Idk if anyone posted this strat before. It has worked wonders for me over the past year, NO BARELY ANY NAUSEA and i get to control my dosage (40mg is a doozy...)
IMPORTANT: Use a mask or respirator when opening the capsules. The powder is an irritant.
You need: -about 3oz/90g/half a bar of chocolate (I use Tony's Chocolonely dark chocolate, more ethical and it tastes better :P)
-4-8 40mg capsules atomoxetine HCl. A 300mg ato : 100g chocolate ratio is about the upper limit, ime, for stomach pain
-1-2 tbsp coconut oil (optional, helps with cutting the chocolate later if needed, but makes it melt easier if you're not storing in the fridge)
-1 tbsp/to taste instant decaf espresso (optional, helps with taste and texture)
-Silicone chocolate mold/ice cube mold, silicone is recommended bc we're pouring heated chocolate and chemicals in these.
Steps: -Heat chocolate until just melted (20 second bursts in microwave and stirring).
-Mix in coconut oil and espresso powder.
-Fill mold with chocolate mixture.
-Add atomoxetine to each mold, stir. Doing this after adding the chocolate guarantees the amount of medication in each mold.
-Store in fridge. I like to pop them out after they're cold and wrap them individually in aluminum foil, then store in a spare jar.
ALTERNATIVELY: -Prepare chocolate, coconut oil and espresso powder.
-Add however much atomoxetine you want.
-Divide evenly into the chocolate molds.
My provider said there should be no degradation or interactions, in fact because you're packaging the medication with oil and keeping it cold, its an optimized method of delivery.
Enjoy!

So, some quick background: I'm a 31-year-old entertainment journalist who's been in the industry for 11 years now. Back when I was in college, I worked for our college newspaper. At the time, I had a section editor named T. He was supposed to train me, but I never found his feedback particularly constructive, and he was usually pretty mean to be - the newspaper was very clique-y, I did not fit in, and T would usually roll his eyes at me whenever I spoke. While I appreciated the work experience, the way I was treated socially on the paper was a bit too painful, so I left after a semester and chased an opportunity in Los Angeles. I graduated early a couple weeks later, was immediately hired at a major magazine, and have hopped to two other major publications after that, overall being in the industry in a fairly big way since I was 20.
I've not spoken to T since then, but over the past 11 years, he has continued to reach out to me to ask for referrals to the publications I work at, and for help getting a job. He has not had luck in our field, which I'm extremely sympathetic to, as it is ROUGH in media these days and I've been wildly lucky to be employed all this time. However, I've largely ignored his messages because 1. he was not very talented when I worked with him, and thus, I don't want to put my professional reputation on the line in recommending him and 2. frankly, we haven't spoken in years, and I'm resentful in being used this way now that I've become successful.
For probably the fifth or sixth time in years, he just messaged me again on LinkedIn asking to chat about a role that's open at my company, and then dropped the "Come on, A, I helped trained you, you owe it to me." I'm not trying to go off on the guy, but how does one turn down someone who keeps coming to them for jobs? Is there a polite way to say "hey, we're not friends or professional connections, please leave me alone?"

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Relisting the Holosun with a price drop, and tossing in an extra TLR-1HL that i have lying around unused.
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Holosun - Pid Plus - $110 Shipped

900 Lumen / 20,000 Candela Light
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Comes as the Light only! I do not have the extra keys or the box. It will ship bubble wrapped in a small flat rate.
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Hi Ladies, I need advice. I'm planning on leaving a review and reporting him to the Texas Medical Board but I feel like I'm going crazy and don't feel justified in reporting. I'd like to hear what y'all think (TLDR at bottom)
2 days ago I noticed what looked like a boil or cyst on my right labia. Yesterday this boil started to grow and become very irritated making it hard to sit down and hurt to walk around. I checked google and started putting a warm compress on it throughout the day to get it to drain naturally but knew I would probably need to get antibiotics to keep from infection. The boil (now know it was a cyst) was about 1cm big, pea-edamame sized and looked like it was possibly infected, hence the urgent care trip, and very red and inflamed. Wanted to be safe rather than sorry and decided it was better to go get antibiotics and start them that night just in case it started draining. It was pretty late at night and there was only 1 urgent care open, which was not the urgent care I typically went to.
Get to the urgent care, fill out the papers. Receptionist sees my paperwork and lets me know they only have a male doctor, and if that would be ok. Male doctors doing my exams in sensitive areas wasn't my favorite thing. Had some good experiences, had some bad. I said it was fine, since I assumed he was just going to examine if it looked infected and maybe prescribe some antibiotics. Wait for a bit in the waiting room then the nurse pulls me back for vitals. She was extremely sweet, talked about her bartholin's cyst and how it sounded like that could possibly be my problem. She told me to get undressed from the waist down, gave me a cover up, and she let me know she would be in the room with me while the doctor took a look.
Doctor comes into the room. It was an older man in his 70's or 80's. He did not introduce himself, he did not ask me what I was in for. I said hello, tried to start talking about my problem and he interrupts me with just a "show me it.". Rude and weird as we haven't even had a conversation yet but whatever, it's late at night.
I get on my back, there were no sternups or anything so I kind of awkwardly had my legs frog style. He immediately began touching the area- which was very red and tender and painful without a single word. Not a huge fan of that. My gyno's and dr's have always told me what they were about to do, especially when touching in or around my vagina. I asked him to tell me if it looked infected, if I could just let it drain and if I would need antibiotics (been super anxious about sepsis recently which was the biggest factor for coming in). He mentions that it looked like it may have started draining and then asked the nurse to grab him a paper towel.
Suddenly I felt a huge stinging pain on the area where the cyst was. Enough to make me yelp in pain and scoot back from him. He was popping my cyst. Popping it! No lancing, no gentle squeezing, no pain relief, NOTHING! He hadn't even wiped the area before popping a cyst, possibly making it more infected if it wasn't already. After the first wave of pain, nearly passing out he kept squeezing very hard I said "that hurts really bad can you stop?" and he did not stop. He squeezed again, and I yelped again and said "I'm serious I haven't had any ibuprofen or anything this hurts so bad please stop". Still no words spoken to me at this point. I was pissed, and in a lot of pain. I had wanted it to drain naturally because I didn't want to risk any extra scarring even with a cut or lance, but I will get even worse scarring from this doctor popping it! He took the paper towel and kept wiping and I winced in pain and told him to seriously stop touching it. He finally backed off, and waddled over to his clipboard all without saying a single word to me. The female nurse was in the room, silent this entire time- mind you.
He finally spoke up to ask me how much I weighed and if I was allergic to any medications because now that it's ruptured I needed to be on antibiotics immediately so I don't get infected. I couldn't believe what had just happened. He had not asked me if I wanted it "drained" if you could even call it that. He had not talked to me about what he was going to do. And if he had listened to me as he waddled over, he would have heard me say that I've been doing warm compresses to get it to drain naturally. I had to ask the female nurse for a panty liner so that I wasn't (TMI) leaking puss and blood all over my panties while I waited 45 minutes at a CVS to start my antibiotics. He left the room, without sharing any aftercare, without asking me if I had any questions. Nothing, just left. I just have this big gaping wound on my labia that I guess I'm just trying to keep clean and not pee on?
I have gotten cysts drained before at doctors offices, by the way. Cysts on my vaginal opening and urethral opening have been drained at gyno appointments. They are supposed to give you some kind of local numbing and it is done on request with either a lance or a cut. They certainly didn't squeeze-pop them without consent and they were explaining everything they were doing, before doing it. And the most important thing was when the pain was bad and I said "break" or "stop" and they would stop.
I left the clinic feeling violated. I'm upset that this cyst is going to scar more because he ruptured it without a care in the world. I had not asked him to drain my cyst on any kind of paperwork. I am upset he had not asked for any kind of consent before doing it. I was not there on request of a cyst draining. I had requested an exam to check for infection and to possibly get antibiotics.
I will be following up with my primary care physician, just to check for damage and proper aftercare instructions. I am planning on leaving a review on the clinics google page, which I found also had a few 1 star reviews about "the older gentleman" that took care of them. I want to also report to the medical board, but I have no strong evidence against him. I am a SA victim, and I'm already very uncomfortable with people touching me in that area. And I feel like he scarred me without my consent.
Any and all advice or support is greatly needed right now <3
TLDR: Went to doctor for centimeter sized cyst on labia to examine if it was infected and to get antibiotics. Male doctor refused to speak to me, and squeeze-popped my cyst without talking to me, without consent, without pain relief and refused to stop squeezing after I had asked him to stop, twice. My risk of infection is higher, and the area is going to scar. Left me no aftercare instructions. Gave me antibiotic prescription. This was a *non-emergency* urgent care trip.

Hello,
I hope it’s okay to ask, but please let me know if not otherwise:
We are looking to adopt an 8 month old shiba from a reputable shelter.
She is very, very shy and has had no history of aggression.
Her response to new situations is currently to hide.
She has met our own dog (and us) three times under supervision and it went fine, the trainers that were observing were happy that the puppy was happy to back off and observe and thought she did well.
We are looking to take her home soon, but just wondered on any advice. I’ve been reading plenty on this sub but hoped to ask specifically in case anything twigged with anyone’s own personal experiences. We have been talking with our vet but I would really appreciate the thoughts of people experienced with rescues and/or the breed.
We are worried about her having had minimal socialisation for her life so far but given that all the meetings with us and our dog have gone well we are hopeful.
The trainers have said that her temperament seems to be very sweet when she is familiar with her surroundings and people, but otherwise is just painfully shy and is on Reconcile to help with this, which they think she should eventually be able to be weaned off when she is settled several months down the line, all things going well.
Any advice or recommendations or anything at all we should be concerned about would be much appreciated.
Thank you very much.

20M, 180cm, 68kg
I have had unusually red hands for many years, and a few people in my life have also commented on it. It used to only happen in winter, but in the last 2 years it has also lasted well into Summer, like this year. They also get dry and cracked very easily. The redness cuts off a few centimeters above the wrist. Palms are fine, it‘s only the back of my hands. There is no pain and I usually don‘t notice the redness, except when they are very dry and I put lotion on them, then it burns for a few mins of course.
I have also noticed that it is not only the cold that triggers it, but sometimes also after hot showers or frequent handwashing. I‘ve also been quite a compulsive handwasher ever since I was a child, maybe that could play a role. Are my hands just very sensitive to temperature, chemicals etc., or could this be an indication of some autoimmune disease? Pics for reference (lighting might make it look less dramatic, but trust me, they can get VERY red):
https://ibb.co/4JLn1jy https://ibb.co/FhJvrtH

My mom (63F) passed away yesterday from breast cancer. She was very weak over the last few months and suffering greatly. Despite not experiencing extreme pain, moments like cleaning her pressure sore wounds and changing her position were still painful for her.
I feel so complicated. On one hand, I am relieved that she is now free from her suffering. On the other hand, I miss her so much and wish she was still here.
I've scheduled hair and beauty appointments tomorrow to keep myself busy. I'm even considering a short weekend getaway before going back to work on Monday. Though I can return to a normal life, I feel so empty inside.

Hi all-I’m 33M who had an L4L5 MD almost about 5.5 weeks ago. I had my herniation for prob 5 years and managed with epidurals and training but lived semi- limited (no cardio, pain after too much activity). My main symptom was calf tightness and some leg weakness. I decided to go for the surgery as I didn’t want to be limited at my age.
At almost the 6 week mark I’m way worse than pre surgery. My calf tightness is much worse and more constant than before and I get a lot of foot numbness I never previously experienced. My back is still quite sore as well though much better than right after surgery.
I started PT slowly at week 4 and it has helped me walk and move a lot better but I’m starting to worry about reherniation. I know from reading a lot here that a lot of this could be normal since I had my herniation for so long, it’s just very tough to still feel so much worse than pre-op almost 6 weeks in. I have my 8 week follow-up soon and if I’m feeling the same will see if my doctor will send me for an MRI to check.
Any similar experiences or encouragement is appreciated.

I forgot my keys but couldn't be late for work today so I had to leave my bike, a lairy orange GT grade at the station unlocked. It took me a few mins to figure it out, I used my lock and another that was already on the U bar and wrapped the chain around the bar then clipped them both to the bike with my helmet and used that to cover them up against the top tube. I took the back wheel off and carried it around and to my surprise it was all still there at 5pm. I found a spot in the middle of loads of bikes to make it less obvious. Happy days, I wouldn't recommend it and I hope not to do it again. Normally I'd go home but couldn't today

Hi, I'm back lol. Because I've discovered the "is autism a disability?" discourse where both sides try to impose their own preferred labels on other people and accuse them of internalised ableism or a victim complex when they resist that.
So I wanted to share my personal thoughts on why I currently don't like the word "disabled" for myself and see if anyone agrees or has respectfully presented arguments that might make me reconsider.
People say that you should feel bad about being disabled and that disability is not a bad thing, and if you think it is or if you think less of yourself for it then you have internalised ableism. But "disabled" literally means "unable", and I think that's a reasonable thing not to want to be. You can argue that being unable to do certain things, like "unable to speak" or "unable to do get good grades" shouldn't make anyone feel like they're less worthy, but I can't wrap my head around just "unable period" not being a negative thing that nobody would want to be. Of course it would be terrible and it would make someone feel terrible is they couldn't do anything.
But also, I don't think that is the case of any human being; I can't even imagine anyone being "unable period". Even someone with severe physical, intellectual etc divergences from what's expected is still able to do things like be kind, provide company, have experiences...
So then they would argue that "disabled" doesn't mean absolutely unable to do anything, but rather it means less able, or able to do fewer things than "abled" people. Well, that's not something you can universally apply to people with certain traits, because I for example didn't do well on the social cues part of my evaluation, but I got "superior" or "much superior" on pretty much everything else, like memory, IQ etc. So why do my "deficits" have to be the deciding factor in how my overall ability is labelled when I can actually perform better than many socially skilled people in several other areas?
Maybe I can be "socially disabled", but why does that have to equal "disabled period"? And is it not reasonable to not wanna be put in the "less able to do things than everyone else" category??? I don't know, it frustrates me that I can't further explain why, but I just feel like it's inherently a "lesser", "worse" thing that goes against natural human desires; that's not a matter of whether or not you're ableist. We get joy, fulfillment and pride out of doing things and we get frustration and sadness out of not doing things -- is that really something we can or need to change?
The one other point I've seen made is what proponents of the social model of disability say: that disabled people are disabled not in the sense that there's something lacking in them, but in the sense that society makes life harder for them. This concept I don't have a problem with, and if this is the definition used I guess I wouldn't have a problem identifying with the word, but I still feel like railing against the other definitions.
I guess the point is: Humans desire to be able to do things (maybe we shouldn't want/care about that???) "Disabled" sounds like "can't do things" Therefore it's undesirable (to me)

dut, fin or min non of them work if there is not enough fat layer under your skin which actually provide nutrition to the follicle.
Ever wondered why there is no hairs on your knees and elbows, in general joints with kind of a "pointy bone form" don't have hairs not even little ones because there is tension with no fat?
the scalp tension also cause sweat. Its the skull which expands and the calcification creates tension leads to more sweat and fat loss for the scalp. Not only this after expansion new scalp fibers forms cutting down the blood supply and this newly formed skin is "shiny" when you look at it.
I can guarantee one thing that the people who are bald have big tight shiny head.
If you are not agree with this then just pinch the back of your head and then pinch the bald area .... here! with your index and thumb pinch with tip and try to grab as much as you can. see..! you will feel the difference the tightness on the bald area.
so, try to get back the fat you lost, only then you might see these treatments effective.
My assumption - the reason dht sticks to scalp hair follicles is due to the lack of fat and high affinity for androgen receptor, since dht is fat soluble so while usual circulation of dht in the body it tends to stick to hair follicles of less fatty area.
Hair transplant works because it put the hairs on top of already expanded skull, which now have new structure, skin and blood supply. still not all grafts survive.
may be apply min at the back of your head to increase doner s 😂😅

Hello,
I had a previous hip/groin surgery and now I have tons of pelvic problems. The cushion from the secretlabs chair is the only thing that works because my job only lets you stand up every 4 hours. All the Office Depot chairs and such lose cushion fast and it’s like sitting on uneven metal.
However, the (S) size chair is too high off the ground, and creates a lot of strain/tearing pain on the groin and lower back. I’m 5’7” but I have shorter legs. Due to my surgery and the problems since, I need to be able to move my legs around on the ground prior to standing up, so just a foot rest won’t work. Also, I need to spread my legs out so the side flaps are quite annoying and lead to problems.
Has anyone found a chair with the great long term cushion of the Secretlabs but much lower to the ground?

I’ve submitted all my info to meps, and I’ve been disqualified based on a back injury I had over a year ago. There is no pain and I have full mobility. What’re the chances that I’ll get a waiver, and how long will that process take? I’m scheduled to go to meps next week.

Hello,
I had a previous hip/groin surgery and now I have tons of pelvic problems. The cushion from the secretlabs chair is the only thing that works because my job only lets you stand up every 4 hours. All the Office Depot chairs and such lose cushion fast and it’s like sitting on uneven metal.
However, the (S) size chair is too high off the ground, and creates a lot of strain/tearing pain on the groin and lower back. I’m 5’7” but I have shorter legs. Due to my surgery and the problems since, I need to be able to move my legs around on the ground prior to standing up, so just a foot rest won’t work. Also, I need to spread my legs out so the side flaps are quite annoying and lead to problems.
Has anyone found a chair with the great long term cushion of the Secretlabs but much lower to the ground?

Hello,
I had a previous hip/groin surgery and now I have tons of pelvic problems. The cushion from the secretlabs chair is the only thing that works because my job only lets you stand up every 4 hours. All the Office Depot chairs and such lose cushion fast and it’s like sitting on uneven metal.
However, the (S) size chair is too high off the ground, and creates a lot of strain/tearing pain on the groin and lower back. I’m 5’7” but I have shorter legs. Due to my surgery and the problems since, I need to be able to move my legs around on the ground prior to standing up, so just a foot rest won’t work. Also, I need to spread my legs out so the side flaps are quite annoying and lead to problems.
Has anyone found a chair with the great long term cushion of the Secretlabs but much lower to the ground?

An evening calm, somewhere unknown, illuminated by fireworks.
“Four years, huh…” Paz sighs, pondering over the nostalgic scenes of the once known as the Paznation minecraft realm.
Throughout the past years, Paz has acquired a new penis after brutally being sliced off by Gabowski. This time the pazzness of trapness effect has doubled alongside its girth.
Every stride Paz takes across the crimson lit desert his heart sinks deeper. As the setting sun falls deeper into darkness, the evening chilliness worsens. Consequently shrinking his two incher.
The beautiful server was once brimming with life. However, now only echoes of laughter remain. As Paz readies his elytra, he plants his last step before taking off. Chasing the persisting rays.
After a long trip, Paz returns to the savanna, where it all started. He checks the chest where the nostalgic memories were once stored.
“Hello there.” A familiar voice approaches from Paz’s six.
Instantly popping a semi, Paz turns towards the doors. A 250lbs 6’7 black man was standing by the door frame. Standing equally as erect as his cock, Silly “Gabowski” Phillius, menacingly enters the building.
“Uh, uwu…” Paz utters, glancing at his past lover’s bulging 8 inch crotch shadow. “Gabey, I thought you went to Vietnam”.
In complete silence, Gabowksi’s gaze falls. “I’m sorry Pazzy.” he mutters, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” He repeats over and over again. Until a sudden burst, “We lost. I couldn’t spread the word of our lord and saviour CBT… Aspire will never be again”. Instantaneously white tears burst from his third leg.
“Gabey, it’s fine. As long as you got me.'' Paz’s pearly green eyes shimmer with a hint of purple as Gabowski further gets enraptured by the pazzness of trapness. “Come here and let me comfort you.” says the waving man.
This time I got you. 2 years of grooming to get you back just where I wanted. Paz thinks to himself, as Gabowski’s distance closes with each step. Eventually reaching Paz’s lap. “Sit my Gabey” says Nathan to lure the absolute stature of Gabowski.
Gabowski’s plump ass cheeks contacts Paz’s little pebble. However, Gabowski’s warlord instincts return. Using his right pinky, Gabowski propels himself 3 yards away from Paz, drawing his night’s edge once more.
“You devil. You have tricked me, again!” Shouts Gabowski as he takes his battle stance. “You witch, any last words?”
“No… You will join Akame and the others in my SEX DUNGEON!” exclaims Paz, as he draws his wand.
“龍神の剣を喰らえ!” Gabowski yells as the green dragon exits his penis hole and engulfs his body.
With one dash, one slash, after one second Gabowski sheaths his blade, as the cockless body of PazSwagger falls to the body.
In excruciating pain Paz utters “You bastard, once more you have taken my 2 incher, my power, my pazzness of trapness.” As a singular red tear falls down his face he continues “Why you? I already finished everyone else; Quakian, Akame, Masked, Magia, Lupa. EVERYONE FELL VICTIM. Why must you prevail from my curse? Why can’t you just accept my cock.
Without any reaction Gabowski asks “Where are the others? They are still alive. I can hear the blood flow of their cock veins. They must be close.
“Fine, take my keys. They’re in my sex dungeon behind the nether portal.” Paz says before sneakily casting a lurk spell and disappearing into smoke. Also taking his severed 2 incher and leaving no trace.
THE END

Hello,
I had a previous hip/groin surgery and now I have tons of pelvic problems. The cushion from the secretlabs chair is the only thing that works because my job only lets you stand up every 4 hours. All the Office Depot chairs and such lose cushion fast and it’s like sitting on uneven metal.
However, the (S) size chair is too high off the ground, and creates a lot of strain/tearing pain on the groin and lower back. I’m 5’7” but I have shorter legs. Due to my surgery and the problems since, I need to be able to move my legs around on the ground prior to standing up, so just a foot rest won’t work. Also, I need to spread my legs out so the side flaps are quite annoying and lead to problems.
Has anyone found a chair with the great long term cushion of the Secretlabs but much lower to the ground?

i woke up 3 days ago with chest pain , not chronic sometimes i have it , and after 3 days tonight i started to feel some small pains at my left rib , + i have back pain , i play games like 3/4 hours daily and my when i sit on the chair im in a position who makes me feel some back pain , and a burning sensation under my neck . can anyone help me

Hey all so I’m getting my mirena replaced June 11th (my GYN is out of town atm), but I’m getting major mood swings & breast pain.
Is there anything i can take while waiting to get my prog basically turned back on?? I know i have an end date, but the mood swings & depression are making me want to just hide from the world.
thanks in advance

So I’ve had TERRIBLE gallbladder attacks this past year. Had 3 attacks which at the time genuinely thought it was just trapped gas but it clearly wasn’t. My last gallbladder attack was so bad that I had to wake my spouse up because of how much pain I was in. Which I don’t know how she didn’t hear me given I was moaning and groaning and throwing a tantrum and throwing my heating pad on the ground along with also having two baths in the middle of the night.
Anyways. It was 3:30am when we finally arrived to the hospital. I’ve never been in such immense amount of pain in my life. Finally checked in and registered. Didn’t get an IV until half an hour after. Which finally relieved some of the pain thankfully. The doctor came by and had an ultrasound and she found a gallstone and she said that it was in one of the worst places. It was trying to push its way out but my gallbladder kept sucking it back in. I was also lowkey kind of blacking in and out because of the morphine in my IV. The doctor leaves and I’m okay until I’m not, I got another attack where I’m at this point just asking the nurses to sedate me, the pain was that unbearable. My spouse said it looked like I was trying to escape my body. My spouse had to go to the nurse and ask for heavier dosage, turns out my IV was twisted so the medication wasn’t going into my system. But honestly great timing because then the doctor came back and saw me having my gallbladder attack and said she is setting me up for ultrasound and for a general surgeon to chat with me. While I was waiting for all of that I was knocked out. A porter woke me up to take me to get another ultrasound and I threw up because the medication makes you all foggy and dizzy. Of course I have a gallstone. The general surgeon put me on the top of the emergency list. I got released, finally ate, I was okay thankfully.
Two days rolled around and I got a call saying I can eat not having a surgery. Two hours later I get a call that I’ll be having surgery the following morning.
The following morning it was kind of quick, however I have shitty fucking veins like nearly impossible to find them. I didn’t get my IV in until they brought me to the OR where they had to freeze my arm and stabbed me so many times, didn’t love that.
The surgery was a success, post op wasn’t a great experience though. As soon as I woke up I had a phantom gallbladder attack where again they had to medicate me. They never helped me get dressed either so, I have 5 incisions on my stomach and the got me bending up and down. It made me overheat and sweat and I was like “I need to get out of here, I do not feel well at all!” My spouse had to wheel me around to the main entrance of the hospital, got my fresh air but I was so out of it my wife said I looked like a drooler.
Managed to get home, and then I threw up in my apartment hallway (I had a cardboard looking bucket that the hospital gave me). I had to take off my sweater because it had some vom on it. And that’s when I saw my bloody bandages, which I was surprised with.
I’m 2.5 weeks post op, the first week and a half were rough not gonna lie. My body had to get used to life without a gallbladder and also heeling. However now, I’m all good. My incisions don’t even hurt, they honestly just look like cat scratches at this point. I’m able to eat whatever still. The first week I was shitzilla but not as bad anymore. Im still a bit sensitive when I first wake up in the morning but that’s literally it. I’m taking my dog for his walks now, I’m doing my regular duties and going back to work on Monday!

Went out to CRU L1 to do some panel salvage in the vulture. Filled up the back with 24 boxes, and then filled the depot with 13. While QTing to orison my ship randomly blew up. That’s pain lol. I hadn’t had a random explode in a long time I guess I was due for one, an expensive one at that lol. Good luck out there citizens.