao od duha Tvog, i od lica Tvog kuda bih pobegao? Da izađem na nebo, Ti si onde. Da siđem u pakao, onde si.Da se dignem na krilima od zore, i preselim se na kraj mora:I onde će me ruka Tvoja voditi, i držati me desnica Tvoja.Da kažem: Da ako me mrak sakrije; ali je i noć kao videlo oko mene. Ni mrak neće zamračiti od Tebe, i noć je svetla kao dan: mrak je kao videlo.Jer si Ti stvorio šta je u meni, sastavio si me u utrobi matere moje. Hvalim Te, što sam divno sazdan. Divna su dela Tvoja, i duša moja to zna dobro. Nijedna se kost moja nije sakrila od Tebe, ako i jesam sazdan tajno, otkan u dubini zemaljskoj. Zametak moj videše oči Tvoje, u knjizi je Tvojoj sve to zapisano, i dani zabeleženi, kad ih još nije bilo nijednog.”
Ps.139:7-16
,,Oči su Gospodnje na svakom mestu gledajući zle i dobre.”
Priče 15:3
,,Jesam li ja Bog iz bliza, govori Gospod, a nisam Bog i iz daleka? Može li se ko sakriti na tajno mesto da ga ja ne vidim? Govori Gospod; ne ispunjam li ja nebo i zemlju? Govori Gospod.”
Jer.23:23-24
,,Da se zakopaju u najdonji kraj zemlje, odande će ih uzeti ruka moja; i da izađu na nebo, odande ću ih skinuti;I da se sakriju na vrh Karmila, naći ću ih i uzeću ih odande; i da se sakriju ispred mojih očiju na dno morsko, onde ću zapovedati zmiji da ih ujede”
Amos 9:2-3
,,I nema tvari nepoznate pred Njime, nego je sve golo i otkriveno pred očima Onog kome govorimo.”
Jevr.4:13
Bog je svemoguć
U Bibliji nalazimo kroz različite vremenske periode i različite manifestacije Božije svemogučnosti pa ćemo neke da spomenemo.
Iz Biblije vidimo da je Avram imao 99 godina ali da nije imao potomstvo i jednom prilikom se Avramu javio Bog i rekao:
,,A kad Avramu bi devedeset i devet godina, javi mu se Gospod i reče mu: Ja sam Bog Svemogući, po mojoj volji živi, i budi pošten.I učiniću zavet između sebe i tebe, i vrlo ću te umnožiti.A Avram pade ničice. I Gospod mu još govori i reče:Od mene evo zavet moj s tobom da ćeš biti otac mnogim narodima."
1 Moj.17:1-4
Dalje vidimo da Avram nije baš bio siguran u to pa je pomislio da nikada neće imati potomstvo sa svojom ženom Sarom
,,Tada pade Avram ničice i nasmeja se govoreći u srcu svom: Eda će se čoveku od sto godina roditi sin? I Sari? Eda će žena od devedeset godina roditi?"
1 Moj.17:17
I ovde možemo videti Božiju svemogućnost jer je rekao Avramu nešto što ljudskom umu nije baš bilo jasno ali je to Bogu bilo vrlo jasno zato je to i rekao Avramu.Iz Biblije kasnije vidimo da se ovo obećanje ispunilo a ispunilo se zato što je Bog svemoguć jer On poseduje svo znanje i onda nije nikakav problem ispuniti dato obećanje.Ovakvo ili slično obećanje može da daje samo Bog jer je svemoguć a zamislimo da sada mi ljudi damo neko obećanje o nečemu što će se destiti u budućnosti. To obećanje može da se slučajno desi ili da se samo jedan deo obistini ili može da se i ne desi mi to neznamo ali Bog je sveznajuć i svemoguć i on kad daje obećanja On ih i ispunjava.
Ispunjenje možemo da vidimo kroz Bibliju ali evo samo jedan stih.
,,Pleme Isusa Hrista, sina Davida Avramovog sina"
Mt.1:1
Dalje imamo događaj kada je Gospod poslao Mojsija u Egipat da izvede izraelski narod iz ropstva.
Ovde možemo da vidimo da se Bog javlja Mojsiju kao Bog svemogući a ne pod nekim drugim imenom.
,,Još govori Bog Mojsiju i reče mu: Ja sam Gospod.I javio sam se Avramu, Isaku i Jakovu imenom Bog Svemogući, a imenom svojim, Gospod, ne bih im poznat."
2 Moj.6:2-3
Sledeći primer je iz otkrovenja Jovanovog gde imamo scenu na nebu gde četiri živa bića slave Boga svedržitelja a da bi neko bio svedržitelj on mora da poseduje silu koja sve održava a takvu silu poseduje jedino Bog svemogući.
,,I posle ovog čuh glas veliki naroda mnogog na nebu gde govori: Aliluja! Spasenje i slava i čast i sila Gospodu našem;"
Otkr.19:1
,, I čuh kao glas naroda mnogog, i kao glas voda mnogih, i kao glas gromova jakih, koji govore: Aliluja! Jer caruje Gospod Bog Svedržitelj."
Otkr.19:6
Piše da se Gospod Bog slavi u nebu koji je svedržitelj i koji caruje a u evanđelju Lukinom možemo videti odakle caruje Gospod.
,,Odsele će Sin čovečiji sediti s desne strane sile Božije."
Lk.22:69
Dakle Gospod je sa desne strane sile Božije i otuda caruje,o tome piše:
,,...Dade mi se svaka vlast na nebu i na zemlji."
Mt.28:18
Gospod caruje jer On El Šadaj ili Bog svemogući.Bog poseduje beskonačnu silu ili moć koja je večna i kojoj nema kraja a na to nas podseća i deo molitve ,,Oče naš"
,,...Jer je Tvoje carstvo, i sila, i slava va vek. Amin"
Mt.6:13
Ovu silu Bog može upotrebiti po svom nahođenju bez ikakve muke ili poteškoća da bi nešto stvorio kao u prošlosti kad je stvorio zemlju i sve živo na njoj ili kao što i danas stvara ili kao što će u budućnosti stvarati.
,,Ah, Gospode Gospode! Eto, Ti si stvorio nebo i zemlju silom svojom velikom i mišicom svojom podignutom; ništa nije Tebi teško."
Jer.32:17
,,On je načinio zemlju silom svojom, utvrdio vasiljenu mudrošću svojom, i razumom svojim razastro nebesa; On kad pusti glas svoj, buče vode na nebesima, podiže paru s krajeva zemaljskih, pušta munje s daždem, i izvodi vetar iz staja njegovih."
Jer.10:12-13
Ljudi su veoma inteligentna bića i praktično mogu stvoriti sve što požele do određenih granica ali kod stvaranja čitamo da je Bog upotrebio samo reč i bilo je stvoreno nije mu bio potreban nikakav materijal kao što je potrebno nama da bi smo nešto stvorili i tu je još jedan dokaz da je Bog svemoguć.
,, I reče Bog: Neka bude svetlost. I bi svetlost"
1 Moj.1:3
,, Rečju Gospodnjom nebesa se stvoriše, i duhom usta Njegovih sva vojska njihova"
Ps.33:6
U evanđelju po Mateju čitamo o tome kako je za ozdravljenje čoveka potrebna samo Božija reč i bolest je pobeđena,Bogu nije potrebno da bude
,,.I kapetan odgovori i reče: Gospode! Nisam dostojan da pod krov moj uđeš; nego samo reci reč, i ozdraviće sluga moj"
Mt.8:8
Iako Bog sa svojom silom ima neograničene mogućnosti On svoju silu nikad neće upotrebiti tako da bude u suprotnosti sa drugim Božijim osobinama.Imamo tako primer kod suočavanja Gospoda Isusa sa krstom gde Isus mogao da kaže samo reč i anđeli bi bilu tu koji su mogli da unište ceo svet a ne samo neprijatelje koji su ga prikovali na krst.
,,.Ili misliš ti da ja ne mogu sad umoliti Oca svog da mi pošalje više od dvanaest legeona anđela?"
Mt. 26:53
Da se to tako desilo to bi onda bilo u suprotnosti sa voljom Očevom i sa namerom kojom je Gospod Isus došao na zemlju i onda Isus ne bi mogao da kaže:
,,Ja Tebe proslavih na zemlji; posao svrših koji si mi dao da radim"
Jovan 17:4
Ovde vidimo da Bog svoju svemoguću silu koristi na svoju slavu da bi ispunio plan Božiji jer ono što je naumio to mora biti i ništa osim volje Božije taj plan ne može promeniti.
,, Zakle se Gospod nad vojskama govoreći: Doista, biće kako sam smislio, i kako sam naumio izvršiće se."
Isa.14:24
Bog je unapred isplanirao i kako će narodi primiti Reč Božiju i o tome piše u delima apostolskim gde se kaže da će evangelizatori primiti silu Duha Svetoga i onda ih u tom poslu praktično niko neće moći da zaustavi dok ne ispune aktivnosti koje je Bog isplanirao.
,,Nego ćete primiti silu kad siđe Duh Sveti na vas; i bićete mi svedoci u Jerusalimu i po svoj Judeji i Samariji i tja do kraja zemlje."
Dela 1:8
I na kraju da spomenemo nešto što se još nije desilo ali će se desiti kad će Svemogući Bog da ponovo kaže samo Reč i biće ono što piše u otkrovenju a posle toga i ono što čitamo u Isaiji..
,,I iz usta Njegovih iziđe mač oštar, da njime pobije neznabošce; i On će ih pasti s palicom gvozdenom; i On gazi kacu vina i srdnje i gneva Boga Svedržitelja."
Otkr.19:15
,,Jer, gle, ja ću stvoriti nova nebesa i novu zemlju,"
Isa.65:17
Da spomenemo i da je ovom silom Gospod Isus porazio Sotonu u pustinji
,,Tada Isusa odvede Duh u pustinju da Ga đavo kuša.I postivši se dana četrdeset i noći četrdeset, naposletku ogladne. I pristupi k Njemu kušač i reče: Ako si Sin Božji, reci da kamenje ovo hlebovi postanu.A On odgovori i reče: Pisano je: Ne živi čovek o samom hlebu, no o svakoj reči koja izlazi iz usta Božjih. Tada odvede Ga đavo u sveti grad i postavi Ga navrh crkve; Pa Mu reče: Ako si Sin Božji, skoči dole, jer u pismu stoji da će anđelima svojim zapovediti za tebe, i uzeće te na ruke, da gde ne zapneš za kamen nogom svojom.A Isus reče njemu: Ali i to stoji napisano: Nemoj kušati Gospoda Boga svog. Opet Ga uze đavo i odvede Ga na goru vrlo visoku, i pokaza Mu sva carstva ovog sveta i slavu njihovu; I reče Mu: Sve ovo daću tebi ako padneš i pokloniš mi se.Tada reče njemu Isus: Idi od mene, sotono; jer stoji napisano: Gospodu Bogu svom poklanjaj se i Njemu jedino služi.Tada ostavi Ga đavo, i gle, anđeli pristupiše i služahu Mu."
Mt.4:1-11
Na kraju evo još nekoliko stihova koji potvrđuju da je Bog svemoguć.:
,, I još mu reče Bog: Ja sam Bog Svemogući; rasti i množi se; narod i mnogi će narodi postati od tebe, i carevi će izaći iz bedara tvojih."
1 Moj.35:11
,,Jer je Gospod Bog vaš Bog nad bogovima i Gospodar nad gospodarima, Bog veliki, silni i strašni, koji ne gleda ko je ko niti prima poklona;"
5 Moj.10:17
,,I reče: Gospode Bože otaca naših! Nisi li Ti Bog na nebu i vladaš svim carstvima narodnim? Nije li u Tvojoj ruci moć i sila da Ti niko ne može odoleti?"
2 Dnev.20:6
,,Sa severa dolazi kao zlato; ali je u Bogu strašnija slava.Svemoguć je, ne možemo Ga stignuti; velike je sile, ali sudom i velikom pravdom nikoga ne muči"
Jov 37:22-23
,, Gle, ja sam Gospod Bog svakog tela, eda li je meni šta teško?"
Jer.32:27
,,A Isus pogledavši na njih reče im: Ljudima je ovo nemoguće, a Bogu je sve moguće."
Mt.19:26
,,A Isus pogledavši na njih reče: Ljudima je nemoguće, ali nije Bogu: jer je sve moguće Bogu."
Mk.10:27
,,Jer u Boga sve je moguće što kaže."
Lk.1:37
Videli smo nekoliko primera Božijih osobina koje potvrđuju stihove koje je Gospod Isus dao Jovanu da zapiše .Jedino ,,Neko" ko poseduje osobine koje smo proučili može da kaže za sebe da je Svedržitelj a to je Bog Gospod Isus Hrist.
,,Ja sam Alfa i Omega, Početak i Svršetak, govori Gospod, Koji jeste, i koji beše, i koji će doći, Svedržitelj."
Otkr.1:8
Stihovi koje smo proučili trebalo bi da nas ojačaju u veri jer ako Bog nešto obeća On to sigurno ispunjava a to se u ovom slučaju odnosi na dolazak Gospoda Isusa Hrista u slavi.
Ispunjenje Bog nam objavljuje u 21 glavi gde kaže:
,, I reče mi: Svrši se. Ja sam Alfa i Omega, Početak i Svršetak. Ja ću žednome dati iz izvora vode žive za badava."
Otkr.21:6

mere bhaiya neet ke exam se phele kota mei the unke papa ko phone aata hai aaur bolte hai ki mere bhaiya underage hai aaur unne bina licence ke bike chala rahe hai rat ko aaur unke bhai (scammer) ka accedent kar dia to vo log mere bhai ko unke ghar me rakha hai auur nahi jane deinge agar x amount nahi pay kia(1ya 2 lakh se jada tha kuch) aaur mere ki rone ki aavaj sunai aaur vo bolrahe the papa bachao sorry aaur phir bola jaldi paise transfer karo
vo log bhaut sidhe sadhe hai lekin mere bhaiya ke ghar me sabh log dady bolte hai
jab call kara to bhaiya ne nahi uthaya kuki usdin unka test tha
unhone phir se call kia center par faculty hai jinne known wale koi unhone kaha vo test de raha hai
aaur thori deer bad jab unka test khatam hua unhe sabse phele baat karwai aaur conform kia
mere bhaiya ne bata ye bhaut se logo ke sath ho raha hai vaha
any clue how they are getting the numbers my brother have a button and a smart phone (he never uses smartphone temper bhi nahi chadhaya yek bar rat ko ola karne box se nikala tha) so no he didnt signed anyvwebsite app or joined the telegram and after some days the number was unavailable
please beware and pass this info to the one who is staying away and his family

Just now I came from work from our field on the way to home I saw 4-5 boys sitting on the shore of a canal who were smoking cigarettes. I was on scooty and passed by them while ignoring them when I wemt 5-6 feets away from them the senior most boy called me "hoo bhaiya " and I stopped . After stopping I replied them "kihav" (i thought something fall down from me) . After taking one shot from his cigarette he goes like" asi ti di ziha akh sawairia" I was like wtf and asked him "Kath classas chukh padan" he replies by saying in pride"7thas ha bhai" i wanted to school him but i didn't as I was getting late and replied him back by "yeli cxe bod gacxyakh pate dimai" and left the scene whole I was riding back to my home I was constantly thinking about them and how they are so different from us. Yeli ais aesi timan sumb ais aesi ne badis saeti bohdan Kath karnas . I feel it is all because of cheap internet and chigma male attitude king mentality

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)
edit: aaj matashree ko therapy de rahi thi. and pata chala she has shit communication skills and she meant to say ki hopefully ye sab mera vehem hai but boldi kuch aur. and batayi mumma bhaiya bhi bola ho sakta hai vehem ho but he cried when he first heard it. matashree se phir ladi khub ki baat nhi krne aata achhe se ro rahi hu kb se. tumlogo ke comments+ mummy se baat krke jo relief Mila hai na, thankyou yaar. literally verge of suicide se happy kr diye ho.

Sala ghrwale samajhte hai ki padhai to halua hai bss baith kr likha hi to hai woh to koi bhi kr skta hai bss unhe mauka nhi Mila wrna Aaj woh ek retired collector hote. Main problem: in total ghr me 4 rooms hai 2 niche 2 upar .ek me ham log rehte hai niche or 2 me mere bade bhaiya bhabhi. Upar 1 tenant rhte hai or ek Khali tha usme me raat me padhne jata tha ab ghrwalo ne woh bhi tenant ko de Diya. . . . . . Abhi sala me padhi kidhar yeh log dinbhr itna chillate hai tez tez or raat me light kholo to bolenge ki din bhr kya jhak mara rhe the. Me subah 5 ghnte padhta hun duphar me tution padhne jata hun Fir tution padhane jata hun Shaam ko gym jata hun raat me fir padhta hun Ab sala me krun kya Please drop your suggestions!!

aaj nibha (meri masi ki beti) ne poocha, didi wo purana ghar kaisa tha...apne kaam me vyast maine bina kuch soche smjhe pooch liya ''konsa purana ghar''
nibha: aree whi ghr jiski baithkr aap, mama, tanmay bhaiya, ansh bhaiya, aashi didi baat krte the.....
uss samay, mai bhool gyi apne saare kaam ke baare me aur maano samay yatra krke 2014 ki garmiyo ki chutti me pahuch gyi.......nani ke ghr ki gali me pahuchte hi, mann me bada kathin aur gambhir sawal aa jaata tha.....ki ghr me mukhya darwaze se andar jaau ya fir bade nana ji ki baithak wale ya fir chawk wale ya fir gaaye (cow) ke kamre wale darwaze se..........uss 8 saal ki saumya ke chote se dimag me itni badi samasya........toh socha chawk wale darwaze se andar jaakr sbko aashcharyachakit kr deti hu......ghar me pravesh krte hi sbko namaste bolne ke baad......mama ko dhoondne ka karyakram shuru ho jaata tha.......mama ko itne saare kamro me se dhoondna koi aam baat thodi naa hoti hai......fir mama ke saath computer pr games khelna.....aur sbse kathin kaam aansh aashi ki rah dekhna, unka intezaar krna,,, maano bichde hue premi ka intezaar krna.....roz raat ko khaana khaate hi, mai aur mama teeno baccho ko neeche chorr kr chatt pr bhaag jaate the aur to aur chatt ke darwaze ko band kr dete the......kyuki uss darwaze ko kholna koi aasaan karya nhi hai.....ye teeno uss darwaze ko neeche se pakad pr kheechte the.......aur hum dono upar khade hokar jaal me se inhe dekhkr bohot hasa krte the.......pr ye hasi zyada der tk nhi chlti thi iss hasi ke baad hume daat bhi khaani pdti thi.....fir raat ko sone ke liye sbki khaat (foldings) bichana aur unn khaato pr chaddar aur takiye bichane ka kaam mera aur mama ka tha...aur aashi ka kaam tha nani ke saath sone ke liye ladne ka, nahi nahi usko nani se zyada pyaar nhi tha, nani raat ko haath wala pankha istemal krti thi.....raat ko nana ji ke so jaane ke baad hum sb anushka didi aur unke bua ke baccho se hasi mzak krte the, anushka didi ka ghr humare ghr ke saamne wala hi tha......fir jaise hi nana ji ki aankh khulti toh hume aur daat khaani pdti,,,,,yhi sb krte krte subah 5 bje chatt pr macchar aa jaate the......jaise taise adhuri neend se uthkr park jaane ke liye tyaar hote the hum sb.....pr us adhuri neend me bhi kbhi thakaan mehsoos nhi hui........park se aate hue ganne ke rass peena,,,, aur ghr aakr nashta krte hi chinki masi ke bistar pr so jaana, aaj jha poore bistar pr akele aaram nhi milta uss samay ek single bed pr hum 5 bacche bohot shaanti se so jaaya krte the.....aur chinki masi, wo bechari kursi pr baith kr soti thi.....sach me....bohot pyaara tha purana ghr.....holiday homework ke naam pr sirf aur sirf baatein krna........nahane ke liye bathroom nhi chawki ka istemaal krte the hum bacche.....poora samay handpump pr latke rhna.....storeroom me chipkali se bachte bachate sabun nikaal kr laana.......jhaadu se phle seediyo pr saare joote chappal kone me lgana.....ladai ho jaane pr sb baccho ko alag alag kamro me bitha diya jaata tha.......porra din chutki masi aur divya masi ka wait krna......dophhar me sone ki jagah cartoon dekhna......purane ghr jaisa koi ghr dobara nhi bn skta.......inhi sb vicharo me khoyi thi ki tbhi nibha ne yaad dilaya ki aap apna kuch zaroori kaam kr rhi thi!!!!!

My 9th results were very disappointing. got 83 in finals compared to 87 in midterms parents were not happy.I thought to study from beggining in 10th onwards mene online batch join kiya and school bhi thik tha sudenly mujhe 8-9 days tak fever aur tonsils rhe aur mera backlog bn gya. school ka work pending hogya classes ke backlogs. Na jane mene use kaise cover kiya thode hi bche phir mujhe 3din out of station jana pda school ke hw ki toh mene umeed choddi and batch me sst and math ka cover hogya but then mere periodic tests aagaye aur ab bhot sari classes ka baclklog hai.test bhi ache ni gye maths ke liye rd and examplar kharidi rd chodi polynomial ki examplar ke question ni hore. i think i am gonna end my life. wo nakchadi topper jike 96 aaye compare krte hai.and agar kisi ne bola chill then SHUT UP give me answer how to improve in maths, how to avoid silly mistake make concentration and cover my backlog.mere summer vacation hai and medicals reasons ki wajah se out of house hu.. roj bakclog ho raha hai 2class ka purane maths ke chapter ni hogye mere approx 10lectures homeworks and purane lectures ka revision bcha hai.THIS IS SERIOUS FOR ME PLEASE HELP ME ROJ ROTA HU

Yesterday I met my friend in park as he was going somewhere, he said he's going gym and it shocked me as he usually smokes 8-9 times a day ( 16 saal ka hai) , I accompanied him and there he goes smoking again.
So I asked him ki bhai gym ja raha haina? Abhi bhi phukega? Pehle se itna skinny ho chuka hai. Chutiye ne bola ki gym waale bhaiya ne bola hai 4 baar pi sakte ho din me isiliye 4 hi pi raha hu din me 🤡.
Gadha hai wo,,Gym waale ne sarcasm me bola hoga usko aur usko samjh nahi aya hoga🥰.
Par bhai gym jaane ka fayeda kya hua phir?

So guy basically my hairstylist (jiske pass me regular jata hu) has gone out for a month shayd uski shadi h. Ab I have to find a new salon beard set krane k lie, to there is a salon(local one) just outside of my street. I thought urgent meeting attend krni h and I had no option to find another one I went to this salon, the first thing he said to me “Bhaiya 9 months me aae ho” -inner me( bruh tu b), i passed a smile to him and asked kya bhaiya? -He said bhaiya 9 month ho gye muje yaha pe ap pehli baat aae ho”. I said Bhaiya Hnn vo actually… “ap X salon pe jate ho na?”, he interrupted. After everything I went again to this same salon and guy again was talking about his life, He said bhaiya Yk Mene ek song likha tha I smiled and said great! He was like mey apko sunata hu, he opened the YouTube and played a song “trust doubt” and after listening to the song I asked him Gaya Kisne h bhaiya? He said dost ne Gaya h and Mene or dost me hi likha… songs was really good tho.. Frr kehta bhaiya vo meri ex thi na Mene uspe b ek song likha h puri meri real story I said nice, “ kamini thi haramin kitne ladke badal die usne, esa dhoukha dia itni gndi ho gyi h ab.. some more gande words” he said Then he said yhi ki h 3 gali chorr ke piche I was like bruh…. Ab jldi se pic dikha de “greedy face”
Do people really get this open with literally anyone?

So idi chala silly ga anipinchachu but ma class lo oka ammai undi. My family is settled in tamil nadu. Aa ammai telugu nenu telugu so initially i decided to talk to her. Kani kalavale so vadilesa.
Ippudu mem 3rd year and chala times i helped her even though she is not my friend. A4 sheets icha, exam lo help chesa ila chala ne chesa thanaki thana bf ki oka classmate ga.
Internals ki edo certificate submit cheyyalsi unindhi and she was the one assigned to count them and had the list of people who didn’t submit. I submitted all the assignments and certificates but nadi okati pending ani unindi so kind ga adiga. She was unnecessarily rude to me and told me that she will check. 2nd time remind chesa na name add chesava ani. She was soooo rude and cheppindi “i told u ill mark it so ill do it” ani. Chala rude tone tho. Aa ammai ki already koncham attitude issues unnay le chala times teachers tho argue chesindi ilane. 3rd time class lo vere abbai paper kuda pothe mem mam ki ila cheppam and adi thana bf vini thanaki inform chesadu anta. Last lo mem record theskoniki velthe alane cheppa mam nadi ila pogottaru marks tagginchakandi ani. She said oka sari aa ammai ki cheppi vellu ani. Thanu unde chotiki vella. Just vella em matladaledu. She started saying “i told u right ill check u have asked me 4 times and my boyfriend twice i already told u” ani. Gattiga arichindi. Iddaru muggaru vinnaru ma class vallu. Okay la aypoyindi.
Mam edo thanu aa roju present kabatti aa work thanaki assign chesindhi. Dhanike antha pogara? Or does she have some personal issues with me? Asal nenem chesa? Last ki ila adagakapothe marks cut ayyaka nanne adugutharu intha sepu vachi matladakunda em pikav ani. Mood antha karab ayyindi. Cha

so meine 11th 2021-22 mein jeee prepration start pw ko join kiya but study load bhadne and ratne wale problem ke karan meri study mein concentrate nhi kar paa rha tha. but kisi tarah stick tha
in 2022-23 suru hoti hai 12th. Syllabus ki pressure and 10th mein high percentage ke EGO mein yeh saal bhi fucked up kar diya board diya but kisi problem se meri practical jama nhi hui( RESULT DECLARATION KRE BAAD PATA CHALA) AND merii result nhi ayi( OBVIOUSLY). PHIR KUCH DIN ROYA but socha ab board toh next year hi dena hoi toh JEE mein time mill jayega.
in 2023-24 kuch din study phir ussi platform par ki but result (same problem as 11th) nhi aa rha tha. before august i decided to not appear in JEE BUT kuch logo se consult karne ke baad mere bhai ne bola tum JEE dedo jo hoga dekha jayega (meine keh diya tha ki achi nhi jayegi meri preperation nhi hai.) at that time i had completed 10% of syllabus. (litreally)
mein apne 5th class mein JNV SCHOOL ki prepration karta tha (toh uss time meri study rutine bhut achi thi highly exhaustive like every time i would be studying , yaha tak ki mein nind mein cahlne laga tha. ( JNV mein toh nhi hua mera comptetion high hoti hai. kisi disctict se only 80 student intake hoti hai in applicant. waha bhi caste criteria lagg jata hai.) YEH TOH HUI MERI PAST ke bAARRE MEIN. ABB CHALTE HAI 2023-24 MEIN.............
IN SEPTEMBER mere mahulla ke ek teacher ne keh diya ki tum gov. exam kyu nhi dete ho tumne toh jnv ke time syllabus padha hai na (GENERAL TEST ka SYLLABUS HOTA JINHE NHI PTA HO)
MEIN THA NADAN ballak but bolla ki mein abhi JEE dunga. WO UNKA ;( bhi padhate the toh mein waaha padhne laga (far worse than my whole 11th 1month spend karke bhi kuch nhi hua aur jo padha wo syllabus se hui NTA NE URRA diya.)
in the END MUJHE DECEMBER mein APNI KAHKSHA ( Sunna pahle bhi tha but ingore kar diya pta nhi kyu) ke barre mein pata chala aur unhe try karra kyuki GB SIR KA 11TH MEIN HI NAAM SUNNA THA BUT KHI new lecture available nhi thi unki uss time toh PW ko join kara tha tabhi. mein 1 month tak AK PAR PADHA laga kuch ho sakta hai abb phir chalu hue BOARD ( JISME MEINE PAHLE se hi marwa li thi practicle mein IS BAAR NHI.....) mein state board se hu toh meri board feb month mein hi chalu ho gyi. 15feb ko hui khatm board aur meine chalu kar diya april attempt ki padhayi( jan nhi de paya mein BOARD EXAM CLASH kar rha tha.) AS aspected meri april bekar gyi
JEE MEINS 40%ILE
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itna toh mujhe bhi nhi laga tha ghire ga TUT GYA bhai mein toh. itna sahe hai (10th old me already faced a failure in JNV toh kuch naya nhi laga afsos hua tha iss baar ki aur mehnat karta toh ho jata .
ABB COLLEGE DHUDH rha hu toh koi achi college nhi mill rhi hai affordable 5-6 lakh increase bhi kar skate hai but college decent honi chahiye price par (socha college mein abb mehnath karunga, but kopi mill hi nhi rhi hai.)
toh app logo se puchna tha DROP LELU kya (meine 3 saal mein 12th complete kiya hai. kyu?, wo upar batya tha.) drop lu toh next year ADV KE LIYE elegible hu mein???
agar drop nhi lu toh mein konse college mein join hu BIHAR KA HU MEIN. (suggest kar do bhaiya middle class family se hu mein.)

so meine 11th 2021-22 mein jeee prepration start pw ko join kiya but study load bhadne and ratne wale problem ke karan meri study mein concentrate nhi kar paa rha tha. but kisi tarah stick tha
in 2022-23 suru hoti hai 12th. Syllabus ki pressure and 10th mein high percentage ke EGO mein yeh saal bhi fucked up kar diya board diya but kisi problem se meri practical jama nhi hui( RESULT DECLARATION KRE BAAD PATA CHALA) AND merii result nhi ayi( OBVIOUSLY). PHIR KUCH DIN ROYA but socha ab board toh next year hi dena hoi toh JEE mein time mill jayega.
in 2023-24 kuch din study phir ussi platform par ki but result (same problem as 11th) nhi aa rha tha. before august i decided to not appear in JEE BUT kuch logo se consult karne ke baad mere bhai ne bola tum JEE dedo jo hoga dekha jayega (meine keh diya tha ki achi nhi jayegi meri preperation nhi hai.) at that time i had completed 10% of syllabus. (litreally)
mein apne 5th class mein JNV SCHOOL ki prepration karta tha (toh uss time meri study rutine bhut achi thi highly exhaustive like every time i would be studying , yaha tak ki mein nind mein cahlne laga tha. ( JNV mein toh nhi hua mera comptetion high hoti hai. kisi disctict se only 80 student intake hoti hai in applicant. waha bhi caste criteria lagg jata hai.) YEH TOH HUI MERI PAST ke bAARRE MEIN. ABB CHALTE HAI 2023-24 MEIN.............
IN SEPTEMBER mere mahulla ke ek teacher ne keh diya ki tum gov. exam kyu nhi dete ho tumne toh jnv ke time syllabus padha hai na (GENERAL TEST ka SYLLABUS HOTA JINHE NHI PTA HO)
MEIN THA NADAN ballak but bolla ki mein abhi JEE dunga. WO UNKA ;( bhi padhate the toh mein waaha padhne laga (far worse than my whole 11th 1month spend karke bhi kuch nhi hua aur jo padha wo syllabus se hui NTA NE URRA diya.)
in the END MUJHE DECEMBER mein APNI KAHKSHA ( Sunna pahle bhi tha but ingore kar diya pta nhi kyu) ke barre mein pata chala aur unhe try karra kyuki GB SIR KA 11TH MEIN HI NAAM SUNNA THA BUT KHI new lecture available nhi thi unki uss time toh PW ko join kara tha tabhi. mein 1 month tak AK PAR PADHA laga kuch ho sakta hai abb phir chalu hue BOARD ( JISME MEINE PAHLE se hi marwa li thi practicle mein IS BAAR NHI.....) mein state board se hu toh meri board feb month mein hi chalu ho gyi. 15feb ko hui khatm board aur meine chalu kar diya april attempt ki padhayi( jan nhi de paya mein BOARD EXAM CLASH kar rha tha.) AS aspected meri april bekar gyi
JEE MEINS 40%ILE
RL 900842 OBC 350457
itna toh mujhe bhi nhi laga tha ghire ga TUT GYA bhai mein toh. itna sahe hai (10th old me already faced a failure in JNV toh kuch naya nhi laga afsos hua tha iss baar ki aur mehnat karta toh ho jata .
ABB COLLEGE DHUDH rha hu toh koi achi college nhi mill rhi hai affordable 5-6 lakh increase bhi kar skate hai but college decent honi chahiye price par (socha college mein abb mehnath karunga, but kopi mill hi nhi rhi hai.)
toh app logo se puchna tha DROP LELU kya (meine 3 saal mein 12th complete kiya hai. kyu?, wo upar batya tha.) drop lu toh next year ADV KE LIYE elegible hu mein???
agar drop nhi lu toh mein konse college mein join hu BIHAR KA HU MEIN. (suggest kar do bhaiya middle class family se hu mein.)

Tldr: went to some no name park and saw so many many couples, they are making out or one was getting to freaky and sus. Met a tappriwala who suggested that he would rape a girl in the park if he ever got opportunity to do so.
Met a friend after a long time we drank whiskey at a bar, went to grab some beers in the market and played snooker 🎱 while drinking . My friend suggest that let’s go to park and smoke zaza. I never go to the park because I don’t like public places the last time I went when I was in 12th. So I took my bike to some random no name park and thought it would be good place. As soon as I entered all I saw were couples, only couples. I told my friend that let’s see some other place my friend insist not to leave. We were having a hard time finding a good spot in the park as they have occupied all. After some struggle we finally found a place all away from them. We started smoking and chilling in just 10 minutes even that spot got ruined as more couple started pouring in the park. I even saw a couple giving blowjob, not that far away from us. As soon as I saw I dipped out from that place and in just front of that park was tappri so I went to grab a cigarette. I told my friend that I knew that people do it but that many, I was flabbergasted. My friend said it’s common he also do it sometimes not to sweat upon it. I asked isn’t that too risky? He laughed said that we are taking more risk and doing crime.
The tappriwala guy got interested in our conversation, he said not to worry. People do all kinds of things and started making jokes and got vulgar.
He told me “bhaiya ek banda ata hai aphsa bhi gaya guzra, bhot maal ladki laka. 1 ghanta thak choda woh pura paani nikal diye ushna ladki kah” then he pulled out phone and showed the video he made of that couple while having sex. He then started making remarks on that girl how he had like to fuck her too and he said that he would have raped the girl if he got good opportunity to do so.
I got disgusted and he realises that so he got quiet. But yeah it was an horrible experience tbh. Which let to me thinking how many people do it and it is god damn risky why even do it in the first place.
Edit I’m not judging, people are free to do their own thing. Also For those who are wondering it happened in greater Noida, near knowledge park 2 metro station. Adios.

Hi i'm currently a last year student (BCA 6th sem). As my collage is coming to an end I don't know what to do in life. Let me give you a quick recap of what's going on with me for quite some times.
In starting of 4th sem I get sort of serious about my career like what i'm gonna pursue ahead and tried few things . I'm gonna mention it all with my experience.

1. Data Science - I got to know that this field isn't for me because of the maths requirement as I opted for PCB in 11th. I am avg in maths from the beginning (got 55-65 out of 100 in Bca too).
2. Game Development - Learning gamedev was amazing. Did my research and join communities too but sabhi ne kaha ki choose gamedev only when u are willing to move out to foreign because the support and pay is not good here.
3. 3D Animation - I didn't knew much about this field much so tried to connect with various people through linkedin. Met with an amazing bhaiya who works at Rockstar and worked on red dead 2 also. Unho ne kaafi help ki kaafi kuch industry ke baare me bataya and I also tried things by myself as i was familiar with unreal engine, made some blender animation (some basic product animations and cars cinematography ). Then apne animations maine bhaiya ko dikhaye for feedbacks. Then from him i got to know ki human aur animal animation me hi zayada demand hai aur unhone pay ke baare me warn kiya ki if u are coming here only for money then please don't because if u didn't get into any prestigious company then "tumse Gadho jaisa kaam karainge chillar ke badle". I also didn't like character animation that much to pursue a career in it. And I learned that we don't appreciate animators enough because animation is HARD ASF.

4. VFX- Same story.... Got connected with someone experienced through linkedin who works at DNeg. After busting my head in After Effects for Hours got to know that this isn't also for me.
itna likhne ke baad ab to mujhe bhi lag rha ki yaar mai kitna confused hu but please bear with me. I'm gonna say the important stuff now.

1. UiUx - I'm conveinced that this is the one I wanna pursue but again joined some communities got to talk with some people and got to know about some insights. Lekin kaafi log to khud hi switch karne me lage hai kaafiyon ne bola ki BDes aur Mdes is must and also ki companies dev perfer karti hai jinko design bhai aat ho inshort ki get good in both but it truly have my interest in it.

Told all this to my teacher in collage in hope for some guidance then he said.......
So here's the part In which i need ur advice guys. Planning to do MCA because i didn't focus that much on coding during bca and also due to the current market situation.
Secondly I think to enroll in a ux course (google one) and focus on frontend during the MCA. If u are a working professional then please tell me is that a good idea or what. mujhe wo cheeze aachi lagti hai jinka output hum direct dekh sake (as mentioned above). So backend also not have been able to spark my interest. That's why I'm thinking about UiUx plus frontend.
now please give me some advice, criticism even gaaliyan bhi chalengi but please don't hang on me. I just want to retire my dad asap kyuki aab wo bhi bhude ho rhe hai.
Thanks for ur time
​

Hi i'm currently a last year student (BCA 6th sem). As my collage is coming to an end I don't know what to do in life. Let me give you a quick recap of what's going on with me for quite some times.
In starting of 4th sem I get sort of serious about my career like what i'm gonna pursue ahead and tried few things . I'm gonna mention it all with my experience.

1. Data Science - I got to know that this field isn't for me because of the maths requirement as I opted for PCB in 11th. I am avg in maths from the beginning (got 55-65 out of 100 in Bca too).
   
2. Game Development - Learning gamedev was amazing. Did my research and join communities too but sabhi ne kaha ki choose gamedev only when u are willing to move out to foreign because the support and pay is not good here.
   
3. 3D Animation - I didn't knew much about this field much so tried to connect with various people through linkedin. Met with an amazing bhaiya who works at Rockstar and worked on red dead 2 also. Unho ne kaafi help ki kaafi kuch industry ke baare me bataya and I also tried things by myself as i was familiar with unreal engine, made some blender animation (some basic product animations and cars cinematography ). Then apne animations maine bhaiya ko dikhaye for feedbacks. Then from him i got to know ki human aur animal animation me hi zayada demand hai aur unhone pay ke baare me warn kiya ki if u are coming here only for money then please don't because if u didn't get into any prestigious company then "tumse Gadho jaisa kaam karainge chillar ke badle". I also didn't like character animation that much to pursue a career in it. And I learned that we don't appreciate animators enough because animation is HARD ASF.
   

4. VFX- Same story.... Got connected with someone experienced through linkedin who works at DNeg. After busting my head in After Effects for Hours got to know that this isn't also for me.
itna likhne ke baad ab to mujhe bhi lag rha ki yaar mai kitna confused hu but please bear with me. I'm gonna say the important stuff now.

1. UiUx - I'm conveinced that this is the one I wanna pursue but again joined some communities got to talk with some people and got to know about some insights. Lekin kaafi log to khud hi switch karne me lage hai kaafiyon ne bola ki BDes aur Mdes is must and also ki companies dev perfer karti hai jinko design bhai aat ho inshort ki get good in both but it truly have my interest in it.

Told all this to my teacher in collage in hope for some guidance then he said.......
So here's the part In which i need ur advice guys. Planning to do MCA because i didn't focus that much on coding during bca and also due to the current market situation.
Secondly I think to enroll in a ux course (google one) and focus on frontend during the MCA. If u are a working professional then please tell me is that a good idea or what. mujhe wo cheeze aachi lagti hai jinka output hum direct dekh sake (as mentioned above). So backend also not have been able to spark my interest. That's why I'm thinking about UiUx plus frontend.
now please give me some advice, criticism even gaaliyan bhi chalengi but please don't hang on me. I just want to retire my dad asap kyuki aab wo bhi bhude ho rhe hai.
Thanks for ur time
​

A very close friend (female) of mine today suffered from a fate no girl should ever face.
She is a 2026 neetard, and hence usse apne Ghar se door Nanded, Maharashtra me uske parents ne bhej Diya hai for neet prep. Wo waha hostel pe rehti hai and everything is kinda average except one thing, some mf Chapris who tease her jab wo coaching jaati hai.
Aaj wo coaching jaa rahi thi afternoon 4 baje ke aaspas, ek choti si gali se, uske saath uska cousin bhi tha. Waha kuch aawara chapriyo ne usse cheda.
1.uske mooh par cigarette ka dhua maara

1. Usse touch karne ki koshish ki
   
2. Jab wo bhaagne lagi toh usse kinda dhamkaya ki "aaj toh Jaa Rahi hai, kal dekhlunga" and all
   
3. Uske cousin ne usse bachane ka try Kiya toh usse gandi gandi gaaliya di
   
4. Some people would say usne kya pehna tha, bohot modest kapde pehne the. Jab wo scarf pehenti hai toh usse tease karte hai ki "kya aakhe hai, aakhe aisi hai toh andar se kya hi dikhti hogi" types. Toh scarf is not an option to safe guard her.
   

Bhaiyas and Didis, mai aapse sab se humble request karna chahta hu ki aap apne experience se kuch toh solution dede iss samasya ka. My friend feels it's her fault ye sab ho raha hai, which is not. It is assertive that police me FIR lodge karna is not an option for her, for reasons unknown.
A. Agar koi aisa tarika ho jisse anonymous police complaint ho sake, regarding this matter, please let me know.
B. Agar koi tarika ho jisse aisa experience uske saath naa ho, please let me know.
C. Any other help would be appreciated.
Edit :- Uska cousin bhi ussi ke class me hai and bss wo dono hi hai waha akele, no family members and no relatives nearby. Uska main argument hai ki ek ladka karta toh complaint kar deti, but alag alag ladke roz chedte hai, kitno ki complaint kare wo?