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12 Years a Slave (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
13 Hours: Secret Soldiers of Benghazi (2016) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3
2 Guns (2013) (MA/HD) $4.75 (iTunes/HD) $3.50
22 Jump Street (2014) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.25
355, The (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
47 Meters Down (2017) (iTunes/HD) $4.25
47 Meters Down: Uncaged (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
65 (2023) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5
A Hologram for the King (2016) (Vudu/HD) $5
A Man Called Otto (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75
A Most Wanted Man (2014) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
A Vigilante (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Ad Astra (2019) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.25
Adventures of Tintin (2011) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4
Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day (2014) (MA/HD) $4.75
Alien Collection 1-6 (MA/HD) $18
Alien: Covenant (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.25
Aliens (1986) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $6
All Eyez on Me (2017) (Vudu/HD) $2.50 (iTunes/HD) $1.75
All The Money In The World (2017) (MA/HD) $3.75
Aloha (2015) (MA/HD) $2.50
Alvin and the Chipmunks 2: The Squeakquel (2009) (MA/HD) $5.50
Ambulance (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
American Hustle (2013) (MA/HD) $3.75
Amsterdam (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Anastasia (1997) (MA/HD) $6
Anna (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Ant-Man and the Wasp (2018) (MA/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) $6 (GP/HD) $3
Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania (2023) (MA/HD) $6.50
Antz (1998) (MA/HD) $5.50
Apocalypse Now (Theatrical, Redux & Final Cut) (Vudu/4K) $6.50
Apollo 11 (2019) (MA/HD) $5.50
Arnold Schwarzenegger 6-Movie (Vudu/HD) $13.50
As Good As It Gets (1997) (MA/4K) $6.50
Asteroid City (2023) (MA/HD) $6
Atomic Blonde (2017) (MA/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2.25
Avengers: Endgame (2019) (MA/4K) $4.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1
Avengers: Infinity War (2018) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $1
Awkward Moment (2014) (MA/HD) $4.75
Babylon (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $7.50
Babylon 5: The Road Home (2023) (MA/HD) $3.50
Back to the Future (1985) (MA/HD) $4
Bad Boys for Life (2020) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3.25
Bad Guys, The (2022) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4
Bad Moms (2016) (MA/HD) $3.25 (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Bad Times at The El Royale (2018) (MA/HD) $5.25
Bambi (1942) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $4.25
Bambi II (2006) (MA/HD) $5.75
Barb and Star Go to Vista Del Mar (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Barbie (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Batman, The (2022) (MA/4K) $3.50
Batman: The Doom That Came to Gotham (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Battle of the Sexes (2017) (MA/HD) $4
Battleship (2012) (MA/4K) $4 (MA/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3
Beast (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Bedknobs and Broomsticks (1971) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.50
Ben-Hur (2016) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Between Worlds (2018) (Vudu/HD) $5
Beverly Hills Cop (1984) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.25
Beyond the Reach (2015) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Big George Foreman (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Birds of Prey (2020) (MA/4K) $3 (MA/HD) $1.50
Birth of the Dragon (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.25
Black Adam (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50
Black Adam (2022) (MA/HD) $2.50
Black Panther (2018) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $4.25 (GP/HD) $1.75
Black Panther: Wakanda Forever (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.75
Black Widow (2021) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Blacklight (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
Blindspotting (2018) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Bloodshot (2020) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.50
Blue Beetle (2023) (MA/HD) $6.50
Blumhouse's The Craft: Legacy (2020) (MA/HD) $7
Bob's Burgers Movie (2022) (MA/HD) $3.25 (GP/HD) $2.75
Book Club: The Next Chapter (2023) (MA/HD) $5.25
Book of Henry (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Book of Life (2014) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Boss Baby (2017) & Family Business (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Boss Baby (2017) (MA/HD) $1.25
Bourne Collection 1-5 (MA/4K) $25 (iTunes/4K) $18 (MA/HD) $14
Breach (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Breakfast Club (1985) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Breaking In (Unrated) (2018) (MA/HD) $4.75
Breakthrough (2019) (MA/4K) $6
Brian Banks (2019) (MA/HD) $3.50
Bridesmaids (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.50
Bridge of Spies (2015) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.50
Brooklyn (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5.25
Bullet Train (2022) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3.50
Buttons: A Christmas Tale (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Call Me by Your Name (2017) (MA/HD) $5
Call of the Wild (2020) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $1.50 (GP/HD) $1.25
Candyman (2020) (MA/HD) $4.75
Captain America: Civil War (2016) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Captain America: The First Avenger (2011) (MA/4K) $8 (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $4.50
Captain Phillips (2013) (MA/HD) $4.50
Card Counter, The (2021) (MA/HD) $4.75
Carrie (2013) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Case for Christ, The (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Celebrating Mickey (2018) (MA/HD) $5.25
Central Intelligence (Unrated) (MA/4K) $6.50
Charlie's Angels (2000) (MA/4K) $6.50
Charlie's Angels (2019) (MA/4K) $6.50
Child's Play (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $6.50
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (1968) (Vudu/HD) $6.75
Christopher Robin (2018) (MA/HD) $4.75 (GP/HD) $3.50
Cinderella (1950) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.75
Cinderella 'Camila Cabello' (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50
Cinderella II: Dreams Come True (2002) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Cinderella III: A Twist in Time (2007) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Clerks III (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Clifford the Big Red Dog (2021) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Cocaine Bear (2023) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $5.25
Collateral (2004) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $7.50
Commuter (2018) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Concussion (2015) (MA/HD) $2.75
Contractor (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Counselor (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Countdown (2019) (Vudu/4K) $5.75
Creed III (2023) (Vudu/4K) $6 (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Croods (2013) (MA/HD) $3
Cruella (2021) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $2.50
Da Vinci Code (2006) (MA/4K) $6.50
Daddy's Home 2 (2017) (Vudu/4K) $4.25 (iTunes/4K) $2 (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Dances With Wolves (1990) (Vudu/HD) $6
Dark Waters (2019) (MA/HD) $5.75
Dawn of The Planet of The Apes (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3.75
DC League of Super-Pets (2022) (MA/4K) $7
Dead Man Down (2013) (MA/HD) $4.50
Deadpool (2016) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $1.75
Death on the Nile (2022) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.50
Death Wish (2018) (Vudu/HD) $2.25
Dentist Collection 1-2 (1996-1998) (Vudu/HD) $5
Detective Knight: Independence (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Detective Knight: Redemption (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Detroit (2017) (iTunes/4K) Ports to MA $4.50
Devil's Due (2014) (MA/HD) $3
Devotion (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Diary of a Wimpy Kid (2010) (MA/HD) $4.25
Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul (2017) (MA/HD) $2
Die Hard (1988) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4
Disaster Artist, The (2017) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Django Unchained (2012) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2022) (MA/HD) $2.75 (GP/HD) $2
Dolittle (2020) (MA/HD) $3.25
Don't Breathe (2016) (MA/HD) $5
Downsizing (2017) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.25
Downton Abbey: A New Era (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
Dr. No (1962) (Vudu/HD) $6.75
Dr. Seuss' How The Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) (iTunes/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $5
Draft Day (2014) (Vudu/HD) $3.25 (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Dredd (2012) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Drive (2011) (MA/HD) $5
Duff, The (2015) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Dumb Money (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Earth Girls Are Easy (1988) (Vudu/HD) $5
Easter Sunday (2022) (MA/HD) $6.75
Elemental (2023) (MA/HD) $5.75
Elvis (2022) (MA/4K) $5.75
English Patient (1996) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.75
Epic (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25 (iTunes/SD) $1.25
Equalizer 3 (2023) (MA/HD) $5.75
Escape from L.A (1996) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Escape from Planet Earth (2013) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Eternals (2021) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.25 (GP/HD) $2.75
Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6.50
Evil Dead 2: Dead by Dawn (1987) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Evil Dead Rise (2023) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.75
Exodus: Gods and Kings (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3.50
Exorcist: Believer (2023) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $6.50
Expendables 1-3 (Vudu/4K) $15 (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Extreme Prejudice (1987) (Vudu/HD) $5
F9: The Fast Saga + Director's Cut (2021) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Fabelmans (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Fahrenheit 451 (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3
Fall (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6
Fantasia (1940) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Fantasia 2000 (2000) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Fast & Furious Collection 1-8 (MA/4K) $23 1-9 (MA/HD) $10
Fast X (2023) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Father Stu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.25
Fatman (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Fault in Our Stars (2014) (MA/HD) $1.50
Fences (2016) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.75
Five Nights at Freddy's (2023) (MA/HD) $6.50
Flash, The (2023) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5
Footloose (2011) (Vudu/HD) $5 (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Forrest Gump (1994) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Fox and the Hound (1981) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $4.75
Foxcatcher (2014) (MA/HD) $3.75
Frank & Lola (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Frozen (2013) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3.50 (GP/HD) $1.50
Fury (2014) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $3.25
Future World (2018) (Vudu/HD) $4
G.I. Joe: Retaliation (2013) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Gangs of New York (2002) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Garfield (2004) (MA/HD) $6.50
Gate, The (1987) (Vudu/SD) $3.75
Ghostbusters (1984) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.50
Gifted (2017) (MA/HD) $4.50
Girl with All the Gifts, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) $5
Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (2011) (MA/HD) $6
Godfather Part II (1974) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Godfather Trilogy (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $14
Gods of Egypt (2016) (Vudu/HD) $2
Goosebumps (2015) (MA/HD) $4.75
Grace Unplugged (2013) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Gran Turismo (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Green Knight (2021) (Vudu/4K) $5.25
Grey, The (2012) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.50
Grizzly Man (2005) (Vudu/HD) $5
Groundhog Day (1993) (MA/4K) $6.50
Grown Ups 2 (2013) (MA/HD) $5
Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 (2017) (MA/HD) $4.25 (GP/HD) $1.25
Half Brothers (2020) (MA/HD) $5.75
Halloween Ends (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.25
Hateful Eight (2015) (Vudu/HD) $2
Heat: Director's Definitive Edition (1995) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $4.75
Heaven is for Real (2014) (MA/HD) $2.50
Hercules (2014) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Here Comes the Boom (2012) (MA/HD) $4
Hereditary (2018) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Hitman (Unrated) (2007) (MA/HD) $6
Hitman's Bodyguard (2017) (Vudu/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.25
Holiday Inn (1942) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Holiday, The (2006) (MA/4K) $6.50
Holmes And Watson (2018) (MA/HD) $3.50
Hook (1991) (MA/4K) $6.50
Hop (2011) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Hot Fuzz (2007) (MA/HD) $3.50 (iTunes/4K) $4
House of 1,000 Corpses (2003), Devil's Rejects (2005), 3 From Hell (2019) (Vudu/HD) $6
How High (2001) (MA/HD) $6.50
Howard the Duck (1986) (MA/4K) $7
Humans, The (2021) (Vudu/HD) $6.25
Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996) (MA/HD) $6.50 (GP/HD) $5
Hunger Games Collection 1-4 (Vudu/HD) $6
Hunt, The (2019) (MA/HD) $5.50
Hurricane Heist (2018) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
I, Tonya (2017) (MA/HD) $5
Ice Age (2002) (MA/HD) $4.25
Ice Age Collection 1-5 (MA/SD) $16
Identity Thief (2013) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.50
Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny (2023) (MA/HD) $6
Indiana Jones Collection 1-4 (Vudu/4K) $24 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $20
Indivisible (2018) (MA/HD) $5
Inferno (2016) (MA/HD) $3
Infinite (2021) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Inside Out (2015) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $4 (GP/HD) $1.50
Insidious: The Last Key (2018) (MA/HD) $5.50
Insidious: The Red Door (2023) (MA/HD) $5.25
Instructions Not Included (2013) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Insurgent (2015) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4 (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Interview, The (2014) (MA/HD) $3.25
Iron Man (2008) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $7 (GP/HD) $3
Iron Man 3 (2013) (iTunes/4K) $3 (MA/HD) $2.25 (GP/HD) $1.50
Iron Man and Hulk: Heroes United (2013) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $4
Jack Reacher: Never Go Back (2016) (Vudu/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.75
Jacob's Ladder (1990) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Jason Bourne (2016) (MA/4K) $5.25 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $3
Jaws (1975) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $4.50
Jaws (1975) Jaws 2 (1978) Jaws 3 (1983) Jaws: The Revenge (1987) (MA/HD) $15.50
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back (2001) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
Jerry Maguire (1996) (MA/4K) $6.50
Jigsaw (2017) (Vudu/4K) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2
Jingle All the Way (1996) (MA/HD) $6
Joy (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5
Jungle Book 2 (2003) (MA/HD) $6.50
Jungle Cruise (2021) (MA/4K) $5.50 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $3
Jurassic Park: The Lost World (1997) (MA/4K) $6.50 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2.75
Jurassic World Collection 1-6 (MA/HD) $11
Jurassic World: Dominion + Extended Cut (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.75
Justice League: War World (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Kandahar (2023) (MA/4K) $7
Karate Kid (1984) (MA/4K) $6.50
Kick-Ass (2010) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5.25
Kid, The (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Killerman (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Kimi (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75
King's Man (2021) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Knives Out (2019) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Krampus (2015) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.75
Lady and the Tramp II: Scamp’s Adventure (2001) (MA/HD) $7 (GP/HD) $5.50
Last Duel, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $4
Last Full Measure (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Last Vegas (2013) (MA/HD) $3
Last Voyage of the Demeter (2023) (MA/4K) $7.50 (MA/HD) $7
Last Witch Hunter (2015) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.50
Last Word (2017) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.75
Leap! (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.25
Life (2017) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $2.50
Lighthouse (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Lightyear (2022) (MA/4K) $4.75 (MA/HD) $2.50 (GP/HD) $1.75
Lilo & Stitch (2002) & Stitch Has a Glitch (2005) (MA/HD) $9.50 (GP/HD) $5.50
Lion King (1994) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $2.75
Lion King 2: Simba's Pride (1998) (MA/HD) $6.25
Little Mermaid (1989) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) $5 (GP/HD) $3.25
Little Monsters (1989) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Little Women (2019) (MA/HD) $5.50
Lone Ranger (2013) (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $2.50
Lone Survivor (2013) (MA/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) $2 (MA/HD) $1.50
Looper (2012) (MA/HD) $2.75
Lords of Salem, The (2012) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Lost City, The (2022) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Love Actually (2003) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5
Lovebirds (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.25
Lyle, Lyle, Crocodile (2022) (MA/HD) $4.25
M3GAN + Unrated (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977) (MA/HD) $6.50
Marksman, The (2021) (MA/HD) $5
Marlowe (2023) (MA/HD) $6.50
Martian - Extended Cut (2015) (MA/4K) $7.75 (MA/HD) $5.25
Martian (Theatrical) (2015) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $3
Mary Queen of Scots (2018) (MA/HD) $6
Maze Runner (2014) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $5.25
Meg 2: The Trench (2023) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5
Memory (2022) (MA/HD) $4
Men (2022) (Vudu/HD) $5
Men in Black Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $14.50
Men Who Stare at Goats (2009) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Menu (2022) (MA/HD) $5.50
Mickey & Friends 10 Classic Shorts - Volume 2 (2023) (MA/HD) $6.25 (GP/HD) $5
Mickey & Minnie 10 Classic Shorts - Volume 1 (2023) (MA/HD) $5.25 (GP/HD) $3.75
Mickey's Christmas Carol (1983) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $4.50
Midnight Meat Train (Unrated Director's Cut) (2008) (Vudu/HD) $5
Midsommar (2019) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Mike and Dave Need Wedding Dates (2016) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Million Dollar Arm (2014) (MA/HD) $4 (GP/HD) $3
Minions (2015) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.50
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) & Minions (2015) (MA/HD) $7.25
Minions: The Rise of Gru (2022) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5
Moonfall (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $4.75
Morbius (2022) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $3
Mortal Engines (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $3.50
Mortal Instruments: City of Bones (2014) (MA/HD) $3.25
Mortal Kombat Legends: Cage Match (2023) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5.50
Mother! (2017) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Motherless Brooklyn (2019) (MA/HD) $3.75
Mud (2013) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Mulan (1998) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3
Mummy, The (2017) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 (2016) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $3.75
My Fair Lady (1964) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
My Girl (1991) & 2 (1994) (MA/SD) $6.50
Natural, The (1984) (MA/4K) $6
Never Grow Old (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
New Mutants (2020) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $3.25
Night at the Museum 3-Movie (MA/HD) $11.50 (MA/SD) $8
No Country For Old Men (2007) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
No Hard Feelings (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
No Time to Die (2021) (iTunes/4K) $3.50
Noah (2014) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/HD) $1.50
Nope (2022) (MA/HD) $5
Nope (2022), Get Out (2017) & Us (2019) (MA/HD) $9
Northman (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $3.75
Notting Hill (1999) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3.75
Nun 2 (2023) (MA/HD) $6
Oblivion (2013) (MA/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) $3.50 (MA/HD) $2
Old (2021) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.25
Oliver! (1968) (MA/4K) $6.50
Olympus Has Fallen (2013) (MA/HD) $5
Once Upon A Time... In Hollywood (2019) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $4.25
Operation Fortune: Ruse de Guerre (2023) (Vudu/4K) $7
Oppenheimer (2023) (MA/HD) $7
Other Guys, The (2010) (MA/4K) $6.50
Other Woman (2014) $4.25
Ouija (2014) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Outfit (2022) (MA/HD) $7
Over the Hedge (2006) (MA/HD) $6.50
Oz the Great and Powerful (2013) (MA/HD) $2 (GP/HD) $1
Pacific Rim Uprising (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.25
ParaNorman (2012) (iTunes/HD) $5
Parasite (2019) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $4.50
Patriot Games (1992) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Patriots Day (2017) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Paul (2011) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.25
PAW Patrol: The Mighty Movie (2023) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Paws of Fury: The Legend of Hank (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Peppermint (2018) (iTunes/HD) $2
Percy Jackson: Sea of Monsters (2013) (MA/HD) $2.25
Pet Sematary (2019) (Vudu/4K) $4 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Pete’s Dragon (2016) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $4.25
Peter Pan (1953) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $4.50
Peter Rabbit 2 (2021) (MA/HD) $4
Philadelphia (1993) (MA/4K) $6.50
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $2.75 (GP/HD) $1.50
Pitch Perfect Collection 1-3 (MA/HD) $11.50
Plane (2023) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Planes, Trains and Automobiles (1987) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5
Planet of the Apes 1-3 (Newer) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $10
Pocahontas (1995) (MA/HD) $6.25
Poms (2019) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Pope's Exorcist (2023) (MA/HD) $5.75
Power Rangers (2017) (iTunes/4K) $3 (Vudu/HD) $2.50
Predator (2018) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $3.50
Prey for the Devil (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Pride and Prejudice and Zombies (2016) (MA/HD) $6
Prince of Egypt (2002) (MA/HD) $5.50
Purge, The (2013) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.75
Puss in Boots (2011) & The Last Wish (2022) (MA/HD) $10.50
Puss in Boots (2011) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Quantum of Solace (2008) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
R.I.P.D. (2013) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Rambo: First Blood Part II (1985) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Rampage (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50
Ratatouille (2007) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $7.50
Rebel Without a Cause (1955) (MA/4K) $7
Red Dawn (2012) (Vudu/HD) $5.25 (iTunes/SD) $2
Red Sparrow (2018) (MA/HD) $3.75
Reservoir Dogs (1992) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $5
Revenant, The (2015) (MA/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) $3.75
Rhythm Section (2020) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4
Ricki And The Flash (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Riddick Collection 1-3 (Unrated) (MA/HD) $13.50
Rio 2 (2014) (MA/HD) $2
Rise of the Guardians (2012) (MA/HD) $3
Robin Hood (2010) (MA/4K) $6
Rock the Kasbah (2015) (MA/HD) $6.50
Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975) (MA/HD) $5.25
Rudy (Director's Cut) (1993) (MA/4K) $6.50
Rumble (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Russell Madness (2015) (MA/HD) $3.75
Saint Maud (2020) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
Same Kind of Different as Me (2017) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2
Savages (2012) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $2.25
Saw Collection 1-7 (Vudu/HD) $9.75
Scary Movie Collection 1-3 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $13.50
Scoob (2020) (MA/4K) $3.25
Scream 5 (2022) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5
Scream 6 (2023) (Vudu/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6.50
Scream Collection 1-3 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $13.50
Secret Headquarters (2022) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Seeking a Friend for the End of the World (2012) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.50
Selma (2015) (Vudu/HD) $2.75 (iTunes/HD) $2.25
Semper Fi (2019) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.25
Seriously Red (2022) (Vudu/HD) $6
Shape of Water (2017) (MA/HD) $3.25
Shaun the Sheep Movie (2015) (Vudu/HD) $3.75
Sicario: Day of the Soldado (2018) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $3.75
Sick (2023) (MA/4K) $6.75
Silent Night, Deadly Night: 3-Film Collection (1989-1991) (Vudu/HD) $5.50
Sixteen Candles (1984) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4.25
Skyscraper (2018) (MA/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $1.75
Sleepy Hollow (1999) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
Smile (2022) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Smokey and the Bandit (1977) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $4.50
Smokin' Aces (2007) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Smurfs: The Lost Village (2017) (MA/HD) $3
Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs (1937) (MA/HD) $6 (GP/HD) $3.75
Social Network (2010) (MA/4K) $6.50
Sonic the Hedgehog (2020) (Vudu/4K) $6.25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4
Sonic the Hedgehog 2 (2022) (Vudu/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Soul (2020) (MA/4K) $6 (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Sound of Music (1965) (MA/HD) $5.50
Space Between Us, The (2017) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $4.50
Spectacular Now (2013) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Spell (2020) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5
Spider-Man Collection 1-8 (MA/HD) $26
Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse (2023) (MA/HD) $5.50
Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021) (MA/4K) $6.25 (MA/HD) $3.50
Spirit Untamed: The Movie (2021) (MA/HD) $5.50
Star Trek Beyond (2016) (Vudu/HD) $1.75 (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Star Trek Collection 1-3 (Vudu/HD) $9.50 (iTunes/4K) $13.50
Starship Troopers (1997) (MA/4K) $6.50
Still Alice (2015) (MA/HD) $3.25
Straight Outta Compton (Unrated Director’s Cut) (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Strange World (2022) (MA/HD) $5 (GP/HD) $4.25
Studio 666 (2022) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $6.25
Suburbicon (2017) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $3.25
Super Mario Bros Movie (2023) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $5.50
Super Troopers (2002) (MA/HD) $5.50
Superman: Red Son (2020) (MA/HD) $3.50
SW: A New Hope (1977) (MA/4K) $7 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Empire Strikes Back (1980) (MA/4K) $7 (GP/HD) $3.50
SW: Rise of Skywalker (2019) (MA/4K) $6 (iTunes/4K) $4.75 (GP/HD) $2.25
Sword in the Stone (1963) (MA/HD) $5.75 (GP/HD) $3.25
T2 Trainspotting (2017) (MA/HD) $7
Talk to Me (2023) (Vudu/4K) $6.50
Tar (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutant Mayhem (2023) (Vudu/4K) $7.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6.50
Thanksgiving (2023) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
Think Like a Man (2012) & Too (2014) (MA/HD) $8.50
Thor (2011) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $7 (GP/HD) $3.50
Thor: Love and Thunder (2022) (MA/4K) $6.75 (MA/HD) $3.25 (GP/HD) $2
Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri (2017) (MA/HD) $3.50
Ticket to Paradise (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75
Till (2022) (iTunes/4K) $6.50
Titanic (1997) (Vudu/4K) $6.50 (Vudu/HD) $4.75 (iTunes/4K) $6
TMNT Out of the Shadows (2016) (iTunes/4K) $4
To Kill a Mockingbird (1962) (MA/4K) $5.75 (iTunes/4K) $4.50
Tomorrowland (2015) (MA/HD) $5.50 (GP/HD) $3.50
Top Gun: Maverick (2022) (Vudu/4K) $5.50 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $5.25
Total Recall (1990) (Vudu/4K) $5 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Toy Story 1-4 (MA/4K) $23 (iTunes/4K) $21 (GP/HD) $11.50
Transformers 1-5 (Vudu/4K) $25 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $23
Transformers: Rise of the Beasts (2023) (Vudu/4K) $7 (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $6
Trauma Center (2019) (iTunes/4K) $3.25
Trolls (2016) (MA/HD) $1.25
Trolls Band Together (2023) (MA/HD) $6.50
Trolls Collection 1-2 (MA/HD) $5.75
True Story (2015) (MA/HD) $5.25
Tully (2018) (MA/HD) $5
Turbo (2013) (MA/HD) $2.50 (iTunes/SD) $1
Turning Red (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75 (GP/HD) $2.50
Turning, The (2020) (MA/HD) $5.25
Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent (2022) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.75
Uncharted (2022) (MA/4K) $5.25 (MA/HD) $3.25
Uncle Drew (2018) (Vudu/4K) $6 (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $3
Under the Skin (2014) (Vudu/HD) $4.75
Underwater (2020) (MA/HD) $5.50
Underworld: Blood Wars (2016) (MA/HD) $2.25
Unfinished Business (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Unhinged (2020) (Vudu/HD) $4.50
Usual Suspects, The (1995) (Vudu/HD) $6
Vertigo (1958) (MA/HD) $4.75
Victor Frankenstein (2015) (MA/HD) (iTunes/4K) $5.50
Violent Night (2022) (MA/HD) $5.75
Visit (2015) (MA/HD) $4.50
Vivo (2021) (MA/HD) $4
Vow, The (2012) (MA/HD) $3.25
Voyagers (2021) (Vudu/4K) (iTunes/4K) $6.25
Walking with Dinosaurs (2013) (MA/HD) (iTunes/HD) $2.50
Warcraft (2016) (MA/4K) $4.50 (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.25
Watch, The (2012) (MA/HD) $4
Weird Science (2008) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $5.75
Whale, The (2022) (Vudu/HD) $5.75
When the Bough Breaks (2016) (MA/HD) $4.50
Where the Crawdads Sing (2022) (MA/HD) $3.75
Whiplash (2014) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $5.50
White Christmas (1954) (Vudu/HD) (iTunes/HD) $5.50
White House Down (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Whitney Houston: I Wanna Dance With Somebody (2022) (MA/HD) $4.75
Widows (2018) (MA/4K) $6.50 (MA/HD) $2
Witch, The (2016) (Vudu/HD) $3.50
Wolverine (Unrated) (2013) (MA/HD) $3.25
Woman King (2022) (MA/4K) $5.75 (MA/HD) $4
Wonder Park (2019) (Vudu/HD) $3.50 (iTunes/4K) $2.25
Wonder Woman: Bloodlines (2019) (MA/HD) $3
World War Z (2013) (Vudu/HD) $3.25 (iTunes/4K) $4.50
X (2022), Hereditary (2018), Witch, The (2016), Green Room (2015), It Comes at Night (2017) (Vudu/HD) $13.50
X-Men (2000), X2 (2003), X-Men: The Last Stand (2006) (MA/HD) $12
X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009) (MA/HD) $7
X-Men: Dark Phoenix (2019) (MA/HD) $6
X-Men: Apocalypse (2016) (iTunes/4K) (MA/HD) $2.25
X-Men: The Last Stand (2006) (MA/HD) $7.50
xXx: The Return of Xander Cage (2017) (iTunes/4K) (Vudu/HD) $1.25
Yesterday (2019) (MA/4K) $7 (MA/HD) $4.75
Zombieland (2009) (MA/4K) $7.25
Zombieland: Double Tap (2019) (MA/4K) $7.25 (MA/HD) $5.25
Zookeeper's Wife, The (2017) (iTunes/HD) Ports to MA $4
Zootopia (2016) (MA/4K) $7.25 (iTunes/4K) $5 (MA/HD) $4.50 (GP/HD) $3.25

Bakit ba wala kayong lakas ng loob sabihin kung anong nangyari at di na kayo makikipag usap sa isang tao?
Met this guy on a dating app, lumipat agad sa IG at messenger para dun mag usap, exchanged pictures and all, then we clicked naman kaya it lasted for more than a month naman. Last Sunday was the last time I heard from him. He attended his friend's wedding tapos wala nang paramdam after. Sya na ata yung kinasal or baka nakihoneymoon na rin sya.
Anyway, ang kinakainis ko lang is I always asked him na baka anytime ighost nya na ko on which he responded na hindi naman sya ganon, he'll never do it daw. So dahil uto-uto naman ako, edi si tanga naniwala din. I trusted him kasi I thought he'll be different. Pare parehas lang pala.
His last message was "Kasal na today. Chat kita later pag di na busy. Ingat lagi". Kaya pala ko pinag iingat kasi di na sya magpaparamdam. 🤣
Gusto ko lang ilabas to, nakakabwisit kasi.

Olá todos, espero que estejam bem. Gostaria de saber o que vocês fizeram pra conquistarem vagas pro exterior. Atualmente sou dev jr e a minha meta a longo prazo é conquistar um cargo público (Serpro, BB, Bacen, BnB, Dataprev, algum desses) e em paralelo trabalhar como PJ/Freelance pra gringa.
Tanto para concursos como exterior vejo exigirem conhecimento em lógica e estrutura de dados, por exemplo. Imagino também que praticar inglês e softskills é absolutamente essencial. Mas gostaria de saber de vocês como foi mais ou menos o caminho e o que fizeram de diferencial.
Desde já, valeu!

Olá todos, espero que estejam bem. Gostaria de saber o que vocês fizeram pra conquistarem vagas pro exterior. Atualmente sou dev jr e a minha meta a longo prazo é conquistar um cargo público (Serpro, BB, Bacen, BnB, Dataprev, algum desses) e em paralelo trabalhar como PJ/Freelance pra gringa.
Tanto para concursos como exterior vejo exigirem conhecimento em lógica e estrutura de dados, por exemplo. Imagino também que praticar inglês e softskills é absolutamente essencial. Mas gostaria de saber de vocês como foi mais ou menos o caminho e o que fizeram de diferencial.
Desde já, valeu!

Boa noite, pessoal! Alguma recomendação? Procuro algo na região da Grande SP para me dedicar
Penso no TJ, mas parece que por agora só vai ter pro interior. BB dizem que vão prorrogar o de 2023. INSS sem expectativa. A maioria dos grandes concursos pedindo superior agora
A ideia era algo que pague bem (4k ou +), de preferência 30h semanais, mas encaro bem a jornada de 40h

Good day everyone. Makakahingi insights regarding this situation if anong pwedeng actions ang gawin.
I am an online seller po and I have this 96k transaction with my supplier occured last February. This transaction was solely done online thru messenger which she acknowledge that she have received the payment for that product, but there is no contract signing na naganap. Matagal na din po kasi siyang nagsesell online and may mga vouches for her and talagang kilala na sa community also may previous transaction na ako sa kanya kaya malaki nalang po tiwala ko.
We have agreed po na idedeliver niya yung item last February 24, 2024 pero she failed to do so. After that po nakiusap siya na bigyan siya ng time to fix her problems and mag gather ng funds for the refund which I agreed. As few weeks and months go on madami siyang promises yet walang pa ding refund na naganap. And ngayon po na nagdedemand na ako ng refund ako pa po yung mukhang masama at nagagaslight also she choose to ignore my messages po despite regularly yung paghingi ko ng update sa kung anong status ng refund ko.
I hope you can enlighten me po if anong pwedeng gawin para maobliged siyang mag take actions sa responsibility niya. Thank you po.

Percebi isso tanto no Concurso do BB quanto no da Caixa. Quando chega lá nos anexos onde tem as vagas, normalmente existe um certo número de vagas para a microrregião e os nomes das cidades que estão dentro dela.
Mas porque quando eu conto o número de vagas (incluindo Cadastro de Reserva, PCD, Cotas e AC), a quantidade de VAGAS é sempre menor que a quantidade de CIDADES descritas no Edital? Eu contei e mesmo que tivesse 1 única vaga para cada cidade, ainda teria microrregião com umas 4 cidades sobrando.
Sou levemente leigo, perdoem qualquer barbaridade.

REALLY LONG POST AHEAD‼️
hello sa lahat, maraming salamat sa mga magagandang salita at advices na iniwan niyo sa last post ko, i finally had the courage to face them yesterday.
to anyone reading this and haven't read the first post i posted, this is the link: https://www.reddit.com/AkoBaYungGago/s/e1tpjPd2EU (diko kasi alam pano mag update, i'm new here sorry po)
anyways going back to the topic.
while working yesterday morning, i received a call from my friend (i reactivated my sim 2days ago) na baka daw pwede na bayaran yung utang ko kasi need na daw niya, nagulat ako kasi wala akong utang. biggest fear ko talaga mangutang kaya hindi ako nagka utang buong buhay ko, nagtanong ako sa kanya kung kailan ako nangutang sabi niya May 13 ako nangutang sa kanya, which is the day ng discharge sa hospital ng babaeng nabuntis ng kapatid ko.
sabi ko agad sa kanya wala akong utang at wala akong inutang, at sabi niya yung mama ko daw yung umutang, ico-confirm niya daw sana sakin pero di daw niya ako ma message sa fb at di niya ako matawagan that day kaya akala niya emergency talaga kasi yun yung sabi ng mama ko, for emergency purposes daw yung utang. 150k yung inutang sa kanya. nag reply lang ako na "wait lang ha, wala talaga akong inutang sayo ginamit ni mama pangalan ko sorry, pupunta ako ng bahay today" kasi this time nanginginig na ako, ayoko talaga sa mga utang utang.
kaya i sat down and gathered all my thoughts bago ko in-activate muli yung fb and messenger ko, at nireplyan sila, nag reply ako sa gc namin na pupunta ako sa bahay pero pag nauwi sa sigawan yung pag-uusap namin aalis ako at hindi na babalik. hindi ko sinabi muna sa kanila na alam kong umutang sila gamit pangalan ko.
nag reply yung mama ko na dalhin ko daw si jacob (yung anak ko) sabi ko hindi na, kasi usapang pangmatanda yung mangyayari at ayokong makita ng anak ko incase na magka-gulo kami. nag reply lang siya ng okay. (yung anak ko pala nasa friend ko kasama yaya niya, di parin kasi ako mapanatag na iwan sila kaya pinapunta ko muna sila dun. also i will be transferring my son to a new private school, thank you for the advices).
tbh, naninibago ako. nakita ko na kasi lahat ng messages nila nung araw na nalaman nilang umalis ako at dahil nga naka deact ako, wala ng bagong mga message after nun kasi hindi naman sila makaka-send ng message kapag nag deact ka. yung last message nila puro mura at puro masasakit na salita kaya mejo anxious ako to meet them kasi hindi ako sanay na kalma lang yung mama ko.
pumunta na ako sa bahay na sobrang kabado, pag pasok ko nasa sala lang silang tatlo (mama, lola at kapatid ko) unang pasok ko palang sabi ni mama sakin "aayain sana kitang kumain pero wala na kaming pagkain dito" kaya na feel ko agad na parang gusto nilang ma guilty ako sa ginawa ko, hindi ako umimik at umupo na lang.
pag upo ko sabi ko agad kay mama "bat ka po umutang kay toot?" (will not say her name na) "pano nyo po yun babayaran?" natahimik lang sila at umiyak bigla si mama ko. sinabi niya sakin;
"(name ko) hindi ko alam na ganyan ka pala, saan mo nakuha yung kakapalan ng mukha mo? kung hindi dahil sakin hinding hindi ka makakakuha ng trabaho! sinong tumulong sayong mag-alaga ng anak mo nung bagong panganak ka palang? akala mo ba makaka pag trabaho ka kung wala ako? hindi! kung wala ako, wala ka! ang kapal ng mukha mo wala kang utang na loob! pinahiya mo kami dun sa hospital! nandun yung pamilya ng babae napahiya kami!-" (non-verbatim)
bago pa siya makapag salita muli sinabi ko agad "kung magsisigawan lang po tayo uuwi na po ako, nilinaw ko kanina na kapag mag sisigawan tayo aalis nalang po ako." natahimik siya, kaya nagsalita ako. this time umiiyak na din ako.
"ma, may usapan tayo diba? bakit po kayo nag desisyon na parang kayo yung magbabayad? sinabi ko na before ma, na public nalang kasi sobrang mahal sa private, public nga ako nanganak noon wala pa akong kasama, sampu pa kami sa loob ng kwarto, pero kinaya ko ma, pano niyo po naisip ang ibang babae ngayon pero hindi nyo ako naisip noon? ni hindi nyo nga ako binisita nung nanganak ako" sabi ko.
tapos sabi niya lang "hindi dahil nag hirap ka, dapat din mag hirap ang ibang babae. iba yung noon sa ngayon! may pera ka na! kayang kaya mo naman! sinamahan ka naman ng papa mo noon, bakit ba bini-big deal mo? ginawa mo na nga kaming alipin dito sa bahay tiga luto at laba ng gamit mo at ng anak mo, tapos wala kang utang na loob? ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo! naghahanap ka lang siguro ng dahilan para maka-alis dito! sige umalis ka! wag ka babalik kapag namatay kami lahat dahil sayo!" non-verbatim lahat to kasi eto lang talaga yung mga na-alala ko. mejo mahaba yung sinabi niya pero yan yung tumatak sa utak ko.
kaya umiyak nalang ako ng umiyak, sumabat na dito yung lola ko, sabi niya. "diko akalain na kaya mong gawin yung ginawa mo, naiiba talaga ng pera ang tao." kaya sinabi ko lang din sa kanya;
"hindi ko din po inakala na kaya niyong gawin yung ginawa niyo kahit na may napagkasunduan na, wala po kayong respesto sa desisyon ko. ano po ba ako sa pamilyang to? kahit naman po kayo ni mama nag babantay sa anak ko noon nag bibigay naman po ako sainyo at wala po kayong gastos sa diaper at gatas ni jacob, hindi ko din po sinabing lutuan niyo ako, kumakain lang naman po ako kung ano yung niluluto kasi para satin naman yun lahat ah? pera ko din yung pinambili, kayo din po yung nag sabi na kayo yung maglalaba basta bigyan ko kayo ng allowance. simula ng mamatay si papa nung 2019, ako na yung nagbabayad sa lahat, so bakit niyo po isinusumbat? pwedeng pwede po ako kumuha ng katulong noon, pero kayo yung nag insist na wag na."
umiiyak lang ako this time, nilabas ko lang lahat ng nararamdaman ko, diko na masulat lahat naging mahaba usapan namin at hindi ko na maalala yung iba, pero nung natapos na akong magsalita. sinabi lang ng mama ko na tapusin na ang drama, kalimutan na ang lahat at okay lang daw na wala ako sa bahay basta ako parin daw yung magbabayad sa lahat, tubig, kuryente, wifi, groceries at tuition at allowance ng kapatid ko. sumabat din yung kapatid ko na 10k daw yung hinihingi ng babae na sustento kada buwan at babayaran ko daw yung 35k na naabono ng pamilya ng babae sa bills sa hospital since 150k lang yung nautang nila mama at 185k yung bill sa hospital.
nagulat ako sa mga sinabi nila, sa lahat ng sinabi ko nilabas ko na yung nararamdaman ko, iniisip pa din nila na ako magbabayad sa lahat, ni hindi man lang nag sorry sa ginawa nila, isa lang akong tao na may silbi sa buhay nila kasi may pera. hindi ko alam na sobrang sakit pala.
madami akong realizations after giving myself time to think, and at this moment i realized i no longer want to be surrounded with these type of people in my life, tinignan ko lang sila isa isa. ma mi-miss ko sila sobra, pero this has to stop. i was manipulated into thinking that things that are not okay are okay dahil "pamilya ko sila". ngayon ko lang nalaman na naging people pleaser ako dahil sinusunod ko lang noon gusto nilang gawin ko kahit minsan labag yun sa kalooban ko.
tumayo lang ako at nag lapag ng 100k, yun na yung last. wala na akong sinabi at lumabas na, feel ko din kasi pag may sasabihin ako wala ding silbi. tinawag ako ni mama ng pasigaw pero nagmadali na ako papuntang sasakyan at umalis, walang lingunan. hindi ko rin kasi talaga kaya na hindi magbigay kaya sorry sa magagalit, masyadong malambot puso ko para iwan talaga sila ng walang-wala.
sinabi ko din sa friend ko na hindi ko mababayaran yung 150k, sobra yung iniyak ko dahil dito. kawawa kasi yung kaibigan ko, she was my neighbor friend. ayaw na ayaw ko talagang may na-agrabyadong tao, pero this time pipiliin ko lang talaga yung dapat tamang gawin, natatakot kasi ako na pag babayaran ko, uulit sila mama na umutang gamit pangalan ko kasi alam nilang babayaran ko, kaya pinigilan ko sarili ko.
i'm choosing myself, my peace of mind and my mental health this time. this is me finally ending a toxic cycle. i no longer wanna be someone who's only kept in someone's life just because it benefits them. my son needs me, and staying with my "family" only worsens my mental health being. my son deserves a mentally healthy mother and most importantly a healthy environment.
to everyone who was kind enough to leave me messages, maraming salamat po! i'm currently at my apartment with my son, i bought cake yesterday. this is us celebrating for the things that should've ended a long time ago, i have no plans of going back and i will try my best na hindi na sila isipin. i know it will take me time but i will get there. thank you so much sa lahat! this is something i didn't expect to happen in 2024 but i'm glad it did. hoping for better days for me and for everyone reading. Godbless!

I had a wonderful childhood. I couldn't have asked for a better one. My parents, brother, family, ... so much love in my life.
As I got older, I started to become exposed to the harsh realities of life. The people closest to me and the ones I loved the most started to get sick and pass away. I lost my dog. Life wasnt the same. And later, was diagnosed with Crohns which had a massive impact on my life and self confidence. I felt like a lab rat.. so many tests, doctor visits, medicine, diets, needles, ... eventually extensive surgery.
Luckily, after years of torture, I made it out ok. I started to build back my confidence, and was optimistic about the future. Before I knew it, I met the love of my life. I felt so extremely lucky to have you in my life. It felt like a dream. I felt that after all that pain and loss, I had finally had something good happen to me.
As time we on, we became best friends. You confessed your love to me, said I was different than all the rest, and you saw a future with me. You expressed how special I was to you. I felt the same way.
We met eachothers families, who became so close with eachother. I truly loved your family, they felt like home. My family loved you so much... my parents loved you like a daughter, and I knew you loved them too. We had everyone's support and love. We were the golden couple. We grew and experiences so much together. Bought our first house, saw the world, new jobs, school, ... Everyone was so proud of us, and we were proud of eachother.
Somewhere along the way, you started seeking outside the relationship for attention. I knew you were very social, so at first, I was happy to see you making friends. I knew you had a difficult childhood and past, and didn't have many good friends, so I was very supportive and encouraged you to do things with your friends.
We were inseparable. Always going things together, planning trips, going on adventures. Everything was easy. We enjoyed eachothers company so much. We made eachother laugh, feel loved, and safe. We were so comfortable and open, goofy with eachother, and always so intimate.
We shared a lot of the same hobbies: plants/garden, camping, trails, video games, movies, travel, outdoors, relaxing at home, ... it didn't seem to matter what we were doing, we were happy together.
I loved making you smile and laugh. I loved seeing you happy doing what you loved, or eating a meal I'd prepare for you.
I always wanted you to have the best. Since you were in school, I provided for you. Food, toys, restaurants, trips, ... whatever you wanted. I wanted to give you the world. It felt so good to make you happy.
You would tease me and hint towards wanting to get engaged. After 3 years, it happened. We were so happy, and you were so excited and happy to share the big news. We started planning our wedding, moved into a bigger house, new jobs, everything felt good.
I never expected to love someone so much. This young woman brought so much love, happiness, and adventure into my life. She completed changed everything. Everything was so easy.. effortless.. felt right.
When we moved into your dream home, things became more stressful. The house needed a lot of work, as well as the property. Regardless, we were willing and eager to tackle projects together and were excited to make things our own.
As time went on, and school/work seemed to become more stressful for you, I was left finishing a lot of our projects and maintaining them by myself. I also stepped up and started trying to take on more of the chores and responsibilities so that you could focus on school/work and still have time to relax. I was happy to help give you some relief.
After a few months, your brother asked to be our roommate for a time. I was hesitant, but you encouraged me that it would be a good thing. He would pay and help around the house. At first, it was nice. However, as time we on, it became more and more stressful.
The stress of doing everything and having a roommate that didn't mesh well with us overwhelmed me. I knew it was temporary, so I endured it.
One day, you came home from your new job and expressed what a good day you had.. that you had the chance to work with a different doctor, and that he was very fun and nice. I was so happy to hear it, since I knew you hadn't been having good days and people had been difficult. I was glad you seemed to have a mentor.
You started to have more good days than bad, working with this person more and more. You started talking to me about them more, sharing things you learned and talked with him about. As time went on, I started to feel a bit jealous. You had been spending more time with this person than me... your shifts were long, and I hadn't been seeing you as much. You started even talking to our parents about this person.
I started to notice you texting him while we were at home together. I'd ask, and you'd happily share whatever it was you guys were talking about. One evening, you were texting this doctor late at night. I approached you about this, and expressed how it was making me feel. I felt that it had started to become too much, and wasn't appropriate. I didn't like the idea of this older married man communicating with my young fiance so much. I expressed that I was happy that you had a friend at work, but felt that it was becoming too personal and inappropriate. You tried to reassure me that you were just friends, and that he was old and married, you would never be attracted to him. I stood firm and expressed that I would like for you to only communicate while at work, or for work related matters. You agreed and assured me it was nothing.
As time went on, I noticed you would sometimes hide your phone, turn it away, flip it upside down, or turn it off as I walked by. At first, I thought it was just me being paranoid. But as time went on, it started to mess with my head... otherwise, everything was good, so I told myself it was nothing. You started to enjoy that type of work and decided to join his practice. I was happy you were able to make up your mind and find something you enjoyed. Time went on. At some point, you needed an invasive procedure done... and you requested that doctor complete it. I didn't love the idea, but you preferred to have someone do it that you trusted. After that, the doctor seemed to be a thing of the past.
As the wedding date approached, the excitement increased. We had everything planned out and we were so excited for our big day. I saw how happy you were throughout the whole process. I couldn't believe our big day was right around the corner.
Our wedding was like a dream. Everything came together so nicely. We had the best night of our lives. I loved seeing you so happy with our friends and family there to celebrate with us. We went on a wonderful honeymoon and I felt so loved and appreciated.
Once we returned home, our roommate left, and stress started to decrease dramatically in the house. I was so relieved. You finished school, graduated, and I threw you a big surprise party to celebrate. I had always put together parties for all your special occasions, and I knew you really appreciated that. After so many nights helping you study, it felt wonderful to see you walk across that stage and finally finish.
You shortly after moved to a different hospital, and seemed to really like your new job and everyone there. Life was so good...
The house and our list of responsibilities and all the maintenance was still a lot, but I felt we were quickly starting to knock things off our list.
One week, you started working a lot... I hardly saw you that week. We'd always text and check in, saying we loved eachother, missed eachother, and looked forward to seeing eachother. When the weekend finally arrived, you had mentioned your best friend invited you to join her for girl time. I realized you hadn't seen her much lately and encouraged it.
That weekend, my grandmother had been struggling. I felt alone in our big house and had wished you were there. We checked in on eachother while you were gone. I was expecting you to return one evening, so I had dinner prepared. I was hurt when you didn't arrive and decided to stay another night with your friend.
When I saw you the next morning, I was feeling pretty down. I was already sad about my grandmother, but also felt like an after thought that week. You were so happy to see me, which was nice. We had a nice evening, spent time together, .. you never stopped telling me you loved me.
The next day after work, I got home, and you seemed so cold and distant. You seemed bothered by something. I checked in, asked if you needed anything, then went about my day. It seemed like you wanted space. I checked in every few hours, and you were busy doing something on your laptop.
I prepared dinner and started watching TV. I encouraged you to take a break, eat, and relax some before bed. You joined me on the couch, but was quiet and explained that you had some work to finish.
As it got late, I went up to bed. You explained you'd be up a little longer while you finished your work. As the hours went by, I thought it was so odd that you weren't in bed yet. I knew you had to get up early... sleep was always such a priority. I got up to check on you and to get some water. You were still on your laptop.. I noticed you were looking at rooms to something. I encouraged you to get some sleep. You joined me, looking exhausted.
We cuddled, said we loved eachother, then fell asleep. The next morning, I finished getting ready for work while you slept. As I was getting ready to leave, I sae your laptop. I decided to check and see what you were looking at... another air bnb for a trip? I was curious. We shared the laptop, so I didn't feel like I was invading her privacy.
I opened the laptop and saw apartments. I was so confused. I checker her email.. apartments. I noticed she had Facebook messenger up with recent messages. I checked... my world turned upside down. Those seconds felt like eternity as my heart sounded and my stomach sank. I read a message to a friend saying she wanted a divorce, never loved me, felt like a stranger in her house, dreaded coming home to me, ... that she loved a doctor.. he's married, but his wife is a lesbian. That was easily the worst moment of my life. I panicked and didn't know what to do... I was in shock. After a few minutes, I decided to address this with you.
I quietly walked up the stairs, sat on the edge of the bed, and calmly woke you up. You were sleepy, asking why I woke up.. you still had about 30m before work. I apologized for waking you.. As I looked at you silently, I started to cry. I quietly said "I know...". "I saw the messages". She looked back at me in shock.. eyes wide in the dark. I asked if she had been having an affair. She said no.. then started to look at me as if I wad a stranger. It was a terrible feeling.
You got up to get ready for work, and said we'd talk later that evening. You left. I was standing in the driveway and felt sick. I wasn't sure if I could make it to work.. but being at the house was making me feel worse, so I left. I didn't eat anything that while day. While at work, I prepared myself for our talk.
When we both got home, you pulled up to the house and started to pack some things while I sat on the couch. When you finally joined me, you were quiet.. asked about my day, I asked about yours.. then more silence. I asked what you needed from me. You explained that you were feeling very anxious, and didn't want me to get upset. You said you were going to stay with a friend for a few days to clear your head and wanted to talk once we were both rested.
You left for almost a week while I stayed in our big empty house, taking care of our pets, and completely confused and dead inside. I hardly ate or slept. I desperately started reading and watching whatever information I could find to help explain what was happening and to prepare myself. I spent most of my time thinking, reflecting on our life. I started tonrealize how stressed I had been... and thought about all the things I should/could have done differently. I knew I treated her so well, but no one is perfect.
Looking back, I started to think about all the red flags. Love is blind. I truly loved, trusted, and cared for this person more than anyone in the world. I thought she felt the same way... I never imagined us seperating.
I started to think of that doctor she used to talk about.. and realized she probably never stopped talking to him. I started to realize that my wife had stopped opening up to me... was no longer emotional or vulnerable... her emotional? affair started to kill the emotional intimacy between us.
I was happy just to have her in my life and enjoyed just being with her... she never expressed or talked about being unhappy... if I had known, I feel certain that we could have fixed whatever was lacking. I would have met whichever needs werent being met.
Were you lonely while I was busy working hard for us? Was she bored? I would have happily planned more outings... whenever I suggested something, you expressed that you were tired or didn't show interest. I knew you enjoyed time alone, so I never felt bad doing my own thing. I figured you would tell me of you needed or felt something...
I was so confused... started to question what was real. When did this all start? Why? How? Terrible thoughts entered my mind... so many late shifts, staying the night at the hospital, leaving early to get the air bnbs ready, ...
I also realized that towards the end, you had suddenly started to listen to different music, got a nose piercing, tattoo, talked about signing up for a sport, working out, ... these were all things I knew you had wanted to do for awhile, but it was all so sudden.
Why didn't you ever communicate... I recall you expressing your concern with my stress, but nothing else. I felt that my stress was reasonable considering everything I was doing.. and knew it was temporary. I didn't ignore it though. I saw a therapist, and started making changes. Was it all too late?
When we finally spoke again, it was so nice to just see you. We sat and you were so friendly and sweet - it reassured me that everything was going to be ok. We made small talk and joked, which immediately lightened the mood. You suggested I spoke first. I expressed my feelings and how important the marriage was.. that I'd so anything to save it. I took responsibility for my side of things and expressed the changes I had made and would continue to make. When you started, you expressed that you would always cherish our time together, but we're set on divorce. That we both deserved to be truly happy. Shortly after, you left.
The days after, you started packing your things while I was at work. I was living in a big empty house, every day getting more and more empty. I was a complete mess living in hell. Her family started to reach out to me and shower me with support, apologies, and disbelief. No one could make sense of this.
After a week or so, I couldn't take it any more, so I moved to stay with my parents while we finished moving out. I attempted to stay cordile through all this. You seemed so unphased and happy... texting me and talking to me like we were still best friends.
You explained that you felt bad for saying you never loved me... that you did, but not in the way a wife should love their husband. That it could be years, but in the future, I could count on you.
As time went on, and the pain increased, I was more distant. You texted more and more. Finally, I suggested that we limit communication unless she was interested in working on our marriage.
As the days went by, you grew colder and irritated.. I started to feel like the bad guy. I know you started to feel the weight of your decisons, and starred to project onto me. Making me the bad guy made you feel better. I attempted to end things on a good note... being helpful throughout the move out process, but you were so cold. It hurt so much... 5 wonderful years tossed aside like it never mattered.
I havent talked to you in weeks... I miss my best friend, my love, your family, our pets, and the wonderful life we built. I'm left trying to pickup the pieces. I feel so lost, confused, broken, ...
The tremendous amount of support I've gotten from both sides has helped a lot. I'm seeing a therapist, reading a lot, eating more, working out, and focusing on my self. The days are getting better, but I still have days where I am a mess.
I havent been sleeping well... always tired. Waking up several times, terrible nightmares and thoughts of you being with another man... I still have believe you would be capable of all this.. of hurting me so much.
I have urges to reach out to you... wanting to fix this, that there must be a misunderstanding... there are so many things I'd like to say. I got complacent and comfortable during our time together. I stopped doing the little things as often as I used to... I never meant to hurt you, make you feel lonely, unloved, unappreciated, ... whatever it is you felt. It's difficult for me to accept that my sweet innocent wife was capable of this... surely there was a reason?? I was just so caught up in my list of things... I was working so hard for our future.
I feel like my wife was manipulated by this man... why does an older doctor (20 years older) have a lesbian wife? He doesn't love her like she seems to think... he is using her. I feel sorry for her... I know there is no future there.
I've done a lot of reading on Attachment Styles, Limerence, love addiction, and other things that come as a result of childhood trauma. I feel like a lot of this has to do with her trauma... but also her selfishness and emotional immaturity. There is nothing I can do. I just pray she figures things out on her own, finds longlasting happiness, and puts an end to this cycle.
I would love it if we were able to reconnect in the future... I still deeply love and care for her. I don't want our story to end... none of this feels right. My gut is screaming that this is all wrong. I just know we both need to work on ourselves for the time being.
One day I had it all, the next, it crashed down before my eyes. Meeting you was the best thing to happen to me... you leaving was the worst. You rushed out of my life so quickly... I wish things were different.

PART 1:

 Every town has their own version of “The Boogeyman”. A monster, cryptid, phantom, whatever you want to call it, it’s all essentially the same thing- just a scary story they tell kids in an attempt to get them to behave. An urban legend is just a life lesson disguised as a horror story after all. For us folk living up in the tiny and once prosperous gold-mining town of Trillium, ours was known simply as The Locust Man. Now, let me start by saying, I realize how ridiculous that name must sound to you. “The Locust Man”?? Pftt…What’s he do, besides get stuck in the grill of someone’s pick-up truck. Destroy some crops? Oooh, he sounds real scary... yeah, I know. But yet, as I sit here today 20 years after the fact - a grown woman who’s wiser, stronger, and even more grounded in reality than she was at 12, I still hesitate to even write down that name. 

As a young child I had always thought it to be a little weird that our town was called Trillium, considering I had never seen a single one growing there. If you don’t know, a trillium is a small flower, usually white but they come in other color varieties as well, with three pedals and a bright yellow center. They sort of look like if you took a lily and tore off every other pedal playing “He loves me, he loves me not”. In school, about 2nd grade or so, we were taught everything about this elusive flower I’d never seen in real life, and told how proud our town was to be named after it. Trillium, Colorado was established in 1922 - A new town born in the wake of a great tragedy which befell the town that had previously sat in the same location. For us, and those that came before us, the trillium was supposed to be a symbol of hope. Knowing all that I know now, that sentiment almost makes me want to laugh - in a morbid way.

 Growing up in a small, mostly isolated town, there really wasn’t much for a kid to do. You’d have to drive 45 minutes to get to the closest mall and movie theater. The high school kids would usually all hang out at the roller rink downtown or at the old run-down burger joint called Slim’s that sat across it. But at that age, I wasn’t allowed to go hang out there by myself yet and for me, going with my parents tagging along wasn’t an option I was open to. My neighborhood was on a long dead end road leading up to a large patch of woods that separated the main part of town from the abandoned mine. The old trail the miners used was still accessible up until a point, and so me and the other kids from my street would hang out in those woods all the time. We had a “secret spot” which was, what we thought at the time, about half way through the woods, 10 steps away from a small shallow creek that pretty much ran the length of the area. Rain Creek, we called it. There was a small clearing there, and we had created our own little clubhouse using old milk crates as supports, half- broken wooden pallets as walls, along with some old lawn chairs one of the neighbors was throwing out one day. I made my contribution by bringing a tarp we had in our basement that served as the roof of our establishment. Our parents didn’t love the idea of five 10 to 12 year olds running around in the woods by ourselves, but as long as we stayed within earshot and made it back before the streetlights came on, they probably figured it was safer than us being across town galavanting unsupervised. 

It was me, Lacey, Devin, Mikey and Michelle. We were all best friends - pretty much inseparable, except the boys weren’t invited to the girls’ sleepovers and vise versa. Everyday after school, we’d get dropped off by the bus at the very beginning of our road, and it was a running joke between the Rain Street Gang (as we liked to call ourselves) for all of us to try and run off the bus as quickly as possible, while me, Lacey and Devin would all yell in unison ‘Last two home are some rotten eggs!!’, as Mikey and Michelle tried to push past us to get a head start. The aforementioned two were siblings, and lived in the very last house on our row right next to the woods, so they’d always get home last, regardless of their efforts. Although, the year that Mikey got a pair of Heelys for Christmas he finally got his edge over the rest of us, leaving Michelle to be the lone “rotten egg” until the next summer when one of his wheels broke off. The whole point of it all was just to get home and get our chores and homework done as fast as possible, so we could meet up at Mikey and Michelle’s house with enough daylight left to make our trek into the woods and back - together as a group. All five of us had made a pact to never visit the clubhouse without all members present, although us girls always had a sneaking suspicion that the boys thought themselves exempt from that rule. They, after all, were the ones that had discovered the spot in the first place, and not to mention, did most of the physical labor of dragging our provisions out there. Me and Lacey initially only heard about the spot a day after the boys found it; Michelle had walked into Mikey’s room in the middle of him and Devin talking about it, and immediately relayed the message to us. Michelle wasn’t necessarily more loyal to the girls than the boys, she was just the youngest among us and honestly couldn’t resist blurting out any mildly relevant information she thought she might have, in an effort to be included. But in that regard, if the boys had ever gone out there on their own, they would’ve had to be extremely sneaky about it, because Michelle’s number one objective in life was to gather any piece of intel she could. It was a seemingly normal Saturday morning when we learned our suspicions about the boys may have been warranted.
I had slept over at Lacey’s house the night before. We had just woken up and were still sitting on her bed discussing our possible plans for the day, when Michelle busted through the door with a look on her face that immediately told us she had finally gotten a hold of some juicy information, before she could even open her mouth to stutter out, “You-you-you guyssss, guess w-w-what!?!” Lacey gestured the nail file that was in her hand toward her, raising her eyebrows bluntly as Michelle tried to catch her breath. “So… Devin came to sleep over last night, annnnnd I was pretending to go to the bathroom so I could spy on them. Seeeeee, I was supposed to be sleeping but I -“ “Ughh come on Michelle, get to it! What’d you hear?” Lacey snapped “Ughh okay okay. So, I heard the boys talking, anddddd…. they’re planning to go explore the old mine today!!” “Alright Michelle! Good spying!” I chuckled, trying to encourage her after Lacey’s impatience. Lacey rolls her eyes, then immediately stands up. She takes the scrunchie off her wrist, ties her long blonde hair into a messy bun, and simply said, “Let’s go.” “Lacey..” I said “What??” She responds as if she hadn’t registered the tone of my voice at all. As I opened my mouth to begin explaining all the logical and practical reasons why even if the boys were stupid enough to go play around somewhere dangerous, we shouldn’t be, Michelle exclaims, “That’s where the Locust Man lives!!” I close my mouth in defeat, as I know Lacey will take this nonsense as a challenge, and because of that, no amount of my warnings concerning actual dangers would have any effect on her decision. Lacey dismisses her comment as she attempts to shove her foot into one of her new pink sneakers that she refuses to admit are too small for her. “Pshhh, don’t be such a baby Michelle, he’s not real, you do know that right?” Michelle crinkled her face and yelled back, “Yes he is Lacey! He is!! And th-th- that’s where he lives, and he eats kids that go there!” Lacey laughs at her and says “Oh yeah? You still believe in Santa clause too? What about the tooth fairy?” Michelle looked down at her shoes, and although she could admittedly be annoying, I found myself feeling bad for her. “Come on Lacey, she’s just scared.” Lacey shot me a look like she was expecting me to burst into laughter, but I just gave her a smirk and a shrug, and she rolled her eyes and said “Get dressed.”

 We walked in silence toward the end of the road, though the reasons for all three differed drastically. Lacey’s was determination and resolve, mine was comtemptousness and defeat, and Michelle’s was just fear. I found myself half-way hoping the boys had left already, but as we approached the driveway we caught them just as they were about to step off the porch. 

“Hey!!” Lacey yelled, in her trademark cheerleader cadence. “Where do you boys think you’re going without us?”. Mikey let a groan and rolled his eyes, while Devin said through a coy smile, “Well, we were actually just heading out to go to find you girls.” “Liar.” Lacey snapped, quickly wiping the grin off Devin’s face. “Michelle already blabbed- we know where you two are going and we’re coming too.” The boys looked at each other, then Mikey shot Michelle an angry look as she tried to shrink herself behind me, and said, “Fine, whatever, but no cry baby snitches allowed!!” Michelle then proceeded to prove both of his accusations correct by yelling back, “I am not a cry baby!! I’m telling mom if you don’t let me come with you!!” At that point I finally spoke up. “Alright, listen.” I said sternly, then once I had their attention I lowered my voice a bit to say, “Just for the record, I think us going to that grody old mine is a dumb idea and a big waste of time, but if one of us goes, we all go. That’s the deal, so make your decisions.” Lacey folded her arms in solidarity beside me, and with that we all had an unspoken understanding. So, with the boys out ahead leading the way, we headed toward the tree line.

 As we entered the woods, I felt a sense of dread wash over me - but to be fair, as a preteen emo kid who had already reached an adult level of cynicism, I felt a certain level of dread towards almost everything in life. So take my premonition with a grain of salt, but for some reason, this felt… different. I remember the woods being abnormally quiet that day. It took some time for me to even notice, but as soon as I did, I interrupted the mindless chatter going on to say, 

“Where are all the freakin’ birds?” Everyone turned to look at me as if I’d completely lost my mind. “Uhhh… What are you talking about?” Devin asked me. I pointed up toward the treetops. “Listen…. ” They all looked up, then looked around at each other in confusion. “Every time we’ve ever been in these woods, there’s always birds chirping back and forth. We’ve been walking almost 5 minutes now and I haven’t heard a single bird, have you guys?” “Damn, yeah, that is weird.” Mikey agreed. “They probably all just migrated!!” Devin goofily offered. “That’s stupid Devin, it’s spring. If anything, there should be more birds here, not less you moron.” Lacie argued. Devin flipped Lacie off, which was the best rebuttal he could usually come up with, and then turned toward me and said, “Okay whatever, what’s your point exactly?” “Just that - “ I looked over to Mikey, then back at Devin. “It’s weird.” I didn’t want to say what I was actually thinking. That the woods being too quiet was never a good thing. That when birds aren’t chirping, it could mean there’s a predator nearby. Besides, I was pretty confident that the boys, having both been in the scouts, knew what I knew, so saying it out loud would only serve to annoy Lacie and further frighten Michelle. Mikey broke his gaze that had been fixed on me, and while scanning our surroundings he said, “Let’s stop by the clubhouse on the way.” With a nod from me, we continued. When we arrived at our pit stop, Lacey hobbled over to the closest lawn chair and plopped herself down in it. “Ughhh, my feet are killing me!!” “I wonder why.” I mutter under my breath. “Excuse me, what was that?” “Just saying. Those shoes are gonna be the death of you Lace, you can barely walk in them.” “Pshhh, shut up. They just need to be broken-in okay? You’re just jealous cuz you’re still wearing your dirty old Vans from last year.” “Oooh yeah, you got me there. I am so sad I don’t have a pair of ugly pink Sketchers that don’t fit me.” She stuck her tongue out at me and we both laughed. I was just about the only person who could go toe to toe with Lacey’s sass. It’s part of the reason we ended up being best friends, besides being neighbors. In regard to style, personality and interests, we were almost polar opposites. But when it came to humor we were equals. And more importantly, we both had a mutual understanding when it came to our differences- I was me and she was her, and neither of us felt the need to try and make the other one be more like us. Besides, I was the only person who had ever really stood up to Lacey and didn’t take any of her crap, so I think she respected that. While that exchange had been going on, Michelle had started picking tiny pink flowers, and the boys were rummaging in the clubhouse for something. I yelled in their direction, “Hey! Big Mike and Dirty D!!” Me and Lacey giggled and she mouthed the word “big” with air quotation marks. They didn’t respond, so I walked over to the entryway and looked in. They were standing with their backs to me while looking down at an open metal box, and Mikey was reaching to grab whatever was in it. As he stood back up, I could see what it was. “What the fuck Mikey, seriously?” Hearing me cuss, Lacey and Michelle crowded in behind me. “Chill, it’s just a BB gun.” “I know it’s a BB gun Michael, what are you doing with it, and why is it here?” I was livid at the thought that he might be coming out here and shooting at animals just to be a shithead. I expected something like that from a goober like Devin, but not Mikey. Michelle butted in, “I’m telling mom!!!” “Nice try, dad knows I have it.” He looked at me and softened his tone. “It’s for protection, just in case we come across a black bear, or some weirdo creep out here. Seriously… it’s just to scare off something, not hurt it.” He knew how I felt about killing animals, especially for no good reason. A lot of people out here are poor and hunt for food, which I could accept as a reality. But hurting animals just for fun is psycho behavior, so I was relieved to hear him dispel my fear; I really didn’t want to have to hate him. “Do you even know how to shoot that thing?” Lacey asked. “Yeah, my dad showed me.” Devin clapped his hands together, making us all jump and himself laugh. “Well alright then, let’s get going!” I turned to Michelle, still holding the flowers. “You okay?” She nodded. “If you want me to walk back with you, I can.” I was slightly hoping she’d say yes so I’d have an excuse to get out of this excursion, but she just shook her head and forced a smile. I knew she was scared, but she was just too curious. Maybe I was too.

 We walked for what felt like half an hour. The trees had gotten more dense and the path narrowed from the overgrowth. Still no birdsong. I kept scanning the area in search of any sign of life other than us. Looking for movement of creatures scurrying away, listening for the sound of rustling as we passed, hoping for a squirrel, a lizard, even a bug. Nothing. 

“How much further is this damn thing?” Lacey groaned. Mikey answered without even turning around. “We should be coming up on it any time now.” “You said that like 10 minutes ago.” “Yeah, and now we’re like 10 minutes closer to it. And hey guess what, you insisted on inviting yourself - so suck it up buttercup.” “Hahahaha!” Devin laughed like a maniac at Mikey’s quip, while Lacey folded her arms and for once in her life didn’t have a snappy comeback. This time however, I did. “Well we really only came along to make sure you idiots didn’t kill yourselves.” “Oh, so you girls came out here with us to be our protectors, huh?” Devin laughed. “Ehh, more like babysitters.” Needless to say, I was flipped off for that statement. We rounded the next bend and suddenly all came to an abrupt stop one after another, starting with Mikey. Devin positioned himself beside him and let out a disappointed groan. “Shit Mikey!” A huge tree had fallen and was blocking the trail completely. There was no way we could climb over it because of all the leaves and branches - we’d have to go around it, which meant leaving the safety of the trail and crossing Rain Creek twice to get back to it. “Seriously???” Lacey exclaimed. “Maybe it’s a sign that we shouldn’t be going.” I shrugged. Mikey didn’t seem fazed by the obstruction at all. In fact, he seemed more confident. More calm. More sure of his intended mission. “It’s fine, we’ll just go around.” Michelle, who had been mostly quiet this whole time, finally broke her fear induced silence. “We are NOT supposed to leave the tr-tr-trail Michael! We could get lost!” “We aren’t gonna get lost Michelle, I have a compass. Plus, it’s literally just a few paces that way, then we cross the creek and circle back once we pass the tree and we’re right back on the trail.” “Oh you have got to be kidding me” Lacey said, “I’m not treading through that nasty water!” “Yeah Mikey, what about Lacey’s brand new shoes??” I laughed, and she playfully slapped me in the arm. Mikey’s patience was wearing thin with us. “Look, we already walked this far - if we turn back now, we’ve wasted the whole day for nothing. If you girls wanna be lame and turn around, then go for it - but me and Dev are going.” That’s all Lacey needed. A challenge to accept; someone to prove wrong. “I’ll show you lame.” She pushed past the boys and lead the way into the thick brush towards Rain Creek. It wasn’t very wide across, and there were lots of fallen limbs and large rocks spread throughout it. The current was barely that of a trickle, and the depth was no more than knee deep for us. It was definitely doable - just an inconvenience. And of course, one more ominous obstacle lying directly in our path. Another hint from the universe telling us to turn around. We didn’t listen. Lacey placed one foot on the closest limb and pushed down a few times to test its sturdiness. “I got this.” She stepped out onto it with both feet, then shimmied sideways until she was close enough to the large exposed rock in the middle of the creek, and hopped onto it. She turned around with a full grin and said, “Coming?” Mikey made his way across the limb as Lacey hopped onto a different limb which led her to the other side of the creek. Devin followed, then me, and then it was Michelle’s turn. “I’m scared to fall in!” Of course she is, I should have made her go before me. “It’s okay Michelle, it’s easy!” I reassured her. She didn’t look convinced in the slightest. “Come on Chelle, we’re leaving you!” Mikey yelled, already walking away. “Nooo!! I’m coming! Wait!” She made it across, but instead of just walking like everyone else did, she got down on her hands and knees and gripped the limb as if it were the only thing in between her and a 50 foot drop to the ground, which was funny to see but prolonged the whole process further. After all, we were about to have to do all of this again. Next go round went a lot smoother. The creek was more shallow here, and there were a whole lot more stepping rocks and debris built up. Having just crossed successfully a few minutes ago, we were all more confident in our abilities, including Michelle - who this time we made go first. “Just walk across like it’s a bridge! You got this!!”, we all cheered for her, and then clapped when she made it to the other side. Before we knew it we were back on the trail, and it wasn’t long after that we finally arrived at our intended destination.

 We all stopped and stared at it for a minute, carefully examining the dilapidated exterior of the place that had brought both prosperity and destruction upon our town. Mikey bent down, picked up a rock and threw it into the entrance. We heard it bounce a few times before it stopped. 

“Just to make sure nothing’s in there.” he turned around to clarify. “Did anyone think to bring a flashlight?” I asked. “It’s dark as hell in there.” I was hoping for just one more reason not to go. Devin reached into his cargo shorts pocket and pulled out a small keychain-sized flashlight, smiling with the satisfaction of finally being useful. “Okay, Mikey’ll hold the gun, I’ll shine the light and you girls follow behind us. Let’s go.” Mikey shifted the BB gun from its position of resting on his shoulder, to holding the barrel in his left hand and the butt in his right; trying his best to emulate a soldier’s stance. Something his dad had taught him I’m sure. We ducked down a bit to enter. “How far in we going?” Lacey asked. “Until we see something cool.” Mikey answered. I turned around to check on Michelle, still hovering in the doorway. “You coming?” I could see in her eyes that fear had finally gotten the better of her, and curiosity had taken a backseat. With wide eyes she shook her head. “The-the Locust Man lives in there.”, she tried to whisper. “I knew you were gonna be a baby about this!” Mikey yelled. I crouched down and put my hand on her shoulder. Against my better judgment, I say “How bout you just wait here for us and pick some more flowers. We won’t be long, there’s nothing in there, I promise. Just.. don’t move from this spot and we’ll be right back, okay?” I could feel her unease, but she seemed to accept my reassurance nonetheless. “Okay.” I smiled, then stood up and looked down at my watch to check the time. 12:46 PM. I turned and headed into the darkness, trying to catch up with everyone else. I didn’t feel good about leaving Michelle, but I didn’t feel good about letting the rest of them go in there alone either. And if I’m being honest, maybe a little part of me wanted to see what was in there too. When I caught up to Lacey she asked, “Where’s Michelle?” “Stayed behind at the entrance, she was too scared. I told her to pick flowers and wait there for us.” “Pshh, figures.” “Yeah. How’s your feet?” “At this point, numb actually.” It was so dark in there that even Devin’s rinky dink flashlight was illuminating the area enough for me to start taking a closer look at my surroundings. I looked around at the rock walls, they were covered in what looked like orange mold and green algae. There was a slight breeze coming in from the entrance, but the whole place just had a staleness to it. The boys stopped and turned around as we arrived at the first curve. “So ladies, what do you think? Cool huh?” Devin asked excitedly. “Smells like a fart in here.” I said.

 The most dangerous thing about exploring an old mine wasn’t getting lost in the maze of tunnels, or tripping on the rusted tracks and slamming your head against the wall - it was something simply referred to as bad air. Pockets of still air that have dangerously low levels of oxygen, the old men in town would call it “black damp”. There was also something produced from the old chemicals they once used called “stink damp”, which smelled like rotten eggs. Both were lethal. 

“I wonder if there’s dead bodies in here!” “Uh, Dev… we’re gonna be the dead bodies in here if we go in too far. I wasn’t just making a joke, you know that rotten egg smell can mean bad air.” Mikey interjected. “The entrance isn’t far behind us, there’s still enough fresh air coming in. We won’t go in too far, let’s just get to the end of this tunnel where it splits off and look around a bit, then we’ll turn around.” The fork in the tunnel really wasn’t that much further, and even though I knew once we rounded this curve I wouldn’t be able to see the entrance behind me anymore, I decided what the hell. Maybe a hundred more steps, then we can finally turn around and this whole dumb situation would be closer to being over with. When we got there, we looked down the length of the connecting tunnels each way. Everything looked unusually identical in its deterioration. I could see how someone could easily get disoriented and lost down here. “Hellooooo…” Mikey yelled to the left, his voice echoing through the corridor. Devin turned to the opposite direction and called out, “Hey yo, Locust Man!! You in here?” We all giggled, which made me think about Michelle, still waiting at the entrance for us, alone in the woods. I looked down at my watch. 12:46 PM. “Hey what the f-“ My cuss word was interrupted by a loud bang that came from the passageway Devin had just been hollering into. We all froze. I didn’t have time to process that my watch had stopped right as we entered the tunnel, or that Michelle had been left alone for who knows how long now, or that we had just heard what sounded like a support beam crashing to the ground, because next came a horrifying screeching buzzing sound. It sounded distant at first, but was quickly increasing in volume. We silently looked around at each other and backed away stunned at what we were hearing. Mikey never took his eyes off the tunnel though, and slowly he began to raise the BB gun to firing position. Without even thinking, I grabbed the barrel and pushed it downward. He quickly tore his eyes away from his target to look at me. I shook my head and managed to barely choke out the word, “Explosion.” He nodded and I let go. I looked down at the gun in his hands, and seeing his finger had already been on the trigger, I realized how lucky it was that I didn’t make him shoot himself in the foot. All of a sudden, the noise stopped. “What the hell was that?” Lacey asked. “I don’t know, nothing good.” I said. “Let’s just get the fuck out of here before this whole place caves in on us or something.” Another loud bang erupted from the right, extremely close to us. “Shit!!!” We all turned around and ran as fast as we could back toward the entrance. Devin tried to push past me, but as he did my elbow knocked the flashlight out of his hand. “My flashlight!!!” “Leave it!” Mikey shouted “The turn is right here, we won’t need it!” We rounded the corner, and using what little light there was illuminating from the entrance to guide us back, we ran like our lives depended on it. And they may have- none of us dared to look back, not like we would have been able to see anything anyway. When we finally made it out, we were all completely out of breath. I felt like I was going to throw up. I have to admit though, once we had made it back to safety I felt a rush of adrenaline like I had just had a near death experience. That feeling quickly faded into sheer panic when I looked around and realized Michelle was nowhere to be seen. “Uh, where’s Michelle?” Mikey asked me. “I told her to stay right here, she can’t be very far… Michelle!!!!” We all called her name, as loud as we could. No answer, no sign of her anywhere. “Alright look, she probably went off a little further looking for flowers to pick.” I tried to rationalize. “Let’s just split off in 4 directions and walk in a straight line while calling for her. She’s bound to hear one of us.” Everyone agreed, and even though I appeared outwardly as the level-headed calm person you need to take control in an emergency, inside I was petrified that something had happened to her, and that it would be my fault. I took the east, and headed out. It didn’t take too long before I passed a large tree and saw her sitting down behind it, looking at something on the ground. “Michelle! Oh thank god!! Didn’t you hear us calling for you??” She didn’t answer me, or even turn around. “Michelle, didn’t I tell you to stay by the entrance and not move?!?” My relief was quickly turning into annoyance as she continued to ignore me. I walked up closer to see what she was looking at, and my mouth dropped in awe of what she had found. It was a single white trillium.

 They say it takes 8 years for a trillium plant to produce a flower, and conditions have to be just right for it to bloom. That’s what makes them so special and rare. I stared down at it almost in a trance, like I was seeing a mythical creature. Michelle slowly reached out her hand towards it and I snapped out of it. 

“No!!” I grabbed her by the arm and she finally turned around to look at me. “If you pick the flower, the plant will die.” She ripped her arm away from my grasp and whined, “But I want to show my mom!” We heard Mikey calling from the north and I cupped my hands over my mouth to yell back, “I found her, she’s over here!!” I looked back at her. “No Michelle, come on, you can just tell her about it when we get back home.” I had enough, I was beyond ready to go and we still had at least another 45 minutes of walking to even get back to the clubhouse; an hour if Michelle kept up her crap. I grabbed her arm again and pulled her up to a standing position, looking back at the trillium as I walked her away. Mikey caught up to us, breathless but trying to hide his concern. “You little shit, we should have left you out here! What the hell were you doing?” I let go of her arm and she walked toward Mikey. “She was trying to pick a flower over there.” “It was a trillium!!” Michelle said, with the biggest smile on her face. “Wait, really?” He looked at me in disbelief. Before I could respond, a blood curdling scream echoed through the forest, coming from the west. It was Lacey. My heart dropped into my stomach and once again, every molecule in my body went into full blown panic mode. This time, I couldn’t contain my composure. “Laceyyyyyy!!!!!” A panicked shriek erupted from my lungs and I took off running. Mikey grabbed Michelle and sprinted after us. The trees became a blur; I didn’t even feel all the scratches and scrapes. Had she come across a coyote? A mountain lion? A bear? I didn’t even stop to think about the danger I might be about to come in contact with, I just ran. And then I found her. She was lying on the ground, holding her left foot. “Lacey!!” I said, trying to choke back the tears that were building up. “I think I twisted my ankle!!” “Oh god damn it, you bitch.” I struggled to catch my breath. “I thought you were dead.” “I might as well be, I have cheerleading practice on Monday!” Mikey and Michelle caught up to us. “What happened?” He asked “She’s being a drama queen, she just rolled her ankle.” I was angry. “Can you get up?” He asked her. She was able to stand, but as soon as she tried to put any pressure on her foot at all, she screamed in pain. We spotted Devin running over from the south as he was yelling out, “Hey yo, everyone alive and accounted for?” “Yeah, Lacey hurt her ankle.” Mikey yelled back. As he approached he looked concerned. “Can you walk on it?” He asked her. “No.” Without hesitation he replied, “Well alright then, looks like you’re gonna have to piggyback it all the way back home.” He lowered himself enough to where she could hop up onto his back, and we headed back toward the trail. Even though my nerves had begun to settle a bit, I knew we were still far from being out of the woods, in more ways than one.

Just want to start off by saying that I don't hate my mom. She's not the perfect mother but I know she does her best. I also know she doesn't have any ill intentions with her actions lately but it's been affecting me so let me just rant here.
I have a good job, it's a mixture of luck and hard work. Because of that my parents and entire family are so proud of me. Sobrang supportive nilang lahat and I don't have any complaints. Pero lately napapansin ko na mejo sobra na yung mom ko sa pagyayabang about me. To the point na papupuntahin ako sa lamay para ipagyabang sa mga kamag anak nya even though di ko naman nakilala ever yung namatay.
Pero pinakamalala for me is yung nangyari now lang. She invited me to give a speech sa school nila (teacher sya) for a career orientation. I have social anxiety and I don't do speeches at all. Pero umoo ako. Sinama ko pa nga sa mga plans ko during my vl. Pero di ko naman inexpect na before my vl pala is sobrang hectic ng sched ko sa work at mapapagod ako ng sobra to the point na nagrereport na ako for fatigue.
So ayun na nga, kagabi nagsabi ako sa kanya na di ko ata kaya kasi hassle, dahil uuwi pa ko sa hometown namin para sa speech tapos need ko din bumalik agad dito sa manila. Sabi lang sakin, wag ko na daw isipin na hassle. So nag isip ako ng reason para lang pumayag sya na di ako makaattend. Pero ang totoo sobrang pagod ko na gusto ko lang magpahinga.
Ngayon ginagaslight nya ako sa messenger 😭. Mejo nakakadismaya lang. Nagpanggap pa akong may sakit para lang makatakas tapos pinipilit parin nya ako.
Di naman ako nagkulang sa pagiging anak. Lahat naman ng blessings ko shineshare ko sa kanila. Pero nakakapagod din palang maging trophy child. Di ko naman hiningi yan. Gusto ko lang magtrabaho. Siguro lie low muna ko sa mga requests nila na ganito.

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Example 2: Since mabagal ang posting sa app, nagchat ako sa agent to know ano yung mga previous transactions ko. These transactions were international and I wanted to know the peso equivalent para mapasok ko sa budget. They saw it sa system nila and they gave the details agad. I didn't have to wait for the posting nor my statement.
Promos: Sabi ko kung hindi ko mawawaive ang annual fee susulitin ko na lang ang promos nila. So far magaganda ang offerings nila. 5k+ spend ko sa Wildflour naging 2800++ na lang. Initially 3k dapat babayaran ko for resto food, since need ko talaga bumili ng pampasalubong papuntang US, nareach ko ang 5k min spend and nasulit ko siya with their bottled and other products. Nagamit ko din siya sa Botejyu at 20% off. Lounge access is also unlimited sa NAIA then may 2 free sa international. Gamit na gamit ko yung NAIA lounge. As a frequent traveler sulit sakin ang Mastercard Travel Pass membership. This gives you the ability to buy lounge access outside of the free na 2. Meron din sila minsan na vouchers/discounte sa Laz and Shopee. So far sa promos from March to May, nakasave nako ng 8k.
Madali din silang kausap in terms of utang. Nagkaroon ng time na nabaon ako sa bills (pandemic times). I called them to ask for (I forgot their term) but basically installment nung balance ko. Of course the longer it takes you to pay, the higher the interest but that option saved me na masadlak sa utang. Initially lumulobo yung utang ko kasi close to minimum lang nababayaran ko. When I called to ask anong pwedeng gawin, they gave me this option.
This review is in comparison to my other CCs. RCBC is also a good option. May chat function sila sa FB messenger. Di lang real time ang sagot pero pwede na compared to sa pinakaolats sa lahat na Union Bank.
Disclaimer: Of course gastos responsibly. Always remember, gumastos ng naaayon sa kakayanan. Pero it's good also to make your cards work for you, maximize their promos and offerings para sulit!

Yesterday was my bf's bday. Ngayon ko lang nabigay gift ko sa kanya since on duty siya kahapon. While watching his video na nag uunbox ng mga gifts ko, I can't help but to smile na parang highschool na kinikilig.
Looking back, hindi ko maimagine na mararamdaman ko 'to. I thought I wasn't built for love, na maybe I'll grow old alone. My friends calls me bob the builder kasi I'm always attracted sa mga taong broken hoping na kaya ko sila buuhin. Na baka if ever mabuo ko sila ma fill ko yung void na nararamdaman ko. I met and dated a lot of broken guys and cried a lot of tears all throughout sa relationship or situationship but I always choose na magstay and help them ayusin sarili nila kahit na walang wala na ako. Yung kahit meron naman akong nakikilalang matitino and maayos iniiwasan ko sila kasi naisip ko na ano bang magiging papel ko sa buhay nito, na baka iwan ako sa huli kasi wala naman akong maiooffer. Pero isang araw napagod na ako, na para bang naging cycle na lang na may aayusin ako tapos maiiwanan akong mag isa o mauubos ako. Ilang beses kong sinisi ang mundo. Na am I asking for too much ba? Gusto ko lang naman maging masaya. Gusto ko lang naman maranasan na matatro nang maayos. Na baka kung sakaling maayos ko yung mga taong nakilala baka piliin nilang manatili sa akin at mahalin ako. Pero isang araw naisip ko na baka sa akin ang may mali. Na baka kailangan ko muna talagang maging maayos para makahanap nang maayos. And then I stopped dating. Inayos ko yung sarili ko sa paraang alam ko. Physically, emotionally and mentally. And noong time na alam ko okay na ako, I started dating again haha.
And then I met this man. The greenest flag and the calmest man na nakilala ko. Never akong napagtaasan ng boses. Palaging pinagbubuksan ng pinto kahit saan kami magpunta. Inispoil ako sa lahat ng aspeto. Supplier ko ng books, flowers and new anime na pwede panuurin. Laging hinahawakan kamay. Laging may forehead kiss. Random kiss sa kamay. Never akong pinagbitbit ng mga gamit. And if ever man na may uncomfy siyang nararamdaman he always communicates. I never would have imagined na mararamdaman ko lahat ng yan. Na finally, finally hindi ko kailangang maging si Bob the builder para lang may manatili sa akin. Na sapat na yung existence ko para may manatili. Na hindi ko pala kailangang umiyak at magmakaawa para wag akong iwan. Na hindi ko kailangang ubusin ang sarili ko para lang wag maging mag isa. Pwede palang maging buo at maging masaya. Kaya ito ako ngayon parang batang kinikilig habang pinapanood siyang nagbubukas ng mga regalo. Hindi ako yung may birthday, pero sobra sobrang regalo ang natanggap ko.

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Olá pessoal! Como vão todos vocês? No vídeo de hoje, estou aqui para compartilhar minha experiência com o Avaliador Premiado. Vamos abordar a pergunta que muitos estão se fazendo: será que o Avaliador Premiado realmente cumpre o que promete? Acompanhem-me até o final, pois vamos analisar a confiabilidade deste aplicativo.
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✅ Vale a pena dedicar tempo ao Avaliador Premiado? Com certeza! Este aplicativo está recompensando os usuários por suas curtidas e contribuições na seleção de looks para as novas tendências. Quanto mais curtidas você der, mais dinheiro poderá ganhar, tornando-o uma ótima oportunidade para aumentar sua renda.
✅ E quanto à confiabilidade do Avaliador Premiado? Sim, o Avaliador Premiado é confiável. Ele oferece uma forma prática e simples de obter uma renda extra, além de ajudar na redução dos custos de fabricação de roupas e trazer mais precisão às novas coleções. Muitas pessoas já estão utilizando o aplicativo com sucesso e obtendo lucro.
✅ E quanto à garantia de pagamento? Com certeza! O Avaliador Premiado é uma plataforma confiável, e várias pessoas já estão ganhando uma renda extra apenas curtindo looks selecionados. Existem inúmeros relatos de sucesso, e para mais informações, basta acessar o site oficial e conferir os depoimentos daqueles que já estão lucrando com o Avaliador Premiado.
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Hello - Failed PIP yung friend ko, september yung nasa NTE and ngayong month (May) naipasa na sa HR yung sa PIP.
Pinagawa na sya ng written explanation and nadiscuss nya naman dun yung main reason bakit sya bumagsak - isang reason is yung TL nya na toxic and super insulting. Nag follow up din yung HR na mag provide sya ng screenshots nung ginagawa ng TL nya sa kanya (pwede ba provide yung sa messenger and Webex? baka daw kasi may data privacy act sya since personal message yung sa messenger)
Nung January nalipat na sya ng ibang function (same account) and super okay ang quality works nya dito (100% every month) hindi na din daw toxic yung tl nya dito kaya medyo maayos na performance nya.
Possible pa din kaya matuloy yung termination nya since na endorse na sa HR yung sa PIP nya? o Mag resign nalang sya para hindi naman Termination yung maging tagged sa kanya? thank you

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2Soulmates - Follow Me (Instrumental) [Chocs Pro Sound] / Key Ebm, BPM 120, 3:02, MP3 7.40 Mb
2Soulmates - Follow Me [Chocs Pro Sound] / Key Ebm, BPM 120, 3:02, MP3 7.40 Mb
A$K & Radiant Child - Easy (Original mix) [Kassetnik] / Key Am, BPM 138, 3:57, MP3 9.78 Mb
Alex Atmiks - Love For The Stars [Yeiskomp Records] / Key Eb, BPM 140, 7:05, MP3 17.22 Mb
Amer Bros - Champions (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:55, MP3 16.86 Mb
Amer Bros - Complex (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 7:57, MP3 19.33 Mb
Amer Bros - Dub Berlin (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:56, MP3 16.89 Mb
Amer Bros - House Spiraling (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 6:48, MP3 16.57 Mb
Amer Bros - Insanity (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 7:22, MP3 17.93 Mb
Amer Bros - Piano Deep (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 4:46, MP3 11.69 Mb
Amer Bros - Saxo (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 125, 4:26, MP3 10.89 Mb
Amer Bros - Up Drop (Original mix) [Sound Recording Studio] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 6:09, MP3 14.99 Mb
Amon Tobin - Keep Your Distance (Edit) [Ninja Tune] / Key Fm, BPM 94, 2:10, MP3 5.78 Mb
Anton Dolgushin - Minimalisto [Nature Is Pure Love] / Key B, BPM 120, 3:42, MP3 9.00 Mb
Axel Knox - Feel The Sun (feat. Conor McLoughlin) [Dim Mak Records] / Key Cm, BPM 135, 3:40, MP3 9.13 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Afro Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Afro Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (House Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:13, MP3 15.02 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (House Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:13, MP3 15.02 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Lel Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Lel Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Oziriz Dub Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
Big Bunny - Came to the Underground (Oziriz Remix) [ROOM ID] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 6:09, MP3 14.87 Mb
BioKoi - Eastern Lasers (Entangled Mind Remix) [The Rust Music] / Key E, BPM 93, 4:55, MP3 12.41 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Cyclic Obsession [Music Department] / Key Am, BPM 119, 4:09, MP3 10.09 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Fatten [Music Department] / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 3:01, MP3 7.39 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Happy Man [Music Department] / Key Cm, BPM 116, 3:09, MP3 7.69 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Hey Little Girl [Music Department] / Key Dbm, BPM 120, 3:32, MP3 8.61 Mb
Brittanni, Emanuele Caponetto - Lift Boy [Music Department] / Key Em, BPM 119, 2:58, MP3 7.28 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - Alavanca [Music Department] / Key Abm, BPM 119, 3:11, MP3 7.79 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - Blu Box [Music Department] / Key B, BPM 109, 2:56, MP3 7.17 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - One Day for Fly [Music Department] / Key Dm, BPM 115, 3:32, MP3 8.61 Mb
Brittanni, Kiara B, Emanuele Caponetto - The Promise of Summer [Music Department] / Key Bm, BPM 118, 3:19, MP3 8.11 Mb
Bruno Fernz - Brazilian Fest [House Lab Recordings] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:03, MP3 15.17 Mb
Bruno Fernz - Tim [House Lab Recordings] / Key Cm, BPM 129, 5:59, MP3 15.02 Mb
Burak Özan - Mindreader [EYRA Music] / Key Cm, BPM 100, 3:35, MP3 8.96 Mb
Cafe De Anatolia, M i c h e l M e z h e r - Oriented Dialogue [Cafe De Anatolia LAB] / Key Dm, BPM 110, 4:42, MP3 11.55 Mb
Cafe De Anatolia, M i c h e l M e z h e r - Sands of Serenity [Cafe De Anatolia LAB] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 3:16, MP3 8.12 Mb
Chisari - Jazz School [RawTech Nation Records] / Key Abm, BPM 142, 4:35, MP3 11.20 Mb
Chisari - Santa Fe At Night [RawTech Nation Records] / Key Cm, BPM 140, 4:59, MP3 12.16 Mb
Coster - Freestyle [IPUNKZ MUSIC] / Key Bm, BPM 127, 2:56, MP3 7.37 Mb
Countryman Jim - Mitt hjärta [Bee Music] / Key Am, BPM 163, 3:36, MP3 8.91 Mb
Cyber Zero - Detail [Cyber Zero] / Key Dbm, BPM 95, 3:48, MP3 9.75 Mb
CØRDINATE - Listen To Your Heart [Forever Young Recordings] / Key Dbm, BPM 124, 3:18, MP3 8.17 Mb
DARCOS LIFE - In My Area [DARCOSLIFE RECORDS] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 3:23, MP3 8.28 Mb
Danny L Harle, Shygirl - encore [Because Music] / Key Fm, BPM 127, 2:49, MP3 6.97 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Beatappella) [Rushmore] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 1:50, MP3 4.49 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Instrumental) [Rushmore] / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 8:29, MP3 20.46 Mb
Deep Deviant - Music Makes... (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Mix) [Rushmore] / Key Bb, BPM 125, 8:29, MP3 20.46 Mb
Detroit 95 Project, Rowland Dowens - I Wish (Dub Mix) [Love Is the Only Way] / Key Bm, BPM 131, 4:12, MP3 10.25 Mb
Detroit 95 Project, Rowland Dowens - I Wish [Love Is the Only Way] / Key Bm, BPM 131, 4:42, MP3 11.44 Mb
Double Shot - Homeless [Keep Control Records] / Key Dm, BPM 126, 4:20, MP3 10.59 Mb
Dr. Suds - Fresh Stepper [D3tergent] / Key Bbm, BPM 123, 4:20, MP3 10.60 Mb
Entangled Mind - The Seventh Sister [The Rust Music] / Key Cm, BPM 112, 5:12, MP3 13.13 Mb
Entangled Mind, Amy Naylor, R!llo - Orbit [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 114, 5:13, MP3 13.14 Mb
Entangled Mind, Delgira, Eric Fraser - Creation [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 110, 5:47, MP3 14.49 Mb
Entangled Mind, Janeth Gonda - Breakthrough [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 5:02, MP3 12.70 Mb
Entangled Mind, Matthew Rennick - Tree of Life [The Rust Music] / Key Am, BPM 94, 5:12, MP3 13.09 Mb
Entangled Mind, Mattie Rosi - Ossicle [The Rust Music] / Key Dm, BPM 170, 4:00, MP3 10.23 Mb
Entangled Mind, R!llo, Eric Fraser - A Sunny Spot [The Rust Music] / Key F, BPM 116, 4:58, MP3 12.53 Mb
EthnoLink - Lost in Space [EthnoLink] / Key Em, BPM 124, 3:33, MP3 8.84 Mb
GSSPP - A fuego [Varitune] / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 4:00, MP3 9.83 Mb
HYPER MOOD - Empty Promises - Techno Version [Tikraudona] / Key Bm, BPM 138, 2:05, MP3 5.30 Mb
HYPER MOOD - Empty Promises - Techno Version (Sped Up) [Tikraudona] / Key Gm, BPM 146, 1:58, MP3 5.02 Mb
Howen, Max Vermeulen - Meant To Be [Forever Young Recordings] / Key Bbm, BPM 104, 3:14, MP3 8.08 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria (Alexandria's Genesis remix) [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 126, 3:37, MP3 8.77 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria (Lord Of Light remix) [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 138, 7:36, MP3 18.31 Mb
J-Break - Euphoria [Docka Records] / Key F#m, BPM 128, 5:00, MP3 12.09 Mb
JC Brown - Dance Floor [Mar de Fóra Records] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 6:23, MP3 15.57 Mb
JakoJako - Modus [novamute] / Key Em, BPM 142, 4:14, MP3 10.47 Mb
Jarl Flamar - Ayahuasca [Flamar Records] / Key Am, BPM 126, 6:40, MP3 16.64 Mb
Jason Rivas, Future 3000, Glitch Vuu - Hi Everyone [Electronic Potatoes] / Key Gm, BPM 128, 4:13, MP3 10.30 Mb
John Murphy - Bland Land [Bulabeats Records] / Key Bm, BPM 135, 6:52, MP3 16.69 Mb
Johnnypluse - Big In Your Own Town [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 110, 3:41, MP3 9.04 Mb
Johnnypluse - How Ya Friday [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 120, 3:59, MP3 9.74 Mb
Johnnypluse - Loike Loike You Loike [Bulabeats Records] / Key Cm, BPM 110, 5:21, MP3 13.03 Mb
Johnnypluse - M8x3 [Bulabeats Records] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 3:46, MP3 9.22 Mb
Johnnypluse - No Rivers (DJ Mix) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Cm, BPM 130, 3:50, MP3 9.39 Mb
Johnnypluse - Sloppy Beats [Bulabeats Records] / Key Am, BPM 123, 4:56, MP3 12.01 Mb
Johnnypluse - Slow Rave In Your 40s [Bulabeats Records] / Key Am, BPM 120, 2:55, MP3 7.21 Mb
Johnnypluse - Take It To The Top (DJ Version) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 5:55, MP3 14.41 Mb
Johnnypluse - The Dreamscape [Bulabeats Records] / Key Fm, BPM 120, 3:06, MP3 7.64 Mb
Johnnypluse - The Warriors (Dub Mix) [Bulabeats Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 2:54, MP3 7.15 Mb
Johnnypluse - You Are Home (DJ Edit) [Bulabeats Records] / Key G, BPM 130, 5:22, MP3 13.09 Mb
Kapote, Sam Ruffillo - La La Tune (Extended Version) [Toy Tonics] / Key Cm, BPM 123, 8:32, MP3 20.64 Mb
Kevin Borges, Buker - Bytebeat [Sound Kleckse GROOVES] / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:20, MP3 12.93 Mb
KinAhau - me encanta mi gitana [Pocket Change] / Key Fm, BPM 118, 4:51, MP3 12.07 Mb
Kingbastard - GLAZE [Odd John Records] / Key Gm, BPM 110, 4:26, MP3 10.81 Mb
Kingbastard - NO TRICKS [Odd John Records] / Key Em, BPM 81, 4:15, MP3 10.38 Mb
Kingbastard - NOT GONNA LIE [Odd John Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 176, 5:26, MP3 13.24 Mb
Kingbastard - VEIL [Odd John Records] / Key C, BPM 116, 6:26, MP3 15.64 Mb
Kingbastard - WELL WELL WELL [Odd John Records] / Key Dbm, BPM 132, 3:31, MP3 8.62 Mb
Kmru, Kevin Richard Martin - Ark [Phantom Limb] / Key Bm, BPM 100, 4:33, MP3 11.33 Mb
Kmru, Kevin Richard Martin - Differ [Phantom Limb] / Key Ebm, BPM 132, 4:56, MP3 12.28 Mb
Langston - My Universe [Tama's Little Music Shop] / Key E, BPM 80, 2:15, MP3 5.51 Mb
Levantine - Ecstasy and Desperation (David Garcet Remix) [Mélopée Records] / Key Cm, BPM 126, 6:08, MP3 15.09 Mb
Levantine - Ecstasy and Desperation [Mélopée Records] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 6:39, MP3 16.35 Mb
Levantine - Fever [Mélopée Records] / Key Dm, BPM 129, 7:05, MP3 17.37 Mb
Levantine - Interdimensional Love Triangle (My Secret Playground Remix) [Mélopée Records] / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 5:39, MP3 13.96 Mb
Levantine - Interdimensional Love Triangle [Mélopée Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 6:36, MP3 16.23 Mb
Lewinsky - Make It [Alveda Subject] / Key Abm, BPM 125, 4:17, MP3 10.36 Mb
Lizzie Statham - Come Back [Sunbird House Music] / Key Dm, BPM 144, 2:47, MP3 6.96 Mb
Loyae - Kauai [Chillhop Music] / Key Dm, BPM 95, 2:11, MP3 5.51 Mb
Luke Gibson - Unique Freak [Digital Delight] / Key Abm, BPM 122, 8:07, MP3 19.64 Mb
Luke Gibson - Unleash the Funk [Digital Delight] / Key Dm, BPM 123, 7:28, MP3 18.05 Mb
Luke Gibson - Why [Digital Delight] / Key Am, BPM 125, 6:53, MP3 16.65 Mb
MENDA - Expensive [Mark Music] / Key Am, BPM 105, 3:43, MP3 9.13 Mb
Marcus Corcoran - As Within, so Without [Marcus Corcoran] / Key C, BPM 132, 4:00, MP3 9.88 Mb
Markus Eden - Breaking Free [Digital Delight] / Key Em, BPM 120, 6:10, MP3 14.94 Mb
Markus Eden - Dancehall [Digital Delight] / Key Cm, BPM 120, 7:10, MP3 17.34 Mb
Markus Eden - Go with the Flow [Digital Delight] / Key Dbm, BPM 123, 6:24, MP3 15.50 Mb
Markus Eden - Unity [Digital Delight] / Key Bbm, BPM 122, 7:50, MP3 18.94 Mb
Matt Williams, Kavoosi - Descend [High Vibe Records] / Key Gm, BPM 130, 1:39, MP3 4.07 Mb
MeloShade - Dusk's Delightful Dance [ArkaniC Records] / Key G, BPM 87, 2:10, MP3 5.49 Mb
MeloShade - Elysian Echoes [ArkaniC Records] / Key Dm, BPM 83, 2:13, MP3 5.58 Mb
MeloShade - Ember Glow Serenade [ArkaniC Records] / Key Gm, BPM 87, 3:32, MP3 8.76 Mb
MeloShade - Enigmatic Euphony [ArkaniC Records] / Key Fm, BPM 80, 2:36, MP3 6.52 Mb
MeloShade - Ethereal Veil of Silence [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#m, BPM 88, 2:32, MP3 6.35 Mb
MeloShade - Lunar Luminescence [ArkaniC Records] / Key G, BPM 87, 2:23, MP3 6.00 Mb
MeloShade - Nocturnal Nostalgia [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#m, BPM 86, 2:58, MP3 7.40 Mb
MeloShade - Seraphic Nightfall [ArkaniC Records] / Key D, BPM 75, 3:10, MP3 7.88 Mb
MeloShade - Stardust Staccato [ArkaniC Records] / Key C, BPM 87, 3:13, MP3 8.00 Mb
MeloShade - Tranquil Treetop Twilight [ArkaniC Records] / Key B, BPM 83, 2:33, MP3 6.41 Mb
MeloShade - Willow Waltz [ArkaniC Records] / Key F#, BPM 78, 3:04, MP3 7.65 Mb
Midnight Steak, Lazy Noodles - Flying Crickets [Lazy Noodles] / Key Em, BPM 140, 1:50, MP3 4.71 Mb
Mikas - Hardwill [Progressive Grooves Records] / Key Eb, BPM 132, 6:33, MP3 16.25 Mb
Myxzlplix - HYDDYN [Techniche] / Key Cm, BPM 140, 6:10, MP3 14.91 Mb
Myxzlplix - SYSTM [Techniche] / Key Fm, BPM 93, 5:46, MP3 13.95 Mb
NikNak - 12000RPM [Accidental] / Key Fm, BPM 150, 5:13, MP3 12.92 Mb
NikNak - Break My Bones [Accidental] / Key Cm, BPM 141, 3:28, MP3 8.75 Mb
NikNak - Burning Bright [Accidental] / Key Bm, BPM 120, 3:46, MP3 9.44 Mb
NikNak - LOAD OUT [Accidental] / Key Am, BPM 106, 2:55, MP3 7.41 Mb
NikNak - More Life [Accidental] / Key C, BPM 136, 2:21, MP3 6.06 Mb
NikNak - This Pile Of Rubble Is More Human [Accidental] / Key Em, BPM 137, 5:00, MP3 12.42 Mb
NikNak - Within Cells [Accidental] / Key G, BPM 123, 5:24, MP3 13.38 Mb
NikNak, AGAAMA - Pandora's Box (feat. Agaama) [Accidental] / Key Dm, BPM 130, 4:54, MP3 12.16 Mb
NikNak, Cassie Kinoshi, Grifton Forbes Amos - You Were Supposed To Be Good (feat. Grifton Forbes Amos & Cassie Kinoshi) [Accidental] / Key Abm, BPM 146, 3:47, MP3 9.48 Mb
NikNak, Cassie Kinoshi, Chisara Agor - You've Never Seen A Miracle (feat. Chisara Agor & Cassie Kinoshi) [Accidental] / Key Bm, BPM 141, 5:41, MP3 14.06 Mb
NikNak, SlowPitchSound - Mere Data (feat. SlowPitchSound) [Accidental] / Key Bbm, BPM 137, 4:38, MP3 11.54 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Hard Heart [Little Doll Music] / Key Ebm, BPM 118, 4:00, MP3 9.86 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Haze (I Will Fly Club Remix) [Little Doll Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 4:41, MP3 11.49 Mb
Olga Kouklaki - Haze (I Will Fly Remix) [Little Doll Music] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 4:56, MP3 12.11 Mb
Opio I.D. Project - I Feel Alive [Candy&Smile Records] / Key Am, BPM 155, 3:50, MP3 9.42 Mb
PACCI - Aurora [Nyx Records] / Key Gm, BPM 145, 8:50, MP3 21.52 Mb
PACCI - Dawn of Time [Nyx Records] / Key Dm, BPM 142, 7:43, MP3 18.85 Mb
Pattern 1 - Mirage (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Edit) [RSI] / Key Gm, BPM 129, 2:30, MP3 6.39 Mb
Pattern 1 - Mirage (Nu Ground Foundation Classic Mix) [RSI] / Key Gm, BPM 129, 6:14, MP3 15.35 Mb
Pete Callard, Entangled Mind, Janeth Gonda - Feral Noodle [The Rust Music] / Key C, BPM 110, 5:14, MP3 13.20 Mb
Ralo - 1985 [Digital Delight] / Key Gm, BPM 121, 6:21, MP3 15.38 Mb
Ralo - Where the Party At [Digital Delight] / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 5:38, MP3 13.67 Mb
Ralo, Trill - Rollin' It Up [Digital Delight] / Key Am, BPM 119, 5:08, MP3 12.46 Mb
Ralo, Trill - Who's Bad [Digital Delight] / Key Gm, BPM 122, 6:03, MP3 14.66 Mb
Recardo - Accelerator [Sifting Sands] / Key Em, BPM 136, 4:25, MP3 10.69 Mb
Recardo - Aerosol [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 118, 4:10, MP3 10.06 Mb
Recardo - Bleed [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 133, 5:52, MP3 14.12 Mb
Recardo - Chance it to Leave [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 134, 5:41, MP3 13.71 Mb
Recardo - Consume I [Sifting Sands] / Key Ebm, BPM 121, 6:40, MP3 16.08 Mb
Recardo - Consume II [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 8:37, MP3 20.75 Mb
Recardo - Consume III [Sifting Sands] / Key Dbm, BPM 134, 6:25, MP3 15.45 Mb
Recardo - Consume IV [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 122, 6:58, MP3 16.78 Mb
Recardo - Consume V [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:44, MP3 13.82 Mb
Recardo - Consume VI [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 120, 7:47, MP3 18.75 Mb
Recardo - Consume VII [Sifting Sands] / Key Fm, BPM 133, 5:54, MP3 14.21 Mb
Recardo - Consume VIII [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 11:47, MP3 28.35 Mb
Recardo - Contain [Sifting Sands] / Key Bbm, BPM 110, 7:27, MP3 17.94 Mb
Recardo - Cut the Chord [Sifting Sands] / Key A, BPM 129, 7:00, MP3 16.87 Mb
Recardo - Deapocean [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 127, 5:34, MP3 13.46 Mb
Recardo - Fat Cat Go Hungry [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 9:36, MP3 23.13 Mb
Recardo - Fernax [Sifting Sands] / Key Cm, BPM 127, 6:00, MP3 14.49 Mb
Recardo - Festival [Sifting Sands] / Key Abm, BPM 134, 7:57, MP3 19.14 Mb
Recardo - Force the Future [Sifting Sands] / Key Ab, BPM 132, 9:22, MP3 22.55 Mb
Recardo - Get Clear [Sifting Sands] / Key F, BPM 126, 7:38, MP3 18.37 Mb
Recardo - Inf 48 [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 100, 1:45, MP3 4.28 Mb
Recardo - Limit [Sifting Sands] / Key Db, BPM 135, 5:44, MP3 13.84 Mb
Recardo - Mainstream [Sifting Sands] / Key Bbm, BPM 132, 7:01, MP3 16.92 Mb
Recardo - Minor Tweaks [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 7:44, MP3 18.64 Mb
Recardo - Oort [Sifting Sands] / Key C, BPM 127, 8:03, MP3 19.41 Mb
Recardo - Overseer [Sifting Sands] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 3:20, MP3 8.06 Mb
Recardo - Return [Sifting Sands] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 4:36, MP3 11.09 Mb
Recardo - Stanza Inter [Sifting Sands] / Key Am, BPM 133, 8:46, MP3 21.13 Mb
Recardo - Techno 365 [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 125, 7:51, MP3 18.90 Mb
Recardo - Temple of Meh [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 127, 1:56, MP3 4.71 Mb
Recardo - Trees [Sifting Sands] / Key Gm, BPM 123, 8:15, MP3 19.85 Mb
Ricky Chopra - Fly [Spectrum City] / Key Gm, BPM 122, 4:44, MP3 11.66 Mb
SG Lewis, Shygirl - mr useless (MK remix) [Because Music] / Key Em, BPM 132, 2:49, MP3 6.96 Mb
Saint Zurit, Matias Javier - AKU LIAR [08800 ROOM LABEL] / Key Dm, BPM 128, 6:30, MP3 15.82 Mb
Sinan Mercenk - Keep Movin [Strobe Records] / Key Bb, BPM 125, 6:59, MP3 16.90 Mb
Sinego - Mujer (Yulia Niko Remix (Extended)) [Higher Ground] / Key Am, BPM 126, 5:41, MP3 13.80 Mb
Soft Passage - Ascension [Friends of Friends Music] / Key F#, BPM 155, 3:34, MP3 8.76 Mb
Soft Passage - Gaia [Friends of Friends Music] / Key G, BPM 140, 3:19, MP3 8.16 Mb
Soft Passage - River Spirit [Friends of Friends Music] / Key F#, BPM 152, 3:34, MP3 8.76 Mb
Soft Passage - Tranquil Breath [Friends of Friends Music] / Key G, BPM 171, 3:29, MP3 8.54 Mb
TP One, D-Myo, DJ-Elven - Hypnotia [Ultima Audio] / Key Dm, BPM 140, 6:03, MP3 14.99 Mb
Taleesa, De La Cruz - My Love Is A DJ (Dance Mix Extended) [Previous Records] / Key Em, BPM 136, 6:30, MP3 15.79 Mb
Taleesa, De La Cruz - My Love Is A DJ [Previous Records] / Key Em, BPM 137, 5:29, MP3 13.35 Mb
Thaguima - Dreamscape [MODULI] / Key C, BPM 126, 3:33, MP3 8.62 Mb
Tiam Wills, Kinishao - Dreams & Stars at Dawn feat. Kinishao (Mercury 82 Remix) [Rockwool Records] / Key Ebm, BPM 85, 3:42, MP3 9.35 Mb
VeNt0Karma - Despondency [Multiza Distribution] / Key Fm, BPM 110, 3:10, MP3 7.84 Mb
Vince Vega Manchester - Industrial Nation (Electro Juno Mix) [Redd Recordings] / Key C, BPM 125, 4:22, MP3 10.78 Mb
WLADIMIR TEGARID - Just Feeling [Voko Records] / Key Abm, BPM 128, 6:00, MP3 14.70 Mb
Wan Symphony - 21 Hungarian Dances (Piano), WoO 1: V. Allegro (F♯ minor) [Classential] / Key F#m, BPM 140, 1:55, MP3 4.80 Mb
Wan Symphony - Harpsichord Concerto No. 1 in D minor, BWV 1052: III. Allegro [Classential] / Key Dm, BPM 120, 7:12, MP3 17.48 Mb
Wan Symphony - Invention in A minor, BWV 784 [Classential] / Key Am, BPM 132, 1:34, MP3 3.99 Mb
Wan Symphony - Lucia di Lammermoor, Act. 1: Verranno a te sull'aure [Classential] / Key Bb, BPM 141, 3:56, MP3 9.65 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 1, Op. 2 No. 1: II. Adagio [Classential] / Key F, BPM 120, 1:36, MP3 4.03 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 10 in C major, K. 330/300h: III. Allegretto [Classential] / Key G, BPM 178, 7:53, MP3 19.12 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 11 in A major, K. 331/300i: III. Alla Turca [Classential] / Key A, BPM 128, 3:34, MP3 8.78 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 5, Op. 10 No. 1: II. Adagio molto (A♭ major) [Classential] / Key Cm, BPM 116, 5:12, MP3 12.70 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 7 in C major, K. 309/284b: I. Allegro con spirito [Classential] / Key C, BPM 127, 14:55, MP3 36.00 Mb
Wan Symphony - Piano Sonata No. 9 in D major, K. 311/284c: I. Allegro con spirito [Classential] / Key A, BPM 143, 4:19, MP3 10.58 Mb
Wan Symphony - Rhapsody in Blue [Classential] / Key Abm, BPM 135, 15:50, MP3 38.21 Mb
Wan Symphony - Rondo a capriccio, Op. 129 [Classential] / Key D, BPM 90, 5:18, MP3 12.92 Mb
Wan Symphony - Sonatina in C major, Op. 36, No. 5: III. Rondo [Classential] / Key D, BPM 119, 2:57, MP3 7.27 Mb
Warren Leistung, Pua Jaiden - Full Support (Edit Mix) [Vullet Green Music] / Key Abm, BPM 124, 2:24, MP3 5.82 Mb
Warren Leistung, Pua Jaiden - Full Support (Extended mix) [Vullet Green Music] / Key Abm, BPM 124, 4:12, MP3 10.13 Mb
Whilhelmi - Anaisha [Misu Misu Records] / Key Abm, BPM 127, 6:56, MP3 16.85 Mb
Xenolinguist, Entangled Mind - Ghost Pipe [The Rust Music] / Key Gm, BPM 140, 4:06, MP3 10.45 Mb
Yudzhin Tech - Horse [Music Destinations] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 3:16, MP3 8.10 Mb
Yudzhin Tech - Horse [Music Destinations] / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 2:11, MP3 5.53 Mb
dreamsoda - CHICHIRO [LABEL EATER] / Key Em, BPM 110, 5:03, MP3 12.35 Mb
dreamsoda - CHICHIRO (Sped Up) [LABEL EATER] / Key Em, BPM 121, 4:36, MP3 11.24 Mb
nielrow - Ad Astra [Nielrow] / Key C, BPM 145, 3:26, MP3 8.46 Mb
nielrow - Fleuve cosmique [Nielrow] / Key D, BPM 100, 2:28, MP3 6.16 Mb
מוסטיקה - LAVAN [Mobile1 Music] / Key Am, BPM 132, 1:44, MP3 4.29 Mb
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Hi guys, I just want to ask if may bayad ang disconnection ng Globe Fiber. Nasira kasi ang router nung Globe Fiber namin dahil nabasa ng rain water leaks. Pero kakabayad lang namin nung nasira yung router. Now 4 days na kami walang internet and ang hirap especially for me na student at sa mga nagtatrabaho sa bahay. Nakailang reach out na kami sa Globe at Home ayaw nila magsend ng technician and ayaw din sabihin paano ang disconnection procedure. Pag nagpunta ka sa messenger wala na yung disconnection option sa bot chat nila. And everytime na natawag kami sa hotline operator lang ang nasagot. Now we want to change ISP, but hindi namin sure paano madidisconnect ang Globe Fiber namin. It's ok ba na wag na lang bayaran para madisconnect na nila or need ireach out pa rin sa kanila. Thank you in advance everyone!
Ps. I'm from Cavite (for location reference)

I have committed major sin against a Muslim, for years of "being friends" in school, I was just putting on a facade, and had no real interest in her. I'd be happy and smiling all the time, and that was not who I really was. I should've told my real feelings and intentions to her. I think the reason I was sticking with her was for company and how I didn't want to be alone. While she was really attached to me and loved me sincerely. Somehow I kept justifying my deeds in my head and numbing my conscience till I didnt even think about it. i would think its too late or this would ruin my reputation bla bla. This happened for half of school years.
After dropping out of school and with all the free time to think, another 2 years went and i couldn't bear my guilt, admitted my real intentions, betrayed her trust, broke her heart, still she forgave me. It freed me. But again, the next (this) year, despite her forgiveness, I realise that I chose to hurt her and oppress her willingly over and over again, for years, so I feel like like I'll end up in Hell. She could change her mind in day of judgement after seeing everything and choose not to forgive me. What would I do then? I just used her for my benefit and let her like that.
It was narrated that the Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said: 'Whoever cheats us is not one of us
The Messenger of Allah [SAW] said: "The Muslim is the one from whose tongue and hand the people are safe, and the believer is the one from whom the people's lives and wealth are safe.
If I couldn't care about her feelings nor wasn't God conscious, then how will Allah take care of me? Everything is starting to hit me now. Deep inside, I am always unhappy and dislike myself and now I see why. How can I hope for happiness, destroying another person's happiness? I don't have peace of mind, especially in certain days like these, and im stuck with depressing thoughts. It's like logically I know I deserve hellfire, and that I should go there atleast for a certain amount of time, because going to heaven without understanding the depths of pain and suffering I caused seems unfair, and still... I cannot imagine going to hell
I feel like my heart is sealed, and I cannot get closer to Allah. How can Allah care for the oppressed and oppressor at the same time? I feel like a hypocrite trying to do good deeds, it doesn't usually affect me much too.
How do I navigate my life? Is there any hope for me? Most of all, I don't want to experience jahannam but whether I'll be saved from it or not is not guaranteed. I don't know how to live with myself anymore.

Hii! Its almost mid-year, pwede pa siguro mahabol bago mag "ber" months hahaha. This is a slight re-post since karamihan ng nagmessage at reply sa last post ko was all NSFW hmp.
About me: - 4'11 in height - I'm confident with my looks & can swap pics 😊 redditors here naman told me I'm cute hahahah - On the chubby side but will always give the best hugs and cuddles - ENFJ and October Libra - Works in the medical field so schedule may vary pero we can compromise about it - Understanding and knows pano manuyo ng may toyo na jowa - Knows how to dress, ung pwede mo mapakilala agad sa family mo bahahah - Unapprochable at first pero golden retriever energy kapag nakilala mo na ko (certified yapper) - My hobbies are usually reading manga/manwha and watching gameplays sa YT. Always down for foodtrips whenever available especially if drinks 🥹 - Sweet po ako legit hahahaha at mabango 🥰
About you: - I prefer having a clean/classy look on you (sorry hindi po ako fan ng trendy hairstyles or clothings 😭) - 5'10 and above (much taller than ex sana po, marupok po ako sa height hahaha) - Confident na good looking sana 🥹 might seem shallow pero physical attraction is a factor rin when it comes to relationships in my opinion - Legal age and working 🖐🏻 financially stable po pass po ako maging sugar mommy - Good smile and hopefully good set of teeth rin - Mabango and have good hygiene - Sweet rin like me, hopefully knows how to give princess treatment para matry ko din hahaha
If you've read till the end, share mo naman ung go-to drink mo to de-stress! Send your details and pic rin dito sa reddit, pass po sa telegram 💜 Pass po tayo sa ghosters and scammers lol

Es mi primera vez en reddit, no sé por dónde empezar busco consejos. Hace más de un año conocí a un chico por fb parejas, congeniamos al instante, hablamos por meses contándonos nuestro día; en toda la platica me decía que era un ingeniero egresado de una prestigiosa universidad de por aquí y que el no era originario de esta ciudad sino que venía de un municipio al sur del estado notaba en el un acento pero al ser despistada, no dude, vivo en el norte de México aspecto importante. Nuestra amistad aumento y al poco tiempo nos agregamos a fb y continuamos platicando por Messenger, misma rutina todos los días, era muy considerada y pues yo me encontraba soñada. Este chico, de nombre Eduardo al cabo de 3 meses aproximadamente decidimos vernos por primera vez. Propuse vernos en una estación de autobuses, de ahí visitamos un río artificial muy famoso y para cerrar unos buenos tacos en esa primera cita me confeso que me había mentido y QUE NO ERA DEL SUR DEL ESTADO NI HABÍA ESTUDIADO EN AQUELLA UNIVERSIDAD sino que venía de Villahermosa y había estudiado en la Autónoma de ahí y la razón de mentirme fue porque tenía miedo de que lo rechazara por venir de Tabasco, yo entendí la situación y lo dejé pasar.

I am making a new updated post with an mysterious issue with my Load Order. I am either missing something or something is cooperating. I could use a couple extra sets of eyes to see if I have missed anything. I am trying to build a working load order for the next gen update. Currently I have removed some mods and patched some that were made aware to me to be trouble some. Yet here I am again and this time I timed the crash intervals. Its crashing exactly between 6-8 minutes. Also while walking through sanctuary I noticed trees in the background flickering in and out. This tells me somethings not working as intended.
My PC Specs are as follows:
AMD Ryzen 9 5950X at 5.6ghz
64Gb DDR4 Ram at 3600mhz
Nvidia RTX 4080 at stock settings
Samsung 970 Evo M.2 SSD
Neither my cpu or gpu hit 50% load and I'm wondering if there is a way to let the game use more cpu and gpu, if that'll help.
I have only made it to Sanctuary each time I test this and yes I create a new game each time until I get this narrowed down. I also am not sure if Bethini works properly as every time I run it I have to redo all the settings each time.
Here is my newly updated load order:
0 0 Fallout4.esm
1 1 DLCRobot.esm
2 2 DLCworkshop01.esm
3 3 DLCCoast.esm
4 4 DLCworkshop02.esm
5 5 DLCworkshop03.esm
6 6 DLCNukaWorld.esm
7 7 DLCUltraHighResolution.esm
254 FE 0 ccbgsfo4018-gaussrifleprototype.esl
254 FE 1 ccbgsfo4019-chinesestealtharmor.esl
254 FE 2 ccBGSFO4044-HellfirePowerArmor.esl
254 FE 3 ccfsvfo4001-modularmilitarybackpack.esl
254 FE 4 ccfsvfo4002-midcenturymodern.esl
254 FE 5 cceejfo4001-decorationpack.esl
254 FE 6 ccgcafo4003-factionws03bos.esl
254 FE 7 ccgcafo4011-factionws11vt.esl
254 FE 8 ccgcafo4013-factionas02bos.esl
254 FE 9 ccgcafo4022-factionas11vt.esl
254 FE a ccawnfo4001-brandedattire.esl
8 8 ccswkfo4001-astronautpowerarmor.esm
254 FE b ccbgsfo4055-dghusk.esl
254 FE c ccfrsfo4002-antimaterielrifle.esl
254 FE d ccbgsfo4076-pipmystery.esl
254 FE e ccgrcfo4002-pipgreenvim.esl
254 FE f ccsbjfo4001-solarflare.esl
9 9 cczsef04001-bhouse.esm
254 FE 10 ccqdrfo4001_powerarmorai.esl
254 FE 11 ccBGSFO4115-X02.esl
254 FE 12 ccrzrfo4002-disintegrate.esl
254 FE 13 ccBGSFO4116-HeavyFlamer.esl
254 FE 14 ccBGSFO4110-WS_Enclave.esl
254 FE 15 ccBGSFO4096-AS_Enclave.esl
10 a cczsefo4002-smanor.esm
254 FE 16 ccacxfo4001-vsuit.esl
254 FE 17 ccFSVFO4007-Halloween.esl
254 FE 18 ccsbjfo4002_manwellrifle.esl
11 b cctosfo4002_neonflats.esm
254 FE 19 ccbgsfo4117-capmerc.esl
254 FE 1a ccBGSFO4046-TesCan.esl
254 FE 1b ccSBJFO4003-Grenade.esl
254 FE 1c ccOTMFO4001-Remnants.esl
12 c Unofficial Fallout 4 Patch.esp
13 d HUDFramework.esm
14 e WorkshopFramework.esm
254 FE 1d BakaFramework.esm
254 FE 1e PPF.esm
254 FE 1f Community Fixes Merged.esp
254 FE 20 TMR_GlitchfinderAIO.esm
15 f SS2.esm
16 10 SS2_XPAC_Chapter2.esm
17 11 SS2_XPAC_Chapter3.esm
18 12 DiamondCity-OverridePatch.esp
19 13 AmericaRising2.esm
254 FE 21 REFramework.esm
20 14 SettlementKeywords.esm
21 15 YouAndWhatArmy2.esm
254 FE 22 RunningWithHandsAnim.esl
22 16 Homemaker.esm
254 FE 23 SS2WorkshopHUDOverride.esl
23 17 Robot Home Defence.esm
24 18 Darlene.esm
254 FE 24 StandaloneWorkbenches.esl
254 FE 25 Rebuild_SharedResources.esm
254 FE 26 DiamondCityAmbience.esl
254 FE 27 IDEKsLogisticsStation2.esl
25 19 CALIBER-COMPLEX.esm
254 FE 28 Leah's Daisy Chains.esl
254 FE 29 PPF-HeavyFlamer-CR.esm
254 FE 2a PPF-NeonFlats-CR.esm
26 1a Settlement Electricity Overhaul.esm
254 FE 2b WG City Plans Pack ESL.esl
254 FE 2c sanctuaryWG.esl
254 FE 2d Fortress Sanctuary - Copy.esl
254 FE 2e Bunker Hill Mega City.esl
254 FE 2f SetMaxSettlers.esl
254 FE 30 SimpleProstitutes.esl
254 FE 31 Vee_SS2_Chapter2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 32 Vee_SS2_SettlersEssentialPatch.esl
254 FE 33 MM-Castle-HQ-By-Tarkkh-V2.6.esl
254 FE 34 Castle Minutemen HQ level 2 layout.esl
254 FE 35 Castle Minutemen HQ level 3 layout.esl
254 FE 36 VUVC-CityPlan.esl
254 FE 37 GavMan_Vault88_CityPlan.esl
254 FE 38 GavMan_Vault88_Layouts.esl
254 FE 39 CanarySaveFileMonitor.esl
254 FE 3a HiPolyFacesCompanionPlugin.esl
254 FE 3b Dank_ArmorPaintExtended.esl
27 1b UneducatedReload.esm
28 1c Games.esm
29 1d BarstoolGames.esm
254 FE 3c EssentialNPCsExpanded.esl
30 1e OVT.esp
254 FE 3d Enhanced Vanilla Armor and Clothing.esp
254 FE 3e Fixed Gobo Effects.esp
254 FE 3f DiamondCityBillboards.esp
254 FE 40 Wetness Shader Fix.esp
254 FE 41 FO4ParticlePatch.esp
31 1f ImmersiveGenericDialogues.esp
32 20 Rebuild_Settlements.esp
33 21 CombinedArmsNV.esp
34 22 CombinedArmsEXPack.esp
254 FE 42 FallUI_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
35 23 Armament.esp
254 FE 43 CombinedArmsIntegrationProject - Armament.esp
36 24 ImmersiveCleaning.esp
37 25 3DNPC_FO4.esp
254 FE 44 3DNPC_FO4-Patch.esp
38 26 CleanMySettlement.esp
39 27 BTInteriors_Project.esp
254 FE 45 RebuildBTI Necessary Changes.esp
40 28 SimHomestead2.esp
254 FE 46 OCsUniversityPoint.esp
254 FE 47 DiverseSettlers.esp
254 FE 48 DIverseSettlersImmersionQoL.esp
41 29 DCGuard_Overhaul.esp
42 2a WeightlessMods.esp
43 2b WeaponModFixes-GOTY.esp
254 FE 49 MiscAnimTweaks.esp
44 2c RAW INPUT.esp
45 2d JumpFallPoseFix.esp
46 2e GrenadeCombatFixes.esp
254 FE 4a Flutter Flicker Fixer For Foliage.esp
254 FE 4b WhoIsTheGeneral.esp
254 FE 4c Keep Radiants In Commonwealth.esp
47 2f AttachPack.esp
254 FE 4d Attach Pack Modcol.esp
254 FE 4e OCsAtomCatsGarage.esp
48 30 DEEPriverV1.6.esp
49 31 BTInt_Optimization.esp
50 32 SS2Extended.esp
254 FE 4f OCsSunkenGarage.esp
254 FE 50 Rebuild_Covenant.esp
254 FE 51 3DNPC-eXoPatch.esp
51 33 the library.esp
254 FE 52 Rebuild_Settlements_Previs.esp
254 FE 53 OCsFiddlersGreen.esp
254 FE 54 Dank_ArmorOverrides.esp
52 34 SuperMutantRedux.esp
53 35 WeightlessAid_BetterItemSorting.esp
54 36 DCVendorOverhaulAIO.esp
55 37 The House.esp
254 FE 55 The House - eXoPatch.esp
56 38 OutcastsAndRemnants.esp
254 FE 56 the library - eXoPatch.esp
57 39 AnimatedCandles.esp
58 3a Depravity.esp
59 3b Vault4.esp
60 3c Stm_DiamondCityExpansion.esp
254 FE 57 DiamondCityExpansion-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 58 Vault4-eXoPatch.esp
61 3d DiamondNewVendors.esp
62 3e TrainBar.esp
63 3f Sanctuary Pre-Walled.esp
64 40 AA FusionCityRising.esp
65 41 3DNPC_FO4_DLC.esp
254 FE 59 fakeInt.esp
254 FE 5a OCsDartmouthSkyscraper.esp
66 42 BTInt_Menus.esp
254 FE 5b BG_UnderArmor_Fix.esp
67 43 W.A.T.Minutemen.esp
68 44 AmazingFollowerTweaks.esp
69 45 DCVendorClutter.esp
254 FE 5c VCM_Sanctuary_Navmesh_Update_W_Roof.esp
70 46 f4killingthebugs2.esp
254 FE 5d Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCCoast.esp
71 47 KOTOR.esp
254 FE 5e CombinedArms_CALIBER_COMPLEX_PATCH.esp
72 48 CheatTerminal.esp
73 49 InstituteSettlements2.esp
74 4a TU3SD4Y'S Commonwealth Responders.esp
254 FE 5f 3DNPC_FO4[Previsibines].esp
75 4b Settlement_Markers.esp
76 4c MinutemenPropaganda.esp
254 FE 60 SS2_RobotMod.esp
77 4d Flashy_CrimeAndPunishment.esp
78 4e MilitarizedMinutemen.esp
79 4f 3DNPC_FO4Settler.esp
80 50 SS2_FDK_TinyLiving.esp
81 51 AA 50 Ways To Die.esp
254 FE 61 CutContentNPCsAiO.esp
82 52 Mercenary.esp
254 FE 62 Nova Uniques Combined Arms.esp
254 FE 63 Dank_ECO.esp
254 FE 64 Diamond City Supplements.esp
83 53 WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 65 Dank_WOP-WattzLaserGun.esp
254 FE 66 GoodneighborView.esp
84 54 0_Vault120.esp
254 FE 67 Dank_WOP-CombinedArms.esp
85 55 ProjectValkyrie.esp
86 56 Eli_Armour_Compendium.esp
87 57 BosskCompanion.esp
254 FE 68 FiddlersGreenTftCPatch.esp
88 58 CloneTrooperCompanion_1.esp
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254 FE 71 Dogmeat Follow Behind.esp
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254 FE 72 M8rDisablePipboyEffects.esp
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103 67 Complex Vendors.esp
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254 FE 76 LegendariesTheyCanUse.esp
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254 FE 80 LiveLove - Heather_Valkyrie.esp
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147 93 Craftable Armor Size.esp
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149 95 RichMerchants.esp
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254 FE 83 Dank_ArmorOverrides_DLCNukaWorld.esp
254 FE 84 SS2_XDI Patch.esp
254 FE 85 Attach Pack Mod Description Fixes.esp
254 FE 86 SprintOutOfCombat.esp
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254 FE 87 aBitPrettierNWRaiders.esp
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254 FE 89 WeAreTheDiverseMinutemen.esp
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254 FE 90 Dank_ECO_DLCRobot.esp
254 FE 91 Eli_Armour_Compendium_LIF.esp
254 FE 92 Combat AI Empowered - Tweaked Accuracy.esp
FakeIntNacXTrueStormDApatch.esp
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162 a2 PiperOverhaul2F1E.esp
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163 a3 BlasTech E-11.esp
254 FE 95 Lightsaber_NoLL.esp
164 a4 CW Stormtrooper.esp
165 a5 BosskBountyHunter.esp
254 FE 96 OCsAtomCatsGarageGenericAtomCats.esp
166 a6 ProjectSynth.esp
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176 b0 CompanionStatus.esp
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254 FE 98 DCENS.esp
254 FE 99 CBBEHR.esp
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254 FE 9b CBBEHR_SS2.esp
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254 FE a0 OCsSunkenGarageGhoulSettlers.esp
254 FE a1 No More Fake Puddles - Nuka World 1-0.esp
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254 FE b2 RandomSettlers - LevelUp.esp
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254 FE b3 WastelandResources.esp
254 FE b4 Raze My Settlement.esp
254 FE b5 Armament - Caliber Complex Patch.esp
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254 FE b8 LKsAllanLee.esp
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254 FE f0 LKsScarlett.esp
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254 FE f2 LKsSheffield.esp
254 FE f3 LKsSierraPetrovita.esp
254 FE f4 LKsSolomon.esp
254 FE f5 LKsStanSlavin.esp
254 FE f6 LKsSturges.esp
254 FE f7 LKsTinkerTom.esp
254 FE f8 LKsTonySavoldi.esp
254 FE f9 LKsTravisMiles.esp
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254 FE fb LKsVadimBobrov.esp
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254 FE fe LKsX6-88.esp
254 FE ff LKsYefimBobrov.esp
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254 FE 101 Dank_INNRoverride.esp
199 c7 TGF_TrueGrassFix.esp
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254 FE 102 Dank_ECO_UneducatedReload.esp
254 FE 103 SS2_AFT.esp
254 FE 104 AFTSpouseTweaks.esp
201 c9 AFT_Alt_Names_Pack1.esp
254 FE 105 Community Fixes Merged - Weapon Mod Fixes Patch.esp
254 FE 106 MinutemenPropaganda SMM.esp
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254 FE 107 REPatch_AmericaRising2LegacyOfTheEnclave.esp
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208 d0 BetterSettlersMostlyFemale.esp
209 d1 BetterSettlersNoLollygagging.esp
210 d2 VaultSuitUnzipped.esp
Lacy Underwear ExtraColors.esp
CustomCombatArmor_SynthOverhaul.esp
254 FE 108 Vault4-PreVis.esp
254 FE 109 Lightweight Lighting.esp
254 FE 10a WET.esp
254 FE 10b PRP.esp
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254 FE 10e OCsBreakHeartBanks.esp
254 FE 10f OCsProspectPark.esp
254 FE 110 OCsLakeQ.esp
254 FE 111 PRP_IC.esp
254 FE 112 OCsCochituate.esp
254 FE 113 OCsCharlesviewAmpitheater.esp
254 FE 114 PRP-SS2.esp
254 FE 115 the library_Patch.esp
254 FE 116 The House_Patch.esp
254 FE 117 3DNPC_FO4_Patch.esp
254 FE 118 OCsV81TradeCamp.esp
254 FE 119 DiamondCity-PreVis.esp
254 FE 11a Em_Vault4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11b Em_3DNPC_FO4_Previs.esp
254 FE 11c 0_Vault120_NordhagenHaven_PRP.esp
254 FE 11d DiamondNewVendors_Patch.esp
254 FE 11e OCsV81TradeCampGrassReduced.esp
254 FE 11f OCsCochituateReducedGrass.esp
254 FE 120 OCsProspectParkEBA.esp
254 FE 121 OCsBreakheartBanksSS2QuestPatch.esp
254 FE 122 CharlesviewHappyCult.esp
254 FE 123 OCsV81TradeCampEarlyUnlock.esp
254 FE 124 OCsNukaTransitCenter.esp
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254 FE 126 PRP-ELFXOPC.esp
254 FE 127 ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 128 ELFX-eXoPatch.esp
254 FE 129 ELFX Crash fix.esp
254 FE 12a Vault4-ELFX-PreVis.esp
254 FE 12b WorkshopFramework_ScriptOverride.esp