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2008.09.19 07:29 Japanese

A subreddit for discovering the people, language, and culture of Japan.
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2014.11.26 16:37 MAS FANCLUB

प्रवेश निषेध ਦਾਖ਼ਲਾ ਮਨਾਂ ਹੈ داخلہ منع ہے செல்லக்கூடாது പ്രവേശനമില്ല प्रवेश नाही ప్రవేశం లేదు প্রবেশ নিষেধ નો એન્ટ્રી ಪ್ರವೇಶವಿಲ್ಲ It was a good run while it lasted. Subreddit has done more to promote a twisted image of Indians on internet than anything; even if a part of Indians on FB is true, generalisation of the 1b+ population is not cool along with harassment of people in posts.
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2009.08.27 04:26 relic2279 Weeaboo - Where Weebs Come Together

Where all weebs come together! A general subreddit about anything weeb related (anime, art, memes, discussions, & more).
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2024.05.15 01:49 x_Clown-milK_x Middle name suggestions? (masc+neutral)

Since I finally made another new Reddit account (always come crawling back ik) and I see these posts do seem to be accepted here, so I've been stumped middle name wise. I've wanted two middle names my entire life, and I want it to be somethin special. First name I settled on about 4 years ago now on accident, one middle name I want because I absolutely love the Middle Earth Trilogies and the name Rivendell has become special. I want to set up my name where I can just use 'Spencer (1st middle name) Rivendell, so I can use Rivendell instead of my actual last name for anything that isn't legal. I'm not changing my last name unless I get married type deal, and don't really like giving out my last name period. I've wanted something relating to my ancestry/heritage like a masc Scottish, Irish, maybe Victorian era English type name or something Nordic, viking related. Also kinda eyeing Italian names even if finding any that fit the vibe I'm going for hasn't worked out yet (I'm a 'mutt' and fairly religious/spiritual which is playing a role in my indecisive troubles. Want something reflecting my ancestors but also they come from everywhere so I kinda have to pick). So picking something that fits has proven itself a harder challenge than anticipated, considering the anxiety coming with not wanting to change it again later. I apologise for the long spew but I've been planning and thinking about changing my name longer than I've questioned my gender tbf. Dysphoria isn't exactly my only motivation here
Tldr; primarily looking for masculine+ neutral Celtic/Gaelic/Norse pagan related middle names to fit 'Spencer _____ Rivendell'
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2024.05.15 01:44 shaneka69 LIBRA ZODIAC PREDICTIONS MAY 2024

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2024.05.15 01:40 KittenKat128 Freshman -- Graduating EECS in 1.5 years?

Hello everyone!
I'm a incoming freshman for Fall 2024 at UC Berkeley, and I've made my schedule plan for my time at Berkeley. I've earned a lot of college credit while in HS, namely I have credit for Math 1A / 1B (AP Exam credit), CS 61A, 61B, 61C, Math 53 and Math 54, Data 8 (the professor said so -- unfortunately articulation is not yet updated on Assist), Physics I, II, and III, and all lower division breadth courses (English 1A / 1B + the two lower division breadths). I also thought I had credit for EECS 16A but unfortunately I would need to take another bridge course for me to get the credit, which would not really make any sense rather than just taking the original course. I've also fulfilled all the American Cultures / History / Institutions Requirements, and I should satisfy the Senior Residence requirement with this plan too.
Here's my tentative schedule:
Summer 2024: EECS 16A, [Ethics Course]
Fall 2024: EECS 16B, CS70, [Upper Division Breadth]
Spring 2025: INFO 159, DATA 100, CS 161 (these are, from what I can discern, the easiest upper division courses for EECS)
Summer 2025: Internship
Fall 2025: CS 168 (Networking / Internet), CS 169, [Upper Division Breadth that also satisfies upper division technical elective requirement].
I picked the 5 easiest upper division courses to minimize stress. My goal would be to get an internship Summer 2025, then a return offer starting in January 2026. I have one prior internship, and I'm working on learning Node JS, React, that kind of stuff, to put projects on my resume, and I'm trying to be consistent on Leetcode. Ideally, if I get an internship in Fall 2024 for Summer 2025, I'll move out from my parents to maybe somewhere cheap like Antioch or Concord and take the train to campus, since unlike for 16B with in-person labs, most likely I'll just have to come for the midterm and final, and perhaps the discussion twice a week. The best case scenario would be getting a remote internship + return offer, which would allow me to escape the rush of the Bay Area and move to somewhere more quaint and rural. Some good remote companies I think are still Atlassian, Dropbox, Affirm, and Coinbase, which were remote before 2020 and are very unlikely to put in RTO mandates.
My motivation for wanting to graduate from college in 1.5 years comes from a desire for financial independence and being able to live alone without roommates, since I'm very introverted. Additionally, one of my biggest regrets has always been not graduating from HS early. One of my teachers even suggested it to me, but I thought I didn't have enough extracurriculars and wouldn't have gotten into MIT / Stanford / Berkeley EECS. Now I realize that prestige in university is essentially meaningless, especially in Computer Science, and giving up a year of my life for simply a chance at an "elite" university was a very poor choice. Since I can't rectify the past, the only solution to achieving financial independence earlier seems to be completing college faster. I'm not at all worried about missing anything social in college, since I'm very much an introvert and wouldn't have taken part it in them anyways, and I'll make plenty of friends (hopefully xd) at my job or, in the case of a remote job, in the new small town I move in.
Sorry for the long post! But what does everyone think about this plan? My thoughts were that I can get an A in EECS 16A over the summer so I have a 4.0 GPA on my resume when I apply for internships in Fall 2024 -- most companies only ask for your transcript after you've been accepted, and I technically didn't lie about anything. I also asked a similar question last year under a different screenname -- so I'm sorry if this reads familar! At that time I didn't know what courses I wanted to take since I wasn't yet admitted to Berkeley.

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2024.05.15 01:35 Shaun_o_Carneiro My connection test with the photon gives no error or success

Hey guys, continuing the saga of making a multiplayer game using photon. I was following a video tutorial from 2018 because it was equivalent to what I'm trying to do. I saw that it had some obsolete functions, but I've already changed them. Neither in the code nor within Unity does an error appear, however, when I run it and click on the button (Connect To Photon), it seems like it doesn't connect, it kind of stays in a type of loop perhaps? The debug that is connecting only appears and does not go any further (What was expected was a Connected screen to appear).
Show the debug
I'll leave some prints of what I changed in front of the code of the part where I modified it
Old
Changed
And another modification
The \"versionName\" I read has become obsolete
Would anyone have a tip on what might be happening at the time of connection?
I'm Brazilian and I'm not very good at English, everything in this topic was translated by Google Translate, I hope you understand
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Update:
I saw that in photonScript the objects were missing, I already moved them and it remains the same
https://preview.redd.it/7exv3bw8ch0d1.png?width=690&format=png&auto=webp&s=fbeb6d2a0a528a2e06d40591d1a52949e5bf7352
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2024.05.15 01:34 Sure_Quote when and why does a building become a [skill]?

the garden of sanctuary was supposedly made by the harpy empress Sheta
but how?
is it something she just asked the system for? or is it something she actually had made by hiring a bunch of builders and enchanters that the system then made into a skill like Erins portal door? or is it a building she enhanced with her skills that the system then merged into one thing? how does the system pick what structures to skill...ify?
who made the pavilion of secrets and how do you make a building with an effect that specific?
also as an aside kind of f-ed up the system can convert objects to skills without informed consent. what if you wanted to leave it to somebody? by making things skills the system calls dibs on bequeathing rights. sure you can reject a level up but how do you even know what your agreeing to based on just the skill name?
and if any building enhanced by skills can be made into a inheritable skill if Erin died tomorrow could somebody inherent the entire wondering inn Erin skills included or just the door?
maybe that's Eirns next big capstone skill. the entire inn gets converted into a skill she can rearrange at will. up side is automatic upgrades as she levels as skills get stronger with levels but downside she gets little to no say in who inherent the wandering inn next.
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2024.05.15 01:33 Brave-Ad5046 I need some feedback on my AI keyboard app.

I am a solo developer working on a keyboard app focused on autocorrection.
The app, which has been in development for four years, currently achieves an accuracy of about 96 % .
I am seeking feedback on how it compares to other existing AI keyboards, specifically in terms of autocorrection.
Since I don't have people around me who are proficient in English, I turned to 'Reddit' for evaluations of other AI keyboards.
However, the evaluation varies widely, ranging from 'satisfied' to 'disappointed', making it difficult to gauge the current standard of AI keyboards.
My app differs from existing keyboard apps by offering a feature that corrects entire sentences at once.
Apart from autocorrection, it does not include other useful functionalities now.
I plan to officially release on the Google Store next year, targeting an accuracy of 98 % .
Given the rapid advancements in AI, if other AI keyboards are already highly effective, I am considering halting further development.
Please give me some feedback (about 3 persons)
My app's name is 'Smart Autocorrect (Beta)' and it is on Google Store.
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=kr.pumpkinstudio.ndkeyboardx&pli=1
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2024.05.15 01:33 MyWifeWillKillMe3 I need a place to vent what happened and advice on what to do next.

I need a place to vent what happened and advice on what to do next.
Sorry for the google translate english.
I'm a 23 year old Male, she is a 20 year old Female, we have been together for 7 months that felt like 20 years.
Simply put, My ex wifey just did an awful lot of lying about little things, which I could still condone, but what was also added is that she kept getting fed up with the fact that we couldn't be together physically at the moment (Study's abroad), and her solution for this was to have a relationship with a female friend behind my back, when I found out I was of course already angry because that was just cheating, but well, after a while of thinking I just forgave her after she promised a lot of things about honesty, then behind my back she just continued what she was doing with that friend until one day she suddenly found that friend with someone else on her lips, so then she broke up with that friend, and then I suddenly heard the whole thing, But I didn't have the heart to break up with her at that moment because she was so broken by what happened with the other person, And then fast forward a week to today, she's suddenly cheating on me with another guy, and then she blocked me when she knew I knew without saying a word.
That's what happened, Sorry for the weird flow of it but this is something I have also sent to a friend.
I...I don't know what to do anymore right now, She was my first ever true love, and the real love of my life, I maybe even want to say soulmate, we we're the same in truly every single thing personal (apart from the lying and cheating ofcourse), And now, she's gone forever....without even a single goodbye.....
Someone please, I need help, I'm slowly slipping into a depression and am trying all I can to not be home alone as much as possible (going to concerts and shows, which i don't even truly like, But just go to so i'm not alone) so I don't kill myself while sitting in the lonelyness, I don't really have friends that I can hang out with or to go to a pub or bar with, I need help...I can't go back to my parents since they never supported my relationship with her in the first place because she was a satanist and I'm a christian, And because they only joke about it when I bring up her name in something.
Please...I don't know what i'm asking for right now...but I need help....please...
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2024.05.15 01:32 Livresquare Lack of empathy in trans spaces globally

Lack of empathy in the community globally
My bad if my english is bad- it’s not my Mother tongue and I am quite upset
Idk how to preface it, I am in a very large groupchat for trans artists in my country and we have a giant racism problem With people regularly bitching about immigrants, and POC. I am a quite persecuted ethnic minority in my country so I tried building a dialogue, like : look you are persecuted too, maybe stop judging people by the colour of their skin.
Then they continued their racist tirades, and when I tried confronting them, what made them so comfortable speaking in front of me, they either labelled me as one of the good ones or went on an unhinged rant against my ethnic group.
So thinking it was a local issue, I tried being more active in western spaces… and encountered the same thing, only wearing different hats.
Like if in my country trans groupchats one guy yells about how proud he is to be white, on American based discord servers I get a guy arguing about preserving the white race in the name of saving trans people or something.
So I am just lost… why is it an issue in so many trans spaces. Like if we are so low on pecking pole, shouldn’t we aim for everybody to feel better…
And a lot of people act performative on social media, but it in closed spaces show the worst of themselves.
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2024.05.15 01:31 Aggressive-Jelly-180 Changes I'd make for the Super Smash Bros. Playable Fighters Part 1: Smash 64

Welcome to the Series of Changes to be Made to the Super Smash Bros. Playable Fighters. First, we are going with the Original of the Series, Smash 64. Now, this topic has been done before, though it'd be fun to make my own. Plus, While some have got proper changes, Most still are the biggest offenders when it comes bad or outdated choices of Movesets, animations, aesthetics, etc. Here is the list of them.
Mario:
Donkey Kong:
Link:
Power Suit Samus:
Yoshi:
Kirby:
Fox:
Pikachu:
Luigi:
Ness:
Captain Falcon:
Jigglypuff:
And, there you go. This took a little while, though i hope you to hear your feelings about these changes (as long as your reasons are good). Any changes that you want to see to the Original 12 that I didn't mention, or did I misplace some moves? or did I add a change that was unnecessary to some of you? It'd be cool to see what other people can come up with.
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2024.05.15 01:28 Perfumed_Mug Help needed with understanding secret projects

Hey there!
After about a year and a half I'm ready on going back into the Cosmere! I've been up to date up until "The Lost Metal" (and RoW sometime before it) meaning I have "only" the Secret Projects to fill in. After reading about them here and on Google I've realized there are several things I must have missed/misunderstand. Here's what I have figured out and got confused by:
  1. Back in March 2022 Brandon had revealed he had written 5 extra novels during Covid 2020-2021. Four of them were written as books, three of them are Cosmere related ("Tress of the Emerald Sea", "Yumi and the Nightmare Painter" and the "The Sunlit Man").
    1. All four books were to be released at each quarter during 2023, also named "Year of Sanderson" due the Kickstarter and the merchandise and Brandon publishing independently.
    2. Book 5 was set to become a comic book and to be released sometime later.
  2. A Couple of months ago, another Secret Project was announced.
  3. A bit later on March, one of the yet to be released secret projects' first chapter was read online. It's name was "Isles of the Emberdark" and it's also set in the Cosmere.
  4. Said book is often called online as "Secret Project 5", meaning I miss here something. It's either:
    1. The 5th secret project to be commercially released, meaning the previously "5th" will actually be the 6h.
    2. The 5th secret project announced back in 2022, meaning no details for the one revealed last March were shared yet.
    3. The March 2024 reveal was actually a show of a formed and an almost finished version of the 5th secret project back in 2022, meaning there's not really a 6h secret project, and it was since converted from a planned comic book to actually be a book.
In short: how many additional books titled as "secret project" are left, what will be their format and which ones will be set in the Cosmere?
Thank you in advance for any help :)
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2024.05.15 01:20 The_Dangal The Rule of Three

Air, shelter, water, and food, all essentials of life we take for granted. The gratitude of being alive,
smothered by emotional baggage. Just a bunch of pill induced zombies, riddled by life’s perplexities. Not
me, not any more at least. No, now I wake up every day reborn with a newly discovered purpose in life,
thanks to, him.
Most would be emotionally devastated and seek long term therapy, after what I had endured.
Most would need to be heavily medicated, to calm their anxiety of the fear he would return. No, not me,
the person I once was, is now dead. Suffocated, frozen, dehydrated, and starved out of me. Who I was
perished, and I am grateful. I am offering you the same, but before we get started, let me explain how I
arrived at this place of serenity.
The night was the same as always. I had just finished gorging myself on junk food while binge
watching a reality show. Empty bottles of soda surrounded me as I surfed the streaming networks.
Knowing my weight was getting out of control, I still managed to finish off the bag of greasy potato
chips. My bottles of meds sat on the end table waiting for me. Depression, anxiety, stomach, and heart
pills all courtesy of the negligence of my life choices. One by one I swallowed the antidotes of a better
me. Yet, there never seemed to be a stronger version of myself, no matter how many pills I ingested.
Falling asleep, I told myself tomorrow would be different. Tomorrow I will try harder. As I drifted
off to sleep, I felt a sting in my neck, only waking up for a few seconds. My eyes opened just enough to
see him standing over me. Fighting to stay awake, my eyes latched closed, and I fell into the darkness.
Upon awaking, I could hear sounds of mumbles surrounding me. Feeling heavy and disoriented, I
managed to flicker my eyelids. As the minutes passed, my surroundings became more lucid. The foul
stench of pig shit singed my nose hairs. Dust from old haybales stimulated my sense of smell, inducing a
sneeze. An unimaginable pain coursed through my mouth. Still dazed and confused, I heard a voice say,
"we can't have that, now, can we?". Once again, I felt a sting in my neck, causing me to drift out of
reality.
"Wake up", I heard as I came to, "we need to get started". Started with what, I tried to ask. Yet,
my mouth wouldn't open. Tranquilized still, I thought maybe my brain just wasn't cooperating with my
body. Flexing my jaw, I tried again to speak, it was useless. All I could do was mumble. My words were
nothing more than muffled grunts behind a padded wall.
Looking around, I could see I was not alone. Vision blurry, I still managed to make out a large
silhouette of a man sitting in front of me holding a cutting needle and thread. He then placed the needle
on a barrel and stood up. Whistling, "The Sun will come out tomorrow", I began to look around. There were other people with us. Including myself, all tied to chairs and mouths sewn shut. Three of us were men. The fourth was a woman in her
mid-forties. She was crying and moaning uncontrollably. Mucus ran down her face dripping from her
chin. Trying to console her, I batted my eyes. It was all I could do without having the use of my mouth
and arms.
The injection he had no doughtily given me, had worn off. Like the woman, I found myself in panic
mode. My heart raced fast. I thought I would have a heart attack. Wanting to scream, I
couldn't. Wanting to run but I was incapacitated. Fighting my way out, entered my mind, but how? How,
with my hands bound behind my back. Besides, I wasn't a fighter, and the man was massive. He would
be very intimidating under any circumstance. His raggedy hair was sandy blonde with a mixture of gray.
Deep wrinkles hid behind a handlebar mustache, which stretched across his face. Thick eyebrows sat
untamed above his devilish eyes. Watching him, I tried not to make eye contact. I looked everywhere,
other than at him. The other two men looked as frightened as me. One man, the bigger one, had tears
but made no sounds. The other man was a very frail older man. He shifted side to side as he tried yelling
from behind his fastened lips. His arms bared scars of that of a junkie. His body, covered in scabs.
Cautiously, I looked around. A rusty old plow sat in the corner next to some feed sacks. A saddle
lay across an old broken table. Two horses stood quietly behind their stall door. I could see rays of light
shine through the cracks between the boards. It was daylight, knowing that gave me comfort somehow.
The barn was dusty, and as painful as it would be, I hoped I would sneeze again. At least then I could
scream. Abruptly the man stopped whistling and spoke.
Your mouths are bound together so that I cannot hear you. People talk too much, making the
world noisy. All loud with pathetic excuses of their weaknesses. I am not going to kill you. Your life is in
your own hands. Up to this point, you have wasted your life hiding behind your addictions. Cowering
and leaning on crutches of life’s temptations. I am here to save you from yourselves.
The rule of three is simple. You can survive three minutes without air, three hours without
shelter, three days without water, and three weeks without food. If you truly desire to live, then you will
triumph. If not, you will perish. I am here to help you unpack your emotional baggage. Air, the very
breath you breathe, you have taken for granted. So, please slow your breathing and relax. We are about
to begin.
While you were sleeping, I provided you with adequate fluids and nutrition. I cannot have you
starting off, on an empty tank. I want to be as fair as possible and make this a pleasant experience.
Though, I warn you it will not be easy, and you will have to dig deep within yourselves.
The burly man began whistling once again. He placed an egg timer on a barrel, grabbed a plastic
bag and spoke. You can survive three minutes with no air. Do you have the desire and strength to want
to live? For you, I truly hope so.
Standing behind the heavier man he turned the timer and then placed the plastic bag over his
head. The man jerked in his chair, thrashing about. One minute, he said. The man still moving wildly.
Two minutes, almost there just hold on. Three minutes he announced, ripping the bag from the head of
the now motionless man. “Oh dear, I guess he did not have what it takes, next”. My heart raced even
faster as he stood next to the now inconsolable woman. I would be after her. I had to slow my breathing
if I were to live. Picking up another bag, he stood behind her.
The air went in and out her nose as she hyperventilated. “There, there, I’m not going to hurt you”,
he said, as he patted her on the shoulders. “Three minutes is a miniature amount of time. I wish you the
very best.” Her legs kicked out lunging back and forth. Her muffled shrieks filled the barn. “Are you
ready?” He then reset the timer. Fearing for my own life, I turned my head and concentrated on my
breathing. Trying hard to block her out, I went to another place in my head. As hard as it was, I imagined
I was calm and at peace lying on a sandy shore. Desperately, I wanted to cover my ears. Her loud cries
soon became small whimpers. Then to gurgles as she choked on her own vomit. Turning my head back
towards her, I could see her convulsing as life left her body. “Not quite a minute, what a shame”, he
said.
Thinking back to when I was a child, and held my breath under water, outlasting my brother.
Back then, holding my breath was easy for me and I always won. Being in my mid-thirties, I wasn’t a
child any longer. Could I beat this, I questioned. Unlike the woman next to me, who reeked of tobacco, I
didn’t smoke. My chances were greater than those who came before me.
Excepting the inevitable, I practiced my anxiety exercises my therapist had taught me. Four, four,
four, inhale hold, exhale hold. If I panic, I will surely suffocate, I told myself. The other man was calmer
now and followed my lead. Our eyes locked on to one another as we breathed. “Very good, that is what
I want to see, a thirst for life, the will to live.”
Picking up a bag, he then stood behind me. I took a deep breath as he turned the timer. I felt the
panic trying to set in, but I pushed it deep down. Oddly enough, the tune he’d been whistling popped
into my head. “The sun will come out tomorrow”, played as the bag was put over my head. “So, you got
to hang on ‘til tomorrow.” Not wanting to see the blurred images through the bag, I closed my eyes. I
just kept humming the tune in my head. “One minute”, he said. Getting more difficult to hold my breath,
I could feel my heart beating faster and my blood pressure rising. The tune still reeling in my head,
“tomorrow, tomorrow, I love you tomorrow”. “Two minutes”. I can do this, I’m almost there, but my
mind was getting foggy, and my chest tightened. My muscles tensed up as I felt my existence dwindle
away. The tune that kept me going had faded away somewhere deep into my brain. Hungry for air, I
started scratching my hands behind my back. I was going to die. Tomorrow, tomorrow, I managed to
think one last time. “Three Minutes”!
Air rushed through my nose, as I clung to the remaining life I had. It was the greatest feeling just
being able to breathe. I’d made it, I had beat him, I was alive. “Congratulations, you did well”. “Breath
and continue to appreciate the gift, I have given you”.
Tears rushed down my cheeks, as I sat watching the man set the stage for the last occupant. As
sympathetic as I was, I was overwhelmed too just be alive. Still fighting my anxiety, I closed my eyes,
four, four, four. Sounds of distress and faint scuffling could be heard, yet I refused to open my eyes.
Three minutes passed quickly. “We have another fighter, outstanding.” Opening my eyes, I seen that the
other man had also survived. “Two out of three, I wished it faired better.” “It is a pity they perished, yet
the pigs will eat well.” “Nothing should ever go to waste”. “Their carcasses are a valuable resource.” I
am thankful for their contribution.”
“I will let you rest up.” The next gift, is that of shelter.” “People of the world scratch and claw to
have bigger dwellings of that of their neighbor.” Never being thankful of the shelters warmth when it is
cold.” “Not a second thought about the materials taken from the earth to provide that comfort.” “I will
teach you to not care about the size or the looks. You won’t care if it’s a barn or a house made of sticks.
You’ll learn to be content as it shelters you from the storm.
Not understanding what was coming next, I tried thinking of ways to escape. Wringing my hands
together, I tried loosening the rope. He had his back turned removing the bodies from the chairs. Yet
somehow he still managed to catch on to what I was doing. “That’s a double sheet bend knot.” Try as
you might, you will not loosen or untie it.” “Yet I commend you on your perseverance.” “If you escape,
you will not learn the valuable lesson I am trying to teach you.” “Sit and be patient, like I told you
before, I’m not going to kill you.”
He was right. The more I tried twisting my wrists, the tighter the rope became making them bleed
and burn. “Why was he doing this and why me”, I wanted to ask. The inside of my mouth was so dry,
and I was thirsty. All I could think about was water to wash out the metallic taste left from the wounds
of my lips. Making eye contact with the other man, I wondered if he was as thirsty as I. “The storm will
be here soon, and we can continue.”, he said as he removed a hacksaw hanging from the barn wall.
We watched as the man carried on as if he’d done this before. He laid the saw across a table.
Sweat dripped from my head as I panicked. What was he going to do to us? I thought. Do not worry, this
saw is not for you, he said as he placed the woman’s body on the table. He then began to dismember
her legs. He continued to hack through the bodies throughout the day. He would casually take breaks
between the removal of the body parts. After he was done, he used a rusty old wheel barrel to take the
parts out of the barn. He kept his word. I could hear the pigs happily squealing as he fed them.
The light that had previously comforted me dwindled away as darkness approached. As frightened
as I felt, all I could think about was water. “It is time”, he said as he wiped sweat from his brow. “I will
untie your arms so you can move freely. I encourage you to move as much as possible to keep the blood
circulating. Frostbite and hypothermia are inevitable if you let yourself settle. You can wear the clothes
you have on, but nothing more.
The barn was heated with an old wood stove. Our captor had fed it wood throughout the day. Yet
the wind from the storm outside seeped through the cracks. A chill came over me, fearing what was
next. The four technique no longer working. He then placed a makeshift collar around our necks.
Connected to the collar was a chain. After untying the ropes from behind our backs he told us to stand.
Fearing what he would do, I did what he told me.
He then unlatched the wooden brace holding the barn doors shut, unveiling winter’s wrath.
Weather in Michigan was unpredictable and harsh at times. That night was no different. The wind
bustled through the doors as we all stood staring into the night. Snow was falling rapidly and had quickly
begun accumulating. “Tonight’s storm is only a mild one but will last a few hours.” “Having your mouths
bound is a positive.” “It will protect your lungs.” Your heart rate will lower the less you move so keep
moving to boost your circulation.” “You will have to endure three hours in the weather.” “This trial is
brutal, I know but if your life is precious then you will improvise, adapt, and overcome.
He then led us by the chains out of the barn and into a wooden pen. It didn’t have a roof but was
too tall to climb over. “I know you must be thirsty, but if you try and eat the snow you will only amplify
dehydration and hypothermia.” He then removed the collars and locked the door. As he walked away in
his rabbit fur coat, he turned and once again said, “Do you have the desire to live, for you I truly hope
so.”
Frantically I surveyed the pen looking for a way out. The enclosure was made of old pallets, thin
boards, and cattle fence. It was sturdy enough to keep us in but not the wind out. It must have been
about twelve feet wide by twenty-four feet long. Rubbing my hands along the gaps, I felt something
warm run down my fingers. I had sliced my hand along the inside of one of the pallets. He had secured
razor blades and sharp nails from the inside to keep us from climbing out. Even if we were able to make
it to the top, we wouldn’t be able to climb over the razor wire that spiraled along the perimeter.
More frantic than I, the other man ran back and forth. He was shaking and sweating profusely. How
could he be sweating in this weather, I thought. On the other hand, I had begun to shiver. My feet had
already begun to tingle. Wearing only gym shorts, socks, and a t-shirt, I knew I must keep moving. The
other man was more fortunate than I. He was wearing pajama bottoms, socks and a hoodie. At least he
had a layer to break the wind.
The snow was dry and easy to move. Thinking maybe we could get out from the bottom. I began
moving the snow with my hands. As I moved it, I motioned for the other man to help. My attempts to
get his attention went unnoticed. He had found a nail long enough to cut through the stiches in his
mouth. Watching him, I debated on doing it myself. Though I thought of the burly man and his hacksaw.
Deciding it was best to keep my lips bound, I watched him saw through his. He yelled in agony as blood
dripped from his lips. Be quiet, I wanted to tell him, he’ll hear you.
When the last stitch broke the man dropped to his knees gasping and crying. He then stood up,
removed himself from his pants, and began urinating in the snow. “I’m Evan”, he said shivering and still
covering the white snow yellow. His urine smelled foul as the wind carried the smell. Not being able to
talk, I used a stick to spell out my name. Letter by letter, I spelled it out, Liam. He didn’t acknowledge
what I had written. He didn’t seem to care about what my name was.
Bending over he began to eat the yellow snow. Then pulling up his sleeves, he did something that
made my stomach churn. He picked off the scabs from his arms and started sucking on them. I now
understood he was detoxing and was trying to get a fix from the meth that had exited his body. I had a
cousin in jail once, who had described this same behavior from the inside. After doing this for a few
minutes he then spoke. Stuttering out his words, “I know it’s disgusting, but it is what it is.” “Now how
we gonna get out of this here, Liam. No matter what he was or what he spoke, it was comforting to hear
him speak to me.
Not knowing how to get out I just started moving. Shaking my head and still shivering, I began to
do jumping jacks. There wasn’t a way out and I was so cold. Knowing that I had to keep moving I
continued. I knew that if I didn’t move, my heart would slow and eventually stop. “You gonna listen to
that Behemoth or ya gonna try and help me find a way out?” Stopping, I once again tried looking from
the bottom. He looked for a way to climb over. Neither of us found a way to escape. Both of us,
shivering we stopped looking.
As we huddled together in the corner, a voice came from a speaker. “One hour has passed, two
hours remain.” Your lust for drugs trumps your lust to live.” “It will be your demise.” He’d seen, he’s
watching us, I thought. Not wanting to die, I began running in circles. The pain was excruciating. Every
step I took was like stepping on needles. My nose felt like it would break off.
“It’s no use, we’re gonna die, Evan said as he plopped on the ground. Using my arms, I motioned
for him to get up, but he refused. He sat in the corner with his teeth chattering and shoulders shaking.
While Evan sat, I continued. Running from one end to the other, tears freezing as they plummeted from
my eyes. As I ran, I tripped over something that caught my attention. It was a stack of a few boards
hidden under the snow. Uncovering them I counted them out in my head. There were several I dug out. I
crafted a fort in my head. We could use the wood for a shelter. Once again, I motioned for Evan to help.
Evan didn’t speak or move. “Two hours”, I heard as a voice projected from a hidden box.
Quickly I stumbled to Evan, shaking him. Tears ran down my cheeks as I faced the truth. I was
alone. Evan’s inability to try had snuffed out his life. He was dead. Time seemed to stand still in that
moment. Looking at his lifeless body, I realized he wasn’t a frail old man. He in fact was my age. The
drugs just made him look old. My sadness for him abandoned me to be replaced with anger. He should
have tried harder. I was now alone. He had left me alone.
Feeling numb and secluded, I wanted to give up. There wasn’t much fight left in me, yet
something in me snapped. I didn’t want to die. Ripping my wet clothes off, I threw them to the ground.
Trying to keep my temperature above freezing, I jumped and staggered in the snow. Laying Evan’s body
flat on the ground, I thought I would use it as a warm layer between me and the ground. One board at a
time, leaned them over Evan’s body and up against the pen, making an ominous clubhouse. Shivering
and naked, I crawled inside and laid on Evan’s lifeless body.
No longer having the strength to move, I lay crying. In the last hour I replayed my life. If only I had
another chance to do it all over again. If only I thought as my eyes closed. The door then opened, “Three
hours”. “Stand up.”, he said as he wrapped a fur coat around my frigid body. ”Come on, you have passed
but you are not out of the woods yet.” Replacing the collar around my neck he then led me back into the
barn.
“I have prepared a warm bath for you.” He then helped me lift my legs over a galvanized water
trough. “There, there”, he said, “Just sit and let the bath warm your blood. The pain of prickly needles
washed over my body as the numbness dwindled. Fading in and out, I watched him carefully remove a
stockpot from the stove. He poured the water from the pot over my head. “Just relax, you should be
proud of yourself.” “You have outlasted all who came before you.” “You’re a fighter and you value your
life. I watched as he warmed pot after pot, continuously pouring them over me.
“I will have to give you warm fluids intravenously.” “Try to stand”, he said as he lifted me up and
out of the trough. He then dried my body with a towel. After he dressed me in dry clothing, he led me to
a makeshift bedroom converted from a stall.
As he assisted me into the bed, I noticed a tray with medical instruments on it. What were they
for I wondered, but to tired to care anymore. He then placed the I.V. needle in my arm and covered me
up. “Rest up and sleep while I deal with the frostbite.” Before I was able to think about what he had just
said, I went out.
Waking up, I was no longer cold. The shivering and pain from the night before gone yet replaced
with new discomfort. My hands, feet, face, and head all pulsing. Slowly, I removed the blanket with my
bandaged hands to see my feet. Both were wrapped in bandages. Looking over my entire body, I
reached for my face. It was also bandaged. I could feel that my ears and nose were missing. “I know this
must be shocking to you, but it had to be.” “You had deep frostbite in your fingers, toes, ears and nose.
They had to be amputated. “I have sealed off the wounds and have given you antibiotics to fight off
infection.” “Be grateful your alive.”
“You are very ambitious, and I want to reward you for your success. “If you can continue to
cooperate, I will remove the stitches from your lips. “Don’t speak unless I ask you to.” “Can you give me
word that you can stay quiet?” I nodded in agreement.
As promised, he removed the sutures from my lips. Handing me a tin cup of water, he told me to
drink. Words can’t express how refreshing the first sip was. Not being able to control myself, I gulped
down the entire cup. Handing the cup back to him I managed to mumble, “more?” Violently, he struck
me in the face and stood up. “More, more more”, he yelled as he paced the floor. “Always wanting
more!” “You should have savored every last drop rather than gulping it down like a pig at a trough.”
“You have reached your third trial.” “Water is the source of all life and you will learn to appreciate it. Do
you have the desire to live?” “For you, I truly hope so.”
Locking the door behind him, he left the room. Feeling relief from his absence, I took a deep
breath. Concentrating on the air that went in and out my lungs, I was thankful to be alive. It had been a
couple of days since I was able to breathe through my mouth. I felt happiness and gratitude to just be
able to breathe. The blanket and bed kept me warm from the cold that seeped through the barn walls.
Feling relieved, I felt safe for that minute. I pulled the blanket up under my chin and just lived in the
moment. Looking for ways to escape no longer crossed my mind. Still fearful of the man, yet I felt a
strange feeling of gratitude toward him.
Mixed emotions danced around inside of me as I lay. Thinking of the others that were with me, I
pitied them. Had they truly wanted to survive, they would be alive. Had they fought harder, they would
have won against his trials. My sympathy for them abandoned my thoughts, replaced with
disappointment. Questioning my mental state, I laid wondering if I’d gone mad. How could I sympathize
with a man who had essentially tortured me. How could I be thankful to a killer, I wondered. As
comfortable as I was, I was thirsty. Three days was a long time to go without water. Knowing this, I
closed my eyes to try to sleep through it.
A familiar tune whistled through the cracks of the wall. My eyes blurry from crust, I wiped it away
with my bandaged hand. Curious, I tried peeking through a hole in a board. Seeing the two horses in the
next stall brought back anxiety from the first trial. Sounds of mumbling could be heard. Listening
intensely, I realized he had more victims. Wanting to scream out to them to calm their breathing, I said
nothing. Fearful he would kill me if I spoke. Though I didn’t have to. He was telling them to be calm and
they would live. If only they would listen, they could live. One after another perished throughout the
ordeal. Once again mixed emotions of sympathy and anger fought within me. I slammed my hand
against the stall boards. Why am I angry at them, I questioned myself. Hearing the distinct sound of the
hacksaw cutting through the bodies, I became sick. I crawled back in the bed and covered my head.
“Wake up, you have rested enough.” Leading me into the room where the bodies were, he
motioned for me to pick the parts up. “I will cut the meat and you will load it up.” “Do you
understand?”, he asked. I nodded yes and began putting the severed limbs in the wheelbarrow.
“Take it out back to the pigs.” “I trust you won’t try to run.” You will not get very far in your
condition and the weather” He was right, still bandaged and weak I knew I would freeze. Reluctantly I
put a arm, leg, and head in the wheelbarrow.
Once again, the cold made me shiver as I treaded through the snow. The night was calm. The
moon shined down on the solar panels that lined the buildings. I was on some sort of homestead.
Nearing the structure that housed the pigs, I cringed at the thought of feeding them. The squealing led
me to the hog house. Opening the door and entering, I gasped in horror. Piles of bones lay everywhere
within the house. The pigs squealed in delight as I tossed the body parts to them. The smell was pungent
and took my breath away. Not being able to hold back, I vomited the only liquids I had in me. After
unloading my delivery, I left to retrieve another load. Feet still bandaged, and I was cold, the thought of
running left my mind. Yearning for the warm bed, I trudged my way back to the barn. This went on
throughout the night.
“Almost done, this is the last of it.”, he said as he cut through a torso of a woman. “You have done
well, and I am proud of you.” “I know your cold and must be thirsty.” Yet, you still have forty-eight hours
left until you can replenish your thirst. “Keep motivated and you will triumph over your it” After the last
load was completed, he led me to the bed and rebandaged my wounds. Curiously looking down at my
severed toes, I seen I was missing five of them. The same as he bandaged my hands. I was four less
fingers. Two were gone from each hand.
My stomach grumbled as I tossed and turned. All I could think about was water and food. I
eventually passed out from the nights work. Waking up, I felt disoriented and weak. The hunger for food
and water still consuming my thoughts. “Twenty-Four hours left”, his voice said from outside the stall.
“Get up, I have more work for you.” “You have to earn your keep.”
The man then entered the room and placed the collar around my neck. “Here is a coat to keep
you warm, he said as he placed it on my back. Then he handed me some rubber boots. “These should
help keep your feet dry while you dig.” Wanting to ask, dig what, I didn’t dare from the fear of being
struck again. The task will be difficult but not impossible. Handing me a shovel, he led me to the spot he
wanted dug.
“The weather has let up and the temperature has risen. I can not trust that you might try to run.
He then locked the chain to a stake in the ground. “The hog house needs cleaned of the bones.” “Dig me
a hole big enough to bury the remains of the less fortunate.” “I will return in twenty-four hours.” You
have fared well so far, keep up the good work and you will be rewarded.” He then turned and walked
away.
The sun was just beginning to rise, and it felt warn against me face. The black sky turned to a
canvas of pastels. The view was stunning under any condition. After admiring the horizon, I started my
grueling work. Trying to dig with missing toes was difficult and excruciating. Placing the shovel into the
frozen ground, I bared down with all my weight. Breaking the ground seemed unfeasible, but I managed.
Letting out agonizing cries, I repeated the movements until I finally moved dirt.
Scanning around, my head was on a swivel looking for cameras. The thought of trying to escape
weighing heavily. Using my bandaged hands, I felt for any gaps in my collar. It was tight around my neck.
I Then looked for any weak links in the chain but found none. The steak the chain was hooked to must
have been buried ten feet, I thought as I gave it a tug. Giving up on any escape attempts, I continued to
dig.
The hunger and dehydration had started to take effect. My head pounded like a hammer on a
nail. I became nauseous. Fearing I might throw up, I sit and rested on the ground. Looking down at the
homestead, I wondered who the man was. Nearly falling asleep, I pushed myself up off the ground.
Visions of water surrounding me engulfed my every thought. God, I was thirsty.
After I finished digging the hole I fell to my knees in exhaustion. Worrying that if I fell asleep, I
would die of dehydration. Standing up, I desperately tried staying awake. The chain weighed down my
neck making it hard to stand. Using the shovel as a brace, I wedged it into the ground and balanced the
chain over top of the shovel. It lifted the weight off me, allowing me to stand easier. Standing and
swaying, I watched as day turned to night and night back to day. “Congratulations”, the man said as he
walked up the hill toward me.
“II knew you would conquer the test.” “You will soon be rewarded for your victory.” Leading me
back to the barn, I stumbled and fell. The man picked me up and helped me to my feet. As He laid me in
the bed, oddly enough I wanted to thank him. “Before I tend to your bandages, I am going to start an I.V.
to restore your electrolytes. He then handed me a cup of water. “Drink”, he said. Wanting badly to gulp
it down, I refrained and sipped slowly. The water was refreshing as it moistened my mouth. Water
wasn’t something I normally craved but, in that moment, it was all a I wanted. Living mostly on energy
drinks and sodas, I rarely drank it.
As I sipped, I thought about my body and how I had neglected it. Peculiar enough, the man was
giving me all I ever needed. He had somehow managed to push my stronger version to the surface.
“Good news”, he said as he wrapped the final bandage around my foot. “You have made it to the last
trial.” “But before we discuss that, I want to reward you on your accomplishments.” “I’m sure you have
questions, and I will allow you to ask them.” A little conversation will do us both some good.” I must say
I am as curious about you as you are of me.” He said as he poured me another cup of water. “But not
until you have rested.” “I look forward to it, I will see you this afternoon.” Locking the door behind him,
exhausted, I fell asleep.
Hunger pains interrupted my slumber. Turning about in the bed, images of food ravaged my
thoughts. Trying hard, I managed to push the vivid images of cheeseburgers out of my mind. Replacing
them with the image of the man conversing with me. What would I ask him, I pondered. Would I set him
off again and be fed to the pigs. One would think that I wouldn’t want to talk to him after he had cut off
my nose, yet strangely enough I did. I was curious about him.
My tossing about abruptly interrupted as I heard the man enter the room. “Well now, how do you
feel this afternoon?” He asked, as he pulled a old wooden chair next the bed and sat down. To scared to
speak I laid quietly. “It Is o.k., he said cheerfully as he patted my leg. “You may speak”. “Better but
hungry”, I managed to mumble. “Yes, I know you are hungry, but you have entered your final trial.” You
must endure three weeks with no food.” You have been here a week.” “Two weeks remain.”
“People of the world are gluttons. Indulging in prepackaged garbage to feed the body. Never
having to hunt or forge for it. If you make it the three weeks, you will have learned to appreciate what
you put in your mouth. You will think about what it is for, rather than just stuffing your face. Do you still
have the desire to live, for you I truly hope so.
“What is your name?”
“Liam, my names, Liam”
“Well, Liam, my names Doc” “It is finally nice to meet your true self.” I’ve been waiting along time for
this.” “You are now worthy to speak to.” “You have shed your old, infected skin and are growing new
skin.” “I have helped you thus far to create a better, you.” “You may speak freely”.
“Why are you doing this”?
“To save you.” “To rid you of the worlds temptations” “I am extracting all you have digested and
replacing it with the will to survive.”
“Who are you”, I fearfully asked.
“I am a doctor who the world cast out due to what they call negligence.” “I only pushed my patients to
better themselves and refused to subscribe fake antidotes”. “I didn’t hand them a crutch when they
could walk on their own.”” I left the city and moved off grid”. “Here I am free to practice as I see fit”.
“My patients now, are those that want to better themselves but just need a little push.” “Yet, none have
come as far as you, Liam.” “What is it, you desire, Liam?”
“A life of fulfillment”, I said.
“Are you not now, achieving that goal, Liam?”
Before I could answer, he told me, “Enough talk for the day”, we have work to do. “Don’t speak
unless I ask you to”. Unhooking my I.V., he then furnished me with warm clothes and boots again. “Grab
the wheelbarrow”, he said as we excited the barn. He then led me to the hog house. “I want you to pick
up the bones and put them in the hole you dug. Feeling weak, I pushed through the chore. The sight of
the mutilated parts wasn’t as repulsive to me as before. Yet, I did wonder who they were and where
they had come from. The day sped by quickly.
That night, I laid in the bed thinking of the man. Could he be right with what he was doing. I did
feel a new feeling of accomplishment. Had I truly shed my old self. Had he had given me what every
doctor before him had failed at. Questioning my own thoughts, I drifted off to sleep.
As the days went by, I would often help him rid the world of the weak. Every few days he would
bring in new patients. One after one they failed his trials. Some made it past the first, only to die in the
pen or the cooler, depending on the weather. We had many evening conversations where I learned
more about Doc, as he did me. Some nights I would listen to him mourn their deaths. He would often sit
by the stove talking to himself and crying. He would question their inability to understand what he was
doing. Finding myself somewhat sympathetic to him, I spoke out. “It’ll be o.k. you’re a good doctor, they
just don’t have a desire to live. “Thank you”, he said, “but do not speak unless I tell you”. With that I
climbed into bed and covered my head.
Ribs now visible, I was nearing death. No longer having the energy to help him any longer, I spent
the remaining few days in bed. As the final day approached, he came to me and said, If you don’t die
through the night, I will intravenously feed you the nutrients your body requires. Then you can truly live
your life. Tears filled his eyes as he pulled the blanket over me. You have been an outstanding and
cooperative patient and I thank you. Share to the world the gift I have given you.
Waking up, I was confused and again fighting off a sedated state. Rubbing my eyes in dismay, I
stumbled out of bed and tripped over my tennis shoes. Looking down at my disfigured feet, I was
perplexed at the sight of the floor. Continuously wiping at my vision, I scanned the room. Soda bottles
littered the nightstand. An empty potato chip bag lay empty on the bed.
Falling onto the floor, I curled up into a fetal position and cried. Visions of the dead filled my
thoughts. My mind was baffled with an emotional and ethical struggle. Four, four, four, I tried to
manage as anxiety reared its ugly head. “No!”, I yelled. I was alive and I was thriving. Quickly jumping to
my feet, I ran to my dresser mirror. It would be the first time, seeing the new me since my amputations.
Raising my head slowly my eyes met a man I had never seen before. A mangled mess stared back at me.
Yet, I didn’t see the ugly. I seen a victor. A man who fought for his life. I seen a man with the desire to
live. Admiring my new self, I calming starting whistling that familiar tune. I knew what I had to do.
The next few months, I spent talking to the detectives. Occasionally throwing them a false bone
toward their investigation. Had I not been a missing person, I would have avoided the police all
together.
A year has passed since my abduction. My life has changed for the better. I have faired well. I
often think about Doc and if he is still practicing. I did what he asked. I survive, appreciate, and share my
new gift to the world. I no longer spend my days waiting for life to toss me a crumb of its cookie. There
is value in the very air we breathe, the water we drink, the dwelling that shelters us, and the nutriment
we eat. Yet, it’s been difficult to convince people of this without some persuasion. So, please calm your
breathing. I am not going to kill you. This will only take three minutes. So, relax, do you have the desire
to live?” “For you, I truly hope so.
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2024.05.15 01:20 atreides3097 Thoughts on boy names Alessio, Casper and Markus

We're currently looking at these three names for our upcoming baby boy. Background is, that the mother's side is Chinese, whereas mine (the father's side) is Italian and German. Therefore the last name sounds quite Italian, starting with B, 8 letters. The child would grow up in a German speaking country, but the name would also need to sound nice when pronounced in the three languages (English, German, Italian). What do you guys think? Thank you!
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2024.05.15 00:59 wasistdaswasislos Thinking of converting to syrian orthodox christianity , how would i go about it?

My family name is that of a saint ( Malke) so i think its a given to convert. Im already evangelic but i feel converting would fulfill me.
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2024.05.15 00:47 IlliterateGent Looking for a middle name beginning with M

Hi! I'm looking for a unisex middle name that begins with M.
The first name is commonly Joss (1 syllable, rhymes with boss), legally Joseline (personally pronounced with 3 syllables, Jaw-Seh-Lin; but sometimes other people say it with 2 syllables, Jawss-Lin).
The surname is an uncommon Slavic name with 2 syllables and ending with a consonant paired with -ka (think something like Polka, Koska, Csonka, etc.).
Liked names: Madison, Montana, Maurie. Disliked names: Micah, Monroe, Max. On the fence: Mars, Montgomery, McKenzie, Maurice, Macy/Macey.
Mars is too short, Montgomery is too long, McKenzie is too common where I'm from (southern United States), Maurice is disqualified because it's not unisex, and Macy/Macey is very close to being chosen despite not being unisex. However, I love the sound of all of them. I suppose I'm looking for something 2 or 3 syllables long.
The names above are all "common American names", for lack of a better term, but I'm open to foreign names, tho I shot down most of the ones I found on a quick Google search: Matija, Moana, Misao, Malak. The only ones I liked are the Korean names Min-soo/Minsu, Min-young/Min-yeong, Moo-young/Mu-yeong/Muyong, Min-jae/Minjae, and Myung-hee/Myeong-hui/Myonghui, because my mother is from South Korea (for context, my Korean is very poor and I can't hold a conversation in Korean, I just like the sound and 'vibe' of the names). As I understand it, tho, those names wouldn't be appropriate for an American's middle name.
I'm very indecisive about this, so any and all unisex names starting with M are welcome, even beyond the syllable restriction and outside of English. The vibes are all I care about, name meanings aren't my concern.
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2024.05.15 00:33 Muted-Supermarket118 ✨️🌎Hello! [21/M] From NC, looking for kind friends 😁

Hi there! You can call me JI, my code name for now 🤭. I am once again back on reddit after a long break looking for friends. For my hobbies, I enjoy baking (cookies) drinking tea, (Earl Grey, English, Sleepytime, and Peppermint) drawing (simple sketches and coloring) listening to music, (R&B, Pop, K-Pop, Rock, and smooth Jazz) Stargazing, (observing the constellations in the nighttime, and my favorites are Leo and Orion) spending time in nature, (hiking on mountains, gardening, and enjoying the singing of the birds 😊) and finally, gaming! (I play Minecraft, DBD, Fortnite, Xenoverse 2, 8-Ball Pool, and a few others).
Just looking for some kind and genuine friends. No ghosties or bored people, just some people who are actually interested to get to know me beyond the surface, long-term! Hope you enjoyed reading, and if so, send me a chat! See ya soon 😇.
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2024.05.15 00:31 Littlepoison0414 My favorite names for a girl as a Spaniard

These are my favorite names so far for a baby girl. I don’t plan to have children any time soon but I think that it would be fun to explore combinations and discuss them together.
Some stuff I try to consider when choosing names are my Spanish heritage (South of Spain with a heavy Arabic/North African cultural influence) and the fact that the name has to be international enough to be easily pronounced and written in both: English and Spanish.
How would you combine these names? Which ones do you like the most from my list?
-Luana -Gracia -Daphne/Dafne -Amanda -Anisa -Arabella -Ada -Rebeca -Soraya -Lucía -Stella -Selena -Azahara /zahara -Vivian -Lucía -Sira -Triana -Ariadna -Mariam/marian/Miriam -Layla/Laila -Abril -Naomi -Diana -Dahlia -Melania -Melody -Dulce -Daniela -Olimpia -Azucena
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2024.05.15 00:25 133eee55 intimacy and adulthood

Hi everyone, this post contains mentions of SA so sorry if its triggering for someone. Also, I should mention that I've never went to a psychologist so these are just my subjective observations. Sorry for my bad English.
Since as long as I remember I've always felt suicidal. Not in a sense that I have an active plan, but it was more or less an idealization of the death idea itself. When I was little, maybe 4-5 yo, I clearly remember praying for god 'to take me' not in a sense that I wanted to go to heaven but simply I wanted not to exist cause I couldn't really comprehend the idea of permanent death. I remember also that I tried to choke myself multiple times, which obviously did not work out lol. I've lived in a dysfunctional family in a sense that my mom was/is very neurotic and my dad cheated on her when I was little. However, they never divorced for 'our good' but instead just constantly argued. I think because of this, I felt 'unloved' (objectively, my parents did/do love me very much). I felt like I take up too much space and been extremely self-conscious about myself. As a child, and now, I'm extremely sensitive person with basically zero self confidence. However, people, including my parents, always told me that I'm very emotionally mature and 'have an old soul'. I definitely do have anxiety, I'm not officially diagnosed but I think it's pretty self-explanatory (but I understand that I shouldn't self diagnose). For example, I was always scared of everything when I was younger (and now too), I even struggle to go to buy groceries or run errands alone. I'm scared of socializing but I have some good friends. But I've always felt like every single move of mine is watched and judged even though I know it's just in my head. I'm scared to go and talk about it with someone. My closest friends of 9-10 years don't even know nothing about my family except their age or names cause I'm ashamed of explaining things. Here I just present general info, sorry if this is already taking too long to read.
Moving on, I vividly remember drawing really inappropriate pictures imitating various sexual acts/forms when I was around 5, I guess. I knew those drawings were a bad thing cause I felt ashamed of showing them to someone and I always hid them or destroyed them after drawing. I mostly grew up with my lovely grandma and I don't have any bad memories with regards to my dad, cousins or any other family members.However, now, in my early adulthood I am extremely struggling with building romantic relationships cause I feel very weird about intimacy. I don't see myself as attractive or lovable (even though 'objectively' looking I'm conventionally attractive, I guess). Recently I saw a video about meanings of children drawings and this memory I told you about my childhood 'secret drawings' struck me. It felt like I finally found an answer I was searching for so long. The thing is, I don't remember 'actually' something happening to me. I just know that during that age I shouldn't be able to think of such scenes. Is there any possibility that I've experienced SA? Cause I can't show any proof of that but at the same time I feel like something really bad happened in my childhood. And this is why I'm the way I'm now. Is this worth talking to a psychologist? How should I approach this topic cause I can't just go to the first session and say all of this.
Thank you for reading. If someone would be willing to share their own similar stories, I would find that very comforting too.
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2024.05.15 00:19 saatoriii Traveling to Colombia with two different names on passports

My abuelita died last week and my stupid self thought I could fly on my US passport before my cousin told me I could get stuck w/out Colombian (which is expired). With kids at home, I couldn't risk it and missed the funeral, which I'm so angry with myself over.
Now I'm determined to go back and honor by Abuelita in my own way. It's been impossible getting through to LA consulate.
U.S. passport has just one last name because I changed it when I moved here (actually I never used it, but got a legal name change from my birth certificate anyway). Colombian passport has 2 apellido
Do I- change my name at the consulate and get a new passport and cedulla (which is not expired)
Do I keep my two apellidos on my Colombian documents and will I be able to travel freely this way? Which name do I put on my plane ticket? I don't really want to change my name in Colombia if it's not necessary.
Thanks and sorry for writing in English it's easier for me.
TLDR: US passport says Andrea Maria Cortes, Colombian says Andrea Maria Sanchez Cortes, will this be a problem traveling?
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2024.05.14 23:55 Left_Awareness_6470 Werewolf novel with FL stuck in wolf form since childhood.

The FL has been stuck in wolf form since childhood. She was very young when her parents and brothers were killed, she shifted to protect herself and she received a silver bullet in the back that keeps her from shifting.
She spend the rest of her life living as a normal wolf close to a nearby pack and one day she sees the alpha/beta is in trouble and goes to the pack to get helps. She is sent flying in the fight and lose conciousness. The impact deloged the silver bullet and let her be human again.
The alpha takes her under his wing after learning her identity because he was friend with her dad. The alpha is a single dad with a daughter the same age as her. His Beta is named John and he has no memories of his past before he jojned the pack 2 years ago.
That was basicly the first few chapters.
I remember most of the plot but not the names, or title. I read it not too long ago (max a year) I don't know on what app and deleted a few apps on my phone so i can't find it.
Please help. I've spent hours trying to find it again.
P.s. english is not my first language so please pardon any mistake.
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2024.05.14 23:50 desnake_02 PHP application won't run on docker !!

#compose yaml version: '3' services: php: build: context: . dockerfile: Dockerfile volumes: - .:/vawww/html/project-name restart: always mysql: image: mysql:8.0.34 restart: always environment: MYSQL_ROOT_PASSWORD: o?oooooo MYSQL_DATABASE: cbbzzj MYSQL_USER: assan MYSQL_PASSWORD: o?oooooo volumes: - mysql_data:/valib/mysql phpmyadmin: image: phpmyadmin/phpmyadmin:5.1.1 restart: always environment: PMA_HOST: mysql PMA_USER: root PMA_PASSWORD: o?oooooo ports: - "8080:80" nginx: image: nginx:1.20.1 restart: always volumes: - ./nginx.conf:/etc/nginx/nginx.conf ports: - 1949:80 depends_on: - php - mysql mongodb: image: mongo:6.0.11 restart: always environment: MONGO_INITDB_ROOT_USERNAME: your_mongo_root_username MONGO_INITDB_ROOT_PASSWORD: your_mongo_root_password volumes: - mongo_data:/data/db volumes: mysql_data: mongo_data: # DOCKER FILE # Use the official PHP 7.4 image based on CentOS FROM php:7.4-fpm # Install necessary PHP extensions RUN docker-php-ext-install mysqli pdo pdo_mysql # Set working directory WORKDIR /vawww/html # Copy the application code into the container COPY . . # Expose port 9000 to communicate with nginx EXPOSE 9000 #NGINX.CONF # For more information on configuration, see: # * Official English Documentation: # * Official Russian Documentation: user nginx; worker_processes auto; error_log /valog/nginx/error.log; pid /run/nginx.pid; # Load dynamic modules. See /usshare/doc/nginx/README.dynamic. include /usshare/nginx/modules/*.conf; events { worker_connections 1024; } http { log_format main '$remote_addr - $remote_user [$time_local] "$request" ' '$status $body_bytes_sent "$http_referer" ' '"$http_user_agent" "$http_x_forwarded_for"'; access_log /valog/nginx/access.log main; sendfile on; tcp_nopush on; tcp_nodelay on; keepalive_timeout 65; types_hash_max_size 4096; include /etc/nginx/mime.types; default_type application/octet-stream; # Load modular configuration files from the /etc/nginx/conf.d directory. # See # for more information. include /etc/nginx/conf.d/*.conf; server { listen 80; listen [::]:80; server_name _; root /vawww/; index index.php; location / { try_files $uri $uri/ /index.php?$query_string; } location ~ \.php$ { include fastcgi_params; fastcgi_pass php:9000; # Assuming PHP service name is 'php' fastcgi_param SCRIPT_FILENAME $document_root$fastcgi_script_name; fastcgi_param PATH_INFO $fastcgi_path_info; } # Load configuration files for the default server block. include /etc/nginx/default.d/*.conf; error_page 404 /404.html; location = /404.html { } error_page 500 502 503 504 /50x.html; location = /50x.html { } } # Settings for a TLS enabled server. # # server { # listen 443 ssl http2; # listen [::]:443 ssl http2; # server_name _; # root /usshare/nginx/html; # # ssl_certificate "/etc/pki/nginx/server.crt"; # ssl_certificate_key "/etc/pki/nginx/private/server.key"; # ssl_session_cache shared:SSL:1m; # ssl_session_timeout 10m; # ssl_ciphers HIGH:!aNULL:!MD5; # ssl_prefer_server_ciphers on; # # # Load configuration files for the default server block. # include /etc/nginx/default.d/*.conf; # # error_page 404 /404.html; # location = /40x.html { # } # # error_page 500 502 503 504 /50x.html; # location = /50x.html { # } # } }http://nginx.org/en/docs/http://nginx.org/ru/docs/http://nginx.org/en/docs/ngx_core_module.html#include 
I have a PHP application and I want to dockerize it. These are my files, and all I got is the welcome page from Nginx. I'll see if I can provide some logs in the comments. Thank you!
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2024.05.14 23:46 Amano5411 Buying in Europe (France) adress

Hello guys, I will finally buy a retroid on the official go retroid store after thinking about this for months. I know the console will come from China and will make its way across the world. The thing is I'm French so I live in France and the retroid website cleary says the address must be in English. So I wonder if it's true. For example my adresse is : 21 Rue de Paris. The website says it should be :21 Street of Paris. But when it will arrive in the country my local delivery company will never be able to ship it at my house because the adresse doesn't exist, only in French. I plan on using 4PX so maybe it will fix it. What do you think about it? English name or not?
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