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2024.05.29 05:43 WaveCave420 Sterilization Success !

Just had my bilateral salpingectomy today! I saw Dr. Charlotte Pickens in La Jolla, CA btw. It was an amazing experience y'all! Much easier than I anticipated! Buckle up, it's a long one, and very detailed! But all positive for the most part LOL
I'm 34 and have never EVER had surgery aside from getting my wisdom teeth out at 16, and a colonoscopy at 24. Never even broken a bone or gotten stitches, nothing. I have a lot of medical anxiety, I was tripping out the most over sleep paralysis despite anesthesia LOL Wasn't even nervous about the actual surgery, just didn't wanna wake up during it and be mentally scarred for life šŸ¤£ Saw a few scary stories on TV once about that phenomenon.
The office gave me Hibiclens at my consult appt to take home & scrub my abdomen with the last 3 showers leading up surgery. Yesterday morning, yesterday evening, and this morning. No deodorant, lotions, perfumes, nail polish or jewelry after my shower this morning.
I was NPO after midnight last night. They instructed me to drink an ensure between 9pm-11pm last night since my surgery was in the afternoon. I also took half an Ativan last night at 9pm to make sure I slept and didn't have anxiety insomnia lol They also instructed me to take my heart arrythmia pill this morning right upon wakening with a tiny sip of water. I had an echocardiogram a week ago, so yes, I got cardiac clearance lol I also had a pre-op transvaginal ultrasound and blood work 2 weeks ago.
When I got there, they called me back to the pre-op room. I got weighed, asked for my height, and had to pee in a cup first thing. They then had me change into my gown, skiddy socks & hair net. They gave me 2 Tylenol 500mg & a Celebrex (200mg - for preventative nerve pain) with a tiny sip of water. Then they took my BP/pulse ox, and started my IV in my left hand, and started fluids and some Ativan. They also put on the leg compression things, man they feel great lol They got me heated blankets, and even had a lil pack of lavender smelly stuff they taped to the top left of my paper gown for relaxation šŸ˜Š
All the staff came in and introduced themselves while in pre-op, from the surgeon herself, to the anesthesia team, to the OR scrub nurses, to the surgical resident that'd be observing (with my permission of course.) They also asked if they had permission to let the surgical resident practice a pelvic exam on me while under anesthesia, I agreed. I've been employed in healthcare myself for 17 years, so anything to help with someone's education! I could've refused if I wanted, but I really appreciated them asking beforehand.
They then wheeled me back to the OR, and I was feeling goooood with the Ativan lol They also pushed a lil GI cocktail too before they gave me the gas. I had to scoot myself from my original pre-op bed to the OR table, which was easy, they leveled the beds together and helped me. They then masked me with the gas, and I was outttt like a light after about 4-5 deeeeep inhales!!!
I woke up in post-op an hour and a half later. Went in at 12 noon, woke up at 1:30pm, all done! They intubated me after falling asleep, and pulled it out before waking up, it's like nothing ever happened! No soreness, hoarseness or coughing. I'm clearing my throat occasionally here and there 7 hours later, just kinda feels like when you get "bubbles" (post-nadal drip basically lol) in your throat with seasonal allergies. Not often enough to cause soreness which is great, waaaay better then what I anticipated after reading about other people's experiences on here. They cathed me too since they gave me fluids, thankfully after I was out, and removed it before I woke up, so it hurts to pee just a little bit, not even as bad a UTI šŸ¤£ Like, a 4 on a scale of 1-10.
They gave me ice chips & apple juice straight upon awakening too, which was great! I had no nausea at all, still don't hours later. I rested for about 30 mins, then they brought back my ride to hang out with me and go over discharge instructions. I got up to go pee, and then they wheeled me outside to the car, and even opened the door & helped me get in!! They have $5 valet services for 0-3 hours parking, so the car was pulled right up to the curb right outside the front doors!
We drove straight to IHOP afterwards. I took it easy with some Belgian waffles & a few strips of bacon, and a mango iced tea, and a few sips of my ride's cinnamon milkshake lol I then stopped by Walgreens to grab a few house things I forgot to pick up last night, my ride helped & carried everything šŸ˜Š
The ride home was smooth, I didn't have any discomfort from the shitty ass bumpy roads on our 30 min drive home lol I did bring a squishmallow to put between my belly and the seat belt, which was a genius idea I picked up on here!
BTW, I'm an occasional recreational cannabis user. I was honest and disclosed my use to my anesthesiologist only (VERY IMPORTANT), I didn't want that ICD-10 diagnosis use code going to Tricare from my consult appt ahead of surgery & prior authorization for obvious reasons lol. I quit edibles 2 months ago, and vaping 1 month ago. My anesthesiologist said I would've been fine discontinuing use just 5-7 days prior to surgery (no ibuprofen 7 days before either lol), but I did a month + to be safe, I'm a bit on the heavier side, and I've heard edibles stick around in your system (fat lol) much longer than just smoking/vaping, so I wanted to be super certain that I'd be clear and not fuck up anesthesia for myself. For reference, I'm 5'6", 180lbs. I took 3-4 puffs of a vape 4-5 days a week, and 10mg worth of edibles once almost every weekend for a few months straight, so not a super heavy user.
I hope my experience can help others make the decision to take the plunge too before election day lol I called to set up the consult appt back in December, had the actual consult appt in February, and first available surgery was today, late May.
I am a generally super anxious person by nature, and had my bestie/coworker take me to my very first surgery. My family is 3k miles away on the east Coast and couldn't be here, so if my anxious ass can do it, literally anybody can do it! I literally have nobody out here but my bestie, no family, no nothing. My soon to be ex husband is on deployment right now out in the Pacific, and is unreachable at the moment, and frankly doesn't give a shit. He knows I had surgery today too, and I KNOW he won't call or email out of common human decency to at least ask how it went when he does get back in service/port. He asked for a divorce a week after my consult appt, which happened to be 2 weeks before deployment, how convenient, after saying straight to my face before & after the appt that he totally supported my choice, and was looking forward to the DINK lifestyle with me. Oh well.
Y'all are šŸ’Æ when you say men aren't ~truly~ childfree unless they've had a vasectomy, or atleast got one scheduled on the books soon lol My conservative family back on the east coast are losing their shit over this, they're all christofacist trump bootlickers, I'm so glad I got to move away from all that and experience personal freedom/a different & better way of life out here. I'm so thankful to be in a position financially & geographically to have been able to take care of this. My GYN back home wouldn't even put an IUD in me at 29yrs old cause I never had kid before, so my cervix wasn't soft enough šŸ™„ Whatever bitch, I left and got spayed in Cali at 34 with no pushback from my Drs out here, kiss my grits lol
Thanks for coming to my hippie TED talk, hope this helps others! ā™„ļø
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2024.05.29 05:43 Southern_Ad7903 Need to connect

Hi there,
I think I'm an empath. I have been painfully shy as a kid, growing up I struggle with anxiety and depression. I've always been able to take on the emotions (usually sad or negative) of other people, used to be unknowingly, but now I am a lot more aware and try to distance myself or do lots of grounding/meditation.
I'm writing here to ask for help.
I'm in a place far away from my homecountry for work, for around 3 months and I'm having it rough regarding missing my family. The first stage was wave upon wave of loneliness and sadness, kept crying. And then my brain tried to numb the pain as it became too much, I started shutting down emotion center and focus on non-emotional (the technical part of my work).
Next, started to distance myself and shut down connection, first to coworkers, and then even to family. My brain tried to convince me they don't need me, it seemed this way, my spouse was so busy he couldn't talk to me, and my kid had her own busy schedule. My soul pined for them to call, but they didn't, and I was too numb to reach out. (Btw, I do call them every few days, but apparently it is just just just not enough, and my family are coping in their own way by pulling back too)
I didn't realise all these was happening until now. Because these few days, I started to develop anxiety. I am not new to it but I do know that anxiety is a sign that something's wrong to the empath. Mind racing, uncontrollable fear and anxiety. Physical signs of stomachache too. That's when I look back and I realise that something is wrong.
I have two more weeks to go before I can see my family. I am reaching out to this community, please help me, thank you :)
PS: i am strongly introverted. I have thought about connecting with my coworkers, but I cannot bring myself to make the first move (so scared of rejection), and also they can feel my anxiety.
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2024.05.29 05:41 TemporalWonder I'm still holding on to hope that she'll come back.

Hope is a brilliant thing in the right moments, but it's also so dangerous.
In the past, my ex and I would have minor arguments and she'd blow them way out of proportion. She'd have a tendency to be avoidant and want to run away. She'd cite "we're just so different and have such different perspectives" constantly and I never fully agreed. Even if we did, I never saw that as a bad thing. Our differences pulled us out of our comfort zones and opened a lot of doors both ways.
During those difficult times, we'd always bounce back strong. It might take a bit, but the romance was fierce post-argument. This time, I'm not sure if she's coming back. It's been almost a month since we had an argument and any time the relationship is brought up, she turns to being defensive and makes a million excuses. The other night, I asked her if she'd be willing to spend time together in person, though I'd understand if it was too soon or too awkward. She replied "I do want to, I'm just so busy with work. My summer's getting booked and you know I work two jobs and I just want to relax when I'm at home". I can't wrap my head around why us spending time together is such a massive stressor to the point where she refuses to make time for me, yet she'll constantly confirm she does feel strongly about me.
I should clarify that I trust her wholeheartedly. In our entire time of knowing each other, she's never lied to me once. She's never told a "half-truth". One thing I've always respected about her is she's brutally honest. I have zero reason to distrust that now, even after our break-up.
I just can't stop myself from wondering if there's any way to return to where we were before. I miss us venting to each other about our lives, laughing until we can't breathe until 2am, the way she'd caress me, etc. I know this sounds cliche. It's like I can't find closure. I'm happy to still have her in my life as a friend, yet I still find myself sad over how much distance there's been lately. She's so important to me and I suppose I just want her to show me she still feels the same way too.
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2024.05.29 05:39 Andre3000RPI Yahoo Morning Briefing

Tuesday, May 28 Good morning! Here's our Markets Reporter Josh Schafer with your preview of the abbreviated week ahead.
ļø Stocks still near record highs: Stocks closed last week with mixed results as debate about when, or if, the Federal Reserve will cut interest rates continued to be top of mind for investors. But they still stand near record highs. ā€Œ After a quiet week on the economic data front, a key reading of the Fed's preferred inflation gauge is set to greet investors in the week ahead. A second update on economic growth in the first quarter and a reading on consumer confidence are also on the economic schedule. ā€Œ On the corporate front, earnings season is officially winding down, with Salesforce, Costco, Dollar General, and Best Buy highlighting a lighter schedule of quarterly reports. What we're watching
Morning Brief is written and edited by Ethan Wolff-Mann. For the web version, click here. Follow all the action throughout the day on Yahoo Finance and on the Yahoo Finance app.
Rate debate: A hotter-than-expected reading on US economic output, combined with a hawkish tone from Fed officials in the minutes of the central bank's May meeting, prompted investors to scale back expectations for interest rate cuts again. Investors are now pricing in fewer than two cuts for the year, and debate has shifted to whether or not the Fed will make its first cut by September. ā€Œ As of Friday, markets were pricing in a 50% chance the Fed doesn't cut in September, a noted shift from the 70% chance investors had priced in a month ago, per the CME FedWatch tool. ā€Œ Goldman's chief US economist David Mericle pushed its predicted first cut from July to September, but reasoned that his team still views these cuts as "optional" given the strength of the economy. All else equal, signs of strength in the economy "lessen the urgency" for the Fed to cut, Mericle reasoned. ā€Œ With earnings season largely over, Truist co-chief investment officer Keith Lerner told Yahoo Finance the discussion around the Fed, inflation, and economic data will once again take center stage for markets in the near term. ā€Œ "That just makes for a more volatile market," Lerner said. ā€Œ
A fresh check on prices: Inflation's trajectory remains crucial to the Fed's rate-cutting timeline, and markets will get an update on any progress on Friday with the release of the Personal Consumption Expenditures (PCE) index. ā€Œ Economists expect April's "core" PCE, the Fed's preferred gauge that excludes the volatile food and energy categories, clocked in at an annual gain of 2.8%, flat from March's increase. Over the prior month, economists expect "core" PCE rose 0.3%, also in line with last month's change. ā€Œ Another economic growth update: US economic growth for the first quarter of 2024 came in far weaker than economists had expected. On April 25, the Bureau of Economic Analysis's advance estimate of first quarter US gross domestic product showed the economy grew at an annualized pace of 1.6% during the period, missing the 2.5% growth expected by economists surveyed by Bloomberg. ā€Œ
The secondary reading is slated for Thursday, and economists believe after down revisions to retail sales data in February and March, the GDP number will fall to 1.3% in this reading. However, Bank of America US economist Michael Gapen wrote in a note to clients that this shouldn't be an ominous sign about the health of the US economy as final sales to domestic purchasers remains strong.
A solid earnings backdrop for the rest of the year is one of several factors many strategists are citing as they revise up their year-end targets for the S&P 500. ā€Œ But Deutsche Bank chief equity strategist Binky Chadha told Yahoo Finance while people are "talking bullish," equity positioning hasn't shifted much in the past three months. Deutsche Bank's measure of positioning shows investors are "overweight" equities but not to the "extreme" levels seen in 2021 and 2018.
Chart of the day This is one of several reasons Chadha sees "upside risks" to his updated call for the S&P 500 to end 2024 at 5,500. Chadha believes there could be more room to run for stocks, particularly given that he feels consensus isn't currently pricing in outperformance for the US economy. ā€Œ Chadha highlights that expectations for the US economy have really just shifted from an incoming recession to at or slightly below normal trend growth. If that consensus continues to move higher, and the US economy once again grows more than expected this year amid what some believe could be a productivity boom for the US labor force, it's not hard to see the S&P 500 hitting 6,000, per Chadha. ā€Œ "We've come a long way, but we don't seem to have gone all the way," Chadha said.
Tuesday ā€Œ ā€Œ ā€Œ Wednesday ā€Œ ā€Œ ā€Œ Thursday ā€Œ ā€Œ ā€Œ Friday ā€Œ ā€Œ Earnings and economic calendar Economic data: S&P CoreLogic Case-Shiller National Home Price Index year-over-year, March (+6.38% prior); Conference Board Consumer Confidence, May (96 expected, 97 prior); Dallas Fed manufacturing activity, May (-15 expected, -14.5 prior)
Earnings: Box (BOX), Cava (CAVA) Economic data: MBA Mortgage Applications, week ending May 24 (+1.9% prior); Richmond Fed manufacturing index, May (-7); Federal Reserve releases Beige Book Earnings: Abercrombie & Fitch (ANF), Advance Auto Parts (AAP), American Eagle (AEO), BMO (BMO), C3.ai (AI), Chewy (CHWY), Dick's Sporting Goods (DKS), HP (HPQ), Okta (OKTA), Salesforce (CRM)
Economic data: First quarter GDP, second estimate (1.3% annualized rate expected, +1.6% previously); First quarter personal consumption, second estimate (+2.1% expected, 2.5% previously); Initial jobless claims, week ended May 25 (218,000 expected, 215,000 previously); Pending home sales, month-over-month, April (-0.6% expected, +3.4% previously); Wholesale inventories month-over-month April preliminary (-0.1% expected, -0.4% previously) Earnings: Best Buy (BBY), Birkenstock (BIRK), Build-a-Bear Workshop (BBW), Burlington Stores (BURL), Canopy Growth (CGC), Costco (COST), Dollar General (DG), Foot Locker (FL), Hormel Foods (HRL), Kohl's (KSS), Marvell Technology (MRVL), MongoDB (MDB), Ulta Beauty (ULTA), Zscaler (ZS)
Economic data: Personal income, month-over-month, April (+0.3% expected, +0.5% previously); Personal spending, month-over-month, April (+0.3% expected, +0.8% previously); PCE inflation, month-over-month, April (+0.3% expected, +0.3% previously); PCE inflation, year-over-year, April (+2.7% expected, +2.7% previously); "Core" PCE, month-over-month, April (+0.3% expected, +0.3% previously); "Core" PCE, year-over-year, April (+2.8% expected; +2.8% previously) Earnings: BRP (DOO.TO)
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2024.05.29 05:39 Toxicandexotic WIBTA for calling out the obvious resentment towards me and/or my grandma within my aunt?

My grandma (84F) passed away this March. Her and I were extremely close and grieving her has been a nightmare, itā€™s the most painful thing Iā€™ve ever felt. When I (23F) was a child, my grandma was there for my first steps, my first time crawling, she took care of me when I was sick, taught me how to drive, taught me how to braid, was the one to talk to me after my first period, taught me how to mow the grass, took me to school everyday until middle school when I began riding the bus because she wasnā€™t as well anymore, gave me many opportunities I otherwise wouldnā€™t have had, etc. so as you can tell, we had a very very close relationship.
My grandma had 7 children including my father and Iā€™m one of 19 grandchildren. I had went to my uncleā€™s wife yesterday feeling sad about missing my grandma and she had said ā€œI am sorry (my name). I think you were truly the only grandchild she cared about. Try to remember the good things she did for you, I hope it eases your pain.ā€ Her and my uncle have three adult children together and I always knew my uncle resented me (when I was 13 he once told me that I was a spoiled brat and all my cousins resented me because I think I talked back to a teacher once or got a bad report card when I was living with him during my parents messy custody battle), but I didnā€™t think my aunt did. In truth, my parents just brought me around my grandma starting from the time I was born and from there we got very close, most of my dadā€™s other siblings didnā€™t bring their kids around as much, but they donā€™t seem to hold any resentment. After all.. my grandma has/had 19 grandchildren. She couldnā€™t have possibly gone to each of them in a way that made things equal as it was with that many, not unless their parents brought them around more to make things a bit easier especially as she became unwell.
So obviously, my uncleā€™s wife saying this made me pretty upset. My grandma isnā€™t even here to defend herself and those two wonā€™t let up on senseless pettiness even after sheā€™s gone. Almost as if she just had to throw a small dig in there and couldnā€™t just be there for her niece. So WIBTA if I told her that no, that was untrue and that grandma spoke fondly/affectionately about all her grandkids and that itā€™s not my nor her fault that they (this aunt and uncle) feel so entitled when they never bothered with her anyway and are spiteful enough to resent their niece 40 years their junior and cast stones at a woman who is no longer here to defend herself? My dad thinks I should just leave it be and ignore, but I want to defend my grandma who can no longer defend herself and Iā€™m tired of the years of this from those two.
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2024.05.29 05:38 DownPin At Fault Car Accident at Work [KS]

At Fault Car Accident While Working [KS]
Just needed some advice regarding an incident that had happened while at work.
I live in Kansas and my job requires me to drive around the county fairly often. They provided a fleet of cars. The cars are insured by them.
Today I was driving along with a coworker who was in the passenger seat. I was going south and had stopped to make a left turn into a street. The other side of the street had cars backed in their left lane due to a car wanting to take a left lane as well so my view was obstructed. When I thought it was safe and clear to go, I proceeded with a left turn and was immediately hit by a car going north about 35 to 40 mph. From what I can remember my car felt like it spun multiple times. Two car accident. My airbags went off. The driver of the other car stayed in his car until paramedics came and was taken to the hospital by ambulance. He seemed disoriented. Our car definitely sustained a lot of damage and I believe it will be totaled. As soon as I recovered from the shock I got out the car to check on my coworker who seemed disoriented and in shock still. I had a bystander call the police. Plenty of witnesses to see what happened. Firefighters came first and then EMS and then the police. We declined an ambulance since I told them that we could get a ride to the hospital (I had my GF come and pick us up). I promptly notified administration at work of the accident and the maintenance man was sent out to tow the car and provide insurance information of the car. Administration also had HR send me workers compensation information to fill out. The police took my statement and had me fill out an accident form. I put the company auto insurance down. I was cited for failure to yield to right of way - left turn.
We then went to the hospital to get checked out since my ankle was hurt and my worker seemed to have a concussion. She and I both provided our personal insurance information. They then learned we were on the clock for work and stated it changes things since itā€™s considered workerā€™s compensation.
They ran 3 x rays on my ankle and deemed no fractures or dislocation. I do feel a sharp pain when I fully extend it backwards and forwards. I can walk on it but there is a bit of discomfort. My coworker stated her head really hurt and they had her do a CT scan.
When I got home I called to pay the citation and they said thereā€™s no notice to appear and itā€™s just a fine.
Is there anything thing I need to be aware of since I was considered at fault by the police? How will this affect my insurance? Will I be needing an attorney? Is there anything I should or shouldnā€™t be doing?
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2024.05.29 05:36 KeiraRose Am I out of line?

Iā€™m buying a new build home and selling my old home on the same day, closing date 5/31. I had a contingency in place for me getting final loan approval by 5/24, or we had to cancel the contract with the buyers of my current home and thus cancel the purchase of the new home.
05/21 I submitted all documents requested for the conditional loan approval
05/24 I email my loan officer, sales agent, and loan processor at 8am asking if there are any further documents they need for the underwriter to make a decision or if they have any updates for me. Hits 12pm, no response from any 3 individuals, so then I try calling, texting, and sending a follow up email. No response. They are all fully aware we have a deadline by 5pm for a response, or we will have to continue with cancelling the whole deal, otherwise we could still be forced to sell our current home even without loan approval, where we could then literally be homeless. 3:30pm hits and Iā€™ve STILL received no response from anyone, so I decided to call the front desk of the new builder and plead with them to please help me get ahold of someone. Low and behold, 5 minutes after I hang up with the receptionist I get a phone call from my loan officer literally yelling at me that I had no right to involve others in the process and she was ā€œdoing everything she possibly could for meā€ and that ā€œthe loan is in review, if I have an update, Iā€™ll let you know.ā€
I cancelled the deal, so no one is now getting a new house, and now Iā€™ve been made to feel like a complete asshole because I went around 3 people that were ignoring me for a very important update. Was I out of line by doing this? I honestly feel like they decided not to approve me because I ā€œwent behind their backā€ but I literally just wanted ONE person to respond. A simple ā€œstill in reviewā€ would have been all I needed to get me through the day.
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2024.05.29 05:35 whatisthis9512 Intense back pain when standing/walking for periods of time - looking for advice.

Intense back pain when standing/walking for periods of time - looking for advice.
I (29F) get intense back pain when standing or walking for periods of time (anything above 2-3 hours it really flairs up). This has been happening for years, but recently has gotten much worse. For example, I went on a vacation end of last year. At the end of day 1 my back was hurting, and then everyday it got progressively worse where at day 3-4, I couldn't even stand for more than 5 minutes at a time without needing to sit. The pain was so bad, it would bring me to tears and I'd have to sit on the ground in any location I'm in. Recently went to a music festival and I couldn't make it through the night because of my back
I've been to multiple physiotherapists and chiro for months without relief. They each say something different. That my hamstrings/QL are tight, my core is weak, my butt is weak, my SI joint doesn't have a lot of mobility, etc., but none of the excersises have been helping. Posting here in hopes someone has an idea of what is actually going on.
Some notes:
  • See attached photo, pain starts at number 1 (mainly along the bony part of lower back) to start, then travels up the back around the spine up to mid back. Both sides equally hurt
  • The only stretch that gives me relief is bending forward and leaning the side (or if I grab onto a sofa and lean back into it on the side).. It causes intense pain to lean forward then gives relief for a few minutes afterwards. Specifically needs to be forward and to the side.
  • Sitting gives me relief, lying down is the best relief. In the morning I will wake up feeling ok, then the flair up will happen as I start my day
  • This only happens when standing and walking for periods of time (2 hour + typically). Surprisingly, I can go on hikes ok (maybe the walking on incline is fine)
  • Wearing a back brace helps the pain (not entirely, but makes the pain manageable)
  • My body is tight (but always has been). I cannot touch my toes, I go a bit past my knees when reaching forward. My flexibility has improved through physio, but the pain has not
  • In terms of strength - I'm not strong but not that weak. I can hold 3x 30 second planks. Squat 3x reps of 10 on ~50 lbs of weight. RDL of 45 lbs, 3x 10 reps. I cannot do the back extension machine even unweighted for more than 10 reps (and causes me pain after).
Please if anyone can help with what may be going on and how I can improve.
TLDR: Back pain that happens when I stand/walk for long periods of time. Tried physio/chiro for no relief.
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2024.05.29 05:33 Iovingg [F4F] The Queen and The Unknown.

ā€œEnough!ā€
Actions were stopped, movements were halted, and speaking was silenced. From the guards, all the way to the you, The Queenā€™s favorite maids, everyone dropped what they were currently doing in the large circle of rage to listen. How it should be. There, the Queen took a big deep breath, waving a few of her most powerful men/knights up to the front. This wasnā€™t goodā€¦
ā€œIf this is how terrified my people is, my home, of this entity, thisā€¦ Imbecile, then it shall be put the rest.ā€
The Knights, as much as they trusted in what the Queen had in store for everyone, including them, this would be the most dangerous mission. One went to raise a hand, in which the Queen quickly shot her staff up to the armored arm and knocked it back down. She stared down the Knights with a spark in her eyes, visible for all to see.
ā€œNo. Enough is enough. My people shall not live in fear for their life, in fear for their precious valuables, childrenā€¦ You will be accompanied by one more. You give WILL bring back the issue and present them to me here by tonight.ā€
One more?
Suddenly, the overwhelmingly large doors behind the Queen swings open slowly but surely and there, on a beautiful mare, Sir Roland, a paragon of valor and might. Clad in armor as resplendent as the morning sun, he epitomizes the embodiment of chivalry. His armor, forged in the fiery depths of the kingdom's finest forges, gleams with a radiant sheen, a testament to the craftsmanship of the realm's master smiths. Upon his broad shoulders rests a mantle emblazoned with the crest of his Queenā€™s name, a symbol of his lineage and unwavering loyalty. His helm, adorned with intricate filigree, conceals his features save for piercing eyes that blaze with determination and steely resolve.
Beneath the visage of a warrior lies a heart of gold, filled with compassion and honor. Sir Roland is not only a fierce combatant but also a noble protector of the realm, sworn to defend the innocent and uphold justice in the face of adversity. His reputation precedes him, whispered in hushed tones by both friend and foe alike. Tales of his bravery and heroism echo through the corridors of the castle, inspiring hope in the hearts of the kingdom's subjects and striking fear into the hearts of those who would dare oppose him. He ensures safety.
The Queen turns to Sir Roland and greets him with a nod. With no words said, she flicks a wrist out behind her, motioning for the guards to follow him. They set out to find the cause of thisā€¦
After sunset.
Chained, shackled from head to toe, stood the oppositionā€™s most dangerous asset.
Concealed within the shadows of the night, there stalks a figure as deadly as she is enigmatic. Nickname, The Unknown, Real name, Isabella, the femme fatale of the underworld, whose every step is shrouded in mystery and intrigue. Clad in garments as dark as the abyss, she moves with the silent grace of a predatory cat, her every movement calculated and precise.
Her attire is a blend of form and function, designed to both conceal her presence and facilitate swift, deadly strikes. A fitted bodice hugs her frame like a second skin, allowing for freedom of movement without sacrificing stealth. A cloak, as black as midnight, billows around her like the wings of a raven, offering both protection from prying eyes and a cloak of anonymity in the darkness.
Sir Roland, yet to fail in pleasing the Queen drags her towards the red carpet, starting at the doors and ending at the foot of the Queenā€™s throne. The Queen sat, holding the same eyes she had before she sent them to capture, examining Isabella. Isabella still wore her menacing mask, purely black and grey, covering half of her beautiful face, graced by the god up above these very walls.
ā€œRemove yourselves from my sight. No Knightā€™s, no civilians, no one, need to be close. Privacy.ā€
Everyone removes themselves, including Roland, and there sat, shackled, on the her knees below the Queen. Silenceā€¦
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2024.05.29 05:31 spookyy-kitty Flossing Around My Metal Bands Hurts Like an MF

Iā€™ve had my braces on for 4 months. Iā€™ll admit Iā€™m not the best with flossing, but what has been making this worse is the fact that flossing between the teeth around the metal bands in the back of my mouth hurts A LOT. It hurts so bad I have to take a break and curl up on my bed until the pain goes away (about a minute or so). This pain is mainly around the teeth in the bottom.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Going to the ortho soon but just wanted to get some input because Iā€™m anxiously feeling like I have gum disease or more cavities back there.
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2024.05.29 05:26 Ixalite1 Low Tech Fleet (28) Convergent Development

Low Tech Fleet (28) Convergent Development
During the extended period of dƩtente between the Alturan Confederacy and the Syndicate of Ammunjakke, the great cruisers of the confederacy embarked upon a series of exploratory missions. Many systems were charted, pirates were defeated, and friendly relations were established with many interstellar polities. One of the strangest of these was the Tensic Empire, which would go on to have a great impact on further Alturan technology and development.
Tensic Empire \"Soldier\" Class Frigate
Tensic Empire \"Soldier Class Frigate (Aft)
Tensic Empire \"Soldier\" class Frigate (Fore)
While on patrol near (-235, -189), the cruiser CA302 Mjolnir and a squadron of four corvettes were conducting a search and rescue operation for the local interstellar power, the States of Eeh'ih. Long range sensors detected a large frigate or destroyer arriving via hyperspace, but the energy signature was no match to friendly systems. What rear Admiral Nighta found was a most peculiar ship, particularly given the relatively advanced technological level of the local powers, and even the pirates.
Detailed scans were taken of the ship, while attempts at diplomatic negotiation were underway. The ship represented a single-system polity in the border region of Eeh'ih control, known as the Tensic Empire. They claimed that they wished only peace, and the ship was enforcing their continued isolation via local space control, in much the same way the Alturan space navy operated in the very earliest days.
The scans revealed troubling truths about the ship. No hyperspace ring was in evidence, which is only to be expected with most galactic powers, or ships built by them. The puzzling thing was the lack of other, seemingly necessary technologies. The frigate lacked a clear hyperdrive structure, shield generators, or fusion ignition engines. Instead they seemed to operate a type of high-mass ion thruster, propelling heavy mass particles out of the ship without the impetus of fusion. The ship herself seemed entirely devoid of power levels above .7mu, (1.0 being the energy level needed to induce fusion through gravimetric shear).
The Primary power supply seemed to be the massive central structure at the back, which seemed to be an enormous, solid state fission generator. Massively inefficient and suicidal to work on, such a device would provide constant low level power with little to no risk of detonation. Of course, the hundreds of tons of fissionable materials that must go into such a device would render it impractical for mass production, but the technology was not without merit... unless you needed to go somewhere quickly that is.
The Tensic ship was armed with a variety of missiles, including two large launchers, what the Alturans referred to as "torpedoes", as well as six smaller guided missile launchers. While the performance of the smaller launchers was not determined by scan, it was detectible that they were both small and fast missiles, with generous magazines and definite target seeking capability. Four small mass driver guns completed the ship's apparent arsenal, clearly intended for rapid aiming and short range.
Other capabilities of the ship were difficult to determine upon first scan. Clearly some sort of antennas stuck out from the front face, but whether for navigation, target acquisition, or communication remains unknown. Several large optical scanners provided local intelligence, and the ship clearly depended entirely on reaction thrusters for maneuvering, of which it had several, largely located in the engine pods on either side of the primary hull.
Tensic Empire Shuttle
The docking bay in the forward hull had room for only a single, large craft, what seemed to be an unarmed shuttle, for cargo and personnel. This ship lacked any sort of generator at all, but rather drove its large ion engine pods from a capacitor bank alone: this charged by the large cradle taking up much of the docking bay. The shuttle lacked and obvious weaponry.
After subjecting the strange vessel to the most intrusive scans the latest Alturan systems were capable of, one final detail came forward, and that was the large areas of the ship rich in the rare metal "Naonite". While none was used in the ship's systems, the computer cores were absurdly rich in the material, providing doubtless higher systems capacity than initial scans would suggest.
Upon concluding the largely fruitless first contact conversation, the strange frigate revealed one final secret to the amazement, and partial horror of the engineers attempting to analyze her. Spines reminiscent of the maneuvering spines of some early Alturan small craft extended from the center of the frigate, and the tips began to glow white. As energy built in the tips of the spines, a faint, but glowing ring began to form in space around the ship. The ring glowed brighter and brighter, until the Mjolnir's automatic radiation shields kicked in and dimmed the sight to the eyes of the astonished crew. Finally, with the ring glowing so brightly as to blot out the ship entirely, the hyperspace charge began to generate. This ship was using an as yet undiscovered form of hyperspace travel!
Tensic \"soldier\" class frigate with hyperspace booms extended and ring formed
Later analysis revealed that the actual technology employed was not too different from early Alturan designs, the only difference being the complete lack of physical containment for the accelerated plasma. The tips of the booms held a Naonite device which, when guided by the attention of some truly massive computer, was able to steer the plasma flow in real time. Of course, this was very hard on anyone who happened to be nearby at the time of engagement, but they would have plenty of warning. From first deployment of the booms to dimensional boundary crossing took nearly an hour. Exciting possibilities certainly, but also in no way an upgrade.
[OOC Notes: This new faction is one I have been thinking about for awhile now. I have a few ideas for ships like these, using slightly different, and more stringent, rules for ship construction. No Tensic ship will carry shields, energy weapons, or ANY UPGRADE ABOVE GREEN LEVEL.]
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2024.05.29 05:25 ZanaZamora KLR story time! This is lengthy war story so TLDR months ago I posted having found something in oil screen, soon after engine blew , I replaced the motor and have just now opened the old one and have confirmed that it was a piston circlip from previous owners big bore kit

KLR story time! This is lengthy war story so TLDR months ago I posted having found something in oil screen, soon after engine blew , I replaced the motor and have just now opened the old one and have confirmed that it was a piston circlip from previous owners big bore kit
As title says, This isnt a cautionary tale so much as a war story for the sake of it and to add to the wealth of knowledge on these bikes a story ofā€¦ a curious thing that happened. XD Thatā€™s to say this isnā€™t a thing many will ever encounter, nor something one should ever worry about, but something that might make you say ā€œhmmā€¦ neatā€ šŸ˜‚
That being said this is a story of how I killed the unkillable, or I guess at least gave a KLR a heart transplant after complete cardiac arrest. The interesting journey of what happened, but I do not truly know how. So maybe some more seasoned KLR surgeons can offer additional insight into the how. I had considered breaking this up into the story and just the mechanical aspects for those not interested in the story, but the motivation here is the story and so thatā€™s the read, enjoy šŸ˜€
About 8 months ago I bought a ā€˜09 KLR as my first bike. Iā€™m an over the road truck driver and have always dreamed of putting a motorcycle on my rig, and decided at a fork in my life that it was time. It had 28k miles on it, amazing shape, very few mods, all ones that I considered valuable as I would have done them myself. Crash bars, metal skid plate, panniers with very nice Givi cases, Sargent seat, etc. The curious bit was a big bore up to 683. I did not ask what mileage it had been bored at or if it was done for maintenance reasons or just performance. In retrospect I would have asked these questions but thatā€™s out of curiosity not because I believe to any degree the seller was misleading me. I do not believe they had any idea the events that followed would conspire and I accept them as just bad luck. What did follow is in the first 3 weeks I put nearly 900 miles on it and had only encountered a single issue which was the clutch slipping too easily under heavy acceleration. As one does with a KLR I had already ordered and done a slew of other personalization so I added new clutch plates and heavier springs to the list. Job went smoothly, the old clutch plates were worn but not to any degree that alone would warrant the slipping so the weak springs were the culprit as my research had strongly suggested. But new ā€œperformanceā€ clutch plates sounded fun so I installed them as well šŸ˜€
This is where things get interesting. As some may know, on the right side of the engine there is an oil screen, a fine metal mesh that acts as a filter to catch larger particles. Definitely something to clean if youā€™re ever in there, as itā€™ll tend to have any gasket material and other manufacturing run off in it that over time could choke oil flow. In mine I found the expected gasket gunk, suggesting it had not been cleaned since birth but frighteningly I also found 2 mysterious metal pieces that appeared to be the greater part of a metal ring. Reference the 1st photo. They had been chewed up slightly suggesting they made their way through the engine less than smoothly but not catastrophically obviously as the motor ran fine with no signs of any problems. I spent the better part of the day digging through any and every resource I could find for an answer on what this ring could be and the further I dug the more and more confident I grew in my initial suspicions that it was a piston circlipā€¦ but this just didnā€™t make sense, how did it get there? How was it not more destroyed? How was the engine still running with zero indication of damage? The sun was setting and I had to be on the road in the morning so after weighing all the possibilities I decided to button it back up, hope for the best, and tell myself if it was fine before itā€™s fine now. As the alternative was tearing apart the engine which meant going back out on the road with no bike, and no idea where to even start weeks later when I returned. Of the many theories the one I convinced myself of was that this was indeed a piston circlip but not one from the current piston but from the original one. That the mechanic that had done the big bore had either snapped it when removing the original piston and it fell down in the engine to never be fished out, or maybe it had been the reason for the bore. 2 days later I get it out for the first time since the quick 5 mile test ride after putting it back together and my theory is proven wrong, violently. About 80 miles later I was enjoying the bite of the new clutch, accelerating hard through 50mph and bam instantly the rear wheel locks up. At this point I had just under 1000 miles under my belt on two wheels, no MSF completely self taughtā€¦. Holy shiet that was a bad thing nearly gone horrible. I donā€™t know how I had the muscle memory at that point to instinctively grab the clutch but I did fractions of a second before I went down, hard. As I coasted to a stop on what little shoulder there was my thoughts were ā€œholyshitholyshitholyshitholyshitā€¦.Ohhhhhhhhh it was a piston circlipā€ before I even stopped šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ Sure enough I look back to a trail of oil behind me, dismount and out of the front of the block I see a very displeased connnecting rod peeking out. Well, thereā€™s your problem. I took a gamble and initially I was feeling like I had lost, but after not getting taken out with the engine, I was pretty okay with the situation. I rolled the bike into a church parking lot a couple blocks down the road and helplessly called for ride after ride on Uber to no avail. I was states away from anyone I knew and too far from any civilization to find luck with any ride share or cab service. As it started to get dark the 6 mile hike back to my truck in Mx Boots was not a great outlook but I was out of options. Just as I had buttoned up what I could on the bike getting ready to start walking I noticed an older couple sit down on their porch enjoying what was, to anyone else, admittedly a very pleasant evening. Iā€™m shy as hell and absolutely terrified of being imposing, especially when itā€™s a true needā€¦ but these boots were brand new, zero flex, damn near knee highā€¦ just from standing there I was on the fence of what would be worse, boots or socks. So I mustered up the will power to make my way to their front yard and explain that my motorcycle had broken down and that I had no way to get back to my truck to come back and get it, if theyā€™d be willing to give me a ride Iā€™d happily pay for the trouble. They happily obliged and were the nicest folks you could have met, asked me about my travels and wished me luck in getting it back together, wouldnā€™t even accept my money. They drop me off, I get my rig back over there and load up the bike. They waved me off from their porch and that was that. I know that bit doesnā€™t pertain to the mechanical endeavor but I wanted to share it as well as an appreciation of just how much generosity can change the outlook in things. I had bought this bike at a critical moment in my life, during a separation, unsure what direction I was going, and it by all means was my coping mechanism. Sitting there stranded, the adrenaline started to wear off and the dread and hopelessness started to developā€¦ the 6 mile walk back, nothing by my thoughts torturing myself for the dumb decisions I made would have left me feeling defeated and lost. But instead I got to share a tiny bit of my story, that it was still chaos but I wasā€¦ proud of myself for chasing after my dreams not letting it consume me. And it was because of that moment of pride that I had the fuel to tuck tail and accept my circumstance, that I had indeed known this was a possibility and that it was not the end of my journey, just a different path. I believe without that I would have easily accepted the loss and dropped the bike off at home to gather dust and that would have been the end of my motorcycling experience. But I was determined. So I spent every minute of free time I had researching what I needed to rebuild it, what itā€™d cost, how hard itā€™d be, and if it was even something I could do over the road. As I added things up it was indeed doable but itā€™d leave the bike out of commission at best for well over a monthā€¦ and I had a fire under me to get back on itā€¦ so I started digging through marketplace, eBay, Craigslist, etc searching for doner bikes or full engines. Scrounging up every penny I had, I booked a load and made my way all the way to Kansas City where I had found a salvager with a 2009 with just 1300 miles on it that was willing to take $1300 for the whole engine if Iā€™d help him pull it. My determination was unwavering. I showed up at his house as early as I could after my delivery, about noon. My semi truck left on the street where it clearly did not belong šŸ˜‚ It was a two lane and the right lane was conveniently closed, so I moved some cones and it worked out perfectly but was still a funny sight. He gathered bikes from auctions and had them scattered around his yard, and so while he gathered some stuff he pointed me to two other KLRs to see if there was anything I wanted from them. Ended up pulling a full yoshimura exhaust from one that he tossed in for cheap. Before I had gotten there he had already stripped the most of the bike with the doner engine down so it took us a little under an hour to pull it. Yet another really positive experience that Iā€™ll never forget, really nice older guy who genuinely enjoyed wrenching on the bike with me, not just trying to get it done and get paid. Offered me any small bits like the rubber tank picks that would easily get lost for no charge. And even gave me an old Milwaukee battery charger he had laying around as I had lost my charger at some point and my last battery died while we were working on it. We had it out by 2pm and I heaved the enormous hunk of steel into my chest high passenger floor board of my semi truck to be on my way. And by on my way I mean 7 miles away to a Walmart parking lot where I then unloaded my bike and started the transplant. I gathered my tools while waiting for a Milwaukee battery to charge, caught my breath, and started the operation around 3pm. I was definitely a bit of a spectacle. Not everyday you see someone doing an engine swap in a Walmart parking lot. The semi truck parked alongside definitely added a layer that invoked enough curiosity for people to inquire about what they were looking at as they passed by. I enjoyed the conversation and that sense of pride grew ever stronger as I worked through it. Early on in the process another rider had briefly stopped by and asked if I needed help, I declined understanding he was inquiring if it was an emergency not if I needed a wrenching buddy haha. Over the course of the next 4 hours he passed by another 2 times, giving a nod of approval at my progress. I was fired up. So excited to get it all done, feeling like Iā€™d be too tired to do anything else but driven just to know it was ready to ride whenever I was. All and all it took about 5 hours to get done, a few stuck bolts there, a few how the hell does this come out there, and a good bit of how does one finagle this thing back in here by themselves(ps lay it on its side right side and just set the engine down into the frame, stand up and then align it) and it was done. I had done some mechanical work on cars and what not in the past but honestly changing the clutch on the previous motor was the most invasive thing I had done prior to this. But my confidence was in the clouds, and rightfully so, because while it took some convincing with the starter this stagnant motor awoke with not a cough or a sputter, but with an immediate healthy growl! My excitement was immeasurable and my little KLR, now much more aggressively singing through the Yoshimura exhaust, seemed just as excited as me. The sun had set, I was exhausted and against my recommendation they had already booked me a load picking up early the next morning. But I couldnā€™t not sing through the streets with joy, so a quick ride I told myselfā€¦. I was gone for hours, returning well past midnight. Ripping around Kansas City, sobbing with joy, with what felt like the loudest exhaust Iā€™d ever heard šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ A true menace, she was alive and god damnit I was too.
Exhaustion catching up with me I loaded my precious back on to the truck and realized I still had an entire engine to deal with. So I opened one of my side bins, at chest height just as the floor board was earlier in the day loading the new engine. If I didnā€™t look like a maniac riding around I certainly did trying to get that motor up and into the truck šŸ˜‚ I was too happy to be upset or anything but it was just about all I could muster to get it up to that height after the day I had had. 2am and Iā€™m screaming, crying, and laughing simultaneously as I blew out every single part of my body trying to get this absolute brick of an engine into the side bin. While I know at that point I was significantly more worn out I still find it very funny that my sheer will power made that new engine effortless to lift into the truck, but the old one was an inch shy of being impossible šŸ˜‚ Over 7000 miles later and that new motor is still singing happily ā¤ļø
Soā€¦ the old motorā€¦ it rode around in my side bin for 7 months till last week I was at home and finally had the free time to unload it and crack it open. Motivated by the interest of pulling the new clutch plates and springs I had put in it thatā€™d only have about 80 miles on them, and the curiosity of figuring out if the seemingly obvious cause for its demise was indeed due to the piston circlipā€¦ breaking? This is where any KLR surgeons may be able to chime in, if they made it this far xD Because I pulled the motor down to just about as many pieces as one could so I could take the bits that may be useful to have on the road with me and have the less likely to fail ones ready to go if I needed them at home, and all of the evidence seems to suggest that one of the circlips did indeed get ingested. The piston is definitely missing one of the circlips, andā€¦ the entire part that would house it lol. The broken pieces found in the oil screen visually match the remaining circlip, and I never found any parts of the circlip if those pieces in the oil screen were not it. Soā€¦ I have full confidence the circlip did indeed end up in the oil screen. The fact that I found it was complete coincidence and had I not changed the clutch out it likely would have failed just as it did, meaning that circlip could have been there forā€¦ lord knows how longā€¦ which raises the questions, how did that happen? How long could it have feasibly been there? And was this just a ticking time bomb bound to happen without warning at any time or did maybe the stress of a more aggressive clutch bite upset it? And also justā€¦ how does this happen in the first place? Improper install or weak components? I know the kit they used is from Schnitz Racing and I was told 683 but Iā€™ve never seen a 683 kit, only 685 so I would assume maybe that, regardless not cheap parts so, just a curiosity.
Final notes, the new engine with 27k less miles absolutely feels more powerful than the bored out one did, thatā€™s seat of the pants and inexperienced rider mixed with intense emotions but I still to this day think itā€™s more peppy. Have not installed the new clutch on the new motor yet but Iā€™m curious as hell as I donā€™t think I had enough experience to really appreciate the difference for the 80 miles I got to use it lol.
Oh and as a trinket to remember this entire experience and to show my KLR is on its second heart I polished up the blown piston and hung it on the tail ā¤ļø
Thank you for coming to my TED talk, stay safe out there!
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2024.05.29 05:25 Glum-Lingonberry3155 Husband gets sick every week

My husband and I have been married about 3 years now. We have been together about 6 years tho. He is an amazing husband, super attentive to our children, and is all around a great guy. Something that has been an issue for years now is how often he gets sick. I wouldnā€™t say itā€™s a flu/cold type of sick but body pains. There is always a complaint. If itā€™s not a headache, itā€™s eye pain, if not that itā€™s leg pain, rib pain, ear pain, back pain. Today he woke up I already dreaded asking him how he is doing because itā€™s always something!! Apparently today he woke up with a stomach ache, and a headache. One day he will be okay and the next itā€™s something random like his nose, allergies, a headache, or nausea. It gets so freakin exhausting. I feel bad for how mad it makes me but we cannot go one week with there being at least something. I have grown into the habit of rolling my eyes now anytime there is a complaint. He still pushes through each time and still works and helps with the kids. But is it mentally hard on me, YES. As much as I love him it can make me very negative. I wish I could just cancel all his bodily woes, and poof be gone but thatā€™s not the case. His doctors have said he has high blood pressure which he manages with meds but thatā€™s about it. He is only in his mid thirties but he complains like he is at least 60. It triggers my anger because of how often it is! It has been going on for years and it makes me so angry I have to walk away sometimes. The way I complain about how annoying it is also causes him to lie sometimes when heā€™s pain, and then I feel even worse but I cannot help it. He takes care of himself with whatever pain medicine or nap he needs, so Iā€™m not really his caregiver but mentally it irritates me so much. It is rare that we can go one full week with no complaints. How do I even go about discussing this with him? Iā€™m worried heā€™s just gonna start to hide whatever heā€™s feeling to avoid my reaction.
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2024.05.29 05:25 CletusThaFetus69 I just want to know if I am correct in labeling my parents narcissists or not

I just want confirmation my parents are narcissist.
So... my mom has never really been loving. My dad had/had PTSD. It is his way or the highway. My mom will straight up tell people "I learned to ignore him", "I never wanted another kid, I should've got my tubes tied after the first one, his dad is the only reason I didn't get an abortion". She will buy me things, and then when i'm telling her she is acting horribly yelling at me for something minimal (not writing a note in the cashapp for example) and then say "I wasn't treating you horribly when I bought you this thing earlier!!"
I don't remember the last time I got a hug from either one of my parents.
My parents never actually helped me get my license, they claim they "Tried to teach me!!" but got about 20 driving hours for me, refused to fill out the time sheets, and would yell and freak out at every mistake I made on the road. They bought me a barely driveable $900 grandam @ 18 after I was told i'd get a new car when I graduated (I am 22 and graduated in 2020) I was expecting like a decent condition 2007-2008 car that would reliably get me from point a to point b but was bought a 2002 wrecked grandam with hood latches due to deer wreck damage and struts so bad that the back end would slide out from under it on minimal potholes and tires that I had the fill back up daily to keep it off the ground. $900 car that required $2000 worth of repairs. I had to eventually buy my own car (they never helped me fix it depaite my dad being a literal jet mechanic) and drive it back and forth from work illegally until I got good enough at driving to get my license, because it was apparently easier for my mom to continue driving me to work on her lunch break and picking me up from work at 7 then to spend a few weekends and hours after work some days with me preparing for a drivers test. They then sold the car randomly and were planning on pocketing the money until I told them hell no that was my 18th birthday gift and that was my money.
Both my mother and my dad would get physically aggressive and spank pretty excessively but not to the point where I was like "this is abuse". As I grew older and grew to be a bigger teenager it turned into them moreso actually trying to physically fight me, me running as to avoid a fight as they yelled things like "I'M GOING TO RIP YOUR F***ING HEAD OFF" and locking myself in my room or running around outside until they were no longer violently angry.
One time I got a full blown blender thrown at my shoulder as a kid because I didn't help my dad find his shoes when he was late to meet some of his work friends, he also in that instance chased me a quarter way down our street (thankfully I was like 16 5'10 and fast) before going home and cooling down.
One time he also threw a tape measure at my shin and I still have a mark in my shin bone from that.
Lots of promises that were never kept and were forgot about. "If you help me with this massive months long hard process I will buy you shing expensive thing" helps and never gets said thing but gets yelled at the whole time for not doing things "the right way"
My mom also called me ugly as a kid, told people in front of me (and I quote) "Yeah I was pissed when he came out with red hair, i don't like red heads!"
She would tell people I was a little bastard and would tell them the amount of adhd medication I was on and how it was enough for like 2 adults (i already started questioning why the hell I was on that amount of adhd medication in the first place, i was basically m37hed out on adderall and vyvanse and concerts as a 7-14 year okd kid)
One time she bought me a pokeball as a kid at walmart, and our way home I did something she didn't like and she grabbed the pokeball and chucked it out the window and bragged to people about it
One year my brother got a laptop and an ipod and some other stuff and ya boy got some action figures
My mom thrrows a fit that I don't "contribute in the house" or clean when I stick to my area of the house, don't use the kitchen or dishes (i have my own dishes I use and I eat out mainly so i don't have to deal with them) and don't created that messes that need to be cleaned up and I keep my areas of the house clean. I could probably go count 7 wrappers and 6 pop cans and 3 plates down on our kitchen bar right now and I do not spend any time in the kitchen but I am apparently supposed to clean that stuff up as well as do the dishes that I don't use.
My dad will say "Here i'll tell you what you need to do" and if I do anything other than agree with him he will say "well then you're f***int stupid"
My dad would get violently angry at you if there was a tiny piece of lettuce in his taco or anything but meat and cheese on his burger and if you laugh at him for how ridiculous he is reacting he redirects that anger and amplifies it towards you
My parents and brother would kinda gang up and do things that would "trigger" me and laugh and yell at me when I reacted badly.
I just want confirmation that this is narccisism. I've been looking for what to call my experience with my parents for a while and I think this is it.
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2024.05.29 05:25 foldoregomi The Snack That Fights Back

popcorn dreams in a bag blowing up in my microwave like a small explosion.
I pace around, checking my watch, waiting for that buttery magic, but my nose twitches, like a rat sensing a trap.
the timer dings, I open the door, a wave of charred failure hits my faceā€” blackened kernels, a crime scene in a snack bag.
I wanted heaven in a mouthful, got hell's preview instead. popcorn, you fickle thing, burnt offerings from a lazy god.
who knew you could turn so quickly? from fluffy promise to inedible ash, wrapped in smoke and regret.
but still, I sit back down, picking out the survivors, for you, popcorn, are a tricky beast, even when charred, you're the sin I can't resist.
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2024.05.29 05:24 Ok_Pain1333 The experience of heaven and hell

The experience of heaven and hell
The heaven and hell seen after death is the last active head after death. Because every faith sees different heaven and hell. From then on, it is inferred that it involves the collective subconscious of our race. And people who experience hell are like sending a long time, from observing the time we feel when we dream. As long as you don't be persistent, because persistence is hell. As long as you forgive others and yourself for everything. Because such behavior will not be too persistent. We human beings just like to recognize what we don't know. But we all know that human life will end. Because if people really don't persist or take the initiative to forgive others before they die. Then there will be no mental pain in his life like this. All I know is that most people with frequent death experience will feel a force, the light full of love. Because it is light from the source of the universe. There is another thing worth discussing, as long as you have experienced the near-death experience. Their lives must change when they don't have a near-death experience, because what they see in the near-death experience is a review of their own fragments of love and hate. And some clips will make them see their loved ones who have left the world, but these people who frequently die when they are alive will regret it again if they replay the clip, and when they come back from the death experience. Their thoughts towards their loved ones will change, and they will also remind people around them to cherish others. This is also specially arranged by the universe to let them feel the great energy of the universe, and bravely tell others that they will feel the good of light and love, because God once said it. God is love.
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2024.05.29 05:22 queeny456 What were your symptoms?

What were your symptoms?
Preface: I am NOT looking for medical advice, just simply curious if anyone with a meniscus injury has similar symptoms to what I have experienced. MRI/Xray is TBD but my DR suspectā€™s meniscus is to blame. So Iā€™m actively under a DRs care for this. I slightly twisted my knee back in November 2023, woke up the next day with a very stiff knee, hardly able to bend without terrible pain. It woke me up in the middle of the night, and was swollen ABOVE my kneecap. But my pain felt more on the outer edge of my knee/behind my knee cap- not where the swelling was. I couldnā€™t stand with my leg straight. Couldnā€™t squat down. Had to hobble with my knee slightly bent, only stepping with my tippy toes. I didnā€™t go to the DR because my friends said just ice and rest. Well, fast forward to now- anytime Iā€™m active for more than 20 mins- I can very easily cause the swelling and pain to come back. Albeit not nearly as bad as the initial time but making it hard to walk without pain, not weight bearing etc. I was walking down an incline and my knee just basically said ā€œNopeā€ and I fell on my butt. The flare ups have happened at least 6 times since the initial injury. I have to baby it for 4 days after before it calms back down. Iā€™m a pretty active person normally. Under 35 years old. Never injured the knee before.
So I wouldnā€™t say the pain is 24/7 itā€™s more of a pop up when active type of thing and stick around for 4-5 days. Does that sound familiar? Photo is 3 days after initial injury, straightened my knee for the photo to compare to my other one.
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2024.05.29 05:20 Uhhhhhhh_idkkkkkkk Pros of doing SDF on 3 year old?

Pros of doing SDF on 3 year old?
My main concern is staining which is unavoidable but the pictures Iā€™ve seen online have seemed pretty minimal with SDF on front teeth. My childā€™s cavities look to be only in the middle of his teeth and wrapped around the back. The side by side is a 4 month change with only fluoride treatments. Im scared it may cover both teeth entirely but I know itā€™s still probably best.
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2024.05.29 05:18 larrubcarran2815 AITA for refusing to continue a friendship/consider this person a friend, when they still think I do call them a friend? Tbh, this might just be a ā€œBest Kind of Petty Revengeā€ story. Lmk!

Let me give some backstory because there were 3 main ā€œeventsā€ that led me to eventually ghosting this person. (Please forgive me, this may end up a little lengthy. Also, this wasnā€™t written as well as the first draft but that one got deleted)
Event #1: In high school, there were 4 of us that were really close. We will call them each, Diana, Julia, and Jack. Julia worshiped Diana. Diana could do no wrong in Juliaā€™s eyes. Diana and Jack were a couple. They dated the majority of high school. All the way up to the summer before our senior year. Obviously, it was hard on the couple, but it was also difficult for ALL of their friends because we were expected to pick a side. Julia took Dianaā€™s side, no questions and no doubts. It felt like I was the only one that wanted to remain neutral because I considered both Diana and Jack really good friends. Not just the typical, Jack was a friend because he was Dianaā€™s boyfriend. Anyways, trying to remain neutral I gave support to both of them, the best I could. Jack confided in me that the reason he broke off the relationship was he had become overwhelmed by the drama Diana created. This made sense to me because Diana CRAVED drama. She created drama All. The. Time. (Looking back, I have no idea how I was friends with either of them. These friendships were just those friendships that some howā€¦ became and existed) The break up launched a series of dramatic situations created by Diana that escalated. These situations ended with Diana sleeping with a random guy from our school, 2 maybe 3 weeks after breaking up, and she ended up pregnant. The school year started up and as more kids found out about her pregnancy, the more rumors started going around. The biggest one ā€“ Jack was the father. Pregnant teens were absolutely not common in my high school. And Jack was being blamed for the situation Diana was in. Feeling empathy for my friend, I continued to be Jacks friend because most of his other friends were isolating him and giving him the cold shoulder. (To make it completely clear ā€“ Jack and I only felt friendship for each other, nothing more.) Julia hated that I was continuing to be Jacks friend. Julia accused me of betraying Diana and yelling at me for even talking to him - Jack: the one that got Diana pregnant. Julia said that she knew I couldnā€™t be trusted and was a horrible friend. The kicker? Julia and I knew who got Diana pregnant. Diana told us. Julia fed the rumors about Jack being the father, even though she knew the truth! For the sake of keeping the peace and adhering to the ā€œGirl Codeā€ I had to let the friendship with Jack dwindle to an occasional friendly wave in the hallway. A rift between Diana & Julia and myself grew regardless. The way they treated me began to change ā€“ talking down to me and keeping me out of conversations. I can guarantee they had conversations behind my back (as teenage girls do.) I can also guarantee Julia was the mastermind because Diana was too busy with the drama/attention of her pregnancy to notice anything or anyone else. I was already dealing with things at home and on top of it, had to maneuver the drama with my so called best friends. Julia doing this hurt so much because friends donā€™t do that. On top of it, I had a similar situation happen in middle school with a previous group of friends.
Event #2: (my main reason I donā€™t consider them a friend) Through Jr and Sr High school I had a crush mostly on one guy. There were other little crushes, but he was always the main one. We will call him Mark. Mark and I were actually really good friends. He was in a different friend group than Diana, Jack, and Julia. He and his friend welcomed me into their group when the drama was happening our senior year. Mark actually knew I had a crush on him. He was as kind as possible when he turned me down. Mark said he was committed to his own crush (who turned him down, saying she didnā€™t want to date in high school) Mark believed she was ā€œthe oneā€ and was trying to not date anyone else as a sign of loyalty to her. Realizing Mark wasnā€™t going to change his mind, I had a hard time pretending and convincing myself I shouldnā€™t and didnā€™t have a crush on him. Doing so actually opened a door for Mark and I to become even closer friends. I hung out with him and his two guy friends a lot. Especially after we graduated high school. In fact, the majority of that calendar year, I basically didnā€™t spend any time with Diana and Julia. At the end of that year, the holiday season, all of the sudden Mark wasnā€™t hanging out with us as much. Our two friends told me he had a girlfriend. I assumed it was the girl he had a crush on. Especially because our friends said things like ā€œhe is picking up his girlfriend from the high school.ā€ (his crush was the year behind us) a few weeks went by and it was almost Christmas. One of my friends was throwing a Christmas party, a bunch of us were invited. While I was hanging out in the front room with others, Mark came in through the front door, his girlfriend behind him. I couldnā€™t help but look in disbelief. His girlfriend wasnā€™t his crush, but was none other than Julia. Julia was also in the year behind us and was still going to school. Julia noticed me looking and as Mark turned away from her, she grabbed him, turned him back toward her and kissed him. I was already trying to tell myself it wasnā€™t a big deal. But then Julia, mid-kiss, looked straight at me. The kiss wasnā€™t very long but still. Some of you may argue that she was ā€œconcernedā€ about my reaction. But it was her grin and wave afterwards that told me Julia was gloating. Gloating that she was now dating the guy I had a crush on for years. And despite trying to deny it, I still had a crush on him. I left that friend group as well because I knew Julia was going to be there more often, which would inevitably ruin that group for me as well. I didnā€™t want to deal with the drama and hurt so I cut my losses.
Event #3: (the reminder event) A couple years later, Diana and Julia were married with kids. They had moved out of town, Julia even moved out of state. I got a message from Julia, sent to both Diana and I, asking if we would like to meet for lunch the next week because she (Julia) was coming into town to see family. As best as I could tell, Diana and Julia went their separate ways after we all graduated high school. For the sake of the friendship we once had, I agreed to meet. The day came, we get our food and sit down. They immediately start talking about their husbands and kids. Which is totally understandable, we were there to catch up. Thing is, I was still single ā€“ no kids, no husband. So I couldnā€™t add much to the conversation to relate and there wasnā€™t much of an opportunity to even ask questions. I finished my lunch while listening to them talk. At this point, 30-45 minutes went by and no one asked me how my life was going beyond the initial ā€œHow are you?!ā€ when we first met up and got in line to order our food. Feeling very much like a third wheel, I wanted a chance to talk with my old friends. Finding an opportunity to organically get involved, I did so. I donā€™t remember what the conversation was about but I do remember I added to the conversation by saying something as simple as ā€œHave you seen that movie yet?ā€ Julia looked me dead in the eyes, said something specifically in response to my question and added ā€œYou arenā€™t even married or have a kid yet, you wouldnā€™t understand.ā€ Diana laughed a little and added, ā€œNot yetā€ They then continued to talk about their kids till it was decided we had been there long enough (a total of nearly 2 hrs) Today, I am married and have a kid of my own. I could talk about my kid all day long. But I donā€™t, because I considered it a basic social skill to be able to talk about other things. Especially to keep others involved in conversation. After this last situation, I was reminded of the way she treated me. So, I committed to keeping both, specifically Julia at a distance. At first Julia would try to convince me to visit her where she lived. Even after getting married. It eventually dwindled down to maybe 1 or 2 messages from her a year. Through all this time I give very minimal responses if Julia Facebook messages me.
I never confronted either of them about everything because I knew it would cause more drama that wasnā€™t worth dealing with.
So AITA?
Some of you may be looking for the petty. Well, to keep it short, Mark and I started dating 5 years after graduating high school. We have been together for 9 Ā½ years, married 7 Ā½ years, and have a beautiful 3yr old girl.
If you guys want an update on his experience dating Julia (he says it was the worse relationship he had) and how Mark and I ended up together, lmk!
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2024.05.29 05:17 Warbly-Luxe I didn't realize how ableist my parents are until now...

[CW: talk of ableism and trauma]
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TL;DR: My dad said to my mom when I took out my new fidget toy after a fairly traumatic day: ā€œheā€™s (not my preferred pronouns) just going into ā€˜Autistic Modeā€™ā€. He said that he would look into group homes tomorrow again because I ā€œtreat them like shitā€. I shut down around them, and have been doing so for at least a week or more. I donā€™t have a job, freshly graduated from college as of December, and I have been struggling to get interviews. I have been using my universityā€™s career services and got accepted into Vocational Rehab, but my parents keep threatening to kick me out of the house and be done with me.
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For reference, I am highly confident I am Autistic and ADHD, but I have not been officially diagnosed. I have a referral and am in the process. My med manager is treating me with non-stimulants which work well and have increased executive function. I have also been exploring my being queer over the last few years, but only recently tried to explain to my parents in totality last November.
I knew they are queerphobic, and I knew that I annoy / upset them when I donā€™t talk and engage, and that when I talk itā€™s too much and not about the right thing. I just wanted to believe I was wrong. I wanted to believe I was reading into things because Iā€™ve had so many past experiences where what I felt and what I thought turned out to be false. And they say they love me, and they love me so much that they hate to see me in pain, and so I wanted to believe that itā€™s true.
The last few days have been hard. My parents had family friends over (that have known me since I was a baby, and they have two adult children that didnā€™t come this round) for memorial day weekend from out of state. Since seeing the friends last, I have been doing a lot of self-discovery and further accepting the queer parts of myself. I hadnā€™t been planning to change my name, until by happenstance I found one online that I wanted to be mine due to it's simplicity and androgynous nature. But my parents (and my brother, though he has trans friends) have not been supportive. I just thought they raised me and gave me a name they picked out and so didnā€™t want to use a new one. It doesnā€™t make it better, but itā€™s something.
But they have made it clear in past conversations that it would be unfair for me to tell family friends and extended relatives. And so I spent all of last week before the weekend trying to debate whether I should tell the family friends that were coming over in a text message before they arrived. I tried to summon the courage, but I ended up not doing that. So when I first saw them, I shut down when their first words were ā€œHey, ā€. I decided that I would make myself scarce because I knew I would just keep shutting down and having trouble speaking with them. Literally, it would be the same as with my parents where either the words donā€™t come or I donā€™t have the energy to get them past my throat.
So, I tried to be polite when I saw them and just didnā€™t engage in extensive conversation. When they left, my dad told me I was rude and selfish, and that I need to write them a letter to apologize. I ended up sending them a text today to apologize (didn't explain everything), but I didnā€™t want to send a letter because I am tired of using my dead name, and I would need to sign it.
I have been trying to avoid my parents even though we live in the same house because I donā€™t have a job yet. I recently graduated from college in December, but I have not been able to get interviews. I have been making use of my universityā€™s career services and made appointments with the head of engineering to make my resume more appealing in terms of software engineering. I graduated with Interdisciplinary Studies focusing on Computer Science, Creative Writing, and Linguistics. I just want a job right now, and computer jobs pay well. I am hoping to figure out something beneficial in Creative Writing later, maybe Ghost Writing or something that might pay better than that. I also got accepted to use Vocational Rehab, and so I have been working with them.
But, since I am avoiding my parents, they believe I am trying to make it clear that I hate them. They consistently say that I ā€œtreat them like shitā€ and I am ā€œlazy and just want an easy lifeā€. Today has been a hard day after all the turmoil over the last week, and so I have had very little energy. I thought I could be experiencing depression, but I know what that feels like and where it leads. I am not there yet. So, I think the best word to describe it is probably dejected. Like the people who are constantly in my life donā€™t want me. In the late afternoon, I decided I didnā€™t just want to sit up in my room anymore, so I drove down to my bookstore to browse, and then checked to see if I could refill my meds. I had about an hour where I started feeling happy and enjoying myself, especially being able to browse the books and look at the descriptions on the back and recording the ones I want to read for later.
When I got home for dinner so my parents didnā€™t get mad, it was like all that happiness disappeared the moment I saw them. I could not move my face even if I wanted to, to pretend like I was cheery and all right. We got dinner out, and then I sat down. The counselor I like seeing at career services is also an ADHDer. I saw her last week to go over more plans for jobs, and she showed me the various baskets of stim toys she keeps on her bookshelf to hand out to students. She gave me one thatā€™s a tightly knit, long rectangle and has a small glass ball inside. You squeeze it and the ball moves back and forth.
I havenā€™t used stim toys much growing up because I thought I was supposed to bear all the frustration and anxiety. But I have been trying to treat myself kinder over the last few months. So, Iā€™ve been taking that stim toy with me, and had it when I went to the bookstore. With dinner set up, my parents were trying to get me to interact and ā€œbe betterā€. Without thinking, I took out the stim toy. My dad said I was going into ā€œAutistic Modeā€ and that they canā€™t do anything. He will look at group homes again tomorrow.
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Up until that moment, I had doubts. I thought that they really were trying to accept me and it was just hard, especially with all the queerness and years of mental health management (since 2019 when I broke down). But over the last month or so, Iā€™ve had various times where I needed to record my mental health history for intake and I started talking about my parents and how I am starting to recognize the gaslighting and emotional abuse.
I have also been trying hard to remember the good moments. But I can't remember a moment where I was showing signs I am clearly Autistic or ADHD, and that they genuinely enjoyed and loved it. Especially as I've gotten older. I remember them expecting me to get good grades in school from the beginning. If it wasn't "A"s they were upset, and if I failed a test they told me to study again and took me down to school to convince the teacher to let me test again. If I couldn't prove I knew the material and the teacher didn't let me retake it, then I was shunned on the way home.
I want so much to be wrong. I want so much for them to be right and that it's me who is abusing them like they say it is. I don't know why--I don't really feel any emotional love for them and I don't think I ever did, I just don't want them to suffer--but if I am the one who's hurting them then maybe I can change and stop. Maybe I can get better and show them love and be nice to them like they deserve. I wouldn't need to make a plan to estrange myself from them when I am on my feet to better take care of myself. I wish it was me.
I don't know why I am writing all of this. You all have your own problems and don't need to load on mine, and I am not going to pretend I have it the worst even just in my own city. I also feel manipulative, like I am only writing the bad parts and that I should try to remember and describe the good parts.
I just don't have anyone I can talk to right now. I have been out of therapy for a few months. I have been on wait lists for more experienced therapists dealing with gender-affirming care, since that has become a bigger problem. I have something scheduled for the middle of next month with a more general therapist and a referral to a specialized therapist as well.
But I just want to talk to someone who understands. I don't have that in my life. When doctors ask me if I have anyone I can just vent to or trust, I can't think of anyone. I have one friend, but since graduating we only meet up once a month. I can share a lot with her and she is supportive, but then I feel like that one meeting is filled with me trying to vent and seek therapy from her. I don't really want more social interaction, but I want to feel like someone sees me, the real me, and they actually like what they see.
I plan to call the suicide hotline tomorrow. Not because I am suicidal, but because I was told I don't need to be suicidal to call. I know my parents will hear me on the phone if I call tonight, and I don't really want to spend a long time writing out the words in a text to the text number to explain everything when the person on the other end might not be able to fully understand, and so they would just tell me what they think I need to hear. But I guess I'd get the same from the phone call.
I don't know how to wrap this up, and it sounds when I read this over like I am quite lucid and therefore being petty by putting this here. I am lucid, but it doesn't really help me feel better. I can't lie to myself anymore; I've been trying so hard to not lie to myself when I spot it. I am sorry for the long rambling and various tangents. I just want to put this somewhere where people might understand.
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2024.05.29 05:15 LordMrBoss Made Some Concept Designs For NCR AAD MKI and MKII

Made Some Concept Designs For NCR AAD MKI and MKII
After defeating the BoS at helios, they scrap the damaged power armor from the dead knights and repurpose it into a group of soldiers who are now named the "Assault Armor Devision". Each suit of power armor can make five units of armor. They run in first to provide mobile cover for the regular infantry units behind them when charging into no man's land. They not only provide a huge morale boost for soldiers charging, but they provide a 50% decrease in mortality rates during open field battles. The MKI is a good all around unit, the issue is mobility, they don't run fast at all, but they have good all around protection, it's great for urban fighting. The MKII has great front protection and is more lightweight, the issue is that the back is completely unprotected, it's great for open field battles. (Made for my fallout lonestar campaign, which still hasnt started, but if u wanna join, then dm me there's still a ways to go but i should have it ready by the end of the end of the month)
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2024.05.29 05:11 Secret-Respond6152 Gastritis

Recently I had a gastric attack that led me to the er I honestly felt like I was going to have a heart attack! Thatā€™s when I got diagnosed with gastritis after being on omeprazole it kind of helped in the beginning but I would get sharp pains in my chest and my stomach. After a month of feeling like that my body slowly started getting better that was until I had more stomach pain but the pain was only on the left side of my stomach I thought it could had been the colon but my bowel movements are good maybe even better than it was before! The pain when away but it slowly came back and itā€™s now in my stomach and under my ribs sometimes near my belly button. I also get acid reflux and recently I keep getting migraines,ear acid, and dizzy all at once. I have an upcoming GI appointment but Iā€™m starting to have GERD symptoms like something in my throat, acid coming back up, and sometimes chest pain but are mild. I also get hungry which is normal but Iā€™m starting to burp and fart a lot again. I hope I can recover from all of this soon Iā€™m tired of being on medication and sometimes it doesnā€™t work :/ if anyone is experiencing the same symptoms pls lmk what I can do :,).
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