I originally started writing this in response to a meme post and it got out of hand so I've tried to write it up fully. The context was that this was in response to a joke video about the Custodes thing that concluded that GW just want to sell more models to women (which I agree with, they like money):
Let ignore for a moment whether female Custodes would result in more women buying/playing warhammer though.
The "just want's more women to get into the hobby"-bit is something that I think a lot of people have struggled to articular a reasonable answer to. There is a sense in which the answers have ended up looking like a saying "women shouldn't be in the hobby". Which is not the case. So let me give this a go:
Some hobbies should be male-dominated, male-coded, and marketed/targeted at men.
While I don't think that's a controversial opinion here (though it would be elsewhere), I've yet to see anyone articulate a more detailed position as to why this is okay.
When the custodes thing dropped, there was a very insightful post by a woman in the main 40k sub about her experience with the Lorcana community. She explained that she had noticed early that the game was much more clearly "female-coded" (to use her wording).
In other words, aspects of the game were more explicitly targeting her gender. And so despite it being still about a 50/50 split of men to women in her FLGS she felt like it was much more approachable than say MTG, though she'd played both in small local tournaments (i.e. she certainly gave the impression of being more than a passing tourist).
I thought this was interesting in so far as it speaks to the fact that there are (again, probably not shocking to anybody in this sub) fundamental differences between men and women ON AVERAGE in terms of the things that they are interested in.
There is also then a compounding effect. So even a small shift in marketing that leads to a roughly 55/45 gender split INITIALLY can cause onlookers to think "sausage-fest" and stay away, leading to an EVENTUAL 80/20 or higher male/female split.
In other words, something that broadly appeals but with slight male-bias will often end up being very male dominated. And vice-versa. Over time this can also become culturally compounded such that it becomes quite ingrained.
Why does this matter?
Because women are encouraged to have female spaces. They're encouraged to practice self-care, express themselves, and a host of other positive-mental-health promoting activities.
Men receive this encouragement in purely theoretical terms. But the things that would actually support this in a male context are now much more often demonized: controlled violence/sparring and fighting, male dominated spaces, shit-tests/banter, "safe"-competition: like, for instance, war gaming. Men are VOCALLY encouraged to have better mental health but this is almost exclusively done by PRACTICALLY suggesting that they behave more like women: "share their emotions, talk, open up, be vulnerable".
I don't want to read massively into what is, at the end of the day, hobby drama about toy soldiers. There are more important things in my life.
But it is striking to me how much it is recognized that men are, mentally speaking, not doing amazing right now. But rather than say, look to build "safe spaces" and environments to foster their well-being, we demonize things that bring them joy and allow for escapism.
Warhammer is a masculine (if not "male") power fantasy (inb4 "warhammer is for everyone"). Adding women under certain conditions does detract from that and does make it a less viable option for male escapism. This says nothing of the many interesting female characters in-universe. It is not inappropriate for some people to feel disappointed about something that impacts their ability to find enjoyment.
In the modern world, there are few opportunities for some men to spend upwards of 3-4 hours in a non-work context, enjoying themselves with other men. Particularly if you take drinking out of the picture, which is not always healthy self-care for some. And war gaming represents something that is physically widely accessible (though you should work out).
Addendum: Obviously this speaks to averages. There are plenty of talented male and female war gamers/hobbyist/painters. But as I've explained, even a small shift in a particular direction can cause something to be dominated one way or another. Something being male or female dominated shouldn't outright prevent men or women from engaging but might make them less likely to or feel hesitant to do so. But equally, women or men shouldn't feel that they have to give up/mediate their options for self-care and enjoyment for one another.

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Fest Refresh - this one is Y9A so these are quite good:

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** BOTH FRI 5/17 AND SAT 5/18 *\*
Motorcycle Safety Foundation Ride Day New Mexico Motorcycle Safety Program, 3401 Pan American Fwy Take Your First Ride: Ride a motorcycle in 30 min or less for free. MOTO Intro provides the motorcycle, helmet, gloves, and coaching. Free Riding Skills Test: Take the challenge of an advanced MSF course! SKILL Check participants, bring your motorcycle and gear! Please wear over-the-ankle footwear, long pants and long sleeves

• Fri: 2 - 4 PM Skills Check, 4 - 6 PM Moto Intro
• Sat: 2 - 4:30 PM Moto Intro, 4:30 - 6:30 PM Skills Check

Niños and Teeños: Flamenco para todos Carlisle Gymnasium (Elizabeth Waters Center for Dance), UNM, 301 Yale Blvd. NE National Institute of Flamenco presents Niños y Teeños Flamencos in FUTUROS FLAMENCOS. Come see the high-energy flamenco of the National Institute of Flamenco's Student Companies. Don't miss this special showcase by talented youth in our community! (tickets)

• Fri: 7 PM
• Sat: 4 PM

** Fri 5/17 *\*
Fri 4:30 PM Bike to Wherever Day Canteen Brewhouse, 2381 Aztec Rd. NE Learn about exciting bike routes in Albuquerque and grab some cool giveaways to kickstart your cycling adventures. Whether you’re a seasoned cyclist or just starting out, there’s something for EVERYONE at our pop-up table! We'll have Canteen will be volunteering at a table from 6:30-9am and then again at 4:30-6:30am. Receive $1 off your beer if you arrive on your bike
Fri 5 PM Pistachio Cream Ale Release Tractor Brewing, ALL locations We're bringing back this seasonal favorite for American Craft Beer Week! Inspired by pistachios produced right here in New Mexico this brew is as smooth as silk and as tasty and a fresh roasted pistachio. This is a very limited one off for us, so come and get you a pint or growler while supplies last
Fri 5 – 7 PM May Babies Birthday Celebration Rio Bravo Brewing, 1912 2nd St. NW Starting at 5pm, the first 25 people with May birthdays to show Ryan proof of their birthday month will score a $5 Rio Bravo Brewing Gift Card...oh, and Beers are on special for birthday kids for just $5! But you spend your gift card however you want! Thanks to Cake Fetish...we'll have cupcakes for the May Birthday Kids (while supplies last) We'll have prizes JUST for the May Babies! We'll also have drawings for all you non-birthday folks too If you want to get their before us...All drinks are $1 Off for May Birthdays the whole day!
Fri 5:45 – 7:15 PM 22 Veterans Suicide Awareness WOD BFit505, 11500 Menaul Blvd. NE Each month, Team Bravo & Bfit505 team up to bring awareness to veteran suicide. Before our events, we will take a moment and talk about the issue. Then we will begin with our 22 reps WOD followed by a 2.2 mile ruck/walk/run. Afterwards, we will be going out to eat for social time with friends and family. This event is for all levels
Fri 6 PM Sandia Social - May Hangout Dawn Patrol Coffee Shop, 3619 Copper Ave NE We will be hanging out around the patio and inside starting at 6pm! Bring your friends and come hang out!
Fri 6 PM Pink Therapy, A Latin Dance Fundraiser for Breast Cancer Sobremesa, 3421 Coors Blvd. NW On The One and Pachanga Productions' "Salsa Therapy" night has made its mark in the Latin Dance community, now we are using the symbolism of "Therapy" under "Pink Therapy" but this time it is to fundraise in partnership with the Pink Warrior House Foundation in order to provide outreach and increase resources for those warriors battling against breast cancer. On The One and Pachanga productions will be involved in community outreach and utilizing our resources to help those in need. Cover charge is a SUGGESTED $20 donation (ALL PROCEEDS GO TO Pink Warrior House Foundation). Cocktail hour from 6-7 PM (purchases go to PWH on selected drinks). Dance lesson from 7-8 PM. Open dance floor 8-12 AM. Be aware of Media/News coverage. We need everyone's assistance with this, PLEASE SHARE FAR AND WIDE, those warriors battling breast cancer need our help. Let's do our part. We are asking for the entire Latin dance community to come out and support. This will be one of many fundraisers that we do for organizations like PWH. Lets use our dance skills to help those in need!
Fri 6 – 8 PM May Flowers Stampin' Bingo (in person) Hip Stitch, 2320 Wisconsin St. NE Cost is $35 for 6 rounds of bingo, prizes, and make n' takes! Message for more info or to register
Fri 6 – 8:30 PM Los Domingueros Live El Vado, 2500 Central Ave SW Prepare for an unforgettable fusion of Latin dance beats and rock energy as Friday Night Live at El Vado proudly presents New Mexico's premier menudo-based band, Los Domingueros! Few bands can match the infectious joy and vibrant rhythms that they bring to the stage. A multi-talented group of musicians, they take listeners on a musical journey like no other. From the pulsating rhythms of salsa, bachata, and cumbia to the high-energy vibes of ska and reggae, sprinkled with a dash of punk and thrash, their eclectic repertoire promises an exhilarating experience for all. As always, treat your taste buds to a delightful selection of culinary delights from our diverse food pods. From savory stir-fries to tantalizing Latin flavors and heavenly desserts, there's something to satisfy every craving. And don't overlook the opportunity to quench your thirst with a crisp craft beer from Ponderosa Brewing Company, conveniently available at the El Vado Tap Room
Fri 6 – 10 PM Fork Cancer Gala FUSION ABQ, 700-708 1st St. NW The American Cancer Society is hosting Albuquerque's second #ForkCancerAbq fundraising event. VIP 6pm - 7pm. Gala 7pm - 10pm. Dress Code: Gala Attire. #ForkCancerNM is a foodie's dream, with local restaurants and bars bringing out their best to truly showcase the Taste of Albuquerque while raising money for the American Cancer Society's life-saving mission in New Mexico supporting Access to Care like patient transportation, patient lodging and 24/7 support. Along with life saving research and grants. With great opportunities to raise money, we will also have live entertainment! (tickets)
Fri 6:30 – 10 PM Community Movie Night South Valley Multipurpose Center, 2008 Larrazolo Rd. SW Feature of the night: In The Heights. Bring your dinner, blankets and chairs. Please no glass containers
Fri 7 PM Movie In The Park ABQ Food Park, 6901-B San Antonio Dr. NE ABQ Food Park is bringing back Movies In The Park, starting off the summer with a screening of The Sandlot. Arrive early to get your face painted by Local Locas Facepainting before settling in with your blankets, chairs, and appetite for a delightful evening at the park with loved ones. Indulge in delicious fare from our food trucks while enjoying this timeless film under the stars. Please do not bring outside food as we have a variety of food options at the park. Please support our local food vendors. Entry is free! Reserve your tickets
Fri 7 – 10 PM Emerald Ball Holiday Dance Studio, 5200 Eubank Blvd. NE, Ste D Celebrate the enchanting month of May by donning your finest emerald attire. Bring in the vibrant spring season by joining us in elegant semi-formal wear of rich verdant colors and dance the night away! A Foxtrot lesson will begin the evening at 7pm followed by open dancing. Call 505-508-4020 for more information. $30 non-members
Fri 8 PM – 2 AM Sucia EDC Gogo Takeover Sidewinders Bar and Grill, 4200 Central Ave SE Sucia Productions is bringing the Electric Sky to Sidewinders! No need to have EDC FOMO because Papa Sucia is ready to bring the party to you! Come join your Sucia Family for a Night of PLUR! Featuring the Sucia Gogos on multiple boxes and individual dances available in the Cabaret Room! Hosted by Papa Sucia and Sucia Gogo Madam Sativa Rico-Stratton. DJ Unzipped will be bringing the you the best EDM set for you to dance the night away!
Fri 9 PM – 1:30 AM Callaita Fridays Salt Yard West, 3700 Ellison Rd. NW DJ Soiree will be spinning under the stars in the Salt Yard, promising a night of electrifying Latin music. This 21+ event guarantees an atmosphere where you can fully embrace the rhythm without inhibition. Whether you're a die-hard fan of Reggaeton or simply seeking a night of unparalleled fun, "Callaita Fridays" is the place to be
Fri 10:30 PM – 12:15 AM FACELESS AFTER DARK - new meta horror starring Jenna Kanell of "Terrifier"! The Guild Cinema, 3405 Central Ave NE All Seats $8. Check out the trailer. Dir. Raymond Wood - 2023 - 82m. Following her breakout success as the star of a killer clown horror flick, Bowie (Jenna Kanell, TERRIFIER) now finds herself struggling to capitalize on its success. But when she is suddenly held hostage by an unhinged fan posing as that same killer clown, horror becomes her reality as she fights to survive the night and escape before he completes his sinister plan to recreate the film's fatal plot (tickets)
** Sat 5/18 *\*
Sat 8 – 10 AM Planting Corn Seeds Lynn Garden, 176 Manierre Rd., Corrales We will be planting corn seeds; a new crop for Seed2Need this year!
Sat 8 – 10 AM Run for Mercy 5K Sagebrush Community Church, 6440 Coors Blvd. NW Join our team to run with us to support Mercy Multiplied, which exists to provide opportunities for all to experience God's unconditional love, forgiveness, and life-transforming power. Mercy offers free-of-charge Residential and Outpatient Counseling Programs, as well as Outreach Services that include workshops and trainings, our Keys to Freedom discipleship study, and Keys to Freedom Retreat (register)
Sat 8 AM – 12 PM Downtown Growers' Market Robinson Park, 810 Copper Ave NW Every Saturday from 8 am - NOON! This vibrant community event connects local farmers, growers, artisans, wellness makers, and hot food vendors with the local community from mid-April to early-November. Bring friends / family or come solo to enjoy fresh food made on sight, a variety of seasonal produce, unique arts and crafts, live music, and special programming all in the heart of downtown
Sat 8 AM – 2 PM Rio Rancho's Biggest Yard Sale Cabezon Park and Community Center, 2307 Cabezon Blvd. SE, Rio Rancho FREE Admission! Clean out your garage, spare bedroom, attic and shed. Come join us to sell all of those items that were collecting dust, find a treasure that you didn’t know you needed, and enjoy a day in the park! Vendor space $35 for a 15’ x 15’ space (Tables and chairs are not provided) Must register online, NO Drop-Ins Accepted. Please call the Cabezon Community Center at 505-892-4499 for more info
Sat 9 AM Send Haley to Spain Sand Volleyball Tournament Charlie’s Sandbox, 4335 Paseo del Norte NE All proceeds go to Haley and her trip to Spain in July! $20/per player. All Skill levels! Prizes for 1st & 2nd place. 4-6 players Coed with 1 female on team. Check in @ 8:30am. More info: Jillian (505) 322-7228, Haley (505) 331-4788, Charlie (505) 239-2461
Sat 9 AM Invisible Heroes Run Believers Center of Albuquerque, 320 Waterfall Dr. SE Join Runfit and the American Society of Radiologic Technologists for the inaugural Invisible Heroes 5K Run/Walk. It is a community event being held to recognize the vital role that medical imaging professionals and radiation therapists play on the health care team and to introduce the public to these vital health care professionals. You are invited to run and walk to celebrate the important work done by invisible heroes. At packet pick-up, you will have an opportunity to tour the ASRT Museum and Archives. Age group, overall, and team awards, including a great t-shirt and finisher medals for all participants (register)
Sat 9 AM - 4 PM 16th Annual CTC Vintage Tractor & Car Show Corrales Recreation Center, 500 Jones Rd., Corrales Join us for a fun day in the Corrales Park. There will be music, food, hot rods, tractor, stationary engines and more. Proceeds Raised will benefit Corrales 4H and Historical Society. Free admission. $10 for show participants
Sat 10 AM – 12 PM Foraging for Fun(ds) Los Poblanos Open Space, 1800 Tierra Viva Pl. NW Join Rev. Ryan Tate on a foraging excursion! Rev. Tate, of the African American spiritual tradition and an IPL board member, wants to bring their loving knowledge of NM edibles and herbs to you. Discover the food right under your nose and how easy it is to enjoy! We’ll meet to explore and harvest native and edible plants. Enter the Open Space area from west bound Montano Boulevard. After foraging, we’ll gather to taste our harvest and other locally sourced treats. Sign up today to participate - space is limited. This is a fundraiser for our work for climate justice: Please give generously (Suggested minimum donation $10)
Sat 10 AM – 3 PM Homebrewer's Happy Hour Southwest Grape & Grain, 3401 Candelaria Blvd. NE Homebrewer's Happy Hour is the perfect chance for all homebrewers, wine makers, distillers, or anyone interested in learning, to connect with others, share a drink, and learn about a new subject each month! $1 off beers from 10am to 3pm. Presentation on monthly subject at 1pm with open forum to discuss after. Food truck on site for lunch! May 18th - Barley
Sat 10:30 – 11:30 AM Animal Tales with the ABQ BioPark Ernie Pyle Library, 900 Girard Blvd. SE Dive into the captivating world of animals with "Animal Tales" presented by the ABQ BioPark! Join us for a delightful reading session featuring an animal-themed book. Experience the magic as the BioPark brings along real animals and biofacts that connect to the story, giving kids an exciting opportunity to meet these creatures up close! Don't miss this engaging and educational adventure for young animal enthusiasts!
Sat 10:30 AM – 12:30 PM FolkMADS Third Saturday Family Dance Albuquerque Square Dance Center, 4915 Hawkins St. NE Dancing, song, and live music for kids of all ages. No experience needed to have fun! Children must be accompanied by an adult. Children dance free, Adults $10
Sat 11 AM – 1 PM Annual Summer Kick-Off Event! Matheson Park Elementary, 10809 Lexington Ave NE Join us as we kick off the summer with fun, a food truck, face painting, dunk tank, and more! Bring your family and your pets for a Blessing of the Pets. There is no cost to attend and all are welcome!
Sat 11 AM – 3 PM Wine + Art Afternoons Gruet Winery, 8400 Pan American East Fwy NE Prism Arts presents a new public art and social series with a special one-day multi-artist event. Join us inside the Gruet Winery with a selection of fine art, prints, paintings, jewelry, and ceramics from local artists Vanessa Alvarado, Eric Romero, Margarita Paz-Pedro, & Aaron Richardson. Enjoy unique art, amazing fine, food, and a social environment with the artists and the public. *All art purchases receive a complimentary bottle of Gruet Wine*
Sat 11 AM – 3 PM Bernalillo Family Fun Festival! Calvary Church, 4001 Osuna Rd. NE Get connected to community and enjoy a Fun Family Day!
Sat 11:30 AM – 4 PM Imaginary Friends Fest Flix Brewhouse, 3200 La Orilla Rd. NW Let your imagination run wild! Join us in the lobby to celebrate the opening of IF! Enjoy photo ops, freebies, an in-theater giveaway, and activities for the whole family. All ages are welcome!
Sat 12 PM BBQ n' Crawl Supper Rock Park, 598 Monte Alto Pl. NE Mini Crawlers 505 and Duke City RC are throwing a BBQ and crawl sesh! All rigs welcome! Please mark going if you are, so we can get enough food!
Sat 12 PM May Brew Tour - Farewell Tour Rio Bravo Brewing, 1912 2nd St. NW This is the last NM Brew Ha-Ha Beer tour for the season. The 24-25 season will start in June 2025 so stay tuned for the season lineup release. Rio Bravo Brewing, Ponderosa Brewing, Bow & Arrow Brewing, Juno Brewery. At Rio Bravo, a DD will be selected, then we’ll head to the other breweries in the order listed. T-shirts, if ordered will be delivered. For safety, a breathalyzer is available, a DD will be established and a liability waiver will be signed by all participants. Safety is of utmost importance. We want everyone to enjoy their tour and arrive home safely
Sat 12 PM Drag Bingo & Brunch! All Ages Welcome! Sidewinders Bar and Grill, 4200 Central Ave SE Join us for a Drag Queen Bingo and Brunch benefitting The Albuquerque Roadrunner Tournament 2024 (coming up in September). Hosted by Priscilla Bouvier. Doors 12pm. Show 1pm. Bingo, Prizes, Giveaways, Raffles, Cocktails, Mocktails and Fun!
Sat 12 PM Empire's 9th Anniversary - FREE PLAY ALL DAY Empire Board Game Library, 3503 Central Ave NE It's Empire's 9th Anniversary celebration and you're invited! We've been here 9 years and it's all thanks to the support we get from you, so to show our appreciation, this Saturday's celebration is our gift to you: Come in and play for free all day! Every game is on sale all weekend! We're holding raffles over the course of the day to give away some great games! So come on down and let us thank you!
Sat 12 – 3 PM STOODIS!: An AIDS/LifeCycle Fundraising Event Soo Bak Seoul Bowl, 111 Hermosa Dr. SE Help Vanessa Bowen cross the finish line – the fundraising finish line, that is! Vanessa is on a mission to raise $3,500 to participate in the 2024 AIDS/LifeCycle, a 545-mile charity bike ride from San Francisco to Los Angeles from June 2nd to 8th, 2024. Join this special fundraising event and send-off party for an afternoon of entertainment, vendors, bike tune-ups, raffle, and food and drink specials. Come prepared to support our local vendors and find out how you can win our selected giveaways. AIDS/LifeCycle benefits, and is jointly produced by, San Francisco AIDS Foundation (Tax ID # 94-2927405) and Los Angeles LGBT Center (Tax ID # 95-3567895), each of which is a nonprofit, public benefit corporation recognized as tax exempt under IRS Code Section 501(c)(3). Donations to AIDS/LifeCycle are deductible for income tax purposes, to the extent permitted by law. Vanessa Bowen (They/Them) is a Diné (Navajo) product designer and cyclist. Their work gravitates toward the intersection of design and social equity. Bowen is a former Outride Ambassador, current Chamois Butt’r and Kuat Racks Ambassador, founder of Get Native Kids on Bikes, and a supporter of AIDS/LifeCycle. If not creating in their studio in Albuquerque, they are training for a cycling event or community building for a just, equitable future (more info)
Sat 12 – 5 PM Day Camp - A Festival for Families Tin Can Alley, 6013 Signal Ave NE Day Camp is where adventure meets education, creativity, and community in a fair-like environment where a variety of youth development organizations are excited to share their programs. In partnership with Warehouse 505, and featuring organizations such as Explora, there will be workshops ands expos for kids to discover new passions across music, art, science, and more. Supporting Youth Security & Education, all dedicated funds raised will be going to New Mexico non-profit organizations
Sat 12 – 5 PM Monthly Pinball Tournament Sister, 407 Central Ave NW All skill levels and players welcome! 21+ Sign up starts at 12 pm; tournament play starts at 1 p.m. Entry fee is $5 + coin drop
Sat 1 – 5 PM United in Beer Collaboration Festival Ex Novo Brewing, 4895 Corrales Rd., Corrales United in Beer is a New Mexico statewide collaborative beer festival that benefits the Somos Unidos Foundation with 26 participating breweries, which were randomly partnered through a live draft and then together selected the beer style they would collaborate on. All beers will be showcased at the festival. Tickets are limited. Portions of ticket sales will donated to Somos Unidos Foundation, a 501(c)(3) dedicated to creating positive outcomes for New Mexicans through art, sport, community, and unity. This will be a 21+ Event. Food trucks will be on site. Included with ticket purchase is: Festival access, 8 drink tokens, and a United In Beer glass! We recommend bringing: Sunscreen, your friends, and good vibes
Sat 1 – 10 PM Boots In The Park Presents Thomas Rhett, Chris Young & Friends! Balloon Fiesta Park, 5000 Balloon Fiesta Pkwy Dust off your boots and get ready to holler, because Boots In The Park is making it's way to Albuquerque, y'all! Join us for a rootin', tootin', two-steppin' good time with none other than Thomas Rhett, Chris Young, Chris Janson, Kameron Marlowe, Dylan Schneider, Leaving Austin and beats by Luwiss Lux. We're talking about an evening filled to the brim with live tunes, finger-lickin' craft food, and the smoothest cocktails. We'll be kicking up dust with some good ol' line dancing and a whole heap more, as Balloon Fiesta Park is transformed into Albuquerque's best country music party! Past folks to grace the Boots In The Park stage are Carrie Underwood, Blake Shelton, Tim McGraw, Cody Johnson, Jon Pardi and a bunch of other country legends. But this day is gonna be one for the record books, a show that will leave y'all talking for years to come (tickets)
Sat 2 PM Annual Castro Concerto Competition Albuquerque Youth Symphony, 4407 Menaul Blvd. NE Join us to hear talented high school juniors compete for the privilege of performing with the Youth Symphony during the Albuquerque Youth Symphony Program's 2024-2025 concert season! This event is free and open to the public. We also plan to stream this event live on Facebook for anyone not able to attend in person
Sat 2 PM "Greatest Moments" - a fundraising concert for Opera On Tap New Mexico Central United Methodist Church, 201 University Blvd. NE Join us for an afternoon of music to help raise money for Opera on Tap - New Mexico! Featuring some faculty and students of University of New Mexico, along with other local professionals, we have put a program together highlighting some of the show-stopping, beautiful moments of opera and musical theater! Suggested donation $10
Sat 2 – 7 PM Rawking: An Afternoon Metal + Art + Comedy Extravaganza Juno, 1501 1st St. NW Featured performers include Light Thief, Destroy to Recreate, Guvtika, Abandoned Saviors. outdoors on the patio with Four Bands, Comedians, Artists, Vendors. Produced by Metal World Radio. 21+. $10 at the door or presales online
Sat 3 – 8 PM Albuquerque Roller Derby presents: Sandia Slammers vs. Bosque Bruisers! Expo New Mexico - Manuel Lujan Jr Exhibit Complex, 300 San Pedro Dr. NE Albuquerque Roller Derby has gotten SO big we’ve split into two teams! Sandia Slammers & Bosque Bruisers! Get your tickets for our first Home Game of the 2024 season
Sat 3:45 – 5:45 PM AND 7 - 9 PM The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 1 Flix Brewhouse, 3236 La Orilla Rd. NW Experience the Twilight saga's epic romance and thrilling fantasy BREAKING DAWN - PART 1 on the big screen! Bella and Edward, plus those they love, must deal with the chain of consequences brought on by a marriage, honeymoon, and the tumultuous birth of a child, which brings about unforeseen and shocking developments for Jacob Black (tickets)
Sat 4 – 8 PM Drink Local Downtown ABQ - May Step into the heart of Albuquerque with our thrilling, free monthly bar crawl event! Immerse yourself in the local charm as we celebrate community, culture, and creativity right in the heart of ABQ. In partnership with ABQCore Neighborhood Association, a locally organized and hosted event, we're bringing you a bar crawl experience like no other. This isn't just a crawl; it's a vibrant celebration of local businesses, a showcase of community talent, and a monthly escape into the unique flavors that make ABQ special
Sat 4 – 9 PM Summer Market ABQ Food Park, 6951 San Antonio Dr. NE Dive into the magic of summer evenings at ABQ Food Park with our captivating Summer Market! Join us for a delightful evening, where you can browse an enchanting array of offerings from local artisans and support our vibrant community businesses. Discover unique treasures crafted with love and passion by talented artisans, from handcrafted jewelry to exquisite home decor. Every purchase you make supports local creators and contributes to the thriving arts scene in our city
Sat 5 – 8 PM National Astronomy Day! Rainbow Park Observatory, 301 Southern Blvd SE, Rio Rancho The Rio Rancho Astronomical Society will host National Astronomy Day at Rainbow Park Observatory. There will be food for a donation, family activities and safe solar viewing. Dr. Tony Hull will appeal at 7 pm about his work on the James Webb Space Telescope. He will also have some info on light pollution
Sat 5 – 11 PM Beer & Jazz on the Hill Tractor Brewing, 122 Tulane Dr. SE We're bringing you a full night of brews and Jazz with the very talented Rona & Meli opening things up at 5pm and our house Jazz band Basilaris Trio closing things down at 8!
Sat 6 PM Bear Affair 4: Spanish Tapas Beer Pairing Dinner Boxing Bear Brewing, 8420 Firestone Ln. NE Join us on our patio for an ALMOST summer night paired with a variety of our seasonal beers, chef-crafted Spanish tapas, and flamenco. Featuring chef Christopher Midyette And the artist dance group Spanish Broom. Tickets are $65 per person and include a welcome beer, three course tapas style meal with beer pairings and entertainment for the evening
Sat 6 PM One Year Anniversary Celebration Urbanmama505 Kombucha, 1014 Central Ave SW, Ste A Celebrating one year of love, abundance, and sharing wellness. Right after Open Mic 4-6pm, we will be graced with a jazz concert by Davis Nelson-Hooker, an amazing local musician. Elixirs and small plates for purchase
Sat 6 – 9 PM Gone Country Saturdays with DJ Soiree Ponderosa Brewing, 1761 Bellamah Ave NW It's Gone Country Saturdays featuring the amazing DJ Soiree! Start your evening with free dance lessons at 5 pm, followed by family-friendly entertainment
Sat 7:30 – 9 PM Saturday Night Stand-Up Bosque Brewing Co - Nob Hill, 106 Girard Blvd. SE Live from ABQ, it’s… Saturday Night Stand-Up Hosted by Nax Davis! Every third Saturday of the month! Seating at 7:30 - Comedy at 8. Featured line-up of local comics includes: MEG FINN, BRYAN LAMBE, SARINA OCHOA, MARY BYRD, ROBERT EYSTER
Sat 8 PM – 1:15 AM Apparition Goth Night Historic El Rey Theater, 622 Central Ave SW A hauntingly dark, classic goth night featuring the Apparition team: DJ Ren, DJ Batboy, DJ Moonside. Doors at 8. $10 all night. 21+ Tickets at the door. Expect goth, darkwave, death rock, synthpop, dark post punk, ebm, dark dance, industrial, witch house, horror punk and more
Sat 8:30 PM – 1 AM SABOR Latin Night - SATURDAYS Bama's 1865, 6007 Osuna Rd. NE May 11th - SPECIAL GUEST DJ ITALIA! DJ Gabriel Goza & DJ Pedro will be serving you the saucy Salsa, Bachata, Cumbia, Merengue y Mas! Ample Parking, Safe Environment, Beautiful Venue, Good Food, Good Music, Good Vibes. 21+ / $10 cover
Sat 9 PM – 1 AM Cumbia + Rock en Espanol Juno, 1501 1st St. NW Grupo Super Verza with Ave. 69 and Lot Beat and DJ Tony. Baila! 21+, $15 at the door or online
** Sun 5/19 *\*
Sun 9 – 11 AM Elevated Roller Derby May Training Scrimmage Heights Community Center, 823 Buena Vista Dr. SE Officials' huddle 9:00AM. Captains' meeting at 9:20AM. First whistle 9:30AM. This is simply a black/white scrimmage. It will be used as an educational opportunity. NSO paperwork will be used as appropriate. You are encouraged to stretch your skills. Hospitality: This is a low/no production scrimmage, bring beverages and snacks for your own use. Bathrooms: The community center may not be open during the scrimmage. (That's the trade-off for a free space). You can stop at the nearby Starbucks before the event. Expectations: Skaters and Skating and Non-skating Officials are expected to follow all WFTDA Risk Management Guidelines. The venue is a designated alcohol, drug, and smoke-free space by the city of Albuquerque (sign up)
Sun 10 AM – 2 PM The Great Burque Bake On Rail Yards Market, 777 1st St. SW Get ready to whisk it all at the "Great Burque Bake-on," a special fundraiser for the non-profit Rail Yards Market: One dozen of Albuquerque's most talented bakers will dough head-to-head in a crusty competition for the ultimate bakery glory! Bakers brawl... You vote for the winners! This sugar-dusted showdown promises a blend of flour-fueled drama and buttery bravado, making it the yeast you can do to support your local confectionery champions. As these culinary wizards knead their way to the top, we guarantee you'll find their efforts both batter and sweeter than anything you've tasted before. Join us for a day of laughter, pastry, and a chance to see who rises as the crème de la crème of Burque's baking scene! 1) ORDER > Claim your Bake-on Box & exclusive market swag by ordering online May 10-16th, 2024. 2) LEARN > Follow our social media to learn about each contestant & their offering. 3) PICKUP > Grab your box of baked goodies & swag at the info booth Sunday May 19th. 4) ENJOY > Eat all the delectable goodies, savor the flavor, and read about all the contestants 5) VOTE >> Submit your votes online to choose the winners! (tickets) The Farmers' Market event is going down simultaneously with 175+ local vendors to explore, and is still FREE to enter and welcome to all. This funky fundraiser is going down during the FREE Rail Yards Farmers' Market. So you can peruse 150+ small businesses and enjoy the historic architecture while you enjoy your Great Burque Bake-on Box of goodies! All proceeds will benefit the Rail Yards Market. The Rail Yards market of Albuquerque is a certified 501(c)3 non-profit focused on building a resilient, sustainable, local economy where the surrounding historic communities thrive, all can participate, and everyone is enriched and inspired. Through food, art, education, and music, we invite the community together in an inclusive and festive atmosphere
Sun 11:30 AM The Addams Family Historic Lobo Theater, 3013 Central Ave NE THE HISTORIC LOBO THEATER is excited to bring The Addams Family to the big screen! Showing Starts at 11:30 am Tickets are ONLY $10 for General Admission $25 Brunch and a Movie Ticket $21 Brunch Only ticket
Sun 12:30 PM Annual Spring Tea Asbury UMC, 10000 Candelaria Rd. NE All are welcome to attend our Annual Spring Tea! This year's theme is "The Tapestries of Our Lives." Life can be like a tapestry; our quilt, with events, feelings, accomplishments, and even disappointments "stitched" in. Join us, for tea, while Cindy Kurey, AQS-certified quilted textiles appraiser, shares how quilting and her faith have helped her navigate life. She will also show her collection of antique, vintage, and modern quilts! There is no cost to attend, though RSVPs are required. Please call the church office 505-299-0643 or message us on Facebook to RSVP

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Titel: Die Bedeutung der Zahl 3 in verschiedenen Kulturen und Bereichen
Die Zahl 3 hat seit jeher eine besondere Bedeutung in verschiedenen Kulturen und Bereichen. In vielen Religionen wird die Zahl 3 als heilig oder göttlich angesehen. Zum Beispiel gibt es im Christentum die Dreifaltigkeit, bestehend aus dem Vater, dem Sohn und dem Heiligen Geist. Auch im Islam gibt es die heilige Dreifaltigkeit, die aus Allah, dem Propheten Muhammad und dem heiligen Quran besteht.
Darüber hinaus hat die Zahl 3 auch in der Mythologie eine wichtige Rolle gespielt. In der griechischen Mythologie gab es die drei Moiren, die das Schicksal der Menschen bestimmten, sowie die drei Gorgonen und die drei Hesperiden. Auch in der nordischen Mythologie findet sich die Bedeutung der Zahl 3 wieder, zum Beispiel in der Gestalt der drei Nornen, die über das Schicksal der Menschen entscheiden.
Aber nicht nur in religiösen und mythologischen Zusammenhängen hat die Zahl 3 eine besondere Bedeutung. Auch in der Mathematik ist sie von großer Bedeutung, da sie die kleinste ungerade Primzahl ist und in vielen mathematischen Zusammenhängen eine wichtige Rolle spielt. Darüber hinaus wird die Zahl 3 auch in der Literatur und im Film oft symbolisch verwendet, um Dreiecksbeziehungen oder eine besondere Harmonie zu repräsentieren.
In der Natur tritt die Zahl 3 ebenfalls häufig auf, zum Beispiel in Form von dreieckigen Blättern oder Blüten. Auch der menschliche Körper besteht aus vielen dreifachen Strukturen, wie zum Beispiel den drei Hauptteilen des Gehirns oder den drei Schichten der Haut.
Alles in allem lässt sich sagen, dass die Zahl 3 eine vielseitige und bedeutungsvolle Zahl ist, die in vielen verschiedenen Bereichen eine wichtige Rolle spielt.
Termine 3
Termine 3 ist eine der beliebtesten Veranstaltungen in der Stadt, die jedes Jahr zahlreiche Besucher anzieht. Diese Veranstaltung ist bekannt für ihr vielfältiges Angebot an Unterhaltung, kulinarischen Köstlichkeiten und kulturellen Aktivitäten.
Eines der Highlights von Termine 3 ist die breite Palette an Live-Musik, die von talentierten Künstlern aus verschiedenen Genres präsentiert wird. Von Rock und Pop bis hin zu Jazz und elektronischer Musik ist für jeden Geschmack etwas dabei. Die Konzerte finden an verschiedenen Bühnen im gesamten Veranstaltungsgelände statt und sorgen für eine mitreißende Atmosphäre.
Darüber hinaus bietet Termine 3 auch eine Fülle von kulinarischen Erlebnissen. Von lokalen Spezialitäten bis hin zu internationalen Köstlichkeiten können die Besucher eine Vielzahl von Gerichten und Snacks probieren, die von erfahrenen Köchen zubereitet werden. Es ist der perfekte Ort, um neue Geschmacksrichtungen zu entdecken und sich kulinarisch verwöhnen zu lassen.
Neben Musik und Essen gibt es bei Termine 3 auch eine Vielzahl von kulturellen Aktivitäten und Attraktionen. Von Kunstausstellungen und Theateraufführungen bis hin zu Workshops und interaktiven Installationen gibt es für jeden etwas zu entdecken und zu erleben. Es ist eine großartige Gelegenheit, die kreative Seite der Stadt kennenzulernen und sich von neuen Ideen inspirieren zu lassen.
Insgesamt ist Termine 3 ein Ereignis, das man nicht verpassen sollte. Mit seinem vielfältigen Angebot an Unterhaltung, Essen und Kultur ist es ein Fest für die Sinne und bietet eine unvergessliche Erfahrung für alle Besucher.
Spielzeiten 3
"Spielzeiten 3" ist eine beliebte Serie, die sowohl junge als auch erwachsene Zuschauer fesselt. Die dritte Staffel der Serie hat die Erwartungen der Fans übertroffen und bietet spannende Handlungsstränge, fesselnde Charakterentwicklungen und beeindruckende visuelle Effekte.
In der dritten Staffel werden die Abenteuer der Hauptcharaktere intensiver und komplexer. Neue Herausforderungen und Feinde tauchen auf, während die bestehenden Beziehungen auf die Probe gestellt werden. Die Autoren haben es geschafft, eine fesselnde Geschichte zu entwickeln, die die Zuschauer von Anfang bis Ende in Atem hält.
Ein Höhepunkt der Serie ist die beeindruckende Leistung der Schauspieler. Ihre überzeugenden Darstellungen bringen die Charaktere zum Leben und lassen die Zuschauer mitfühlen. Jeder Charakter durchläuft eine Entwicklung, die sowohl emotional als auch dramatisch ist.
Die visuellen Effekte in "Spielzeiten 3" sind atemberaubend und tragen zur Immersion in die Welt der Serie bei. Von epischen Schlachten bis hin zu magischen Landschaften bietet die Serie eine visuelle Pracht, die das Publikum verzaubert.
Darüber hinaus werden in der dritten Staffel auch wichtige Themen angesprochen, die zum Nachdenken anregen. Von Freundschaft und Liebe bis hin zu Verrat und Rache behandelt die Serie eine Vielzahl von Themen, die relevant und aktuell sind.
Insgesamt ist "Spielzeiten 3" ein absolutes Muss für alle Fans von Fantasy-Serien. Mit seiner fesselnden Handlung, den beeindruckenden visuellen Effekten und den überzeugenden Darstellungen bietet die Serie ein unvergessliches Seherlebnis, das lange nach dem Abspann in Erinnerung bleibt.
Begegnungen 3
Begegnungen 3 ist eine deutsche Lehrbuchserie, die sich auf die Vermittlung von Deutsch als Fremdsprache konzentriert. Das Lehrwerk richtet sich an Lernende auf dem Niveau B1 des Gemeinsamen Europäischen Referenzrahmens für Sprachen (GER). Es ist besonders für Erwachsene konzipiert, die ihre Deutschkenntnisse weiterentwickeln möchten.
Das Lehrbuch "Begegnungen 3" baut auf den bereits erworbenen Sprachkenntnissen der Lernenden auf und führt sie in komplexere grammatische Strukturen und einen erweiterten Wortschatz ein. Dabei werden verschiedene Themen behandelt, die den Alltag und die Kultur im deutschsprachigen Raum widerspiegeln. Dies ermöglicht den Lernenden nicht nur die Verbesserung ihrer Sprachkenntnisse, sondern auch ein tieferes Verständnis für die deutsche Kultur und Gesellschaft.
Die Lektionen in "Begegnungen 3" sind interaktiv gestaltet und bieten vielfältige Übungen und Aktivitäten, um das Lernen abwechslungsreich und motivierend zu gestalten. Neben dem Lehrbuch stehen den Lernenden auch ergänzende Materialien wie Arbeitsbücher, Audio-CDs und Online-Ressourcen zur Verfügung, um das Selbststudium zu unterstützen und das Gelernte zu vertiefen.
Durch die praxisnahe Gestaltung der Lektionen und die Verwendung authentischer Materialien werden die Lernenden ermutigt, ihre kommunikativen Fähigkeiten in verschiedenen Situationen anzuwenden und sich aktiv am Sprachgebrauch zu beteiligen. "Begegnungen 3" bietet somit eine solide Grundlage für Lernende, die ihre Deutschkenntnisse auf dem Niveau B1 festigen und erweitern möchten.
Spielplan und Ergebnisse 3
Der Spielplan und die Ergebnisse von Fußballwettbewerben sind für Fans von großer Bedeutung. Sie ermöglichen es den Anhängern, die Termine der Spiele zu verfolgen und die Leistungen ihrer Lieblingsmannschaften zu verfolgen. Besonders wichtig ist dies bei großen Turnieren wie der Fußball-Weltmeisterschaft oder der Europameisterschaft.
Der Spielplan gibt einen Überblick darüber, wann und wo die Spiele stattfinden werden. Er zeigt die Gruppenphase sowie die K.o.-Runden an und gibt den Fans die Möglichkeit, sich auf die bevorstehenden Spiele vorzubereiten. Die Ergebnisse informieren darüber, welche Teams gewonnen haben, wie viele Tore erzielt wurden und welche Spieler besonders herausragten.
Für Fußballfans ist der Spielplan und die Ergebnisse eine unverzichtbare Informationsquelle. Sie können die Spiele live verfolgen oder später die Ergebnisse nachlesen, um auf dem neuesten Stand zu bleiben. Darüber hinaus können sie die Leistungen der verschiedenen Teams analysieren und ihre eigenen Vorhersagen treffen.
Insgesamt sind der Spielplan und die Ergebnisse eines Fußballwettbewerbs von entscheidender Bedeutung für die Fans. Sie bieten eine Möglichkeit, die Spiele zu verfolgen und sich mit anderen Fans auszutauschen. Daher ist es wichtig, dass diese Informationen leicht zugänglich sind und regelmäßig aktualisiert werden.

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First, I'd like for us all to acknowledge how, uhhh, for lack of a better term toxic this game and community has become. In doing so, it's probably best for our own souls to simply acknowledge that we ourselves behave more toxically in this game than perhaps other multiplayer games. I know I personally do not get into heated arguments / name call / and 'git gud' other players in other games nearly as much as this one.
Often I've thought it's simply because I just care about this game so much or that it's simply a reaction to other players who really are toxic unlike me.
But let's be honest with ourselves - it's all of us.
However, it's not entirely our fault.
-- Here are my observations upon taking a break and going back to some old school games in the same genre (specifically, I've started playing Ultima Online again - which SDF emphatically told Terry is his primary inspiration for this game). --
When I first launched this game, like many of you - I expected something akin to a Dungeon and Dragons dive into the unknown. RNG was expected and yet, skill / knowledge should allow us to overcome some of that RNG and make the game work in our favor - at least for replayability's sake.
At first, that is how the game felt. Most players - like myself - had no clue what we were doing and were experimenting. The mobs felt scary, the minibosses near impossible, and extracting was a miracle that gave us a relief and a dopamine rush that made it all the stress feel worth it.
But as expected with practically everything in life once the mechanics are better understood, the mystery starts to wear thin. The same thing happens at a job, with political ideologies, hell the same thing happens when you get a partner. And this game is just a series of systems, so it's no exception to that rule. I fully expected some of the mystery to wear off, I fully expected to feel familiar with it after a certain point. What I didn't expect, was for the game to start feeling like a game of Counter-Strike where I am up against people with certain perks / aspects that make it feel akin to playing in a lobby where some people have hacks enabled and sometimes those players are me and my squad. (And certainly there are actual hackers no doubt, but I am not talking about that specifically. I am talking about how this game currently feels when everyone is "playing it correctly".)
Map knowledge, min-maxxing gear, perk and skill selection, comp selection are at an all time high right now (which again, was to be expected) but simultaneously - the end game content seems to simply be PvP, PvP, then when you're done and PvP some more.
This is where the game starts to feel like a CS lobby filled with hackers. This is where the frustration starts to build, and where I see a possible culprit as to why it's some common for people to be hardcore venting while being met with various "git guds" on this subreddit, discord, or simply being toxic dirtbags in VOIP. We didn't sign up for this kind of end-game but dammit if we didn't get addicted to it before it devolved and now - we're angry. We feel like we've lost something, but we can't stop trying to find it again.
The Dev's also feel like they've lost something and are trying to "find it again". They want to find balance, they want to maintain a healthy relationship with their player base, they want to compete with other games of a similar genre while maintaining their unique inspiration from late 90's hardcore fantasy games and DnD. In trying to search for this missing thing the devs have been twisting knobs back and forth in PvP balance for about a year now.
This is why it feels like we're being driven around by the devs in circles as we scream "take a left" and "No! Take a right!" and the devs seem to listen - we are all desperate to get back to that place where the game first captivated us and the mystery was strong.
How could such a feeling have been maintained, at least for longer? And how could the feeling of having lost it been staved off?
The simple answer (but truly complex if we're being honest) is this: The foundations of this game are not strong. The concept is strong but the foundation feels rushed to produce a playable version, rather than a quality vision.
One of those foundational issues is the modules, the zone / swarm, and maps themselves. The modules were advertised - some time ago - as being Dynamic. Meaning, each time you open a door to a new module you would not know what module you'll enter nor what creatures / loot may be hidden within nor how that module might connect with other modules.
I would argue that had Dynamic Modules been fully invested in and implemented from the start, the mystery could have been maintained for longer and the PvP "end game" might have been staved off in it's full edifice that has been erected today. Perhaps then even juiced players would have to deal with the RNG of the dungeon and callouts of "rotate" or "go on flank" would more often be supplemented with "fall back and regroup".
Also to blame is the swarm, forcing players to clear or avoid modules as fast as possible to avoid being left behind, and thus run into each other and forced to PvP.
I will also posit that the 'simple' mechanics of melee / ranged combat and the simplicity of movement and lack of meaningful evasion mechanics has been a failure in the foundational structure of this game. Had these areas been more 'cooked' then perhaps the game wouldn't be nearly as punishing - unfairly so - when one player simply out gears another or one squad simply rushes down another due to their comp. These very basic mechanics also mean that cheesing AI isn't just "the easy way to get through hell" but actually a preferred method in many occasions simply because once you get off rhythm, your ducking and mashing A vs D gets thrown off and you start to eat hits. It's not fun to dance around a Beserker and widdle him down and it isn't much more skillful than "I stood on a veiny Hell bloodclut and hit him in the head until he died".
This also affects compositions and how one team pushes into another. Half of the Trios gameplay is simply "Does their composition benefit from entering a doorway or holding it?" - what the fuck is that?
The simplicity of mechanics has also necessitated a simplicity of AI as an answer - if AI could climb, open doors, and properly scare the shit out of you - yet all you have to deal with them are these undercooked melee mechanics - you would get roasted by a basic Axe skeleton much more often than anyone would like to admit.
And yet, the lack of meaningful AI and mechanics means moving from module to module consists of opening a door, running past, and shutting it behind you. This might be good for when you're evading a buff ball team, but it also the same system that is enabling that team to begin with.
So here we are - the lack of dynamics modules and undercooked movement / melee mechanics has meant that the Devs have focused nearly entirely on balancing PvP rather than a core game-play loop. Entire systems and entire wipes have been devoted to "balancing" and creating QoL for these systems. Because if someone has better gear than you - they basically win - then gear needs to be stronger for beginners and thus a Squire and thus a Quest system and thus a Marketplace where the mystery and allure of items goes to absolutely die as everything in the game is accessible through gold. No longer does finding a piece of gear in the dungeon that fits your character hit in any meaningful way.
This is not a Dungeon Diver any longer. It will continue to bleed players, and new players who try it thinking "I like hardcore games, I like DnD, I like loot" will quickly turn it off once they realize it's just a shitty version of Counter-Strike but half of the lobby has speed hacks and extra damage and you do not.
Previously, I was for a Marketplace. Previously, I was all for GBMM. Previously, I thought I would one day be "good enough" to rock BiS because I will have mastered many difficult systems. Now it's just a matter of "do I feel like running BiS right now or not" - everything is so accessible that it has lost meaning and feeling and simply is a RNG of how geared the other team is on the map.
Now I'm more for self-found only gear, removal of marketplace, removing of GBMM, skill trees > Multiclassing - and I'd go so far as to say I think they need to turn this game off for a few months, put everything on a test server, and go back to fixing the foundation then relaunch it.
SKILL STILL EXISTS and I will never deny that - but it could exist in a more meaningful way with better foundational systems that do not force the entire game to devolve into PvP hit trading and door play.
TL;DR
The game's foundational systems are rocky and have turned this game into a PvP fest. The lack of Dynamic modules means the best compositions with the best items with better map knowledge will simply rush through and win. The fact that players often have better loot than half of the modules means that PvP is always the best bang for your buck. These incongruent foundations have devolved this game into a crappy version of Counter-Strike where half of the lobby has better damage / movespeed than you do. The melee / range and lack of meaningful evasion tools mean gear check will always be king and makes aforementioned "counterstrike feeling" feel ever worse. And yet, the devs - unable or unwilling or are simply blind to it - have instead been balancing the entire game around "PvP" for almost an entire year - taking up resources and time - because it's the one faucet of the game everyone agrees is causing issues. And yet, nothing has been done to prevent PvP engagement after PvP engagement from becoming the only real end-game content.
All of these foundational systems working incongruently are causing a fractured and toxic playerbase because we didn't sign up for a PvP fest, we signed up for a Dungeon Diving experience with a small squad.
I'll be playing Ultima Online Outlands in the meantime. I might check back on this game after sometime. I made a lot of cool friends and really enjoyed playing with some of you. My in game alias's were ThrustinTheseHips / Dolphin Lover - if you had a good time playing with or against me I will always cherish it! But boys, please take care of your mental health. This game can take a toll - no lies.

1. Epic Fantasy
2. Crown Prince: Book One of New Blood
3. New Blood Saga: Book 1
4. W.D. Kilpack III
5. Full Cover
6. 2021 International Firebird Book Award Winner • 2022 The BookFest Award Winner • 2023 Finalist, Best Mentor Character, Indie Ink Awards • 2024 International Impact Book Award Winner • 2020 Runner-Up Sci-Fi/Fantasy Book of the Year, OnlineBookClub.org • Quarter Finalist Screencraft Cinematic Book Competition
7. www.Kilpack.net
8. Available in Paperback/eBook/KU/NOOK/Kobo/Smashwords
9. "The future of all men relies on the Guardian of Maarihk. Will his Sight be true? Or will his impure Firstblood prove the ruin of us all?"
10. Natharr is Guardian of Maarihk, one of a long line of protectors dating back to the Firstborn Age, before the Aa Conquest. Natharr's is an ancient role, rooted in his Firstblood, giving him Sight to see what is yet to be. He adheres to his sacred duties even in the centuries since the Firstborn were forced to the brink of extinction by the Aa. Natharr still stands guard over all men, Aa or Firstborn, Seeing what will come to pass, deciding what is unavoidable and what is not. He spends decades planning how to save the life of the newborn Crown Prince Vikari so he may one day reclaim the throne of the land where Mankind was created, back in the time when the Olde Gods still walked.
11. • "I've been won over by Crown Prince! The world is deeply conceived. The prose is well crafted. The solemn, almost-inhuman Guardian/seer standing guard during a deadly siege as the young queen gives birth makes for a hell of a great start! That weightiness to his character was a key point of interest to me that comes across right from the opening pages, plunging right into the thick of it for a wonderful change of pace. Crown Prince is intriguing, grand, strange, and shadowed by ill-omens. It is Shakespearean." — Tom Mock, author of The Long Nights • "A very good book ... [and] a very great read! Natharr is very much tested as he strives to save the life of newborn Crown Prince Vikari. This book reads wonderfully, and I am grateful to have had the opportunity to get to know the story. It is full of pulse-pounding adventure and also features great, extensive world-building! Definitely a recommend from me!” — Philip Chase, Ph.D., medievalist and author of The Way of Edan • 5/5 Stars — "Author W.D. Kilpack III presents an atmospheric and immersive journey into a richly crafted fantasy world, balancing a strong character-led adventure with a wider web of plots, setting up a highly complex and enjoyable fantasy saga to follow. There’s a clear flair for character, dialogue, and attitude from the start, with Natharr's intense presence affecting all who encounter him and making for some really dynamic clashes. The weightiness of his responsibilities and the depth of the world-building immediately gripped my attention and, as the story unfolded, the way the characters’ attitudes and actions were shaped by the realism of the worldbuilding was totally compelling. This book delivers on every promise of pulse-pounding adventure — thanks to the swift pacing of the plot, coupled with dark storytelling, strong descriptive skills, and captivating character development that balances emotion with duty well. Overall, I would certainly recommend Crown Prince as an incredible opener to an exciting new fantasy series, and I’m all the more eager to continue exploring this fantastical realm." — K.C. Finn, USA Today best-selling author of The Book of Shade for Reader's Favorite • 5/5 Stars — "The literary creator in his act of creationism. Such is W. D. Kilpack III in his intriguing invention of Crown Prince: Book One of New Blood. Intermingling real world matters of both realm and state, and legendary phenomena of ancient times, Kilpack builds a mythical epic of worlds within worlds, all suspended in time and universal fantastical realism. He has crafted an imaginative tale perfect for lovers of mysticism, magic, ancient battles, romance, and supernatural fantasy. Natharr, the Guardian of Maarihk, is one of the Firstbborn [with] abilities like the gift of prophetic Sight, and he [is] charged with protecting and preparing the newly born prince of the realm, Vikari, until he is ready to take his rightful place as heir to his father’s throne. Set in a richly imagined and described enigmatic world, the story explores themes of family, love, friendship, destiny, time, and power. Adventure and action keep the reader quickly turning the pages ... deliver[ing] a strong narrative of structure, character development, and world building, which smoothly paves the way for the next book in the series, Order Of Light, which I cannot wait to read. Crown Prince is a masterful example of original storytelling, a phenomenal literary creation!" — K.L. Davidson, author of Ten Thousand Fields (British Columbia, Canada) • 4/4 Stars — "Crown Prince stands out with amazing descriptions, complex characters, and intriguing supernatural elements. Book one in the New Blood [Saga], the storyline is incredibly promising. The author has a flair for setting the scene and creating memorable characters. I absolutely loved the descriptive prowess of this author, the thing I enjoyed most about the book ... W. D. Kilpack III genuinely takes the time to help us immerse in the fantasy world, no matter if he describes a battle scene, a peaceful moment, or a mythological creature like a Hamadryad or a Manticore, he always manages to conjure the best images in our minds. The author does a great job of incorporating the supernatural elements in a general atmosphere of myth and legend ... there was nothing I disliked about this novel. I am rating Crown Prince 4 out of 4 stars ... fans of sword-and-sorcery fantasy will definitely find this novel a delightful read ... the series has the potential to acquire epic dimensions ... I am looking forward to reading the sequel, Order of Light." — OnlineBookClub.org • 5/5 Stars — "I absolutely love Crown Prince! It is a very dark epic-fantasy story following a very intimate cast of characters. The way things unfold, you’re thrown into the thick of the action right from the beginning that sinks you in right. The way events unfold to the way characters come together, you cannot help but keep flipping the pages. By the end, I was so invested, I felt so intimate with these characters, that I had to find out what happens next, so I immediately ordered book two, Order of Light! It’s such a good story! It’s such a dark-but-good story, with very good character work, you get really close with these characters, and you can’t help but want to know what happens next!" — Usman, host of Bards and Books YouTube channel (British Columbia, Canada) • 5/5 Stars — With the maps and appendix, "the characters' names, titles, and the names of fascinating places all conjured up by the mind of W. D. Kilpack III [helped] me better understand the intricate facets of this novel. Creating worlds and characters is not a easy, but the author did an excellent job. Crown Prince has everything you want: intertwining sword scenes, the battles of a war, kings, queens, knights, magic, fairies, love, sex, great beasts, and unthinkable dangers thatNatharr has to endure. Kilpack puts you in the middle as Vikari starts to grow and learn. So does Natharr for he begins to love the child as his own. Kilpack's ability to crystally describe a scene [was] like I was taking part in a meal or a sword fight. Crown Prince flowed smoothly and any fan of fantasy will rejoice [and] if you have never read a fantasy novel (like me), this one will get you hooked into the genre." — Jose F. Nodar, author of Books, Pens & Larceny (South Wales, Australia) • 5/5 Stars — "Crown Prince is one of the most brilliant fantasy novels that I have ever had the pleasure of reading and a book I am now obsessed with! Crown Prince is an incredible, thrilling and memorable story that will take its readers on a journey like no other. Crown Prince captivated me from the first page thanks to the book's sharp literature and strong opening ... [the author] is not only a phenomenal writer for his flawless ability to capture his reader's attention, but he is also a great writer for his descriptive powers and characterization of characters which will hook his readers! Crown Prince is a sensational, thrilling and addictive story that will thrill you as well as entertain you." — RedHeadedBookLover.com • 5/5 Butterflies — "Crown Prince was such a delight to read! Normally, we don't see the child growing up ... or really get a chance to get attached to whoever raised him. This author took that trope, shook it up and turned it into something amazing! We get to see the heir as a baby, to see him grow up [and] develop that close bond a son has with his father. It's a really beautiful thing ... normally glazed over in this type of story ... but you get to see how strong their bond is. I'm so grateful! Something else I really enjoyed is how well Darshelle and Natharr played off each other. Often, they have deep conversations that involve a culture clash, where they may not agree with each other's perspective, but they are willing to try to understand. I [also] loved this author's world building, especially the magic forest and all the interesting creatures that live in it! The village of the cat-people was such a fun scene and so interesting showing the cat-people society and how it was different. It was really fun! If you don't grab yourself a copy of Crown Prince, you're doing yourself a huge disservice! It's a wonderful story and such a fun read!" — Madam Crystal Butterfly • 5/5 Stars — "Kilpack delivers a stunning blow to the belief that Indie-Fantasy is worth any less that its salt. Crown Prince is a well-crafted epic with unique plot mechanisms, well-developed and believable characters, and a world grounded in the visceral and the real. I could not recommend this series any higher!" — Clay Vermulm, co-host of Sinister Soup Podcast • 5/5 Stars — "A fantastic world of swords and magic! A very strong start to the series! W.D. Kilpack III does know how to draw a reader into a world of swords and magic. I found myself unable to put the book down, diving deeper into the fantastic world. I can say, that I am a fan of his work and will soon be reading Order of Light, the second book from the New Blood [Saga]." — BooksShelf.com • 5/5 Stars — Crown Prince is "a great mix of fantasy and action and adventure! It kept me on my toes the whole time and I was completely hooked! The world building in this book is amazing. I could read 20 books in this world. The fight scenes and characters are amazing. They pull you in so deeply ... that I didn't want to stop reading way past when I should have!" — Jay.Rae.Reads • 5/5 Stars — Crown Prince illustrates "the burden of knowledge and the responsibilities involved in being able to see the future. Natharr is a great hero: think Aragorn/Alanon/Teddy Roosevelt. He bears the burden of being Guardian of Maarihk with dignity but, at the same time, is human and has flaws, like having a bit of a temper. Darshelle is conflicted and a walking contradiction, being proud and strong, while still insecure and flawed. I love the world, where magic is more subtle, while there is another element that reminded me of Greek mythology, because the gods are real and took direct action in history. There is some violence, which seems to fit well within the framework of this world where epic fantasy and realism are intertwined." — Critic, Salt Lake City, UT • 5/5 Stars — Crown Prince is "a fantastic tale filled with all things beautiful, dark, and magical! Filled with adventure and drama! The author's world is absolutely stunning, and I can't wait to read the next installment in the story!" — Cherumanalil (Bangalore, India) • 4/4 Stars — Crown Prince is "an adventure full of thrilling moments [that] hook you right from page one. Each page has a new secret to unfold. This book made a mark on my mind and now I cam curious to read the other books in the series. I loved reading it and have rated it four stars. Books like these deserve the hype!" — Read With Emilee • 5/5 Stars — "From the start you are drawn into a world of fantasy. With each page, you want more. The author gives the feel you are the character fighting for your life and those you defend. A great read, with the power to keep you from putting it down. I highly recommend this book to anyone interested in something new, with a twist and feel of a classic fantasy!" — Tom Carr, author of Talking to Yourself in the Dark • 4/4 Stars — Crown Prince is "an absolutely brilliant fantasy read ... [Kilpack created] a master introduction. The plot building was incredible. The journey sucks you in so much that you immediately want to carry on with the series. I'll definitely complete this series." — Twilight Reader (Wales) • 4/4 Stars — "If you're looking for something new with a a twist of classic fantasy, this is for you. It amazes me that someone can create an entire world from scratch with everything that this involes. Character building is wonderful and the descriptions of what happens are good. It is very detailed, so you get immersed in the story. Lots of things happen in this book. [Crown Prince] is a good and strong start for a new series!" — June.Reads (London, England) • 4/4 Stars — Crown Prince is "a lovely fantasy. Great read! Great characters! Writing style amazing! I loved this world. A new author I discovered and hope to read more from this author in the future!" — Rhianny DD Morris (South Wales, Australia) • 4.7/5 Stars — Crown Prince "transported me into a world where life-and-death situations were commonplace and everyone had a cause to fight for! The distinction between the Firstborn and the Aa was fascinating [and] really got me hooked! The characters are fantastic, descriptions of battles draw in you and there's a shock in every chapter! I love fantasy books and I'll add this to my pile of highly recommended sagas!" — Books with Gina (England) • 4.5/5 Stars — Crown Prince is like "watching a movie. The author has narrated ... in a very fluent and visual way. It is an adventurous and twisted novel that will always keep the reader wanting more. Every page is a new unfolding and a new mystery. The plot is exquisite and emphasizes important values like willpower, determination, and truth. A captivating read [especially] those in search of something abnormally smart!" — Reads.Nancy • 4.5/5 Stars — "Crown Prince is one of the most fantastic fantasy books that I have read so far! The book is a blend of thrills, mystery, fun, excitement, and drama! It has got everything that a good book should have. The plot is unpredictable and twisted. So much is happening all at once, but the smooth narration takes care of it all." — Just Pratibha (India) • 4/5 Stars — "A fantastic read! What a grand story in Crown Prince. I am very impressed with the writing and storytelling. Kilpack does a great job of building a world filled with princes, pasts that dictate the future. Kilpack details the scenes, filled with action, and brings the creatures to life! Crown Prince is filled with swords and sorcery, magic, myths and legends, that really bring it as believable. This author is a great storyteller. The story brings the reader on a superb journey. Who could ask for more when it's filled with magical/fantastical creatures and other interesting beings?" — Amy's Bookshelf • "Once I got into [Crown Prince], I struggled to put it down! The world Kilpack has created is so detailed and imaginative you can't help but be drawn in. This book is a fantasy that give you war, knights, romance and hidden dangers. It covers it all! As the first in the series, it sets the scene brilliantly ... I would recommend this book to anyone who likes fantasy books and fairytales!" — Kat Books Teas Cakes (UK) • "I had the pleasure of reading Crown Prince and Kilpack — he makes maps, folks! — emphasizes detail. The characters are living real lives, even though it's a fantasy. It was well done! He built his world with great care and precision." — Ken Weene, Ph.D., co-host of the Let's Talk It Over videocast
12. Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Mature Themes; suitable for older teens and adults.
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1. Epic Fantasy
2. Order of Light: Book Two of New Blood
3. New Blood Saga: Book 2
4. W.D. Kilpack III
5. Full Cover
6. 2022 International Firebird Book Award 2023 The BookFest Award 2021 Runner Up, Sci-Fi/Fantasy Book of the Year, OnlineBookClub.org Top Pick, BooksShelf.com
7. www.Kilpack.net
8. Available in Paperback/eBook/KU/NOOK/Kobo/Smashwords
9. "The future of Mankind relies on the Guardian of Maarihk. Can a mysterious Order help him repair the damage of choosing happiness over duty?"
10. Despite the Guardian of Maarihk being condemned as anathema, and his very existence relegated to legend, Natharr resumes his ancient responsibilities as Mankind's protector. He joins with a mysterious Firstborn companion, Ellis the Elder, to journey into the snowy reaches of Biraald, where his Sight promises he will find those who secretly adhere to the ways of the Olde Gods. Although Biraaldi bloodlines show their Firstborn heritage more clearly than even in Maarihk itself, the two nations have never enjoyed peace. It has been far worse since the rise of Brandt the Usurper to Maarihk's throne. Natharr and Ellis must navigate threats not only against the Firstborn, but the Maarihkish, as they seek out the sympathizers he Saw who are brave enough to resist Maarihk's tyranny. Only then can the damage be repaired from when Natharr chose personal happiness with Darshelle and the young crown prince over his weighty responsibilities as Guardian of Maarihk.
11. • 5/5 Stars — "W. D. Kilpack III's Crown Prince captivated me. His vivid descriptions plunged me into a kaleidoscope of sights, sounds, and emotions. I devoured the first book in the New Blood Saga, desperate to see where the tale would lead. So, it was with bated breath that I cracked open Order of Light, the series' second instalment. Kilpack doesn't disappoint. The themes that resonated in Crown Prince deepen and twist in Order of Light. He has a way of making words just flow vividly on the page. On page 106 of my Australian paperback version, a revelation about Natharr, the Guardian of Maarihk, floored me! His journey of self-discovery weaves flawlessly with the Crown Prince's own remarkable growth. New fantastical creatures emerge from Kilpack's boundless imagination. The Quiet One and Bu, meticulously detailed in all their wonder, are testament to his storytelling prowess. But fear not, I won't spoil the magic! Suffice it to say, fans of epic fantasy, your search is over. Kilpack is your new literary lord. From exhilarating battle sequences to poignant moments of reflection, Order of Light is a masterpiece. If I could, I’d give it a six! Both it and Crown Prince deserve a place on your bookshelf. Trust me, you won't regret immersing yourself in Kilpack's world." — Jose F. Nodar, author of Books, Pens & Larceny (South Wales, Australia) • 5/5 Stars — "What an incredible story! A brilliant followup to an amazing first book. One of the most well-written and well-developed stories I have ever come across. A poignant, sensational, and captivating novel that will take [you] on a turbulent-but-fantastic journey full of ups and downs and shocks and thrills galore! Order of Light is compelling thanks to enthralling moments as well as the unpredictable nature of the book that will have you turning the pages with haste from beginning to end ... The reader is taken on an exceptional journey that is continuously evolving. Order of Light is a remarkable, fascinating, and addictive read with a unique premise as well as the excellent literature. Kilpack is an incredibly talented author who clearly knows how to write unique-but-engaging stories. What I loved most about Kilpack’s writing is his remarkable descriptions because they genuinely amazed me! Order of Light is a marvelous, stellar, and supreme book that will entertain, delight readers from start to finish. Five stars!" — RedHeadedBookLover.com • 5/5 Stars — "Order of Light by W.D. Kilpack III is a fabulous book. It is magical and captivating. I was immersed in the story from the beginning till the end. The characters and the plot were both so well-written that [it] made me feel I was with them. A wonderful novel that I enjoyed 100% and recommend to all. " — BooksShelf.com • 5/5 Stars — Order of Light is "just as good [as Crown Prince], just as quick-paced. Kilpack has an amazing ability to storytell. That's an amazing quality that makes you want to read one more page, one more chapter. This lovely book has events and descriptions that make the reader become invested in the characters and, thus, the story. I can't wait for the next book!" — Clairey Reads (Coventry, England) • 5/5 Stars — "A great followup to Crown Prince [which was] one of the most fantastic fantasy books that I have read so far! New characters are introduced and I'm impressed by his storytelling ... from characterization to event building ... everything is lucid. I'm eagerly waiting for book three." — Just Pratibha (India) • 4/5 Stars — "W.D. Kilpack does it again with Order of Light. Following on from the fantastic Crown Prince, we get to find out more about Ellis and Natharr as they go on their quest to find the sympathisers they need to get the Prince back on the throne. In a supposedly sleepy village is where they find the people they are looking for, who have been under the careful watch of the garrison for years. However, behind closed doors, there is a different story to tell and Natharr has to work out how they can use this to their advantage. A great fantasy book with all the world-building you'd expect from this author. Getting more back story and introducing different, important characters and how they've been affected gives you even more insight into where this story is heading. I really enjoyed this book!" — Books with Gina (England) • 3/4 Stars — Order of Light's "best part is vivid description. Each character is outlined with distinct traits ... these details bring them to life, making them more realistic and relatable. I recommend this series to those who love fantasy novels, especially ones with medieval elements." — OnlineBookClub.org • 4/5 Stars — "The author writes beautifully, with swaths of description and rhetoric, prose equal to the stories intricacies. Although Fantasy is not my favorite genre, I really enjoyed Order of Light! If Fantasy is your thing, then you will be in your element!" — Daisy Hollands (Shropshire, England)
12. Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Mature Themes; suitable for older teens and adults.
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1. Epic Fantasy
2. Demon Seed: Book Three of New Blood
3. New Blood Saga: Book 3
4. W.D. Kilpack III
5. Full Cover
6. 2023 International Firebird Book Award 2022 Finalist, Sci-Fi/Fantasy Book of the Year, OnlineBookClub.org 2024 The BookFest Award Editor's Choice: BooksShelf.com
7. www.Kilpack.net
8. Available in Paperback/eBook/KU/NOOK/Kobo
9. "The future of Mankind relies on the Guardian of Maarihk. Can and ancient force, lost aeons past, overcome fate? "
10. Despite growing power of the forces of chaos, there is a glimmer of hope as Natharr realizes that there are also forces of order in play. It is made plain when he and his comrades escape the faceless realm and Natharr’s Sight is released. It reveals just how strongly the world needs the Guardian of Maarihk and the return of the legendary Knights of Ril to the land where Mankind was created. Racing for home unwittingly leads to unearthing an ancient force created by the Olde Gods, believed lost aeons past. Meanwhile, Darshelle and the crown prince struggle to make the most of their lives without Natharr’s protection. Forced to make their own way, the fruit of Quiet One’s efforts comes fully to bear, as Nathan and his summoned companion reawaken the animus of the ancient wood. The ramifications are horrible and far-reaching, changing their world forever.
11. • 5/5 Stars — "Demon Seed is the third book in the New Blood Saga by W. D. Kilpack III is one hell of a ride and it simply cannot be described in just a few sentences. It just can’t! The author’s forte is his descriptive prowess when presenting a scene. Case in point, the meeting with Drah in the cave. I will not spoil it here for future readers but it is outright scary. Then Natharr acquires a new 'fan,' which requires a diplomatic touch. Add to that the moment when Nathan realises what he has become and how he struggles with all that it means with all of its far-reaching ramifications. The way the book manoeuvres through its many intricate facets left me exhausted but still wanting more! New characters intermingled with old characters. New revelations concerning Nathan were presented in ways that were fascinating, intriguing, and scary, all at the same time! Demon Seed is deep, raw, powerful, and entertaining. It is worth the time of starting with book one, Crown Prince, and relishing every page!" — Jose F. Nodar, author of Books, Pens & Larceny (South Wales, Australia) • 5/5 Stars — "Demon Seed is the thrilling and fast-paced third book in the New Blood Saga ... Kilpack does not disappoint! Demon Seed is a shocking and brilliant tale that will reintroduce readers to characters we have come to love/be invested in. In this third book, the stakes are as high as ever and the story the reader is taken on will enthrall, captivate and excite its readers ... Kilpack from the beginning hooks his readers and keeps them enchanted to the very end. I have to recommend Demon Seed to readers that love epic fantasy! Demon Seed is one that is full of shocks, thrills, and twists and turns galore that will keep you on edge from beginning to end. [It] is an incredibly suspenseful novel and this is thanks to the wonderful author, whose work I love ... [Demon Seed] did not let me down, this saga has not lost its momentum or uniqueness. Kilpack is an exceptional author [who] knows how to flawlessly transport his readers into the story ... the descriptions are phenomenal ... Demon Seed is a magnificent and entertaining book that will easily entertain its readers for many hours! That is why I of course have to award this incredible book five stars!" — RedHeadedBookLover.com • 4.5/5 Stars — "An enthralling installment in the New Blood Saga that takes readers on a thrilling journey! Kilpack masterfully weaves together elements of fantasy and adventure, immersing readers in a richly imagined universe where forces of chaos and order clash in an epic battle. Natharr's growth as the Guardian of Maarihk is compelling, and his internal struggles add depth to his journey. The supporting characters, such as Darshelle and the crown prince, bring their own perspectives and challenges ... that readers can invest in. Kilpack's prose is evocative and vivid ... the descriptions of the ancient forces and the consequences of their awakening are haunting and thought-provoking. Demon Seed is a must-read for those seeking a thrilling and immersive fantasy reading experience! Kilpack's skillful storytelling will leave readers eagerly anticipating the next installment in this gripping saga!" — Just Pratibha (India) • 3/4 Stars — "I love the values taught in [Demon Seed, such as] loyalty [and] the true meaning of love! Events in the story come to life! Demon Seed is well recommended to lovers of adventure and suspense ... the story will keep [you] till the very end!" — OnlineBookClub.org
12. Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Mature Themes; suitable for older teens and adults.
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Just picked up a copy of each. Prepare me mentally for the horrors I'm about to experience? I loved weaveworld more than life it's self. I understand it's a different style. Are we talking hellraiser body horror and gore fest? I've been trying to find scarier than weaveworld but not as utterly Disgusting as Scarlett Gospils was. I love Imajica, Wraveworld, the Great and Secret Show but I understand those are fantasy influenced. Scarlett gospels truly shocked me to my core lol.

I've seen a few posts on YouTubes where the author shares their opinions as to the top five songs of Jem and the Holograms and The Misfits. (The Stingers don't even have five good songs. As far as I'm concerned, the series jumped the shark with the introduction of the Stingers.) And I find myself in disagreement with the choices. Some of the songs chosen seem kind of meh, comparatively speaking. while some truly great songs are overlooked, especially where The Misfits are concerned. So, I thought I'd review each song by The Misfits.
And I've set aside the listing of each song in order of appearance in the series, together with the links, so if anyone wants to do the same, you can just copy and paste the list and post your own ranking, if you'd like.
Outta My Way 1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7_4hU_DuzI
Winning Is Everything 3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkqCd7Zwdr4
Makin' Mischief 6 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMv4KJlWQb8
Takin' It All 14 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8SOeKZTS3A
Universal Appeal 18 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXOiT5nBmGw
Welcome To The Jungle 23 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqbtkDs3gOk
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! 26 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dh1DA_QnJY
You Can't Catch Me 28 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHn5-S0tGyk
You Gotta Be Fast 31 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axV5cAIj8i4
Designing Woman 35 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBZwMzLkHAk
We're Off And Runnin 38 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ywNDprLjQQ
I Am A Giant 39 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBRkUEzGYGg
You Oughta See The View From Here 43 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svgjeOi7HmA
Who Is She, Anyway? 46 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAjLrjGc_zg
There Ain't Nobody Better 50 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OiIb1n3eEXU
We're The Misfits In Hawaii 51 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Cm6arnyKow
Queen Of Rock And Roll 54 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQF_M3-dYjo
It Takes Alot To Survive 56 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fM9hAGqVWPg
Jack, Take A Hike 58 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xfgh_GurC8
Gimme A Gimmick 66 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhfydUDP5us
Surprise! Surprise! 68 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffOhFRNVqC8
How Does It Feel? 70 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vtmRL0__70
I Like Your Style 73 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0NCju1CzeI
I Love A Scandal 80 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBKduayYfLE
Congratulations 83 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O4lxK1HY-4
Let's Blow This Town 92 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEUqtQFiL-I
Ahead Of The Game 95 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ak3FTx35yFg
Abracadabra 100 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdAF8lqPpTI
Trapped 104 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Usb_e_T2R9o
Free And Easy 106 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeCg4MA9eg0
Listen Up 116 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEUqtQFiL-I
Don't Look Now 119 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmxtLzvhuuc
Star Spangled Fantasy 121 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxWn78U0NAo
I'm Gonna Hunt You Down 142 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCdadpRxiCA
Lovesick 155 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbCWHjzcyWY
Top of the Charts 171 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSAuuapsNc8

Five Best Misfits Songs:

Number 5: Takin' It All 14
This is one of those videos that I seldom see mentioned when people compile their list of favorite Misfits song. And I don't understand why. Granted, it's The Misfits being obnoxious, but isn't that what they're supposed to do for this series?
Tune is catchy, vocals are awesome, and by the standards of this series, the lyrics are also great. The video itself doesn't quite measure up, but it certainly isn't terrible. Overall, this video captures very well The Misfits' ambitious nature.
I especially like the refrain "We're takin' it a-a-a-a-a-ll. (We're takin' it, takin' it, takin' it all.")
Ironically, this song was used in the contest with Jem and the Holograms, and lost to Jem and the Holograms', Music is Magic. Personally, I thought The Misfits had a much better performance. Perhaps it was Jem's amazing high notes for Music is Magic that scored them the win.
9/10
Number 4: Surprise! Surprise! 68
"Do you like surprises?"
Not from The Misfits, I don't. At the beginning, the lyrics seem fairly innocuous, even benign. But the music, coupled with Pizzazz's ominous delivery, communicate beautifully that any surprise offered by The Misfits will be anything but pleasant.And the video worked very well with a fantasy sequence of what else? The Misfits tormenting Jem and the Holograms with nasty surprises.
9/10
Number 3: I'm Gonna Change (Roxy) 109
While this song is credited as being performed just by Roxy, it's obvious that Ellen Bernfeld performed this and used Pizzazz's voice. And there are backing vocals, which makes this a Misfits song in all but credit.
Roxy has decided to abandon The Misfits and live for herself. And this is her personal Declaration of Independence. It is nice to see this new insight into her character and find out that she can register other emotions besides anger and extreme contempt.
The video is quite excellent, underscoring Roxy's illiteracy as letters of the alphabet, incomprehensible to Roxy, blow in the wind like leaves. The way it alternates between black and white and full-color is an interesting effect.
I was planning on excluding this one in my ranking, as it's just Roxy and not all The Misfits. But I decided this is an undervalued gem (no pun intended) and add it to the list.
9/10
Number 2: I Like Your Style 73 (The title is actually "I Like Her Style" according to the opening credit, but the refrain is "I like your style.")
Welcome to The Misfits, Jetta! And may I say your debut was awesome?I think this one is so criminally underappreciated. The tune is catchy. The lyrics on point; for once, Pizzazz isn't singing about herself or her entitlement. The animation didn't do any fantasy sequence for this song; it depicted Pizzazz being Pizzazz, but hey, that's not always a bad thing. Jetta's sax was a nice touch, a few riffs here and there and not intruding on the singing. Love Stormer's and Roxy's backing vocals, too.
Why does this never seem to make anyone's top ten list? What's not to like about it?
10/10
Number 1: Universal Appeal 18
I've seen this one in Top Misfits Songs before, and for once, I understand why.
Music, lyrics, video, all are on point. The video was especially enjoyable, particularly the eclipse at the beginning, with Jem as the sun and Pizzazz as the moon. I also enjoyed the refrain of "universal appeal" when Roxy and Stormer come in from opposite sides. For once, Roxy isn't scowling or contemptuously sneering, and actually seems to be enjoying herself. I was so surprised by this, I almost started to like Roxy. I'm not kidding. I was looking at her in this video and thinking, "Who the hell are you, and what have you done with the real Roxy?"
Even The Misfits' costumes were cool. Reminiscent of the 1930s, but with a modern twist, down to the pillbox hat worn by Pizzazz.
This may their best one. Maybe even the best number in the series.
10/10.

Five Worst Misfits Songs:

Number 5: Free And Easy 106
In a word, bland. I've heard worse, but this song is so utterly flavorless and lacking in Misfits' character that it could be just as easily be sung by Jem and the Holograms. I can't even award extra points for Jetta's sax playing.
Besides, the song suggests that The Misfits are adverse to work. And while The Misfits' have many, many faults, laziness is not one of them. They often go to great lengths to put their machinations into operation, and they didn't attain their ability by being indolent. They have been seen many times in rehearsals. Say what you will about The Misfits, but they are hard workers.
This song just isn't The Misfits.
5/10
Number 4: I'm Gonna Hunt You Down 142
Oscar Wilde described foxhunting as, “The unspeakable in pursuit of the uneatable!”
Pretty insipid, flavorless stuff. The only thing that really stands out about this video is watching Jetta fall off a horse.
4/10
Number 3: Queen Of Rock And Roll 54
Another meh-fest. The most interesting thing about this video is the visuals itself. Pizzazz decked out as royalty and Jem and the Holograms bowing in homage to her. The song itself is lackluster.
4/10
Number 2: Outta My Way 1
Not just the first song by The Misfits, but the first song in the entire series.And to put it kindly, this is not an auspicious beginning. If I were watching this series from the beginning when it first came out, once I saw this video, I might have thought, "If this is what this series has to offer, I think I'll pass on the rest of it." The music's okay, but the lyrics are repetitious and not especially clever. If nothing else can be said for it, it does establish the general tone of The Misfits as a group, as their songs tend to be pushy, aggressive and very self-centered.
The video was a bit disturbing, as it depicts The Misfits torturing Jerrica. I was somewhat shocked when Pizzazz put on the boxing gloves; I expected it to depict Pizzazz beating up Jerrica in a boxing ring. Thankfully, Pizzazz only punched a target on a dunk tank that Jerrica was seated in. (You're meant to hit the target on dunk tanks with baseballs, not punch it. But since when does Pizzazz ever play fair?)
The visuals are what gives this song its low rating. Although the repetitious lyrics are hardly a saving grace.When viewed against the other Misfits songs in the series, this one comes across as a generic Misfits song, but a rather vapid one.
3/10
Number 1 (Worst of the Worst): Jack, Take A Hike 58
Full disclosure: like several songs in this series, this one was used more than once. And the first time I saw this one was in the episode, "The Jazz Player," where Pizzazz interrupts 1940's jazz trumpeter Tapps Tucker and physically forces him out of the studio. This is a new low, even by The Misfits' standards. Hence, my opinions on this might be somewhat biased by disgust, especially since the accompanying video to this song depicts a fantasy sequence in which The Misfits (mostly Pizzazz) torment the elderly musician, treatment normally reserved for Jerrica and Jem and the Holograms.
I'm especially baffled that Stormer would participate in such a thing. And what about Jetta, since she's a saxophone player and is obviously jazz influenced? You would think that at least Jetta would have some respect for a jazz legend like Tapps Tucker.
That aside, the song itself has an obnoxious, bratty-sounding "nyaah-nyaah-nyaah!" quality to it. And this seems to be a bad marriage of music and vocals. Somehow, Pizzazz sounds below the pitch when she sings it. Even being as dispassionate as I can, if I were ranking the worst of The Misfits songs, this would probably be at the very bottom.
Pizzazz, ESAD. And shame on you, Jetta. Shame on all of you. Musicians of your calibre should have more respect.
2/10

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Weekly Spotlight

• TH3-M15 Guild - Capybara Forge LLC - Action Roguelike, Bullet-Hell, with Roguelite Elements
• Erenshor - A "Simulated MMORPG" - Burgee Media
• Rebel!: Prologue - Four Pixels Games - 3D arena horde shooter where you fight back against an oppressive government as a guerilla fighter! We're in the Endless Replayabilty Festival!
• KINGDOM OF FALLEN - DigitalSouls - A New Medieval Survival with Unlimited Building (RELEASE IN NEXT WEEK MAY 15TH)
• A2C:Ayry seems to be playtesting a 2D runner shooter from Cci - Imaginary Traveller - A 2D side scrolling runner shump ,with a bit of (meta)visual novel
• Galacticare - Brightrock & CULT Games- Sci-Fi Hospital Management Sim inspired by Two Point & Theme Hospital
• On Track - GIGATANK 3000 - Free cozy productivity game set aboard a train designed to help get stuff done
• Primordial Nation - Vezeko - A 4X / Grand Strategy with a Civ+Total War Style that allows you to build up a nation and survive the echoes of time! (Solo-Developer)
• Freenergy - Mir - a game about a brilliant engineer captured by a corporation, threatened with his life, he is forced to create combat robots. None other than Into the Breach inspired me to develop it.
• Casino Simulator - Lodos Games - Simulation game
• DROSS - Team Derelict - DROSS is an FPS Roguelike set in a derelict facility infested with alien bugs
• Outer Space Shack - Open Lowcode - a realistic space base building game starting in the 1960s on the Moon - R1.5 update is out, focusing on quality of life improvements
• 💰Forum Mortuorum ⚔️ - Vittoria Games - Gladiator Management (Free Demo on Steam!)
• Critias Empire - Crystalline Green Ltd. - Non-violent 4X with improved demo
• Werewolf Party - AbsamStudios - A social deduction first-person multiplayer game.
• Paper Perjury - Paper Cat games -An Ace Attorney inspired mystery game (Demo on steam)
• Legends of Dragaea: Idle Dungeons - Blast Programming - Idle Dungeon Crawler Where You Manage A Guild Heroes And Explore Dungeons For Loot and Glory in the Endless Replayabilty Festival
• Surfers Code - More Than Fun - Chill Surfing Themed Game, But So Much More . . . Adventure, exploration, surfing, and amusing conversations
• DDS2 (full title censored) - Movie Games - first-person co-op sim set in a dynamic open world. Make contacts, cook %&#, and manage your cartel on Isla Sombra, where power is the only law.
• Snowbound: Dead of Winter - Galaxasaurus Games - A farming tower defense roguelite (Steam demo out now!)
• Graveyard Gunslingers - Pyro Physics - roguelike horde survival with resource gathering
• The Nightwatch - Astrow Games - A highly customisable exploration survivors-like, come try out the demo!
• Eggstraction - TwoShoedGames - A chaotic game about chickens breaking into a farm.
• Eden Crafters - Osaris Games - Factory building and terraforming game where you transform a whole planet into a new haven for humanity
• The Bugs Manor 🦋 - Moonthsoft - A Free 2D Pixel Art Horror Game
• HOTLOOP - Tntlaxy GDS - top down space shooter with real physics, gravity and orbits
• SPELLHACK!! - Computer Dream - Meta retro deckbuilder with a game-within-a-game aesthetic
• Galaxy Burger - Galactic Workshop - a cooking game without annoying timers, just relaxing.
• Operation: Polygon Storm - Toxic Studio - Tug-of-War strategy game with RTS & Tower Defences (PC, PS4/5, Switch, Xbox)
• Warcos 2 - 4tale - (FPS, multiplayer shooter, with unique melee combat system, parkour and abilities)
• Anomaly Agent - Phew Phew Games - 2D, Pixel Art, Action Platformer
• Polygon of Reality - Dark Games DGG - First-person Survival horror with cunning and clever enemies.
• Medal winners 24 - Dual Gen Studios - Retro 2D sports video game about the Olympics
• Please Be Kind To The Chickens - Demanding Bear - A Challenging 3D Puzzle Adventure
• Munch - Mac n Cheese - A fantasy action game where you play an evolving monster
• Distant Isles - worldform - a RTwP party-based RPG where you explore an unknown island, fight creatures and search for loot and treasure
• Astral Throne - Zero Sun Games - Fire Emblem-inspired Roguelite (Demo Available Steam Endless Replayability Fest)
• Shoomer Booter - Tommy Gun Walrus - retro pixel art FPS with modern lighting
• Paw Paw Destiny - Daiyu.studio - 🐱Cat / Dog🐶, a cosmic horror comedy
• Rain Tactics - Ervya Studios - Tactical RPG inspired by Fire Emblem and Shadowrun; play a god who wants to die
• rRootage Reloaded - MadTriangles - Console port and remaster of an old bullet-hell classic.
• Rogue Voltage - Horizont Computergrafik - The Engineering Roguelike
• Just Crow Things - Unbound Creations - Play as little crow, collect shiny things, use variety of tools, and and poop on unsuspecting people (Demo Available)
• Emberward - Refic Games - Roguelite tower defense with maze building [New Demo Update!!]
• World’s Worst Handyman – Baby Lumberjack – Think Untitled Goose Game Meets Banjo Kazooie
• The Biggleboss Incident - BUNKWORKS - A pointy-clicky corporate thriller
• Echo: Defy Death - 3Hills - Roguelite that uses Echolocation, you play as a blind assassin!
• Novus Orbis - Seizo Games - A Combo-based Deckbuilder Roguelike
• Airships: Lost Flotilla - David Stark - a brotatolike steampunk autoshooter
• Star Mission: Remote Sectors - Ralph Schaedler - Sci-Fi Adventure Inspired by the Hopeful Visions of Golden Age Sci-Fi
• Sporeborn Dark - ValiantLight - is a mystical horror of dark labyrinths inspired by Darkwood.
• Gentoo Rescue - Cyclicity Studios - Puzzler inspired by Baba Is You and Patrick's Parabox
• Into The Grid - Flatline Studios - A narrative-centered Cyberpunk Deckbuilder with some real twists! Become a hacker and steal juicy corporate secrets!
• TROLEU - andrground - Wacky First-Person Physics-Based Trolleybus Conductor Simulator
• Alien Frontier - After Hours Games - An open world roguelite where you play as a prospector on a dangerous alien planet.
• Together After Dark - RedForge- Co-op Psychological Horror Game
• Dwarves: Glory, Death and Loot - ichbinhamma - Dwarf Warband Simulator RPG
• The Last Question - Bill - An Existential Platforming Experience
• Tyrant’s Twilight - Caio Ramaglio - A mix between realtime and turn-based Tactics
• Mortal Glory 2 - Redbeak Games - 2D Turn-based Gladiator Roguelike
• Aim High Lofi - Thomas Wray - Fast-paced whimsical FPS with Lo-Fi music
• BrainZ Defender - Mint Creative - Tower Defense FPS
• Cozy Marbles - Pixel Pea Games - relaxing physics sandbox building game about creating marble runs
• Echoes of the Stars - Alchimia Studios - Hand Drawn, 2D, Spectacle Action RPG/JRPG/Anime inspired.

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Want:
Looking for the following titles:

• Trepang 2
• Head Bangers
• The knight witch
• Ghost Song
• WWE 2k23

Have:
May 2024

• Yakuza Like a Dragon

April 2024 Games

• Victoria 3
• The Calisto Protocol
• Humankind Definitive Edition
• Terraformers
• Symphony of War
• Coromon
• The Excavation of Hob's Barrow

BACK WITH A VENGEANCE: THE BEST OF BOOMER SHOOTERS

• Deadlink
• Quake 2
• Postal Brain Damaged Connoisseur Edition

VIRTUAL REALITIES: MYSTERY & MAYHEM

• A fisherman's tale
• Broken Edge
• Another Firsherman's Tale
• 7th Guest VR
• Firmament

March 2024 Choice

• Realms of Ruin Ultimate Edition
• Nioh 2 Complete Edition
• Saints Row
• Citizen Sleeper
• Black Skylands
• Soulstice
• Afterimage
• Destroyer The U-boat hunter

GAMES DONE QUICK - FROST FATALES 2024

• Pseudoregalia
• GYLT
• Abzu
• Dicey Dungeons
• Mail Time
• Maid of Sker

HUMBLE HEROINES: ACTION, ADVENTURE, & INTRIGUE

• Metal Hellsinger
• A Plague Tale Innocence
• Chorus
• Lisa Complete Edition

February 2024 Choice

• Life is Strange True Colors
• Beacon Pines
• Children of Silentown
• Oaken
• Snowtopia

IGN FAN FEST '24

• A little to the left
• loop hero
• Wobbledogs
• Shantae and the seven sirens
• Black Book
• Tinykin

EXCEPTIONAL INDIE ALLIES

• Endling Extinction is Forever
• Wytchwood
• APICO
• Mutizone
• One Step from Eden

CONTROLLER'D CHAOS

• Sunset Overdrive
• Destroy All Humans!
• Rain on Your Parade
• Maneater
• No More Heroes

WITH SOULSLIKE THESE... YOU NEED ENEMIES

• Tails of Iron
• Arboria
• Hellpoint
• Stray Blade
• Strayed Lights
• Remnant From the Ashes

January Choice 2023

• Marvel Midnight Suns Digital+ Edition + Defender Strange Skin
• Two Point Campus
• Aragami 2
• Otxo
• Rogue Book
• Red Lantern
• Hell Pie
• Twin Mirror

December Choice 2023

• Expeditions Rome
• Midnight Fight Express
• Elex 2
• Nobody saves the World
• The Gunk
• The Pale Beyond
• Last Call BBS
• From Space

UPLIFTING ADVENTURES: A WHOLESOME GAMES BUNDLE

• Bear and Breakfast
• Tinykin
• Venba
• Smushi Come Home
• Mail Time

FIGHT 4 YOUR FRIENDS: CO-OP SHOOTERS ENCORE

• Vermintide 2
• Kingfloor 2 Deluxe Edition

UPLIFTING ADVENTURES: A WHOLESOME GAMES BUNDLE

• Tinykin
• Bear and Breakfast
• Venba
• Mail Time

LUCK OF THE DRAW: ROGUELIKE DECKBUILDERS ENCORE

• Alina of the Arena
• Chrono Ark
• Luck be a Landlord
• Dicey Dungeons
• Fights in Tight Spaces

THE WALKING DEAD & MORE FROM SKYBOUND

• The Walking Dead Telltale Series Bundle
• Wrestle Quest
• Rainbow Billy
• The Big Con
• Thief of Thieves
• Homestead Aracana

DINO FEVER

• Turok
• Turok 2: Seeds of Evil
• Dinosaur Fossil Hunter
• Carnivores: Dinosaur Hunt
• Prehistoric Hunt

BANDAI NAMCO: FIGHTS, FRIGHTS, AND FANTASY

• Tales of Vesperia™: Definitive Edition
• .HACK/G.U. LAST RECODE

STRIKE FROM THE SHADOWS: TOP-DOWN STEALTH

• Shadow Tactics: Blades of the Shogun
• Shadow Tactics: Aiko's Choice
• Intravenous
• War Mongrels

Fanatical Diamond Collection August 2023:

• Undead Horde 2
• Harvest Moon One World
• Harvest Moon Light of Hope
• Road 96

Spaced Out Game Collection

• Trover Saves the Universe
• Breathedge

WHIMSY & WONDER: A COZY GAMES COLLECTION

• Here Come Niko
• Lemon Cake
• Witchy Life Story
• Alba: A Wildlife Adventure

Take Your Turn Tactics & RPGs

• Panzer Corps 2
• The Dungeon of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet of Chaos Deluxe Edition
• Jack Move

If You Build It Cities & More

• The Universim
• Prehistoric Kingdom

Humble Choice 2023

• Chivalry 2
• Arcade Paradise
• Such Art
• Tin Can

Pixel Pride Bundle:

• Boyfriend Dungeon
• Bad End Theatre
• Growing up
• Get in the Car Loser

Platinum Collection July 2023 Fanatical:

• Soulstice
• Tails of Iron
• Battle Axe
• Plebby Quest

Humble Choice July 2023:

• Roadwarden
• Temtem

Cyberpunk Playground Bundle:

• Ghost Runner
• Cloudpunk
• Severed Steel

At-Home Arcade:

• River City Girls
• Mortal Combat 11 Ultimate
• Indiana Jones the Pinball Adventure
• Terror of Hemasaurus

Misc Bundles:

• Blashpemous
• Haiku the Robot
• NBA 2K23
• WWE 2k Battlegrounds
• NBA 2k Playgrounds 2
• Grime
• Warhammer 40K Chaos Gate Daemonhunters
• Destiny 2 Beyond Light
• Bendy and the Dark Revival
• Propnight
• Monster Camp
• Meeple Station

RANDOM

• 911 + 112 Operator
• Armello
• Army Men RTS
• Call of Juarez: Gunslinger
• Carcassonne + Inn & Cathedrals
• Chivalry
• CivCity: Rome
• Discolored
• Euro Truck Sim
• Field of Glory 3
• Golden Light
• Hard West
• Kingdom 2 Crowns
• Knights of Pen and Paper 1 + 2 Collection
• Lawn Mowing Sim
• Lego the Hobbit
• Main Assembly
• Mists of Noyah
• Mount & Blade Warband
• Monaco
• Nickelodeon All-Star Brawl
• Omerta - City of Gangsters - GOLD EDITION
• Our World Is Ended.
• Payday 2
• Perfect
• Planet TD
• Police Stories
• Port Royale 3 Gold
• Railroad Tycoon 3
• Railroad Tycoon II Platinum
• Rise of the Slime
• Sid Meier's Railroads!
• Sifu Deluxe Edition Upgrade(EG)
• Small World + DLC
• Small World 2 + DLC
• Space Crew Legendary Edition
• Splendor + DLC
• Stranded Sails - Explorers of the Cursed Islands
• Steel Rats
• Sudden Strike 4
• System Shock 1
• Terrain of Magical Expertise
• The Long Dark: Survival Edition
• Those Who Remain
• Ticket to Ride + DLC
• Totally Reliable Delivery Service
• Undead Horde
• Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War
• Warhammer 40k Mechanicus
• White Day: A Labyrinth Named School
• Wife Quest
• X-COM: COMPLETE PACK
• X-Morph

Sim-ple Life

• Summer in Mara

Boomer Shooters: Bigger and Boomier

• The Citadel
• Viscerafest
• Wrath: Aeon of Ruin

TACTICAL COMBAT BUNDLE

• Verdun
• Call to Arms - Basic Edition
• Call to Arms - Gates of Hell: Ostfront

Humble Monthly June 2022:

• I am Fish
• Call of the Sea
• Star Wars Squadrons

Fanatical King Slayer Bundle:

• Bridge Constructor: The Walking Dead
• Starpoint Gemini Warlords

Humble Bundle May 2022:

• Command and Conquer Remastered (Origin)
• Genesis Noir

Humble Visual Delight Bundle

• Space Crew: Legendary Edition

Humble Game Night Bundle

• Blood Rage: Digital Edition
• Love Letter
• Small World + DLC(Be not Afraid, Grands Dames)
• Splendor + DLC(The Strongholds, The Cities)

Humble Choice April '22

• Suzerain

Fanatical Rogue Souls Bundle

• Wayward Souls Curse of Shadows

Fanatical Favorites Bundle

• Just Cause 3

Random Games:

• Anna's Quest (x2)
• Bridge Constructor: The Walking Dead
• Cobra Kai: The Karate Kid Saga Continues x2
• EVAN'S REMAINS
• FARMER'S DYNASTY
• Hamilton's Great Adventure (x2)
• Homeworld Remastered Collection
• Lead and Gold: Gangs of the Wild West (x3)
• Learn Japanese to survive Hiragana Battle
• Off-Road Drive
• Peppy's Adventure (x2)
• Pilot Brothers 3: Back Side of the Earth
• GRIP: Combat Racing
  • GRIP: Combat Racing - Nyvoss Garage Kit
  • GRIP: Combat Racing - Terra Garage Kit
  • GRIP: Combat Racing - Cygon Garage Kit
  • GRIP: Combat Racing - Vintek Garage Kit
• King's Bounty: Warriors of the North
• Tacoma
• The Secret Order 5: The Buried Kingdom
• Virgo Versus The Zodiac
• White Day VR: The Courage Test

Humble Stand with Ukraine Bundle

• 112 Operator
• 911 Operator
• Amnesia Re-Collections
• Back 4 Blood
• Book of Demons (x2)
• Broken Age (x2)
• Brothers: A Tale of Two Sons (x2)
• Car Mechanic Simulator 2018
• Corridor Z (x2)
• Dagon: by H. P. Lovecraft - The Eldritch Box DLC (x2)
• Dear Esther: Landmark Edition (x2)
• Drawful
• Draw Slasher (x2)
• Driftland: The Magic Revival (x2)
• DV: Rings of Saturn (x2)
• EarthX
• Expeditions: Viking
• Fable Anniversary
• Fury Unleashed (x2)
• GameGuru (x2)
• Go Home Dinosaurs (x2)
• Going Under
• Hexologic
• Iron Danger
• Kingdom Two Crowns
• Lust for Darkness (x2)
• Lust from Beyond: M Edition
• Monaco (x2)
• Moon Hunters
• Motorcycle Mechanic Simulator 2021
• NecroWorm (x2)
• Neverout (x2)
• Nex Machina
• Orbital Racer (x2)
• Out of Reach: Treasure Royale (x2)
• Pixplode (x2)
• Popup Dungeon
• Quantum Break (x2)
• Radio Commander
• Ring of Pain (x2)
• Roarr! Jurassic Edition (x2)
• RPG Maker VX
• Rustler (x2)
• Shing! (x2)
• Soulblight (x2)
• Slinger VR (x2)
• Supraland
• SYSTEM SHOCK: ENHANCED EDITION (x2)
• Telefrag VR (x2)
• The Amazing American Circus (x2)
• The USB Stick Found in the Grass (x2)
• Toejam & Earl: Back in the Groove (x2)
• Tooth and Tail (x2)
• Treasure Hunter Simulator
• Wandersong
• WARSAW (x2)
• We Are Alright (x2)
• West of Dead
• X-Morph: Defense + DLC (x2)
• Yoku's Island Express

Fanatical Stand with Ukraine Bundle

• 1993 Space Machine
• Awake
• Awesomenauts All Nauts Pack
• Baby Dino Adventures
• Chromagun
• Circles
• Click and Slay
• Combat Tested
• Cosmonautica
• Crash Drive 2
• Dimension Drive
• Explosionade
• Fling to the Finish
• Gelly Break
• Guppy
• Hoplegs
• Journey for Elysium
• Lumini
• Mad Experiments
• Marooners
• Pizza connection 3
• Renowned Explorers
• Swords and Soldiers 2
• Tani Nani
• Treasure Temple
• Truberbrook
• X Rebirth

What the title says.
This is a first post on a new account that exclusively revolves around trying to fix what I consider my incredibly broken mental state, as an icing on the cake of the psychotherapy that I... don't have yet I think, but I'm talking to a therapist. Uh... yeah. My idea of "fixing my broken mental state" is, in addition to doing all the therapy stuff, posting on forums about it, and I guess thus getting more conscious about it? I talk a lot on the internet, I... think, so why not talk about that.
I'm feeling very tired right now, so I'm not gonna put in a ton of effort into this post, but I'm just gonna run through a couple of different points that describe my issues the best and leave asking for suggestions. I might do a follow up post, and I hope for interesting answers!
Needed context: I have PKU, also known as Phenylketonuria. To put it simply, and probably a bit reductively(?), it's a genetic metabolism disorder. Basically, I am, like, terrible in Biology, and especially especially bad in phrasing my already limited knowledge in english (I'm german), so let me phrase it like this: There's proteins. Proteins have amino acids. Body needs to do things with amino acids. Phenylanaline is an amino acid. My body can't do anything with amino acid because error. It just pumps the shit into the brain. Hilarity ensues (aka. mental disabilities, concentration problems, sensibility, etc. all that fun stuff)
https://www.webmd.com/digestive-disorders/phenylketonuria-overview
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/phenylketonuria/symptoms-causes/syc-20376302
You might find more if you look at those two pages under "Symptoms"
The solution: Just eating extreeeeeeeeeemely little Protein. So no burgers, no milk, no meat, no bread, no noodles. (The highest amount I could take in, in my life was 16 grams of protein per day. That was the highest!) And lots of replacement stuff and drinks. But - I take medication called Palynziq since November '21 shortly after I turned 16. A couple of months ago it actually started working very well (It usually needs a while) and I started eating everything!
Other context: I'm very obese. My BMI is 41, and I think it even used to be 42 or 43?
So yeah, I think this is enough context.
To put it vaguely, the mental problems I have can be summarized like this:
-Extreme disorganization
-Extreme concentration problems
-Extreme memory problems (I generally don't remember anything)
-Extreme intellectual disability (!!!)
-Extreme confusion
-Extreme sensitivity
-Godawful motor skills (Breaking everything that I touch, I had like 13 phones by the time I was maybe 14 or 16?)
-A weird... immaturity. This is something where I don't know if I'm able to quite describe it in concrete terms. It might fit if I'd elaborate on random examples, but I'm too tired to do that right now. Let's just say that, even if you put obvious temper tantrums aside, I tend to react to things in a manner which, by every emotionally mature person in any room, can be easily recognized as a bit... childish? I know that's very vague.
-A general feeling of over indulging on things that I like (this is being formulated very shitty. Think of proto-substance abuse without drugs)
-Lots of lying and deception from my part, when talking to other people
This should cover all of my general feelings and issues that I have, but every one of them is a little microcosm of insane mental fuckery.
To expand on some of these a bit, I do not meet a single deadline that is given to me, and surprise myself with how intensely I can procrastinate. I also have an incredibly hard time with thinking. The central theme of most conversations I have is how I expand simple 2 minute question-answer convos into 45-90 minute long torture fests where I'm cognitively stuck in a rut and can not think of a single thing to answer, no matter how irrelevant or even really easy that topic is.
What tends to happen is that my brain either just gets hung up on a word for no reason (like if you'd ask me if we should buy scissors... best convo 10/10, i'd just mentally repeat the word "scissors" a bunch of times, instead of thinking about the issue), or my brain simply - and this sounds kind of dumb - can not spawn a SINGLE association with a given word. And when asked to, say, examine the pros and cons of something, I am unable to even think of one thing, and if I happen to think of an argument that thing is some random illogical bullshit that can usually be refuted by the person thinking for, maybe, 2 seconds.
I am so INSANELY infamous for just spouting really dumb bullshit and coming off as and being utterly fucking stupid, to the point where it has been an ever-staying presence in my life for every single day I'm alive.
The procrastination issue is also a thing where, even if I get the idea to do a thing that I'm supposed to do, I'll forget it after 0.5-1 seconds because my brain is scattered as fuck. Even if I'll set myself a reminder to do it, I'll just ignore the reminder. And until I can do something about it I alrady ignored it.
It feels like to actually start doing a thing I'm supposed to do, I'm supposed to a. hold a thought, b. think the thought through and c. act based on the thought through, three INCREDIBLY hard things for me, especially c, ESPECIALLY c.
So it feels like any solution that could've been given to me is completely irrelevant because I won't follow through with it. Why? Well, the answer has been reduced to "Because I simply won't" while it actually is "Because I don't know how to make myself do a thought immediately and I forget a thought after a second", but thinking about it more and more has left me so perplexed that I reduced it to a "Because I simply won't",
I have phases of extreme confusion, where not only my entire world seems to be a giant blur (this is the case for most of the time of my day, between medium and hard, well... most of it is just unconsciousness and being switched off. 99% of my day I spent in front of my computer, doing random shit, and i enjoy that a lot; but even reducing computer time has shown to not do anything, but thats too much to get into now) but also everything is completely non-understandable, no matter how clear someone phrases anything, and no matter how easy something is. It's not that I don't understand a given sentence, it's that my brain broke and I don't understand the world. (think of alzheimer here)
I also have an extreme, EXTREEEEME habit of indulging in intense fantasies and daydreams where I pretend I do something else that I'm doing at the moment. INCREDIBLY fucking common, I would argue it accounts for 90% of my "life joy".
Ok, so this is where I'm gonna stop myself from writing, because it's already too much. Well... I could write more, but I'm gonna leave it for now.
There might be some stuff I'm missing, and I think for the most part I phrased things like shit but oh well, too bad!
I got my thoughts out pretty quickly though, so thats nice.
I will end this post on the two following things:
I have been referred to as fairly intelligent numerous times in my life, even though most of my current life involves me being not just a kinda buffoon in a colloquial way but actually, severely cognitively stunted.
What are your thoughts? Feelings? Suggestions? Does that sound like anything particular you've heard?
Might add onto stuff later. I'm happy to reply to comments! Thanks if you've read that far! :)

What the title says.

This is a first post on a new account that exclusively revolves around trying to fix what I consider my incredibly broken mental state, as an icing on the cake of the psychotherapy that I... don't have yet I think, but I'm talking to a therapist. Uh... yeah. My idea of "fixing my broken mental state" is, in addition to doing all the therapy stuff, posting on forums about it, and I guess thus getting more conscious about it? I talk a lot on the internet, I... think, so why not talk about that.
I'm feeling very tired right now, so I'm not gonna put in a ton of effort into this post, but I'm just gonna run through a couple of different points that describe my issues the best and leave asking for suggestions. I might do a follow up post, and I hope for interesting answers!
Needed context: I have PKU, also known as Phenylketonuria. To put it simply, and probably a bit reductively(?), it's a genetic metabolism disorder. Basically, I am, like, terrible in Biology, and especially especially bad in phrasing my already limited knowledge in english (I'm german), so let me phrase it like this: There's proteins. Proteins have amino acids. Body needs to do things with amino acids. Phenylanaline is an amino acid. My body can't do anything with amino acid because error. It just pumps the shit into the brain. Hilarity ensues (aka. mental disabilities, concentration problems, sensibility, etc. all that fun stuff)
https://www.webmd.com/digestive-disorders/phenylketonuria-overview
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/phenylketonuria/symptoms-causes/syc-20376302
You might find more if you look at those two pages under "Symptoms"
The solution: Just eating extreeeeeeeeeemely little Protein. So no burgers, no milk, no meat, no bread, no noodles. (The highest amount I could take in, in my life was 16 grams of protein per day. That was the highest!) And lots of replacement stuff and drinks. But - I take medication called Palynziq since November '21 shortly after I turned 16. A couple of months ago it actually started working very well (It usually needs a while) and I started eating everything!
Other context: I'm very obese. My BMI is 41, and I think it even used to be 42 or 43?
So yeah, I think this is enough context.
To put it vaguely, the mental problems I have can be summarized like this:
-Extreme disorganization
-Extreme concentration problems
-Extreme memory problems (I generally don't remember anything)
-Extreme intellectual disability (!!!)
-Extreme confusion
-Extreme sensitivity
-Godawful motor skills (Breaking everything that I touch, I had like 13 phones by the time I was maybe 14 or 16?)
-A weird... immaturity. This is something where I don't know if I'm able to quite describe it in concrete terms. It might fit if I'd elaborate on random examples, but I'm too tired to do that right now. Let's just say that, even if you put obvious temper tantrums aside, I tend to react to things in a manner which, by every emotionally mature person in any room, can be easily recognized as a bit... childish? I know that's very vague.
-A general feeling of over indulging on things that I like (this is being formulated very shitty. Think of proto-substance abuse without drugs)
-Lots of lying and deception from my part, when talking to other people
This should cover all of my general feelings and issues that I have, but every one of them is a little microcosm of insane mental fuckery.
To expand on some of these a bit, I do not meet a single deadline that is given to me, and surprise myself with how intensely I can procrastinate. I also have an incredibly hard time with thinking. The central theme of most conversations I have is how I expand simple 2 minute question-answer convos into 45-90 minute long torture fests where I'm cognitively stuck in a rut and can not think of a single thing to answer, no matter how irrelevant or even really easy that topic is.
What tends to happen is that my brain either just gets hung up on a word for no reason (like if you'd ask me if we should buy scissors... best convo 10/10, i'd just mentally repeat the word "scissors" a bunch of times, instead of thinking about the issue), or my brain simply - and this sounds kind of dumb - can not spawn a SINGLE association with a given word. And when asked to, say, examine the pros and cons of something, I am unable to even think of one thing, and if I happen to think of an argument that thing is some random illogical bullshit that can usually be refuted by the person thinking for, maybe, 2 seconds.
I am so INSANELY infamous for just spouting really dumb bullshit and coming off as and being utterly fucking stupid, to the point where it has been an ever-staying presence in my life for every single day I'm alive.
The procrastination issue is also a thing where, even if I get the idea to do a thing that I'm supposed to do, I'll forget it after 0.5-1 seconds because my brain is scattered as fuck. Even if I'll set myself a reminder to do it, I'll just ignore the reminder. And until I can do something about it I alrady ignored it.
It feels like to actually start doing a thing I'm supposed to do, I'm supposed to a. hold a thought, b. think the thought through and c. act based on the thought through, three INCREDIBLY hard things for me, especially c, ESPECIALLY c.
So it feels like any solution that could've been given to me is completely irrelevant because I won't follow through with it. Why? Well, the answer has been reduced to "Because I simply won't" while it actually is "Because I don't know how to make myself do a thought immediately and I forget a thought after a second", but thinking about it more and more has left me so perplexed that I reduced it to a "Because I simply won't",
I have phases of extreme confusion, where not only my entire world seems to be a giant blur (this is the case for most of the time of my day, between medium and hard, well... most of it is just unconsciousness and being switched off. 99% of my day I spent in front of my computer, doing random shit, and i enjoy that a lot; but even reducing computer time has shown to not do anything, but thats too much to get into now) but also everything is completely non-understandable, no matter how clear someone phrases anything, and no matter how easy something is. It's not that I don't understand a given sentence, it's that my brain broke and I don't understand the world. (think of alzheimer here)
I also have an extreme, EXTREEEEME habit of indulging in intense fantasies and daydreams where I pretend I do something else that I'm doing at the moment. INCREDIBLY fucking common, I would argue it accounts for 90% of my "life joy".
Ok, so this is where I'm gonna stop myself from writing, because it's already too much. Well... I could write more, but I'm gonna leave it for now.
There might be some stuff I'm missing, and I think for the most part I phrased things like shit but oh well, too bad!
I got my thoughts out pretty quickly though, so thats nice.
I will end this post on the two following things:

1. I have been referred to as fairly intelligent numerous times in my life, even though most of my current life involves me being not just a kinda buffoon in a colloquial way but actually, severely cognitively stunted.
2. What are your thoughts? Feelings? Suggestions? Does that sound like anything particular you've heard?

Might add onto stuff later. I'm happy to reply to comments! Thanks if you've read that far! :)

After the leora/elaine event last anniversary, I am looking forward to the next anniversary. Last anniversary was given a lot of time a time and effort by the devs, and you can see it on the events during that anniversary.
This current anniversary feels dull. I didn't get any hype because of the previous events before this anniversary.
-Celestial Anomaly got lazy as they didn't bring back the 3 bosses before. Those relics I did grind before become just a waste of time as Rival Runes plagued the contents.
-Warm up match became unbearable with how fucking Shimmer fest the team comps of all players alongside with Reso and Divinantes (Rival Runes destroyed this content for me as well).
-They promised the new Andras-Dragon redesign but it's fucking almost half a year. And also these events are recycled a lot of times, kinda boring now to do these side events.
-They removed shimmer records in Falsetto Fantasy and moved it to the PVP side of the game which again are plagued with Shimmer Meta. Atleast in FF we can construct our own relics.
They just didn't try, and that's what bums me out. A lot of players told me they moved all their attention and resources to Afk Journey which I kinda believe now. Don't hate me, I just really like the game and play it for a long time that's why I rant my emotions here about this game. Thanks for reading my post.

https://thetravel.website/fantasy-fest-a-whirlwind-of-color-and-creativity-in-key-west/

Ik deel het maar met natuurlijk de vraag: Wie heeft interesse en wie gaat of heeft er al ervaringen mee?
Van de website:

Deze editie van Novio Magica is een lite-versie, op één locatie. Maar wel met het mooiste decor! In de Stevenskerk luister je naar voordrachten van Nederlandse fantasy-auteurs, er is een boekenpanel voor de nodige leesinspiratie en je kunt in gesprek met schrijvers en uitgevers over het publiceren van eigen werk. En natuurlijk valt er ook genoeg te shoppen! Er zijn boeken in overvloed, maar ook allerlei makers die hun fantasievolle creaties verkopen. Of schuif aan bij een van de speltafels, laat je horoscoop voorspellen of doe mee aan een creatieve workshop. Kijk je liever naar bijzondere outfits? Dan is achteroverleunen bij de Cosplay catwalk iets voor jou. Of loop je liever zelf mee? Het kan allemaal tijdens Novio Magica.

Hierbij de link naar de website.

So I just watched the Underworld movie series for the first time recently and this request is inspired by the second movie, Underworld: Evolution, which hit some tropey buttons of mine that I'm craving now in book form. In the movie Selene and her love interest Michael are off being badasses being chased by bad guys. Throughout the movie they get into fights and the two of them trade off who is protecting who. First Selene protects Michael but she gets hurt, so then Michael has to protect her and tend to her injuries. Then the tables turn and while Michael is protecting her he gets injured and Selene has to tend to his wounds and protect him. Rinse and repeat.
I love that they're both capable and on equal footing in terms of abilities. Neither of them is a damsel or just standing around when shit goes down. There aren't any impassioned speeches about how one of them has to stay behind because it'd be too distracting for the other person or they wouldn't be safe. They work together to get the job done and keep each other safe. And equally important for me is that in the process of protecting each other they get injured in some way that leads to the uninjured character having to do field medicine to patch them up. I love how moments like that can allow for the characters to show their feelings for the injured party and maybe also needing to see parts of their body that they haven't seen before to treat the injury.
To summarize what I'm looking for:

• The main characters are of equal skill level. They don't both have to have the same skills but I want there to be equity.
• Both main characters at some point in the book protect the other person from danger.
• Ideally both of them get injured at some point (not at the same time) and the uninjured needs to care for the hurt person. Ok with only one of them getting hurt. Though I love a good whump fest. Sorry fictional characters!
• The tending of injuries is done by the love interest, maybe they're skilled at it or maybe not, but they don't have time or can't just go to a doctor or hospital. The treatment needs to be done in the field.
• During treatment you can see how much they care for each other even if feelings haven't been clear up to that point.
• Bonus points if the injury treatment necessitates removal of clothes or touching in intimate places, which the characters haven't done together yet

Books that I enjoyed that I think hit on this trope (forgive me if I don't remember things quite right!):
{Paladin's Strength by T. Kingfisher} – There's a small scene in Paladin's Faith that hit my buttons (when Marguerite fell off her horse and Shane was feeling her body for injuries and using the voice. Yum!) but Paladin's Strength is my favorite of the series and I think is my prime example of what I'm looking for. I loved when Istvan unknowingly attacked Clara and she was injured. There was a scene with them in a safehouse where they were masaging each other's sore muscles. Just the whole book was spot on.
{Kate Daniels Series by Ilona Andrews} – It's been years since I finished this series so I don't have any specific examples, but I feel like the tropes I'm looking for had to have come up at some point, and I know that both Kate and Curran are capable badasses.
{Touch of Power by Maria V. Snyder} – I think this is the book I've reread the most and I love with all my heart. Avry is a magical healer so she's often healing herself and Kerrick her love interest. Kerrick doesn't do any physical injury tending since Avry has magic to do that, but early on in the book she's greviously injured and he holds her hand while she's unconcious which we later learn actually helped her heal herself, because he was unconciously transferring his forrest magic to her.
Fantasy, paranormal, and sci-fi are my favorite romance subgenres but also open to contemporary, thriller, mafia, or any other genre (not into historical though). MF is my preferred pairing but open to any and all pairing types.
Thank you for reading!