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Celebrating Grooming???

2024.05.11 16:19 mariedstvsky Celebrating Grooming???

Celebrating Grooming???
Kaloka sa mga pinoy talaga parang tanggap ng marami or di aware sa pedophilia/grooming. šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļø
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2024.05.11 08:46 Superb_Option_3148 Holy TrinešŸ•‰Moola Trikona

Holy TrinešŸ•‰Moola Trikona
The 1st, 5th, and 9th houses in a birth chart are considered the "holy trine" in Nadi astrology. These houses represent fundamental aspects of human existence:
1st House: Self, identity, physical body 5th House: Creativity, children, pleasure 9th House: Dharma (righteousness), father, long journeys, higher knowledge
Their strong placement in a birth chart is believed to be auspicious.
In the age-old wisdom of Nadi astrology, the 1st, 5th, and 9th houses are considered to be "MoolaTriKonam," prime and most pious, as well as an absolute necessity to sustain life in human form with an embodied body as a vehicle.
Vedanga Jyotish is from the Vedas, and the Vedic Gods, both in male as well as female archetypes, describe triplicity in a plethora of canons from Brahma, Vishnu, Maheshwar, etc...
Nine planets in Vedic astrology are assigned with three nakshatras each, and the formulation of Vimshottrai nakshatra dasha years allocation is done 3 * 120Ā° = 360Ā° zodiac.
Vimshottri Dasha timekeeping relies on Earth's rotation to determine the passage of time (hours, minutes, seconds). Historically, the Moon's phases were used for timekeeping. The synodic month (time between full moons) is a natural unit that many cultures observed. However, modern timekeeping primarily relies on the Earth's rotation on its axis, which is a more consistent and precise measurement. Time is calculated using the space between šŸŒŽ & Moon basis Moon's route. In Vedanga Jyotish, time is nothing but the passage of Moon along the dynamic always in the move Rashi Mandalam ā™ˆ to ā™“.
Nakshatras and the Moon's Path: The concept of nakshatras as fixed positions along the ecliptic (Moon's apparent path) is accurate. From Earth's perspective, the Moon appears to traverse these constellation layers too, beneath the dynamic zodiac layer. Rashi Mandalam is the static Nakshatra Mandalam. The Moon's elliptical path does make the time it takes to cross each nakshatra vary slightly. Twenty-seven nakshatras from the Moon's elliptical path from the point of view of Earth, any given nakshatra runs 24-27Ā½ hours. For our practical purposes, we are using a 24-hour uniform day basis, UTC. Using latitude & longitude from a given point on our planet šŸŒŽ, if we map the Moon using Vedanga Jyotish, the nakshatras are fixed; this layer doesn't move, but the Moon's elliptical path passing through, not in a uniform manner from Earth's point of view. Thus, Vimshottrai dasha system has unequal year allocation to planetary dasha: Ketu 7 years, Venus 20 years, Sun 6 years, Moon 10 years, Mars 7 years, Rahu 18 years, Guru 16 years, Shani 19 years, Mercury 17 years.
Ashwini - Beta Arietis, Bharani - 35 Arietis, Krittika - Pleiades (also known as the Seven Sisters or Messier 45), Rohini - Aldebaran (Alpha Tauri), Mrigashira - Lambda Orionis, Ardra - Betelgeuse (Alpha Orionis), Punarvasu - Castor (Alpha Geminorum), Pushya - Theta Cancri, Ashlesha - Epsilon Hydrae, Magha - Regulus (Alpha Leonis), Purva Phalguni - Delta Leonis, Uttara Phalguni - Beta Leonis, Hasta - Delta Corvi, Chitra - Spica (Alpha Virginis), Swati - Arcturus (Alpha Bootis), Vishakha - Alpha Librae, Anuradha - Delta Scorpii, Jyeshtha - Alpha Scorpionis, Mula - Lambda Scorpii, Purva Ashadha - Delta Sagittarii, Uttara Ashadha - Sigma Sagittarii, Shravana - Alpha Aquilae, Dhanishta - Alpha Delphini, Shatabhisha - Lambda Aquarii, Purva Bhadrapada - Alpha Pegasi, Uttara Bhadrapada - Gamma Pegasi, Revati - Zeta Piscium.
Here's where the logic gets a bit more complex: Vimshottri Dasha assigns varying lengths to planetary periods based on using latitude & longitude computing Moon position. We work our time in Earth-like Ā° ' ". Equal hours, minutes, seconds. So the point I am trying to underscore is if we compute from the Moon the distance using latitude and longitude of 27 nakshatras in our Milky Way from Earth's perspective, those emerging Ā° ' ", we get the logic behind Vimshottrai dasha splits duration in years. Here, if you can think in real-time of the Moon's position in the sidereal sky Ā° ā€˜ ā€œ which is perceived as an elliptical clock for measurement 360Ā° & this is what corresponds with HH:MM:SS with our human modern-day
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2024.05.08 13:59 Most-Strategy-2777 Jupiter MD for kanya rashi

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2024.05.06 14:19 rangeeloo Kanya Rashi Baby Names in Gujarati Boy and Girl Names in Gujarati

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2024.05.05 19:07 HiddenHideous Diffuculty at Work.Will the current Jupiter transit to 10th House help??

Having a lot of stress at work since few years.Could the latest Jupiter transit help a bit ? Any chance of career improvement?
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2024.04.29 17:11 Significant-Lion-452 I don't feel seeing my mom on Mother's day

Malapit na mother's day. Dati few weeks prior, nagpaplano na ako kung ano gagawin namin, or ano gift na bibilhin ko at kung saan kami kakain. Ganun ko ka-gusto icelebrate yung araw na yun for my mom.
Hiwalay ang parents ko since 2011. Sumama sa ibang babae ang dad ko, may anak din siya doon. Tatlo kami magkakapatid, yung panganay, no contact na kami since 2013, dahil may unresolved issue sila ni mama and ayun damay na rin ako sa no contact niya. Yung pangalawa naman, namatay na about 8 years ago. Kaya ako nalang ang natira na kasama ng mama ko. Wala siyang work, pero may small business siya, minsan may kita, minsan, wala. Tapos the rest of thr expenses, ako na ang sumasagot since nagstart ako magwork nung 2013.
All those years, kami lang ang magkasama kapag holidays, birthday, mother's day etc.. Estranged din ang relationship niya sa mga kapatid niya. Di rin kami close sa relatives namin sa dad side. Sa mga friends naman, she do not have a lot of friends din. Ako na rin ang parang social life niya. Kaya kapag may mga special occasions, kami ang magkasama. Sa bahay, lagi din kami nagkkwentuhan. Minsan nagkaka inisan din kami kasi matigas ulo ni mama, di nakikinig. At ako, pranka ako sa kanya lalo na pag naghihingi siya ng advice kaya lang minsan, di siya ready to accept it kaya nagkakasamaan ng loob paminsan.Kumbaga, masasabi niyo talaga na marami na kami pinagsamahan ng mom ko. Naiiwan magisa ang mom ko everytime na may work trip ako kaya naman kahit kaming 2 ay lagi magkasama we learned to live independently din kasi nga may times na wala ako.
Fast forward last year nung kinasal na ako, napansin ko na something has changed. Dito na ako nakatira sa bahay ng husband ko sa Manila. Nasa province naman si mama. Minsan umuuwi kami doon kapag weekend at least once a month. Last year, sinwerte mom ko dahil nagkaron sya ng malaking pera galing sa mana nya sa parents nya. Happy ako dahil pwede na ako di magbigay ng pera sa kanya kasi yung mana nya, kaya sya buhayin.
Simula noong nagkaroon siya ng substantial na sariling pera, naging busy sya sa personal life niya, nakakapagbigay na siya ng mas maraming time sa mga gusto niyang gawin - church organization, malling - nabibili na niya ang mga gusto niya. She also started working on her projects para sa bahay namin, well bahay na lang niya dahil di na ako nakatira dun. I am happy for her kasi nagagawa na niya ang mga gusto niya. At ako, mas makakalag ipon ng pera for my family kasi di na siya aada sakin financially. Dito na rin yung time na I started seeing her on a different light..
Kahit na may asawa na ako, nagcecelebrate pa rin kami ng mga special occassion na kasama siya plus family nung husband ko. Kapag kasama namin siya, pakiramdam ko di siya nageenjoy or minsan naman pag naka staycation kami, parang lagi syang may sariling mundo at ayaw makihalubilo. On my part, naiinis ako kasi syempre yun nga time for bonding pero lagi nya ina-isolate ang sarili niya. Kapag may gift kami or pasalubong sa kanya, I feel underappreciated ang mga bigay namin. Nung after ng wedding namin, sabi niya sa'kin, di ko man lang daw siya naalala kamustahin. During mom and daughter dance, I asked her kung nageenjoy ba siya at kung nasarapan ba siya sa food? Di ko maintindihan saan nanggaling yun, bakit ganun ang feels niya?
I'm currently 8 months pregnant, from time to time nagshashare ako ng mga updates about sa pregnancy ko.. ito yung part na pinaka nalulungkot ako kasi I do not feel na she cared about sa pagbubuntis ko; di niya kinakamusta, pag nagchachat ako sa kanya about sa baby, one liner replies nakukuha ko. Para bang di siya interested at all na may bago syang grand child. Pero kapag siya naman ang nagkukwento, I try to be attentive at active sa conversation topic na kinukwento niya. Naiinis ako na di narereciprocate yung energy ko. We're not like this before naman.
Iniisip ko na siguro she is trying to distance herself sakin since nga may asawa na ako. And she is trying to liver her life on her own. I also feel na unti-unti nagdidrift apart yung "solid" relationship namin.. pero naisip ko, solid nga kaya yung meron kami dati ng mom ko? Or was I only present sa life niya dati dahil napilitan ako sa responsibility na naiwan sakin dahil iniwanan na sya ng mga tao sa paligid niya? Are these supressed feelings of resentment sa kanya dahil ako na ang sumalo saknya for the past 10 years at hindi na siya naghanap ng paraan for a better life, at umasa na lang sakin?
Kaya ngayon, heto tinatamad ako for mother's day. I don't even feel like being with her sa araw na yun. Kahit nga sa mismong araw ng delivery ng baby ko, I feel na okay lang sa'kin kahit di siya sumama sa hospital. Di naman siguro ako masamang anak kung ganito ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya.
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2024.04.26 04:34 Timely_Pianist_9858 ABYG kung iFO ko na yung friend ko dahil sa unprocessed trauma years ago?

So, may friend ako from 2011 until now 2024, may connection pa din kami now. Nagmmessage siya from time to time kapag naalala niya pero mostly ako yung nagrreach out para makipagkita.
Nadiagnose kasi ako ng Psychologist ko na may CPTSD. Nagtherapy and all at ngayon ngayon nagiging better na ako sa pagrecognize ng mga di magandang ginawa sa akin.
Going back 2013-2015, nagdecide kami na maging housemate nitong friend ko. Night shift ako while morning shift itong si housemate, so napagusapan namin na yung pagabot ng bayad sa kanya na kasi di kami nagpapangabot nung landlady namin.
During this time din nasa abusive relationship ako. As in toxic kami sa isaā€™t isa. Niloko ako ni ex with another friend na minentor ko sa work. Mahaba at magulong storya pa yun.
Good payer ako, before pa ng end of month nagbabayad na ako kay housemate para iabot niya na lang sa landlady namin.
Ang ending napaalis kami sa house dahil nung kinausap ako ni landlady more than 6 months na pala si housemate hindi nagbabayad.
Introvert akong malala and I have very few friends. I felt incapable and isa talaga akong people pleaser so kahit na nangyari yun, naghold on ako sa friendship namin. Ininvite ko pa nga siya sa kasal ko, pero super late niya 30 minutes lang eend na yung reception nung dumating siya. Nakikipagkita ako sa kanya, nangungulit na magget-together, nagmmessage sa chat. Di din pala siya nagsosorry pa sa nagawa niya sa akin.
Okay naman talaga itong si friend pero narealize ko lately na hindi okay na tinake advantage niya din ako during my lowest point. Now ko lang kasi nauunfold itong mga nangyari sa akin eh, recently lang talaga kasi ako naging tao. šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
So ayun, I am planning to go cold turkey na lang sa kanya. Block her in all social sites and stop on reaching out to her. Ako Ba Yung Gago if gagawin ko to?
Edit: missing words
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2024.04.16 13:39 Parking_Customer_642 Parents are not speaking to me because I have a GF outside of my culture which they donā€™t approve of.

Just for a little bit of context, I am an only child and I am 23 years old right now and Iā€™m about to graduate university in less than a month. But I still live at home with my parents and havenā€™t had luck finding a job. My parents are both from Nepal and we all moved to the US in 2011 when I was about 10 years old. They are both really traditional and religious (I am not), they donā€™t really go out much. They are usually at work or at home and the friends they have are always other Nepalese.
Now this is where the problem starts. I have a GF who Iā€™ve been dating for the past 3 years. She is a Latina and she has always been really supportive and caring no matter. I hadnā€™t told my parents about her early on because I know what they will say and how they act. I was planning to tell them about her by taking them out when I was about to graduate college. I was going to tell them to meet her first and to get to know her first before making any sort of judgment. Well this didnā€™t happen when I was at work my mom was vacuuming my room and she saw a Valentineā€™s Day note that was in the book bag and found out I had a GF. When she confronted me she already went on and said how she doesnā€™t approve of her, this isnā€™t my age to be dating etc. She also told my dad and they both told me how I shouldnā€™t be doing this. Another thing is my family believes in Vedic horoscopes (Kundli, Rashie etc)like they think whatever it says will happen. although I find it interesting I donā€™t believe in this. And what my birth chart say is that if I marry someone whose stars does not align with mine it will end up in a divorce. To my parents this is as bad as someone dying. I think my parents had always imagined doing an arrange marriage for me. Growing up they always spoke of this in conversation but I had brushed it off as just talk.
We had a huge argument and they had told me to break it off with my gf and be just friends with her and nothing more. And the other day, they had asked me what I did I told them nothing I am still dating her. They blew up on me. They told me how I am making mistake in life, I will regret my decision. They also told me they will kick me out the house and basically disown me. And my parents whole argument is based on what it says in my birth chart my dad keeps saying it will end terribly for me and I will come crying back to them. I told them I donā€™t believe in these things. Just because it says it will happen doesnā€™t mean itā€™s going to. Keep in mind they havenā€™t met, seen or spoken to my gf. They know nothing of her as a person. For my gf she left an abusive house hold and isnā€™t in contact with her father anymore. For college she is currently taking a gap year. She was relying on her dad for school but when she left their house her studies also had to come to a pause for a bit. (Idk if I worded that correctly). Now she is waiting to be 24 years so she can file for fasfa as an independent and will not have to rely on her dadā€™s taxes. I did tell my parents about this and they took this in a negative way. They said ā€œthis girl doesnā€™t have a family, or an educationā€ your life will constantly have problems. They also said I am in a relationship with her because I sympathize with her and not that I love her. And they said life/relationship doesnā€™t last with sympathy.
And since that day (around 2 days) they havenā€™t spoken to at all. Even when I try to make a conversation they tell me they donā€™t want to hear me. If Iā€™m in the living room they completely go silent or just leave. They also told my grandparents about this and they called saying I will end up regretting this, you will need to think about your parents, the family legacy, what will people say in Nepal, you are ruining your family name and reputation. I still donā€™t see what Iā€™ve done wrong. I always do what my parents ask of me. Iā€™ve always listen to them. The only thing that I did which went against my parents wishes was that I didnā€™t force a break up with my GF when my parents had asked. I really donā€™t want to break up with my GF, I genuinely feel a bond with her, she is a really sweet and caring person. And she has shown interest in culture and traditions. I also donā€™t want to lose a relationship with my parents. No matter what they are still my parents and Iā€™m their only son. I still want to make them proud of me and still support me.
I feel so hopeless right now and I am getting overwhelmed with this stress and pressure.
Update: They spoke to me yesterday and I apologized for the way I spoke when we had an argument. Still, all I asked was to meet my gf with an open mind and just get to know her but they donā€™t really care. They keep saying Iā€™ll meet her like itā€™s a chore. Also, we had plans buy a house but they said they no longer want to do that anymore and they want to leave and return back to Nepal as soon as a possible. My mom only talks to me if she needs me to do something or tell me to eat or something. As for my dad he doesnā€™t really speak to me anymore just ignores me most of the time. They also said they donā€™t know if they would like to come to my college graduation and they will see if they can make it if they arenā€™t busy. I really donā€™t know. I donā€™t want to break up with my gf over this because she is a good person and I think they are in the wrong for judging her without even getting to know her. But I also donā€™t want to lose a relationship with my parents. (But I think the damage is already done).
I donā€™t know what to do. Can anyone give me advice. I would really appreciate it. I apologize that my writing is all over the place. Thanks.
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2024.04.11 17:42 Suitable_Turnover586 Just my two cents

Back in 2011-2012 I met this girl, she was from Italy (pero pinoy sya). She and her entire family is INC and I'm a born-again Christian. Long story short, we jived, and we had a relationship. Nasa Singapore ako non, and she usually visits me from Italy to Singapore.
My life was not good back then, hindi kami middle class, I think we're on the poor side, that's why I went to Singapore. Tapos na-open nya na ganun din daw sila, pero dahil daw sa INC gumanda ang buhay nila, nakaraos and all. So she's trying to convince me to join the INC and hindi din daw uubra na magpakasal sya (if ever na dumating kami sa point na yon) sa isang taga sanlibutan (yun yung term nila sa hindi kasali sa INC).
So, I decided to give it a try, open-minded naman ako na tao. Good thing meron ako ka-work na INC din (he's LGBTQ and alam ko hindi pwede sa INC yun? not sure). Pero sya yung nag-akay sakin dun sa lokal na yon. So umattend ako ng mga samba, nagdoktrina, and all, pero after ilang samba, and ilang doktrina, may napansin lang ako na kakaiba...
Kada samba ko, lagi kong napapansin na ang dami umiiyak, hindi ko alam kung dahil ba ito sa saya, o sa kung ano man, pero meron din naman mga umiiyak sa born-again, so medyo deadma lang ako don, na-off lang ako nung magbibigayan na ng abuloy o handog, para bang "required" ka kahit wala kang pera, I mean ganun din naman sa Christian faith, pero walang mangongonsensya sayo. Tapos may ilang instances na hindi ako naka-attend, maya't maya nako kinulit nung umaakay sakin, hanggang sa blinock ko na sya hahahaha.
Tapos, duns a doktrina, napapansin ko na para bang ang bukang bibig ni KA, e ang INC lang ang pinakamagaling, pinakablessed, at nasa kanila lang lahat ng grace of God. Which is, kung nasa tamang katinuan ka, if the Lord only sees one group of people to be blessed and saved, he's not a good Lord. Hindi ata yon ang pangungusap ni Lord, lahat ay welcome sa kanya, lahat kahit makasalanan. Sa INC, parang hindi, kelangan member ka, kelangan may abuloy ka at handog.
Ending, hindi ako nagpabaptismo, naghiwalay kami nung girl na yon, and I am still happily serving my church today. Sa mga INC members na gusto tumiwalag, napaka-sarap ng buhay, hindi dahil sa malaya ka pero dahil may sarili kang kakayanan para magdesisyon, makakagalaw ka ng naaayon sa gusto mo, malaya kang makakapag salita ng ayon sa gusto mo, at walang magdidikta sa buhay mo kundi ikaw, ayon sa kagustuhan mo.
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2024.04.07 09:06 tagpi_tagpi Need help. Ano pong tawag sa part na ito and san po makakabili?

Need help. Ano pong tawag sa part na ito and san po makakabili?
Hi, noob question po. Pinihit ko kasi kanina to. Ayaw kasi mag start ng kotse. Di ko namalayan na medyo marupok na. So ayun, kumalas yung cap and kelangan ko tuloy palitan. Ano pong tawag sa kanya and san po makakabili? Sa last image po (na galing google images lang) naka-encircle in red siya. May naka-encircle rin in light blue, kelangan ko din hanapan ng replacement. Ano rin po tawag sa kanila? Yung isa bolt lang, pero may specific term ba siya? Avanza 2011 po yung model. Thanks
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2024.04.04 11:47 Smart_Tooth1803 Ghost from the past

He was my first and last partner. We were both freshmen nung naging kami. Laking Bulacan ako, siya Quezon City. Parehong closeted. Marami kaming similarities. Kaso siya, active na sa acads, active pa rin sa extra co-curricular activites.
Kinikilig nga ako rati, kasi kahit anong busy niya, may time pa rin siya sa akin. Marami kaming sexcapades. Lahat ng firsts ko sa kaniya.
Pero nung naging member na siya ng Student Council, unti-unti niyang binigyang halaga ang public image niya. Dahan dahan, nararamdaman ko ang paglamig at pag distansiya niya.
Dala ng katangahan, komo first love eh, napabayaan ko ang pag-aaral ko. Laging tulala, hindi makakain, emotera at bitter.
Napansin na ng mum ko ang pagbabago ko, kaya pinag-drop na niya ako. Gusto ko sanang mag file ng LOA pero sabi ni mum, hindi na healthy ang environment ng university sa akin.
Hindi ako nakapagpaalam sa kanya. Walang pag-uusap na naganap. Wala.
Mas lalo akong nalungkot nung hindi man sya nag effort na hanapin ako.
Na-admit ako sa isang Pyschiatric Custodial Facility nang ilang taon due to major depression.
Fast forward. Year 2010.
Registered Nurse na ako. Wala akong balita sa kaniya, pero dahil stellar siya, for sure na RN na rin siya.
Sa kinarami-rami ng hospital na pinasahĆ n ko, si Ma'am Gemma - ang unang tumawag. Dahil mahirap ma-employed ang nurse, I grabbed the opportunity.
Fast forward x1. Year 2011.
General Orientation sa Area of Assignment.
Ang saya ko. I really miss the olfactory experience of smelling the ER. Nakaka adik. Akala ko sa ER ako pero hindi pala. Sa iba ako na-assign.
Pinakilala ako ng staff kay area chief nurse. Sinamahan naman ako ni ma'am chief nurse sa unit head nurse ko. Feel na feel ko talaga ung excitement nung time na yon. Nagpe-play ng salitan yung UP Naming Mahal tska ung OST ng Voltes V.
Kaso. Andun siya. Ang multo ng nakaraang ako.
Alam ko sa sarili ko that I am okay. I was okay. I was already okay - not until I saw him. I thought I was already okay.
Alam mo ung bigla kang nanigas. Tapos, biglang literally sumakit ung puso mo. ā€˜Yung tipong parang nagkaka mitral at atrial valve regurgitation. Pero siya, ayun. Nakangiti. Parang walang nangyari.
Nagkataong bully pa ang head nurse ko, kaya si ghost from the past pa ang buddy nurse ko.
Ang hirap magpaka civil, magpaka professional sa harap ng taong nagbigay saā€™yo ng sakit na kahit minsan ay ayaw mong maranasan ulit. Universe also conspires kasi hindi pwedeng magpalipat ng area.
Sa una oo, mahirap. Pero nakakasanayan na.
ā€˜Di nagtagal, nakapag usap na kami-nang masinsinan. Heart to heart. Nag sorry siya, sa hindi paghanap at paghabol sa akin. Sinabi rin niya na, minahal niya ako. May mga sinabi pa sya na hindi ko na naintindihan dahil nawala na ako sa focus at ulirat.
Para sa akin, siya ang first ko, kaya may special place na siya sa puso ko. Sasabihin ko na sana na mahal ko pa rin siya at handa ako mag start all over again, kaso, bigla niyang sinabi na kasal na siya.
Mixed emotions. Ang bilis. Sobrang sayĆ¢ tapos, sobrang disappointment. Rollercoaster feeling.
Iyak ako ng iyak. Hindi naman niya ako iniwan, to console me. Wala na eh. Legally binded na sya.
Nung mejo nahismasmasan na ako, niyaya niya akong mag SEx(Sinangag Express) sa may Pedro Gil St.
Dito kami madalas kumain nung nasa UP pa ako.
Sometimes you never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory that you wish you could experience again.
Grabe ako sa flashback. Teary eyed. Pero nagpapatawa na rin ako kaso deep inside, umiiyak pa rin.
Pag uwi ko, hindi ko napigilang mag isip ng mga sana.
Sana inintindi ko sya noon. Eh di sana kami pa rin.
Sana kinausap ko muna sya bago ako nag emote. Eh di sana kami pa rin.
Sana hindi ako nag assume. Eh di sana kami pa rin.
Sana nag exert ako ng effort na suportahan siya at ipakitang kaya ko ring ibigay ang sarili kong panahon at oras para sa kaniya. Eh di sana kami pa rin.
Ang dami pang sana hanggang sa nakatulog ako.
Nung handa na akong gawin siyang friend ulit tska ko nalamang malapit na siyang mag terminal leave. Aalis na siya papuntang New Jersey, kasama ang wife niya.
Fast forward x10. Year 2021.
Ontario, Canada. Kasagsagan ng pandemya. Buti na lang at sanay tayo sa umaapaw na pasyente yung tipong hanggang hallway ay may nakahiga at nakasabit na swero sa pader. Tapos yung mga kasamahan mo ay kani-kaniyang alibi na para lang hindi makapasok o para hindi makapag extended shift.
Nai-kwento sakin nung isang pinay na CNA na may isang pinoy homeless na naman raw ang na-admit sa kabilang unit. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero may nag udyok sakin na tingnan kung sino yun. Binalak kong puntahan after shift pero naunahan akong sabihan ng Charge ko na mag float muna ako sa unit kung saan naka-admit yung pinoy na homeless.
Naka CPAP mask siya at kitang kita talaga na nahihirapan siyang huminga. Itinaas niya yung kamay niya nung nakita niya ako.
Literal na tumulo yung luha ko nung nagkita kami, with matching singhot singhot pa ng sipon. Nalaman tuloy ng de oras sa area yung sexual orientation ko. Dami kasing Marites. Charizz.
Fast forward x11. Year 2022.
Takang taka talaga yung pamilya ko bat ako bumalik ng Pilipinas, sa kabila ng pagiging Canadian at US RN. Maliban sa pagsuporta sa kandidatura ni Atty. Leni, ito rin ang hiling niya nung nabubuhay pa siya. Ang umuwi at makasama ako sa Pilipinas kasi dito kami unang nagkita at nagmahalan.
ā€œIkaw pa rin ang pipiliin kong mahalin Sa susunod na habang-buhay..ā€ (Ben&Ben, 2020)
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2024.03.27 14:24 Impressive-Collar-99 "Ako ang panganay, ako dapat ang masusunod"...

To start, pangatlo ako sa apat na magkakapatid na may isang panganay na lalaki (32M) and tatlong mga babae. Our mom died when I was 15 (year 2011), our father is still with us pero around 2016 umalis siya sa bahay and nagpatayo siya ng bahay niya sa same city naman due to his reason na "di niya na kami kayang makasama". Ako (27F) and my ate (28F) end up taking care of and bunso na five y.o. palang back then kasi kami daw ang babae kami dapat gumagawa ng gawaing bahay and mag alaga ng bata. I remember nung college I have to sleep for mga 2hrs lang kahit during hell weeks kasi need ko asikasuhin si bunso pag umaga bago ko pumasok. Iniwan kami and wala kaming choice kundi maging adult. Advantage siya kasi marami kami alam na gawain at a young age but the trauma and anxiety it brought us still lingers.
On the other hand, my kuya in our perspective is very spoiled. Kahit anong gusto niya and hingin kay papa binibigay. From hobbies like soccer, skateboard, playing guitar, computer games etc. lahat yun suportado ni papa. Samantalang naalala ko binato pa ko ni papa ng lalagyan ng sinulid kasi umiyak ako dahil sa printer, nung college naranasan ko rin pumulot ng pera sa sahig na binato ni papa. I was a consistent honor student and a scholar pero sabi ni papa noon di naman daw magagamit sa buhay yang honor honor na yan. I already finished my masters degree sa isang top university, from scholarship and ipon from previous work alone.
Fast forward, nastroke si papa and need niya bumalik sa bahay. Tumira siya kay kuya which is yung bahay na paupahan namin na binigay nalang sa kanya kasi meron na siyang ka-live in. We have arguments prior pero dito lumala lahat. My kuya started taking the rent sa paupahan namin without asking permission sa papa ko na by then ay nakakaintindi naman di lang malinaw ang speech niya. Nasa bulacan ako that time and working as a lab head sa isang private company, everyday lumalala and umiiyak ang ate and bunso sa aken dahil sobrang wala silang laban. My kuya kinda respect my authority back then probably because ako ang sumalo sa amin nung wala silang work and malaki ang ambag ko sa hospital plus i am financially independent, never ako umasa sa iba ( i think defense mechanism ko ito).
Bago ma-stroke si papa nag extend ng bahay sila kuya, and sinakop niya yung harap namin. Nagsasabi si ate kay papa kasi pati mga halaman niya tinapon ni kuya and regarding din sa ugali ng ka-live in ni kuya na sobrang mabunganga na rinig na rinig sa bahay namin. Ang sagot lang ni papa "wala naman ako nakikitang mali".
Sa ka live-in (KLN) ni kuya na may una na anak sa iba, iba rin ang breed ni KLN. Dati nasa gitna pa nila ko as mediator and everything change nung nalaman ko na binubugbog niya anak niya aside from verbal abuse (we have recordings and confessions din ng anak niya kasi malapit sa amin yung bata and tinuring namin na parang pamangkin talaga). Pag pinapasalubungan namin yung bata tinatago or tinatapon lang ng nanay niya. Si KLN nagchachat pa sakin dati to get sympathy na kuya ko ang panganay, siya raw dapat ang masunod. Btw, nagpaparty sila kasi birthday ng kapatid ni KLN without thinking na kakalabas lang ni papa sa ospital, sobrang depressed ni papa back then to the point na sinasabi niya lagi na gusto niya na mamatay.
Ang di ko na maatim ay yung bastusin ni KLN si papa nung nastroke siya. Noong malakas pa si papa sobrang galang and parang di makabasag pinggan si KLN. Pero nung wala nang power si papa e araw araw siya nagbubunganga sa bahay na nakakalala kay papa kasi iniisip niya na pabigat siya. Sinasabunutan niya rinanak and minumura niya sa harap ng kapatid ko na bunso kaya dun ako nagdecide na mali na lahat.
Nung medyo lumakas si papa and naiintindihan na ang speech niya, nagalit siya kay kuya regarding sa paghandle ng renta (kasi para yun sa pag aaral ng bunso namin) and di na rin siya pinahawak ng pera ni papa at all. Pinapakalat ni KLN sa mga kapitbahay na buhay pa raw si papa ay pinag aagawan na namin yung pera and lupa niya nung wala na silang control sa mga bagay . Pero sa totoo lang lahat ng pera ni papa ay accounted hanggang piso, kulang pa nga kasi ang mahal ng gamot niya and therapy.
May image si kuya na Mr. Congeniality, sa labas nalalapitan ng lahat pero pagdating sa mga kapatid niya lahat sinusumbat niya. Parang katulong tingin niya sa ate ko porke di na nagwowork si ate pero may small business naman siya. Never kami nagganyan sa kanya nung wala siyang work, we actually supported yung business niya ngayon na okay na, financially to social media handling. Now si kuya kapag may problema di niya kami sasagutin para masolusyunan kahit siya naman ang gumawa pero mauuna na niya ipagkalat sa mga kapitbahay na biktima siya. Gusto niya nga pati yung isang paupahan makuha niya bayad daw sa mga gastos niya sa ospital ni papa.
Ngayon si papa narealized and nakita niya lahat ng ginagawa ni kuya.Kinausap niya si kuya na lumipat na ng bahay pero sinisi ni kuya si ate na sumusulsol daw kay papa. Gusto niya lumipat sa bahay ni papa (yung pinatayo nung umalis siya sa amin yr 2016) pero di pumayag si papa kasi puro kamag anak ni KLN na naman papatirahin niya. Ayaw niya tanggapin na malakas pa si papa and kaya pa niya magdesisyon. Masama ang image namin sa mga kapitbahay, may mas malala pa siyang mga ginawa recently na sobrang ikinagalit namin and ako na iisang kakampi niya ay di ko na rin siya kilala. I told him na you want the "panganay privileges" without doing the "panganay responsibilities". Wala pa ko tulog from our previous problem kaya sorry po if may mga typo and wrong grammars, i need to get this off my chest right now.
Note: Nalaman namin na kung ano ano kinekwento niya sa iba kasi nagpunta ang relatives namin from province dahil naalarma raw sila sa nangyayari sa amin
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2024.03.24 08:29 Agreeable-Ad4806 Checklist for Learning Vedic astrology Part 1 (Items #1-30)

Keep in mind you will need to be cross-studying everything you learn in Vedic astrology with broader religious and spiritual texts to understand the full significance of these things. For example, to understand the signs, youā€™ll need to first be familiar with the concept of Gunas, and to fully understand with the concept of Gunas, you have to have learned about the notion and significance of Māyā in Hinduism.
This can make learning Vedic astrology very difficult for many people because it expects you to learn all these different things before you can even start with the actual astrology bit. This can also come with a bit of a culture shock and intellectual challenge, which tends to dissuade a lot of people from continuing. You should probably try to get down the basics of astrology as a whole before attempting to learn Vedic. You need a motivation to care and continue, otherwise it can be discouraging to try and study, especially on your own. You might consider taking classes as well if you are serious about learning this.
  1. Familiarize yourself with the foundational principles of Vedic astrology, including its historical development, cultural emphasis, essential parts, and philosophical foundation. This is especially important for people who are switching from Western to Vedic
  2. Learn about the purpose of Vedic astrology and the significance of Karma in the practice, understanding the moral and ethical responsibilities involved in reading someoneā€™s chart (if you want to use astrology to judge people and neglect the spiritual aspect of it, I can tell you right now that Vedic is not going to be for you)
  3. Learn the significance and characteristics of the five Vedic elements: Earth (Pritvi), Water (Jala), Fire (Tejas), Air (Vayu), and Ether (Akasha)
  4. Learn the significance and characteristics of gender in Vedic cosmology: negative passive and positive active principles (Yin and Yang)
  5. Learn the significance and characteristics of the 4 basic motivations in Vedic cosmology: Dharma, Artha, Kama, and Moksha
  6. Learn the significance and characteristics of the 3 Gunas in Vedic cosmology: Sattva, Rajas, and Tamas
  7. Memorize the 12 zodiac signs (Rashis) + the nine planets (Nava Grahas), as well as their orders and symbols in Vedic astrology (ex. Capricorn/Makara is the 10th sign of the natural zodiac, its symbol is the crocodile, and its glyph is ā™‘ļø. Mars is the 3rd graha and is represented by a circle with an arrow pointing to the upper right)
  8. Learn the fundamental differences in calculation between the tropical and sidereal zodiac and pick an ayanamsa to use (the most popular is Lahiri), or you can learn to utilize an astronomical ephemeris to plot charts manually without one
  9. Study the significance, characteristics, symbolism, and mythology of the Nava Grahas and their corresponding deities, focusing on their essential nature (benefic or malefic) and rudimentary significations (ex. Mars is a fiery, South malefic, Mangala, and represents passion, energy, and aggression)
  10. Learn the astrological and spiritual significance of the Bhavas (houses) in the birth chart, including the role and significance of different kinds of houses (e.g., Kendra, Kona, Dharma, Artha, Maraka, Kama, Dussthana, Upachaya)
  11. Study the essential components necessary to fully understand the different zodiac signs (Rashis), including element, modality, gender, Guna, feet, body, and lordship
  12. Familiarize yourself with the twelve Rashis as well as their various attributes and rulers in the context of Vedic astrology (e.g. Virgo/Kanya is ruled by Mercury, and It is not ā€œmutableā€ in Vedic, but rather dual)
  13. Learn the affiliated planets and signs for the houses, including house significators (Bhava Karakas) (ex. 5th house in Vedic is affiliated with Leo and consequently the Sun, but the Karaka for 5th house is Jupiter)
  14. Learn the essential dignities of Vedic astrology, including the specific degrees (Exaltation (Uccha), Debilitation/Fall (Neecha), Root/Fundamental (Moolatrikona), Domicile (Sva), and Friendā€™s Sign (Mitri)
  15. Learn about the effect of retrograde planets (ex. Retrograde is a form of strength but has nonlinear, recurring effects as they are said to be significators of an incomplete Karmic pattern needing focus)
  16. Learn about directional strength (Dig Bala) (ex. Sun is an agni tattva planet, so it gains strength in the 10th house)
  17. Learn the permanent aspects that are formed between Rashis (ex. movable and fixed signs aspect each other while dual signs aspect themselves)
  18. Learn the individual aspects formed by the Drishtis (sights) of the different Grahas according to their intentions; this includes conjunction and the special aspects for Jupiter, Mars, and Saturn (ex. Jupiter most strongly aspects 5th, 7th, and 9th house from itself in a chart)
  19. Explore the significance and application of derivative houses (Bhavat Bhavam) in terms of house, sign, and aspect (ex. 7th position from any sign, house, or planet indicates a place of desire and drive for balance seen from the original position; through Bhavat Bhavam, everything in a chart essentially aspects and interacts with everything else, but the potency of the aspect is what is considered most important)
  20. Learn the meaning and significance of primary placements in the context of the Trikon of existence being formed between spirit descended, spirit incarnate, and spirit immaterial (be sure to place emphasis on understanding the Lagna and the Moon first as they are the most important placements in a chart)
  21. Learn to identify different components necessary for interpretation in your preferred form of Vedic chart (ex. figure out what sign and house Mercury is in for your North Indian chart)
  22. Learn how to identify dispositors and the chart ruler (ex. figure out what sign your Moon is placed in and where the ruler of that sign is placed in the chart; find the chart ruler of someone with a Gemini Lagna)
  23. Learn the permanent relationships planets have with each other (ex. Saturn is friendly with Mercury and Venus, neutral towards Jupiter, and enemies with Sun, Moon, and Mars. Relationships can be one way as well. For example, mercury is neutral towards Saturn)
  24. Understand the temporary relationships of the planets as well as the significance and applications of functional malefics and benefics seen from the Lagnesh and sign dispositor ruling various houses (ex. Mercury is a functional malefic to Aries ascendant because mercury rules 3rd and 6th houses)
  25. Understand how the essential nature of planets and signs interacts with different points in a chart (ex. malefics like being in difficult signs and houses like the 6th, 8th, and 12th and can give good results when placed there. A benefic in these houses will not do so well)
  26. Study the different expression of the lunar node axes for Rahu and Ketu in various signs and houses (this is probably one of the hardest things to do, but it is very important to understanding overall Karmic lessons and patterns)
  27. Understand the basic concept of Yogas and the impact they can have on a chart, and try to learn the basic Yogas like cancellation of debilitation (Neechabhanga), kingly combinations (Raja), and unsupported (Kemadrum)
  28. Study and understand the cosmic journey through the composite signs and houses; you can do this via Kalapurusha and the evolutionary impulses
  29. Learn how to form interpretations using basic elements of a chart (ex. In Einsteinā€™s chart, Mercury is chart ruler and is in 10th house Pisces. Youā€™d think it would be debilitated, but with Venus in same house and sign, Neechabhanga yoga is formed, making this placement act as though it is exalted. In addition to this, Mercury being very good friends with itself and conjunct its temporary friend Saturn as a functional benefic, this leads to excellent results in things related to mercury and Saturn like science, communication, authority, and learning
  30. Begin practicing chart readings for yourself and others while you continue to study
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2024.03.21 10:29 Curious_mind95 Interesting Siamese Buddhist temple in Alor Setar

Interesting Siamese Buddhist temple in Alor Setar
I've never seen a Buddhist temple like this in the south, where I'm from. it looks very intricate and beautiful. Opening ceremony done by Tunku Abdul Rahman and visited by Thailand King Bhumibol
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2024.03.19 14:23 saurav_batman 22M Looking for career advice should I go for MBA?

I am currently a final-year BA (Hons) Economics student. I'm terribly confused about my future, and I don't know what to do. I have lost all hope, and I am stuck in life and terribly confused. Any advice would be greatly appreciated
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2024.03.14 05:52 GemPundit Virgo Birthstone: Gemstones for the Kanya Rashi

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2024.03.10 22:21 duhyanduh Taylor Swift issues

Hello disclaimer lang kasi baka awayin niyo ako pero seryoso hardcore swiftie ako since 2011. Literal na umiyak ako nung third year HS kasi sabi ng kaklase ko ang pangit daw ng mga gawa ni taylor. Literal na inuubos ko oras ko makipagsagutan sa mga directioners nung 2013 nung kasagsagan ng Taylor-Harry romance and literal na parang tanga umiiyak at nakikipagaway sa mga bashers niya sa twitter nung kasagsagan ng Famous issue nung 2016.
Okay. So eto na.
Sakit talaga sa dibdib mga issue na sinasangkutan ni madam lately. Such as the ff (as I know of):
  1. Silence in the Palestine conflict
  2. Carbon Emissions
  3. Money hungry tactics to her TPD physical album
  4. Olivia Rodrigo issue
  5. Singapore gatekeeping
So far ito palang yung alam ko na so far talagang lumalagpas na sa boundaries ng moralidad ko. Gets ko yung mga defense ng kapwa feminist sa kanya regarding carbon emissions pero girl naman kasi malaki talaga impact ni Taylor ngayon like culturally worldwide, she sets the standard ngayon. Ika nga sabi ni Spiderman, with great power comes with great responsibility keme! Pero ayun ang sakit talaga.
Feel ko naman alam niyo na yun.
Chinichika ko lang dito yung alam niyo na.
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2024.02.28 23:44 Agreeable-Ad4806 Since apparently this was too ā€œbeginnerā€ for r/advancedastrology

Since apparently this was too ā€œbeginnerā€ for advancedastrology
Kala Purusha and the Signs
The concept of Kala Purusha, or the ā€œCosmic Manā€, is a fundamental principle in Vedic astrology, representing a sophisticated philosophical construct that links the cosmos to individual human experiences. Kala means time, representing the endless, cyclical flow of cosmic rhythms, while Purusha represents the spirit or the essential self. When taken together, Kala Purusha symbolizes the eternal dance between the temporal unfolding of the universe and the timeless essence of the self. It is the fundamental creative force from which the genesis of the universe itself sprang. This perpetual principle is unidirectional; its energy ceaselessly flows outward and does not retract. It is omnipresent across the entirety of creation, influencing every level of existence at all times. This encompassing force integrates all dichotomiesā€”pleasure and pain, beginnings and endings, allure and aversion, etc.ā€” encompassing the full spectrum of emotions, sensations, and thoughts. These elements are intrinsic to Kala Purusha, which remains transcendent and impervious to the cyclical reverberations of the cosmos it underlies. Kala Purusha is always a positive influence, as it is the personification of eternal time which causes the universe to revolve around itself.
This concept posits that the macrocosm is mirrored in the microcosm, with the universal life force manifesting through all aspects of creation, both tangible and intangible. All astrological predictions, in fact, are derived from the relationship existing between Kala Purusha and the individual human being whose future is under consideration by an astrologerā€™s ability to draw upon this cosmic interconnectedness. Kala Purusha symbolizes the extension of the human entity across all psychic and temporal dimensions, embodying a universal consciousness that transforms potentiality into object, manifested reality. Kala Purusha is an all-pervading universality, a stream of oniscient consciousness ever engaged in externalizing itself. The representation of Kala Purusha transcends anthropomorphic imagery, as it must stand as a metaphor for the boundless spirit that resonates with the rhythmic pulse of the universe in its entirety. This representation is not merely a symbol but a functional paradigm that influences various astrological and existential dimensions, from the mundane flow of time to the progress of individual destinies.
Kala Purusha is apparent in everyday phenomena, as is evident in political astrology and in the expression of human feelings and emotions, efforts and disappointments, sickness and health which combine to make up the subject matter of natal astrology. The vibration of this universal principle, the breathing of Kala Purusha, can be felt in the rise and fall of human civilizations, the changes in the earth's vast continents, the birth and death of the universe. In practical terms, the Kala Purusha concept is employed in astrology to provide insights into individual life paths, health, and spiritual development. By aligning astrology with the human form, astrologers can interpret the influences on different aspects of human life, offering a comprehensive understanding of an individualā€™s strengths, challenges, and potentials.
In astrological terms, the Rashis (zodiac signs) symbolize the inner vibrations of the Cosmic Man, functioning at a cosmic scale to manifest diverse phases of existence. Here are the different examples of what the Rashis represent:
(Quick disclaimer: This is not the same as each signā€™s essential meaning, which are defined by elements, modalities, genders, Gunas, species/feet, body, planetary rulerships, etc. While these sign-specific attributes provide insights into astrological influences and personal characteristics, the concept of Kala Purusha represents an overarching, unifying framework that connects the entire cosmos with the human experience, transcending the particularities of the individual signs.)
Mesha (Aries) is a fusion of the internal essence and external reality, representing a phase where the seeds of new beginnings are ready to sprout but have not quite begun doing so. This is the birthplace of potential, where the energy for new ventures and the courage to embark on uncharted paths accumulates, yet the manifestation of these initiatives is still in the realm of the possible, awaiting the right moment to be moved into action. It is a state where the impetus for creative engagement has emerged standing as a symbol of untapped possibilities, where the drive for creation vibrates intensely, ready to transition from the abstract to the concrete.
Vrishabha (Taurus) signifies the shift between the inner and the outer realms, marking a period where the nascent ideas and energies begin to take shape in the physical world. It is the process of grounding the creative spark into form, where the abstract concepts of identity, value, and intention start to manifest as tangible expressions and realities. This shows the stabilizing of energies, the cultivation of resources, and the appreciation of the sensory world, serving as the foundation upon which the inherent contrasts of existenceā€”such as the subjective versus the objective, the spiritual versus the material, the self and other, inner impulse and outward expression, as well as spirituality and materialityā€” begin to find distinct expression in the world.
Mithuna (Gemini) represents the exchange between the subjective and the objective, illustrating the melding of dualistic principles often depicted as the maternal and paternal, the copulation of opposites, or the legendary traverses between the divine and mortal realms. This Rashi captures the essence of agility of thought and the versatility of perception, facilitating communication and play through the mode of experiencing something that is not the same as your essential self. It allows you to learning and exchange, reverberating with human limitation and the capacity for adaptability where the dual, oppositional nature of the world is fully realized and reinforced.
Karka (Cancer) signifies the anima mundi or liranyagarbhaā€”the store-house of human potential. It is the essence of the primordial cosmic womb, representing the fertile ground from which all potential comes. It symbolizes a phase in the cycle where what was once ethereal begins to materialize, typifying the nurturing aspect of the cosmos that allows for the actualization of inherent potentialities. This Rashiā€™s influence is likened to the vital flow of life's essenceā€” the nurturing and sustaining qualities that foster growth and development, much like the nourishing blood that circulates through the body.
Simha (Leo) is the stage of radiant actualization and expressive power, where the latent creative energies are brought into manifest existence. This is where the integration of the individual's essence with the cosmic forces takes place, symbolized through the allegory of the paternal force merging with the universal creatrix of the Hiranyagarbha, or womb of the Mother. This is a period of self-expression, courage, and the unfolding of the individual's karmic path, igniting the internal spark that propels one towards fulfilling their unique destiny. It is the zest of life, encouraging the individual to shine forth their inner light and to set forth on a journey of self-discovery, personal authenticity, and the demonstration of one's innate potential.
Kanya (Virgo) is the where initial surge of creativity transitions into a phase where self-sustained productive efforts are refined and tested. This stage is characterized by the practical application of newfound capabilities, where the inherent potential is meticulously honed and expressed amidst the challenges imposed by natural laws. Here, a series of obstacles and trials to access the essential process of growth through the examination of oneā€™s inner strength and the externalization of one's creative spirit must be confronted. The dichotomies of action-reaction, effort-struggle, difficulties and trials, all with a view to obtaining something from within one's own self fall here.
Tula (Libra) signifies a juncture where the infusion of creative spiritual essence with the matter reaches its lowest point, calling for a reassessment of the interaction between the tangible and the intangible aspects of existence. The downward impulse results in frustration as the primeval spark continues to long for expansion. This symbolizes a harmonious equalization, where the pursuits of worldly experiences and desires are balanced with the evolving quest for spiritual identity and introspective self-realizationā€” where the soul seeks to find peace in the midst of lifeā€™s inherent polarities, striving to harmonize the desire for material satisfaction with the yearning for spiritual fulfillment. It is reflective of the human endeavor to align internal values with external realities.
Vruschika (Scorpio) marks the phase of crisis and metamorphosis, where the soul encounters the depths of its own existence, triggering a transformative dissolution similar to that of a metaphysical rebirth. This intense period is characterized by the surfacing of latent inner conflicts, transformative crises, and the purging of obsolete elements, thereby facilitating an inner alchemy that lays the groundwork for a renewed existential potential and the emergence of a heightened spiritual consciousness. What was hidden is exposed, purged in order to pave the way for the awakening of the Buddhic consciousness.
Dhanu (Sagittarius) represents the dynamic essence of transformation, where the metaphorical fire incinerates the vestiges of the past, purifying the core essence of being. This symbolizes the archetypal journey of the philosopher and seeker, where the impurities of consciousness are burned away, unveiling the underlying truth of nature. The smoke and dirt are cleansed away from emotions and goals so that "the image slumbering in the stone," as Nietzsche would have said it, can come to the surface. Itā€™s a time of liberation from the old constraints, igniting the flame of wisdom and the pursuit of higher knowledge, leading to the revelation of the inherent divine spark within.
Makara (Capricorn) represents the zenith of the cosmic journey, where individual awareness harmonizes with the universal consciousness. This is indicative of the maturation process, where the accumulated wisdom and experiences are synthesized, leading to a state of heightened awareness and realization. It symbolizes the moment of integration, where personal achievements and insights are aligned with the collective wisdom, embodying the culmination of trials, lessons, and the steadfast pursuit of oneā€™s goals. This is associated with the metaphorical activation of the higher mind, akin to the awakening of the pituitary gland, signifying a fully realized state of consciousness where the individual's aspirations and the cosmic will converge, manifesting a reality that is the fruit of both personal endeavor and universal alignment.
Kumbaya (Aquarius) shift towards a visionary and altruistic perspective, where the individual is inspired by higher, divine forces and becomes an agent of progressive change and innovation; heaven descends to earth, and there is social transformation. This is characterized by a transcendental connection to the collective, ushering in a period of societal transformation and the emergence of new paradigms in human relationships and social structures. This is where the old order ends and a new beginning takes place. With this drastic change in direction of flow, there will be revolutionary ideas, symbolizing the infusion of spiritual values into the fabric of everyday life, bringing to life the advent of a renewed and enlightened societal order.
Finally, Meena (Pisces) represents the culmination and end of the spiritual journey, where the finite merges with the infinite. This is the completion of a spiritual and existential cycle, where the individual transcends the physical plane to embrace a state of oneness with the cosmos. This is where the transcendence over the mundane takes place, precipitating a phase of spiritual completion and cosmic unity. Meena acts as a testament to the soul's journey through the experiences of existence, gathering in a state of spiritual enlightenment and the relinquishment of individual ego. It symbolizes a period of surrender, release, and wisdom, where the boundaries of personal identity dissolve, and the soul prepares to embark on a new evolutionary cycle or to attain Moksha.
Thank you for reading :)
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2024.02.23 16:21 kiryuukazuma007 Tired of Life. Sobrang Daming Pagsubok.

Meron akong dysfunctional family. 4 kami sa pamilya. hindi kami sabay-sabay kumain sa dining, nagsama sama lang sa bahay para tawaging pamilya.
TL:DR po ito.
Simulan natin sa Tatay ko. Sya yung "bida bida" sa mga kapatid nya. Pang 11 ata sya sa 13 na magkakapatid. Napariwala kami dahil sa kagagawan nya. Nagretire ng maaga dahil daw sa "pride" or nambabae ata sa office. Nasa grade 2 ata ako nagresign nya. 1997 or 98 ito. Naging Househusband sya. Namimigay ng tanim na prutas sa kapatid. Galing sya sa isang kilalang Telecommunications company ka-work nya si Mama. Bale yung retirement pay nya, napunta sa kapatid nya na "kasosyo" nya sa business na Printing Press at kaunti sa amin. Nung 2000's ata nun naghahabol sa pera, ang masama pa noon sa laway lang sila nag usap kaya walang habol. Kaya sobrang galit nya doon sa Bayaw nya, hindi ko din alam kung pinatawad nya dahil kinausap ni Lola. Natuto na din sya mag drugs dahil laging bangag at galit kada linggo, 2x a week kung uminom at nag iiba ang ugali. At magnakaw kay Mama ng pera, grocery kada linggo para ibigay sa Kapatid nya na walang trabaho at 4 ang anak. Nakakatawa pa nung may kamag-anak kaming dentist at doctor na walang ambag sa pamilya na iyon. Binugbog din nya kami, especially ang ate ko, kaya nagrebelde. Yung mga kamag-anak ng Tatay ko hindi "boto" kay Mama. Sya yung tipo ng tao na nagkapamilya pero uunahin pa din ang pamilya ng kapatid tapos amin walang pera nailabas. "Tuhamik" ang bahay nung umalis sya papuntang Palawan para maghukay daw ng Yamashita Treasure kasama ang ibang kapatid pero naloko lang sila(2006 - 2007). Nabuhay kami sa takot noon kada inom nya, nagtatago na kami sa mga kwarto namin at hihintayin si mama. Napariwala talaga sya nung umuwi sa Bulacan yung Kuya nya. Madalas ang inuman noon. Doon na din ata sya tumira nung lumayas kami nung habulin kami ng saksak (2011). Tapos sinabi pa nya kay Mama hati daw sila sa retirement pay nya for sure sa kapatid nya ito ibibigay. Huling kita ko sa kanya lasing tapos galit na galit sa libing ng kapatid nyang babae na nasa thread mamaya. In the end, nung namatay sya hindi namin binisita sa sobrang sama ng ugali at syempre iwas na din sa kamag-anak na magugulang sa pera.
Si Mama na talaga ang nagtaguyod sa amin mula bata ako. Sya yung parang naging tatay sa pamilya. Grabe din ang sacrifices nya sa amin. Wala ako masabi, sobrang mahal nya kami. Ramdam kong nagtatrashtalk ang mga kamag-anak namin kay Mama. Nagpopoker face na lang ako para hindi mukhang inis sa kanila. Parang wala talagang pagmamahal sa asawa. Kaya napapatanong na lang din ako what is Love? Madalas namin sya hintayin para magsumbong sa ginawa ni Papa na kagaguhan sa mga araw na bangag sya. May kapatid sya sa Manitoba,Canada. Balak akong kunin noong 2007 (patapos pa lang ako ng highschool noon) para kumuha ng technical course at doon magtrabaho at mamuhay. Sa huli hindi din pala kami tinulungan.
Punta naman tayo sa ate ko. Sobrang payat nya. Matalino yung ate ko, Valedictorian noong elementary. Sobrang inggit ng mga pinsan ko sa kanya. Kaya laging binubully noon, pati nung nagHigh School sya. Tapos binugbog ng tatay ko dahil nagrebelde at syempre siguro ayaw din nya na matalino ang anak dahil naiingit daw ang kapatid nya. Napalayo din talaga ang loob nya mula nung nagHigh School sya. Nung nagrebelde sya pinalayas sya sa kapatid ni Papa. Nag college sya sa UP bilang Social Worker nung hindi nakapagtapos. 1 sem na lang graduate na. May time din nag parang missing sya. Tingin ko nag NPA pero nagbago siguro ang isip. Sobrang rebelde after mag-school sa UP. Kaya ingat na lang po sa mga anak na pag-aaralin sa UP. Tapos nag-aral mag nursing ulit (2008). Natapos naman. Nag balak mag suicide sa pag inom ng pills(2007). Tinawanan ko pa noon(highschool pa ako noon, pasensya na po). At pati ngayon dahil sa nangyari sa career life nya. Yung Bayaw kasi Mama may kapatid na secretary ng kilalang may-ari ng Dome sa Cubao may kakilala sa Antipolo Hospital na pwede syang irecommend na kunin bilang nurse, doon sya nag trabaho bilang contractual tapos pinaasa lang. Nag-call center sya noon tapos nagVA. Ngayon may Etsy store sya pero suicidal pa din at depress sa nangyari sa kanya, hindi na lumalabas sa apartment. Madalas nagbabanta at kumukuha ng kutsilyo para magsaksak sa sarili pero napipigilan ni Mama. Madalas din magselos dahil ako daw ang favorite child ni Mama, tingin ko din kasi ako lang ang lalaki sa motherside na kamag-anak

Ako naman, I feel empty all the time mula nung bata. Walang paki sa pangalan at reputasyon. Nag Catholic Private Schools sa Elementary at HighSchool na all Boys pero tingin ko patay si God dahil sa nangyari sa amin. Hindi ko talaga kasi alam ang salitang "Love" hindi kasi ramdam sa bahay, naramdaman ko lang ito sa pinsang kong babae (niece ni mama) na nagmigrate sa Canada (2002), pasensya na po. Kaya halos lahat ng quality ng babae hinahanap ko na dapat katulad nya. May trust issues din ako sa ibang tao. Nilayuan ko yung childhood friend ko nung highschool (2006) dahil hindi kami "tinulungan" ng tatay nya sa family problem namin at uso kasi ang emo noon, My Chemical Romance. Mali pala iyon, dapat pala talaga lumayas na kami. Parang yung ticket ko na pag-alis sa bahay yung pagAbroad at iwan sila, tumira sa pinsan ko. In the end, hindi din ako natuloy. Medyo madalas talaga ang awayan namin mula bata ako ng ate ko. Nasuntok ko sya dahil sa computer idedelete daw kasi lahat ng files ko. Tumira sa kamag-anak. (2008). Pasensya na po, bully din talaga ako sa ate. Kaya medyo awkward talaga ang sibling relationship bilang magkapatid.Nilait ko pa nga sya nung nag College sya ulit, nag Cocomputer lang maghapon(2013), ayun pala VA na sya nun. Ang sama talaga ng ugali ko. Laki din ng pagsisisi ko na pinursue ko sya for almost 13 years ang technical course na iyon from 2007. Dapat pala nakaramdan na ako na walang tulong sa kapatid ni mama at umaasa na kunin ako, naging overconfident kinalat sa high school friends/acquantances at napakasobrang yabang ko noon, tapos kinalat pa ng tatay sa Kapatid, syempre hindi naman mawawala ang inggitan sa kamag-anak. Dapat pala pinursue ko na yung passion ko nung nag aya yung barkada nung Highschool na mag shift sa IT. Sobrang awkward ko din when it comes to opposite sex (minahal ko lang siguro yung pinsan ko, pasensya na po). May "minahal" na din ako kaya lang hindi ko pinursue kasi nagsobrang yabang ko noon sa kaibigan ng babae,kapatid at nag threat din ako sa buhay nila (2011) at kumalat sa kabatch ko sa high school. I consider it trolling, uso kasi noon time na iyon pero pasensya na sa mga naagrabyado ko noon, alam ko masaya na din yung babae. After ito nang namatay yung tatay ko, sobrang ligaw na talaga ako sa buhay hanggang ngayon pa din naman. Nag spiral talaga pababa ang buhay ko. I feel sorry din sa kapatid kong babae, naiinggit din ako sa kanya dahil matalino sya. Naiinggit talaga ako barkada ang gaganda na ng buhay nila established na. Nag solo din akong tumira sa bahay namin noong 2017 - 2023, tinapos ang course at inabutan ng pandemic.
"Lumaban" ako nung huli sa Tatay ko noong Oct 23,2011. Sinagot ko, at kumuha sya ng kutsilyo para patayin kami. Doon na kami lumayas sa bahay sa Bulacan. After a few months, Nagkasakit ng Breast Cancer yung kapatid nya na babae, naglabas sya ng pera sa "stocks" nya at sya ang nag-abono ng chemo pati yung kapatid nya na walang trabaho at 4 na anak sya na din ang sumagot ng pagpapaputol ng daliri sa paa dahil sa diabetes. After 1 year sa pagtira nya sa mga kapatid nya, "nag-suicide" yung tatay ko (December 2012) dahil siguro wala kami sa tabi nya. Panay inom din daw talaga mula umaga hanggang gabi, hindi naliligo. Tingin ko, gustong hingin ang lupa namin na malapit sa kamag-anak at bahay namin sa Bulacan buti na lang naipatabi yung titulo sa Kapatid nyang matino. Nawala kasi ang id ni Papa noong namatay sya kaya baka may chance na baguhin ang pangalan ng ari arian.
Ayun ostracized kami sa both side ng kamag-anak wala na kasing makukunan ng pagkain yung kamag-anak ni Papa(successful na din ang buhay ng mga pinsan ko na yun na binibigyan ng grocery ni Papa kada linggo. NagJapan na samantalang kami andito pa din), maganda na buhay sa Canada ng Kapatid ni Mama, kinalumutan na kami. Nakakapagod din walang kamag-anak sa kasiyahan at sa kalungkutan. Ngayon nakatira kami sa apartment sa Manila, abandoned na yung bahay sa Bulacan. Dapat pala nagplan B na ako dati. Nasa 30's na ako wala pa din ipon at matinong trabaho, pinursue ko yung Freelancing after 2years sa pandemic. Sadly wala pang client. Pasalamat na din ako kay Mama at maganda ang work nya at nagretire na din sya kaya lang may sakit na din na iniinda.
Salamat po sa pagbabasa ng aking buhay.
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2024.02.20 04:35 35APalma 13 years sa pagiging independent contractor/freelancer

Napanood ko dati yung speech ni Conan O'Brien dati: "Work hard, be kind, and amazing things will happen." Sinapuso ko ito.


Sabi ko marami akong problema sa buhay pero buti na lang medyo sinwerte sa trabaho. Need lang talaga magpursigi at may halong swerte. Kapag nahihirapan ka na sa buhay digital, try to think na di lahat ng malaki kumita ay dumaan sa patag na daan. Matira matibay sa industryang ito. Be kind and work hard.
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2024.02.08 01:41 jumbledthoughts_exe hindi mo na nga dapat ipinagsabi, ipinagmamalaki mo pa.

hindi mo na nga dapat ipinagsabi, ipinagmamalaki mo pa.
kadiri lang talaga yung mga gantong posts eh, akala ata nila nakakainspire at kilig yung "love story" nila hahaha like wtf ang daming kinikilig sa comments šŸ¤®
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