I'll start by telling a bit about myself. So I'm a 24 year old man, and I've been an atheist for most of my life. I was born in a Christian family, and I was baptized when I was a baby. We used to go to church from my school during different celebrations like easter and christmas for example, and every week we had some church people come to give us a 15min lecture about Jesus and Christianity to our school. I also had my confirmation at the age of 15.
Despite all the efforts, I never really believed in God, I've always tried to be a good person just in case, but never truly believed. Well that changed two years ago. It was a slow change at first obviously because I had never believed, but especially this year and at the end of last year my faith has grown a lot, and now I can fully say that I believe in God and Jesus.
What changed my mind then? It was the New World Order that I mentioned in the title. During Covid, I really started questioning stuff, and the more I looked into it, the more I found out about the World that I never would've believed. Finally I heard about the New World Order. I started to look into it, about what it is, why do people believe in it etc.
I found out that the people in power want the New World Order to happen, and they are doing a lot of stuff behind the scenes to make it happen. Long story short, I started to believe that it's really happening. I began to learn symbolism, and started noticing how all the people in power keep constantly doing them. At first I thought it's just a coincidence, everyone could be pictured doing some kind of symbolism with freezing a video or taking a picture at a wrong time, right?
I didn't want to accept the truth, but there it was, right in my face, I kept seeing the symbolism they did constantly, and eventually had to accept it.
Well, what kind of symbolism they do, and what does it have to do with me starting to believe in God? Good question.
The symbolism they do, are mostly freemasonic symbols and satanic symbols. The more I saw, the more I started to realise that the people in power see satan as their god.
Well after that it was easy, if satan is real, then God has to be real as well. And that is how I found God and started to believe in him.
And now I want to know, if there is anyone else who sees the evil in the world that is about to happen. I would appreciate any questions or comments regarding this subject.
I must mention in the end, that the whole process has taken over 4 years, it was impossible to tell everything that has happened during this time. Also, I did not just read twitter, facebook or some shady websites, I am not brainwashed by any individuals. I read all of these things from official websites, for example government websites, World Economic Forum website, and other websites like that.

Hey guys! Probably long post ahead.
Just finished the game so I want to share my experience + some thoughts. Maybe I am just talking into the void here and nobody will read this. But I dont mind. Typing these kind of essays improves my english, so whatever =D
I've read some other threads where I've seen a couple of peeps being annoyed with all these: "Game is too easy, beat Isshin on my first try!" "Game is too hard and unbalanced!" "Heard this game is going to crush me? Thoughts?" "I killed Sword Saint Isshin on my first try using bananas as controller!" ... ... threads.
And there will be elements of the above here. Well ... some of them. So if you are living on this subreddit and these types of posts annoy you, then consider this as a disclaimer and just skip this thread.
I am not a pro when it comes to these games, but I do love the Souls-Franchise. I've put 200 hrs into DS 1, 800 hrs into DS 3 and 1500 hrs into Elden Ring. Most of it being PvE. Tried my luck with DS 2 but quit around the spider boss. Game just felt weird to me. Combat wasnt enjoyable. I still struggle with a lot of bosses, but I just love the atmosphere and lore of these games, that's why I keep playing them.
I skipped Sekiro because it didnt look like Souls to me - plus there was all this: "This game is super difficult!" talk. Obviously as a Dark Souls fan I am used to that, but Souls games aren't really THAT difficult and I think that there is an element of people acknowledging it. Most weapons "triviliaze" the game. Then you'll have some OP weapon arts/ashes of war, optional summons, you get the idea. Basically an optional "easy mode". I remember the streamer Asmongold killing the abyss watchers in 2 trys with Vordts hammer and his fans just lost it. "OP weapon!" "Overleveled!" ... No, this is just how these games sometimes are.
With Sekiro you dont really have these things, and I just kept reading and hearing about how over-the top the difficulty is - which threw me off. I mean, just look at one of the top posts on this subreddit. This Kai Cenat kid wants to play Sekiro and people are like: "HE WONT SURVIVE THIS GAME!" Didnt he fight Malenia without any bs? Just simple, melee combat? He'll do fine. But similiar posts like these a few years ago made me not wanting to play this game.
Also I did prefer the slow-dance of souls games where Sekiro and Bloodborne seemed very fast-paced, which made me a bit nervous at first.
Fast forward. One month til Elden Ring DLC comes out and I have nothing to do gaming wise. Friend gifted me Sekiro so I was like: Fuck it.
Besides being an incredible experience (I really enjoyed this game) it turned out that it wasn't even that difficult.
I went in blind. Somewhat blind. I googled "How to achieve the best ending" to do all that weird snake-rice-riddle stuff and sometimes I would get stuck not knowing where to go next, which also lead to a quick online search. I didnt google any boss related stuff but I remember headlines or statements from gamers/streamers like: "Lady Butterfly made me quit!" or "I was stuck on Demon of Hatred for weeks!" so I felt a bit angsty. Thoughts like "I'll be stuck here for weeks and then ragequit and feel bad about it" or "I wont be able to keep up with these bosses" went through my head.
Then I encountered these bosses and it was fine. 2 trys for Lady Butterfly. 45 minutes for Demon of Hatred. 4-5 hours for Sword Saint Isshin. Slave Knight Gael is my fav souls boss "of all time" and fighting Genichiro at the castle-top made me realize that almost every boss feels like fighting Gael here, which was awesome.
This seemed like my dream game. (Sadly it was a bit short, though. Hope there'll be a Sekiro 2 or something like that. Correct me if I am wrong, but heard that there will be no DLC.)
Everything felt fair. I was always in control. No death felt cheap. It was always my fault. And even better: Every boss was enjoyable. I even love Demon of Hatred, which after some research afterwards feels like it's an unpopular opinion.
After dying to this boss 1-2 times I realized that I was fighting a Dark Souls 3 "Demon Prince"'ish DLC boss here, where I have to dodge instead of deflecting ... and it worked out. I had fun. Saw people claiming that "without the fire umbrella it's almost impossible". I didnt even have that unlocked. Dont even know where I would use that. Just charge between his legs and keep hitting him. Dodge to the sides whenever he's trying to kick you. Worked out perfectly fine.
Besides the sword saint who took a bit of learning - the most struggeling I've had was with my first Headless encounter in the hidden forest. I ran out of Divine Confetti and didnt have the purple umbrella. 2 hits and I was dead. Terror feels stupid. His attacks switch between massive delay and coming out almost instantly. The only upside was the anal-play. And there was a lot of it. Running out of confetti and going like: Welp, here I go grinding again - felt bad.
Fighting the second one with the purple umbrella made me realize that it triviliazes the fight. Also I "could" just have waited and fought him later, when confetti was purchable at the merchant. But obviously you learn these kind of things afterwards.
Besides the 4 monkey-riddle encounter (which was just a bit boring and took me like 10 minutes to find all of them) the only boss encounter I didnt like was the headless ape + ape waifu one.
1vX encounters are rarely fun. And I just fought the guardian ape. So "here he goes again but this time with a buddy" felt cheap.
There's also this "clicking" talk I remember. Everytime someone would bring up Sekiro you had someone say: "The game felt horrible as a souls fan but then it clicks and then you really enjoy it" - you probably know what I am talking about. You see this talk everywhere when Sekiro gets brought up.
I think I know what people mean by this. Except for the first half. The game was fine. It was fine at the start, and it was fine at the end. Sure, there was a big point of improvement - and I think that this was the "clicking" for me.
Fighting O'rin of the Water and the corrupted monk (illusion) afterwards made me a better Sekiro player. Instead of running around like a crazy maniac, chasing bosses, trying to dodge and deflect at the same time - hectically mashing the "B" button to Mikiri-counter ... I'd just chill.
Less button inputs. Boss swings? Parry. Red symbol flashes? "After this combat it's always a thrust" - so - delay, B, Mikiri. Instead of hopping over horizontal swipes, leaping halfway across the room, just chill, A, stomp on their head. Less, controlled inputs - instead of trying running around like a headless chicken.
The game felt slower the longer I'd play - which made it easier. There was no reason to panic. No long run-backs after bosses. I could just live in the moment and enjoy every of these fights.
I am not sure if I enjoy this game over Elden Ring (because I like the build variety and lore a bit more there), but the combat system and the bosses are 12/10. Game deserved the GOTY award.
My most enjoyable bosses were: 1) Genichiro 2) Corrupted Monk 3) Sword Saint Isshin (1 and 3 could switch)
My least favorite bosses were: 1) Team Rocket (Ape version) 2) That one drunk-big-sword guy miniboss in the yard with all the redguard-npc around him
tldr; Love this game. Best combat system out of all the soulsborne games I know of. But people going like: "This game is super difficult! You'll have a hard time! You'll quit!" made me not want to play it until a friend gifted me the game recently. Guess that's on me, though. Should have just ignored these people and just tried it myself.
But even if you struggle - and people tend to struggle in these kinds of games a lot - it's somehow fun. This is the only souls game where struggling was fun.
Even after 4 hrs of dying to Sword Saint Isshin I never had a: "I want this to be over" moment. I enjoyed every moment of it.
If you made this far: Thanks for reading, even if you disagree.
Were your thoughts after finishing your first Sekiro run similiar? Would love to hear your story. =D

Dear Nash…

I should start off by explaining myself..

Hi I’m Meave (I am 5’3, I have natural dirty blonde hair but I dye my hair black, with Hazel eyes but the kind where you can only tell in natural light.) I work as an assistant general manager of a gym and I am only nineteen. I moved out of My parents before I turned eighteen so I’ve been on my own for a little bit. Now before this story unfolds, I know these truths : I am not a good person, I know my actions have consequences, I am not innocent, I make tons of mistakes and I try my best to learn from everything in my life but I can’t always do that. I am not writing this for you to sympathize with me, I’m writing it so that you see my perspective. So you (Nash) know how I viewed you this whole time.
At this point in my life I met Axel, Axel was kind of an accident if you could call him that. Axel would come into the gym every day with his friend Dominic. Starting off I had a big crush on Dominic (Dominic was 5 '5 Blonde hair, Baby Blue eyes and to best describe it he had a medium build.) The minute Dominic would step in the building my face would be so red it was obvious I was flustered. I gave Dominic my snapchat and he added me a week later, we talked and I tried flirting with him. It worked because he flirted back but I never got asked out, I was confused. Until he posted a picture of him and his girlfriend. I was shocked. I didn't know what to do and out of embarrassment, and the feeling of being undesirable I texted Axel on Facebook. Axel asked me for my snapchat and on Snapchat asked me questions about myself, truly got to know me and flirted with me. He asked for a “tattoo tour” Which I told him I could do but would be slightly inappropriate. He said it was preferred that way which was obvious his intentions at that point. The next day Axel and I hung out. Axel kissed me the Minute I stepped out of the car, I said “oh wow I never did this before so I thought this was going to be awkward..” Axel responded with “There is no awkwardness when it comes to me, don't worry.” After we would “hang out" He brought me a glass of water and asked me if I wanted any fruits, which was an odd question to me because I didn't think that was normal I guess. I only ever had strawberries, kiwis, grapes and bananas so when he offered me blueberries I had to shamefully tell him how I never had them before. He brought me some and told me not to worry if I didn’t like them he would eat them. I actually enjoyed them. After that night it kinda became our thing, I believe we roughly met up three more times; Spanning over a couple of weeks. Every Time I saw him He gave me a new fruit, I might have actually developed feelings overtime for him. As I prefer to have permanent connections with people but that was only if I could get past his looks and focus on his personality. Problem was his personality, his narcissistic tendencies were only reminding me of Orion (Orion was my first boyfriend and ex-fiance.. Yes I was engaged. He was 6’2, Blonde hair and he had ocean blue eyes, but this isn’t about Orion let's get back to the story at hand). At one point Axel even called his mom, flipping out because he couldn’t get the netflix login to show me the new batman movie. I was definitely grossed out but I left it alone because we weren’t together. Me and Axel stopped hanging out for a good month or more at this point ( I had told my friends that he had given me the ick way too many times), I decided to drive up to New York to get my adopted sister Celeste, Celeste was beautiful but had a tough upbringing. I thought I could help her by bringing her home. I think I wanted to help Celeste more than she ever wanted from me though if I’m honest. The first month of Celeste being in town she made tons of friends, one of them made music his name was Dean. I finished up my workshift one night and randomly called Celeste asking her to come with me to Walmart, which was odd since it would require me to backtrack but something told me I needed her. She agreed, which she usually doesn’t like to do, so I feel this moment was fate. We were leaving walmart when Dean was entering, Dean was with a friend, He produced for Dean. His name was Nash, Nash and Dean were excited to talk to celeste as they had been talking about making a song recently. I was busy and uninterested so I walked to my car, I realized I shouldn’t be leaving Celeste with two random men, so I put my bags in the car and walked back over. I walked into their conversation asking Celeste to come over that night to make a song (it was already ten at night). She looked at me pleadingly and asked me to go too. I agreed because I would never leave a female alone with two men. So we left to go to Nash’s Studio
We got to Nash’s Studio and I was trying to convince Celeste to talk to Nash since I thought he was cute. Nash (He had long blonde hair with blue eyes, but Nash would always say his eyes were gray not blue) I found him to be the most intriguing human I had ever met, I always hated long hair on men, but I loved him the way he was when I met him. Now Celeste had reminded me she had a boyfriend, she was frustrated with me. So I told her I was sorry and I then proceeded to introduce myself to Nash. I might be delusional but I could swear I saw his eyes light up when I sat next to him. I asked Nash about his profession, I asked him how he got into music and if he ever made his own songs. Nash showed me his songs but he swore he hated them, I reassured him. I asked him how he did it and he explained the whole process. Nash and I stayed up until five in the morning on a work night talking about everything. We clicked immediately, we had so much in common. Both being middle children with terrible past relationships. Nash was caring and considerate. Nash asked me where I worked and if I knew his brother, when he said Axel's name I knew…I didn’t think Nash had shared feelings for me so I didn’t tell him of the past I shared with Axel. I left that night and I brought home with me an understanding of spiritual intimacy, I felt understood for once in my life. Nash then texted me the next day asking if he could hear me sing something in his studio that night. I told him how I had stage fright so it had to be just him “I trust your producer ears” I said. He sent me a smiley face and agreed. Later that night he told me had to go pick up his friend from the airport and had to cancel but he texted me stating “unless you want to ride to the airport, which could be really boring”. I told him I kind of just wanted to talk to him more so I was okay with going with him. He picked me up in his moms car, he seemed nervous as he tried to figure out his GPS but also excited. He told me straight outwardly that he had feelings for me. I was shocked, I had never been with someone so sure of their own feelings. I told him I was interested in pursuing him as well, he had put his hand on my lap. I was so giddy, I believed this would last. Everything was great until the realization of Nash and Axel having the same last name….. I told Nash that I was friends with his brother. They were brothers, I would be wrong to keep it from him. That night as it came to an end, Nash and I somehow ended up on his couch cuddling, we even shared a kiss. My whole work shift I was thinking about the kiss Nash and I shared, and the elephant in the room. By the end of my shift I knew I had to tell Nash and I knew what that meant. I was crying my whole shift. I texted Nash and told him we needed to talk about something Important, in person. He questioned me and he was nervous, I felt like shit. By the end of the night I got to his house and we sat down in his studio. I couldn’t look him in the face, I was ashamed. I started to cry and told him I didn't want him to feel bad just because I was crying. I then told him about me and Axel’s past. To my dismay Nash cried. He was just as hurt as me, I apologized and told him I was a terrible person. How I was trying to follow my faith more and I keep falling further and further from it. Nash told me that he hoped I could understand but he couldn’t facilitate a relationship with someone who once found his brother attractive. I shook my head, I asked him if we could at least be friends as I truly valued him as a friend. He said he needed time because it's hard for him to be friends with someone he had feelings for. I told him I understood and I left, we didn't speak all day. I cried my whole work shift, after work I started painting the house I just bought, my first night in the house. Nash texted me and asked if he could drop off celestes chargers and if we could talk when he got here. I agreed. Nash pulled in and we went for a drive, Nash asked me about Mine and Axel’s past. He asked if I ever had feelings for Axel and wanted to be with him. I expressed to him how Axel wasn’t my personality type, so I would never be interested. I expressed How he was barely even my type and I did it out of slight desperation. Nash and I talked for thirty minutes about this, He then brought me home and came inside with me. Nash and I sat on the floor of my empty living room, talking about everything. We laid down and stared at my ceiling, Nash said he felt pathetic. I asked why and he stated “I’ve been trying to feel bothered by you and Axel, but I can't. I think you truly regret it and I want to be with you”. I responded stating 'you're not pathetic, you are caring.’ Nash then kissed me. I thought time stopped and That's all I wanted, I wanted to be stuck in that moment forever.
Everytime Nash kissed me, he would grab my face with both his hands as if I was the most fragile thing in the world. Nash and I spent everyday together. We went to Dean's house together and I signed Dean's pizza poster. Dean said I’m an official friend so I was allowed, Dean was a great friend during all of this. I was hanging out with Nash one day and my dad called me asking to pick up his groceries because he started drinking and forgot. I asked Nash if it was okay and he agreed. I was slightly panicked because my father had never met any of my boyfriends before. Not even my Ex-fiancé. Nash helped carry the bags in and shook my dads hand. My dad, being old him, was drunk and gave Nash his whole life's story… My dad told Nash how he dropped out in high school to take care of my mother and her newborn. I watched as Nash got excited, and asked what grade he dropped out. Nash found out they both dropped out Junior year, Nash was worried my dad would judge him for it and was relieved to hear my dad wasn't going to be disappointed. It made me happy to see my dad and Nash getting to know each other, it all felt real after that.
Nash and I shared so many special and important moments, we had so many serious conversations and started to build a real foundation to our relationship. I was hypersexual and Nash realized it quickly.. He didn't have a problem with it and he actually stated how he would have to be the one in past relationships to introduce the intimate parts of the relationship. Making him feel undesirable. One night I was cuddling Nash and asked if we could be intimate; He looked at me and asked me if I had ever been shown love without the expectation of more. I thought for a second and realized I hadn’t, so I replied with a simple “no”. He said “let's just cuddle and watch movies tonight. I don't want you to feel like all I want you for is intimacy.” I didn’t realize until after reflecting on our conversations Nash thought I regretted being with him, Which he was so utterly wrong about. I know I made him feel that way when I would cry about us not being “official” but sleeping together. Nash said he had been thinking about it a lot and I didn't realize what kind of damage I did by wording it that way. I never regretted him, I regretted Axel and I was full of shame. I just wanted to be with Nash and not keep it a secret. Nash tried to tell Axel, Axel reacted badly. Nash said “Maeve is coming over tonight…” This was the first time Axel found out we were hanging out. Axel’s face turned red and he responded with “You know I F*cked her right?!”. Nash was slightly embarrassed and said “yea, she told me.” Axel said “Did you f*ck her…” Nash sighed “yes..”. I didn't know this was the conversation when I walked in.. Axel looked me dead in the eyes and said “speak of the devil''. I awkwardly chuckled and said “hi”. Axel and Nash wrapped up their conversation and I went with Nash into his room. Nash and I were talking when Axel yelled for him.. From the other room Axel asked Nash to not let me spend the night.. When Nash told me I felt disgusted and Ashamed, I guess that was the point for Axel. Which I should have expected, Axel was a narcissist and there was no hiding that side of him, I could tell he didn't know he was though. I damaged Axels Ego because without the knowledge of Nash. I texted Axel the night I told Nash everything and I told Axel how I was feeling.. I said to Axel “I just wanna be honest with you really quickly. Hanging Out with Nash I developed feelings for him, I already told him about us hooking up, which means he no longer wants to be involved with me, with that being said I cannot ever see you again. Knowing how I feel now. You're a good person but I genuinely feel I wish I had met Nash before ever meeting you. I apologize for everything.” Axel screenshotted my message that night.. I thought he sent it to Nash but Nash told me he never got that message from Axel so he didn't even know I had sent it. I think I broke Axel's ego that night, and I severely pissed him off.
Axel’s reactions to My relationship with Nash was the beginning to our end. Nash wasn’t willing to hinder his relationship with his brother as Nash worked with Axel and lived with him. I couldn’t even be mad, I knew our relationship was a long shot to begin with but I was a hopeless romantic. Nash gave me hope…. Until Nash and I were cuddling on my couch about to pass out when Nash got up to leave. I asked Nash why he could stay and he stated he didn't want Axel to know where he was.. I was angry. I told Nash he was just delaying the inevitable at this point then. I said if he never talked to Axel then we aren't going to work out. Nash saw a tear streaming down my face and sat back down. He said “you’re right. I thought this fork in the road was going to be something we could get past but Axel isn’t bugging.” He paused and said “ I feel like I’m leading you on”. I started to Bawl my eyes out, I stopped talking. Nash asked me to stand up and I shook my head no. I felt too vulnerable to stand. Nash said “can I sit with you then?” I shook my head yes. He sat next to me and held me while I cried. I mustered up the courage to say “I feel like I’m being punished” The tears ran faster down my face, then I felt Nash gasp and start crying out “I think I’m being punished too”. We cried together. Both aching. I thought this can't be the end. We cried for a bit and Nash had to leave before things felt worse. I stopped Nash from leaving and placed my house key in his hand. I said “Please talk to Axel, just tell him I want to be in a relationship with you and if he reacts badly blame me for being crazy. If you get through to him instead then there is no harm. Keep my key and if it goes bad you can bring it back, but if there's still a chance of us being together, keep it.” He hesitantly agreed. Now I want to say that was the last time I saw Nash face to face, but I did end up seeing him one more time. Nash stopped making plans and efforts to see me after our conversation, things just slightly changed. When I asked him what was going on, he simply stated “I’m just really busy with work this week”. So I trusted it was that, I gave it time and in hopes he would make an effort to reach out. I heard nothing back, I got snapchat clips here and there of what he was doing but there was a lack of interest in keeping conversation. I was distraught. I told my therapist and she told me to give him that week in case it really is work and the stress of having two jobs, so I did. I ended up visiting my cousin Jackie and her boyfriend. They always welcomed me into their home with open arms, Jacklyn's boyfriend Trevor had edibles when I got there and asked me if I wanted one. I was sad and bored so I said “fuck it”, he gave me one and an hour later I felt nothing. I asked him for more and he let me help myself. I then ate two more. I started to feel the effect immediate and asked Nash to pick me up and take me home before I got sick. Nash agreed and came to get me, now I don’t remember much of that night but what I do I am ashamed of. I threw up, my cousin gave me a puke bag to leave with. Nash was driving me home and I felt myself becoming sick, Nash had his hand on my lap and I puke into my bag. Which was right over his hand. Next thing I know I’m in my tub, and then somehow in my bedroom. I only remember us talking two times that night. Once in the car when he took a wrong turn and he said “ its okay, I’m not in a rush.” Now I don't remember if I responded to him at that point. The second time we spoke I was in my bedroom puking (NAKED BECAUSE I WAS OVERHEATING AND DUMB) and I remember telling him he didn’t need to stay and watch over me. He asked if I was sure and he left, I don't recall anything more from that night. A week later nothing changed so I asked him if he was avoiding me. He told me “No, I haven't been avoiding you. I have felt a bit off about us lately, though. Been trying to wait till I have words to articulate exactly what's up & That just hasn't happened yet.” I replied with “ Off as in, you just aren't interested any longer? Or Off as in you aren't sure what to do because of the Axel situation”. Now what he replied with shattered my heart as I thought this was something I wouldn't need to feel worried about, because if it was I wouldn’t have risked my own feelings getting hurt. He said “ I’m Talking about you guys having sex. I thought I’d stop thinking about it but I haven’t. Truthfully it's been starting to make me a bit uncomfortable lately. The whole Axel’s reaction thing doesn’t make it any easier but in my own mind it’s becoming harder to deal with”. My mind began to race a million miles a minute. How is this something all of the sudden, when he told me he couldn’t even force himself to feel upset about it? Was he lying this whole time?
Did I ever really know Nash..
Up until this point I thought Nash and I thought the same, I thought I knew him as I know myself because of the way we clicked, which I now feel I was wrong about. I was hurting, all my insecurities peaked through and by the end of the night I was eating Laxatives because I was consumed with the thought of “if I was pretty enough, if I was skinny enough.” Now let me explain something, Nash never said I was fat, he never said anything damaging about myself, that was all my brain. I have borderline personality disorder, when I feel something I feel it so strongly the best way to describe it is like this. Point One, I have a favorite person and their mood and actions make my mood, I idealize my favorite person. Point Two, when I lose a friend because of a fight or especially a significant other, It feels like they died, I grieve for an entire person who is very much alive. So that night I ate 3 Laxatives to “be skinny” and then texted my friend Anais and asked if she would come over because I found out you can indeed overdose from Laxative and I didn’t want to die, I just wanted to look skinny again. I posted about it on my girl's private story which Nash was on because I don't believe in keeping secrets from someone you are in a relationship with. Let me reiterate we weren’t together, we were talking but I treat talking stages and dating the same. It's the same respect regardless. Nash then watched my story and deleted me, I could only assume he thought the worst, which was entirely my fault. All of my friends knew about my laxative problems except him. Once Nash deleted me, I grieved him. I had to, my BPD doesn’t allow it any other way. So for me someone I cared for so deeply was lost, I would never see or speak to him again and I had to find a way to deal with that. I obviously knew he was very much alive, but I grieve for him still. About two weeks later a gift I ordered for Nash (for Valentines day) came in, I forgot all about it as it shipped late. When I opened the package I saw a custom Neon sign that said “Nash’s Studio” and “2024” as I had it custom made for him. I cried and my friends told me to smash it, but I hold no resentment toward Nash as he did nothing wrong, He was honest. I texted Nash’s friend Dean, I explained how I just wanted Nash to have it. I asked Dean to do me the favor of lying and saying it's from him instead, as I didn’t want Nash to believe it was a way for me to get back into his life. It was simply something I wanted him to keep. Dean agreed as he stated it was “the saddest shit he ever heard”. I dropped it off and from that point forward I decided to not think about Nash. Until…
Nash reached out to me about a month later… March 13th.
Now because I thought I’d never hear from him again, when he added me I thought Dean for sure told Nash about the sign. I panicked and texted Dean before Nash even finished typing. I said “hey is there any chance you told Nash about the sign?”. Dead said “no way, why what’s up”. I explained and he said “keep me updated!”, I agreed. Since I had only ever been with Narcissists when Nash started typing a felt a pit in my stomach, I thought “shit what did I do, Did I piss him off?” no. Instead he reached out saying “Was it you I was arguing with about the long exposure thing on iPhones?”, replied with “yea why what happened? Did you figure it out?”. He said “I found this” and sent me a beautiful picture of the sky. Anyone who knows me knows I will stop anywhere to take a picture of the sky, moons, clouds, etc.. I thought “ Wow he was thinking of me?”. He kept conversation that night and the next three days, but I was confused about his intentions and scared of getting my hopes up so I tried to stay talking as if it was a friend. I did ask him for my house key back, I said “hey do you happen to still have my house key?” He replied with “Yea,I know I didn’t throw it away but I have to find it, Why?”. I thought this response was odd as the only reason a sane person would ask about their house key would be for it back… So I said “ Well I figured I would get more use out of it then you since you don't come over, unless you want to?” he said “oh okay”. I then said “ will you look for it?” he agreed. I texted him about it again a couple of days later, to which he told me he found it. I asked him if i could meet up to get it off him that day but he said he was too busy with work… Which I found odd as I could have picked it up from his house, he could walk it outside, or have a mutual friend bring it to me? I brushed it off though. That following weekend I was off that Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I informed him of my availability, I said to him “ Hey I don’t work tomorrow, Saturday or Sunday if you have time and wanna meet up, you can come to my house or I can drive to you! (For my key ofc!)”
he said “ ayo sorry I never responded - I gotta let you know though I’m talking to someone & out of respect for her I shouldn’t meet up with you I hope you understand”.
I said “Okay that’s fine if possible you could drop it off in my mailbox or something?”. No response. A couple days went by and I texted him asking a question for a friend of mine, he left me open. The next time I went to message Nash he had deleted me. There was no after Nash for me, no new talking stage, no boyfriend. Nothing. I know I should have moved on but there just felt like that was possible, I was stuck wondering. I started working out more and spending more time with my friends. I tried to distract myself, as I don’t expect Nash to come back. A part of me doesn’t want him to because I know he deserves better, but a part of me also believes I can be better for him if given the opportunity, Which is kind of pathetic if you ask me. I haven’t heard from Nash since this, but a few weeks ago….. I found out I was pregnant, which I know what you're thinking “how didn’t you know until now, after all this time?”. I never had regular periods, I am not allowed on certain birth controls because of the adverse effects and I struggle a lot with that part of me. So for me to have a late period isn't unusual, to have a short period isn't unusual either. I had a two day period in February and I haven’t had a period since. I thought nothing of it until I noticed slight changes in me. It's a bit of too much information but my nipples/ areolas changed in color, I was craving pickles and ice cream. My moods were constantly fluctuating and I almost always felt sick and wanted to cry. I decided to take a pregnancy test on April 24th. It was positive, I called my obgyn and she told me to take one the next day and a week later since she knew I had a lot of health issues. So On April 25th, the 28th and May 4th, I had all positive pregnancy tests. As this was my first pregnancy and the last thing I wanted was my family to know I kept it to just my friends. I tried to reach out to my obgyn to set up an appointment but she never answered and I left a voicemail. I didn’t know what to do or who to contact so I was waiting until my day off to go to the doctors even if it was just a walk in, my time off was for May 15th. I needed to make sure my baby was healthy. That day never came though, I had extremely bad stomach pains, it felt like a piercing needle was going through my stomach all the way to my spine. I started bleeding, at this point I already miscarried the day before at the gym. When I was getting up from the toilet I saw it but I didn't get to inspect what it was before the auto flush…. I was in denial. On May 11th, I went to the hospital. At the hospital I found out I had miscarried, I remember the doctor explaining it all to me and trying to help me through it, I was just thinking while staring off. I recall him saying “this is a lot of information to take in at once, how are you doing you feeling okay?”. Now in my head I am going through so much and They took a lot of blood from me. I truly couldn’t concentrate and I wanted to cry. I sarcastically chuckled and scoffed “yea”. He repeated his question of “are you okay?” and I said “yes.” He asked if I had any more questions but I couldn't speak, My cousin Jacklyn was with me and started asking him all the important stuff. This whole Time I was trying so hard to figure out how to tell Nash about the baby while he was in a relationship, I was so stressed about it that I feel like I didn't appreciate it. Nash you had every right to know, I wish I could have told you. I wish I found out sooner and got to meet our baby. This now is my biggest regret, because no matter how you would have reacted all I wanted was to meet my baby. Our baby I don't mean to be possessive. I then had to find a way to tell you about it all. Knowing your past relationship traumas I knew you dont believe most things, thankfully I kept a tract of it all. I sent it all to my close friend Anastasia, she wanted to give you more specifics but I told her it wasn't necessary because for some reason I thought you were going to hate me. For not telling you right away, for losing it, I guess I thought you would Hate me for losing our baby. I hated me for the loss of my baby, why shouldn’t you. I was bleeding through an overnight pad every hour for two weeks before it slowed down. I was visibly ill and stressed, I didn’t need more negative reactions from anyone, and I especially couldn’t handle it from you. I was scared, Anastasia said “ he texted back 7 times” she read it to me, I could see your thought process. She read to me “Nash said”... “How long did she know?” “scratch that”, “ I don't need to know”, “Is she Okay?”.... “ as okay as I assuming”, “with everything going on”. A sense of relief came over me as I realized he didn’t blame me for the loss. Anastasia looked at me as she was reading this to me and said “I’m going to respond and I'm not lying to him about how you are doing. I’m gonna be honest.”. She knows me all too well, Anastasia knows I don't like to be looked at like a puppy with a broken leg. She's like fire though and she won’t let anyone put that out, not even me. Nor did I want to, I loved her for being so honest to me. I couldn’t ask her to reserve the best part of her. I still to this day don’t know what she said about me though, Its my mystery. I do know Anastasia said Nash said he had no ill feelings towards me, that he respected me for telling him and needed time to process this. Which I obviously completely understood, then he told Anastasia he was deleting her from his snapchat so that his friends and family (and as you would assume girlfriend) won't see it. As he never locked his phone.
That is the last I heard from Nash, to recap no key was returned. No hatred , no ill feelings. Just genuine care. I hope you processed this and it doesn’t hurt you the way it does me, I know the pain of losing a child is a lot harder for women than men. As we feel physical as well as mental pains, I do hope you care for the child that could have been even if you ever lose care for me. You taught me I am Loveable, That mistakes can be forgiven, and that even if you aren't in my life, to look for a love like you. If you weren’t a lesson before I definitely learned one now.
You deserve to know. I loved you, I still do; You will forever have part of my heart. I cry for you, ache for you, and retouch our memories that slowly fade away as quickly as you breathe. I know I was important to you as you were to me. I will forever hold our memories and take them out on rainy days to remember the feeling of the love you gave me. I still talk to you, without your knowledge of course. We all make choices, good or bad; we tend to forget that our choices affect other people too. I'm sorry, I thought I was protecting you.
Forgive me. I know we will never be the same, but I will always feel the same. You're like a song I will forever have on replay, always my favorite. My secrets....you deserved to know.

Like the title says. I'm taking several supplements as I am nutrient deficient from this fucking mess and I've seen several people say in a gastritis group on Facebook that they're a no go because they irritate the stomach? What do Redditors think of this?
I'm already trying to follow a bland diet so I know I need all the nutrients I can get. I'm also 128 pounds and almost 5'8 so I can't lose anymore weight. I am doing hemp protein powder in a smoothie with a banana and oat milk (avoiding dairy for now) I was severely deficient in B12 and iron and I can't ever deal with that again, I wouldn't wish those deficiencies on my worst enemy. I haven't had a diagnosis yet of gastritis, but I am getting over h.pylori and feel like I'm left with gastritis-looking to get a second endoscopy done hopefully within a couple months if possible to confirm.
I'm taking all the right gut healing supplements like L-Glutamine, Zinc Carnosine, DGL, Collagen, Bone broth, Immunoglobulins and started back juicing organic red cabbage juice.

As it's beta 1, things are likely to change, be tweaked, etc.: -
Nothing in bold today as it all looks good! ;)

New Features

New Layout Engine
CSS Grid Layout Controls in Design tab
CSS Grid Layout Controls in Design tab
More Keyboard Shortcuts
Design Presets
Migration Mode
Element: Menu Custom Area
Element: Content Reveal
Element: Badge
Element: Pulse Dot
AnalyticsWP Integration for Form Conversion Tracking
Copy and Paste: Control Section Properties
Copy and Paste: Multiple Sections
Global Settings: Import / Export
WPCodeBox Integration Proof of Concept (working integration will ship in beta 2)
Breakdance AI

General Polish, Fixes, and Enhancements:

Google Fonts – Add the latest fonts
Upgrade Stock Icons – To Font Awesome 6 Free
Forms i18n
A11y Polish
Fix Menu Builder A11y – When a form was used inside a menu custom dropdown
Animations – API to re-run entrance animations
Hide Admin Notices – From templates page
Icon Search – Improve it, make it work without hyphens
Adding Classes – Ignore enter press if an autocomplete item is selected
Border Settings – Fix not appearing when set in certain combinations
TinyMCE – Fix editor not loading in certain situations
Border Settings UI – Make control vertical
Number Input – Make it less restrictive
Gutenberg – Make image alignment work in cases where it was broken by default 100% width on the figure tag
Remove Empty Gutenberg Stylesheet – From the frontend
PageSpeed Insights – Fixes
Fix Global Blocks – Make duplicates have unique IDs
Conditions – Prevent null post titles from causing an IO-TS error
Builder – Don’t fire element actions if element is not on the page
Fix Setup Wizard – Deprecated notice
Fix UI – Word-wrap behavior
Right Click Menu UI – Fix inherited document styles
Sticky Offset – Fix media query
Media Resizer – If WordPress returns an error, show the error message text
Fix – Handle undefined array access errors on form actions in some cases

Element Enhancements & Fixes

Sliders – Advanced: One per view at, enable never breakpoint
Sliders – Advanced: Add initial slide option
Gallery – Fix width option at Design > Slider Images when used as slider
Gallery – Fix vertical align option at Design > Slider Images when used as slider
Sliders – Fix behavior when you have fewer slides than the viewport width
Image – Add object position
Section – Fix Ken Burns origin not working
FAQ – Smooth transition
Advanced Tabs – Support opening on hover
Image Element – Remove line breaks inside the `` tag
Fix Twitter Timeline – Not showing up
Sliders – Add option to disable keyboard control
Slider – Support slides per group
Slider & Animated Elements – Re-run animations on slide change
Tabs & Animated Elements – Re-run animations on tab change
Swiper – Set default aria role as `generic`
Facebook Like Button – Fix not appearing
Lightboxes – Don’t render duplicate slides
Comment Form – Fix: Always show comment field as required
Login Form – Fix: Remember me not working
Tabs – Customize width when vertical
Basic Slider – Add more HTML tag choices for titles
Fancy Testimonial – Use p, not h3
TOC Element – HTML tag choices for title
TOC Element – Don’t render headings from within popups
Adjacent Posts – HTML tag choice for post titles
Twitter Icons – Change to new X logo and brand color
Video Background – Add warning about 3rd party services
Image – Fix missing sizes attribute in some cases
Icon – Fix responsive padding not working
Comments List – Rename itemprop attribute value
Rich Text – Add missing img alignment classes for TinyMCE
Image Hover Card – Fix whitespace below card if link is set
TOC Element – Fix: Ignore selectors not working
Image Box – Add object fit, object position, add height
Add spaces to element names
Lightboxes – Remove hardcoded background color
Adjacent Posts – Add missing hook param for better compatibility with YITH Ajax Filter plugin
Comment Form – Only show cookie opt-in if global option is set
Fancy Divider – Support heading HTML tag choice
Menu Builder – Fix dropdown radius not working for images
Typography – Fix text decoration thickness hover setting not working
Circle Counter – Start animation when entering view
Post List – A11Y: Set ee-post-image-link aria-label to post title
Image Accordion – A11Y: Set the aria-label to accordion title
Icon Box – Change default title tag to P
Image Box – Change default title tag to P
Mini Cart – Set the aria-label to “View Cart” i18n text from WooCommerce
Simple Counter – Change default tag for number to P
Post Loop Builder – Fix builder preview not working when set to slider
Posts List – Remove hardcoded dots, use wp_trim_words instead
Posts List & Post Loop Builder – Support offset when using pagination
Popups – Fix reduced motion UI setting breaking popups
Search Form – Fix unclickable close button/close button appearing behind WP admin bar
Search Form – A11Y: Ensure elements are unfocusable when the search dialog is hidden
Search Form – Fix: Label pointing to the wrong id
Post Loop Builder – When set to slider layout and used via global block, the slider breaks when that global block is used more than once on the same page
Global Blocks – Ensure unique block ID for each unique instance of a global block
TOC Element – Fix onProperyChanges error if container does not exist
Popups – Fix breakpoint conditions
Posts List / Post Loop Builder – Filter bar – Support sorting terms by name, term_order, count, and hide uncategorized
Posts List / Post Loop Builder – Filter bar – Option to hide ‘Uncategorized’ category
Header Builder – better sticky and offset controls

Design Library

Design Library – Add apply_filters in getDesignProviders
Design Library – Update URLs when importing a design set
Design Library – Improve position of “Add to Page” button
Design Library – UI polish

Forms

MailChimp Integration – If subscriber already exists, update the list member information
ActiveCampaign Integration – Fixes and improvements
Form Submissions – Fix fatal error on submissions page if submission record in database contains invalid serialized data
Form Submissions – Fix date formatting
Form Submissions – Fix form submissions when combining filters
Email Action – Fix attachments not being sent when store submission is active but “store uploaded files” is disabled; add missing esc_html to the Email Action details dialog
Email Action – Escape email headers before passing them to wp_email and saving them to the database
Email Action – Ensure names like O’Brien are not improperly escaped
Email Action – Add CC support
Email Action – Add BCC support
Webhook Action – Allow JSON as body in webhook requests
Form Builder – Add option to hide labels for individual fields
Form Builder – Make required tooltip appear for file upload input
Form Builder – Fix conditional fields not appearing in certain cases
Form Builder – Enable all operands for use with conditional field display when using checkbox and radio form fields
Form Builder – Fix conditional display of fields relying on a number field that is set with the + / – buttons
Form Builder – Fix min value requirement when using + / – buttons
Form Builder – Fix double quotation marks in field labels causing formatting problems

Dynamic Data

Dynamically Set Images – Add srcset and sizes
ACF Integration – Fix custom fields not being available in the dynamic data chooser in some cases
Meta Box Integration – Fix custom fields not being available in the dynamic data chooser in some cases
Show All Dynamic Fields – In the chooser at all times
Conditions Chooser UI – Add autocomplete
Conditions – Allow using the same condition multiple times with AND
Support Truncating – Multi-byte characters, and strip HTML from truncated text
Video Element – Support dynamic data for setting poster images

WooCommerce

Woo – Improve i18n
Woo – Support transparent product images
Woo – Fix loading required files even if Woo styles are disabled
Woo – Price as dynamic data: use get_price_html function, which includes currency symbol automatically
Woo – Prevent SSR error in the builder when cart is hidden
Woo – Prevent Mini Cart from throwing an error when it is hidden (the Woo PayPal Elements plugin hides the Mini Cart widget on the cart page on purpose)
Woo – Products List: Hide out of stock not being respected
Woo – Quantity input: hide if only one item per cart is allowed
Woo – Checkout: fix order review form position after Woo update
Woo – Mini Cart: Fix padding-right shifting design
Woo – Mini Cart: Compatibility with entrance and scrolling animations

Element Studio

Element Studio – Make arrays in code output cleaner
Element Studio – Remove paths that start with settings from dynamic properties on save
Element Studio – Replace deprecated get_class function
Element Studio – Add svw and svh units

So i was brainstorming the other day and the woke culture crossed my mind. In my own understanding, woke is someone who is aware of all the social injustices and is actively advocating against those even in the simplest way like sharing posts on facebook. Some examples of being woke are actively supporting the LGBTQIA+ community for being more open and free that it ever was or at least trying to educate those with closed minds about every single thing that they/we think deserves better understanding (LGBTQIA+, Mental health awareness, antiracism etc.)
As we all know, there's pretty much still a number of very vocal people na magpapakulo talaga sa dugo nating mga mulat sa katotohanan. The people in question are those who says things like "Mga kabataan ngayon, onting kibot depress depress-an na", "Ang babae ay para lang sa lalaki and ang lalaki ay parang lang sa babae." and many more. And we on facebook make fun of these people, going like "dapat iba facebook ng matatanda eh" "eto nanaman batang 1900s" to even putting the CANCEL CULTURE in action. And if you think I'am defending these people, yes I' am but not because I find happiness in invalidating others, being homophobic, racist and whatsoever. It's just that, there's pretty much nothing we can do about the previous generations, mas matanda pa satin ang mga paniniwala nila.
Notice how i typed "cancel culture" in all caps, it's because sometimes it's too much. Oh, you're 65 who refuses to let go of your beliefs for gen z's? you're 65 saying things that you think is right because of the society you grew up in? wala, ica-cancel ka parin.
now the question here is, AREN'T WE A LITTLE TOO WOKE?... aren't we a little to woke to realize that the surroundings is a huge factor in shaping someone's mind? aren't we a little to woke the we ourselves invalidate other's perspective? aren't we a little to woke to realize that we've become desperate to a point that we're now trying to shove our morals to elders?
Yes, ma-oofend at ma-oofend tayo sa mga sasabihin nila and there's nothing wrong about being offended, also nothing wrong about trying to at least change their mind a little, pero pag hindi talaga kaya eh wag na. They're just like old unstaked trees stubbornly leaning, why? because young trees need support for it to stand straight, in short, dapat bata palang naturuan na kase pag matanda na ang puno, hindi mo na matutuwid pa. Pero pano? kung nung bata pa sila, sobrang toxic pa ng mundo?
Them not sharing the same morals as us does not necessarily mean they are enemies, in fact they're symbols of how toxic the world was, how far we've come from all the bad things we're trying to turn our backs on. They're a reminder na "yeah that was not good let's change that". Kabataan nga ang pag-asa ng bayan diba, so why not focus more on teaching kids what is right? for them to be a stubborn as the people we're trying to change the minds of? hanggang dito na lang. antok nako.

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i’ve had quite a few people ask for me to make a post on here, as they do not have tik tok or instagram and would prefer to stay on this website.
my name is aly, and i am arturo’s ex girlfriend. the reason why i am drawing so much attention to this situation is because i am seeing a lot of people fall for this manipulation tactic, and i don’t like seeing other people be taken advantage of.
arturo is a very manipulative person, which, unfortunately, i was unaware of when i began dating him. we were dating from january 2022 to october 2022, when i finally broke up with him after attempting to do so numerous times. while we were dating, he would often demean and belittle me. there were instances of slut shaming, for example, when i wore a tank top and shorts to see a band that i had known years before meeting him, and he looked me up and down and said “do you really have to wear THAT?”. on the same day, i was speaking to a member of said band and arturo texted me “of course you’re with him”, and ignored me the entire uber ride home until i was forced to beg for forgiveness for speaking to a man that i had known for 3 years before i even began dating arturo. there were several instances of him saying things like “aly, use your brain” “seriously, aly?” and my personal favorite, “what is wrong with you?”, for not knowing simple things, for example, how to open a tesla door. i am autistic. there were also several instances of him complaining about the fact that i was on medication, and making fun of me for using the same blanket that ive had since i was 12, despite knowing that said blanket was the only tie i had left to my deceased grandparents. one night, after becoming tired of his rants, i had what i now know was an autistic meltdown, in which i began throwing my medication in the trash to get him to stop bringing it up. as i was crying, he raised his fist to my face, despite knowing that i was a victim of childhood abuse. when i ran into my room, he followed me, claiming that it was “the only way he could think of calming me down”. after that, i would text him that it was over, only for him to show up at my apartment each time and guilt trip me into taking him back. he knew that i was an empathetic person with abandonment issues and would use that to manipulate his way back into my life.
i met someone in october 2022 who had stayed with me in my apartment for a few days to assure my safety while i broke up with arturo. within those few days, said person’s tires were slashed. my mom would leave for work in the morning, and text me that arturo was outside, waiting across the street from the apartment. this continued for about a week, until we mentioned it to the apartment manager. i was recently made aware that arturo had also threatened the life of the person who was staying with me, who had become my current boyfriend.
when i made the tik tok exposing arturo’s behavior, my friend came to me with all of his texts with arturo from the month that i broke up with him. he was in various supermarkets, taking videos of random women that looked similar to me. he was sending screenshots of all of my tweets, and having several friends send him screenshots of my instagram stories, as i had blocked him. he also stalked my boyfriend, repeatedly sending photos of his facebook profile. he then went on to say that he was calling my boyfriend’s employer to tell them that he was selling prohibited substances on set, which was untrue, causing him to lose work. it was around this time that arturo began texting laura, possibly meeting up with her in november 2022, however, he continued to say that all he could think about while talking to her was me. this ties into arturo and laura lying to get on the show, which i could make another thread about if you’d like.
on october 15, 2022, i attended a sabrina carpenter concert. i had intended to go by myself, but when i saw arturo in line upon driving past the venue, i immediately felt unsafe and had asked the person who was staying in my apartment to accompany me to the concert. when arturo saw us, he began to follow us. i walked into a cvs, hoping to be safe. he followed us in and confronted me, begging me to take him back, as he’s often done. he brought a ring and said that he got it for me, and that it symbolized our new beginning. i don’t think he realized that he had shown me that ring before him and i had even started dating.
long story short, the man that quite a lot of you are empathizing with and think is very sweet is actually a very dangerous and manipulative person who thrives off of attention, which is why he lied to get on the show. he is now having people call me a crazy ex girlfriend, claiming that i am not over him because i’m speaking out about who he is as a person in order to prevent others from falling for his lies in the way that i’ve seen many do in the past. the only thing i seek from this is to prevent more victims from falling into his trap. as for laura, she has said the n word numerous times and claims that she’s allowed to because she’s half cuban, however, i’ve been told that both of her parents are white. she also allowed arturo to compare her friend’s newborn baby to his genitalia, and blocked said friend when her husband spoke up about it. i can provide proof for any and all of this.
TL;DR: i’m arturo’s ex. he’s a manipulative and dangerous person who does not deserve your praise and empathy. laura says racial slurs and allows arturo to say inappropriate things about children. both lied to get on this show despite having met in 2021. please be careful who you support and do not give them attention.
EDIT: links to videos/proof: tik tok / instagram

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This is in response to my ex's ("Jenna") Facebook post. She credits her most recent (short term, but hopefully forever) sobriety to Dan being there for her. It has nothing to do with me, but that hurt all the same. For context, "Dan" is her boyfriend who passed away before we met, and "Steph" is her daughter. I just needed to blow off some steam and get this to someone as sending this to her wouldn't have been helpful or productive for either of us and it has been eating at me....
Jenna,
I have some ideas on who helped you wake up, who picked Steph up from school, who fed Steph dinner, who put Steph to bed, who made sure she was safe when she couldn't wake you up. It was someone that you took for granted until everything fell apart. That's who helped you wake up. And it wasn't Dan. And the fact that this is still your point of view--that Dan was there with you at your lowest points, that you credit him for your strength while you overlook what was right in front of you is one of the reasons we fell apart.
You had a man right in front of you, who loved you with all his heart, that you did everything in your power to push away until you finally succeeded.
Dan wasn't the one getting you up, it was fucking me. And the fact that you still have so much pull over my heart is symbolic of my problem, my own addiction. My need to get people who are incapable of loving me back to love me.
I love you Jenna, but my love is a sick love, just like yours is a hollow love. I love you so much I can't even love myself. And you love yourself so little, you don't know how to love anyone else.
I sat on this for days, and it just kept eating at me because no matter what you have told me over the years, you haven't changed, and I've known but haven't wanted to believe it because I wanted to believe that you were mine, that you chose me, I wanted to be someone's number one, I wanted to be loved the way other people are loved, the way other couples love. But it doesn't seem that that life is for me. So I hoped and I believed that it could be and I was not appreciated and lied to and dragged through the mud. I only hope that you can finally see it so you can stop lying to yourself.
I held a lot of this back over the years. I have dozens of letters like this written and never delivered because I convinced myself that I was the one who was wrong because I've always been the one that was wrong. But you hurt me over and over and over and over. You cheated and lied and gaslighted me and I refused to accept that I deserved better, and that's my disease. You're my addiction. We both deserve better. We both owe it to ourselves to get better.

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13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim CIB+ 32.92
1971 Project Helios New 15.41
Boy and His Blob New 50.49
Little Golf Journey New 29.62
Robot Named Fight [Premium Edition] New 50.5
Adventure Time: Pirates of the Enchiridion New 25.68
AeternoBlade II New 35.5
Afterparty New 38
Aggelos New 38.22
AI: The Somnium Files CIB+ 60.5
Alex Kidd in Miracle World DX New 18.98
Alwa's Collection New 25.62
American Hero New 40.49
Ancestors Legacy New 24.07
Annapurna Interactive [Deluxe Limited Edition Collection] New 230.00
Ape Out [Special Reserve] New 40.00
Ara Fell & Rise of the Third Power New 57.24
Arcade Spirits New 20
Archvale New 51.25
ARMS CIB+ 30.5
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Arzette: The Jewel of Faramore New 55.00
Assassin's Creed: The Rebel Collection CIB+ 17.48
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Astral Chain New 48.99
Astronite New 19.48
Atelier Ryza 2: Lost Legends & the Secret Fairy New 65.00
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Balan Wonderworld New 11.77
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Black Bird New 55.5
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Blasphemous CIB+ 108.49
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Blazing Beaks New 30.02
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Blossom Tales II: The Minotaur Prince New 46.48
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Castlevania Anniversary Collection New 40.00
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Citizens Unite! Earth X Space New 29.49
Coffee Talk New 42.15
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Collar X Malice New 30.49
Contra Anniversary Collection New 41.45
Contra Anniversary Collection New 41.45
Cooking Mama: Cookstar New 36.11
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Dawn of the Monsters New 50.36
Dead Cells: Return to Castlevania Edition New 32.01
Dead or School New 52.03
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Death end re;Quest New 41.97
Death Road to Canada New 40
Death's Door [Special Reserve] New 33.03
Death's Gambit: Afterlife New 38.72
Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition] New 25.25
Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition] New 25.25
Demon Turf New 40.82
Demon's Tilt New 44.5
Deponia Collection New 83.14
Dex New 48.38
Digimon Survive New 20.95
Dimension Drive [Limited Edition] New 65.48
Disaster Report 4: Summer Memories CIB+ 25.5
DISC ROOM [SWITCH RESERVE] New 30.00
Disgaea 5 Complete New 39.5
Disney Classic Games: Aladdin and the Lion King New 18.29
Disney Tsum Tsum Festival New 26.55
DISTRAINT Collection New 33.76
Divinity: Original Sin II - Definitive Edition New 180.49
Dodgeball Academia New 19.5
DoDonPachi Resurrection New 55.38
Doki Doki Literature Club Plus! New 20.00
Donkey Kong Country: Tropical Freeze CIB+ 32.97
DOOM CIB+ 28.9
Doom 64 New 45.45
DOOM Eternal New 89
DOOM: The Classics Collection New 50.5
Double Dragon & Kunio-Kun Retro Brawler Bundle New 52.83
Double Dragon IV New 33.97
Double Dragon: Neon New 50.49
Downwell [Special Reserve Edition] New 60.00
Double Switch: 25th Anniversary Edition New 55.89
Dragon Ball Z: Kakarot + A New Power Awakens Set Used 25.00
Dragon Quest Treasures New 29.53
Dragon Quest XI S: Echoes of an Elusive Age - Definitive Edition New 46.97
Dragon Star Varnir New 45.49
Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen CIB+ 24.74
Dragon's Lair Trilogy New 144.25
DRAINUS New 63.39
Dreamscaper New 44.72
Dusk New 44.49
Eastward CIB+ 20.3
Eldest Souls New 45.5
Elliot Quest New 28.48
Enclave HD New 52.67
Ender Lilies: Quietus of the Knights New 63.97
Endling - Extinction is Forever New 25.76
Epic Chef New 15.57
Espgaluda II New 60.27
Fairy Fencer F: Advent Dark Force New 48.41
FAR: Lone Sails New 49.69
Fast RMX New 71.73
Fatal Twelve New 44.49
Fault Milestone One New 28.49
Fight'N Rage New 45.49
FINAL FANTASY VII & VIII REMASTERED TWIN PACK CIB+ 37.63
Final Fantasy XII: The Zodiac Age New 31.61
Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes New 20.17
Fire Emblem: Three Houses New 45.45
Flinthook New 45.49
Flipping Death CIB+ 28.39
Foretales New 19.29
Forgotton Anne CIB+ 35.49
Fran Bow New 111.48
Freedom Finger CIB+ 77.4
Freedom Planet New 57.39
Furi CIB+ 48.64
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Gato Roboto [Special Reserve Edition] New 40.00
Ghost 1.0 + Unepic Collection: Standard Edition New 30.00
Ghost of a Tale New 66.61
Going Under New 37.47
Golf Story New 82.75
Gotta Protectors: Cart of Darkness New 45.35
Grandia HD Collection New 82.51
GrimGrimoire OnceMore [Deluxe Edition] New 42.33
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Gunbrick: Reloaded New 24.68
Gunlord X New 90.00
Guns, Gore & Cannoli 1 & 2 New 140.00
Gunvolt Chronicles: Luminous Avenger iX New 84.5
Gyakuten Saiban 123: Naruhodo Selection New 41.49
Hades New 39.19
Haven New 45.49
Heaven's Vault New 32.15
Hero Must Die. Again New 56.5
Heroland Knowble Edition New 18.63
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Hot Wheels Unleashed New 22.03
Hotline Miami Collection [Special Reserve] New 40.00
Ib New 55.46
Ikenfell New 42.56
Immortals Fenyx Rising New 15.22
In Sound Mind: Deluxe Edition New 21.81
Indivisible New 19.41
Infernax New 50.5
Inscryption [Special Reserve] New 200.00
Ion Fury New 35.35
ITTA CIB+ 35.00
ITTA [Steelbook Edition] New 50.00
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Jamestown+ New 50.98
Joe Dever's Lone Wolf New 65.54
Katamari Damacy REROLL New 23.45
Katanakami New 42.3
Kaze and the Wild Masks New 32.44
KeyWe New 25.49
Killer Queen Black New 16.13
King's Bounty II New 17.85
Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory New 20.59
Kingdoms of Amalur: Re-Reckoning CIB+ 19.98
Knights and Bikes New 45.49
Kotodama: The 7 Mysteries of Fujisawa New 19.45
KUNAI New 30.00
L.A. Noire CIB+ 29.99
Lair of the Clockwork God New 39.13
Layers of Fear: Legacy New 147.86
LEGO Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga New 20.48
Little Nightmares II CIB+ 20.75
Lonely Mountains: Downhill SRG#46 New 86.79
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Loop Hero [Collectors Edition] New 40.00
Love Esquire [Limited Edition] New 90.5
LoveKami Trilogy New 35.00
Lumines Remastered New 32.5
LUNARK New 49.52
Mario + Rabbids Sparks of Hope CIB+ 15.42
Mario + Rabbids: Kingdom Battle CIB+ 12.5
Mario Party: Superstars CIB+ 39.5
Marvel Ultimate Alliance 3: The Black Order CIB 30.00
Mary Skelter 2 New 40.00
Mary Skelter: Finale New 49.39
Mato Anomalies New 19.73
Mega Man 11 New 20.48
Mega Man Zero/ZX Legacy Collection CIB+ 24.5
Megadimension Neptunia VII New 45.5
Mighty Gunvolt Burst New 44.45
Mighty Switch Force! Collection CIB+ 45.49
Ministry of Broadcast New 26.72
Minoria New 50.47
Miracle Snack Shop [Limited Edition] New 35.00
Moero Chronicle Hyper New 90.35
Moero Crystal H New 50.77
Momodora: Reverie Under the Moonlight New 71.68
MONARK Deluxe Edition New 37
Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate New 42.69
Monster Hunter Stories 2: Wings of Ruin New 31.49
Monster Sanctuary New 58.46
Monstrum New 38.5
Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve] New 45.00
Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve] New 45.00
Ms. Splosion Man CIB+ 31.98
Mulaka New 60.00
Murder By Numbers Collectors Edition New 80.36
Mushihimesama New 60.7
My Friend Pedro [Special Reserve Edition] New 45.00
Narita Boy New 45.55
NEO: The World Ends With You CIB+ 20.5
NeoGeo Pocket Color Selection Vol. 1 New 43.06
Neon Abyss New 42.38
Neversong & Pinstripe CIB+ 37.5
New Super Lucky's Tale New 33.59
New Super Mario Bros. U Deluxe New 39.5
Ni no Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch New 26.5
NieR: Automata - The End of YoRHa Edition New 39.5
Night in the Woods New 59.92
Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition New 56.06
Ninja Gaiden: Master Collection New 50.42
No Man's Sky CIB+ 26.25
No More Heroes CIB+ 40.5
No More Heroes 2: Desperate Struggle CIB+ 35.92
No More Heroes III CIB+ 15.5
Ocean's Heart New 53.33
Octahedron New 45.43
Octopath Traveler New 52.43
Octopath Traveler II New 39.99
Oddworld - Collection New 36.25
à Œkami HD New 32.99
One Step From Eden New 34.15
Oniken + Odallus Collection New 36.51
Opus Collection CIB+ 22.49
Ori: The Collection New 28.97
Othercide New 32.45
Outlast: Bundle of Terror / Outlast 2 CIB+ 250.00
Overlord: Escape from Nazarick New 35.97
Owlboy CIB+ 16.48
Oxenfree New 99.53
Panzer Dragoon New 40.5
Panzer Paladin New 48.13
Pathway New 27.6
Phoenotopia: Awakening [Premium Edition] New 114.25
Pikmin 3 Deluxe CIB+ 39.75
Pikmin 4 New 42.79
Piofiore: Fated Memories New 27.95
PixelJunk Eden 2 New 25.49
Pocky & Rocky Reshrined New 25.49
Pokémon Legends: Arceus New 41.19
Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Rescue Team DX CIB+ 40.5
Pokémon Sword CIB+ 30.26
Pokémon Violet New 44.5
Postal Redux New 25.5
PowerSlave: Exhumed New 65.06
Prinny Presents NIS Classics Volume 2 [Deluxe Edition] New 43.99
Prodeus New 40.67
Project Warlock New 67.14
Puyo Puyo Tetris New 17.5
Q.U.B.E. 2 New 51.32
Quake New 38.49
Radiant Silvergun New 58.09
Rainbow Billy: The Curse of the Leviathan New 23.82
Razion EX New 90.00
realMyst: Masterpiece Edition New 78.08
République: Anniversary Edition New 35.49
Return of the Obra Dinn New 58.18
Return to Monkey Island CIB+ 43.09
Return to Shironagasu Island CIB+ 28.5
Risk of Rain 2 New 14.7
River City Girls CIB+ 80.23
River City Girls 2 New 50.5
River City Girls [PAX Variant] New 142.6
River City Girls Zero New 44.49
River City: Rival Showdown New 30.49
Rogue Heroes: Ruins of Tasos CIB+ 30.00
Roki CIB+ 30.00
Rolling Sky Collection CIB+ 20.00
Root Film New 34.09
RUINER [SWITCH RESERVE] New 45.00
Rune Factory 3 Special New 23.41
Rune Factory 3 Special New 23.41
Rune Factory 4 Special [Archival Edition] New 90.00
Sakuna: Of Rice and Ruin New 27.5
Sally Face [Deluxe Edition] New 224.81
Sam & Max Save the World New 43.5
Sam & Max: Beyond Time and Space Remastered New 44
Samurai Jack: Battle Through Time New 70.48
Save me Mr Tako: Definitive Edition New 33.5
Scott Pilgrim vs. The World: The Game - Complete Edition New 32.49
Sea Horizon [Limited Edition] New 42.49
Sea of Solitude: The Director's Cut New 20.00
Seabed New 40.42
SeaBed [Limited Edition] New 135.38
Senran Kagura Reflexions New 129.74
Senren * Banka New 70.00
SENSEs: Midnight [Limited Edition] New 47.43
Serious Sam Collection [Switch Reserve] New 50.00
Seven Pirates H New 30.00
Seven Pirates H New 30.00
Seven Pirates H New 30.00
Shadow Man Remastered New 48.39
Shadowgate New 62.5
Shadowrun Trilogy New 45.00
Shadows of Adam New 34.49
Shadowverse: Champion's Battle New 21.95
Shantae New 39.34
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse New 381.21
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse Box 49.62
Shantae and the Seven Sirens New 50.2
Shantae: Half-Genie Hero [Ultimate Edition] New 38.2
Shantae: Risky's Revenge New 38.51
Shaq Fu: A Legend Reborn New 19.57
Shikhondo: Soul Eater New 34.44
Shin Megami Tensei III: Nocturne HD Remaster New 25.5
Shin Megami Tensei V New 22.38
Shin Megami Tensei V New 22.38
Shining Resonance Refrain [Draconic Launch Edition] New 48.6
Sine Mora EX New 23.02
Skelattack New 45.00
Slime-san New 43.74
Smile For Me New 30.00
SNK Heroines Tag Team Frenzy New 29.15
Sol Cresta: Dramatic Edition New 45.48
Sonic Colors Ultimate CIB+ 15.48
Sonic Frontiers CIB+ 21.62
Sonic Mania New 16.51
Spiritfarer New 28.95
Splatoon 2 CIB+ 19.67
Splatoon 3 New 43.99
Star Wars Pinball New 19.72
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic New 60.49
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords New 59.79
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords New 59.79
Star Wars: Republic Commando New 26.45
Steel Assault New 48
Streets of Rage 4 New 33.45
Strife: Veteran Edition New 30.00
Subnautica + Subnautica: Below Zero New 32.49
Super Blood Hockey New 60.96
Super Bomberman R New 20.42
Super Mario 3D All-Stars CIB+ 70.00
Super Mario Maker 2 CIB+ 30.48
Super Meat Boy New 38.5
Super Meat Boy Forever New 25.98
Super Monkey Ball Banana Mania New 13.48
Supraland New 33.75
Sushi Striker: The Way of Sushido New 12.17
Taiko no Tatsujin Rhythm Festival New 15.5
Tails of Iron [Crimson Knight Edition] New 42.89
Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition New 30.41
Tandem: A Tale of Shadows New 20.48
Terraria New 24.66
DioField Chronicle CIB+ 25.46
Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim CIB+ 35.31
Falconeer: Warrior Edition New 18.88
Friends Of Ringo Ishikawa New 26.73
Great Ace Attorney Chronicles CIB+ 30.98
Knight Witch Deluxe Edition New 32.07
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel III - Extracurricular Edition CIB+ 31.77
Legend of Tianding New 45.00
Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom New 47.46
Letter: A Horror Visual Novel [Limited Edition] New 73.75
The Messenger [Special Reserve Games Edition] New 280.00
Missing CIB+ 35.5
Mummy Demastered New 57.71
Red Lantern New 58.5
RED STRINGS CLUB [SWITCH RESERVE] New 38.5
Silver Case 2425 Deluxe Edition CIB 25.00
TakeOver New 47.41
Talos Principle New 40.00
Touryst New 60.00
Wonderful 101: Remastered New 23.5
World Ends with You: Final Remix New 53.95
There Is No Game: Wrong Dimension New 53.51
Thumper New 45.45
Time on Frog Island CIB+ 17.43
Timespinner [Limited Run] CIB+ 77.28
Tiny Barbarian DX New 33.97
To The Moon New 67.98
ToeJam & Earl: Back in the Groove! CIB+ 49.86
Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore New 66.72
Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore New 66.72
TowerFall New 45.5
Travis Strikes Again: No More Heroes CIB+ 24.99
Treasures Of The Aegean New 17.98
Trigger Witch New 34.59
Trigger Witch - Limited Edition New 57.66
Trover Saves the Universe New 37.76
Turok / Turok 2: Seeds of Evil New 167.4
Twin Blades of the Three Kingdoms New 30.00
Two Point Hospital New 26.5
UnderMine New 51.08
Unravel Two CIB+ 18.35
Unreal Life New 39.15
Unsighted New 47.2
Untitled Goose Game New 22.45
Valfaris New 39.64
Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection New 70.61
Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection II New 50.5
Valkyria Chronicles 4 New 66.81
Very Very Valet New 17.77
Wandersong CIB+ 33.99
Warborn New 16.6
Warhammer 40,000: Mechanicus CIB+ 21
WarioWare: Get it Together! CIB+ 24.55
West of Dead New 39.1
Wizard of Legend New 55.00
Wonder Boy: The Dragon's Trap New 39.14
World Of Simulators New 45
Wreckfest New 25.5
Wulverblade New 68.83
Xenoblade Chronicles 2 Loose 42.6
Xenoblade Chronicles 2: Torna the Golden Country loose 45
Xtreme Sports New 50.5
Yoku's Island Express CIB+ 35.5
Yooka-Laylee and the Impossible Lair New 35.5
Young Souls New 34.49
Yu-Gi-Oh! Legacy of the Duelist: Link Evolution CIB+ 17.69
Yuppie Psycho: Executive Edition (Elite Edition) New 45.49
Yurukill: The Calumniation Games (Deluxe Edition) New 20.73
Zombies Ate My Neighbors and Ghoul Patrol New 40.09
PS2
Armored Core Nexus CIB105.33
PS4
88 Antarctica New 45.00
Antartica 88 [Variant Cover] New 185.5
Deadpool CIB+ 76.33
Death Park New 45
Death Park New 45
Death Park New 45
Death Park New 45
Digimon Survive New 16.55
Divinity: Original Sin II - Definitive Edition New 71
Doki Doki Literature Club Plus! New 21.17
Helldivers [Super-Earth Ultimate Edition] CIB+ 45.00
Minecraft: Story Mode - A Telltale Games Series - The Complete Adventure CIB+ 58.41
Outriders: Worldslayer New 18.48
Revenge of The Bird King New 31.99
Saints Row: The Third Remastered New 15.1
Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [At the Seams Edition] New 60.49
Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [Tailor Made Edition] New 47.99
Senran Kagura: Peach Beach Splash (No Shirt, No Shoes, All Service Edition) New 71.5
Shadow Warrior 2 [Special Reserve Edition] New 235.52
Super Perils of Baking Special Edition [SEGA Outerbox] New 120.00
Swords of Ditto: Mormo's Curse [Special Reserve Edition] New 40.00
Tamashii New 450.00
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutants in Manhattan CIB+ 40.00
Valkyria Chronicles Remastered Steelbook Edition New 30.45
Vita
2064: Read Only Memories New 67.97
88 Heroes New 40.6
99Vidas New 125.97
Hole New World New 48.82
Rose in the Twilight New 192
Winter's Daydream [Limited Edition] New 64.1
Aegis of Earth: Protonovus Assault New 26.49
Akiba's Beat New 30.25
Akiba's Trip: Undead & Undressed CIB+ 25.49
Alone With You New 38.5
Angry Birds Star Wars New 20.48
Another World: 20th Anniversary Edition New 40.49
Antiquia Lost New 34.75
Aqua Kitty: Milk Mine Defender DX New 51.5
Army Corps of Hell New 23.99
Asdivine Hearts New 35.46
Astro Aqua Kitty [Limited Edition] New 64.7
Atari Flashback Classics New 60.61
Atelier Escha & Logy Plus: Alchemists of the Dusk Sky (Limited Edition) New 168.49
Awesome Pea Collection [Limited Edition] CIB+ 40.1
Axiom Verge Multiverse Edition New 56.56
Back in 1995 [Limited Edition] New 191.4
Bard's Gold New 33
Bastion New 64.16
Batman: Arkham Origins Blackgate CIB+ 23.67
Bit.Trip Presents...Runner2: Future Legend of Rhythm Alien New 33.49
Bit.Trip Presents...Runner2: Future Legend of Rhythm Alien New 33.49
Bloodstained: Curse of the Moon New 118.23
Borderlands 2 CIB+ 23.49
Breach & Clear New 308.01
Broken Age New 33.77
Bunny Must Die: Chelsea and the 7 Devils New 95
Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified CIB+ 22.29
Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified Loose 18.98
Chaos;Child New 45.61
Chasm CIB+ 60.49
Child of Light CIB+ 24.56
Claire: Extended Cut CIB+ 35.17
Code:Realize - Future Blessings Loose 14.9
Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth New 25.5
Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth Loose 14.2
Conga Master Go! [Limited Edition] New 51.83
Corpse Party: Blood Drive New 58.77
Cosmic Star Heroine CIB+ 43.25
Criminal Girls 2: Party Favors CIB+ 74.09
Criminal Girls: Invite Only CIB+ 54.49
Croixleur Sigma New 40.49
Cursed Castilla EX [Limited Edition] New 60.5
Curses 'N Chaos New 38.72
Damascus Gear: Operation Osaka New 40.51
Damascus Gear: Operation Tokyo New 41
Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair Loose 19.41
Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair Loose 19.41
Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls New 31.5
Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony CIB+ 58.89
Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc CIB+ 25.97
Dariusburst: Chronicle Saviours New 47.38
Deadbolt New 42.44
Death Mark CIB+ 23.22
Death Tales [Limited Edition] New 40.4
Deemo: The Last Recital New 34.22
Defender's Quest: Valley of the Forgotten New 37.86
Demon Gaze Loose 22.22
Demon Gaze CIB+ 25.81
Demon Gaze II New 74.66
Demon's Tier+ [Limited Edition] CIB+ 55.49
Dengeki Bunko: Fighting Climax CIB+ 25.5
Devious Dungeon - Limited Edition CIB+ 67.38
Devious Dungeon 2 [Limited Edition] New 84.5
Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth CIB+ 65.9
Disgaea 4: A Promise Revisited CIB+ 25.49
Dokuro New 52.94
Dragon Fantasy: The Black Tome of Ice New 34.5
Dragon Fantasy: The Volumes of Westeria New 40.49
Dragon Sinker: Descendants of Legend New 35.5
Dungeon Travelers 2: The Royal Library & The Monster Seal CIB+ 53
Dynasty Warriors: Next Loose 16.66
Earth Defense Force 2: Invaders from Planet Space New 28.19
EMMA: Lost in Memories [Limited Edition] New 52.49
Exile's End New 39.65
Exist Archive: The Other Side of The Sky Loose 18.48
Fate/Extella: The Umbral Star Noble Phantasm Edition New 46.26
Fernz Gate New 30.69
Final Fantasy X / X-2 HD Remaster Loose 25.49
Final Fantasy X-2 HD Remaster New 61.19
Forma.8 New 32.5
Freedom Wars CIB+ 13.48
Furwind [Limited Edition] CIB+ 40.5
Futuridium EP Deluxe New 45.97
Gal*Gun: Double Peace CIB+ 32.34
Ghoulboy [Limited Edition] New 160.5
God of War Collection New 74.75
Grand Kingdom New 47.6
Gravity Rush CIB+ 44.5
Guard Duty [Limited Edition] CIB+ 47.38
Gundemoniums New 84.18
Gunhouse New 30.38
Habroxia New 129.94
Habroxia 2 [Limited Edition] New 65.5
Halloween Forever [Limited Edition] New 74.5
Home: A Unique Horror Adventure New 35.92
Horizon Chase Turbo [Limited Edition] New 76.81
Hot Shots Golf: World Invitational New 26.19
HtoL#NiQ The Firefly Diary: Limited Edition New 59.25
Hue New 40.5
Hyperdevotion Noire: Goddess Black Heart CIB+ 35.5
Hyperdimension Neptunia PP: Producing Perfection CIB+ 35.97
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1 CIB+ 47.01
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1 CIB+ 47.01
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation CIB+ 60.49
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation CIB+ 60.49
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation CIB+ 55.95
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation CIB+ 55.95
Hyperdimension Neptunia U: Action Unleashed CIB+ 43.81
Iconoclasts New 96.5
Indigo 7 : Quest for Love New ?
Jak and Daxter Collection CIB+ 50.49
Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition] New 100.5
Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition] New 100.5
Just Ignore them + My Big Sister Collection New 60.49
Kawaii Deathu Desu New 45.5
Killzone: Mercenary Loose 24.49
Killzone: Mercenary CIB+ 32.68
Knightin' + [Limited Edition] New 60.45
Knytt Underground New 128.14
La-Mulana Ex New 38.03
LEGO Batman 2: DC Super Heroes Loose 11.33
LEGO Jurassic World CIB+ 13.44
LEGO Ninjago: Shadow of Ronin Loose 17.12
LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens New 28.75
LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens Loose 12.21
LEGO The Lord of the Rings Loose 10.49
Lone Survivor: The Director's Cut New 42.49
Luckslinger [Limited Edition] New 60.41
Lumines: Electronic Symphony New 18.61
Mary Skelter: Nightmares CIB+ 92.87
MegaTagmension Blanc + Neptune VS Zombies New 37.58
MeiQ: Labyrinth of Death CIB+ 25.39
Mercenary Kings: Reloaded Edition [Limited Edition] New 106.71
Metagal [Limited Edition] CIB+ 100.35
Metal Gear Solid HD Collection CIB+ 46.49
Metal Slug 3 New 115.48
Mind Zero CIB+ 20.48
Mooseman [Limited Edition] New 119.05
Mortal Kombat CIB+ 26.99
MotoGP 13 CIB+ 23.83
MUSYNX New 50.49
Muv-Luv New 53.36
Muv-Luv Alternative New 66.95
Muv-Luv Complete Set New 90.5
My Aunt is a Witch [Limited Edition] New 55.5
Mystery Chronicle: One Way Heroics New 27.94
Need for Speed: Most Wanted - A Criterion Game CIB+ 20.32
Neurovoider New 35.5
Nicole [Limited Edition] New 48.22
Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition New 58.99
Nova-111 New 28.67
Nurse Love Addiction New 59.18
Nurse Love Syndrome New 50.49
Nurse Love Syndrome Loose 15.49
Oceanhorn: Monster of Uncharted Seas New 52
Octodad: Dadliest Catch New 46.36
Oddworld: Abe's Oddysee - New 'n' Tasty New 149.5
Oddworld: Munch's Oddysee HD New 52.5
Oddworld: Stranger's Wrath HD New 69.73
Odin Sphere Leifthrasir CIB+ 72.45
Odin Sphere Leifthrasir Loose 70.5
One More Dungeon CIB+ 60
Operation Abyss: New Tokyo Legacy CIB+ 31.5
Oreshika: Tainted Bloodlines New 93
Papers, Please New 115.47
Pato Box [Limited Edition] New 73.23
Penny-Punching Princess New 45.41
Period: Cube - Shackles of Amadeus New 54.65
Persona 4 Golden Loose 25.37
Persona 4 Golden New 61.12
Persona 4: Dancing All Night - Disco Fever Edition New 145.5
Phantom Breaker: Battle Grounds New 53.5
Pix the Cat New 28.84
Plague Road New 43.4
PlayStation All-Stars Battle Royale New 31.74
Proteus New 36.49
Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk New 51.5
Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk New 51.5
Psychedelica of the Black Butterfly CIB+ 33.57
Pushy and Pully in Block Land New 70.45
Rabi-Ribi New 93.59
Rainbow Moon New 44.89
Ray Gigant New 102.84
Rayman Legends Loose 17.37
Rayman Origins CIB+ 16.71
Retro City Rampage DX [Re-Release] New 35.00
Revenant Dogma New 35.36
Revenant Saga New 29.44
Reverie [Limited Edition] CIB+ 43.49
Riddled Corpses EX New 40.49
Risk of Rain New 38
Rock Boshers DX New 29.34
Rocketbirds 2: Evolution New 55.5
Rocketbirds: Hardboiled Chicken New 43.2
Root Double [Xtend Edition] New 53.5
Root Letter New 46.11
Salt and Sanctuary New 100.49
Salt and Sanctuary New 100.49
Saturday Morning RPG New 50.49
Sayonara Umihara Kawase++ New 67.33
ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition] New 59.97
ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition] New 59.97
Senran Kagura Shinovi Versus: Let's Get Physical Edition New 115.5
Senran Kagura: Bon Appétit! New 150.44
Senran Kagura: Bon Appétit! Full Course - Collector's Edition New 185.13
Senran Kagura: Estival Versus Endless Summer Edition New 115.48
Sense: A Cyberpunk Ghost Story New 155.5
Severed [Limited Edition] New 100.81
Shakedown: Hawaii CIB+ 36.85
Shantae: Half-Genie Hero CIB+ 37.5
Shinobido 2: Revenge of Zen CIB+ 38.67
Shovel Knight New 96.49
Sid Meier's Civilization Revolution 2+ CIB+ 76.26
Silent Hill: Book of Memories CIB+ 76.38
Sir Eatsalot [Limited Edition] CIB+ 53.08
Siralim New 50.5
Siralim 2 New 30.49
Skullgirls: 2nd Encore New 52.81
Sky Force Anniversary New 75.48
Slain: Back From Hell [Signature Edition] New 150.65
Sly Cooper Collection CIB+ 52.27
Smart as... CIB+ 9.67
Soldner-X 2: Final Prototype New 44.12
Sonic & All-Stars Racing Transformed CIB+ 23.56
Sorcery Saga: Curse of the Great Curry God [Limited edition] New 80.5
Soul Sacrifice CIB+ 17.36
Soul Sacrifice Delta New 105.5
Spelunky New 70.5
Spy Hunter CIB+ 24.31
Stay [Limited Edition] New 130.5
Stealth Inc: A Clone in the Dark (Ultimate Edition) New 29.13
SteamWorld Dig New 55.72
SteamWorld Heist New 52.97
Steins;Gate CIB+ 30.58
Steins;Gate 0 CIB+ 29.49
Stranger of sword city limited edition New 63.57
Super Hydorah New 47.9
Super Meat Boy New 60.5
Super Mutant Alien Assault New 34.9
Super Skull Smash GO! 2 Turbo New 42.35
SUPERBEAT: XONiC New 28.49
Superdimension Neptune VS Sega Hard Girls New 58.5
Sword Art Online: Hollow Fragment New 65.48
Synergia [Limited Edition] New 110.49
Tachyon Project Limited Edition New 55.35
Takotan [Limited Edition] New 51.59
Tales from Space: Mutant Blobs Attack New 50.24
Tales of Hearts R CIB+ 69.48
Tales of Hearts R Loose 50.5
Task Force Kampas New 36.5
Tetris Ultimate New 70.47
Tetris Ultimate New 70.47
Amazing Spider-Man CIB+ 64.75
Amazing Spider-Man CIB+ 64.75
Bard's Tale: Remastered and Resnarkled New 50.49
Bit.Trip Limited Edition New 33.5
Count Lucanor [Signature Edition] New 144.47
House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition CIB+ 99.5
House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition M+B 40.1
King of Fighters '97: Global Match New 64.81
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel CIB+ 36.49
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel (Lionheart Limited Edition) New 72.39
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel II CIB+ 57.82
Longest Five Minutes New 32.5
Lost Child New 56.03
Lost Cube [Limited Edition] New 50.49
Ratchet and Clank Trilogy CIB+ 72.77
Swapper New 51.48
Swindle New 27.51
Walking Dead: Season Two - A Telltale Games Series New 22.61
Thomas Was Alone New 33.5
Tokyo Xanadu New 49.32
Touch My Katamari CIB+ 33.72
Twin Breaker: A Sacred Symbols Adventure [Limited Edition] CIB+ 47.09
Ultimate Marvel Vs. Capcom 3 CIB+ 31.21
Uncharted: Golden Abyss CIB+ 27.23
Uncharted: Golden Abyss CIB+ 27.23
Undertale New 66.38
Unepic [Limited Edition] New 274.98
UnMetal New 163.32
Utawarerumono: Mask of Deception New 72.27
Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition New 36.5
Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition New 36.5
VA-11 Hall-A New 79.91
Valkyrie Drive: Bhikkhuni CIB+ 66.81
Vasara Collection New 98.5
Velocity 2X: Critical Mass Edition New 63.05
Volume New 32.25
Windjammers New 35.83
Wipeout 2048 New 31.24
World of Final Fantasy New 33.99
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] New 100.5
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] New 100.5
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition] New 100.5
Xenon Valkyrie+ New 68.11
Xeodrifter New 44.2
Yomawari: Midnight Shadows CIB+ 33.71
Yomawari: Night Alone / htol#NiQ: The Firefly Diary CIB+ 40.5
Ys Origin New 56.4
Ys VIII: Lacrimosa of DANA New 72.34
Ys: Memories of Celceta CIB+ 25.99
Yumeutsutsu Re:After [Limited Edition] New 82.97
Yumeutsutsu Re:Master [Limited Edition] New 75.48
Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Reward CIB+ 15.5
Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma New 33.17
Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma Loose 24.51
3DS
Aliens: Infestation Loose 45.00
Minecraft: New Nintendo 3DS Edition New 34.72
New Nintendo 2DS XL White & Orange Loose $160.00
Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition) New 70.5
Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition) New 70.5
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition] New 89.39
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition] New 89.39

I don't know what to do. All of a sudden Obs starts giving me this error while livestreaming. i never had this problem before, but i posted the latest log notes. can anyone help me figure this out?
22:59:55.855: CPU Name: 11th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-1185G7 @ 3.00GHz
22:59:55.855: CPU Speed: 2995MHz
22:59:55.855: Physical Cores: 4, Logical Cores: 8
22:59:55.855: Physical Memory: 16085MB Total, 13124MB Free
22:59:55.855: Windows Version: 10.0 Build 22631 (release: 23H2; revision: 3593; 64-bit)
22:59:55.855: Running as administrator: false
22:59:55.855: Windows 10/11 Gaming Features:
22:59:55.855: Game Bar: On
22:59:55.855: Game DVR: On
22:59:55.855: Game DVR Background Recording: On
22:59:55.855: Game Mode: Off
22:59:55.858: Sec. Software Status:
22:59:55.859: Current Date/Time: 2024-05-23, 22:59:55
22:59:55.859: Browser Hardware Acceleration: true
22:59:55.859: Hide OBS windows from screen capture: false
22:59:55.859: Qt Version: 6.6.2 (runtime), 6.6.2 (compiled)
22:59:55.859: Portable mode: false
22:59:56.270: OBS 30.1.2 (64-bit, windows)
22:59:56.270: ---------------------------------
22:59:56.271: ---------------------------------
22:59:56.271: audio settings reset:
22:59:56.271: samples per sec: 48000
22:59:56.271: speakers: 2
22:59:56.271: max buffering: 960 milliseconds
22:59:56.271: buffering type: dynamically increasing
22:59:56.272: ---------------------------------
22:59:56.272: Initializing D3D11...
22:59:56.272: Available Video Adapters:
22:59:56.279: Adapter 0: NVIDIA GeForce RTX 2060 with Max-Q Design
22:59:56.279: Dedicated VRAM: 6244270080 (5.8 GiB)
22:59:56.279: Shared VRAM: 8433635328 (7.9 GiB)
22:59:56.279: PCI ID: 10de:1f12
22:59:56.279: HAGS Status: Enabled (Default: No, Driver status: Supported)
22:59:56.279: Driver Version: 31.0.15.5244
22:59:56.279: output 0:
22:59:56.279: name=DELL S2422HG
22:59:56.279: pos={0, 0}
22:59:56.279: size={1920, 1080}
22:59:56.279: attached=true
22:59:56.279: refresh=120
22:59:56.279: bits_per_color=8
22:59:56.279: space=RGB_FULL_G22_NONE_P709
22:59:56.279: primaries=[r=(0.671875, 0.315430), g=(0.279297, 0.657227), b=(0.154297, 0.063477), wp=(0.313477, 0.329102)]
22:59:56.279: relative_gamut_area=[709=1.230780, P3=0.907296, 2020=0.650924]
22:59:56.279: sdr_white_nits=80
22:59:56.279: nit_range=[min=0.500000, max=270.000000, max_full_frame=270.000000]
22:59:56.279: dpi=96 (100%)
22:59:56.279: id=\\?\DISPLAY#DELA1BE#4&14865344&0&UID4145#{e6f07b5f-ee97-4a90-b076-33f57bf4eaa7}
22:59:56.279: alt_id=\\.\DISPLAY1
22:59:56.279: Adapter 1: Intel(R) Iris(R) Xe Graphics
22:59:56.279: Dedicated VRAM: 134217728 (0.1 GiB)
22:59:56.279: Shared VRAM: 8433635328 (7.9 GiB)
22:59:56.279: PCI ID: 8086:9a49
22:59:56.279: HAGS Status: Disabled (Default: No, Driver status: Experimental)
22:59:56.279: Driver Version: 30.0.100.9864
22:59:56.283: Loading up D3D11 on adapter NVIDIA GeForce RTX 2060 with Max-Q Design (0)
22:59:56.369: D3D11 loaded successfully, feature level used: b000
22:59:56.369: DXGI increase maximum frame latency success
22:59:56.369: Hardware-Accelerated GPU Scheduling enabled on adapter!
22:59:56.369: D3D11 GPU priority setup failed (not admin?)
22:59:56.427: ---------------------------------
22:59:56.427: video settings reset:
22:59:56.427: base resolution: 1920x1080
22:59:56.427: output resolution: 1920x1080
22:59:56.427: downscale filter: Lanczos
22:59:56.427: fps: 60/1
22:59:56.427: format: NV12
22:59:56.427: YUV mode: Rec. 709/Partial
22:59:56.427: NV12 texture support enabled
22:59:56.427: P010 texture support not available
22:59:56.429: Audio monitoring device:
22:59:56.429: name: Default
22:59:56.429: id: default
22:59:56.429: ---------------------------------
22:59:56.431: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: '3d-effect.dll'
22:59:56.431: [3D Effect] loaded version 0.1.0
22:59:56.432: No AJA devices found, skipping loading AJA UI plugin
22:59:56.432: Failed to initialize module 'aja-output-ui.dll'
22:59:56.432: No AJA devices found, skipping loading AJA plugin
22:59:56.432: Failed to initialize module 'aja.dll'
22:59:56.432: Skipping module '../../obs-plugins/64bit/chrome_elf.dll', not an OBS plugin
22:59:56.434: [CoreAudio encoder]: CoreAudio AAC encoder not installed on the system or couldn't be loaded
22:59:56.435: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'decklink-captions.dll'
22:59:56.435: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'decklink-output-ui.dll'
22:59:56.437: A DeckLink iterator could not be created. The DeckLink drivers may not be installed
22:59:56.437: Failed to initialize module 'decklink.dll'
22:59:56.437: Skipping module '../../obs-plugins/64bit/DirectML.dll', not an OBS plugin
22:59:56.444: Skipping module '../../obs-plugins/64bit/libcef.dll', not an OBS plugin
22:59:56.444: Skipping module '../../obs-plugins/64bit/libEGL.dll', not an OBS plugin
22:59:56.444: Skipping module '../../obs-plugins/64bit/libGLESv2.dll', not an OBS plugin
22:59:56.444: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'libimage-reaction.dll'
22:59:56.445: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'move-transition.dll'
22:59:56.445: [Move Transition] loaded version 2.12.0
22:59:56.445: Failed to get nvARPose.dll version info size
22:59:56.446: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'obs-advanced-masks.dll'
22:59:56.446: [Advanced Masks] loaded version 1.1.0
22:59:56.449: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'obs-backgroundremoval.dll'
22:59:56.449: [obs-backgroundremoval] Plugin loaded successfully (version 1.1.13)
22:59:56.449: [obs-backgroundremoval] Failed to open config file C:\Users\ks-di\AppData\Roaming\obs-studio/plugin_config/obs-backgroundremoval/config.ini
22:59:56.449: [obs-backgroundremoval] Failed to open config file C:\Users\ks-di\AppData\Roaming\obs-studio/plugin_config/obs-backgroundremoval/config.ini
22:59:56.753: [obs-backgroundremoval] Latest release is 1.1.13
22:59:56.815: [obs-browser]: Version 2.23.4
22:59:56.815: [obs-browser]: CEF Version 103.0.5060.134 (runtime), 103.0.0-5060-shared-textures.2594+gc69ad37+chromium-103.0.5060.134 (compiled)
22:59:56.876: NVENC supported
22:59:56.998: [NVENC] AV1 is not supported
22:59:57.004: [noise suppress]: NVIDIA denoiser disabled, redistributable not found or could not be loaded.
22:59:57.005: Failed to get NVVideoEffects.dll version info size
22:59:57.005: [NVIDIA VIDEO FX]: FX disabled, redistributable not found or could not be loaded.
22:59:57.888: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'obs-stroke-glow-shadow.dll'
22:59:57.888: [Stroke Glow Shadow] loaded version 1.0.2
22:59:57.910: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_load] you can haz websockets (Version: 5.4.2 RPC Version: 1)
22:59:57.910: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_load] Qt version (compile-time): 6.6.2 Qt version (run-time): 6.6.2
22:59:57.910: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_load] Linked ASIO Version: 102900
22:59:57.926: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_load] Module loaded.
22:59:57.938: [vlc-video]: Couldn't find VLC installation, VLC video source disabled
22:59:57.942: Failed to load 'en-US' text for module: 'win-capture-audio.dll'
22:59:57.942: [win-capture-audio] Version 2.2.3 (74323e6)
22:59:57.967: QLayout: Attempting to add QLayout "" to QDockWidget "", which already has a layout
22:59:57.972: QWidget::setLayout: Attempting to set QLayout "" on QDockWidget "", which already has a layout
22:59:57.973: ---------------------------------
22:59:57.973: Loaded Modules:
22:59:57.973: obs-multi-rtmp.dll
22:59:57.973: win-wasapi.dll
22:59:57.973: win-dshow.dll
22:59:57.974: win-capture.dll
22:59:57.974: win-capture-audio.dll
22:59:57.974: vlc-video.dll
22:59:57.974: text-freetype2.dll
22:59:57.974: rtmp-services.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-x264.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-websocket.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-webrtc.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-vst.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-transitions.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-text.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-stroke-glow-shadow.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-qsv11.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-outputs.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-filters.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-ffmpeg.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-browser.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-backgroundremoval.dll
22:59:57.974: obs-advanced-masks.dll
22:59:57.974: move-transition.dll
22:59:57.974: libimage-reaction.dll
22:59:57.974: image-source.dll
22:59:57.974: frontend-tools.dll
22:59:57.974: decklink-output-ui.dll
22:59:57.974: decklink-captions.dll
22:59:57.974: coreaudio-encoder.dll
22:59:57.974: 3d-effect.dll
22:59:57.974: ---------------------------------
22:59:57.974: QWidget::setTabOrder: 'first' and 'second' must be in the same window
22:59:57.975: ==== Startup complete ===============================================
22:59:58.024: All scene data cleared
22:59:58.024: ------------------------------------------------
22:59:58.030: [win-wasapi: 'Desktop Audio'] update settings:
22:59:58.030: device id: {0.0.0.00000000}.{2b116e82-d861-4879-a41d-485f3f38608e}
22:59:58.030: use device timing: 1
22:59:58.031: [Loaded global audio device]: 'Desktop Audio'
22:59:58.031: [win-wasapi: 'Mic/Aux'] update settings:
22:59:58.031: device id: {0.0.1.00000000}.{6c6ab2e4-a193-4299-b7e5-76c1b9aa7503}
22:59:58.031: use device timing: 0
22:59:58.031: [noise suppress: 'Noise Suppression'] NVAFX redist is not installed.
22:59:58.032: [Loaded global audio device]: 'Mic/Aux'
22:59:58.032: - filter: 'Noise Suppression' (noise_suppress_filter_v2)
22:59:58.032: - filter: 'Gain' (gain_filter)
22:59:58.032: - filter: 'Compressor' (compressor_filter)
22:59:58.035: [duplicator-monitor-capture: 'Display Capture'] update settings:
22:59:58.035: display: DELL S2422HG (1920x1080)
22:59:58.035: cursor: false
22:59:58.035: method: WGC
22:59:58.035: id: \\?\DISPLAY#DELA1BE#4&14865344&0&UID4145#{e6f07b5f-ee97-4a90-b076-33f57bf4eaa7}
22:59:58.035: alt_id: \\.\DISPLAY1
22:59:58.035: setting_id: \\?\DISPLAY#DELA1BE#4&14865344&0&UID4145#{e6f07b5f-ee97-4a90-b076-33f57bf4eaa7}
22:59:58.035: force SDR: false
22:59:58.040: [Media Source 'background music']: settings:
22:59:58.040: input: C:/Users/ks-di/Music/BG MUSIC.mp3
22:59:58.040: input_format: (null)
22:59:58.040: speed: 100
22:59:58.040: is_looping: yes
22:59:58.040: is_linear_alpha: no
22:59:58.040: is_hw_decoding: no
22:59:58.040: is_clear_on_media_end: yes
22:59:58.040: restart_on_activate: no
22:59:58.040: close_when_inactive: no
22:59:58.040: full_decode: no
22:59:58.040: ffmpeg_options:
22:59:58.077: warning: Estimating duration from bitrate, this may be inaccurate
22:59:58.299: WASAPI: Device 'Headphones (Realtek(R) Audio)' [48000 Hz] initialized (source: Desktop Audio)
22:59:58.373: ---------------------------------
22:59:58.373: [DShow Device: 'Video Capture Device'] settings updated:
22:59:58.373: video device: USB Video Device
22:59:58.373: video path: \\?\usb#vid_1532&pid_0e03&mi_00#8&23df33f0&1&0000#{65e8773d-8f56-11d0-a3b9-00a0c9223196}\global
22:59:58.373: resolution: 640x480
22:59:58.373: flip: 0
22:59:58.373: fps: 30.00 (interval: 333333)
22:59:58.373: format: YUY2
22:59:58.373: buffering: disabled
22:59:58.373: hardware decode: disabled
22:59:58.393: using video device audio: no
22:59:58.393: separate audio filter
22:59:58.393: sample rate: 44100
22:59:58.393: channels: 2
22:59:58.393: audio type: Capture
22:59:58.427: WASAPI: Device 'Microphone (Realtek(R) Audio)' [48000 Hz] initialized (source: Mic/Aux)
22:59:58.470: adding 42 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 42 milliseconds (source: Mic/Aux)
22:59:58.470:
22:59:58.702: [window-capture: 'Window Capture'] update settings:
22:59:58.702: executable: KINGDOM HEARTS FINAL MIX.exe
22:59:58.702: method selected: WGC
22:59:58.702: method chosen: WGC
22:59:58.702: force SDR: false
22:59:58.705: Switched to scene 'Stream Ready'
22:59:58.706: ------------------------------------------------
22:59:58.706: Loaded scenes:
22:59:58.706: - scene 'Stream Ready':
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Display Capture' (monitor_capture)
22:59:58.706: - filter: 'Color Correction' (color_filter_v2)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Window Capture' (window_capture)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Game Capture' (game_capture)
22:59:58.706: - filter: 'Color Correction' (color_filter_v2)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Video Capture Device' (dshow_input)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'alert box' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Chat box' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Stars' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Viewer Count' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Tip Jar!' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Sponser Banner' (browser_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'background music' (ffmpeg_source)
22:59:58.706: - source: 'Application Audio Output Capture' (audio_capture)
22:59:58.706: ------------------------------------------------
22:59:58.730: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
22:59:58.730: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:00:01.244: OpenType support missing for "Open Sans", script 11
23:00:01.244: OpenType support missing for "Arial", script 11
23:00:01.246: OpenType support missing for "Tahoma", script 11
23:00:01.252: OpenType support missing for "MS UI Gothic", script 11
23:00:01.255: OpenType support missing for "SimSun", script 11
23:00:01.260: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Emoji", script 11
23:00:01.262: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Symbol", script 11
23:00:01.267: OpenType support missing for "Open Sans", script 12
23:00:01.267: OpenType support missing for "Arial", script 12
23:00:01.268: OpenType support missing for "Tahoma", script 12
23:00:01.268: OpenType support missing for "MS UI Gothic", script 12
23:00:01.268: OpenType support missing for "SimSun", script 12
23:00:01.268: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Emoji", script 12
23:00:01.268: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Symbol", script 12
23:00:01.269: OpenType support missing for "Open Sans", script 16
23:00:01.270: OpenType support missing for "Arial", script 16
23:00:01.270: OpenType support missing for "Tahoma", script 16
23:00:01.270: OpenType support missing for "MS UI Gothic", script 16
23:00:01.270: OpenType support missing for "SimSun", script 16
23:00:01.270: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Emoji", script 16
23:00:01.271: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Symbol", script 16
23:00:01.271: OpenType support missing for "Monotype Koufi", script 16
23:00:01.272: OpenType support missing for "Open Sans", script 20
23:00:01.272: OpenType support missing for "Arial", script 20
23:00:01.272: OpenType support missing for "Tahoma", script 20
23:00:01.272: OpenType support missing for "MS UI Gothic", script 20
23:00:01.273: OpenType support missing for "SimSun", script 20
23:00:01.273: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Emoji", script 20
23:00:01.273: OpenType support missing for "Segoe UI Symbol", script 20
23:00:33.889: Settings changed (outputs)
23:00:33.889: ------------------------------------------------
23:02:00.608: Settings changed (stream 1)
23:02:00.608: ------------------------------------------------
23:02:48.447: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] attempting to hook process: FortniteClient-Win64-Shipping.exe
23:02:48.450: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] using helper (compatibility hook)
23:02:48.470: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] hook not loaded yet, retrying..
23:02:48.646: adding 149 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 192 milliseconds (source: Application Audio Output Capture)
23:02:48.646:
23:02:51.464: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] attempting to hook process: FortniteClient-Win64-Shipping.exe
23:02:51.465: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] using helper (compatibility hook)
23:02:54.134: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:02:54.134: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:02:54.762: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] attempting to hook process: FortniteClient-Win64-Shipping.exe
23:02:54.855: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] d3d12_init: device=0x20521AD53A0
23:02:54.855: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] DXGI_SWAP_CHAIN_DESC:
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.Width: 1920
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.Height: 1080
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.RefreshRate.Numerator: 0
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.RefreshRate.Denominator: 0
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.Format: 24
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.ScanlineOrdering: 0
23:02:54.855: BufferDesc.Scaling: 0
23:02:54.855: SampleDesc.Count: 1
23:02:54.855: SampleDesc.Quality: 0
23:02:54.855: BufferUsage: 48
23:02:54.855: BufferCount: 3
23:02:54.855: Windowed: 1
23:02:54.855: SwapEffect: 4
23:02:54.855: Flags: 2050
23:02:54.855: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] We're DXGI1.4 boys!
23:02:54.855: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] d3d12_init_11on12: creating 11 device: queue=0x20526849540
23:02:54.961: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] d3d12 shared texture capture successful
23:02:54.963: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] Remembering D3D12 queue from first direct submit after present: queue=0x20526849540
23:02:54.964: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] shared texture capture successful
23:04:20.966: User is ignoring service bitrate limits.
23:04:20.971: ---------------------------------
23:04:20.971: [x264 encoder: 'advanced_video_stream'] preset: veryfast
23:04:20.971: [x264 encoder: 'advanced_video_stream'] profile: main
23:04:20.974: [x264 encoder: 'advanced_video_stream'] settings:
23:04:20.974: rate_control: CBR
23:04:20.974: bitrate: 4000
23:04:20.974: buffer size: 4000
23:04:20.974: crf: 23
23:04:20.974: fps_num: 60
23:04:20.974: fps_den: 1
23:04:20.974: width: 1920
23:04:20.974: height: 1080
23:04:20.974: keyint: 120
23:04:20.974:
23:04:20.985: ---------------------------------
23:04:20.985: [FFmpeg aac encoder: 'adv_stream_audio'] bitrate: 160, channels: 2, channel_layout: stereo
23:04:20.985:
23:04:20.993: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Disabling network optimizations, not compatible with RTMPS
23:04:20.993: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Connecting to RTMP URL rtmps://rtmp-api.facebook.com:443/rtmp/...
23:04:21.037: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Interface: Intel(R) Wi-Fi 6 AX201 160MHz (802.11, 780↓/866↑ mbps)
23:04:23.098: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Connection to rtmps://rtmp-api.facebook.com:443/rtmp/ (2a03:2880:f02c:103:face:b00c:0:1411) successful
23:04:23.098: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Socket send buffer is 65536 bytes
23:04:23.106: ==== Streaming Start ===============================================
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.670: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:05:41.814: adding 128 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 320 milliseconds (source: background music)
23:05:41.814:
23:05:44.477: adding 170 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 490 milliseconds (source: Video Capture Device)
23:05:44.477:
23:06:00.881: adding 64 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 554 milliseconds (source: Video Capture Device)
23:06:00.881:
23:06:30.436: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:06:30.436: [win-capture-audio] (ProcessInput) late mix input packet - increase cutoff_end?
23:07:31.910: Max audio buffering reached!
23:07:31.910: adding 405 milliseconds of audio buffering, total audio buffering is now 960 milliseconds (source: background music)
23:07:31.910:
23:07:40.904: ==== Shutting down ==================================================
23:07:40.962: WASAPI: Device 'Headphones (Realtek(R) Audio)' Terminated
23:07:40.972: [game-capture: 'Game Capture'] capture stopped
23:07:40.982: WASAPI: Device 'Microphone (Realtek(R) Audio)' Terminated
23:07:41.962: All scene data cleared
23:07:41.962: ------------------------------------------------
23:07:42.751: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] User stopped the stream
23:07:42.751: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Socket send buffer is 1048576 bytes
23:07:42.751: Output 'adv_stream': stopping
23:07:42.751: Output 'adv_stream': Total frames output: 9483
23:07:42.751: Output 'adv_stream': Total drawn frames: 8371 (12106 attempted)
23:07:42.751: Output 'adv_stream': Number of lagged frames due to rendering lag/stalls: 3735 (30.9%)
23:07:42.751: [rtmp stream: 'adv_stream'] Freeing 1 remaining packets
23:07:56.749: Video stopped, number of skipped frames due to encoding lag: 4773/10252 (46.6%)
23:07:57.334: warning: 2 frames left in the queue on closing
23:07:58.661: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_unload] Shutting down...
23:07:58.664: Tried to call obs_frontend_remove_event_callback with no callbacks!
23:07:58.664: [obs-websocket] [obs_module_unload] Finished shutting down.
23:08:11.801: [obs-backgroundremoval] plugin unloaded
23:08:11.804: [Scripting] Total detached callbacks: 0
23:08:11.806: Freeing OBS context data
23:08:11.943: == Profiler Results =============================
23:08:11.943: run_program_init: 3093.71 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSApp::AppInit: 24.721 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┗OBSApp::InitLocale: 1.224 ms
23:08:11.943: ┗OBSApp::OBSInit: 3049.72 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣obs_startup: 4.297 ms
23:08:11.943: ┗OBSBasic::OBSInit: 2634.16 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSBasic::InitBasicConfig: 0.365 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSBasic::ResetAudio: 0.17 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSBasic::ResetVideo: 157.558 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┗obs_init_graphics: 156.129 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┗shader compilation: 55.244 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSBasic::InitOBSCallbacks: 0.007 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣OBSBasic::InitHotkeys: 0.019 ms
23:08:11.943: ┣obs_load_all_modules2: 1544.83 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(3d-effect.dll): 0.005 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(aja-output-ui.dll): 0.141 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(aja.dll): 0.115 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(coreaudio-encoder.dll): 1.122 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(decklink-captions.dll): 0 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(decklink-output-ui.dll): 0 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(decklink.dll): 1.653 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(frontend-tools.dll): 4.525 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(image-source.dll): 0.008 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(libimage-reaction.dll): 0.001 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(move-transition.dll): 0.983 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-advanced-masks.dll): 0.005 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-backgroundremoval.dll): 304.837 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-browser.dll): 10.567 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-ffmpeg.dll): 170.108 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┃ ┗nvenc_check: 7.567 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-filters.dll): 1.532 ms
23:08:11.943: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-outputs.dll): 0.01 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-qsv11.dll): 873.862 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-stroke-glow-shadow.dll): 0.007 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-text.dll): 0.201 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-transitions.dll): 0.02 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-vst.dll): 0.005 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-webrtc.dll): 0.193 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-websocket.dll): 15.253 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-x264.dll): 0.002 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(rtmp-services.dll): 1.993 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(text-freetype2.dll): 0.038 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(vlc-video.dll): 0.035 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(win-capture-audio.dll): 0.691 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(win-capture.dll): 4.725 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(win-dshow.dll): 3.868 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(win-wasapi.dll): 0.491 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣obs_init_module(obs-multi-rtmp.dll): 7.159 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┗reset_win32_symbol_paths: 0.46 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣OBSBasic::InitService: 1.915 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣OBSBasic::ResetOutputs: 1.306 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣OBSBasic::CreateHotkeys: 0.451 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣OBSBasic::InitPrimitives: 0.09 ms
23:08:11.944: ┗OBSBasic::Load: 755.731 ms
23:08:11.944: obs_hotkey_thread(25 ms): min=0.002 ms, median=0.008 ms, max=215.575 ms, 99th percentile=0.232 ms, 99.9606% below 25 ms
23:08:11.944: audio_thread(Audio): min=0.004 ms, median=0.135 ms, max=1130.21 ms, 99th percentile=31.329 ms
23:08:11.944: ┗receive_audio: min=0.001 ms, median=0.602 ms, max=14.144 ms, 99th percentile=4.388 ms, 0.442528 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┣buffer_audio: min=0 ms, median=0.001 ms, max=0.117 ms, 99th percentile=0.006 ms
23:08:11.944: ┗do_encode: min=0.091 ms, median=0.596 ms, max=14.14 ms, 99th percentile=4.395 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣encode(adv_stream_audio): min=0.086 ms, median=0.576 ms, max=14.121 ms, 99th percentile=4.356 ms
23:08:11.944: ┗send_packet: min=0.001 ms, median=0.012 ms, max=6.859 ms, 99th percentile=0.148 ms
23:08:11.944: obs_graphics_thread(16.6667 ms): min=0.026 ms, median=0.574 ms, max=2014.32 ms, 99th percentile=47.747 ms, 97.6573% below 16.667 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣tick_sources: min=0 ms, median=0.017 ms, max=801.009 ms, 99th percentile=0.146 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣output_frame: min=0.023 ms, median=0.29 ms, max=1137.45 ms, 99th percentile=35.249 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┣gs_context(video->graphics): min=0.023 ms, median=0.265 ms, max=1137.44 ms, 99th percentile=34.116 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┣render_video: min=0.002 ms, median=0.076 ms, max=728.584 ms, 99th percentile=1.133 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┃ ┣render_main_texture: min=0.001 ms, median=0.062 ms, max=509.732 ms, 99th percentile=0.563 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┃ ┣render_convert_texture: min=0.005 ms, median=0.011 ms, max=20.013 ms, 99th percentile=0.079 ms, 0.335927 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┃ ┗stage_output_texture: min=0.001 ms, median=0.013 ms, max=728.381 ms, 99th percentile=2.286 ms, 0.335927 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┣gs_flush: min=0.02 ms, median=0.146 ms, max=1137.23 ms, 99th percentile=8.79 ms
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┃ ┗download_frame: min=0 ms, median=0.097 ms, max=754.34 ms, 99th percentile=45.044 ms, 0.335927 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┃ ┗output_video_data: min=0 ms, median=0.23 ms, max=4.299 ms, 99th percentile=1.184 ms, 0.335887 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┗render_displays: min=0 ms, median=0.002 ms, max=2013.8 ms, 99th percentile=2.555 ms
23:08:11.944: OBSBasic::ResetOutputs: 0.398 ms
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23:08:11.944: ┗receive_video: min=1.048 ms, median=2.211 ms, max=1127.33 ms, 99th percentile=291.512 ms, 1.94905 calls per parent call
23:08:11.944: ┗do_encode: min=1.047 ms, median=2.209 ms, max=1127.33 ms, 99th percentile=291.512 ms
23:08:11.944: ┣encode(advanced_video_stream): min=1.012 ms, median=2.172 ms, max=1127.3 ms, 99th percentile=291.498 ms
23:08:11.944: ┗send_packet: min=0.002 ms, median=0.018 ms, max=9.582 ms, 99th percentile=0.655 ms
23:08:11.944: =================================================
23:08:11.944: == Profiler Time Between Calls ==================
23:08:11.944: obs_hotkey_thread(25 ms): min=23.713 ms, median=25.607 ms, max=388.598 ms, 41.7675% within ±2% of 25 ms (0.410643% lower, 57.8219% higher)
23:08:11.944: obs_graphics_thread(16.6667 ms): min=0.132 ms, median=16.667 ms, max=2014.34 ms, 93.4319% within ±2% of 16.667 ms (2.61174% lower, 3.95632% higher)
23:08:11.944: =================================================
23:08:12.242: Number of memory leaks: 3

Hey everyone, I will also leave this sub. Like many, I'm doing much better, and reading everyone's stories has helped me handle my situation.
Today marks four months since I was blindsided from a 1.5-year relationship, and now I'm doing much better. I found a job, started exercising, made new friends, and picked up a few hobbies where I can fully express myself. Of course, I will continue to miss her and love her, but at least I don't cry anymore, and I can continue my journey without regret since I was not the one who left. She blindsided me, and it's her problem, not mine. I'm just collateral damage from her insecurities. I was discarded because she fell out of love. That's okay; she could have expressed herself earlier, but like I said, that's someone else's problem.
Here's my 2 cents on what I've done over the past months:
Day 0:

• I blocked her on everything as soon as she left me: Instagram, Facebook, even LinkedIn. No need to see her face or what she's up to. It's not my business anymore.
• I told my friends not to mention her name or talk to me about her life. I also asked some friends to unfollow her if they couldn't keep their mouths shut.
• I deleted every message from all platforms; there's no need to read old stuff again and again. This is not my present anymore.
• I blocked her number, deleted her number, and unblocked the number. With an iPhone, this deletes every call you've made, and if you delete messages, you should be unable to find the number back. This will save you.
• I saved every picture of her on a drive and deleted everything from my phone. No need to be gaslighted by my phone.
• Deleted Instagram and TikTok to dodge the shitty algorithms.
• Avoided contacting mutual friends; they will reach out if they want to know about you. Know their side and share information carefully about yourself.
• I cried.

Day 1 -> Today:

• I self-reflected a lot.
  • Started therapy.
  • Identified my core wounds.
  • I've quit drinking (I was terrified of contacting her when I was drunk, which helped a lot).
  • Read books (and took everything with a grain of salt when there were no sources).
  • Exercised. Just doing push-ups every day and seeing progress made me feel good.
  • Stayed away from breakup coaches.
• Considered what I could've done better without gaslighting myself.
  • Initially, it was awful, but with time my mind became much kinder to me.
  • The idea is to upgrade, not replay everything on repeat.
  • I understood that I did my best with the knowledge I had at the time. This doesn't mean I can't do better.
  • Recognized that a relationship is a two-way street. If I'm not informed of what's wrong in the relationship, I can try my best, but I'm not a mind reader (yet).
• Realigned my values in life and removed everything that didn't match what I want to be.
  • Asked myself: Do I really match who I want to be? Do my everyday choices match who I want to be?
• Took baby steps and was gentle with myself. If I was unable to leave home, I just took a shower and tried to put clothes on. If I still didn't feel like going outside, I jumped back into bed and cried again.
  • If I was unable to eat, I told myself it's okay. If I wanted just a banana, then it was just a banana.
  • If I was unable to sleep, I turned on the light and lived my life.
• Asked ChatGPT to roast my ex; it's funny and harmless.
• Read everyone stories and tips.
• And of course, No Contact. At first, it felt like we were both in No Contact, then I realized it was just me fighting against myself, which is exhausting.

Overall, be gentle with yourself and allow yourself to be sad and numb. Don't gaslight yourself with "what if" scenarios. Take your time.
Go to therapy; being rejected by the person you love is a challenge. Don't harass your partner. Let them go, let them lose you, and let them see what life is like without you.
Offer yourself the chance to see what life is like without them; it's an experiment for both of you.
You can miss them, but always move forward. Life is short, and there is so much to discover, experience, and try.
I will continue, from time to time, to read your stories, and I wish everyone a safe journey. I hope you find yourself and become proud of who you are.