Meri biwi ki saheli

Got very good percentage in 10th boards. Confidence mei aake jee liya , reputed institute mei Jana wala tha, bahut logon ne influence krdiya personal attention nhi milega then local institute join krliya and it turned out to be the worst decision. First 3-4 months chemistry ka pehla CHP ongoing tha and physics mei vector bahut lamba chala phir bhi basic batein nhi batayi vo time pe mei chodne wala tha institute but courage nhi utha paya. Few months later this institute got merged into reputed institute. I was happy so was my grp who were serious abt jee in my batch. But kuch fayda nhi hua almost vahi faculties the bs phy ka badla and padhate acha the sab bass PTA nhi itna backlog bnte gya Mera fir inhone speed pakadli as syllabus bahagana tha. Now situation is meri class mei koi serious nhi 1-2 log advance ke liye sochre bs baaki sab timepass krre aur idhr aake outcastes feel hota hai due to many reasons. Teachers ne bhi batch ki haalat dekhke thoda Kam lvl pe padhane lg gye hai and bahut time se timing ke issue krdiye hai isliye mere marks gir gye hai nhi toh pehle meko advance mei 45-50% marks aate the abb issues ke karan padh nhi paar rha. Pls help 11th ka backlog kaise clear kru?? And should I leave this batch kyuki abhi tk 11th ka syllabus khatm nhi huya(25 -tard hu). USS institute mei if batch change ka socha toh dikkat hai syllabus difference.

mai apni mummy se abb utna share nahi kar pati jitna pahle karti thi kyunki meri life meai mujhe sabse jyada judge wohi karti hain plus wo apne aap ko hamesha right samajhti hai aur kabhi kabhi indirectly yea bhi kah deti hai ki meri wajah se hi wo doctor nahi ban paayi kaash wo yea samahjti ki mai bhi insaan hu aur ki insaan perfect nahi hota wo meri best friend ke khilaf bhi mujhe bhadkati hai kyunki mai usko sab batati hoon onki jagah wo baat baat pai tantrum deti hai wo mujhe chemistry padhane ke liye firce karti hai but mai isliye nahi maanti kyunki wo eak compound na yaad aane par bhayankar prakar ke taane deti hai aur aaj tak mene aisa kuch lafde wala kiya bhi nahi hai fir bhi unko shak hota rahta hai meri choti bahen bhi unhi ke side pai rahti hai kyunki mummy usko obviously jyada favour karti hain mai abhi 12th mai hoon waise hi bohot stress hai 2 min ka break leti hoon toh taane dene lag jati hai fir padhne ka man hi nahi karta kyunki kitna bhi padhlu mai unke liye kabhi enough nahi hoga subah se padh rahi thi mai duphar mai khana banake khate samay thoda laptop dekh rahi thi kyunki mumma so rahi thi par pata nahi achanak uth gayi fir taana maarne lagi ki aag laga dungi mere man mai aya ki boldu ki mujhe aag laga do but mene kuch nahi bola abhi bohot jor se ronna aa raha hai but nahi ro sakti kyunki wo dekhengi toh bolengi ki bohot drama kar rahi hai iska toh roj ka hai (to my sister aur pahle bhi bol chuki hai ) but koi nahi bas eak saal ki baat hai bas kisi tarah jee nikal lu fir yahan se toh bahar hi lungi college aur jee ke liye kuch tips ho toh bhi bata dena guys abb padhne ja rahi hoon iss se pahle mumma wapis ana maare

Main tuitions deti hoon primary class ke bachchon ko. Mere tuition mein ek ladki aati thi woh 5th class mein thi aur uska Chhota Bhai 1st class mein.
Ek baar mujhe us ladki ne kaha, ma'am humare pas ek lakh ki bhains hai, aapko kharid ni hai? I said, no.
Phir 10-15 din ke baad phir usne mujhse wahi question puchha, ma'am humare pas ek lakh ki bhains hai, aapko kharid ni hai? I said, no again.
Phir usne mujhse woh same question puchha ek month ek baad. Mera answer same tha. She kept asking kuch 3-4 baad aur puchha.
Phir vacation ho gaya aur woh log apne gaon chale gaye. Uski mummy ne video call Kiya aur mujhse baat ki, phir meri student yani, unki beti ko phone diya maine usse bhi baat ki. Phir unhone apne chhote bete se kaha ki jao ma'am ko apna gardan dikho. Us ladke ne mujhe apna garden dikhaya, bataya ki kaunsi kaunsi Vegetables unhone ugayi hain aur yeh bhi bataya ki usne apne dadaji ki help ki hai is kaam mein.
Maine uss ladke se puchha ki yeh toh batao apki ek lakh ki bhains Kahan hai, mujhe dekhni hai. He said, woh farm pe gayi hain.
Story thodi funny hoti agar yeh question maine uski behan se puchha hota.
Edit- har story ka koi moral ho yeh jaroori nahi hai but if want the moral of the story then here it is.
Moral- koi aapko kitna bhi apni cheez bechne ki koshish kare agar nahi chahiye toh mat kharido.

so i am (16M) a delhi resident
abhi maine school change kara h and mai bus se jaata hu and there is one new guy we recently became friends
so the story is that two days ago he forgot his earbuds tws on the bus seat and he get off the bus and phir maine dekha vo use bhul gya h so maine tws ko apne pass rakh liya socha ki jab ayega tab de dunga but phir ghar aake i realised ki usne bola tha vo kal nhi ayega aur mai bhi nhi aane waala tha because parso se vacations ho rhi thi school mei so i thought ab holidays ke baad hi chances h dene ka....
the thing is that i dont even have his phone number as we recently became friends and his house is also in a gully i even dont know where it is but bhot dur h ghar
and usne bola tha na ki vo nhi ayega but vo aagya us din aur mai nhi aaya aur usne meri choti behen (jo mere hi school mei h) use bol diya ki tere bhai ne mere earbuds chori kar liye aur vo chor h and all that stuff...idk how he got to know ki mere pass h earbuds probably isliye because mai hi uske pass baitha tha..
but the point is that usne mujhpe chori ke allegations laga diye so ab to mai soch rha hu use vacations ho jaane ke baad bhi vo tws na du chahe kuch bhi ho..,bcoz this mf literally just called me a thief jabki maine to vo earbuds bas isliye utha liye the taaki vo kho naa jaaye bus mei ya koi aur na lele and mai use baad mei de bhi deta
can u guys suggest me ki mujhe ab vo dene chahiye na nhi???

so i am (16M) a delhi resident
abhi maine school change kara h and mai bus se jaata hu and there is one new guy we recently became friends
so the story is that two days ago he forgot his earbuds tws on the bus seat and he get off the bus and phir maine dekha vo use bhul gya h so maine tws ko apne pass rakh liya socha ki jab ayega tab de dunga but phir ghar aake i realised ki usne bola tha vo kal nhi ayega aur mai bhi nhi aane waala tha because parso se vacations ho rhi thi school mei so i thought ab holidays ke baad hi chances h dene ka....
the thing is that i dont even have his phone number as we recently became friends and his house is also in a gully i even dont know where it is but bhot dur h ghar
and usne bola tha na ki vo nhi ayega but vo aagya us din aur mai nhi aaya aur usne meri choti behen (jo mere hi school mei h) use bol diya ki tere bhai ne mere earbuds chori kar liye aur vo chor h and all that stuff...idk how he got to know ki mere pass h earbuds probably isliye because mai hi uske pass baitha tha..
but the point is that usne mujhpe chori ke allegations laga diye so ab to mai soch rha hu use vacations ho jaane ke baad bhi vo tws na du chahe kuch bhi ho..,bcoz this mf literally just called me a thief jabki maine to vo earbuds bas isliye utha liye the taaki vo kho naa jaaye bus mei ya koi aur na lele and mai use baad mei de bhi deta
can u guys suggest me ki mujhe ab vo dene chahiye na nhi???

Bhai yha ka temperature ne dimak ki maa bhen kardi hai meri ,,etni garmi mea mere dimak ki nasse fatne ko ho rhi hai
Yha pe thanda Mausam bas 3 mahine ka hota hai Max and ussme bhi pollution etna zyda
Kasse survive karre yha
Log bhi patani harami se hote hai matlab ache log bhi hote hai but vo kam hai bhot ,,madat kabhi koi nahi karta choti si bhi ,,bhot kam hie log hote Jo helpful hote
But bhar jae bhi kaha india aur Pakistan region ka climate poori duniya mea sabse chudu hua hai ,, kuch pahad wali locations hie Bach jaati hai
Yha pe hie ghar wagera hai bhar bhi nahi Jaa sakte😭😭

I'm a typical, unemployed, middle-aged Pakistani. (34 years old) I was a banker for sometime but during the first wave of corona in 2020, I lost my job. Since then I'm mostly unemployed for almost 3.5 years now.
It's not like I don't wanna work but it is that I can't find work. My Spouse has left me. Father passed away 10 years ago. Mother's Pension and younger brother's salary is keeping the kitchen and circle alive which is getting harder day by day. May daily routine is to get up, I don't get any breakfast because there's none left for me. get suited in a couple of office pants and shirts that I still own, go to different offices and drop my CVs, some sympethize, some flat out refuse and even redicule that you're now a 34 year old male. You should of been a tycoon by now.
No one respects me. No one remembers me in gatherings. No one bothers to call or invite me during family functions.
My own mother hates and despises me because I'm a constant source of shame for her ever since I was born. Things I hear on daily basis are, kaash mein marr jati to tu na hota aj mjhe zaleel krny keliye, ya phir hazaron khawateen zachgi k doran marr jati hain, kaash mein bhi un me se 1 hoti, tery paas job nai to to aisa kr k kisi flyover ya high voltage electricity pole pr charh ja or ehtjaj kr, koi na koi politician aye ga, apni publicity k bahany hi sahi, tujhe nechy utarwaey ga, photo wagera banwaye ga or nokri deny k wada kr k chala jye ga. Khakrob ya sweeper ki nokri bhi dy to kr le bas meri jaan chor dy.
I've been struggling with anxiety and depression ever since I was 18, (so for almost half of my life, I've been stressed, depressed and battling with anxiety). I tried to h**g myself on a couple of occasions due to severe anxiety but my mother and wife were always able to intervene at the right time. But Level of despise has gained such heights that my mother says kaash hum tujhe us time jhoolny dety. When I say k jab me la-ilm hoon to mery khany me poison daal dena. to mother boli k beta dil to boht chahta ha but police ayegi to pehla shak ham per hi jye ga. for the record she's my biological, sagi mother. Kehti hain, nokri nahi milti to bheek hi maang ly but kisi trah meri jaan chor dy.
My spouse had remain faithful for a couple of years after I lost my job but she left when she saw that he's getting over aged and not gonna get a decent job. We have no kids so it was easier for her to leave. Her family as well as mine, supported her decision.
I haven't received much milestones in Educational or Career wise.
I have a lot of gaps in my education and career, which every one notinces in an instant while scruitining or perusing my C.V.
I've been rejected from many places for being OVER AGED or not having too much experience.
For some time I felt shame, that I don't want to be a Food panda rider or courier guy, INdrive, careem, bykea captain but now I'm considering everything.
Can't get a license due to weak eyesigt and licence is must to get registered on any app. Bought a bike on installments and half of them are still remaining so I can't use those documents to get registered on apps either.
Little savings I had, I tried rickshaw driving but couldn't because of frequent challans by Traffic Wardens and degrading behaviorude remarks of pessengers and passersby because ricksshaw walas are considered subhumans.
I've also tried selling sabzi, corn soup, gol gappas, dahi ballas, ice cream cycle (according to the season) but got always cheated. either because of my inexperience or me being too SIMPLE and Bahir Ki dunia being bahir ki dunia, dog eating dog world.
I've also tried freelancing, but aaj ki dunia mein ya lafz mjhe gaali lagta ha, jab koi pochy kia kr rhy ho, or koi agy se boly online work krta hoon to agla yahi samajhta ha k VELA ha.
Tried my hands in Private schooling but couldn't get a job due to social anxiety, low confidence and self esteem.
Tried Day Trading as well as options trading, thinking that I can atleast make the amount equal to my monthly salary to keep my kitchen and circle flowing but after losing almost 35 k in it, I said to myself, k people are right k ye juwa ha.
I'm 34. mjhe agy kch nahi nazar arha. Freelancing se nafrat si ho gai or wo is wajah se k 20 years ki age se ye freelancing kr rha hoon or job keliye bhi try krta raha hoon. Freelancing k sath rishta on and off raha ha. yani jab job mil gai to freelancing chor di or jab job chali gai to dobara freelancing shuru kr di.
Freelancing keliye grinding se mjhe both khouf ata ha. proposals likhty howy lafz mery samny nachny lagty hain. apny room me akela betha hoa hoon to mjhe ajeeb ajeeb mayoosi waly khayal aty hain
My kai baar apny sagy behn bhai se request kr chuka hoon k choti moti job dila do, woh kehty hain k bhai tera masla ha. Mera chota bhai mjh per haath bhi utha chuka ha.
due to lack of funds, I don't groom myself much so I look like a jawari, nashai, jahaaz most of the time. when I go to an office, guards won't even let me in k bhikari andar allowed ni.
Pichly 5 saal se sleeping pills le kr so rha hoon. Pehly bhai la deta tha but ab nahi kyun k wo bolta ha mehngai boht hai, me afford ni kr skta.
day before yesterday, I made a fake prescription and bought some 6 or 7 brands of sl**ping pills.
I'm planning on taking them all at once and ending it once and for all.
I remember reading the story of a writer who was overwhelmed by despair and decided to end his own life. Feeling utterly hopeless, he left his home and went for a long walk, contemplating his decision. As he walked, he made a solemn vow to himself: if he encountered even one person who was genuinely smiling, he would reconsider his decision to end his life.
The writer walked for what felt like hours, passing countless people along the way. But despite his search, he couldn't find a single person who appeared genuinely happy or content. Disheartened, he concluded that there was no joy left in the world, no reason to continue living.
With a heavy heart, the writer returned home, his resolve to end his life firm. He took the final steps to carry out his decision, feeling utterly alone and abandoned by the world.
This, in no way, is plea for bheek or charity or attiyat or donations or KHUDA keliye mjhe kaam per rakh lo ya job dila do. Kyun k ye ghar ghar ki kahani ha but Mjhe samajh hi nahi arha k kia kron. to ye kaam asaan lag rha ha.

KARACHI
I'm a typical, unemployed, middle-aged Pakistani. (34 years old) I was a banker for sometime but during the first wave of corona in 2020, I lost my job. Since then I'm mostly unemployed for almost 3.5 years now.
It's not like I don't wanna work but it is that I can't find work. My Spouse has left me. Father passed away 10 years ago. Mother's Pension and younger brother's salary is keeping the kitchen and circle alive which is getting harder day by day. May daily routine is to get up, I don't get any breakfast because there's none left for me. get suited in a couple of office pants and shirts that I still own, go to different offices and drop my CVs, some sympethize, some flat out refuse and even redicule that you're now a 34 year old male. You should of been a tycoon by now.
No one respects me. No one remembers me in gatherings. No one bothers to call or invite me during family functions.
My own mother hates and despises me because I'm a constant source of shame for her ever since I was born. Things I hear on daily basis are, kaash mein marr jati to tu na hota aj mjhe zaleel krny keliye, ya phir hazaron khawateen zachgi k doran marr jati hain, kaash mein bhi un me se 1 hoti, teri paas job nai to to aisa kr k kisi flyover ya high voltage electricity pole pr charh ja or ehtjaj kr, koi na koi politician aye ga, apni publicity k bahany hi sahi, tujhe nechy utarwaey ga, photo wagera banwaye ga or nokri deny k wada kr k chala jye ga. Khakrob ya sweeper ki nokri bhi dy to kr le bas meri jaan chor dy.
I've been struggling with anxiety and depression ever since I was 18, (so for almost half of my life, I've been stressed, depressed and battling with anxiety). I tried to h**g myself on a couple of occasions due to severe anxiety but my mother and wife were always able to intervene at the right time. But Level of despise has gained such heights that my mother says kaash hum tujhe us time jhoolny dety. When I say k jab me la-ilm hoon to mery khany me poison daal dena. to mother boli k beta dil to boht chahta ha but police ayegi to pehla shak ham per hi jye ga. for the record she's my biological, sagi mother. Kehti hain, nokri nahi milti to bheek hi maang ly but kisi trah meri jaan chor dy.
My spouse had remain faithful for a couple of years after I lost my job but she left when she saw that he's getting over aged and not gonna get a decent job. We have no kids so it was easier for her to leave. Her family as well as mine, supported her decision.
I haven't received much milestones in Educational or Career wise.
I have a lot of gaps in my education and career, which every one notinces in an instant while scruitining or perusing my C.V.
I've been rejected from many places for being OVER AGED or not having too much experience.
For some time I felt shame, that I don't want to be a Food panda rider or courier guy, INdrive, careem, bykea captain but now I'm considering everything.
Can't get a license due to weak eyesigt and licence is must to get registered on any app. Bought a bike on installments and half of them are still remaining so I can't use those documents to get registered on apps either.
Little savings I had, I tried rickshaw driving but couldn't because of frequent challans by Traffic Wardens and degrading behaviorude remarks of pessengers and passersby because ricksshaw walas are considered subhumans.
I've also tried selling sabzi, corn soup, gol gappas, dahi ballas, ice cream cycle (according to the season) but got always cheated. either because of my inexperience or me being too SIMPLE and Bahir Ki dunia being bahir ki dunia, dog eating dog world.
I've also tried freelancing, but aaj ki dunia mein ya lafz mjhe gaali lagta ha, jab koi pochy kia kr rhy ho, or koi agy se boly online work krta hoon to agla yahi samajhta ha k VELA ha.
Tried my hands in Private schooling but couldn't get a job due to social anxiety, low confidence and self esteem.
Tried Day Trading as well as options trading, thinking that I can atleast make the amount equal to my monthly salary to keep my kitchen and circle flowing but after losing almost 35 k in it, I said to myself, k people are right k ye juwa ha.
I'm 34. mjhe agy kch nahi nazar arha. Freelancing se nafrat si ho gai or wo is wajah se k 20 years ki age se ye freelancing kr rha hoon or job keliye bhi try krta raha hoon. Freelancing k sath rishta on and off raha ha. yani jab job mil gai to freelancing chor di or jab job chali gai to dobara freelancing shuru kr di.
Freelancing keliye grinding se mjhe both khouf ata ha. proposals likhty howy lafz mery samny nachny lagty hain. apny room me akela betha hota hoon to mjhe ajeeb ajeeb mayoosi waly khayal aty hain
My kai baar apny sagy behn bhai se request kr chuka hoon k choti moti job dila do, woh kehty hain k bhai tera masla ha. Mera chota bhai mjh per haath bhi utha chuka ha.
due to lack of funds, I don't groom myself much so I look like a jawari, nashai, jahaaz most of the time. when I go to an office, guards won't even let me in k bhikari andar allowed ni.
Pichly 5 saal se sleeping pills le kr so rha hoon. Pehly bhai la deta tha but ab nahi kyun k wo bolta ha mehngai boht hai, me afford ni kr skta.
day before yesterday, I made a fake prescription and bought some 6 or 7 brands of sl**ping pills.
I'm planning on taking them all at once and ending it once and for all.
I remember reading the story of a writer who was overwhelmed by despair and decided to end his own life. Feeling utterly hopeless, he left his home and went for a long walk, contemplating his decision. As he walked, he made a solemn vow to himself: if he encountered even one person who was genuinely smiling, he would reconsider his decision to end his life.
The writer walked for what felt like hours, passing countless people along the way. But despite his search, he couldn't find a single person who appeared genuinely happy or content. Disheartened, he concluded that there was no joy left in the world, no reason to continue living.
With a heavy heart, the writer returned home, his resolve to end his life firm. He took the final steps to carry out his decision, feeling utterly alone and abandoned by the world.
This, in no way, is plea for bheek or charity or attiyat or donations or KHUDA keliye mjhe kaam per rakh lo ya job dila do. Kyun k ye ghar ghar ki kahani ha but Mjhe samajh hi nahi arha k kia kron. to ye kaam asaan lag rha ha.

As a teenager I like to do a lot of things but meri family ko acha nhi lagta aur fir they taunt me and sometimes scold me ki mat kiya kar like I use to play guitar and flute but mere papa ko pasand nhi he told me ki ispe time waste mat kar ye sab Ghar nhi chale ga padhi kar and he is not wrong to be honest as a only male child responsible ko pressure bachpan se feel karte the sab abhi sach mein bhot Jayda pressure feel hota ki kuch kar pau ga apni zindagi mein Fir in sab ke bich ek ladki se mila aur bhai i felt so happy while talking to her initially laga mereko ki attraction h usse but ek saal hone ke baad mein bol diya usko aur she also said ki she loves me too I didn't wanted a relationship kyuki long distance ho jata I only meet her one time in person just normal eye contact hua tha I just said ki wait karle mera I mean if you love someone, wait karne mein koi problem nhi hoti and the college I wanna get into is close to her city toh I was really happy things were going good but then she said krishna it's not gonna workout and all it happened in oct 2023 she blocked me but I carry on with my studies and yeah I was just sad and disappointed thenI got a call from her in Feb 2024 and she apologized and told me ki she was stressed, don't wanted to get attached and said ki ‘mujhe commitment issue h’ mujhe ghanta nhi pata ye hota kya h but I accept her apology and talked with her again I felt ki sab wapas acha track pe aa gaya but nhi she told me ki krishna when I talk to you I can't focus on my studies so I think we should not talk mujhe bura laga but I said okay I thought atleast mahine mein ek bar toh baat kare gyi but nhi block kar Diya mujhe I don't use anything besides reddit and Twitter I used to sms her udhar se bhi kar diya on 7may mujhe utha effect nhi kiya I kinda expected it but abhi I miss her so bad Aisa lag raha wapas 2023 mein chla Gya hu na chate hue bhi padhi karta and free time mein uski yaad aa jati
Cringe lag sakta aap log ko but mujhe genuinely pasand thi voh bhot abhi samjh nhi aa raha kya karu

Hey guys!
Meri chachi ki beti, who just got over with her 12th boards & various entrance exams, finally has some free time on her hands. She wants to undertake some physical activity, preferably sports. I have suggested her badminton, basketball, swimming, etc.
Now I grew up in Dehradun and at that time Parade Ground used to be open to everyone. You could just take your sports equipment & start playing/practicing. I also remember seeing cricket coaches training the players.
However I think this is not the case anymore. I mean the ground's still open to everyone but they've made a park out of it. My cousin also went there to inquire about the sports facilities & coaching options but the person there sent her back and told her to inquire after the elections are over. (smh)
I have been living in another Tier 2 now city due to my job since the last 8 years.Idhar ek mast PSU township hai. There are numerous children parks, 2 sports stadiums, swimming pools, coaches for tennis, basketball, boxing, karate, dance, you name it! The best thing is that these parks & coaches are available to everyone (not just the PSU employees) and the charges are also affordable for us, in the Rs.700-1500/month range.
Are there similar opportunities for adult recreation available to the general public without hefty charges in Dehradun as well? Maine khud to kabhi aisi cheejo me hissa nahi liya, tab utni suvidha nahi thi, but I presume in the posh areas of Dehradun such as Vasant Vihar, Kaulagarh, etc, these facilities must have been always available.
While searching, I came across Doon Club's website (near Survey Chowk) which is very near to my house, so perfect location from the commute regard. However there is a hefty membership fee (Rs.20K), plus you need a proposer and a seconder in your application who's already a club member. We don't know anybody who's a member. Seemed not so welcoming.
So guys, those who take/took swimming, or any other sports classes, what options does she have? Please share your experiences regarding the location, coaches available, monthly fee, etc
Thanks for your input!

11th mai naya naya aaya hun aur summer vacation bhi start ho gai hai but everyday I feel exhausted and depressed aur phir raat ko guit hota hai ki din waste kar diya ( ig because I am not doing anything except using phone/laptop) aur ab to phone use karke bhi boor ho gya hun kafi zada... Meri colony mai koi meri age grp ka nahi hai thus koi dost bhi nahi hai sab ya to 20s mai hai ya bache.. Literally I am completely wasting my time.. Mind relax ni hai iss liye padhai mai bhi man ni lag rha mushkil se 10-15 min padhta hun phir boor ho jata hun Offline Coaching bhi join kari hai par waha bhi zada kuch samajh ni aa rha aur khud se samajhne ka man bhi ni kar rha... KOI PLZ BTA DO WHAT PRODUCTIVE ACTIVITIES/THINGS I CAN DO IN MY VACATION TO RELAX MY MIND AUR PADHAI PE BHI FOCUS KAR SAKU

Just a rant about emptiness in my life
Saala I have taken up shit to do, aur pura meri marzi se
No code App development karunga Socha tha Instagram pe content banaunga LinkedIn pe bhi banaunga Aur consistently karunga
Par bencho scrolling se chhutkara mile toh Pata hi nahi bencho time kaha ja ra Bencho kya fayda itna bolke khudko
Saala life mein kuch nahi, looser jaisa feel karo, dost toh tumse bhi aalsi
Saalon ko initiative dikhao toh bhi kuch fayda nahi
Na jaane kitne fully planned cheeze bas lack of execution ki vajaha se reh jaati hai
Saalo se ek cheez karvana is as hard as moving a fucking mountain Aur wo nahi chala toh Sab blame tumpe Tum chutiye the
Aur esa nahi ki I'm being inconsiderate, ye log kuch kar rahe hai bhi nahi
Bas ohh self improvement gawk gawk Ohhh self help gawk gawk atomic habits gawk gawk working on myself gawk gawk
Mein toh ready nahi hu gawk gawk
I swaer to God one of my friends was like dude book likhi hai
And I was so actively trying to make his book happen even tho I didn't give a shit about the topic
And after trying a lot, putting efforts, I get the same old ohh I'm working on myself and self improvement gawk gawk gawk gawk
Bhai ek initiative liya app dev ka jo chal raha hai, but the very people I would support and put my faith in don't give a rats ass about the initiative and infact try talking me out of it.
Ohh you should do what you love, are lavda mera, kuch karoge nahi toh loda pata nahi chalega
Aur isss sabke baad me while working on the app always feel like I'm doing enough
Fucking feeling like an asshole and surrounded by the assholes

Mujhe dar lag rha hai meri flight hai 23 ko ladakh ki indigo turbulence se dr lagta hai kya karu

Ye bkl ko maine dm kiya baat karte karte pata chala ye meri hi society ka hai, strange coincidence. toh bkl ko maine park me aane ke liye convince kiya for proof. to ye 26tard nahi hai 24 tard hai mains mein iske 97%ile thi aur bits me 290 karke aaya hai. toh smart toh laga mujhe.
Main mudde ke baat about alleged leaked questions. toh bol raha tha ki uske father tcs ion me hi kaam karte hai aur unko paper mile the digitally toh usko compress karke upload karne ka kaam tha unka. like they give pdf of doc the type of one they have in archives and then convert it into format that can be accessed by lakhs of computers at once on the exam day. (PAR MUJHE PATA NAHI KI SACH BOL RAHA THA YA JHOOT, CONFIDENCE USKA KUCH ALAG HI HAI, although hamari society mein bahot tcs ke hai but they are also mass recruiters so pata nahi).
Dusri kaam ki baat deleted syllabus ke question kyon daale. bolta jaan boojh ke taaki sab ko fake lage aur jyada faile na (toh I ASKED TOH FIR DALA HI KYON?) kehta reddit ne uska loneliness dur kiya tha toh in return wahi gifting shit (VICHITRA PRANI HAI BHAI). kehta mera toh delhi cs pakka hai, par bolta lonely hai koi dost nahi hai aur dummy me tha.
TLDR; Banda padhne mein thik thak lag raha tha par mentally hila type ka tha. (matlab jyada bhavnao me bah gaya type shit) overall jo paper ke docs dikha raha tha genuine lag rahe the. par bhadwe ne share nahi kiye. showoff type hi karne aaya tha. bol raha tha raat ko maths aur chem ke daalne waala tha par ban hogaya. 😂🤣 BUT I STILL DON'T TRUST HIM NEITHER SHOULD YOU!

Mere toxic ghar wale mujhe ghar pe akela chod ke gaen jaare hain Im a 16 yo dropper preparing for jee , mere ghar wale bhour toxic hai sabse jyada meri mummy mere aur papa ke beech me kalesh karati rhti hai meri image girati rhti hain aaj bhi tagda kalesh kiya aur papa ko call karke bna ban ke baatein boli fir papa mujhe apne pass bulane lge " tu yhi mar aake ,teri budhhi ham thikane lga denge " mene keh diya hwi ki mai nhi aa paunga mera dropper year hai inn sab ka time nhi hai , too unhone mummy ko bola hai ki kal tum sab log yha aa jao " marne do isse akela vhi " Aab sab june ki chuttiyo ke baad hii ghar aayenge How please help me to make " kaamchalau khana "

1 mahine se follow kar raha hu iss subreddit ko, socha mai apni problem bata du. Meri mains mein 42 percentile aayi hai. I'm thinking of taking a drop year, I am aware of all the hardships and problems that may arrive but uske liye I'm prepared.I also know ki 42 se 90 tak jaana bhi bohot zyada mushkil hai but still,I'm mentally prepared. Tbh mera Aim BITS hai. Mostly Allen offline coaching join karunga. Please honestly bata do ki agle saal BITS mein CSE ya ECE crack kar sakta hu kya. Ik it depends on meri mehnat but ek rough idea dedo pls.

Mera case thoda unique hai . This year I gave my 12th board exams and scored a whopping 79% (ik kam hai). Jee ka criteria toh ho gaya, bits ka reh gaya (f$ck you chemistry). Now aap log puchoge ki 12th iss saal di toh 2nd drop kyu? well kyuki mera 11th ke baad ek saal ka gap ho gaya tha, got selected for a scholarship program (kind of prestigious) will not disclose the details (privacy concerns) but basically i gave my 12th a year after that, that is this year. Now the program I was in messed up my whole prep, and while I wasn't doing that well in 11th anyway, 12th was a nightmare. On top of that i joined an online coaching cause i started my 12th grade in almost end of June. Zyada rant nahi karungi, but basically jee fuck up ho gaya and now the only options I have are tier 69 private colleges, also forking out 30 Lakh for a private college that's not bits is hard on my wallet. I am already a year behind my mates, drop lungi toh 2 saal peeche ho jayungi. Thankfully I am still 18, age mai zyada gap nahi hona chahiye.
I know I can score good if I prepare well, I am not the smartest but hardwork kar sakti hu. Last year jo health issues the, wo bhi sort out ho gaye hai abhi.
I just want brutal honesty ki drop lena sahi decision hoga ya nahi, as there will be a 2 year gap in my cv. I will be elligible for advance obviously but is a partial drop a better decision??
also guys, I lied about the Kaccha mango bite, meri well wishes se kaam chala lo :)

I'm a Robot you can programme me to do the below things Main quests :-1. Get a good college having good branch(MnC or Ai,Ml would be great) 2. Avoiding mistakes everyone would have done in my life.(Encode every mistake and lesson of avg jeetard would have done). 3. Crack the ass of Gujcet and boards along with jee as you know
Inventory items 1. As I am a middle class robot,I have a EWS certificate for jee 25 2. Cengage physical chemistry(jee advanced), Cengage Maths(jee advanced) Jd lee( Jm and JA), Solomon,fryhles (ms chouhan ja and jm), Physics galaxy full set Pyq for all three subjects(Jm only).
Pros:-Determined, passionate, never gonna give you up, supportive parents(they don't even care ki me jee dunga ya nahi), ladkiya ke liye feelings nahi hai, not an npc Cons:- YouTube entertainment videos addict and procrastinate sometimes,broke ass can't afford coaching. So feed in your information, feed all about jee failures and mistakes and even your experience matters a lot Rules of the game:- No Alt+F4,No cheating,No bug exploitation. Please upvote only good and relevant comments, make this viral as it can help others too. I will check this post every month or two Jo bhi meri ache se help karega aur ache se ya game khelega to I will gift ps5 and Gta6 (loan leke bhi) so best of luck and play the game sportingly.

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So i was travelling from agra to delhi in a train called gatimaan express since i booked the ticket in last moment (booked in CURRNT 3 hrs before the train departure from agra station) i gave preference for a window seat in Executive Class which i got, Now coming to the point when i boarded the train i got pretty confused as a lady was already sitting in my seat so i told her that the seat is mine and just then a lady from just the ahead seat got up and said that we are travelling together so can you sit here and showed me the aisle seat, I had no problems adjusting but i just said that i had window seat but she started saying - “are 2 hours ki to journey hai usme kya window and aisle kahi bhi baith jao” so i said “to apke liye bhi same apply hota hai na 2 hrs hai meri seat dedo mereko ya apki window seat i have paid for this seat why would i leave the window seat” she started saying “baat krne ki tameez nahi hai ache se bol rhi hu adjust krlene ladies hai to smjh nahi rahe” i simply said ki “apne ache se kab kaha ache se bolte to sayad mai maan bhi jata yaha baithne ko” and then train’s staff came and started saying me ki please adjust krlijiye i said “why only me ap unko to kuch nahi bol rhe” the lady started shouting ki baat krne ki tameez nahi hai phle sikh kr ao everybody was looking at me like i did some sort of crime or something i felt very awkward but still i said that an not gonna leave my window seat if you can give me your window seat then its well and good else am not gonna sit on the aisle seat 8-10 mins passed by and TT came he also said me to adjust but now after all of this i was just stubborn ki “window hi seat pe baithunga ab meri ho ya uske friend ki idc but window seat pe hi baithunga” finally TT sorted out everything and that lady who was stubborn on not giving up the seat had to finally give me her window seat. Now am travelling while typing this inside the train, that lady was constantly staring at me at the start 5-10 mins but then i acted to sleep and all which made her more angry i think lmao
Also the food is terrible in this train 🫠

Mene abhi 12 th pass Kiya h or me ca foundation Dene wala hu is June me and open college se bcom bhi karne wala hu sath me so mera question h ki agar meri academic profile achi nhi h to bhi mujhe koi bhi acha mba college mil sakta h kya ? I don't want any top or prestigious college....
10 th -77.5 % 12 th - 89.9 %

Basically the title, I am in second year of engineering (4th sem exams just got over) and at home and I just cant live here because of my parents. They have a problem with literally everything I do. I cant sleep according to my timing, I cant play even for an hour in vacation like what else am I supposed to do now. Kal hi thodi der khlera tha toh pura ghar sar pe utha liya ki kisi kaam ka nahi hai. Second year hogaya par fir bhi 12th mark ke taane de rahe.
Roz subah uthke inke saare kaam karo, bahar se saman lana, kuch help chahiye toh karo fir bhi mai hi nalayak. Inke hisab se roz 10 baje so jao aur 5 baje utho. They always have to do the opposite of every single thing I say and then somehow blame it on me and start rambling about what a waste I am.
Last week bhai ka birthday tha toh, uske ghar jana tha usme bhi inko dikkat hai,1 ghante dur rehta hai,local leke jaane wala tha fir inka chalu hogaya ki din bhar bas faltugiri karwalo aur jaane ki jarurat nahi. Inka hamesha se hi ye hai, school time bhi kabhi dosto ke saath kahi jaane nahi diya, abhi college mai bhi nahi. Har ek detail chahiye jaise college ka TT, agar thoda bhi late ho gaya toh kya karra tha, kyu karra tha chalu hojata inka.
Mai kuch apne mann se kar hi nahi sakta. I feel like living in a jail, 3 time ka khana,inke order pe chalna bas. Agar bc itna tha toh paida hi kyu kiya. Har cheez mai meri baat sunni nahi,lagta hi ki mai gadha hu jo bolra. And to make it worse I am not even a hostel student aur do saal ye hi jhelna hai roz. College mai professors bekar, friend circle non existent,social life non existent,ghar pe ye randapa, maa kasam mann karta hai sab chodke kahi pahado mai bhaag jau.

I basically wanna know k kia sab medical colleges ki cmed department pagal hai ya sirf meri? They legit making us do an activity where each of us individually goes to the hostel(where day scholars aren’t allowed so itne dramay hote trying to negotiate with the security) and wear full ppe and so insecticide spray on walls. Were supposed to contact the spray wala banda and he comes with us to spray. We take a video that is texted to the teachers for marking. They legit being so picky. Repeat it if you miss a spot on the wall, location is anywhere else rather than hostel, ppe is not proper etc. uper se next task is to catch dengue machar larvae from some pond and bring it in a jar. Like matlab kuch bhi. Itni heat wave mein wese pani dry ho jata. Kahan se aye machar. Also y tf should we catch them for yall?! They are absolutely crazy.
Are all cmed wale insane?