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Use these to draft one page short stories that can be used to give life to emotional reactions.

1. How do you feel when you find out your favorite book has a sequel?
   1. Describe the emotion when you receive a surprise gift from a friend.
   2. What emotions arise when you lose a game you were really looking forward to winning?
   3. Share the feelings you experience on the first day of a new school year.
   4. How do you react when you have to speak in front of the class unexpectedly?
   5. Describe the mix of emotions when you meet a new friend for the first time.
   6. What's your emotional response when you get a good grade on a test you studied hard for?
   7. Express your feelings when you have to apologize to someone.
   8. How does it feel when you successfully solve a challenging puzzle or riddle?
   9. Describe the emotions when you witness an act of kindness in your school.
   10. Share your reaction when your parents surprise you with a fun outing.
   11. How do you feel when you receive a compliment from a teacher?
   12. Express the emotions when you face a fear and overcome it.
   13. Describe the mix of emotions when your best friend moves away.
   14. How does it feel when you achieve a personal goal you've been working on?
   15. Share your emotional response when you receive constructive criticism.
   16. What are your feelings when you have to say goodbye to someone you care about?
   17. Describe the emotions when you create something artistic that you're proud of.
   18. How do you react when you encounter a challenge you've never faced before?
   19. Express the feelings when you win a competition against your classmates.
   20. What emotions arise when you have to admit you made a mistake?
   21. Share your reaction when you successfully make someone else laugh.
   22. How do you feel when you see someone being unfairly treated?
   23. Describe the mix of emotions when you receive recognition for your hard work.
   24. Express your feelings when you have to confront a difficult situation.
   25. How does it feel when you help someone who is struggling?
   26. Share your emotional response when you receive a genuine apology.
   27. What are your feelings when you witness an act of generosity in your community?
   28. Describe the emotions when you receive unexpected praise from a peer.
   29. How do you react when you experience a moment of pure joy?
   30. Express the feelings when you have to deal with a disappointment.
   31. Share your reaction when you successfully navigate a new environment.
   32. What emotions arise when you make a new friend during a group activity?
   33. Describe the mix of emotions when you have to share something important with others.
   34. How do you feel when you achieve a milestone in a personal project?
   35. Express your feelings when you have to confront a situation that makes you nervous.
   36. How does it feel when you receive support from unexpected sources?
   37. Share your emotional response when you witness an act of bravery.
   38. What are your feelings when you receive constructive feedback on your creative work?
   39. Describe the emotions when you discover a new hobby that you love.
   40. How do you react when you have to face a rule or consequence you disagree with?
   41. Express the feelings when you overcome a physical challenge or obstacle.
   42. Share your reaction when you meet someone who shares your interests.
   43. What emotions arise when you have to work in a group and contribute your ideas?
   44. How do you feel when you witness an act of perseverance in someone else?
   45. Describe the mix of emotions when you learn a valuable lesson from a mistake.
   46. Express your feelings when you receive encouragement from a mentor.
   47. How does it feel when you are asked to take on a leadership role?
   48. Share your emotional response when you make amends with someone after a disagreement.
   49. What are your feelings when you have to adapt to a sudden change in plans?
   50. Describe the emotions when you receive unexpected assistance from a classmate.
   51. How do you react when you have to share your personal achievements with others?
   52. Express the feelings when you successfully navigate a social situation.
   53. Share your reaction when you find out your favorite activity is canceled.
   54. What emotions arise when you have to admit you need help with something?
   55. Describe the mix of emotions when you receive positive feedback from a teacher.
   56. How do you feel when you are chosen for a special role or task?
   57. Express your feelings when you witness an act of fairness in a game or competition.
   58. How does it feel when you learn something new that challenges your perspective?
   59. Share your emotional response when you have to comfort a friend in need.
   60. What are your feelings when you participate in a community service project?
   61. Describe the emotions when you receive recognition for your kindness towards others.
   62. How do you react when you have to navigate a situation where you feel misunderstood?
   63. Express the feelings when you successfully resolve a conflict with a friend.
   64. Share your reaction when you discover a hidden talent or skill.
   65. What emotions arise when you have to stand up for what you believe in?
   66. How do you feel when you experience a moment of gratitude towards someone else?
   67. Describe the mix of emotions when you have to say goodbye to a beloved pet.
   68. Express your feelings when you overcome a fear and try something new.
   69. How does it feel when you receive support during a challenging time?
   70. Share your emotional response when you witness an act of sportsmanship.
   71. What are your feelings when you participate in a team-building activity?
   72. Describe the emotions when you have to navigate a situation where you feel left out.
   73. How do you react when you receive constructive criticism from a peer?
   74. Express the feelings when you successfully complete a long-term project.
   75. Share your reaction when you witness an act of environmental stewardship.
   76. What emotions arise when you have to cope with the loss of a valuable possession?
   77. How do you feel when you are entrusted with a responsibility by a teacher?
   78. Describe the mix of emotions when you participate in a cultural exchange activity.
   79. Express your feelings when you help organize a surprise for someone else.
   80. How does it feel when you receive unexpected encouragement from a family member?
   81. Share your emotional response when you witness an act of compassion in your community.
   82. What are your feelings when you have to navigate a situation where you feel underestimated?
   83. Describe the emotions when you receive a heartfelt letter or note from a friend.
   84. How do you react when you have to confront a situation where you feel pressured?
   85. Express the feelings when you successfully teach someone a new skill.
   86. Share your reaction when you witness an act of creativity in your school.
   87. What emotions arise when you have to cope with the end of a school year?
   88. How do you feel when you participate in a group project and everyone contributes?
   89. Describe the mix of emotions when you receive an unexpected apology.
   90. Express your feelings when you successfully negotiate a compromise with a friend.
   91. How does it feel when you discover a new way to express yourself creatively?
   92. Share your emotional response when you witness an act of selflessness.
   93. What are your feelings when you have to navigate a situation where you feel proud of yourself?
   94. Describe the emotions when you receive positive feedback for your efforts.
   95. How do you react when you have to face a situation where you feel out of place?

i’m in need of a webtoon partner!!! i’m planing on starting a webtoon of my own however I struggled to write dialogue, i’m more art focussed
I already have timeline for the first season planned and will get into that later
I am looking for someone who would be willing to partner up to help me write dialogue and plan out the story
You would’ve of course get half the credit of the story and huge part of the creation process
we would communicate via Discord
I would prefer if possible if you are at least over the age of 16 since I am an adult (´∀｀=) (i’m so sorry not trying to be weird )
work would be free until we get revenue of any kind
please let me know if any of these seem unreasonable —————————————————————- my plan for the story so far is for our main character is a funeral directomortician and has an at work accident and gets Isekai into a fantasy gothic Victorian world as a countess
She wakes up as the only survivor of a famous serial killer in this world
The story will be a mix of typical mahwa isekai webtoon that are popular rn + purple hyacinth & my deepest secret type mysteries
I’ve already planned a lot of twists and turns for the story however don’t want to spoil them here quite yet
Please message me through Reddit or discord if you were interested, we can discuss more later !
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Hi everyone I have a fun/interesting case and this is my first time posting. I’m open to DMs if anyone wants to chat further about the following topics but first I’d like just a little clarity 😅
I’m a straight 20-year-old male struggling with a complex mix of mental health issues, and I'm looking for advice or shared experiences. I suffer from depression, existential OCD, and Bipolar disorder, which causes me to swing between intense existential realizations and deep, hopeless depression. I also have (important) autogynephilia and am a part-time cross-dresser. I started cross-dressing in secret as a child, feeling immense guilt due to my religious upbringing. The difficult part about it was not that I didn’t look good enough, it was that I looked way better dressed as a female and even my irl and online friends would agree. I have a small waist, large hips, soft skin and just preform better as a submissive during intimate sessions. Why would God make me such a passable feminine body along with autogynephilia (the sexual attraction to oneself thought as a woman aka trap, femboy, cross dresser, trans or whatever you want to call it.) Fortunately, I have a loving girlfriend who not only accepts but enjoys and supports this aspect of me. Despite this, the religious guilt is overwhelming, especially because I grew up in a strict religious environment.
I'm constantly plagued by thoughts and dread about the afterlife, God, and the universe. I often feel that the rapture is imminent and am troubled by the idea of a cruel God. This consumes my mind daily. Recently, I’ve had panic and anxiety attacks about going to hell and the impossibility of being good enough to enter heaven. I feel destined for hell, and every action is scrutinized through the lens of my fear of eternal damnation. It’s making my life miserable. These thoughts and feelings have been with me for as long as I can remember.
These issues deeply affect my relationship with my girlfriend. I go through phases where I fully embrace cross-dressing, and we have a lot of fun together, but then I swing to the opposite extreme, throwing away all our toys in fear of eternal punishment. My research into Near-Death Experiences (NDEs) has only added to my confusion, as everyone seems to have different experiences, making life feel like a cruel game.
It doesn't help that people find my brain extremely interesting and believe I’m destined for so much more, given my talents as a closeted femboy. This has driven me to search for truth beyond religion and philosophy. I’ve attempted exposure therapy, but it's hard to apply it to these deep existential concerns. I've seen two therapists who found my case too interesting or entertaining to be genuinely helpful. I even tried talking to a priest about my issues, but he ended up trying to take advantage of me, leading to my girlfriend and I leaving that town. Ultimately, I want to achieve a mindset where I’m not in constant cognitive dissonance and can live without the fear of eternal torment for being the way God made me.
Has anyone else dealt with similar issues or found effective ways to cope with such profound existential and religious anxiety?
For example, why would God give me 1. A passable feminine body 2. Autogynophelia to match the body 3. A perfect GF that loves me for who I am then send me to hell because of it?
Any advice or shared experiences would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading.

Hello! I made a similiar post a while back but I wanted to retry this again after not much luck

leans on ferrari greetings .. you can call me poppi <3, i have an actual name so I’ll give you that if we click! To start I’m from London and yes I sound exactly how you think … I’m turning 21 early June so I’m entering my hag era..

[before texting send a cute message and a picture of you attached! <3]

Here is a recent picture of me https://imgur.com/P5O4p8c there are more on my profile if you’re interested!
Relationship facts: Um zero 😭 idk if I’m cursed or like what but I’ve never had a genuine relationship before and definitely not a irl one in any way pfft. So I think it’s cause I run away like a coward when a guy would make there moves
Preferences: Open to long distance? I would love to meet one day ofcourse but with my studies and until I can move into dorms won’t be feesible for a while…
Please only message me if you’re actually attracted to me fr fr - preferences I like guys to be 5”8 or above cause I’m personally. 5”9 so 😭 my age range is firm at 19-24 I don’t feel too comfortable dating above or below that :(
About me?: Im kinda chubby I suppose but it depends on what you would consider? My bmi is 20 but I am chubby so perhaps I’m cuddly? Well I am trying to go to the gym so I’m working on it. I’m 175cm tall and I do have long legs they are like 105cm… I hope and do plan to go to uni next year September so this is me reentering school sigh
I’m a complete chicken when it comes to horror films, i can’t do flying ants they are my biggest fear, I love to play games such as Minecraft, genshin, and lots of vr stuff… I mean if you got a vr headset marry me? I am a hopeless romantic actually, I can get clingy and when comfortable I am very physically affectionate if you like that! Listen I don’t shy away from giving kisses or cuddles and I’m also super loyal like um cheating? Could never be me… my mbti is both a mix of INFP and INTP but I’m more infp leaning i feel. I make really good desserts so I would love to cook and force feed you my delicious treats hehe
Rizz info?: If we get past the stage of calling and we get to video calls? Oh trust me the chemistry!! I’m a completely different person on video chat and calls than text so hey if you got a nice voice it’s probably over for me, my weakness..
More stuff about me: I love love indie pop and indie music it’s my weakness like TV girl are a treasured fave of mine… let’s Spotify share together <3 For tv I don’t watch as much as I used too but I do love total drama island, the old teen titans, shows like that oh and avatar I have a soft spot for aang and the gang!
Hates: I’m not a fan of dry texters 😭 I do believe in the whole to date somebody you should be friends type thing tbh and I’m kind of a dumb ass LMAO it would be nice if we could be dumb and dumber together you know like binge watch nikado avocado videos together 💀
I have once more yapped so much but you know flashes diamonds if it means me and you can meet then ya know…

I'm just going to be blunt because almost everyone else here seems to be easier on Michelle just because Kim is worse.
She looks awful. Face wise, the problem is unfortunate that she carries a lot of fat in her face to the point where it ages her by at least 2-3 decades and make her look like she weighs at least twice as much as she does. And she's been doing the skincare routine (and spending god knows how much) for how long now and her face still isn't any better?
Sure she makes an effort when she goes on her solo dates, etc. (although she and Kim look TERRIBLE when they wear those really thick false eyelashes and blush their cheeks so much) but that's mostly because her hair is down. When her hair is up in a bun, she looks as old as my grandmother who is in her 80s. My mother (who is in her mid-50s) thinks so too and she is always shocked when I tell her they're both at least a few years younger than me. And Michelle is fussing about turning 30??
This also jogs into memory of a time when Kim and Michelle were gloating about some woman telling them they look young for their ages. Do they? I'm Asian and to me, they look at LEAST in their 50s, especially when they wear their hair up. Maybe I'm being too harsh but if I ever look like either of them, I'd be looked at with disgust and receive judgment from not just my relatives (especially my close family), but even strangers. I know this because I have friends and coworkers who don't look nearly as bad as them that get gawked at.
Honestly I used to think it was confidence that Michelle could take herself out on solo trips looking the way she does, but now I'm sure it's also mixed with delusion which makes sense because when you put effort into how you look, you feel good even if you don't look as good.
But I will acknowledge that at least she can do things on her own unlike Kim who (and this is something I will never understand) is more "famous" and a former "beauty guru" who still can't seem to do anything on her own that she has to drag Michelle around like a security blanket with her especially whenever she's around HER IN-LAWS. That will never not be bizarre to me. Kim is obviously more insecure with her looks than she lets on. Just because Michelle looks bigger than her doesn't mean Kim's not as fat as her.
Also Kim is always in "oversized" tops. Not that it matters because I like wearing oversized tops myself but I feel like she thinks she feels "petite" in them like those slimmer girls who wear them (probably also explains why she does her hair up in that damn "messy bun" a lot). The fact is she's short and very obese and it still shows no matter how big the top she wears is. She will always look dumpy unless she loses like 50lbs. (She's admitted her highest weight was 160lbs and that was years ago.)
I think if they both drop 1/3 of their weight, they'd look so much better. We've seen Michelle when she was on her weight loss journey and she was looking a lot better when she dropped 50lbs.
Many people say Kim is sabotaging her with the mukbangs, etc, but as Michelle has clarified, she is her own person. If she wants to live her life eating crap with Kim, that's on her. She and Kim have broken their friendship off before, and if Michelle truly thinks she can do better in life without her, she'd do it but she won't (at least for now) because Kim is such a "generous" gift-giver.
I've been holding off on this for so long (particularly my judgment on Michelle), because I always see people crapping on Kim's looks (which I agree with - her small but fat fish lips along with her round soccerball head is a bad combination) but never really as much Michelle who may be the better of the two but still looks just as bad.
Michelle may come off as "compassionate and caring" but the way she preaches about how much of a "nice/good person" she is and that she'd nevvver judged anyone the way she was/is judged by her relatives when we know all too well that she and Kim gossip all the time and are just as bitchy as we can be (esp. off camera) is just insane.
They probably call themselves empaths too because they're *such* kindhearted people. I'm sure if they both got a dose of the truth serum, they would not be friends.

I’m a F16 almost 17 in July! I'm a dancer, singer, actress, and writer!! I love traveling, swimming, making ceramic art or any kind of art for that matter !! I'm obsessed with Broadway and I love cosplay! I'm Nigerian American mixed with Indian and I'm super sweet and kinda shy if you would like to know me more you can send Me a friend request or you can just pm me !!

Quick summary: yes, it's cheap but heart and talent seemingly come cheap. My full review v
I've heard plenty about this non-equity Shrek tour, albeit AFTER I bought tickets because I saw the advertisement in my theater. I thought about getting a refund in the weeks before the show but in every review, I heard praise for the cast. Also, I've loved this musical for a while so I decided to take a risk and went today.
It was WELL worth it :D
To address the dragon in the room, yes, it's clear the budget wasn't high. If nothing else I say will convince you to try this show at the prices they're asking, you won't hurt my feelings finding another thread. I'll be clear that I hate that the cast and crew don't get pay much in a non-equity performance.
That said, the art direction was nice. I consider it akin to the 1st Toy Story, where the CGI is dated but the art direction still makes it nice to look at (not to mention the story and acting ;) ). There wasn't much in sets but what was there were nice, storybook-like structures and hangings. Nothing like Broadway's but the designers did what they could and succeeded.
I won't defend the Shrek make-up. I could see the edge of the bald cap from my seat (row P, orchestra section) while I can barely see the mesh ear holes in the proshot. That said, I do like the tour Shrek's proportions better; while it looked cool, I thought Broadway covered Brian d'Arcy James in too much padding and latex to make him look like the animated Shrek. You just need a bald head and the ears; Shrek's pretty distinctive :)
On that note, if you're not going with puppetry, it's hard to depict a lot of the characters in Shrek. The Broadway costumes DO look a lost better but the tour costumes did a good job to suggest their characters. Not exactly Tony-winning or Broadway caliber but serviceable (if I had unlimited power for a Shrek revival, comparisons to The Lion King would be apt; not a complete copy of LK's style but certainly puppet heavy like it).
Really, the only bad thing I can say about the tour is that there were a few moments where a cast member's mic isn't turned on in time for a lyric/line. That was annoying, especially during adult Fiona's big intro in "I Know It's Today." Otherwise, there were only a few moments where the mixing was off but it was overall good (and I don't think my theater has the best acoustics).
Now for the unabashedly good :D
The cast was phenomenal. If they agreed with this subreddit that the production was cheap, they didn't let that affect their performance (or it did and they worked harder to compensate). In particular, Nicholas Hambruch, Cecily Dionne Davis, and Naphtali Yaakov Curry as the main trio (Shrek, Fiona, & Donkey respectively) were excellent and up there with both their Broadway and animated counterparts (and the 1st tour that came years ago to the same theater, even if I don't remember their names). Everyone else was excellent. They sang, danced, and acted to the T and deserved every applause and laugh they got. I can't say enough.
Music was good. The six-person band did the show good (not sure if there were prerecorded tracks to make the music fuller). I didn't re-listen to the cast album as I like going to shows as fresh as I can so I can't judge between Broadway and tour arrangements but the tour did the score good.
It's also fun to see how the show evolved from the original version and proshot.
To those use "woke" the same way most people use "f", "s", or "autotune", the changes would drive them crazy. Quite frankly, the changes fit the show and does not hurt it. Heck, you'd only notice them if you're familiar with the proshot and cast album.
The most noticeable is that Farquaad is no longer short and the short jokes are gone. Turns out, Farquaad is still a campy, prima donna that's a hilarious parody of a typical dashing, brave prince. We lose his second song in favor of a brief reprise of "What's Up, Duloc" and his back story that's revealed there. I do miss it and the depth it gave him (even if it turned out to be bull-squirt at the end) but the show isn't really hurt by it.
Also, some songs have preludes with the ensemble acting as narrators/Greek chorus (I enjoy the fact that Shrek is the type of franchise where I have to clarify that I don't mean LITERALLY a Greek chorus :D). Doesn't really add much to the show but not bad changes. Them holding scenic elements does make some moments funnier, particularly the forest animals in "Morning Person" and flowers in "I Think I Got You Beat." The puppets used for the kid versions of Shrek and Fiona were pretty good too (and understandable if they're keeping costs down).
There's 2 lyric changes that I noticed (might be more but I'm not remembering) that were just as good as the original and only stood out because I've heard the cast album so many times. One is that the wolf is not called a hot & tranny mess but now mocked for his fashion sense dressing like a grandma. The other (I remember) is Shrek no longer calls Fiona fat during "When Words Fail" but gets flustered mentioning love. Like I said, more inclusive yet still keeping in spirit with the show.
A major change that I ADORE, and I'm not ashamed to admit it, is Shrek's participation in the "Freak Flag." Broadway's Shrek-less version isn't bad and I do miss "Build A Wall" but Shrek being a part of it means he gets to share in the fairytale creatures' epiphany of accepting yourself. Granted, the subtle approach of the film and Broadway production worked just as well but, if you're gonna make a big showstopper song out of the moral, it works really well including the main character.
We do lose "Don't Let Me Go" and "This Is How A Dream Comes True." It IS a little disappointing but, in fairness, I didn't realize until writing this review that "Don't Let Me Go" was missing and the reprise of "I Know It's Today" isn't a bad replacement (although I do wish "This Is How A Dream Comes True" was kept).
Also no "I'm A Believer" but, again, the tour's budget likely precluded it (being a song not written for the show and only ever used after the curtain call).
In summary, no, I can't defend paying normal tour prices for the less than Broadway/high school production value. However, if you can afford it, you get a production that keeps the Broadway production's heart and humor with updates that doesn't fundamentally change the show's DNA. I know it's disappointing Shrek isn't getting the budget it deserves but this tour proves Shrek is a strong enough show to survive a low budget with good actors/singers.
That said, at least the Broadway version exists as a proshot if my review wasn't persuasive :)
(Added some pics. Im not always comfortable posting my face online so please excuse the edits to my selfies. I think they improvements :P ;). The last 2 pics are of my souvenirs; I like magnets and the pen, a floating pen starring Donkey is cute :D)

I’m a F 16 almost 17 in July! I’m a dancer, singer, actress, and writer!! I love traveling, swimming, making ceramic art or any kind of art for that matter !! I’m obsessed with Broadway and I love cosplay! I’m Nigerian American mixed with Indian and I’m super sweet and kinda shy if you would like to know me more you can send Me a friend request or you can just pm me !! :)

i noticed that this reddit is only really good for finding whether ur cool or warm as a poc cuz most likely they'll just tell u ur a winter. There are however some people that do consider other options at least so its not that ignorant but how're you going to categorize 90% of the worlds population into 1/2 categories? That doesn't make sense. Its not about being inclusive and lying to yourself or others its about how can you realistically say that there's barely any color differences in 90% of the worlds population but then say 10% of the worlds population is 12 different colors? Just doesn't make sense mathematically or realistically and needs to be called out. Especially after seeing all those Asian analysis videos there's so much variation but then seeing white analysis videos and its just the same thing. And then when there is a supposed "inclusivity" its just a mixed person with white. That's not what we mean.

Hi everyone I have a fun/interesting case and this is my first time posting. I’m open to DMs if anyone wants to chat further about the following topics but first I’d like just a little clarity 😅
I’m a straight 20-year-old male struggling with a complex mix of mental health issues, and I'm looking for advice or shared experiences. I suffer from depression, existential OCD, and Bipolar disorder, which causes me to swing between intense existential realizations and deep, hopeless depression. I also have (important) autogynephilia and am a part-time cross-dresser. I started cross-dressing in secret as a child, feeling immense guilt due to my religious upbringing. The difficult part about it was not that I didn’t look good enough, it was that I looked way better dressed as a female and even my irl and online friends would agree. I have a small waist, large hips, soft skin and just preform better as a submissive during intimate sessions. Why would God make me such a passable feminine body along with autogynephilia (the sexual attraction to oneself thought as a woman aka trap, femboy, cross dresser, trans or whatever you want to call it.) Fortunately, I have a loving girlfriend who not only accepts but enjoys and supports this aspect of me. Despite this, the religious guilt is overwhelming, especially because I grew up in a strict religious environment.
I'm constantly plagued by thoughts and dread about the afterlife, God, and the universe. I often feel that the rapture is imminent and am troubled by the idea of a cruel God. This consumes my mind daily. Recently, I’ve had panic and anxiety attacks about going to hell and the impossibility of being good enough to enter heaven. I feel destined for hell, and every action is scrutinized through the lens of my fear of eternal damnation. It’s making my life miserable. These thoughts and feelings have been with me for as long as I can remember.
These issues deeply affect my relationship with my girlfriend. I go through phases where I fully embrace cross-dressing, and we have a lot of fun together, but then I swing to the opposite extreme, throwing away all our toys in fear of eternal punishment. My research into Near-Death Experiences (NDEs) has only added to my confusion, as everyone seems to have different experiences, making life feel like a cruel game.
It doesn't help that people find my brain extremely interesting and believe I’m destined for so much more, given my talents as a closeted femboy. This has driven me to search for truth beyond religion and philosophy. I’ve attempted exposure therapy, but it's hard to apply it to these deep existential concerns. I've seen two therapists who found my case too interesting or entertaining to be genuinely helpful. I even tried talking to a priest about my issues, but he ended up trying to take advantage of me, leading to my girlfriend and I leaving that town. Ultimately, I want to achieve a mindset where I’m not in constant cognitive dissonance and can live without the fear of eternal torment for being the way God made me.
Has anyone else dealt with similar issues or found effective ways to cope with such profound existential and religious anxiety?
For example, why would God give me 1. A passable feminine body 2. Autogynophelia to match the body 3. A perfect GF that loves me for who I am then send me to hell because of it?
Any advice or shared experiences would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading.

There’s talk at the local tavern- Another adventuring party was a little too loud while discussing a dragon attacking the people of Brandonsford. And there’s one thing you know for sure- where there’s a dragon, there’s bound to be treasure!
Looking for 4-6 players, 25YO+ and LGBTQ+ friendly, to meet at a FLGS in the West San Fernando Valley (probably Game n’ Grounds or Fire & Dice) for weekly adventuring using the Old School Essentials (BX) ruleset, beginning May 30th. This adventure should last between 2-4 sessions, depending on the group’s play-style within a small-ish sandbox. If players are interested (and pass the “I’m not an axe-murderer” test), we can continue on a weekly cadence through many more adventures together and move locations to my much more comfortable house in Woodland Hills.
A quick personal note- I have a moderate amount of experience GM’ing D&D 5E and Call of Cthulhu and am excited to move to the OSR with Old School Essentials. Don’t expect perfection; I’ll definitely make mistakes and will try my best to be consistent with RAW. I prefer story-driven games with a mix of RP and encounters. If you’re interested to adventure, have a good time, and make new friends, whether you have OSR experience or not, DM me and introduce yourself.

My cat got some teeth removed the other day. The problem is the vet said she can't have dry food for two weeks and should eat wet only. She has never liked wet food. She's extremely picky and I have never been able to find a wet food she will eat. She loves churus and I have tried topping the wet food with it or mixing it in to entice her to eat but if it's on top she just will lick the churu off and not eat the rest.
She refuses to eat anything and I can tell she's hungry but is just refusing to eat the wet food because she doesn't like it. I've put her regular food in a food processor and ground it super fine, mixed it with warm water to make a wet food consistency and she won't eat that. I tried mixing that with a churu and she still won't eat it.
Has anyone else experienced this and do you have any suggestions? I don't want to just give her dry food because I don't want to mess up the sutures and cause any issues in her healing process but she's so stubborn and I don't want her to starve herself in protest lol.

My cat got some teeth removed the other day. The problem is the vet said she can't have dry food for two weeks and should eat wet only. She has never liked wet food. She's extremely picky and I have never been able to find a wet food she will eat. She loves churus and I have tried topping the wet food with it or mixing it in to entice her to eat but if it's on top she just will lick the churu off and not eat the rest.
She refuses to eat anything and I can tell she's hungry but is just refusing to eat the wet food because she doesn't like it. I've put her regular food in a food processor and ground it super fine, mixed it with warm water to make a wet food consistency and she won't eat that. I tried mixing that with a churu and she still won't eat it.
Has anyone else experienced this and do you have any suggestions? I don't want to just give her dry food because I don't want to mess up the sutures and cause any issues in her healing process but she's so stubborn and I don't want her to starve herself in protest lol.

Hey!
So if one wanted a mentocourse on how to manage government contracts - where would they go? KPC & Wes Fisher both have me on a waiting list and after getting super invested in learning earlier this year and having the air taken out of my tires a bit - really want to get reinvested in learning all I can to make managing government contracts a viable business!
The ‘air taken out of the tires’ was some confusion over one of the regulations in the FARs, forget which one (in my reddit post history somewhere, once I find it I’ll edit this post), that stipulated some amount of work had to be done by the primary contractor holder - realized it’s different for every contract and I had a mix of answers! Getting into the product side, heard of those that had trouble getting set up with GPO and I let that dissuade me. Not going to let it happen again, I’m super passionate about making this work.
Also, my partner in doing this would be a woman, if we registered the business in her name could we get woman-owned business set-asides? The FARs regulation I mentioned earlier would apply there, would it not?
Know it’s a lot of questions, just wanna soak up all the information I can.
Primarily: What is the best teaching source on going from A - Z through the process if I wanted to ‘manage’ (middle-man) government contracts? I know they’re all cut from a different cloth and in my experience only some have that specific FARs regulation applied to them, as well as most (maybe all?) set-asides, if I’m not wrong?
Thank you!