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2024.05.07 09:01 Evening_Look9405 Event Crates Timeline
These are all the Event Crates from their year of release and I'm using the most rare Animal/Skin as tag to the respective crate for easier reference.
Event Crates not including Seasonal themed Pass like Hearty Hippo, Cheshire Cat and Sugarglider:
2017- Valentine: Chinchilla, Summer: Hummingbird, Halloween (Pumpkin Chest): Bat, Winter: Rudolph (15)
2018- Valentine: Love Dove (15), Summer: Nothing, Halloween (Skull Chest): Mr. Pickle's Monster (15), Winter: Nothing.
2019- Valentine: Nothing, Summer: Nothing, Halloween (Monster Chest): Zombie Rat, Winter (Aurora Chest): Spirit Ferret
2020- Valentine: Nothing, Summer: Nothing Halloween: Nothing, Winter (Aurora Crystal Chest): Ice Dragon
2021- Valentine: Nothing, Summer (Flower Chest): Radiant Iguana (15), Halloween (Soul Chest): Skeleton Dragon (15), Winter (Crystal Chest): Ice Unicorn (15)
2022- Valentine (Love Chest): Love Spot (15), Summer (Rose Chest): Meadow Stag (15), Halloween (Crypt-O Chest): Skeleton Wildebeest (15), Winter (Cryo Chest): Ice Peacock (15)
2023- Valentine (Passion Chest): Love Doge (15), Summer (Cactus Chest): Meadow Axolotl (15), Halloween (Nightmare Chest): Evil (Night)mare (15), Winter (Chill Circuit Chest): Ice Hedgehog (15)
2024- Valentine (Paradox Chest): Love Poodle (15), Spring (Orchid Chest): Meadow Direwolf (15)
(15) means there are 12 + 3 items in the Chest
Edited thanks to user ANDROMEDA-N1221
Do let me know if there is any discrepancy/error or if there is anything I may have missed.
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2024.05.06 16:56 SuperbBrush3194 fun run 3 shop
| can someone pls tell me how i get this damn poodle? i need her so bad! will she come in the shop even tho it was a valentines event? submitted by SuperbBrush3194 to funrun [link] [comments] |
2024.04.15 11:16 freakyfreakycreepy [Thank You] for three weeks worth of happy mailš¤āØ Part I
Dear friends,
I apologise for writing this thank you post so late, - I've been not home for over a week, forgot to take my happy mail with me and now I'm back home and have some time and energy to finally thank you all.
EDIT: Aight, I just realised that I'm out of energy, so I have to split this into parts. This is part 1 now and I will hopefully be back with more thanks ASAP! I love you all and hope you understand.š¤āØ
3x
u/PinkPengin - thank you so much for the beautiful birthday card!! I'm so lucky to have you in my life and I appreciate your efforts so so much!! š¤āØ - thank you a lot for the woman's day card, I love the quote and yes! yes! yes! I'm all for celebrating and valuing women! š„³ - thank you for the Philly card! looks like a beautiful church and I'm happy to learn about Philadelphia cream cheese! I love you all lots š¤š¤š¤š¤
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u/grasshopper2231 - thank you so much for the poodle card!! I'd love a poodle/poodle mix as next dog some day as I'm horribly allergic to basically all animals (yes, I'm allergic to my dogs, heh... and plants, and uhm... everything in general? lol) and poodles are allergy friendly and so so clever! I fell in love with this breed, but I don't want a dog from a breeder, - I grew up with rescued dogs/animals and I plan to rescue too. Happy belated national puppy day to you too!! š¤āØ - thank you for the keeping it wheel card - it's amazing!! I absolutely enjoyed the poem/stand up comedy introduction you included!!
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u/blopbloopblooop - oooooh, I love the nature card, looks so peaceful and yes! nature definitely is the best thing mother earth gave us! thank you so much for the beautiful card!! - thank you a lot for the Totoro card! Yes, life is stressful and doesn't really slow down, but I managed to catch up with everything. I appreciate your kind words š¤āØ - thank you for the space card! it's so beautiful and I feel so blessed to receive happy mail from you!! š¤š¤š¤
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u/cassius1213 - thank you for the tarot card! it's lovely and I'll try to remember that I have a gold ticket, heh! I love the stamps you used for the card! - thank you so much for the Japanese cherry blossom illustration card, it's so pretty! love the poem you included! šø
u/Aviana9 happy belated Baba Marta day to you too! I feel blessed to receive a card from you and am so happy to celebrate with you š¤āØ by now, all the trees are blooming here by now and it's so so beautiful! Thank you so much š¤š¤š¤
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u/calculatingmove thank you so so so much for the card with all your kind words (I'm not crying, you're crying!), also thank you for the small card with the huge hug and all the extras and I love how you decorated the envelope. I feel so loved and you absolutely hit a weak spot right there (in a good way!) Thank you so so much š¤š¤š¤š¤
u/Lethbridge-Totty thank you a lot for the Pokemon card, I love it!! I enjoyed reading about your self made Onesie and the joke you included! š¤āØ
u/princecowboy AAAAHHH I LOVE THE CARD AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU SENT A MINI COWBOY šš¤š¤š¤š¤ I swear, cowboy has to go on adventures with me, this is amazing I can't!! ššš
u/frogfishcards Happy Valentine's to you too! thank you for the cute card ā¤ļø
u/BucketResidence Happy (belated) women's history month to you too! I am euphoric to celebrate with you! Thank you for the card š¤š¤š¤
u/feellikebeingajerk thank you a lot for the St. Patricks Day card! I'm happy to celebrate with you š¤š¤š¤
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2024.03.17 01:58 annyonghelloannyong Just wanted to share my sweet Apollo here š
| Apollo was my entire heart and soul. He came to me when I was 19, broke and needing a friend and someone to love. I found him on a Craigslist adā¦ the family he was with had newborn twins and other dogs, they said he had too much energy at 1.5 and that heād be put down. I had no business adopting this dog, but I marched over to the address, knocked on the door, carried him home because I didnāt even have a leash yet, and the next 16 years were absolute bliss. He was my rock. He was with me through every single up and down, he made my heart whole. There was an Apollo shaped piece missing, then he came along and filled it. Now there is a giant Apollo shaped piece of my heart missing again, and I just have to wait until I can see him again for it to be filled. After 15 years of wondering what his breed was, we finally got his DNA tested over Christmas. The first result came back inconclusive (typical Apollo, doing a heck on usāŗļø), but luckily they sent another test and I managed to get it done and sent off before he passed. I am so thankful I was able to do that. It came back 49% mini poodle and 48% chihuahua. I just called him my little gremlin angel, but now I know exactly what he was made of (other than pure love). He left us to go on his own big adventure on Valentineās Day, only 31 days ago. It feels like much, much longer than that. I miss him with every part of me and my life feels empty and wrong without him. But I know he lived a beautiful life with me because I gave him everything he could have ever wanted (and more š). I will always treasure every second I got with him. I am so lucky I got to be his momma. Love you always + all ways, Apollo. Momma canāt wait to see you again āļøš submitted by annyonghelloannyong to Chihuahua [link] [comments] |
2024.03.15 03:51 kissthelilcat ufs uft
| need money for my trip! donna wilson creature - 14$, 16$ (set = free shipping) japanese good luck series : 100$ shipped (not sealed) seashell, toy poodle : 10$ monkey : 23$ cb night rabbit : 35$ cb spring rabbit : 35$ regular rabbit - 28$ valentine sheep - 28$ christmas ornament secret: 45$ dreaming hipper fawn, pig : 30$ dreaming hipper lop : 45$ shiitake : 90$ (flaw) squirrel : 90$ circus bear : 30$ halloween ghost : ā halloween ghost secret : ā price in usd, no price nfs will discount for bundle paypal g&s only shipping starts from 7.5$ submitted by kissthelilcat to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.03.12 21:53 kissthelilcat uft ufs
| need money for my trip! donna wilson creature - 14$, 16$ (set = free shipping) japanese good luck series : 100$ shipped (not sealed) seashell, toy poodle : 10$ caribbean summer : 8$ (critical condition flaw) monkey : 23$ cb night rabbit : 34$ still in foil christmas ornament secret: 45$ valentine sheep - 28$ regular rabbit - 28$ dreaming hipper fawn, pig, lion : 31$ dreaming hipper panda : 28$ (flaw) shiitake : 90$ (flaw) smiski secret work : 135$ shipped price in usd will discount for bundle paypal g&s only shipping starts from 7.5$ trading secret for secret or rare sonny only, open to offers submitted by kissthelilcat to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.03.10 22:39 kissthelilcat ufs
| need money for my trip! valentine sheep - 28$ rocket - 20$ donna wilson creature - 14$, 16$ (set = free shipping) japanese good luck series : 100$ shipped seashell, toy poodle : 10$ caribbean summer : 8$ (critical condition flaw) monkey : 23$ nyc taxi : 22$ cb night rabbit : 34$ still in foil christmas ornament secret: 50$ reg rabbit : 30$ dreaming hipper fawn, pig, lion : 31$ dreaming hipper : 28$ (flaw) price in usd will discount for bundle paypal g&s only shipping starts from 7.5$ submitted by kissthelilcat to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.03.06 21:13 kissthelilcat ufs uft
| ufs uft reg bunny : 30$ cb night bunny : 34$ (still in foil) dreaming hipper rabbit : 41$ dreaming hipper fawn : 31$ dreaming hipper panda : 31$ valentine chocolate sheep - 30$ rocket - 20$ shell, toy poodle - 12$ nyc taxi - 22$ monkey - 23$ frog - 23$ summer caribbean beach - 10$ (flaw) donna wilson creatures : 14$ each, 80$ *prefer selling as set, have the box (big one) price + ship (7.5$-10$) price in usd, paypal g&s only submitted by kissthelilcat to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.03.05 23:04 kissthelilcat uft ufs
| down sizing the army dreaming hipper fawn : 31$ dreaming hipper pig : 31$ dreaming hipper panda : 31$ dreaming hipper rabbit : 40$ valentine chocolate sheep - 30$ cb night bunny - 34$ (still in foil package) peach - 18$ (slight flaw) rocket - 20$ shell, toy poodle - 11$ monkey - 23$ frog - 23$ nyc taxi - 22$ summer caribbean beach - 10$ (flaw) price + ship (7.5$-10$) price in usd, paypal g&s only submitted by kissthelilcat to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.02.29 20:15 turn1p Dog Has Bloody Diarrhea
About 10 days ago my dog (2yo fixed male standard poodle) woke up in the middle of the night with diarrhea. He woke me up at least every hour to go outside and by the time it was morning, he was pooping just blood.
There was no change in his food, the only thing I could think of was he ate a fallen flower petal from a Valentineās Day bouquet which has carnations and mums.
I called my vet and they said to put him on a bland diet to see if that would help before bringing him in. Well the next day he wasnāt pooping blood but he still had diarrhea and didnāt want to drink. He was very hungry though and I was adding wanted to the pumpkin and rice mixture I was giving him.
I decided to bring him in to see the vet the next day and they did an xray and took a stool sample. His stool sample came back with a bit of ecoli. His xray showed swollen stomach and colon. The vet put him on Metronidazole and Sucralfate. He just finished his last dose.
He is still not drinking except the water I add to his food. His gums are pale and dry and stool still soft. He pees every time he goes outside though.
My question is, what do I do and what could this be? I donāt have a lot of money to spend on a bunch of diagnostic testing. I already owe the vet for the xray as they allowed me to just pay half the and the other half in two weeks.
Iām scared for my boy. Please help.
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2024.02.15 01:55 hotchilies728 Our family took the decision of putting down our little girl today.
I feel like absolute crap, tears are dripping down my face as I type this, so please forgive any spelling mistakes.
Our little poodle was a few weeks from turning 17. She had her issues: poor mobility, cancerous growth in the mouth, incontinence.
And yet, today she seemed as if almost everything was normal. She ate her food, recognized us, shook her tail as we scratched her ears...
I know that this decision eased her suffering in the long term. But dammit, who were we to cut her life this way? Did we play god?
Apologies for this, I just needed to release some steam. We loved her so much and so I give my love to you all as well. Happy Valentine's Day.
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2024.02.12 17:48 Quick-Description-99 Mom, Dog, Toddler, and Single Parent Life is HARD...
I just went through a nasty divorce. TLDR - it was an extremely abusive relationship, and I am very proud of myself for getting out. But unfortunately in the process, my ex husband stole my dog. I fought for her in the courts & however I could, and no one helped me, and I was unable to get her back. It breaks my heart to this day. It's been a year. The last time I saw her was last Valentine's Day. I miss her so much. She is MY dog. My first dog as an adult. My soul. My love. And she's gone. Because he just wanted to be petty & hurt me.
So, I've been coping on my own. Barely. I have an 18 month old son, and in the summer last year I tried to get a puppy & it didn't work. I knew it was too much to handle & I passed it up. I knew if the dog wasn't MY dog, Athena, then I didn't want it. I wasn't ready. I knew that.
A few months later, in October (like first week of Oct.) my mom & I were walking back from the park with my son & she starts talking about Doodles/Poodles for future pup. Like, in the years down the road. I made several comments like, "Oh yeah - maybe when my son's older." and stuff like that which clearly let her know I was not interested or ready right now. We moved on.
2 weeks later, she sends me pictures of black Golden Doodle puppies & says they're only $600. I responded and said, "That's a good deal - usually they're like $1200+ minimum." And that was it. She never asked, "Well - do you want one?" or anything. Then a few days later she says she's driving down to check them out. And I'm like, "Wtf? Why?" And she sends me another pic of a black boy one and says "he's so calm." and then says she wants that one. I said, "Well I have a trip coming up first week of november, so I don't want to get a puppy before then at the very least." She says okay and then drives back home.
Then a few days later, she texts me and says "We're picking him up on Sunday." And I'm like "WHAT?! What happened to waiting until after the trip?!" And she says, "Well she won't hold him THAT long..." (It was only like 2 weeks away) and I just... She never asked me. She NEVER said the words, "Do you want this puppy?" or "Do you want to get a puppy right now?" She just...DID it.
My dad has dementia & I know it's really hard on her being essentially alone in their big house, and that's fine if she wanted the dog for companionship - but I DIDN'T. And I was very clear about that.
So we get the dog & bring him home and he gets excited & jumps on my son, knocking him over. Normal puppy stuff, my son wasn't hurt, but I was in mama-bear mode and I snatched my son & left the house to get away from the dog with my son who was now crying. I said to my mom, "This is why I did not want a puppy and a baby! I can't handle both!" And she said at that time, I needed to "grow up" and that she raised two kids on her own (my dad was gone alot for work) and I just said, "This IS me being grown up. I'm being mature by telling you THIS is not something I can handle, nor do I want to!"
Fast forward to now - 4 months later. This dog is just... he's stupid. He's a puppy, I know. (And I've had dogs my whole life - so I am not naive when it comes to dogs & their behaviors, etc. so when I say these things, it's not out of inexperience or ignorance.) He doesn't listen. He tried to EAT A GLASS. He steals toys & shit. He does normal puppy stuff - but then like... multiply that by 1000. He eats socks. Then pukes them up. He's way bigger than I wanted. (Athena was only 20-25 lbs. This dog is nearly 50 lbs.) And he is just more than I care to deal with. I resent him for not being Athena. And I know that's not fair to him, and I try not to. But every time I think, "okay - it's gonna be okay..." he does something EVEN MORE stupid or awful and then I'm just sitting in a corner crying going, "WHY AM I STUCK WITH A DOG I DIDN'T WANT?!"
I haven't said anything to my mom up until today. Last night the dog kept me awake all night, and then woke up me up extra early because surprise surprise - he ate a pair of socks and was now puking them up. AGAIN. So I text her that I'm frustrated with this. And her response is, "Well we all tried to tell you that you have a baby right now, and don't need a dog. We tried to tell you - but you wanted him." And I saw RED.
NO I DID NOT WANT HIM. I TRIED TO TELL HER THAT I WASN'T READY. And she didn't listen! So now she's gaslighting me?! After I (calmly) pointed out that, NO, that wasn't what happened and that I did not want the dog originally, she stopped texting me back. Read the messages & said nothing. It's been 4 hours now. And I'm sitting here beating myself up because half of my brain is going, "Well mom is always right, so this is my fault." And the other half of my brain is going, "No - I did not want this dog. And I said that. She pushed for it, so this is HER fault. And I shouldn't feel bad."
BUT I CAN'T RECONCILE BETWEEN THOSE FEELINGS.... GAH. Any advice?
My mom has been a huge help through my divorce & as such, I try to give her a little grace because I'm grateful for her help & support. But this dog issue is just... Idk...
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2024.02.11 17:31 NightFallisacoolcat Needing some potential poodle names
I've been looking into getting a poodle for a while now and I plan to get one sometime this year, and I'm looking for some good names. I plan to get a black female standard poodle.
Here's what I've got so far and why i like them (some don't have reasoning)
Octavia (mlp character)
HermĆØs (jojo ref)
Mae (my favorite video game character)
Duchess (the mom cat from the Aristocats)
Evangeline (Evey for short) (the star from princess and the frog)
Baroness (the villain in Cruella)
Doris (my great grandma)
Grandeur (a dragon from books i read)
GalaxyFlower (Flower or Galaxy for short) (after an old hamster i had)
Clementine
Olive
*Funny* Valentine (would only call Valentine or Val) (jojo ref)
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2024.02.10 01:59 xloversarcana ufs! + open to trade secrets
| ufs! + open to trade secret for secret (mint rabbit from candy store series and valentineās day 2020 poodle) zelle/venmo/paypal accepted prices as listed + shipping (approx. $4 for u.s.) buy 3 get free shipping! thanks for looking <3 submitted by xloversarcana to SonnyAngel [link] [comments] |
2024.02.07 02:57 ayearofmoneydiaries A Year of Money Diaries, January Monthly Recap: Iām 23, Make 43k, Work in the Insurance Industry, and This Month Was A Weird Liminal Space
Hi, all! Iām doing a Money Diaries Project where I write a money diary every day for a full year. I will just include a one-week sample in this monthly recap, but the rest will be posted on my profile when this throwaway account gets enough karma. This month is a little longer bc Iād like to provide background information.
Why?
I am doing this project because I want to be able to develop good financial habits before I live on a frighteningly low grad school stipend. Currently, I donāt keep track of my spending, and I feel that doing this will help me make my finances better.
Additionally, I have bipolar I disorder. Spending habits usually indicate my mood; I spend little while depressed, and TONS while manic. I feel that keeping a time-stamped diary will help me keep track of my fluctuating mood phases instead of being sucked into a depressive, nebulous haze (or a hot-electric manic one) with no clue how I got there.
Last time I did a money diary for myself, I realized that I spent a bunch of money on a stupid night out. I then realized I was manic. Other times too: twenty cases of La Croix in the back of my car for months, an antique rolltop desk I didnāt have space for. I hope this Truman-Show-esque look at my life will help me keep track of my manic spending and keep a better handle on my moods.
I inquired about interest in longer-form money diaries about a month back and am following the format advice I received on that post. I will post each week of money diaries on my Reddit profile. These money diaries are time-stamped and formatted like an R29 money diary. Every month, I will post a monthly recap that includes the total amount spent across eight categories: food, entertainment, home, beauty, health, social obligations, charity, and other. I will include one sample week per month in the diary, as suggested by some Redditors. Iāll track net worth variations month by month and include a section reflecting on my life and spending habits.
At the end of the year, weāll zoom out for a yearly aggregate of my total spending. Weāll compare my spending to the cost of living in my area and reflect on whether I reached my spending/saving/investment goals.
Iām not sure how interesting my own spending habits will seemābut I wanted to try out this longer format. Iāve already seen some more year-long diaries starting, and itās been really exciting.
Background:
There arenāt a lot of interesting things about me, but. for background, I WFH in the insurance industry, live in the Deep South (LCOL area) with my parents, have bipolar disorder, have been diagnosed with autism, and have a girlfriend that I plan to live with six months from now as I get my Masterās in English. I have a brother. My parents are extremely homophobic. I really like fragrances and am deeply involved in fandom. I try to dress like Ms. Frizzle.
Beginning of the Year Goals:
I want to save up 50k across all accounts by the time my grad school begins in late August. Additionally, I am going to move out with my girlfriend Moss in late July, and I want to develop a budget that will be sustainable on our low grad school stipends.
Work-wise, my main goal is to start developing a freelance writing gig on the side. I am going to leave my job to pursue an English masterās degree, and I want to be able to make some money while being able to set my hours. Freelancing seems like a good gig for someone with bipolar disorder, since my mood/motivation ebbs and flows episodically.
My personal goals are to treasure and value my girlfriend and friends, read and write all the time, and stay mentally stable. I also want to get started on a *novel* and submit some pieces to publications.
January Assets and Debt; (measured at the end of the month)
Assets: Checking ($128.39) Savings ($1,346.12), HYSA ($21,646.95), Liquid Investment in primarily the S&P 500 ($7460.54), 401k ($11,626.05), Mutual Fund ($500)
Debt: $62.35 on one CC (paid monthly)
Assets minus debt: $42,645.70
Retirement Contributions: I contribute 6 percent of my pretax income into my 401k with employer match and 10 percent of my post-tax income into my Roth.
Income after taxes/401k contribution: $2,242
Monthly Fixed Expenses:
Patreon: $4.35
Fragrancenet subscription: $10 (yearly subscription divided)
Charity (fixed monthly donations): $200
Rent + Car insurance + phone + the ability to poach parentsā food (paid to parents): $700
Monthly Total: $914
Goals for Monthly Savings:
Transfer to Investment Account: $400
Savings Contribution: Anything thatās left
Monthly Discretionary Spending Totals for January:
Entertainment: $62.15
Health: $140
Eating Out: $237.22
Groceries: $137.08
Discretionary Charitable spending: $175
Education: $94.08
Transportation: $30.69
Beauty/Clothes $79.41
Home: $0
Work Obligations: $17.43
Monthly Discretionary Total: $973.06
Total Fixed and Discretionary Spend: $1887.06 (+$354.94 to savings)
Biggest Single Purchase? The $115 I sent to one of my friends
Hereās the sample week:
Day 1 12am: New Yearās Day! I celebrate at the pond in my neighborhood. The pond is scummy and surrounded by straw. At 12am, my girlfriend cups my face and kisses me, promises that we will spend every New Yearās together. Ever since weāve started dating, Iāve been more thankful for the things I have and more afraid of losing them.
2am: Go to sleep.
10am I wake up, play Cookie Clicker, my favorite anti-capitalist idle clicking game. I eat some Doritos and Little Debbieās Valentineās cakes for breakfast and drink some Diet Coke. Junk food in January feels weird. This is the first year my New Yearās resolution isnāt ālose weightā.
11am: I put on some Cosrx Aloe Soothing Sunscreenāit is inexpensive and has a nice texture and smell. Then, I go out to walk around my neighborhood and get on a call with my best friend Wayne. We talk about reporting their former employer for some pretty egregious OSHA violations.
12:30pm I walk about a mile to meet up with my girlfriend Moss. Moss and I walk back to my neighborhood and then drive to Wendyās to get the Pretzel Baconator, drinks, and two Frostyās key tags (itās a 3 dollar deal where you can get unlimited Frostyās for a whole year) I pay for both of us ($30.56) We go to Walmart to pick up gfās birth control.
2:00pm Moss and I get back home and snuggle while watching videos. Then, Moss takes a nap, and I work on some grad school stuff and buy some stuff on Amazon: a portable door lock, a Maybelline Vinyl Matte Lip in the shade āRoyalā (holy grail), and The Collected Schizophrenias by Esme Weijun Wang ($41.95).
4:45pm Moss and I snuggle while watching Succession. Kendall Roy is the stupidest man alive.
6:30pm I eat the rest of my pretzel baconator and leftover fries. Work more on grad school stuff.
8pm Call my friends Jagger, Alex, and Cake. Eat some more Little Debbie Cakes.
12:15am Go to bed.
Daily Total: $72.51
Day 2
8:00am Wake up, log in to work, and attend a meeting about the game plan for today. Weāre doing a system conversion today, so everything is down. My manager strongly hinted that we can rest on our laurels today because the next couple of weeks are going to be BUSY. Thatās what Iām going to do.
I watch my email in case something pops up, but it never does, so I just write and read a little.
12:00pm I eat some leftover pulled pork and green beans.
1pm I go to my psychiatrist appointment. This takes a grand total of ten minutes. I tell him that my antipsychotic is causing extrapyramidal symptoms (a side effect where you restlessly move your arms and legs because of the medication). It sucks. I wish I could meet with a psychiatrist for like, an hour or more, to really discuss things because all my medications have severe side effects.
2:00pm I call my friend Jagger; we talk. I work on some recently assigned security trainings. After hanging up, I read some of The Collected Schizophrenias. I couldnāt bear to wait for it to arrive from amazon, so I just read a PDF online. Itās really good.
4:30pm Off work! Moss calls me, I talk to them for about 30 minutes.
6:00pm I eat some baked ziti and salad and work some on a personal essay.
9:00pm I call my bff Wayne, who has reviewed and critiqued my personal essay. Their feedback is really good.
Daily Total: $0
Day 3
7:36am Wake up. Shit. Iāve woken up about 30 minutes late. I zombie over to the bathroom and get ready for work. Today my work is transitioning all of their data to a new software, so weāll see how that goes.
8:00am Arrive at work on time, somehow. I open up the new software, and itās a bit of a messāweāll see if it becomes messier. My boss orders us breakfast from a local cafe.
10am The new system is malfunctioning. Itās like Iām the audience of a play, and the curtain parts to reveal everything being consumed by the flames of hell. I keep getting locked out of my account. Systems are down. Work is piling up.
11am My boss calls my team lead a stupid fuck behind his back.
11:30am Lunch! I eat a bag of Doritos and drink a Dr. Pepper Strawberries and Cream. Call my gf, write some emails to professors.
12:30pm I work the rest of the day, get a total of two (2) things done.
4:30pm Work goes to dinner at Chiliās. I get a very sirloin steak with a very gummy texture. My sides are asparagus and broccoli. ($17.43)
6:30 I get home and contemplate ordering candles and a discount advent calendar, but I donāt. I work on an essay Iām writing about my bipolar disorder. I think the general publicās knowledge about bipolar disorder is pretty lacking, and I want to help fill that gap with my own (terrible) personal experiences.
9:00 Call Moss.
11pm: Go to bed.
Daily Total: $17.43
Day 4:
7:30am Wake up, put on an 80s sweater I got from the Goodwill bins. Wear a Rom&nd lip stain (K beauty). The lipstain is excellent and smells like a strange, yet wonderful and otherworldly take on berry.
8:00am Arrive at the office. There is a backlog of work in our shared queue. I stress eat two bags of Doritos.
12:00pm Check out for lunch. Call my best friend Wayne, talk about grad stuff, and walk around a nearby shopping center.
1:00pm Check back into work. Continue to work in the new system. I have lots of questions.
4:30pm Check out. Buy some batteries for my car keys ($10.69)
5:00pm I eat dinner, which is baked ziti and pizza. Work on my personal essay about my bipolar disorder
7:00pm Pick up girlfriend, hang out, watch Succession. Kendall is so fuckable in this episode. Iām sorry. I deeply apologizeāI know he has no morals, but the heart wants what the heart wants. My girlfriend Moss massages my pained back.
10:30pm I go to bed.
Daily Total: $10.69
Day 5:
8am Excruciating pain searing down my back is the thing wakes me up, not my alarm clock. My mattress has a laughably deep indent in the middle. Itās time for an upgrade, but I know Iāll probably be too lazy to make a positive choice for myself. Clock into work.
9am I have a meeting that could have been twenty minutes, but is instead an hour and a half.
11:45pm Clock out, take a shower, eat a Southwest frozen quinoa bowl from Aldiās that I bought a long time ago (tastewise itās 5/10)
12:45am Clock in. Stress order some athletic clothes on Thredup: two spandex workout shirts, two workout skirts, and shitty Lularoe leggings I got for ironic camp value. (itās not immoral to buy MLM leggings if you buy secondhand) ($32.34)
3:30pm Start organizing my clothes into a donate pile before clocking out.
4:30pm Try desperately to work on my writing, but I canāt.
6:00pm Get picked up by my gf to go judge a high school debate tournament Eat free lasagna and salad at the debate tournament, alongside some cream puffs which explode in my palms when I try to bite them.
7:30pm I judge a congressional debate preliminary round, which lasts 2.5 hours. The kids are good, albeit a little overconfident and informal. I sit next to a high school theatre teacher, who talks to me like an adult, and I realize that I AM an adult, just like my former teachers. What a mindfuck.
9:30 I return home only to discover I have a jury summons for later this month (wooooooo! I get off work and still get paid!). Itās one of my friendsā birthdays, so I get on a call with everyone and watch some Youtube videos.
12:00am Go to bed
Daily Total: $32.34
Day 6:
8:30am Wake up to more searing pain in my back. I think I need to replace my mattress. Clean up a little bit before my best friend Wayne comes over from out of town.
9:45am Wayne comes in, we get cookies from a local grocery store. My card declines because the chip was damaged at a Waffle House visit (I spilled syrup on it, and even after washing it off, it never recovered). Venmo Wayne ($8.07.) Guess itās time to pay for everything in cash!
11:00am We exchange presents!!!!!! Wayne got me a dress, custom postcards from my favorite show, an antique perfume bottle, a poetry book, and they wrote me a fanfiction for my favorite show of all time!!!! (yes, I love fanfiction and Ao3, and regularly buy commissions. I got Wayne a custom wall clock themed after their favorite show, a headscarf with toucans on it, a shirt, and a decant of a Christmas perfume! It was an awesome Christmas!
12:45pm We go to a local Japanese all-you-can eat place. I gobble down like 9 shrimp shumai and a sushi roll. Venmo K ($25). Then, we go to a local tea shop, and I get some tea, paying entirely in cash because of the sticky card situation. Venmo Wayne ($8)
1:30pm We go to a local thrift store thatās very thoughtfully curated! And the prices are great! And my debit card works this time! I get a skirt, a heart-shaped brooch, blue lingerie, and a garfield button. I got another button (my favorite button). It says āLove isnāt love until you give it away.ā ($17.82) The sentiment of this button sticks with me. I gnaw on it the whole way home, and, even after Wayne leaves, I consider what constitutes love.
4:00pm Get coffee with a friend. They are in a depressive episode, but are doing better since I last saw them.
7:00pm Moss drives me to a punk show for Palestine. I donate 20 dollars to the charity the concert is supporting. We listen to some Palestinian poems. The poetry is really beautiful. I pray for peace. ($20).
9:00pm Moss and I get dinner at Olive Garden. I get a glass of hypersweet red wine and a creamy mushroom pasta. I get pretty drunk (meds make me a lightweight). I try to convince Moss that we can scam Olive Garden by starving for days and then binging on the unlimited soup and salads. ($30) On the way home, I spend $10 on a case of beer that tastes like melted hair (yuck!) ($10)
11:00pm Watch videos with Jagger and Alex on call. After I get off the call, I give Moss kisses.
12:30am I go to sleep.
Daily Total: $110.89
Day 7: 8:30am: Wake up. Work on grad school emails and my CV before going to church.
10:00am Go to church. Iām not religious, but going to church is a condition of staying in my parentsā house. The pastor talks Jesusā loveālove somehow doesnāt extend to gay folk like me.
I scribble on the church bulletin. I feel kind of like a kid.
12:00pm Eat lunch at my grandmaās house (spaghetti casserole, salad, brussel sprouts, a tart from a bakery nearby). Chill with my grandma a little bit.
2pm: Work on this Money Diary and some grad school stuff.
3:30pm Go to Homegoods with my friends for Alexās birthday. We look at all the cute decor before going to a local pizza place and splitting a pizza four ways. I venmo Moss $12 to cover my share plus tip. ($12)
6:00pm Go back to Alexās house; cuddle her dogā-a cavalier poodle mix who licks me on the face. Alexās dog has a pumpkin toy she carries in her mouth because, as Alex says, āher feelings are too big for her body.ā I understand that.
8:00pm Moss drives me back to my house, and we call with the whole gang (Alex, Jagger, Phineas, and Moss)----Jagger lives in West Virginia, so we migrated from in-person hanging out to call so we could include him.
9:30pm I start falling asleep during the call, so I go to bed.
Daily Total: $12
Weekly Total: $255.66
Monthly Notes:
This was a pretty boring month for me overall. But for people with bipolar, boring is GOODāit means that the meds are working. I feel like I spent a lot on stuff I didnāt need, especially fast food. Mood-wise, I began the month at the tail end of hypomania, but now I feel like Iām slipping into a bit of a depression. Itās not too intense. I spent a large portion of this month working on grad school stuff. I feel as though Iām in a weird liminal, in-between space in my life, like Iām living in the backrooms or something. I spend days and days without leaving the house, and itās not even a clean houseāthereās toothpaste in the sink and clutter scattered all over the ground.
My girlfriend and friends make my heart fuller than I could have ever imagined, but itās not enough. I feel, like, this constant yearning, but nothing I do makes it better. I spend probably 10 hours a day looking at various screens, being inundated with bright lights. Every night before I go to bed, I donāt feel tired; I just feel done. I feel like I spend to take away this feelingāas if buying things that make my day more efficient or productive would satisfy me.
Itās time for more therapy and more meds, guys.
Reflections & Questions: This has been a pretty okay month, I guess. Iām going to do 12 of these total, so just let me know if thereās anything youād like me to add or subtract for the next one :). Also, any tips on reducing screentime?
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2024.02.05 23:26 Jumpy_Decision3657 Happening in February at Shadowbox Studio!
We are
Shadowbox Studio, a performance space/ photo studio in beautiful, scenic Durham NC. Come and see what's going on in February!
Find us at 2200-D Dominion St 27704, off E. Club Blvd in Ample Storage world. IYKYK
ā¢ Fri Feb 9 ā 7 pm Slingshot Festival and Ultrabillions present Deep Listening: The Story of Pauline Oliveros Documentary explores wide, varied impact of an electronic music pioneer.
Daniel Weintrabās documentary
Deep Listening: The Story of Pauline Oliveros (2016), is a documentary that traces the life and work of visionary composer, musician, teacher, technological innovator, and humanitarian Pauline Oliveros (1932ā2016).Oliveros was one of the worldās original electronic musicians. The only female amongst notable post-war American composers, Oliveros was a teacher, mentor to musicians, and a technical innovator. She helped develop tools that allow musicians to play together in different countries, software that enables those with severe disabilities to create beautiful music, and so much more.The film combines rare archival footage, live performances, and unreleased music with appearances by Terry Riley, Anna Halprin, Ione, Linda Montano, Laurie Anderson, Thurston Moore, Alvin Lucier, Claire Chase, Miya Masaoka, Morton Subotnick, Tony Martin, Ramon Sender, and many more ground-breaking artists.Durhamās modular synthesis mystery cult,
Ultrabillions, will be providing pre and post film vibrations using techniques of Pauline Oliveros and the San Francisco Tape Music Center to manipulate recordings of artist Matthew Cha and his Buchla synthesizer.$5 suggested admission. Doors 7 pm. BYO or sample whatās on hand.
ā¢ Sat Feb 10 ā 7:30 pm doors / 8 pm show Longform improv with THE NOVELTY Special eve of audience ideas and participation! What could go wrong??
Set in motion by a single suggestion from the audience, THE NOVELTY creates honest, relatable, playful improvisational theatre. Mostly comic. Always human.In this edition, the group will perform for approximately an hour, take a quick break, then return for a special second act, in which the audience is invited to play with members of the group. Guaranteed fun. No experience necessary!THE NOVELTY are Regina Bartolone, Thaddaeus Edwards, Lori Mahl, Nancy Pekar, and Dave Tillery.Tickets $10 cash/check/Venmo at the door. Doors 7:30 pm, showtime 8 pm Reservations: text 919-279-4157 or email [
wachula5@gmail.com](mailto:
wachula5@gmail.com).
ā¢ Thu Feb 15 ā 7:30 pm doors / 8 pm movie Movie Loft presents UFOria The Harry Dean Stanton Appreciation Society looks to the skies with the quirky sci-fi comedy
UFOria (1981)!
Continuing its year-long celebration of lesser-known works from slouchy thespian Harry Dean Stanton, Movie Loft invites you to shake off your post-Valentine's whatevers with this overlooked tale of greed and faith.Con-man and drifter Sheldon (Fred Ward) reunites with old friend and large-scale grifter Brother Bud (Harry Dean Stanton) for hijinx, but ends up falling for grocery store clerk and UFO believer Arlene (Cindy Williams). With extraterrestrial visions, comes a set of reckonings for everyone involved.Never released on DVD, weāll be screening this gem on glorious VHS!
FREE admission & popcorn, donations appreciated. Doors at 7:30 pm, movie rolls at 8 pm. BYO or sample what's on-hand. Note that this is ānew styleā Movie Loft without hot dogs or DJing; plan accordingly.
ā¢ Fri Feb 16 ā 7 pm doors / 8 pm show Warsick + The Band Spelled Bitch + Geeked Itās a punk rock e x p l o s I o n...enter at your own risk!
Narsick is an indie punk quartet with cross genre influences.. They like to liven things up.
The
Band Spelled Bitch is a Chapel Hill based punk doo-wop dream team whose songs are all from the POV of a snarling poodle.
Geeked are from Freak City and feature unique high energy, screamer-vox and tweaking synth mocking cat-calls.Admission $10 at the door. Doors at 7 pm, show at 8 pm. BYO or sample whatās on hand.
ā¢ Sat Feb 17 ā 6:30 pm Keenan Perry EP release party with Pynk Mo$cato A celebration of new music from this multitalented Raleigh artist!
Keenan Perry, singesongwriter, model, dancer, actor, and so much more, performs for a celebration of the release of his new EP, Suga Sex & Spice. Also featuring a live set from freestyle fanatic and emerging neo soul artist Pynk Mo$cato!
Admission $5 at the door. Doors 6:30 pm. Bar & food will be provided.
ā¢ Thu Feb 22 ā 7 pm doors / 7:30 pm movie Backchannel Cinema subversive shorts edition curated by Lizzie Stidsen Our series for adventurous moviegoers goes short and seditious!
This monthās guest curator, Durham cineaste Lizzie Stidsen, has picked a trio of classically corrosive shorts. As usual, we donāt reveal the name of the films ahead of time, but here are some clues:
Chrome fantasy for buff lovers
Dial tone denial
H2Oh nooo
FREE admission & popcorn, donations appreciated. Doors 7 pm, show at 7:30 pm. BYO or sample whatās on hand.
ā¢ Sun Feb 25 ā 7:30 pm doors / 8 pm show BCMC + Nathan Bowles Trio Drag Cityās new supergroup comes calling at Shadowbox!
With
BCMC,
Cooper Crain (Bitchin Bajas) and
Bill MacKay unite to create Foreign Smokes, music that's equal parts deep space, dreamy lyrical rock interior, soloed multi-track, new age fugue state, field recording, blues, and beyond.Opening is Durhamās
Nathan Bowles Trio, cosmic traditionalists with a modernist twist.
Tickets $15 cash/Venmo at the door. Doors 7:30 pm, show 8 pm.
ā¢ Thu Feb 29 ā 7 pm doors / 7:30 pm movie Ann Arbor Film Festival Touring Show (program 2) Award-winning selections from Americaās oldest experimental festival!
Shadowbox is proud to present another heaping helping of new mind-altering films from the 61st
Ann Arbor Film Festival. From animation to experimentation, this program will reset your perceptions in the best ways.Note: Duke Universityās Screen/Society will be showing the other touring program from Ann Arbor one week earlier,
Thursday Feb 22 at 7 pm at the Rubenstein Arts Center on Dukeās campus.FREE admission and popcorn, donations appreciated. Doors 7 pm, show at 7:30 pm.
UPCOMING: ā¢ Sat Mar 9 - Moving Units II: A Record Fair
ā¢ Tue Mar 12 - Spiderwebs
ā¢ Thu Mar 14 - Backchannel Cinema curated by Nick Karner
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2024.02.02 07:58 Falling-into-Roses Vintage 2002-2014 Stuffed Animals
| My mom threw all my stuffed animals away when I was a kid and I want to find them again. I have little luck identifying all but here the pictures explained. These are the descriptions. 1.There is a white dog with black ears holding a bone from valentine's day that's Saya "I Wuff You" 2.There is a beige/tan dog from valentine's day that is holding a red heart from the side and the heart is covered in kisses.It has a red see through ribbon around it's neck. 3.The brown rabbit has two ribbons, a dark yellow and a light yellow(I suspect it was made by Commonwealth toys but have little proof) The bear is from Build a Bear(do not need to find) - There is a smiling light golden dog that is sitting.
- There is a white dog flopped over with red ears holding a red heart in its mouth.
There is a poodle flopsie that I believe I have identified as a vintage 2002(screenshot if I can find it later, dont need to find). - There is big blue/teal/mint green easter bunny with an attached felt basket with a blueish purple rim. It has a transparent multicolored bow(disregard my late guine light chilling in it).
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2024.01.30 04:58 Financial-Page-5121 My time has come!!
| We have 3 English toy spaniels, so weāre very used to the laid back, calm nature of that breed. But, Iāve always wanted a poodle and still wanted one after all my years of being a groomer and finally got my girl. Meet Sharky. šš¦ Question: Those of you who have taken in older poodles, (she will be a year on Valentineās Day), do they typically have a hard time adjusting? Sheās only been with us for a day and a half now and when I brought her home yesterday, my partner made the dumb mistake of deciding to go to his friends for a football game and didnāt come home until late at night when we were sleeping. Then he went to work today and she hung out with me all day while I groomed dogs, groomed her.. and when he came home she was barking & growling. I truly hope this is just stress from the move to being in our home now and isnāt her typical thing when she meets someone new. submitted by Financial-Page-5121 to poodles [link] [comments] |
2024.01.20 15:40 Falling-into-Roses Vintage 2002-2014 stuffed animals
| I know it might be impossible by now, but I was wondering if anyone could find any of these stuffed animals? They range from years from 2002, 2011 and 2014. Ignore the baby and guinea pig. Here's what I have found so far: I know the poodle from the first picture is most likely from 2002, not sure what company. The bear in the second picture is from build-a-bear and the Valentine day dogs might be from cvs at my best guess. The brown rabbit with the yellow bow around the ears was from a store bin and was the only one in that store, I can't remember which store though. The blue rabbit holding a basket did not have a handle to my knowledge, didn't come with anything inside that I remember, but I think it might have been Easter themed. The basket was also big enough to hold an adult guinea pig which is what I used it for lol. Also, though I don't have a picture, there was also a blue and yellow bear that every office had at one point that I am beginning to think was a beanie baby because of the weight, but none of the blue ones I find have yellow on them. If anyone can find these, I'd be so grateful. My parents threw away my stuffed animals when I was still a kid and I've always wished I could find them again one day. submitted by Falling-into-Roses to HelpMeFind [link] [comments] |
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2023.12.26 23:03 Zealousideal_Bee240 Mini ChiPoo pups for rehoming
| I have a beautiful cream male and white female that will be ready for their furever homes around Valentineās Day!!! Before rehoming they will be: 1. Vet checked for health , physical, deworming and first shot! 2. On soft or dry Diamond brand puppy food 3. Drinking and eating regularly on their own 4. In process of puppy pad training 5. Used to adults, children, large and small dogs, cats and other pets. I do NOT allow my pups to touch the bare floor or outside without having been fully vaccinated with all 3 puppy shots so that I can guarantee healthy pups! My vet tells me that with how tiny they always are they cannot touch the ground outside without all shots to prevent parvo and other illnesses that will be fatal to them due to their small size. I go one step further by keeping them in a large playpin / play yard so they donāt even touch the floor that we walk on. There is a deposit of $150 to hold your pup of choice. Remaining fee of $350 to be paid by the time pup is ready to go. All non- refundable! I also have a contact that will be filled out and signed on day of pick up. These babies will not exceed 6lbs and 12ish inches fully grown. Daddy is barely 5 lbs and mom is 4lbs. Pics of mom(black chi), Dad (white poodle), and pups attached. submitted by Zealousideal_Bee240 to Killeen [link] [comments] |
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