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English already bigad chuka h pe ka toh syllabus hii lund hai (cbse aur icse ko mila k banaya h) padhne k liye chutt koi resource nhi h ... Wo ek zaki saudagar padhaya h 2023 m toh wo bhi bkl upar upar se karaya h ab pyq har baar alag alg chiz k ke mai panic krri hu gaand gota m muh m aagaya h , kal paper h meri gaand m pata nhi konsa keeda tha jo PE liii Upar se zaki ne notes bhi paid rkhe hain aur videos baar baar dekhna aand lgra uss bhadwe k Ab mujhe bhut bura h ... Mujhe sch m du chahiye the ab itni mehnat krne k baad itni gaannd ghis ne k baad aankho k saamne sb bikhar ta dekh nhu paari Jeevan m pehli baar itna padhi thi pr sb gud gobar hogaya Hath m time h sb h pr phir bhi gaand marwaungi kal mai Thank youu universe ❤️
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Bhai Mera centre itna door para hai plus Delhi traffic subha eco ka exam Diya jiske liye 5:30uthna para tha fir maths at 5 abb 8 baaj gaye and aab bhi Ghar nahi pauchne mei 15 20 min lagega Bhai jinka centre pass mei hai unko toh advantage mil hi Raha hai plus meri Puri body mei abb dard hi dard hai unki bechnces bhi class 1 ya 2 ki thi
And beech exam mei college ke baache biometric le rahe rhe mera almost 10 15 mins waste Kara and unko like aata hi nahi tha biometric Lena meine bola 2 min ruk jao bhar du omr but bhai mane hi nahi and then invigilator paper collect karne Lage jaldi mei meine even though sahi option mark karke rakha tha mere booklet pe meine omr galat bhar diya Fir kuch bacho ko Bina biometric ke bhej Diya? Like what and meine CUET course liya tha online and waha ek grp hai of multiple people from mulyiple regions and Bihar waale bata rahe hai waha dabake cheating ho Rahi hai
Bhai itni mehnat almost bekar lag Rahi hai kal bst and accounts but body mei like ek boond energy nahi hai and kalka centre aur door hai
I don't think this is a fair exam sab luck hai acha centre jinka ka hai vo already advantage mei hai
It's so heart breaking ki mehnat karne ke baad bhi koi faal nahi mil Raha I mean at this point I don't know anything

Sara time OMR aur Signature Dene aur lene me nikal diya ek ldki ne OMR mark bhi nahi kiya and teacher ne sheet cheen li it's NTA baby Fuck U NTA mere 8 questions chuute jo ki mere ko ate the numerical the vo 😔😔😔 usme kam se kam 2 ya 3 min lagta per numerical but kya he kar sakte h aur Maths bilkul CUET pyq jesi nahi aai lol 😔😔

Hey guys :)
I am a little confused about something,and I would like to know what you guys think I should do. Now, I am currently 17 (will turn 18 in November) and I belong in general category. To mere jee mai 82 percentile the iss sal aur boards mai 86%. I come from chattisgarh aur yaha cgpet nam ka exam hota hai for enginnering, mene maje maje mai form bhar Diya tha aur ab 13 June ko exam hai, even tho there are little to no good engineering colleges here,I was considering about bit ( Bhilai institute of technology), some of you might have heard about it. I also gave viteee and cuet but kuch khas nhi Mila usme. Ab the thing I am confused in is that should I go for bit or take a drop.
Drop was mostly final from my side par Aaj hi yaha kisi post ke comments Mai padha ki 97percentile pe bhi general category ko nit Mai cs nhi milta.
Ab stress ho rha hai ki drop lu ya bit hi chala jau,aur agar bit bhi Karu to ek mahine Mai cgpet kese hoga???
Bit website-https://bitdurg.ac.in/
Plej btado vai

Just got promoted to 12th (JEE PREP) aur bc mai kitna bada chutiya hu Yaar. Mujhe padhna chahiye lekin mera g***u dimag ko kisi pe crush hai. And as anyone would guess ki mai ek avg student without any confidence or even female interaction hu. Abh uske bare me sochna kaise band karu? i mean mai Ekdum aise obsessed nahi hu but still Yaar Kya karu usko dekh ke ajeeb sa lagta hai even thought maine usse kabhi Baat nahi ki. IN SHORT:REALITY CHECK CHAHIYE

Mai 2023 ka pass out student hu ajj first time cuet dene gya aur guess what physics bekar gya😃 Mai March se apne domains padh rha hu aur one shot me pura syllabus khatm kr diya safal batch se notes revise kre subah subah formula revise kre paper aya aur hag diya bc 34 ques kre aur usme se max tukke Maree hai idk what's wrong with me kitna bhi try kr lo yeh science padhne ka mere se nhi hota Ghar walo ke khene pe science le liya 11th me kyuki lockdown tha aur free meh mil rhi thi meri life ki sabse biggest mistake thi science background meh jana mera shurwat se interest social science meh tha lekin science leli🤡 Bc kal aur ajj itna padhayi ki sab chize revise marri aur bc paper bhi fuck kr diya idk ab du meh ba ke courses milenge ki nhi milenge north campus toh pakka nhi milega uske liye 750+ chahie hote aur mere 600 ajaye woh bhut baddi baat hai lekin ajj bhut bura laga tbh yeh physics ke paper meh 60 min kaise beet gye pata bhi nhi chala 💔😂 Bs kal physical ka phir legal phir eng gt and bio Anne wale papers me accha perform krna hai ab Thank you for reading 🙏
Chalo choro mai waise bhi du sol meh hu pichle sall ek pvt college me addmission kra diya tha mere maa bapp ne lekin maine woh college chor diya uske chutiyapa ke karan 🤡 Yeh waise bhi mere last chance tha iske badd se physics ko haat nhi lagaunga kya krunga agar iss sall admission nhi hoga waise Mai bhi 2nd year meh ajaunga lekin ha ek baat confirm hai ki cuet pg ya masters krunga toh regular hi krunga waise bhi mera science field me janne ka Mann nhi 22 ko legal ka paper hai agar llb ke course meh bhi admission mil gya toh mai bhut khush rhunga nhi krni yeh science madarchod rat race nhi hoti science bhenchod
Ajj pata nhi Aisa lag rha hai ki itni mehnat ke badd bhi paper bekar gya toh bura lag rha hai choro kya hi bolu 💔

Haan sahi padha aapne, maine farts hi likha hai. Jaise Bachpan mein school mein sikhate the na God is omnipresent. Waise hi farts bhi omnipresent hain. Sab jagah hote hain. Ek baar mujhe kaam tha ek teacher se toh main unki class mein gayi. Jaise hi maine unki class mein enter kiya. Mujhe bohot hi gandi smell aayi. Kisi bachche ne fart kiya tha. It smelled putrid, it actually smelled like a dead animal.
Main ek baar dusre ek teacher ke class mein gayi thi toh woh apne dupatta muh pe rakh ke khade the aur bol rahe the ki subah toilet jake aana chahiye school mein.
Mere tuition mein bhi ek ladke ka digestion itna kharab tha ki kya kahoon. Woh baitha baitha itna ganda fart karta tha. Upar se dusre ladke bhi usko dekhle khud bhi fart karne lage. Phir do teen ladke aise the ki woh shamelessly zor zor se fart karne lage aur phir hanste the. Mujhe us ladke ki mummy ko batana pada ki woh bohot fart karta hai. Toh uski mummy ne kaha ki uski dawai li hai.
Mere khud ke class mein pichle saal sirf ek baar aisa hua tha ki kisine bohot hi smelly fart kiya tha. Mujhe already pata tha ki woh kaun ho sakta hai. Ek hi ladki aisi thi jo underweight thi aur theek se khana nahi khati thi, uski mummy ne mujhe kaha tha ki aap isko bolna khaye. Maine us ladki ko puchha aur usne accept kiya ki usne hi fart kiya hai.
Mere Nani jab mere Ghar rehne aaye the na. Toh jab mujhe fart karna hota toh main unse dur chali jati thi. Maine nani se kaha I respect you so, I am standing away from you while I fart. My Nani said it's okay, you don't have to. She said that sometimes nanaji used to fart and cover her face with the blanket.
Mere papa ek baar bata rahe the ki unke ek neighborhood mein ek family rehti thi. Unki beti chhoti thi toh woh bolti thi humare Ghar mein koi fart nahi karta hai.
I don't know why par mujhe farts Hindi mein bolna achha nahi lagta. Family ke samne bol leti hoon. Lekin bahar ke logon ke samne farts hi bolti hoon.
Apne kabhi yeh omnipresent farts experience kare hain, aisi jagah mein jahan aap kuch bol nahi sakte out of respect?
Edit- jab mein tuition mein Sanskrit mein parts of the body padhati hoon aur jab foot ko sanskrit mein पादः bolti hoon tab bachche bohot smile karte hain.

She said in her vlog " mujhe darr lag gaya tha ki mujhe sunna na pade ki tumko itna bhi nahi aata, kuch seekha nahi...etc etc...and this thought made me cry!!
FEW QUESTIONS TO YOU:-
Pehle toh yeh batao..kiska sunane ka Darr tha? Ammi, Abba ya shauhar?
After earning so much every month from vlogging this level of confidence, vulnerability, weakness, phattu behaviour you show to your audience!!!
Jab tumhara shauhar bolta hai ki mere parents duniya ke sabse achche parents hai,kabhi tumhe kisi cheez ke liye roka Toka nahi hai toh itni choti si galti ke liye tumhe kyu Darr laga ki sunna padega aur Rona nikal gaya??
One thing is for sure!
Tum apne sasural apne shauhar ke bagair ek pal bhi nahi ruk sakti! Isiliye jab akeli hoti ho toh khala ke yahan bhaag jaati ho....Tumhari phatke haath mein aa jayegi ghar mein inlaws ke sath rukne mein! because you don't trust them at all!

Mai ek company mai job karta hu company mai mere do friend ha jo ki har baat pe kisi na kisi se ladne ki sochte ha aur company chordne ki baat karte h aur har baat pe mujhe koste rehte ha ki "saale tere se kuch nahi ho paayega ladna aana chaiye Varna koi bhi pel ke chala jaayega" mai maanta hu ki hame ladna aana chaiye magar iska matlab ye thodi hai ki hum Bina baat ke kisi se lade jaise ki vo ladte h. Ek baar ki baat h mere se inhi mai se ek ne 1000 rs udhaar liye aur 6 mahine Tak nahi Diya jab mujhe kuch paiso ki jarurat thi toh Maine bola message pe ki bhai mujhe paise chaiye mere 1000 rupees Dede toh Banda gaali deta h ki madarchod mood mat kharab kar kaha milega bata bande leke aarha hu Ghar se uthwadunga uss time par toh Maine kuch nahi bola par baad mai apne paise Lake unse bolna band kar Diya aur dusri company mai job Kari. Mujhe uss din bahut bura laga jis dost ko Maine Bina soche samjhe paise diye ussne paise dete time mujhe hi gaali dedi Jo usse apna bhai maanta tha Jo kabhi apne dost ka toh kya kisi aur ka bhi galat nahi sochta... Aur phir mujhe andar hi andar Aisa laga ki duniya madarchod h madarchod thi aur rahegi sb apne liye hi sochte hai isliye bura banke raho swarthi bano... Please aap log apne vichar bataye toh shayad mujhe behtar samajh milegi.

Bhai to mein just 10th pass out kiya, April mein bemaar padh gaya tha to coaching join nhi kar paya, 29 April ko yahan pe poochne gaya PW VP khula tha unse poocha ki new batch kab shuru hoga to pehle bola ki 15 May, ab pichle 2 morning and evening batches month prior khul gaye the to laga ki cover up krna mushkil hojayega to 15 may tak ka wait krne ka hi decision liya. Thoda boht padha boht lazy hogya socha ki coaching shuru hojayegi to consistent hojaunga padhai ke saath aur ek streamlined routine bhi follow hojayega. 15 may aate aate bola ki 20 may se hoga wo bhi maan liya. Ab aaj bol rahe ki 27 may se naya batch shuru hoga 🤡🤡🤡
Im fked bhai competition ne to March April se padhna shuru krdiya tha aur mein abhi as of May 16 bas 1/3rd Mathematical Tools aur Atomic Structure ki full theory hi kiya hu. Meri G fattri ab JEE to dhoor ki baat mereko 11th ka canon event bhi 2x hit karega lagta.
Advice dedo should i be scared or not and what to do now?
Also never trust PhysicsWallah Vidyapeeth.

bhai dekho ill try to be as nice and to the point to be possible
when i came to this subreddit for the time it was the first time me using reddit coz a friend of mine used to share posts of this subreddit and i genuinely enjoyed scrolling jeeneetards but bhai abhi itni negative vibe hogyi h iss sub ki har koi bas dukh ki baate karta h lets come to the first point cheating bhai kitna roge bhai ? cheating karli wow karliya bash usko dedi gaali beetgaya ek hafta ab aage bado na ? kitna rona dhona karoge about ruining jee han i understand jee kharab hojaata h har jagah mehnat kaam nahi karti bhagwan kismat ek chees hoti h i understand but bhai hafto hafto tak bas rote rhoge ki nta esa h wesa h ? kuch kar skte ho to karo nahi to chup betho lekin tmuhe post karna h padayi k ilava dusre exams ki tayyari ko chordkar reddit scroll karna aur post karna h aur jo log khete h saare exams gande gaye bhai tum chutiya ho jo saare exams gande kardiye jee 1st gaya 2nd gaya advanced maanlo cuet gaya vitee bhi gaya? bitsat bhi gaya ? be mtlab rr karna hota h genuine posts karliya karo bhai kabhi to rr k ilava jitna scroll karo all you do IS CRY i guess our youth has to come up with a strong mental state and thoda positive mindset ham bhot jyada hi rr karte hai aur bhot jyada hi negativity se surrounded hote h hobbies ko side rkh dete ho jocheeso ko enjoy karte ho side rkh dete ho bhai maa chudaye jee 2 ghante to kuch esa karo jisme sukoon milta ho maja aata ho thike bhai nahi jayenge iit nahi jaayenge nit make it clear to parents
JEE IS ONLY TO GIVE A BOOST TO YOUR CAREER INSTEAD OF A 6LPA ull get 10-14LPA thats fucking it THHE END FULL STOP thats the only thing of jee to meet good people and give a boost to your career yall have made it your entire fucking life han maine bhi holi chordkar jee ki padayi kari diwali side rkhke padayi kari COZ I LVOED TO STUDY I KNEW MAI ABHI CHOTI UMARMAI MEHNAT KARUNGA TO AAGE JAKAR UTNA PEACEFUL LIFE HOGA i study coz i want to study and i like studying i like solving questions the sense of achivement i get after solving a uqestion aur mock mai 25 mai se 20 sawal ya maths ka tough question hona tests mai questions hona i get the sense of achivement isliye padta hu kisike pressure mai nahi padta hu kisi KE LIYE NAHI PADTAH U APNE LIYE PADTA HU
reservation ke liye bhi rote h ye bache are jee ki padayi karte wakt nahi pata tha kya ki kitne percentile laani h ? tab nahi rona aya ki obc sc st le jaata h seat tumhari ?
are le jaata h to le jaata constitution badlega ? dusre exam ki tayyari karle lagrta h 99% nahi aayegi to loan leke padliyo bitsat clear karle just stop with rr thing
bhot time se mann tha ye vent out karne ka kyuki ccuties se ghirkar tang aagya hu
anyways keep studying work hard bhagwan ki pooja karo mann ko shaant rakho upar wala jo akrega acha karega have a good day

Boards ke pehle se padhe ni th jada boards m kitno ragare pr lgrh th accounts m fail hojaege pass to hogye pr jo subjects ache gy th sare m pta ni kam marks kese aae BST, fine arts tk m . 75% tk umid th aajaega 70%v ni aya .
Ab cuet boards khtm hone ke bd se bs anxiety , panic , burnout yhi horh aur kuch ni phir v padhte rhne ka try kiye eng paper easy lga mere ko pr centre wle krn time ka bht dikt hua late se omr fill krna nd all aata hu ans jo question paper m mark ki thi kr ni pae omr m eco kuch kash ni gya Maine micro Kiya hi ni th . Accounts suru se khrb h BST ab mann ni padhne ka kuch tym pehle padhi thi pr ab sahi m himt ni horh .
Last ek month se pagalo ki trh h na kbhi soo pae na ek din v rha jb rooe na ho . Aur Jo raat bhr utna padh ke v ky hi marks to kisi m ni ana mere ko boards m ky hi hua soche ni th utna khrb jaega . I need some break now ni likhna aur exam ni dena ab mereko I wish drop Lena milta mere ko ni horh ab Zara v positivity motivation kuch v ni baki h ab mere andr bhale kuch hojae mere ko i thought eng m to mocks m jb acche number arhe h to exam m v aahi jaege pr ky hi hua m . Kuch samjh ni arh ky kre parents ko hai clg jana hi jana h isi saal pr mere ko ab himt ni yr bs yr aur ni hoga thora din ke liye hi sahi chan se rehne mile

Till 10th I was a good student like padhai mei bhi accha and all phir aise hi boards mei (state board) 91% ke saath socha tha arts lunga (ias Officer ban na tha ) but Ghar walo ne science pe laga diya Doctor banna padhega bolke, phir aise hi maine bhi socha doctor baan ke baad mei ias ke liye choose kar lunga, then phir start hua mera life ka downfall. I choosed a private college with a good reputation (nam nhi lunga) and many good students like state toppers etc. so humlog ka class, boards results ke lakbhag 10 din baad hi start ho gya tha, lekin mein late join karlia tha like 1 - 2months late (kyuki tab mei arts/science kaunsa loo chakkar mei phas gya tha) aur hamare classes like bohut aage chalegye, mein like blank kuch bhi samaj nhi aarha tha like teaches sab 11th ke motion in plane Tak pauch gya the aur muje tabtak units and dimensions bhi nhi aata tha. Phir aisehi mera 11th chala gya with 0 knowledge kuch bhi nhi aata tha like 0 Bhai 0 aur hostel mei rehta tha toh wah bhi utna padhai ka patner guide wagera nhi tha. And Ghar walo se pressure itna tha (because we are lower middle class ) ki acche institution ke bawajut tuje kuch nhi aata etc. and aisehi mera 11th barbaad ho gya, jab board aaya 11th ke mera percentage around 32 huwa aur school walo ne jaise taise pass kar wa Diya nhi toh 11th pe hi fail ho jata, phir Ghar walo nhi din raat pressure dena start kya, like kya hoga tera tu kuch nhi kar sakta etc. And 12th mei jab Aya toh meine socha liya tha acche se padhunga and all and was everything was going right mere marks bhi tode tode improve huwe like bohot mehnat kya bohot and like test marks bhi improve hone lage tution bhi laya liya tha. Phir jab 12th ke beech Wale din I got myself into a trouble. I fell in love with a girl (online) hum dono ke thoughts taste music and all same hone ke karan ek dusre se pyaar ho gya tha and like later I realised woh toh alag hi tha like usse baat karne ke liye mein apna padhai aadha adhura chor deta tha(kyuki usko sirf ek limited time phone milta tha and like mere padhai ke time hi milta tha aur baaki ke team ya toh mei tution jata ya toh woh) phirse mera marks girne suru ho gaya because of lack of time in studies and then aisehi days went by like I managed somehow todha marks kaam ho jata phirbhi i sticked to her and then aisehi karte karte mera boards aayga , and also I thought I was ready for everything, but ek or unfortunate event ho gya, wo ladki apne ex ke saath phirse chaligyi in between my boards exam she broke up with me (like she was with me for just time pass? Kya woh sab baatein was waste?) and uske wajah se mera boards bhi kharab ho gya kyuki usko time Dena padta tha and as result mere issaal ke boards pe 78 percentage ho gya 😭😭 how i am supposed to do now? My parents don't know a thing about this all they are just putting pressure like you don't want to study, tuje padhai karne nhi dega abse tu kaam karne jayega , etc kuch din pehle neet and jee ka exam Diya tha jo ladka 11th mei 0 tha woh neet ke kuch din pehle pure bio and physics ko 2 baar padh dala and uska expected score aa rha hai around 374 and maths aur physics karke (chemistry weak mera) jee mei uska aaya tha around 73 percentile aaya tha. And now the question is do I deserve it? Do I deserve a chance for the next year. A drop is it will be worth it? Kya mei woh kar paunga ? The pain in me is always hitting me guys please help I just want to kms parents ke expectations the acche karge but nhi ab boj ban gya hu ab toh woh unlog ko dekhne se bhi bura lagta hai😭 guys please help suggest me what should I do ? Should I just kms? I can't handle anymore failures

(Going to be a long post ) Ye post unke liye hai jo padh mhi rahe hain par sapne abhi bhi iit se neeche ke nhi hain. Iss saal jee mains diya, boards diye, kuch aur entrances diye . When i was in 12th, after wasting 11th i wanted to become the - abse sirf padhai aur kuch nahi - student. April gaya, may gaya, june , july , august gaya. Mid terms ae, tab laga ab to padhna hi hai . Strategy videos of scoring 99%ile in 4 months took over kyunki 99 percentile se neeche sochna to gunha hain na! Phir ai 99 %ile in 3 months , then 2 months , then 1 month. Phir jan attempt ke ek hafte pehle how to get 90 percentile in one week . Nhi hua kuch boards diye , april attempt diya . Nhi ai yr rank! Mains mein 60 percentile Now, do I regret for not studying? Yes. Can I change the results of this year? No. Will I get a very good govt college everyone dreams of? No. Par ab regret se kya hoga? Kuch nhi Abhi jo log 11th mein hain, 12th mein hain, you might be feeling ki abhi to bohot time hai. Nahi hai. Time aise jaega ki pata bhi nhi chalega. I got 60 percentile in mains. Pata hai jab mains ka score calculate kiye to 47 ban Raha tha. There wasn't one chapter from whole 12th and 11th I could point my finger and say ki isse koi bhi question dedo, I'll do it. Not a single one. Jab marks calculate kiye to laga ki yar agar har mahine pcm mein ek ek chapter bhi Kiya hota to atleast kuch college to mil jata. Kuch to milta. The habits that destroyed me were yt shorts, series, movies, songs. No relationship shit aur anything. It was all me, enough to ruin my exams. Boards ka result check Kiya and you won't believe how fucking happy I was to pass the jee criteria of 75% in boards. How happy. But this is not what I imagined my life to be after 12th, did I? No. Koi nhi karta yr! I'm searching for colleges nowadays. The colleges I've never heard Of, jinke reviews bhi ache nhi , im praying ki usi mein hi jae. Kahi to ho jae. Kisi college mein. Jinke naam tak nhi sune the ,unke bhi cutoff clear nhi ho rahi. And I'll probably go in a college jiska maine 2 saal mein kisi se naam bhi nhi suna tha. I'm searching for a college jiski placement thodi to decent ho. But I. Sab ka kyaal tab kyu nhi aya jab I wasted my time? Jab I did not study when I could fucking have? Ab lagta hai ki kitna aasan tha padhna. Padhi, exam do aur college le jao. I made plans which I never executed Most of my friends have got above 90 percentile. I can't even text or call them without thinking that kya soch rahe honge vo. The worst is disappointing the ones who trusted you, gave you everything you asked for. tumhare sirf ek baar mangne se tumhe vo cheez laake de di. Apne parents. Meri maa ka sapna tha ki main IIT delhi jau. She used to be so happy jab vo bolti thi. I broke it. I fucking broke it. She still supports me, still cooks my fav dishes, still smiles at me , i am lucky and blessed to have a family jo mujhe har failure pe samjhati hai aur support karti hai. My mom still loves and cares for me . She still talks to me. But it still hurts jab unhone bola ki humein bata do agar humein zyada hi expectations laga li ho tumse aur humein hi soch liya ho ki humara bacha to acha kar hi lega. She isn't wrong. She isn't. Ek hota hai aapne mehnat Kari and something happened which was out of your control which led to a bad result. And ek hota hai jab aap mehnat nhi karte and you know you deserve that shitty result . Sabse bura tab lagta hai when i think ki i know i have the brain and i can study and i could have cleared the exam with a good result. But kabhi padhai seriously hi nhi li. No one would believe me if i said ki i like to study. Bhai mujhe sach mein seekhna acah lagta tha. Jab cheezein samajh aati thi to alag hi khishi hoti thi. Alag hi. Par maine kabhi consistently efforts nhi lagae. And that led to the downfall. Life mein na, ek na ek point par aapko ruk kar sochna hoga ki bhai main kar kya raha hu? Hum sab ko pata hai kya karna hai , mujhe bhi pata tha. You all fucking know that YouTube, insta is not going to help you. Ye sab na bolne ki batein hoti hai ki jee doesn't matter, ur rank doesn't decide your futue. My rank is 5L. I don't know what to do. But one thing ik is rank fucking matters. Mere peeche 7-8 lakh bache hain aur aisa nhi hai ki humara kych nhi hoga. Hoga. Kuch to ho hi jaega. Par abhi at this moment i have no fucking idea ki kya hoga. I can't tell about others. But for me i know mere paas time, resources, supportive environment, saare sukh suvidha thi and i could have easily stopped my self and my family from getting into this situation. Drop isn't really an option as my family thinks that 97-96 percentile isn't really possible for someone who scored 60 this year. And vo apni jagah sahi bhi hain . They trusted me and i failed. Now its their decision and i will accept jo bhi vo bolenge. Will yalk about it in some later posts. To abhi bhi time hai , sudhar jao . Meri tuition teacher kehti thi- life mein ek goal hona bohot zaroori hai. And today i understand her words. Ek goal banao. Not necessary ki jee ho. Aur bohot kuch hai duniya mein. Because you might or might not realize, but financially independent hona life mein bohot zaroori hai.Mujhe padhai ke alawa koi aisi skill nhi aati jispe main depended rahu. Time waste mat karo. Kuch seeko. Kuch bhi useful. Don't just pass your time. Just. Don't. Padhai karo. Aur agar vo nhi kar rahe to koi skill develop karo . Downfall hota hai life mein , kabhi aisi cheez ki vajah se jise hum vontrol kar sakte hain aur kabhi aise cheezon ki vajah se jise hum control nhi kar sakte. And it's important, ki jo humare control mein hain , hum usse kharaab na hone de. Life ko jeeyo. I won't say ki sirf padhai karo. Nahi. Live. Be happy. Dance. Enjoy. Padhai ke alawa bhi bohot cheezein aapko success dilati hain . But padhai ek kaafi hadd tak safe and secure way hai to success. Learn and live please All the best (Spelling vagera pe zyada dhyaan mat dena, typing karte hue error ho gaya hoga. Post ko samajhna)
Edit : dekhi yaar mujhe koi enlightenment nhi hui, these are just ny thoughts. Its not a post regarding my regrets. It's a post, un logo ke liye jo jee denge. To show them what goes through when you mess up jee. Not same for all. Sabki life alag hai. Ye meri learnings to likha hai maine . I ain't perfect, love.

Muje kuch samajh nhi Ara mai 2026retard mene tution ke notes ke liye 3 note book banayi hai(pcm)
aur ab kya mai ghar ke liye notes ki lag banau kyuki muje likhe yaad hota hai
Aur kya mai question solve karne ke liye dusri banau ya notes ke sath hi karu same book mai
Alag isliye banani kyuki badme notes revise karte samay problem na ho
Toh tution ki 3 fir ek ek subject ke notes ke liye fir ek question wagera ke liye alag
Toh total 9 ?
Kuch nhi samaj rha bata do kese karu
Aur ha gaali dene ke alawa kuch advice dedena ghar pe waise hi padh rhi hai 10th ke result ke bad 🙏🏼

Manpower ley Thageko News tw bela bakhat suni rakhinxa. Ghari 4 janalai korea bhani biratnagar purauxa. Pailai dwkhi raixa yo feri. Case haru aai rakhxa. Real life ma pani cheneko manxe haruley pni MANPOWER le thagera dukha pako suneko thiye. Ani paisa firta mangda mangda time rw energy + halka paisa ko pni waste ajhai.(The problem)
LAWS pni xa bhaneko suneko thiye tei pni kati dher ho hou yo thug manpower pni News kati aaira hunxa.So sad to hear.Ya keyboard ma type gariraxu kei garna ni sakidaina.
Solutions k k huna sakxa hola tw?Daju didi haru discussion sunum na healthy wala. Yo lutuwa manpower ko feri connection ko karan(reason) uni harulai karbahi ni hudaina arey suneko.
Nepal ma tw J ma pni Luttantra hai
Tara ek din sudrinxa bhanne AAS garxu(Sudharnu parxa pni)
Yeti nai thiyo
Yo manpower thagi barey inside kura,news,article,kei secrets, ani aru kei thaha xa bhane gyan badum na hou intellectuals haruley
Yo barey janne rahar lagyo hou Sarara
Yaha chai troll nagarum la
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so aj subha abhi 10 15 mnt pehly hi mien aor mera chota bhai walk py gye hoay thy rasty min ek lrka mila uska mobile neechy gira to mery bhai ny thora sa hns diya tha to wo usy galliyan deny lg prha tha......is bad py mene usko confront kia to wo kehta hy mien teri enkien aor isky dant toor don ga mene aj tk wo ma bhen ki galiyan ni di to i was quiet mostly time but jab wo agy agy marny ata to i stood up na aor wo kehny lrkon ko pass sy bulany lg prha do teeen bar bulaya tha pr shd kisi ny suna ni tha is liye koi ni aya itny mien mera dost aya wo bhi meri trha introvert(?) hi hy to usny us lrky ki mintien trly kiye lekin wo kehta mien inhien nhi choron ga udr aor koi bra admi bhi ni tha
ab masla yeh hy k hum gaon sy aye hoay hien aor yahan hamien is location py 2 3 saal hoay hien lekin yahan hamara koi janany wala nahi hy mery abu army retired hy(hawaldar) and indino wo skht bemar hien(he got burned at his new job) i dont have mama jo jaky unky ghr bat kr sky lekin wo bat krny wala lg ni rha tha
ab wo kehta hy k mien lrky bula ky apny tum dono aor tumhary bap ko v pkr k maron ga aor sath hi galiyan dy ra tha and am so scared cuz i dont have anyone to fight for me niether do i have any solution to get rid of this,i cant file complain first of all if i did nothing will happen secndly am under 18 yet if that matters and thirdly i dont wanna tell my father q k wo abhi khhud recover kr rhy hien aor unhien itni pareshaniyan hien peso ki apni jaidad ki n all
so what to do now am scared as hell q k wo ghndy type ni hoty us trha ka tha wo i got my lil sis in my home my aunt and her daughter will also be coming back what if he attacked our house or something yar shareef hona is zamany mien apni grdn py churi pherny wala kam hy but ab mien khud ko change to ni kr skta na aor agr kron bhi to kiya kron!??

Bhai jab main center phocha to mere admit card se self declaration form aur instructions wala page inhone faad ke fek diya aur fir center ke andar jab gaya tab mujhe galat seat mein baithne ko bola gaya halaki meri galti thi ki Maine acche se verify nahi kiya, 30 mins mein usme baitha aur maine shayad English ke exam mein ‘9’ ki jgh ‘6’ likha hai roll number mein acche se nahi yaad. Aur flow flow mein 40 ki jgh 42 questions attempt kar liye 😭😭, mera sirf ek admit card inhone submit kiya aur dusra lauta diya. Kya mera cuet barbaad gaya?? Also agar kisi ko center ka naam janna ho bol dena main comment kar dunga. Mujhe laga ki privacy bana ke rakhni chahiye lol.

Recently JEE MAINs aur NEET ke exam khatam hue hai and many more competitive exams are yet to be conducted in coming days.
And the way parents/guardians of candidates of these examination wait for the kids outside exam hall without any proper facilities to sit or take rest for 3-4 hours really make me question , do they really need to this?
I understand , maybe unke presence se bacche ko ek mental support milta hoga but yrr I feel 17-18 y/o kid is capable enough to handle things on their own atleast at an exam centre.
I don't like the idea of our middle aged parents having to wait outside exam hall for us , for hours.
Personally , all the competitive exams I have given till now , I have never took any of my parents with me (except for paper 1 of JEE adv where my mom refused to let me go alone , and accompany me till I have my lunch in break between paper 1 and paper 2). And I haven't faced much problem while travelling from public transport to my exam centres (maybe because I am a guy and it can a bit unsafe for female candidates to travel alone via public transport in some places)
Like yes , travelling through public transport wasn't comfortable. I had to go standing in buses for 2 hours from one city to another , then take another bus to go to an Ricco area . Then walk some 400m more to reach to my centre in that Ricco , lekin itna bhi koi difficult nahi hota yeh sab Krna. Especially given that we are very young and full of energy.
A few days ago , my relatives (my bua sa and Tau ji) , taunted my father , for letting me go alone for such an important exam while boasting how they wont let their kids to go write even a school exam alone (12th class mein hai tau ji ka beta , jiski baat kr rhe the woh log) and I found it so bizzare and sad at the same time , how can they say such thing!
But what are your opinion about this? Do your parents go with you to the examination centres?

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05 ki hoon. ek aur saal de diya phir toh 20 saal ki ho jaungi. Baaki school ke dost sab 2nd year complete kar liye honge college mein. Aur aesa koi fix nahi hota college agle saal bhi milegi.
Iss baar 550 aa raha. Papa toh obsess hi ho gaye hain ki beti ko doctor banake chodunga.
5 saal mbbs matlab 25 ki hungi jab tak khatam hoga, phir MD wagera bhi hota hai. Plus ye bhi koi jannat si course nahi hai, toxic hai bolte hain.
Idk kya kar rahi mein. Papa ko khush karne ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hoon. Aur life mein itna fail hote hote woh zeal khudmein aur aa hi nahi rahi hai ki kuch karna hai. Bas papa ke liye hi karna hai sochke 2nd drop ka socha hai.
Aur ye nahi bhi toh kya karun aur. pcb se hoon mujhe koi aur field interest nahi dilata hai plus scale bhi accha nahi dikh raha. private aur semi government nahi lena kyunki financially burden karna nahi parents ko aur.
Online se karungi iss baar. 1st drop offline liya tha. Toh tablet lene ka soch rahi par lagta hai itni bojh bane ja rahi hoon parents pe ki itna paise kharch karne ko bura lag raha.
I never imagine I'd be in this place. My younger self would so mad if she saw me today.

Context : class 12th pcmb pass out this year , got results not that good (80+) , gave jee mains didn't go well being a person who has done little to no maths got 78 percentile (300k rank) , gave neet , checked the answer key of the physics section already knew won't get neet this year , giving cuet as plan B par jo courses man mein the wo bhi nahi hoga lagta hai , bsc karne ka mann nahi , cuet hoga bhi ki nahi wo bhi sure nahi , ab kya karu jivan mein , drop bhi lene ka sure nahi hu bcoz already have my mind fucked aur ek saal khich paunga ki nahi janta
About parents , dono hi supportive hai but results ke time mei kya hota wo hi Jane par iss bar unhone bohot koshish ki mujhe support karne ki but unse nahi hora and wo kuch bol bhi nahi rahe that hurts the most , unlog ko dekh ke ab mujhe Maan hora hai ki Ghar chordu atleast wo khush rahenge , my father just wants I just get some thing good so that he could be proud of but I couldn't do anything at all these years and my mother wants me to be successful so that I can get out of the place I'm living in ( bcoz of gharelu jhamela with relatives ) both of them are giving their best and I just couldn't do anything
Ab drop lena nahi chahta aur private mein bhi padhna nahi chahta bcoz of the fees , agar abhi kisi bade private mein ghus jau to papa mana bhi nahi karenge paise bhi de denge par kuch saalo bad sunna bohot hoga ki "private college mein padha itne paise deke , aur placement bhi acchi nahi le paya" it's just inevitable to ab kya karu mein kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha koi kuch advice de do please
Medical mein iccha tha par mbbs chorke aur kuch mein Jane ki iccha bhi nahi , engineering mein sirf biotech aur biomed eng aise bio related mein interests hai aur architecture mein bhi , i mean engineering lines ke bare mein kuch ache se pata bhi nahi mujhe
Please help guys