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I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
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Is there a place in AA or alcoholics anonymous to report treasonous behavior from my sponsor!?!? What if anything will it do!?!?
Real quick backstory . about 10 years ago my wife cheated on me and I went into a hard bender on methamphetamines but also I’m dealing with mental illness that involved and evolved self harm and a suicide attempt. After a couple years I went to the Salvation Army and at a meeting there met Brad who had three or four years at the time I After a couple years I went to the Salvation Army and at a meeting there met Brad who had three or four years at the time was a drug addiction bright and personal and a real grip on running a great program so I asked him to be my sponsor
She help me with going through the steps being cannibal and dealing with my broken heart and everything over my wife it’s cheating . At some point my wife started getting into drugs and hard drinking and they got together and she got him high off meth and he hasn’t stopped since. Sometimes soon after that they started fucking and then took a three or four year break and then started seriously dating where they fell love each other shooting up drugs I’ll be behind my back and my wife were separated being on good terms again as far as talking and being able to hang out and I found out about the whole thing
I found out about them hanging out and getting high . which absolutely fucked me up that one time first time I severed all ties with him and they both know how angry I was about it and how sad and hurt I was I would never talk to him again for a couple slip ups I investigated found emails and pictures and it hurt me so bad about him years and they’ve been to him again for a couple slip ups I investigated found emails and pictures and it hurt me so bad.
They both played me and we’re convinced that I believed that they just hung out and didn’t do anything I just drugs and didn’t go any further like they would never do that to me
They both took this great stand that there was nothing wrong with it not a big deal Wife said Agreed to disagree About it being cool and socially acceptable and not a big deal and he was a friend
We were separated we preached we can be with whoever and do whatever but this is a big rule for me at least when it involves honor and credibility responsibility and that’s don’t fuck with my brothers you have the whole planet to fuck stay away from my people
I understand there’s no solid hundred percent rule about it but she said oh you guys weren’t anymore and I replied because of what you did we weren’t that doesn’t make it OK I literally almost blew his head off fraction of the second away but I didn’t hear we are
Someone suggested I report him to he was my sponsor and my mentor more than a brother I know alcohol anonymous isn’t like a typical government body kind of loosely based group but my question is someone suggested to me to report him to a
Where do I report him to who and what does that even do my hope is that you can never response and what does that even do?my hope is that you can never sponsor again
Please help with information whether I can or can’t do it if I can wear and what does that you can do thank you so much for your shit

I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.'

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0
CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Code: ZULMHXXVCB Thank you!
Code: ZULMHXXVCB

This week I wrote an autobiographical account of my history with sleep paralysis, RLS, and hypnagogic hallucinations.
I was not sure where to share it. I added it and deleted it from a few subs. The only place it ended up was the creative writing sub, though.
And this appears to be the right spot! There are several themes but the hypnagogia is the focus. So it's quite long and probably no one reads it and that's fine. I just wanted to find somewhere to put it in case my experience could benefit someone.
⚠️ ⚠️ WARNING first part is scary and a bit gory... ⚠️ ⚠️

Childhood

The first time that I encountered sleep paralysis was when I was nine or ten. I woke up screaming, my mind gripped with the sensation of searing pain radiating from my left big toe. Though my mouth wasn't moving, I could hear my own blood-curdling cries, echoing through the darkness. An eerie orange glow spilled into the room, illuminating a sinister cauldron at the base of my bed, around which stood three squat witches. Their dark, smoky faces shifted and morphed constantly, eyes glowing red like embers recessed deeply into the shadows of their crawling flesh, jagged teeth gnashing along with their discordant laughter as roaches crawled from their mouths and disappeared into their black straw hair.
Each witch held their own dainty knife and fork, shaking along with their trembling bony hands, and one was slicing expertly down the center of my big toe with the impossibly sharp blade of their knife. I struggled to move my arms and legs, feeling as though I had freedom of movement, but my physical body remained paralyzed. Unfathomable terror washed over me as I realized that I couldn't scream for help; my mom wouldn't hear me, and I was powerless to stop these witches from feasting on my toes.
I lay there, unable to break free from the oppressive paralysis, forced to endure the excruciating pain as my toes were sliced off and consumed. The air buzzed with the witches' terrifying, joyous laughter, as if they delighted in my agony more than the taste of my flesh. Eventually, my body in a full state of terror jarred itself awake, heart beating more wildly than I had ever experienced, my lungs struggling to gasp more than the tiniest breath. After perhaps a full minute of gathering myself, I drew a deep breath and screamed into the night.
My mother came, of course, but was unable to understand the depth and terror of my experience. Her own reality did not include anything close; for her, it was an exaggeration born of childhood fear, and she became exasperated after a time with my refusal to admit that it was a dream, despite being an extremely caring parent.
The witches appeared to me several times between the ages of 10 and 15, their ghastly faces returning to torment me with each episode of sleep paralysis. Every time, I would be trapped in that terrifying limbo, my body frozen while my mind drowned itself in screams of agony and horror. I knew that they would feast on my toes, the slicing of their knives relentless, inexorable. They would smack their lips and toast each other with my blood-covered flesh as I watched.
During those years, restless legs syndrome (RLS) also began to plague my nights. As soon as I began to drift off to sleep, a discomfort would arise in my legs, like there was a swarm of fat round beetles exploring, searching for an exit. A quick kick would settle it down, but it would rise again in a cycle of building tension, acutely uncomfortable climax, and brief relief of a second or two would follow before it began again. My mother, again meaning well but busy and unfamiliar with RLS, told me it was leg cramps and made me eat more banannas. This didn't help.
It became an increasing problem, stealing precious sleep that my young body needed to thrive. The frustration of RLS merged with the terror of a potential visit from the witches. Without medication, I would lose entire nights to the relentless discomfort.
By the age of 15, the sleep paralysis episodes had occurred at least 10 times, each leaving me with the gut-wrenching memory of being eaten alive that I would carry all the next day in my gut like a sack of bricks. As I lay sleeping, every single night, I wondered if they would visit, and braced myself for an encounter.

Early adulthood:

I can't remember how many times the witches visited before I finally stopped panicking. It was after countless God awful nights when I finally accepted that no matter how terrifying or painful the ordeal felt, I would be whole once it was over. I had survived the agony a hundred times before and could endure it again. One night, when the eerie glow of the cauldron illuminated their shifting faces, I felt a calm settle over me. I saw the witches, but for the first time, I wasn't afraid.
They noticed my defiance, their laughter fading into an uneasy silence. Without fanfare, they stood up, collected their cauldron, and retreated into the darkness of my room. Though I still saw them occasionally at the foot of my bed, they became more present than threatening. Sometimes, at the start of an episode, they'd appear briefly before disappearing altogether. They had become inconsequential, and I couldn't even be sure if they were there half the time.
In my early 20s, I discovered that I could almost guarantee a bout of sleep paralysis simply by sleeping during the day. At first, nothing particularly unusual happened, but the paralysis always returned whenever I dozed off, particularly between the hours of 11am and 2pm. I was often sleeping during the day because by then, the restless legs syndrome (RLS) had grown so severe that many nights passed without sleep at all. My body felt like it was full of angry snakes now instead of beetles, desperate to escape. The sensation soon crept upward from my legs to my arms. The cycles of build up, climax, and agonizly brief relief increased in frequency and magnitude. I would often resort to sitting in the shower, flipping the water from icy cold to scalding hot all night, simply to keep myself alert enough to avoid the twitching and spasming until the blessed relief of dawn arrived.
With the daytime paralysis came a variety of hallucinations. Sometimes the witches stood at the foot of my bed, other times they'd disappear, leaving behind benign apparitions like tickling gnomes. There was nothing threatening about these visions, and I began to find a strange sense of comfort in them. I would relax into a dark place where I felt my own energy burning like a sun, present but without physical form. In this state, I felt euphoric, fully aware yet separate from myself. I started taking naps during the day and eagerly anticipated this odd experience.
Yet at night, my sleep remained troubled as RLS tormented me. Eventually, I began taking ropinirole to manage the symptoms, and it brought much-needed relief, helping me reclaim my nights and giving me several years of mostly not worrying about RLS unless I forgot to take my medicine, or the odd night where it bothered me but was still less severe.

New experiences:

I spent several years relishing those euphoric moments of peace, where I could feel the pure energy of being alive without a personal history or identity. In those moments, everything else faded away, and all that remained was a brilliant, infinite energy. My waking life was absorbed by study of comtemporary and historical teachings of non-duality, and with my family and progressing my career as a software developer. I was absorbing Eckhart Tolle and Gautama, Meister Eckhart and Seuhn Sang and integrating their teachings into my daily life. The feeling inside of me that reality ultimately made no sense had found an expression, and I dug in every waking moment for a clue as to the true nature of experience. Given this context, I especially looked forward to and found solace in the experience of being impersonal, boundless energy.
In my late 20s, I also experienced a new type of sleep paralysis hallucination. One day it began that there were no visions or hallucinations; instead, I simply lay in a state of paralysis, aware of the room as a darkened and monochrome version of itself. I entertained myself by trying to move my arms and legs against the paralysis, and developed the idea that I had two bodies; my physical body lay on the bed, while my energetic body struggled and flailed. It was like my energy body could move separately, creating a phantom limb sensation. I felt my energy arms and legs extend out, yet my physical body lay still. As my energy body reached further from my physical self, it would snap back as if held by a rubber band.
Intrigued, I began experimenting with this phenomenon, managing to build enough momentum to "pop" out of my body one afternoon. Suddenly, I found myself looking down at my own sleeping form, resting on my back and breathing gently beside my wife, who was playing a game (probably Candy Crush) on her phone in the bed. It was surreal, and I wasn't sure whether I was hallucinating or truly perceiving my own body from a different perspective. Regardless, it was a revelation, and I felt a new sense of exploration as I gazed down at myself.
That first time, I found myself drifting through the house, checking on my two young stepdaughters as they slept. I had recently married, and it was a quiet weekend afternoon with everyone napping peacefully. Once satisfied, I ventured outside, where I took to the sky and flew around the neighborhood, spying on my neighbors. Though it felt like I was limited in speed, I seemingly had no constraints on the continuity of this hallucination. Everything appeared as a perfect physical representation of Earth, and I could travel without interruption.
The landscape was strikingly accurate, but it appeared in monochrome hues — grays, blacks, and whites — with no bright colors. Letters and numbers were unreadable, reduced to blurred nonsense. Despite these distortions, the sensation of soaring above the rolling hills and rooftops was pure euphoria. I sped along at hundreds of miles per hour, basking in the freedom of movement, and immersed in the stunning view that stretched out below me. There did seem to be some sort of very generous limit to how far I could travel, but I thoroughly explored within the boundaries for hundreds of miles around my home.
Over the years into my early 30s, I tried to pursue this opportunity of flight and exploration every chance I could. But during that time, my restless legs syndrome also became more relentless. In the past, no matter how agonizing the night had been, dawn would bring relief like a cold bath washing over me. I would sit outside and watch the sunrise, and the sensation of snakes slithering through my body would finally calm down, perhaps due to circadian rhythms and dopamine regulation. The cycles now began to climax in totally involuntary movement, spasms that caused me to tense my whole body and draw in a sharp breath every time. It would be 5 seconds of rapid buildup, spasm, a second or two of relief, repeat.
Eventually, even the dawn failed to provide respite, and I struggled during night or day whenever I relaxed too long or became even a bit drowsy. Napping became impossible, depriving me of the euphoric dreams I had learned to look forward to. I switched from ropinirole to pramipexole, hoping for relief. The medication helped me sleep five or six hours a night on good nights, but I still missed one or two nights of sleep entirely each week and rarely could nap during the day, because I took the medicine only a couple hours before bed.
Even though my restless legs syndrome worsened, one out of every ten times, I'd still manage to avoid twitching and drift into that state of peaceful paralysis during the day when I dozed off involuntarily. I gradually lost interest in pursuing out-of-body travel and instead sought every time the burning energy of the sun inside of me — the sensation of being infinitely powerful and formless simultaneously. I would retreat into this boundless feeling whenever I had the opportunity.
During these rare occasions when I could sleep during the day, I stumbled across a third type of experience. It felt like I was being sucked into space at impossible speeds, zooming past the planets of our solar system and beyond until I reached a darker patch of space. This spot seemed like a vast, corrugated sewer pipe that swallowed me whole. I rocketed through the universe, traveling at what could only be the speed of light. Eventually, I would break into the atmosphere of some unknown world, drifting down to its surface sometimes, others crashing painfully into terrain. Sometimes, I would hear a loud sound like an explosion in mid travel, and suddenly aterialize on another distant world without any sort of entrace.
These journeys were exhilarating, and each new landscape presented a mystery, revealing worlds unlike anything I'd ever seen.

The Traveling Years:

One of the first journeys I had involved zipping through space before drifting down through a hole in the top of a greenhouse. The world was painted in shades of orange and brown, its dirt swirling in powerful winds like clay cyclones. The greenhouse itself was dirty and grimy, almost opaque with crusted dirt, and filled with dense green plants — ivy and other dark green foliage that covered every inch inside. Outside, the orange sky churned with the swirling clay, making visibility nearly impossible.
I made my way down a ladder and emerged outside, where I found a man and a boy standing beside a white pinto horse. They both wore hardened leather over rough potato sack-like clothing, their long hair dotted with bone jewelry, their noses and eyebrows profusely pierced with other fragments of bone adorned with feathers. The man seemed to be instructing the boy on something to do with the horse. I approached them cautiously, fully aware of my lucid dreaming state and retaining all my memories, reasoning, and thoughts. Everything about the scene was vivid, from the clay dust swirling around to the squinting struggle to see in the wind.
Unlike the man and the boy, I had no long hair, no mouth covering, and no leather visor shielding my face from the swirling clay-dust. As I tried to speak, it seemed like they couldn’t hear me, and I wondered if I might be invisible to them. Unconcerned, I reached out to pat the horse on its nose, but before I could make contact, the man swiftly drew a long knife from his belt and stabbed me. He struck again, and the intense pain and feeling of my own scalding hot blood streaming down my pants legs snapped me awake.
Not long after my experience in the greenhouse, I found myself learning more about the worlds I could explore, though the opportunities remained rare. One day, I was transported to a beautiful blue tropical world, crashing into the dunes of a pristine white beach. There, I encountered three women, each towering over me at seven or eight feet tall. Their long black hair framed their pale faces, with blood-red lips striking against their alabaster skin. But what stood out most were their fingernails — long and crimson, curling back upon themselves dozens of times like spiraling ribbons. They were two or three feet in length and added a surreal menace to their presence.
They asked me my name and the name of my father, along with other odd questions, and seemed absolutely intriqued with me. There was a certain sort of heavy molasses quality to their voices that was more than sound and impossible to describe. It had the effect of making me feel drowsy and stupid and slow to move.
As I stood there, they began touching me with their nails, tracing them across my body in elaborate, almost ritualistic patterns. I felt my energy drain with every stroke, a profound exhaustion seeping into my core. The sensation was so intense that I woke up feeling completely drained, my limbs heavy and my spirit sapped.
Another time, I appeared without explanation after my space travel in a cavern brimming with glowing fungi and luminescent crystals. I wasn't myself in this world but instead had taken the place of someone else. My father stood beside me, guiding me through the luminous landscape. He taught me how to identify the bizarre and fascinating flora surrounding us — lessons that etched themselves into my mind and last to this day despite the surreal, made-up nature of this world. The glowing crystals and fungi cast eerie shadows across the cavern walls as my father explained the properties and uses of each.
In real life, these experiences would last for about five to eight minutes, but in the dream realm, the passage of time was different. What seemed like mere minutes could stretch into hours or even days, and in rare cases, the dreams spanned much longer.

RLS becomes terrible:

I had a new busy career, an infant daughter, two active growing stepdaughters, and a wife with a hectic job, and I struggled hard through the years between 35 and 39. Each night was pure torture, as restless leg syndrome robbed me of sleep. Days of sleep deprivation left me barely functioning, often teetering on the edge of collapse while the disease gnawed away. The unrelenting discomfort made it impossible to fall asleep, even as my body craved rest. I had no choice but to continue, as I had yet to find a doctor that knew how to move past the ropinirole and pramipexole stage of treatment, and these medicines had almost entirely ceased to be effective for me. My love for my family drove me to conceal the intense effort that day to day living had become. I managed to keep up with my career by farming a prescription for Adderall. I don't have ADHD, so it had the effect on me of methamphetamine and allowed me to push through the God awful existence that life had become.
The toll became overwhelming. I couldn't escape the agony, even after days of desperate attempts to sleep. More than once, I ended up in the emergency room after going four or five nights without sleep. For some people, this will seem like an exaggeration; I assure you, it is not. I would be nonsensical, having conversations with people tha weren't in the room, drifting in and out of intense 1 second dreams before snapping awake with painful spasms. At the hospital, they would give me percocet, and the painkillers provided brief reprieve from RLS for some reason, allowing me one solid night’s sleep, but the relentless cycle quickly resumed, leaving me struggling once again.
Eventually, I found a neurologist who prescribed Neupro patches that provided temporary relief. For a few months, I managed to sleep more consistently, but the patches quickly lost their effectiveness. It wasn't until I added methadone to the treatment that I finally found more lasting relief.
During those difficult years, I immersed myself in non-dual philosophy. In that crucible of suffering, my conviction solidified: my true nature was more aligned with the energy hallucinations I experienced than with a body made of skin, bone, and brain. That transcendent energy, more real and enduring than the physical form I occupied, became my identity in daily life, watching peacefully as my body and brain navigated the situational complexity of life.
Approaching my 40th birthday, I found that I could sleep at night and dream during the day. My life was in good shape, I lost 60 pounds without effort, and I felt fundamentally and imperturbably peaceful. Suddenly, life was in the palm of my hands, every moment pristine and still and perfect. I felt weightless without the burden of needing to endure trauma every night.
Most importantly to this story, I worked from home and could nap on my lunch breaks.

Rapid learning through iteration:

Rarely, I would fail to nap at all due to RLS. Sometimes I would simply doze off and wake up 10 minutes later to my cell phone alarm. But three out of five times, I would travel.
I visited dozens of worlds in a matter of a few short months and quickly was able to confirm some rules that I had suspected were true from my previous adventures.
One rule is that no one I know in real life ever shows up in the travelling dreams. No matter the place or circumstance or strange beings that I encountered, there was never a familiar face.
Another rule was that no dream person ever had a name or a father. The absence of both seemed to be an unspoken universal truth among these dream world inhabitants. Once I had internalized the significance of this, I began introducing myself to most beings that I encountered as "John, son of Michael." It left a strong impression. My name and lineage seemed to set me apart, bestowing an almost mythical quality upon me that earned me a peculiar reverence among all that I met. This knowledge became the key to navigating the dream worlds with confidence and a consistent purpose of discovery.
I learned accidentally of a unique ability during my travels: a form of telekenesis that allowed me to project force from the palms of my hands. This development led to many episodes of paralysis spent ignoring exploration and instead hilariously and painfully attempting to master this ability for the purpose of travel. Over time, I refined my skill, learning to fly much like Iron Man, but solely through the focused propulsion from my hands. Without stabilization from my feet, I had to carefully control the angle of projection and the amount of force applied to control my trajectory and speed.
Mastering this ability took significant practice, but eventually, I could navigate obstacles with ease and travel great distances in short amounts of time. I also no longer crash landed, thankfully. Importantly, I could harness this power to overcome any threatening beings that I encountered. Previously, my best option was to hide or flee, and that did not always work out. Now I had this amazing sense of fearlessness and confidence that simply cannot be rivaled by real world experience. Every time I heard the buzzing sounds and felt the WUM WUM WUM of energy as I prepared to launch into space, I embraced the journey with eager anticipation, confident in my ability to protect myself and learn about whatever strange world awaited me.

To Present Day:

As I grew more confident in my ability to travel almost at will, I began to incorporate spirituality into my experimentation. One day, on a whim, I expressed to the universe that if there were a being that had my best interests at heart and loved me fully, then I gave them permission to guide my dreams and lead me to greater truths, even if they were uncomfortable. This openness led to a new experience immediately, and I began to preface many of my journeys with a similar, simple prayer.
That first time, I fell down instead of up -- into myself, into the infinite dimensionless darkness where I could spin and burn and bathe in the euphoric sense of my own eternal nature. But my peace was quickly interrupted by an intense feeling of pressure at the base of my spine, though I couldn't have pinpointed where the body was that the spine inhabited. Very, very slowly, with a CRUNCHA CRUNCHA CRUNCHA noise for every milimeter of ground gained, it crawled upwards towards my head.
As it climbed, the energy below it intensified, growing exponenentially as the surface area covered grew. It wasn't painful, exactly, but it was terrifyingly intense. That first time, I managed to stay calm long enough for it to reach my shoulder blades before it became unbearably frightening and I jerked myself out of it, sure that I would die if I allowed it to continue upward. Over the last few months I have vowed to myself that I would endure any level of discomfort to see what happens at the end, but I keep chickening out. I have let it go as far as the base of my skull, at which time my head started vibrating so much that I could feel my teeth chattering violently even in my paralysis.
Another time recently when I made this prayer, I went to space as usual, but when I entered the atmosphere of a lush Earth-like world, my telekenesis failed me for the first time ever. Instead, I was pulled like in a slow tractor beam down beneath the perfectly round canopy of a giant, unfamiliar kind of tree. I felt a great sense of calm and peace and simply meditated there for quite some time, maybe 9 or 10 hours of relative time, before I heard a voice from behind the tree.
The man who stepped out from there had his face hidden in shadows. He wore a long dusty leather coat and a huge cowboy hat that shrouded him. As I write this, I find that I am not yet prepared to write about what he said to me, or how I responded. But when we had spoken, he walked solemnly over to me and lay his hand upon my head, and I jerked awake in a state of perfect bliss, despite some conflicting emotions surrounding our conversation. I call him Cowboy Hat Man, and maybe I will write more about him later.
A third time with the prayer, right before I sped off to my normal adventures, I felt a cat jump onto my bed and snuggle against my left leg, purring. It curled up there, and I assumed that it was my actual cat in real life, although it would be very uncharacteristic for him. I actually thought to myself, "Wow, I guess Buddy Socks is my spirit guide today." However, when I awoke, I realized that my door was shut and the cat was not in the room. On that trip, I went to a world that was reminiscent in quality perhaps to 15th century Europe, except on a world where the surface was far more underneath water than on Earth.
I followed the invisible cat to an old man and asked him, "Do you know the truth?" He answered, "No." I followed the invisble cat to young boy and asked him, "Do you know the truth?" He also answered, "No." It was an odd one, really.
Every time I do this, I am setting an alarm for ten minutes. Sometimes the dreams last days in relative time, but I have never yet failed to wake up before that alarm goes off.

Present Day (like seriously earlier this week is what me want to write this):

I lay down eagerly for my lunch break nap, hoping to avoid the disappointment of an off-day. I flew into the atmosphere of a world that seemed to made of rock, with nothing growing on the surface. However, I caught glimpse on the surface of a bright spot, and when I descended, I found that somehow there was a relatively thin crust of sorts around a hollow inside-world.
I lowered myself slowly through a great opening in that crust, down into a lush jungle. It was beautiful but uncomfortably humid, and I quickly found a cool and dry cavern complex to explore rather than dealing with sweat and unfamiliar insects.
As I navigated through the cavern system, able to see somehow with dim light despite no obvious light source at times, I broke out into a very large open cave with a huge exit out into the jungle. I saw that it was dawn and realized that I had spent the night, however long it was on this world, in the caves.
Suddenly, my four year old daughter, Curly, with her naturally bleach-highlighted rings of long blonde hair and bright blue eyes, drifted slowly over my left shoulder and out towards the exit. She moved at a brisk adult walking pace, her back to the cave opening, her expression curious yet slightly concerned. She called out, "Dada?" in a tone that suggested wonder and slight confusion, but no real alarm in the presence of her father.
Reacting instantly, feeling my gut clench solid into a fist of rock, I used my telekinesis to close the gap between us and gathered her into my arms. She wrapped her legs around my waist and settled her butt onto my forearm, a ritual that we have practiced every day of her life. The force gripping her evaporated instantly, and suddenly, my darling girl was there in my arms, as real as any physical embrace. I could feel the tickle of her hair on my neck, the beautiful warmth of her skin, and was enveloped in her familiar scent.
Initially, I was filled with white hot rage, fueled by my instinctive reaction to the thought that some idiotic dream world inhabitant had decided to mess with my family and harm or kidnap her. But as I held her and she nuzzled her nose into my neck, the anger gave way to sheer amazement. For the first time in a decade of navigating these dreamscapes, someone that I knew from my waking life had entered the dream. This was a rule-defying moment that really rocked me, a serious breach of the established norms of these experiences.
A group of maybe 8 or 10 small winged goblins flew down from out of sight above the top lip of the exit and fluttered into the room, laughing in a very non-threatening way. They radiated a sense of innocent mischief, and my fear and anger subsided and gave way to annoyance. I whipped my right hand out and blasted a huge hole in the cavern wall to my right, startling Curly into a yelp. Unphased, I raised my voice and demanded, "Who is your King? I am John, son of Michael, and this is my daughter and she WILL NOT BE TOUCHED AGAIN."
The goblins scattered, their merriment giving way to concern that I might blast them into dust. Behind me, a deep chuckle seemed to rise from the ground itself. A voice echoed in the cavern, neither kind or cruel, full of what felt like wisdom, though that doesn't make sense in the waking world.
It spoke: "I am Eloxman, and I am their King." At hearing him announce his name, my head whipped around in the dream and in real life so hard that I woke immediately with a sprained neck that is still bothering me. I looked at my phone and saw that there were two minutes and fourteen seconds remaining in my ten minute window. I lay on the couch in shocked disbelief: Curly was in my dream, and someone had a name. As I replayed it over and over in my head, I realized that Eloxman was still speaking. I think he may have been preparing to provide the name of his father.

The End:

Sorry, that's actually it. I am going to just see if this continues somehow, but if it does not, then I might get creative with it and make up my own ending. I hope that you enjoyed this if you read this far!

It’s been proven that Sonya (hereinafter known as “S”) knows HH because internet sleuths found old posts of HH commenting on Sonya’s old videos although HH denies knowing her. Also during S’s live last night another Slab City resident (Dreamweaver) who still lives there shared some comments about HH as well confirming Sonya’s experience. She has been in Slab City for 13 years now.
S was in Slab City before HH arrived and was there when HH left.
HH was only at Slab City for about 1-1/2 years. HH never slept outside or in the heat. She stayed the entire time with an elderly hermit type lady that had a camper that was air conditioned so HH never had to tolerate the heat.
S said HH never mentioned autism. She never mentioned her family, kids, etc., & no one asks questions in Slab City because 99% of the people who live there are running from something.
S said HH drank alcohol the entire time she was in Slab City. HH was barely ever entirely sober.
S admitted that she herself was a drug addict and frequently bought and smoked methamphetamine with HH. S said HH smoked methamphetamine frequently.
S reported that when HH was both on methamphetamine, she is hypersexualized and somewhat perverted. She said when HH is intoxicated on alcohol, she is very aggressive, mean tempered and can be physically violent.
S reported that HH physically assaulted several people in Slab City.
HH was NOT thrown out of Slab City (no one is) BUT she was thrown out of the BAR in Slab City and not allowed to ever to back in due to her behavior when she was drunk.
S reported that HH falls in love with any man that gives her the slightest attention but the men leave within days due to her jealously and anger. HH would over talk and become aggressive toward any woman that happened to be talking with a man she was interested in.
Most everyone that met HH at Slab City figured her out quickly and wanted nothing to do with her.
HH was known as a thief as well in Slab City.
HH accused several men of sexual assault and violence after they spurned her attempts to be with them.
S said HH sexually assaulted her by grabbing her genitalia from behind and trying to deep throat her with her tongue. HH sexually assaulted several people. Sexual assault is common in Slab City. There is no law enforcement and crimes are rarely reported to law enforcement agencies who have jurisdiction over that land.

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I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

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TX I paid Liability insurance to Lanlord monthly throughout my lease, under the guise of being renters insurance. After 6 months of leaks, Water damage to walls, floors and mold that was a pre existing problem stemming over 3 years (prior tenant provided documentation), a plethora of maintenance requests, mailed out repair & demand letter that went ignored, I had decided to term my lease and move.
A week later I recieved a call from the LL liability insurance stating a claim was made and it was reported that I never let the landlord in for maintenance repairs & never even made one single maintenance request. Sent him evidence of the aforementioned problems & repair requests proving the LL incorrect. Am I entitled to any copies of what the insurance has regarding that claim since I was paying for the LL liability insurance?
This next bit is just extra info; tldr; Only asking due to the LL falsely reporting my family to CPS saying there was garbage and feces smeared about the home, drug paraphernalia & methamphetamine baggies all over, a removed toilet (wtf?) Overzealous CPS worker gave no warning and removed my children IMMEDIATELY with no court order at the store- another separate-ish issue. I’ve never used meth, I don’t even have an any type of criminal record or anything those accusations fall into, but my kids are traumatized asf & were abused. *Edited to add; the report LL made to CPS was also done more than two weeks AFTER we had moved out. LL met me at the home for the keys the same day we vacated the property.

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I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
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CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Referral Code: ZULMHXXVCB Solid advice for new plasma donors included! Thank you!
Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Code: ZULMHXXVCB Thank you!
Code: ZULMHXXVCB

CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Referral Code: ZULMHXXVCB Solid advice for new plasma donors included! Thank you!
Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
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Hey guys. I hope someone can finally find an explanation. Or some sort of answers. There's to what I've been going through. For those Who who have only something negative to say? Please keep To yourself but for those who generally can add something to this comment You'll be very appreciated. I had a relationship for over 3 years.And we did use some drugs to enjoy ourselves. With both enjoyed methamphetamine. I did try it many times before. I met him and so did he but since I started doing it with him. There was something happening to my body that I did not I understand. Firstly my eyes were sort of getting blooked lubricating properly but somehow they filled up with Tear lubricant Making them very heavy and congested. I started to nothe. I love eyelashes from the edges of the eyes wearing a sort of being pulled in? Making the making the I eyelids a very heavy And slowly. Some clear And sticky texture Started coming out of the eyes covering the skin like as if he was contact paper Not long after it started to get the same from every orifice Of my body I see my ears my nose my mouth my genitals It was not noticeable, but my skin looked very shiny and sometimes you could spot a very matte white sort of spot around. I went to see many doctors because I thought it was something wrong with me or my body was telling me. There was something wrong bad, but I didn't get anything from the medical tests. So I started to try to understand why was this happening? And find a reason or a soluturn off of WHY?Was I reacting this way. My partner had some strange behavior and sort of give me some clues close to make it better. As I think I should tie my hairap. Or where song glasses. And? Little things that made it a big Strange, he knew thanks to make it better when when he said he didn't know what was I talking about after 4 years. I haven't stopped thinking. He's got something to do with him. So I confronted him after many times of doing.He finally accepted that he inserted something inside me inside me During sex. Firstly, he mentioned some white looking powder that turned out to be a parasite that reacts to the chemical of the methamphetamine and feeds Of this chemical that it releases I medicine for parasites in multiple Occasions, but it Did not change. So I kept insisting and asking him how to make it better or stop, But he said he didn't know after.So after some time he said it was not a parasite, but he inserted MSM Instead, but it's been 4 years and it has not changed or improved. I still don't believe. Any of what he says But I'm convinced that either way, he did something or put something that brings thit's up on myself. I've been searching and reading about anything that could relate to. My symptoms and I found that Adderall has very similar side effects. In some people. I've experienced cold and clammy skin. Joint pain and. Muscle Ache, and as mentioned before. Eyes and Skin issues. Hair loss. And others. Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 yetrying t Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 years tryong to understand . Something similar to Adderall Is which somehow remains In my body Or something like A permanent adderall effect. Are you already accepted my Ex Partner won't give me any answers. Or or at least any truth. Off of what he's done. I just hope someone here have experienced and manage to fix it Or somewhere who's hear a similar Situation I'm good so my diaz or how to make it better. I appreciate you guys reading and commenting. Cause i'm in a breaking point thank you so much

Hey guys. I hope someone can finally find an explanation. Or some sort of answers. There's to what I've been going through. For those Who who have only something negative to say? Please keep To yourself but for those who generally can add something to this comment You'll be very appreciated. I had a relationship for over 3 years.And we did use some drugs to enjoy ourselves. With both enjoyed methamphetamine. I did try it many times before. I met him and so did he but since I started doing it with him. There was something happening to my body that I did not I understand. Firstly my eyes were sort of getting blooked lubricating properly but somehow they filled up with Tear lubricant Making them very heavy and congested. I started to nothe. I love eyelashes from the edges of the eyes wearing a sort of being pulled in? Making the making the I eyelids a very heavy And slowly. Some clear And sticky texture Started coming out of the eyes covering the skin like as if he was contact paper Not long after it started to get the same from every orifice Of my body I see my ears my nose my mouth my genitals It was not noticeable, but my skin looked very shiny and sometimes you could spot a very matte white sort of spot around. I went to see many doctors because I thought it was something wrong with me or my body was telling me. There was something wrong bad, but I didn't get anything from the medical tests. So I started to try to understand why was this happening? And find a reason or a soluturn off of WHY?Was I reacting this way. My partner had some strange behavior and sort of give me some clues close to make it better. As I think I should tie my hairap. Or where song glasses. And? Little things that made it a big Strange, he knew thanks to make it better when when he said he didn't know what was I talking about after 4 years. I haven't stopped thinking. He's got something to do with him. So I confronted him after many times of doing.He finally accepted that he inserted something inside me inside me During sex. Firstly, he mentioned some white looking powder that turned out to be a parasite that reacts to the chemical of the methamphetamine and feeds Of this chemical that it releases I medicine for parasites in multiple Occasions, but it Did not change. So I kept insisting and asking him how to make it better or stop, But he said he didn't know after.So after some time he said it was not a parasite, but he inserted MSM Instead, but it's been 4 years and it has not changed or improved. I still don't believe. Any of what he says But I'm convinced that either way, he did something or put something that brings thit's up on myself. I've been searching and reading about anything that could relate to. My symptoms and I found that Adderall has very similar side effects. In some people. I've experienced cold and clammy skin. Joint pain and. Muscle Ache, and as mentioned before. Eyes and Skin issues. Hair loss. And others. Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 yetrying t Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 years tryong to understand . Something similar to Adderall Is which somehow remains In my body Or something like A permanent adderall effect. Are you already accepted my Ex Partner won't give me any answers. Or or at least any truth. Off of what he's done. I just hope someone here have experienced and manage to fix it Or somewhere who's hear a similar Situation I'm good so my diaz or how to make it better. I appreciate you guys reading and commenting. Cause i'm in a breaking point thank you so much

Hey guys. I hope someone can finally find an explanation. Or some sort of answers. There's to what I've been going through. For those Who who have only something negative to say? Please keep To yourself but for those who generally can add something to this comment You'll be very appreciated. I had a relationship for over 3 years.And we did use some drugs to enjoy ourselves. With both enjoyed methamphetamine. I did try it many times before. I met him and so did he but since I started doing it with him. There was something happening to my body that I did not I understand. Firstly my eyes were sort of getting blooked lubricating properly but somehow they filled up with Tear lubricant Making them very heavy and congested. I started to nothe. I love eyelashes from the edges of the eyes wearing a sort of being pulled in? Making the making the I eyelids a very heavy And slowly. Some clear And sticky texture Started coming out of the eyes covering the skin like as if he was contact paper Not long after it started to get the same from every orifice Of my body I see my ears my nose my mouth my genitals It was not noticeable, but my skin looked very shiny and sometimes you could spot a very matte white sort of spot around. I went to see many doctors because I thought it was something wrong with me or my body was telling me. There was something wrong bad, but I didn't get anything from the medical tests. So I started to try to understand why was this happening? And find a reason or a soluturn off of WHY?Was I reacting this way. My partner had some strange behavior and sort of give me some clues close to make it better. As I think I should tie my hairap. Or where song glasses. And? Little things that made it a big Strange, he knew thanks to make it better when when he said he didn't know what was I talking about after 4 years. I haven't stopped thinking. He's got something to do with him. So I confronted him after many times of doing.He finally accepted that he inserted something inside me inside me During sex. Firstly, he mentioned some white looking powder that turned out to be a parasite that reacts to the chemical of the methamphetamine and feeds Of this chemical that it releases I medicine for parasites in multiple Occasions, but it Did not change. So I kept insisting and asking him how to make it better or stop, But he said he didn't know after.So after some time he said it was not a parasite, but he inserted MSM Instead, but it's been 4 years and it has not changed or improved. I still don't believe. Any of what he says But I'm convinced that either way, he did something or put something that brings thit's up on myself. I've been searching and reading about anything that could relate to. My symptoms and I found that Adderall has very similar side effects. In some people. I've experienced cold and clammy skin. Joint pain and. Muscle Ache, and as mentioned before. Eyes and Skin issues. Hair loss. And others. Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 yetrying t Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 years tryong to understand . Something similar to Adderall Is which somehow remains In my body Or something like A permanent adderall effect. Are you already accepted my Ex Partner won't give me any answers. Or or at least any truth. Off of what he's done. I just hope someone here have experienced and manage to fix it Or somewhere who's hear a similar Situation I'm good so my diaz or how to make it better. I appreciate you guys reading and commenting. Cause i'm in a breaking point thank you so much

Hey guys. I hope someone can finally find an explanation. Or some sort of answers. There's to what I've been going through. For those Who who have only something negative to say? Please keep To yourself but for those who generally can add something to this comment You'll be very appreciated. I had a relationship for over 3 years.And we did use some drugs to enjoy ourselves. With both enjoyed methamphetamine. I did try it many times before. I met him and so did he but since I started doing it with him. There was something happening to my body that I did not I understand. Firstly my eyes were sort of getting blooked lubricating properly but somehow they filled up with Tear lubricant Making them very heavy and congested. I started to nothe. I love eyelashes from the edges of the eyes wearing a sort of being pulled in? Making the making the I eyelids a very heavy And slowly. Some clear And sticky texture Started coming out of the eyes covering the skin like as if he was contact paper Not long after it started to get the same from every orifice Of my body I see my ears my nose my mouth my genitals It was not noticeable, but my skin looked very shiny and sometimes you could spot a very matte white sort of spot around. I went to see many doctors because I thought it was something wrong with me or my body was telling me. There was something wrong bad, but I didn't get anything from the medical tests. So I started to try to understand why was this happening? And find a reason or a soluturn off of WHY?Was I reacting this way. My partner had some strange behavior and sort of give me some clues close to make it better. As I think I should tie my hairap. Or where song glasses. And? Little things that made it a big Strange, he knew thanks to make it better when when he said he didn't know what was I talking about after 4 years. I haven't stopped thinking. He's got something to do with him. So I confronted him after many times of doing.He finally accepted that he inserted something inside me inside me During sex. Firstly, he mentioned some white looking powder that turned out to be a parasite that reacts to the chemical of the methamphetamine and feeds Of this chemical that it releases I medicine for parasites in multiple Occasions, but it Did not change. So I kept insisting and asking him how to make it better or stop, But he said he didn't know after.So after some time he said it was not a parasite, but he inserted MSM Instead, but it's been 4 years and it has not changed or improved. I still don't believe. Any of what he says But I'm convinced that either way, he did something or put something that brings thit's up on myself. I've been searching and reading about anything that could relate to. My symptoms and I found that Adderall has very similar side effects. In some people. I've experienced cold and clammy skin. Joint pain and. Muscle Ache, and as mentioned before. Eyes and Skin issues. Hair loss. And others. Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 yetrying t Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 years tryong to understand . Something similar to Adderall Is which somehow remains In my body Or something like A permanent adderall effect. Are you already accepted my Ex Partner won't give me any answers. Or or at least any truth. Off of what he's done. I just hope someone here have experienced and manage to fix it Or somewhere who's hear a similar Situation I'm good so my diaz or how to make it better. I appreciate you guys reading and commenting. Cause i'm in a breaking point thank you so much

Hey guys. I hope someone can finally find an explanation. Or some sort of answers. There's to what I've been going through. For those Who who have only something negative to say? Please keep To yourself but for those who generally can add something to this comment You'll be very appreciated. I had a relationship for over 3 years.And we did use some drugs to enjoy ourselves. With both enjoyed methamphetamine. I did try it many times before. I met him and so did he but since I started doing it with him. There was something happening to my body that I did not I understand. Firstly my eyes were sort of getting blooked lubricating properly but somehow they filled up with Tear lubricant Making them very heavy and congested. I started to nothe. I love eyelashes from the edges of the eyes wearing a sort of being pulled in? Making the making the I eyelids a very heavy And slowly. Some clear And sticky texture Started coming out of the eyes covering the skin like as if he was contact paper Not long after it started to get the same from every orifice Of my body I see my ears my nose my mouth my genitals It was not noticeable, but my skin looked very shiny and sometimes you could spot a very matte white sort of spot around. I went to see many doctors because I thought it was something wrong with me or my body was telling me. There was something wrong bad, but I didn't get anything from the medical tests. So I started to try to understand why was this happening? And find a reason or a soluturn off of WHY?Was I reacting this way. My partner had some strange behavior and sort of give me some clues close to make it better. As I think I should tie my hairap. Or where song glasses. And? Little things that made it a big Strange, he knew thanks to make it better when when he said he didn't know what was I talking about after 4 years. I haven't stopped thinking. He's got something to do with him. So I confronted him after many times of doing.He finally accepted that he inserted something inside me inside me During sex. Firstly, he mentioned some white looking powder that turned out to be a parasite that reacts to the chemical of the methamphetamine and feeds Of this chemical that it releases I medicine for parasites in multiple Occasions, but it Did not change. So I kept insisting and asking him how to make it better or stop, But he said he didn't know after.So after some time he said it was not a parasite, but he inserted MSM Instead, but it's been 4 years and it has not changed or improved. I still don't believe. Any of what he says But I'm convinced that either way, he did something or put something that brings thit's up on myself. I've been searching and reading about anything that could relate to. My symptoms and I found that Adderall has very similar side effects. In some people. I've experienced cold and clammy skin. Joint pain and. Muscle Ache, and as mentioned before. Eyes and Skin issues. Hair loss. And others. Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 yetrying t Please, if anyone no or have any idea of what this could be. I really appreciate different opinions, as I've been going on my own for over 4 years tryong to understand . Something similar to Adderall Is which somehow remains In my body Or something like A permanent adderall effect. Are you already accepted my Ex Partner won't give me any answers. Or or at least any truth. Off of what he's done. I just hope someone here have experienced and manage to fix it Or somewhere who's hear a similar Situation I'm good so my diaz or how to make it better. I appreciate you guys reading and commenting. Cause i'm in a breaking point thank you so much

CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Referral Code: ZULMHXXVCB Solid advice for new plasma donors included! Thank you!
Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Code: ZULMHXXVCB Thank you!
Code: ZULMHXXVCB

CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Referral Code: ZULMHXXVCB Solid advice for new plasma donors included! Thank you!
Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
I have advice for new plasma donors who may be considering to try it out and earn extra money:

• Plasma is 92% water and the rest is mostly protein elements.
• The plasma is separated from your blood and your red blood cells are returned to you in cycles.
• Per FDA regulations, you're only allowed to donate plasma twice in a 7 day period, with a 48 hour wait inbetween those two times. Don't risk your health by hopping around to different plasma donation centers to circumvent these regulations, and you may get caught if you do.

1. Eat a meal high in protein 2-3 hours before donating, but your plasma protein levels depend on what you ate the day before.
2. Drink plenty of water and/or non-caffeinated juice before donating to stay hydrated.
3. Avoid caffeine such as in coffee or soda before donating or you may get nauseous and vomit or faint during your donation.
4. No alcohol 24 hours before, and for a little while after donating.
5. No exercising for at least 6 hours after donating as it can put too much stress on the vein.
6. Some people get away with smoking or vaping nicotine before and after donating, but it's recommended not to for 2 hours before and after. The nicotine can raise your heart's pulse rate.
7. If your pulse rate is 100 or above, you'll be able to do a vitals retake after a 15 minute wait. But if it's 100 or higher again you'll be deferred for the day. If your pulse rate is an issue, listen to "Pink Noise" or "Green Noise" at a low volume before donating which may help reduce your pulse rate, along with its effect on lowering your blood pressure.
8. There is a risk of getting a blown vein if the worker is having a hard time finding your vein when they're sticking you with the needle or if you have small veins. You may get deferred until your vein heals if that happens. But it's ok, your body is able to regenerate your veins with a process called Angiogenesis.
9. There is a risk of blood clots, but when your blood is constantly moving through the machine it prevents that from happening.
10. You may be subject to drug screening. The drug screening tests for methamphetamines, cocaine, and heroin. Certain pharma prescription meds may show up as a false positive so you'll want to let the plasma center know what meds you're taking. Testing positive for these drugs can result in a permanent deferral from donating plasma.
11. A sample of your blood will be drawn periodically to test for certain sexually transmitted infections (STIs). A positive test will result in either a temporary or permanent deferral from donating plasma. If you've ever been diagnosed or received treatment for HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis B (HBV) or Hepatitis C (HCV) you will be permanently deferred from donating plasma.

Donating Plasma with Managed Diabetes
Individuals with well-controlled diabetes can contribute to plasma donation, but certain criteria need to be met:
Absence of Complications: This means no existing diabetic complications affecting your kidneys, heart, blood vessels, or eyes.
Insulin Independence: If you rely on insulin for diabetes management, a three-month waiting period is required after using needles for non-prescribed medications. Additionally, you must be free of symptoms or treatment needs related to blood sugar fluctuations (high or low) for the past three months.

1. Healthy Feet: Active foot ulcers requiring medical attention will disqualify you from donation.
2. Steady Balance: You shouldn't experience dizziness or lightheadedness upon standing.
3. Type 1 Consideration: For Type 1 diabetics, eating within two hours of donation is mandatory.

• Wait a few hours before taking the bandage wrap off of your arm after donating.
• It's recommended to use Vitamin E oil/Mineral oil on the needle site for the puncture area to heal better. A Q-tip can be used to apply it easier. I simply dip the Q-Tip in the bottle, but never dip the used cotton back into the bottle.
• Frequently donating over a prolonged period of time may lead to your body having decreased vitamin D levels.
  
• Red meats are particularly high in the protein vitamins and minerals found in plasma.
  
• Personally, I take a Now brand Vitamin D supplement that contains vitamin D3, Calcium, Magnesium, and Zinc. But I only take a half a dose, 1 gel capsule instead of 2, since I get these from eating meats and other foods as well. It's bad for your health if you take too much of these vitamins and minerals over time. I also take an Iron supplement. I also drink a protein shake before donating. Just to be safe.
  

Link to download app:
~https://rewards.cslplasma.com/referral/referral-unique-code/eyJkb25vcklEIjoiMDBEMjNEVSIsImNvZGUiOiJaVUxNSFhYVkNCIn0~
CSL Plasma: Get 5,000 iGive Rewards® points ($50) after five donations for new donors! (Plus new donor money) Using the CSL Plasma app! Code: ZULMHXXVCB Thank you!
Code: ZULMHXXVCB

Last updated May 6, 2024
Dramatis Personae (thanks u/airplanesarecool1616)
March 12

• Bam Margera, in crutches from an "injury" during skateboarding, appears in a TMZ article where he and his fiance Dannii verbally berate one another outside a hotel in Nashville.

March 15

• Promotional announcement is made regarding Bam's tour of the UK/Ireland with Matt Stocks.
• SQ & Bam go on the radio, announce his forthcoming energy drink, Lionsgate biopic, etc.
• Rumor is posted on this subreddit explaining why Bam's skateboards at Nomad Supply are not being listed due to people not being paid.

March 17

• Video is posted to this subreddit of Bam in a bar having an "ice water..."
• Bam lets a 9-year old tattoo his son's name on his chest.
• Chris from Nomad Supply responds to rumors posted on this subreddit.

March 27

• USA Today article is posted about Bam's "sobriety..."

March 30

• Velma Cole, age 90 of Glen Mills, PA - grandmother of Bam Margera and mother of April Margera - passes away.

March 31

• Bam posts Instagram video of meet-and-greet in Florida. He gets both locations wrong, as explained in the following video.
• Bam no-shows the first event at Skatebird Miami.
• Bam no-shows the second event at Thank You Miami.

April 1

• Bam & Dannii are seen at a bar in Nokomis, FL drinking "ice waters" because they are "sober..."

April 3

• Dumb Blonde podcast interview.
• Dannii posts Instagram video showing that her and Bam have to get a hotel because she selected the wrong dates for the AirBnB.

April 5

• Bam endorses former Presidential Candidate and current Texas Gubernatorial Candidate James Bills.

April 6

• Picture is posted on this subreddit showing Bam's empty chair at Tampa Spookala.

April 8

• Video is posted to this subreddit of Bam having to have rings cut off his hands due to intense bloating of digits.

April 16

• Bam sees Phoenix the Wolf.

April 19

• Bam lands in UK/Ireland for shows.
• Bam shows up for the Bel-fist show.

April 20

• News is posted to this subreddit regarding Bam's altercation with Blue Mason at the Apollo Tattoo Studio in Santa Monica, CA where Bam tells Blue he had been drinking.
• Video is posted to Vimeo of Bam fighting supposed homeless person during his time in California.
• Bam posts picture on Instagram of him getting a tattoo on his arm/wrist in Bel-fist.

April 22

• Bam makes Instagram post explaining why he had altercation with Blue Mason at the Apollo Tattoo Studio.
• Post is made to this subreddit & Vimeo of Bam yelling at LAPD 911 triage person because they didn't show up to arrested the supposed homeless person that was making noise.
• Bam makes Instagram post of the video, insisting that he called 8x and everyone clapped when he assaulted/attacked the supposed homeless person. He later deletes it.
• TMZ writes article full of easily proven lies regarding Bam's altercation with supposed homeless person.
• Bam and Dannii have Burger King.

April 23

• After only a few shows, the Bam/Matt Stocks tour is cancelled due to "injury" - said injury is never elaborated on.

April 24

• Video is posted to YouTube of Bam seen on the streets of the UK/Ireland where he insists that he is being scammed by the promoter of the shows - a man supposedly named Steven Donnelly - and that he is in fact not injured and that he has had this scam pulled on him about 9 times before, losing $10k on each time. Bam mentions that he believes this to be a scam as he has scammed other people before in this manner. The video is later deleted.

April 25

• Picture is posted to this Subreddit of Bam sleeping on someone's couch in Glasgow. Per the poster's comment: "I live in Glasgow and someone I know posted their brother met Bam in a pub in Glasgow and got drunk with him, than took Bam back to his flat in Glasgow where they drank more and then Bam passed out. He drove Bam to Manchester the next day as apparently he had noway to get there." Bam was notably alone, without his crew or Dannii.
• In the same post above, OP makes a comment mentioning that Bam was also "smoking joints, doing lines of coke and kept asking if someone could get him xanax...He was apparently drinking literally everything and anything too and then just passed out eventually." OP mentions that Bam was not able to obtain any Xanax.
• Finally turning his malice unto us, Bam, in front of large glass windows and wearing a scarf, lets us bozos know that he was with a 'roving band of gypsy pikies' because he 'always wanted to meet one.' He says they were the ones drinking and doing cocaine, and not him, because he has a parole office that he has to 'piss once a week for no matter where in the part of the world that I'm at' and insists he's drinking mint tea in the video. He confirms that he got into a fight with Dannii, with the breaking point being them arguing over a slice of gum for 40 minutes straight. He then, bizarrely with little to no explanation, says that promoter Steven Donnelly 'is a good guy because he did refund the money when I tore my ACL again and was at the hospital in Glasgow' despite saying that earlier in this very video that the band of gypsy pikies had 'held a knife to his throat' and being seen walking normally the day before.

April 26

• Vinny Beedle, Bam's former manager and frequent guest on the Adam Friedland Show Podcast, is called a 'fat fucking loser who has nothing' by Bam in the comments section of his Instagram post above. Vinny reminds Bam that Vinny does have something, which is being active in his own son's life (that by all means seems to love him) and accuses Bam's current manager Jack of organizing purchases of methamphetamines for Bam.
• Dannii, responding to us at 6AM GMT, also acknowledges the subreddit, in particular the now-disproven rumor that she has only 4 toes on 1 foot. She posts a second video shortly after showing us her feet.

April 27

• Dannii posts a selfie on her Instagram story noting that she had a phone call with Bam. They have seemingly made up, and she notes that someone whom she "thought she could trust" is to blame in this situation for her & Bam fighting, but does not define who that person is.
• Bam and Dannii have finally reunited, but it's at a medical facility somewhere in the UK. Bam is not happy. He says that "he was walking all through the Sherwood forest because his torn ACL can go front to back but not side to side. Why? Fuckin... made it go side to side and torn the sumbitch." He expresses a deep sense of impending doom.
• Bam is seen using a cane at the Glasgow Airport.

April 28

• Bam posts a manic video to Instagram threatening his nemesis Lima, claiming that while he was at a castle in Nottingham 8 cops tried to check if he was suicidal because they received a call from a "woman in California with a very soft voice" claiming that he was going to kill himself. Several people in comments as well as common sense tells us that this is clearly a lie.
• Bam is seen somewhere in the UK, and says he is leaving to go wedding dress shopping.

May 1

• Matt Stocks makes an Instagram post mentioning that he has several Life in the Stocks t-shirts he was supposed to sell on the tour which was cancelled. He also makes mention of there being a "legal matter" regarding why the tour was cancelled. He mentions that he is "in a bit of a pickle really."
• Moments after the Matt Stocks post, Bam posts a blurry, manic Instagram video of himself mentioning that one of the reasons why his ACL tear hasn't healed is because he has been sitting so much during all this travel - but it's not the reason why he is making the video. He is making the video because he wants us to know that he has once again changed his mind about Steven Donnelly of Belfast Ireland, claiming that he scammed him out of 150k because Bam demanded the money 3 shows into the tour, and Steven said he'd give it to Bam when he completed his tour dates. Bam claims that Steven only showed him 15 refunds, and claims that he believes people were scammed out of said refunds. He also claims Steven has 50k worth of Bam Skateboards that he will not see the profit of if he leaves for America. He then chastises Jonathan, who is believed to be a poster here on Reddit who posted their refund. He also, for prositerty, mentions Vinny Beedle and Lima and claims Vinny stole money from him too when he got 5150'd by Lima while they were on tour together.
• Cumtown fan "favorite" Vinny Beedle almost immediately responds to the above Bam post, mentioning that the event Bam mentions did not occur at the time Bam claims it did. He also admits to frequenting Disney parks perhaps too often.
• Further contradicting the idea that Bam puts forward of Steven Donnelly keeping all of the refunds from the shows, the Swansea venue comments on Bam's instagram post mentioning that "no venue or promoter paid upfront deposits." They also mention that a completely different company from the UK called Ticket 247 - not Steven Donnelly - handles refunds.
• In a continuation of the Lima call from April 28, Bam and Dannii take a selfie outside of the Mansfield Police Station, claiming that the police gave them a recording of the 911 call that Lima allegedly placed, asking for police in the UK to put Bam in a 5150. Several people in the comments from the UK mention the improbability of this happening, as there is no way to enforce California law within the borders of the United Kingdom.

May 2

• Bam further rehashes the past incidents in a video from an airport in England. He *claims* to be going to Norway (even going so far as to post an old picture from 2016 when he traveled there with Nikki on the following day to Instagram) but sleuths swiftly analyze the plane behind him & assess that he is possibly going to Florida.

May 3

• As mentioned above, Bam posts a picture to Instagram claiming to be in Norway, but people on this subreddit figure out that it is an old picture in this thread.

May 4

• After some confusion of exactly where Bam is going after England, he ends up in Puerto Rico per a picture posted to his Instagram account.

May 5

• Bam & Dannii attend a "concert" in Puerto Rico with a local goth band. Bam is sitting on what appears to be an elaborate chair or throne. Dannii looks displeased to be spending her time this way.
• A longer video of the concert is posted, further displaying Dannii's boredom.

May 6

• Bam & the band have seemingly scored some rehearsal time in the studio, with the band posting a video of him laying down some gnarly vocal tracks.
• A picture from the studio is posted to this subreddit. Note Bam's eyes which show sign of possible opiate/synthetic opiate usage and distended stomach, which possibly show signs of a swollen liver.

It’s been proven that Sonya (hereinafter known as “S”) knows HH because internet sleuths found old posts of HH commenting on Sonya’s old videos although HH denies knowing her. Also during S’s live last night another Slab City resident (Dreamweaver) who still lives there shared some comments about HH as well confirming Sonya’s experience. She has been in Slab City for 13 years now.
S was in Slab City before HH arrived and was there when HH left.
HH was only at Slab City for about 1-1/2 years. HH never slept outside or in the heat. She stayed the entire time with an elderly hermit type lady that had a camper that was air conditioned so HH never had to tolerate the heat.
S said HH never mentioned autism. She never mentioned her family, kids, etc., & no one asks questions in Slab City because 99% of the people who live there are running from something.
S said HH drank alcohol the entire time she was in Slab City. HH was barely ever entirely sober.
S admitted that she herself was a drug addict and frequently bought and smoked methamphetamine with HH. S said HH smoked methamphetamine frequently.
S reported that when HH was both on methamphetamine, she is hypersexualized and somewhat perverted. She said when HH is intoxicated on alcohol, she is very aggressive, mean tempered and can be physically violent.
S reported that HH physically assaulted several people in Slab City.
HH was NOT thrown out of Slab City (no one is) BUT she was thrown out of the BAR in Slab City and not allowed to ever to back in due to her behavior when she was drunk.
S reported that HH falls in love with any man that gives her the slightest attention but the men leave within days due to her jealously and anger. HH would over talk and become aggressive toward any woman that happened to be talking with a man she was interested in.
Most everyone that met HH at Slab City figured her out quickly and wanted nothing to do with her.
HH was known as a thief as well in Slab City.
HH accused several men of sexual assault and violence after they spurned her attempts to be with them.
S said HH sexually assaulted her by grabbing her genitalia from behind and trying to deep throat her with her tongue. HH sexually assaulted several people. Sexual assault is common in Slab City. There is no law enforcement and crimes are rarely reported to law enforcement agencies who have jurisdiction over that land.

My dear Satan
The bringer of mass destruction
The bringer of light
The bringer of human freedom
The king of this world and the flies
The joker
Master of mind games.
The prince of darkness
Lucifer
The bringer of light
Lucifer and his off-springs all the devils all his cambions. The legend of king Arthur and Merlin.
King Arthur and the knights of the round table Merlin the cambion who was born through an incubus ( male demon ) and through a virgin nun and you would know him as Merlin the mage.
He was supposed to be the Anti Christ instead he showed his loyalty to king Arthur.
Don´t belive in this tale. (belive if you belive) I have voices in my head.
read between the lines.
This is a story about the muse the conductor of this earth. The orchestra of your room
The artist who does not speak or lose the Angel who you wish was was true.
The Black sabbath`s The Beatles, Johns Lennon, Bob Dylan, Robert Johnson, Carlos Santana, Snoop Dogg, Ozzy Osbourne Giuseppe Tartini who all bargained with the devil! And so many more who sacrificed
their lives and their souls for something bigger something magic called music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7rxl5KsPjs
Dios and The misfits you should already know that every word a is true. Niccolò Paganini
the Foo fighters https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBG7P-K-r1Y and the Mephistolees. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qdQMFCfEGM
your deepest wish or your deepest secrets your biggest dreams or all your shallow nightmares.
door after the door. lies after lies split your wrist after wrist stomach after stomach still we will beat you up the the stars.
I´m a a soul from the war that we won. From the grave yards from the ravens eyes to the night
I have licked a vampyriez clitoriz and Satans cock I am Love and rainbows. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNDOMa8jBlo
Let me tell you an story about the fallen angel the nobel price winner the oscars winner. The Dragon. let´s start fom me!
aI was born in Helsinki in 94 to explosions. My first memory is my father throwing me up in the air when we won the world cup in hockey 95.
I was a pretty curious child I wanted to look at the world through our window when my father grabbed my leg to save my life. This text is to my mom. who made me play the drums and pushed me to viloin lectures. Bought me drums after drums.
I took an overdose in barcelona 28.11.2019 do to benzowithdrawals. I will come back to this...
When I was 16 I got my first taste of mother nature. I ate some mushrooms i have never been the same.
I was an instution child who did not speak a word of my trip to anyone with mother nature. Try to explain the colors of the rainbow to an adult.
I never spent the nights at home I was with my older friends smoking weed. My best friend at the time called my mom about my weed smoking he hurt me a lot.
I was hiding from the police at my dads friend. untill eventually he had to let me go.
Never felt so alone and abondoned with my guitar. No idea how she came with me guitar are like women. I´ve seen a young woman at 13-16 years split her cheeks becouse she did not want to eat her meds.
I learned pretty quicly to keep to my own. Soon we were playing playstation and made our own food and had our own small apartment. Smoked some hash and listened to music- I had to do something so I started designing logos to companys with my rastas and my skateboard. By company I mean firms that wanted free labor. I have pissed a lot of drug tests by drinking water and citrus to hide thc and cbd from my urine. The only time I got caught was when the instution worker came to my home when I was on leave from the institution.
Don´t let me get started on the social workers.
Anyways I hated adults becouse they all lie. So my child if you read this don´t you be one.
When we had drug leactures in school one in particular warned if you smoke weed you will see a pike from your hand I wear one as a tattoo the jokes on me. Concidence probably...
The first dog I got close to bit me and the first cat clawed me.
Me and my friends are guys you would no want to to show to your mom exept me of course.
For an exemple after doing music the whole night we went for a cigarette and it was to damn cold so we order a taxi we wanted away. Imagine partying the whole night and you find yourself at the airport. Then bum a couple of beanzodiapines from a friend thats even more than this story.
Wake up by machine guns by the frankfurts police after getting a few ours of shut eye and telling them that we just want to get to the sun. My dear friend had weed leftowers in his pocket when we were supposed to fly to dubain where there is death penalty for marijuana so he threw hes jacket in the waiting lounge. And we were fine.
We woke up in bangcock and I called my mom. We had arrived. Then I fucked a transexual high on valium and on local alcohol. I was scarred shitless that I might have aids. I survived despite the ratio in Bangkok. the local hookers in bangkok has a ratio of 20% of aids that means 2 girls of 10 have aids and I fucked a man. I survived
After travelling for one month in thailand we went for cambodia.
We travelled to sihanoukville to beach otres 3. We went one night to a jungle party. After returing to otres during the sunrise I saw a man playing the guitar near him was cajun drum set. We started playing together we did not speak a word. It was blissful, We changed back and forth. He said to me follow your dreams. Then I saw a local drug dealer who sold me edibles. I hade one of the most meaningfull days of my life while I watched the cambodian ocean from dusk till dawn I realized there is nothing wrong with me and how beatiful mother nature.
Then we went by bus to the city were pepper grows. Kampot.
Next destination was Vietnam.
We arrived in Saigon Ho Chí Minh city. We bought crystal meth and heroin. And a own hotel room after we realized we can´t live our life in a hostel room with 10 other smelly britts.
I realized I need a guitar to be doing this journey.
When you smoke crystal What feels like 5 minutes is 5 hours when you try to get the perfect hit. Stay away from meth.
I had bought an guitar earlier so I went high as fuck to play the guitar.
People took videos of me and wanted to talk to me. I just played my new guitar.
My friend was in the hotel room still trying to get the pefect hit. Stay the fuck away from crystal meth.
Then I went back to my hotel room and started sniffing heroin like the rockstar I thought I was like all my idols before me. Just like magic I found davids magic chord hallelujuah.
The next day we we trying to get our next fix but the local police was doing a drug razzia. I know we had guardian angels on our our side. We were fine. Guardian angels was protecting us. So we left to to Phu Quoc to escape the city. We went snorkeling. While my friend was with his friends. I ate a ton of tramadols and I was swimming with dolphins.
Then we flew to Hanoi. We were high all the time as you might have guessed.
I ate a bunch of a benzodiazepines and some codeine and went for some tattoos. I now bare a black raven on my left hand.
It got me some pussy it took just a couple of months.
Then we went to Laos. First to Vientiane then to Vanvieng.
We took a hostel room. And started doing drugs. Vanvieng is sketchy they sell almost everything. So we started doing drugs.
When we got to our hostel my friend got in trouble first for smoking weed then for smoking opium. We should be sitting 7 years in a sweaty laos prison sell. Thanks to my brilliance I saved us from that hell.
We were on the balcony enjoying our night spliffs of opium when sudenlly there was 7 undercover cops trying to harras us.
We just pushed them away. They were small you know how asians are. I flushed all the drugs down the toilet. We knew we had to move on.
So we just went down the town and rented a pair of bungalows.
I got hooked up on opium pretty fast... Played one gig and tried to play an other but I got kicked out pretty fast beacouse had an opium spliff in my mouth and the guitar in my other hand. To explain to you my dear reader. in Laos there is a seven year jail sentence for opium, we are lucky to be charleen and still free.
In laos there grows a lot of magic mushrooms. So me and my dear friend ate some. After beign awake on the local methamphetamine called Yaba. We drank a couple of magic mushroom shakes. It took 15 minutes to hit. We had to leave everybody and get to our bungalows to our safe place.
At one poin of the trip I thought my friend had died. Thanks to our guardian angels he was just laying beside me.
Then I continued doing opium and playing my guitar.
One night when I was sleeping I got woken up by a britt by playing golden brown form the stranglers. We were going to harvest mushrooms for his trip to wherever he was going. My friend and he had stayed up all night probably smoking crystal. He told me stay away from opiates it will eat your soul.
Next to our bungalows there was a jungle full of mushrooms. We picked a lot of them for him... I hope he had a great trip where ever he may roam. May the force be with you.
I was already addicted to opium so my friend had to carry me to the bus away from Vanvieng to Vientiane. We did all the typical turist thing in Van vieng before you start to cry.
The Tubing the Jungle the caves and the springs.
We went back to Thailand there and then I made the promise to never travell sober again.
We arrived in Chang Mai and fast travelled to Pai. To Pai sircus school hostel. There were guys jamming all the time. I felt at home. We did the basic turist things borrowing scooters and watching waterfalls. Drank the local wine and had a hangover like nothing else.
We went to see the white buddha. I showed him the middle finger an took a selfie. I know I know I was ignorant child and if the customs see the pictures I have curfew to Thailand.
After seeign the white buddha we drank mushroom milkshakes. I was laying in my hammoc when I closed my eyes there he was Buddha. I asked him to be gentle on me and not to talk about my tattoos. He listened. He showed me his beatiful world while my friend was puking his garbage out and somehow managed to make a puppy dissapear after the puppy eat the vomit. I asked God what do you want from me why do I hurt this much, I don´t want bad to anybody show me a sign. I was enlightened but a young drug addict so the struggle contiunued to the next day the struggle continues to this day.
Then we travelled to Pattaya long story short my friend fucked a russian and I did drugs planning our trip to europe...
We took some tattoos. then we flew to Barcelona.
I had arrived I felt at home.
My friend knew a few guys who rented a place to stay so we stayed there.
One day we were sitting on in a bar on the terass and listening to live punk music. We got the splendid idea to just forget about the bill. And run away.
Then we asked a couple of police the way to see the champions league, that was going on on the same day that is when the trouble began.
We walked la rambla and a couple of swedish girls caught us asking us were are you going? we said the we are going to look at football.
They followed us. One of the girls acted as a terapeut so I spilled my whole life story to her. Of course she lied she was no terapeut just a horny swede. We kissed in a night club and she suddenly said to me let me sit on you in the bathroom go buy some condoms.
I was on my way to buy the condom when I met a heroine junkie who had a condom I wanted to try heroin so I went with him.
Bought some heroine and brought the condom but the nightclub was closed. I am lucky my friend was walking through la rambla against all odds.
we made it safley to our place...
Next morning I did speed balls In my room. I had bought cocaine earlier. My friend had tooth ache so I gave him so cocaine to ease the pain.
We had to move on...
So we took an hostel for our remaining days. I went to search more heroine. Like the curious junkie I was. Pretty fast I met some junkies either crack heads or heroine junkies. We went for an adventure they took me to lion's den an awful drug hole I bought some heroine. When I got out there they were the undercover cops. They searched me and found my bag of smack. I was honest to them and they promised nothing will happen to you. I love Barcelona.
I will come back to Barcelona I moved there couple of years later.
Then we travelled to Sweden and by bout to Turku Finland.
When we arrived in Turku we started drinking compulsively we almost got thrown out from our train to helsinki.
When we arrived we went to our friends apartment as usual we could not behave so we started wrestling and we got throwned out with my friend.
His neighbours had called the cops.
We went to jail to the lock up. The copps were probably jelous of our tan so I masturbated to their cam.
Then I stayed a couple of nights with my mom. Untill I needed to find an apartment a childhood friend called Ronja saved my ass I moved into her apartment in Helsinki where she let me live there for free. Bought some fentanyl first then started doing oxycontin and heroine and benzodiazapines I was a total mess.
After two months living there I moved with my guitar and amp to Kallio a suburb in helsinki. I was a total mess. I was seeign this beatiful girl named Natlaia she had a child and was a single parent I played the guitar a lot to her child and her I was hooked on opiates then. I remember one morning when I decided to quit drugs for good I woke up with withdrawals and saw her child on the floor. Then and there I quit opiates I wish it was last time I touched opiates.
I started smoking lots of marijuana to deal with the withdrawals it was not to bad. Thanks to the weed.
I had to figure out what to do with my life I was 21. I have friends in Sicily so I called one of them and decided to move to Palermo to work as an bartender.
Life in Palermo was hard but fun lot´s of drinking and live music in one of Sicilys best aperitivo/bars there is called Il siciliano.
My dear friend tattoo artist came to visit we played a lot of guitar. One day we took the train to Catania and walked from the train station almost all the way to Etna we hitchhiked the last kilometers. Made a fire and slept on the base of Etna. Then walked the whole way up we were companied by dogs. When we reached the top we drank a couple of beers like the kings we are. The workers were happy to see that two guys had walked the whole way instead of taking the car up.
My friend then moved to Barcelona I soon followed him there to live my dream to play the guitar. My drug use went from hand pretty fast. So I moved to Finland to escape it all. It went good for an while.
I lived with one of my best friend and he wanted us to go to Talinn so we went and we drank a lot. Went to the horehoes fucked hookers and drank some more. When we came back to Finland I had my seond encounter with a demon. We fucked and she slapped me and said don`t you ever fuck a hooker again. I love demons. They might hate me and I may die any second know.
Then I started doing oxycontins again. I went to seek help from the hospital. I pored my heart to them. I was ready to go to rehab. In Finland it is not the way it goes. You have to be sober when you are seeking for help. They gave me some pills and said go home and sleep and gave me a number to call.
I started doing even more oxycontins. I took my Fender Jaguar and flew back to beatifull Barcelona. With my opiate addiction.
I was doing telemarketing In swedish soon I was fucking my boss. She is still beatifull. I got hooked on the local opium. It`s a wonderful medicine if used correctly- Don`t you dare reader get this message wrong. There is nothing wrong with substances they are just molecules. I am the problem an I hope you don`t cary the same diseas as I.
I quit cold turkey opium thanks to weed. Instead was doing local amphetamines/meth mix 5 euro per gram.
The guy who I lived with in Kallio moved to Barcelona so I quit opium there and then. For an while...
I did speed and lsd and benzodiazapines instead.
Now is when things get out of hand.
I wanted to come down from the amphetamines after I had been playing guitar with my friend so I went to go buy some opiates.
I thought the cops were following me and that they were going to arrest me. So when I got home I cleaned my computer and ate the gram of opium shitt my pants and woke up in the hospital . My friend saved my life against all odds. I am alive thanks to him. And capable of writing this becouse of him. I should be dead. All my vitals was as good as gone. The first thing after the darkness I saw a bright light and my friends who were pissed of at me. And then a beatiful doctor who thought that I might be bi-polar I fell in love right away.
Most of the staff in Barcelonas hospital were women and they treated me like a prince, exept one who liked my in uter tattoo and said that you need to eat more. I masturbated to one of nurses she was super hot black hair and she drew some blood from me. I apologize for my honesty this is my life I´m Love and Rainbows.
Little did I know that my life would change for ever. My dear friend had at the same time arrived to come and visit me. So he came everyday to the hospital too bring me food and borrow his phone and his headphones. What a nice vacation. It was the most psychedlic experience of my life. I had a brain injury. My dear friend is a nurse so he knew right away that everything was not okey with me. Thanks to my looks him and a girl called Mia I got to stay in the hospital for as long as I did. Mia is an angel she came everyday to the hospital to keep me company. I owe her a lot. She is an aspiring actress. Very beatiful.
We flew with my friend to helsinki. No one knew yet that I had a traumatic brain injury everybody suspected something. Not me I thought I was fine. So when we arrived at the airport in helsinki we went with my mom and her man to the hospital once again. They said that I should seek help for my drug abuse. When I od:eed there was every single drug in my system expet alcohol.
I could not even get my pants on or shitt or piss correctly. So we went back to the hospital and they took an mri scan. And there thay found that I have holes in my brain.
So there started my 6 months rehabilitation.
I had to learn basic thing again like the clock and math every language I speak. I was a patient in the neurological part of the hospital. Do to the overdose i got bedsores and had to get a few operations. So lucky me I was high on opiates again. This time leagaly.
My dear friend brought me a guitar. I had to learn to play again. I´m pretty sure thats why recovered so quikly even listening to music does wonders for the brain so imagine playing it. My mother took my phone away she was scarred that my friends might bring me drugs. So she brought me a lot of books. She bought me Nirvanas Kurt Cobains biogarphi. Like to junkie I am I started to stash my leagal opiates. My other friend had brought me his playstaion and a tv. So I put my headphones in the tv and listened to Nirvana in my hopital bed in the middle of the room high on opiates. Then and there I decided that I most learn to play the guitar once more. Slowly but steadily I improved. I went to speech theray, neuropsychology therapy and played my guitar everyday. The hospital worker showed me how to take a shower. He liked to hold my hand while we walked. Thought me how to propely dose drugs and buy shitt from the grocery. A very fine and fine man.
I also read the book the power of now. It changed my life I started to meditate.
I went every evening around 10 pm to an isolated room to play guitar and trying so sing. It slowly got better and better. Then the doctor slowly but surely weaned me of the opiates.
I wanted help with my addictions so I started to see a drug rehab worker. She was amazing. We spoke a lot we had common intrests she had seen Nirvana live in Turku I´m jealous. She said to me one day that you have to read Petri Wallis and Kingston walls biography. Know you fucker who read this Biographi go to listen shine on you. They might be the best band Finland has ever produced. Thanks Jukka Jylli Sami Kuppamäkki and Petri Walli. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H\_tvqsENfUY
After I was realized from the hospital I was institutionalized going to the store was weird beign free was weird. I relapsed pretty fast.
Played my guitar too. Then I moved to east Helsingfors lived by my own trained pretty hard and played music during the weekends with my friends.
Then on the exact day when I should have died or be an vegetable a few years back I went and bought speed and subutex. That was a big mistake I got voices in my head attacking me and judging me. A doctor would call it a psychosis I call it stupidity and faith. I went to the hospital and saw a doctor. He asked me what´s going on. I said that I felt psychedelic that your the doctor know. He gave me diazepam and neuroleptics. I was fine the voices dissapeared.
I got hooked on benzodiazapines once again pretty quikly... I was hooked on the local xanax that was probably laced with fentaly. The withrawals were horrible.
Then I moved back to the city were I was born Tölö. On my birthday turning 27 I played my guitar in the heart of Helsinki were I live and was born. I guess I played good or so I remember. I was going through benzo-witharawal once again. Then I smoked weed felt like a king. Untill I went to bed the voices attacked me again. I still hear them to this day. Calling me disturbing things almost all the time. Exept when I play guitar. Not to be arrogant, reader if you happen to be a scizophrenic you are special. I dare to say a chosen one. There is succeful people with voices in their head. Like John frusciante who has had voices since he was 7 encouraging him to pick up the guitar. Anthony Hopkins voices doubting him before he is about to act. Socrates as well. Gandhi, Saint Joan of Arc
Winston Churchill, Brian Willson and of course a story of an artist Daniel Johnston. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKW2H0WBqW8
Demons home is our hell demons home or our hell?
I´m possessed by a demon who is never satified he lives in my head and learns me things like music and who I should trust.
He is a shapeshifter I think that´s pretty cool. He calls me a fraud. We are the same he is me so who is the fraud?
He is a fallen soldier. A fallen angel or so he says. He is also a demon. He loves rock n roll. We are nothing alike. We are alike Or so he says. Finally I met somebody who loves music as much as I. He comes from Hell I from Helsinki. He is starting to understand that I have no other fucking choice than to play my guitar untill I die. Do to my small deal with the king of this universe... Mr Satan
I walked to the crossroads playing the blues put my guitar down and sold my soul for exchange for fame and glory and the mastery of the guitar... I am love and rainbows
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A Tinder date gone wrong sparked a three-year-long campaign of harassment that resulted in an innocent man being arrested three times, spending three nights in jail, and being forced to move three times to escape his tormentor, a court heard Monday.
“The behaviour you exhibited toward this gentleman is beyond the pale, it is almost unspeakable,” provincial court Judge Ray Wyant told 34-year-old Jennifer Plantz before ordering her to serve a 15-month conditional sentence under house arrest.
“This was a living nightmare for this man … I cannot imagine how awful, how terrified, and how upended his life has been,” Wyant said.

“This was a living nightmare for this man … I cannot imagine how awful, how terrified, and how upended his life has been.”–Judge Ray Wyant

Plantz pleaded guilty to criminal harassment and assault in connection more than 20 complaints she brought to Winnipeg police falsely claiming the man had stalked and sexually assaulted her.
In a brief victim impact statement, the man told court how Plantz turned his life upside down and left him unable to trust women or police.
“I can no longer answer the door, phone calls or social media without getting anxiety and fearing that is you or the police coming to harass me again,” the man said. “I can no longer go to places in public without fearing you will be there waiting in some form to make my life miserable or even physically assault me.”
Court heard Plantz and the man contacted each other through the dating app Tinder and met for a single date in 2016.
“At no point were the two intimate” and a second date didn’t follow, said Crown attorney Laura Martin.
But for a couple of social media messages Plantz sent the man in 2018, the two had no further contact until Feb. 23, 2019, when Plantz showed up outside the man’s Elmwood apartment suite. The man did not let her inside and later reported Plantz appeared to be huffing on an aerosol can.
Later that same day, Plantz called city police to report the man had assaulted her, but in a subsequent interview denied having been assaulted. Police, Martin told court, “observed (her story) to be erratic and nonsensical.”
Plantz called police a day later, this time claiming the man had threatened to assault her and demanded that she be his girlfriend. During an interview later that day, Plantz left the police station “out of frustration,” Martin said.
“At this time, it was believed by police that she had fabricated this incident,” she said.
On March 11, 2019, Plantz returned to the man’s apartment block and pulled the fire alarm, telling responding firefighters she had come to recover her belongings from the man’s suite. Police who responded to the call found none of her belongings in the man’s suite.
Two days later, Plantz called police to again claim the man had assaulted her. Her claim was later discounted after it was found she had been admitted to a psychiatric ward at the time she alleged she was attacked.
Plantz didn’t contact the man again until Jan. 1, 2022, when she sent him text messages pretending to be someone he had met the night before. The man, knowing it was Plantz, told her to leave him alone or he would call police.
Plantz “indicated the police would laugh at him and … that she would be making stuff up about him and telling police,” Martin said.

“I can no longer answer the door, phone calls, or social media without getting anxiety and fearing that is you or the police coming to harass me again … I can no longer go to places in public without fearing you will be there waiting in some form to make my life miserable or even physically assault me.”–Victim’s impact statement

Days later, the woman called police claiming the man had sexually assaulted her at Club Regent Casino.
Security video showing neither Plantz nor the man had attended the casino later proved the allegation false, but not before the man spent a night in jail and Plantz secured a protection order against him.
The man spent another two days in custody after Plantz falsely claimed he had been calling her, violating the protection order.
Between May 2022 and September 2022, police, responding to more complaints from Plantz, visited the man’s home three times to warn him to stay away from her.
Plantz claimed on one occasion the man had threatened her with a gun, and on another provided police with photos showing injuries supposedly inflicted by the man. The same photos were used to support a subsequent assault claim by Plantz.
The man moved three times, repeatedly changed his phone number and blocked Plantz on social media in an attempt to escape her attacks.
On Oct. 30, 2022, following another false report from Plantz, police arrested the man during a traffic stop and impounded his car.
Taken to police headquarters, the man said he was the one being harassed, not Plantz. Police, after reviewing their own report history, released the man, Martin said.
The man was waiting outside for a ride home when Plantz came up to him and forcefully shoved him into the side of the building.
Plantz’s repeated complaints “were a clear waste of police resources,” Martin said.
“It was entirely unprovoked. There was no prior relationship. The impact on (the victim) was severe,” she said.
Wyant questioned why police continued to respond to the woman’s allegations when information would have been available on the police service database that her earlier complaints had been disproved.
“It seems to me that certain police officers seemed to know this was all made up, there is nothing to it, in fact he is the victim, not the perpetrator, but then on other occasions police went so far as to arrest him,” Wyant said.
Martin could provide little in the way of explanation, saying the Crown was not involved in authorizing any charges against the victim.

“It seems to me that certain police officers seemed to know this was all made up, there is nothing to it, in fact he is the victim, not the perpetrator, but then on other occasions police went so far as to arrest him.”–Judge Ray Wyant

“It seems, obviously, there was a disconnect that greatly impacted (the victim), but I am not in a position to speak to police practices or what went down,” she said.
The Winnipeg Police Service declined to comment on the case.
Court heard Plantz has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder, has long struggled with substance abuse, particularly of methamphetamine, and has spent long periods living on the street. Her childhood was marked by physical abuse and years spent in foster care.
“I can say the combination of her drug use, homelessness and her mental health issues very much placed her … at rock bottom,” said defence lawyer Tom Rees.
Since her arrest, Plantz has received residential treatment for her addictions and been admitted into a supportive housing program for women experiencing trauma and addiction, Rees said.
“She does recognize the profound impact she has had on (the victim),” Rees said.
Plantz wants to maintain a sober lifestyle and “we can have confidence she is going to continue with this path,” Rees said.
Rees and Martin jointly recommended Plantz receive a conditional sentence served in the community. Wyant said he would normally be reluctant to consider such a recommendation, but for Plantz’s rehabilitative efforts since her arrest.
“I recognize that I am dealing with a person who is different than the person who committed these offences,” Wyant said.
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This is not my story, but the story of someone who is very close to me, and with her permission I'm going to tell you the time when her uncle succumbed at the hands of someone he once called a friend.
Before I continue, I must mention that we're still left with unanswered questions. So, I apologize if you're left with some questions.
Todd previously worked as a roofer, and one morning his life took a drastic turn. High up on the roof, he lost his footing, plummeting to the ground. Unfortunately, this event caused him to become a paraplegic. Grappling with this abrupt change, his mental health spiraled, and led Todd to abuse drugs and alcohol to cope. During this period, Todd had a long-term best friend named Chad. Todd and Chad had known each other for about over 20 years prior to the incident. No one knew what was coming, nor did they expect it to happen so viciously.
On the late evening of October 24th 2020, Todd invited his girlfriend’s cousin Justin over to hang out. Justin agreed and stopped by the local party store to pick up some soda for Todd. Just around 1AM, October 25th, Justin arrives to accompany Todd, his cousin, Jay and Chad. Justin mentioned that everyone was having a good time, that no one got into any arguments, and in fact he barely interacted or saw Chad the entire night. He stated, the only time he did see Chad is when he occasionally went to relieve himself in the bathroom.
The early morning crept up on everyone, and Jay, mentions she has to wake up early for work, and insists she's going to lay down. Justin agrees and at 4AM, he says his farewells to everyone and heads out. 7AM rolls around, and Jay reluctantly wakes up to get ready for work, and leaves the home before 7:30AM.
It's between 8AM and 9AM, when Chad is determined to murder his own best friend. After acquiring a crowbar and a metal pipe, he takes the metal pipe and swings it against the side of Todd's head. Todd falls forward onto the ground, as Chad continues to swing the pipe again, and again. Blood begins to pool around, splashing against the walls and furniture. He proceeds to equip the crow bar, slashing at Todd so hard, he created sores on his own hands. Later found in the medical examination, it showed Todd had defensive wounds all over his arms. He tried his hardest to get away from Chad, even resulting in clawing marks found engraved on the floor where he tried to crawl away. As Todd lay motionless on the ground, Chad had to make sure Todd wouldn't survive. That's when he grabbed a plastic bag and tied it around Todd's head, suffocating him, to make sure the job was finished.
Chad stood over Todd covered in his own best friend's blood, and this didn't deter him, he knew he had to get rid of the evidence and the panic set in. For some unknown reason, Chad thought undressing Todd would be a brilliant idea. He stripped Todd down to nothing, leaving his mutilated corpse exposed. He rushed into the laundry room, tossing the clothes into the dryer, leaving the laundry room once more, quickly removing any fire alarms that were in sight. He pushed one under a couch, another under a pile of clothes, and used a rubber mallet to smash some. With all of the fire alarms destroyed or misplaced, he quickly made his way into the bathroom. He removed Todd's shower chair, stripped himself clean, and began rinsing himself.
After cleaning himself as much as he could, he searched for the nearest clean clothing– Todd's scrub bottoms. Todd was no small man, he was a man who wore about 5 XL and Chad wore a medium. He collected his bloodied clothes and tossed them into the dryer. This is where he made the decision to set the house ablaze, using the bloodied clothes and dryer.
Chad made one costly mistake, and closed the laundry room door. Consequently, this allowed the contained fire to be smothered. Despite being contained, the smoke densely filled the home. Just when he thought he had taken care of all the fire alarms in the home, he could still hear some blaring, so, once again, Chad took the mallet, and smashed any remaining fire alarms. He dropped the mallet in the kitchen right next to a knife that he decided against when he plotted the murder. Time was ticking against a suffocating thick black smoke, he collected the murder weapons, discarding them into a somewhat overgrown vegetation near the wheelchair ramp and between the house.
Luckily, a neighbor who usually was a nuisance, took notice of the situation going on next door, along with another neighbor who lived across the street. Chad came frantically running out of the house, reaching the sidewalks before pacing back and forth. The neighbor who lived across, was actually a city inspector, and came rushing to aid Chad. He testified that he found it weird that there was silence among the chaos, there was no sound of fire alarms going off. He also mentioned to the jury that when he tried to help, he couldn't see at all into the home due to the smoke, but Chad entered and exited the house multiple times, and one time even came out with the rubber mallet.
As emergency services arrived only minutes after the call, Chad was seen frantically telling the fire department that his friend was inside. He then proceeds to grab the house hose, and sprays the side of the house in an attempt to “put out the fire.” However, based on the layout Chad was nowhere near the fire, in fact, the fire was on the opposite side to where Chad was spraying.
The fire department questioned Chad if he knew if Todd had escaped. Chad responded, “I don't know! My friend is there!” And continued to delay rescue. Firemen slammed against the door that they presumed was locked, but in actuality, they were slamming into the lifeless corpse of Todd. Only when they managed to breach the door, they began blindly trailing into the home, they basically tripped over Todd's lifeless body. This set a rescue in motion in belief that Todd was simply unconscious. It was only when they brought him out to the grass did they see the extent of Todd's injuries.
During the intense moments, Police quickly detained Chad under suspicion of murder and arson. They photographed his wounded hands, and the medical examiner confirmed matches with wounds from a sliding iron bar. There was also mention that Chad admitted blindly to police that he believed shadow people were walking up and down the road and coming to kill his friend. The police didn't buy it.
It was later discovered that Todd and Chad both had traces of methamphetamine and cocaine in their systems. However, Jay and Justin both testified that neither of them had seen Todd using the night prior.
Open and shut case? Well, things just get more complicated and infuriating. The victim's family wasn't unable to access the home for almost two months, which is understandable. Regardless of whether it was a genuine mistake or poor forensic investigation work, considering it took Todd's own father, who was gardening the overgrown vegetation and my best friend's aunt who brought a metal detector (yes I know this sounds insane, but it's completely on par for her) they located the murder weapons They discovered the weapons... 2 years after Todd's death.
During the first few months, the victim's family was terrorized by the media forcing them to flee their homes in order to grieve properly. And for you who don't know what happens when someone you love is viciously murdered in their own home, the family is left to deal with the clean up. At the time they didn't know such companies existed until after, and unfortunately my best friend was someone who was given the responsibility of cleaning out the home.
She was mentally exhausted at this point, after trying her hardest to move the couch, she cried out “Please, just move!” And that's when the voice behind her answered back. A man from New Jersey who helped her, just at the right time.
Amongst the chaos, COVID was running rampant, delaying a lot of the court dates, but also Chad had a hand in it too. His team constantly requested mental evaluations, but each time Chad was given the opportunity to take the test he would refuse to speak, forcing them to throw it out. One test turned into, two, and two turned into three. After 3 years, the judge finally denied his request for a private test.
Eventually, a trial date was set. My best friend almost had to go through the entire trial alone. Her grandmother couldn't bear to see the gruesome scene, and her grandfather and aunt were both called as witnesses, so I sat with her in that courtroom supporting her as much as I could. He showed no remorse in his actions, only to briefly glance back at my best friend but met with my face of disgust each time. The evidence was so gruesome, one juror asked to be removed from the stand because she simply couldn't mentally endure it anymore.
Each time, the defense team would bring up Todd's drug abuse fueling more anger. Assuming that since he was a drug user, anyone could have done it. But yet, the most disgusting thing you would never want to hear out of a public defender's mouth is, “this case is so easy, my dog could win it” when the victim's family was ears length away.
We also found out that Chad was previously kicked out from his home because his wife was terrified that Chad was acting too violently to be around her and the kids. That's when Todd called his family, announcing that he would be letting Chad stay with him for a little. In his words, "I don't think he'll do that."
But he would. And he did.
In the end, Chad pleaded guilty to first-degree murder and second-degree arson. And still to this day, Chad refuses to accept accountability for what he did to a man who couldn't defend himself properly, nor why he did exactly what he did either.