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2024.05.21 18:58 Slipknot211 My ex is saying I was controlling and manipulative and I can't even ask her about it

So for context me and her dated for around 2 months. She broke up with me when I was in hospital and I alsmot died but she wasant really messaging me and I asked her why and ute because she was confused If she could feel romantic attraction, I was overwhelmed amd hurt by this and said she led me on. Then she broke up with me and took great offence to it. I said that to her because she said she'd been questioning it since before I went to hopsital , so over a week at least . I felt really bad for saying that and I was just extremely overhwomed and upset and I just said it. I apologised a lot and was really upset by the break up
Now I'm out of hospital and since we're both in college and we finish on the same day twice a week, my dad nomally picked me up so when we were dating and before , since we were friends , I'd offer her a lift too. When I got out of hospital she stoll wanted to be friends , she ignored My texts and we didn't spend time with each other anymore but srill sat next to each other in class . I stupidly still let her come with me , however time went on and I felt like she was using me and so I made a stupid excuse and she kinda caught on . Then she asked me about it and wanted to know why, so I kind of explained myself and she kinda implied I still have feelings for her and that why would she sit next to me and still ask for a lift if she didn't wanna be friends . When she was ignoring me I kinda took jt as that she didn't wanna be friends and I wasant taking the hint so I finally just left it . And then I kinda told her that and she said that she wanted distance, but she never even said that to me, and I said I would've understood and how she was still bitter about the break up. Anyway I just didn't wanna be friends anymore so I said that like how what I felt for her was real and I still care about her and if she needs anything I'm always here and all she said was "ok". Then I found out that she unfollowed me on insta (got insta deleted ) and on Facebook. She also moved away from me in class
Now this situation is messy as my friend is fruends with thus other person who's friends with another person and she was saying that my ex was saying that I was controlling and manipulative. I'm so hurt by this because I adored her i really did , and I would never do that to anyone Ever and jusy everything fell apart after hospital..she's also talking about me to other people and she's making me look bad and I can't even ask her why she's saying thag I'm so upset. My friends reckon she's hurt I didn't wanna be friends (because she ignored me loads without giving me a proper reason and only after she did, and I felt kinda used tbh) and thag she's victimising herself but I don't know . I'm just upset

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2024.05.21 18:57 spinal__tarp J.Jill: Up to an extra 70% off sale styles

Discount shows up in cart. I was able to stack the $10 off promo code for signing up for text messages. There is also a $20 off $80 code with email sign up.

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2024.05.21 18:56 seekatinyisland I had a chat with a hiring manager today

It was for a Sales Manager position. Actually, it was supposed to be last week, but he didn't call so I messaged him on LinkedIn and he said he had an emergency. So we rescheduled for this morning at 9 AM. And then that got pushed back to 10 AM. And then at 10:03 he texted me that he was in a meeting that was running late.
Anyway, the job starts at $15 an hour with the "potential to turn salaried" and 1% commission on sales. I asked about benefits. He said that he's never known anyone to get health coverage without being with the company for 5 to 6 years, but it's something they can look into. Oh, and they don't have a retirement plan. But it might be something they'll explore in the future.

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2024.05.21 18:54 seekatinyisland I had a chat with a hiring manager today

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2024.05.21 18:51 Lili_thepink how to get over splitting on my bf?

So last night my bf made a comment saying how he “has” to spend money on me. I got really upset about this as I am really uncomfortable receiving things from anyone and i feel awful when he buys me things, despite me buying him a lot of things myself (gift giving is a big love language of mine).
I felt like he was insinuating that I was using him to get me gifts etc, when that could not be more wrong. I ended up splitting on him and couldnt speak to him for several hours last night. (I let him know that i was upset and wanted some space during this). Eventually it got to the point where I felt comfortable talking to him, and explained what had happened in my head, and he explained that he did not mean to say it and doesnt know why he did, and apologised. I understood that people make mistakes and we got over it together.
Then this morning, I saw an ad for a cute bikini and I sent a screenshot to him and said “This is so cute, what am I gonna do, not buy it?”, with the intention of buying it myself right afterwards. He then messages saying “you would look really cute in that. ill pay half if you want it”. For some reason this upset me, I think it was because it reminded me of our conversation last night about how he “has” to buy me things. I felt like he was only offering because he still felt like he “had to” and not because he wanted to. I responded to him “no”, and he replies “Too soon?”. This was the final nail in the coffin for me as it seemed to me like he was trying to make a joke about the situation I was genuinely upset about. I split again, harder this time.
I have left him on delivered for four hours since, and I am already sick of myself, and want to be able to snap out of it so I can continue texting him as normal. But I just cannot seem to shake it off. Usually after a couple of hours the huge wave of emotions and irrational thinking passes and I can at least attempt to have a conversation about whats happening. But currently i still feel super upset and disgusted by him (due to black and white thinking). It feels like im in two minds, part of me loves him very much and wants to reach out, but the other side of me loathes him and wants nothing to do with him right now.
I would love to hear any ways that you guys have found to help a split pass faster.
tldr: me and bf had a disagreement about something he said (but didnt mean) that i took badly. i split on him and am looking for ways to make the split pass faster so things can get back to normal

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2024.05.21 18:51 Physical-Bus6025 Is this a legit text message?

I called and spoke to a representative in Wakefield’s Eastern Division. He mentioned that he needed $1 to run my credit history, but I’ve read on forums like Reddit that this could be a tactic to obtain your full Social Security number.
Is there another way to check if I owe a debt? I can't think of any missed payments or outstanding debts.

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2024.05.21 18:50 nikatname אבא שלי_במ

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2024.05.21 18:48 Front_Ordinary7516 Failed to load the display the audio player in the chatscreen of the chat app

Hi all, I am writing a chat app which can play audio file in the chatscreen of the app. After updating to Expo SDK 51, the app cannot load the chatscreen with audio message (but it used to work fine when I was using Expo SDK 48). The following are the error showed in the log when I opened the chatscreen with audio message:
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ERROR TypeError: Cannot read property 'Track' of undefined
This error is located at:
in AudioPlayerViewTest (created by Bubble)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by Bubble)
in TouchableWithoutFeedback (created by Bubble)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by Bubble)
in Bubble (created by ItemWithSeparator)
in ItemWithSeparator (created by CellRenderer)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by CellRenderer)
in VirtualizedListCellContextProvider (created by CellRenderer)
in CellRenderer (created by VirtualizedList)
in RCTScrollContentView (created by ScrollView)
in RCTScrollView (created by ScrollView)
in ScrollView (created by ScrollView)
in ScrollView (created by VirtualizedList)
in VirtualizedListContextProvider (created by VirtualizedList)
in VirtualizedList (created by VirtualizedSectionList)
in VirtualizedSectionList (created by SectionList)
in SectionList (created by ChatScreen)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by ChatScreen)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by PageContainer)
in PageContainer (created by ChatScreen)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by ImageBackground)
in ImageBackground (created by ChatScreen)
in RNCSafeAreaView
in Unknown (created by ChatScreen)
in ChatScreen (created by SceneView)
in StaticContainer
in EnsureSingleNavigator (created by SceneView)
in SceneView (created by SceneView)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by DebugContainer)
in DebugContainer (created by MaybeNestedStack)
in MaybeNestedStack (created by SceneView)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by SceneView)
in RNSScreen (created by Animated(Anonymous))
in Animated(Anonymous) (created by InnerScreen)
in Suspender (created by Freeze)
in Suspense (created by Freeze)
in Freeze (created by DelayedFreeze)
in DelayedFreeze (created by InnerScreen)
in InnerScreen (created by Screen)
in Screen (created by SceneView)
in SceneView (created by NativeStackViewInner)
in Suspender (created by Freeze)
in Suspense (created by Freeze)
in Freeze (created by DelayedFreeze)
in DelayedFreeze (created by ScreenStack)
in RNSScreenStack (created by ScreenStack)
in ScreenStack (created by NativeStackViewInner)
in NativeStackViewInner (created by NativeStackView)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by SafeAreaProviderCompat)
in SafeAreaProviderCompat (created by NativeStackView)
in NativeStackView (created by NativeStackNavigator)
in PreventRemoveProvider (created by NavigationContent)
in NavigationContent
in Unknown (created by NativeStackNavigator)
in NativeStackNavigator (created by StackNavigator)
in StackNavigator (created by MainNavigator)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by KeyboardAvoidingView)
in KeyboardAvoidingView (created by MainNavigator)
in MainNavigator (created by AppNavigator)
in EnsureSingleNavigator
in BaseNavigationContainer
in ThemeProvider
in NavigationContainerInner (created by AppNavigator)
in AppNavigator (created by App)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by MenuProvider)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by MenuProvider)
in MenuProvider (created by App)
in RNCSafeAreaProvider (created by SafeAreaProvider)
in SafeAreaProvider (created by App)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by GestureHandlerRootView)
in GestureHandlerRootView (created by App)
in Provider (created by App)
in App (created by withDevTools(App))
in withDevTools(App)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by AppContainer)
in RCTView (created by View)
in View (created by AppContainer)
in AppContainer
in main(RootComponent), js engine: hermes
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My code for the audio player is as follows:

import React, { useState, useRef } from "react"; import { HStack, Icon, Slider, Text, Button, NativeBaseProvider, } from "native-base"; import { MaterialIcons } from "@expo/vector-icons"; import { Audio } from "expo-av"; function msToTime(millisec) { var seconds = (millisec / 1000).toFixed(0); var minutes = Math.floor(seconds / 60); var hours = ""; if (minutes > 59) { hours = Math.floor(minutes / 60); hours = hours >= 10 ? hours : "0" + hours; minutes = minutes - hours * 60; minutes = minutes >= 10 ? minutes : "0" + minutes; } seconds = Math.floor(seconds % 60); seconds = seconds >= 10 ? seconds : "0" + seconds; if (hours != "") { return hours + ":" + minutes + ":" + seconds; } return minutes + ":" + seconds; } export const AudioPlayerViewTest = (props) => { const { audioUrl, } = props; const [isPlaying, setIsPlaying] = useState(false); const [active, setActive] = useState(false); const [loaded, setLoaded] = useState(false); const [loading, setLoading] = useState(false); const sound = useRef(new Audio.Sound()); const [currentDuration, setCurrentDuration] = useState(0); const [totalDuration, setTotalDuration] = useState(0); React.useEffect(() => { loadAudio(); }, []); async function loadAudio() { setLoaded(false); setLoading(true); const checkLoading = await sound.current.getStatusAsync(); if (checkLoading.isLoaded === false) { try { const result = await sound.current.loadAsync({ uri: audioUrl }); if (result.isLoaded === false) { setLoading(false); console.log("Error in Loading Audio"); } else { setLoading(false); setLoaded(true); } } catch (error) { console.log(error); setLoading(false); } } else { setLoading(false); } } async function playAudio() { try { loadAudio(); const result = await sound.current.getStatusAsync(); console.log(result); if (result.isLoaded) { console.log("Play Audio"); await sound.current.playAsync(); // setPlayable(true); setIsPlaying(true); setActive(true); } sound.current.setOnPlaybackStatusUpdate((playbackStatus) => { if (playbackStatus.isPlaying) { setCurrentDuration(playbackStatus.positionMillis); setTotalDuration(playbackStatus.durationMillis); } if (playbackStatus.didJustFinish) { setIsPlaying(false); setActive(false); setCurrentDuration(0); sound.current.unloadAsync(); loadAudio(); } }); } catch (error) { console.log("Cannot Play Audio"); } } async function pauseAudio() { try { const result = await sound.current.getStatusAsync(); if (result.isLoaded) { if (result.isPlaying === true) { console.log("Pause Audio"); sound.current.pauseAsync(); setIsPlaying(false); setActive(false); } } } catch (error) { console.log("Cannot Pause Audio"); } } return (           {msToTime(currentDuration)} / {msToTime(totalDuration)}    ); };

Also, anyone has ideas on how I can modify the function playAudio( ) as I feel strange that the loadAudio has to appear twice (The purpose of that is to make the playback to go back to time =0 after direct finished playing).
Thanks in advance!

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2024.05.21 18:48 Small_Assistant3584 And the slander has begun…

It’s been about two weeks out since I left an 8 year old relationship. I don’t know if background is important, but the TL:DR situation is that he cheated and I made the decision to end the relationship.
The longer version is, and it’s hard to even say this, he was emotionally abusive, and his behaviour, anger, and consistent substance abuse was reaching a boiling point, and I wanted out before he snapped (he warned me many times of the possibility of this happening but I don’t know what this entailed).
I wanted to appeal to the ‘nice fiancé’ I sometimes saw, had hoped that I was wrong about his behaviour and attitude and that we could be somewhat mature about this breakup. I’m in my thirties, he’s in his forties. We’re both adults.
He’s turned this into another circus, and besides messaging me consistently trying to get a rise out of me, he’s begun attacking my character. He’s telling people that I am a liar.
The first he texted me it, and I told him - “I will not engage with this conversation or be characterised as a liar by you”. He started acting nice to me, being sweet as can be. I have largely ignored him.
He’s now taken to publicly calling me a liar. I never once commented publicly, or even talked about him (outside of here where I feel safe). People I’ve told have been advised we broke up because of the long distance, not the real answer of ‘he was abusive and a cheater’. I’ve protected his character throughout our relationship and even this breakup. So yeah, maybe I am a liar - but it’s not about this.
It’s frustrating because - I have the receipts. I have the evidence. I could sink to that level if I wanted to. But I won’t - what’s the point? Why should I care what he thinks of me?
I’ve wracked my brain trying to figure out if maybe I have been a liar. I know I placated him to avoid his foul fucking moods and screaming. But I wasn’t the one who cheated and lied. And lied and lied and lied. That was him.
Honestly, I know it’s best to ignore but I also feel like, how dare you? I was hoping I was wrong about him and his abuse but the more time passes the more I see how emotionally immature he is.
I know this is common, and I never wanted to have to shut down contact completely. I hoped we could even stupidly be friends- we just weren’t right for each other. His behaviour, however. I don’t know. Just needed to vent.

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2024.05.21 18:48 040502702142621 A small proof of concept to stop cigarette smoke from your neighbours

If you stay in an apartment and your neighbour smokes, some of that cigarette smoke may find its way into your house. This is not ideal. To fight this problem, I propose an automatic window closing system triggered by cigarette smoke. In particular, it is triggered by a spike in particulate matter concentration. This works because cigarette smoke is known to contain a large amount of particulate matter and volatile organic compounds. (See: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6352107/#:~:text=They%20found%20that%20the%20most,µm%20sized%20particles%20%5B57%5D.))

Demonstration

https://reddit.com/link/1cxciva/video/vdscdqdr6t1d1/player
You can see the Arduino, sensor, and motor driver hanging haphazardly on the left side of the video.

Does it really work?

Yes somewhat. Currently, if you smell cigarette smoke in your apartment, it would be too late to close your windows. If you close your windows, the cigarette smoke would be trapped in the house with you. If you don't, the cigarette smoke gets stronger and stronger. With this new set-up, the window completely closes within 30-45 seconds of the start of the event. This protects your apartment from the bulk of the wave that follows.
https://preview.redd.it/2eth9bws6t1d1.png?width=1686&format=png&auto=webp&s=20ab7175f461a1704ae7fc8045586fbe8b4d483a
The 30-45 seconds is not a hard limit. It's due to:

Poor sensor placement due to the a limit on how long the data cables could be
Insufficiently sensitive algorithm to differentiate between noise and an actual smoke event
Unoptimal speed of actuator (running at 60-70% of maximum currently) to close the windows due to an inefficient motor driver. With the entire setup optimised, the response time should be as short as 12-15 seconds (from start of event to complete window closure). Nonetheless, at the moment, the proof of concept demonstrates that it should work.

The rest of this post would be dedicated to a technical description.

High Level idea

https://preview.redd.it/hnlos2cu6t1d1.png?width=1630&format=png&auto=webp&s=cd1e14cfbf5575d9d5dd2aeb433018dee83f3f91

The particulate sensor continuously monitors particulate concentrations and feeds it to a microcontroller.
The microcontroller receives the data and uses an algorithm to determine when there is a spike. When a spike is detected, the microcontroller sends a signal to the motor driver.
The motor driver selects the speed and the direction of the motor in the actuator.
The actuator closes the window.

Low level implementation

An overview of the physical setup is as follows:
https://preview.redd.it/kj5e6k1w6t1d1.png?width=2184&format=png&auto=webp&s=8b084d8efad34b799d569229f0a39bc4513e670c

Particulate Sensor

The particulate sensor is an Adafruit PMSA0003I sensor, mounted on an Adafruit breakout board, that detects particulate matter using an in-built laser. The particles are measured according to binned particulate sizes. For our case, we considered the smallest bin (0.3-1.0μm) because we observed the biggest spike in this interval. The sensor was programmed to take readings every 3 seconds. This is acceptable because the single-response time for the sensor is ≤1 second and it is not too unreasonably slow to detect spikes in readings. These readings were then sent to an Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 Microcontroller.
We remark that the particulate sensor requires 5V to be powered. For power and data communications, we connected the breakout board to an Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 via a Stemma QT cable (see: https://www.mouser.sg/ProductDetail/Adafruit/4209?qs=PzGy0jfpSMvCXPIwCvMoFg%3D%3D). The connection details are detailed here https://learn.adafruit.com/pmsa003i/arduino.

Microcontroller

The Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 microcontroller receives sensor data and translates that to signal data. If we take a look at the incoming data, it is extremely noisy. To smooth out the noise, we applied a Kalman filter. See https://www.cs.unc.edu/~welch/media/pdf/kalman_intro.pdf for more details. Within a short interval, we expect the sensor data to be roughly constant. The Kalman filter was designed under this assumption. Upon applying the Kalman filter, we shall take it as the 'ground truth'.
When we observed the data over time, we observe sharp spikes. These spikes correspond to two different pollution sources: incense and cigarette smoke. Incense burns slowly over time so the spike lasts for a few hours. On the other hand, cigarette smoke is characterised by a sharp spike of about 10-15 minutes in duration.
Regardless of the source, we want to close the window whenever a spike is detected. To do this, a lagging baseline is taken. We define the baseline at a point in time as the median value of the 'ground truth' values in a five minute window. This corresponds to data that is 5-10 minutes old. If at any moment the positive difference between the 'ground truth' and the baseline is larger than the 98.5th percentile of the distribution, we trigger the actuator. The trigger works by sending a LOW/HIGH signal to the Motor Driver.
Why 98.5th percentile? It just seems to work. Choosing a smaller percentile like 97th percentile leads to more false positive window closures (maybe not a bad thing) whereas choosing a larger percentile leads to much slower response times.

Actuator and Motor Driver

The inexpensive L298N bridge serves as a motor driver. The bridge helps us to control the speed (but it is not important here since we just want it go to at maximum speed) and the direction. The direction is controlled by a LOW/HIGH signal from the Arduino. To swap the direction, we simply flip the signals and send a HIGH/LOW signal instead.
The Hakiwo 12V Linear Actuator was purchased off Aliexpress and has a power rating of 20W and a rated speed speed of 100mm/s. This sounds pretty good on paper as the sliding window would close in 7 seconds. However, in practice, the speed when:

directly connecting the actuator to a 12V DC Power Supply is about ±85-90mm/s.
connected to a 12V DC Power Supply via the L298N bridge is about ±58mm/s. The significant difference in speed could be attributed to the voltage drop incurred by the L298N bridge. It was stated that when 12V is supplied to L298N bridge, only 10V actually reaches the motor. Hence, the massive heatsink to dissipate the heat. See https://howtomechatronics.com/tutorials/arduino/arduino-dc-motor-control-tutorial-l298n-pwm-h-bridge/.

Logging

We want to log the data and be able to have convenient access to the data. To do so, we connected the Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 to AWS IoT Core service. Subsequently, we routed messages sent from AWS IoT Core to AWS Timestream which is basically a database. To visualise the data, we sent it to AWS-managed Grafana.
See https://docs.arduino.cc/tutorials/opta/getting-started-with-aws-iot-core/ on how to set it up.

Algorithm Design

After logging the data into AWS Timestream, we would like to load the data on my personal computer to design the algorithm. We unloaded it to AWS S3 and downloaded the archive file. We used Julia on an .ipynb instance. Julia because it's faster than Python. Upon designing and verifying the algorithm on past data, it is then translated into C++ for uploading to the Arduino.
Algorithm Subplots Check The plot generated above is used for us to visually inspect the effectiveness of the algorithm. Visually, the spikes are all protected (actuators are activated throughout the duration of a cigarette smoke event). Although it's not that effective with the incense pollution but that's not a problem for us at the moment.

To take note

The Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 Wifi chip is really weak. My empirical observations was if the Wifi signal is less than -60dBm, you would not be able to reliably connect to your router.
When the Ardunio is powered by a USB connection and the Adafruit PMSA0003I particulate sensor is powered from the Arduino, there would not be enough power to boot both the Arduino and the sensor when first connected to the power supply. To fix this, the 5V wire of the stemma qt cable is disconnected when the Arduino is powered. Once the CHRG light on the Arduino has stopped blinking, we reconnect the wire.
If the Arduino and sensor are powered separately, it does not work either. I don't know why.

Total Cost

SGD65 - Sensor (Mouser)
SGD50 - Arduino (Mouser)
SGD70 - Actuator (Aliexpress)
SGD2 - L298N bridge (Shopee)
SGD10 - Mounting tapes (Hardware shops)
SGD1/mth - AWS

Future improvements

Lower Cost - The current cost is about SGD200. However it can be reduced further by switching to ESP32s. If there is sufficient demand for mass production, unit prices for the electronics would be 5-20% lower and custom PCBs would allow us to avoid the premium associated with breakout boards.
Better Motor Driver - The current L298N bridge is too inefficient and too bulky. It retards the actuator too much. Additionally, if the actuator were to upgraded to a higher speed actuator which requires 5A of current, the L298N would be unsuitable.
Better spike trigger algorithm - The current algorithm still takes about 10-30 seconds from start of smoking to full window closure. If the algorithm is too sensitive, then it is prone to triggering sometimes by noise. If the algorithm is too insensitive, then too much cigarette smoke would enter the apartment before getting triggered.
Cheaper microcontroller - The Arduino MKR Wifi 1010 microcontroller is fairly expensive at about 39 USD. Since ESP32s are inexpensive and they have an efficient protocol (ESP-NOW) for communication between ESP32s, we can assign each device a microcontroller -- one for the sensor, one for each actuator, and one for control. We would no longer be limited by the length of the data cables. We would then be able to have more optimal placement of the sensors and the actuators.
Faster actuator - If we need to get more mileage out of this entire setup, a faster actuator that goes at 150mm/s can be considered.

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2024.05.21 18:47 Ok-Promotion-6703 I was bored and went to a dark web chat but that was a life changing

I never thought much about the dark web. To me, it was just a spooky corner of the internet, filled with urban legends and exaggerated tales. But last month, my curiosity got the better of me, and I decided to explore.
I had always been tech-savvy, so accessing the dark web was easier than I expected. I found forums, marketplaces, and bizarre sites that looked like something straight out of a horror movie. But one night, I stumbled upon something that still haunts me: a chat room called "The Abyss."
The description was cryptic: "Talk with those who truly see." Intrigued and a bit naive, I clicked the link and entered the chat. The interface was basic, just a black screen with a list of usernames on the side and a chat window in the center.
The usernames were strange—EbonShade, SoulSeeker, _WhisperingVoid_—and they immediately started messaging me.
EbonShade: Welcome, new traveler. What do you seek?
SoulSeeker: Knowledge? Power? Or perhaps, something darker?
I hesitated before typing, "Just curious. What is this place?"
WhisperingVoid: This is a place where truths are revealed. But beware, not all truths are meant to be known.
I felt a mix of excitement and unease. Before I could respond, a new message appeared.
EbonShade: Would you like to see something truly enlightening?
My heart raced as I typed, "Yes."
A link appeared in the chat, ominously labeled "Enter the Abyss." Against my better judgment, I clicked it. My screen went black, then filled with a montage of disturbing images: old, decaying buildings, people performing strange rituals, faces twisted in terror. It was overwhelming, like a nightmare unfolding before my eyes.
When the images stopped, I found myself back in the chat room, but it was different. The usernames had changed to real names—David, Claire, Michael—and my webcam had turned on, displaying my own horrified face in the corner of the screen. Panic set in as I realized I couldn't close the window or turn off my computer.
David: Now you see. There's no turning back.
I frantically tried to unplug my computer, but the screen remained on, showing my terrified expression and the cold, emotionless faces of the others in the chat.
Claire: We know where you are.
My heart felt like it was going to explode. I grabbed my phone to call for help, but it wouldn't turn on. Suddenly, my screen flickered, and a new video feed appeared—my own apartment, seen from a perspective I didn't recognize. It was as if someone was inside, watching me.
Michael: You invited us in. Now we are everywhere.
In a frenzy, I ran to my front door and threw it open, only to be met with the empty hallway of my apartment building. No one was there. I checked every room, every closet, but I was alone.
When I returned to my computer, the chat room was gone. My screen was back to my desktop, as if nothing had happened. But I knew better. My phone buzzed, and I saw a notification for a new email from an unknown sender.
Subject: Welcome to the Abyss
Body: We are always watching.
I haven't been the same since that night. I moved to a new city, changed my name, even got a new job, but the feeling of being watched never leaves me. Sometimes, I'll catch a glimpse of a shadow in the corner of my eye, or hear a whisper when I'm alone.
One night, about a week after I moved, I woke up to the sound of my computer booting up. I had left it off, but there it was, the screen glowing in the darkness. The chat room was back, but now, the names were different: John, Emily, _Sarah_—all people I had known in my life, all who had passed away.
John: Why did you leave us?
Emily: You can never escape.
Sarah: We are part of you now.
I unplugged the computer, but the screen stayed on, showing their faces, twisted in agony and anger. I screamed and threw the computer out of my window, watching it shatter on the pavement below. The screen finally went dark, but the terror remained.
I replaced my computer, thinking it would end the nightmare. But then, the texts started. Unknown numbers, always the same message: "We are watching."
I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I see them everywhere now, in reflections, in crowds, in my dreams. If you ever find a chat room on the dark web called "The Abyss," don't enter it. Some doors, once opened, can never be closed.
One evening, as I was walking home from work, I felt someone watching me. I turned around, but no one was there. Quickening my pace, I hurried to my apartment. When I entered, my phone buzzed. Another unknown number.
Text: We are here.
The lights flickered, and the temperature dropped. My breath came out in visible puffs. I grabbed a knife from the kitchen, my hands trembling. As I backed into the living room, the shadows seemed to move, coalesce, forming shapes that were almost human.
I don't know if it was a hallucination or something worse, but I heard their voices, whispering my name, promising I would never be alone again. I dropped the knife and ran to my bedroom, locking the door behind me. The whispers grew louder, more insistent.
Desperation set in. I decided to document my experience, to warn others. I started typing out this story, but the words are running out. The whispers are too loud now. I can't think. They're here, with me, in the room.
If you ever find this post, heed my warning. Do not go looking for "The Abyss." It will find you, and once it does, there is no escape.

submitted by Ok-Promotion-6703 to nosleep [link] [comments]

2024.05.21 18:47 appastoebeans Trouble Moving On

So, I had a really emotionally abusive roommate who I had to leave in the very end of April. For reasons I won't get into here, I had to go into emergency housing because of her and completely uproot my entire side of the room at the end of the semester.
She would take her anger out on me frequently, even if I wasn't the cause of her anger. If something made her mad, she would yell at me and make the atmosphere of the room really uncomfortable. She would also say really nasty things to me if I did something she didn't like, too. For example, I unfollowed an old mutual friend of ours because they weren't treating me well and told her for transparency. She got quiet and then said "I get it, but you're really fucking stupid" and then later told me that I caused her to shut down because I "tore apart the only friends she has and she really needs support." Then after acting out like that, she would lovebomb me and tell me how she's so grateful for me, she's such a terrible friend and yet I've stuck beside her, she loves me, I'm the best friend she's ever had, stuff like that. She would also randomly buy things for me, even when I asked her not to. She wouldn't allow me to do things on my own or with other people, like dinner or other plans. The only thing she wouldn't get mad at me for going to were my classes. Her possessiveness was really bad, especially when I was with my boyfriend. She would yell at him and say "Back off! appastoebeans is MINE!! She's MY girlfriend!" I also had to file a Title IX against her, too. So, you can see why I had to leave.
Before I left, I had blocked her on absolutely everything so that she couldn't message me because she could be pretty caustic and guilt trippy over text. I was afraid of the things she would say to me and I was afraid that I'd fall for whatever she would say, so I blocked. I spent the night before I moved out somewhere else and then went to my old room to quickly move out while she was in class. Since I had her blocked, she wrote me a letter. At first, it didn't bother me but now, her words are kind of seeping in. I threw out the letter the day I moved out but I still remember a lot of what was written. She said stuff like "I don't know why you blocked me on everything because I have done nothing wrong. I'm really hurt and confused right now. Did you ever care about me at all? Was I that easy to throw away? Did almost 2 years of friendship mean anything to you at all? I don't think I can accept any kind of apology from you. Let's just be civil to each other since finals are near." I can't help but feel terribly guilty now. Especially because she thought I was coming back and apologizing. She also had a major meltdown upon seeing I moved out, publicly posted about her anger towards me online, and then tried to ask people to tell her where I was staying.
Her words just keep repeating themselves in my head and I keep feeling like a terrible person. I also keep having thoughts like, "I threw her away. I threw 2 years of friendship away. She was so confused. I hurt her. I made her panic. I ruined the friendship, not her. It all falls on me." It's just hard. It's really, really hard. If you read all of this, thank you.

submitted by appastoebeans to emotionalabuse [link] [comments]

2024.05.21 18:45 TheQuietMoments Vigilant Customers

If you are a DoorDash customer, please make sure to be a vigilant customer. It saves us from wasting our time and it also helps ensure that your food is not stolen.
Was making a delivery to an apartment complex that had a front gate that was locked. There were no instructions on how to get inside and they even left the unit number blank. I set the 5 min timer upon arrival and called multiple times in addition to sending a couple of text messages but no responses. Eventually left it outside the gate after the 5 mins was up. The customer called back a few mins later and was upset that it was left outside the gate where anyone who walks by could steal it to which I explained to her that I tried contacting her multiple times and each attempt was ignored and the 5 min timer also ran out to which DoorDash instructs us to take a picture and leave it there. She made an excuse that she was taking a nap and didn’t hear the phone, however that is not my problem. After the 5 min timer is up, it is out of my hand. And whatever happens to the food after that is out of my hands as well.
If you are a customer and you make a delivery through DoorDash, please make sure to keep your phone next to you at all times and be watchful/vigilant in case your dasher is having issues with the delivery and tries to contact you. Or else you unfortunately might end up in a situation like that one lady and possibly have your food stolen by a random passerby. I always keep my phone on silent but when I order through DoorDash every blue moon, I turn the ringer and text message volume up and have my phone right next to me ready to respond to any calls or text messages from my dasher. Works every time.

submitted by TheQuietMoments to doordash [link] [comments]

2024.05.21 18:45 WolfWatchman render thread crash-please help

---- Minecraft Crash Report ----
// Don't be sad, have a hug! <3
Time: 2024-05-21 11:29:11
Description: Initializing game
java.lang.RuntimeException: null

at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:58) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {} Suppressed: java.lang.IllegalStateException: missing pattern while creating multiblock advanced\_large\_chemical\_reactor at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.api.registry.registrate.MultiblockMachineBuilder.register(MultiblockMachineBuilder.java:352) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.api.registry.registrate.MultiblockMachineBuilder.register(MultiblockMachineBuilder.java:58) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.integration.kjs.GTRegistryInfo.registerFor(GTRegistryInfo.java:152) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.common.data.GTMachines.init(GTMachines.java:2203) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at com.gregtechceu.gtceu.common.CommonProxy.init(CommonProxy.java:120) \~\[gtceu-1.20.1-1.2.2.a.jar%23944!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$AsyncRun.run(CompletableFuture.java:1804) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.lambda$makeRunnable$2(DeferredWorkQueue.java:81) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.makeRunnable(DeferredWorkQueue.java:76) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.lambda$runTasks$0(DeferredWorkQueue.java:60) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.ConcurrentLinkedDeque.forEach(ConcurrentLinkedDeque.java:1650) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:60) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {}

A detailed walkthrough of the error, its code path and all known details is as follows:
-- Head --
Thread: Render thread
Suspected Mods: NONE
Stacktrace:

at net.minecraftforge.fml.DeferredWorkQueue.runTasks(DeferredWorkQueue.java:58) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.core.ParallelTransition.lambda$finalActivityGenerator$2(ParallelTransition.java:35) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$UniApply.tryFire(CompletableFuture.java:646) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.util.concurrent.CompletableFuture$Completion.run(CompletableFuture.java:482) \~\[?:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$SyncExecutor.driveOne(ModWorkManager.java:43) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModWorkManager$DrivenExecutor.drive(ModWorkManager.java:28) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.waitForTransition(ModLoader.java:224) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$dispatchAndHandleError$20(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.util.Optional.ifPresent(Optional.java:178) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.dispatchAndHandleError(ModLoader.java:210) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.lambda$gatherAndInitializeMods$13(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at java.lang.Iterable.forEach(Iterable.java:75) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.ModLoader.gatherAndInitializeMods(ModLoader.java:183) \~\[fmlcore-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar%231263!/:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$begin$1(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.lambda$createRunnableWithCatch$4(ClientModLoader.java:90) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraftforge.client.loading.ClientModLoader.begin(ClientModLoader.java:70) \~\[forge-1.20.1-47.2.20-universal.jar%231267!/:?\] {re:classloading,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.(Minecraft.java:459) \~\[client-1.20.1-20230612.114412-srg.jar%231262!/:?\] {re:mixin,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:accesstransformer:B,pl:mixin:APP:alexscaves.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:kubejs-common.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.hammerlib.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.dedicated\_reload\_executor.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:perf.blast\_search\_trees.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.concurrency.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-common.mixins.json:bugfix.world\_leaks.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:modernfix-forge.mixins.json:feature.measure\_time.MinecraftMixin\_Forge,pl:mixin:APP:botania\_xplat.mixins.json:client.MinecraftAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.oculus.json:MixinMinecraft\_PipelineManagement,pl:mixin:APP:cgm.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ae2.mixins.json:PickColorMixin,pl:mixin:APP:corgilib.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ding.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:PausedPartialTickAccessor,pl:mixin:APP:bookshelf.common.mixins.json:accessors.client.AccessorMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:carryon.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:konkrete.mixin.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:brewery-common.mixins.json:rope.PickMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.ipnext.json:MixinMinecraftClient,pl:mixin:APP:mixins.irons\_spellbooks.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.IMixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:fancymenu.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:dynamiclightsreforged.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:balm.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:fallingleaves.mixins.json:MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:light.ClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:mixins/common/nochatreports.mixins.json:client.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:railways-common.mixins.json:conductor\_possession.MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:architectury.mixins.json:MixinMinecraft,pl:mixin:APP:mixin.dynamic\_asset\_generator.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:configuration.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:iceberg.mixins.json:MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:quark.mixins.json:client.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:create.mixins.json:client.WindowResizeMixin,pl:mixin:APP:embeddium.mixins.json:core.MinecraftClientMixin,pl:mixin:APP:securitycraft.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:APP:ars\_nouveau.mixins.json:camera.MinecraftMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A}

-- Initialization --
Details:

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Client API DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation GDI32.dll:GDI Client DLL:10.0.19041.3996 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation GLU32.dll:OpenGL Utility Library DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation IMM32.DLL:Multi-User Windows IMM32 API Client DLL:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation IPHLPAPI.DLL:IP Helper API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation KERNEL32.DLL:Windows NT BASE API Client DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation KERNELBASE.dll:Windows NT BASE API Client DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation MSCTF.dll:MSCTF Server DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation MpOav.dll:IOfficeAntiVirus Module:4.18.24040.4 (aa69a05caa955e1cebcc4d2dd249082d41b510c2):Microsoft Corporation NLAapi.dll:Network Location Awareness 2:10.0.19041.4123 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation NSI.dll:NSI User-mode interface DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation NTASN1.dll:Microsoft ASN.1 API:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation OLEAUT32.dll:OLEAUT32.DLL:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation POWRPROF.dll:Power Profile Helper DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation PROPSYS.dll:Microsoft Property System:7.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation PSAPI.DLL:Process Status Helper:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation RPCRT4.dll:Remote Procedure Call Runtime:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation SHCORE.dll:SHCORE:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation SHELL32.dll:Windows Shell Common Dll:10.0.19041.4123 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation UMPDC.dll USER32.dll:Multi-User Windows USER API Client DLL:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation USERENV.dll:Userenv:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation 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(WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation awt.dll:OpenJDK Platform binary:17.0.8.0:Microsoft bcrypt.dll:Windows Cryptographic Primitives Library:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation bcryptPrimitives.dll:Windows Cryptographic Primitives Library:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation cfgmgr32.dll:Configuration Manager DLL:10.0.19041.3996 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation clbcatq.dll:COM+ Configuration Catalog:2001.12.10941.16384 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation combase.dll:Microsoft COM for Windows:10.0.19041.3636 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dbgcore.DLL:Windows Core Debugging Helpers:10.0.19041.4355 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dhcpcsvc.DLL:DHCP Client Service:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dhcpcsvc6.DLL:DHCPv6 Client:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft Corporation dinput8.dll:Microsoft DirectInput:10.0.19041.1 (WinBuild.160101.0800):Microsoft 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Stacktrace:

at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(Main.java:182) \~\[forge-47.2.20.jar:?\] {re:mixin,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A,re:classloading,pl:mixin:APP:flywheel.mixins.json:ClientMainMixin,pl:mixin:A,pl:runtimedistcleaner:A} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(NativeMethodAccessorImpl.java:77) \~\[?:?\] {} at jdk.internal.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.java:43) \~\[?:?\] {} at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Method.java:568) \~\[?:?\] {re:mixin} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.runTarget(CommonLaunchHandler.java:111) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonLaunchHandler.clientService(CommonLaunchHandler.java:99) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at net.minecraftforge.fml.loading.targets.CommonClientLaunchHandler.lambda$makeService$0(CommonClientLaunchHandler.java:25) \~\[fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.launch(LaunchServiceHandlerDecorator.java:30) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:53) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.LaunchServiceHandler.launch(LaunchServiceHandler.java:71) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.run(Launcher.java:108) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.Launcher.main(Launcher.java:78) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:26) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.modlauncher.BootstrapLaunchConsumer.accept(BootstrapLaunchConsumer.java:23) \~\[modlauncher-10.0.9.jar:?\] {} at cpw.mods.bootstraplauncher.BootstrapLauncher.main(BootstrapLauncher.java:141) \~\[bootstraplauncher-1.1.2.jar:?\] {}

-- System Details --
Details:

Minecraft Version: 1.20.1 Minecraft Version ID: 1.20.1 Operating System: Windows 10 (amd64) version 10.0 Java Version: 17.0.8, Microsoft Java VM Version: OpenJDK 64-Bit Server VM (mixed mode), Microsoft Memory: 1251608224 bytes (1193 MiB) / 2587885568 bytes (2468 MiB) up to 8422162432 bytes (8032 MiB) CPUs: 4 Processor Vendor: GenuineIntel Processor Name: Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-6600U CPU @ 2.60GHz Identifier: Intel64 Family 6 Model 78 Stepping 3 Microarchitecture: Skylake (Client) Frequency (GHz): 2.81 Number of physical packages: 1 Number of physical CPUs: 2 Number of logical CPUs: 4 Graphics card #0 name: Intel(R) HD Graphics 520 Graphics card #0 vendor: Intel Corporation (0x8086) Graphics card #0 VRAM (MB): 1024.00 Graphics card #0 deviceId: 0x1916 Graphics card #0 versionInfo: DriverVersion=23.20.16.4905 Memory slot #0 capacity (MB): 4096.00 Memory slot #0 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13 Memory slot #0 type: DDR4 Memory slot #1 capacity (MB): 16384.00 Memory slot #1 clockSpeed (GHz): 2.13 Memory slot #1 type: DDR4 Virtual memory max (MB): 23427.23 Virtual memory used (MB): 14603.94 Swap memory total (MB): 3072.00 Swap memory used (MB): 591.42 JVM Flags: 4 total; -XX:HeapDumpPath=MojangTricksIntelDriversForPerformance\_javaw.exe\_minecraft.exe.heapdump -Xss1M -Xmx8032m -Xms256m Loaded Shaderpack: ComplementaryUnbound\_r5.1.1.zip Profile: Custom (+15 options changed by user) Launched Version: forge-47.2.20 Backend library: LWJGL version 3.3.1 build 7 Backend API: Intel(R) HD Graphics 520 GL version 4.5.0 - Build 23.20.16.4905, Intel Window size:  GL Caps: Using framebuffer using OpenGL 3.2 GL debug messages: Using VBOs: Yes Is Modded: Definitely; Client brand changed to 'forge' Type: Client (map\_client.txt) CPU: 4x Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-6600U CPU @ 2.60GHz ModLauncher: 10.0.9+10.0.9+main.dcd20f30 ModLauncher launch target: forgeclient ModLauncher naming: srg ModLauncher services: mixin-0.8.5.jar mixin PLUGINSERVICE eventbus-6.0.5.jar eventbus PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar slf4jfixer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar object\_holder\_definalize PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar runtime\_enum\_extender PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar capability\_token\_subclass PLUGINSERVICE accesstransformers-8.0.4.jar accesstransformer PLUGINSERVICE fmlloader-1.20.1-47.2.20.jar runtimedistcleaner PLUGINSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar jcplugin TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar mixin TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE modlauncher-10.0.9.jar fml TRANSFORMATIONSERVICE FML Language Providers: minecraft@1.0 javafml@null kotlinforforge@4.10.0 lowcodefml@null kotori\_scala@3.3.1-build-0 Flywheel Backend: Uninitialized Crash Report UUID: 6ca7a5c2-6c10-4478-8866-87eb97ec3785 FML: 47.2 Forge: net.minecraftforge:47.2.20

submitted by WolfWatchman to MinecraftForge [link] [comments]

2024.05.21 18:45 oddy_smalls I (24f) just found out my boyfriend (28m) maybe cheated. His roommate and ex say he did. He says he didn’t. Who do I trust?

I’ve been with my boyfriend (28f) for almost eight months. He’s a little rough around the edges, and a habitual glitter snorter, but other than that, he’s been an absolute gem.
A week into dating, he’d told me he wasn’t talking to anyone else, and we decided to be exclusive. We’ve both been cheated on in the past, and agree that cheating is the most damaging thing you can do in a relationship.
I’ve spent our whole relationship trusting my boyfriend. Sure, he’s tattooed and rides a Harley, but every girl I’ve met while out and about (with or without him) has said he’s mentioned me and how beautiful I am. His Harley ride night mom has even taken his phone while they’re out and he’s called me just to tell me that he’s telling waitresses about me, and when he’s gone to visit her at girl nights cuz she’s forgotten something, upon being forced to do a tarot reading about his future, he only wanted to put me in the running as a future wife. With all this in mind, I felt extremely secure.
My boyfriend got a job up north, and when he was away, he would call me every day and say good morning too. When he was back in town, he would spend every day with me. His roommate (31m) would take care of me while my boyfriend was away. They’ve known each other for over ten years and my boyfriend trusts that I only have eyes for him and vice versa.
This roommate, however, was going after my boyfriend’s ex (23f) for a while, even after my boyfriend made it clear he was uncomfortable about this cuz his ex is “unstable.”
This ex messaged me and is now claiming that three or so months ago, right when my boyfriend officially asked me to be his girlfriend his first rotation back from up north, the two of them slept together. There’s no actual proof, via screenshots of texts or calls, as my boyfriend blocked her. However, his roommate (who is friends with this ex) is backing all of it up and saying it’s true and that my boyfriend cheated on me.
When I first heard this, I confronted my boyfriend, and he told me it never happened. I feel like I’m going crazy, as I’ve spent eight months trusting my boyfriend AND his roommate so completely. But the more I look at it, the harder it is to figure out who to trust.
My boyfriend denies the cheating, and he has been so consistent and faithful to me since the day I met him.
His roommate says it happened but all of his information comes from the ex. The day he claims my boyfriend cheated is weird too because it means he would have only really had a couple hour period to go do it, and I don’t remember anything being off that day. As well, the roommate says my boyfriend fessed to it but at the time they were snorting glitter and he doesn’t remember any exact details, so how reliable is that? On top of things, the roommate invited the ex over to their apartment while my boyfriend was up north, went into my boyfriends bedroom, snorted $200 of my boyfriends glitter, and offered to let the ex sleep in my boyfriends bed, which is extremely disrespectful to me and my boyfriend.
I don’t know who to believe. It doesn’t help that my best friend has pointed out the roommate might be into me, so that’s an extra layer of ulterior motive.
The final plot thickener is that the ex is with a new man. I don’t know much about him, but when she reached out to me about the cheating, she admitted to cheating on her boyfriend with mine. I could always message this new man, and if he confirms it, then that would make this undoubtably real? But does reaching out to my boyfriend’s ex’s new boyfriend about cheating make me look crazy?
In my experience, it’s best to trust the woman, especially if she’s incriminating herself as a cheater by telling me my boyfriend cheated, however my boyfriend has never done anything to show he’d do something like this. He’s been so faithful and wonderful. He would have practically had to be superman to make the cheating happen since he was with me almost the entire week he supposedly went and slept with her. His roommate’s confirmation of the cheating is glitter snorting riddled and entirely based on heresay from the bereaved ex.
What do I do? Who would you believe?

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2024.05.21 18:43 Veteran007990 AITA for not giving money

Myself (35f)& my husband (39m) have been married for 5 years. He has a daughter 21 and I have two kids 11 & 16. Last summer my SD called us to tell us she was pregnant. We decided to try and rekindle any relationship we could during her pregnancy. She was coming a few times a week to stay for a couple of days etc. at the time she was living in a camper no running water no electricity over run with bugs. We talked her into switching between our house and her grandmothers the last few months of pregnancy and after the baby was born. My husband and I supplied the grandmothers home with everything she needed for herself and the baby as well as furnished our own home for her and the baby so there was no having to pack her up and come etc. …..Baby was born. We all were excited, her not so much? 2 days old she was being carted from place to place until after 2 am every day until she was 8 days old. That’s the first day she was left with us without her mom. First day she was even at our home.. a week later we got a phone call cps had been called for abuse and neglect. She wasn’t feeding bathing or really anything properly. SD and her boyfriend (not the baby’s father) were really too worried about where they were going to find their next high than taking care of her. At 13 days old I was called by SD asking me to come get the baby. The blood curdling screams on the other end of the phone were horrific. I raced 30 minutes to her to bring the baby home with me. We had been with them earlier that day and I kid you not, when I took the baby from the seat, she was wearing the same diaper I had put on her at 10 am that morning, it was now 1045 that night. The diaper was so full it pulled her little tights right off when I picked her up. The diaper rash was insane. SD didn’t go to the WIC appointment. She doesn’t work, her boyfriend (not the baby’s dad) doesn’t work either. Instead of asking us hey can you get us formula and diapers etc they dumped the baby off on us for the next three weeks. They called us the day before her pediatrician appointment wanting to borrow money to come get her so they could take her to the doctor. At that point it was the only phone call we had gotten, not even a text message was sent asking about this baby. We aren’t well off but we survive and can make ends meet and help out, but when you are sitting at home getting high while letting someone else fork out the money to feed and clothe your child, I cannot fathom giving you money. So we offered to come get her and take her to the doctor with the baby and back home. Since that day we have been ignored, when we do get a response it’s hateful. We now haven’t seen SD or the grandbaby in over 2 months. We are at a loss… are we the assholes for not handing over money?

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2024.05.21 18:42 arckadventure Wake Me Up From This Nightmare

I had a wonderful childhood. I couldn't have asked for a better one. My parents, brother, family, ... so much love in my life.
As I got older, I started to become exposed to the harsh realities of life. The people closest to me and the ones I loved the most started to get sick and pass away. I lost my dog. Life wasnt the same. And later, was diagnosed with Crohns which had a massive impact on my life and self confidence. I felt like a lab rat.. so many tests, doctor visits, medicine, diets, needles, ... eventually extensive surgery.
Luckily, after years of torture, I made it out ok. I started to build back my confidence, and was optimistic about the future. Before I knew it, I met the love of my life. I felt so extremely lucky to have you in my life. It felt like a dream. I felt that after all that pain and loss, I had finally had something good happen to me.
As time we on, we became best friends. You confessed your love to me, said I was different than all the rest, and you saw a future with me. You expressed how special I was to you. I felt the same way.
We met eachothers families, who became so close with eachother. I truly loved your family, they felt like home. My family loved you so much... my parents loved you like a daughter, and I knew you loved them too. We had everyone's support and love. We were the golden couple. We grew and experiences so much together. Bought our first house, saw the world, new jobs, school, ... Everyone was so proud of us, and we were proud of eachother.
Somewhere along the way, you started seeking outside the relationship for attention. I knew you were very social, so at first, I was happy to see you making friends. I knew you had a difficult childhood and past, and didn't have many good friends, so I was very supportive and encouraged you to do things with your friends.
We were inseparable. Always going things together, planning trips, going on adventures. Everything was easy. We enjoyed eachothers company so much. We made eachother laugh, feel loved, and safe. We were so comfortable and open, goofy with eachother, and always so intimate.
We shared a lot of the same hobbies: plants/garden, camping, trails, video games, movies, travel, outdoors, relaxing at home, ... it didn't seem to matter what we were doing, we were happy together.
I loved making you smile and laugh. I loved seeing you happy doing what you loved, or eating a meal I'd prepare for you.
I always wanted you to have the best. Since you were in school, I provided for you. Food, toys, restaurants, trips, ... whatever you wanted. I wanted to give you the world. It felt so good to make you happy.
You would tease me and hint towards wanting to get engaged. After 3 years, it happened. We were so happy, and you were so excited and happy to share the big news. We started planning our wedding, moved into a bigger house, new jobs, everything felt good.
I never expected to love someone so much. This young woman brought so much love, happiness, and adventure into my life. She completed changed everything. Everything was so easy.. effortless.. felt right.
When we moved into your dream home, things became more stressful. The house needed a lot of work, as well as the property. Regardless, we were willing and eager to tackle projects together and were excited to make things our own.
As time went on, and school/work seemed to become more stressful for you, I was left finishing a lot of our projects and maintaining them by myself. I also stepped up and started trying to take on more of the chores and responsibilities so that you could focus on school/work and still have time to relax. I was happy to help give you some relief.
After a few months, your brother asked to be our roommate for a time. I was hesitant, but you encouraged me that it would be a good thing. He would pay and help around the house. At first, it was nice. However, as time we on, it became more and more stressful.
The stress of doing everything and having a roommate that didn't mesh well with us overwhelmed me. I knew it was temporary, so I endured it.
One day, you came home from your new job and expressed what a good day you had.. that you had the chance to work with a different doctor, and that he was very fun and nice. I was so happy to hear it, since I knew you hadn't been having good days and people had been difficult. I was glad you seemed to have a mentor.
You started to have more good days than bad, working with this person more and more. You started talking to me about them more, sharing things you learned and talked with him about. As time went on, I started to feel a bit jealous. You had been spending more time with this person than me... your shifts were long, and I hadn't been seeing you as much. You started even talking to our parents about this person.
I started to notice you texting him while we were at home together. I'd ask, and you'd happily share whatever it was you guys were talking about. One evening, you were texting this doctor late at night. I approached you about this, and expressed how it was making me feel. I felt that it had started to become too much, and wasn't appropriate. I didn't like the idea of this older married man communicating with my young fiance so much. I expressed that I was happy that you had a friend at work, but felt that it was becoming too personal and inappropriate. You tried to reassure me that you were just friends, and that he was old and married, you would never be attracted to him. I stood firm and expressed that I would like for you to only communicate while at work, or for work related matters. You agreed and assured me it was nothing.
As time went on, I noticed you would sometimes hide your phone, turn it away, flip it upside down, or turn it off as I walked by. At first, I thought it was just me being paranoid. But as time went on, it started to mess with my head... otherwise, everything was good, so I told myself it was nothing. You started to enjoy that type of work and decided to join his practice. I was happy you were able to make up your mind and find something you enjoyed. Time went on. At some point, you needed an invasive procedure done... and you requested that doctor complete it. I didn't love the idea, but you preferred to have someone do it that you trusted. After that, the doctor seemed to be a thing of the past.
As the wedding date approached, the excitement increased. We had everything planned out and we were so excited for our big day. I saw how happy you were throughout the whole process. I couldn't believe our big day was right around the corner.
Our wedding was like a dream. Everything came together so nicely. We had the best night of our lives. I loved seeing you so happy with our friends and family there to celebrate with us. We went on a wonderful honeymoon and I felt so loved and appreciated.
Once we returned home, our roommate left, and stress started to decrease dramatically in the house. I was so relieved. You finished school, graduated, and I threw you a big surprise party to celebrate. I had always put together parties for all your special occasions, and I knew you really appreciated that. After so many nights helping you study, it felt wonderful to see you walk across that stage and finally finish.
You shortly after moved to a different hospital, and seemed to really like your new job and everyone there. Life was so good...
The house and our list of responsibilities and all the maintenance was still a lot, but I felt we were quickly starting to knock things off our list.
One week, you started working a lot... I hardly saw you that week. We'd always text and check in, saying we loved eachother, missed eachother, and looked forward to seeing eachother. When the weekend finally arrived, you had mentioned your best friend invited you to join her for girl time. I realized you hadn't seen her much lately and encouraged it.
That weekend, my grandmother had been struggling. I felt alone in our big house and had wished you were there. We checked in on eachother while you were gone. I was expecting you to return one evening, so I had dinner prepared. I was hurt when you didn't arrive and decided to stay another night with your friend.
When I saw you the next morning, I was feeling pretty down. I was already sad about my grandmother, but also felt like an after thought that week. You were so happy to see me, which was nice. We had a nice evening, spent time together, .. you never stopped telling me you loved me.
The next day after work, I got home, and you seemed so cold and distant. You seemed bothered by something. I checked in, asked if you needed anything, then went about my day. It seemed like you wanted space. I checked in every few hours, and you were busy doing something on your laptop.
I prepared dinner and started watching TV. I encouraged you to take a break, eat, and relax some before bed. You joined me on the couch, but was quiet and explained that you had some work to finish.
As it got late, I went up to bed. You explained you'd be up a little longer while you finished your work. As the hours went by, I thought it was so odd that you weren't in bed yet. I knew you had to get up early... sleep was always such a priority. I got up to check on you and to get some water. You were still on your laptop.. I noticed you were looking at rooms to something. I encouraged you to get some sleep. You joined me, looking exhausted.
We cuddled, said we loved eachother, then fell asleep. The next morning, I finished getting ready for work while you slept. As I was getting ready to leave, I sae your laptop. I decided to check and see what you were looking at... another air bnb for a trip? I was curious. We shared the laptop, so I didn't feel like I was invading her privacy.
I opened the laptop and saw apartments. I was so confused. I checker her email.. apartments. I noticed she had Facebook messenger up with recent messages. I checked... my world turned upside down. Those seconds felt like eternity as my heart sounded and my stomach sank. I read a message to a friend saying she wanted a divorce, never loved me, felt like a stranger in her house, dreaded coming home to me, ... that she loved a doctor.. he's married, but his wife is a lesbian. That was easily the worst moment of my life. I panicked and didn't know what to do... I was in shock. After a few minutes, I decided to address this with you.
I quietly walked up the stairs, sat on the edge of the bed, and calmly woke you up. You were sleepy, asking why I woke up.. you still had about 30m before work. I apologized for waking you.. As I looked at you silently, I started to cry. I quietly said "I know...". "I saw the messages". She looked back at me in shock.. eyes wide in the dark. I asked if she had been having an affair. She said no.. then started to look at me as if I wad a stranger. It was a terrible feeling.
You got up to get ready for work, and said we'd talk later that evening. You left. I was standing in the driveway and felt sick. I wasn't sure if I could make it to work.. but being at the house was making me feel worse, so I left. I didn't eat anything that while day. While at work, I prepared myself for our talk.
When we both got home, you pulled up to the house and started to pack some things while I sat on the couch. When you finally joined me, you were quiet.. asked about my day, I asked about yours.. then more silence. I asked what you needed from me. You explained that you were feeling very anxious, and didn't want me to get upset. You said you were going to stay with a friend for a few days to clear your head and wanted to talk once we were both rested.
You left for almost a week while I stayed in our big empty house, taking care of our pets, and completely confused and dead inside. I hardly ate or slept. I desperately started reading and watching whatever information I could find to help explain what was happening and to prepare myself. I spent most of my time thinking, reflecting on our life. I started tonrealize how stressed I had been... and thought about all the things I should/could have done differently. I knew I treated her so well, but no one is perfect.
Looking back, I started to think about all the red flags. Love is blind. I truly loved, trusted, and cared for this person more than anyone in the world. I thought she felt the same way... I never imagined us seperating.
I started to think of that doctor she used to talk about.. and realized she probably never stopped talking to him. I started to realize that my wife had stopped opening up to me... was no longer emotional or vulnerable... her emotional? affair started to kill the emotional intimacy between us.
I was happy just to have her in my life and enjoyed just being with her... she never expressed or talked about being unhappy... if I had known, I feel certain that we could have fixed whatever was lacking. I would have met whichever needs werent being met.
Were you lonely while I was busy working hard for us? Was she bored? I would have happily planned more outings... whenever I suggested something, you expressed that you were tired or didn't show interest. I knew you enjoyed time alone, so I never felt bad doing my own thing. I figured you would tell me of you needed or felt something...
I was so confused... started to question what was real. When did this all start? Why? How? Terrible thoughts entered my mind... so many late shifts, staying the night at the hospital, leaving early to get the air bnbs ready, ...
I also realized that towards the end, you had suddenly started to listen to different music, got a nose piercing, tattoo, talked about signing up for a sport, working out, ... these were all things I knew you had wanted to do for awhile, but it was all so sudden.
Why didn't you ever communicate... I recall you expressing your concern with my stress, but nothing else. I felt that my stress was reasonable considering everything I was doing.. and knew it was temporary. I didn't ignore it though. I saw a therapist, and started making changes. Was it all too late?
When we finally spoke again, it was so nice to just see you. We sat and you were so friendly and sweet - it reassured me that everything was going to be ok. We made small talk and joked, which immediately lightened the mood. You suggested I spoke first. I expressed my feelings and how important the marriage was.. that I'd so anything to save it. I took responsibility for my side of things and expressed the changes I had made and would continue to make. When you started, you expressed that you would always cherish our time together, but we're set on divorce. That we both deserved to be truly happy. Shortly after, you left.
The days after, you started packing your things while I was at work. I was living in a big empty house, every day getting more and more empty. I was a complete mess living in hell. Her family started to reach out to me and shower me with support, apologies, and disbelief. No one could make sense of this.
After a week or so, I couldn't take it any more, so I moved to stay with my parents while we finished moving out. I attempted to stay cordile through all this. You seemed so unphased and happy... texting me and talking to me like we were still best friends.
You explained that you felt bad for saying you never loved me... that you did, but not in the way a wife should love their husband. That it could be years, but in the future, I could count on you.
As time went on, and the pain increased, I was more distant. You texted more and more. Finally, I suggested that we limit communication unless she was interested in working on our marriage.
As the days went by, you grew colder and irritated.. I started to feel like the bad guy. I know you started to feel the weight of your decisons, and starred to project onto me. Making me the bad guy made you feel better. I attempted to end things on a good note... being helpful throughout the move out process, but you were so cold. It hurt so much... 5 wonderful years tossed aside like it never mattered.
I havent talked to you in weeks... I miss my best friend, my love, your family, our pets, and the wonderful life we built. I'm left trying to pickup the pieces. I feel so lost, confused, broken, ...
The tremendous amount of support I've gotten from both sides has helped a lot. I'm seeing a therapist, reading a lot, eating more, working out, and focusing on my self. The days are getting better, but I still have days where I am a mess.
I havent been sleeping well... always tired. Waking up several times, terrible nightmares and thoughts of you being with another man... I still have believe you would be capable of all this.. of hurting me so much.
I have urges to reach out to you... wanting to fix this, that there must be a misunderstanding... there are so many things I'd like to say. I got complacent and comfortable during our time together. I stopped doing the little things as often as I used to... I never meant to hurt you, make you feel lonely, unloved, unappreciated, ... whatever it is you felt. It's difficult for me to accept that my sweet innocent wife was capable of this... surely there was a reason?? I was just so caught up in my list of things... I was working so hard for our future.
I feel like my wife was manipulated by this man... why does an older doctor (20 years older) have a lesbian wife? He doesn't love her like she seems to think... he is using her. I feel sorry for her... I know there is no future there.
I've done a lot of reading on Attachment Styles, Limerence, love addiction, and other things that come as a result of childhood trauma. I feel like a lot of this has to do with her trauma... but also her selfishness and emotional immaturity. There is nothing I can do. I just pray she figures things out on her own, finds longlasting happiness, and puts an end to this cycle.
I would love it if we were able to reconnect in the future... I still deeply love and care for her. I don't want our story to end... none of this feels right. My gut is screaming that this is all wrong. I just know we both need to work on ourselves for the time being.
One day I had it all, the next, it crashed down before my eyes. Meeting you was the best thing to happen to me... you leaving was the worst. You rushed out of my life so quickly... I wish things were different.

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2024.05.21 18:41 Arcsne My birthday is coming up

You could read into my previous post for some context. I have been reading through a lot of these posts and took a lot of time to reflect on my relationship with her. Thank you all.
I, 21 (M) Broke up with a 23 (F) from a situationship. My birthday is around the corner. She left me after she told me that she no longer saw a connection (I'm still in complete shock as I was ready for us to flourish). I love her but I respected her wishes and have been engaging in NC since. I kept the breakup message really brief and I do not even have the best closure. I still think about her day and night and it's killing me.
Anyways, I'm curious to know. If she does text me, what would be an appropriate response?

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2024.05.21 18:38 arckadventure Wake Me Up From This Nightmare

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2024.05.21 18:38 GB-UK Advice wanted - he half-assed broke up with me, but I don't want to end it, but should I?

*Writing this out, it's dawned on me how mundane this is, but I don't have many friends, let alone gay friends, to talk to about this.*
I 34M and Joe 30M (fake name) have been dating for a couple of years. It's long distance (by UK standards), and we don't see each other as much as we want to. It's slightly depressing to say, but this is the most serious relationship I have ever been in. I honestly love him, and he has said he loves me too. In fact, the text he sent that included the half-assed breakup included that he loved me with all his heart. Basically, he is having problems with his life - his mother being the main one - and says I deserve better... I don't want "better", I want him. I told him that he needs to decide for himself if the relationship is worth it, and not use me as an excuse, as I love him and am happy with him. Not only that, but I would understand if he feels the relationship is too stressful for him as long distance is difficult, but if he gets more from being in it, we can work on things. I said that if he did decide to end it, I would accept it, but I didn't want it to end. And I am leaving him to think it over without me pressuring him.
This is where I am wondering if I should just let it go.
I know he is struggling with his life. And it results in a lack of communication from him, which is difficult for me. Examples: -I didn't know Joe had been kicked out of his mother's place (again!). -Joe also didn't tell me until 2 days after that all his friends cancelled on him for his birthday gathering. -I invited Joe to come to mine for my birthday, and he didn't respond... at all. The next message ignored the invite. But it was shortly after that I got the half-assed breakup message. Normally, I would be utterly paranoid about the lack of communication, and it's why I have never had a long relationship before, but I honestly felt secure with Joe.
What do you think? Should I have accepted the half-assed breakup, or is fighting for us a better thing to do?

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2024.05.21 18:33 BottleneckReality Primary text & headlines a waste of resources in 2024?

With creative being the main focus for targeting, messaging, hooks, etc., I see less and less weight being put on primary texts & headlines. How are people approaching this part of the ad creation process in 2024? Are some of you all together leaving these elements out of your ads/tests?

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2024.05.21 18:31 astrohoe11 Am I wrong for ghosting one of my “friends”?

Am I wrong for soft ghosting one of my “friends”?
Wow, this one might me a long one.
So I moved to (undisclosed location) sometime in the beginning of last year. When I moved here I really had no friends but became heavily involved in this yoga studio I went to and slowly but surely started to make friends/acquaintances with the teacher that instructed me.
From afar she seemed super cool and I became pretty enthralled with her and her life. I would look forward so heavily to going to her classes every week and was quite intrigued by her. I thought she was funny, bubbly, spunky, cool, and always made jokes during class that made me laugh. As months went by I found myself wanting to get closer and closer to her, and she even invited me out one time to one of her “events” she was hosting. Here’s the thing;
It seemed like we had a lot in common and was just generally craving camaraderie and connection. I felt a sense of belonging with her and wanted to expand that energy in my life, and wanted to do anything I could to get closer to her for those reasons. But I guess this is where we have the first red flag;
One day after class, she extended an invitation to me to a meet up of sorts, (I’m being sparing with details just out of fear she might read this) and when she invited me it seemed like it was gonna be this big thing with lots of people invited, and just in general in talking to her it seemed as if she was very well connected and respected within her community, had lots of friends and connects, and I thought this was gonna be a huge thing that I was even lucky to be invited to. I was super stoked and exited about it.
However when the day of the event came, I was super tired and slow to getting up that morning. I figured I would just make my way over whenever I could since it seemed causal and like you could drop in whenever. I also figured there would be more than enough people that no one would really even notice my arrival or departure. (Plus, sometimes it’s chic to be fashionably late ;) ). Well…. I was most definitely wrong.
When I showed up I heard someone excitedly shout my name, which was her, and she waved me down to the “meet up”…. There was literally only one person there and it had been going on for 2+ hours. I was definitely a bit unnerved, but also didn’t want to be rude, and like I said I was just kind of happy to be there and be getting invited to things. But it was kinda like, damn…. Are these all the friends you have?
I had dressed up and looked cute but they were just kind of wearing whatever and I felt awkward and overdressed and also embarrassed now that I was even this late because it was clearly much more intimate than I expected and my arrival/absence was DEFINITELY felt. We had chatted a bit and that was cool but then I remember her confessing me that she had cried to her husband earlier that morning that she was scared nobody was going to show up and how thrilled she was that not only one, but TWO people had showed up and that it felt like she had friends. I wasn’t really sure what to say or make of that.
She also…. The whole time (and mind you, this is our first legitimate interaction out of yoga class) just kind of kept talking maniacally AT me, not to me, and was coming off almost even manic, and she had formed a white crust of spit around her mouth probably from talking so much that I couldn’t look away from. To say the least, I was a bit disturbed coming away from this interaction but I just kept telling myself that I was being too judgmental of her and to give it a chance and that maybe she was just hyper that day and that I had probably had unintentional embarrassing hygiene moments as well. So I keep going to class and that’s that.
There were several other red flag moments between this first interaction and the next one, mostly just her incredibly cringey social media presence that I genuinely almost couldn’t stand to see without feeling like I was withering away inside, but maybe I’ll save that for later. It’s almost like I couldn’t just see that the person I thought was so cool in class and the person I was seeing her be online and outside of class were the same people. But I digress.
She had actually ended up inviting me to go with her on one of her international yoga retreats, and I was actually very excited about this. I had very little time with her in between classes, and my attraction (but also repulsion) with her was growing stronger and I wanted to figure her out and see what she was really about and what the pull I was feeling towards her was about. Plus, I love travelling and just thought it would be fun.
I had a pretty good time, but we didn’t get to talk much, HOWEVER, I do remember this distinct point during the trip where it was myself, 2-3 other fiends I had made, her brother, and her “best friend” who had happened to be her brother’s Gf in a room together, talking. the brother, the best friend, and the other friend I made just all completely started talking shit about her and I was so confused.
I felt super hurt by this actually, bc I felt like I had a inexplicable bond with the teacher who had invited me, she was the reason we were all there in that beautiful place, and I just couldn’t understand why they were choosing to be so negative about someone I thought they had claimed (at least by title) to love. They would say things like “I can’t fucking stand your sister” (one of the friends I made to the brother) and everyone would just sigh and put their hands in their head and be like “I know…. I know. It’s a lot. She’s a lot”. And I didn’t have anything to add to the conversation because I was just so confused and I knew the girl would just be so upset if she heard them saying this. Anyway… that confusion stuck with me for a while after.
Fast forward maybe a month or two, I started hanging out with her more regularly myself outside of class. I would say this is when we became more “friends”. She would invite me to other teachers classes and we would talk a lot about our lives.
I learned how she felt about her close friend and family connections, and how she often felt hurt and betrayed by people close to her and how some of her friends were actually really shady. I just got a general sense of her feeling scapegoated and libeled against by ppl that got close to her and how she had walls up for that reason.
She also shared to me that most of her family was cut off, with the exception of her brother who she had recently rekindled a connection with, hence why he was on that trip. I felt very bad for her and wanted to be a source of comfort and support, and she would often comment on how she felt a sense of camaraderie with me since I also (LITERALLY) had no family and how we have to make our chosen family. This was a sweet sentiment, for sure, but I was still sussing out how I felt about her.
So one day, a mutual friend that had been on the trip with us was having a birthday party and I guess that she was invited to it, too. She sat down next to me and I was SUPER excited to see her as I was craving her energy and hadn’t seen her in some time. But then… idk. She had had a lot to drink. I’m fully aware that she’s kind of a quirky individual, and has a way of socializing which I can sometimes find a bit uncomfortable or even intense, (like the first meetup I spoke of) but this time it was even more and seemed to be heightened by the drinking.
Her husband was sitting on her other side and kept trying to interject and insinuate that maybe she was doing a bit much, but I think she was drunk enough to the point that she just found it funny and had no awareness of how she was coming off. There’s not even a way I can describe it really, but she just seemed a bit obsessive over me and kept making jokes that were literally not funny and seemed to have lost all ability to read the room. I also had noticed that she had only had TWO beers and was acting like this already which I found… really strange.
So at some point she goes to the bathroom, and I also get in line for the bathroom about 5 mins later. When I get up to the bathroom, she’s still in there, and there’s a line of about 2 or 3 people ahead of me. When she exits the bathroom she immediately spots me and rushes up to me and just starts… drunkenly spewing.
I can’t even remember what she was saying, but we were in a pretty high class establishment and I remember her gushing over me and was saying “I just want to let you know that I don’t really have friends or let people close to me in my circle but I just want to let you know that YOU are officially in my circle and you have earned friend status to me and I’ve let you in my circle…” or something like that. And I just kept thinking, who tf even says that??? I’m pretty sure the last time I checked that friendship is a two way street and it’s not just a title we bestow onto some “lucky” person and that’s that. Like girl… let ME decide if I want to be friends too first.
It was partially that, and also the way she was drunkenly spewing was so awkward and embarrassing bc I could tell all the other women in line were like who tf is this bitch and why is she saying all this weird stuff and like, does she even know you?? Lol. Just a very odd interaction which again, I kind of wrote off, but the unsettling feeling kind of just kept growing after that point.
Then, the time that I REALLY knew something was up came up about a month later, but there are still some key details of this story that are missing. Perhaps I will discuss them later.
SO. About a month later, she invited me last minute to this concert of sorts. When I got there, I was super excited to be there, the vibes were amazing and we were having so much fun. But she had definitely had a lot, A LOT to drink. I didn’t mind at first, because everyone there seemed severely under the influence, but she would just start randomly kind of lashing out at people in the crowd and she thought it was funny? She first loudly and audibly started making fun of some guys shoes in front of us, and was trying to laugh with me as if I would join in, but when his girl friend turned around and shot her a dirty look, she had the nerve to be self conscious and mad about it. She would loudly poke fun at other people in the crowd too, but not in a ha-ha way, just in a straight up mean and asshole way and I could not understand why she would even do that or why she thought that was funny.
Again, I kind of just awkwardly laughed and brushed it off. But when all was said and done and the concert was closing, she enthusiastically invited me back to go to her house and soak in her hot tub. I kept saying are you sure?? But she was like please, PLEASE come, we have weed, we’ll smoke you out and other things and I wanted to continue the vibes because it sounded fun. And then….. completely downhill.
I had arrived back at their place before she did, but as soon as I saw them go in I knocked. When I walked in, she was pale faced up on the floor, non verbal, pretty much motionless, and staring at the ceiling. I was like oh no… it seemed like she got a bit too much to drink. I waited patiently there for a few mins, unsure of what to do as I had just drove for 45 mins and I was still 25 mins in the opposite direction away from home.
I kind of just sat around, and hoped that she would sober up. I asked if she was drunk… she said no. She ran to her bathroom multiple times while her husband (a complete socially awkward case himself) tried to take care of her while she threw up. I asked her if she puked and she also said no. So I didn’t really know what to do. I was trying to offer support/ empathy but she just kept denying any claims of anything being amiss. Her husband left to pick up a pizza and I probably just should’ve left but I’m telling you I had no idea how to exit their house without making it weird or awkward. And I also was hungry. So I just stayed… and waited for the pizza.
What happened in those 20-30 mins, I don’t even know if I can fully explain. She just became… so FUCKING WEIRD. she clearly was embarrassed that I was seeing her drunk, and I think was trying to over compensate. But she just turned into an absolute freak show and I’ve never been more uncomfortable in my life.
She started hoola hooping in my face, and making these weird gremlin faces and noises at me, fell to the floor, rolled round on the floor while continuing to make the noises, convulsed on the floor, but tried to do it in a funny way, tried to make an interpretive dance for me… I’ve truly never experienced something so uncomfortable in my life. I probably do sound like an asshole, but I swear you would just have to be there to see how a) gross and b) weird and actually scary it was. I was genuinely frightened.
I’ve never seen anyone act like that and I didn’t want to make her more uncomfortable or weird by showing her how clearly uncomfortable I actually was. so I just sat there and tried to laugh. But it probably came off as more of a grimace. And for the record, this woman is 33. I am 26. It was just. Obscene.
And she’s tried to act like and say multiple times that she’s like my “big sister”. Now I’ve seen a lot of drunk behavior, but not this. I wolfed down my pizza, and so did she, and she started to get even more philosophical and weird on me, showing me songs and art which were quite frankly some of the worst things I’ve ever heard in my life, and I left as soon as I could.
I was so shaken and disturbed coming away from this, because like I said earlier, I thought she was a cool girl, but honestly her behavior and lack of control over herself completely terrified me. And it’s not like she was drinking liquor, it was just damn IPAs. And I just did not know what to do.
Some details I will try to add to this story, even though I know it’s monolithic at this point , is that 2 months prior to this she had gotten fired from the studio she worked at.
She had a mental breakdown during class because the manager was being mean to her, and he fired her on the spot. I remember being so angry with the owner, (honestly he IS a piece of shit human being) but I thought he was being sexist by calling her mentally unstable and I thought the way he handled things was unfair.
I went so far as to boycott the studio and completely remove myself from it in support of her and followed her to her new one. After the drunk #2 incident, I didn’t hang out with her very much, and only saw her during her class as I was locked into a certain number of classes I had paid for.
I remember her telling me that she had just started at ANOTHER studio, and got fired 3 days after on her birthday and she was talking about how unfair it was and how much of an asshole that new girl was for firing her… and I believed her. AGAIN.
I went so far as to block that girl on Instagram too, but deep down I kind of knew that she had probably just been fired bc let’s face it… as I was starting to discover, she WAS a lot. and the studio was in an upper class area , catered towards more upper echelon people, and I just don’t think she was fitting that image. I lent her an empathetic ear, because that’s all I would want in that situation.
But where she fucked up was sending me screenshot proof of the text exchange between her and that girl, thinking I would take her side, and later sending me screenshots of another conversation she had with the OTHER manager. She told me that this new girl fired her for bringing her husband to class. In my mind I was like, oh no, is she racist!?! Because her husband was black. But no, that’s not what I read at all.
It was the most reasonable, level headed response to someone ever, and laid out multiple offenses and reasons she didn’t want her at the studio. The reasons were honestly so embarrassing that I don’t know why she would send it to me and think I would side with her. She recently also sent me messages with the other boss and the last thing he says to her is “I hope you get help for your mental illness because whatever you have is serious and will impact all your relationships and business and things that you do”. And honestly I can now say in retrospect that those were the truest words ever spoken.
When I read these texts, I had a look back at my whole relationship with and how she would always paint everyone else to be the villain and how everyone is so mean to HER… and the whole time the common denominator was her. It was always her. And it made me rethink everything.
I’ve even had extensive conversations with some of the other people on her trip that were talking shit and couldn’t stand her and they all told me the same things. How it seemed like she was the coolest person ever and had her shit together and seemed like she was going places… but deep down she was just an absolute mess and pushed everyone away from her. And I no longer felt like I was going crazy.
But like I said, she formed a really close bond with me (I think from her perspective) and said she felt like my big sister and family, and shared all these stories about her feeling isolated and shut out by people, but now here I am, doing the exact same thing to her. Icing her out of my life. And I just wanna ask you guys…
Am the asshole?

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