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Why make it more confusing, it's already too much for new people. And bro, today was an example how could it ruin the match, changed the direction, possibly.
U can suggest better ideas. I can say all the wrong things might have happened in the production, but let's be honest, it all comes down to the storyline we were lacking. Maybe I'm not a fan of arm wrestling, cuz I really love watching certain individuals like Devon, Levan, Ermes, Genadi, John...

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Copy and pasted from what I sent in a discord server on the topic.
ZTD and possibly 999 Spoilers ahead
Carlos (Action Figure)- a type of doll that is meant to be posed at all main joints (head, shoulders, elbows, wrists, hips, knees, ankles, sometimes the waist) and be able to hold the pose, doesn't have any interchangeable parts and typically depicts more masculine figures (commonly superheros and other rigid designs such as mech suits are used as a basis as skin tight suits and armor are easier to model around posable joints than loose clothing)
Akane (Nendoroid)- Nendoroids are a type of collectable figure produced by Good Smile that are smaller than a standard figure often depicting characters in a "chibi" style. Most models also come with multiple replaceable parts including face plates for different poses and expressions. Good Smile did also release a general accessories pack to add extra little pieces to put on the Nendoroids which does include different color cat ears
Junpei (Voodoo Doll) - I'm sure most people already know what this is, I haven't done a lot of research on voodoo dolls or the cultures that may have used them so I don't want to say anything incorrect so imma say Google it in your own time if you wanna go in depth. This being used for Junpei is more than definitely a reference to the "For you" June doll in 999
Sean (Matryoshka)- also called a variety of names including Russian Nesting dolls, stacking dolls, and tea dolls. They were created with the intention of helping kids learn to count. Symbolically is used to represent a number of things including fertility, continuation of life, and less often; someone who is "two-faced" or has secrets.
Mira (dress up doll)- the image used in game most closely resembles a Bratz doll. Dress up dolls usually also have posable joints but the range of points of articulation varies greatly between specific models. The different outfits you can buy with them can be made from cloth and closed with velcro or be made from rubber with an open seam to slip on and off. Definitely made to be played with in a ton of scenarios that kids may come up with
Eric (baby doll)- this one doesn't require much explanation. Baby dolls were initially designed in the 1800s with ceramic heads and limbs attached to stuffed cloth torsos to be a part of "imaginative play" to give kids a more cuddly doll to use as a pretend baby instead of other common dolls that were completely made from hard material with no articulation. Modern baby dolls use soft plastic or rubber as an alternative to ceramic but still represents a baby to be taken care of. Not to be confused with "Reborn dolls" that are highly intricate pieces of art designed to look exactly like newborn babies.
Diana (Porcelain Doll)- Porcelain, while being a type of ceramic, is made from higher grade clays and fired at much hotter temperatures than normal ceramics. Dolls made from porcelain are made to be display pieces and not played with in the way a dress up doll or a baby doll would be. Antique porcelain dolls can sell for upwards of thousands of dollars (Diana's doll in mentioned to be made of bisque porcelain, which is what the most expensive porcelain doll, made in 1916 and sold for $300,000, was made of) and are rare due to porcelain being extremely susceptible to significant damage from minor trauma. They are the most used example of "Creepy dolls" used in media due to their glass eyes and typically blank expression.
Phi (Posable Paper doll)- most popular from the 1930s-1950s due to paper being a cheap and accessible resource during the depression era and world war 2. They were easy to mass produce using a printing press and were often found in old newspapers. Theyre used mostly nowadays as the easiest diy dress up doll as all you need is to just draw and cut out the clothes on another piece of paper and place it on top. For this reason they are also popular for fashion designers to work out how they want something to look like on a person (example: how long a skirt on a dress should be). Also used as puppets occasionally for indie animation due to their ease of use, small storage space required, and again, price. As mentioned by someone else, very very flammable.
Sigma (Nutcracker)- a number of jokes could be made here but I will refrain. Typically associated with the Christmas season and can be used to open nuts with harder shells but using their jaws. Original german Nutcrackers were designed off of people of power to give the common folk enjoyment of the idea of making the powerful work for them by "making them crack their 'hard nuts of life.'" Nutcrackers did not become associated with the Christmas season until they were used in the ballet "The Nutcracker" that opened the week before Christmas in 1892 and became massively popular in the 1940s when it started to be performed outside Russia. Nutcrackers are also used to represent good luck and frightening away evil spirits.
Zero II's doll found on a piece of paper in the Pod room looks to basically be a cloth or rag doll which can be used to symbolize a limp person who is unable to do anything (example: being paralyzed or in a vegetative state) which could be a little itty bitty hind sight nod to Delta spending all of Dcom and the decision game in the wheelchair believed to be incommunicable with before being outed as Zero II.

I believe anything can be healed, including psychosis. Even catatonic schizophrenia has been documented to be cured. I regard this as the most severe mental illness I've come across so far.
Psychosis and schizophrenia can be completely cured to the point of being unable to relate to having it. Never needing medication and no longer matching testing criteria. There is also research into schizophrenia having a higher cure rate without medication.
(However, the decision to come off or reduce meds must be carefully considered, the full responsibilities lies with you. Ensure appropriate supervision with your psychiatrist).
So how can psychosis (or schizophrenia) be completely healed?
By addressing limiting beliefs and traumatic memories. It might sound too simple, but I have found this to be true. I even watched a documentary about schizophrenia and how it can be cured with the right kind of (talking) therapy. I suspect this was drawing on conversational hypnosis techniques or some way of shifting perceptions.
My understanding is that certain limiting beliefs such as "The world is unsafe", "Nobody can be trusted" and "Everyone is out to hurt me" are part of a psychotic or schizophrenic person's inner world.
Unfortunately many aren't able to reach out or trust anyone due to these beliefs. However the ones that are ready and able to start to shift, I am here to support you.
Limiting beliefs can be addressed with The Lefkoe Method. In Morty Lefkoe's book, Recreate your Life, he mentions an individual he worked with as part of the study that was being conducted. (The Lefkoe Method was independently proven to reduce anxiety by 7/10 to 1.5/10). He was imprisoned or on parole and would take over a minute to answer simple questions. Clearly he was not quite of sound mind initially. After eliminating a few beliefs he started responding faster and opening up more.
PSYCH-K can help eliminate limiting beliefs and traumatic memories also. In fact, I've worked with someone with psychosis before and we were able to make enormous progress in just a few sessions. We were able to get her confusion down to 0/10 in one session if I recall correctly. Prior to working with me, she was hospitalised in mental institutions 3 times. After working with me, she hasn't needed to return. She confirmed our work together was "pretty effective", permanent and that she "just couldn’t seem to think of the memories properly" (the memories we addressed).
Hypnotherapy can normally be used for working with beliefs and memories. However, often hypnotherapists avoid psychotic and schizophrenic clients in order to not cause more harm.
PSYCH-K may be more useful than hypnosis in this case. Because we don't continue unless there is permission from your Superconscious mind granting that it is safe to proceed.
If you have psychosis or schizophrenia, and you're ready to start releasing this with me, DM me, and we can chat.

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Like title says, there’s things I want to discuss with my partner (the ‘what’ is irrelevant) but I’m at an impasse with his current head-space. We’ve been together for near 2 years, long-distance from the beginning (he’s in Canada, I’m in the US). This hasn’t posed as an issue in itself.
He’s fallen into a rut of depression. When we met he was always open and communicative, eager to make sure feelings were expressed and the relationship healthy. For months I’ve had things I’ve wanted to talk about concerning our relationship but the depression has worsened. To be fair, I also have struggled with being able to come forward with those subjects, in part due to the growing depression.
When I recently tried to speak with him about my feelings (not directly the relationship, just my emotions in that moment as I’ve also been going through some stuff recently) he said he didn’t have the capacity for it. He went on to admit that he’s suicidal every day and every night. He’s been seeing a therapist again for a couple months now and he’s trying to bounce back.
It hurts my heart that he’s stuck in this pit and there’s little I can do from a thousand kilometers away. I love this man more than life itself and I want to support him, keep him healthy. However, I also have these feelings and expectations in the relationship that are festering in me and eating me up, and in turn make me less than I should be to help him too. It’s been months and I feel if I keep saying nothing it’ll go on forever. I don’t want to be selfish, please give me advice
Do I stop trying? And if so, when is too long?

Hi all. I have two questions I’m hoping you can help with. The first three photos were taken from an estimator, so the comments noted are what they intended on doing.
First issue/background: We bought this house a month ago and weren’t too concerned about the dip from the garage to the driveway, but now we are. We are in Iowa, so the brutal weather has us thinking we need to take some steps. On the left side, there is a 2” drop from the garage to the driveway. On the right. It’s about 1-1.5”. The driveway is in immaculate condition otherwise, and the previous owners poured the third slab with everything was settled. What is the best way to fix this? We’ve gotten quotes for Polyfoam and mud jacking. That seems a viable option for us, but I’m worried it doesn’t work?
Second issue: The garage floor is deteriorated at the opening and makes it so the overhead doesn’t sit even. What is the best fix for this? My worry is that it will be exposed to snow and rain, a simple patch won’t hold up. Or maybe it will?
Thanks in advance!

I've been reflecting a lot lately on the role of language in our society, especially Darija, the Algerian Arabic dialect. While Darija is rich in colloquial expressions and daily communication, I feel it often falls short when it comes to expressing deeper emotions and complex feelings.
In my opinion, this limitation in emotional expression might be contributing to some of the social and relational issues we see in our society. It feels like there is a gap when it comes to discussing emotions openly and honestly, which might lead to misunderstandings and emotional struggles.
I'd love to hear your thoughts on this. Do you think Darija's limitations affect our ability to connect with one another on a deeper level? How do you think this impacts our relationships and emotional well-being as a society? Are there ways we can bridge this gap and improve emotional communication?

Bought a XL EM-C about a month ago mainly for Tac FPS use due to my Ninjutso NPC and Vaxee PA Funspark feeling too slow for my liking. Overall, I like the feeling of having less static friction and higher dynamic friction for Tac FPS games. The humidity resistance is also amazing since I live in a high humidity area. However, the smaller amount static friction is proving to be a bit difficult for me to hit some easy to hit shots despite using the pad consistently and working exclusively on my first shot accuracy on it. A problem I do not encounter much on slower pads.
I know people recommend to push your mouse into the pad to get more control but I am not a fan of this method at all as it’s very uncomfortable for me and I prefer to hold my mouse with as little to no tension as possible. Was just curious if there’s any other ways I can maybe combat the lesser static friction without also affecting the dynamic friction. Would like to keep using this pad as I enjoy all the other characteristics of it, but at the end of the day I value my performance most so I’m also open to other pad suggestions if they are humidity resistant as well.

I am trying really hard and keep slipping up, I get like 6 or 7 days and think, "oh, I'm doing great, no longer drinking every day, no longer drinking before work or at work, I'm doing great, I have tomorrow off, so it's okay to drink tonight, and I am literally begging myself not to stop at the store omw home and yet I still do every fee days... I don't even want to drink, I sometimes even buy beers and never open them and throw them away, I'm doing a better job at tackling the chemical addiction than the habitual addiction, can anyone help? Even just a little advice would be so much appreciated...

Hi Everyone, wanted to get some advice on Japan language school and career.
A little bit about me. I’m currently a 24yr old residing in California, working as a business analyst at a small local supply chain company remotely. I am a dual citizen in both U.S. and Japan. I am fluent in Mandarin Chinese and obviously English. Both my parents are trilingual (English, Chinese, Japanese). My Japanese level is basically nonexistent, I can understand certain words and phrases based on conversations between my parents and family since I was born. I have visited family in Japan plenty of times and understand the culture.
My parents have always regretted not teaching me Japanese and lately it has caught up with me. They brought up attending a language school in Japan for two years to learn the language. I do want to experience living in Japan in the future and potentially residing there if I love it vs living in the Southern California. As a 24yr old fresh out of college (Degree in economics from University of California) what is holding me back is building my career, 4yr relationship with my GF who I see marrying. My main concern is definitely not building up my resume yet, moving to Japan and not being able to find a job as easily. Furthermore, if I end up not loving living in Japan, coming back to the U.S. at 27 and finding jobs with an experience of a 24yr old. Obviously,doing long distance with my girlfriend will be tough (which I haven’t brought up the thought of me going yet), but we both have talked about moving to Japan in the future when we get married given my citizenship status.
The two options that I see are: going to language school for two years (halting my career, leaving my GF), or staying in the U.S. (build my career, move out with GF, learning Japanese by myself and speaking with my parents regularly for conversational skills)
Would love to hear opinions and experiences! Thank you!

I felt annoyed but good about this...
Was at the bridge with 2 other people. Now... the bridge can save up to 3 people, but knowing full well that 75% of the people playing right now a friggin' noobs who are going to charge in and break it... when the gate opened despite my trying to impart on them that crouching was required, I waited for them to go in first without me and hung behind to see what happened. Hoping they'd crouch, but subconsciously knowing better.
Naturally, they charged in on foot, little bit of walking, little bit of running - They broke the bridge - BUT... they both made it out - Because I DIDN'T FOLLOW THEM AND OVERBURDEN THE BRIDGE WITH THE WEIGHT OF 2 RUNNING IDIOTS AND A THIRD PERSON CROUCHING BEHIND THEM LIKE HE'S SUPPOSED TO!! ...
But as luck would have it... Karma had my back. I picked up the sparkplug I'd previously thrown on the ground nearby (in the optimistic hope we'd actually ALL use the bridge)... continued on my way down the road a spell... and happened upon a gassed up boat to put it in. *Thumbs up*
My only regret is that I rewarded them with escape for being stupid.

okay ik this might be a very stupid question but, basically rn we are studying child language acquisition, and I need to determine this girls language stage ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0KtGQHVGqk ) this is the video, you would assume that she is in the one word stage, but I wanna say that she is in the 2 word stage because in the one word stage, one word can be very subjective, this means that it could mean many things, when she uses ‘yes’ and ‘no’, this demonstrates, immediate agreement or refusal, and is objective, thus making her in the 2 word stage of her language acquisition, and also she is 3 years old to.... can u guys pls give me your opinions!!

I am not entirely sure how to write this so please excuse the word vomit that is about to happen. Thank you.
I am an 18 year old online college student and I've always had a bit of trouble making friends and being able to keep them. My anxious tendency's make it hard for me to fully understand why someone would truly want to be my friend. I'm in therapy trying to work this my issues and trying to find better ways of communication. While I've only been in therapy for a short while I, personally, feel like made a ton of progress. I have contacted old friends and have made a couple new ones. I wouldn't go as far to say that I don't struggle with responding but I eventually will.
A big part of my anxiety is that I might take up "too much space", that my behavior would be "too much", that I would be annoying, and ultimately that people would hate be and I'd be lonely. My anxiety sometimes blinds me and I can't tell who I can and can't trust. I see the word alone being used a lot when people use it to describe how they feel but I don't feel alone. The word alone in the dictionary reads "having no one present" and the work lonely in the dictionary reads "without companions; solitary; cut off from others". I believe that the word lonely fits the description of my feeling better than alone. I know that I enjoy my alone time - my space - but for a long time I couldn't tell the difference between the two.
The first time I ever really felt my anxiety was in middle school. My younger self was much more open and optimistic than I am now. I still had that child-like wonder and sense of safety; like nothing could ever go wrong. I wish that feeling never left. As it is for most people, middle school was horrible. I remember being eccentric, happy, and very talkative. This was a direct hit for those "mean girl clicks" everyone had encountered in middle school. At that time I never really understand how cruel the world could truly be. This was the moment I truly felt the anxiety click in, hearing people talk behind your back then be so loving and caring to your face.I won't say that I am a saint because I know that I have also had rude conversations behind peoples backs and I can say nothing eats me alive more then knowing how rude I was. I know that it is almost impossible to get people to not talk about you behind your back, it happens to everyone but this never stopped me from trying.
Those "mean girl clicks" used to talk about how I'm too loud, annoying, they hated my hair, the way I dressed, etc. And I can positively say this went on with me though my entire life. I started dressing in all black, I would speak unless spoken to, I would keep my opinion to myself unless cued otherwise; I did all of this and more just to try and keep the attention off of me. I would keep a book with me at all times so I didn't disrupt anyone so that wouldn't be annoying. I was so fearful of seeing self-centered, being too much to handle, annoying, egotistical, and entitled to how much damage I was doing to my self worth in the long run. I wanted to so anything to avoid being those words because I thought that it would earn me friends; I thought that it would finally make me worthy.
All of this is to say that this was of living followed me though my life. Anytime someone needed something I was the first to volunteer, I wanted to help everyone in every way I could, I wanted to be a natural friend of people. A neutral friend - someone who was like enough to keep around but not noticeable enough to be talked about behind their back. I did this with everyone I met at school, work, family, etc. With this my therapist has helped me open up more and I've gotten more comfortable with myself and the fact that it's okay for me to take up space. However, I am still very aware of how I am acting and how I might be perceived. I think three times about what I am going to say before I say it to make sure I don't say anything that can hurt someone. Does it still accidentally happen, yes, but I am always empathic about it and I always apologize.
I have been in a bit of a job switch recently and I am working with people much older than me and I have had a hard time with management. My most recent bosses and have rude, unforgiving, and disrespectful. Now I understand that not all jobs will be perfect and for the most part you just have to deal with it but as I've said above I take comments that are made to me seriously. I know this can be a bad thing to do but my anxiety had a tendency to pick it up and run with it. My employer makes the schedule on a monthly basis, I am a full-time employee, and for the past two months I have worked 20-25 days each month and now the new schedule (June) I am only scheduled to work for 11 days. With quick math working 11 days can't pay my car insurance let alone the car note. I was understandably, in my opinion, upset and I took it up with them the next day so that I was not speaking out of anger in the moment. When I brought it up to my employer the next morning they told me that 30% of my productivity can from them helping me and the other 70% came from me working alone. I was essentially told that my productivity level was too low and that if I wanted to work more then I need to "prove myself". This honestly stirred a lot of my past worried and anxieties about never be good enough and not being worthy. And while that's not what was explicitly said it is what my anxiety heard.
When I finally got home (I live with a relative) they asked me what was wrong and I had explained the situation with that and I that I felt like I was being productive and trying my hardest. They had brought up the idea that my productivity level might be the issue and when I asked further I was met with one of the more gut-wrenching comments I have ever had anyone say about me. They told me that I act entitled. I have been called many things but for be being called entitled, one of the very things I have tried so hard not to be, it completely broke me inside. I have entered a few inserts below about my "Being Entitled" search.
Entitled - Adjective - Google Definition

• Believing oneself to be inherently deserving of privileges or special treatment.

What does it mean to be entitled? - Cambridge.org

• Feeling that you have the right to do or have what you want without having to work for it or deserve it just because you are who you are.

How do entitled people behave? - Well Mind Article

• Demanding special treatment, expecting others to do things for you, not showing gratitude, and the need for constant adornment.

Example of being entitled - Psychologytoday.org

• You see your own interest more interesting than others. See your goal and desires to be more valid than others. You disregard rules that are intended for everyones comfort.

What does entitled mean as an insult?

• In many cases, describing someone as entitled may be a criticism of their behavior or attitude, suggesting that they display a lack of humility or an unrealistic sense of self-importance.

With going though and finding all of these articles describing what an entitled person acts like I don't think that I fit into this category. I try so hard to make everyone happy to make sure that their days are going good. I have always shown gratitude when someone does something for me and I have a tendency to say that "I am sorry" even if it has nothing to do with me. They called me entitled on Monday the 27th of May and it is not June 2nd and I never received an apology. This evening I brought it up during a discussion and they asked if it was really still think about it. Part of me wanted to say no that it was just a joke, bottle it up, and move on but I didn't. Instead I said, yes I am, you never said sorry for being rude me, and all they said was that they were being honest. I told them I understand honesty but they could have brought it up in a nice more adult manner. They brushed me off and told be I was being a baby about it that I should take it for face value and "re-evaluate myself". They were never specific about any time I was acting "entitled". When I brought up why it was rude to me and that it was a main center point for my anxiety and that my therapist was helping me finally get through it; they told be that my therapist can't be the only person I talk to about my feelings. They told me that this is not what she is here for. That I needed to talk to my friends and family instead. But this is the problem, I thought that I was so safe with this relative (emotions wise) and now I have been proven wrong so I don't see any reason I would open up to them now. I also brought up the point that it is hard for me to make friends. They looked and me and said well I try and get you to go out to clubs and events but I just don't find it easy to make friends like that. I like quiet spaces where things are calm but even in settings like those it's so hard for me to make friends.
They still never apologized and I truly don't think that they will. I've been dwelling on their comment about me being entitled everyday. And everyday it makes me more and more anxious, I've noticed myself being more secluded to avoid stepping on anyones toes. I think what I am looking for here is opinions that aren't mine or theirs. I know that was a lot to read but if you did I would appreciate some feedback. Do I seem entitled? Do I deserve an apology? How do I deal with something like this because I am completely lost.
Thank you for reading my word-vomit <3

hi everyone!
so in simplest terms, here is what has been happening:
have been having chronic stomach pain with constipation in the beginning but now it is diarrhea. have been working with gi for years now and have done a thorough workup. only thing that is found is anemia that does not go away with iron pills at all and only iv iron, and a high esr rate.
after having scopes, they have seen EVERYTHING (yes even the small intestine) 3 times now. and it is all normal with biopsies.
and about 1 year ago, i started getting back pain when i need to bend down to grab something, etc.
then it started in the hips and the back pain went away, the hips kept getting worse so i told my primary doctor, she sent me to physical therapy and a 4-6 sessions later, no significant improvement, i was then sent to orthopedics, then sports med (even though its not a sports injury), sports med did rheumatology blood test workup which was all negative (ana, hla-b27, rheumatoid factor, anti-ccp) so we did a pelvis mri with and without contrast.
this is what they saw:
Enthesitis at bilateral greater trochanters and possibly also iliac crests. Mild iliac crest apophysitis.
Fatty proliferation within the mesocolon and mesorectum are findings typically seen in Crohn's disease,
my sports med recommended i work with gi to find the inflammation in my gut that may be causing the hip issues. gi was already doing more scopes so we were hoping to find something that will account for both issues but it was once again negative.
gi referred me to a rheumatologist.
rheumatology thinks that enthesitis is sometimes found in normal patient mri's as well. though, since i am having pain right where the mri is showing enthesitis it may be what's causing it. anyways, he wanted me to try meloxicam, tried it for about 1 - 1 1/2 months with no improvement (in the first few days it helped a little but it stopped helping within those first few days)
i also had some hand pain, my rheumatologist ordered hand xrays which showed possible periarticular demineralization. because of this, he ordered a hand mri (with and without contrast) which was normal, there was a cyst in my wrist but i think my rheumatologist says it should not be causing pain in my hands
we did another mri of the hips (with and without contrast) and it shows:
Enthesitis at the gluteal insertion on the greater trochanters.
Similar mild fatty proliferation of the mesocolon and mesorectum. Mild apparent rectal wall thickening and enhancement is likely exaggerated by underdistention, however clinical correlation is needed.
because of this my rheumatologist said we can try enbrel but i did research and in some cases enbrel can cause or provoke ibd so if i already had that then it could potentially worsen it. so we went with humira + hydroxycloriquine which is what i am on now.
i am talking to my gi with my anal symptoms and the rectal mri findings but he said they are non-specific and there wasn't enough contrast. i messaged him again asking what i should do about anal symptoms so will hopefully hear back from him soon.
in the meantime, this is my 2nd week on humira + hydroxycloriquine, and my rheumatologist wants to try this for 3 months.
does this look like ankylosing spondylitis? i also heard ankylosing spondylitis is a diagnosis of exclusion, is that true? i also know that some times patients with this condition have enthesitis, is it possible i just have enthesitis wthout other common issues found in ankylosing spondylitis? also what is the treatment for this, i know that it is an autoimmune disease so i am guessing same treatment as what i am on now? and what is the diagnostic criteria for this, do i meet it at this time?
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I am having one of the worst nights ever and really need to rant about this to try and make me feel better. Trigger warning that this is an upsetting post. Yesterday was my husband’s cousin’s high school graduation so we left our house yesterday at 2pm-ish to be there in time and we were staying the weekend and spend it with family. Before we left we made sure to set the AC for 72°F so that the pets wouldn’t be too hot. Today around noon my partner and I checked our pet came that was set up (we recently got a new banded gecko and wanted to be able to check in on him) and realized our gecko was in a strange position. We kept an eye on it throughout the day because he doesn’t move much during daylight however as night approached he was still not moving. My husband and I decided to head home early to check on him as we were very concerned. The drive was quite long and we didn’t get home until about 11:45pm. As we opened the door to our apartment we realized it was VERY hot in the apartment, over 95°F. Our poor baby banded gecko did not make it and neither did our goldfish. We have been rushing around cooling down the apartment and other pets. At this time everyone else seems to be okay and we were able to put in an old AC unit that we owned from our old place. I think the part that pisses me off the most is that the so called emergency maintenance man told us that he could do nothing and to “have a good night”. He is lucky that my partner was the one on the phone. I am beside myself upset and have no one I can reach out to for support. My hope is by writing this post I can get out some of my anger around the situation.
Also just a note that about a week or so ago the apartment complex did checks to “make sure everything was in working order” yet my AC that was set to 72°F somehow malfunctioned and created a sauna in my apartment.

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