Dost ki bhabi ka balatkar kiya

So aaj mera birthday hai and guess what kisi ne wish nhi Kiya
But I don't feel bad ki kisi ne wish nhi Kiya because I totally deserve it cause my life is just fucked up I don't even know what to do I had lost my motivation long ago for neet
Now I don't have goals, friends, happyness
I just feel lonely and alone all the time I just feel doing nothing aur ye bhi mujhe pasand nhi
Tum jitni galiya do unti do mujhe cause I deserve it I failed as a son and a person or a student
I know har koi aisa bolta hai yaha reddit pe but trust me it's just to real
Sorry agar tum logo ka time waste Kiya ho maine to.

Wake up
Jashwant ke sath fake love wali baate karo 2 min. "Hum itne close aa gaye itne jaldi" 🤡
Digvijay Unnati ke against planning plotting shuru karo. Sabke rooms me jaake batao unko kya karna hai 🤡
Scroll aaya scroll. Kood kood ke jao sabse pehle. "Sab hato guys mujhe read karna hai" 🤡
Chori wale kapde pehen ke reach task location. Fir kisi random purani baat pe footage Lena shuru karo. "Sir mujhe kuch discuss karna hai. 4 din pehle usne mujhe kuch bola tha..." 🤡
Task shuru hone se pehle hi Digvijay ko out karne ka try Karo. Manipulate the dumb contestants. "Ideal match ki baat sun lo guys. Nahi to..." 🤡
Poore task me taunting and manipulation chalu rakho "Ruru apne liye stand leeee" 🤡
Task over hone ke baad wapis aake taunting chalu rakho. Koi reply de to fight karke aur jyada footage lo 🤡
Night me dome session me jaake bhav khao ache se. "Kis kisko pitch karna hai. Tune to pitch Kiya hi nahi. Mai apne friends ke liye aai hu yaha" 🤡
Dome session me footage ke liye faltu ke 4-5 points discuss karo jinse aapka door door tak koi lena dena nahi. "tune us din usko ye bola tha"🤡
Because of twist agar iske target Bach jaye to wapis aake firse unke against planning 🤡
Fir camera me bolo. "Hum to yaha bas love ke liye aaye hain" 🤡
Goodnight sweet dreams. Raat Bhar Digvijay unnati ke dreams dekho 🤡
Next day repeat 🤦‍♂️

mai 2025 research aspirant hu to mai IAT,NEST ki preparation meri priority hai compared to JEE lekin maine ab tak maths start nahi kiya aur maj YouTube se padhai karta hu , mera 11th ka phy aur chem June se pehle khatam ho jayega lekin maths start karna baaki hai aur mujhe side by side bio bhi padhna hai for IAT (high level nahi utna) to mai maths keliye kya kar sakta hu aur mai December se pehle 12th ka pcm and 11th ka maths khatam kar sakta hu kya? Suggest something for doing maths please

So Please don't make fun of me mera abhi 10th ka result aaya hai aur mere 78% aaye hai khair mera IIM jane ka target hai but idk I was expecting around 85+ but ye kaise aa gya so I am applying for re-evaltuion so I knoe muje ab thode kam marks milge but kiya kr skte hai please tell ki mera kuch ho skta hai kiya IIM me also I will pursue Engnering after 12th and I am Gen male lol... ager 12th me 85+ le aau to thode chances bhad skte hai ?? also please tell some IIM jo 10th 12th ke number nhi dekte need your guedince

Meri mains mein 94.2%ile aayi, pure khaandan ka star tha main basically aur end mein chudh gya. Maine puri koshish Kari yeh main keh sakta hu without any regret. Still parents kabhi kabhi jaane Anjane mein kuch aisi baatein bol dete hain Jo hurt Kar jati hai. Mere papa mujhe kehte hain tune mehnat nahi Kari, not in a toxic way just if you had you would've made it Wali baat. Ispr mujhe gussa aata hai because main gaand ghisi hai in 2 Saal. Mera result dekhkr mere teachers aur dost jinki 99+ aayi hai woh shocked the kyunki batch toppers mein hoti thi meri ginti, teachers kehte the top 5k mein aana hai kuch bhi karke aur main 90k rank laya. Tut chuka hu, existential crisis mode mein hu, ki topper nhi toh aakhir hu kon main? Hu kya main? Mere hone ka point kya hai? Ghar se Bahar nhi ja rha kyunki lag rha hai saari duniya mujhe hi dekh rhi hai, saari duniya soch rhi hai, "baatein karta tha, aukaat mein kuch tha nahi", nahi padha ja rha lekin koshish abhi bhi Kar rha hu. Aaj bhi yahi hua, papa ne bol diya ki thodi aur mehnat Kari hoti toh.... main chilla padha ki kuch nhi karna mujhe, mere bas ka kuch nhi hai akela chhodh do. Is baat pe papa ne realise Kiya shayad ki I am hurting. After all clear na hone ka mujhse zyada dukh hai kya kisi ko? Console Kar rhe the, meri aankho mein aasu the lekin ek bhi baha nahi. Utne mein ek baat suni. "Bohot garv hai mujhe tujhpr aur tune Jo kuch bhi Kiya uspr". Life mein pehli baar suni yeh cheez. Fir nhi ruke aasu. Kamre ki light off karke leta hua tha toh shayad kisi ko dikhe nhi. Saari ummeed kho chuka hu main. Karna toh chahta hu life mein kuch lekin Kar nhi pa rha kisi wajah se. Sach kahu toh aur jeena bhi nhi chahta lekin itni Himmat bhi nhi ki kuch action le Saku. Kuch point nhi tha, bas suna hai dard baatne se Kam ho jata hai toh yeh lamba sa para likh diya. I am sure aap mein se bohot log same cheez experience Kar rhe ho. Maybe yeh relatable lage? Maybe kuch positive impact ho iska? Main nhi karna chahta aur kisi ko bhi disappoint, kyunki fir khud se bhi nazre nhi mila paunga. Thak gya hu, tut gya hu.

ANSWER IS YES I AM IN 🫥
-yeah sab 10th mai start hota hai 9th tak toh bot aacha tha padhai mai but suddenly kam padhai karne ki wajah se mera thik tak no. aye it seems okay t me jab mera result aya 10th ka tab mai aur mera papa bank mai tha sudeenly papa ka pass phone aya result aagaya maine bank mai hi result check kiya i was shocked i got only 78% mera papa na mujhe bank mai sabka samne daat diya aur gharpe akee mujhe thode dande maare ab ate hai main story pa ab mai 11th mai tha sudenly my life changes pata nii kaise mi ek cool dude type ban gaya tha meri ek gf bhi bani lets name her disha starting mai hamara relation boht aacha chala [aacha batana bhul gaya usne mujhe poose kiya] badme mujhe uska asli rang dekkhne lage she was not the girl i ever wanted woh chote log aa sath rehti thi not in that sense ab kaise samjhau uska ek ex photo bf tha uski pic bhi leak ho gayi thi uska sath kiss karte hua which is okay phir usne meri ladai start karwadi woh ladka ladka mujhe aisa bolra hai waise bolra hai lte sedha kam karwati thi hamara thoda sexuall attachmment bhi tha badme ussi ki wajah se hamara break up ho gaaya 12th mai brreak up hua usne meri image school mai boht buri kardi jissa mera zeena haram kar diya tha hmari secret baatee saro ko bata diya karti thi meri imagge down karti rehti thi maine aaj tak uski baate kisi ko nahi batayi taki uski image kharab na ho but she did ab present mai ate hai i cleared 12th maine jee mains clear kar liya jaise taise mai boht avarage bacha tha school mai but drop year mai ho gaya jaise taise meri coaching na meri sari preparation kharab kardi uss coaching na mera moddules hi mera dono attempt ka baad diye woh bhi aadhe aur syllaubus bhi complete ni karwaya but now my parents are expecting from me to clear jee advance too which is not possible in just 40 days but mera parents nahi samajh rahe roj mujhhe boht sunate hai mera papa na meri 11th aur 12th dono kharab kardi gov. school mai lagake infact mera papa ne 12th mai mujhe jee bhi nii dena diya aur drop year mai apne pass rakhne ka chakkar mai kisi gandi sii coaching maii admission dilwa diya mera jan attempt mai 55 aye aur phir maine coaching chod di aur khude april atttempt mai padhai karke cuoff clear ki[that coaching ruined my career aur ab 25 bhi mang rahe hai bolre hai apki installment baki hai aur mera modules bhhi ni nera syllabus bhi complete nii karwaya]ab maai roj daaat khatta hu mujhe bola jata hai ki tu nikkama hai aur ab mujhe mera dost akee bolre hai meri ex -gf mera bare mai baate fela rahi hai but mai bhul chuka hu yeah sab par phir bhi yaas dila deta hai ab aisa lagra hai kuch nii bacha zindagi mai i think a really permanent sleep can fix me only you what i am talking about!!! bs ab kuch nii bacha 💌

Aaj subha Roz ki tarha bus se metro station ja raha tha agla stand hi metro station ke aage hai. Jab bus mein chadne laga to 5-6 log or Chad rahe the normally itne nahi chadte us stand se, fir mein ticket lene laga ticket lete time wo log na to aage ja rahe the or na hi piche or na hi ticket le rahe the mere fir main ticket le hi raha tha or samne se ek aadmi aaya or bola areh hatiya mujhe thukna hai (bus ka gate abhi khula hi hua tha) or dhakka lagne laga piche wo khade hi the. Mujhe Shak hua to phone check kiya or Shak sahi tha kisi ne nikal liya tha phone fir Jo mere piche tha wo aage aane laga maine haath pakada or bola mera phone de wo bolne laga mere paas nahi hai. Maine ticket Wale se bola bhaiya phone dedo call karni hai mera phone chori ho gaya to usne bhi ignore kar diya. Fir wahi jo thukne ke liye piche aaya tha bolne laga ki Tera phone ek ladka le kar utar gaya stand par hi. Maine bus rukwai or stand par bhagne laga pata tha ab wo nahi hoga isliye sidha police station chala gaya police station bus stand se 200-400 meter hi hai. Waha bataya to police wala bolne laga aage wali jeb se nikal liya or pata hi nahi chala? Ab humse kya chahte ho ? Main ro Raha tha maine bola sir phone dhudho bus mera to bola wo to hum dhundege hi. Fir cyber cafe se karwa lete ya khud kar lo main bata deta hu kaise karni hai. Fir main Ghar Jake FIR karne laga Jab nahi hui to dobara police station gaya fir wo bolne laga isko bata kar bheja tha kar hi nahi paya ye fir usne hi Kari. Ab kal cier complaint karunga. Kya lagta hai phone milenga wapas?
Sorry post thodi zyada lambi ho gayi

I am just a regular School going 12th student (offline coaching)........soo kya chal rha hai meri jindagi ke saath.......lagta hai ki bas life repeat pe chal rhi (Like NPC) subh utho school jaao phir school se aao toh coaching aur phir whi ....... Life is all fucked up.....kabhi kabhi (hamesha) hi lagta hai ki koi galti toh nhi kardi ye stream choose karke kya pta ye mere liye hai hi nhi...kahi papa ke paise waste toh nhi kardiye......padhai karne baith rha toh focus nhi ho rha.....aur thori der agar baith gya toh jaldii se thak jata hu....... coaching me physics ka electrostatic chapter start ho gya hai aur class me samaj aata hai but practice karne baithta hu toh questions nhi bante pta nhi kyu.......and in maths toh sets and relation complete ho gya hai aur second chapter Function chal rha and questions bhi lag rhe issme as such koi problem nhi hai........lekin Chemistry isme toh kuch smaj nhi aata organic chalu hai.....issliye isse padhne ka man bhi nhi karta hai...........I know that problem is with me only......11th me kuch Kiya nhi......soch rha hu complete some important chapters of 11th in this vacation........ab sochta hu ki Kya hoga Mera aage .....pta nhi Jee niklega ya nhi..........kya hoga Mera

mai 2025 research aspirant hu to mai IAT,NEST ki preparation meri priority hai compared to JEE lekin maine ab tak maths start nahi kiya aur maj YouTube se padhai karta hu , mera 11th ka phy aur chem June se pehle khatam ho jayega lekin maths start karna baaki hai aur mujhe side by side bio bhi padhna hai for IAT (high level nahi utna) to mai maths keliye kya kar sakta hu aur mai December se pehle 12th ka pcm and 11th ka maths khatam kar sakta hu kya? Suggest something for doing maths please

Ek sc ladka hai 72% aayi hai uski boards mei aur abhi drop lene ka socha hai usne to uske dost ko maine bola iske to 75% hai he nhi to improvement bhi to dena padega but uske dost ne bola ki wo sc hai to kam %age criteria hota like wtf mai to pehli baar sun rha ye?

storytime.
din tha accounts aur business ka, mahaul tha tense aur anxious kyunki math aur gt fuck karke baithe the hum. do or die ka naara lagakar ratri jaagran karne ke baad thodi ummeed si dikhai de rahi thi.
fast forward, centre. 'global widom schol'. jo thodi ac classroom ki khwaish thi use marte hue mehsoos kiya humne. par abhi meri katni baaki thi. waah, iss school mein toh benches hi nahi hain 😊. computer lab wali kursiyan thi humare seats, library wale stools the humare tables. classroom itna chhota ki koi 2 kadam chal ke bhid jaye bkl diwaar se. stool ko straddle karke, manspread karke baithna pada jaise porno mein the hum.
fir shuru hui bakchodi invigilators ki. ek toh theek thi, doosri saali bhais ki aulaad iski maa ne kya khaakar paida kara tha bhagwan jaane, moti shakal dekh rahi thi sirf. saala paper shuru ho chuka aur chudail ki bacchi paper hi nhi deri, chai pee rahi thi suar kahin ki.
finally baati paper jab bacche chillane lage, fir sign karane laati 5;10 pe accounts ke paper ke beech. saala yahan gaand fatt rhi hai aur ye mothers name likhwa rahi thi madarchod teri aakhein noch lungi mai. fir kehti 'beta time 4;45 likhna' maine toh likh diya bhenchod 5;15. ab karaa change. fir mujhe stink eye de ke chali gayi.
paper toh accha gaya lekin khoon ubalta hai uski shakal yaad karke. note- i should become a writer. dhanyavad.

Bc pure 2-3 saal debate kra commerve lu ya pcm tb bhi glt option le liya. krna cs tha but dusre streams ke liye bhi plan tha, science barely hoti thi tho interest tha thoda, parents convinced me and socha 2 saal suffer krlungi fir to kn. Bc coaching shuru hui last month maine hw and all kn kiya dedh mahine ka backlog hogya hai 9 din me reshuffling test hai roz mumma papa se jhaad kha rhi hu na padhne ke liye mujhe nhi psnd ye nhi padhna nhi hoga jee mujhse, upr se mumma papa ko 10k rank chahiye mai chutiya hu yr, mere commerve and arts ke dost pura din aaram krte rehte hain vo foreign colleve ki prep kr rhe hain😭😭😭yr thk chuki hu hr dusre din school aur coaching krke, coaching vaalw extra classes bhi rakhenge abhi
Thankyou for listening to my rant😭🙏🏻

Life ki sach m lag chuki h 19 ki hu, 17 m 12th krliya tha aur abhi Tak college ka kuch pta nhi h 4 saal (11th-2nd drop) se neet ki tyari kri lekin iss bar bhi state quota se mil jayega college jiski fees 12lakh + h jo m afford ni kr skti.
Parents m bs maa h jo khud struggle kr rhi h aur depressed h. Recently ran away from house (with mom, my mom's family knew) kuki waha toh halat aur bhi kharab thi aur mmy zeher khane ja Rahi thi
Mujhe samjh ni ara meri galti kaha h , mujhe pta h life fair nahi hoti lekin iska mtlv ye thodi ki har jagah se m hi pilu , mene toh wo sab kuch Kiya Jo mujhe supposedly karna chahiye tha
1- sab classes m 94% + leke ayi
2- kabhi intentionally kuch galat ni kiya kisi k liye
3- hmesa chup rahi taki sar k upar chath ho
4- bewajah mar khayi , gaaliya suni , wo sab kuch suna or dekha Jo ek bache ko sunne or dekhne se pehle mar jana chahiye
5- anxiety attacks ate the toh khud toh wrap krke Beth jati thi
6- dosto ne apni aukat dikhai
7- family toh chalo family kehlane layak thi hi nhi
8- jab mmy ki Jaan m baat aai toh himmat dikhai or unko leke aai us nark se bahar
9- hmesa sbko hosla dete gyi ki sab thik honaega, krlenge hum kuch
10- jab mmy ko sath leke ayi toh mmy ne kuch kam pakda kharche k liye toh padai k sath Ghar sambhala
Na jane kya kiya kya nahi Lekin kuch bhi thik nahi ho rha
Maa kehti h tu pad m apni jewellery bech dungi lekin uske alawa toh hmare pass kuch h bhi nahi toh agar jarurat pad gyi toh kya krenge
Bhai bhi wahi bnta ja rha h jisse dur bhagi thi itni himmat krke.
Mmy kehti h tu koi choti moti job krne ki mat soch , apne career m focus kr m tujhe achi jagah dekhna chahti hu . Unko prove Krna h sabko ki wo galat the aur mujhme potential h lekin mujhse ab nhi hota.
M thak chuki hu , M THAK CHUKI HU

just randomly bahut dino baad reddit chalu kiya dusri id sey bahut dimag kharab ho rha bas merko drop nahi lena toh bahut uoptiondkeh rha tha sudenly raj neet councelling site khola toh dekha ki usme ek general cat wale bacche ko 140 marks mia admssion ho gya gmc mei how? like seriously nri seat mei general baccha woh mera coaching ka seniour itna galat nahi ho sakta mei kese mei kese aur ek sta cat wale bache neet mei itna kam marks lake clg kese mere toh us bande sey jyayda aye hai merse padhai ho nahi rahe bas simpe hai ghar wale bol rahe drop lele 1st attempt tha 12th ke sath koi mera jesea banda hai jisko pata hai yeh sab?
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dekho isme bahenchod kese mil rha itna kam makrs mei admission kese karein itni solid jack ki merko bhi mil jaye mere toh in sab sey jyada hi a rahe marks bas 600++ sc / st cutoff toh clear ho rha
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I have a fear that College life kahi feeki feeki na reh Jaye , mere dost thode chutiya hai ghumne phirne ke time pe peso ka RR karate hai, aur agar college years me bandi na bani(am a engineering student), ya atleast female interaction na badhi toh zindagi bhar single reh jaunga, aur recession toh aaj Kal chal hi rha hai toh jobless rehne ka primary dar toh hai hi, inn sab reasons ki vajah se mental health fucked h 😭 kisi pe solution ho toh plz bta Dena, bhagwan tumhara bhala krega 🙏

so basically i was a medicore more than avg student since my childhood use to be in top 5 of my class (haan top 5 like seriously scoring 87 or 89 at 7th or 8th people get in 4th or 5th rank ) since my childhood like jab mei 1st mei tha tab sey sochta tha doctor banunga and all my mama is a radiologist and is from one of the prestigious college of india so i thought i will also do this and will make my parents proud 9th -10th mei lockdown laga pata nahi kya hua 10th starting mei covid hua june waste hogya july end tk pata chala ki mei ghanta kuch nahi ukhad paunga sept oct mei naya system agya term 1 term 2 term 1 mei apprx mera half of syllabus khatam hua tha fir boards agaye term 1 result aya feb mei tab tk full masti thi codm pubgm and every thing that can be possible i done like doing chatting with random person on feb mei result aya ki sahabzade ke 70 bane hai term 1 mei ghar wale mere bilkul nahi kahete ek chez nahi bolte par i was depressed a lot march mei recover hua aur april mei boards kese bhi karke syllabus kiya reivision kiya thanks to edumantra and adda247 ki one shot marathon 88 percentage aya total boards mei term 1 term 2 milake i was disappointed a lot pata nahi kyu par tha fir mene jese normally ek bachpan sey sochtte aya hua insan ki doctor banna hai toh leliya medical pcb despite ki mere sst aur maths mei jyada interest tha finance mei like i used to handel my bauji ( dada ji ) demat account since 7th aur bahut interest tha ki yeh sab fascinate karta tha fir 11th start hua aur mei acha kar rha tha fir sept mei kuch isue ke karan mera discontinuity hogya coaching mei aur dusri cheezon mei dhyan dene laga 11th khatam hua aur i scored 58 percentage apprx coaching ka mock test diya starting of 12th sey pahele jo hota aur scored 150 it was my worst phase of my journey aur 12th start hua and suddenly merko anxiety attacks start hogaye matlab shivering and all i dk kya hota fir june over hua july ate ate sab normal hua par fir neet ka padhai coaching jana fir sey start kara propr study fir school pre boards practical agaye and coulnt make it to neet usme expected 450 hai boards mei 84 percentage hai expected jyada tha par sahi hai par i dont want pursue neet again and that trrauma of scoring less aur dost ke itna jyada marks a rahe i am done merko stock market related kuch karna finance related i have some startup idea par abhi ghar par financial issue chal rahe toh cant ask parent for funds and papa kahe rahe drop lene ka i know ki mei isko nahi kar paunga par smjha nahi pa rha batch start hone wala 20th tarikh sey par merko age pcb continue nahi karna aur agey smjh nahi a rha kya karu papa ne bola hai ek try dene ko par mera bikul himmat nahi agey isko karne ka
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So basically, I used to be a mediocre student, slightly above average since my childhood. I would usually rank in the top 5 of my class, scoring around 87 or 89 in 7th or 8th grade. I always had this ambition to become a doctor ever since I was in 1st grade. My uncle is a radiologist who graduated from one of the prestigious colleges in India, so I thought I could follow in his footsteps and make my parents proud.
During 9th and 10th grade, the lockdown happened, and I don't know what went wrong. COVID struck right at the beginning of my 10th grade, wasting June away until it was finally understood by the end of July that I wouldn't be able to accomplish much. A new system was introduced in September-October with terms 1 and 2. By the end of term 1, I had barely covered half of my syllabus. Then came the board exams, and in February, the results of term 1 were out. Until then, I was completely carefree, indulging in CODM, PUBGM, and all sorts of distractions, even chatting with random people. But when the term 1 results showed only 70 marks, my family didn't say a word, but I was deeply depressed. I managed to recover in March and revised the syllabus rigorously in April, thanks to resources like Edumantra and Adda247. I scored 88% in total in the board exams, but I was still disappointed for some reason. Nonetheless, I took up the medical stream (PCB) despite my greater interest in subjects like Social Studies and Mathematics, especially in finance. I used to handle my grandfather's demat account since 7th grade, and I was fascinated by all of it.
Then came 11th grade, and I was doing well until I faced some issues in September, resulting in discontinuity in my coaching classes, and I started focusing on other things. I completed 11th grade, scoring approximately 58%. Before the beginning of 12th grade, I took a mock test conducted by my coaching center and scored 150, which was my worst phase. When 12th grade started, I began experiencing anxiety attacks suddenly—shivering and all—and I don't know what was happening. June passed, July came, and everything became normal again, but then I had to prepare for NEET. I resumed my coaching classes, studied properly, then had school pre-board exams and practicals. I couldn't make it to NEET; I am expecting around f450 marks, I scored 84% in the boards, which was okay, but I don't want to pursue NEET again. The trauma of scoring less and seeing my friends scoring so much more has left me exhausted. I want to do something related to the stock market or finance; I have some startup ideas, but currently, there are financial issues at home, so I can't ask my parents for funds. My dad suggests taking a drop, but I know I won't be able to do it. The new batch is starting from the 20th, but I'm not sure whether to continue with PCB or what to do next.
so before posting it was asking to add a tag of qualifications so i have cleared my 12th with 84 this year