I trust her verry much! but sometimes she makes me question.
First of all you need to know some backstories, I'll try to keep this short.
1st Her past trauma So she had a toxic ex(18m not sure) she met him in 11th, He didn't treat her well and used to touch her inappropriately even when she said this makes her uncomfortable etc... But One day she was home alone and She told her that she is feeling bored and That guy suggested to watch movie together at her home! firtsly she didn't knew that He knew her address, She refused but after sometime that guy called her and Said he is standing out side her home! She didn't wanted but he instead and she end up letting him in. Than after some time that guy forced her and started tooking off her clothes and SA'd her She was scared and froze and couldn't able to do any thing to stop what happening and after some time when she came back to her senses She kicked him and that guy ran away! I don't know clearly about how her relationship was and when she brokeup or how long was this relationship with him, It's hard for her to recall things about that guy and I don't want to hurt her She never shared these things with anyone. It is really hard for her Whatever happened was traumatic and she is suffering from PTSD bcuz of that incident. And made her fear from physical touch even with her siblings or friends (As she said)
2nd About us. Let's say for now She lives in Kolkata and I live in Delhi So she came to Delhi to her Grandmother's home for some some exams in school! and we met there ( whole story is different and not necessary but we met in school through school exams) and We connected very quick It felt like we are made for each other our opinion preferences all are pretty much same, After 1 month of talking we are decided to commit each other and be in relationship on 2nd march!! and after some time we met and Kissed, Huged but no sexual stuffs, She said she feels safe with me and likes my physical touch and PTSD never triggers. And as of now she went back to her home Kolkata and we are in long distance.
3rd I tried helping her with trauma and that turned out bad. So once her Ex's guy friend tried to contact him and asked her if She is going to take offline test at her coaching or not, Her ex also studies their and gonna be there on that test day! She don't want to go there bcuz of him, And Her ex also contacted her but she blocked him immediately but those things made me feel bad for her and I wanted to help her, I suggested her for therapy but She got mad me for that, and after some research I tried help her my self but that also triggered her I tried several time but every time we get into argument. She told me She regrets sharing this to me and I always scratch those wounds! that hurted me very badly. I don't have any interest knowing her past or about her ex instead I want to help her with this requires some questioning and that's the problem! but from that day I promised her I'll never bring this topic ever again and let her heal by herself
4th My Problems So what bothers me is that when sometimes while she was telling me about her past some thing didn't makes sense and contradicting statements this feels like she don't want to tell me the truth and when I questioned her She told me to ask these from her sister angerly and when I asked her sister self stuff She told me that I don't trust her etc... but this makes me question what's the truth why she is not sharing, and most what bother me the most is that she misunderstands me that I have more interest in her past then our future. So bcuz of this I was hurt and decided to emotionally distant myself for a bit cuz this was bothering my studies and personal life and was unable to share my feelings to her and I told her this last week and again she got hurt and made more trust-issues between us
Those was some backstory now comes the current situation!
Her grandmothe's renter let's name him dogshit(not sure about age but he's below her age) for now, he lives in the same building So dogshit msged her on insta tomorrow that he's unable to move on! So my gf told me about this today that When she faced panic attack 3 times when she was at her grandmother's home, 1st time when her family found out about her ex 2nd when she was sharing about her past to me 3rd time when again cuz of family but this time she went to the Terrace and was crying there and that dogshit came and asked her what happened, but that time she hugged him and started crying more etc... I don't know all about what happened but she told me this And now that dogshit is msging her saying he is unable to move on etc... She sees him like a brother but idk what's in that guy's mind. She felt guilty what she did and unable to share about that to me about this. We are very transparent about every thing btw.
This thing hurted me again but I know that sometime you feel emotionally overwhelmed and do some stuffs that makes you regret. I want to let this go.
But how should I approach this situation? What should I do?

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Type	Name	FV	Info	Tradable	SS	B/O ($)
💔Knife	★ Karambit Case Hardened (BS)	0.83	#463 - red eye pattern	Yes	📷	12345
💔Knife	★ StatTrak™ M9 Bayonet Case Hardened (FT)	0.16	#503 - tier 1 pattern with scar	Yes	📷	5555
💔Knife	★ Karambit Case Hardened (WW)	0.42	#670 - blue ring & blue playside	Yes	📷	4444
💔Knife	★ Bayonet Case Hardened (WW)	0.42	#321 - p4	Yes	📷	2499
💔Knife	★ Talon Knife Crimson Web (FT)	0.29		5/22/2024	📷	446
💔Knife	★ Nomad Knife Case Hardened (BS)	0.98	decent amount of mixed blue	5/22/2024	📷	303
💔Knife	★ Huntsman Knife Autotronic (FT)	0.35		5/26/2024	📷	212
💙Gloves	★ Sport Gloves Slingshot (FT)	0.26		5/23/2024	📷	969
💙Gloves	★ Hydra Gloves Case Hardened (BS)	0.77	#829 - p1	Yes	📷	938
💙Gloves	★ Driver Gloves King Snake (FT)	0.19		Yes	📷	532
💙Gloves	★ Driver Gloves Snow Leopard (FT)	0.20		5/23/2024	📷	521
💙Gloves	★ Driver Gloves Snow Leopard (FT)	0.20		5/22/2024	📷	521
💙Gloves	★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Web (FT)	0.22	#89 - tier1 pattern with clean E	Yes	📷	499
💙Gloves	★ Specialist Gloves Field Agent (FT)	0.16		Yes	📷	426
💙Gloves	★ Specialist Gloves Mogul (FT)	0.16		5/26/2024	📷	218
💙Gloves	★ Moto Gloves Smoke Out (FT)	0.19		Yes	📷	198
💙Gloves	★ Moto Gloves Turtle (FT)	0.15		5/27/2024	📷	180
💙Gloves	★ Driver Gloves Diamondback (FT)	0.31		Yes	📷	127
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Slate (FN)	0.00004	x4 vox holo kato15 on super low float ak (1/2)	Yes	📷	3999
💚Rifle	M4A1-S Cyrex (FN)	0.04	ibuypower holo kato14 above mag + x2 crown foil	Yes	📷	3333
💚Rifle	AK-47 Fire Serpent (FT)	0.18	vox holo kato14 on wood + crown foil next position	Yes	📷	3333
💚Rifle	AWP Asiimov (FT)	0.29	titan holo kato14 on the scope	Yes	📷	3125
💚Rifle	AK-47 Black Laminate (FT)	0.35	x4 kato14 (ibuypower holo on wood, titan, lgb holo, reason)	Yes	📷	2599
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ M4A4 In Living Color (FN)	0.042000	x4 dignitas holo col14 (1/1)	Yes	📷	2499
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AWP Electric Hive (FN)	0.03	dignitas holo col14 on the scope + x3 holo kato14 (vp, dignitas, mystik)	Yes	📷	1666
💚Rifle	AK-47 Case Hardened (FT)	0.37	ibuypower holo kato14 above trigger	Yes	📷	1449
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Slate (FN)	0.01	x4 fnatic holo dh14	Yes	📷	749
💚Rifle	AK-47 The Empress (WW)	0.39	x4 gold krakow17 (dosia, pashabiceps, x2 nbk)	Yes	📷	669
💚Rifle	M4A4 Eye of Horus (FN)	0.06		Yes	📷	664
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Phantom Disruptor (FN)	0.05	x4 navi holo dh14 (1/1)	Yes	📷	549
💚Rifle	AK-47 Fuel Injector (FN)	0.06	x2 flammable Foil (wood and back)	Yes	📷	549
💚Rifle	AWP Redline (MW)	0.11	titan kato14 on the scope	Yes	📷	369
💚Rifle	AK-47 Asiimov (FN)	0.06		5/26/2024	📷	201
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ M4A4 Faded Zebra (BS)	0.78	high float - x4 kato14 (3dmax, vox, ldlc, complexity)	Yes	📷	199
💚Rifle	M4A4 Temukau (FN)	0.06	x4 c9 kato15 (1/1)	Yes	📷	179
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Vulcan (BS)	0.46		Yes	📷	164
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Red Laminate (WW)	0.38	harp of war holo next to wood	Yes	📷	149
💚Rifle	M4A1-S Hyper Beast (FN)	0.03		5/26/2024	📷	129
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AWP Asiimov (BS)	0.81		Yes	📷	120
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 The Empress (MW)	0.13		5/26/2024	📷	119
💚Rifle	StatTrak™ AK-47 Legion of Anubis (FN)	0.06		Yes	📷	50,81
💚Rifle	AWP Chrome Cannon (BS)	0.69		5/26/2024	📷	37,7
💚Rifle	M4A1-S Chantico's Fire (FT)	0.26		5/26/2024	📷	28,13
💚Rifle	AWP Worm God (MW)	0.11	x3 kato15 (envyus holo on scope * x2 clg)	Yes	📷	22
💚Rifle	AK-47 Head Shot (FT)	0.32		5/26/2024	📷	11,63
💛Pistol	USP-S Stainless (WW)	0.43	titan holo kato14 above handle & x2 titan holo kato15	Yes	📷	2499
💛Pistol	USP-S Overgrowth (FN)	0.06	crown foil above handle (rare combo)	Yes	📷	279
💛Pistol	P250 Mehndi (FN)	0.04	x4 kato14 (vp, mousesports, fnatic mystik)	Yes	📷	222
💛Pistol	StatTrak™ Desert Eagle Conspiracy (FN)	0.03	x4 liquid mlg16	Yes	📷	36
💛Pistol	Desert Eagle Code Red (FT)	0.31		5/26/2024	📷	20,03
💜SMG	Souvenir UMP-45 Urban DDPAT (FT)	0.35	titan foil kato14	Yes	📷	169
💜SMG	StatTrak™ MP9 Airlock (FN)	0.06		5/26/2024	📷	29,01

How&Where to Watch Free Emilia Romagna Grand Prix 2024 live? Hey fellow Formula 1 viewers. As I’ve been watching Formula 1 for quite a few seasons now, I've done some digging to access the trusty Emilia Romagna Grand Prix live free streams. I pirate everything: sports, movies, TV Channels, and even made my own plex server. But lately I have gotten really into Formula 1 and haven't found a great way to watch Emilia Romagna Grand Prix live free streams live for free...
What app/website are you using to watch the Emilia Romagna Grand Prix live free streams? ... I'm not 100% it's basically a live stream of the Formula 1.
I pirate everything: games, movies, software, and even made my own plex server. But lately I have gotten really into Formula 1 and haven't found a great way to watch Emilia Romagna Grand Prix live free streams for free live.
I don't care if there is a small delay or anything, but it needs to be at a good bitrate at 1080p or it isn't worth watch for me. Also preferably I would want a way to watch it on a smart TV in some way but im expecting to sacrifice that luxury honestly.
ESPN, ABC or Formula 1 Network. I'm sure you can stream as well as way to watch it but I want to see what you guys recommend.

You can get a cape for minecraft if you watch a tiktok live stream (apparently from anyone streaming minecraft with drops enabled) either for 3 minutes or after commenting 'Minecraft'. I've been trying to get it myself, but for some reason the way to get the cape isn't given as an option for me. I tried on PC and mobile, on 3 different accounts (two old accounts and one new account), on streams from big and small accounts, but no streams have the 'game rewards' button that's used to give out the codes.
I've seen people saying that it's region locked and that you have to watch streams from your country, but I've watched multiple streams from people in my country and still didn't work, so I tried using a VPN to a couple different countries and that didn't work either. I've seen other people go through the process of getting the cape and I tried using the same streams that they used but I'm just not given the game rewards button. I tried with someone that is from my country and 100% had drops enabled (ibxtoycat), and other people were able to get it from his stream, but it would not work on any account that I used.
It is available in my country (UK) so there are people who need this more than I do (like people from countries where it's unavailable) but I want to ask anyway because it just won't work for me no matter what I do. I would really appreciate if anyone could give me a code! Thanks!

I (21M) met my gf (21F) back in July last year. She was in a long term (2 years) rs with her bf at the time. We started talking more, and she confessed in September, and initially, I said no as she had a bf and I wasn't OK with that. She broke up with him, and I wanted to give her time, but she kept pushing and saying that the breakup was a long time coming and I just accelerated it. We started talking more and began a situationship type of thing. Everything was fine until 1 day her ex told her he regretted her, and now she didn't want to start anything with me.
At this point, I chose no contact as I was starting to fall for her. She begged me not to leave and just stay friends, but i couldn't do it. Then December hits, and she asks me to try again, even going as far as messaging my best friend to ask me to try again because she was madly in love with me, and i gave in. The first 2 months were great, and we had loads of fun that was until uni exams started, and she failed.
After that, she was just depressed and kept arguing with me about lifestyle, goals, and the future. She also told me that during arguments, my words affected her so much that she would cut herself. She started becoming suicidal and no matter what we did, it wouldn't get better. She would say she loved me so much and how it could never compare to her ex and that I was too important for her everytime I tried to break up for the sake of her mental health.she kept saying that she wasn't in the right state of mind to be un a relationship and how she needed to change and go back to how she was during her teens as a non chalant person to be happy again. We kept having these fights the last month, and she looked visibly miserable, so I forced a breakup so she could focus on herself and get better without the added pressure of me and the relationship.
After the breakup, she told me to just stick right here and that she was gonna get better and we d try again. 2 days later, she messages me asking me to unfollow her from socials as she realised she wasn't coming back. This really bothered me, so I went to see her in person, and she told me she was still in love with her ex and told me to let her go if I loved her. Later that night, she messages me and says that she thinks she never loved me and was only in love with the idea of me because she was willing to change for her ex and not me. The change in questions is her self-destructive drug abuse during her teens, where she admits she was out all the time. This was something I was not okay with and didn't condone even in moderation as she said she had it in control this time.
One day, I was the love of her life, and the next, she thought she never even loved me. One day, her ex didn't even compare to me, and the next, i could never compare to her ex. She never lost contact with the ex, and even though I wasn't comfortable with it, she kept saying that he needed someone to be there for him and that he had no one. She said it would change with time as he found someone else.
I am confused as to whether i was just a regular rebound or if she has bpd, and this was doomed to fail anyway. I am in a lot of pain because I went really deep with her and loved her. Some signs she exhibits of bpd 1. Fear of abandonment 2. Intense relationships, even with her friends 3. Self harm 4. Unstable sense of self (i think so as she kept saying she wanted to change as a person to be happier ) 5.presistant feeling of emptiness. (She told me she felt like she was watching herself from afar) 6. She is very impulsive.
She never had extreme moodswings or anger issues but would run away from arguments when I would be trying to figure out a solution.
I guess I am asking these questions to have some peace of mind. Eitherways according to her, she never loved me, and somehow, I can't accept that after being told otherwise for 4 months straight. Was she just being delusional and trying to make this relationship work as her previous one failed, or is she actually sick? Her previous rs was quite stable until the end until she emotionally cheated, I guess, and before that, she hadn't been in anything long term

First and Foremost, apologies to the Discord_selfbots Moderation team as this is the 3rd cheddlatron post i have had to make due to reddit deleting the first, deleting the second posting a link to a pastebin for the first, and then suspending that account i wanted to use so that it was all kept within the Cheddlatron Name. (Praying this doesnt suspend my main as well.)
And now for release:
Cheddlatron is a Free Selfbot, designed by a few members of the old Selfbot community, including names such as: Gasai, Invicta, EW, etc. Alongside external help from selfbot developers such as Eintim, and Lightning.
We spent a lot of time working on this selfbot to make sure it was fully ready and baked in the oven before releasing so that there was no major bot breaking bugs or issues before it was released to the public. And now we feel that the bot is in a state we feel comfortable sharing and releasing.
In terms of features, we have the majority of the best features you can find in paid selfbots currently on the market. This includes: Spotify Spoofing; Raid Commands such as Hookraid, which is currently one of the fastest webhook raiders on the market; AI commands with a plethora of engines to utilize; alongside MacOS and Linux versions, fully working and on the way towards release for those of you who prefer to avoid the Microsoft-owned Operating System, as well as many more included currently, Custom Themeing for the Console, As well as Custom Command functionality built in with various Functions and Utilities to aid with your own creative imagination, andeven more to come.
We aim to be as community based as we possibly can, so if you download and feel like its missing some features you would like, feel free to check out our discord server and suggest some features for the bot.
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Cheddlar - Co-Dev.
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Lightning - Helping to setup an EmbedAPI in golang, for our Web Embed mode.
EinTim - A lot of help with some of the earlier stages of the bot when I myself was new to Python, as well as helping with Spotify spoofing and giving us his reverse engineered GPT 4 code for the cheddlatron command that every user can now use.
Coquettte - Fire website design, alongside continuing to update it even after it was finished.

Tester Mentions:

Desync and Koshak, the original two testers who helped point out a multitude of a lot of bigger bugs.
tempname.exe, helping with a lot of the later features in terms of testing and finding some of the overlooked bugs we could not replicate but were able to fix.
EinWortspiel, Originally a developer then decided to leave the team due to being a lot busier in irl life so didn't want to take credit for progress he physically could not work on, and so he came back twice as strong as a tester and has hugely helped in implementing new fixes and a lot of bugs i made on different tools and utilities designed FOR Cheddlatron.
As Well as the rest of the tester team, for helping with testing, bug fixes, and doing stupid checks on shit i wasnt sure if worked or not.
And no, this was not AI-generated text like most content on Reddit these days; I have typed this out with care.

Nature of Humanity Ch 67 A NoP fic
Under Pressure Part 10
A Fanfic of u/SpacePaladin15’s work “The Nature of Predators.” Thank you for the story!
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Memory transcription subject: Silvera, Factory 13 Manager
Date [standardized human time]: November 4th, 2136
If it wasn't for the clearly artificial sky above my head someone could possibly convince me I was outside in a new park. The neon blue screen with a white dot to represent the sun was nothing like the actual pale gray visage a mile above. Yet, it did have an enjoyable warmth to it.
A smooth artificial wind swept through the saplings ensuring that they would develop healthy stress wood. It also pleasantly cooled the fur of anyone in here, providing a nice little respite from the heater simulating the sun's unbearable hatred of us. Fuck you fake sun!
Any flora used to decorate the park would be exotic to Frozen Mountain, even if it came from the nearby tundra, but my humans decided to do something interesting. While they had covered most of the ground with a soft short-growing Terran clover, they chose to make the rest of the decorative plants functional. All of the saplings were different types of fruit trees that, when mature, would be free for anyone to harvest as much as they want. Even the decorative topiary isn't hardy tasteless plants, but berry bushes that would provide a variety of sweet treats relatively soon.
Agurcorp was more than happy to allow its failed startup out here to be turned into a local park. Well, so long as they didn't have to pay for this expensive mistake of theirs. The Mayor was all too happy with this, especially since my humans were happy to let him have all the credit so long as they got to design the park. With voting season right around the corner, the Mayor that ‘Brought life to this blighted land’ was a shoo-in to get re-elected. Or would be if he also wasn't ‘The idiot who allowed predators into the city.’
With everything that's happened I am still a bit surprised at everyone currently enjoying the park. A small herd of Venlil are exercising in the open field. A family of Gojids are walking along the cobblestone path. All the while, some humans are playing a very weird game of throwing a round plastic plate into chain nets. It's almost as if this city didn't have two separate riots on the same day.
The sound of wheels traveling across a bumpy path caught my attention. I glanced across the way to see an embarrassed-looking John driving an electric wheelchair over to me. His eyes locked onto mine before quickly switching to the ground. He tried to laze in a chair designed to enforce good posture and looked rather silly as he adjusted himself.
He came to a stop just a foot away from where I sat, “Hey Silv… I, uh… I don't actually need the wheelchair but Mikvia threatened to break my legs if I didn't use it, so I'm just humoring her.”
Oh, don't freaking tell me. Why are humans like this… “John… you were hospitalized with a punctured lung. Sure, doctors have some miracles they can perform these days, but you know you shouldn't be stressing yourself by walking.”
He huffed, “Please, I'm fine. Really. It wasn't as serious as everyone is making it out to be.”
I thumped my hind paw against the ground, “John.”
He threw his hands into the air with a huff, “I'm in the damn wheelchair ain't I? Gawd…”
He grasped his nose before calming down, “I apologize. Shouldn't have raised my voice like that. I mean… I am using the wheelchair and not lifting stuff. Doctor's orders. They even said getting out in this park would be fine. Said it might even help!”
We let out a deep sigh together. I hopped down from my bench and back up onto his lap, “Let's go for a ride… while we figure… us out…”
I could see John's guard drop as the exhaustion crept back onto his face, “...alright...” He pressed his controls forward, and we slowly began our first lap of the park.
John wrapped one of his lanky ape arms around me like a fleshy seatbelt and I laid my head on his chest appreciating the contrast of his warmth with the cool artificial breeze. I could have slept like this. The beating of his heart was rhythmic, and his deep breaths sounded a bit like waves washing up on a shore.
I even heard his heart quicken as I cleared my throat, “So… we aren't really dating are we?”
His exhaustion was quickly replaced with unease as he started to fidget a little, “I'm sorry…”
I held his hand and stared into the ocean blue eyes of his, “Don't be sorry. I think we were both drunk when we agreed to go on a date…”
He shook his head, “I still should have said something before then.”
It wasn't like I couldn't have taken the initiative and talked to him sooner too, “I know you were going through a lot. Actually, I know you still are… I'm really only able to guess but… Are you one of the types that thinks Xeno-dating is weird?”
He looked ashamed as he scrambled to smooth things over, “I- No- well, yes- but- it's just… ok. Let me start over… alright… yeah… so… uhm… the thing is… how do I put this… it sounds bad… well, it is bad… it’s just…”
My tail wagged involuntarily at the rather cute display of embarrassment radiating from John. I leaned in and let him have a doey-eyed look to help heap the embarrassment on.
It felt like John tried to stop the next words from rolling out of his mouth, “Sometimes I have trouble thinking of you all as people.”
John came to a complete stop as I just stared at him wide-eyed. My brain struggled to grasp what he was saying and the implications of it. He cringed and covered his face with his hands, “Gawd, that sounds horrible. It's just… It's not as bad with you and the others… I talk to y’all a lot. It's easier for it to click that you are people too.”
I was desperately trying to see this from his angle, “Wha- why does this happen in the first place?”
His hands drug down his face trying to drag the flesh with it, “I think it’s cause you are always naked. Like your back brace helps a little bit, but still everything else is… That and I hear your voice and the chip in my head then gives it meaning. Like its disjointed. Then it's the way your body language works and- and- fuck. Just…. Fuck me man. I don't even think that's all that's wrong with me. It’s just… like you look, sound, and smell like animals. It's just not really what my mind had in place for aliens. So- like- ugh! Why can't I just explain it!?”
It's difficult to explain, but his words connected to a deep sad memory, “It's like everything is just too… slightly wrong…”
It felt like I had been whisked back decades to my own childhood. I could still smell the bleached halls of the Venlil orphanage on Nevis. My heart whimpered when the Sivkits who came to adopt me shuddered with fear and disgust. Their strange voices sounded slow as they spoke a strange version of Klipic. Like hearing a pale imitation of yourself, try and pretend to be just like you.
My eyes locked with his as I carried on “It’s like you look at them and a part of you knows what they are, but your brain just snaps back to… to what you think reality is.”
I could see a glimmer of hope well up with his tears, “Y-you know? I-Iv've felt like such a monster! How can I- How can I look them in the eyes when they took me in and say- say- that I can't see them as people sometimes!? After everything they've done for me?! They want to adopt me and I- I- I can't even!”
I wrapped my arms around his neck as he buried his face in mine. It felt like he could crush me with his arms, yet they held me gently. What was causing me pain was this damn back brace. The blasted thing was trying to force my arms down while it hunched me over. I wiggled out of John's embrace and ripped the freaking thing off and chucked it as far as I could before burying myself in his embrace again.
We held each other as he drew in shuddering breaths and let his emotions flow out. John’s grip eventually began to loosen and we both took a moment to calm down. I gently tugged at the shirt covering John's torso, “So… Us not wearing clothes constantly is… disconnecting for you?”
He nodded his head, “Y-yeah… It’s like… every person I have ever known wears clothes. Animals never wear clothes and at most wear like a collar or harness if someone owns them. Then a few months ago, a bunch of nudist aliens show up and… well, my brain lops them into the animal category and the translator isn't helping.”
I glanced down at my body and suddenly felt… exposed, “So now that I am no longer wearing clothes…”
He cringed, “You look more like a large rabbit thing than a person… when you had the brace on it helped a little, but you were on all fours… When you were wearing your weather suit and had your hood off, It felt like you were a person, just different.”
An idea crossed into my skull, “Ok then… so your brain attaches personhood with a level of nudity, body plan, and familiarity… take your shirt off and give it to me- Don't give me that look! I know you’re male and are far less sensitive about people seeing your nipples. So gimme.”
He begrudgingly took off his shirt, revealing a pelt of fur that caught me off guard. I shook off the confusion as I slipped his shirt overhead and stuck my arms through the sleeves. It immediately tried to slip down my body and off. Mostly due to how large the hole for his head is, but also due to my utter lack of true shoulders. Another gift of my freak mutation. The ability to walk upright as well as sprint on all fours like a fucking Arxur.
I bunched up the collar and knotted it on itself, solving the slipping issue. With a small twirl, I spun in a circle, “So how is this?”
A smile formed on his face, “You look adorable!”
I happily flicked my tail, “Is that girlfriend adorable or pet animal adorable?”
His grin beamed with happy, mischievous energy, “Little sister adorable.”
I stomped my hind paw again, “Wha- why?!”
He held out his arms and I hopped back into his embrace, “Its cause it's my shirt. Jamie would wear my clothes sometimes, and they were so baggy on him, and well… on you that's practically a sundress! … you’d look really nice in like… a yellow sundress with like a straw hat.”
My mind tried and failed to make an image to match his description, “Hrm… well… I wouldn't know where to even start getting a… sundress.”
John carried on like clothes shopping was a normal intergalactic thing, “You would have to go to a tailor and have it custom-made. Like you already had to adjust my shirt cause you don't have shoulders like we or the Gojids do.”
We sat in a comfortable silence as John started the wheelchair back on its path. I almost fell asleep in his arms before I asked, “So… Are we dating?”
John didn't hesitate to bend over and freaking bite the top of my head! I, rather fruitlessly, slapped my paws against his face as fast as I could and only managed to elicit a laugh from him. Jumping up, I got a mouth full of his cheek in my teeth.
I made sure not to crush as I mimicked what he had done to me back, “Ah! The turns! They've tabled! I'm sorry! We're dating! Augh!” I spit out the lump of flesh between my teeth and sat down rather proudly.
It was only then I looked around to see most of the nearby groups staring at us. As well as three silver suited flame whack jobs walking our way. One of them held up his paws to try and seem as big as possible, “YOU! PREDATORS! DON'T MOVE!”
John growled at them, “YOU FUCKING IDIOTS. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?”
The trio froze in their steps and reached for weapons they didn't have. The boldest one took another step forward and shouted, “SHUT UP PREDATOR!”
John held his issued jacket up, letting the reflective emblem of the guild shine for all to see, “I WORK WITH YOU NUMB NUTS! I'M JOHN! ADOPTED SON OF YOUR FUCKING CHIEF! RING ANY BELLS?”
The trio halted in their tracks and the most skittish of them turned a one-eighty on their paws and began to walk away. The boldest one’s paws slowly dropped, “J-John?! I- I've never seen you without the mask or artificial pelt… wait! You're supposed to be in the hospital!”
Johns voice grew cold, “They said I could go out around the park so long as I mostly stayed in the chair. If it pleases you, you can talk to Loke. He's right over there with his wife and two kids. I bet he'd be thrilled to learn you three are going around accusing people of being predators.”
The bold moron took a fearful half step back, “D-d-d-d-don't twist my words! You bit her and she bit you back! I have witnesses! That's predatory!”
John leaned back and stroked the fur on my cheek, “No, it’s erotic.”
I could see the gears turning in the bold one's head grind, “What.”
John pressed his lips into my neck, “Ya know… sexy. It’s like… gently grooming your significant other's neck from behind but more playful.”
They looked revolted, “That's disgusting.”
John cocked his head to the side like a confused Gojid, “That’s odd.”
The look of revulsion quickly transitioned back to confusion, “What?”
A smirk grew on John's face as his fingers massaged into the sore muscles on my back, “It's just, that’s exactly what your mom said last night, but she grew to like it.”
I slapped my paws to my mouth to avoid laughing as the rage flared up in the bold one's eyes, “WHAT!?”
I let out a happy purr as John began to work at my sore muscles and utterly humiliate the idiot bothering us, “Yeeeeah. You weren't supposed to find out like this, but I'm your dad now.”
Their ears pinned back in rage, “You're lying to me.”
John waved a hand at our surroundings, “We are in a hermetically sealed park. There is no way for any significantly threatening animal to get in here. You are only here looking for trouble and I assure you, this will be looked into. Go clean your nose and keep it clean. Understood?”
They both tucked their tails, “Understood, sir.”
John nodded his head and calmed his tone, “Dismissed.”
As the trio of troublemakers left, we sat in relative silence as John continued to work away at the stress in my muscles. If you proved this was how humans prepared their food before eating it, I would argue that it's still worth it.
His rough voice messaged my ears, “Hey Silv?”
I stretched and enjoyed the pops my spine made as it took its natural shape, “Hrm?”
A hint of curiosity hung in his voice, “Why did you understand what I meant? Shouldn't… You've lived with aliens being a part of everyday life for… Like… ever right?”
I slumped against John and thought. Dredging up old memories that I almost wished I didn't have, “It was… a very long time ago. My doctor told me I was making up false memories to cover up a traumatic event and make it to where I was normal and everyone around me were the weird ones…”
I could hear John doubt my doctor's claims, “That sounds… fishy.”
Despite John's odd word choice, the meaning still fit perfectly, “It feels like it, but I just have no proof. I swear to you, I remember running along a beach, with my parents on two legs. Every Sivkit I knew as a child walked on two legs. It’s like… well…”
I grabbed John's hand to stop it from distracting me, “One day I woke up, and I was unbelievably cold. I thought I was a corpse. There was this strange… tentacle thing with bulgy eyes standing above me. His words didn't match his lips, but I understood him. It was terrifying.”
“He scooped me up and started running. Said I was in grave danger, and he was going to keep me safe. I didn't trust him one bit. He jumped into some strange ship and told me I had to be very quiet. The bad people would attack us if they heard either of us talking.”
“Eventually, he crashed the ship into something and pulled me out of it. I was surprised to see we had been on a submarine that entire time. That and the sky was the wrong color. I didn't even have an opportunity to think about it as he carried me to a weird looking vehicle that once again surprised me as a giant wall turned into a window.”
“I had never even heard of spaceships before, and I watched as we went up and just moved into space like it was nothing. He tried to calm me down, but he told me my parents were dead. I- just remember sobbing in his tentacles for hours. Eventually, I calmed down enough for him to play with me.”
“For a few days it was just me and him. Then we met up with another ship, and he left that one to drift in the void. He said we were meeting his friend Aylin on Nevis… a Venlil colony not too far from here, actually. I got to meet more aliens on that ship but Kalova- sorry that was the name of the Kolshian who took me out here. Kalova didn't want me to talk about anything to anyone. Said to just say I was his adopted daughter, and he just got a job on Nevis managing the new colony.”
“He never saw it. I didn't know what they were at the time but the Arxur attacked. They were trying to raid the colony and the Gojids and Venlil where desperately trying to protect it. I remember the alarm going off the second the ship’s captain announced we were leaving FTL. Kalova sprinted through the ship carrying me. He placed me in an escape pod just before that terrible lizard spotted us. He pulled the lever and my pod jettisoned down to the surface.”
“I was in that pod for three days before the Venlil found me and put me in an orphanage. Every time I met other Sivkits… they made my skin crawl. There's something wrong with all of them. I swear to you, we Sivkits are supposed to walk on two legs. We also aren't supposed to be that… stupid. Between how they talk being just… off, and the fact what they said was often either retarded or downright wrong, I couldn't ever feel like one of the so-called Grand Herd.”
“Eventually, I aged out. Graduated college, top of my class. And started working out here when they began to rebuild my plant after it burned down. That’s all there… Well, there is more, but It's not actually relevant to your question.”
John leaned down and kissed the top of my head, “Thank you for sharing that with me.”
I groomed the tip of his nose in return, “You're welcome. … Hey John?”
I could see a small bit of… hope in the back of his eyes, “Yes Silv?”
“Can you tell me about your past?”
He frowned as memories came back to him, yet he smiled still. “Yeah… it’s not a happy story either.”
I pressed myself into him, “Well… we can both be sad together, at least.”
John's hands began to absentmindedly work through my fur again, “Yeah… That doesn't sound as bad.”
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Important question, do you want a chapter dedicated to John retelling his story? Or would you like it smash cut out in favor of more of their first real date? I am not sure how I want to do it and am happy with both, so please let me know.
John and Silvera finally had the relationship talk! Woooooo! John's confessed something he'd rather never bring up, but knows he needs to address to start living a happy life with his new family. Aaaaand, It's time for Silvera’s tragic backstory! (Trademark pending). Strange names though, right? Kalova… weird how John's old boss has a missing brother with the same name as an alien Ivan the Arxur knows! And Aylin… strange they share a name with Talen's dead wife! Man that's just weird!
Special thanks to u/JulianSkies for proofreading! Seriously it felt like my eyes were melting out of my skull and your feedback was everything I needed!
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"I had a mental breakdown and boy it was fun
Crying my tears out all at once
They're not something possible getting rid of, they just continue their way streaming down,
How stubborn
No matter how hard I try
It's like a waterfall of Nile
Never came out red it's always been the colors like blue and clear
On the notebook doodling the things I've kept hidden in my soul
Trying so hard to understand what's really wrong
But always had difficulties in that spectrum of understanding anything real
I think it's fear
During this specific time of the year
But why when there's no reason to feel so teal Maybe that's what's heal?
Misery and hurt
Sighs of sadness if that's allowed
Do I really need your allowance to feel
Something I wouldn't wanna show for the world though
But never have i been on the stage before
Although i hope no one ever sees me perform
The performance wouldn't be worth wasting your time in for
It would suck, I know
Sometimes wishing it came out bright red instead of the same old blue
But why when there's no real bright in my life not during an occasion as the time flies
It should be occasional, right?
Oh shit, I've noticed it too this time
But soon gotta let go in order to dissolve for the bury
Maybe the gream reaper himself will soon acknowledge and free me, we made a deal
That way I'd atleast get acknowledged for once in my life
And not by the one i see staring at me in the mirror with those tired eyes
Is it the lack of sleep, hormones or something else?
I don't know and that's why it burns like hell
Watching everything fade away through my finger nails
I often seem to agree with the stuff I hear
But this time I won't if it's bout' the death of this life and I
Eyes seem to never lie
Is this a call for help, I should get?
The end of me sounds like pleasure to me
Makes me wanna let out a moan of "oh my god"
When it sounds so tempting while know it terrifies
The temptation's grown increasingly higher
Nearly off the charts
Thankfully I'm in no debt for anyone to wonder Why this bitch decided to take that step ahead to not live for any longer
Words like the dead bed sounds fun
Already half dead, huh?
That's funny I do die
Maybe today
Though hopes high could it happen at night
Please make it tonight.
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